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Chapter XXI: JB Gets Ready Mommy and I got home from our shopping trip at four ten exactly; we weren't allowed to be there from ten to four so the painters could do their job. We had tons and tons of stuff to bring inside. We got the groceries first and, while Mommy put those away, I got the other bags all by my self. I started with the toys, which Mommy told me to leave in the den. There were blocks and trucks and games, both for inside and outside, and some to play on the TV too (when we got that set-up). There was also a big sand box and my own swing set coming in a few days. Then I got the toys we got this afternoon; which were a bunch of stuffed animals: a puppy, two kitties, a skunk I felt sorry for, a pink soft pig, a monkey, and more (I didn't want any more bears because Holly and Howie mighta got jealous); two dolls to dress up with a bunch of clothes for them and a pink car for them to ride in; one special doll to do the hair on; some dress-up clothes and costumes, like for princess and dancer and other things but not nearly as many as Glyn had; and a little house with some tiny dolls to live in it, which I thought was way cuter than the big ones; and some more games too. Then I started on the clothes. This morning we had got just a couple of long pants and some shirts (button up and T), and just a few pairs of unders because I told Mommy I liked the other kind lots better for when no one would know. And, the best thing, some shoes that had wheels built into them! Then this afternoon we went to different stores and I got lots of shorts but mostly plain ones that I could wear to school (because Mommy and me didn't like the real long ones they mostly had in the boy's departments) and a few more tops too. We also got a lot of unders there, some that were very shiny and pretty, and lots of socks there too. I got one pair of socks that were special; they were white, but had lacy red trim at the top just to wear tonight. And I got one pair of tights, white with pink and red hearts on bows all over them. And a pair of really, really shiny red shoes with straps instead of laces to wear tonight, and two other pairs of shoes that were like my jade colored ones but in red and white. Mommy said I would go back there and get more of the more prettier things another time too. Mommy finished the groceries before I finished the other things. We put all my new clothes in her room because my furniture wouldn't be coming until tomorrow. When we put the last bags down I stuck my hands up by her shoulders so she would pick me up. Then I kissed her and said, "Mommy, are you rich?" She laughed and said, "Honey, you don't need to worry about that. But yes, some of my great-grandfathers had lots more money then they needed, and I teach because I like it better than just wasting money all the time, but that doesn't mean I'm going to spoil you rotten; we got all of this today only because we were so far behind. From now on I'm only going to spoil you a little bit." "I don't want to get spoiled, but I like my stuff. I never had so many clothes," I said and kissed her. "Can we see the new paint now?" I asked. "Nope. I'm going to make you wait so you don't go bad. And I want you to see it for the first time when Nora is here, if she comes. I think it would be fun for her." I wanted to give Nora some fun too so I didn't fuss. Mommy took me through her office room to go potty. I peed a whole lot and pooped a little, so she let me take my shorts and panties off to go open some toys. I started with two trucks and rolled them around, then I decided to give the dress-up dolls rides, but when I asked Mommy to help me open the boxes, she said we needed to start getting ready for tonight. "It's not yet five and Nora isn't coming until six thirty!" I said. "I know! We need to really hurry!" Mommy said back to me. I got to take one of the bathtub dolls I got with me but Mommy wouldn't even give me time to bathe her. We used Mommy's big tub, but she didn't put in bubbles, she added some liquids and some crystal things that made the water smell real good instead. She started washing me as soon as we got in the tub, and then I did her back while she did her front, then she washed my hair real good, but she had on a shower cap to keep hers dry. The next thing, after we were all dry, was to dry my hair, and Mommy used a blow dryer so I kept my fingers in my ears but they weren't in the way. Then we brushed and brushed and teased and brushed it, and finally Mommy said it was done and she got the clip with a pink flower on it and but it in my hair before I could look. Wow! It was all curly and fluffy and pretty. And Mommy took out the flower pin and but in two barrettes and then took those out and put the flower back on the other side. And the funny part was the ace she made when she was trying to decide. We went into the kitchen for the next part. I held one hand real still over a paper towel, Mommy clipped my finger nails and filed them (and told me to never ever bite them when they were too long again. And I ask her if it was all right to bite my toenails, and she said, "No! -- You can do that?? Gosh." And I nodded.). Then Mommy painted each one of the nails with pink polish with glitter in it. When she only had the thumb left to go, she said, "I'm going to do something special with that one." Then she got some of the thumb candy and put on that thumb, and she said, "OK, sweetie, hold your fingers wide apart and eat the candy while I do the other hand, and don't rub your panties while I'm doing the other hand because you will mess up the polish." I said, "I don't have any panties on yet." And Mommy said, "OH, then you must have been pulling on something else." I blushed and put my head down, and she kissed the top of it and said, "It's OK to do that at home, but not when your nails are wet, sweetie. You have to be very careful 'til the polish dries, love." So I kept the candy in my mouth and the fingers pointing up while she clipped, filed and polished the other ones (including the thumb.) Then I sat on the kitchen floor, not touching anything, while she chopped some stuff for dinner. And while she did that she reminded me that Nora had never called to say she was coming, but we would do