The Siren
In Greek mythology, the Sirens were three dangerous bird-women,
portrayed as seductresses who lured nearby sailors with their
enchanting music and voices to shipwreck on the rocky coast of their
island.
[Author's Note:
This story is dedicated to the gorgeous Celestine
in memory of the most wonderful afternoon of pleasure in 2009
[email protected] N.B. My other Yahoo email addresses have been
deleted]
1. Business Games
Working for large company usually means being in a state of re-
organization. It's a simple way by which middle managers can dupe
their superiors by being in a constant state of organizational motion,
thereby creating a moving target. One of the unhappy by-products of
reorganization is the compulsory but much-hated "team-building" event
where the boredom of presentations and the ennui of irrelevant games
are only mitigated by the prospect of a free bar and a half-decent
dinner in the evening.
So, here was I, in a large airless, windowless, hotel meeting room,
sat round a table with some of my new work-buddies, one of the many
such tables hosting more than 100 people at the 2 day event. We were
all trying to appear enthusiastic and engaged, but the looks and the
stifled yawns gave the truth away; the first morning had been the
usual catalogue of problems with the audio-visual equipment and the
sound system, but having finally got rid of the gremlins the "work"
began with a dour presentation given with all the enthusiasm of a lead
brick. The buffet lunch was edible, though not much more and we were
now herded back into the auditorium for another dose of corporate
propaganda.
"For our first presentation of the afternoon, I am pleased to
introduce Helen Armstrong, Head of the new Business Intelligence Unit.
Helen..."
A small, polite, ripple of applause broke out. My colleague to my
right said in a hushed voice: "This may actually be worth listening
to, but for God's sake don't ask a question at the end." I looked at
him to explain more. "A bit of a ball-breaker is our Helen, so I've
heard."
Helen Armstrong rose from her seat on the other side of the auditorium
and glided her way to the front. Immediately, you knew she was a
classically beautiful woman. She was in her mid to late 30s, her oval
face with its symmetrical features and dazzling blue eyes framed by
dark brown wavy hair that reached to her collar. She wore a well
tailored dark-grey business suit with a crisp white blouse, open at
the neck to give a tiny hint of cleavage, the tail of her gold
necklace pointing the way. Her make-up was (to my eyes) flawless;
scarlet lips and subtle shading to her eyes. You just knew that Helen
smelt of subtle, expensive perfume without being near enough to verify
the fact. As she swayed between the tables on her way to the front I
caught a flash of a knee and lower leg, encased in sheer black nylon.
Her talk mirrored everything Helen undoubtedly was; strong, assured,
entertaining and punchy. Her presentation left us in no doubt as to
the problems the company faced and what we needed to do to solve them.
She backed up everything with numbers and facts. She had held her
audience mesmerized, both by her presence and the content and delivery
of her speech.
When the chairman called for questions, a small balding man rose to
speak. My colleague smirked and whispered to me: "This should be
funny. She'll rip his balls off." The man spoke, attempting to make a
coherent point and returned to his seat.
As predicted, with her grasp of the business and the metrics that
drove it, she was easily able to prove the questioner had a lower
status in life than an amoeba.
Following a further, very dreary hour we were eventually given the
release of a tea break. As I approached the queue for tea, Helen was
there in front of me, her back towards me; I stopped suddenly as if
taken by surprise. It was the shoes. She had removed her jacket to
reveal a tight waist, a bum-tight skirt over shear black stockings
covering her slim, shapely legs, and ending in the most perfect pair
of classical black high-heeled court shoes. The heels were slim -
proper stilettos - of about 4 inches, maybe a little more in height.
They were such a surprise, a very welcome surprise, I literally
stopped, causing the guy behind to bump into me and drop most of his
papers.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to stop like that..." he blurted.
I bent down to help him pick up the papers, stealing a crafty look to
my right and the power heels worn by Helen. The noise caused her to
turn and face us. She was even lovelier than I had thought in the
conference room. Her blouse, tucked tight into her waist showed the
outline of her full breasts. Her bearing was proud; she was a woman in
control, confident of her status and her sex.
"Could you kindly pass me a cup?" she said to me. "This one's not
clean." I reached over and handed her the cup, taking the opportunity
to congratulate her on her talk. "Yes, it was very interesting," I
said with honest enthusiasm, "I've used several of the techniques you
described myself in my current role to good effect." She turned to me
and smiled. "Oh. Do tell me more" she said as we moved away from the
tea-urn and the queue of people.
My guess about her perfume was perfect; a light mixture of
intoxicating flowers enveloped me. As she turned to face me and I
looked at her brilliant eyes for the first time I was screaming to
myself "Don't look down at her tits!" Yes, I was mentally undressing
her but was desperate not to show it in my eyes. I told her about my
work and she seemed genuinely interested, but after a few minutes she
looked at my name-tag and said "Excuse me, Steve, I've just seen
someone I need to talk to before the next session. I may talk to you
again." She turned, allowing me to take in the full glory of her
wonderful figure and the sexy shoes that adorned her feet.
***
Helen occupied my thoughts completely. Later, in my room, after an
evening of enforced corporate jollity and probably too much beer, it
was such a relief to be alone and allowed to dream of the beautiful
vision of Helen. How different she was from my own wife of 15 years.
Not that Agnes, my wife, was particularly unattractive, but domestic
drudgery and 2 children had turned her into a plain asexual woman.
Never would she wear such clothes, make-up and perfume, nor appear so
confident, so controlled, so alive.
I kept wondering about Helen's home life and her husband, for there
was a wedding ring on her finger. Somehow, it was impossible to
imagine her doing the washing or unblocking a sink.
As I undressed for bed, II thought about my own urges, those urges
suppressed by the conformity of marriage and the invasion of privacy
it brings. I thought about my hidden secrets in our loft at home,
hidden in the deepest, darkest corner. There lay my objects of total
desire: my black corset with its 6 suspenders, several pairs of
gossamer black stockings, my pair of 5inch high heeled court shoes, my
dildos and my collection of magazines and DVDs. I lay back, naked and
started to caress myself. How I wanted to dress in them now, to kneel
on the bed, slide a toy deep into me and make slow, slow love to
myself, enjoying other visions, visions that others may describe as
perverted and debauched, but to me were just beautiful, beautiful,
beautiful. The image of a big-breasted woman in black lingerie
straddling a huge cock up her arse filled my mind, and spurt after
spurt of my cream splattered down my leg. I reached down and scooped
up my seed on my index finger and slowly licked it, relishing the deep
musky taste.
2. Recruitment
In the following months I began to think more and more of my life and
the future. Home seemed to be somewhere to lay one's head and have a
fruitless argument. My wife and I seemed increasingly remote from each
other; although we slept in the same bed, sex was but a memory - she
was always too tired and I was never in the mood. Yet we trudged on,
keeping all together for the children, for appearance of others, but
not for each other.
