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I had been laying in my room staring at the ceiling for a good hour. Whatever Mason planned to do with that book was the farthest thing on my mind at the moment. This hangover is killing me. I guess the good thing is now I know the limits of my new teenage body. I rolled over on my side and held my belly. I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and it wasn't because of the hangover. It was something else. A nervousness, maybe? But of what? I'm sure Mason isn't doing anything too crazy with the book or anything. Maybe it was because Jess and Bob will be home very soon and the party will be over. But I should be excited about that right? I mean, I get to start all over again. Make new decisions, do better in school, and go to college again! College was the best time of my life and I get to experience it all over again. And my body! I mean, come on. I really lucked out on this one. This is a truly fantastic body to start my life over in. I'm young, beautiful, and I'm still developing. By the looks of it I'm only going to get more attractive in the next few years. And then boys will start noticing me more. I don't know if I could ever kiss a guy but I was getting pretty excited looking at those magazines with my new friends. Maybe one day I'll have my own boyfriend. Someone that looks a bit like Zack maybe? I shook my head. No! Eww, argh O.K get a grip Maddie, your thoughts and Ryan's thoughts have been getting all mixed up lately. I mean... MY thoughts and Maddie's thoughts. Oh who the hell am I kidding? Why am I fighting this? I am Maddie now and if I keep referring to myself as Ryan it's just going to make things more confusing in the future. This is me now and there's nothing I can do about it. Not that I would do anything, if i could. I popped another aspirin in my mouth and chased it down with some water. I can't lay here all day. Even with a hangover this body is too energetic. I needs to be out and about. As I walked down the stairs I heard the doorbell ring and Adam went rushing to answer it. Shortly after he yelled, "Ryan! Mason! Some guy is at the door!" Who would possibly be here? And looking for my old body no less? I skipped quickly down the stairs and when I rounded the corner I ran right into the back of Madison. "Zack?" Madison and I said in shocked unison. "Ryan..." he said looking at me. I hung my head, embarrassed. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him. "Ohh Maddie, my sweet little girl. What have you gotten yourself into?" I heard him say in a very caring voice. I looked up to see Zack had his hand under Madison's chin, lifting it up to make eye contact with her. He had a small tear in his eye. "Mom...?" Madison gazed questionably at the apparent Zack. "Yes sweetie, it's me. Come, sit down. We have a lot to talk about," Zack/Jess said. -------- I brought out a tray of lemonade to Jess and Madison who were sitting on the couch. I handed a glass to Jess. "Thank you Mad-- I mean, Ryan. I'm sorry. I just can't believe that's you in my little girl's body." "I couldn't believe it either, and yet, here I am," gesturing down at her daughter's form. "Mom, I don't understand," Madison said between sobs. "Why are you in Zack's body? How long have you been like this? How long has Zack been pretending to be my mom!" "Shhh, honey. Take a deep breath. I know this is a lot to take in. That's why once I found out about you guys I had to do whatever I could to make things easier until I could get here in person," Jess explained. "What do you mean by 'make things easier' for us?" I asked. "Tell me Ryan, how do you feel about your new body? And I want you to be 100% honest." My face reddened and I felt a lump in my throat. Is she really calling me out on this? I didn't know what else to say so I just told her how I felt, "Honestly, I'm not as upset as I should be." "And you Madison?" Madison looked over at me as if she was looking for approval, then turned back to her mother and whimpered "I kind of like it too." "I know. But I'm sorry to tell you that you probably won't be feeling like that for much longer." "Why, is something going to happen to us?" I said in the bravest voice I could muster. "After talking to you guys on the webcam I had to figure out a way to help as fast as I could with one of the few spells I knew off the top of my head. Not exactly sure of which spell it was you actually read I took it upon myself to make things a little easier on the two of you until I arrived so, with a lock of Madison's