Many thanks for the positive feedback so far. I really appreciate the
effort of those who have made comments.
This chapter contains a rather detailed description of a luxury
maisonette apartment in Belgravia, which some people may find boring.
Sorry if this is the case. The apartment actually exists and I really
like it, and it's my fantasy after all, so here it is. The electronic
gadgets described are also real, but they are taken from a different
apartment.
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Chapter 8 Professional Help
She makes some wonderful discoveries, but it's not all good news
MANDY sat in the doctor's waiting room leafing through a magazine. She
was feeling rather nervous. This would be the first time she had really
encountered anyone she knew apart from Emma. There had been Brian on the
phone of course, but this would be the first time anyone she knew apart
from Emma had actually seen her. And she was feeling a little self-
conscious about her waxed body, which continued to live up to its
promise of heightened sexual awareness. Even sitting there in the
waiting room she felt the sensation of her underpants against her labia
acutely.
She did not really know what she was there for, except that Emma had
said she should get a check up from a gynaecologist.
In fact she had decided that she had better go on the pill, so perhaps
she needed to see a doctor about that. There was a lot to being a woman
that she simply had no idea about, but a dread of pregnancy was her most
obvious anxiety.
It was ten o'clock, and the waiting room had several people in it. Mandy
had arrived about a quarter on an hour earlier in order to be prompt,
but the others were all ahead of her it seemed. She had had to fill in a
patient registration form, which had not been easy since she was unsure
about some of the questions. She wished Emma had come with her.
To her surprise Cynthia Ball asked to see her as soon as she had
finished with the previous patient. The doctor looked surprised when she
saw her. Then she gave Mandy a rather cold look, and told her to come
into the examining room. Mandy noticed once again how much bigger people
now seemed as she followed a much taller Cynthia, whom she recalled as
being of just average height.
"How can I help you, Miss Vero?" she said, sitting at a desk and
indicating Mandy into a chair.
Mandy was trying to be agreeable. The woman at the reception desk had
responded to her friendliness very warmly, but she had the impression
that Cynthia somehow disapproved of her. She began to dread the reaction
to the waxing, if she ever came to examine her.
"Call me Mandy, please. Umm, it's just a check-up, really. To see if
I'm, er, normal."
"Have you any reason to think you are not normal?" asked Cynthia.
Mandy considered the question. The fact that two days ago she had been a
middle aged man was pretty good reason to think she wasn't normal!
"I just don't know," said Mandy. "I think I need to go on the pill," she
said.
"I'm sure you do," said Cynthia. "Alright then. Have it your own way.
We'll have a consultation." She looked at the patient registration
questionnaire for the first time.
"Is this correct that you haven't had your first period?" she asked
Mandy. Mandy had truthfully answered "never" to the question about when
her last period had been.
"That's right," said Mandy.
"I see you've never seen a gynaecologist before," Cynthia said again.
"When was the last time the doctor gave you an internal examination?"
"Umm, never," said Mandy.
"How old are you?" asked Cynthia.
"I was seventeen on Monday," Mandy said, thinking this was the best
answer.
"Seventeen," said Cynthia, rather coldly. "Congratulations. Come up here
to the examining table then." Cynthia asked her to change into a gown
and Mandy climbed onto the table.
Cynthia put Mandy's legs into stirrups which held her legs wide open.
Cynthia put on a pair of examining gloves.
"I'm going to give you an internal examination," she said, lifting up
the gown. She pursed her lips when she saw Mandy's denuded pubic area.
"I'm going to gently feel inside with my finger before I use any
instruments."
Mandy felt Cynthia drawing open her labia. Then suddenly Cynthia stopped
and went over to her desk where she sat down in the chair. She seemed to
have been overcome by something. Mandy felt worried, but right now she
couldn't move without taking her feet out of the stirrups. She twisted
herself up to see Cynthia.
"Is there anything wrong?" she asked.
"No, there's nothing's wrong," answered Cynthia.
"Umm, am I okay?" asked Mandy.
Cynthia didn't answer at once. "When you rang me yesterday," Cynthia
began rather carefully, "you said you were a friend of my husband's. Yet
he tells me he has never met you."
"Oh, sorry," Mandy said, beginning to wish she had been more careful
about what she had said about Brian. "I'm really a friend of Brian's--
that is Mr Ball's--colleague, Derek Ross. I'm a client of their firm, I
think, and Brian--Mr Ball--is taking over from Mr Ross."
"Why did you say you were a friend of my husband's then?" asked Cynthia.
"Well Mr Ross is a friend, so I suppose I thought he would probably be
too. It was a stupid thing to say. It seemed true enough at the time."
Mandy was trying to think of a reasonable way to put it.
"When was the first time you spoke to my husband?" Cynthia asked.
This was a difficult question to answer. Mandy could hardly tell Cynthia
she had known Brian for years. "I suppose it was on the phone,
yesterday. After I made the appointment with you, actually," Mandy
answered.
"That's just what Brian said," Cynthia remarked. She was silent for a
few moments, seemingly gathering herself together. "I must apologise,
Mandy. I'm afraid I've been a little distracted during our consultation.
Shall we continue with the examination? You mentioned going on the
contraceptive pill. I gather you haven't taken it before."
"No," answered Mandy.
"I'll talk to you shortly about that. Are you planning on getting
married?"
"Good heavens, no!" said Mandy.
"Am I right in assuming that you intend becoming sexually active in the
near future?" asked Cynthia.
That was a good question, Mandy thought. She wasn't sure of the answer.
"It's more a sort of precaution, really," Mandy said. "No-one wants to
risk getting pregnant."
"The fact that you haven't had your first period yet will be a factor in
using oral contraceptives. I think we need to do some further
investigation about that, just to rule out anything serious. I also want
to talk to you about your first time with genital sexual intercourse."
"You want to know about my first time?" Mandy was getting worried about
what she should say about her first time, and wondered why this nosey
doctor wanted to know about it.
"I want to talk about when you have your first time," Cynthia said
patiently. "Your hymen is quite thick and will almost certainly cause
some discomfort."
"My hymen--," Mandy repeated. "Of course! I'm a virgin!"
