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THE SEA WHORE
Written by 4play
Chapter 1: The Capture
Johnny
The day was sunny and warm as I headed east on I-10 from Tucson. I was
driving my new BMW convertible with the top down. My car had been an
early graduation present from my Grandfather. I already had enough
credits and a high enough GPA to graduate from Arizona State University
but was going an extra semester to have a double major in Business and
Finance. I was now headed for a job interview scheduled for 10:00 Am
tomorrow. My plan was if I got the job I would buy a ring with my first
months salary and ask Mary to be my wife. We had gone steady for over a
year now. She still had another year of college to finish and that would
be our engagement period. We could marry as soon as she graduated.
I had stopped off in Tucson to pay my respects to Grandfather and
Grandmother and was now on my way to Albuquerque. My plan was to spend
the night in a motel there and get a good night's sleep before my
interview. My suit and dress clothes were in the trunk of my car and I
was wearing a polo shirt, shorts and sandals. I had just turned 22
years old and my future looked bright. I was only 5'6", 125lbs, and
baby-faced, but very intelligent and deceivingly clever.
Grandfather had founded and managed a major retail corporation which my
father now ran as the CEO. I could have gone to work for them but wanted
to get some experience elsewhere first. I knew that I would someday run
their corporation but felt I should earn my spurs first.
At Deming New Mexico I got off of the interstate and took the diagonal
highway that led me to I-25 at Hatch. It was a two lane road with a
reduced speed limit but it saved 75 miles of driving. When I was almost
halfway to Hatch, I pulled into a rest area to use the restroom and
stretch my legs a bit. I took the research paper I had made on the
workings of the Corporation I was going to have an interview with me as I
closed the door on a cubicle. I wanted to be able to talk intelligently
during my interview. So I would read as I took care of nature's needs.
Smoking Joe
We had just experienced a great two week trip. I had three of the four
cells of our gang with me. The fourth cell was back at our ranch in
California. We made our money by making and selling Methamphetamine to
wholesale dealers. Each of my three lieutenants had his 9 man cell
behind him. With 31 Harleys rolling down the road nobody would mess with
us. Not even a state trooper. With the doings at Sturgis as a cover we
had delivered Crystal Meth to Minneapolis, Omaha, Kansas City, Denver and
Albuquerque and were now on our way to Phoenix before heading home to
California. This had been a stag trip and our bitches were left at home.
I had a lot of cash in my saddlebags which would finance our next year's
activities. On this two lane highway we were strung out in a long line.
As we came to a rest area I decided to take a break and give the boys a
bathroom and smoke break. A yellow BMW convertible was the only car in
the parking lot. It looked brand new and even had a temporary tag on it.
I got an inspired idea of how to make some bonus profit on this trip.
I took Pete and his crew into the men's room with me. I could see two
bare legs with sandals under the door of one stall. I motioned to two
men to grab those feet and pull. When they did, they dragged the guy
right off of the toilet and out under the door of the stall. He was a
baby faced kid and he was clearly very frightened by us. The boys pulled
his shorts off and tossed them to me. I checked his driver's license and
saw his name was Johnny and he was 22 years old. The kid looked 16. He
was perfect! I knew I could sell him to the gay doc, but first I wanted
to destroy his pride and very manhood. The boys tore the T Shirt off of
the boy and used the strips of cloth to tie his hands behind his back.
They then pulled him to his feet. His body was nearly hairless and
looked feminine.
The boy was totally naked and helpless now. I said, "I saw a picture of
a pretty girl in your wallet. Is that your girlfriend boy?" He nodded
yes. I then asked, "Have you fucked her yet boy?" He blushed and
hesitated to answer. I slapped his face and snarled, "Answer me Bitch".
He had tears running down his cheeks when he said, "No sir, we are saving
ourselves for our wedding night." I laughed and said, "Too bad Jenny,
you may never fuck anyone then." I knew what his future held, he had no
idea.
The boy boldly said, "My name is Johnny not Jenny." The wimp had guts
but little sense. I asked Pete, "Do you want to break the bitch in using
the system you used with new bitches in prison?" Pete grinned and
replied, "I'd love to Boss. I haven't had any boy pussy in a long time."
Pete stood in front of the boy, took his young face into his hands and
asked, "Have any men used your pussy Jenny?". The boy was very scared
now but meekly said, "No sir, I am not gay." Pete smiled as he told the
boy, "Since this will be your first time I will make it special for you.
You will remember the day you lost your cherry forever."
Pete then grabbed the boy by his neck and led him into an open stall. He
kicked the boys ankles to get him to spread his legs widely and then bent
him over. Pete opened his pants and placed the head of his erect cock at
the boy's pink anus. He then told the boy, "Jenny I want you to push
back against me as I fuck you. Your struggles make it better for me."
The boy now begged, "Please don't do that to me sir. My father has a lot
of money and he will pay you to let me go." Pete laughed and rammed his
cock forcefully up the virgin asshole. The boy let out a pitiful moaning
sound. Pete now shoved the boy's head into the water in the toilet bowl.
He held it there for a full 30 seconds before pulling him up for air. As
Pete pulled partway out the boy could breathe. On the inward stroke the
boy's head was once more submerged. The on looking gang members were
enjoying the show.
Pete kept raping the poor kid for a good 10 minutes before shooting his
load deep inside of his victim. He then pulled out and pushed to boy to
the floor in front of me.
He asked the boy, "Aren't you going to thank me for making you a bitch
Jenny.? Tell Daddy thank you sweetly girl." The boy's hair was soaking
wet and he was crying openly but he said, "Thank you Daddy for making me
a bitch. Can I please get dressed and go now Daddy?"
Pete looked at me for guidance. I said, "Jenny the fun is just
beginning. Now you get to your feet and dance for the men." We watched
him struggle to his feet and begin dancing without music. He was
encouraged to wiggle his ass and do some bumps and grinds like a
stripper. The men were clapping in rhythm for him. After a few minutes
of this humiliating display I let him stop. I told Pete to stay here and
sent his team out with instructions to send in the B team. I knew the
boy was hoping someone would come and stop her ordeal. But I knew the
number of bikes and bikers would deter anyone from stopping here.
While the B team was using Jenny I went outside to make a few calls using
my disposable cell phone. It was untraceable to me. I called the gay
doc in Juarez and described our boy. He agreed to pay $2500 cash for
him. I told the doc that his prize would be there in less than 3 hours.
