The Making of a Special Lady
By Belle Gordon
Chapter One
When I graduated from university with a MBA, I was lucky to
find employment with the firm of Aintree and Epsom, Investment
Brokers. Actually they were two women in a small office in
Marylebone. Jillian Epsom and Jennifer Aintree were in their
mid forties and were devoted lesbians in a long-term
relationship. (No baggy trousers or combat boots for Jill or
Jenny though, they were lesbians of the 'lipstick' variety; it
was strictly haute couture for these two). They had become very
successful at what they did, hence my recruitment to cope with
the expanding business.
I later learned that, initially, they were reluctant to employ
me as they really wanted a girl, but as industrial relations
law forbade discrimination on the basis of gender. As I was the
only applicant for the post, they reluctantly took me on. They
were afraid I might be aggressive or antagonistic and would not
fit in. However, they later confided that their misgivings were
unfounded and I impressed them with my appearance and
demeanour. My bearing has always been slightly effeminate. I
unconsciously adopt feminine mannerisms when sitting, walking
and talking and they liked that, they said.
George Southall was their general factotum and would be my
mentor. He was an amiable gentleman in his mid sixties who had
come with the office. He took an instant liking to me and was
always most helpful and considerate. He was from the old school
of gent who always raised his hat to a lady, stood when someone
entered a room and held doors open for them. He guided me
through the workings of the office and showed me where things
were stored. He was a great help to me when I started. When I
wasn't too busy with my own work, I'd often go into his little
room and help him with his filing and invoicing.
I became close friends with Jill and Jenny and was often
invited to their apartment for supper, (a privilege accorded to
no other man) and, on one occasion when too much wine had been
consumed, I was allowed to stay, sleeping on a sofa bed.
I quickly made myself indispensable to the running of the
business. I was responsible for the smooth day-to-day
administration of the office as well as my duties as
receptionist. Under the strict guidance and tutelage of Jill I
had recently been allowed to make investments for clients of my
own. Over the six months I'd been dealing, I'd been reasonably
successful and had made a modest amount of money.
One of my other duties was to run errands whenever required and
today Jill had asked me to deliver a package to a company near
Regents Park. On my way back I was stopped at a pedestrian
crossing waiting for the green light to cross, when I happened
to glance down the side street. A little way down was a shop
belonging to a bespoke tailor, but what caught my eye were the
white silk boxer shorts and singlet being displayed on a
mannequin in the window. Seeing them reminded me that I had
been planning to buy myself some new underwear, so on impulse I
turned down the street and entered the shop.
A tall man in a black suit, grey silk waistcoat, pink tie and a
shock of grey hair looked up as I entered and said, "Good
morning Sir. How can I help you?"
"I noticed the boxer shorts in your window and thought I'd get
a pair or two."
He leant down and produced a tray from below the counter
containing many pairs of shorts.
"Certainly Sir. What size would Sir like?" he asked.
"I'm not sure."
"If Sir would kindly slip off his jacket I'll measure you."
Since I'd been working for them, Jill and Jenny had encouraged
me to acquire clothes that were more unisex and my wardrobe was
gradually becoming more feminine. They frequently bought me
items so that instead of cotton shirts, I now had polyester
blouses or girl's t-shirts. In place of men's trousers I wore
ladies slacks or jeans. Consequently, because I still felt a
little self-conscious, whenever I left the office I wore a
large baggy anorak with the hood pulled up to conceal whatever
I happened to be wearing. So I paused momentarily before I
revealed that under the coat I wore a cropped, apricot t- shirt
with a scalloped neck and three quarter length sleeves and
girl's hipster jeans with a wide black patent leather belt. As
I exposed my garb to the tailor his eyebrows raised perhaps
half a millimetre before he was once again all business ,
passing the tape measure round my bare midriff.
"Waist twenty five inches. Hips, thirty six and bust thirty
six, er, I mean chest."
He sorted through the pile of shorts looking at size labels
then handed me a pair. There was a slight tremble in my hands
as I took the proffered article and felt the exotic material.
The touch of the soft silky fabric evoked half forgotten
childhood memories in me. He watched me closely as I caressed
the soft material, running it between my fingers, and then
stroking it against my cheek. I blushed when I realized what I
had done and quickly dropped them back onto the counter top.
"If Sir is interested we also stock a line of more, ah shall we
say, delicate items of underwear. Perhaps Sir would care to see
them?"
"OK," I said, trying to sound casual and keep the growing
excitement from my voice.
He dipped down again and came up with a tray of colourful and
frothy pieces. He selected a rose pink panty and laid it on the
counter smoothing it flat. The hipster short had a ruffle of
white lace around the leg openings and a tiny pink bow in the
centre of the waistband. Alongside this he carefully laid a
pair of bikini briefs, a thong g-string and an old-fashioned
directoire knickers, all adorned with lace and bows.
"But surely these and women's panties?"
"Oh no, Sir. They are from our range of what we call
'Gentlemen's Lingerie'."
I was open mouthed in wonder at the amazing selection of
knickers in front of me. My eyes skipped from the long-legged
pantaloons to the briefs, the thongs and g-strings, hardly
believing what I was looking at.
"You mean men wear these?" I asked incredulously.
"Oh yes, Sir. They are very popular and in great demand. I
myself have a preference for these." He said, indicating a tiny
lacy bikini brief.
"Well in that case, I'll take three pair." I decided.
"Very good, Sir. Which colours do you prefer?"
"I'll have these," I said, selecting the rose pink French
knicker short, "a blue pair and a black pair." My mouth was
beginning to feel dry with my suppressed excitement. I was
tempted to buy more but decided I could always come back.
"Of course, Sir."
As he carefully folded them he asked, "Would Sir be interested
in purchasing a matching singlet to go with your drawers?"
"Maybe." Trying to sound nonchalant.
Up came a third tray from below the counter. He sorted through
them then lifted one with the dainty shoulder straps hooked on
his outstretched index fingers. It was without doubt a ladies
camisole and matched the rose pink panties. The bottom edge was
trimmed with a lace frill; there was also a lacy detail at the
bust and little pink satin roses where the shoulder straps
attached to the bodice. It was a beautiful thing and together
with the panties would please any woman.
"These are very popular, Sir. I'm sure you will enjoy wearing
them."
"OK, I'll take them." I said quickly before my voice failed me.
I could feel my excitement mounting and a stirring in my groin.
"Excellent, Sir."
I handed him my plastic, hoping I had enough credit left to
cover the cost. He carefully folded the items, wrapped them in
tissue paper and put them in a box tied with a pink satin
ribbon. When he handed me the box I was somewhat nonplussed to
see printed in bold letters across the front. 'Janus Tailors.
Purveyors of fine Gentlemen's Lingerie'
"Perhaps you would have a bag I could put this in?" I asked.