"If you want to put it that way," said Cynthia, "though you can still be
a virgin without an intact hymen. I don't intend to get into a
discussion about that, but I do think you should consider stretching
your hymen. Unless you have a particular wish not to of course, for
religious or cultural reasons for example. The choice is yours, but I do
recommend it." Cynthia looked at Mandy as though she didn't think that
would be a factor in her case. "Your hymen isn't abnormally thick, and
shouldn't cause any long-term trouble, but it's still very much intact
and rather narrow and may be quite uncomfortable your first time. I
would say it could be quite painful." Cynthia added in a solicitous
tone. "It's very rare to find someone your age with such an undisturbed
hymen."
"How do I stretch it?" Mandy asked.
"Well, you can stretch it yourself of course, with fingers for example.
Many girls do. Normally it weakens or ruptures naturally over time,
though not in your case. You can purchase dilators. They may be a help
in your situation. You use them yourself to stretch the hymen at your
own pace. It is gradual and should be painless. I don't think surgery is
warranted as it does require a period of recovery of a couple of weeks.
Cynthia explained how to stretch the hymen with fingers and also what to
do with dilators. Then she talked about contraception. She was reluctant
to prescribe contraceptive pills when Mandy hadn't had her first period.
Cynthia continued Mandy's internal examination, this time using an
instrument she said was called a speculum, taking great care to be
gentle. Mandy flinched when she felt it enter, more because of the cold
of the metal than the tightness, though it did feel uncomfortable.
Perhaps Cynthia was right about the stretching. Then she took Mandy's
feet out of the stirrups and got her to sit up. She checked Mandy's
breasts, gently feeling every part of them in circular motions. It was
far from unpleasant. Mandy remembered she had always found Cynthia a
very handsome woman (at least Derek had), and her gentle caring touch
now was very reassuring.
Cynthia noticed Mandy's tattoo. "Ah, 'zhen'," she said (pronouncing it
'tshen').
"Sorry?" said Mandy, not understanding.
"Your tattoo. I speak a little Chinese. It says 'zhen'," answered
Cynthia. "At least, that's what it would be in Mandarin."
"Oh yes, my tattoo! I hope it doesn't mean anything awful," said Mandy.
"I can't speak any Chinese I'm afraid. It could mean 'idiot' or 'spank
me' for all I would know."
Cynthia smiled slightly at this. "It means 'actual', or 'true'," she
said.
"Like, 'real'," said Mandy. "That's what it's supposed to say."
"Well I'm pretty sure that's what it does say," Cynthia went on. "And
may I say I think it is very sensible of you to use a stick on. So many
girls who get tattoos regret it later."
"Oh, no," Mandy blurted, "it's real. I mean, it's a real tattoo. I
think. It doesn't come off."
"Well, if you say so," Cynthia sounded doubtful. "It's just that many of
my patients have tattoos, and I never saw one as sharply drawn as that.
The ink usually bleeds into the surrounding skin tissue slightly. And
it's very dark, isn't it? I hope I didn't offend you. It's a very
interesting tattoo, I'm sure."
Cynthia took Mandy's blood pressure. At a hundred and fifteen over
seventy, Cynthia said it was excellent. She measured her height; she was
exactly five foot one without shoes, or a hundred and fifty-five
centimetres. Her weight was just under forty-two point two kilograms, or
about ninety-three pounds. That was six stone nine. Her body/mass index
was seventeen point six, which Cynthia said was considered within normal
range for her age, but that in her view she should try to gain a little
more weight.
She asked Mandy about her diet, and seemed rather sceptical that Mandy
seemed to eat whatever she wanted, especially chocolate. She made a note
about this on Mandy's card. She wanted to see Mandy in a week to examine
the hymen and do a pap smear.
She saw Mandy out, in a much friendlier mood than when she started.
Mandy regretted saying she hadn't had her first period. Cynthia had
naturally assumed that she had always been a girl and was still waiting
for menstruation to begin, and had told her a lot about ?menarche? which
had sounded quite complicated.
But Mandy was sure her body was that of a normal eighteen year old and
that it was only a matter of time before she had her ?next? period, and
that it was only because of the quirk of her circumstances that it would
be her first. Twenty-eight days was when it was supposed to happen, she
remembered. It was probably due around 16 April. She would have to be
very careful she supposed.
She would check out fertility on the Internet. Suddenly Mandy remembered
she didn't have a computer at the moment, so she would have to see about
getting access to one.
Mandy had her appointment with Brian at two o'clock. She had time for
lunch and to get started dilating her hymen. She bought a dilator pack
from a chemist shop and headed home, hailing a cab in the rain.
MANDY unpacked the dilators. There were four long very smooth pointed
moulds, and a handle which attached to the one being used. There was a
tube of lubricant and a soft pouch for it all to fit into. She read the
instructions carefully. It was simple enough. She just had to use the
moulds to stretch the hymen by gradually increasing the size until the
largest one fitted comfortably.
Mandy applied some lubricant. It felt cold, but nice. She screwed the
handle onto the smallest dilator mould. It was quite small, only about
three and a half inches long and about three quarters of an inch in
diameter at the bottom, about the width of her thumb. She put some
lubricant on the mould, and carefully inserted it into her vagina.
It went in easily, quite painless. She moved it back and forth, trying
to enlarge the space without tearing it. She tried it at different
angles, and this she found somewhat pleasant. As it touched the vagina
wall she thought she felt some agreeable sensations but it was hard to
be sure whether this was the cause or she was just becoming generally
aroused. By combining this with touching the labia and clitoris she
began to feel a warmth spreading.
She lay on her side on the bed, and moved the dilator in and out, while
with her other hand she gently rubbed her clitoris under its hood-like
flap in a circular motion. Dianne had liked this, and since the
transformation she had learned herself how pleasurable this was. She
began to move her pelvis back and forth. By holding the dilator further
up she could apply pressure to her clitoris and pubic bone while
transferring her spare hand to her breasts. She kneaded and squeezed her
breasts and nipples, feeling them become harder and more sensitive.
She decided to try the next sized dilator. She unscrewed the handle and
attached it to the next one up. This was just over four inches long and
maybe a bit more than an inch in diameter at the bottom. There was no
need for lubricant now. She was feeling very wet. She carefully inserted
it into her vagina and it went in less easily. She moved it around
again, trying to stretch the opening. Mandy decided to try the next
sized dilator. It was about five and a half inches long and about one
and a quarter inches in diameter at the bottom.