The next call was to Pablo who was a captain in the drug cartel. Palo
loved cars and when I told him we had a new BMW convertible which would
be delivered to the gay doc in Juarez he agreed to deliver $60,000
wholesale value worth of Cocaine to the Motel 6 in San Antonio to pay
for the car. He knew the car would be delivered and I knew the coke
would be mine by morning. I also made calls to the dealers in Denver
Houston, and Phoenix where I would be selling the coke. We would sell
the stuff for $300,000 to them.
When I went back into the men's room one of the B team boys had just
finished fucking Jenny. The poor wretch acted like she was in shock. I
told Pete to change out of his leathers into slacks and a sport shirt. I
sent the B team out and called for the C team. The head man of the C
team was Brutus. Brutus was a big muscular black man whose very
appearance was menacing. He was wearing jeans with leather chaps and a
leather vest and a German WWII helmet.
Brutus asked the boy, "What is your name girl?" The boy meekly said, "My
name is Jenny sir." Brutus smiled and said, "You may unbutton my fly
and pull out my cock Jenny." The poor boy said, "But sir, my hands are
tied behind me." Brutus told one of his boys to untie his hands. As
soon as his hands were free the boy knelt before Brutus and unbuttoned
his fly. When he pulled that big black cock out he was shocked by how
big it was. When hard Brutus had an honest 12" cock and it was also
thick. It was truly a monster. Brutus told the boy, "You may kiss it
Jenny. Then beg me to fuck you." The boy was now blindly following
orders like a puppet. His will had been broken completely. He kissed
the head of that monster cock and then looked up into Brutus's eyes and
sweetly asked, "Will you please fuck me with your beautiful cock sir?"
Brutus loved to have a white wimp beg to be fucked by him and he said,
"Bend over and guide my cock into your pussy Jenny. Work it slowly in by
backing up onto it as best you can. Jenny." The new "girl" slowly worked
the big cock deeper and deeper inside of his "pussy". I knew it hurt her
a lot but she was afraid to stop backing it inside of her.
Once the boy was fully impaled on Brutus's Cock the big black man lifted
his feet off of the ground and used the boy's body like a fist to jack
himself off. A few minutes was all it took before he came deep inside of
his victim. After he had shot his load Brutus lifted the bitch off of
his cock and placed her gently on the floor with her ass pointing up. At
that moment I steeped forward and poured half of my flask of Vodka into
the bloody and gaping asshole of the bitch. Alcohol taken that way was
more than 4 times as intoxicating as it bypassed the bodies natural
defenses. The bitch was instantly very, very drunk. We picked her up to
her feet and she staggered and fell unconscious.
I told Pete the address of the gay doc and he programmed that into the
BMW's GPS. I handed Pete the keys to the car while a couple of men were
stuffing the bitch into the trunk of his car. I told Pete the price was
$2500 and that he could have $1,000 of that for delivering our captive.
Have some fun with a whore and meet us in the Motel 6 by the interstate.
One of the doubled up riders would bring his bike to the Motel. As he
drove off he looked every bit the tourist. Once that car entered Mexico
it would never been seen again in the USA. Pablo would use it until he
tired of it and then give it as a gift to one of his underlings. The
dope he had bought it with had probably cost him less than $5000 and he
was swimming in cash.
Chapter 2: The Conversion
Johnny
I slowly woke up from what I hoped was a horrible nightmare to find I was
strapped to a hard table with my head in a padded vise. I was unable to
move at all and my mouth was held wide open by a metal device. I was
blindfolded and something was clamped to my tongue. The soreness in my
ass let me know that my defilement had been very real. I knew I was
naked except something was fastened to my chest. It seemed like a long
time before I heard voices. A man with a deep voice was telling someone
that he was now going to pull some of my teeth! He explained that he
would only pull 4 a day to lessen the strain on me. I could do nothing
to prevent him from doing what he wanted to me. He started by pulling
two front teeth from the center of my upper jaw and then pulled the two
similar teeth from my bottom jaw. He packed the bloody holes with
cotton. He told his assistant he would pull 4 teeth a day until I was
toothless. I was terrified and helpless. My wonderful smile was gone
for good now. The man patted me on the cheek and explained, "You are
going to be a whore and no man wants to risk his cock in a mouth with
teeth.." He covered my bloody mouth with a towel to keep the flies from
laying eggs in it. I was being fed with a drip in my arm and had a
catheter in my penis.
The man told his helper, "Turning boys into whores is my hobby and it is
a pleasure to do it. I do make a small profit from it as well. I Paid
$2500 for this bitch and I will sell her for $30, 000. Now let me show
you the pump. He jammed a big needle into my left nipple. He explained
to his helper, "I have set the pump to inject a 5 ml dose of the heated
chemical into that breast every 5 minutes. It will take 16 hours and 40
minutes to inject a full liter. This chemical is very dense and will
settle between and behind the ribs. When the full liter is in her the
mold will be full and her breast will be the ideal female breast."
The man was giving me a female breast! The pump was started and they
left the room. All night I tried to sleep but I felt the warm injection
every 5 minutes. The pulse was meant to simulate a male orgasm and to
fill the form slow enough to avoid stretch marks on the breast.
After a long time I heard the voice again. "Good Morning bitch, I hope
you are comfortable." was all he said to me. He then went on to
explained to his helper, "I will now pull one tooth from either side of
the gaps top and bottom. It is systematic and appeals to my sense of
order. It gives the bitch something to anticipate." He then proceeded
to extract 4 more of my teeth. He was turning me into a hag. They left
me alone for some time before returning. He said, "It is time for the
catalyst bitch. This will seem very hot for a bit but it is just the
chemical reaction, In 20 minutes your breast will be solid plastic
covered by skin. He pulled out the tube that had been filling my breast
with the chemical and shot a hypodermic needle full of some clear fluid
into the breast through the hole in my nipple. Instantly I felt the heat
burning in my breast. I was unable to move and just had to endure the
heat until the chemical reaction was finished. The man told me your new
breast will be beautiful and you will have gained 2 kilograms in weight.
We will let you rest today bitch.
As the man was about to leave he told his assistant, "Masturbate the
bitch and feed her semen. She needs to get used to the taste of the
stuff." I heard an electric motor running as the slats my legs were
strapped to split apart spreading my legs apart.. I felt a hand on my
penis and it began stroking me. the owner of that hand was very
skillfully bringing me close to orgasm. He unplugged the catheter hose
from my urine bag and put the end into my mouth. A soft voice said,
"Come for me baby. Do it now." I shot my biggest orgasm ever in spasms
which left me weak and spent.
The assistant worked my semen through the tubing and into my mouth. He
said, "Swallow it all baby, You will be sucking a lot of cocks and must
always swallow their cum. Men get offended if you spit it out." When I
had swallowed my semen he hooked the tube back to the urine sack and
covered my mouth again. The assistant was a girl. She left me alone and
I was soon sound asleep.