"Of course, Sir." He passed over a brown paper carrier bag and
I slipped the box inside.
As I turned to leave he said, "If Sir is interested, we also
carry an extensive range of gentlemen's corsetry and foundation
garments. I have enclosed my card should you wish to make a
private appointment. I would be happy to arrange a personal
fitting. And remember, discretion is paramount in all our
dealings.
"Thank you." I said. "I'll remember."
Chapter Two
As I was hanging up my anorak on my return to the office I
heard Jill shout "Hey Jenny, Pauline's been shopping."
They had begun calling me Pauline (my name is Paul Newbury)
after I'd answered the telephone to a client and the caller had
assumed I was a girl. Over the time I'd been with them I'd
unconsciously been adopting a softer, higher pitched manner of
speaking.
"Hi Jen. Who's your new girl?" I heard a voice ask.
"That's Pauline." She answered without a second's hesitation.
"She's a treasure. She's been with us for a while now and I
don't know how we'd manage without her."
And since that day I had been Pauline and was always referred
to as she and her. I didn't really mind so long as it stayed in
the office. As it was I felt I was slowly becoming more of a
Pauline that a Paul.
"Let's see what you've bought." She said withdrawing the box.
"Ooo, what have we here? Gentlemen's Lingerie indeed."
Jenny had joined us as Jill quickly undid the ribbon and opened
the box, spilling the contents onto my desk.
"O, Wow!" they both exclaimed, picking up panties and camisoles
with both hands. "These are fabulous." Jenny cried. "Are they a
present for some lucky girl? Or are they for yourself? George,
come and see what Pauline's been buying."
I shyly admitted that I had bought them for myself and told
them about the shop. They were intrigued and thought it was a
wonderful idea ? lingerie for gentlemen.
"You must put one on." Jill announced. "This one, its such a
gorgeous pink." She passed over the rose camisole she had been
holding up to her front and admiring.
"I don't think I should, really." I started to protest.
"Nonsense. You can't keep them hidden away for yourself,
besides there's only us here, and I'm sure you're dying to try
it on."
"Well, OK then," I relented. "But you must promise not to
laugh."
And with that Jenny grabbed the hem of my tee shirt and with
one upward sweep had it over my head. I stood there for a
moment with by arms in the air, displaying my hairless chest
and armpits, before I folded my arms across my front mimicking
a girl trying to hide her breasts.
"Oh, look at the little sissy," Jill said. "Trying to hide her
little titties. Here you are, arms up." They often teased me in
this manner, but it was without malice so I didn't really mind.
I raised my arms again and she slipped the camisole over my
head. The silk felt wonderful as it slid down my body. I
adjusted the spaghetti thin shoulder straps and smoothed it
down my chest, settling the bust over my non-existent breasts.
I replaced my t-shirt but noticed that the cami straps were
clearly visible in the scalloped neck.
The two girls had closely watched me as I fiddled with the
straps and got it fitted properly. George, who had quietly
entered the room, was watching me with an indulgent smile on
his lips
"You're a natural." Announced Jenny. "You look as though you
have been wearing lingerie all you life. Have you?"
"No, I've not. This is the first time." I said.
For the remainder of the day I worked happily in my new
camisole. I was very aware of the soft silky caress of the
material on my body, and when five o'clock came around I was
reluctant to take it off. I asked Jenny if she thought I should
remove it, especially as the shoulder straps were so evident.
"Wear it." She said promptly. "You bought it to wear, so do so.
And it looks lovely on you. Just a pity you don't have any tits
to fill it."
She gave me a wink as she made this last remark to let me know
she was only teasing. But if I were to be honest with myself I
would love to have breasts. I did not know how I could achieve
this other than to take large doses of female hormones and I
definitely didn't want to do that. If I could afford the cost I
could perhaps get implants, but for a man to get breast
implants I could foresee enormous difficulties. And by the
evidence of certain Internet web sites, they often turned out
to be gross, misshapen appendages with tiny male nipples. A
third alternative was to purchase breast forms. Granted some
were very realistic looking but they still never quite worked.
As it was I was happy the way things were, living my single,
feminised life and dreaming about having womanly breasts.
Chapter Three
On Sundays my usual routine was to rise early, jog to Hyde Park
and run twice around before it became too crowded. On the way
back to my flat I'd buy the Sunday papers. Then I'd run a hot
bath, putting in lashings of bubbles and scented oils. While
the bath filled I'd step into the shower for my weekly hair
depilation. I didn't really need to do this, as being half
Filipino, (and as with most Asians); I had very little body
hair to start with and almost none on my face. It was mainly my
underarms and pubic area that need treatment but I still
smothered my entire body with a propriety brand of a hair
removing gel, waited the required time then showered it off.
This routine together with regular applications of moisturizing
creams kept my skin in a beautifully soft condition. And I
loved the smooth clean feeling being hair free gave me.
After a long soak I reluctantly I got from the bath and drained
the water. I towelled off and applied a generous dusting of
mimosa-scented talcum powder. I selected the baby blue panties
with the beige lace trim, pulled them up my legs and nestled my
awakening penis into a comfortable position. I followed this
with the matching camisole and then an old satin bathrobe. (One
of the few things my mother had forgotten to take when she'd
gone to Edinburgh to live with an old friend and I'd moved into
my apartment.)
I decided my toenails needed painting as they hadn't been done
for a while and most of the colour had flaked off. I usually
did this about once a month simply because I liked the look of
bright red toenails whenever I took my socks and shoes off.
When they were dry I slipped my feet into a pair of leather
flip-flops and admired to effect. I'm cursed with unusually
small feet and find it very difficult to get men's shoes that
fit, which means I generally have to buy children's or women's.
Boys' shoes are usually ugly and unstylish (except for
trainers) so I often buy ladies low-heeled Oxford slip-ons. I
have three pairs.
I poured myself a glass of orange juice and settled down to
read the newspapers. I curled my legs up under me and settled a
cushion on my lap. (Another feminine mannerism I'd
unconsciously adopted). Perusing the Sunday Times, a small
advertisement in the Encounters section caught my eye. Under
Men seeking Men it read: -
Assertive, Professional, good-looking
masculine male, 50's, WLTM feminine,
attractive male to be pampered and be my
special lady.
It was followed by a phone and voicebox number.
I thought about the ad for a while, wondering what it was all
about. I was intrigued by the prospect of being pampered. I
met his other criteria, too, in that I was male, reasonably
attractive, and as Jill and Jenny were always reminding me, I
looked feminine. I was frequently mistaken for a girl. I didn't
want to dwell on what 'and be my special lady' meant. I was
bored and feeling lonely, the day had turned wet and the flat
was depressing, so I decided to call.
