Journey Into A Special World
My name is Hannah Stone. I've been a reporter for a newspaper for
years. A couple of days ago I ran into an old sorority sister and good
friend Linda Hart. It's been a few years since we last saw each other
and we decided to do lunch together.
At the beginning of lunch we had the usual light chat. Then we sort of
got on the serious side of chat, when I asked Linda how her marriage to
Bob was going.
"Oh, Hannah I divorced that bastard years ago. He was nothing but a
demanding and abusive husband. He beat me up once so bad I ended up in
the hospital. The moron beat me so bad I now can't conceive. He ended
up in jail for ten years for that last of a long line of assaults on
me. Then there was Ted. He was a real winner, too. That philandering
idiot embezzled so much from Mom's company we almost lost it. I swore
off men totally after I divorced Ted.
"But, then came along Bill. Thank god we met Bill. Bill was one of
those filthy rich investment bankers and Wall Street gurus. Bill, took
Mom's company and turned it totally around in a year. Now, Mom's
company is totally solvent and we're making huge profits again. Bill
said to us he always loved a good challenge and Mom's company fit the
bill."
"Tell me more about this person, Bill," I asked.
"Oh, Bill is the most nicest guys you'll ever meet. He's sweet, kind,
sensitive, gentle and definitely not your typical male, what so ever.
Bill has a bit of femininity in him. He's not gay or something, he's
just a little prissy that's all."
"Bill has a lovely house in the country, all paid for. It's almost your
typical mansion, to a degree. On the second floor there are two large
master suites at opposite ends of the hallway. About a year ago, I
moved in with Bill after a little secret deal we made with each other
after he saved Mom's company. He is such a pleasure and a joy to live
with. Very different from those idiots I married. So what's up with you
Hannah."
"Nothing much Linda. My paper has been nagging it's reporters to come
up with some unusual stories. The editor says our sales are down and
the main reason is the endless story clones. We've all been racking our
heads to come up with his request. I swear I'm at the end of my rope on
what to do. Got any ideas?"
Linda had a funny look on her face as she responded, "Hannah how open
are you? I mean you're not judgmental or anything like that?"
"Me? Not, me! I think I've just about seen it all when it comes to
reporting. You know me, back in college I was opened to just about
everything. Still am. So what gives?"
"Hannah why don't you come over to Bills house tomorrow morning? Let's
say around 8 am ish. I might have an unique idea for you."
Linda gave me the address and directions before we parted. Needless to
say I was very intrigued.
Thank god I had taken an early plane back home, as I had been working
on another story before the interview with Linda and Pollyanna. I just
had time to throw my suitcase in the trunk of my car. That morning I
arrived at the address Linda had given me. It was a bright sunny and
slightly cool morning as I drove though the rural country roads to get
to the house. The weather said it would warm up. I knocked at the door
and soon Linda greeted me. "Hey, Hannah right on time. I'm having
coffee out in the kitchen nook, why don't you join me."
I headed back to kitchen with Linda. The ground floor of the house was
lovely, way too feminine for a man, I thought. I sat down with Linda
and we had our coffee. "Where's this wonderful Billy you told me all
about, Linda?"
"Oh, he's still sleeping. I usually get him up around 9:30 as this is
Saturday. The reason why I asked you to come early is I thought I'd
fill you in on how very special Billy is."
"Special?"
"Well, here goes, Hannah. You've heard of crossdressers haven't you?"
"Well, yes. Is Billy a crossdresser?"
"Yes, but he's a very special type of crossdresser. You see, Billy is
what is called an adult sissy little girl crossdresser. Billy doesn't
dress as a woman he dresses as an eight year old little girl. When
Billy is in his little girl mode he's called, "Pollyanna," after one of
his favorite Disney characters."
"Really, you can't be serious, Linda."
"Oh, yes indeed I am. Wait until you see Mommy's little girl, she's
such a precious little angel."
"Mommy? You're his, um, her Mommy?"
"I've proudly been her Mommy for a little over a year now. When I found
out all about Pollyanna I was taken aback at first. Mom, my sister,
Karen and I talked about her for over a week. I slowly turned around
and thought since I can't have any children, why not move in with
Pollyanna and become her Mommy. I know this may seem a bit weird, but I
simply love now being her Mommy."
"Really, Linda. Ok, tell me how you found out Billy likes to be
Pollyanna?"
"Oh it was quite by accident. One evening Billy had Mom, Karen and me
over for dinner. It was a sort of celebration to the restoration of
Mom's company. Billy is a wonderful cook and the meal was super
delicious. Well, after dinner we were having after dinner brandies in
the living room when a strange woman came through the front door
announcing, "Hello, Pollyanna darling, Auntie Sarah here. I brought
your new dresses with me. Bet you can't wait to wear them."
"Billy suddenly got red faced and all nervous. As the woman came into
the living room, with a large dress bag draped across her arms, seeing
us she said nervously, "Oh Pollyanna, I mean Billy, I didn't know you
had company. I'm so sorry."
"Billy though tears forming in his eyes responded, "Oh, Auntie Sarah,
this is only Tuesday, I thought you wouldn't be coming over until
tomorrow."
"Oh, you're so right. Please forgive me your Auntie is getting a bit
forgetful lately."
I spoke up and asked Billy who this Pollyanna person was. Billy cleared
his throat and said with a heavy sigh, "Oh Linda, Pollyanna is me. I
crossdress. I not only crossdress, but, I crossdress as a little girl.
Auntie Sarah and her sister, Auntie Brenda are my seamstresses that
make most of my little girl clothes. All I can really tell you and your
mother and sister is I love being Pollyanna. I need to be her so much
as she helps me escape this bad old world and keeps me sane. Pollyanna
is a darling care free little girl whose only concern is to look
pretty, be prissy and just being the childish little sissy girl she is.
You three haven't ventured into some sort of freakish world, it's just
my special little world. It hurts no one, except me when I can't be
little Pollyanna. Since the cat is out of the bag, so to speak, I might
as well show you all Pollyanna's little world, since I have to hang up
her new dresses. Do you want to see her world?"
Hannah, curiosity taking the better of me, and my mom and sister we
agreed to see this mysterious world of little Pollyanna. Billy guided
us upstairs all the while his Auntie Sarah kept apologizing. Billy
reassured her she did nothing wrong. He comforted her telling her that
lots of people knew already about Pollyanna so what was three more
knowing. Upstairs there was a pretty long hallway separated by two huge
doors at the ends of the hallway. Billy explained in addition to four
bedrooms the house had both a master and a mistress suites. Billy
veered to the left, which happened to be the mistress suite and opened
open the door with a gold key.
When her turned on the lights, needless to say Mom, Karen and I were
simply astounded. The whole suite was designed for a little girl
princess. We accompanied Billy and his Auntie Sarah over to two doors.
Billy opened them to one huge walk in closet almost literally filled to
the ceiling with what appeared to be nothing but little girl clothes.
The three of us marveled at all the frilly clothes, some were rather
plain, some were very fancy and some were in the middle of both. He
hung up his new dresses as we continued to marvel at his wardrobe.