something else special if she didn't. But I didn't want to think about that. Finally she said they were dry and we could go on to the next step. I still had some candy to suck on, but I didn't have to hold my fingers out, while she spread powder all over me, and then spread some creamy stuff all over too, even my face and I had to role over for her to do my bottom and back. Then she slipped the shiny new panties on me; they were white with ruffles around the legs and red ribbons beside the ruffles and around the top that were tied with little bows. She put the tights on me (which pushed down the ruffles, which I didn't like.), and then put the socks over the tights but she didn't like it like that so she took off the socks. Then she stopped. She said she didn't want me to get things messed up so I had to wait to put on the rest of my clothes until after she got dressed. I sighed and then I went into the den and got my storybook doll, and decided she needed to get dressed up too, so I changed her clothes. Then I decided I didn't like that outfit so I changed her again, and I had to go ask Mommy to tie the ribbon on the second outfit to get it right. When I got there Mommy had just put on her blouse and already had on a long blue skirt that had a bottom that wasn't just a straight line but kind of zig-zaged. Mommy got the things we had barrowed from Glyn. First she put a slip over my shoulders and tied it in back, then the pink rustle-y petticoat that was only below my waist, and was kind of stiff and scratchy but the other slip kept it off my skin. Then another white petticoat that had ruffles at the bottom, she had already told me those were supposed to show. Then the dress. It was a shiny soft pink without sleeves and the top was round and lined in red and silver tiny beads and came down real low, so Mommy had to push down on the slip some to hide it. Then it had a big bright ribbon for a belt, and the bottom part spread way out. Mommy showed me two ways to sit down in it: the lady way, hold it smooth against your butt and then sit down on the back part and hold the front part down; or the little girl way, spread the back part out in back and sit your bottom down with the dress behind you, but you still had to make sure the front stayed flat unless you pulled your legs up inside it. I had to do it the little girl way because this was Glyn's from two years ago and even on me it was real, real short. Then she put my red strappy shoes on my feet and I got to go look in the mirror. I smiled and giggled; I didn't know I looked like that at all! But Mommy wasn't happy she made me get back on the bed and took my shoes and tights off, and put the ankle socks with the lacy tops on my feet. She said it was because my legs were just too cute to hide. Then I was all ready. I spun around three times then ran to look out of the window to see if Nora was here yet, but she wasn't. Mommy said it was only six o'clock so se was a long way from late. So I went and changed my doll again and Mommy worked in the kitchen. Then I looked out the window, then I played with some of little dolls and set up there house. Then I looked out the window, and Mommy made me go and sit on the potty. And she told me again that Nora might not come and to calm down. Then I looked out the window and brushed a dolls hair. Then I looked out the window, and Mommy made me go back into her bedroom and lie on here bed. She took off my shoes and I said, "Back into the tights again?" But she said, "No, honey, I want to put a pull-up on you just in case." "No!" I said, "I don't want to be a baby for Nora and these are special panties just for tonight too." But Mommy said she was worried about accidents in all my special clothes because I was so anxious, and that once I had peed, maybe, Nora would be the one to help me with the special panties. Then she let me sit on her lap and we both looked out the window, and it was six twenty-five, I had just felt my first tear, and Mommy, for about the fifth time, had said "Grown-ups some times have traffic or other delays and come a little late," when I saw Nora walking to the house! ********** Chapter XXII: JB's Dinner with Nora I ran out and jumped into Nora arms before she got to the porch. She looked shocked, I don't think she know it was me at first, and after a hug she said, "My gosh, it is a princess! Let me see you." I climbed down and did the best pirouette I could so she could see, and then grabbed her hand and pulled her inside. "Hell-o, Marnie," Nora said, "where did you get her clothes?" "I only borrowed them from Trisha. Glyn wore them for a Christmas pageant two or three years ago, which is why they are so small." I said, "I got real pretty panties special to wear too, but Mommy made them take them off." "Is she really wearing diapers all the time now, Marnie?" I got the feeling that Nora wasn't real happy about being here really. Mommy said, "No, Nora, not all the time, but you should have seen how excited JB was waiting for you. I was afraid of an accident." I remembered something that would make Nora happy, and I said, "Can we go see my room now? Please!!" I pulled Nora down the hall; Mommy was right behind us, and I opened the door and ran inside. It was better than I had expected! The walls were the bright yellow I'd picked, and the stuff around the doors and windows and the strip of wood up close to the ceiling was jade (that's a color and my name sometimes, if you forgot.). But there was lots more that Mommy hadn't told me about! The ceiling was painted a pretty bright blue, and it had puffy clouds flouting about, and Nora showed me that two of the clouds were puppies playing and the other was a bunny! And a yellow sun with the light in the middle of it and some long yellow rays. And there was a rainbow in the middle of one wall and my bed was going to go right under that. And on the wall across from that there was a drawing of a big, tall, pretty castle with flags on the towers and two knights were going up a road to it. And there were shades on the window that when you closed the slats turned into a picture of forests with little animals playing in it. I just stood in the middle and spun around until Nora picked me up so I wouldn't get dizzy, and she turned around for me and said, "Wow." Nora