I dialled the number and when the voicebox answered I simply
said, "Hi, I saw your notice in the paper and would be
interested in meeting you. Please email me." I told him my
address and hung up. I didn't really expect to hear anything
more so was quite surprised when I checked my email later in
the day and found a reply.
Hi. Thank you for answering. My name is Nicholas
(Nick) Haydock and I live in central London. If
you think you fill the requirements in the ad I'd
love to meet you. I could possibly travel to meet
you but my commitments would make it very difficult.
I would prefer you to come to me. Let me know if
you are interested.
Nick
I hit the reply button.
Hi Nick, Getting to central London is no problem
as I live in Paddington. My name is Paul Newbury;
I shall be free next weekend.
Paul.
I had a reply almost immediately.
Hi Paul. Great! I shall be in the bar of the
Queens Hotel in Knightsbridge between one and
two on Saturday afternoon. I will wear a dark
blue pinstripe suit with a rose bud in the lapel.
And just to make sure you recognize me I'll be
carrying a parcel tried with a yellow ribbon.
Look forward to meeting you.
Nick."
Chapter Four
By the age of twenty-two I knew I wasn't going to get any
bigger, (except in weight if I didn't watch my diet) so I had
resigned myself to being small. I had inherited my small
stature from my mother who was born in the Philippines. My
natural father, whom I never knew, had been a sailor in the
Royal Navy. He had seduced Mummy when she was young and hungry,
then had disappeared when his ship sailed and she had been left
to care for a baby on her own. Being an orphan and with no
family to turn to for help, she had approached to one of the
many introduction agencies that provide European men with Asian
wives.
An introduction was arranged with Edwin Newbury, an elderly man
who had recently retired from the civil service. A life long
bachelor he had decided that now that he was growing older he
needed a companion and someone to look after him. He not only
took on the responsibility of a young wife but also adopted me
and gave me his name. Being thirty years her senior was not a
problem for mummy, as her only requirement was for someone to
provide for herself and her child, so for the next ten years
they lived happily enough together. Edwin Newbury died
peacefully in his sleep at the age of seventy-five.
He left mummy the house and little else, but she was
comfortable enough. An accomplished seamstress and dressmaker
(a skill she had taught me) she made a reasonable living from
private commissions. It was when helping her as a child with
this work that I discovered a liking for soft, silky materials
and a love of fine clothing. I was often required to assist her
when she needed an extra pair of hands and, as she didn't own a
dressmakers dummy, I was sometimes employed as one when she
needed to pin up hems, et cetera.
I became quite skilful with a sewing machine and I began making
things for myself. As a child of four I made myself a chemise
from a piece of satin that was left over from a dress. Mummy
was delighted that I'd managed to make something and that I
loved to wear it. She began making me clothes from left over
scraps of silks and satins. As the off-cuts were usually small
pieces she mostly made me items of underwear. When having
finished her latest creation and I'd declared my love of it,
she'd tell me confidentially that really they were the sort of
things that only girls wore, but she didn't see why they should
have all the fun. Edwin viewed all of this with a benign
detachment that I'm sure he put down to our Asian origins.
Throughout my childhood I dressed in underwear she made. She
loved thinking up designs and making delicate little panties
and shifts. Her creations, however, got more and more
outrageous. She began by adding little bits of lace, a tiny
bow, and then a frill or a ribbon, till in the end she was
producing extravagantly frothy garments. I was always eager to
try her latest creations and she in turn derived enormous
pleasure from making them. She'd make me parade around the room
modelling them and urging me to take little mincing steps, not
large ungraceful strides. I was, of course, too young to
understand the fetish implications of all this and, although I
derived a warm pleasant feeling from wearing them, there was
nothing sexual involved.
It had to end of course. Edwin Newbury had not been a wealthy
man but he did provide for my education and at the age of
twelve I was packed off to boarding school, which meant wearing
a uniform. So that was the end of my time in fancy underwear.
But not my love of it.
These childhood memories had been evoked by the wording in the
personal ad I'd replied to. The subsequent emails made me to
wonder just what exactly I was getting into. I decided that
extreme caution was needed and I would endeavour to discover
what I could about Nick before - and if - I met him.
Chapter Five
I entered the bar of the Queens Hotel a little before noon on
the Saturday of our rendezvous. It was a small boutique hotel
in Wilton Place off Knightsbridge and I suspected it was a
favourite with the gay community. I'd visited the place the
previous day and checked it out, deciding where to position
myself so that I could see the whole room and yet be
unobserved. I had no intention of actually meeting him today
but wanted to get a good look at him. I ordered a pot of tea
and settled myself in a corner where a large, gilt framed
mirror gave me a perfect view of the room without having to
face it. I dressed as nondescriptly as possible in brown cord
trousers, polo shirt and a grey hoodie. I'd gathered my hair up
under a NY baseball cap. I poured my tea, opened the newspaper
I'd brought with me and settled down to wait.
He arrived at five minutes to one and I had no doubt that it
was he. The blue pinstripe suit was beautifully tailored and
fit to perfection. The pink rose bud added an element of
sophistication that set him apart from the other patrons. He
had a commanding air that brought the waiter scurrying over to
him as soon as he sat and took his order for a glass of red
wine. I guessed he stood about six feet and had the physique
that indicated he worked out regularly. His hair was greying at
the temples but was full. His facial features were what are
often described at rugged. His strong jaw was clean-shaven; he
had a straight nose and cornflower blue eyes.
As I surreptitiously studied him I was surprised to feel an
attraction to him. My heart rate had jumped and I could feel a
stirring in my loins. I knew I was blushing. On only one
previous occasion had I felt an attraction to another man and
that had been a childhood crush for a teacher; an experience I
had considered the normal part of growing up and something I
had left behind.
But I had never considered being physical with an adult male.
As I watched him I wondered what it would be like to be held in
his strong arms and made love to by this handsome man. I even
speculated on the size of his penis and what it would feel like
to hold. I was even more surprised to find that these guilty,
erotic thoughts had brought my own cock to straining attention
in my trousers. What was this effect he was having on me? I
didn't think I was gay, in fact I was still a virgin, so why
was I fantasising about him?
I blushed further when, at that moment he looked in my
direction, our eyes made momentary contact in the mirror. He
held my gaze till I was forced to look away and I knew that he
knew I was staring at him. I was quite flustered and
concentrated on my newspaper till I dared look again and was
relieved to see he was looking in another direction. I decided
I should leave and wait outside. As unobtrusively as possible I
adjusted my erection so as not to make it too obvious, finished
my tea, and casually walked from the room.
I found a convenient doorway on the opposite side of the street
and waited. About a half hour later he emerged, looked both
ways, then strode off towards Hyde Park Corner. I followed;
trying to remember what the spies did in the novels I'd read
when tailing a suspect. I need not have worried, as he never
looked back. He walked up Park Lane and tuned into Curzon
Street. After a short distance he mounted a short flight of
steps and entered a building. I waited a little while then
crossed the street and entered the lobby. I looked around. An
elevator faced the door and to the left, gated stairs led
upwards. To the right, set into the wall, were a row of
doorbells with intercom speakers and each tenants name beside
it. The top floor apartment belonged to Nicholas J. Haydock.