hair, I chanted the first spell I thought would help in this situation." Madison and I looked at each other in confusion, "Which was?" "It helped you feel more comfortable with your new bodies. Granted, it doesn't make you completely accept the situation and given the great distance between us at the time I chanted it, the spell was much weaker than it usually is. Had I performed it here, you would have completely accepted your new bodies, though only for a short period of time," Jess told us. "So, wait. You mean to tell me these feelings are only temporary? And that any moment the spell could wear off and I'll freak out in this body?" I shrieked. "No, well, not exactly. Tell me, how did you feel the first few days as Madison? Before I cast the spell?" "Well, freaked out at first. But then I just went with it. It was only temporary so I guess I figured I'd might as well enjoy the time off from being me. But, that's when we thought it was only temporary." Jess stared at me long and hard and sadness filled her eyes, "So, I'm guessing what you're saying is that it was the permanent swapping spell you guys performed?" Madison and I nodded. "I feared as much," she whispered. Madison curled up next to her mom. It was an odd sight to see, to say the least, as the two grown men comforted each other in a manner only mother and daughter can. I folded my arms across my breasts, "Well this is a lot to take in, though it does answer a lot of my questions. I was starting to feel as if Madison's mind was taking over. I loved the feeling of her body the more time I spent inside of it. I actually, and it pains me to say this, but I really enjoyed being a girl." Jess had Madison's head on her chest and she stroked her hair in a very motherly fashion, "Yes Ryan, but not all of what you were feeling was my spell. You have to remember, Madison's body is going through permanent changes. She's becoming a women now and that's a strange enough process for a young girl to go through let alone a grown man experiencing life as a woman for the first time. I wouldn't be surprised if a good number of those feelings you had were genuine." "Yeah," I mumbled. "I guess you could be right about that. I'm getting so many signals from this body. Especially since you got here, Jess," I slapped my hand over my mouth. "It's O.K. Ryan, I know about Madison's crush on Zack. Don't think too much into it," Jess reassured me. Quickly trying to change the subject off of my body's attraction to Jess' male form, I blurted out, "So I guess that makes sense as to why Mason was taking this so particularly well." "Wait, what? Mason is a part of this too?" "Well yeah, mom," Madison spoke up. "Him and Hailey switched bodies too." "So you didn't cast the spell on them like you did on us?" I exclaimed. "Well no, I had no idea! Though I should have assumed Hailey had some part in this. That girl has always been trouble." "So, all these feelings Mason has been having. He truly loves being in Hailey's body? Is that what you're telling me?" I said. "I'm afraid so," Jess confirmed. I felt sick to my stomach. This is almost too much to take in. All the feelings I've been having the past few days could all be lies. Or, maybe even worse, how I've actually been feeling. Meanwhile, my best friend has actually loved the experience! He doesn't care he lost his manhood. He doesn't care he'll never be a guy again. He's completely happy and I'm a complete mess. How will I feel when this spell wears off? Will I still enjoy being in my body or will I desperately want to return to being Ryan? I tried fighting back the tears but they were overpowering me. Jess noticed and pulled me into her lap. "There, there sweetie. I know this is a lot to take in but you have me here now and I'm going to help get you guys through this," she said in a comforting tone. "How long before our spell wears off?" I sobbed. "Given your reaction it might already have. If not, very soon," the warmth of her voice was the only thing keeping me from vomiting. I haven't had a motherly presence in my life for quite some time. Sure, she was in the body of one of my best friends, but a mother is still a mother no matter what form she takes. "Mommy," Madison choked. "I think I'm gonna throw up." "Come here, dear. Let me take you to the bathroom," Jess lifted Madison up and helped walk her to the bathroom. I buried my face in the couch cushion and cried. Thoughts were running through my heads a thousand times per second. Had the spell worn off already? Am I just now truly grasping that this is going