Yet, if ever I had the house to myself, I'd instantly call upon images
on the computer in order to be able to get off and drink the product,
which I did slowly and with relish. I had conquered the self-loathing
that sometimes follows release; drinking my own seemed to double the
pleasure and take me into the world of the perverse.
With more time, I'd climb into the loft and retrieve my private stash,
dressing in my corset and stockings, being in total ecstasy when my
feet felt the cool leather of the shoes and I stood up to the scream
of my muscles at the back of my legs. My toys became an integral part
of my play; I loved the feeling of being full and of being penetrated
deep within me. Each toy I bought was always bigger than the last and
I was always desperate to try it out for the first time. But such
occasions of freedom were far too rare and I would go weeks with my
only release being a furtive quick jerk in the toilets at work.
I began to think of myself as a transvestite, who wanted, more and
more, to be just a little bit like the gorgeous Helen; moreover, I
began to think of myself as a bisexual transvestite. I had enjoyed a
couple of experiences as a boy. I had gone around to a friend's house;
we were both 16 and with the usual raging hormones. His mother left
the house to go shopping and as soon as we had the house to ourselves,
David, my friend, turned to me and said "Fancy a wank?" Instantly, I
was erect, but terrified and excited at the same time.
We went to his bedroom, where he produced some porn magazines - very
soft in those days - and an enormous erection. As we looked through
the magazines I was entranced by his wonderful cock; I just had to
reach over and hold it. He was rock hard, easily 8 inches long with a
large bulbous head; how rampant I was too, when I held his cock and
felt the massive power beneath my hands. It didn't take long for
either of us to explode.
A couple of weeks later and we were into the long summer holidays and
I was invited to spend the day with David again. I was so excited for
the days before we met again; it seemed inconceivable that we would
not repeat our previous experience. I was not disappointed. I was
laying back on his bed, cock rampant; he was gently stroking me; hell,
it felt so, so good. Before I knew it, my knob was being caressed in
the wet, warm hollow of his mouth. It was good, almost too good, so,
so sensitive. I wanted it, but I didn't want it. I found myself
saying, "Let me suck you...."
And so, I found myself performing one of the most intimate acts known
to man. I found myself willing and able to suck his wonderful cock,
not only for a few seconds, but wanting to do it for as long as I
could; eventually he groaned and whimpered that he was about to come.
I didn't stop, but let him flood my mouth with his gorgeous creamy
spunk. At first, I didn't know what to do with it, so I swallowed the
lot. We spent some time together most weeks that summer; we arranged
things so we could have time together with parents out of the way,
then we'd race to strip off and suck and caress each other to
completion. Never was kissing or other intimacy considered; we both
knew we were straight and we were just experimenting for the fun of
it...
But it remained with me as a marvellous memory of happy times just
shared by two good friends. In turn we both gathered girlfriends and
had our first sexual experience with them; we both went away to
University and lost touch, though I know he was married for many
years, as, regrettably, I remain.
In the office, I did, all too occasionally, see the wonderful Helen.
Maybe she was coming to a meeting in our building or I'd fleetingly
see her at lunch. I never saw her wear trousers, always a skirt or
suit. She always wore high heels and I always tried to position myself
to get a discrete look at her whenever I could.
There was talk that she was destined for a position on the main board;
some thought that her "look" and her confident manner - some saw it as
over-confidence - would go against her. We all knew she was building a
good team around her that seemed to be delivering sound answers to the
business, but nobody was more shocked than I when, one afternoon, the
internal telephone rang and the display declared the caller to be
"Helen Armstrong."
Simultaneously as the frisson of irrational fear ran through my whole
body I decided I must be strong - that she would appreciate someone
who was also confident and forthright.
I picked up the telephone and brightly declared, "Hello Helen, how may
I help?"
"Oh, hello, Steve. I wanted a word with you - in total confidence -
can you speak freely at the moment?"
"Certainly. Tell me more, I'm intrigued."
"You recall our chat at the team-building day? Well, an opportunity
has arisen and I just wondered if you'd like to come over for a chat
sometime? I think it's something you may be interested in. I'm not
poaching at this stage; I just wanted you to be aware of the
potential."
"Well, thank you for thinking of me. I'd be delighted to talk about it
further; there's no harm in that. And, of course, I'll keep this to
myself."
"Yes, please, that's important. Good, I'm pleased. I'll send you a
meeting invitation. Bye!"
"Thank you. Bye."
I was a bag of nerves for the rest of the afternoon, but excited at
the same time.
***
And so, one afternoon I made my way over to Helen's office. I had made
an effort with my appearance - best suit, recent hair cut, polished
shoes, nails trimmed, smartest shirt and tie. I was trying to control
my nerves and make sure my hands were not clammy for that all
important handshake.
Helen, looking as gorgeous as I recalled her, beamed at me and ushered
me to a seat in her office. We sat across from each other in easy
chairs with no desk in between; how on earth was I going to be able to
avoid sneaking a look at her black nylon-covered legs and heels? I
told myself to concentrate on her eyes and the questions. "I must not
look at her tits; I must not look at her legs; I must not look at her
heels..."
As an afterthought she got up and leaned over her desk to pluck an
organisation chart from a pin-board on the wall. As she stretched over
the desk I got a flash of suspender and good look at her 4.5 inch
stiletto sandals. Had she done that on purpose...?
She resumed her seat and leaned forwards to show me the diagram,
giving me the opportunity to look down her blouse; I kept my eyes
solidly on the paper she had in her neatly manicured hands with their
scarlet nails to match her succulent lips.
"Now here we are on the chart, I'm sure I don't need to explain what
we do. One member of my group has asked to take early retirement in
order to look after his ageing mother and I was wondering if you'd
like to be considered for the vacancy..."
***
Within 6 weeks. Helen had become my direct boss. She knew her job so
well, worked us hard, and expected results. But, I truly loved the
work as well as the huge compensation from seeing Helen on most days.
When she was away for a course, or travelling to overseas meetings,
the days were never the same. Helen was always smart, always fully and
superbly made-up and usually wearing black or barely black stockings
and always heels of some description. She obviously had many pairs,
both simple courts and sandals; she never wore thick heels or
platforms, always slim stilettos, with heights I estimated between 3
and 4.5 inches. In bad weather, she'd come into the office in stiletto
boots then change into shoes.
On days when I found her overwhelmingly alluring I had to steal a
plastic cup from the drinks area, sneak into the male toilets to jerk
myself off into the cup, pour the result into my mouth, savouring the
taste before swallowing the lot. The perversity of it all made me feel
wonderful. Why had I done it? - for Helen. It was as though I was
worshipping her.