Mom was the first to break the ice when she gave Billy compliments on
his wardrobe and remarked how pretty it was. Karen joined in on the
compliments as well as I. Suddenly I asked, "Billy, how long does it
take you to become Pollyanna?"
"Oh, about a half an hour."
"Could you do us a favor and show us Pollyanna, sweetie?"
"Sure I could. There's one thing I should tell you ladies is when I
become Pollyanna I'm a very juvenile and childish little sissy girl. I
talk, walk and act like an eight year old girl. Pollyanna is only eight
years old.
"I'm okay with that. We three adults know how act around children. You
mind if we watch you?"
"No problem Linda. Auntie Sarah would you give me a hand, please?"
"Sure, Pollyanna, dear!"
"Let's see something simple I guess!" Billy said.
He took out a simple pink and white dress, a white pinafore, full white
petticoats and a pink pair of Mary Jane shoes and handed them to Auntie
Sarah. For the top of the closet he took a below the shoulder length
butterscotch wig with long sausage curls and set it on his vanity. He
then went to his long dresser and took out a pink pair of sissy
panties, a matching pink training bra and sissy socks. He excused
himself as he said he had to get is body all girly. He went into the
mistress suite's bathroom. Two minutes later he came out wearing just
the sissy panties he took with him. He remarked Pollyanna was a shy
little girl. The panties looked kind of cute on him.
He sat down at his vanity and proceeded to pant his finger nails a
lovely pink color that matched his already painted toe nails. 'You
ladies aught to try this nail varnish, it's the fastest drying nail
polish I've ever used," Billy said on completing his finger nails.
With his nails dry, he began to do his very modest makeup. At that
point I suddenly realized how feminine his eyebrows really were. Like I
said his makeup was modest, a little mascara, a little blusher and
lipstick (applied 3 times). "Oh, Linda I love yummy lipstick ever so
much," he said. He also asked his Auntie Sarah to take his icky boy
clothes away.
With is makeup done, Karen noticed his lovely long eyelashes and
remarked that real girls would dimply die to have such lovely
eyelashes, it was time for him to dress. Walking over to his skirted
princess canopy bed he sat down. He carefully donned his sissy socks
folding down the laced edging. Next he slipped his sissy socks into the
pin Mary Jane shoes and buckled them into place. He stood up and
expertly fastened his training bra about his chest and then donned his
petticoats. With each article of clothing he donned he seemed to become
more happy and cheerful. He asked his Auntie Sarah to help him with his
dress and pinafore. The dress was a simple affair, made in cotton,
short puffed banded sleeves, Peter Pan collar and a pink satin was all
there was too it. It was zipped up the back and the sash was tied. The
white chiffon pinafore was next and crossed in the back and tied off
with yet another bow.
Billy the literally skipped back over towards his skirted vanity and
bench. He stopped at his dresser and opened his music box/jewelry box
and as the cute ballerina danced her selected a few items. He put
underneath the collar of his dress and simple heart shaped locket
inscribed with "Princess Pollyanna" and made it go down the front of
his dress. A Tinkerbelle wrist watch went on one wrist and a charm
bracelet went on the other wrist.
Back over to the vanity bench he lowered himself like a little girl
carefully arranging her petticoats and skirt. The biggest change
occurred when he donned his little girl styled wig. It had deep sleek
rounded bangs, sleek sides and back ending in a mass of sausage curls.
Talking two large pink bows he pulled back some of the tops on each
side clipping the bows in place. He wiped a little makeup off each
earlobe and attached a small set of silver hoops as his ears were
pierced. He stood up and sprayed perfume all over giggling as he did
so.
He then said softly and girlishly, "Well, ladies I'm pretty little
Pollyanna now. All me needs now is a nice dolly to play with. So, what
do you think?" as he dropped a divine curtsey to us.
We watched in awe as he chose a doll from his many dolls .He hugged his
doll in glee like any little girl would and then cradled her in his
arms. Even though he was an adult male all I could see was a delightful
and happy little girl. With everything fitting him accordingly he
looked like a little girl only a big little girl, that is.
He went over to his Auntie Sarah, dropped another curtsey, hugged her
and said, "Thank you Auntie Sarah for me new pretty dresses and helping
me get all pretty too."
We continued to stand in stunned silence as we witnessed this
spectacle. His Auntie Sarah broke in and asked, "So what do you ladies
think of our little princess Pollyanna. Isn't she all pretty?"
Mom, Karen and I simply agreed with her Auntie Sarah. We loaded the
compliments on Pollyanna and they were truly sincere. Her Auntie Sarah
suggested we all might want to go back downstairs and chat a little. We
all agreed. Auntie Sarah took Pollyanna's hand and we headed
downstairs. In the living room we chatted. Pollyanna sat in a chair
with her doll at her side with hands folded in her lap and was silent.
Sarah went on to explain that she and her sister, Brenda had been
Pollyanna's dressmakers for years, ever since she was physically a
young boy. She told us whatever little girl outfits Pollyanna ever saw
she and her sister could always but it together for Pollyanna. To her
and her sister Pollyanna was not only a customer but a cherished little
sissy girl they both adored. Both sisters we even Pollyanna's baby
sitters, too. They both loved babysitting Pollyanna as she was such a
sweet little girl. Sarah explained we should treat Pollyanna as we
would any adorable eight year old girl. She told us Pollyanna's
favorite two nicknames she loved to be called besides Pollyanna. She
loved to be called, "Sissy," and, "Princess"
Pollyanna just sat there and we wondered why she hadn't spoken. When we
asked Sarah why she was so mute, Sarah said, "She's just like all
proper little missies, she doesn't speak to adults without permission
first."
I wanted to find out just how much a little girl, Billy/Pollyanna was,
so I used one of her beloved nicknames, "Pardon me, Sissy, you are make
a cute little girl. Tell me honey what things to you love to do as a
little girl?"
"Oh, Ms. Linda I love to play with my dollies. I am a real good Mommy
to all my dollies. I love to change their pretty clothes, change their
diapers, feed them, rock them and do their hair. We have yummy tea
parties. My favorite is to put them in their stroller and take them for
a nice walk. I have a nice swing set too. I love to color in my
coloring books and draw pretty pictures. Sometimes for fun I turn one
of my boy dolls into a sissy little girl like me, his Mommy. I love to
read my books like the one I'm reading now, "Heidi" I play hopscotch
and jacks. I watch cute shows on TV and pretty DVDs. "Barbie," is my
ever most favorite DVDs. When Auntie Sarah or Auntie Brenda baby sit me
we have all kinds of fun. We bake yummy cookies then. Oh, I have oodles
of fun. I even have a bunch of friends just like me. We have a club.
It's the "Sissy Girl's Club'. It's for boys and girls who love being
sissies."
"I see. You're a very busy little girl, Princess."
Mom, Karen and I sort of plummeted Pollyanna with lots of questions
about her adult little girl world. We all were simply fascinated. In
spite of her size, we three thought we were talking to an eight year
old little girl. She was vivacious, animated, alive and just so
charming. We could see she was just so darn happy being the little girl
she is. I think we three fell in love with her. Finally I got up the
nerve and asked her, "Pollyanna, honey, is there anything we can do for
you? I mean, you've done so much for us, I think we need to do
something for you in gratitude."