The next time I heard them must have been the next day because the man
again greeted me by saying " Good morning bitch. I hope you slept well."
When I tried to talk the clamp on my tongue caused only meaningless
garbage to come out of my mouth. The man said, "We might as well get
started. He began pulling four more teeth from my mouth. When he
finished I had lost 16 of my teeth so far. half of my teeth were gone.
The next teeth pulled would be big ones. I had been captured by the biker
gang on Monday so I figured it was now Friday.
The man now removed my blindfold and I was blinded by the bright light
overhead. I could see the man when my eyes got used to the light. He
was a tall man who was wearing a white lab coat and a surgical mask. His
assistant looked like a young girl., too young to be a nurse. She was
also wearing a lab coat and mask. The man forced the pump tube into my
breast through the nipple. It hurt a lot as it entered my body. He then
set the pump the same as he had before. Every five minutes I would be
getting a spurt of the warm chemical. It would take another 16 hours and
40 minutes before my breast would fill the metal form.
The man in charge left and then his assistant sat on a stool and began
stroking my penis, She talked lovingly to me as she masturbated her
captive.. When I had my orgasm again I spurted his cum into my mouth.
He said, "Come on sweetie, swallow it for me." She patted me lightly on
the cheek and walked out turning off the lights as she left. I was left
alone in the dark with just the intermittent sound of the pump to keep me
company. I would have another sleepless night. I had fluid draining
into me and urine flowing out periodically. My jaw was so sore from
being held open for so long I was not sure it would ever work again. I
cried but had no tears left. They could do whatever they wanted with me
and I was powerless to resist. All I could do was wait for them to
return to pull more of my teeth.
When the lights came on again, I could see the nipple jutting out of the
hole in the top of the breast form. The pump had shut off so I knew my
breast was now full of the chemical. The man looked in my mouth and got
his tool and slowly pulled out four of my molars over the span of an hour
or so. He told me, "In a few more days you will be toothless and I can
remove that frame from your mouth and that clamp from your tongue." I
would be glad to be able to close my mouth and perhaps eat some real
food.
The man next turned his attention to my breast. He pulled the pump probe
out of me and then injected a hypo of catalyst into the hole left by the
probe. Just like before the chemical reaction generated a lot of heat
while it completed its work. After a half hour or so the man removed
the metal breast mold and raised me into a sitting position. He held up
a mirror so I could see how my new breasts looked. If those breasts had
been on a woman they would have been perfect! He told me, "They are
attached to your ribs and are now solid plastic covered with a thin layer
of muscle and fat. The will never jiggle and cannot be removed. You
will never need to wear a bra. You will need to keep your spine straight
and your shoulders back to accommodate the weight of these beauties.
They weigh 2 Kilograms each. I thought of my science training and
realized that 2 kilograms was over 5 pounds. I would be lugging around
over 10 pounds of added weight on my chest for life. Also in the mirror
I could see into my open mouth. It was a gaping empty hole. I was being
turned into a freak by people I had never met before I came here.
The man allowed me to spend a long time sitting up in front of the
mirror. It felt good to sit up for a change but I hated what I saw in
the mirror. My chest looked like that of a movie star actress, my mouth
looked like it belonged to a hobo wino. I hoped that in three more days
my torment would be over. Maybe when I was out of teeth they would let
me go. But then I remembered that the man had said something about
selling me. I thought slavery had ended with the Civil War.
True to his word the man removed the brace holding my mouth wide open as
soon as he had extracted the last of my wisdom teeth. I was finally able
to close my mouth. It felt very strange when my gums met for the first
time. He had also removed the clamp on my tongue. I found that the
clamp had been resting on a stud which had been put in my tongue while I
was passed out.
When I was able to talk I managed to ask the man, "Why are you doing this
to me sir?". My voice sounded very different with no teeth. He told me,
"You are being prepared to be a sea whore. There is nothing you can do
to stop me. You will be going to sea with the tuna fleet as a comfort
girl. Many of the crews are married men but they still need a sexual
outlet on trips that range from 3 months to 6 months. You will be fed
and have a compartment of your own. Men will come to you for sexual
relief. You must never refuse them anything they want. You will live
only as long as you please them. If they are not happy with you they
will kill you and convert you to chum."
The question burst from my lips, "But sir, why me?" He said, "Because
you were available and blonds are highly desired by the Mexican crew
members. The more feminine you are the better they will like you, so I
am really doing you a favor with what I am doing to you. You need to
start thinking like a whore. You want every man you service to think he
is special to you." Think like a whore? I was a young college student
about to graduate with honors. How was I going to make men think I
wanted them to use me for sex? I was in love with Mary!
The man removed the feeding tube from my arm and his assistant brought
in a bowl of mush and began feeding it to me a spoonful at a time. With
no teeth I could not eat solid food. The assistant told me, "This is a
special mixture designed for you baby, A bowl of this twice a day and
your body will get all the nutrition and vitamins it needs, You will
emit very little waste. The Captain that buys you will also get a 6
month supply of "Bitch Food" freeze dried and in bags. If you live longer
than that he can buy more from us." So I was to survive on a couple of
bowls of mush a day? My life had been so full of promise a short time
ago, but now looked very bleak.
When I finished my meal the man brought in a device and used it to pierce
both of my ears. The pain was sharp but brief. He put hoop earrings in
the new holes and soldered them closed. He let me see my new jewelry in
the mirror. He told me, "A few more days and you can get up and about on
your feet bitch. We still have a few more details to attend to. He
took a few pictures of me before he and his assistant left me alone in
the dark. At least now I had some idea of what was in store for me. I
was able to sleep tonight.
I awoke when the lights were turned on and turned to see the assistant
coming towards me, She told me, "I am going to clean your pierced ears
for you baby. We don't want them to get infected." She washed my ears
with alcohol. When she finished with my ears she picked up a razor and
dry shaved my scrotum. I asked her, "Why are you doing that Ma'am?".
She answered, "The doctor will be doing a procedure in a few minutes and
that hair must be gone. You have very little hair anyway sweetie." She
was right, I have very little body hair and what I have is blond.
The assistant had called the man the doctor. I wondered what sort of a
procedure required shaving my scrotum. I hoped he was a medical doctor
not a professor or dentist or even worse a veterinarian. Although I was
really in the position of a animal in a lab used for experimentation.
The doctor would do whatever he wanted with me.
When the doctor walked in he was carrying a tray with some instruments
on. He was masked and wearing gloves. The table parted causing my legs
to spread widely. The Doctor taped my penis to my stomach. By lifting
my head I could see the head of my penis with the tube sticking out of it
pointing right at my face. The doctor sprayed my bald scrotum with
something and then picked up a scalpel and cut a big slit down the middle
of my ball sack.
