Scissors Sisters. 6
List of Characters.
Me. Peter.
Susan. (Susie) My mother.
Grandma My granny.
Aunty Pauline My mother's twin sister.
Charlotte My younger sister. (By one year)
Persephone & Stephanie My youngest twin sisters. (By 3 years.)
Emily & Judith My twin cousins. (2 days younger
than me.)
Janice Grandma's live in maid.
At age eleven we three 'girls' sat our 'high school' exams and passed
with flying colours. Several others in our class passed including our
friend Sandra and the boys, Alan Powel and David Pickering my best
friend amongst the boys. When we 'went up' to the grammar school (which
fortunately were mixed in our part of the country,) we already formed a
group of about nine children in a class of thirty. This served my needs
well for it meant I had a sympathetic ring of friends and acquaintances
who supported me in the classroom. Things were very different in the
playground though. Within a day, the older children knew my condition
and natural curiosity occasionally turned to teasing and bullying.
Fortunately my long blond curls and utterly girly appearance prevented
the boys from treating me as a boy so I was spared the fights and
violence that often accompanied a new boy's life as new pecking orders
and regimes were established in the high-school playgrounds. I spent my
time mixing with the girls and this prevented any of the old abuses like
skirt lifting. The older girls were very conscious of this and moved
quickly to stop any such assaults. Furthermore the older boys acted as
maintainers of good order if only to be seen as 'good guys' by any girls
they fancied. However the girls were curious too, especially the middle
year girls aged twelve, thirteen and fourteen who were on the threshold
of puberty and sexual awareness.
They would ask amongst themselves, 'What is this strange creature
amongst us that started as a boy and now appears as a girl?'
Of course the natural location for any 'investigations' were in the
toilets and I had to make sure that my friends were always with me when
I went to pee. It wasn't always possible though and on a couple of
occasions, early on, some older girls caught me alone. Fortunately it
was more a case of curiosity and after a check inside my knickers to
confirm the rumours they tended to accept the status quo.
One of the first teachers I grew to like was our gym mistress, Miss
Forsythe. She had obviously studied my school file and when our class
first changed for Gym; she took me aside and discussed everything.
"D'you want to change in my office or are you happy in the changing
rooms?" she asked.
"It's OK in the changing room but I'd like you to be there. If only to
explain in case any of the other girls get upset."
"Well that's very thoughtful Petra, at least your showing the
consideration that a girl would show. So what shall I say if any of the
other girls are upset?"
"Well my cousins Judith and Emily will be there to help explain as well
as Sandra Davies, and Melanie Broadbent. They were all with me in
junior school. If they are really doubtful and want to be certain, I'll
be prepared to let them see that I really don't have a penis and that I
cannot hurt them. But I'd want you there."
"Oh I don't think it will sink to that, but thanks for being so helpful.
Come on then, let's go and get you changed."
As we stepped into the changing rooms Miss Forsythe turned again to me.
"I've read your school report from junior school. You're good at
football. Are you going to play football with the boys or change over
to hockey with the girls?"
"I'd like to play football, if Mr Smith the Gym Master agrees. I've got
both kits though, Soccer and Field Hockey. Mummy wasn't sure," I
replied.
"Well that's thoughtful. I'll speak to him while your changing. Stay
close to the door and use that bench."
As I started to undress I heard her talking to Mr Smith outside in the
corridor. There was a brief chuckle and Miss Forsythe reappeared.
"Mr Smith says if you're happy to play amongst the boys, he's ok with
it. He'll be refereeing the game so there's no opportunity for any
mischief."
I smiled gratefully and picked my soccer togs out of my bag. I saw the
look of disappointment on Judith and Emily's faces for they had been
hoping I would join them. My prowess with a ball also translated to
hockey and they had bee itching to show off my skills on the field.
They had told all the girls I was a whiz at hockey and we would easily
beat the other class.
Miss Forsythe noticed the disappointment and spoke to our class.
"I'm sorry Girls, but for now, I think it's best for Petra to play
amongst the boys. The other girl's class might complain and say you've
got a boy on your team. That would complicate things. Petra will have
to play with the boys. At least then she can't be accused of cheating."
There was a long sigh of disappointment and the girls trooped out to the
hockey pitches. I followed immediately and joined Mr Smith as he was
just starting to explain the set up. Unlike the girls, he selected the
teams from the alphabetical class lists. I saw some of the boys from
other junior schools frowning when they learned that they had 'a girl!'
playing for them but I caught David Pickering's smile. He knew better.
Within five minutes, I had scored the first goal and cheers mixed with
surprised looks as the other boys from other local junior schools
realised that their 'girl' was a real asset. By half time I had my hat
trick and Mr Smith had to put me in defence to avoid my team winning a
whitewash. Even in defence I was able to shine but I did not have the
stature to throw myself around in the tackles. I came off the field
bruised and sore but that was my normal condition. The boys slapped me
on the back and I retreated towards the girl's changing rooms as Mr
Smith spoke to Miss Forsythe. Just as I was about to enter the changing
rooms I heard Mr Smith talking to Miss Forsythe. I wasn't supposed to
hear.
"She's a natural Betty. (Betty was Miss Forsythe's given name.) Give
her a couple couple of years and she'll be representing the school."
"At football or hockey," chuckled Miss Forsythe as she turned and caught
me eves dropping.
"Hey! Get into those showers young lady. Big ears can get you into
trouble!"
In the changing rooms I stripped quickly and unthinkingly stepped naked
towards the showers. As I did all the girls heads turned as one as
curiosity overcame them. Judith, Emily and Sandra wagged their heads as
they saw my bruises and cuts but all the other girls were staring
straight at my stumpy. After a deafening silence the girls all started
babbling at once until Miss Forsythe appeared.
"Stop all this nonsense at once! Quickly now, get showered all of you."
The babbling stopped and the girls quickly trotted into the shower
cubicles. When I came limping out of my cubicle, Miss Forsythe was
waiting for me.
"My Gosh Petra!" You're bruised all over. Do you always play that
rough?"
"They all do miss," I replied.
"D'you want a plaster for that cut on your shin?"
I looked down to notice it still bleeding and realised it would stain my
white knee socks. I nodded bashfully and she nodded towards my seat on
the changing bench.
"Wait there a moment."
She returned with the first aid kit and I stretched out my leg as she
applied the plaster. In the process she got a good look at my stumpy
and 'left-overs' but she said nothing. The other girls also took a
second opportunity to check me out but Miss Forsythe was a canny woman.
The more I tried to hide it, the more curious the other girls would
become. Better to let them get it out of their systems early. Whilst
keeping a watchful eye for any unsavoury interest, she let the girls
briefly indulge their curiosity. I hesitated briefly and stood naked
before I stepped into my knickers and assumed my natural girl identity.
It gave every girl a chance to make certain that there wasn't the
slightest whisper or threat of a penis.
My first hurdle had been cleared.
After that ordeal was over, things settled down in my class.