My new work mates were a mixed bunch - a spinster just a few years
from retirement, a young single guy who used all the money from the
job to go and hear opera in the major cities of the world, and a newly
married woman in her mid-forties. All had one thing in common - they
were all extremely good at their jobs and worked very hard.
I was determined to match them and more. The hours I was working had
increased substantially from my previous role. But coming into work
was now a real pleasure - especially when Helen was there - and every
minute at home the opposite.
3. Comparisons
Every woman finds the company Christmas party an ordeal, especially
when it comes to the thorny question of what to wear. Agnes agonized
over her decision for weeks (boring me into submission with her
interminable questions) and eventually decided over some shapeless
affair which looked as sexy as a sack of potatoes.
Come the night, Helen looked utterly magnificent, dressed simply and
elegantly in a knee-length black figure-hugging dress, with
substantial eye-catching d?colletage, ravishing make-up and of course,
the sheerest black stockings and matched with high-heeled sandals that
were a masterpiece of minimalism and seduction. Not only were they
high and thin (maybe 5 beautiful inches) but were held to the foot
with such simple elegant straps.
The contrast between her and Agnes was so striking that I was
embarrassed and almost felt sorry for my wife. She was almost stunned
to silence when we did the obligatory introductions; I could tell she
felt extremely uncomfortable and my own jollity at the occasion seemed
to make her feel worse.
I t was the first time I had seen or met Robert, Helen's husband. He
was a tall, elegant fellow, slim and slightly balding and maybe 45
years old. He was very pleasant but with an unintentionally superior
air about him. Later, I found out that he was a surgeon; having learnt
his trade in the National Health Service, he now only did private,
mainly cosmetic, work. Having gained a good reputation, he was now in
demand more and more from the rich and famous. The rumour was that
Helen had persuaded him to turn his talents to the more lucrative end
of the market.
I tried my best not to spend the evening with my eyes on Helen's body,
but it was so difficult. I could see from the male eyes near her how
they were struggling too.
And so, once away from the party and on our way home, I knew Agnes
would comment on Helen. She started with "I didn't know you were going
to work for a tart!" I was not going to be drawn into an argument, so
very calmly I replied: "Everyone can see that Helen is an attractive
woman, but she always dresses and behaves in an entirely appropriate
manner in the office." "That's why you leave so early and come home so
late - you spend your time ogling at the tart."
There was going to be no respite to this, so I switched off and
concentrated on the drive home. From that day, Helen was always
referred to as "The Tart" by Agnes.
4. Embarrassment
One Sunday, after a particularly bad day, Agnes asked for a "serious
chat." I had thought she had wanted to suggest the idea that we
separate, but no, she had other ideas. She thought that if we made
more of our house it would give us all a little more breathing space;
in short, she wanted us extend the house. It was something we'd talked
over before, instigated mostly by me. Agnes had seemed very lukewarm
about the idea so I was surprised she appeared so keen now.
So, in the forthcoming months plans were made, local permissions were
granted and a date was set for the builders to move on site.
Talking to the builder, I realized that part of the existing roof
needed to be re-modelled, which in turn uncovered the very part of the
loft where my secret stash was located. Whilst the threat wasn't
immediate, I knew that in the next few weeks, I should have to find
time and opportunity to relocate my kit to somewhere secure. I had
gone to a lot of effort, time and subterfuge to accumulate most of my
collection, so I didn't want to get rid of it if possible.
Maybe it was a rash decision in hindsight, but I decided that at the
first opportunity I should remove my collection from the loft and hide
it all in the car, and from there, to my locked drawer at work, there
was plenty of room in the lowest desk drawer, and even if I wasn't the
only one with a key, there was no reason for anyone else to go in
there.
So, with the family out of the way for an hour, I entered the loft
with some strong plastic bags to collect 4 realistic-shaped dildos
ranging in size for the modest to the substantial, 1 black short
corset with 6 suspenders, 3 pairs of black stockings, 1 pair of black
high-heeled court shoes with 5 inch half-metal spike heels and around
20 hard core DVDs. I wrapped my contraband as best as I could,
checking and re-checking I'd not left anything behind in the dim light
of the loft. Carefully I loaded my gear into the space under the boot
cover where the spare wheel lay.
The following week, I made an excuse to go into work especially early
and by the time my colleagues arrived, my secrets were stored into my
bottom drawer. I had even manufactured a sort of cover out of computer
manuals so that the bags were not immediately visible upon opening the
drawer. I locked the drawer and felt pleased with myself; after all,
if I had to stay away on business, I would be able to take my
collection for some extended fun.
It seemed a win - win solution, security at home was ensured and the
builders could get on with their work without me worrying about what
they might find in our loft. A few months later, and our house
extension was nearing completion, Agnes and I seemed to have come
together in the common purpose of re-making our house.
I arrived for work one Monday morning reasonably early, to find the
office in some considerable disarray; desks had been ransacked and
drawers had been flung open. Non-valuable stuff was strewn around the
floor. I was instantly in a state of panic; I ran around to my desk
and mine too had been forced open and emptied out!
"Steve!" It was Helen. She called me over into her office. "As you can
see, we had a major security breach at the weekend; thieves got into
another part of the building and I was called by security to come down
here and check our section. We'd obviously been done too, and they
asked me to check on the computer equipment as items had been taken in
the other building. I took the liberty of rescuing some of your more
"personal" items.
I don't think it was a wise move, storing such intimate items there.
Do you? Still, no harm done I hope. I don't think anyone from security
saw them; there were DVD cases across the floor and 4 dildos stuck to
your desk - which some of the staff may have taken exception to. So I
quickly bundled everything up. I suggest you take them out to your
car."
I was virtually speechless. "I'm sorry, I, I ...." I stammered. Helen
continued for me: "You thought nobody would find them. I know. And you
thought they would be secure in your desk drawer. As I say, I don't
think anyone else saw them, so let's forget it and move on. When you
come back from the car, can you please check for anything missing and
let me know."
As she handed me the ragged bundle of plastic bags, two DVDs fell out
onto the office floor. Helen picked them up, taking a few seconds to
look at the titles ('She-Male Cum Fiesta" and "Anal Ecstasy 12') and
the explicit pictures on the rear cover, before she re-bagged them,
almost taking pleasure in my discomfort in her knowing my secret. I
blushed to the roots of my hair. Helen smiled at me in an almost
motherly way: "Don't worry. I'm not going to tell anyone."
I only hoped I could believe her and that no one else had seen them -
except the thieves, who were presumably in such a hurry to steal as
much valuable stuff as they could. I was annoyed with myself, too,
because the work on the house roof was now finished and I could return
my collection to their original place.
But, it was difficult to work that day and the day afterwards. Helen's
attitude to me did not obviously change, yet there was a knowing
laughing look about her, as if inwardly she felt some deep glee in
having discovered my secret.