The assistant set up a mirror so I could watch the procedure. The doctor
was clamping off tubes and veins. He then cut those tubes and veins and
removed both of my testicles from my body completely. He had just
castrated me! He laid each testicle on the tray and proceeded to
cauterize the ends of the tubes and veins had cut. He then removed all
of the clamps he had used on me. I then saw him remove the protective
coating from one testicle and put it with the rest of the discarded
stuff. He then took a hypodermic needle full of the chemical he had used
to form my breasts and injected it into the testicle causing it to swell
to half again it's size. A small hypo filled with catalyst was then
injected. The chemical reaction actually made the testicle steam. The
same process was repeated on the other testicle. After a few minutes of
waiting the doctor picked up one testicle and dropped in on the metal
tray. It landed with a thud. My testicle was now plastic So was the
other one. When the doctor rolled one into the other it made a loud
click. He said, "Perfect.", and placed both of the big plastic testicles
back into my now empty scrotum. As he sewed up the cut he had made he
told me, "Some men will grab you by your balls and if they do you will
feel no pain. An interesting thing you will soon notice is they will
click as you walk," When he finished stitching me up, he took the tray
with the discarded stuff and walked out of the room. His assistant
removed the tape from my penis and put it back in it's normal place. She
kissed me on the forehead and left turning off the light.
I was stunned. I could not believe what I had just seen them do to me. I
could never be a man again. In less than two weeks I had been changed
from a bright male college student into a freak with plastic boobs,
plastic balls and no teeth. I cried bitter tears. I had been ruined.
The light came back on and the assistant walked in with my evening bowl
of mush. She raised my bed up so I was sitting up. She saw my tears and
tried to comfort me. She softly talked to me as she fed me spoonful
after spoonful of my gruel. She told me, "It is not so bad being
without balls sweetie, Doc castrated me 2 years ago. I no longer have
erections but then I was never going to fuck anybody anyway." She took a
tissue and wiped away my tears. I told her, "But, I have a girlfriend
and was soon to be engaged to marry her."
The assistant told me, "That will never happen now. You have a different
future now. You need to learn to get pleasure by pleasing men. I have
done that and am very happy living with Doc." She was right. As I saw
myself in the mirror I knew Mary would never marry me now. No woman
would ever want a freak like me.
When my bowl of food was empty the assistant said, "I have an idea that
may make you feel better sweetie. I am going to fix your up with some
makeup to make you look pretty." She left before I could tell her I
didn't want any makeup.
For the next hour my eyebrows were plucked into a fine feminine arch, my
nails painted red, a base coat of makeup applied to my face and mascara
and eyebrow pencil used on my eyes. When he put a blonde wig on my head
and lipstick on my mouth I looked very feminine indeed. I looked like a
girl men would love. If I was going to be a girl I wanted to be a pretty
one. If what the doc had told me was true my life now depended on
pleasing the crew of whatever ship I was on. I resolved to be a good
whore until I could figure a way out of my predicament. I had to stay
alive.
The next morning I awoke to find the assistant bringing my breakfast bowl
of food and a small glass of orange juice. She showed me as he added a
full eyedropper if a clear chemical to the orange juice. She explained,
"Now that your testicles are no longer functional you will need to take
hormones to keep your body working sweetie. Do this with every meal and
you will be fine." I asked her what the hormone was and she told me it
was estrogen. " Doc would not have gone to all this trouble to make you
girly if he wanted you to be a male.." , she added. Doc's trouble? I
was the one in trouble here. She unfastened my hands and let me feed
myself for the first time since I had been here. The orange juice tasted
slightly bitter but was drinkable. I ate my gruel with a spoon and
sitting up with the use of my hands. It felt good to have even this
limited freedom.
The Doc came in and examined my stitches and told me, "You are healing
well bitch. You can get up and walk a bit if you can walk with your legs
spread wide enough so the scrotum hangs free." I told him, "Thank you
sir, that would be very nice." He then said, "I am going to buy your new
collar bitch. What girls' name would you like to use?" That question
was totally unexpected and the only one I could think of fart was the one
the bikers had called me. I told him, "Jenny sir.". He smiled and said,
"Very well Jenny that is the name we will have put on your collar."
The assistant released my bonds and helped me to stand on the floor. I
was still naked and barefoot. As I stood with my legs apart I felt more
weight in my scrotum than before. My scrotum hung much lower than ever
before as well. I pointed to my scrotum and looked puzzled. The
assistant smiled and said, "Remember that the plastic is much denser and
heavier than your old balls were. You will get used to the extra
weight." As we walked slowly around the room I could hear my plastic
balls clicking together. The sound reminded me of the sound heard when
playing marbles. The extra weight caused my ball sack to swing like a
pendulum. I had to keep my shoulders pushed back to offset the weight of
over ten pounds of plastic in my boobs. In a short time I was tired and
went back to bed.
Later in the day I went walking again. I knew I had to build up my
stamina and get my strength back. This time we walked over to a vanity
and the assistant taught me how to apply my own makeup. She explained,
"You must never let any man see you without your makeup sweetie. It is
vital that they think you are naturally pretty.
Since the assistant have been so nice to me I decided to ask her name. "
Please Ma'am, may I ask your name." He said, "My girl name is Betty. My
other name is long gone." She lowered her mask and I could see her face
was made up and pretty. Se opened her lab coat and showed me her tits.
She told me, "I wear a 32A bra and my tits are not plastic. You now have
plastic balls, I have none, The doc relieved me of them before I reached
puberty. I have never had to shave." He then added, "I bet you don't
shave often do you Jenny?" I admitted that I didn't. He told me," In
time you will never have to shave your face Jenny."
The doc returned and told me I looked pretty. He then placed a collar
around my neck. I was made of soft leather, black and had a brass
nameplate on it that bore the name "JENNY". As it surrounded my neck and
closed I heard a metallic click. It was locked on me now. The doc
explained to me, "It has a titanium cable inside of it. It will have to
be cut off with a torch so you will wear it for life Jenny." From that
day on I was never called bitch again by the doctor. My name was Jenny.
The Doctor told me, "You are ready to sell now girl, but the man who is
buying you is still at sea so I am going to teach you some additional
skills to make you even more highly valued. You could live through this
experience Jenny." I had every intention of doing just that. If I had
to be a whore to survive I would be a good one.