asked Mommy about the furniture, and Mommy said that there was a dresser to go under the castle that was white. And the bed had four posters, that's tall posts at the corner but no canopy so I could see something special in the ceiling that wouldn't show up until after dark, and - again - she wouldn't tell me about it until I saw it (she was real mean about things like that wasn't she?). And there was going to be a big padded rocking chair, and a toy box, and a wardrobe even though I had a closet, and some book cases. And it was most all white but with other colors mixed in, except the bookcases were bright red, green, yellow and blue all mixed up. "So it's not really a little girls room is it? No pink or purples," Nora said. "No, it is a little JB's room, and girls do pick yellow too, Nora," Mommy said. Next Mommy said, "I need to work on dinner. Why don't you ask Nora if she would like to see some of your new toys, JB?" I just looked at Nora, and she said, "Sure -- show me what you got, Jade." I said, "Wait here! I want to play in this room!" and I ran and got my storybook doll and some of the dress-up dolls too. We had to sit on the floor to play and we decide we were in a store where all the dolls were trying on new clothes to bye some. Then I asked Nora if she knew how to brad the doll's hair. While she showed me, she asked if these were my favorite new things. And I had to think about it before I said, "Sometimes, but sometimes I'd rather play with the trucks." She said, "If you had to pick and give up the others which would you give up?" I said, "Don't know. I never had any of them really before. Isn't it OK to like them both sometimes." Nora nodded and said, "Yeah, I guess it should be, sweetie. It should be." While we were eating dinner, which was a pink fish that had green stuff sprinkled on top and asparagus, which is a lot better than broccoli, I had to wear this thing around my neck. I knew it was a bib, but Mommy didn't call it that and said it was only for when I was wearing very special kinds of clothes. I kept sneaking using my hand for the fish and the asparagus because it was hard to get to stay on the spoon, and neither Mommy nor Nora said anything. Then Mommy put some mayonnaise on my salmon and used her fork to get it and the rice in my mouth. It tasted a lot better that way. When Mommy brought us ice cream for dessert, I climbed out of my booster seat and asked, Nora if I could sit on her lap. She said, "Of course," and I crawled up. When I finished the ice cream Mommy had given me (a really small dish!) Nora spoon fed me some of hers and then I whispered to her, "I need to go poo." Nora asked if she could help me, and I pulled her along into my bathroom. She pulled down my pull-ups pants and lifted me onto the toilet, then checked in back to see if all the dress was out of the way. She pulled the sides of the pull-ups apart rather than try to get them past my shoes. She said, "You don't mind getting help with this anymore, Jade?" I just shook my head; that was very true, but I didn't know why. She had a hard time cleaning me up because of all the petticoats and stuff, but I was real happy that she hadn't tried to take them off before I went. Now that I had stopped trying to hold things for a long time, I really needed to get there right away. I guess that was always true unless I really thought about making it go back up my bottom like I used to most always. When she had got me mostly clean she started to take off my dress, and I said, "Aww, but I wanted you to see the panties I got." She said, "I'll be able to see them better now. Or would you like to leave on a slip, or all the pettis?" I said, "Nah, I'll show you with just the panties, like when we have breakfast." "We want be doing that anymore, will we?" "Oh yeah, maybe I still could. Or you could come here and eat with me?" "Not so sure about either, baby, but we will still be good friends." Then we left the dress and petticoats in my room and I showed here where stuff was in Mommy's room. I lay on the towel on the bed while she took care of my bottom and then slipped the red and white ruffle-y panties up over my shoes because we had left those on, and I liked that. Both Mommy and Nora sat on the floor with me and we played a game where you just had to draw colored cards to tell where to go each turn, and I knew it was a game for little-bitty kids but none of us cared. During the game Mommy said, "Nora, I think that JB has several modes, not different people but just ways to be at different times. Sometimes he is a shy and withdrawn eleven year old, not really a thirteen year- old quite ever, and that is who we see at school. At times when he is alone and he thinks he can get away with it, or when he is around people he thinks he can trust, he is about six or so. That is the mode that JB usually plays in, and when he has the most fun. When he is very lonely, or when he is calm and content, he likes to be about two and a half or three. You've seen it; his whole body eases and relaxes when he is being babied at the right times. It isn't just pretend for him." I just looked at Mommy; I was really confused by all that. She rubbed my back and said, "JB, I just mean that it is OK for you to like things now that you didn't get much chance to do when you where younger. OK?" OH, I got it and nodded. "And her gender?" Nora said. "I'm not sure yet and neither is JB, Nora. This isn't Abel's or Terry's situation at all. When I saw JB in his mother's yard, and he didn't know anyone was watching, he used the same sticks, his only toys, as dolls and as cars." "Yes, I've seen that. We should wait and see. It's your turn, sweetie, pull a card and don't you dare get a purple or you will beat us!" "We should let him explore both," Mommy said as I pulled a card and got a purple, but neither of them were really mad at me. We sat on the couch and Nora held me, and they kept talking grown-up stuff I didn't get. Then Mommy said it was time to nuzzle, and while we did it Mommy said I had gotten the idea from watching Glyn, but she had hoped I would. Nora took her blouse and bra off and asked if I would mind helping her practice too! I said, "Gah, both of you! And Glyn thinks she has it hard. But they didn't think I thought it was all that bad, and I didn't. And