Formula Number 9
A Fictional Story written by Reif
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This is adult fiction with heavy transgender elements, if you find that in
any way offensive, or you are under the age of majority then stop reading
NOW. No character in this story is meant to resemble any actual person
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noted.
No poet sings because he must sing. At least no great poet does.
A great poet sings because he chooses to sing.
~Unknown Author
Chapter 1
A blur of dark silver barely identifiable as a powerful car at its current
speed tore through the humid, oppressive night, its oversized engine
lovingly designed for power and speed above all other constraints roaring
its hellish, mechanical joy, inanimately rejoicing at the prospect of
finally being released to reach its true reckless potential in ways that
were never possible under the cautious light of day. Squealing rubber on
asphalt at each turn and the blare of indignant car horns tracked the
speeding silver blur as it tore through the fitfully sleeping city.
Briefly, the occasional traffic light would penetrate into the car's
interior and light up the face of the car's driver, painting his horrified
features in green, yellow, and red before his vehicle tore past the
stationary lights, treating their unwelcome warnings more as suggestion
than law. A few times the trip came within a breath of ending in a twisted
mass of burning jagged steel, but the driver cared only for the curse that
was relentlessly battering at his mind.
Eventually, the large monumental buildings with their edifices of plate
glass and granite gave way to their smaller, more mundane concrete
brothers, then the yet smaller cousin buildings that huddled forlornly in
their shabby coats of old paint forever in the shadow of their greater
brethren. Finally, the expensive car slowed as it passed through the
gloomy darkness cast in the shadow of a great span of concrete that
blocked out the sky as it formed a wide highway and into a neighborhood
where the conspicuous statement wealth of was very out of place among the
hodgepodge markets and thrifty apartments of an immigrant people that had
come to the city with nothing. The outside world though passed unseen
beyond the driver's notice unless it was relevant to his consuming quest
as he sought the narrow alley with its small shop that held the key to
everything that had gone so horrifically wrong this night.
When the car finally stopped in front of the tiny shop set into the side
of an alley with its thickly barred, battered door, its driver paused,
desperate to collect himself amid the whirlwind of his thoughts. The
interlude however, freed his mind to wander and almost instantly it was
pulled back towards the haunting visions that tormented him. Steeling
himself in defense, the driver quickly ran his large shaking hands through
his jet black hair and then fumbled with his tie and collar as if getting
more of the heavy air could ward against his mental demons. For a few
heaving breaths the driver's muscled chest rose up and down, a small
triangle of exposed brown mocha skin and a few wispy black chest hairs
framed by the open collar of his white dress shirt.
Unwilling to invite the specter's return with an idle mind and seeking the
relief that his goal promised, the driver all but vaulted the distance
between his car and the front step of the shop. He pounded out a rough
wordless summon of the woman that had caused him so much grief with his
fist on the solid door of the shop and briefly contemplated though a few
pounding heartbeats the nightmarish dread that the architect of his
current personal hell might not answer him.
"Por favor, por favor, por favor," [please] he whispered to the ghostly
reflection of the handsome Latin man in the dingy window of the shop's
door, which the reflection dutifully replicated with perfect precision.
For a horrible eternity measured in moments the man stood there looking
into the dark pools of his reflection's eyes, the deep brown fading into
black in the mix of dim starlight and yellow street lamps, before the
lines of his reflection's young rugged face were distorted by the lines of
an annoyed weathered eye peering at him through the door blinds from the
other side of the dingy thick glass.
The old brown eye disappeared as quickly as it had shown itself and in the
space of a few seconds the tormented man's heart swung from utter despair
to triumph as he heard the heavy locks on the door being opened. The
door's hinges had barely had time to finish their creaking protestation of
the heavy weight they carried before the man found himself pierced by the
gaze of the old, thin, Mestizo woman that stood on the door's inner
threshold. The man began to speak almost immediately, but the woman's
imperious manner that radiated her displeasure at the lateness of her
visitor's arrival sapped the man's momentum and left him mute until she
broke the passing silence.
"Ah Manuel y Rodriguez Domingo, back so soon?" The woman mockingly
questioned with a curt nod of her gray-streaked head.
"Si, [Yes] Your potion did not work!!!" Manuel hissed quickly in reply.
If the woman's face had been severe before, in the second that passed
beyond the uttered allegation her expression became lined iron. Faster
than the strike of a coiled viper, a weathered, bony hand shot out from
under the brightly woven shawl the woman wore and dug into Manuel's
muscled shoulder. Had he resisted, the old stooped woman could not have
moved him, but surprised and unprepared he was easily pulled into her shop
by the raw force of will the woman exerted.
"Imb?cil [Fool]," she snapped, her dark eyes flashing like coals upon the
transgressing man. "I warned you to never mention what I sell here, even
in the dark of night there could be eyes watching and ears open. I have
worked hard for this, though I doubt you even would understand the
concept." The woman finished with curt wave of her hand indicating the
darkened cabinets, and bins piled high with various earthy roots and
herbs.
Manuel's pride would not abide the insult, even in the dim light the flush
of anger on his dark skin was unmistakable. "You are being most unfair,
just because I do not dig in the dirt like...."
"Like me?!" The old woman hissed an interruption. "I wonder Manuel does
your father think himself as much of a hildalgo [gentleman] as you do?
"This does not concern him," Manuel vehemently protested.
"Oh but it does. The Ambassador gives you, his only son, so much favor
that your life, Manuel, becomes intolerably boring. It was only natural
that you take up a hobby, but that he would tolerate the one you have
chosen is his failure. Even before you barged into my shop this afternoon
I knew that your father blissfully ignores the reality that often as he is
working on affairs of state you are often elsewhere having affairs between
the shapeliest pair of thighs you can seduce into bed.
"I DO NOT ASK FOR YOUR JUDGEMENT," Manuel shouted irate that this old
woman would insult his honor like this.
She did not flinch, "No, but you did ask me for the strongest love potion
I made. What was her name? Maria I think you said. Finally, you meet a
woman who will not have you, who sees how weak your spirit is but instead
of rising to meet her challenge all you can do is lust after her, and try
to take with guile what she will not give willingly."
Manuel remembered her, his beautiful Maria, with her long jet black hair
that hung down to her wonderfully round ass. Her thick thighs, the tone of
her skin like latte coffee, the mountains of her generous breasts, the
ruby lips, and the earthy eyes that burned with unfettered disdain for him
every time he had tried to gain her favor. It was not fair, he had
lavished her with luxurious gifts, praised her with sweet words, and
worked even harder at his weights to be a flawless specimen of manhood,
yet she showed him no favor at all. A lesser man would have given up, but
he was not that weak. Was it that wrong that he had sought this woman's
help once he had learned that for the right price a man could buy
"special" herbs at this shop from the woman that was rumored in quiet
whispers to be a Bruja [witch].