Mandy inserted it gingerly and was able to put it in just as far as the
previous two, but moving it round felt quite tight. It was beginning to
hurt just a little. She just let it stay there for a while, not moving
it too much. Her arousal was gone. After a while she removed it from her
vagina. It had a small trace of blood on it. She decided that would be
enough for her first session.
SHE was a little early for her appointment with Brian. She had intended
to choose something mature and understated, but had somehow ended up
wearing a totally cool outfit that was wild and girly at the same time,
with a touch of punk. She had black and dark grey striped thigh high
leggings underneath a black micro-mini skirt which showed the light
tawny skin of her upper thighs. A black and white striped ?Deb? sweater
with too long sleeves was worn over a white shirt with a black ?Aldo?
belt. She wore high heeled ?Chinese Laundry? patent leather platform
shoes and carried a cute denim ?Jomark? bag with a design of skulls and
hearts in white and pink stencilled on outside pockets. She had taken
off the black hooded jacket with grey fur trim she had worn against the
cold and rain.
She had pulled her hair back and gathered it loosely behind a wide black
velvet headband, so that some blond strands still fell across her face,
but most of her straight silky hair was off her shoulders and down her
back. It accented her slimness and made her look quite slight. She had
put a number of silver rings on both hands, and of course still wore her
nose ring and smaller earrings, but she had large pink and red heart-
shaped earrings as well. She wore a silver charm bracelet and a funky
necklace of hot pink and white beads.
She had come by tube from the same station she had travelled from every
day for years, Gloucester Road, taking the District Line to Monument,
then walking the short distance underground to Bank to change for
Chancery Lane on the Central Line. But the experience was completely
different.
Of course the trains were far less crowded at this time of day, but that
wasn't it. Both men and women had been looking at her. At first she had
felt self-conscious but within a few minutes she was enjoying the
attention. So much so that whenever she caught the eye of someone
looking at her, she held their gaze and smiled. Sometimes they looked
away, but mostly they smiled back. The smiles were infectious. By the
time she reached her stop the whole carriage was filled with smiling,
good-humoured people, despite the cold, damp London day. Try not to look
people in the eye when travelling on the Underground, she had always
been told, but she was ignoring that advice completely.
She continued smiling at people as she walked the familiar path to the
office, the awkward gait of two days ago long gone, keeping a moderate
unhurried pace.
But in fact she was feeling rather nervous. She was curious about what
she would learn about the identity she seemed to have been thrust into,
and she was also thinking a lot about Brian. She was really looking
forward to seeing him, and she desperately wanted to make a good
impression. He was one of her oldest friends, she supposed, and yet she
could never tell him who she really was. There was sadness and a strange
excitement in her mood which was hard to fathom as she waited in the
reception area.
Once again she noticed how the world had grown bigger. Penny now seemed
much taller. She had been friendly but a bit condescending when she
arrived, speaking in a voice she had never heard Penny speak in, a voice
with neither deference nor the flirtatiousness she sometimes used. Her
manner was solicitous but a bit over-familiar. Penny had called her
"Darl" when she first arrived. It made Mandy anxious, and unsure what
tone she should respond with. She smiled self-consciously and Penny
returned her friendliness with a warm smile of her own.
As she sat waiting, she chewed on her lower lip and played with the
zipper on her bag.
"He won't be much longer, dear," Penny said after a few minutes. "By the
way, I love your earrings," she added reassuringly.
Mandy blushed and muttered her thanks. This was all just so surreal.
Just then Brian appeared. His presence and his voice arrived together as
he swept towards her.
"Miss Vero? Brian Ball." She stood up and offered her hand, which he
held for an instant. She forgot to offer a manly shake, as she always
did with Brian, but left it limply in his hand. It felt large and strong
and hard compared to her own, and it took her by surprise. She felt
dwarfed by his height as he seemed to loom over her. She barely reached
his shoulder, and she was wearing three-inch high heels. His voice was
deeper than she ever remembered, and seemed to command her attention.
She had never noticed before how kind his eyes were. And he looked
really fit. For his age.
"Would you like to come this way?" he asked.
She followed him down the familiar corridor to the panelled meeting
room, the one usually used for important clients. It was lined with old
books--legal books and also general reading--and had comfortable leather
chairs and a huge partner's desk with a Georgian gilt inkstand on it. It
was exactly what a successful established legal office should look like,
but it bore little resemblance to the rather spartan individual offices
of the firm's solicitors.
"May I offer you once again my sincere condolences, Miss Vero," Brian
began when they were seated.
Mandy had been anticipating some sort of opening like this. "Do you mind
me asking what you know about what happened?" she asked.
"I know all about it," Brian said unhelpfully. "I won't pain you by
going over it."
"No, really," Mandy insisted, "I want you to tell me exactly what you
know about me, if you could."
"Well, if you insist," Brian answered. He paused as he gathered his
thoughts. "I understand you were born in Malta and grew up there with
your parents on their island estate. You were schooled by a governess,"
he referred briefly to the notes on his lap, "Rebecca Marsden. You were
their only child and are the sole beneficiary of their estate."
So I'm definitely an orphan, Mandy thought. "So you know what happened
to them?" she asked.
"Yes," answered Brian, "it is a terrible tragedy. You must feel your
loss greatly, but if you hadn't been in England at the time you may well
have perished with them."
"May I see what documents you have about it, please?" Mandy asked. She
knew that if she asked directly he could hardly refuse, and the story so
far was much too sketchy.
Brian hesitated, and finally relented. It seemed he liked to be in
control. "Certainly," he said, and selected some documents for Mandy to
read.
There was a translated police report of a fire. It had destroyed the
entire house on the island of Gurdien Adjad, owned by Flavio and Eva
Vero, on the twelfth of March. They and the governess Rebecca Marsden,
together with four others--servants at the house--had all perished in
the fire.
The only daughter, Miranda, was in England at the time looking at
courses of study to continue her education. The family's solicitor in
England, Derek Ross, was giving her assistance, but there was no record
of where she was staying until a margin note, dated the previous day,
recorded her address as the same as Derek Ross's. Unable to contact
Miranda, her parents" funerals had taken place on Monday.