"Oh, Ms. Linda, Ms. Karen and Ms. Susan, I desperately need a Mommy, I
want a Mommy so bad it hurts. I want a nice Mommy who will sweetly
petticoat me and keep me as her little girl. It would be real nice if I
had some nice babysitters too. I promise to be a good little girl and
obey my Mommy all the time. Mommy would be in charge of me too. Please,
oh please think of that."
I asked Pollyanna what "petticoat" meant. She gave me an internet
reference list of sites that dealt with her form of "petticoating" to
review. I promised her to look at those sites. Well, the evening drew
to a close as her Auntie Sarah said it was time to put her little niece
to bed. Sarah gave me her and Brenda's telephone number if I had any
questions. Before we left we gave Pollyanna a hug and a kiss.
During the week we three did review those web sites. It was amazing how
many men there were that wanted to be treated like little girls. Some
were very strange and weird, but, before we left Pollyanna told us just
to look at the most vanilla of those sites and not the weird. We found
out what, "petticoating" meant. Simply put it was the forced
crossdressing of males and keeping males in a very feminine style of
dress. In this kind of relationship the female was dominate and the
male was submissive.
It took about two weeks of long discussions and constant contacting of
Sarah and Brenda until we collectively came up with a positive
solution. Since I couldn't have children of my own, I decided to adopt
Pollyanna and become the Mommy she wanted. Actually, I was looking
forward to a Mother/Sissy Daughter relationship as it might somewhat
fill that void I felt was missing. Mom agreed to be Pollyanna's Nanny
and Karen her Auntie Karen. I talked it all over with Billy, first
before acting. Billy was very well of, financially and just wanted to
retire early. He was plain tired of having to be an adult male. He
quoted that old psychological idea of "The Inner Child" and just
totally surrendering to that child. Only his inner child was an eight
year old little girl. I mentioned again about not being able to have
children and I wanted just a little more. I wanted a toddler baby girl
at times. I especially wanted to diaper Pollyanna at night and have
some quality Mommy/Sissy baby girl time together. Billy agreed to my
wishes almost immediately.
So, a quick phone call to Sarah and Brenda we commissioned a complete
baby girl proportional sized wardrobe and layette for Pollyanna. When
in baby girl mode, Pollyanna's age would be reduced to that of a three
year old toddler. I managed to get an adult sized crib for her over the
internet.
It took about a month and things were ready. Sarah and Brenda delivered
Pollyanna's baby girl things, everything from dresses, sleepwear,
bonnets, booties, petticoats, embroidered bibs, special panties all the
way to diapers and plastic panties, everything we needed. The crib was
set up in her room. Billy surprised me with an adult high chair all in
pink with "Baby Pollyanna" stenciled on the back surrounded by blue and
yellow daisies he had made for us and a changing table he made himself.
Mom, Karen, Sarah, Brenda and I had sort of a special baby shower at
Pollyanna's for her. That was the first time Pollyanna's Mommy dressed
and diapered her little girl. We signed some legal documents keeping
Pollyanna well off and declaring our Mommy/Sissy Little Girl
relationship and it's somewhat rules. Billy, if needed could still do
work for Mom's company as we appreciated his expertise. So, that's how
I became Pollyanna's Mommy, and, Hannah I've never been so happy in my
life.
So, it looks to be 9:30 and I think it's time to get my little girl up,
bathed and dressed for the day. I better warm up her morning bottle, my
little one sometimes is a bit cranky in the morning. Basically it's
baby formula with a big dose of coffee. She needs her bottle of
jitters, as she calls it. Let me warm it up it takes only two minutes.
"Oh, Linda I'm just dying to meet your little Pollyanna. This so cool,
so to speak," Hannah said.
I hate to say this but the thought of an adult male not only dressing
like a little girl, but, actually wanting not only to dress as a little
girl, but act like one too sort of thrilled me. My imagination was
running wild as Linda and I made our way upstairs. We turned left at
the top of the stairs and reached the end of the hallway. Linda opened
the door and we stepped in. Suddenly I felt like Alice stepping through
the mirror into a little girl's wonderland.
The bedroom suite was all pink and white. Sunshine beamed through the
white chiffon under curtains on the four windows. Each curtain had a
pink satin over curtain tied back with bows. The wall were pink
wallpaper with a faerie motif, separated by a chair rail in white,
under the chair rail the bottom of the walls were done in a pale pastel
blue. The floor was hardwood with pink and white fluffy throw rugs in
various places. To my right I could see a bathroom in the same colors.
There was a princess canopy bed to one side, it was skirted, like the
white vanity and bench. Two darling nightstands flanked each side of
the bed. Each had a doily on the top where two pink lamps set. A long
white dresser was on one wall, with a mirror and little jewelry music
box associated with the dresser. Over to one corner was a crib and
changing table. The back of the room was set up as a play area, school
desk, book shelves with dolls galore, reading material and games
decorated the shelves.
Pretty pictures decorated the walls. I found out Pollyanna had done all
the art work. She is a great artist.
There was a fireplace in the center with a pink floral sofa, flanked by
two matching chairs. Two end tables and a coffee table as well as a
rocking chair all in white completed the elaborate furnishings.
This was truly a dream bedroom any prissy little girl would dream to
have. Billy must have spent a fortune on it.
My amazement was interrupted by Linda saying, "Over here Hannah
(pointing to the crib), Mommy's little girl is still asleep."
I walked over to the crib and the sight that greeted me was well beyond
even my imagination. Sleeping on her side was an adorable big little
girl. She had on a yellow baby doll frilly nightie, yellow and white
rumba panties over a well padded rear end (her diapers). On her head
was a darling yellow and white sleep bonnet tied under her chin with a
yellow satin ribbon. I could see the length of her hair as well as her
bangs peeking out from under her bonnet. On her feet were a pair of
white lacy socks. In her mouth was a pacifier which occasionally she'd
make sucking noises.
Linda opened the window next to Pollyanna's crib and the slight breeze
making the Disney Princess mobile over her crib tinkle gently. "Good
morning, Princess, time to wake up," Linda said as she kissed Pollyanna
on her head.
The little sissy opened her eyelids with the prettiest eyelashes I ever
saw and stretched and said in a reasonable little girl's voice, "Good
morning Mommy!"
"Remember when Mommy told you two days ago, she'd have a special friend
over Saturday to meet her little girl? Of course you do cupcake. This
is Ms. Hannah, Mommy's very special friend."
"Nice to meet you, Ms. Hannah. My you so pretty!"
"Why thank you Pollyanna and it's nice to meet you too."
"Honey are your diapers wet?"
"Yes Mommy me did pee pee."
"Ok, pumpkin hop up on your changing table and Mommy will get her sissy
all cleaned up. That's a good girl. Now here's your bottle. Nurse like
a good baby girl, now."
As Linda was changing Pollyanna's diapers, Pollyanna seemed to be into
total bliss. S(he) nursed her bottle with one hand and played with a
baby's rattle with the other hand. When Pollyanna's diapers were off I
couldn't help noticing how small her penis was. My stare didn't go
unnoticed by Linda, "Yes, Hannah, Pollyanna is very small down there.