Nora gave me my night bottle since the other was just practice and then she put me in my diaper and my long, white, lacey nightie that looked like my dolls. And while she did that I said, "Nora, I got something better to call you. Can I?" She said, "And what is that?" "Mama!" And she laughed and said, "If there was ever someone that deserved a Mommy and a Mama, it is my sweet like piece of jade," and gave me a great big hug and a kiss, and I said, "I love you a whole lot." Mommy who was standing in the doorway said, "Shouldn't he live with his Mama as well as his Mommy, Nora." "We can discuss it, Marnie, if you really want me to move back in," Nora said. Then Mommy kissed me and tucked me in and I had to go to sleep without her this time. Tomorrow I had to go back to school and be bigger, and I was gonna see my mom, official mother, after school. I didn't want to think about any of that, and pretended to eat some candy on my thumb as I concentrated on Mommy and Mama instead. ********** Chapter XXIII: The first thing I noticed was something in my mouth; then I laughed at myself when I realized it was just my own thumb, and I started imagining it was strawberry flavored. Then I realized that Mommy wasn't in bed next to me anymore; I knew that because of the smell, but I heard the shower going and knew where she was, and decided to wait for her. Then I realized that I had to poop, so I opened my eyes to try to decide what to do. I decided that if I told Mommy, she would tell me to use my diaper and not wait 'til she finished her shower, so I just relaxed and did that. Now it didn't smell good here at all, so I went to tell Mommy after all. The shower wasn't in the bathtub, it was a special little room next to it with a glass door, and I opened the door and smiled at Mommy. She said, "Good morning, sweetheart. Don't come in; you will get all wet." I said, "OK - I'm dirty, Mommy." "OK, I'm almost done. Close the door and I'll be right there, honey," she said, so I got my bathtub doll and sat on the floor to wait. When Mommy got out she bent way way over to kiss me before she dried off and dripped all over me, but that was funny. After she had dried off, and dried her hair with the blower, she picked me up and put me on the bed. She pushed my nightie way up under my back and removed my diaper and said, "Peeee Yuuuu." I said, "Sorry." She said, "Don't be silly, silly. I don't really mind, but I did get some pills at the vitamin store yesterday that will help you poo to smell less, we will start them this morning, OK?" I smiled and she said, "JB, do you wake up dirty, or did you go after you were awake today and yesterday?" I said, "After. I wasn't supposed to wake you yesterday and then you were showering and you said not hold it. Was that bad?" "No, sweetheart," she said, "that was nice of you, and you did have a diaper on already. We need to think about what you should do when you don't have a diaper and need to hurry though." She cleaned me real good but didn't put any powder or cream or panties or a new diaper on me. She took me to the kitchen in my nightie instead and got me a baby bottle of juice to have while she made breakfast. I lay back on the floor while I drank it and rubbed my hand between my legs and moved my tube around, the silky nightie made that extra nice. I had almost finished the bottle when she brought over the oatmeal. I hadn't dropped any or anything but she took me in her lap and feed me; that was OK. Then we went to the den to nuzzle and drink a bottle of milk before we had to get ready. When Mommy was putting powder all over me I said, "Do I gotta go to school? I don't feel good." She sat down and hugged me and said, "Yes, honey, you do. But it will be OK. I'm talking with Dr. Spinner, and we will make some changes to some of your classes but, baby, you are too smart to never go to school at all. And the girls on the team will be watching over you, you know, and some of them are real big and tough. You want have to be a big boy the whole whole time today, OK?" "Am I seeing my Mom today too, Mommy? I'll miss volleyball practice and I promised to go." "I told you're Mom she could see you today, she really does want to, honey, but for now, let's get you dressed. Something for a big boy, but also something for a little boy too. Hummm." She opened some of the bags and pulled out a pair of overalls. A bright green pair and asked if I thought they looked big boy enough. I said, "I've hardly ever seen big boys wear those and it would be hard to go to the bathroom in them." "Well, you're probably right, but big boys could wear them, and they were from a big boy's store, and I think they are very cute. And look outside, it is a rainy day, so a real good day for them. And, JB, from now on when you need to go potty at school, I want you to go see Nora in the infirmary, we worked that all out last night, so you won't have problem in the boy's room anymore and will have help with the overalls, OK, sweetie?" That was one of my life's biggest troubles solved right there. I grinned big time. "Also, JB, these are very good to wear over a diaper because they are so loose. Would you like to wear one today?" "No! Mommy, please, if I got to wear diapers all the time I can never wear any of the nice unders I got. Please!" "OK. OK. But, JB, you go to the infirmary if you think you need to go even a little, little bit. Tell your teacher you don't feel good, OK?" Then I got to pick out the unders to wear. I got a yellow pair that had a big flower right in front and ruffles on the legs, and Mommy slipped them on me. I also wore a yellow t-shirt, but it was real pale yellow so boys would think it was just white because they never looked at colors much. And the shirt had a bunny on it to, but the bib of the overalls covered her, unless you looked around it just right. Mommy and I got to school just before the busses got there, and we went to visit Nora, they seemed to like each other better now, and Nora took me to sit on the potty just before the bell (and Abby was in the office and knew what we were doing, but that was OK now, I guess.) Then Abby walked with me to Science, and another real tall volleyball player and a blonde girl that was a cheer leader came with me to Mommy's history class. Mommy gave people