The family had been rather reclusive. Although born in Malta and having
Maltese as well as Italian citizenship, Miranda was a British subject
and travelled on a British passport. Her mother was English, and Miranda
had been brought up and educated privately entirely in English.
Her father was a multimillionaire, owning Internet and IT companies.
There was very little about Miranda's activities in England, except that
she had applied for and obtained a provisional driver's license so that
she could learn to drive. She had lost all her documents (including the
provisional driver's license, which didn't become valid anyway until her
seventeenth birthday) when her bag had been stolen in the street the
same day as the fire that killed her parents. A copy of the police
report was appended.
It really had been a series of tragic events for a teenaged girl away
from her family. And she had turned seventeen in the middle of these
awful circumstances.
Mandy had to remind herself that this was her she was reading about. Or
at least she assumed it was her. She still hadn't worked out whether she
had become someone else (in which case had someone else become Derek,
maybe the ?real? Mandy?) or whether Derek had been transformed into
Mandy and this was an identity that had somehow been created for her.
Perhaps it didn't really matter. Had her parents been real? There were
no pictures of them in the file. It was hard to relate to these people
she had never met.
She handed the documents back to Brian. He began to explain the extent
of the fortune she had inherited. There was a property in Belgravia: a
newly renovated exclusive four bedroom two story maisonette apartment
designed by a currently sought after architect in a period building. It
was valued at nearly ?9 million, but of course property prices in
Belgravia are always notoriously high, so it was hard to know what to
expect. There was a Country House in Oxfordshire called Beckley Hall,
mainly nineteenth century but dating back to the fourteenth century and
another part from the sixteenth century. There was an apartment in
Paris, and one in Rome. There was the island in Malta where she was
supposed to have lived, but the house of course was destroyed.
Eventually there would be an insurance payout, and decisions would need
to be made about what to do with the ruined property, whether to rebuild
or sell it. There was a 116 foot luxury motor yacht nearing completion
in Viareggio in Italy by Azimut Yacht Builders under a contract worth
?16 million. Only the final million euros or ?680,000 was left to pay.
There were stocks and shares and business interests in Italy, Malta, the
United States, the Philippines, Malaysia and the UK. Taxes incurred in
probate would be minimal in Malta (unlike in the UK), although there
would be some duties to pay on her father's British assets. She could
expect an annual personal income after taxes and certain expenses of
about ?900,000. This would be substantially higher if she ever took up
some executive role or directorship in one or more of her late father's
businesses.
But there were some unusual conditions in her father's will. The will
provided that if both her parents died before her eighteenth birthday
(they had died exactly a year and one week before her eighteenth
birthday, as it was recorded on her passport and other documents), she
would not have control of her inheritance until she had successfully
finished school, even if she should turn eighteen in the meantime. In
such an event she was to be enrolled in a school under the auspices of
the Roman Catholic Church and would not inherit fully until she had been
deemed by the school to have passed and satisfied the requirements of
graduation.
Until this happened her assets were to be held in trust and she would be
under the guardianship of a person, agreed on between her and the
executors, who must be at least twenty-one years of age. This guardian
would have absolute discretion over Mandy's allowances from the trust,
which were to be generous. This condition would pertain so far as the
estate was concerned even after she reached the age of legal majority,
until she had finished school.
"It seems strange," Brian went on, "that having been exclusively
privately educated, your parents would have set such store on your
finishing school in the event of their deaths."
It didn't seem strange at all, thought Mandy. Her mind was reeling. She
was beginning to remember that she had specified very clearly in the
questionnaire at wishcometrue.com what her ideal should be. ?Finishing
senior high school? was what she (that is, Derek) had put. That was what
she had put and that was what she had to do. It made perfect sense, in
the weird logic of this nightmare.
Is it such a nightmare? she asked herself. Just think, Mandy. If only
you can graduate from school, you'll be incredibly wealthy, young,
beautiful! Is it so dreadful to be a girl? This could actually be very
cool. Trust me, we could have a lot of serious fun!
What she was telling herself was absolutely true, she assured herself
soothingly. You're a very lucky girl. You shouldn't worry so much. All
this frowning is spoiling your looks. Now, show Brian your best smile.
She noticed Brian was looking at her with some concern. She smiled at
him brightly. She smoothed the hem of her skirt. She thought she could
feel herself blush.
"That's better!" said Brian, returning her smile. "Don't worry, Miss
Vero, you'll come through all this."
There you are! she told herself. He'd much rather see you smiling. I'm
sure he likes you much better like this. You like him, too. You do,
don't you?
Yes, I do. He's really nice.
The effort to examine the ramifications of her new circumstances too
closely gave her the beginnings of a headache. She gave her head a shake
to try to clear her thoughts. She tried to analyse and comprehend her
circumstances in the methodical and cautious way Derek would have
approached it, but the only really clear thought she could articulate
was: This is so amazing!
Brian was talking again. "The executors of your father's will in Malta,
that is your late father's attorneys, have agreed with us that since you
have been virtually raised as English, you should complete your
schooling in England. The good news is that since the school year ends
in July, I suppose you only need to complete one term of school to
satisfy the conditions laid down in the will. Provided your education is
up to standard, of course, and you can complete the work.
"Your results according to Maltese records are very good, and I imagine
will be recognised as equivalent to GCSE results for the purpose of
enrolment for A Levels in Britain. Under the terms of the will you only
need to gain an E grade in your A Levels, that's forty per cent I
understand, in order to be said to have successfully completed secondary
school. But with your results so far I'm sure you will do much better
than that, and I gather you have already been looking at courses of
study in Britain.
"There is the question of your minority, but it's the condition about
finishing school that needs to be addressed first, so that there is no
encumbrance on your inheritance when you turn eighteen.
"We have already approached, on your behalf, an excellent RC co-
educational school who in view of your exceptional circumstances are
prepared to enrol you in their sixth form. This is very generous of them
and I don't believe they are expecting any more than the final term's
fees in return."
The reality of having to go back to school and pass exams in a system
and to a standard which was utterly different from the one in Derek's
day was beginning to dawn on Mandy. This could be a lot harder than she
thought. She didn't know how to cope with school these days or how to
act. She didn't know what she needed to know, or should already know. It
had been years since she had studied any maths, for example. She didn't
know what it was like to be at a girl's school. She didn't really know
yet how to be a girl!