"If your distaste for me is so great why did you sell me the potion?"
Manuel pointedly asked.
"Ah, Manuel, I do not judge those who use my potions on the basis of
whether what they do is right or wrong, but I do judge those who lie to
themselves about it, or lie to me. Do you remember what I told you about
my formula # 9, or have you forgotten how I said that I cannot brew love,
it is too complex, too fickle an emotion. I can only induce desire, lust,
longing, need, want, and attachment. Together those emotions can m
easy for love to bloom but that particular power must be shared. I warned
you about using number 9, as it is my most powerful potion of that type. I
suggested maybe #6, or #7 but you wanted power above all else, you wanted
the strongest I have, and the strongest I make can overpower the will of
all but the mightiest of men and women if they are not careful making them
desire whoever has consumed the other half of the potion above all other
things. Now I see you standing here, trembling, your face flushed with
desire, and your manhood at attention while you claim my potion did not
work. So I ask you Manuel, Is he as handsome as you?"
Manuel's hands flew to his head, his body shaking at the recalled memory
of the man's face who was burned into his psyche. His sandy brown hair,
his skin the color of a wheat field, his deep green eyes, and his
prominent nose.
"...If his face did not have so much worry," Manuel blurted out and then
grimaced trying to force the man's face from his mind.
The woman gave a toothy smile then wryly commented. "I thought as much. If
it had been a woman you would be ravishing her right now and slinking back
to me in the light of day to complain. You were careless weren't you? My
potion did exactly what I said it would do, but you delivered it to the
wrong person and now you desire another man. The thought of what you want
him to do to you must be eating you up inside."
"STOP IT, I do not want to be with that gringo man," Manuel hastily
asserted, more for his own benefit than the old woman's.
The old woman just smiled as Manuel's mind whirled, noting the massive
tent in his pants.
It was not Manuel's fault he thought. He had chosen the venue carefully,
both he and Maria had been expected to be at the lavish reception at the
Shilton Hotel along with all of the other sons and daughters of the
various diplomats. He had waited until a group had formed, even waited
until some of Maria's friends had walked up after getting drinks. He had
seen his opportunity when Maria had been left without a drink. He had
slyly made his move, pouring the contents of the clear vial he had
purchased from the Bruja into two cocktails then walked over to present
one of them to Maria. It was supposed to look like a kind gesture,
everyone knew he had been trying to woo Maria for a month. Curse his
friend Julio who had come up behind him to greet him and made him look
away for that crucial moment. Curse Blanca, Maria's friend who had shared
a knowing look with Maria while his head was turned and exchanged their
drinks. Curse himself, for not realizing the importance of Blanca excusing
herself back to the drink table, or seeing that she placed the laced
cocktail back amongst the others. He had finished with Julio to see that
Maria was happily sipping her drink and so he had drunk his own share of
the potion. He had been carefully watching Maria for the slightest sign
that his love potion was working when the first pangs of desire hit him,
but not pangs of desire for Maria.
It had come on fast, he had excused himself and gotten a quarter of the
way across the crowded ballroom cutting between the men in suits and women
in dresses before the undeniable proof of his failure came as his gaze
seemed to home in like a laser on a man on the far side of the room as the
other man seemed to home in on him. For a few seconds they had looked at
each other longingly like a couple out of a old romance film, then each
had realized what he was doing leading both of them violently break their
shared look. That first flush of rejected attraction had not solved by it
far though. Manuel had felt himself being drawn to that man, could feel
how much he had wanted him, could feel how much he had desired him. His
emotions had been hijacked, his intellect knew that he should not want
this man and that was enough to intermittently override the spell and give
him a respite, but as soon as the fire of his intellectual outrage over
being forced to desire another man had waned he had been drawn back by his
compromised emotions.
Over and over again his gaze had been drawn to the other man letting him
easily see that the other man had been affected the same way. Again and
again the two of them had fought their emotions only to return to the same
emotional state. The soundtrack to their movements as they circled the
room on opposite walls was a love song, but it was out of tune, and the
needle was scratching across the record two or three times a minute as the
two men fought the compulsions. Eventually, the other man had reached a
door and all but dived through it in a bid for freedom from their shared
madness. Manuel had dared not follow, but what his reason had wanted was
secondary to what his body and his heart had desired so he had pursued.
Out into the richly appointed main hall he had followed the man, and then
tracked him into a plainly deserted service hallway.
The service hallway had been a dead end. Manuel's quarry had been trapped.
For the space of a moment the two had stood there caught between the
warring urges of desire and disgust. For the space of a moment the two had
stood there facing each other, each sporting a throbbing tent in their
pants. For the space of a moment they had slowly advanced on each other,
their breathing heavy. Manuel had reached out to touch that man hating
himself for it even as he had anticipated the feel of the other man's
skin. It had been too much for the other man. He had wildly swung a fist
at Manuel. Even now Manuel could hear the man's voice echoing in his ears.
"GET AWAY FROM ME DAMNIT," the man had cried with a pained look on his
face.
The near assault had finally been enough to chase Manuel from that place.
Moments later his silver car had torn out of the Hotel's parking garage
and into the street, its driver horrified at what had happened to him and
desperate to return to the power's source.
"Alright," Manuel breathily conceded, "I failed, I gave the potion to the
wrong person. Please, senora, I need the antidote."
"You think there is an antidote for something of this power?"
Manuel's heart fell into his stomach at the insinuation.
The woman continued, "There is no antidote, it will wear off in about a
month or when it has completed its purpose, not before."
"Please, this is driving me mad, I do not want to spend the next month
wanting to be with some gringo bastard," Manuel forcibly exclaimed.
"Well I suppose there is one other way that we could resolve this
particular problem."
The smooth, almost mechanical tone the woman had used made Manuel's hairs
stand up on the back of his neck, her insinuation made it clear that some
very high stakes would be involved, but he was willing to anything to
destroy this nightmare that haunted him.
Chapter 2
Jonathan Lamont ran his hand through his short cropped sandy brown hair.
It didn't help. The nightmare would not end. The half a dozen empty beer
cans in his kitchen trash, the pot of coffee, the horrible taste of bile
in his mouth from when he had forced himself to vomit. None of it had
worked.
He looked over the small glass vial he had retrieved from the hallway near
the ballroom from where it had come to rest where the Latino man had
dropped it. Written on it in small script was the simple note "Formula #
9." Jonathan was sure this had to be some kind of psychedelic drug that
was making him ache for that Latino man he didn't know. There was no other
explanation for his sudden insatiable attraction for this particular man.
So far though, time had not taken the edge off his artificial desire at
all, nor had the induced vomiting. If this was a drug, it was like none he
had ever heard of. Jonathan had nearly called Poison Control three times
but the thought of having to explain his symptoms stopped him every time.
"DAMNIT."