We have a very special name for her little wee-wee we call it her,
"little sissy clitty" Other that to pee and wet herself Pollyanna
rarely uses it for, "nasty sex," as she is just a virgin and innocent
little girl. But, occasionally Pollyanna might want a milking. Oh, we
do have fun when it's "milking time". A soft lacey hankie and a few
minutes is all that it takes. Pollyanna all the while makes some sweet
mooing like she is a little baby calf. Oh, it's so cute and sissy."
Pollyanna's diapers were changed. Linda put on her a matching robe and
some yellow princess slippers. Pollyanna took a doll with her and we
headed downstairs for breakfast. Pollyanna didn't walk downstairs,
rather due to the thickness of her diapers she waddled like a toddler.
Pollyanna was put in her high chair and an embroidered white bib was
placed around her neck and tied into place. On her bib spelt out in
baby blocks was, "Mommy's Sissy Girl"
Linda with my help fixed a great breakfast. Pollyanna sat in her high
chair and ate off her, "Barbie," dishware. She even had a matching
sipppy cup. After clearing up the kitchen Linda looked at Pollyanna
and, "It's Pretty Time, Princess!, Hannah would you like to help me get
Pollyanna all ready for her day?"
Pollyanna cried out in glee, "Yay, it's Pretty Time! Me gonna be
pretty, me gonna be pretty."
"Sure I'd love to help, Linda."
We took Pollyanna up to her bedroom, got her nightie, diapers and other
nightwear off and Linda plopped her into a scented bubble bath.
"Hannah, why don't you got to Pollyanna's closet and pick out a pretty
dress for her to wear. It's a pretty big walk in closet, but her baby
girl dresses are to the right and her little girl dresses are to the
left. There's more little girl dresses than baby girl dresses. Pick out
a nice little girl dress for her."
While Linda was bathing Pollyanna I went to her closet and slid back
the large doors and turned on the light. My stars I've never seen so
many little girls clothes in one place, except maybe in a little girls
boutique. The closet was lined with them. There were many pair of shoes
in shoes racks, bonnets, hats and wigs galore on the top shelves. There
were petticoats, full slips, nightwear and oodles of frills everywhere.
There was one dress that caught my eye as it was so very juvenile. It
was a pink and white, "Disney," Princess style dress. It had a smocking
going down the blouse with a pink bow at the top of the collar, Little
cameos of Disney princesses decorated the skirt, the skirt ending in a
tiny ruffle. The short slightly puffed sleeves ended in a little ruffle
too. The dress had a wide pastel pink satin sash for the waist. Oh, it
was so darling. I think I remembered my seven year old niece wearing a
similar dress and looking so cute at her birthday party, only this
dress was a little more elaborate. I chose that dress and brought out a
pink pair of Mary Jane shoes to go with the dress. I carefully laid the
dress on her bed placing the shoes on the floor below the dress. Help
me, but, I was really getting into this and enjoying it too.
Linda came out with Pollyanna wrapped, girl's style, around her. Well,
Hannah, what did you pick out for our sissy to wear today?"
I held up the dress, "Oh, Hannah, you have lovely tastes. That is one
of Pollyanna's ever most favorite dresses to wear. So, let's get her
some delicious accessories to wear with her favorite dress," Linda
said.
Pollyanna's eyes were wide as saucers and she was smiling from ear to
ear, so innocently. Pollyanna asked me, "Miss Hannah, can I call you
Auntie Hannah, please. Me would love to."
"Of course Princess, please do. I would be honored if you do call me
Auntie Hannah."
In sort order we got our Sissy Princess all pretty. Underneath her
dress she wore pink and white frilly tennis panties, a pink training
bra and full pristine virginal white petticoats (3 layers of them).
With her pink Mary Jane shoes she wore white ankle length sissy socks
with the lacey tops folded down. With her dress on, buttoned up the
back and it's sash properly tied in a big bow at her back Linda took
her over to her vanity bench and had her sit down. The little sissy sat
like a prefect little girl arranging her dress and petticoats and
crossing her legs at the ankle. Linda touched up her nail polish and
put on a minimum amount of makeup (just a tad of blusher, a hit of
mascara and a generous application of pink lipstick) to Pollyanna
angelic face. "Ok, sweetie what pretty hair does my Sissy Princess want
to today?"
"Oh, Mommy fluffy curly, please!"
Linda brought out a darling golden blonde wig out of the closet and
arranged it on Pollyanna's head. The top and part of the sides were
sleek with the bottom of the tresses arranged in a mass of fluffy
curls. The deep bangs came out of the slight parting in the middle of
the wig. "Now, Pollyanna, is it two bows or one bow today."
"Two, Mommy, please!"
Linda took two pink bows out of a vanity drawer and clipped them into
the wig at the top and front of each side. A simple silver charm
bracelet when of one wrist and a. "Barbie," watch on a pink strap went
on the other wrist. Linda sprayed her all over with perfume and
Pollyanna giggled hysterically. For a man dressed as a little girl he
look so sweet and I could tell he was a very contented little girl.
Linda suggested since it was a lovely day, sun shinning, a few wispy
clouds in the sky and warm yet still cool, we might want to go out to
the back patio. She said this would be a golden opportunity to
interview Pollyanna. With Pollyanna hugging a doll we headed to the
back patio. Placing his doll by his side, Pollyanna sat perfectly
arranging his petticoats and dress and placing his hands in his lap.
All his actions were a typical of a real little girl, which I found
charming and amazing.
I placed my recorder on the patio table and began my interview. Before
I started the interview Pollyanna asked, "Mommy since Auntie Hannah is
going to talk to me, can I talk like a grown up, please."
"I think that best, Pollyanna honey bunch."
I began. "This is Hannah Stone, its Saturday September 10th. I am here
with Miss Pollyanna an adult sissy little girl and his Mommy. Pollyanna
is a 32 year old male preferring to live as an eight year old little
girl. Pollyanna is retired and lives basically full time as an eight
year old little girl. For the remainder of this interview Pollyanna
will be referred as a female. So, let's get started. Pollyanna how long
have you been an adult little girl?"
'I guess just about since I was eight years old when I first got
dressed up as a little girl. As I grew up, so did my clothing, but the
little girl clothing always drew me back. I do have a nice collection
of grown up women's clothes in one of the bedroom closets which I wear
occasionally. But, I mostly wear my little girl clothes."
"You mention first dressing up as a girl at 8 years old. How did that
occur?"
"At seven I was sent to live with my two widowed great aunts. They both
were wealthy business women. My parents thought they were the new
Bonnie and Clyde and went on a crime spree. They got caught and were
sentenced to long terms in prison. They are still there today. This was
a family embarrassment and I come from a family that tries to take care
of family. One Sunday night I watched, "Alice In Wonderland," on the
television. I thought Alice was so pretty. Monday morning my aunts held
their normal weekly meeting with the household staff. Not wanting to
get in the way I thought about making a full exploration of the large
attic upstairs. I set off in my adventure. Up in the attic I saw it was
filled with wardrobes, steamer trunks and old dressers as well as some
other stuff. After a lengthy exploration I opened up one of the
wardrobes. A particular dress caught my eye. I pulled it out and it
looked like the dress that Alice wore on the previous night. The dress
even had a pinafore with it. I hug the dress hanger to the hook on the
wardrobe door and just stared in total wonder. I go so mentally lost in
how pretty the dress was I didn't hear footsteps coming up the stairs.