5. Childhood
A couple of weeks after my "embarrassment" Helen asked me to step into
her office just before we packed in for the day. "Hi Steve, can I ask
you for a favour?" she said brightly. She was looking her loveliest,
despite the lateness in the day.
"Of course, ask away," I replied honestly.
"I need to get my car into the garage. Would it be possible for you to
give me a lift into work on Friday morning?"
"Sure. Just email me your address and I'll pick you up. What time?"
"About 7? Sorry about the early start, but as you know, we've got lots
to do."
I hope I didn't wince too much at the requested time, for I was keen
to please and it seemed a harmless enough request to agree to.
However, when I saw her address, I was surprised, for she was located
in a direction diametrically opposite to me; she must know that,
surely? Inadvertently, I mentioned this favour to Agnes, who grilled
me with questions I could not answer. Why did I have to get up at 5:30
in the morning to run around after "The Tart"? It was a good question.
Helen's house was tucked away in leafy lanes. Neighbouring houses
screamed wealth and status, and Helen's was no exception; it was
difficult to find, and although I had started out at a time when I
thought I would be early, in fact I was 5 minutes late when I arrived.
The drive to house was a semicircle in front of an imposing and
substantial house of 3 storeys set in its own grounds. I noticed the
name on the gate-post which said "Troy."
Being midsummer, it was bright and the day was warming nicely. As I
ran up the steps to the front door, it was opened by Helen. She looked
utterly stunning. She had pinned her hair up and made herself up so
alluringly, with scarlet lips and lots of eye-liner and shading. She
wore a simple yellow T-shirt, tight into her skirt, showing the full
curve of her bosom and just more than a hint of cleavage. Her skirt
was black and full but above the knee. Even though it was summer and
promised to be a lovely day, she wore barely-black stockings and black
4 inch high-heeled ankle strap sandals.
"Good morning!" I beamed, wanting to show that, despite the hour, I
could still be cheery. Indeed, with a car journey in prospect with the
delight of Helen beside me, why should I not be happy. I held the door
for Helen as she sexily swished her lovely legs into the passenger
side of my car, getting a glimpse of her full, large breasts as I did
so. Maybe life wasn't so bad after all.
We had passed all the usual pleasantries and I was starting to get the
conversation around to work topics when Helen stopped me. "Steve,
please. Can you pull into the hotel on the left? Let's go and have a
coffee and a chat where we can have some privacy."
I was stunned; what was she going to do or say? All sorts of scenarios
raced through my head. Had I fouled up at work? Was she going to make
a pass at me?
As we walked into the foyer of the hotel, Helen's obvious bearing and
authority seemed to pore from her. It was uncanny; for me, getting a
secluded corner for two at a busy breakfast time in a large hotel
where one is not a resident would have been a nightmare, trying to
catch the eye of waiters and staff, for I would have been invisible to
all. For Helen, this was no problem, her path through the hotel
entrance opened up before us, and before I knew it, Helen had managed
a word in the ear of the correct person, and we were ushered to a
secluded corner in a comfortable lounge with a large pot of good
coffee.
"Please, Steve, please, there is no need to worry about what I'm going
to say, so relax and enjoy your coffee. Your work has been really
good, you've been working hard and I'm pleased with the results, so
you can relax on that score.
What I wanted to do was to ask - and maybe offer some ideas - on more
"personal" development topics." She elongated the word "personal."
This did nothing to make me relax.
"In no way is this any form of personal criticism or judgement. We are
all individuals and thank goodness we are; I think I know you well
enough to be able to talk openly and candidly; we're both adults and
we have our likes and dislikes. We can forget this conversation at any
time and you can tell me to mind my own damn business and we'll go
into the office and forget the whole thing. I completely understand. I
will NOT be offended whatever you decide or say in reply to me."
I was obviously looking worried. Helen smiled and I dissolved into a
dreamy state; she was so lovely.
"Tell me, Steve - if you want to that is - about life at home."
I sighed. "Well, things between Agnes and I have been better, but they
also have been worse. It's not that we don't love each other, at least
I don't think that's the case, it's just that we never seem to have
any fun. The kids are a huge burden on us and Agnes in particular - as
you know, our eldest is particularly "challenging" as they say
nowadays - being a euphemism for a pain up the arse. Consequently,
she's tired most of the time which doesn't help. Things just feel so
bloody melancholy; sometimes I feel really sad; sometimes I feel I
want to run away from it all; sometimes I'm mad at myself for not
running away from things. Work is my respite, which is one reason I
enjoy it so much. But when I leave work, I just feel as though I'm
going back to a daily grind of problems and raised voices - from the
kids, from Agnes. We always said our house would not be like that;
Agnes promised it wouldn't - after all she was insistent on the kids -
I wasn't keen at all, which is why we eventually left it so late.
They're OK as cute and cuddly babies, but the bigger they grow, the
more horrible they get."
I was almost in tears; Helen leaned over, refreshing our cups with
more coffee.
I continued. "You don't have any of this shit. You life looks perfect
to me; you look perfect to me..." It was almost a pass, but not in the
context of the conversation. I regretted this last remark, but didn't
retract it.
Again Helen smiled, radiantly and benignly. "Neither I nor my life is
perfect. No one has the perfect life; no individual is perfect. But I
do know what I like and I believe I am utterly true to myself. After
the break-in, I've been thinking about the stuff you had in the office
and why. Don't get me wrong. I was not shocked; the things you had
there are no evidence of you as a bad person. It just says to me that
you are frustrated and need some proper release. I'm sure you
understand me.
Let me read between the lines here. Some of this will be a guess; some
based on strong evidence. From what you've said, I guess that life is
not too great in the bedroom between you and Agnes."
I was almost insulted at this, but Helen was so sympathetic towards me
I wasn't going to interrupt. Helen was feeling her way with her words;
she looked as though those last words had got her across some thin ice
and she was about to continue with more confidence.
"As a result of that, your subconscious and probably suppressed
desires to cross-dress and experience more feminine things, has re-
surfaced. It racks you with frustration but also guilt, you get a kick
out of being - how shall we say - a little different, but at the same
time you want to be "just like everyone else".
Well, here's the news. There are no norms any more; the internet and
the way it brings like-minded people together has proved that whatever
gets you off, gets others off too. So whilst you're thinking that most
people live in families with a married couple and 2.4 kids, the
reality is much different. The rate of divorce, the number of kids
with one-parent or step-parents has never been greater. Society is
breaking conventions and in turn breaking its conventional groupings.
Anyhow, this is not a lecture about social issues, we're talking about
you. But I feel I can help. I'll tell you why.
When I was a kid, I was shipped off to an all-girls boarding school in
the south of England. My parents worked in East Africa, my Dad was a
civil engineer, building dry docks and bridges and all that type of
thing. They wanted to give me a British education so I was packed off
to school. I have no siblings, I was the only one and because I was
left to fend for myself most of the time I developed a strong sense of
independence I believe I retain today.