Why did this have to happen to him. He hadn't wanted to go to that party
in the first place. Well, check that, he had wanted to go, but not in the
capacity he always went which was as the guest of his boss. Every time
someone threw an event he got drug there to provide the technical
references for his boss, a Vice-President at Berglestein & Co. Invariably
for 99% of the event he would be irrelevant as the conversations revolved
around important men and women doing the same thing they had been doing
since Jr. High which was figuring out the precise sequence of the social
pecking order. The 1% of time that he was needed though made it so that he
could not truly enjoy the lavish receptions. He could not simply disappear
into the crowd, he had to stay close enough that if he was summoned he
could appear to provide the needed fact or figure as the VP tried to
impress on the rest of the crowd the importance of the Bergelstein
companies' work. It was all starting to wear very thin on him. But
this...this night took the cake by far. He had allowed himself his usual
one drink limit except this time the drink he had picked up from the
refreshment table had apparently been spiked. The thought of that dark
haired Latino and the events that had followed made his skin crawl in both
good and bad ways.
The surge of desire as he thought of the man made his blood boil.
"Enough"
Jonathan got up from his kitchen and stalked to his bedroom. Quickly he
stripped off his good clothes and down to his t-shirt and boxers. With
that he retrieved a bottle of sleeping pills from the medicine cabinet in
his bathroom and downed enough of them for two men. If he could not stop
thinking about the man he hated and desired then he would simply go to a
place where the urges could not follow. As the sleeping pills took hold he
vowed that if he had not slept off the effects of whatever poison that was
doing this to him he would go to the hospital first thing in the morning.
Unfortunately for Jonathan, being unconscious was no relief, his dreams
were filled with want for a dark haired Latin man.
-An hour later-
A silver hunter crept quietly down darkened streets under a pall of
moonlight moving at a slow measured pace. Like a wolf it was being drawn
by instinct towards the singular prey it desired. If any thoughts of
regret marred its conscience they were left solely to the man who squirmed
in its driver seat anxious to the sate the mating instinct he had
unleashed on himself.
Manuel was navigating solely on the pull that the Bruja's [witch] power
was exerting on him as it tried to fulfill its directive. What little
doubt he had before concerning the appropriateness of that term for the
old herb lady had died when she had made her second offer to the desperate
Latino. Manuel glanced down at the unremarkable second vial that he had
bought from her. He shuddered to think of how she could pack the power to
do what she had proposed into such a small thing. As Manuel left her shop
he had a pang of worry that he might be dealing with a diablo. Fortunately
the only thing she had asked for in exchange for her second vial had been
money, lots of money. The thought of the empty hidden compartment in the
trunk of his car that had formerly held a small stash brought a second
pang of regret to Manuel, but if this vial did what she had claimed it
would, a great deal of his problems would be solved.
Yes, the other man was close. Manuel could feel it. Slower now he drove,
his eyes trying to peer through the walls of the dark houses that lined
the street to find the man he needed to dispose of to satisfy this curse.
He turned a final corner and his eyes were drawn to a house halfway down
the next block. A smile of anticipation crossed Manuel's face as he
contemplated his next move.
Few were awake in Jonathan's neighborhood who might have noted that the
figure who strolled up Jonathan Lamont's short driveway with a satchel was
not Jonathan. Of those night owls, none were watching when the same figure
paused beside Jonathan's parked car. Thus no alarm was raised a second
later when the very same figure quickly slid a wire into the driver's side
door manually forcing its lock. Manuel was in the seat a heartbeat after
that. Had he been a car thief he would have been gone before any one
noticed but he was here to steal a life not a car, and to do that he
needed information. With a loud click Manuel's flashlight came on and he
started rummaging through the miscellaneous bits of life stored in the
glove box of Jonathan's car with the small circle of light as his guide.
Quickly, he found what he wanted. The state required insurance card told
Manuel exactly what he wanted to know. Manuel's opponent was Jonathan
Lamont, he didn't have anyone else registered on his policy and only this
one car. Manuel smiled, good he had been a touch worried that he was about
to do something horrible to a married man. Manuel looked one last time
through the glove box and his smile grew even larger, the fool had left a
house key in the glove box of his car.
In hushed quietness with only the muffled scrape of metal on metal and the
creak of leather Jonathan's castle was breached. Only a single man now
stood between Manuel and his goal. The Latino prowled through the darkness
wincing occasionally at the soft creak of his dress shoes, he had not had
a chance to change clothes since the reception. Manuel paused briefly at
the counter noticing the glint of glass from the first vial. He didn't
remember dropping it back at the Hotel, but that was irrelevant now. He
could feel the attraction throbbing he was so close. He pictured Maria and
thought of her best traits and how the gringo would soon sport those
curves. Manuel was almost giddy at the anticipation of finally being able
to touch Maria's tits, or at least close approximations there of. He
paused at the final hall before the cracked door. He could hear the man
breathing the regular deep breath of sleep inside. Manuel retrieved the
second vial from his pocket and pushed his way through the doorway smiling
at his continued luck.
"All too easy he thought," looking down at the sleeping man.
Manuel took in the sight of the sleeping Jonathan who laid there nearly
comatose from the beer and sleeping pills. He was such a fool, thought
Manuel, to lay his guard down like this, sleeping here so peacefully. It
would be easy to do whatever Manuel wanted, like gently rub him and kiss
him.
"NO!..." Thought Manuel that wasn't right. Give him the potion then kiss
HER.
It truly was a simple plan, but Manuel had not considered the effect of
being so near Jonathan. He had been avoiding the worst of the lust and
desire for the last two hours simply by virtue of being far from the man
that the Bruja had compelled him to desire but now he was getting the full
effect as he had been back in the hall at the Hotel.
Manuel wanted this man...wanted him worse than anything in the world.
Wanted this man to touch him, to kiss him, to reciprocate all the acts of
love that Manuel might wish for. Manuel's member throbbed and ached within
his pants. It was so simple yet so much harder than he had imagined.
Manuel reasoned with his emotions that once this man was a twin of Maria
he could have her as much as he wanted. She would hardly be capable of
loving anyone else when the two potions were combined within her body. All
he had to do was get Jonathan to drink the potion. The Witch had keyed
this second potion off of the first potion, a woman's life she had said.
Manuel could remember her instructions precisely. This would solve the
problem by rendering who ever drank the potion into a woman ideal for the
other. Manuel was here at his victory but his raw torrent of desire, lust,
and maybe...love was making it hard to act. He wanted Jonathan, he could
make Jonathan his woman, but that would be hurting him, destroying that
which Manuel wanted, the very thought of hurting and destroying this man
tied Manuel's insides up in knots. He needed a solution to two very
incompatible urges.
A small thread of insanity clawed it out of the logjam in Manuel's mind. A
small thread which considered the unthinkable...drinking the potion
himself.