How was she going to do this? How could she complete her entire modern
education in a term? Who could advise her? Where could she turn for
help?
"Have you any idea who my guardian will be?" Mandy asked.
"According to the provisions of the will it must be agreed between you
and the executors. We are authorised to act on their behalf in this
matter. You might consider Mr Ross, once we ascertain his whereabouts."
A shadow seemed to pass over Brian's face. He recovered himself quickly
and went on, "Or I could investigate some means whereby we might appoint
someone, even though you have reached legal majority in this country. I
could continue to represent your legal interests, but it would not be
appropriate for me to act in the role of guardian, I think." He seemed
momentarily uncomfortable. "Do you have any suggestions?"
"Yes," said Mandy. "Would Emma Ross be eligible? She's twenty-one. She
could act with your advice about the money side, and she's really the
only friend I have in England. Apart from Mr Ross," she added hastily.
"Yes, Mr Ross would probably be best, all things considered. As for
Emma, I've known her all her life and she's a young lady of impeccable
character and application. But I do think an older person would be more
suitable. This is a position of some responsibility," Brian answered.
"There is Emma's mother, Dianne Ross-Henderson, a very competent
solicitor at another firm."
Mandy's head swam at this suggestion. "I think I would be very
uncomfortable with that," she said, trying to control her alarm. "On
account of Derek--Mr Ross. The will says twenty-one," Mandy said
tentatively, "so Emma should be old enough."
"Perhaps you're right. I'm prepared to consider it," Brian declared, "if
Mr Ross is unable to do it."
Mandy beamed at Brian. He returned her smile in such a way that Mandy
was sure it was virtually settled. She knew that Derek was not going to
be in a position to act as her guardian!
"Now, I have some documents to give you, to replace the ones which were
stolen," Brian said.
These were her passport (the copy of which she had already seen), her UK
Provisional Driver's License and a copy of her birth certificate. Brian
had also arranged for a new bank account and credit cards to ?replace?
her stolen cards which were supposedly subsidiary cards to her father's
credit accounts. She signed the documents, and they were witnessed by
Brian. He handed her four new credit cards of different sorts, which she
signed and placed in her new purse.
"We can authorise an immediate allowance of ?20,000 a month and a credit
limit of ?200,000. Your guardian, once one is appointed, will determine
how this will be spent. Anything beyond this will need our approval as
representatives of the executors. But it should only be until you turn
eighteen, you having already completed the school year in the previous
July," Brian said reassuringly.
Mandy certainly hoped so. She was feeling less confident by the minute
about going back to school.
"Of course," Brian continued, "when you do have absolute control of your
inheritance, after probate and taxes of course, you should still rely on
advice. It is a considerable fortune."
Mandy was still thinking about going back to school. "What happens if I
don't pass my exams?" she asked.
"Nothing happens," Brian answered, "it's just that nothing will change.
You could repeat the year, I suppose. But you must remain at a catholic
secondary school, with your funds controlled by a guardian, until you
can graduate."
"What if I keep failing," Mandy asked, "year after year, for ever?"
"Well, you couldn't do that. It would be up to the school whether you
could even repeat sixth form at all, though in the circumstances I think
they would allow it. It could be possible to contest the conditions in
the will as unreasonable. But that is always expensive and a burden on
the estate. And even with such a large estate I would not advise it. My
advice is to do your best this term and finish school and then you can
look to the future."
As a lawyer (or at any rate former lawyer!) Mandy knew Brian was giving
good advice. Nevertheless, she nodded rather doubtfully.
"But now," Brian continued, "I think I should advise you to leave My
Ross's house and take up residence in the Belgravia apartment. I would
like to take you there now, if it's convenient, and hand the place over
to you. We can organise guardianship in due course. After all you are
nearly an adult according to British law, so in practical terms it is
only a financial guardianship. And until a guardian is appointed I can
make provisional determinations. But I don't think you should stay at
Derek's--that is, Mr Ross's--while we don't know his whereabouts. You
also need to speak to the police about what you know. You haven't heard
from him, I suppose?" Brian asked hopefully.
"I've seen nothing of him since I woke up on Monday," Mandy answered
truthfully.
"I have told the police, and I want you to know as well, that Mr Ross
has not touched any of your estate at all. He hasn't even drawn an
allowance to cover your expenses while you have been staying with him. I
thought you should know that, in case anyone makes any accusations
against him. I must say it was unusual of him to have a client staying
with him. And more so that none of us was aware." Brian made the last
remark rather under his breath.
They finished signing documents and Brian accompanied Mandy out of the
office and into the sunny but chilly street where they caught a cab to
Chesham Street, Belgravia.
"I CAN'T imagine how you must be feeling, losing your whole family,"
Brian said with feeling as they rode through the busy streets in the
back seat of the black London taxi. Mandy noted the tone of real
sympathy in his voice. "You must be finding it very difficult starting a
whole new life in a strange country, with so few friends."
"I almost feel as though I've lost everything that made me me," Mandy
said.
"Miss Vero--" Brian began.
"Call me Mandy, please," Mandy interrupted.
"Mandy." Brian paused and continued. "These conditions in your father's
will. They may seem rather bizarre and restrictive, but they might prove
a blessing in the end, if you will allow me to say so. They will give
you time to adjust and grow into your new life. You will be spared the
necessity and the temptation to make any important decisions for a
while. I think the breathing space could well be just what you need, if
you can allow yourself to trust others to look after your interests. I
hope you will not resent my reflecting on your situation in this way."
Mandy was silent while she digested Brian's little speech. What he had
said made a lot of sense. Perhaps there was some benign force at work
here. After all, she had got her ?wish?, even if what she had intended
was quite different.
"No, I don't mind at all," she said eventually. "I think there could be
a lot of truth in what you just said. Mr Ball, I am very glad to have
you advising me."
"Please, call me Brian," he said.
The taxi had taken them along Piccadilly to Hyde Park Corner where they
turned off the roundabout into Grosvenor Crescent, which took them into
Belgrave Square. Chesham Street was just on the other side of Belgrave
Square with its well-kept private gardens in the middle. But in the
nature of things in central London, with its one way streets, in order
to come up Chesham Street the right way, they had to go in the opposite
direction straight out of Belgrave Square again and down Upper Belgrave
Street, then left at Hobart Place which became King's Road, straight
through Eaton Square Gardens, and right at Eaton Place which soon became
Chesham Street.
