ANTOINE CATCHES THE BOUQUET
I had spent most of the war in Africa. I was just days short of my
10th birthday in 1940 when my father was killed in Rotterdam. There
was not even time to mourn before the hated germans were pouring into
France and then conquering our country. My brother Pierre immediately
became the Marquis and with the germans just a day or two, perhaps
hours for all we knew, from our estate, he sent me and my sister
Nicole, one year younger than me, to Tunisia. He stayed at the estate
as did our mother who was simply too shattered by my father's death to
do anything, including flee.
We urged them to come with us but Pierre absolutely refused. "I am the
Marquis. I have to stay. I have to protect the estate and all who
work on it."
He said it with such complete conviction, with such strength. He made
it believable even coming from a 120 pound fourteen year old boy. Just
days into his new role he was completely committed to it. I remember
staring at him, my brother with his resolute expression. The boy who
used to play silly games with me his younger brother was gone. So,
Nicole and I flew out just ahead of the bosche with an aunt and
Dimitri, a huge man who was assistant to my father and to whom Pierre
entrusted our safety.
At some point in 1941, the craven Vichy government officially declared
that it was allied with our conquerors and demanded that all french
accept this subjugation. We moved on to Dakar on the extreme western
tip of the continent. There, we spent three years doing nothing. It
was incredibly boring. It must sound superficial that I should
complain that this time was boring while others were fighting and dying
but life in a city of exiles like Dakar waiting for someone else to
free them, was boring. I idled my time away as a boy of that age will,
in a thousand different ways, whatever diverted me at the moment. It
would sound more noble if I tell you that I spent every moment pining
for France and its lost glory but that would be a silly lie. I went to
the beach. I rode my bike. I played sports and I read lots and lots
of comic books. The americans always had wonderful ones. The new
Captain Marvel Jr. series particularly caught my eye because here was a
superhero who was a boy of about my age. I even looked a bit like him,
with my dark, slightly wavy hair and the same sort of face.
My sister could have been Mary Marvel, too, I thought, because she
looked just like me only she was a girl, but they had given Mary Marvel
light brown hair for some reason. But Nicole, who already had a
difficult personality when we flew out of France, only became more so
after encountering a young woman named Catherine in Dakar. This
Catherine had studied at the Sorbonne under a professor De Beauvoir, a
woman professor! She filled Nicole's head with the most ridiculous
thoughts. Nicole repeated outrageous sayings third hand that men were
oppressors. Not just germans but all men! Men exploited women etc
etc. She had one that "a penis is an instrument of oppression" or
something like that. Nicole became so hostile toward men and boys that
she didn't have any affairs at all as a girl typically did. She sat in
her room or at the quai along the beach reading and talking with this
Catherine.
I did not refrain from relations with the girls of Tunis and Dakar. On
the contrary, our bodyguard, Dimitri, often called me "girl crazy". If
he had only known about the film of actual lovemaking that the older
brother of one of my friends showed us. It was an actual man and a
woman, both young and slender making love. I was shocked to see it, as
were my buddies when my friend's brother played it on the wall of a
room at their home. But there it was, lovemaking. It made a great
impression on all of us. We imagined ourselves in the place of the
young man, kissing like that, caressing like that and... well... doing
that.
Seeing that movie only increased my desire for the lovely females of
Dakar. They were all so beautiful, so delightful, so exciting. I
readily confess that my affinity for any of the girls I kissed did not
last very long. But that was not out of disrespect to any girl. It
was affinity for them all. I was excited by all of them. Constantly.
Finally, in June 1944, we got word that the Allies had returned to
France. There were parties all night long in Dakar. I was allowed to
drink alcohol, not just the wine we always had with dinner, but brandy
and all sorts of other things. Such a headache I had the next morning!
We moved back to Tunis to our family's winter home there. Really, it
was a winter estate, not just a home. It included 3 square miles around
it and had a magnificent view of the Mediterranean. We were there just
three months when we received word from my brother Pierre that they
were free. It was a joyous day in May when we arrived back at the
estate. There were hugs and kisses all around. Mother was still in
Paris. Our brother Pierre had become engaged to a gorgeous young
american girl, Winnie Campbell and mother was picking dresses for
bridesmaids so one last joyous reunion still remained. And in addition
to a reunion with our mother I looked forward to the wedding and
reception. All those beautiful women squeezed into lovely lace
dresses! All those lovely bosoms! All those wonderful derrieres! I
couldn't wait for the reception.
But there were other reunions, too. Just minutes after getting back to
the estate and going through a series of hugs and kisses with longtime
employees, I went off the estate to see my pals Guy, Robert and Gilles
whom I hadn't seen since 1940. There were, again, hugs all around and
I shared with them my collection of comic books that I'd started in
Dakar. We spent the afternoon flipping through them and pretending to
be this or that superhero. That may sound immature for boys of 14 but
we had not had the years of being 10, 11, 12 and 13 together so perhaps
we were making up for lost time. My pals loved the new books I showed
them and like me they particularly liked Captain Marvel Jr. "Hey,
Antoine! He sort of looks like you!" noted Gilles as I had hoped he
would. I did have hair and a face a bit like Freddy Freeman but, of
course, wasn't anything close to that athletic.
Back at the estate, Nicole laughed contemptuously when I told her that
my pals and I had been looking at comic books.
"You ridiculous little boys! How sad that there should be a bias
toward you in the laws of France! We're all so fortunate that Pierre
was that rarest of things, a mature boy. I'm sure he wasn't spending
his time thinking about the fantastic tales of your comic books when he
was 14."
"Ha! You don't know what you're talking about because Pierre did, too,
enjoy comic books."
"A likely story."
"Besides, what's so bad about fantastic stories. What about those
stories great grandmother told us?"
Nicole sniffed contemptuously but I could tell from her expression that
she remembered exactly the ones to which I referred. The year before
she passed away, in her 97th year, our great grandmother, who lived in
Marseille, came to visit the estate in the summer of the year before
the war. Though it was warm, this wrinkled old woman always went about
as though it was actually late in autumn. But bent and lined as she
was, she was surprisingly clear and fast in her thoughts. She showed
no deterioration at all as one expects from such great age.
I remember, her fantastic tale began as she watched Pierre running
about on the lawn of the estate. She and my mother were marveling at
how fleet afoot 12 year old Pierre was and as my mother left to attend
to some matter in the estate house, Pierre loped up to where great
grandmother sat on her lawn chair next to where Nicole and I stood.
"Bonjour great grandmother!" Pierre grinned.
"It is true. It is true," she said smiling up at the sky then at
Pierre. "I had guessed it at your birth but now I'm sure. You're a
child of the spell book."
"Pardon?" Pierre still grinned.
"They don't teach you the legends, do they?" the old woman said with a
shake of her head. "It's not surprising. As admirable as he is, your
father is not one and your mother is gripped by a narrowing devotion to
religion."