I remember saying out loud "Pretty!" as my Aunt Melanie stood behind
me."
"Why there you are Billy and yes it is a very pretty dress. It's part
of a costume my daughter wore once."
"Too make a long story short my aunt asked me if I'd like to wear the
dress. I shyly said I would like to wear it. She would let me wear it
only if I was done up right with everything that went with the dress,
the whole ensemble. Needless to say I loved it. I spent the rest of the
day as Alice. My Aunt Barbara was surprised at seeing me as Alice, but
joined in the fun with Aunt Melanie and me. Eventually my Aunts allowed
me to wear more girl clothes whenever I wanted too. All I had to do was
to politely ask one of the maids, I'd like some, "Girl Time." My aunts
even assigned me my own maid, Cathy, to assist me in my, "Girl Times"
Cathy had some experience with boys who dressed like girls as her
younger brother was one."
"Your aunts had no problems with your girl times?"
"My aunts were pretty much women of the world. Basically, they were
both open minded on a lot of things. When it came to my girl times they
neither encouraged it, nor did they discourage it. I guess they didn't
see anything wrong with it. Under their guidance, support and love they
instilled in me that if I liked to dress as a girl then just accept it
as closets are only for my dresses not for me. Aunt Barbara just told
me some boys just love to be pretty as their sisters."
"Seems like you had an overabundance of females in your life, you think
that contributed to your dressing like them?"
"Looking back I think I always seemed to naturally gravitate towards
girls attire and girlish things. I just thought this to be part of my
nature. If people thought me to be a sissy because of this then I
eventually accepted that I was a sissy. My aunts had no issues with
that, so, neither should I."
"As to male influence in my life I had my two much older male cousins
and my aunt's chauffer, Mr. O'Brien, an ex boxer. I learned a lot of
boy stuff from them like defending myself and how to plat sports. When
it came to being a boy later a young man I could compete adequately
with my male peer group. The only issue here was all my life I tended
to look girlish. When I was eleven it got out I dressed as a girl. It
got so bad at school being the sissy of the school that my aunts had to
pull me out and hire a governess/teacher for me to be home schooled. I
had quite a few fights, all I won, but I hated fighting so bad. Then to
a certain degree this was a plus as I could have longer girl times."
"How did it become known that you dressed as a girl?"
"One of the things my aunts enjoyed was their bi-monthly Sunday
afternoon formal tea parties. At those tea parties all the women and
girls wore tea length fancy dresses and gloves. I loved them and
frequently attended them wearing what the girls wore. When I attended
those wonderful tea parties I always tried to dress one of my dolls in
outfits similar to the one I was wearing. That was ever so much fun. I
still attended them to this day. It was through those parties I gained
a lot of girlfriends once their mothers just thought of me as a sweet
little boy that simply dressed as a girl. Anyway one silly woman
blabbed about me. The word got out that Melanie and Barbara's nephew
was a sissy that dressed as a girl."
"So, did that isolate you and was that awful for you?"
"Yes it did. But, there were major pluses. At the hand of my aunts I
learned business. To them I'll be always grateful, at their knees my
business acumen began and helped me to succeed very well in business
and be able to retire very early. Though my governess I learned all
those feminine things. By the time I was a young teenage boy I knew a
lot about makeup, hairstyling and fashion. I learned all the sewing
arts. Even today as Pollyanna I find it very relaxing to do my
embroidery. Through my governess Ms. Birch my artistic abilities
blossomed. Take a long walk through the house. A lot of the paintings
were done by me. In fact my fashion, makeup and hairstyling were hits
amongst the local teenage girls. That placed me in constant demand on
their parts. I was able to mainstream back into the school system as
most of the girls become sort of my unofficial protection squad. I was
always fixing them up for their special affairs. It sort of struck me a
tad funny that many times when the girls would come to our house for
their makeup, hairstyle or dress fitting I was frequently having my
girl times. They generally just accepted that fact."
"I should have mentioned my aunts were able to jointly adopt me when I
was nine. That gave me the steadiness and anchor of family that I
needed for the rest of my life."
"One major thing, except that blabbing woman, was there was a major
difference as to the way I was treated by both females and males."
"How, so?"
"A majority of females accept the sissy that I am. Once they get to
know me they seem to be more accepting of who and what I am. I've
forged life long friendships with many females. Males generally just
think of me as a traitor and a threat to their gender. But, I do have a
few very intelligent and open minded male friends."
"So, when did this little girl thing come into existence?"
"As I grew up my girlish wardrobe grew up with me. But, for true solace
I found escaping back to being a little girl so comforting. My aunts
just thought of it as cute. That's how I met my Aunties, Sarah and
Brenda. My aunts commissioned from them my little girl wardrobe. Not
only are they my seamstresses but dear friends as well. I've gotten so
many wonderful girlish gifts from them over the years. When Pollyanna
thinks she needs a babysitter, they are very reliable. As Pollyanna
grew into her womanhood, it seemed the more she gravitated or reverted
back to her little girlhood. I just found that a need for the most
frilly, prissy and sissy attire I needed. I guess by the time I was 25
when it came to crossdressing I was sissy little girl Pollyanna about
90% of the time. Most psychologist say never lose touch with your inner
child. My inner child is just an eight year old little girl."
"You keep mentioning sissy. Do you consider yourself a sissy? Some may
think that is such an awful thing to be."
"Yes, Hannah I am a sissy. I love being a sissy. I think being a true
sissy makes me a far better person. Contrary to popular
misinterpretations I feel there are two types of sissies. For a true
sissy being a sissy is an emotional need. There are what I call the
fetish sissy. For them sissiness is mostly a special sexual thing.
Mostly a true sissy just wants to look pretty and enjoy being pretty.
Fetish sissies are into things like petticoat punishment or forced
crossdressing, dominance and submission and a variety of other maybe
rough things. This form of sissiness generally appears sexual in
nature. To me being a true sissy has nothing sexual to do with it. For
me it's not a sexual turn on, it's strictly a mental turn on and I'm
just plain happier and full filled as a sissy. I find being called a
sissy to be a badge of courage rather than a slur. I'm proud to be a
sissy and I love being called SISSY."
"I've read a lot of literature of how harshly some sissies are treated.
One thing being a true sissy, a sissy should never be abused. We for
the most part are like innocent children, very delicate in nature and
content in our sissiness. To a certain degree hurting us true sissies
adds up to a form of child abuse."
"So how many people know you are a sissy?"