It was a quiet rather narrow street with severe but genteel looking
terraced houses. It was not quite as grand as Eaton Square at the bottom
of the street, or Belgrave Square more or less round the corner at the
top of the street, but it was still an opulent area.
Brian directed the taxi driver to a row of large, rather plain, white
stucco terrace houses near the start of the street on their left hand
side. There were three houses in the row, each with its own entrance,
although Mandy knew that at least one of the houses had been divided
into apartments. It looked as though the whole row might now in fact be
a single development. There were uniform topiary trees along the length
of the first floor open terrace for the entire row, and window boxes
beneath all the raised ground floor windows. Brian found the right
number, paid the taxi driver and they proceeded towards the row of
houses.
Brian remarked that there were two parking spaces right outside, as well
as a lock-up garage in Eaton Terrace Mews around the corner attached to
the property, a tremendous bonus he said. There was also membership
access to the gym and heated swimming pool facilities of the Sheraton
Belgravia Hotel just at the top of the street in Chesham Place.
He went to the central entrance of the building beyond which a marble
tiled lobby leading to a number of apartments had been created. The
porter's office was also here. Intercom buzzers for the different
apartments in the building were placed just outside the street entrance,
one a bit different to the rest, which had a small video screen rather
than a button. However, they pressed the one for the porter, who came to
greet them. Brian introduced himself and then introduced George (as he
had discovered the porter was called) to Mandy. George welcomed her to
the building and offered his assistance in anything she needed.
Mandy gave George what she hoped was her sweetest smile in thanks.
They went into the entrance lobby and proceeded to the front door of the
main apartment. There was another video screen and security device in
front of this door.
The maisonette apartment had been let until recently, Brian explained,
as the London base of a wealthy art dealer, but it had been vacant for a
few months while it was renovated and refitted. The former tenant, an
Italian, had actually been a consultant in the refit, apparently not
realising until recently that Mandy's father was intending to start
using the house himself.
It was the biggest apartment of the building, although the two either
side had their own street entrances. This apartment had a private
entrance as well, he explained, two in fact, below the outside area
stairs, each with its own security device.
Brian had a plastic card like a credit card, which evidently served as
the key. Rather than swiping it through some device he touched it
against a pad (just like an Oyster Card for the Tube, thought Mandy),
which opened the front door, and they stepped inside. Brian cleared his
throat.
"Controller, lights on," he said rather self-consciously and a soft
electronic ?bleep? sound came from somewhere. Immediately the hall was
filled with light from recessed halogen spotlights. He looked at Mandy
with satisfaction and appreciated her look of astonished wonder.
"Controller, all lights on," he said with a flourish of his hand. Again
there was the soft bleep and at once the lights in the apartment beyond
came on, affording a glimpse of the huge spaces within. Mandy laughed
and clapped her hands at Brian's trick. She commanded the lights to go
off and on herself a couple of times.
The outside of the house had given no clue to what was within. The
apartment was very modern and big spaces had been created which bore no
relation to the original architecture. It was full of light and smooth
gleaming surfaces and exquisite modern artworks as well as occasional
tribal artefacts from various cultures, antiquities and some classical
pieces. They were all objects which went well with the clean lines and
simplicity of the apartment.
The layout was very open, with every room it seemed offering some
glimpse of the entire apartment, yet all the spaces were also clearly
defined in their functionality. It was obvious that everything was of
the highest quality.
The entrance hall was very simple, with a white marble floor and white
walls and ceiling. Marble steps led down to the rest of the apartment.
The hall contained an enormous mirror of modern design and a glass hall
table. Beautifully finished dark reddish brown double wooden doors
(mahogany? wondered Mandy) opened straight ahead, and another pair of
doors of the same lustrous wood opened on the left opposite the glass
table to a large reception room.
The space that could be glimpsed straight ahead was filled with natural
light, and the top of a circular sweeping staircase to the floor below
was just visible. They went that way into the apartment.
They entered a very large space, obviously at the centre of the
apartment, which the other rooms and spaces opened out of.
As large as this space was, it served as a gallery overlooking an even
larger space, two stories high, which was the downstairs reception area.
Bluish glass barriers served as railings.
Above this two-story space, as well as the adjacent dining room further
down the hall, the ceiling was glass, letting light flood in. Modern
abstract paintings, wall plaques and sculptures decorated the walls and
tables. There were some beautifully made simple chairs here and there,
and some indoor plants and trees in enormous pots.
There was a black leather love seat further down the hall, and a medium
sized black ?Steinway & Sons? grand piano (as Mandy later noted) near
the low solid white wall which circled round and became the banister for
the staircase.
Turning back from the hall, the main living room was arranged into two
living areas. It had light coloured polished wooden floors.
The larger space near the far windows overlooking the street had a
higher ceiling than the rest of the room. There was a large plain white
carpet under three modern white leather sofas with large cushions of
black and white. A big square coffee table of dark wood was in the
middle, with art books and a large decorative ceramic bowl of irregular
shape on it.
The tall windows had taupe coloured curtains. Recessed ceiling lights
were supplemented by black-shaded table lamps between the sofas. A large
abstract painting in three long horizontal panels in grey, blue and
pinkish hues was on the wall on the right which faced the door to the
entrance hall. The wall opposite this to the left, the one adjacent to
the entrance hall, had a fireplace of modern design with a very large
chrome-framed mirror stretching to the ceiling above it, and two wide
built-in bookcases painted the same colour as the walls on either side.
The nearer living area, which opened into the sunlit hall, was panelled
in a light oak-coloured wood with a silky finish of similar colour to
the floor. A long sofa, ottoman and armchairs faced towards a big wall-
mounted flat-screen television. There were built in cabinets beneath
this, and cabinets behind some of the panelling. A smaller coloured
screen stood on the top of the cabinets, which Mandy later discovered
was one of the many controller consoles of the apartments automatic
functions, and could also be used to access the security system and
internet and even e-mails.
A light coloured hall table behind the sofa had what looked like
Etruscan pottery and sculptures arranged on it.