to be my body for the rest of my life? Or is it just my hormones acting up? I can't even tell what thoughts are real anymore. I'm questioning every little thing that pops into my head. O.K. Maddie, think. Think, think, think. I've got it! I'll ask myself a list of questions and answers them accordingly. Alright, number 1. Am I happy being Madison? Well, yeah. It's not so bad I don't LOVE the idea like I did yesterday but then again yesterday I was drunk out of my gord. Number 2. Do I want to go back to being Ryan? What kind of question is that? Of course I do! I mean, I love my old life. I'm an adult! I can do whatever I want, I have a job, great friends, a nice apartment. Whats not to love about my old life? Though, on the other hand, I love my new-found youth. I love how I feel when I wake up in this body every morning. I love the angel that looks back at me in the mirror every time I wash my face. How my clothes hug my perfect body so tightly it almost makes me wet just thinking about it. That's a feeling I don't think I could ever give up. AHHH! This is getting me nowhere! Why am I asking myself questions if I can't even trust my own thoughts? Maybe the spell doesn't just vanish instantly. Maybe it gradually goes away? I pulled my face away from the pillow that was now drenched in tears. I pulled a tissue out of a nearby Kleenex box and dried my eyes. This fucking sucks... I heard a loud knocking noise that almost made me jump out of my skin. The front door opened and a voice yelled out, "Heeelllooooo?" It was a voice I didn't recognize. A female voice, so it definitely wasn't Hailey, wherever she ran off to, and it wasn't Mason. I jumped off the couch to see who our guest was and came face to face with a beautiful, blonde goddess standing before me. She looked down at me and smirked, "Holy shit, you look so much shorter, dude!" "Mason?!" "In the flesh, buddy," he said as he massaged his now much larger breasts. "I gotta tell ya, I'm totally enjoying my temporary upgrade to Kelsey here. You wouldn't believe how fucking amazing it feels in here dude!" I couldn't believe what I was seeing! Mouth agape, I watched as the beauty in front of me strutted around like a Victoria's Secret model on the catwalk. She had an uncanny resemblance to Kate Upton, a model that graced the cover of my favorite Sports Illustrated issue just last year. Mason placed his hand under my chin and closed my gaping jaw. "It's rude to stare, honey," he teased, and flicked his hair back. "How? What? When?" "I'll explain in a minute. First I'd like you to meet someone," he turned and elegantly called into the foyer. "Oh Amanda, will you come join me please?" "Hailey this is fucking ridiculous. I am not coming in there!" a small voice yelled. Mason rolled his eyes and stormed out of the room returning seconds later with a little girl in tow. She looked almost exactly like Hailey if she was around 8 years old or so. Her hair was done in pig- tails and she wore an adorable little flower dress. "I'd like you to meet Amanda, or should I say, my father," he said proudly. "You are not going to get away with this young lady!" the little girl stomped her foot and pointed her finger as close to Mason's face as her tiny arms could reach. "Not so big now, are ya pop? Maybe now you'll think twice about hitting little girls after you've spent some time in ones shoes!" "When I get my body back you are in for a world of hurt, missy!" the girl threatened. Coming from someone so small her threats carried little weight. I would probably be laughing if I wasn't still in shock over what I was witnessing. "Yeah, right pop. That is, IF, you get your body back, remember?" Mason smiled. "Now run upstairs and play with Adam for awhile. I'll be up to check on you in a bit. I just need to talk to Maddie for a second." Hailey's father gave a long, cold stare until he finally huffed and stomped up the stairs like a lumberjack. Mason burst into a fit of laughter, "Oh my GAWD, how amazing is this?! That fucker is finally getting what's coming to him. When I'm through with him he's never going to lay a finger on me or my new sisters ever again." "I'm sorry I'm still trying to wrap my head around this. What exactly is going on? Why are you in Kelsey's body? Or more importantly, HOW are you in her body? I thought we were stuck looking like this for the rest of our lives? Does this mean we can change back? Are we gonna be guys again? Where's the book? Can I see-," my words came out like a babbling brook. "Alright, easy tiger. Let me explain. First and