time to read their books at the end of the class because lots of people hadn't done their weekend homework (like me.), but I didn't get any time because she told me I should go see the nurse, (that meant Mama, but she had to call her that in case a kid heard, and I knew she meant I should go try to go potty.) She let Abby come to keep me company in the hall because she was so good about doing her work. When we got to the infirmary Mama was busy helping a boy with a cut lip. He was in gym clothes so maybe it wasn't a fight, but it was one of the boys that had thrown water on me last week. Mama said, "Go on back, Jade-n, Then I'll come see you in a minute. Abby, go on and keep Jaden company." I tried to keep Abby out of the bath room, but she said, "Ms Marks said for me to keep you company, Jade. - I did see you do this on Saturday anyway." This just seemed different to me, and people didn't need company to go to the bathroom, did they? I couldn't think of a real answer though, so I let her come in. It turned out to be good I did, because I couldn't get the buttons on the top of my overalls unhooked, and she had to do them for me, and then she undid some side buttons and pulled them down, and my unders too, with out me saying for her to. At least she didn't take them all the way off the way Nora and Mommy almost always did. While I was going she told me her little sister liked me a whole lot. That made me smile, because I had thought her sister, Lee, which was short for Lisa, was cute too. But I told Abby I was too old for Lisa because I was in eighth grade. Abby laughed at that, and said Lee was in sixth right now but that wouldn't be that big a difference in a few years, and we could be just friends anyway, and Lee wants to get together and play with me real soon. So now I guess I got two little kid friends that are both girls. Abby also reminded me to point my thing down; how embarrassing is that!? But what could I say about it. I had finished going (one and two) but didn't want to tell Abby, I was afraid that she would try to wipe me because she had seen Mommy do it to me at the beach. But Mama came in just in time and told Abby she would take over. Abby tried to get Mama to let her stay, but she got sent out just as the bell rang. Mama cleaned everything for me and said that it looked like a good thing Mommy had sent me when she did. I let her hold and hug me - will, I guess, I made her hold and hug me until the next period started. She was having a meeting next period, and her aide this period would make sure I got to Math class. The aide was a boy this time. And it was George, the boy that had smashed my nose with Sam last week. I wasn't real scared of him because Sam had been OK on Saturday at the beach, but about half way to the Math room he put his arm on my shoulder, and I jumped away. Sometimes boys had grabbed me by surprise, or acted nice and then pushed me down or tripped me. But this George kid, smiled and said, "I'm sorry, JB, I didn't mean to surprise you. I heard a whole lot about you last night and was just being friendly." That worried me. I said, "Who told you what?" He, - a boy! - took hold of my hand, and he said, "Someone who tells me everything. In fact I can't get her to shut up, but it's OK; she won't even tell even her friends. She knows that some things aren't talked about some places." We were at the door then, and he hadn't told me who. During class I wonder about George and what all he knew. He was Sam's friend so he could just know about me skinny-dipping at the beach, but Abby could have blabbed a whole lot more. Or one of the girls on the Volleyball team could have told him about my wet pants Friday. Anyway I didn't listen to much about Math because I was thinking about that and, also because it was about when 'A' meant something else and 'B' was something, and things I didn't get at all. Then I looked up because the teacher said my name, and there was a boy standing at the door who had given the teacher a note, and it said I had to go to see the principal. ********** Chapter XXIV: JB Meets the Principal I walked in to the principal's office, and I was scared because I didn't even know what I had done wrong. Mommy and Mama (and it makes me giggle when ever I say that too.) were both there and the lady that I had to see last week when I got sent out of class too. I just stood in the open door, and thought of running to Mommy but didn't, and the principal, who had come to Mommy's house Saturday with Nora (remember?), smiled at me and said, "Ah, here's JB now; come on over here and talk to me, JB." I mean she was being just real friendly and like that. Weird for a principal, huh? She made me stand behind her desk next to her and told me that they had been talking about me - Uh Oh - and that the other lady was the school counselor. Then she asked me to sit on her lap! Yeah, she did. And she turned me so I was on her knees and facing her. And she took both my hands in hers and moved them around while she talked to me. She said that at "her school" (she made it sound like she had built it herself) students were suppose to be safe, and that students were suppose to be able to do the things that would make them happy because that way they learned the best, and that she and Ms Marks and Ms Evens and Ms Piscopolia, the counselor, had been talking about the best way for me to do that. They had worked out a new schedule for me, and she said that it was only until winter break. It was supposed to make it more relaxing and give me a chance to catch up on some things I hadn't learned good enough yet, even though I was not way behind like some of the kids were. She said I could say no, but Mama and Mommy liked the new schedule, so I agreed, and Principal Spinner smiled and gave me a hug (A Principal did that - to me.) and said I should come visit her and she would come and see me sometimes to, because I was a very nice student. None of my old principals had ever said something like that about me. This school is just a whole lot different than my old school; I tell you!! So then the bell rang and it was almost fourth period and first lunch, and Mommy and Mama both had classes to teach and the other had to go to the cafeteria, and the principal said she wanted me to stay and visit with her