"Great grandmother," began Pierre plaintively, "please don't insult
father or mother."
She waved him to her side and patted his head. "I don't mean to insult
them, but look at you, boy! Look at you! Your face, your eyes, the
shape of your boy's body. You are not your father or of your mother's
line, the Rousseaus. When you grow, you will be the Son of Reason at
your gates," she said referring to one of twin statues at the entrance
to our estate.
They were a young man and a young woman who looked to be brother and
sister, perhaps both about 18 years of age. Both were slender and
nude. The young man was wonderfully athletic looking despite his
slenderness while the young woman was a slim, hourglass shaped venus.
They were striding forward confidently, each with a torch including
carved flame held aloft, and on the torch was carved the word "REASON".
Our mother disliked that these nude forms, however exemplary, should be
presented as they were to every visitor to the estate. She often spoke
of commissioning another sculptor to make a fig leaf for the Son of
Reason. Real fig leaves don't grow that big.
Pierre just stared at her quizzically, not knowing what to say.
"You don't take in all the implication of what I say to you, do you?
That's because you don't know all that is prologue to your being as you
are, boy. You should know because you will be the Marquis and it's the
story of you. It begins with the 13th Marquis-"
"Jean Paul Richard!" chirped Pierre
"Yes. That's correct," she patted his shoulder. "You know your
predecessors, Pierre. That is good. But perhaps there's much about
him that you don't know."
"I know that he made wise purchases of much of the southerly portion of
the estate and that he built the mill on the swift river at our
easterly boundary."
"Yes. That is true. Jean Paul Richard was a wise steward of the
estate. He was but a boy of 18 when his father sent him to study in
Paris to become acquainted with more of the world than this corner of
France. There he met the lovely girl who became his wife. But, at
first, he had a rival for her hand. His rival was an evil man who
could see that the lovely girl favored Jean Paul Richard. So, to
eliminate your ancestor as a rival, he turned Jean Paul Richard also
into a lovely girl."
"What?!"
"What?!"
"What?!"
All three of us scoffed at this ridiculous notion.
"Ah but it is true, children. Jean Paul Richard, a handsome, fleet
footed 18 year old boy found himself, through the magic of a book of
spells, to be a beautiful young woman of the same age. He looked down
at his chest only to find a beautiful bosom. Behind him, his narrow
rear was widened and ballooned outward into the most full round female
derriere. And between his legs... no longer was he a young man at
all."
Pierre's eyes and mine were wide in shock.
"All his male form was gone, replaced by the hourglass shape of a
woman. And not just any woman's shape. He was so beautiful a sylph
that every man wished to kiss him and hold the girl that Jean Paul
Richard had become in his arms. What's more, he was stuck in a female
body for months and came to adopt a woman's perspective and even know
desire as a woman."
"What? How can that be great grandmother?"
"The book of spells had made his body into that of a girl of
exceptional beauty and gradually his new girl's senses acted on his
mind. But his beloved remained true to him even while he was fit to be
her bridesmaid and not her groom. Eventually he was able to affect his
change back to masculinity and not just as any boy but as perfect a boy
as he'd been made a girl. You see, children, the Son and Daughter of
Reason at your gates look so much like siblings because they are even
more closely related than that. They are both Jean Paul Richard. The
female statue was made of him when he was just turned female. He had
lost his own money as a result and could only trade on his newfound
female beauty for recompense. The male statue was made right after
he'd returned to masculinity and still desperately needed funds."
"What of the blackguard who'd done that to him?" I asked
"Ahh! Jean Paul Richard gave him a taste of his own medicine. He
turned him into a lovely girl and then had him left at a most unsavory
brothel in Amsterdam to spend all his days servicing low born visitors
to that city."
"Ha! Good!" said Pierre
"But that is not all" continued great grandmother. "Some years later,
the legends say that the spell book, which your ancestor had taken
possession of, was used by his wife. She did not want her sons
conscripted by Napoleon's army and made daughters of them while somehow
her one daughter became a son."
"Yuck! Why would a girl want to become a smelly ugly boy?" Nicole said
with a shudder.
"She must have had her reasons, Cheri, for she chose to remain a boy
and, yet, one of the sons chose to remain a daughter."
"What?!" This time I was the shocked one and I think great grandmother
enjoyed my shock for she smiled faintly.
"It's not important, children. There are advantages to both the male
and female conditions. What is important is that Jean Paul Richard
became wiser from his months as a beautiful girl and his children
became wiser too. For they knew what it was like to be of the other
sex, how both men and women thought and perceived of things."
"Where is this spell book now?" asked Pierre.
"No one is quite sure" answered great grandmother. "According to some
it was used again by one of the negro families on the estate when one
of their kind was ill. According to others it was used again in a most
unwise fashion. According to most, it was destroyed. But I'm not
sure. For three generations after the children of Jean Paul Richard,
all the line of the Richard family consisted of men and women who at
age of majority looked just like your statues of the brother and sister
of reason. But then the Marquis was of a different appearance. There
was a son of a Marquis's brother who looked just like you at your age,
Pierre, but then two more who had wholly different, more unexceptional
form. I thought, at first, that your father was another child of the
spell book but eventually realized he is not though he is quite
admirable. But you, Pierre, are clearly a product of the spell book."
"But, even if so, great grandmother, what is the import of that?" asked
Pierre.
Alas, we never learned, or at least, Nicole and I never learned, for my
mother approached and great grandmother would say no more in her
presence. We had no more opportunity to question her and a few days
later she was back to Marseilles where, unfortunately, she passed away
within a few months. It was this tale to which I was referring and
which I could tell Nicole also remembered. That is why neither she nor
I was left stunned and gawking when I had a most incredible bit of
fortune just a few minutes later.
I was bringing additional wood in to the fireplace, not to burn, but
for ornamental purposes. Our family typically displayed the most
impressive white birch logs we could find in the fireplace during the
summer months, the fine white bark being more visible than logs of oak.
I was reproaching Nicole for not bothering to help. She was five feet
six inches tall and weighed more than I did at five feet seven inches
tall and just 102 pounds, but would never perform the slightest manual
labor. Even as I groaned to carry three heavy white birch logs into
the house she mocked my reed thin arms and legs. I struggled to step
adroitly onto the brickwork beside the fireplace laden with the birch
logs but lurched to one side as I did, striking the stone masonry to
one side of the fireplace hard with the saw cut side of one log. But
the sound produced by the contact seemed most odd. It was higher
pitched than seemed likely.