foremost, I haven't been entirely honest with you. I told you Hailey's father only hit me once. That was a lie. I didn't want to tell you the truth because in all honesty, I wanted to handle this myself and after that first night he hit me I thought long and hard about the perfect revenge to take on that asshole. I was going to use the book to my advantage and do exactly this. I knew if I said anything to you, you would give me some speech about not abusing the books powers and blah, blah, blah. So I confronted my new older sister about our abusive father. She's been away at college and hasn't been aware of what's been transpiring back at the house. Though hesitant to talk about it at first, she finally admitted after having a few drinks, that their father used to hit her when she was younger too. It was memories she was hoping to forget." "Wow dude, this is intense," I cut in. "I know man. But listen. While Kelsey was drunk I brought up the idea of punishing our father once in for all and if she would be on board. When she said yes, I told her about a book I had found that would solve all our problems. She laughed at first, not believing a word of it, but I guess since she was drunk she said yes and agreed." "So where is the real Amanda?" "She's in our father's body, sleeping peacefully. She will have no recollection that this had ever happened. Kelsey is at home watching over her in Hailey's body just to be safe," he said. "And, it's not permanent, right?" "Of course not! What kind of a sick person do you think I am? It's only for a few hours til he learns what it's like to feel so weak and defenseless." "Alright, well that doesn't explain your 'upgrade', so to speak," I firmly stated. "Oh right, don't ya just love it?" his voice just oozed sexuality as he ran his hands up his ass. "Well, I had to prove to Kelsey that it actually worked if I wanted her to believe me so I swapped our bodies this morning while she was sleeping. Man, you should have seen the look on her face when I woke her up! After she got over the initial shock she actually kind of enjoyed it. Not that I can blame her. Hailey's body is super energetic." "But how? I thought we were stuck like this, man? I have all these fucking crazy thoughts in my head and I don't know if I like this body any more. If I can switch back to being Ryan now it might be for the best before I get to comfortable and decide to stay." "No can do, buddy. I'm sorry to say but Madison's body now belongs to you." I started welling up tears again, "Please don't say that." "I did a lot of reading of that book in my spare time and it was a lot to take in but let me try to sum it up for you. The spell the girls used on us is permanent. When our souls switched, your soul became the new host to Madison's body. Her body recognizes it as it's one and only, so to speak. So for starters, you two can't switch with each other at all. Not even temporarily. However, as my new college age body has proven, you can swap with someone else but only for a short time." "O.K. so if I can't permanently switch back with my old body, what about with another guy?" "Again, no. Only temp swaps, man," he said. "But really Ryan? Would you really want to swap with some random stranger just to be male again? What about him? Could you really steal someone's life?" I focused on the ground not wanting to meet his eyes, "You're right. But someone stole my life. How is that O.K.?" "I didn't say it was, dude. But do you really blame Madison for all this? She didn't really know what she was getting herself into." "No," I wiped the salty discharged trickling down my freckled cheek. "Fuck, man..." "Why the change is heart all of a sudden? I thought you were having a blast?" "Turns out what I've been feeling lately might not have been genuine. At least not all of it," I confessed. I looked up to meet his beautiful blue eyes but he wasn't looking at me anymore. He was staring just over my shoulder with a bewildered look on his face. "Zack...." escaped his lightly glossed lips. I turned around to see Jess standing behind us, "Kelsey? What are you doing here?" "How do you know Kel-," Mason started. "Alright, jeez. Umm, where do I start?" I exhaled. "Mason, Jess. Jess, Mason. "JESS?!" "MASON?!" "I think we all need to sit down," I grabbed Mason's manicured hand in mine and pulled Jess by the other. ------- "Wow, so you mean to tell me that Hailey's father has been abusing her this whole time?" Jess was having a hard time absorbing all this information. Hailey's family has lived a few houses down