"DAMNIT NO," Manuel screamed inside his head, not that...it was supposed
to be the other man growing tits not him. He fought to focus through the
hurricane of his emotions. Slowly, ruthlessly he got them under control
and slowly he advanced to kneel beside the sleeping Jonathan. With a
barely audible pop Manuel pulled the stopper on the vial. Like a surgeon
he slowly moved in, intent on pouring the contents into Jonathan's mouth.
(DONG, DONG)
The antique wall clock, which Jonathan had received from his Grandfather,
dutifully noted 2 am from its mounting in the living room. In the
stillness its quiet chimes reverberated. To Manuel, whose nerves were shot
the sounds were thunderously loud. Startled, Manuel rose back to his feet
and turned in panic towards the source of the sound, the open vial held in
his trembling hand at his chest. Several thudding heartbeats passed before
Manuel calmed, annoyed he had been interrupted by a clock. Manuel started
to kneel again but a delicate cloying scent assaulted his nose. The fumes
from the vial were like a drug on his senses. Without thinking, Manuel
held up the vial and gently sniffed. The potential of two lives and the
scents associated with them crashed on Manuel's mind. His eye's dilated as
the center of his consciousness spun. He looked down at Jonathan again and
his mind fought to not shatter. He wanted to be with Jonathan, wanted
Jonathan to accept him as his love. No that would mean being the woman,
Manuel dared not consider being the woman. It was Jonathan who was
supposed to be the woman, but he could not stomach the thought of hurting
the man he loved. Rapidly the two conflicting sides boiled reducing to the
constituent positions, which did he love more, Jonathan or himself. The
battle tore at his sanity. The potion sat there held before him in his
hand, the scent of it oscillating wildly.
Would it be so bad to be a woman?
NO!!! He could not...but...that would solve the problem...NO, NO!!!
Drink, no, make him drink, drink, no, drink, no, drink. Manuel's body
shivered as he fought his personal internal Waterloo. The scent of
jalapenos and freshly baked donuts rose off the vial. Manuel felt
intolerably hot, he tried to pull his shirt from his pants and wound
tickling himself slightly as his fingers and garments pulled across his
stomach. He wanted Jonathan to tickle him like that Manuel thought, the
urge growing, pushing the equilibrium of his mind formed between his own
identity and the compulsion supplied in the Witch's first vial an iota out
of balance. The side of him that pleaded with him not drink was weakening
slightly under the onslaught, A small thought that drinking the vial would
be okay if it brought closure to his internal war crawled through the
recesses of Manuel's mind. His body tensed.
DRINK! Manuel's hand raised the vial to his lips. The internal counter
argument came weakly. He opened his mouth to scream a protestation that
never fully came.
"NNNNNMMMHHHHFFFF," Was all he managed as he tried to scream around the
mouthful of metallic tasting fluid. The effort of trying to talk and
swallow made Manuel gag, a slight spasm rolled across his throat and then
he reflexively swallowed a mouthful of air and fluid and then that
particular war was over, its source abruptly removed.
It had been so simple, so easy, Manuel had chosen to pit his mental
fortitude against Formula #9 and he had been outlasted. What had he done
to himself?
Chapter 3
For the eternity of a moment Manuel stood there absolutely frozen, the
empty vial drained of all of its damning liquid still clutched with an
iron grip in his hand. For the eternity of a moment Manuel's mind remained
divided against itself, half raging against his intolerable weakness and
half wishing for nothing more than to be with the man that still slept
mere feet away unaware of the drama that unfolded by his bedside. For the
eternity of a moment nothing disturbed the quiet shadowed stillness save
Manuel's rapid shallow breathing as his soul hoped against hope that the
old Bruja [Witch] had simply played him for a fool and sold him some
fool's brew that was other than what she had claimed. Eternity's end came
as Manuel felt his throbbing erection begin to soften despite the aching,
clawing desire he still felt. Manuel entertained the briefest of a fool's
fantasies that his member growing flaccid even as the burning lust raged
ever hotter through his body was the result of the fatigue he felt and not
the prelude to a doom he had invited upon himself. Manuel desperately
tried to wish that happy lie into reality and ignore the building tense
heat that had taken residence in his limp member, but as is their way, the
lie died as reality pressed in upon it, unknowingly executed by Jonathan
as he fitfully rolled onto his side in a sleep marred by unwelcome,
disturbing dreams filled with desire for a particular man. The nearby
motion reflexively drew Manuel's attention and whatever thin pretense to
normalcy Manuel had concocted in the previous waning moment shattered as a
fresh wave of raw desire crashed on Manuel's consciousness. Without
thought, Manuel's gaze lovingly caressed the sleeping man as it swept
lower down the lover Manuel had so carelessly chosen to fixate on the
bulge in Jonathan's boxers.
It was too much, Manuel's desire spiked along with the heat in his loins,
and as Manuel climaxed his mind twisted into pretzels until he could think
of nothing more than how much she utterly loved Jonathan, how she wanted
him to lavish kisses on her nude form, explore her body with his hands,
make slow passionate love to her over and over again, and then hold her
close as they slept, luxuriating in each other's warmth. For a few
ecstatic seconds a woman stood there clothed in a male form and savored
the primal bliss that had been so inelegantly invoked, and then she was
gone like smoke in the wind.
Manuel could only tensely stand there, his mind reeling from being overrun
by the treasonous female thoughts and control of his body still lost to
the strange powerful climax that was wholly opposite from the usual
sensations he was so familiar with, rather than an outward explosion of
brief intense pleasure this was a throbbing aching pulsing pleasure that
radiated inward from his groin into the rest of his body before it
dissipated. Something had to give as no release of sticky fluid seemed to
be forthcoming to end the aching ecstasy. Something did give.
"MMMMMMmmmmmmaaahhhh," Manuel purred a soft cross between a moan and a
whine as he gently bit down on his lower lip, riding the slowly waning
wave of exquisite bliss. Seconds slowly ticked by, marked in time by
Manuel's rapid breathing, before a measure of clarity returned to his mind
along with the horror of realizing that while his pitch had been several
octaves too low there was no mistaking the quiet primal moan that had just
disturbed the hushed stillness. Manuel had heard that sound issued from
the full soft lips of numerous women as he had driven them to their peaks
with his virile prowess and now that same soft musical marker of feminine
pleasure had come forth from his own lips supplanting and upstaging the
guttural groan that was his manly right.
The wrongness of it all bored down on him like a crushing weight and his
hands flew to his head his fingers clinging to the sides of his temples as
if his fingertips could draw the mystical venom from his mind before it
spawned any more womanly thoughts.
"You need the Witch's help," Manuel's rational sanity commanded, "GO!!!
NOW!!! Before it gets any worse!"