I put down the logs as Nicole continued to mock my efforts and picked
up the poker. With the end of it, I tapped at the stones of the
masonry work. All produced a sound of the same deep dull thud sound
but one. I tapped at this one again. My curiosity was piqued. The
mortar even seemed to be slightly cracked around it. I pressed and
tugged and pushed at this stone till finally, purely by accident, I
found that a combination of these actions moved the stone back almost
as if it was on a hinge. Into the space revealed, I pushed my hand and
found a depressed space below the aperture. Inside, I felt cloth. No,
an object wrapped in cloth! I carefully removed it and peeled off the
covering cloth.
Nicole was by my side now and she and I both came to the realization at
the same time. It was the spell book of which great grandmother had
spoken!
I'm embarassed to admit that both of us immediately cast mischievous
glances at the other. Our sibling rivalry got the best of us. We
examined the oddly bound volume at some length. At the front, it
indicated which pages were to be read to affect which changes. Some
affects to be produced were rather minor. I noticed one for the
seemingly unworthy of witchcraft ailment of a simple sore at one's
mouth. My finger went immediately to the corner of my mouth which, I
realized Nicole had noticed. There was another to remove birthmarks
and I saw her touch the spot on her neck after reading that. We agreed
to put it back and leave it alone but neither of us really intended
that.
I came up with a brilliant scheme to play a little trick on my sister.
Wouldn't it be funny if my sister, the disparager of all men thought
she was reading the spell to remove virth marks and instead read the
one that changed the reader into a handsome young man? An hour after
we walked away I took the book out again and changed the notation of
the birthmark removing page from "63" to "68", where the spell to
change a girl to handsome boy was found.
I could not wait for night to fall for I guessed that Nicole would try
to use the minor spell just before going to bed. Sure enough, near
midnight I pushed the door open and peeked into her room.
I smirked at the sight. Nicole lay on top of her bed covers, the book
on the floor beside her. It had only been a few minutes but the
sorcery was doing its work on her. I grinned looking down on her. I
thought I could almost detect the shrinking of her modest breasts
taking place as I watched. Oh this will be delightful! Nicole Richard
forced to go about for at least a day or two as a young man. I
resolved to make sure she got to spend a day working at the dirtiest,
grimiest tasks possible, perhaps cleaning a stable or slopping hogs. I
laughed at the thought as I picked up the book from the floor.
I happened to touch one finger to the kissing sore at the corner of my
mouth. The damned thing was no smaller than the day before despite my
applying the ointment prescribed for me. I debated it with myself but
decided that it wouldn't be a big deal if I used the book of spells to
rid myself of the kissing sore. I looked at the listing of spells. I
hadn't changed that one, and saw it listed as page 58. I flipped to
that page and read the series of sounds written there. I couldn't
figure what language they may have been written in. It didn't fit any
that I knew.
As soon I was done, I felt as though a paralysis was coming over me. I
fell to all fours on the bed and then found myself, against my will,
arching my back downward as much as possible in a way that left my head
and my backside up high. I tried to get up. I tried to move. But I
couldn't. And now, my whole body became icy cold and then, just as
suddenly, hot as a camp fire. All this, to remove a kissing sore?!
My modest backside, in particular, felt spectacularly hot as well as a
bit sore. My chest, as well, felt as though perhaps it was being
licked by flames. Oddly, my boy's organs felt not hot at all but
perhaps even cold.
Those were my last recollections till waking.
I remember opening my eyes with a feeling like the morning in Tunis
after I'd had far too many sips of that odd arab drink the night
before. But this was worse. My headache was less but every muscle and
bone in my body felt, well, not quite painful, but odd in a way that is
hard to describe. I opened my eyes to the sight of my semi-darkened
bedroom at the estate house.
"Ugh! How did I get here?" I mumbled. "Hey, what's happened to my
voice?" It was ridiculously high. Girlish, in fact. I was very self
conscious about my voice as it was. It hadn't changed yet and was
nothing like my brother Pierre's powerful sounding bass. But it had
never been like this!
I felt terribly thirsty, though, and saw a glass of water on the
nightstand. It must be from a parched throat, I reasoned and reached
for the glass. Somehow, I actually missed it when reaching out in that
direction. My hand hung in the air above the glass because I started
staring intently at it.
"Why is my hand so small?" I gasped and even this whispery question
came out in a ridiculous soprano. I forcefully cleared my throat and
it was then that I started to realize what had happened to me. For as
I cleared my throat, I felt... jiggling... on my chest.
Jiggling?!
There's no reason why a slender boy should feel jiggling on his chest
unless it is a chain with a religious medal. My chest was flat, not
muscled like Pierre's. What was this sensation? With my fears
multiplying exponentially each second, I threw off the covers partly
off me and sat up.
"No!! It can't be!! NO!!" I gasped in a voice as high pitched as the
chirping of birds. But despite my denials, they were there, two large
breasts hanging from my chest like a pair of large fleshy mangos tipped
with giant pink nipples. I was aghast. They were bigger than those of
the negro girl in Dakar that I had held in my hands. I tentatively
reached out to touch them to see if they were real. It took several
moments to dare, for I must have suspected the answer. I also noticed,
again, how dainty my hands now looked. At last, I cupped each hand
beneath a breast.
"Oooooo!" I squealed, my voice humiliatingly like a songbird, shocked
at how mere touch of these large mango sized breasts sent a mild tingle
through me. I quickly pulled back my hands.
"What the hell is-" I clamped my mouth shut and finished the thought
in my head only. I could not bear to hear that high soprano voice
issuing from my mouth a syllable longer. I reluctantly glanced down at
those breasts again, examining them closely. I followed the skin from
the pointy pink nipple tips all the way up to my chest. They were
clearly part of me. They were me.
But how? This was too incredible and horrible a fantasy to be real. I
can't let anyone else see me like this. God! I would never hear the
end of it from Nicole.
Wait. I remembered setting a trap for her with the book. Had that
somehow changed me? Damn. I won't be able to deny having tricked her,
but it wasn't supposed to work like this, was it? She wasn't supposed
to trade her femaleness to me for my maleness! Hers weren't this big,
though. How could this be? I fumed wondering what I could possibly do
and in the course of frantically pondering, shifted my weight a bit
where I sat.
Uh oh.
That felt odd. My rear felt very... well... wide beneath me, immensely
wide. I was an exceptionally slender boy and I had a meager behind,
not a ballet dancer's behind like Pierre. At that moment my rear end
felt gigantic. This was horrible!
Hesitantly, I leaned forward to look down past my... past... them. My
stomache looked fine, still flat, though I wondered why I couldn't see
the squares of stomach muscles I could usually see, but starting around
my navel, I seemed to widen, to expand, to balloon outward
dramatically. The sheets and quilt hid the final answer from me. Oh
god, I pleaded. Don't let this be true.
I pulled away the covers and saw ridiculously wide, full girl's hips
spread beneath my waist and to my horror discovered that my penis was
gone as was my scrotum. In their place was a slight hair covered mound
with a vertical slit down its length.