since the time Jess moved the family here. How all this could have been happening to her daughter's best friend without her knowing was unsettling to her. "Yeah...." was all Mason could say. He never made eye contact with Jess once. Their was an awkward tension between the two and it was making me uncomfortable. "Mason, is something wrong?" I asked, looking up at him. "Why Jess? Why did you and Zack do this? You have a beautiful family that loves you. How could you just up and abandon them like this? And Zack! Why would he want to swap with a mother of two children? He was loving the single life! He was my greatest wingman!" He turned to me, "No offence, buddy." "Gee, thanks," I shot back "Mason, I don't expect you to understand. Though I'm not going to share all Zack's feelings with you I will say that he was not as happy as you thought he was. As for me, this wasn't our original plan. At all...." Jess said, giving her muscles a once over. "How so?" I asked Jess, though I was having an extremely difficult time taking my eyes off of Mason's voluptuous body. "We both just wanted a break. Zack was tired of drinking every night, partying, chasing women he felt no emotional attachment to. I, on the other hand, did want that! The crazy, single life. A break from the family for just a little while! Every mother deserves that, right? But it's almost impossible to do, even as a stay-at-home mom." "So you guys just decided to, what, switch bodies?" Mason wasn't accepting this. "We didn't just decide one day 'Hey, wanna swap bodies?' He had called me a few months ago to tell me he was in town for awhile. That he just needed to get out of the state and take a breather. I met him at a local bar and we caught up on old times. We got to talking about his job and my taking care of the family. The more alcohol we consumed the more honest we became. Each of us admitting, jokingly of course, what it would be life if he could trade lives for just a day or two. What he wasn't aware of is that I actually had a means of doing so. An old book my mother passed down to me years ago. I had never really experimented with it in the past but I mentioned it to him and he became intrigued." I jumped in, "So, this was not planned at all? You guys didn't always have some secret desire to be each other?" "Oh heavens no! I love my body. For a women my age, I've still got it where it counts," she boasted. "So why did you decide to stay this way? Why did my friend decided he wanted to be a middle aged house wife the rest of his life?" Mason pouted. I hopped off the couch and got right in Mason's face," Excuse me? Isn't that like the pot calling the kettle black? You've done nothing but prance around in the body of a girl all week and you've loved every minute of it! What do you care what Zack wants? Maybe that's the he wanted." "Don't you yell at me little girl!" he stood up to intimidate me which I had to admit worked because his enormous breasts were right in my face. "You're calling me a little girl? You're not going to be in that body much longer and when you switch back I'm gonna be bigger than you again!" I threatened. "Oh yeah? Well I'm bigger than you now, so how about this?" he tackled me to the ground and held my arm behind my back. My breasts were pressing against the carpet in an extremely uncomfortable manner. "Say Uncle! Say it Ryan!" "Oww! Stop! You're hurting my arm!" I squealed. "And my boobs!" Jess sighed, "Boys will be boys." She walked over and grabbed each of us by the ear. "Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow," we hissed in unison as she dragged us both to the couch. "Alright you two, stop acting like children," Jess ordered. "But I am a child!" I used my new body to my advantage and flashed the puppy eyes. "Please, Maddie's puppy eyes have no effect on me. I've had years of practice," she said to me, then turned her attention to Mason. "Alright, Mason. What is going on? Why do you have a problem with me?" He crossed his arms under his enormous rack, which you could tell he enjoyed from the quick smirk he flashed before saying, "It's nothing." "Bullshit it's nothing!", I shouted. "You're getting mad at Jess because Zack is living in her body! Maybe that's what he wants. You're sure as hell loving it, why can't he? I swear, you have some sort of school girl obsession with Zack!" "THAT'S BECAUSE I'M GAY, RYAN!" Silence... I wasn't expecting that, nor was Jess given the look on her face. The stunning beauty before me broke out into a fountain of tears, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! This