"Prior to retirement I generally limited the people who knew about me
as Sissy Pollyanna. I had to hide Pollyanna because of business and
employment. When I established my own firm and people became dependant
on me for their employment, I opened up a little more to special
people. I suspect at the very least most people may have suspected
something different about me. I mean as a male I've always looked
girlish and I'm naturally effeminate. Ask me about the Pollyanna /
Penelope thing later. When I retired and turned over the running of my
business to one of my most trustful and confident friends, a woman,
Sissy Pollyanna came roaring out of the closet. She came out so
wonderfully she has now the true freedom to go anywhere she pleases as
the prissy and sissy little girl she is."
"You mean you actually go out, like publicly"
"Sure I do, It's so much fun. I enjoy seeing people's reactions to
Pollyanna. I think maybe 95% of the people don't mind it, only the 5%
of the societal lunatic fringe find it threatening. Maybe I'm educating
people. I'm always on my super best little girl sissy behavior when out
in the world. Besides people in this town are now used to seeing
Pollyanna. I got many fans. In fact a few parents when they saw me in
one of my favorite sissy outfits all decked out as, Alice In
Wonderland", are talking about me doing storybook readings. That'll
have to be seriously looked into."
"Alright you got my curiosity, what about this Pollyanna/Penelope
thing?"
"I met Penelope, a.k.a., Steve, the first semester at college. Part of
the duties of the incoming senior class was the pairing up of freshmen
as roommates. He too was cursed or blessed, depending on your view,
with girlish looks like me. I guess the senior(s) that paired us up
thought they were paring up two girls as roommates. He and I seemed to
hit it off from the start. My aunt Barbara was somewhat very concerned
about my girlish ways being exposed in a freshmen's dormitory
situation, so she rented a nice furnished two bedroom apartment for me
for more privacy. I took Steve along with me as I sensed maybe a
kinship. Well, late in the first semester I found out just how close
that kinship was. I had headed back home one weekend to see my family.
I had just got out of town when my car suddenly died. I managed to get
it towed to a garage, call home and get a taxi back to the apartment.
On entering the apartment I noticed it was dark as the drapes were
drawn. Sitting on the sofa wrapped up reading a book, was a strange
blonde woman dressed in a pink nightie and robe. I startled her as she
stood up. Looking closely it was Steve all dressed up and looking
stunning as a woman. He got really upset and I just went over and
hugged him trying to calm him down. I surprised him when I told him I
wore girls clothes too. To prove it to him. I told him to wait and I'd
be back in about 20 minutes. Seeing him in nightwear I thought I'd join
him. I wore my pastel blue nightie, matching peignoir and princess
slippers. I joined him in wearing what he had on, so that meant garter
belt, stockings, panties and bra. I did my make up, painting my nails
and donning my long medium gypsy styled auburn wig. I walked out to the
hallway to the living room where Steve was. Before entering I said,
"Steve I'd like to introduce to you, "Miss Pollyanna," and walked out
to his complete surprise. Steve was so delighted to find a kindred
spirit. We both looked stunning as ladies. Steve told me his girl's
name, "Penelope" Penny and Polly we became and developed a sort of
sissy sisterhood. I consider Penelope as my sister. We spent four
glorious years together. We found out that our apartment had a good
private entrance that allowed us to go out as girls together, which we
frequently did. I loved us getting dressed up as girls and snuggling
together. Penelope and I did have sex together which we both enjoyed.
Today we still have sex and it's our special thing we still both enjoy.
That's one of the times I dress as an adult woman."
"Is Penelope a little girl sissy like you?"
"Yes she is. I took her home one time to meet my aunts. I introduced
her to the adult sissy little girl world. Penelope enjoyed it a lot
when I dressed her in one my little girl outfits. We skipped downstairs
holding hands much to my aunts delight. She and her Mommy, Jennifer,
are members of our special little girls club."
"Back to sex, what is your sex life, if you don't mind me asking."
"I don't mind at all. Linda and I do have normal male/female sex. I let
her control that. To heighten my enjoyment I love to wear pretty
lingerie for that. One thing I do admire about Linda is that she is so
very secure in her sexual identity that she doesn't mind an adult
Pollyanna. Linda does give me my occasional milking that I like.
Penelope and I still have occasional sex."
"May I interrupt here, Hannah? I thought I'd interject here. Pollyanna
and Penelope do have sex as adult women and so do I and Penelope's
Mommy Jennifer. The four of us are very close and share a lot. Mommy
Jennifer is just like me, unable to have children of our own. So with
Pollyanna and Penelope we all have a much better sexual life and richer
life in general. Although it is just a total feminine life. I think
through our bad histories with so called real men, both Jennifer and I
are over with those so called real men. We love our sissies," Linda
said.
"Thanks Linda. I guess I'd like to explore this baby girl thing. Have
you been into being a baby girl all along too?"
"No Hannah, I haven't. When Linda moved in it was her that introduced
me to the world of diapers, plastic panties and baby girl clothes and
things. Linda told me that having a baby was something she was missing
and it's extremely hard to adopt a baby, especially when you're a twice
divorced single woman. For her sake I said I'd love to be her little
baby, as long as I was a baby girl. Now, at least at nighttime I wear
my diapers. I find diapers very comfortable to wear. I find nursing on
my pacifiers so soothing. Nighttime is our special Mommy/Baby Girl
time. Linda bathes me, puts me in my diapers and plastic panties. When
I'm all dressed as baby Pollyanna, Mommy gives me my nighttime bottle
of real baby formula, then reads me a story as she rocks me. Then it's
either nightie night and off to my crib or bed. Sometimes Linda asks me
to be her baby girl during the day. If it pleases her, then I just do
it, without question. Today I can't imagine sleeping without my diapers
on and nursing on my pacifier. Linda and I have sort of an agreement, I
will wet my diapers, but I won't do the other thing as it is too nasty
for me. Being both a little girl and a baby girl only seems to complete
my beloved sissiness. By the way Penelope's Mommy Jennifer introduced
her to the world of sissy baby girls too."
"Back to my growing up I might add is if you're a pretty boy females
somehow feel impelled to want to dress you up as a girl. God knows how
many times females wanted to put makeup on me, style my hair and put me
in dresses. They were always doing this to me. Not that I didn't mind
it, It was a lot of fun. It seems like as soon as they met me they
wanted me in a dress. I talked to a lot of my fellow sissies about this
phenomenon and it seems the prettiest or girlish of us all underwent
this same treatment by females. So, as a result I've developed "The Big
Doll Theory." All girls grow up playing with dolls, dressing dolls,
doing the dolls hair, having tea parties with their dolls, etc. I
really feel that a lot of them never really grow out of their little
girl doll phase. Some adult women collect dolls and some find
replacements for their dolls. To these women us sissies are the perfect
replacements. We sissies are blank canvases to them. They can dress us
up pretty, do our hair or wigs, do our makeup and girlishly accessorize
us sissies in every way they want. The more little girlish we sissies
are the more they love us. I really think most females are very
sympathetic towards all sissies. I was my aunts dress up doll and I'm
now Linda's dress up doll. I've always loved that and still do. All
Linda has to do is call one of my aunts about a particular doll outfit
she'd love to surprise me with and they'll have it made. You aught to
see my storybook outfit collection. In away that's why I simply
surrender and let Linda dress me anyway she wants. That to me is the
best part of being a sissy, it's the unexpected."