"Controller, TV on," Mandy said, suddenly having an inspiration. There
was the soft bleep and the television came on, and full loud booming
sound seemed to come from all around them, though no speakers could be
seen. She grinned at Brian. "Controller, change channel," she said and
nothing happened. "Controller, TV change channel," she tried this time,
and after a soft bleep sound the program changed. "Controller, TV off,"
she said and it bleeped and switched itself off.
Mandy was going to have fun with this later! She wondered what else
worked by voice. Or how things worked if you didn't want to speak aloud.
They went back into the hall and further into the apartment. In the
stairwell was a series of very striking large abstract paintings in
mainly blues and whites. They were suggestive of the sea and the sky,
and complimented the sun and sky visible through the glass roof
opposite, over the room below.
On the right as they went further on was a large guest cloakroom and
bathroom. A flat television screen was in here as well, set right into
the marble tiles.
They reached the dining room with its own glass ceiling. Mandy noticed
it had a retractable electric blind.
The floor was white marble tiles, the same as the hall and entrance. At
one end, the dining room overlooked the lower floor vestibule, and at
the other it overlooked a glass roofed indoor garden courtyard with a
wall fountain, also on the level below.
The dining table was of dark brown wood, beautifully made. The ten
chairs around it matched the wood of the table but with light brown
leather upholstery on the high-backed seats. There were more modern
paintings on walls and side tables. Another flat television screen was
discreetly placed against the wall on the one side of the entrance to
the room, and there was another of those colourful control panels on the
other side of the entrance. Back in the hallway opposite the dining room
was a small semicircular bar.
All the while during the tour Mandy had been expressing her pleasure and
appreciation of the apartment and its tasteful furnishings, fittings and
design. Brian was also enjoying himself. He had not seen the apartment
before, although the agent had told him the secret of the lights. He had
seen a great many large and impressive houses and apartments (indeed his
own house in Chelsea was quite nice) but the style and elegance of this
apartment set it apart.
And Brian was also enjoying the company of this charming young woman.
Not only was she attractive and intelligent, she was full of life and
enthusiasm, and she listened to his remarks and opinions with a very
flattering appreciation. If he was a bit younger (and not married, of
course!) he could really go for her.
Mandy laughed at Brian's jokes. She listened with great seriousness to
his comments. She smiled at his witty remarks. She had a beautiful young
body, he noted, which he had ample opportunity to appreciate as she
constantly leaned over or leaned back and looked at him very fetchingly,
completely (it seemed to him) unselfconscious about herself.
Just beyond the dining room was a breakfast area, which overlooked the
courtyard garden below and shared its glass ceiling. Adjoining this was
the open plan kitchen.
When she saw it Mandy gave a scream of delight. It was large, well
planned and had everything one could desire.
There were three cooking areas. The first had a gas range and oven as
well as an induction stove alongside, with a big range hood over them
both.
Another area had a steam oven, a built-in microwave oven and a deep
fryer built into the counter.
Another area beyond the large counter had a wall with another oven and a
steam oven and warmer drawer.
There seemed to be about four different refrigerators and freezers,
including a wine cooler/cellar cabinet. There was a built-in espresso
coffee machine. There was also another of those control panels near the
fridges and a scanner which she would later find out was for bar codes
on groceries to assist in ordering food online as supplies diminished.
The bottom cupboards were a dark glossy wood and those above an opaque
blue glass. There were deep drawers for pots and dishes and plenty of
storage space. The counters were light grey granite, and all the
appliances including the range hood and dish washer were brushed metal.
It had quite a big plasma TV on a swivelling device on the wall, which
was also visible from the breakfast area.
"Do you enjoy cooking?" asked Brian.
"I love it," said Mandy. Derek had never liked to cook, except in the
last week or so. But Mandy knew that cooking was something she loved.
And eating. "You must let me make you dinner some time," she added.
"That sounds lovely," Brian answered. "Perhaps you could dine with us
some time as well. That is, my wife and I," he added a little nervously.
"Oh, that would be lovely!" Mandy exclaimed. "She's my doctor you know.
I had an appointment today. Such a nice person."
"Was she?" Brian sounded both doubtful and relieved. "That's good. Well,
we'll have to organise it. Shall we look at the rest of the house?"
They went down the sweeping circular marble tiled staircase past the sky
paintings to the lower floor.
There were more artworks and a beautiful hall table at the bottom of the
stairs, with another control console on it. Ahead was an archway leading
to another room, and to the left was a mahogany door to the second
bedroom, as well as a door to the hallway to the other bedrooms. On the
right was a mahogany door to part of the master bedroom suite.
A large white recessed bookcase reaching to the ceiling was underneath
the stair landing, and a pair of very modern black leather reclining
chairs and side tables.
Passing under the archway they were in the glass-roofed area overlooked
from above by the living room at one end, the dining room at the other,
and the hall gallery on the long side. Facing them was a large wall
extending through two floors with four large modern paintings,
representing the seasons Mandy guessed, forming a single work of art.
A large modern desk in dark wood with a soft black leather chair was
against the far wall. Some occasional chairs and easy chairs shared the
space with a couple of large abstract sculptures. There was a very big
modern dark wood armoire or cabinet on the return wall to the left of
the archway.
Two bedrooms, one at either end, opened into this space through double
glass doors. Mandy thought it was a bit strange having glass doors
looking into a bedroom until she saw there were curtains just inside the
doors if the occupants wanted privacy. The master bedroom was to the
right and the second bedroom to the left. They decided to go to the
master bedroom first.
It was an enormous room, as big as two large bedrooms. There was pale
mushroom coloured carpet on the floor and the walls were a slightly
darker shade of the same colour. On the right as they entered the room
were some closets. To the left were a black leather reclining chair and
quite a large tree in a pot.
The huge bed in the main space of the room was clearly made to fit three
adults.
How unusual! thought Mandy.
You're going to have fun in here! she told herself.
It was a four-poster canopy bed (the ?canopy? being part of the ceiling)
of modern design in very dark wood with light grey curtains and off-
white sheets and duvet. The pillows (six main ones, arranged in three
lots of two, and a few more in different sizes and shapes piled up
around them) were grey. Recessed into the canopy over the bed was a flat
television screen. The bed head consisted entirely of soft padded black
leather. Dark wood side tables had off-white lamps on them.