is all so confusing to me! I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm sorry!" Jess looked at me and gave me a nod to comfort my friend. I slid off the couch and tip toed over to the crying Mason. I was much smaller than him but I wrapped my arm around him the best I could to console him. He quickly wrapped his arms around me tightly and sobbed uncontrollably, his breasts gently pressed against mine. "I'm so sorry. Ryan! I've been fighting this for so long. I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't know how to tell myself! I didn't want to believe it but it's true." "Why the fuck are you apologizing to me? Did you really think I would care if you were gay? You're my best friend man! Nothing will change between us! Except maybe our bodies, obviously," I joked. That made him giggle a bit and he wiped his nose with his sleeve in a very unladylike manner," I didn't know how you would react. I thought you would think I was crazy. Or weird." "Mason, I'll always think you are crazy and weird, but not because you are gay! Dude, we're living in the 21st century. Gay, straight, bisexual, who the fuck cares? We're all the same!" He fumbled with his purse and grabbed a tissue to dry his eyes, "Thanks man, that really means a lot to me." "Of course buddy. See, don't you feel better?" "Yeah, like an enormous weight has been lifted from my back," he adjusted the strap from his bra. "but all the weight on my chest remained. It was a nice visit, but I'm excited to get back to my Hailey body. I don't know how Kelsey walks around with these things all the time." "Haha, that's the Mason I know. Come here buddy," I leaned forward and we hugged again. "I'm sorry for being a jerk, Jess," Mason apologized. "A part of me felt betrayed by my friend. That I had lost Zack forever. I really care about him and seeing you there in his body was not just making me uncomfortable but was really effecting this sexually charged body. Being around you just makes me...wet." "A bit too much information, but yes I can understand," Jess winked. "Just remember, Zack will always be your friend. We all will. Whether Zack and I remain in these bodies or not." "What do you mean by 'remain or not'?" I asked. "I thought your swap was permanent. Isn't that why you haven't switched back yet?" She hesitated, "Well, yes and no. To be honest, it's still up in the air and not by choice." Mason finished checking his make up in his compact mirror, "I don't understand." "Well, the spell we cast was only supposed to be temporary. Unfortunately, in the time Zack was in my body, he couldn't put off any more of Bob's sexual advances..." My eyes lit up the size of saucers, "NO... WAY!" "Yep, Zack's pregnant. From what we could tell from the book, our souls can't switch back until the baby has left Zack's body. But, even then, we're still not sure if we'll change or if these are our new bodies for good." I was dumbfounded, "Holy.... shit...." "How are you taking it?" Mason asked. "It was hard to take in at first. Someone else is using my body to bring life into this world while I sit back on the sidelines. How can any mother be O.K. with that? I chat with them all the time on the web cam. It's the only thing that keeps me a part of this family. And to see them up on that computer screen, such a sweet, loving family so happy to be together. How could I not miss that? I love my kids with all my heart and I'll always be in their lives no matter what body I am in. I've been using my time as Zack to get a lot out of my system. I've been traveling, partying, and yes, I'll admit it, spending time with various women." Mason and I gave her inquisitive looks. "Oh don't look at me like that! Like you guys aren't going to test out your new female bodies," she said defensively. "Ewww! Gross! I would never!" I shot back. "Oh, I very much intend to," Mason smiled. "Oh brother," I rolled my eyes and we all shared a big laugh. A voice shouted from upstairs, "EEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW" and was followed by what sounded like a tumble down the stairs. The body of Amanda came limping into the room as fast as those little legs could take her. She grabbed hold of Mason, "We're going home right NOW young lady." Mason looked at the little girl, "Why, what's wrong sweetie? Did something happen?" "It's nothing. Let's just go, please." A moment later Adam came running into the room, "Whatever she told you is a lie! I would never kiss a stupid girl! Amanda is gross!" Mason's eyes lit up and he tussled the