"NO!!! NO!!!!" I shouted and ran to the full length mirror at the side
of the room as my frightened girl's shriek still echoed. There in the
meager light, I stared, agape, at the body of a naked girl. She looked
just like my younger sister, but taller, a bit more voluptuous and
astonishingly pretty. Something seemed wrong though. Despite my new
breasts feeling the size of cow udders and my rear the size of a
mare's, the girl in the mirror was a slender beauty. Was this some
sort of trick mirror?
No! No! No! I poked and pinched at all parts of the naked girl,
still hoping somehow that I was not her, but I was. I pinched her
thick thighs. I felt at pull at my thighs. I ran my hand along one
arm and felt a gentle touch of skin skimming my arm. I swirled one
finger around a nipple as I had done to the negro girl in Dakar and
felt a little electric current of pleasure zing to my brain. Yikes!
So that's why she'd reacted like that!
I turned in profile and saw the immense addition of flesh that had been
made to my flat, little drum tight boy's rear. I could feel this
expansion just standing there. It was so different from what I,
Antoine, had been. Even with my breasts-what a bizarre thought, my
breasts-even with them, my center of gravity felt unpleasantly lower
due to this sudden accumulation of flesh on my thighs and rear. I
disgustedly patted the bloated feeling but actually beautifully taut
and round derriere in the mirror and felt slight pressure against my
own ass. Ugh. It is me.
I turned to face the mirror again. I only quickly glanced in disgust
at what had happened to my crotch and focused instead on the face in
the mirror. My face. It was hard for that term to make sense. This
wasn't my face. But touching my embarassingly delicate looking
fingertips to one dewy soft cheek, I felt the pleasant skin on skin
contact. This was my sister's face only much prettier, altered in many
tiny ways, but a perfected version of her. Framed by hair that was
suddenly a cascade of waves and curls extending to my shoulders, my
face now had a cute little button nose like hers, all that remained of
my strong nose. My jaw, too, had been reduced and my mouth seemed very
small though my lips seemed fuller as though I'd been stung on both by
bees. My eyelashes were clearly longer and my eyes reshaped. The sum
of these changes could be explained by the response that flitted
through my brain. I had a wordless reaction of appreciating the beauty
of that girl's face. Well, actually it was an instinctive desire to
ravish her. God, what a tangled psychological web this was, wanting to
ravish the girl that I, myself, had become!
But I only had a moment to consider it before there was a knock at my
bedroom door.
"Antoine? Are you alright?" came Pierre's voice.
"Just a minute," I grunted trying to produce the lowest possible pitch
and only sounding like a girl attempting to approximate a man's voice.
I ran back to the bed.
"Oh god! I can't let him see me like this, not even Pierre" I gasped
to myself in gossamer voice and with no particular plan but plenty of
desperation, began trying to actually pull off my breasts and squeeze
away all the extra flesh from my immense new ass.
"Antoine?"
I didn't want him to hear my ridiculous voice and only pushed and
pulled and tugged at my feminine form harder. But, of course, I made
no progress. Those breasts and that derriere designed to bewitch any
man were part of me, not attachments.
"Antoine, I'm coming in. Don't be embarassed."
I pulled the covers up to my neck as he entered. Pierre was calm and
only advanced slowly.
"Antoine. I know what's happened."
"What do you mean?" I answered ridiculously and at the sound of my
coquettish voice and realization that I hadn't even tried to hide my
pretty face and long hair, I gave up the game and let the covers drop.
It was all I could do to not burst into tears. That would have been
even more girlish.
"Look what's become of me, Pierre?" I said despairingly, gesturing to
my large dangling breasts.
"I know, Antoine. You and Nicole each played a great joke upon the
other."
"She... did this... to me?"
Pierre approached and pulled a chair opposite to where I sat on the
edge of the bed.
"Yes. She did. It seems she tricked you almost exactly as you tricked
her. Nicole is now a 13 year old boy. She-"
"Ha! Good! I hope the hater of men enjoys having a penis and having
to do some work," I said in an angry coo of a voice, feeling okay about
things for the first time.
But Pierre frowned and shook his head slightly. "In the other room,
Nicole was absolutely disgusted by her new boy's body, particularly her
new generative organ and only brightened at the news of your
metamorphosis."
"But, what did this to me?" I asked, now crossing my arms modestly
across my breasts.
"The spell book. You affixed a page indicating that an innocuous spell
was on a page which was actually the spell to change a girl to a
beautiful boy. Just before she fell insensible, she had changed a page
number indicating a certain innocuous spell to the one to change a boy
to a beautiful girl"
"Beautiful?". I was incredulous. "Beautiful? Are you serious? My-my
face is pretty, but my ass is immense, Pierre," I said jumping to my
feet and spinning before him. "Look at this-this mare's behind I have
now!"
Pierre chuckled. "You have a very lovely little derriere, Antoine,"
said my older brother reassuringly. I groaned. The mere fact that
circumstance had put me in such a situation that Pierre would openly
compliment my ass was bad enough, but little?
"You must be kidding, Pierre! I feel like I have the hips of a hippo,
or perhaps a pachyderm. Didn't you see it?" I said again angrily
pushing and tugging at my new widened, fleshy pelvis wanting to somehow
peel off this mass somehow glued or attached to me and reveal my
Antoine body beneath it. Pierre grabbed my hands.
"Antoine! Don't be foolish. As much as you may not wish it to be so,
it is a fact at this moment that you have the body of a girl... and a
very very pretty, slender girl at that."
"Well, I feel comically grotesque. I feel heavy and slow and wide and-
and weak. I hate this."
Realizing my despair, Pierre wrapped me in a hug and I must confess
that it felt good to feel the reassurance of his strong arms and to
squeeze my big brother. His wonderful physique seemed even more
impressive in my present condition. I was still holding onto Pierre
when steps came rapidly our way and a boy's voice shouted "You
bastard! You'll answer for this, even if you are bigger than-"
And at that moment, a very slender but quite athletic, naked boy turned
the corner and strode into my room, his surprisingly well developed
penis flopping side to side as he walked. My huge ass was toward the
door as Nicole saw me and she realized my condition first. I heard her
smirk.
"Hahahahahahaha! It worked! Good! How do you like your new
strumpet's body, Antoine?"
I was filled with anger and pulled apart from Pierre.
"How do you like your new scrotum, coarse little boy?"
"Well! What a fine silvery voice she has! Like a nightengale,
Antoin... ette."
I advanced intending to punch her, I mean him, well... Nicole.
Nicole brandished her new fist as well. But before we came to blows,
Pierre stepped in and then his fiancee, Winnie rushed into the room as
well, apologetic for having let newly minted boy Nicole get away. We
cursed each other a few moments more till Pierre physically lifted
Nicole then me up and placed each of us firmly down onto the bed before
sitting down between us.