He had barely had time to forge the briefest plan of escape from that
accursed place before a subtle sensation began to creep in at the edges of
Manuel's awareness. The minute feeling of the sensitive tips of his
fingers all but imperceptibly pulling through the hairs at the side of his
head slowly pinged on Manuel's lust addled mind growing more and more
recognizable as the shifting sensation of the skin of his fingers gently
pulling against the skin of his face repeated. Momentarily confused,
Manuel removed his hands from his sides of his head and held them before
his eyes uncertain as to the specifics of this latest assault on his
already fragile sanity. From his perspective his hands appeared normal but
the subtle shifting sensation had not ended, the acute movement that had
been relayed by his hands had been replaced by a general feeling of subtle
movement as skin and hair flowed glacially slow under static cloth all
across his body. It was not until Manuel's gaze moved lower down his hands
to observe the cuff of his sleeve slowly advancing down his wrist to begin
enveloping the base of his hand that a single concept cut like a laser
through his mental haze.
"SHRINKING, NO, NO, NO, no...I can't be shrinking!" Manuel's thoughts
wailed like a banshee.
He quickly looked down, searching for some other explanation other than
the obvious, looking for some improbable sign that it was his clothes
growing larger rather than his body smaller that was causing the
increasingly loose fit of his garments. It was hard to see in the dim
light but the play of shadows across Manuel's clothing belied the truth
that folds were appearing and growing in clothing that had been expertly
tailored not a moment before. Already, the cuffs of his pants were
beginning to ride down over his shoes as the folds deepened and threatened
to start stacking on one another accordion style. A second more passed as
Manuel contemplated the true scope of what the contents of the empty vial
he still held in his hand was doing to him before a singular thought
crashed through the wall of his panic.
FLEE!, the urge implored him, get away from this place before it consumes
you. Get...to...the...old...witch. Failing a more concrete plan Manuel
turned, his mind possessed by the want to be anywhere but that darkened
room, any where but near the man he alternately hated and loved, only to
trip on his own pants. Manuel half sprawled across the floor but kept
moving towards the darkened doorway that that Manuel hoped held the
promise of freedom from this waking nightmare that was slowly bleeding
into reality. Manuel was nearly standing again as he passed through the
doorway only to hear the unmistakable patter of his shoes on tile. A small
night light burned in the corner of the small room casting a low pall of
reddish-orange light that made it plainly clear that Manuel had stumbled
into Jonathan's bathroom rather than out the hall.
"Mierda [shit]" Manuel softly swore at his clumsy mistake while quickly
turning to correct his errant path, the movement causing him to trip once
again on his unnaturally baggy pants. Manuel grimaced at the abuse his
ankles were taking, hoping that the aching in his feet was entirely due to
his near falls. With a rushed sigh that faded into the surrounding shadows
he resigned himself that was he was going to have to do something about
his pants, and quickly, before he sprained an ankle and trapped himself in
this accursed house. Doing something fast and in the dark almost instantly
proved to be mutually exclusive. Unwilling to risk waking Jonathan who's
presence still called to a lurking traitorous piece of Manuel's soul, the
nearly frantic Latino forced himself to quietly shut the bathroom door
before he turned on the light.
The flood of light, while expected, was still unbearably bright to the man
who had spent the last hour within enveloping darkness and precious
seconds ticked by in furious blinking and squinting before his eyes
adjusted. Manuel finished acclimating to the light only to find himself
facing the mirror over the counter and staring into his reflection. Manuel
was both instantly relieved and worried by what he saw. His face with its
rugged handsomeness was unchanged, and the overall proportions of his body
seemed unaltered. However, there was no denying that while the manly
proportions and lines of his body had not changed the overall scale had.
Manuel's shirt now was on the verge of hanging off of him in places and
his pants had all but swallowed his shoes. Manuel's once powerful 6'1"
frame had already surrendered several inches of height to the potion's
power and as Manuel intently watched his reflection the slow change in his
perspective made it clear that his height was continuing to erode.
Manuel's heart began to race with renewed panic again only to be cut short
scant seconds later by a hesitant then jubilant observation that somehow
he had stopped losing height, stopped getting shorter...though the
shrinking sensation seemed to linger on. Had his will finally won a
battle? Had the potion run its course? It would be a painful loss to be
reduced to a small, short man, but Napoleon had been a small man and
Manuel was certain that would be preferable to the alternative. Manuel's
happy relief, however, was upstaged by another internal observation.
It felt...it felt like he was standing on something, like something was
caught underneath his feet. Remembering that fixing his pants had been his
intended goal all along Manuel reached down and hastily pulled up the legs
of his pants while trying to improvise a way to secure the loose fabric.
All thoughts along those practical lines ended when Manuel saw what had
been hidden up until that point by the overlarge pant cuffs. He was
standing on something. Manuel was standing on a twin pair of spikes that
had grown out of the heels of his shoes and which were still consuming
what was left of the wide, low blocks to form a pair of slender tapering
columns that were pushing the heels of Manuel's feet up off of the floor
and by extension his legs and the rest of his body with them. The
shrinking hadn't truly stopped, it had simply been mitigated by Manuel
being forced to stand on his toes. With a tensing spasm Manuel shuddered
as he felt, more than saw, his feet grind smaller, the weirdness matched
only by the alarming certainty that the soles of his shoes were growing
increasingly rigid as the physics of his changing posture transferred more
and more of his weight from his elevated heels to his shrinking toes.
Manuel could only watch in shock as the hand crafted Italian leather split
along the seams and began to vanish exposing most of his feet to the open
air. All to soon most of the material disappeared leaving only a few
leather straps to secure Manuel's newly bared, newly diminutive feet to
the thin rigid sole and the tapering columns that were holding the heels
of his feet a solid three inches off the ground. A parting insult came as
a trio of small rhinestones popped into existence to decorate the largest
band that ran over the base of his toes of each shoe.
If watching his favorite dress shoes turn into a pair of women's high heel
dress sandals had been bad it was nothing compared to seeing the small,
delicate feet and smooth slender ankles that now occupied those shoes.
Manuel's gut churned with the certainty that if he removed the elevating
footwear he now wore that he would be looking up to meet the gaze of most
men. It rocked him to realize he was being pulled away from his previous
existence. Seeing a coat of nail polish decorate his cute toes one by one
in a soft subtle shade of coral pink nearly finished unhinging Manuel's
mind which allowed the alien thoughts of something that was both him and
not him to once again bubble to the surface.
Yes, flats are more comfortable, but the last thing I need when Dad and I
are playing hardball in closing negotiations is for some stuck up C-Suite
Suit to see me at my natural 5'7'' and decide that he's not going to take
me seriously. Add in some 3'' inch heels and voila, 5'10'', just tall
enough that they take me seriously and yet not so tall that they
instinctively consider me a threat. Oh and they make my legs look
INCREDIBLE. Manuel's alien thoughts paused for a second and then he felt
himself blush. And while Jonathan is a gentleman through and through, he's
still a man, and like every man if you push the right buttons hard enough
and often enough... Manuel felt a coy seductive smile cross his face
following the female train of thought before he could summon the mental
fortitude to banish his feminine doppelganger and return rightful control
to his besieged male identity.