now. So I just waved to Mommy and Mama, and when they had left I was still sitting in the Principal's lap facing her, and I thought she would want me to get down but she didn't. She said, "JB, are things going alright for you in my school now?" And I nodded because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, but - I mean, it was only a couple of days ago that people, even a teacher, had played catch with me. But she knew that and said, "I know that some people were very mean to you, but you won't be in that class anymore now, and I don't think those things will happen again. Do you have some friends?" I nodded and she asked who, which is the kind of question I hate sometimes because it means I have to talk. I said, "Abby and Amanda are nice I think and other girls on Mommy's team, and maybe some more." She said, "You call Coach Evens Mommy. What do you call Nurse Marks?" "Mama," I said, and she grinned and said, "You have a Mommy and a Mama, you are lucky." "And a Mom. I have to see her today." "And what do you think about that?" I shrugged, and she asked if I didn't want to go. I said, "I do if she wants too." "Did you miss your Mom this weekend?" "No, I never thought about her 'til I remembered I gotta see her today. But I don't want to make her sad. I've known lots meaner people, she was just busy always." Then the principle asked, "What are you favorite things to do, JB?" "Go to the beach!" "What do you do like to do when you play? Ms Evens - your Mommy said you got lots of new toys. What are your favorites?" "You'll laugh because I'm thirteen." "No, I promise I will not." "My big truck that has a backhoe to dig with, and my doll that has all the storybooks about her." She grinned and said, "A doll and a truck?" I said, "It's OK because I never got to play with that kind of thing when I was littler - I mean younger - because I'm still littler." She smiled and said we were going to talk again soon, and I said, "OK," because she was nice, real nice for a Principal. And she picked me up and carried me out into the school office before she sat me down, then she took my hand and walked with me to my class. And I wasn't sure if I should pull my hand away or not, even though there were some kids in the office, so I let her hold it. She didn't even let me go when she knocked and then opened the door to the Art room. When we walked in the Art teacher said, "Ah, here's JB now. A lot of people have been very concerned about you, JB." I blushed, she was making fun wasn't she? Principal Spinner said, "Yes, I think our JB is on the way to being one of out most popular students." I blushed more, but lots of the big kids were smiling like they were happy to see me. See. I told you when I started this that I was going to become famous and popular, and the principal just said I had already started! The teacher was showing the drawings of classmates we did last Friday, and was holding up a picture of me. It was when I was trying to draw and had my head on my desk, and I must have been pretending there was candy on my thumb because it was in my mouth. Anyway, Dr Spinner said it was very good, and then other people wanted her to see their pictures and about all the girls and even a bunch of boys had drawn me! And I knew most of them thought I was sucking my thumb and not just pretending to eat candy, and it was embarrassing. And Dr Spinner asked to see mine, which was Amanda, but she had to ask who it was because it wasn't all done. And finally she left without saying whose was the best, and I sat down, and we started class again. After that we had lunch and I sat with a bunch of the girls because they wanted me to, and some of them talked about the cute pictures of me, and they didn't believe I didn't really suck my thumb so I gave up trying to explain about the candy. My new next thing after lunch wasn't Spanish anymore. It was officially infirmary aide, but I was already told it was a rest period so I could have better afternoons. I hoped that just meant I could read and stuff, but I suspected that Mama was going to make it a nap. Amanda and Abby and some other of the girls walked with me to the infirmary as soon as I finished eating because I was supposed to go before the bell. Mama sent all the girls away except Abby and Amanda. She said she wanted to show them where things were kept because they might have to help her sometime. Then we all walked back to the second room, the one Mama always called mine, and Mama told me to lie down on the bed, and right in front of Abby and Amanda she open a cabinet and took out all the creams and stuff and a Diaper! I rolled over and moaned and said, "NO! Mama!" Mama picked me up, sat me in her lap and said, "Jade darling, Abby and Amanda are the two very nicest girls I know, and sometime I might need to be helping someone who is sick or hurt when you need to get ready for your nap (I Knew It!), so I want to show them how." "I don't want to take a nap, and I don't want girls to do this stuff. Everyone is going to think I'm a baby!" Mama (and Abby and Amanda) smiled. Mama said, "Don't be fussy, sweet Jade. No one thinks anything bad because you get tired and have little accidents." Abby said, "It is nothing to worry about, JB. We both knew you wet the bed from last Friday, right? And that's not something you can help. We know that." Amanda said, "And this is just the very best way to deal with what happens, no big deal. And I have seen you without clothes too, and that is nothing to be ashamed about either." They really seemed like they weren't making fun, but... Then Abby said, "Right, and so have I, so it is all OK. OK?" Amanda said, "You have? When?" Mama didn't let Abby answer, she took off my shoes and pants and panties (Amanda said they were very cute.) and then started explaining which of the oils and stuff to put where, and I was just lying there with my legs up in the air, and girls in my grade were looking at my -- my everything. And they said it wasn't a big deal, but I still felt like it was, but I couldn't really think of a reason, because they had both seen and done things for me before, and I knew I need this because Mama said it. I just held Holly Bear over my eyes, and let do what they were doing. Mama told me that in the infirmary I had to stay in bed until