"Each of you did a foolish thing. Each of you!" He said looking
Nicole then me squarely in the eye. "To change another person as you
did, simply as a prank is unacceptable. You may be 14 and 13
respectively but I would expect better from 6 year olds. What's more,
there is no time to undo this before the wedding."
"What?" I gasped.
"The spell takes such a toll on the body that it cannot be invoked
without at least a week's time between uses. Our wedding is 8 days
away."
"Well, a week from 8 days still leaves a day," said Nicole hopefully
and I noticed that her voice sounded very much as mine had last year
before it had started to deepen.
"But you two have been in bed for two days. It takes that long for the
spell to finish its work and in that time, the person who hears the
gender changing spell is incapacitated. We do not have enough time for
you two to change back before the wedding."
Pierre let that sink in a bit on the two of us.
"What's more, Maman is returning late this afternoon. She has not seen
the two of you since you flew out in those grim days of 1940 and now
she will have to meet you," he turned to Nicole, "her second son
Antoine and," turning to me, "you, her daughter Nicole."
"I have to pretend to be that smelly, sweaty jackass till the wedding?"
"You think I wish to add sanity to everyone's regard of you by
pretending to be you?"
We squabbled some more till big brother Pierre had enough and separated
us, shooing me to the door with Winnie, for the boy's bedroom was no
longer to be mine. I would stay in the room all white and pink,
overrun with flowers and stuffed animals. He had one last set of
instructions before Winnie led me off to a bath.
"Remember. Maman is of a religious mindset and was horrified by even
the whispers of the legends of the spellbook she heard from great
grandmother. It would kill her to find that her very children have
been acted upon by forces that she regards as being from Satan. You
have to give me your word, both of you, that you will do everything to
maintain this illusion till you can be changed back after the wedding"
"You have my word," I declared solemnly but feeling slightly ridiculous
for it sounding like the vow of a chorus girl.
"You have my word," said the thin but athletic naked boy that was
actually Nicole.
From there, Winnie led me down the hall to the bathroom where a bath
had already been drawn for me. Without a word, I stepped into a hot
bath with Winnie seated in a chair beside the steaming waters. She
watched me very closely but didn't force conversation on me. She must
have seen that my mind was racing with all the fantastic implications
of this. I don't remember when she handed me the soap but found myself
lathering my girl's body while trying to figure a way out of this.
There must be some way around those insufficient number of days! Damn
Nicole!
And I thought, with some envy and anger, of how Nicole now looked. In
the course of our shouting and brandishing fists at each other I could
not help but notice that she now had a larger penis than I'd ever had,
for god's sake. And those shoulders! And that behind! She was a thin
boy but Nicole now had a rear, that though narrow, was still somehow
extraordinarily muscular, like Pierre's, so much better than the flat
little rear I'd had. Why should my sister get a better boy's body than
I'd had? And here I was, stuck as a prettier, more voluptuous version
of her. She was a better male than I'd been and I was more feminine
than she'd ever been. How could this be?
And damn that negro girl for giving me that sore! What a temptress!
How many other boys had she been kissing? If I hadn't had that sore I
would never have fallen for Nicole's fake description. I thought of
how anxious I still was to see my friend Charles and his older brother
Victor, Pierre's good friend. Ugh. I couldn't see them like this. I
looked down at myself and saw my breasts, perhaps they were larger than
mangos, buoyant in the water, my two pink nipples pointing skyward. I
inwardly cursed Nicole some more but finally took a long deep breath.
No. This was my fault. I brought this on myself, beginning in Dakar
and through to the present.
I looked Winnie in the eye. "I brought this on myself," I shrugged.
"Yes, you did. But it will only be for a while," she said patting my
moist cheek. "You'll get through this okay, Antoine, I mean, Nicole."
"Yes," I sighed. "I, too, have to remember that I am now Nicole, at
least in public."
"You'll have to take her place as a bridesmaid in the ceremony."
Oh god. I hadn't really considered that. I would have to wear a
special dress and, oh god, a corset.
"Will I have to wear a corset?"
Winnie nodded. "Madame Richard was very explicit about some of the
arrangements. The bridesmaid dresses are a style that can only be worn
with corsets."
I sighed helplessly and continued washing myself. I wasn't sure what
to do about my ridiculous girl's sex and took Winnie's counsel on how
to wash that new part of me and then rinse it. Finally finished, I
stepped embarassedly from the tub and into the towel that Winnie held
out for me. I dried myself and then tied it about myself for the trip
back to my room.
"Silly!" Winnie laughed. "Look at yourself."
A glance in the mirror showed me I was no longer Freddy Freeman or
Captain Marvel Jr. I looked like Mary Batson's lightning bolt had gone
astray and stuck him and turned him into a girl. It also showed me my
silly mistake as my pendulous breasts bobbed freely on my chest.
Winnie showed me how a girl should tie the towel to hide her breasts
and her rear and sex.
"You really don't have a clue about being a girl, do you? Well, I'll
give you all the tutoring you'll need, how to sit, how to walk, how to
hold your hands, when to make eye contact, when to avoid it. There's a
lot involved. Follow me to my room and we'll start."
It started with humiliating panties which seemed bizarrely shaped yet
turned out to fit me perfectly. Then, Winnie helped me into my first
brassiere. I didn't want to wear it but she explained that it wasn't
an option for a girl as well endowed as I was and that I would probably
prefer the support. I had to reluctantly admit that she was correct.
Having those two weights held tight against me was easier to deal with.
Next were a woman's slacks. As Winnie pointed out, Nicole was
notorious for eschewing the most feminine garments. Winnie handed a
pair of hers to me. I glanced at them. The waist was tiny. The hips
quite large.
"These fit you?" I asked her skeptically, for she was a beautifully
proportioned slender woman.
"Yes and I think they'll fit you too."
They did. Like a glove. I was shocked. How could what felt like a
horse sized rump fit into them? They were a bit long for me but Winnie
expertly pinned the straight hems into cuffs so that they were just
right. I pulled on dark nylon socks and medium heeled, plain women's
shoes and then picked out a white blouse from among Winnie's. She
brushed my hair a bit and applied ribbons in a simple fashion,
explaining to me all that she was doing. Last, she applied just the
barest makeup to my face and carefully directed my application of
lipstick. I looked in the mirror again and felt another twinge of that
impulse to ravish the girl reflected there. It was bad enough to be a
girl, ugh, but every man would want the girl in the mirror. Every one.
She was gorgeous and she was... she was me. God, what was I in for?
All four of us got into Pierre's coupe, me and Nicole in the back seat
and drove off at Pierre's usual high speed to the dress shop and
tailor's in the city 35 miles away. Nicole and I stared angrily at
each other. I watched her tug repeatedly at her undershorts and stare
in disgust at the slight convex arc of fabric at the front of her pants
that was the result of her new penis. A few times, we looked at each
other with venom and might have started arguing but Pierre saw the
first of those instances in the rear view mirror and declared, with
authority, that there would be no arguing. We remained silent.