Occasionally I had issues in the yard with other classes, but by and
large I managed to make it through the first year to aged twelve with
few problems. Sadly for me however the other girls were growing all the
time and with that growth of course, came puberty.
At the end of that first year both Judith and Emily were beginning to
develop little buds under their bras and I felt strangely jealous. One
night when we slept together, because we had pulled our beds together,
we experimented with Judith's nipples and she giggled then squirmed with
delight when I touched them. She showed me how to gently brush my
fingers against the soft silky cups of her new nightie and she gasped
with delight.
"Gosh! Is it really that nice."
"Ooh! Mmmm. It's lovely. It sends funny fluttering feelings down to
my clitty." (Judith now knew the correct term for her clitoris, thanks
to the sex education lessons.)
I paused thoughtfully for we had had several sex education lessons and
what I learned distressed me. I wondered if I would ever be able to
have nice feelings in my stumpy and I gently brought Judith's fingers
down to the support panel on my panties. She felt my stumpy turn into a
stiff little bud and she giggled softly.
"You get stiffies. Do they feel any different?"
I twitched sensuously and humped against her fingers. Judith recognised
my actions as the 'up and down' motions described in the sex lessons and
she sighed wistfully.
"If you had a stiffy now, you could put it in me."
"But I haven't. That's the whole point."
"Well it's hard. Would you like to rub my clitty with it?"
"D'you want me to?" I asked, unsure why she should particularly ask for
that.
We had often rubbed our ticklies together before going to sleep for it
was always just a very intimate and pleasant sensation. I was pleased
that Judith seemed particularly keen to do it tonight and she seemed to
be getting excited.
"Go on! Do it, she pleaded."
Thus encouraged, we adopted the usual arrangement, where she lay on top
and spread her legs whilst I pushed my stiff little nubbin between the
lips around her vagina. Then she adjusted her position and located it
precisely against her clitty. For a while we savoured the pleasures
then something very strange happened. Judith became very excited and
started rubbing her clitty urgently against my stiff little stumpy. She
became quite excited about something and started making strange little
sounds as she furiously pushed her clitty against my stiff little nubbin
that was my stumpy.
"What are you doing?" I gasped nervously.
"Just keep doing that!" she gasped.
"Doing what?" I begged.
"Keep pushing your stumpy like that. It feels really good!"
I hadn't realised that I was humping my stumpy against Judith's clitty,
but she had. Now she was determined to keep me 'humping' as she felt
really strange feelings spreading through her body. For a moment she
hesitated then resumed humping even more furiously as whatever was
happening seemed to be creeping up on her like some monumental
earthquake.
Like her, I hesitated nervously because I had never seen Judith get as
excited as this before, and I wasn't even tickling her She squealed her
protest about my having stopped.
"Don't stop! Don't stop! Keep going! Oooh-oo! Don't stop!"
"What's wrong with you?" I cried.
"Nothing! Nothing! Ooooh this is nice! Keep going!"
I was becoming nervous but Judith seemed adamant. 'Keep going!' and
'aaahh! and don't stop!' seemed to be the only things she could say.
Suitable chastened, I kept pushing as much as I could until suddenly,
Judith let out a wail of, - well I didn't know what to make of it, 'was
it pain?' I wondered or was it something else. Whatever it was, Judith
seemed frantic and just kept on humping and pushing as she forced her
clitty hard against my stumpy. She wailed and squealed several more
times then finally started to calm down until eventually she slumped
onto my prostrate form and told me to stop pushing. I thought she had
had some sort of attack and lay terrified underneath her as I felt her
heart thundering away.
The thumping heart convinced me she had had a heart attack and I moved
to go and get Mummy. Judith immediately gripped me with her legs.
"Where are you going?" she demanded, breathlessly.
"To get mummy. I think you've just had a heart attack."
"Don't be daft. I know what I've just had."
"What?" I asked, for reassurance.
"I've just had an org, - an orgasm. You know, those things they told us
in sex education!"
For a moment I lay silent, not sure what to say then I remembered that
the teacher had told us orgasms felt really nice. I opened my eyes to
look at Judith who was still lying on top of me with her head on my
shoulder as her heart thundered away.
"Was it nice?" I asked.
"Ssshh," he scolded me. "Don't talk just yet! I'm enjoying it."
I fell silent, not knowing what to do. Then I felt my stumpy getting
wet. For a moment I thought I had peed myself but then I realised it
wasn't me.
"Have you wet yourself?" I asked Judith.
"Mmm. Wha-? Oh shit! That's cos I've come. I've wet my panties.
It's my love juices!"
She scrambled off me and dashed to the bathroom. I heard the bidet
splashing and then she emerged again with clean panties.
We finally cuddled together and Judith soon fell into a deep sleep. I
however was left hanging and wondering if I would ever be able to have
what Judith had just had.
In the morning, Judith seemed particularly pleased with herself and
hummed contentedly as we prepared for school. Even Grandma noticed her
happy mood. As we waited for the high-school bus, she whispered to
Emily and Emily smiled knowingly at me. I knew immediately what had
been said and felt a little angry that Judith had betrayed our secrets.
In school however, the other girls didn't give away any signs that they
knew. Obviously Judith had only revealed her secret to her twin sister.
When we got home I managed to get Emily on her own and demanded to know
what Judith had said. Emily grinned knowingly.
"She said your helped her have an orgasm. She came."
"Is that all?" I demanded.
"What else is there?" she replied.
I fell silent. There had been nothing else. Despite the delights of
sharing my bed with Judith nothing it seemed could or ever would happen
between us. Emily recognised my despondency.
"You couldn't even get to first base with her."
"I can't even get on the team!" I confessed. "It's hopeless."
Of course, what I hadn't realised was that puberty came later to boys.
My body wasn't even ready for sexual pleasures even if I'd had a penis.
Emily gave me a hug then kissed me.
"Can you give me an orgasm tonight?"
"But that wouldn't be right!" I cried. "Judith's my girlfriend."
"I spoke to her in school. She says it felt so good that it's only fair
that I should have an orgasm because I'm her identical twin. She says
we should share and share alike."
I fell silent. Then I had another thought.
"What will mummy and Aunty Pauline say?"
"They needn't know. We're identical twins. We can easily pass for each
other."
"But, it's wrong. There's private stuff between us," I persisted. "Are
you sure Judith has agreed to this?"
"Ask her yourself. There she is, coming down the path with Grandma."
As soon as I was able I spoke to Judith. She nodded her approval but
threatened me with all sorts of dreadful fates if I told Emily any of
our bedtime secrets.
"Yeah. I thought that was the catch. She's bound to be curious."
"Well just keep shtum!" demanded Judith.
"I'll try," I grinned.
Judith thumped me and we started wrestling on the bed. Emily heard the
rumpus so she came in and decided to help her sister. Within moments
they had me helpless on the bed and were tickling me into a frenzy of
giggles. As she straddled me to keep me trapped, I felt my stumpy
getting hard and so did Emily.