That made me deeply think this whole adult sissy little girl world even
more. Pollyanna's theory made a lot of sense.
Linda interrupted again and asked if I'd like to meet Penelope and her
Mommy Jennifer. She could ask them over as they lived right up the road
from her and Pollyanna. I quickly agreed to meet them. The more I got
into this sissy world, the more I seemed to enjoy it. It released
something inside of me that I wouldn't have suspected or expected. I
started to wonder what my life would be like if I had a sissy of my
own. Jennifer made the call while Pollyanna and I took a short break.
The short chat over the cell phone went this way ........
"Hi Jennifer, it's Linda, I told you about my friend Hannah coming over
to interview Pollyanna and me. Well she's here. Is Penelope all pretty
now like Pollyanna is now?"
"She is great. Why don't you and Penelope come over. Hannah would like
to meet you both."
"Good, we'll see you in maybe 10 minutes."
"They're on their way, Hannah."
Pollyanna said joyfully, "Oh, goodie Auntie Jenny and Penelope is
coming over. I hope she's bringing over her new dolly. Mommy, can they
stay over tonight. Maybe, Auntie Hannah can stay too. Oh, please Mommy
and Auntie Hannah?"
Linda said, "Mommy and Auntie Jenny will talk about that when they come
here, precious. What about you, Hannah. Can you stay overnight?"
Somehow I was so touched being called "Auntie Hannah" by Pollyanna.
"Sure, Linda. I'd be delighter. I even have a packed suitcase in the
car. I had just got back from an assignment before I came here."
"In fact why don't we make it an all girl night. I'll call Mom and
Karen and see if they can come over for an early dinner tonight.
Pollyanna loves her Nanny and Auntie Karen."
Calls were made and they accepted the dinner invitation. Linda and I
went out to get my suitcase while Pollyanna beaming happily in joy
simply played with her dolly. On the way out I thought any mother in
the world would be so delighter in having such a wonderful and polite
little girl like Pollyanna. Really came back roaring in when I reminded
myself that darling little girl was a male, yet a sissy male though.
We just got my suitcase to the bedroom and we made it back downstairs
when the front door opened. By the way the bedroom I was assigned was
very femininely appointed as well like the rest of the house. That
bedroom made the bedroom at my apartment look downright boyish.
In stepped into the hallway a very beautiful tall woman, just as tall
as Linda. Accompanying that woman was an adorable, what appeared to be
a little girl. She was all decked out in a very pretty blue pastel
dress done in a faerie land print. The dress had a dark blue sash tied
at the waist. I could see the hint of lace edged petticoats at the hem
of her adorable dress. She wore black strapped Mary Jane shoes. Her
long strawberry straight blonde hair was accented by a dark blue Alice
band tied with a bow at the top of her bangs. She wore very light make
up just like Pollyanna. In her pastel blue wrist gloves she held her
dolly cradled in one arm and carried a little string purse in the other
hand.
Then Pollyanna arrived and in total glee said, "Auntie Jenny, Penny!"
She curtsied to her Auntie Jenny and Auntie Jenny gave her a big hug.
Penelope put her doll and purse on the hallway table and what I saw was
the most lovely sight I think I haven't seen in so long. Pollyanna and
Penelope curtsied sweetly to each other, they took each others hands in
their own and held hands together, bent slightly and kissed each other
directly on each others lips. Then they hugged tightly.
Linda made all the proper introductions and we all headed back to the
patio, Linda and the two little girls prepared some snacks and iced tea
while Jennifer and I got acquainted. Linda and the two girls made it
back with the snacks and iced tea. Penelope and Pollyanna wore cute
frilly white pinafores to protect their lovely dresses. I asked both
Jennifer and Penelope if they wouldn't mind being a part of the
interview I'd been having with Linda and Pollyanna. I began to think
this story needed to be greatly expanded. They both agreed.
The girls sat there playing with their dollies. Penelope did bring her
new dolly over for Pollyanna to see. Both of them were very well
behaved little sissy misses.
"So, Jennifer, how did you meet Penelope?"
"Hannah, I belonged to a support group of women that couldn't conceive
and bear children. Through that group I met and became good friends
with a woman name, Debra. Too make it a tad short, one day Debra told
me she had come up the perfect solution to not being able to have
children. To my surprise Debra really opened up and told me to my
astonishment of a very special little group of adults, mostly males who
were adult sissy little girls. Essentially Debra was introduced to this
group by another woman. Though that group Debra had met her husband now
her sissy little girl, Melissa. Debra invited me to attend a meeting of
that group. That's where and when I met my Penelope. Though just about
a whole month of being with Penelope I just knew we were just made for
each other. Soon I became Penelope's Mommy and have loved her and our
relationship ever since."
"You talk about a special group and so has Linda. What's this group all
about."
"Well, it's a very strict and selective group. It's strongly directed
as a support group for sissy little girls. These sissy little girls can
be both real girls and boys. The group does consist of mainly sissy
little boy girls, but we do have a few sissy little girl girls. It's
very difficult to get into and only after either a strong
recommendation from a member or a long interview process. We only want
true sissies in our group. Do you know what a, "true sissy', is
Hannah?"
"Yes, I do Jennifer, Pollyanna has explained that to me."
"Though Penelope I met Pollyanna. Pollyanna was and still is one of the
sweetest sissies I've ever met. Penelope and Pollyanna are just about
the ever most darling and rare sissy sisters I've ever met. We both
were very concerned that Pollyanna would never know the very special
Mommy/Sissy relationship that Penelope and I have. Thank the goddess
Linda came into her life. They are perfect for each other. Linda tell
Hannah what's happening the first of next month."
Linda responded, "At our special group we're having a special marriage
ceremony. Pollyanna and I am getting married, legally, at a Mommy/Sissy
Wedding. Hannah, you're invited. Sarah and Brenda are working now on
our wedding gowns right now. They're going to be so beautiful I just
can't wait. Pollyanna is so excited too. We'll both be, "officially,"
Mommy and Sissy."
"Thanks Linda I'd love to attend."
"In fact tomorrow we're having another meeting of our club here. It's
Melissa's ninth birthday. You're invited to that too, if you like. The
one good thing about living out here in the country is that there is so
much privacy as there are large estates out here. Both Linda/Pollyanna
and Penelope and me live on adjoining estates of 100 acres each. So our
sissies have lots of private room to walk to each others houses.
Generally all meetings are held at our houses. Linda and I just
alternate."
"Can you tell a basic history of this group?"
Jennifer replied," Back in the late 1950's and early 1960's single
crossdressers in this country organized support groups. A few
crossdressers soon discovered that they had a commonality, namely, they
loved to dress up as little girls. No only did they love to dress up as
little girls, they loved to play and act like they were real little
girls. A few took it so far as to dress up as baby girls, play and act
accordingly. They started off small into a few support groups for just
those who had similar tastes. They established the strict entrance
codes, etc., in order for anyone to join these support groups. This was
a time where few even understood crossdressing as an adult woman, let
alone crossdressing as a little girl. Even infantilism wasn't
understood at all. To vast degree even the professional medical and
psychological worlds can't come to grip with these subjects themselves.