I got the tube back to Paddington and walked to my flat in
Westbourne Terrace. I found the tattered telephone directory,
from which, fortunately the relevant page of has not been torn,
and discovered Nick was listed with both his home number and
also his office. I punched the apartment number into my mobile
and waited while my call was diverted to his message minder.
"Hi Nick, this is Paul Newbury. I'm so sorry I missed you, I'm
afraid I was unavoidably delayed. I went to the hotel but you
had gone. Would you like to arrange another meeting? Please
email if you'd like to."
I made myself a cup of coffee, went to my computer and opened
my email. My inbox showed one new message. I clicked the icon
and read: -
Hi Paul, I was sorry to miss you too. Are you
free tomorrow? We could meet in the same place
at the same time. I'll dress the same. We could
have lunch together.
Nick.
I clicked on the reply button.
Would love to have lunch. See you tomorrow.
Paul.
Chapter Six
I rose early the next morning and went for my usual Sunday
morning run. After my customary depilation I soaked for a long
time in a hot bath, scented with a generous measure of bath oil
and thought about what I should wear. If Nick was wearing a
suit then I also should be smart. I owned a blue velvet
tailored jacket that had originally been part of a woman's
business suit that would be suitable. My white silk blouse-type
shirt went well with anything and luckily was clean. I decided
that I shouldn't wear jeans as they were too informal. I
rejected my skin-tight black velour ski pants; the type with
the loop that goes under the foot. The elasticised waist tended
to pull them tightly over my bottom and, because the front had
no fly, my package was prominently displayed. So instead I
chose a pair of light grey worsted slacks cropped at mid calf
with a slight flare. As a finishing touch I added a floral
chiffon Hermes scarf. I debated whether to wear my favourite
rose-pink panties and camisole or not and decided I would as
nothing made me feel more feminine.
Having decided on my ensemble, I turned my attention to my
hair. I washed and conditioned it then carefully blow-dried it.
I combed it into a style that framed my face with a parting
down the middle and spreading around my shoulders. Satisfied
with the effect, I dressed. The jacket fitted me perfectly. I
folded the collar of my blouse outside the collar of the jacket
and knotted the scarf in a floppy bow about my neck. I
reckoned I looked pretty good. With my feet in the leather
flip-flops I reckoned I'd achieved just the right degree of
femininity, but not enough to be taken for a foppish sissy.
At this time of the day the tube wasn't too crowded and I took
a seat in the first carriage. I sat with my knees and ankles
together and my hands folded in my lap and assumed the zombie-
like attitude of most tube travellers. After a while I became
conscious that the man sitting opposite was staring at me. When
I looked at him he winked at me and pursed his lips blowing me
a kiss. I immediately dropped my eyes and looked at my feet. To
my horror realised that I had forgotten to remove the bright
red nail polish from my toenails. I felt the heat rising
rapidly up my neck and suffusing my face in a pink blush.
Luckily the train was slowing for my stop and, as I stood to
leave, the man leered at me and pushed his tongue rapidly in
and out of his mouth in an obscene gesture.
I regained my composure during the walk from the tube station
to the hotel. There was nothing I could do about my toenails so
I put it out of my mind. I timed my arrival for a little after
one-o'clock and spotted Nick sitting in the same position as he
had yesterday. I walked up to him and said, "Hello, you must be
Nick. I'm Paul."
He stood and held out his hand to me. I took it and his strong
fingers encircled my small limp hand.
"Hello, Paul. It's lovely to meet you. What will you have to
drink?"
"An Evian water will be fine, thank you."
I was a little nervous to begin with but quickly relaxed. Nick
was easy to talk to and we were soon in deep conversation. Over
lunch he told me about himself and that he was a successful
businessman with an office in Grosvenor Square.
"Paul," he said, "before we go any further with this there's
something that I must make very clear. I would prefer to keep
the fact that I am a homosexual as quiet as possible. I don't
want it to become public knowledge that I'm gay as it could
cause problems. If my father knew it would probably kill him,
so the fewer people who know about me the better. So if this
relationship is to progress I must insist that you be as
discrete as possible."
"Of course, Nick. You have my word."
When I gave him my assurance he reached across the table and
squeezed my hand. Electric sparks seemed to tingle up my arm
and I didn't want him to release it.
"Good." He said. "I'm sure this is going to work out well for
both of us."
After lunch, as we walked in Kensington Gardens, I asked him,
"What exactly do you mean when you say you want someone to be
your special lady?"
"I'll explain everything later when we know each other better.
But in the meantime, if you'll allow me, I'd like to give you
an occasional present.
"OK. I always enjoy getting presents."
He handed me the box tied with the yellow ribbon he'd been
carrying and said, " I bought this for you. I hope you like
it."
We sat together on a bench and I carefully opened the lid.
Nestling in the black velvet interior was a beautiful lady's
gold watch. Tiny diamonds encircled the face and the strap was
intricately woven gold links. It was beautiful; made by Raymond
Weil - it must have cost a fortune. I gasped as I looked at it
and Nick thought I disapproved.
"I'm sorry," he said. "I should not have presumed you would
like it. Let me take it back and we shall say no more about
it."
"Oh no," I quickly replied, "I think it's lovely. It was a bit
of a surprise is all. I can't possibly accept it though."
""Why ever not?" he asked.
"Because it's far too expensive, and on our first meeting it is
too over the top."
"Think nothing of the expense. I really want to give you a
present to show you I appreciate your coming and meeting me."
"OK then, if you're sure." I relented.
He removed the watch from its case and I held up my wrist. He
gently fixed it round my arm. It was beautiful, so small and
delicate, the diamonds sparkled as I moved and they caught the
light.
"Thank you so much." I gushed. Then I spontaneously leant over,
threw my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. I'm not
sure who was the more surprised.
Nick grinned when he saw my flustered state.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. Please forgive me." I
stammered.
"That was the nicest thank you anyone could have given me. Come
on, it's time we went."
We made our way out onto the Bayswater Road and I had a sudden
urge to link arms with him. As we reached Lancaster Gate tube
station he asked, "Would you like to meet again?"
"Yes, I'd love to. I've really enjoyed today. The lunch was
excellent and I love the present you gave me."
"I'm afraid I'm not free again till next weekend. How about
Saturday? We could go for a drive to the country." I nodded my
agreement and he continued, "Great! Be here at nine thirty and
I'll pick you up."
We parted then and I went home buoyed up in spirits like never
before. I felt I was walking on air. To employ that overused
clich?, my heart was singing. I was in love.