The Doctor told me, "Kneel in front of me and look up into my eyes. Make
me believe you crave my cock." Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined
I would be doing anything like this, but I knelt in front of him and
looked up into his eyes. He then told me, "Now undo my pants and take
out my cock girl." I did as he said and he said, "Now kiss the head
respectfully and lick along the whole length of the cock." I obeyed him.
The Doctor reminded me, "Smile like you are thrilled to have the
opportunity to suck my cock girl. Men want to think you need what they
have to offer." So I was to be cheerful as I degraded myself.
When I had the Doctor's cock in my mouth and was sucking away he thrust
his cock to the back of my throat which caused me to gag and choke. He
told me, "Jenny you are in luck, I have some medicine to cure that gag
reflex. It was developed to stop snoring but it deadens the gag reflex
so men can bang their cocks against the back of your throat and you won't
feel a thing." He sprayed the back of my mouth and then began fucking my
mouth. My toothless mouth was a mere receptacle to be used for the
pleasure and relief of men. The spray worked wonders and I no longer
gagged on his cock.
The Doctor rammed his organ in and out of my mouth until he shuddered and
spurted his semen into my throat. He told me, "Now you swallow it all
and act like you just got a big treat from the man." I did as I was told
and said, "Yummy, thank you sir." He patted me on the head and said,
"You will make a good whore Jenny." He then left the room and I rinsed
out my mouth with water.
Betty brought me a dildo and told me, "You are to practice sucking on
this sweetie. Try to deep throat it if you can." Although I felt
foolish doing it, I did practice slurping and sucking. I found that if I
sprayed my throat and tilted my head back like a sword swallower I could
take the dildo down into my throat. I could hardly wait to show the
Doctor my new talent.
On the Doctor's next visit I showed him how I without using my hands I
could gobble the dildo down my throat clear down to the balls. I could
hold it there and move my throat muscles too. It caused my eyes to tear
up but I could do it. He patted me on the head and praised me saying,
"Good Girl Jenny I am very proud of you." I was actually proud of my
achievement.
The Doctor helped me up from my knees and led me to my bed, He told me,
"When a man wants to fuck you, you should stand beside the bed, legs
spread and ass offered to the man. You should make him think you desire
him more than he needs you." I assumed the position and answered, "Yes
sir, I understand.". He then told me, "Most men will enter you like
this.", and rammed his cock up my ass. It hurt a lot and I squealed in
pain. He pulled out of me and said, "Take my cock and place it at your
entrance. If you use your muscles properly you can pull my cock slowly
inside of you. Learn that trick and you can control the pace." He
handed me my dildo saying, "Practice that Jenny." He left turning off
the light.
There I was learning to suck a cock up my ass by using my colon muscles.
Hour after hour I practiced until I finally managed to do it. I then
learned to expel the cock which was a lot more natural process. I
discovered that I could work the dildo in and out of my ass without using
my hands. Just using muscular control I was able to fuck myself!
Strange as it may seem it seemed pleasurable and even caused me to leak
pre-cum. I had been turned into a girl. I shed a few tears but kept
pleasuring myself for some time.
The Doctor was very pleased when I showed him how I could move a cock in
and out using no hands. He told me, "Jenny you are my masterpiece. Your
new owner will be here tomorrow and I have decided to raise the price I
get for you." I had just got somewhat used to this place and now I would
be leaving? He told me, "I am selling you to the nicest captain I know.
Do your duty and you will have an easy time in his service."
Chapter 3: The Job
Betty woke me early and got me to dress and put on my makeup. I was to
look pretty even before breakfast. I drank my glass of orange juice
spiked with estrogen and ate my bowl of mush. I wore only a robe and
high heeled shoes. I looked pretty with my blonde wig on. Betty
presented me with a two strand necklace made of my own teeth which had
been pulled out of my mouth. She had drilled a small hole in each tooth
and put them in order on a thin gold chain. She gave me a tongue kiss
while she put it on me. She told me, "Jenny you still have all of your
teeth. They are just in a different location now." She giggled and
pranced out of the room.
The Doctor came in accompanied by a tall muscular man. The Doctor told
me, "Stand up Jenny and drop your robe off. The Captain wants to see
what he is buying." So the big man was to be my owner. I stood up and
shed my robe leaving me naked except for the heels and wig. I had to
open my mouth for the man, turn around and walk across the room. As I
walked swaying my hips my plastic gonads clicked together.
The Doctor told me, "Get your dildo and show the Captain your oral and
anal special talents Jenny. I was the only naked person in the room and
felt self conscious about it, but I got my dildo and knelt on the floor.
I put the tip of the fake cock into my mouth and tilted my head back. I
gobbled the dildo down to the balls and then moved it most of the way out
repeating that maneuver several times to demonstrate my oral skills.
Even a few repetitions of this would make it hard for me to talk for some
time afterwards.
The next thing I did was to take the slimy dildo and put the head of the
fake cock at the entrance of my asshole and putting my ass in the air I
began working it inside of me. I was able to work it clear in to the
balls of the dildo which drew a nod of approval from the Captain. When I
moved it partway out and then back in again he was very impressed. He
told the Doctor, "You are right Doc. Jenny is a very special girl. I
will pay the higher price for her." The Doctor then told me, "Get
dressed and ready to leave girl."
The two men concluded the deal. The Captain counted out $45,000 in US
currency and the Doctor Gave him a cart with a 6 month supply of Jenny
chow, a supply of estrogen. Betty handed me a makeup kit in a teak wood
box and a suitcase with the rest of my clothes already packed in it. The
Captain put a pair of welders goggles on me which left me unable to see,
I was led to the garage and seated in a van, my food and medicine were
loaded into the back of the van. The Captain sat beside me and the van
backed out of the garage. We were on the way.
Someone else had to be driving the van since my owner sat beside me. As
we rode the Captain told me about my duties. They were much like the
Doctor had told me to expect. I was going to have to please any man who
came to my cabin. His ship had a guest cabin to be used by company big
wigs but since he was their best Captain none of them bothered to go to
sea with him. My cabin was next to the Captain's own quarters and across
the corridor from that of the First Mate. Towards the end of his remarks
he told me, "Jenny I know this is not your choice of jobs but if you
perform well you will be treated nicely. I have paid a lot of money for
you and you are to keep my crew happy and satisfied. They might fight
over a lady but they pretend they don't use you. It is a well kept
secret that on my ship we have a Sea Whore. I get the best crews and
they are very loyal to me." I was learning a lot about what I could
expect from my owner. He finished by saying, "You serve me well for
three years and I will set you free Jenny." He had given me a reason to
live!