But, some males need to dress as little girls or baby girls. To them
this is an emotional need for solace and peace. It is an escape from
the pressures exerted on them by society to perform on the traditional
male role. Thus, the need for these males to socialize and share
experiences, fears and other issues with other males that also need to
dress as little girls arose. The early girls were the ones who
established a network of suppliers, seamstresses, wig shops, etc., that
could cater to the world of adult little girls. Many of these still
exist today. The early little girls that formed these small groups also
insisted on using the term "Sissy" as not only a term of endearment,
but to denote that that term could be turned from a negative term to a
very positive term. The term "Sissy" and being a "Sissy" can be the
most positive thing a male could be. A sissy can forget all that male
role stuff and become a male that knows his feminine side and is not
afraid to be effeminate. All of us Mommies, Aunties, Nannies, feel we
are the lucky ones that we have wonderful and rewarding relations with
our sissies. Personally, I think Penelope and Pollyanna are far better
persons being sissies."
"Bravo!" said Linda.
Girl, was this story getting very intrigue and deeper. Being a thorough
reporter I felt I needed to know it all and see how far it got me.
"Sure, since I'm spending the night here, I'd love to attend. Thanks.!"
"So how many members are there in this group?"
"Officially we have 171 members. There are lots of single sissies,
sissies with aunties and mommies, one sissy with a grandmother, a
couple sissies with daddies and even a few extremely special people in
search of a sissy. This group has been going on for at least the past
three decades. There are similar groups scattered across the country.
Each group generally has a support sissy sister group."
"Is there anything special I should be aware of before attending this
meeting, Jennifer."
"There are just a few. We like to emphasize the positive in being a
sissy. So, if a sissy is named, Pollyanna, for instance, she should be
referred to as, "Sissy Pollyanna" Sissy is a term of endearment and
besides our girls love being called sissy. All of our sissies should be
treated with respect and just like any adult would treat them as the
sweet little sissy girls they are. Remember all sissies are childish
and juvenile in their nature. All our sissies have been pre-
interviewed, pre-screened and all have been sworn to be strictly
discrete. Some have undergone a sort of pre-sissy training program. We
teach them to just let out their inner sissy, how to act like good
little girls and talk like little girls. Extreme prissiness is in the
center of their pre-training. We want sweet little sissy girls, not
some boys in dresses. We feel that this creates a proper decorum as
well as maintaining a better and more full filling adult/sissy
relationship. So, to get into the spirit why don't you call Pollyanna
and Penelope, Sissy Pollyanna and Sissy Penelope, for the rest of the
day? It might help you some."
Just then Pollyanna and Penelope got up and Pollyanna back fully in
little girl mode said, "Mommy may Penny and I go out to the swing set?"
"Of course, sweetie you can. But let Mommy first fix your lipstick,
pumpkin, so you can look as sweet as little Penny. Go fetch your
lipstick like Mommy's good little girl," Linda said.
Pollyanna skipped off soon to return with her lipstick, some tissues
and her little compact. Seeing this Linda said, "Good little princess,
your little nose does need a little powder too."
Lipstick repaired, nose powdered soon two little girls holding hands
giggled, swished and skipped away merrily holding hands towards the big
swing set. Turning back to Linda and Jennifer I asked, "I guess by
viewing how happy Sissy Pollyanna and Sissy Penelope are they are
reflective of all the sissies in your group?"
Linda replied, "Hannah, most are happy little sissy girls. We do have a
very special little girl we all adore. Sadly, she doesn't have a Mommy
of her own. We're in the long involved process of finding a Mommy. an
Auntie or a Nanny to adopt her. She's just as sweet and pretty like our
Polly and Penny. Her name is "Chrissie Anna." Chrissie is a close girl
friend on Polly's and Penny's. She's a frequent guest at our houses.
It's adorable when the three of them play together. You'll meet her at
tomorrow's birthday party for Sissy Melissa. Maybe one day Chrissie
Anna will have her own Mommy/Sissy adoption ceremony."
Jennifer echoed Linda's hope for Chrissie Anna.
"Mommy/Sissy adoption ceremony, what does that involve?"
Jennifer answered, "Well that's one of the most highlights of our
special club. Have you ever seen a little girls frilly communion styled
dress and outfit? That's what a sissy wears in addition to a darling
little veil. Well, in front of the leader of our club and all the
members a Mommy and a Sissy make their pledges to each other. The Mommy
or in some cases, the Auntie, Nanny or Daddy, stand while their sissies
kneel on a white satin pillow. They hold hands. The adult promises to
always care for their sissy. They promise to honor their sissy and to
lovingly be the adult who further guides their sissy into a happy and
full filled sissyhood. The sissy promises to be dependent on the adult,
to be somewhat submissive to the adult and to be obedient to the adult
at all times. In their relationship the sissy gives up all adult
behavior and swears to be nothing but a very juvenile child. Adult
behavior for the sissy is totally dependent on the adult. To further
enhance this adult/child relationship the sissy declares her semi
permanent age in the relationship. Generally these are ages six through
ten. Once done the official adoption book is signed. Oh, Hannah this is
such a wonderful ceremony. Many a sissy has come full circle into a
more complete sissyhood."
"You two have adopted your sissies?"
"Of course we have. Both of our sissies are eight years old too," Linda
replied.
"Do your sissies ever grow up?"
"Linda and I are thinking perhaps we'll let them be little nine year
old sissies. Maybe this year if they're good little sissy girls. But,
that will be the limit we don't ever want them to lose their childish
innocence."
"Jennifer, Linda has her Mommy/Baby Girl Time with Pollyanna, do you do
the same with Penelope?"
"Sure do, Penelope has been in diapers and plastic panties at night it
seems like the first thing I did to her when we met. We have our
wonderful nightly Mommy/Baby Girl time together. I gave Linda a lot of
pointers when she considered Pollyanna as a possible baby girl. I'd bet
you Pollyanna and Penelope couldn't now sleep without being all snug in
their diapers and plastic panties nursing on their pacifiers. Since
you're staying here tonight you'll see it for yourself. By the way that
reminds me I better go home and pack Penelope's diaper bag and some
night clothes for the both of us. So, if you'll excuse me, I'll be back
in awhile. I'll leave you in Linda's capable hands."
With that Jennifer left. Sissies Pollyanna and Penelope came back
together holding hands from their time at the swing set. Chatting just
like any two little girls and giggling amongst themselves, what a sight
it was. I kept having to remind myself that these two little girls were
adult males. Just somehow I felt I was falling under some magical
spell. Looking back the more I got into their sissy little girl world
the more I seemed to accept they were just two prissy sissy (yet big)
little girls. It was their childish behavior, their prissy and dainty
little ways and their reasonable feminine voices with those slight
lisps that really helped me to see past that male issue. Pollyanna
asked her Mommy Linda, "Mommy can Penelope and me go up and play in my
room? I want to show her my new 'Barbie' movie."
"Ok, Princess. Now you two girls be good little girls and play nicely.
No hanky panky."
"Thank you Mommy and we'll be good little girls