Chapter Seven
The girls immediately picked up my good humour when they
arrived at the office next morning.
"Someone seems very happy this morning." Jill said. "Tell us
what's put you in such a good mood."
Although I'd promised Nick I'd be discrete regarding our
relationship I didn't feel I could exclude my two closest
friends, so I told them what I'd done. They naturally wanted
all the details; what was he like, where did he live et cetera.
I told them what I knew, which wasn't an awful lot when it came
to listing details.
"He gave me this." I said, holding up my arm to show them the
wristwatch.
"My God!" exclaimed Jenny studying the timepiece closely. "It
must have cost an absolute fortune."
While Jenny was admiring my watch Jill had disappeared into her
own room, and reappeared shortly afterwards carrying a
magazine.
"I knew I'd heard the name before," she said, "he's listed here
in this directory of business leaders, listen. 'Nicholas J.
Haydock, founder and CEO of Haydock Pharmaceuticals. Producers
of the highly successful Zanildaptin the most widely used drug
in the fight against AIDS and the Viagra derivative Kolomex.
His corporation is also responsible for many well-known high
street remedies for the treatment of the common cold, headaches
and indigestion. He operates a research facility in Cambridge
and has factories in Cardiff and Merthyr Tydfil. His estimated
net worth is thought to be in the region of - wait for it -
three hundred and fifty million dollars'. Looks like you've hit
the jackpot, sweetie."
"Bloody hell." Jenny whispered.
I was speechless.
"When are you seeing him again?" Jill enquired.
"Next Saturday, he's taking me for a drive in the country."
"Well we'd better do something with your hair before then."
"What's wrong with my hair?" I bristled. "I'm not getting it
cut."
"No one said you should. But you need to get it tidied up and
you have a lot of split ends that need removing. If you like
I'll get my friend Barbara to call in at lunchtime, she's a
hairdresser and she owes me a favour."
"Ok. But she's not to cut it short."
I have always worn my hair as long as I could get away with.
Even when the fashion was for shaved heads and buzz cuts I kept
mine long. In infants school long hair was regarded as cute,
but not so in secondary school, but I was still somehow able to
keep it at least collar length. When I moved on to college I
let it grow even longer and tied it back in a ponytail. I had
inherited the hair gene from my mother, like hers mine was
thick and heavy, a lustrous dark auburn colour. From as early
as I can remember she had made sure that I took proper care for
it, washing it daily with good shampoos and conditioners. I
loved my hair and the thought of getting it cut short filled me
with horror.
Work resumed and I was soon immersed in the business of the
day. I was surprised when the street door buzzed and I saw it
was nearly one o'clock. I answered the intercom and a tinny
voice said it was Barbara Kempton. I released the lock and a
few minutes later she entered the room.
"Hi," she said, "Jill said I was to come and trim Pauline's
hair. Where is she?"
"That's me." I said feeling slightly embarrassed. "My name is
Paul really, but the girls always call me Pauline."
"I can understand why they do. You're very pretty."
I blushed scarlet, but was never the less flattered. She
immediately got down to business setting out her equipment;
scissors, combs, brushes, a bag of plastic rollers, an
industrial size hairdryer and a nylon sheet.
"Pull your chair over here by the window where there's more
light, and you'd better remove your top off so it doesn't get
messed up."
I did as she ordered, scooting the chair backwards on its
rollers, at the same time removing my top. Today I worn a
simple cerise cotton jersey top with long bell-shaped sleeves,
and it was only as I pulled it over my head I remembered I was
also wearing my pink camisole.
"That's very nice," Barbara, said, "do you always wear women's
underwear? It doesn't matter if you do," she hastily added
before I could respond, "I've no problem with it. In fact
several of my private clients have similar tastes. I regard it
as a compliment to womankind that men want to wear our clothes.
It's curious that women can happily wear any item of male
clothing without anyone raising an eyebrow, but if a man wants
to dress in our things there's a scandal."
She chattered on non-stop, not expecting or giving me an
opportunity to answer. She swathed the cape round my upper body
and fixed it at the back of my neck. I was a little alarmed
when I saw the amount of hair that was falling to the floor,
but she ignored my protests, saying it was only the ragged
ends. Half an hour latter she declared the job completed.
"You have beautiful hair, Pauline, you obviously take very good
care of it. I'd love to style it properly and perhaps give you
a perm to really show it off."
"Thank you, Barbara, some other time perhaps. Can I see it?"
She released me from the protective sheet and I walked over to
the mirror that hangs beside the entrance door. I loved it.
She had trimmed and shaped it so that the back was curled under
and the side bangs hung forward framing my face. She'd also
straightened my fringe and cut it to about an inch above my
eyebrows.
"You don't think it's a bit girly, do you?" I asked as I turned
my head from side to side, watching the heavy hair sway.
"Not at all, pet. It's a perfect style for you face shape. Now
remember if you want to get the full treatment I'll leave my
card and you can make an appointment. I'll even throw in a
manicure."
She packed her things and was gone before I have time to ask
her about the cost.
Chapter Eight
The remainder of the week seem to drag on interminably; I
couldn't wait for Saturday. I considered texting or emailing
but knowing what I now did about his business I didn't think it
would be a good idea. I went to work each day but found it hard
to concentrate, images of Nick kept filling my mind.
On Friday evening when I arrived home I was delighted to find
an email waiting: -
My Dear Paul,
I hope you are still willing to meet again
tomorrow? I am very much looking forward to
seeing you again.
Love, Nick.
On my way home on the same evening that Barbara had cut my
hair, I'd stopped at a little charity shop near my apartment
and purchased a new blouse. The woman who ran it was a sweet
old lady with failing eyesight but I was still a little nervous
going in. Luckily there were no other customers and the old
lady appeared quite unconcerned as I sorted through the rail of
dresses, skirts and tops. The one I selected was white silk
with a motif of tiny pink roses and a ruffle of lace down the
front concealing the buttons. It had full balloon sleeves
fastened with three fabric-covered buttons at the cuffs and a
Peter Pan collar.
"That's a very pretty blouse you've chosen," she said as I
handed it to her. "If you'd like to try it on there's a
changing room in the back."
"Oh, no thank you. I'm sure it will fit." I said, assuming I'd
been mistaken for a girl again.
I did try it on when I got home, however, and immediately
realized that whatever camisole I wore underneath would be
visible through the thin material. The next evening meant a
diversion to Janus Tailors, Bespoke Gentlemen's Outfitters,
where the same unctuous attendant no only sold me a white silk
panty and cami but also a beautiful peach full length nightgown
and negligee, or as he described it, gentlemen's night attire.