"AAAHHHHH, " Manuel growled at himself as he pushed the invader thoughts
away only to hastily silence himself hoping that the bathroom door had
prevented the outburst from waking Jonathan.
"No I'm not wearing your shoes you bitch." Manuel softly vowed while he
attempted to kick off the offending feminine footwear. His attempts
however failed and Manuel had to resort to balancing on one small foot
while he attempted to remove the other shoe from its twin. Now, the
feminine doppelganger that was slowly assimilating Manuel mind, body and
soul had years of experience of balancing on her toes and the general
limits of motion imposed by impractical footwear that fundamentally alters
natural posture and its relation to a center of gravity in the greater
service of beauty. In denying her from his conscious mind Manuel also
denied himself of her grace.
(RIIIIIIIPPP, THUD)
In the next room, Jonathan was half startled from his sleep by the sudden
noise of a large object hitting the floor in his bathroom but the muffling
effect of the closed door and the aftereffects of beer combined with
sedatives pushed him back towards his dreams without the man noting the
border of light that issued from around the closed bathroom door or that
there was a satchel sitting in a nearby chair well on its way to becoming
a stylish leather purse.
Behind the door that separated them, Manuel was mentally trying to hold
himself together. He knew that it had to be part of the spell that was
altering him that had caused his pants to rip all the way up one side when
he fell rendering them incapable of remaining on his shrunken body but
that was little consolation. He had finally removed those damnable shoes
while on the floor as a matter of pride only in time to watch the last few
surviving dark hairs on his newly exposed thighs and calves vanish. For a
few seconds he could have passed as a male swimmer save for his small
dainty feet but the inexorable force that had already purged his legs of
male body hair was not going to let him keep the well defined, hard
muscles that Manuel had spent so much of his time maintaining. Manuel just
stared blankly forward into the wall unable to watch as he felt his hard
muscles tensely quiver for a few seconds and then with a throbbing shudder
melt down into soft silky curves. As the quivering metamorphosis ended
Manuel reached down with his hands and mechanically drew them up one of
his remade legs, noting in passing the firm contours of his calf, the soft
round knee, the girlishly slender thigh, and above all the silky smooth
texture of his skin. The damage cataloged, Manuel finally forced himself
to look down and stifled a sob to see the smooth mocha colored pillars of
femininity capped by pastel coral-pink toes. These legs were his and they
were everything he had ever desired on his various conquests, only now it
was he and not one of his chosen representatives of womanhood who
possessed those maiden legs.
They are pretty Manuel mused. Mom thought the electrolysis sessions I gave
to myself as a reward after we closed the Bennett contract were going way
over the top and to the very height of vanity but it is SO wonderful never
having to worry whether I have leg stubble. A couple hours of discomfort
in exchange for never having to shave my legs again was the best time I
ever spent. Plus I'm sure Mom's been sneaking off to the same spa ever
since she saw the results. 1st note to self: I've got to discretely
suggest that she start taking Dad even if he objects. All that office
coffee, late nights, and stress is making him look ten years older than he
is. 2nd note to self: Remind Jonathan that I still expect a new pair of
stockings, and decent ones at that, to replace the ones he ruined...even
if that night was incredible...(The memory of a man's hand slowly tracing
across her bare thigh made her shiver).....
Manuel's identity roared back, silencing her, choking off the female
doppelganger and forcing her back into his subconscious. He breathed
heavily from where he sat on the toilet, terrified of just how good, how
real, how physical the final memory his alter ego had summoned had been.
His own recollection had barely recorded the motion that had pulled him
from the floor or the exact instant that he had had started rubbing his
slender thighs together. Manuel instantly stopped, but the gravity of the
situation had been made clear, the moments he had wasted were
inconsequential, there was no way he was going to make it back to that
damnable Bruja [Witch] before her feminine poison consumed him. Manuel's
anger at the old woman fortified his courage. A moment of clarity swept
across him and Manuel y Rodriguez Domingo stood up to reach his full
current 5' 7'' height, balled his hands into fists and trembled with rage
as his burning gaze fixated on his reflection.
"You will not have me so easily, senorita, I will fight you, I will not go
quietly (cough)," Manuel's words practically boiled off his tongue. Aside
from the light cough at the end, the statement and its accompanying glare
would have been the pride of any telenovela. [Spanish soap opera] But how?
Manuel didn't know how to fight this thing that was eating him alive, and
a sharp discomfort from his palms proved that the potion Manuel had drunk
had little regard for his spoken vow. Manuel unclenched his hands and
willed his fingernails to stop growing but they did not heed his wishes.
The tips slowly extended past the ends of his still mannish fingers until
a modest, but well manicured half inch of nail arced into the space beyond
each of his fingertips. Manuel's face was grim as he again could only
watch as one by one those well kept nails acquired the same coat of pink
sported by his toes. Manuel thought his normal male fingers looked absurd
capped by the pink nails but what could he do?
If I let them grow out a little more they would look better, but keyboards
and nails just don't mix well. French tips might be a bit more
professional than the pink, but I just like the color, its the same shade
as my favorite...
"GET OUT!! (cough) GET OUT," Manuel grimaced as he sharply yelled his
dismissal of the thought before sparing a worried look at the door, afraid
that of what might happen if Jonathan woke to find a demi-man occupying
his bathroom.
The quick motion as his neck turned within the collar of his shirt had
hinted at another failure of his reality and Manuel turned back to
worriedly inspect the reflection in the mirror as he raised a hand to his
neck...almost gouging himself in the process before he remembered his
nails were not his own. It was hard to see at first but his fingers could
easily tell that his shirt, like his shoes before, was betraying him. The
soft embroidery spread across his collar in a matter of seconds, the
shimmering threads soon visible against the white broadcloth of what had
been a man's shirt as soft patterns etched themselves into Manuel's
garment. Manuel hastily tried to remove his shirt before it finished its
transmutation into a dress or worse but was inevitably slowed by his
inexperience with longer nails. He had only succeeded in undoing the top
button when the rest of the buttons disappeared and the front opening
fused rendering what had been a shirt into an unbroken tube. The material
of his shirt itself thinned and softened all over but in some places more
than others. In the space of a blink the sleeves disappeared entirely
leaving his shoulders bare in the cool air save where twin strips of
surviving cloth knitted themselves into spaghetti straps that arced over
his muscled shoulders to dive down to anchoring points at the apex of a
matched pair of reinforced lacy triangles clinging to Manuel's chest. The
satin and lace against his skin and the thought of the life that they
flowed from drove Manuel to rabid fury and he discarded care as he
forcefully hooked his fingers under the lingerie's lower hem, ignoring the
lace trim that grew into existence to fill his grip as he yanked the
delicate camisole up over his head and then violently threw it into the
nearby shower stall. A few seconds later a pair of men's cotton briefs,
their fly opening already fusing shut, followed as they were forcefully
pitched into the shower stall to hit the far wall in a crumple of soft
fabric before they gently unfurled as they fell to land on the previously
discarded camisole as a pair of satin panties. A tickle of soft scalloped
lace against the skin of Manuel's waist had been more than enough to
aggravate his already raw nerves and make him regard his former clothing
as a zebra might regard a lion.