After my first year at university - I was 21 by this time as I'd had a
couple of gap years travelling the world - my parents planned to
return to the UK and retire to the country. They bought a wonderful,
idyllic house in the country and moved all their possessions over and
those from the smaller house they maintained here. Upon leaving Africa
for the last time, their plane crashed into the sea and they were
lost.
At first, I felt so isolated, but as I'd been on my own for most of my
life, I could look after myself well. Eventually, I got the keys to
the house and, for one glorious English summer I lived there, trying
to maintain the garden and entertain friends. One thing I did do was
sort through all my parents" stuff, of which there were boxes and
boxes. One particular trunk was locked with a huge padlock, and, when
I had finally got it open, I realized why.
It was filled to the brim with what I can only assumes was my father's
collection, of pornography. Remember it was all very illegal in
Britain in those days, so Dad must have picked it up on trips to
Europe, which he made several times a year. And he had many different
types - every sort of sexuality, every fetish, every perversion, he
had it covered.
Well, living by myself, I had no-one to answer to about how I spent my
time. I spent a long time looking through Dad's collection and I'm
certainly not ashamed to admit that a lot of it turned me on. I know
it's not supposed to appeal to women, but it did to me. There was
nothing that crossed the line - nothing with kids or animals or
anything horrible like that - but anything else you can imagine was
probably there.
Inspired, I then did something I'd wanted to do for some time. I went
up to London, had my hair done with the full works, and I bought some
really good quality clothes, plus lots of very sexy underwear and my
first real pairs of heels. I went a bit mad and bought 6 pairs I
think. I wanted to do something for myself and to show I had developed
into a full, sexual, woman. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't a virgin, but
I just wanted to make the best of myself. I also went into Soho and
bought myself a few sex toys - a very scary thing for a woman to do by
herself in the early 90s.
I got home and dressed like the girls in the magazines and videos in
my new lingerie and stockings - and, of course, my new heels. Not only
did I feel wonderful, I spent the whole night watching some of my
Dad's collection of videos and using the new toys to get me off time
after time.
After that summer, I put the things I wanted to keep into storage and
sold the house and contents at auction. Overnight I went from a
relatively well-off student to a very rich student. Fortunately, I had
the sense to complete my degree, went off to the US for some months
where I had a ball. Sexually, I now felt utterly liberated; but I knew
I could control myself and others. My mode of dress - I think you must
agree - has a certain power impossible to ignore. I know you've not
ignored it, the way you sneak looks at me. Don't worry - it's expected
- and enjoyed." She was smiling as she was saying this, simply
admitting what I had suspected all along; she dressed as she did
because it made her feel good and because she knew of the power to
turn heads and intimidate.
"And then, just as I was about to go down the plug-hole of debauchery,
Robert rescued me. We are kindred spirits, Robert and I. Children are
of no interest to either of us - probably selfish, I know, but not for
us. And... we both think love and sex are entirely separate things."
She waited a while for the last statement to sink in.
"Firstly, we can offer you a place to store your stuff securely and
without fear - and you can have stuff delivered to our house if you
need. And if you need some time and space, you can use the house
sometimes so you can dress and so on. You'll get rid of your
frustrations and life will be better, for you, and ultimately for your
family."
"Just think about it, OK, just think about it; no need to say a word
now. Come on, we have work to do."
As we got back into the car, Helen turned and said: "I'm sure I don't
have to say this, but the conversation we've just had is entirely
confidential and is not to be repeated to anyone. Not a soul."
6. Temptation and Reflection.
I was dumbfounded by what Helen had told me and it whirled around in
my brain for the rest of the day. Concentration on work proved
difficult. Helen had that knowing half-smile on her face all day. Was
I being used? Was she playing games with me? It all seemed so genuine
and heart-felt. Why should I not take up her kind offer? Was it too
good to be true? What were Helen and her husband going to gain out of
all of this? Surely I wasn't being set up for a blackmail sting?
Surely not, this was Helen after all. Moreover, they were loaded
already, so there was no need for them to engage in some seedy scam.
A week later, as expected, Helen took me to one side at work and asked
me if I'd thought more about our proposal. Of course, I'd thought
about nothing else, without coming to any conclusion. I felt as though
I owed Helen an answer, felt inadequate that I had not formulated a
response yet, and so, not wanting to appear weak in front of Helen,
found myself saying. "Thank you, I'd love to take up your kind offer."
The following week, I managed a window in which I again gathered my
secrets from the loft and stored them in the boot of my car. Arriving
at work early the next day, I parked next to Helen, and the contents
were duly transferred to Helen for safe-keeping when we left for the
day. I wanted to tell Helen to enjoy the DVDs, but somehow, it never
emerged from my mouth.
Whilst driving home that night, I realized what I had done. I had
given complete control over to Helen. That was her real aphrodisiac -
control and power. I began to have doubts, very strong doubts over
whether I'd done the right thing, and if life would ever be the same
again.
7. Maid Service
"When do you want to go and relax?" Helen enquired after we'd finished
a meeting. At first I didn't understand, and my face obviously showed
it. I had almost dismissed my private urges from my head, as the "kit"
was no longer under my control.
Before I had a chance to reply, Helen said "Look, Steve, obviously
there's no on forcing you to do this, but you've only got to say what
you want to do - there's no alternative agenda here, you won't be
blackmailed or ridiculed or photographed.
You've been working very hard and putting some long hours in. I think
you need a break. Why don't you take next Wednesday afternoon off,
drive around to our house, and relax. It's simple. And all you have to
do is to arrive, and the maid will let you in, show you around and
leave you to get on with it - if that's what you want... there's no
need to do anything the first time, you just do what you want."
Helen detected the surprise in my face. "I know it sounds awfully
posh, but we can't run a place like ours without any help. Robert and
I are both earning good money and like our house, so why not?"
Wednesday arrived, and with some trepidation, after lunch, I made my
way to Helen's house. I took a deep breath as I rang the bell in front
of the large double-fronted portal.
The door opened wide; the figure holding the door seemed incongruously
tall as I looked up, but I could only see an outline as my eyes
adjusted from the sunny afternoon to the dim hall. "Do come in, don't
be shy." That voice! As the door shut, I realized the figure was
Robert, dressed as a French maid. "Hello, and welcome, Steve. I do
hope my appearance does not put you off. I know it may be a bit of a
surprise, but there are more TVs than you in the world, believe me.
Come in, make yourself at home."
My heart was beating like a hammer and I felt myself start to break
out in a sweat, despite the coolness of the hall. The hall was large,
with a marbled floor and rooms to each side and to the rear. In the
centre of the hall was a large sweeping staircase to the upper floor.