As we roared up to the curb in front of the intended shop and Pierre
and Winnie were both getting out, I turned to Nicole with a sigh and
said, "I'm sorry for what I did to you." Nicole stared back at me.
"Enjoy your corset," was all she said.
I didn't. But there wasn't anything about that shop that I did enjoy.
Two middle aged women met me in the front of the shop and Pierre
introduced me as his little sister Nicole. They said that our mother
had made arrangements with them and to follow them to the back room.
Winnie went with me but could offer no defense for their ministrations.
I had no sooner set foot, walking unsteadily even on medium height
heels, behind the curtain than I was exhorted to strip. I glanced at
Winnie who nodded. Reluctantly, I pulled off my clothes. Winnie
helped with my brassiere. It felt quite odd for those new breasts of
mine to dangle freely again. I resisted the removal of my panties but
the two women insisted saying I wouldn't be wearing those anyway.
So there I was, 14 year old Antoine Richard, awakened to being female
just two hours before and now standing naked as one before perfect
strangers and only a shoulder height screen separating me from Winnie.
Amazing.
"Oh, mademoiselle is beautiful!" declared the round one taking one of
my hands and turning me in a full circle before the thin one.
"She has the Richard derriere!" said the round one, proudly.
"Oh, your brother Pierre!" the thin one giggled. "What a sight he is
in ballet tights!"
They shared a chuckle at their recollection of the sight of my older
brother and then set themselves to their task. Me.
"With a strong effort at shaping she will be resplendent at the
ceremony" declared the thin one.
First, they took my measurements, including my height and weight with a
scale having an attachement to measure height in the corner. I was now
five feet seven inches tall and weighed one hundred seventeen pounds.
I doubted the veracity of that. That would be a slender girl. My rear
felt as though it weighed a hundred seventeen pounds all by itself. I
wouldn't have been surprised if the two women had laughed at my rear
end. But they pronounced it "exquisite" as they read off the "34" of
my 34-22-34 measurements.
"Mademoiselle has a wonderful shape. You have been corsetted before,
yes?" asked the round one.
"No, never" I said before noticing, too late, Winnie with raised
eyebrows nodding slightly but frantically to tell me to answer in the
affirmative.
My "no" excited the two women. "If mademoiselle has a 22 inch waist
with no training, think of how good she will look once we help her,"
one purred to the other as both disappeared into another room and came
back with three small boxes. The round one approached and brushed her
fingers along my side. It tickled.
"Yes, She has such fine skin." said the thin one rubbing my abdomen
just below my new navel. "Velvety soft and with a peaches and cream
hue. Only the best for her."
"Raise your hands over your head and grab that bar," commanded the
other. I hadn't even noticed the bar just below the ceiling and did as
instructed. Immediately the two set rapidly to work on me like a crew
at Le Mans changing tires on their driver's car. The round one held a
white, lace edged garment in front of me. I felt the other reach
between my legs and pull a strap from front to back.
"Oooo!"
"Pardon Mademoiselle," the thin one said from behind but never stopped
what she was doing. I quickly found that this lacy edged garment was
quite stiff. It was wrapped around me and the thin one began
tightening laces behind me from top to bottom. In short order, I felt
as though I could barely breath and though I thought a corset was
simply for reducing a girl's waist, it seemed to me that the effect was
also to make me fuller above and below the waist. Perhaps I wasn't,
but that was how the corset made me feel. With the lacing finished, I
let go of the bar and tried to catch my breath but couldn't. I looked
at myself in the mirror.
Oh my god!
There was no denying it. The femininity of my appearance really was
increased. What an hourglass of a girl I was now! And my god. Look
at those breasts! The corset had first lifted then squeezed my bosom
into an even more impressive shape, making it appear even more
substantial. What would my best friend Gilles say to the sight of a
girl like that? Or Guy? Or Robert? What should they say at a sight
such as that? I had another of those confusing moments. I wanted to
kiss the gorgeous girl with the surprisingly ample bosom. I remember
feeling a curious sensation where I thought I no longer had a part to
act upon such a sensation. But my reveries were short lived.
"Look at how mademoiselle flushes with color!" said the thin one not
realizing the real reason.
"How is mademoiselle's breathing?" asked the round one.
"It's okay," I said with a boy's stoicism, not meaning to literally say
that it was okay but not wanting to complain despite it being terrible.
"Good!" "Good!" they chirped and I was instructed again to grasp the
bar over my head.
"Again?" I resisted but they simply started on me anyway. The thin one
behind me even put her foot against my back at one point to draw the
laces tighter. I protested in the thin gasping breaths I could manage
but they simply went about their business. At last, they finished and
I felt as though my ribs had been crushed and that a vise was cutting
me in half at the waist. Conversely, my new bosom felt half again as
large and my humiliatingly large rear even more so. But, panting for
breath and desperately, almost painfully uncomfortable as I was, I
thought the girl in the mirror before me was more gorgeous than ever.
The curious tingle at the junction of my legs fluttered again. Mon
Dieu! What a circumstance!
The two women then brought forth a white bridesmaid's dress of
beautiful white lace with intricate white lace flowers in the shapes of
roses, daisies and cornflowers all along it. First, though, the two
women pulled wonderfully soft stockings up my legs. They were so soft,
a much finer texture than anything I wore against my skin as a 14 year
old boy, quite pleasant actually. The women fixed them to my corset
with garters and then I pulled on my bridesmaid dress. It scarcely
covered any of the bosom my corset left exposed. I thought the pencil
thin sleeves would prove too thin, but I slid my arms in to the ends
with no problem. For some minutes, the women went about pinning the
back and hem of the dress and almost as if they somehow had been
signalled, Pierre and Nicole, now a very slender 13 year old boy in a
new suit, came through the curtain.
"Wow. What a pretty girl she is!" said Nicole approaching me and then
patting the side of my reduced waist with a smirk. "She looks so much
better with her corset," she added. I shot a look indicating my
willingness to torture her.
"Can she be reduced even further?" she added hopefully.
"Oh, your sister will be reduced further" said the round one
cheerfully. "She is only down to 19 inches. Nicole will reach 17
inches and be incandescent"
The little brat apparent boy prepared to say something else but whinced
softly in pain when Pierre's hand closed about his and led him out of
the room. The two seamstresses finished marking my dress but wouldn't
let me out of my corset.
"Please... this is... most un-... comfortable."
"No, mademoiselle."
"But... don't I have a say... in this?"
"No, mademoiselle. This dress was chosen for you by Madame Richard.
We are following her orders for her daughter."