After a long drive I was led up a gangplank and through some doors until
I was told to take off the goggles. I was in my cabin. The Captain told
me, "Sorry about the goggles girl but if you learn the name of my ship or
my name I will have to kill you. No names will ever be used by the crew
or my officers to identify anyone." I looked around my new home. It had
a double bed along one wall and a vanity and two doors on the opposite
wall. One door led to the head and the other was a small closet. The
Captain told me, "When we are in port no man will bother you. In home
port they have wives and girlfriends or can use the local prostitutes.
When we are at sea your porthole will be uncovered so you can see out.
Try to be happy here Jenny. It will make things easier for you." He
turned and left me alone.
We remained in port for two more full days before I awoke in the night to
the hum of engines and felt we were moving. I got out of bed and flipped
the switch that turned on the green light over my cabin door. That light
had to be on whenever I was alone in my cabin. The other switch beside
the first turned on the red light to show I was being used by another
man. I was a one person whorehouse.
The sea got rougher and I guessed we had cleared the harbor. My cabin
door opened and in walked a medium sized Mexican man. Of course he was
Mexican! The entire crew was made up of Mexican men. The light was
always on in my cabin and I saw the man point to his fly. I turned on
the red light and knelt in front of him. Since I had been sleeping I
wore only a nightie. I knelt on the steel deck and opened his fly. I
pulled out his cock, kissed the head and took it into my mouth. After a
few minutes of sucking he shot his load into my mouth. I swallowed and
said, "That was yummy sir, thank you" He left my cabin without saying
one word.
The first week was rather busy for me. We were heading towards the
fishing grounds and the crew members all wanted to try out the new whore.
I found out the crew worked a six hour shift and then had 6 hours off.
At change of shift I almost always had a customer in my room. I began to
learn what each man wanted and how to meet his needs as quickly as
possible. For example, the old cook was a married man and had 6 kids.
He never had sex with me but once a week or so he would come into my
cabin. I would rim his ass and he would masturbate. He liked me so much
he started mixing my mush with beef broth instead of water to give it
some flavor. He knew his secret would be safe with me.
Some men wanted to fuck me roughly, many merely wanted me to suck them
off. The days when they put out the nets were a day of rest for me. The
crew was too busy to bother with me. They often worked a 12 hour shift
gathering the tuna and cleaning them.
My first cruise lasted three and a half months during which I was well
used by all but the Captain. I never saw him after he left my cabin the
first day. Even the Mates and cadets had used me for relief.
The first afternoon in home port the Captain came into my cabin. I went
to turn on the red light and he told me, "No need for that Jenny, I came
to bring you a present. You have done well on your first voyage and the
crew all like you. He gave me a laptop computer with some games on it.
I cried when I received it. He also gave me an external hard drive that
had a thousand movies on it. He said, "We will be in port three weeks
this time and I wanted you to have some diversions. The cook's helper
will still bring you your food."
The Captain then sat on my bed beside me and said, "You did very well
this trip and I have decided that you deserve a promotion." Promotion?
Anything had to be better that being a whore. He said, "You will be a
waitress serving the officer's mess. We eat at 0600, 1200, 1800, and
2400 every day. you will get a cart of food from the cook, set the table
and serve the food to the officers. When they finish eating you will
hand wash the china used and return to you cabin. It should take you an
hour or so four times a day and you will be paid for it as a steward. I
will keep track of your earnings and you will be paid on your
independence day." I was to be a whore for free and be paid to be a
waitress? I thanked him profusely. He left and I sat at my vanity and
fired up my new laptop. I played a few games of solitaire and then
hooked up the movie hard drive. It seemed every Disney movie was there
and the rest were chick flicks, Not a war movie nor a western was to be
found therein. I had no internet account so I could play games and watch
movies. Three weeks is a long time to be alone. My only human contact
was the cook's helper who brought my food twice a day.
My new stewardess uniforms were delivered to my room. They were all the
same. A short black miniskirt, a white blouse and a starched white
apron. They were to be worn with black heels and of course no bra nor
panties. I was to be a sluttish waitress for the officers. I learned
there was of course the Captain, a First Mate, a Second Mate and a Third
Mate. These officers worked watches and ran the ship. The Captain was
of course always in charge. Also at the officers mess were two cadets
training to become mates and the helicopter pilot. His job was to scout
for big bunches of Tuna which would justify putting out the nets. The
pilot was an ex-US army pilot and he also maintained his craft. He was
one of the men who loved to remain motionless and let me masturbate him
with my colon muscles. I manipulated his cock and felt in control of the
man. He thought I craved his cock.
Serving the officer's meals was a pleasant experience and it got me out
of my cabin sometimes. They treated me like a lady and I of course was
duly subservient. Even when they were pulling in the nets the officers
would eat a meal. They would eat in two shifts but had a full meal.
One day after finishing my duties at the noon meal I walked out on the
walkway by the bridge and could see the men at work. The Tuna would pour
out of the net and the men would grab them and fillet them. They were
very skilled at that work. The man would make a slice down one side of
the spine, a cut behind the head of the fish and then a horizontal cut
one third of the way down from the top. The fillet was then severed from
the tail. A similar fillet was cut from the lower third of the tuna's
same side. The fish was flipped over and the same process repeated on
the other side. The middle third and head of the fish were thrown into a
hole in the deck. One of the Cadets told me the middle part is all blood
and bones. The men doing that work could get the fillets from two fish a
minute. The fillets were sent below to be packed in ice. The scraps and
trash fish went to the chum locker.
The men would be working for up to twelve hours straight and I knew I
would not be used today. I went to my cabin and wrote in the journal I
was keeping in my laptop for a bit and then took a nap. I caught my
sleep whenever I could. Uninterrupted sleep was a luxury except when in
port.
That night at the midnight meal the Captain told me to report to his
cabin when my duties were finished. I wondered if I had done something
seriously wrong. I remembered the Doctor saying something about me
winding up as chum and got very nervous. The thought of being ground up
with the garbage and fish guts was horrible.
I finished my shift and reported to the Captain's Cabin.
When I knocked on the door the Captain told me to enter. When I entered
he told me, "Take off your uniform and lay on the bed Jenny." So the man
was just horny and wanted to use his property. I took off my serving
uniform and knelt on the bed with my ass in the air. He told me, "Lay on
your back Jenny I want to look at your face while we play."
He undressed himself and got into the bed with me. He lifted my legs and
pressed my knees to my chest and slowly entered me. He used long slow
strokes in and out and very gently. He was making love to me not fucking
me. He talked softly as he was doing me. He told me how he had gone to
sea as a Cadet at the age of fifteen. He learned fast and soon was a
Mate. He became a captain at the age of twenty five and had been in
charge of a fishing boat ever since. He was nearing fifty now and had
never been married. I now understood the man was lonely. With his crew
he had to be in charge and fully in control at all times. With me he
could be human and sweet.