"As I'm dressed, please call me Roberta. Let me show you around our
little place," said Roberta softly. "Do follow me."
Roberta turned on her heels and walked, slowly, deliberately towards
the stairs.
My eyes were glued to Roberta's elegant high heels and slim black
nylon encased legs. A man unused to walking in high heels usually
looks like he is walking in gumboots through deep mud, picking up his
feet in an exaggerated way, but Roberta walked in petite strides and
looks as though she was gliding across the polished marble floor. The
sound of her heels was really exciting and I started to get a frisson
of pleasure in my loins.
Roberta was not the obvious "man in a frock." Apart from her voice,
and the fact that her heels made very tall for a woman, she had done a
remarkably good job on her make-up and long, blonde wig. Her maid's
outfit was the classic black bodice with very short, flared skirt. As
Roberta started up the sweeping staircase, my eyes were naturally
drawn up her long legs, the way signposted by the seams in her
stockings, to the stocking tops and bare flesh above them. Her panties
were tiny, hardly more than a G-string, and certainly not enough to
cover the flare in the butt-plug she was wearing.
"Helen put your stuff in the guest suite - it's through here." We
walked into a plush bedroom with deep carpets and satin drapes.
Roberta opened a door in the full height built-in wardrobe and pulled
out a deep drawer containing all my collection neatly laid out. The
stockings had been rolled neatly in pairs.
"I must say, you have some lovely things. This is beautiful. May I?"
She reached down into the drawer and extracted the largest of my
dildos, some 10 inches long and 2 inches in diameter, very knobbly and
made from a transparent, jelly-like material. "Not the biggest, but
very satisfying I should think."
I smiled, conscious of my silence, still feeling as though I did not
belong in one of the bedrooms of my boss's house.
"I'm sure you'll feel better once you have those nasty male clothes
off. Just come into the bathroom for a moment." We stepped into a
bathroom en-suite to the bedroom. " Now, have you used one of these?
It's a portable irrigation machine - very useful for those of us who
enjoy back-door fun?"
"No, no, I haven't," I relied quietly.
"No need to worry, after all I am a doctor, so it's not as though
you're going to explode. Maybe I should supervise the first time?
Would that be a good idea? It's just that if you want a dildo session
- and I certainly would if I were you - it's good to get fully cleaned
first. This machine ensures you won't be scalded and the pressure
won't be too high and gets rids of the waste without any nastiness.
Once you've had a go, you'll probably find the experience very
pleasant and gets you in the mood. I know it does for me. As you've
only got some sexy underwear, why don't you change while I get us both
a cup of tea and then we'll clean you out. OK?"
I muttered acceptance of her plan; it was as though I was undergoing
some hospital treatment and I'd got myself on the end of a process I
could not stop.
Roberta tottered out of the bedroom, turning and giving me a cheery
"See you in a minute!"
I took a deep breath, and then another, to attempt to calm myself
down. "To hell with it" I said to myself. I stripped off quickly and
folded my male clothes neatly on the bed. My short satin corset was
soon enveloping me, and I was enjoying the feel of the garment and its
tightness on my body. Gathering the gossamer black stockings in my
hands, I was in raptures as I felt the light material encase my legs,
feeling like the caress from a million spiders. Oh, how long I had
waited for this moment, to feel the power of erotica upon my body
again. I rose and was fixing my suspenders in the full-length mirror
when Roberta walked in with a tray of tea things.
"I knew you'd have good legs, and I wasn't wrong. Those stockings look
really good on you! Can I help you with those rear suspenders?" Before
I could say a word, she had placed the tea-tray on the dressing table
and was standing behind me. Our eyes met in the reflection of the
mirror for a fleeting second; she had taken a lot of time on her make-
up and had really made the best of her eyes with lots of sexy black
eye-liner.
Her hands held my waist as she leaned forwards over my shoulder and
said softly "I'll help." She squatted down and smoothed each stocking
in an upwards direction to straighten the seam before clipping each
rear suspender for me. "Sit on the bed and I'll help you on with your
shoes."
By now the sexual electricity was tangible and I was almost fully
erect as I sat on the bed. Roberta came over from the drawers with my
stilettos in her hand. She held one up to examine it. "These are
beautiful. And five inches too, what a sexy girl you are..." She held
my each foot gently and slipped on the tight elegant shoes. I was
wondering how I was going to walk in them after such a long time
without, but there was no way I was not going to try.
Roberta was kneeling at my now-shod feet, each hand on my inner
thighs, rubbing softly. My cock had risen up fully and was on proud
display. She looked up into my eyes, moved slowly forwards until her
face was just inches from the tip of my cock. I could feel her breath.
She took her gaze away from my eyes eventually and looked at my cock,
as if in huge anticipation. Without asking, her beautifully manicured
hand with its scarlet nails was around my member, closely followed by
her matching scarlet lips kissing to tip of my cock.
Oh, that glorious feeling as I felt myself enveloped by her hot, wet,
inviting mouth. She pushed down over my full length, sucking deeply,
and then withdrew, very slowly. I detected that, rather reluctantly,
she stopped, kissed the tip and said " Sorry. Couldn't resist. I'm
sure you understand. Let's clean you out."
Roberta helped me up and I stood for the first time in months in my
heels; the muscles screamed in the crush behind my legs, but slowly I
came to stand fully, helped by Roberta. She massaged the muscles in my
legs and it certainly helped; tentatively, I took some little steps
towards the bathroom. It felt so good to be back in power heels. I
wanted never to have to take them off again.
Somehow, as the tension had been broken by Roberta, her intentions now
clear, my inhibitions were slowly melted and I wanted to ask Roberta a
million questions.
I was led into the large airy bathroom which had the irrigation
machine at one end next to a low bed covered in a single sheet.
Roberta got me to lie on my side and raise my upper knee in order to
best expose myself. I heard the snapping of latex gloves and then felt
the cold of lubricating gel and the probing of his middle finger.
"That's rather nice," I said boldly, "and two fingers would be even
nicer." He doubled up and probed and poked; I began to moan.
"More later," whispered Roberta in my ear. "Now, relax and enjoy the
flow; if you feel any sort of discomfort, just shout. I'll have to
come around the front and massage your stomach at the right points."
The whole procedure took maybe half an hour, but at the end I felt
truly wonderful. I took the time to ask my million questions. "You've
done a lovely job with your make-up; I wish I had the freedom to be
able to do that. And not a hair on your body, I'm just so jealous. And
you can really walk in heels like a woman."
"Helen is a very good teacher. I told her about my feminine side very
early on in our relationship. I expected her to be turned off, but
quite the opposite. She told me that if I wanted to be a woman I was
going to do it right. I think she was glad I wasn't (as she puts it) a
meat-and-two-veg man. She's totally bisexual and so am I. We both
enjoy sex in many forms, with each other, both straight and with roles
reversed, and with others, but always very carefully selected. You are
potentially in the process of joining very small elite - if you want -
if this works - if everyone gets on.