someone came to get me, but not to cry or holler, she showed me a button by the bed that would light a light in the front to tell the person there I was ready. Then Mama did something I hadn't known about. She had brought a paper bag from the refrigerator in the front office, and she put it in a microwave that had just been moved into the room. About a minute later she told both the girls that I should have a bottle of milk before my nap even if they were getting me ready. And she put some of the milk on their arms so they would know how warm to make it. But then she sent them away because classes were about to start, so they didn't get to watch me as I drank it, at least not today. When they were gone Mama heated it up even more, she said that was because it would cool while we did something else. I was really, really sad and kinda crying about the girls seeing me like that and knowing this stuff but trying hard not to, but Mama held me promised it was all alright and nothing bad really. Then Mama undid her blouse and asked me if I would practice nuzzling so she could make milk soon. And that was the best thing that had happened since I had come in here, and it made me stop crying, and after a while she slipped the bottle between my lips and her breast, and I just kept going like I was doing on her breast to drink it. I was very tired when the bottle was done, and Mama laid me on the bed and put Holly and Howie beside my pillow and a fuzzy blanket over me, and she kissed me, and she pulled some bars out from under the bed and hooked them in place. She reached over and patted my head and said, "Sleep tight, baby Jade," and I did. Chapter X.XV: JB Wakes Up When I woke up it was very dark in the room. There was a little green light from one corner, that was the clock in the microwave, and a pink light from near my head. I had to bend my head way back to see it, and there was a little statue of a pink ballerina, who was slowly spinning around and around on just one toe, and the light came out of her. She was real pretty, and I watched her for a while and realized I must have been dreaming of eating candy from my thumb again because it was in my mouth. I stretched my arms and legs out and noticed that there were bars all around me. The infirmary bed had always had bars on the back and was high at the ends, I thought that was because it was like beds in hospitals, but when Mommy had put the rail up on the other side it was more like a baby crib because the sides went all the way from end to end and were high. And as I lay there it seemed all comphy and safe because I couldn't roll out, and I didn't mind. I did seem to like the baby things more and more, I knew, but I didn't feel like I should at all, and now two people in my grade knew about the diapers and were even going to change me sometime. It was embarrassing, but I was the only one around who seemed to think it was weird -- so maybe it really wasn't. I found the button Mama had told me about and put my finger through the rail and pushed it. Then I pushed it again, and Mama slowly opened the door and came in very quietly. She whispered, "Good morning, sweetheart. Was that a sweet sleep?" I was still kind of groggy so I just stretched and smiled at her. I knew it wasn't morning, she had just said that. She had a baby bottle in her hand and gave it to me. It was juice this time, and I took it right away. Mama pulled my shirt up and rubbed my tummy while I drank it; she didn't take the rail down yet, and said, "Jade, do you think you need to go poo? You should try while you're having your juice and before I change you, or we will have to go and sit on the potty for a while to see if you can go before you start the afternoon." I didn't answer, but I knew I could go if I let myself. I guess Mama thought, since she had to change me anyway, it would be easier if I did two jobs in the diaper. When my juice was about half gone Mama pulled the rail down, and undid my diaper. I reached up and held my nose, but Mama just smiled and said I had done a good job. Just when she had taken my dirty diaper from my bottom Amanda walked in. I said, "Argghhh," but kept my bottle in my mouth. Amanda giggled and said, "Arurughh to you too, JB." Mama said, "Right on time Amanda. Jade slept almost an hour and woke up a few minutes before the end of fifth period. You might have to do most of this a lot. I have a health class this period three days a week, but if she stays on this schedule I'll be able to get things started for you." "That's OK, Ms Marks, I've done this for my little brother before." "I know you have experience. I gave her the bottle first and waited to change her. That gave her time to poop, because she doesn't do that in her sleep often, but if you want you can take her to the potty first instead. This way seems quicker to me though." "OK, I'll do it that way too. But what if JB can't go?" "Let her sit on the potty for at least three minutes after the bottle, OK? Just to make sure; she will need to sometime in the afternoon. About an hour and a half to two hours after each meal seems to be her usual." They were talking about my potty habits! Right in front of me, and about taking me potty. And I realized just then that I had started thinking in words like poo and potty too. Amanda took my dirty diaper from Mama and put it in a special trashcan. Then she said, "May I do it, Ms Marks. So you can see if I do it right." Mommy got up from the bed and said, "OK, Amanda." Amanda had beat Abby at being the first one to clean my dirty bottom, I thought. OH - why worry - they didn't. I just held my legs up and, since my juice was gone, I decided to see if I could taste candy on my toe while I did it. That made Amanda and Mama laugh real loud. Amanda spread the sticky cream around, even right on my hole, but she didn't put her finger inside me like Mama always did, and Mama didn't tell her too. Then she put the oil on me and the powder, both times she rubbed my wiener for about ten seconds or more. Then she asked Mama for a clean diaper. I started to jump up, but Mama said, "No. Most of the time we let our sweetheart wear big girl panties when she is awake." And Amanda slipped the yellow panties with the big flower up my legs and over my bottom. Mama wanted me to change shirts, and