He made love to me and even kissed me for a long time before he came deep
inside of me. He gave me a glass of wine when he got up and dressed. I
sat up and sipped my wine and happened to notice a video screen above his
desk. It displayed my room. The Captain could see everything that
happened in there. I suddenly felt very ashamed. I asked him, "Were you
spying on me sir?" He smiled and told me, "No Jenny, that was only to
protect you. If some man had gotten to rough with you I would have
stopped him and he would have no more use of you and never sail with me
again." Even though he was trying to reassure me I knew he had seem
most of the things I had done with and for the crew members.
When I finished my wine I clutched my clothes to my chest and went to my
cabin. I washed myself and put on my nightie and went to sleep. I had
slept only a short time when the Second Mate entered my cabin and wanted
a blow job before he went to bed. I had pleased the Captain but was
rudely reminded that I was still the Sea Whore.
From that night on I was to serve the Captain two or three nights a week
except when in port. My time with him was always after the midnight chow
shift was completed when most of the crew was sleeping. My owner enjoyed
the hours I spent with him and I felt loved during those hours. This
pattern lasted up until I had started into my third year of service.
We had been in home port for over 2 weeks and I was watching Bambi on my
computer for the 5th time when the Captain and Second Mate came into my
room leading a young Mexican wearing welders goggles. Her boobs were
exactly like my own. She had to be another of the Doctor's creations.
She was also wearing a short skirt, heels and a necklace with the
nameplate Rosita. She kept her mouth closed while I was there but I knew
she would have no teeth left in there. I was sure she would be a copy of
myself.
The Captain told me, "Jenny you are to move your things into my cabin.
This will now be where Rosita lives and works. I made three trips
carrying my uniforms, skirts and blouses and my computer stuff into the
Captains quarters. It was a much bigger space than I had enjoyed before
and I even had a separate chest and closet for my few things.
When the Captain joined me he explained, "I told the crew it was time for
a new whore on this ship. The truth is I wanted you all for myself girl.
You will keep your stewardess duties and be doing my laundry and other
household duties for me. You will now have sex only with me." I was
very pleased and flattered. The Captain had made me his mistress. No
other man would be pawing me now. I would have the run of the ship.
When the Captain went to the bridge I asked if I might talk to Rosita.
He gave me permission. I opened her door and introduced myself. I
opened my mouth and robe exposing my toothless face and my modified body.
I asked her, "Rosita please show me yourself. The Doctor probably did
the same to both of us." She opened her blouse and lifted her skirt
while opening her mouth wide. Except for our skin color and hair color
we could be twins. She had boobs identical to mine except after 2 years
of being on estrogen mine had developed some breast tissue over the
plastic form. Her breast were still skin stretched over plastic. Rosita
also had the same stubby 2" stub that had once been her cock. We hugged
each other.
For the next hour or so we sat beside each other on her bed and I told
her what to expect. I assured her that the Captain was a fair man and if
she did her job well she would be well treated. I think she felt better
when I left to get into uniform for the noon meal. I was the only person
on the ship who knew how she must be feeling now. She would not have to
service a man until we left port but then she would be busy. The crew
would be anxious to try out their new sea whore.
As things turned out Rosita managed her duties very well and I loved my
new freedom. My stewardess duties only took me a little over four hours
a day and my cabin duties another few hours. I kept the Captain's
clothes cleaned and ironed as well as my own things. I did the laundry
to keep us in clean sheets. I changed our sheets daily and the Captain
was the best dressed man on the ship. I was free to wander the ship in
my spare time and even got to go up in the helicopter a few times. The
view from there was fabulous.
My last year on the ship was a happy time for me. There was none of the
pressure of getting straight A's in school nor the uncertainty of being
the sea whore for a horny crew of men. When the Captain was in his bed
so was I there beside him. Some nights we would make love, other nights
just cuddle a bit.
As my release date grew nearer I began to wonder about my future. I
supposed my father might find a place for me in his business. I could
not imagine going back to college to retake my last semester looking as I
do now. At sea I looked good to horny men, but on a college campus I
would be a freak. By now my hair was shoulder length and there was no
way I could ever hide my big boobs. I was stuck being a female for life.
My last day of my 3 year commitment were still at sea. The Captain told
me, "Today you are free Jenny. I will have the helicopter fly you to
Acapulco as we are still a week from our home port. You can take a bus
from there to Juarez. Take this card and find this dentist. He has
assured me that by using the teeth from your necklace he can make you a
set of dentures that will be just like your original teeth. He will send
me the bill. It is a present from me to you." I was surprised to learn
that it might be possible for me to eat real food again and have a toothy
smile. I thanked him profusely and packed my suitcase.
The Captain now handed me an envelope and told me, "This is your pay for
being our stewardess. The officers and I are rewarding you for the work
you did in our mess room." I did some mental arithmetic and found I had
earned the equivalent of $15,000 US dollars. He then handed me a second
envelope stuffed with pesos. He explained, "This money comes from the
required tip from the crew members for each use of you. The standard tip
is deducted from their pay. They leave a note in the tip box and I keep
track of what is owed. The standard tip is 25 pesos for a blow job, 50
for a fuck and 75 for anything kinky." I had been sucking men off for a
$3.66 tip and getting fucked for twice that! I had been much cheaper
than a common street whore and available at sea. The Captain told me,
"To save you the trouble of counting it, you have 200,000 pesos in that
envelope. You should have enough money to get you a new start in life
Jenny." I did a rough calculation and figured I had over $43,000 US,
more than enough money to get home on. I had not been a total slave
after all. The Captain must have added a tip for each time we made love
as well as the crew had.
The Captain who I had always called sir kissed me warmly while we were
still in our cabin. He handed me a nice purse to carry my money in and
slipped a cell phone in there as well. He told me, "I shall miss you
very much Jenny and if you ever need anything you can call me on this
prepaid phone. It will reach me by satellite if I am at sea." He led me
to the helicopter was warming up and helped me get on board. George the
pilot had his orders and flew me over 60 miles to set me down on a
deserted beach near the resort area.
Chapter 4: Released
Once I stepped on solid ground I was a free man, It was the fourth of
July. I walked into town and bought a bus ticket to Ciudad Juarez. It
took me three days of riding on what had once been a school bus in the
USA to reach my destination. I took a cab to the address of the dentist.
I showed him the card I had been given and handed him my tooth necklace.
He had me sit in his dental chair and made a mold of my gums out of clay.
He told me, "I can make you a set of dentures that you will be proud to
own but it will take me a week or so Jenny." He knew my name? Of course
he had read my collar. He asked me, "Do you have a place to stay girl?"