I was given another, plain dress, soft white cotton with a print of
cornflowers to leave the shop. I would have preferred to return to the
slacks and blouse given to me by Winnie but I was told that this new
dress was better suited for a girl in her corset. At least I got to
keep my nylons. I was given a box with the clothes I had worn
entering, two more corsets and a special gift, a new swimsuit, the
women said. I fell into the back seat of Pierre's coupe, literally
fell. I tried to bend at the waist but found I couldn't and toppled
over into the back seat but Pierre caught me with one hand redirecting
me away from the usurper of my masculinity to my side of the back seat.
Nicole looked uncomfortable in her boy's clothes but did nothing but
smirk at the sight of me in my new dress and corset. We drove to a cafe
that Pierre favored in another part of the City and got a booth toward
the back. As much of the staff came by to greet Pierre, my little
mouth watered at the prospect of a large meal. Remember, I had just
that morning made my transition from 14 year old boy to 14 year old
girl. I had been an extremely thin 97 pounds. Everyone was always
urging me, practically demanding of me that I try to eat more to fill
out with muscle. But I had a racing metabolism such that no matter how
I ate I didn't gain any weight.
So, when I sat down to that table feeling hungry, I expected to eat
everything put before me. But after gulping down a glass of water and
a roll, I had but a few forkfulls from my entree before feeling
stuffed. I looked about in shock. How could this be?! Winnie
explained to me that one effect of the corset was to squeez my stomache
such that it could simply not hold as much food. I had wasted that
meager capacity with my glass of water and roll. Ugh. Nicole smirked
at me and made a show of eating not only her meal but the remainder of
mine and a rich dessert while I watched helplessly.
Pierre and Winnie assured me that we would be changed back as soon as
possible after the wedding but reiterated that we would have to play
our parts as each other. The next step was meeting mother. What a
weird mix of emotions, a bouillabaisse of joy and shame that was when
we met her in the crushed stone drive in front of the estate house that
afternoon. I was very anxious to see mother again, but I was her 14
year old son Antoine. I hated meeting her in the body of a girl and I
felt guilty for lying to her and pretending to be my sister. But
mother was so delighted to see us, my discomfort at my female condition
and guilt were brushed aside by her joy. Mother shed tear after tear
and held me in her arms hugging me with all her strength. She did
likewise with now boy Nicole but seemed to spend even more time with
me, gushing over how lovely I was and how mature I looked, how I had
become a beautiful young woman in four years absence from her. I tried
to say as little as possible and didn't really have to say much as
maman kept expressing her delight at being reunited with her son and
daughter. I only wish I had been the son.
Mother was a whirlwind of activity that evening, making plans for the
wedding, deciding on place settings and flowers and hors d'oeuvres and
everything one could think of. I'd had no idea how much effort women
put into such preparations. But it seemed like she was trying to plan
everything that evening. Couldn't some of it wait? But she explained
that we girls would be spending a day at the spa tomorrow and again
just before the wedding. I was a bit apprehensive about that, but
figured a day of pampering as a young woman might not be so bad.
The next morning, I woke with a shriek of shock at finding breasts on
my boy's chest and my rear so wide. And reaching between my legs,
where was my morning erection? Where was my penis! Oh god. But
quickly I remembered the incredible events of the previous day. Mother
came rushing into that room, Nicole's room, to see if I was okay. I
explained my shout to my mother as mistakenly thinking I'd seen a
mouse. I thought I heard a gasp of confusion come from my former room
as I walked by it on the way to the bathroom.
I opened the door slightly and said softly "Give it five minutes while
you think about something else and it'll become softer".
I got another comparatively better moment than Nicole as mother and I
were getting in the car with Winnie to go to the spa. Nicole, dressed
in workman's clothes was being led off for a day of work in the forest
by the woodsmen. I could not suppress a grin. In all her rants that
Pierre and I somehow got preferential treatment, she always left out
the fact that Pierre and I worked with the estate workers at least
three out of five days during vacations from school. The sour
expression on the boy's face that shouldn't have been hers was
delicious. I tittered at the very thought several times in the course
of our drive.
Winnie drove us, nearly as fast as Pierre would have, to my surprise,
to a large structure that looked like another estate house on the edge
of the nearby city. A handsome young man in a white uniform greeted us
at the driveway, helping me out of the car. I needed the help for, as
I was all the previous day and all night as I slept, I was wearing my
corset. I needed a strong tug to help me out of the back seat of the
coupe and the boy's pull brought me right up against him. His hard
stare at me was unmistakeable in its intent.
Ugh.
I mean, the boy was handsome. Tallish, slender. Athletic seeming.
But I didn't want that sort of attention from any boy. I wanted to
tell him what a fool he was being, that I was Antoine Richard, not
Nicole Richard but kept my mouth shut. Mother squeezed my arm "You
have an admirer," she whispered to me as I rolled my eyes.
We were led inside and we quickly removed our clothes. I felt my torso
reshaping, ribs spreading and my girl's abdomen relaxing with the
removal of the restraining corset. Ahhhhhhhhh! We were given thick
towels and led to a massage area where mother, Winnie and I lay down on
adjacent tables. A paper was presented to my mother and she chose the
services we would receive. I was a bit apprehensive that Winnie seemed
to mutter a question of mother's choice for me, but soon enough, a tall
blond woman entered the steamy warm room and began gently rubbing
Winnie's back. A minute later, another large woman came in and
exchanged pleasantries with maman, on the other side of Winnie, before
applying oils and gently rubbing her back. Then I saw that same young
man from the driveway. God no, I thought as I lay there naked but for
a folded towel across my huge girl's rear covering most but not all of
it.
That boy?! With his hands all over my naked girl body?!
But the boy gave me another meaningful look and left after putting a
bottle of goldish fluid on the table next to me.
But right after my admirer left, a huge man, not so much tall, but
incredibly thick entered and came straight to me. I marveled as I
glanced at him in his white uniform which looked like that of an asylum
attendant's. He was the shape of one of those new machines that
dispenses bottles of Coca Cola upon the appropriate insertion of coins.
He just grunted a greeting and went straight to what it is fair to
describe as a pummeling of me.
While the masseuses attending to Winnie and maman gently pushed, the
brute assigned to me leaned on me and pushed and kneaded with all his
might. I ought to have complained immediately, but, again, my boyish
stoicism did not suit my new female condition. I felt as though I was
human dough and he was a giant rolling pin flattening me out. And
there was no part of me that was safe from his battering. The towel
was removed from my big girl's rear and it frankly felt as though he
was trying to push my wide ass right through the table on which I lay.
Hey!
I looked toward Winnie with a plaintive glance as he continued mashing
my expansive rear and thick thighs.
"Maman ordered the deep massage for you," Winnie whispered as the huge
man shifted from one side of my big rear to the other. All I could do
was lie there and take my battering. I speculated that if this
gargantuan were applying this same force to my original, 14 year old
boy's rear, I would certainly be injured with the much lesser volume of
flesh I'd have available to absorb this force.