"Hey Sis!" squealed Emily. "She's getting a stiffy. I can feel it!"
"Ooooh!" smiled Judith. "So who's a horny girl? Let's see."
They checked my panties as I squirmed helplessly then Emily let out a
squeak of pleasure.
"Can you give me an orgasm now?" she urged.
"Uh. I don't think so," I protested. "It's kind of a private thing."
"Ooooh! Who's a shy girl then?" challenged Emily.
"Ahhh. Come on Petra," encouraged Judith. "I'll help if you want."
"How?" I argued.
"I'll help with stroking Emily's nipples. She says hers are sensitive
like mine now. It'll be easy."
"Yeah. They are. Look I'm growing as well see."
She slipped off her blouse then unclipped her bra to reveal the same
nascent swellings under her nipples as her sister Judith had grown.
There was no doubt that Emily was every bit as advanced as Judith. I
capitulated. We all stripped to our bras and panties then Emily resumed
her position astride of my thighs as Judith instructed her how to locate
by clitoris directly onto my hard little nubbin.
"Now sort of locate her nubbin between the lips of your vagina then
press your clitty against her nubbin through your panties. The silky
panties make it easier to slide your clitty against her stumpy."
Emily wriggled deliciously and I lay back with a smile, as my stumpy
grew stiff. Then Emily gave a little squeak of satisfaction.
"Ooh That's it. I've got it. Mmm that' feels really nice. Tickle my
titties."
I reached up obediently and slowly caressed her stiff little nipples
under the soft satiny cups of her bra. Emily soon began gasping and
wriggling as I felt the urge to hump my hips upwards.
Judith leaned forward and whispered into Emily's ear.
"Can you feel anything?"
"Yes!" gasped Emily. "When she tickles my titties, it sort of sends
waves, all the way down to my clitty. Oooh! That's just so good."
With Judith's knowledgeable assistance I soon helped Emily arrive at a
comparable orgasm to the one Judith had enjoyed the previous night. The
problem was that now Judith wanted to indulge again. It seems that
orgasms are as addictive to healthy thirteen-year-old girls as crack
cocaine. My cousins decided that orgasms were definitely the way to go
and they decided to share my bed that very night.
We finished our homework amidst a shared tension and I watched enviously
as my cousin's kept twitching licentiously while their hands kept
dropping below the table and their breaths came in short eager gasps.
Oh how I wished I could somehow have an orgasm!
My sisters somehow got through supper and watched television for a
sufficiently long enough time to avert any suspicions then finally they
drifted slowly up to my bedroom under the pretence of going to
experiment with make up.
Oh they were experimenting all right but it was not makeup!
After watching some soccer and helping bath the twins, I finally
declared that I was bushed and was going up for a shower. When I
entered my bedroom I was not surprised to find Emily and Judith waiting
expectantly in my bed.
"I'm going for a shower," I declared.
"Well be quick. We need you."
I showered in no particular hurry but soon the girls were knocking on
the shower door.
"Come on Petra! We want you," cried Emily.
They almost dragged me out of the shower and dabbed me dry in double
quick time before selecting a pair of panties with a particularly silky,
soft, satiny support panel.
Once in bed, they wasted no time in exciting my stumpy into a stiff
little nubbin then using me to relieve themselves. After sighing and
squealing with delight, they finally assuaged their needs and sandwiched
me between their soft girly curves. I twisted sensuously between their
soft ripe curves and savoured their heavenly embrace.
'Gosh!' I thought, 'my cousins seemed to be getting sort of softer and
squidgier.'
As I savoured their embrace I couldn't resist gently squeezing Judith's
bum and she sighed softly then whispered 'again, do that again' Almost
immediately, Emily demanded to know what I had done and Judith giggled.
"Petra just squeezed my bum. It feels so nice."
"Do it to me as well," demanded Emily.
To avert any jealousy, I reached back and gently stroked Emily's bum
before giving her a similar squeeze. She sighed then cutched up to me
and finally fell asleep.
In the morning, Mummy found us together and smiled knowingly. It was
Saturday so we didn't have to get up for school and she didn't have to
go to work. We anticipated an easy day. Judith and Emily decided to go
swimming with Charlotte and the younger twins but I wanted a chat with
mummy. Mummy sensed that I had something on my mind and nodded sagely
when I declined the invitation to go swimming.
As soon as the house was empty mummy sat me down for a chat.
"So. What's troubling you?"
At first I was reluctant to say much. I didn't really know where to
start.
"Mummy, why do nipples make girls, - you know, - horny?"
"Oh. So when did you discover this?" Smiled mummy.
"It's Judith and Emily. They're growing titties and their nipples are
ever so sensitive."
"Yes darling. Haven't you learned about this in your sex education
lessons?"
"Well most of it. I know about the puberty thing and periods and stuff,
but I'll never have those."
"No of course you won't. Inside your still a boy."
"I know. That's what makes it worse. I would so love to be able to
have nipples and titties like Judith and Emily. It gives them so much
fun."
"And how do you know? As if I need to ask," asked Mummy knowingly.
"Well. Last night. Emily had an orgasm."
"Oh! And how would you know?"
I hesitated nervously. Not sure just how much I should tell. I decided
to tell some of the truth.
"Well. They use me."
"Use you?" Countered Mummy as her eyebrows raised.
"Uhhm, - yes! They get me to brush their nipples through their bras or
nighties and that seems to make their clit, - their, -"
"Go on young lady," encouraged Mummy.
"Well, it seems to make their clitorises get all ticklish and they
eventually have orgasms."
"Oh really! Well you have been a busy little trio haven't you?"
I sensed the censure in Mummy's voice and cringed nervously.
"Is it wrong for me to help them? I mean should they only do it between
themselves."
This question perplexed Mummy. For I was actually asking her if it was
more correct for Judith and Emily to indulge in Lesbian sex instead of a
heterosexual m?nage-a-trois. Mummy fell silent for long seconds.
"Would it be better if I had sensitive nipples and breasts as well?"
Mummy looked at me and frowned.
"Why. Is that what you want?"
"If it makes my stumpy have orgasms, then yes. Judith and Emily love
them!"
Mummy sat silent again for another interminable period and I became
restless.
"Well?" I pressed.
She stared into my eyes with concern written deep and licked her lower
lip anxiously.
"D'you want to be a girl Petra?"
"Well, I am a girl," I replied, "well sort of. I like girly clothes."
"Yes but, - well I mean, do you want to be like a real girl, you know, a
vagina and breasts and curves. All that."
I had often considered this but always rejected it. I wanted to marry
Judith and give her babies and the doctor had definitely said that this
would be possible. I suspected I knew how (Turkey Baster style.) but
until I reached puberty, I would never be certain. I knew that somehow,
Judith would have to get my sperm inside her vagina.
What I wanted was to grow like a girl and reach puberty earlier to have
orgasms. I also was fairly certain that in a year or two, I was going
to grow all hairy and big like a boy and this I definitely didn't want.