When Saturday finally arrived I arose early filled with a
feeling of anticipation and excitement. After showering and
dusting my body with the sweet smelling mimosa talc, I slipped
the newly acquired white panties up my legs, followed by the
matching cami. I slipped my arms into the sleeves of the blouse
and buttoned the cuffs. I was intensely aware of how sensitive
my skin was; the gentle caress of the fabric gave me goose
bumps down my arms. The soft whispery hiss of silk on silk was
heavenly. I pulled on my hipsters then I pushed my sock-less
feet into a pair of black slip-on Oxfords. I wore the velvet
jacket again and was pleased that it matched my blouse.
I got the tube to Lancaster Gate and was waiting on the
footpath when a large black Lexus LS460 pulled into the kerb.
The door opened and I slid into the leather passenger seat.
Nick was smiling broadly and looking devastatingly handsome in
a casual sports jacket, open-necked shirt and jeans.
"Hi," he said, "it's good to see you again."
"Hello, Nick. It's nice to see you too."
As we were held at traffic lights in the Edgware Road, Nick
turned to me and said, "I hope you don't mind me saying this,
but you look absolutely lovely. I love your top and your hair
is so nice. Have you had it styled?"
"Why thank you kind sir," I replied. "Flattery will get you
just about anything. And no I haven't had my hair styled, just
trimmed a little."
He drove easily and confidently and we were soon speeding along
the M40 towards Oxford. We chatted away as we left the sprawl
of London behind and headed into the countryside. Our talk was
mostly about inconsequential things, but he loaded me with
frequent compliments about the way I was dressed, my hair, my
looks, and how many 'real' girls would love to look like me.
"But I'm not a girl, Nick, you know that." I felt I had to
correct him when he began comparing me to generic women.
"Of course I know you're not a true girl, but you could quite
easily become a very stunning imitation of one."
"Do you really think so?" I asked.
"Yes, most definitely. With the correct guidance, the right
clothes and bit of make-up, no one would ever know the
difference. I could help you if you wanted."
"I don't know what to say." I said. "It's true that I prefer
slightly effeminate clothes, but I have never considered going
all the way and dressing as a girl. What would people think?"
"If they didn't know you were a boy they'd think you were a
lovely young woman."
"You know what? It might be fun to try, so long as I wasn't
found out." I said, offering a silent prayer that I wasn't
getting into something sordid or humiliating, that might even
be dangerous.
"To help you make up you mind I have a present for you." He
said. "Reach over, it's on the back seat."
I swivelled round in my seat and retrieved a gift-wrapped small
flat box.
"Before you open it I want you to understand that this is
purely a gift, and not in any way an inducement. If you feel
you cannot accept it that's perfectly OK, but I would love you
to have it."
I nodded my head in agreement wondering what on earth it could
be. I carefully removed the wrapping, gingerly pushed down on
the clasp and slowly raised the lid. Inside were a double
strand pearl necklace and two enormous pearl drop earrings.
"Oh Nick," I exclaimed. "They're beautiful. Thank you so much."
Knowing what he was worth I didn't consider for a moment what
they would have cost. Whatever the price it would be peanuts to
a man of his wealth. "But I can't wear these."
"Why ever not?"
"Well these are for a woman. And anyway, my ears are not
pierced." I added lamely.
Just then we arrived at Cherwell Valley services and Nick
pulled up to the petrol pumps.
"That's not a problem. While I fill up the car, you go inside
where I happen to know there is a jeweller who will pierce your
ears.
"Do you think I should? Won't he think it strange for a boy to
get both his ear pierced?" I said.
"Of course he won't. Boys get their ears pierced all the time
nowadays. Nothing strange in that."
I hurried inside and located the jeweller. As Nick had said the
man never made a comment, simply sterilized each lobe, stabbed
a hole through it and inserted a small gold ring. Piece of
cake, and not very painful. Nick arrived as I was examining his
work in a small hand mirror and paid the man. When we returned
to the car Nick took the necklace from its box and fastened it
round my neck. It was out of sight inside my shirt but I was
acutely aware of the weight of the pearls.
"At least you can wear these whilst your ears are healing."
We spent the day touring the Cotswolds. Admiring the lovely
stone cottages in the quaint little villages. We stopped for a
leisurely lunch at a pub in Lower Slaughter before heading over
to Stratford-upon-Avon where we joined the throngs of tourists
looking at Shakespeare's birthplace, the river and the theatre.
As we walked down Bridge Street Nick suddenly disappeared into
a shop and reappeared a few minutes later with a single red
rose, which he gallantly presented to me, to my utter
mortification. He was always very attentive, constantly asking
if I was comfortable, did I need anything; was there anything I
wanted to do? I was almost overwhelmed by the attention.
It was late in the evening when we arrived back in London and
he left me near my flat. I thanked him for the lovely day and
asked if we would meet again.
"I'm afraid I have to go to the United States for the next two
weeks on business, but as soon as I get back I'll call you."
"Oh. OK," I said, unable to keep the disappointment from my
voice.
Chapter Nine
On Monday morning the first thing the girls wanted to know was
what had happened and had he given me a present. I described
our day out and then showed them the necklace and earrings.
"Oh they are so beautiful." was Jill's verdict. "But these are
for pierced ears."
"I know." And pulled my hair back so show them the gold rings
in my lobes.
"You got your ears pierced!" Jenny squealed. "That is so cool."
The following Sunday, after my usual routine of run, hair
removal and long soak, I reckoned my ears had healed
sufficiently to remove the sleepers. I had been dying to try
the pearls but I had diligently followed the advice of the
jeweller to keep the wounds clean and swabbed with disinfectant
and not to rush things. When I pushed the hook through the hole
the unaccustomed weight felt very strange but they looked
wonderful. I put on the necklace and my little jewelled watch
then admired myself in the mirror. For the remainder of the day
I lazed about the flat dressed in panties, cami, my newly
purchased negligee and my stunning pearls. It was heavenly and
I was disappointed when I had to remove them before going to
bed.
On Wednesday I received an email from Nick stating that he
would be arriving back in the UK on Thursday and hoping I would
be free to see him on Saturday as he had something very
important that he wished to discuss with me.
Another visit to the charity shop had yielded a rather nice
blue suede jacket with two front patch pocket and four large
buttons. I'd also found a pair of soft crepe, navy-blue slacks
with a matching eyelet belt. Under the jacket I wore a scoop
necked white tee shirt. I was afraid to wear the necklace or
earrings as they would be too obvious but I did wear my watch.
I decided I looked perfect, just the right amount of femininity
to be androgynous.
We agreed to meet at the Wellington Arch at two o'clock. As I
came out of Hyde Park Corner tube station I saw him waiting.
He was smiling hugely as he watched my approach and when we met
I spontaneously went up on my toes and kissed him on the lips.