little girl's hair in front of him, "Oh my goodness Amanda! Did you just get your first kiss? From a BOY? That's a very big step for a little girl!" "Oh Hailey, you are so going to regret this when we get home. Mark my words young lady..." Jess' face turned bright red, "Oh is that so, AMANDA?" She marched over to where Hailey's father was standing. He tried to hide his tiny body behind Mason but Jess took him by his arm and pulled him to the side. She bent over and whispered something into his ear that I couldn't make out but whatever it was, it made his face as white as a ghost. "Mas-, Um Kelsey. I think it's time you took your little sister home," Jess suggested. "I think she may need a nap. Someone is awfully cranky." Mason pulled a cell phone from his purse and noticed the time, "Yeah, I've got about an hour or so left like this. Better get back home and make good use of my remaining time." Jess and I showed them to the door. Mason reached into his purse again and pulled out a pair of sunglasses that he gently placed upon his face. Wow, if he didn't look like a supermodel before, he definitely did now. Before he left he bent over and whispered into my ear, "Thanks for being a good friend. I'm sorry I kept my secret from you." He kissed me on the cheek and walked out with Hailey's father in tow, his high heels clicking loudly. As I watched him leave I let out a sigh. A part of me was envious. Kelsey was the perfect specimen of womanhood. I wish I could have worn a body like that for awhile. She was so beautiful! But do I think she's beautiful because I'm a guy and I think girls are hot? Or am I envious because she has a body to die for and I'm jealous mine isn't like that? "Well," I said, joining Jess back in the living room. "That was an informative visit." "Yeah, I'm sorry. There must be so much going through your mind right now." "I'm proud of Mason. That was a brave thing he did back there. I'm kind of surprised I never thought about it but now looking back at certain things I guess it makes sense." Jess laughed. "What's funny?" I asked, not taking my eyes off the lint I flicked from between my toes. "You are. Maddie used to do the same thing you're doing right now. Sitting cross legged on the couch, picking at her feet. It's adorable." I immediately uncrossed my legs, "Oh, I had no idea. It just feels comfortable, I guess." "Don't apologize," she brushed my hair back. "Wow, it's so weird looking into my little angel's eyes knowing my friend is in there." "How do you think I feel? I'm in the body of your daughter! You could babysit me all over again!" Jess gazed down at me with very motherly eyes, "She really is beautiful, isn't she?" I looked across the room at my reflection in the hallway mirror and sighed, "Yeah.... she really is. How is she doing by the way?" "She spent some much needed time next to the toilet but she's resting now. I can't even imagine what she's going through, my poor little girl." "If it makes you feel any better, the girls retained all of mine and Mason's memories to help make the transition easier for them. Sadly, it didn't go both ways so we're on our own." "Yeah, that's something, but its not enough. Just because you look the part and have the knowledge doesn't mean you can pull off being an adult." "Yeah, Hailey is a prime example of that. The girl is a walking tornado," I demonstrated by swirling my arm around violently. "Where is that girl anyway? I haven't seen her since I got here," Jess looked around quizzically. "Who the fuck knows. Haven't seen her since this morning. She probably went for a run and decided to never come back," I laughed. "I've been thinking," Jess paused. "When it's time to leave I'm going to move back to Jersey to be with the girls. They'll need me to help them through this. I can't have my baby living alone in a strange new city. Maddie needs her mother." "What do I need, mom?" Madison's voice came from behind us. "Oh hi honey! Come, sit with us. Plenty of room on the couch." Madison cuddled up on Jess' other side, "Thanks mommy." "We were just discussing that I will be moving back to Ryan's old home with you. So I can take care of you." "Really mom?! That's great! We'll get to spend so much time together! OH this is AMAZING!" Madison clapped her hands excitedly. I will never get used to seeing my old body do that. Ever. "Ouch!" Madison chirped. "My stupid phone is vibrating." She pulled the phone out of her pocket and stared at the screen. "Who is it?" "Umm, it's you. I mean, mom. Or Zack. They're at the airport. On their way home."