The girls would never accept me if I was big and muscular. I liked
girl's company and wanted to keep it and share girl's secrets. I
explained to Mummy what I really wanted.
"I want to be able to make babies but look like a girl."
"What? You mean breasts and curves, rounded hips and small shoulders."
"Yes, but still be able to make babies for Judith."
Mummy frowned uncertainly.
"I'm not sure if that's possible. We'll have to speak to your
specialist."
"Can you I asked hopefully."
"Well it's more up to you than me. Are you sure about this?"
"Yes. Definitely."
"You'll have to give up playing football with the boys. They'll grow
bigger and stronger and faster than you. Girls just can't compete with
boys in those sorts of sports."
I considered this and frowned. I loved football, but there was always
the opportunity to play girl's hockey. Even If I couldn't play in
proper tournaments and leagues, at least I could play in casual games on
public parks and things. One way or another, I'd get to play ball
games. I sighed and accepted Mummy's observations. She smiled but I
couldn't mistake the regret in her eyes.
"Well, I'll see what can be done." She sighed. "I'll also speak to
Grandma about it. She's usually pretty wise about these things.
I kissed Mummy by way of saying thank you then disappeared up to my
bedroom and the computer.
On the Internet I had found a medical site explaining about
transsexualism and 'she-males' and I called my mummy up to show her.
"See. She's got breasts and a penis. And it's erect."
Mummy looked a little shocked at first but managed to contain her
feelings and we searched further through the site.
"There's a lot of information on here," she observed.
I nodded agreement although I did not understand all the medical terms
for drugs and chemicals.
"It's all about endocrinology," I added.
"Well that's who we will have to speak to. Are you really serious about
this?"
"Yes. I don't want to suddenly have to mix with the boys. There's
still the toilet thing and having to tutty down."
Mummy printed out several pages of information and I left to go and play
football with the rest of the village boys. They had long become
accustomed to me playing in a hockey skirt down on the village green
beside the church. After the light faded, we chatted about the village
girls and David Pickering wondered if I would put a good word in with
Charlotte.
"She's my sister," I warned him, "you'd better not upset her."
He fell silent then as the other boys gradually disbursed to their homes
and we chatted alone as we strolled home.
"Petra, you should know because you're sort of both sides of the fence.
What sort of boys do girls like?"
"Well they don't like boys who try to lift their skirts and tug their
knickers. They don't like boys who show off or try to put them down."
"Do they like gentle boys?"
"They like boys to be gentle with girls but not necessarily gentle when
they are playing football or something."
"What does Charlotte like?"
"Gosh! I dunno'! I've never asked her. D'you like Charlotte?"
"Yeah. Could you organise a date with her?"
"Crikey Dave! She's not Godzilla. You can ask her yourself. She can
only say yes or no."
"She might say no."
"So try another girl."
I realised I hadn't been very fair to David. He was OK at football
though not good enough to make any of the school teams, and he was a
nice guy who never seemed to get involved in arguments or fights but he
was a bit awkward with girls.
I knew that the girls in our class didn't really think much of him. In
fact I don't think they really noticed him. He was good at science
though and one of the best in his year with computers. I know several
girls often asked him for help in I.T., but they didn't extend that
goodwill to any relationships. David wasn't a nerd, but he just seemed
to move around in the background of the class and not get involved much.
He was really a bit shy.
He pressed again to get me to ask Charlotte if she was interested and I
finally capitulated. Then he chatted about me and the other girls.
"What do the girls really think about you?" He pressed.
"I dunno'. They don't attack me or leave me out of things. I suppose
it's because Judith and I are close."
"What about Sandra? Judith's other friend."
"We get along fine. Sandra's got her eyes on, - well, - that would be
telling wouldn't it. Those are girl secrets and that's why I'm allowed
to be one of the girls, by the girls. I don't betray their feelings or
secrets."
"Yeah. I suppose so. Remember me to Charlotte."
We parted at the street junction and I strolled home alone to find
everybody at home preparing dinner. I pitched in to finish my chores
then went upstairs to chat with Judith while the food was cooking.
"You'll never guess what," I told her.
"What?"
"David Pickering wants to fix up a date with Charlotte."
"Crickey. He's a bit of a dark horse isn't he?" smiled Judith.
"Why?"
"Well have you noticed your younger sister these days?"
"Well, I know she's pretty but I would say that, she's my sister."
"Charlotte's the toast of the juniors," squealed Judith. "Every boy
wants to get into her pants. Her tits are as good as Emily's and mine!"
"I don't think David likes her because of her tits. He's not that kind
of a guy. There are three pairs of bigger tits in our class and he
hasn't made a pass at any of those girls."
"Yeah. I suppose your right. I don't suppose he is. Have you told
Charlotte?"
"I'm going to mention it to her after dinner. Forewarned and all that
stuff."
"Yeah. She'll feel really honoured to have an older boy interested in
her."
"But David's not that much of a catch," I observed. "He's just too
shy."
"Still, It'll do Charlotte's ego a power of good." Countered Judith.
Come on lets go down and tell her, he's keen."
After dinner, we surprised Charlotte and she seemed quite keen. Judith
was elected to act as go between.
The following weekend David and Charlotte had a date in the mall. My
gosh! Judith was good at organising that sort of stuff.
A week later Mummy had a surprise for me.
"You're not going to school today. We've got an appointment to see an
endocrinologist. I've spoken to the headmaster."
"Is this about, - you know, girly stuff?" I asked hopefully.
Mummy nodded and added, "Normally, they would expect you to reach
puberty and live as a woman for another two years, but you've already
lived as a girl for over five years so there's no contest. They're also
curious to follow your progress. You'll be a guinea pig, a laboratory
rat."
"Ugh! I won't sprout two heads, will I?" I grinned.
Mummy smiled.
"Don't be silly. It's just that you're still young and not yet
pubescent. The medical team want to see how your body responds.
Apparently, if you want to keep a male function, that is produce sperm,
then it's a very tricky thing. I think they're even keener than you are
about this. Apparently it'll help them a lot."
I fell silent. If this worked, I'd be the happiest girl in the world!
We spent all day at the hospital and I learned that I would have to
attend every month so that they could closely monitor my progress.
The endocrinologist was a pretty young woman and I fell for her hook
line and sinker. As she and the other doctors took batteries of tests
and samples, she explained to me as best as I could understand. By the
end of the session I was pretty well clued up on hormones, sexuality and
puberty.
Whilst I was starting my treatment, Charlotte became enamoured of David.
Naturally, we two older cousins and sister had to assist David because
he was a remarkably shy introspective boy. Little hints and snippets of
advice were liberally given and thankfully received. However we were
delighted to see Charlotte gradually draw him out while David's divorced
mother was delighted, and not a little relieved to learn that her only
child was interested in girls. She had been getting concerned about his
shy retiring ways. We all met one Saturday several months later in the
local market town and his mother enthused about how good for David,
Charlotte was. My mother also added that had it not been for David's
gentle ways, Charlotte might have gone off the rails and fallen in with
a wilder crowd. Their relationship was to take them right up to
university where they both read sciences.