Manuel would have actually preferred to be locked in a stranger's bathroom
with a starving lion rather than his own treacherous clothing and he
intently stared at his torn pants expecting that they would leap up to
bind him in some piece of woman's clothing. The rectangular bulge obvious
in one pocket clearly visible through the torn fabric assaulted him with
an epiphany. (Cough)
HIS PHONE! Why hadn't he called someone! Of all the idiotic, stupid things
he had ever done...if he had just brought along someone else...someone who
would have made certain that it was Jonathan drinking the potion and not
he...WHY HADN'T HE THOUGHT OF THAT. The thought of Jonathan sent a wave of
attraction through Manuel's body but he was too angry at himself, the
Witch, and woman invading his mind for those emotions to take root. Manuel
hastily kneeled down to retrieve his phone, his mind struggling to retain
its newly won clarity against the juxtaposition of pink nails and mocha
colored girlish thighs. A few furious heartbeats later and his spirit
soared as the phone beeped its readiness but who should he call?
(Cough) Manuel racked his mind trying to think of who might help him, who
might be able to do something that could slow or stop his altering
destiny. The unavoidable truth kept returning to the woman whose mystical
products he had already twice misused to devastating effect this night.
Even with a tool with which he could reach anyone his logic could come to
no other viable plan above what he had already concluded. The Witch alone
might could undo what she had already done. But how to reach her? Manuel
cursed himself again for his earlier incautious haste and failure to think
ahead and record the number to her shop when he had the chance. Manuel
pondered his dilemma for a moment while trying to ignore the increasingly
frequent soft coughs he seemed unable to control. (Cough)
Carlos!...Carlos bought folk remedies from the Witch, he would know the
number to her shop (cough)...it was his only chance...if it failed...the
shiver that quaked through Manuel's naked form was only marginally due to
the chill settling into his newly bared chest and arms. The cold had free
reign across his skin now that not a single substantial hair guarded
Manuel's chest or arms. That shiver that rocked Manuel though emanated
from a different cold reality that had nothing to do with temperature and
everything to do with the consequences of a failure to win the Witch's
mercy. (Cough)
Manuel's still seized on his last great hope as he rapidly scrolled
through the pre-programmed numbers in his personal contacts list. His hope
began to fray towards dismay as he saw none of the names he expected.
There were no numbers listed for Carlos, Julio, Lorenzo or any of the
myriad women he considered "friends," instead information for phantom
people he wasn't sure he knew flowed by. Near the top of the list an entry
for Jonathan brought a wincing pause to Manuel's search. That name he knew
all too well. A second entry titled simply as "Mom" brought the search to
a shaky halt. The warp and weave of reality's changing threads had
unwittingly drawn up unpleasant emotions that Manuel did not often care to
examine. His mother had left long ago, unwilling to play the Moon in the
relationship between the Earth and the Sun, between Manuel and his Father.
The thought of having a mother again...left him a jumble of conflicting
emotions.
I love my Mom...she means so much to me. A reassuring thought from his
doppelganger tried to creep in between the gaps of Manuel's mental armor
and comfort him. He snorted and blocked her out but his hands still
trembled.
"You won't win that easily, (cough)" Manuel growled furious at the
temptation. He punched in Carlo's number from memory but found his
recollection could not supply a memory of his friend's face.
(BBBBRRRRIIIINGGGG) Manuel listened to the phone on the other end of the
connection ring. (Cough)
(BBBBRRRRIIIINGGGG) Manuel's heart thudded as he prayed that Carlos would
answer his phone.
(BBBBRRRRIIIINGGGG) Manuel's hands trembled with his fear, then his hands
shook, then his hands changed..
(BBBBRRRRIIIINGGGG) "Ughhhh," Manuel grunted willing himself to hold on to
the phone as his hands twitched, threatening to drop his only lifeline to
the outside world.
(BBBBRRRRIIIINGGGG) Not two hours ago Manuel y Rodriguez Domingo had been
insulted by a Witch calling his hands soft. Now as reality shifted, that
which had been shameful changed into something desirable. Manuel's focus
burned through his fight to keep a firm manly grip on the precious
lifeline he held, determined that spasms or not, narrowing fingers or not,
shrinking hands or not he was never going to drop his phone. In that goal,
Manuel succeeded but that small victory could not change the truth that at
the end it was with a woman's touch that he held his phone and that the
pink tinted nails Manuel sported were now not the least bit out of place
at the end of Manuel's slender, elegant fingers.
(BBBBRRRIIN...) "?Qu? es, ?Qu? es?," [WHAT, What is it!!?] A harsh male
voice demanded an answer to why his sleep had been so rudely broken.
(Cough) "Carlos, su yo Manuel, no cuelgue, por favor no cuelgue!!!
(cough)," [Carlos, its me Manuel, DON'T HANG UP, Please don't hang up!!!]
Manuel quickly pleaded with his friend.
"Manuel? ?Qu? pasa? Suenas enfermo, todo el mundo estaba tan preocupado
cuando te fuiste tan de repente?" [Manuel? What's wrong? You sound sick,
everyone was so worried when you left so suddenly?] The abrupt shift to
concern and worry in Carlo's tone was welcome to Manuel, he definitely had
his friend's attention...but he didn't have time to explain.
"Carlos (cough) esto es muy importante, necesito el n?mero de la tienda
(cough) donde comprar las hierbas (cough)." [Carlos this is very
important, I need the number to the shop where you buy herbs.] Manuel
struggled to impart his message between the incessant soft coughs that
interrupted him every few words.
Carlos' immediate confusion was palatable even over the phone line, "La
tienda? ?Por qu??" [The shop? Why?]
"CARLOS ES IMPORTANTE," (cough, cough, cough) [CARLOS, IT IS IMPORTANT!!!]
Manuel cupped his hands around the phone and spoke as loud as he dared.
Carlos was taken aback by the urgency of Manuel's request, "Espera, dame
un minuto....No es como que no ser? all? en la ma?ana." [Hold on, give me
a minute. Its not like it wont be there in the morning.]
Manuel could only stand there and cough, his voice failing him and leaving
him powerless to protest Carlos setting down his phone to search for the
needed information. He intently listened to Carlos through the phone
connection rummaging around in some far away room, impotently unable to
stop the building tightness in his throat. Failing any other comfort, his
free hand went to his throat to cradle the warping flesh.