I told him, "No sir, I just got to town." He told me, "You can sleep on
a cot in the back girl but you must suck me off daily. Agreed?" I
thought that after all the blow jobs I had given for $3.66 apiece which
was cheaper than any hotel I could find. I smiled and nodded yes. One
blowjob a day was not much for an experienced cocksucker.
True to his word the dentist had my dentures ready seven days later.
When he had them in my mouth and faced me towards a mirror my smile was
just as I remembered it being, except now I was wearing lipstick and had
long blonde hair fixed into braids. I looked like I had imagined Heidi
to look like when I read that book as a child. I was now ready to
reenter the USA.
In my absence there had been a law enacted requiring Americans traveling
to Mexico to have a passport to reenter the United States. I had no such
thing and no way to get one. I decided to just go to the border and
explain that I had been captured and held against my will. I knew I
could never tell them anything that could harm my Captain. I cared too
much for him now to jeopardize his future. The border crossing was less
than two blocks from my dentist's office. It seemed that the first few
blocks on the Mexican side of the border were filled with dentist offices
and drug stores. Americans came across the border to get cheap dental
work done and to buy drugs that required a prescription in the US. The
drugs were cheaper and one didn't need to see a doctor to buy
antibiotics.
Carrying only my suitcase and my purse I walked the short distance to the
border. There was a line of American tourists waiting to return home. I
waited my turn in the line until it was my turn and then told the man at
the booth, "Sir I have no identification but I am an American citizen who
was kidnapped and sold." He looked at me strangely and called his
supervisor. The Lieutenant took me into a room in the back of the
building and had me tell him why I had no passport and was trying to
enter his country. He listened to my story and since I had used the term
kidnapped he put in a call to the local FBI office. He put me into a
cell with my suitcase and purse. He told me, "It will be a couple of
hours but there will be a couple of FBI agents here to interview you and
I think an agent from the AFI, the Mexican version of their FBI. Just
relax and if your story holds true you can be on your way before too
long." He didn't seem to notice the clicking my balls made when I
walked.
About noon three men dressed in dark suits walked into the room. One man
was a Mexican the other both white. I was released from my cell and
taken to an interrogation room. They questioned me for a long time but I
told them what I could without causing my Captain a problem. When they
asked me the name of the ship I told them all I knew was it was about 80
meters long, had a blue hull and a white superstructure and it had a
helicopter on it. The Mexican man said, "I know those fishing boats.
There are over 100 of those owned by a corporation. They all carry a
helicopter." He then took my purse and dumped it out on the table. When
they saw all of the money I had and the cell phone they got furious with
me. "Why are you jacking us around whore. No kidnap victim gets paid
and has a cell phone to call for help."
The Mexican man then said, "I have heard that some submissive queers will
have their bodies altered and serve the fishermen at sea. We have never
been able to prove that since the crewmen will not talk about it and we
dare not interfere with those ships. They are and important source of
revenue and jobs for our people." One of the FBI men had me stand up and
strip naked. He squeezed my breasts and announced, "They are plastic
alright." He had me remove my teeth and show them my open mouth. The
other FBI man said, "At least the whore was telling us the truth about
her modifications, but they could have been done at her request. Let's
fingerprint her and run those through the system."
They asked me, "Have you ever been fingerprinted Jenny? " I replied,
"Yes I was when I tried to join the ROTC program at ASU. At my physical
they said I was too small to be an officer." They laughed at that. I
was fingerprinted and allowed to get dressed again before being returned
to my cell. The nicer FBI guy told me, "I will rush the checking
procedure for you and try to get you freed. But you know you tried to
enter without a passport and there will be problems to overcome. You
told me your name and I will call your father and maybe he can send a
lawyer to you. Good luck."
The hours in a cell pass slowly, but the time spent alone in my cabin had
prepared me for boredom. I was fed 3 times a day for each of the 3 full
days I was held there. My estrogen was in my suitcase and secured in a
locker. I worried I would become sick without it but my keepers would
not allow me access to it.
On the morning of the fourth day since I had crossed the border the
friendly FBI man came back and got me released. He told me, "Your prints
checked our Johnny. You are indeed a citizen of the United States and
you are free to go now. Can I drop you off someplace as a way to make up
for your stay here?" I asked him, "Could you please take me to a bank
sir? I need to change my pesos into dollars." He winked at me and said,
"Sure thing Johnny." As we walked out to his unmarked car, he actually
patted me on the ass. I felt violated but smiled sweetly. I had learned
how to deal with men like him.
He drove me to the bank and waited while I changed my money into dollars.
In his car after I had dollars he had me put most of my money into my
suitcase and just carry a little amount in my purse. He drove me to the
Greyhound depot where I bought a bus ticket to Phoenix. Dad had sent no
lawyer but I had to see him and explain what had happened to me. The bus
stopped at ever little burg and so I did not get to Phoenix until late at
night, I checked in to a cheap hotel near the bus depot and went to
sleep.
Chapter 5: Rejected
It was still dark when I woke up as my body was used to my serving the
6AM meal. I had not slept clear through a night since I was kidnapped.
I took a shower and did my makeup and got dressed. I even wore a light
jacket over my blouse since my blouses were all nearly transparent. They
had been selected to make me more desirable to the crew but now they
seemed trashy. I would have to buy some much more practical clothes. I
looked like a hooker on the make in the clothes I wore now.
A block from my hotel I found a diner and stopped to have some breakfast.
I ordered two fried eggs and toast. My new teeth bothered me some but I
was able to eat real food now and I had always loved fried eggs. While
eating nothing but mush for 3 years I had almost forgotten how good food
could taste. I savored every bite and every sip of coffee. I was also
killing time so that I would arrive at Father's office around 10 AM. I
was nervous about how he might react to me.
My father's office was only 10 blocks from the diner and an easy walk. I
noticed people staring at me but ignored them. I took the elevator to
the 19th floor and found his office complex. After a deep breath to
gather my courage I entered and went to his secretaries desk. I told
her, "Abraham Anderson is my father and I would like to see him." She
looked at me strangely and finally pushed the intercom button and
announced, "Mister Anderson there is a person out here claiming you are
it's father. Shall I call security? " His voice came back saying, "No
Agnes, show it in here." The lady stood up and opened the door to his
office to let me enter. The heavy door closed behind me and I walked
across the plush carpeting to stand in front of his desk. I said, "Hello
father, I am Johnny." He dig not stand, offer to shake my hand or even
hug me to welcome me home. He looked at me with disgust.
My father told me, "Tell me what happened to you Jenny." That damned
collar had my name on it. I told him how I had been at