When we met, David's mother stared at me then turned to mummy and
frowned nervously.
"Is this your Petra? The b' -." She hesitated, unsure how to proceed.
I smiled with the commensurate degree of shyness and replied softly to
avert her embarrassment.
"Yes I am Mrs Pickering."
"Gosh. You're turning into a lovely lass. I'd never have believed it.
I can see where Charlotte gets her looks now."
I grinned and nodded towards my mother and Aunty Pauline.
"Uh, I think Charlotte gets them from these two."
"Well yes of course, but you're a bonny lass. Who'd have ever thought?"
I thanked her one more time and left her chatting to my mother and Aunty
while we girls took off shopping.
I needed some new bras because to my delight, I was staring to grow soft
sensitive swellings. In the changing rooms we giggled with delight as
we compared titties and made our selections.
When I came out, our mothers were still chatting and Mrs Pickering gaped
with undisguised astonishment at the swellings under my summer top.
Obviously my mother had been explaining things but Mrs Pickering still
found it hard to reconcile the facts with the evidence.
"Why Petra! I do believe you're catching your cousins up."
Again I smiled shyly for whilst I was ecstatic with my development, I
was still a little self-conscious. As we sat sharing tea and cakes,
David appeared with another boy who was not from our school. He was a
really nice looking piece of 'eye candy' and looked really good in his
summer shorts.
David had only eyes for Charlotte but nobody could fail to notice the
other boy's eyes wandering salaciously as he studied the other three
apparently 'available titbits'. I felt his gaze land on my chest and
stay there and the feeling was nice but a little invasive. We three
girls smiled knowingly as David's friend remained standing and striving
to take a sly peek down our bras. Eventually we tired of the game so
Emily shifted along the seat and invited him to sit beside her. His
eagerness betrayed his interest but it was broad daylight on a Saturday
morning so there was no risk. He squeezed in and Judith and I grinned
as we noticed Emily deliberately letting him squeeze up tight to her
butt.
"So what's your name then?" Teased Emily.
"Nigel," replied the boy.
"D'you want a coffee or milk shake or something?" offered Emily.
"Oh! Yes please. But I've spent my allowance. David and I were in the
science shop. I lent him my last quid."
"Never mind, I'll get it," offered Emily.
"Thanks. I'll pay you back."
"Oh. When?"
"Next Saturday. You'll be here won't you?"
Emily exchanged a sly smile with Judith and then made to stand up and
slide past Nigel to get the drinks. As she stood up, she squeezed
between him and the table and then pushed her rounded butt into his
face. For a brief second Nigel's nose disappeared up into the cleft of
Emily's flimsy summer frock and we grinned, as he turned crimson. He
tried to play the gentleman and turned his face aside straight into
Judith and my grins.
It was only then that he realised Emily's move had been quite
deliberate. As she stepped away to buy the drinks, Nigel turned to us.
"I'm sorry, I should have stood up and let her through. She didn't give
me time."
Judith grinned.
"If she tries it coming back. Pinch her bum. She fancies you."
His eyes widened nervously but he lost his nerve. As Emily returned
with six milk shakes, instead of letting her repeat her little game, he
stood and made room for her.
Judith and I exchanged glances. The boy was OK. A slob might have
taken us at our word and remained seated then pinched Emily's bum as she
struggled to get past. That of course would have sent the drinks flying
and warned everybody off Nigel.
Emily exchanged glances with Judith and I as we gave our secret sign to
declare that the boy was OK. He had passed one of our tests. Safe in
this knowledge, Emily pressed her silky panty-hosed leg against his bare
legs and the boy smiled contentedly. He and Emily had 'clicked'.
When David returned with Charlotte we handed on some tips for him to
pass to Nigel. Judith, always the leader, got him aside briefly.
"Your friend Nigel."
"Yes. What about him?"
"He's OK. Emily likes him but give him a bit of advice."
"What's that?" asked a slightly perplexed David.
"Ask him to talk to our faces not our tits."
David had the decency to be embarrassed but he smiled and nodded as he
left with his mother and Nigel.
Naturally, we learned on the grapevine that David's mother had laughed
when David told Nigel this advice in the car. During the week, David's
mummy had met my mummy in town when we were coming back from the
doctor's.
"Well you could have knocked me down with a feather, my David of all
people, giving advice to another boy about how to handle girls. I
nearly crashed the car through laughing when he said it. When I spoke
to him about it he told me that your Judith had told him. Still, it was
nice of Judith to make it obvious. Your girls are a breath of fresh air
around here. Well, that's two boys who've learned to be a bit more
genteel. By the way, Nigel's mum is pleased with developments she asked
me to ask you if your girls would like to come around to a barbeque at
their house next Saturday?"
Mummy turned to me and raised a questioning eyebrow. I replied eagerly,
"I'm sure we'd love to. I'll just check with my cousins."
A quick mobile phone call confirmed our agreement and we separated
happily. In the car Mummy grinned.
"Well, you girls are getting quite popular."
"Emily says that Nigel's family have got a swimming pool," I replied
happily. "I'll be able to show off my new bathing suit."
"Yes, and your new figure young lady. You just be careful now, not all
boys are as nice as David and Nigel."
"I've only got eyes for Judith Mummy. You know that."
Mummy smiled. The fact that Judith and my relationship was showing
every sign of enduring and even strengthening gave both her and Grandma
hopes that they would see a grandson through a paternal connection.
Grandma had old-fashioned Sallic ideas and she believed that inheritance
should pass through the male line. She had a lot of 'family tradition'
invested in me but in those days I was too young to understand. Grandma
you see, was not Mummy and Aunty Pauline's mummy, she was my daddy's
mummy. Aunty Pauline had married daddy's cousin who was grandma's
nephew. Such were the relationships in small village communities. It
wasn't technically called inbreeding but it was perilously close and
that is why twins really ran deep in my family on both sides!
Really my generation was the first generation to travel further abroad
and inadvertently improve the mix of the gene pool. So technically
grandma was my real grandmother while she was Judith and Emily's great
aunt.
However, Judith's grandma had been my grandmother's identical twin
sister so Grandma was known to all of us children as 'Grandma'. What a
web my antecedents wove! It's a wonder we weren't all born with six
fingers or something. However on the other side of the argument,
Village life proved very enjoyable to young children. Everybody knew
each other and in many cases they were related one way or another.
This family set up therefore reinforced Grandma's determination to
somehow make sure that a child was born of my loins to perpetuate
Grandma's family name and inherit the family estate.
Oh! I also forgot to mention, and I did not know it during my
childhood. If grandma's brother died without an heir, then I stood to
inherit a minor title. Grandma and her brother did not get on because
my great uncle was reputed to be gay. If this was true, then I was a
sure-fire bet to inherit. Grandma was convinced that my transvestism
was somehow connected to some sort of 'bad blood' in the family and
Great Uncle Mortimer's homosexuality was the same 'bad blood'!