As you've probably gathered, Helen is a very sexual woman. She says it
gives her the release to be able to put in the effort in other parts
of her life - especially her work, where you can see she's in complete
control. She'll make the board next year and she'll deserve it."
"Would you like to borrow a wig? I have several you could try. And how
about some lipstick? I always like a lipstick ring on me." She winked
at me.
We went to Helen and Roberta's bedroom, an opulent affair with a huge
bed. Roberta gave me several wigs to try on; I really couldn't make up
my mind, but eventually settled for a short auburn style with open
curls. "Here, pout your lips at me." Between us, we managed to apply
some reasonable lipstick that didn't make me look like a dame at an
erotic pantomime.
"That looks good." said Roberta, spinning me towards her. We were
close now, standing face to face in the bedroom, she still in her
Maid's outfit and me just in corset, stockings, heels and wig. She
pulled me closer and my turgid cock brushed underneath the hem of her
skirt. "Lipstick is just an invitation to a kiss, don't you agree?"
And so we kissed, a deep, sexy, mouth-open kiss. She placed my hand
under her skirt to stroke the bulge under her panties as she held my
member in her own hand. "Let's go down to the playroom where we can
relax properly. We'll collect your toys along the way."
8. Playtime
"This our little playroom - where we can totally relax and enjoy
ourselves; now I'm just going to put on a DVD. I hope this is to your
taste."
We had gone down 2 floors into a basement under the main house; it had
obviously been fitted out to give Helen, Robert /a and presumably
others, a place in which to indulge their sexual fantasies
I sat on a wide curved sofa which faced a huge square bed, and on the
other side of that, a large plasma screen on the back wall. The disc
Roberta had chosen showed a passionate girl-girl scene, each girl
pleasuring the other using large toys in both holes.
"Lovely, aren't they?"
"Hmm, yes," I moaned. Roberta sat close and turned to me. She started
to stroke the stocking top on the inside of my thigh. "You know, you
could experience untold pleasures here. We can help you discover such
sublime ecstasy. But you must be true to yourself, what you like, what
you don't. Forget home and work; think about your pleasure and my
pleasure. Tell me, how much experience have you had with other men?"
I told him about David and how I regarded it as such a wonderful
memory. Roberta smiled at me and stood directly in front of me; she
removed the maid's dress, revealing her black satin basque below with
its taut suspenders and her straining panties.
She turned away from me, and bent over as she removed the black
panties and stepped out of them, then turned to face me with her
magnificent turgid member fully erect. I gasped, but could not take my
eyes from her beautiful thick 9 inches. Without asking, I leaned
forwards, held the base of her cock and opened my mouth to take her
purple shiny knob end. I had waited so many years to experience this
again; it just felt so good, so right.
"My God, that's so beautiful" I said having withdrawn for a moment to
take in some air. Before I could go down on her again, she resumed her
place on the sofa. She leaned forwards and kissed me again; I
responded and we lay for several minutes kissing and fondling each
other's hard members.
"I think you should start to wear a plug; and I should wear a bigger
one. Come over here with me."
Roberta rose and held my hand to follow her. We tottered over to a
large cupboard at the rear of the room to reveal several shelves of
sex toys. "We have most things here - all properly washed I assure you
- with lubricants of your choice, wipes, towels, anything you want.
What do you fancy trying?"
"May I?" I said, asking to handle some of the magnificent toys. "Of
course, please do."
I picked up a huge black dildo and looked with some incredulity at
Roberta. "That's one of our favourites. It's only a matter of training
and perseverance; believe me it's worth it. When that beauty goes all
the way, one nearly faints with pleasure."
"But how about something a little less challenging to start with? Like
this." She reached into the cupboard to select a plug about 5 inches
long and 2 inches wide at the flared base.
"OK, I'll give it a go, although it's probably bigger than the one
I've used before."
Roberta got me to lie face down over the corner of the bed with my
legs across the corner to expose my hole as easily as possible. She
applied lots of lubricant to my tight hole, running her finger in
circles as if trying to produce a note from a wine glass. She started
to probe with the thin, rounded end of the plug, just opening me a
little at first, then withdrawing. Each time she seemed to penetrate a
little deeper than before, or held it longer before withdrawing the
plug again. All the time Roberta calmed me with her gentle words and
gentle hands. Then more lubrication and more massage from her fingers
before she used the plug again. Eventually, I felt my ring contract
and I knew I had taken the plug. I sighed deeply. "Nearly there,"
whispered Roberta. She removed the plug again, re-lubricated, then
pushed the plug all the way into me. "Oh, do that again, please,
please, it feels so good." Roberta obliged, removing the plug and
filling me again several times.
"Now stand and walk and see how it feels," suggested Roberta.
I did as I was asked and took a few steps. It was as though I was
pivoting about the plug. The combination of the plug and my heels had
stimulated me more and I was now rock-hard again.
"Would you do me the pleasure of changing my plug for me?" asked
Roberta. She tip-tapped across the hard floor to the cupboard, where
she picked out a much longer and thicker plug than I had used. It was
structured like interlocking balls, each ball towards the base being
larger than one above. At the tip it was just over one inch thick, at
the bottom, over two inches thick and in total around 9 or 10 inches
long.
"Just be careful when you get to around 7 inches, for the last ball
forces the tip through the second gate where the gut bends. I
shouldn't have a problem though, I've worn it often enough."
Roberta took up the same position across the corner of the bed. I
pulled at the base of her existing plug, extracting something much
larger than I'd ever worn. Her hole gaped at me. "You have a most
beautiful hole," I heard myself saying. "May I kiss it?"
"Please do," responded Roberta with some enthusiasm. I used a wipe to
remove the excess lubrication, then lowered myself to her beautiful
distended hole. Delicately, I licked around the rim and within, then,
hearing the moans from Roberta, with much more energy.
Eventually, I raised myself, amazed by my own actions. "Wow, now that
was good." I gasped. "I've never done that before, but I hope it's not
the last."
"Definitely not" shared Roberta. "Now, I need to be re-plugged." With
lots of lubrication, I followed Roberta's example, inserting gently
until feeling resistance, stretching, then withdrawing. In this way
the hole opens up gently and, as Roberta had been plugged before, it
was not long before the last ball was due to go in. Roberta showed me
how to change the angle and encourage the plug to fully engage. She
let me repeat the action, as practise for myself and as pleasure for
her.
"Oh, that feels so, so good," she said raising herself and moving her
body and legs as if to settle the plug down into a comfortable
position.
"Have you ever been past your second gate?" asked Roberta. I shook my
head. " I don't think so, but given the opportunity to learn, I'll be
a more than willing pupil."