I whispered as much to Winnie in the next room as we were having
special exfoliating treatments applied to our bodies from head to toe.
"Just as well that I'm female, for the moment, my boy's rear could not
have withstood that."
Winnie smiled then adopted an impassive expression as the two girls
slathering us with a greenish goop got to her face. When it was my
turn, I was surprised at how comprehensively they coated me with this
greenish mudlike concoction. I think they coated every square inch of
my surface except for my hair which they had tied atop my head. We
three females were then led to an adjacent room, very hot but also dry,
like a sauna with some tables against a wall at a 45 degree angle. We
were led there and each leaned back on one of those tables from which
we could see out a window and over a valley of fields and forest. I
chose to look out over it while mother and Winnie had cucumber slices
soaked in special solutions placed over their eyes. We waited there
for a pleasant half hour as the verdant solution dried on us till it
made our skin feel tight. Maman spoke a bit about that particular spa
and how she liked it, how it was such a wonderful thing for a woman.
"You're brothers Antoine and Pierre don't get this sort of pampering,
do they Nicole? Though, I'm sure some of the attendants would love to
get their hands on Pierre! And, did you see skinny Antoine going out
with the woodsmen?"
"Yes maman. He looked very displeased. I thought he had never been a
shirker before but he seemed as though he was sulking."
"Yes, but he has seemed a bit out of sorts, to me. Still, he'll be
fine. I know you quarrell with him but he's a good boy. He simply
belongs out with the woodsmen, not here. Could you imagine super
skinny Antoine on that table in your place?" Mother laughed.
Winnie winked at me from under one cucumber slice and I forced an
appropriate guffaw in response.
Next, we were brought to yet another adjacent room where the two girls
who had slathered this body masque, I think that's what they had called
it, onto us now scoured it off us with loofahs before each of us rinsed
any remaining off us by standing before jets of warm water. I wondered
what those girls would have said if they had known that the naked body
they had scrubbed from head to toe actually belonged to a boy. It was
surprising to me how blase these women were about their nudity in this
setting. Nicole would get apoplectic if Pierre or I accidentlally
showed ourselves naked in the hallway or bathroom and seemed to be in
positive terror of either of us seeing her. And mother never tried to
alter this attitude. Yet, there I was, five feet seven inches and one
hundred seventeen pounds (or so they claimed!) of naked girl being
vigorously scrubbed by two young women a few years older than me with
loofahs and who did not bat an eyelash at working away at my wide rear
or even beside my girl's sex!
After I was scrubbed and then stood against jets of water that I could
almost have leaned into, the same two girls helped me towel myself dry
and helped me into a thick white bathrobe. Maman led us out a
different door and into a gleaming black tiled beauty shop. There were
a half dozen reclining chairs in the middle of the room with one wall a
huge mirror and all sorts of solutions and implements on the counter
before it. Maman directed me to one chair and waved to one of three
staffers attired in white coats at the far end of the room. This
middle aged woman approached and mother pointed to me.
"Beatrice. This is my daughter Nicole. I want you to make her as
beautiful as possible."
This woman, Beatrice approached and stared intently at me from a foot
away, circling around me.
"Oh, Marie, she is gorgeous. What wonderful cheekbones," she said
running a finger along the side of my face. "And such a fine little
nose!" she cooed touching her fingertip to it. "And such eyes. Oh
my!" she said stepping back and sighing as she looked at me. As much
of a boy as I still was in my mind, I have to admit that I liked being
so effusively complimented.
"She has the Richard derriere, too!" said one of the other white coated
assistants who I recognized as the masseuse who had worked on Winnie.
"Well, it's not the Richard derriere," mother laughed. "My son
Pierre's is magnificent, every eye at the ballet followed him. But my
son Antoine has only a meager rear end."
I nodded and snickered as I knew Nicole would in my place and saw
Winnie nod at me saluting my wise response. But it certainly felt odd
to be praised to no end for the girl that I now was and didn't want to
be but snickered at for the boy I wanted to return to being. Another
confusing moment.
Still, though they all said I was beautiful, that did not stop them
from changing my appearance. The woman, Beatrice, plucked my not very
thick eyebrows into two thin arching, so very feminine lines. She put
on a glove and only then touched the contents of a small blue jar.
"Pucker up, cherie," she instructed "and don't touch your tongue to
your lips. This ointment will have to remain on for five minutes. It
may sting a bit."
A bit?!
It seared. It was terrible. I ought to have said something. It
couldn't have been intended to burn like that. I thought my newly
thickened lips might burn off. She said that it would make my lips
fuller, but why did I need that? My girl's lips were already very
rounded. No matter, the stuff had been smeared over them and only
after the prescribed five minutes was the horrible paste wiped off.
When it was my lips felt as though they had swelled to twice their
previous size.
"Should we also apply the bosom cream?" Beatrice asked my mother after
the lip treatment was done. To my chagrin, mother immediately nodded.
Beatrice approached and turned a crank so that my chair reclined. She
casually opened my robe. "Verrrrrry nice" she pronounced the mammaries
that I, Antoine Richard a 14 year old boy now possessed. I felt as
though I must be blushing crimson at this new humiliation, admired for
my breasts! If my pals, Gilles and Robert knew how I was being
humiliated... !
But no one seemed to notice and, with a gloved hand, she took a handful
of a white cream from a large bottle and rubbed it onto my breasts with
no particular delicacy. An assistant gave her a sheet of wax paper
which she put over my bosom and then closed my robe.
"We're going to give you two jars of this special cream, cherie," she
told me. "You'll see that it does wonders for a girl's bust."
I nodded compliantly. What else could I do? This cream was not as hot
as the lip formulation. It had a sort of minty smell to it. And I was
thankful that my robe was closed, because as it started to seep into
the skin of my new breasts, they became hard and my nipples stood
straight up. I looked around nervously, hoping that no one could tell
but one assistant approached me saying "Don't be embarassed. We all
have that reaction to it."
Mother, Winnie and I all had our hair styled after that, but mother and
Winnie simply repeated their existing styles. My style was chosen by
mother. I thought it looked silly. My long thick tresses were raised
upward and curled into what seemed to me to be an imitation in hair of
a tornado. Well, that's a bit of hyperbole. It wasn't that silly, but
I didn't like it much. And while they were styling my hair upward, I
only belatedly noticed that new long nails were being glued atop my
shorter, more natural length nails They extended an inch beyond my
fingertips and were pink.
"Aren't those a bit impractical, maman?" I suggested hopefully
"Oh, nonsense, Nicole. They'll be beautiful. Besides, what will they
prevent you from doing?"
"I suppose you're right, Maman. They are quite lovely," I said,
mechanically, while thinking them distinctly not.
But this was not the end of the feminine indignities I had to suffer
for as soon as t