Even the efforts of my endocrinologist and psychiatrist could not
persuade Grandma that transvestism was not connected to homosexuality.
It was only my apparently persistent and determined relationship with
Judith that gradually convinced grandma that I was actually
heterosexual. She still had problems reconciling my heterosexuality
with my transvestism but as I grew up demonstrating my deep and abiding
affection for Judith, (which was returned with equal intensity by
Judith,) Grandma slowly came to terms.
By the time I was going on thirteen and demonstrating a sexual interest
in Judith, Grandma had reconciled her prejudices to her hopes for
lineage. This was expressed just after my thirteenth birthday one night
as Judith and I indulged in our usual nocturnal delights.
Judith was trying on a new baby-doll nightie that she had bought that
Saturday afternoon. After slipping it over her shoulders, she was
behaving in a very provocative way wiggling her delicious butt and
shaking her frilly matching panties.
"D'you like it?" She giggled.
"Oooh yess!" I squealed. "It's delightful. D'you think I should get
one?"
"It's too late today. But the fair is open tomorrow because it's the
Candelmass fair."
"Oooh! Goody! We can go back to the stall tomorrow."
This agreed we tumbled into bed and cuddled up as Judith wrapped her
soft sensuous legs around mine. Sunday found the pair of us
accompanying Emily back to the same market stall.
"Look! There they are hanging up on that rack, see."
My eyes fell upon the baby-doll nighties and the stallholder took them
down for our inspection. There were only two left in the same design
and we really took to them. The panties were just so divine and covered
in frills. It was the frills on Judith's panties that had so tickled my
stumpy that previous night. Of the remaining sets one was pink and the
other pale blue. The stallholder smiled as we debated the colours.
Emily was just so set on the pink set and that meant I would be left
with the pale blue one.
"Well girls. Have you decided?" he pressed, eager to complete a sale.
Judith was elected as the arbiter and she used the utmost good sense.
"Emily, you take the pink set because you don't always sleep with us and
you Petra take the blue set. Then it's pink for a girl and blue for a
boy. Is that OK?"
We nodded happily but the stallholder nearly fell off the box he had
stood on to reach the baby-dolls down. He gaped stupidly as he found
his voice.
"What d'you mean, the blue one for the boy?"
Judith savoured the moment because we didn't care if anybody from the
fair found out I was biologically a boy. The stallholder was a complete
stranger and would be gone by Tuesday. Judith explained.
"Oh yes! Petra's a boy, but she's our cousin and she lives as a girl."
The stallholder's eyes nearly popped out of his head as he stared at us.
"So which one is, - is Petra!"
I put up my hand to shoulder height and gave a little girly wave.
"Me!"
He stared at me and shook his head.
"What, you're really a boy?"
I nodded as he finally recovered his composure then wrapped up the baby
dolls while Emily handed over the money. Then like any good salesman he
had a brain wave as he studied us intently and recognised the close
similarities.
"Are you triplets or something?" he smiled eagerly.
"Eh, no, cousins." Confirmed Judith.
"But you're girls, or at least you live as girls."
We all nodded and he clapped his hands.
"I can do you a wonderful deal if you like frillies."
We paused and looked interested so he dug into a box under the counter
and produced some delicious samples of frilly rumba panties. Their
colours matched the nighties. Our eyes widened with delight for they
were delightfully frilly with thick rows of lace from the waistband to
all the way under the crotch front and back. I gasped with delight and
Emily grinned knowingly.
"How much?" demanded Emily.
He gave us a price and we beat him down by a third. I think he thought
we would be too embarrassed to stand in the middle of the market and
haggle while people around us had learned that I was a boy who wore
panties. He misjudged us though. I had lived as a girl for seven years
now and there was little that would faze me.
With a final, "See you again next year!" we bought a dozen assorted
colours and skipped away leaving the stallholder bemused and nonplussed.
That night we had a fashion parade in my bedroom that ended up with
Emily joining us in my bed. I wore my new frilly panties and squirmed
with delight.
We indulged in the usual pleasures with Emily and Judith attending to my
sensitive nipples, which had become my favourite activity. I squirmed
ecstatically as my nipples stiffened under the silky baby doll nightie
and I gasped as the exquisite sensations sent pleasurable waves
fluttering down to my stumpy. As usual, I humped languidly and Judith
decided to 'mount' me and take advantage of the stuff little nubbin that
brought such delight to her tickly.
Our silky, frilly panties slithered together and I suddenly found myself
wanting to hump a little harder. I let out a little squeak and Judith
giggled.
"What's up with you? Stop wriggling!"
"Mmmm!" I gasped. "I can't! I, - I, - something's wrong, I, - want to,
- Oh! Ooo-ooh! Hold on! Something's wrong! I, - it's, - doing
something! Oh my God! Hold on! I, - I'm going to, - I, - Oooh! Aaah!
Aaah! Lookout! It's, - Aaah-aaah! Oooh - oooh! Aaaaagh!"
I gave a series of urgent humps and the most divine sensations seemed to
explode from inside my stumpy and I seemed to wet myself.
For several seconds I could not control my stumpy and it spurted wet
stuff all inside my panties. For a brief second it stayed inside my
panties but then Judith squealed.
"Oh God! That's gross! You've peed yourself!"
Shocked with my own behaviour I squirmed fearfully as Judith lurched off
me to investigate her wet panties. It was only when Judith whipped her
panties off and realised that her panties were not soaked in urine. She
dashed into the bathroom then returned squealing.
"This isn't pee. Have look!"
By now Emily had switched on the lights and she and I were investigating
inside my panties. Emily gasped.
"Your right Sis! She hasn't peed herself. This is, - this is come!
Petra's just wanked!"
To illustrate her discovery Emily reached down into my panties and
fingered some of the pearly, sticky fluid off my stumpy. She held it
under the bedside light and squealed with excitement. Judith leaned
down and gasped confirmation then she became concerned.
"Oh my God. If any of this stuff gets inside me, I could become
pregnant!"
I swallowed nervously but Emily, ever the rational scientific sister
grinned knowledgeably.
"I doubt it Sis. It's the wrong time of the month."
I sagged with relief. If there was one thing sex education had taught
us it was the biology of reproduction. Even I knew that Emily and
Judith were in perfect biological synchrony.
We'd lived in feminine intimacy for long enough to understand our own
and each other's bodies. If Emily knew she wasn't fertile, then Judith
wasn't. Their twin body clocks ticked in menstrual synchrony to the
hour.
Having determined that there was virtually no chance of Judith being
pregnant, it now became a time for euphoria. Judith investigated the
pearly drops in her panties and looked at me thoughtfully.
"D'you think there's sperm in this?"
"I hope so." I replied. "Otherwise, I'll never give you any babies.
The doctors say that if the hormones work as they expect, I'll be able
to produce viable sperm and make you pregnant."