We were both a bit embarrassed by my gesture and for a few
seconds neither of us quite knew what to do, then Nick burst
out laughing and the tension was gone. I joined his infection
laughter giggling like a girl, clasped his arm and began
walking. We strolled round Green Park crossed The Mall and
walked in St. James's Park stopping occasionally on a bench to
rest. We talked incessantly, but I cannot remember a single
thing we said. We were just so happy in each other's company.
At about five Nick suggested we start making our way back. As
we came onto Piccadilly he asked if I'd like to go to his
apartment.
"We can have some supper and a drink. I have a very nice bottle
of a seventy-two Chateau Talbot I have been saving for a
special occasion. And I have something important I want to
discuss with you."
"I'd love to," I replied, hoping I didn't sound too eager.
We soon arrived in Curzon Street and Nick punched his code into
the keypad that opened the lift. His apartment was huge,
covering the entire top floor of the building. He gave me the
tour, starting in the enormous lounge with the giant TV and
sound system. The kitchen with every appliance one would ever
need. The master bedroom decorated in masculine browns and
rugged furniture. And finally the second bedroom tastefully
done up in soft pastels, pinks and whites. It was very
obviously a woman's room. He noticed my puzzlement and
explained that it was his ex-wife's.
"She took off when she discovered I was gay. Left everything
behind and has never been back. The divorce cost me a small
fortune, but I'm happier without her."
After a superb cold supper of smoked salmon, salad and fresh
baked bread we sat together of the couch sipping the remains of
the Bordeaux. Nick carefully placed his wine glass on the
coffee table, turned toward me and said.
"Paul, I want to put a proposition to you. But please hear me
out before you make any response."
He held his hand up to stop me saying anything, then went on.
"Do you remember on our first date I mentioned the importance
of discretion and the problems my homosexuality could cause if
it becomes public knowledge?"
I nodded agreement.
"Well, what I need is a partner. Someone I can confidently be
seen in public with, and whom I can escort to whatever
functions I need to attend, et cetera. That person will not
only have to appear to be an attractive woman, not someone who
looks vaguely feminine, but also be able to stand close
inspection. It will have to be someone who is totally
convincing in the role and who is willing to live this way full
time. To achieve this deception I'll need someone who is
willing to masquerade as a female, to dress and live the life
of a girl on a permanent basis. Now Paul, this is where you
come in. I want you to be that person. It will be a big step
for you to take and I will understand if you want some time to
decide."
I was flabbergasted by his proposal. "Are you saying you want
me to undergo some sort of an operation and be changed into a
girl?"
"No nothing like that. There will no permanent physical
changes. If you ever want to stop doing it all you'll have to
do is change back into male clothes and maybe get your hair
cut."
"But why?"
"Because, Paul, I have fallen in love with you and this is the
only way I can be with you. And believe me, I do want to be
with you ? all the time. I want you to be a part of my life. I
want it to be you I'm seeing when I close my eyes at night and
you when I open them again in the morning and all the time in
between."
"Oh, Nick. That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
I love you too. These last weeks have been the happiest of my
life. But what about my work, my friends? My mother will have a
fit when she finds out."
Then I suddenly thought: I wonder will she? I remembered all
the times during my childhood when she encouraged me to wear
girly underwear; she had even made most of it. No she probably
wouldn't be too worried.
"Forget about work. If you accept this offer you will never
have to worry about money again. I'm a rich man; I'll provide
everything you need. You'll have no-limit credit cards, buy the
finest clothes, jewellery, a car, anything. I mentioned before
that I could help you if you wanted to be a girl. I know of
people whose job it is to teach boys the correct way to dress,
apply make-up, walk, talk et cetera. Why don't you give it a
couple of months trial and if after that period you don't want
to continue then that will be an end of it?"
"I don't know what to say." I said. "I'll have to think about
this a lot. It's a huge step. It would mean a complete change
in my life. Would I ever be able to step out of role?"
"No. I'm sorry, but if you take this on it's the whole thing or
nothing. There'll be no more scruffy jeans and tee shirts. No
dirty trainers. No bad habits or letting yourself go. Your
appearance and behaviour are of the utmost importance. You will
always wear the most feminine dresses, or skirts and tops. You
will never be without appropriate make-up, your hair will
always be perfect and you will always wear heeled shoes. You
may think I'm being a bit harsh but those are my conditions."
"Can I sleep on it before I give you an answer?"
"Of course, in fact why don't you stay here the night. You can
use Gloria's bedroom, there's everything in there a girl could
possible need."
Nick stood and held his hand down to me. I took it and he
gently pulled me to my feet. We stood very close for a moment
then as if by some unheard command I raised my face to his and
his lips found mine. His strong arms enfolded me; our lips
hovered against each other, barely touching. For an instant
they lightly brushed before mashing together with a passion
that almost frightened me. I felt his tongue on my hot lips; I
instinctively parted them to admit its probing entry. I tasted
his saliva mixing it with my own producing an intoxicating
mixture. He explored the inside of my mouth, my teeth, and my
tongue then slowly began thrusting deep into my mouth. It felt
how I imagined a small penis would feel.
How long the kiss lasted I have no idea, but we eventually
parted gasping for breath. My knees felt week, my heart rate
was racing and I was slightly surprised to find I had an
erection. So also had Nick. I could clearly feel his hard
tumescence pressing against my stomach. He released me from his
arms and took my hand. He led me to Gloria's room. At the door
he gazed deeply into my eyes then placed his hands either side
of face, brushing my hair back, and kissed me once more. This
had none of the former passion but was of such sweet tenderness
I almost swooned.
"Good night, my darling." He whispered.
"Good night Nick."
Chapter Ten
When I awoke the next morning my first thought was 'He wants me
to live with him as a girl.' And my second thought was 'Do I
want to live as a girl?' Then after only a seconds hesitation I
decided 'Yes, I do. I want to be the beautiful woman in the
life of the man I love.'
Now the decision was made I felt relaxed and comfortable,
filled with a feeling of exciting anticipation. I lay in the
big soft bed between satin sheets, wearing a nylon baby-doll
nightie that I didn't remember donning the night before. I had
no idea what time it was, but I detected the inviting aroma of
coffee brewing so guessed it was time to get up. After a quick
shower I remembered what he'd said about being ultra feminine
so I looked for something to wear. I found the perfect thing in
a frothy nylon floor-length negligee. The hem, the borders and
the sleeve ends were trimmed with pink ostrich feathers. I
slipped it over my naked body and knotted the sash. In a closet
filled with shoes I found a pair of high-heeled mules trimmed
with the same pink feathers. I wobbled a little when I put them
on as I'd had no practice at walking in heels, but again
remembering what he'd said I decided it was time I started.
I practiced walking round the room a couple of times then
checked myself in the large ornate cheval mirror that stood to
the side of the vanity unit. I brushed my hair and fluffed it
up a bit, then applied a touch of lipstick. I was afraid to use
any other make-up because being inexperienced I was sure to
mess it up, but the hint of lippy was just right. I liked what
I saw. As I turned to leave I glanced over my shoulder I saw
that the filmy negligee with quite see-through and it was
obvious I wore nothing beneath the flimsy covering. I liked it
even more.