I sat up and Amada pointed her finger at me and said, "Stick 'em up," like it was a cowboy show, and when my I did she pulled the yellow shirt over my head, and I had to giggle. Mama gave Amanda a pale green knit shirt, but Amanda saw the bright yellow one with a teddy bear on it that I wouldn't wear last week. She said, "That one is just way cute, Ms Marks. Let's put JB in that." "No!" I said, "It's too babyish." Amanda told me about a seventh grader that wore clothes with teddy bears lots, and wore teddy beat ear rings too, and I pointed out that I was a boy and would get beat up probably. Mama said, "I don't think that would happen any more if you stay with your friends, honey. But Jade has something to do this afternoon, so we better use the green one today, Amanda." I was pretty sure I was going to be wearing the teddy bear real soon. And it didn't seem so terrible an idea now because I had realized it really was cute, but I was scarred about who would see it. Once Amanda had tied my shoes, Mama brushed my hair, and she told me she going to my house to be there when my new furniture came and wouldn't be at school the rest of the day. So I should find my Mommy if anything went wrong. I was going to have PE with Mommy anyway for last period from now on, so that would be easy. When she was done she said, "Do you remember the price for someone cleaning your bottom, Jade?" I reached up and hugged her because I did remember, but she said, "You paid the wrong person. Amanda did all the work today." I bushed - that seems silly at this point, doesn't it? - but went ahead and hugged Amanda, and she kissed me on the cheek while I did it. Amanda walked with me to my new sixth period class, which was at the end of the seventh grade hall, and I said, "Amanda, dosen't everyone think I'm real weird and a freak?" Amanda said, "NO! And you don't ever talk like that, JB. Really!" "But I do so much baby things now. And Mama - Ms Marks - always calls me a girl too, and I don't get that." We stopped in the middle of the hall, and she said, "JB not very many people really know about the bottles or even the nap, only people that like you a lot do, and almost no one would care either. And Ms Marks thinks you might be a girl actually, that's why she calls you that." "But she's seen my -- you know, lots. So have you. I'm not a girl." "Your 'you know' doesn't really mean anything, JB, there are sometimes girls that sort of wind up in boys bodies, and Ms Marks thinks you might be like that." "Huh?? How?" I'd never heard of that. "Wait. I got to make a stop come on in her for a second, You don't mind being later for class do you?" she said, and she led me into a girl's room, and then all the way into the stall with her! She kept talking like my being there was all nothing at all; just regular, "It just happens because their body makes a mistake when it's growing before they are born. I know someone like that." And while she said that she pulled down her skirt, which turned out to really be shorts, and her panties, and I turned around and faced the door, so I wouldn't see. She said, "Oh, that's sweet, JB, but you can turn around. Do you think you might deep down be a girl?" "I like doing all kinds of boy things. I can't be a girl," I said. I figured I was supposed to keep just the normal conversation going, and I could hear her pee splashing while I said that. "And you like doing some girl things. You like those two bears of yours a lot, don't you? (She didn't even know about my dolls.) Maybe you're really a tomboy." "Oh," I said, "that's better than a sissy, guess?" "There's nothing wrong with being a sissy either. My father tells me the only thing that is important is to be who you really are; boy or girl, tomboy or sissy." She stopped talking while she pulled some TP from the roll, then as she wiped she added, "And baby or tough guy too I guess. But I hope you aren't really a tough guy; you are so, so sweet now!" I grinned, and I don't know if that was because of what she had just said, or because she had just stood up, and I saw the little crack between her legs and the hair there (It wasn't a lot of hair and it was short, but I didn't have any at all there.) "You don't really mind the way we treat you do you? Or that Ab and I are going to help you sometimes?" she said as she pulled up her panties (pink and sort of shinny) and then her skirt. I shook my head and she kissed me - again! Then she opened the door to the stall and we went over to the sinks. When she turned on the water I stuck my hands under it, I don't even know why, and she started washing them for me, and while she did that I kissed her cheek; I don't know why, but she had kissed me a bunch now. She giggled and said, "Let me show you something," and she put her lips on my cheek and said, "Mummuaa!" without really kissing, but made my cheek wetter than a real kiss. "That's a baby kiss; now you give me one." I did, and she giggled and the bathroom door open, and another girl came in. I tried to jump into a stall and hide, but Amanda grabbed me. She said, "Hi, Cindy. I've been hoping to see one of you guys." I guess she meant a seventh grader on the volleyball team because I recognized the girl from practice now, and we were on the seventh grade hall. "Hi, Mandy. Hi, JB!" she smiled when she noticed me, but added, "Just a second, Ms Burns wouldn't let me out 'til I begged her." She was already in the stall with the door close before she finished speaking. And then I heard a splash and a loud fart. "Sorry," Cindy said from behind the closed door, "I ate the Chili Mac. What's up?" Amanda said, "I've been looking for some one to get JB from the remedial math room and take him to the girl's gym at the end of this period. I could try, but my Science teacher is getting perturbed at me being late so much." "Yeah, I can do that. I'm next door in Science now and will be heading to Home Ec." "Great," Amanda said, "he needs to go to Coach E, all right?" The door to the stall opened, and Cindy said, "Ahh, I feel better! OK, see you just after the bell, JB." "Bye, we got to go," Amanda said. I waved because I hadn't been able to get a word in while they were talking about me like I was a little kid, and then I realized that was an even baby-er thing to do. But - oh - so what.