Emily stared at the sticky droplets that now lay liberally entangled in
my few, newly sprouted pubic hairs.
"But you'll have to collect it and take it to your endocrinologist.
She'll be able to tell."
This said, we all three decided to gather up the remaining evidence.
Emily washed out a small jar whilst Judith and I scraped together what
droplets we could; mainly from our panties and my pubis.
Eventually we had about a teaspoonful of the precious sample in the jar
and proudly scampered down stairs to meet Mummy, Aunty Pauline and
Grandma gathered around the breakfast table. Judith proudly held up the
little jar.
"Petra's had an orgasm! Look!"
Mummy and Aunty Pauline stared with a mixture of surprise and delight
but it was Grandma who expressed the greatest joy. Despite her more
conservative and elderly strictures about sex and sexual relations, her
hopes aroused by my production of semen far surpassed her other
concerns.
She held the jar so tightly, that her knuckles turned white as tears of
hope started to leak from her eyes.
"We must get this tested, immediately."
Mummy looked askance.
"Well, I'm off to work and Pauline's going after she's delivered
Persephone and Stephanie to the junior school. You'd better take it
straight to the clinic. I'm sure Petra's endocrinologist will be keen
to check it."
Grandma wasted no time and was gone before we had even got dressed for
school. She was obviously obsessed with perpetuating our family line.
When we returned home from school that Monday afternoon, Grandma was
waiting at the bus stop. Sadly, Grandma could not hide her favouritism
and she hugged me tight as Charlotte, Emily and Judith looked on. Her
reasons were obvious and after releasing me she eventually remembered to
hug her other granddaughters. As we walked from the bus stop to the
house, we met Janice the maid with Persephone and Stephanie at the front
door. Finally, Grandma told us the news.
"They phoned your mother with the results and she phoned me. Petra, I'm
delighted to tell you that you're fertile. You're producing sperm."
Judith gave a whoop of joy and immediately phoned Aunty Pauline on her
mobile, whilst Charlotte phoned Mummy. I heard them chattering
excitedly while Grandma gave me another hug then started to explain the
issues.
"You won't be able to sleep with Judith any more."
"Why not!" I cried.
"Well, you might get her pregnant and it's too early for that. She's
only just turned thirteen, and she's too young to get married yet."
I pouted with disappointment and grumbled.
"But that's not fair. We've always slept together. Girls are allowed
to share beds. You told me that you slept with your sister right up
until you got married."
"I those days Petra it was different. Adults often shared a bed;
remember the Laurel and Hardy films. It was different then."
"Why?" I demanded with clinical logic.
Grandma hesitated for a moment then thought she had found the answer.
"Well, people were poorer in those days and families were bigger. Space
was at a premium so sisters often slept together in one bed whilst
brothers slept in another. It was pure cost and economics."
"That's not right," I protested, "I've been to great Uncle Mortimer's
house, it's a huge place! You never stop telling my how many rooms it's
got, go on tell me again, how many bedrooms are there?"
Grandma fell silent for she knew the old house had over thirty bedrooms.
Great Uncle Mortimer had a baronetcy and I stood to inherit when he died
because there were no traceable Sallic descendents closer than my
grandfather who was in fact my grandmother's fourth cousin once removed.
The great First World War had seen to the destruction of any closer male
line.
Living in Uncle Mortimer's house had meant Grandma and her sister had
enjoyed the run of dozen's of bedrooms. There had been absolutely no
reason for her and her sister to share a bed short of companionship and
affection. Grandma realised my argument was watertight so she tried
another tack.
"OK then Petra. I'll put it to you bluntly! Your semen proves
categorically that you are biologically a boy! We cannot risk Social
services learning that you and Judith are sleeping together and you know
how tongues wag in this village. If you were to get Judith pregnant
before you're both sixteen, then they'd be down on us like a ton of
bricks! I'm afraid both Mummy and Aunty Pauline back me on this. You
sleep in separate bedrooms from now on."
Judith and I howled in unison with protest, but Grandma was not to be
moved. That very evening, our beds were separated and Judith was moved
back in with Emily.
The following day, grandma had the builders in and three of the unused
spare rooms were made useable so that Judith and Charlotte each got to
have a room of her own while Persephone and Stephanie would be separated
when they moved up to high school.
When Mummy came home that next Tuesday night she had been to see my
doctors. We had a long chat as she warned us that we must never let the
school know that I produced viable sperm. For that would be prima facia
evidence of my masculinity and the school authorities might decide they
have to act in the matter of my presenting and dressing as a girl whilst
at school.
"Now Petra this is important!" Mummy continued. "Only Grandma, Pauline,
Judith, Emily, Charlotte, you and I know about this business. This whole
fertility thing must be kept secret for the next three years until you
and Judith are sixteen. OK!"
I nodded regretfully 'It just didn't seem fair. Now that I had finally
had an orgasm I was to be denied the pleasures of sharing them any more
with Judith, and for that matter, Emily. It just seemed so crazy. I
mean I even looked like a girl now and my titties were growing nicely
and my nipples were just so sensitive. I cursed all social workers.
Judith and I were both devastated at our parent's decision to separate
us from sleeping together.
Fortunately we were able to still play together and that weekend we were
excited to be going to another barbeque and swimming party at Nigel's
house.
Aunty Pauline delivered us at Nigel's house and we all tramped into the
house where Nigel's mum and younger sister Angela were preparing the
food. Being well used to 'sharing our duties' at home, we all four
offered to help Nigel's mum get food ready. She smiled appreciatively
and immediately directed us to various tasks. Once this was done, we
were directed up to Nigel's sister's bedroom to change into our swimming
costumes. There, as we four, Charlotte' Emily Judith and I were
changing, Nigel's sister Angela walked in. She had obviously learned
about 'Petra' and she wanted to learn more.
"Are you really a boy?" she asked as curiosity overcame her shyness.
I nodded a little uncomfortably because I was unsure of how Nigel's
family might react to me supposedly 'exposing myself to an eleven -
year- old girl. Instead I hurriedly tugged my one piece, royal blue,
bathing costume up over my breasts and slipped away downstairs to
discuss things with Nigel's mother. There I explained concernedly.
"Angela wanted to see my private parts Mrs Johnston and I was a bit
concerned. She may be a bit too young, I thought."
Mrs Johnston turned from the stove and nodded sagely.
"Well I'm glad you were concerned enough to let me know. What do you
think you should do?"
I explained what I had always done before when girls learned of my
situation and demanded to see for themselves. I only let then see if
there was a responsible adult present to witness that there was no
'hanky panky' going on.
Mrs Johnston smiled and shook her head with amusement.
"Well Petra, I'm a doctor. So if you would be prepared to allow Angela
to satisfy her curiosity I'll gladly stand by as a chaperone. You're
quite a local celebrity you know. Every doctor in the county knows
about you. However, it's your choice entirely."
My eyes widened slightly with surprise.
"What! Every doctor?"