A black leather settee was at the foot of the bed. Large framed black
and white sketches of nude figures, male and female, decorated the walls
either side of the bed and there were some modern grey suede easy chairs
and a reclining chair.
Opposite the bed was a desk of dark wood and a grey suede covered
armchair. A flat-panel television screen took up the wall above the
desk.
Whoever had chosen the decor had certainly been keen on their
television, Mandy thought. There was also another control console
sitting on the desk.
A space with big built-in wardrobes either side forming a small dressing
room led to a second doorway into the stair vestibule. Brilliant! Mandy
exclaimed inwardly. It's practically a walk-in wardrobe!
To the left of the desk, hanging displayed on the wall, was a beautiful
Japanese kimono in black and white with pink blossoms. A large painted
Chinese screen stood against the wall between the glass doors and the
closet area. These were the only really colourful items in the room,
which was dominated by black, white and greys.
It was not a particularly feminine room, or at least not ?girly?, but at
the far end was a large dressing table, littered with little boxes,
bottles, containers, brushes and other paraphernalia. It was a very
modern-looking piece of furniture of the same dark wood as the other
furnishings in the room, very square and angular, with a large square
shaped mirror framed in dark wood at its back with hidden recessed
lighting.
At the other end of the bedroom (directly opposite the double glass
doors leading into the room) were more glass doors, looking into an
indoor garden courtyard that reached up to the story above. They had
already seen this courtyard from the dining room. It had a glass
conservatory roof like the area they had come through, but it had an
outdoor feel because of the plants and large trees in pots all around,
and a pebble covered floor and a wall fountain. A table and three chairs
were in this courtyard, and an ancient-looking bronze Chinese bell on
the ground in one of the far corners. They discovered the glass ceiling
could be opened to the air outside. The entire roof slid into a recess
above on the command "garden roof open'.
There were two doors to the right of the dressing table. They went
through the one nearest the desk.
It led into a huge dressing room. There were shelves and drawers and
closets and shoe racks to right and left in a pale oak-coloured wood
with a huge mirror filling the entire far end. Naturally there was yet
another control panel recessed into the wall near the door. Mandy
gasped.
Gosh, I thought there already was a dressing room! she thought in
astonishment. No, this is the woman's dressing room, she realised. The
other one is for the master of the house. Or the mistress's boyfriend,
Mandy smirked to herself. Or girlfriend. Or both really, there's enough
space for a few of them!
Brian took a sharp intake of breath. "This will take some filling up,"
he commented.
"It certainly will!" said Mandy happily.
The dressing room opened to their left into the master ensuite bathroom.
This was not one but a series of rooms, finishing at the other doorway
into the bedroom. Each of the rooms was tiled in warm golden Travertino
marble.
Just off the dressing room was a toilet, bidet and vanity basin beneath
a big mirror with concealed lighting.
Through a recessed sliding doorway were two double shower cubicles to
right and left. Two DOUBLE shower cubicles! Mandy silently exclaimed
with amazement, trying to imagine why this would ever be needed.
Finally, through another recessed sliding door was the actual bathroom.
It looked into the garden courtyard and had a doorway into the bedroom.
There was a round Jacuzzi bathtub big enough for two or three people,
approached by two raised steps all around. There was also yet another
toilet, bidet and vanity unit with basin and mirror.
Each of the master bathroom areas had flat television screens and touch
control panels. In fact every room seemed to have either a flat
television screen or a control panel or both.
Mandy and Brian were both somewhat bemused at such an extravagant
bathroom in a terrace house apartment.
They proceeded to the second bedroom at the other end of the glass
ceiling room. Brian suggested they call it the ?atrium? and the hall
upstairs the ?gallery?. Mandy liked the idea a lot. Brian seemed very
chuffed.
The second bedroom was also large, with another huge bed designed for
three, though this one did not have posts. The bedding was white linen
with a black duvet on top. The furnishings were in honey coloured wood
with fabrics of mushroom coloured velvets and suedes. It seemed a
lighter room, with off-white walls and white ceiling. It had the same
light mushroom carpet as the master bedroom.
Built-in wardrobes filled the left hand wall with mirror doors in honey
wood frames. Straight ahead was an ensuite bathroom. There was a Jacuzzi
bathtub, toilet, bidet, shower unit and vanity unit with mirror, with
white Carrera marble tiles. The room was decorated with paintings,
sculptures and pot plants. There was a desk and chair against the wall
between the two doorways and a flat-screen television. On the desk was a
control console. Only now did she notice that each of the bigger
freestanding control consoles had a removable remote control set into
it, which also served as a cordless telephone.
They came out of this room and went down the hallway to the other
bedrooms. On the left were built-in cupboards and closets down the
length of the hallway. Just before the bedrooms was a large utility room
with clothes washing machine, dryer, laundry tub and closets which
contained a recessed ironing board, and the inevitable control panel
screen.
The third bedroom contained a king-size bed of beautiful modern Italian
design (Mandy somehow knew) in brown and black leather and chrome, with
a dark brown leather bed head, and brown sheets and pillows with a gold
and brown silk covered duvet. Bedside tables matching the bed had lamps
with yellow lampshades. There was a desk, an easy chair, and at the foot
of the bed a brown leather and chrome backless love seat.
It had its own outside entrance down a little corridor, coming out
behind the area rails beneath the steps at street level above. The
ensuite for this bedroom was smaller, containing just a bath, toilet,
shower recess, toilet and vanity unit with mirror and white marble
tiles.
The fourth bedroom was across the hallway. It was the smallest of the
bedrooms, but as big as the main bedroom in her own--or rather Derek's--
flat. It had a king size bed on a grey suede base with white sheets and
a grey duvet. Side tables and a desk were of light honey toned wood.
There was a closet with mirror doors and several paintings and
decorative objects. This bedroom, too, had its own outside entrance.
The ensuite bathroom was similar to the one for the third bedroom except
that it didn't have a bath. They made their way back to the atrium.
"Well, this is cosy, isn't it?" said Mandy, leaning back against the
desk. They both laughed.
Brian suggested Mandy move her things into the apartment from Derek's
flat straight away if she liked, and reminded her she needed to talk to
the police about Derek's disappearance. He said good-bye and left her to
continue surveying her new home.