Nick was making toast when I entered the kitchen. He was
wearing white silk pyjamas with royal blue piping and his feet
were bare. When he saw me his mouth dropped open then a smile
spread across his mouth.
"Oh my, you look sensational, baby. Does this mean you have
made a decision?"
"Yes I have. Miss Pauline Newbury graciously accept the offer
made to her by Mr Nicholas Haydock to become his live-in
girlfriend."
"Oh that's wonderful. I am so happy. You won't regret it I
promise. Come here and let me kiss you, you beautiful
creature."
We kissed with all the passion that had been pent up inside us
since the first time we'd met. It was many minutes before our
mouths parted and we separated breathing heavily. I stepped
back a pace and dropped my eyes feeling slightly embarrassed by
the desire I felt for this man. As I looked down I saw Nick's
erect penis protruding from the fly of his pyjamas. As if
directed by some external power my hand reached forward and my
fingers encircled his rod of hot flesh. Other than my own I'd
never touched a man's cock and what I was doing now both
astonished and excited me. It felt very hot and hard, but the
covering of skin gave it a strangely soft feel. I slowly began
stoking the organ in the same manner I often did my own during
my lonely fantasies.
A deep groan came from Nick's throat and I thought for a moment
I'd done something wrong, but when I looked at his face his
eyes were tightly closed and an ecstatic smile covered his
mouth. I masturbated him slowly for several minutes till he
stopped me. Taking my hand he led me through to the lounge. We
stood facing one another, and I watched enthralled as he
unbuttoned his pyjama jacket and dropped it to the floor. He
untied the knot in the string of the bottoms and let them fall
around his ankle. His penis stood erect and proud atop his
sturdy thighs and swayed heavily when he kicked the pj's away.
He then reached for the sash of my negligee, took an end in
each hand and pulled the single bow apart. His hands moved
inside the silky material and rested on my waist, then slowly
glided up my body, over my chest, pausing to gently squeeze and
caress my nipples, finally sliding the gown off my shoulders,
leaving me naked and erect before his adoring gaze.
We lay together on the couch and once more began to kiss. He
took my hand and placed it on his cock. I knew what to do now
and began to wank him. At the same time I felt his hand take my
smaller prick and start to masturbate it. We gazed into each
other's eyes then watched our hands skilfully bring us to the
verge of eruption.
So great was my excitement, that my climax was explosive and
spectacular. My sperm was ejaculated with such force that some
landed on Nick's face and subsequent pulses covered both our
bodies. Very soon after I'd emptied my nuts, Nick erupted with
the same impressive results.
We broke apart and lay together breathing heavily, bathed in
the mixed outpouring of our testicles. I looked at Nick and
started to giggle when I noticed a dribble of cum slowly
dripping off his nose onto his lips. I didn't know if it was
his or mine; I just lent across and licked it from his face. I
licked all there was from his face and his neck; them worked my
way downward cleaning his body of all traces of semen. Finally
I arrived at his flaccid penis, which was still oozing and I
unhesitatingly took the head into my mouth and sucked any
remaining nectar from it.
I'd always thought the idea of swallowing cum to be slightly
repulsive, and I never dreamed I would ever do it. But after
consuming our combined offerings from Nick's sweaty body, I was
pleasantly surprised at how nice it tasted. In fact I wanted
more. I continued sucking Nick's cock and caressing his balls
and slowly it began to stiffen and fill with blood, expanding
till it filled my mouth completely. I so loved the sensation
of a hot, living penis filling my mouth that it caused my own
member to re-awaken. I slid to the carpet and crawled between
Nick's legs. On my knees I paid homage to his wonderfully
handsome cock as I sucked and stroked it to a shuddering
orgasm, which, despite his earlier ejaculation, filled my mouth
to overflowing. I was obliged to sallow furiously so as to not
lose any.
For the next couple of hours we lay together kissing,
masturbating, sucking and whispering declarations of love to
each other. Eventually we got up and ate some food. Nick didn't
put his pyjamas back on explaining that he preferred to remain
naked, and usually spent his time nude whenever he was alone in
the apartment. I was happy to remain naked also but he insisted
I wear the negligee.
"You have to understand Pauline, that it's seeing you in sexy
women's clothes that turns me on. To my mind there is nothing
as exciting as a pretty boy in a feminine dress. Come with
me."
Holding my hand we walked into Gloria's room. He opened her
closet door and walking in. A few minutes later he emerged with
an armful of clothing, which he threw onto the bed. Then he
began selecting items from various drawers till be appeared
satisfied with what he had.
"These will do to begin with." He said. "We're going to start
your education at dressing as a woman. Put these on please."
He had handed me a small bundle of lacy silk and when I
separated it I saw they were a matching bra, panties and
suspender belt.
"Would you mind helping me please," I said. "I've only ever
worn panties and I'm not altogether sure how to put these on."
I held up the bra and garter belt in each hand.
"It'll be my pleasure."
Taking the suspender belt he passed it round my waist and
clipped it together at the back.
"If you are doing this on your own, you'll probably find it
easier to fasten it at the front then swivel it around your
waist. Make sure it's centred correctly or else the garter tabs
won't be in the right position to hold up your stockings."
Next he opened a new packet of nylons.
"You must always be most careful when handling stockings,
especially these fine 15 denier ones, as it is easy to ladder
them. And nothing looks worse that a stocking with a run in it.
No lady would ever dream of going out in damaged hosiery. "
As he talked he gently rolled the nylon into a doughnut shape.
I sat on the vanity stool and Nick knelt at my feet. He placed
circle over my toes then very carefully worked it over my heel
and up my leg. When the thicker welt was pulled up to my thigh
he told me to stand and showed me how to clip the garter-tab to
the stocking, first at the front then at the back. He repeated
the same operation on the second leg.
I was immediately enamoured with the marvellous sensation of
the shear nylon encasing my legs and thighs; the tug of the
elasticised tabs and the erotic look of the frilly, lacy belt.
Whilst Nick was still on his knees, he lifted my foot and
pushed it into a shoe then buckled the tiny strap at the side
of my ankle. He repeated the other shoe and I wobbled on the
four-inch stilettos. Then he held the panties ready for me to
step into. I had to steady myself by holding onto his bare
shoulder as I raised first one foot then the other. He slowly
eased the panties up my nylon clad legs, giving me the most
exquisite sensation, so that by the time he had the thong
snuggled into the crack of my buttocks it was impossible for my
hard cock to be restrained within the delicate material.
"I assume from your reaction that you like wearing stockings
and suspenders?"
"Oh Nick." I excl