(COUGH)....Manuel's throat tightened....(COUGH)...his Adam's apple began
its slow melt, the flesh from the cartilage lump flowing around his
delicate, tapered fingertips and the places where his nails gently poked
into the smooth skin of his neck and into the same nothingness that had
consumed all traces of his sheared beard stubble in the earlier purges
enacted by the Witch's venom.
Each cough was like a drop of warm water onto a sugar cube, with each one,
the distinctive lump in his throat that marked him as a man dissolved a
little more into feminine flatness and the coughs grew only unerringly
quicker. The minute of time Carlos had requested came at an atrocious
price to Manuel's manhood.
Finally, Manuel heard Carlos pick his phone back up accompanied by the
welcome crinkling sound of a loose piece of paper.
"Manuel...Muy bien...puede llamar a la tienda de hierbas..." [Okay ... you
can call the herb shop at ...] Carlos rattled off a string of digits, his
concern and frustration readily apparent in his voice. "Manuel?"
Manuel was ecstatic, he would have hugged Carlos if he had been there,
"Gracias, gracias, (cough) gracias..."
"Manuel?" Carlos questioned in surprise, turning Manuel's last spoken word
over and over in his mind trying to account for the strange upward shift
in pitch he had heard in Manuel's words. "Usted no ha respondido a mi
pregunta, ?qu? est? pasando?" [You...didn't...answer...my...question,
what....is....going....on?]
Manuel heard Carlos' words but the meanings of the words seemed to be
reaching him slowly, their edges seemingly obscured by a fine mist in
Manuel's mind. "Carlos...por...favor...lento," [Carlos, please slow down.]
Manuel's shaky, breaking voice carried his frustration to Carlos.
Carlos looked at his phone with consternation, knowing what he had heard,
but unable to fathom what technical malfunction could possibly be causing
his friend's voice to sound remarkably higher than its normally mellow
baritone.Carlos had always envied Manuel's gift, a voice that could make a
woman weak at her knees with a few well chosen lines of poetry, but what
he was hearing now was not that voice at all. Carlos could not shake the
feeling that something was terribly wrong. "Manuel, Usted no ha respondido
a mi pregunta, ?qu? est? pasando," Carlos solemnly asked again.
Manuel stared into the mirror, his mind fighting a herculean battle to
grasp those words, barely able to even find them in that shrouded corner
of his mind, the mental fog billowing in to envelop them. He forced out a
pitiable cry, "Carlos,... Por...fav..or, ay?d..enme ne.ces..ito ay..uda!"
[Carlos, please help me, I need help!]
Carlos' shook his head with shock...this was his friend Manuel, why did he
speak so strangely, why was he struggling with simple words, why had
Manuel's voice risen from a light tenor to a sweet alto in a single
sentence? What the hell was going on? Carlos could think of only one
answer that could make any sense, but why?
Carlos tersely made his demand, " Manuel este juego de la suya no es
gracioso, parar esto ahora."
[Manuel...---...game...---...---...--...---...funny, ---...---...---].
Manuel wanted to scream, he wanted to tell Carlos that he had invoked
something horrible, something that was destroying him, but the words he
needed to do so were beyond him, they swirled at the edge of his mind like
phantoms, too few of them left within his reach to assemble anything
beyond the basest broken fragments of language, unless...
"Carlos, I'm not playing a game. Please you have to believe me." Manuel
softly cried in English, angry at his inability to communicate with his
old friend, angrier still that this fate was befalling him, angriest of
all at the lyrical soprano notes that were coming unbidden from his own
lips to frame the new melody of his voice.
The sudden shift in language caught Carlos by surprise. He knew what had
been said, but he was not going to play along with Manuel's perverse game.
There was no way that the musical female voice that had spoken in the last
exchange was Manuel. Carlos had tolerated much of Manuel's antics over the
years but this idiocy that he had cooked up with whoever this tart was
after frightening everyone at the party was going over an unspoken line,
Carlos' anger was already building as he spoke.
"Quien quiera que seas, ni?a, dar el tel?fono de nuevo a ese hijo de puta
desconsiderado Manuel."
[....... Manuel]
Manuel heard Carlos' anger coming through loud and clear, but save for his
name, it was just sound to him, the arrangement of those sounds into
recognizable meaning had been lost to him. It was just sound.
"I'm sorry, (sniffle) I don't understand," Manuel half sobbed out his
worthless apology.
Carlos forced himself to check his building anger, it would do no good to
get angry at this girl that Manuel had put up to this. He tersely clipped
his reply. "Please...give the phone back to Manuel..."
Manuel trembled at the confirmation that his friend did not believe him.
What could he say? He desperately did not want to be alone again, this
phone call was one of his last threads of sanity. What could he say?
"Please...Carlos...You have to believe me, I am Manuel...The Witch..."
Manuel stammered out his explanation only to be sharply interrupted.
"I am calling Manuel's father in the morning, if he is lucky I may speak
to him again someday." Carlos quickly spat out his threat.
Manuel blankly stared forward, emotionally devastated by the loss, but
cold logic carried him forward, brutally reminding him that while his
contact with Carlos had provided a needed crutch to his sanity in the end
there was little Carlos could have done to address the root cause of
Manuel's symptoms. He HAD gotten the number for the Witch's shop and that
was his first, last and only recourse. Slowly, methodically, his small
fingers typed out the number that would begin the final referendum on his
destiny.
Again a distant phone rang. Again, Manuel fervently prayed that he would
be answered.
"Quien esto es ?tiene usted alguna idea de qu? hora es?" An icily stern
voice answered. Manuel swore at himself for his inability to understand
any of it.
"Please I'm sorry, I don't understand, but please I need the antidote."
Manuel begged, a half sob creeping into his voice at the end.
"Manuel?" The Witch cautiously probed, her question loaded with implicit
meaning....
"Yes," Manuel softly answered as he mentally counted the things he could
have differently this night and avoided the need to make this plea.
(CLICK)
Manuel whimpered slightly at the realization that the Witch had hung up.
For an instant he considered calling her back hoping for a better result,
but that became patently unnecessary as another foriegn invader forced her
way into his mind, this presence far more commanding than the one that
still patiently watched Manuel from the prison of Manuel's subconscious.
"Ah much better" the Witch's voice echoed from thoughts within Manuel's
head, "I am sorry for the rough entry but I do not discuss my special
business over the phone...also this is easier for me than a long
conversation in English."
"I shouldn't need to have the conversation in English!" Manuel vehemently
protested, "what did you do me? I can't understand my friends now!"
"Surely you already know the answer to this," the old matron sighed.
"Besides I think you have far more pressing matters to attend to."
"No tell me..." Manuel petulantly insisted, stopped only by the oddity of
feeling