Roberta hopped on to the bed and lay fully stretched out on her back.
I climbed on after her and without any words, we naturally assumed the
69 position with me on top. I dangled my cock over her lips, whilst
teasing her with my own lips. It was only a few seconds before we were
sucking each other deeply and fully, caressing each others" stocking-
clad legs and massaging each other internally with our plugs. After
several minutes of sublime pleasure that I wanted to last forever,
Roberta slapped me on the leg.
I rolled off and faced Roberta once more. "I suppose you've given A
before?" she enquired. "No, never. Not even when I was first married,"
I replied truthfully.
Roberta looked almost shocked. "Well, no time like the present. That
is, I'm assuming you're up for it." She glanced down at my raging
erection and smiled wickedly; then she reached over to a small cabinet
next to the bed and produced a condom from a large jar.
We were kneeling together one the bed, facing each other, fondling,
kissing lightly, stroking each other.
"There is one rule here," she said. "When you come, you must come into
my mouth. When I come it will be into your mouth. Is it agreed?"
"Sounds good to me; hell, this is good fun."
Within a second, she had the rubber sheath over my member and was
presenting herself for me to mount her. I slowly removed her plug,
allowing me to slide in easily to the root and felt the wonderful
warmth of her hole; slowly, we started to move in rhythm, stopping
occasionally for me to reach around and fondle her.
"If we continue, I'm going to come soon, so let's swap" I gasped. We
did just that and for the first time in my life I had a real live cock
thrusting up into my willing arse. Not only was Roberta big, she was
skilful too. She more than matched the plug for girth and exceeded it
in length, so I could feel her probing really deeply within me.
"Oh,this is so good!" I screamed as I felt her thrust. "I'm a real
woman at last!"
At Roberta's suggestion, we changed positions multiple times, each
giving a slightly different sensation due to the different angle of
attack and depth of penetration. Eventually she withdrew from me. I
was amazed she had not come but she was still beautifully erect. "I'm
just going to get some toys to stretch you a bit more."
She brought back some beautiful looking phalluses from the cupboard
including my largest toys and a couple of others even bigger. She
spent some time teasing my hole with the large knob-end of my jelly
dildo, until I felt the satisfaction of it slipping through my ring
and up into my well-lubricated rectum. She slid the toy in and out of
me with some energy, causing me to gasp with pleasure and moan with
delight. Soon, I was delirious with sheer pleasure, my cock pouring
pre-cum which Roberta happily licked off my rigid cock. The dildo was
replaced with something bigger and longer. Again, my ring refused to
open at first, but Roberta was insistent and skilful, working the head
into me and then the body with long, regular thrusts. Roberta
correctly guessed that I was near, so slowed for a moment, working the
toy as deeply as she could within me and holding it in place whilst
she whispered some instructions to me.
Roberta continued to bend over me and again worked the deep thrusting
of the dildo into a rhythm; at the same time, her mouth enveloped my
rock hard cock head and began to suck insistently. Never did she take
her mouth from my cock head as I bucked and screamed. With the dildo
at its deepest point within me I was pulsing huge spurts of cum into
her mouth, which she captured completely. Once my massive orgasm had
subsided, she delicately removed her scarlet lips from around my cock-
head; not one millilitre of the precious fluid was wasted.
She moved towards me, lying, spent and broken. It was an erotic moment
greater than I had ever known in my life. Her lips approached mine,
and slowly, so slowly, she released the full stream of my cock-cream
into my mouth. She lay down beside me and I then forced my body up
such that I could release the mouthful of precious cream back into
Roberta's mouth. She relished my gift, moving the thick, gluey liquid
around in her mouth, before swallowing fully, pulling me to her for a
passionate mouth-open kiss, tongues probing the depths of each other's
mouths and sharing the subtle, musky taste of my spunk.
"Did you enjoy that?" a new voice shouted from across the room. I got
a massive shot of adrenaline at the surprise of another voice. It was
Helen, standing in the doorway. As she moved into the room, I was
surprised, yet excited by her costume. She had changed into a black
ultra-short dress made from some stretchy material - it could have
been latex or rubber or even soft leather. At the hem were six
suspenders to hold up her lustrous sheer black stockings with the tops
fully on display. The dress scooped up her ample bust and deep
cleavage; it was as though a deep breath would cause them to tumble
out. The dress was so short as to finish just below her cunt; I caught
a glimpse of metal as though she had jewellery dangling from her
labia. She had made herself up more dramatically than the usual
subtleties she employed at work, with longer, curled eyelashes and
bright red lips. And her shoes - low vamp stiletto court shoes with a
pencil thin heel of at least 5 inches. In short, she looked divine and
she knew it.
I did not know what to say, or indeed whether a reply was expected or
not. I was drained, completely drained both physically and mentally.
She took a few paces forwards into the light of the room, her bearing
erect, her heels tapping on the floor. I noticed than she was carrying
a cane with leather loop on the end.
Upon seeing Helen, Roberta slipped off the bed and knelt at Helen's
feet in complete supplication. "Roberta, please get me a drink and
join us on the sofa. Can you put on another DVD please - something
harder than this."
Helen strode delicately to the sofa and sat down, crossing her legs
sensuously. "Please, Steve. Swap that dildo for a plug and come and
join us. Roberta, please help." She paused to take a long swig of the
whisky Roberta had fixed for her.
Roberta went over to the cabinet to select a plug for me, but waited
for instructions from Helen. "Show me what she's taken so far?"
Roberta held up the plug and dildo I'd used that afternoon. "Not bad
for a beginner. Roberta, please bring a plug another size up.
Roberta gestured for me to bend over the corner of the bed as I'd done
previously. As I was well lubricated and the last dildo had been my
largest, The plug entered my hole quite readily; but it was bulky and
heavy and I had to use my muscles to keep it in place.
When seated, it was as though we were waiting for Helen to seal my
fate. "I shall explain my terms whilst you suck Roberta all the way."
Roberta was still semi-erect from our fun together. As she sat next to
Helen and relaxed back, I knelt in front and took her cock - with much
pleasure - in my eager mouth. She let me get going a decent rhythm
before she started.
"I do it like this so you can't speak back. Suck!" she demanded,
smacking my buttocks smartly with a flick of her wrist at the crop. "I
am the Mistress here and my rules and commands are obeyed. In return
you get to worship me. Suck I said! Take it deeper. Hands off! Mouth
only!" I winced as another whack of the crop landed squarely across my
buttocks. "I am a benevolent Mistress as Roberta here will attest. You
get to do wonderfully perverse things with other very perverse people,
but only if I command it.
We have a very small group of carefully selected friends who come to
us on regular occasions for sex parties of a more advanced nature.
However, to join, you must prove yourself worthy of our