Mrs Johnson nodded just as Nigel stepped into the kitchen carrying the
lemonade and other drinks. He had been down to the store with his dad
and David. Nigel's dad was also a doctor and his eyes immediately fell
upon me as he recognised 'Petra' the 'girl/boy' that David had been
talking about in the car. Fortunately he was all tact for what he
immediately recognised was an attractive, curvy, pubescent girl with a
nicely developing bust in a well-cut figure hugging one-piece costume.
"Well hello Petra. That's a nice costume."
"Thank you Mr Johnston. Mrs Johnston and I were just talking."
"About what?"
Here Mrs Johnston intervened while David and Nigel stood curiously by.
She chased Nigel and David outside then explained about their daughter
Angela.
"Angela wants to see Petra's genitalia. Just to satisfy her curiosity."
Doctor Johnson frowned.
"I don't think that's a good idea. Petra's body is her own personal
affair. Angela didn't ask to see the other girls did she?"
I wagged my head to confirm this and he nodded knowingly.
"Quite. Angela's just being puerile and nosey. You will be treated as
a normal girl in this house Petra, and Angela shall not indulge her
curiosity. None better than us should make sure of that. We're both
doctors for heaven's sake."
I sensed a bit of tension and cautiously interjected.
"I've no objections, Doctor Johnson. I'm used to this sort of stuff and
if it resolves Angela's curiosity then it might help."
"Help what?" Countered Nigel's dad. "It will only settle her salacious
curiosity and she will then use her knowledge to brag in school that
she's seen Petra, the freak." He turned to his wife as he continued.
"No. I'm putting my foot down. Angela is not going to be allowed to
take a puerile interest in Petra's physical appearance."
"I'm not a freak!" I protested.
"Of course you're not, Petra. That's exactly my point. Angela seems to
think you are. I'll speak to her later."
I smiled as I recognised Doctor Johnston's point. Angela had absolutely
no right to be nosey and I of all people should have realised that. I
began to suspect my own motives for thinking it acceptable to expose
myself to Angela, even with a doctor present, albeit Mrs Johnston,
Angela's mother.
With this issue resolved the barbeque went well. Other young people
arrived and we enjoyed an excellent time around the pool. Of course
there were lots of high jinks and much interest in my body by the boys
as they learned that the stunner in the royal blue one piece was
actually a boy. I got chased around the pool several times and usually
ended up getting caught. It was fun at first but eventually the boys
got cheekier and the captures ended up in me getting my boobs groped too
often. Although I was used to boys fancying me, for the first time I
realised what a problem boobs could be when I tried to be very active.
In my bras I had plenty of support but in my one new piece bathing
costume, my boobs tended to bounce just a little too much and even
threatened to pop out. Several times I had 'adjust' my suit while
running and the boys leered hopefully. Then when I was caught, it was
just too easy to scoop my boobs out of the flimsy, but stylish one-piece
suit. I was getting flustered and annoyed but the real problem was that
my nipples were betraying my arousal. The boys all knew that girls
nipples got stiff and swollen when they were horny, and my nipples were
betraying me.
There was no escape in the pool either, several times in the water, I
was either 'groped' or 'petted'. Boys seemed to be like octopuses when
they had the chance and eventually I decamped from the pool to sit on
the lawn next to Judith and Mrs Johnston. There at last I got some
peace and savoured a quiet moment with a hot-dog and a large jug of
lemonade.
We discussed the swimming pool issues and Mrs Johnston was sympathetic.
She offered to censure the boys but I explained that I was well used to
such stuff. It was no use trying to punish the boys for their
inevitable curiosity. Boys would always be boys and apart from
Charlotte and my cousins, I was probably one of the most attractive
girls at the barbeque. I had to admit, despite the excessive attention,
it was still nice being a girl. Judith expressed her anguish and I
reassured her that it was only her I loved. We embraced briefly and Mrs
Johnston's' eyes widened with surprise so I was forced to explain that I
was a heterosexual transvestite. Being a doctor, she nodded wisely and
simply resumed drinking her lemonade. However, Judith and I went no
further. That would have been plain bad manners. Later that evening
after most of the boys had left; I savoured a long relaxing swim in the
pool with Nigel for company. He was a really good swimmer and we must
have covered a couple of miles just chatting and doing the breaststroke
before Emily and Judith ordered us out.
"We want to talk as well," they protested.
"Well join us in the pool," replied Nigel as David and Charlotte
reappeared from somewhere behind the leylandie hedge.
We all grinned knowingly but they protested furiously that nothing had
happened.
Later as we sipped our drinks in the coolness of the evening, Angela
appeared and apologised for her request that lunchtime. I spread my
arms wide and invited her for a hug, which she happily accepted. Then I
whispered in her ear as I explained my situation.
"To you and everybody else darling. I'm a girl. I live as a girl, I
certainly look like a girl and I think like a girl."
Angela sat back and stared at me happily before replying.
"Yeah. Those boys from my class at school couldn't believe you had ever
been a boy. I think it's great that you prefer being a girl. Girls are
much better."
I returned home that evening as a very happy girl.
The issues concerning the onset of my puberty were now resolved and
nearly every evening, we would share Judith's or my bedroom whilst we
did our homework then I would retire to my own room to sleep.
As often as not after completing our homework, we all three sat together
on Judith or Emily's bed and cuddled up together and chatted. However,
I was obedient to our parent's will and separated to my own room for
sleeping. What made me jealous was that Judith and Emily were often
found embraced together in the morning but woe betide me if I was found
in either of their beds. Mummy even threatened to send me away to a
boarding school if she caught me. The very thought of being 'sent away'
terrified me.
'What sort of school would have me?' I wondered. It would have to be
some sort of girl's school because I was now a girl to all outward
appearances. But how would they accept my male fertility' No it would
have to be a very unusual school and that would mean very unusual stuff.
I felt a bit like Groucho Marx when he declared that he wouldn't want to
belong to a club that accepted people like him. I didn't want to go to
a boarding school that accepted 'freaks'. Better to be a good girl for
three years and stay at home, but it would be hell on earth sticking to
the rules.
Sleeping alone was dreadful for those next three years. My body
developed as all teenaged girls developed and I became unbelievably
horny. Every evening I would retire alone to bed and gently caress my
wonderful nipples and savour the delights of my body as the sensations
fluttered down my tummy in waves until my stumpy started to respond.
Then my fingers drifted from my sensitive nipples and titties to my
stumpy as the urges grew down below. Invariably, I used every variation
of fingering to excite my stumpy but always the best was to play with
her whilst encased in my silky panties until she exploded with delight.
Many times, Judith and Emily heard me gasping and moaning and they would
arrive in my room to see the results. But despite the desperate,
unspoken invitation in my eyes, they never accepted my invitation for
them to join me.
"We can't Pet, you know the rules," bemoaned Judith.
"And we daren't get pregnant!" added Emily.
Thus it was for three long years. Fortunately Judith still loved me
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