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Charlotte is now finishing her story and she hopes that everyone who has read her transformation to the woman she was always meant to be has enjoyed her journey. Any comments would be appreciated either on the review page here or at my e-mail ([email protected]). IX. I was getting ready to go back into the office for the first time as 100% Charlotte when the phone started to ring. As I picked it up and said hello a familiar voice was on the other end. It was my assistant Kelly. "Hello Charlotte and welcome to the sisterhood club in all its fun, trials and tribulations. How do you feel?" "Thanks Kelly. I am feeling pretty good today and I am planning on coming in to the office to see how things are going. It's so nice to hear your voice. Is there anything special on the agenda today?" "Nothing that needs any special attention. I just have a few notes that need signed and a couple of memos that need looked at. I will have everything ready when you get here." I thanked Kelly for taking care of everything while I was recuperating. After hanging up the phone I went back into the bedroom to check once more on how I looked. As I stood in front of the full length mirror I was really happy with the way my clothes fit on me. Not really thinking about it being a transformation I turned from side to side and, satisfied with my make-up and appearance, I put my coat on and headed out to have Charlotte greet the world. * * * * * * * * E very one at the office welcomed me back and I really felt quite at ease there. There still was a little bit of adjustments to make as all the men weren't sure how to talk to me at first but all the women there made me feel like I was always one of them. I might have to come into the office more often than I used to. All of the women included me in their conversations and they all wanted me to go to lunch with them, as they always enjoyed doing a little shopping before coming back to the office. As I now seem to enjoy spending time browsing the shops I was more than eager to accompany them. After I had been back to work for a few weeks, my mom and sister wanted me to meet them for lunch one afternoon so that we could catch up on things and finally have that sit down we had all promised that we were going to do. Mom had not seen me since I became the woman that I am today, so even though I felt like I had been this way all of my life I was still a little apprehensive in seeing her today. What was she going to think of me when she gets a good look at me? Will she still love me as her child like she always had? There was only one way to find out and I proceeded to the restaurant to find out the answer. When I got there mom and Rachel were waiting in the lobby for me. Mom took one look at me and a smile came to her face as she came over to me and, giving me a big hug, said, "You know I thought you might have our looks but you are even prettier that I pictured you would be. You certainly have Keen women's flair for style and the body to pull it off." I looked at mom and marveled at the way she carried herself. For a woman who had 2 kids and is on the plus side of 50 I think she still looks hot. I blushed and almost started to cry as I told my mom thank you and I hoped that she wasn't disappointed in me. "Are you kidding Charlotte? I could tell from an early age that there was something that you weren't very happy about. I just decided to leave you be and to try to find your own path. That is why your sister and I did not confront you when we knew that you were trying on our clothes and playing with our make-up. We tried to let you be in the house by yourself whenever we could and we made sure that you had access to whatever you wanted to wear. All we had hoped for was that you did not destroy our good things. We could both tell that you were very careful in what you choose to put on and that you made sure that you tried to put everything back in its place. But as I know Rachel has told you and you probably have already found out for yourself, a girl knows when someone has moved her things around. I am so happy that you look like you have found your path and that you will be happy being the best woman you can be. We are here to help you and never forget that we both love you very much." That was just what I needed. Some very comforting words from mom always made me feel good growing up and now they mean so much more to me. I looked over at Rachel and she was grinning from ear to ear. The waitress led us to our table as the three Keen women sat down and complimented each other on what they were wearing. I had decided today to wear a dressy black and white print skirt with a white sweater that really accented my curves and my breasts. Mom made a comment to me that we Keen women really love to show off our assets whenever we can without making them look too overtly sexy. We sat down and after a bit of small talk the subject of my upcoming wedding came up. "I never thought I would get a chance to plan for another wedding as the mother of the bride, but now that it is possible I am so excited to get this chance again. Your sister's wedding was so much fun to plan and shop for and now that we have gone through one this is going to be twice as much fun to do. Not only are you going to be experiencing all of the nuances of being a bride but to have everything come to you as a woman for the first time will be extra special. I just can't wait until we get to go to the bridal shop and see your reaction to shopping for that one special dress," said mom. Rachel chimed in that, "I can't wait to get the bridal shower and the bachelorette party together. I've done it for my good friend Kara but I never once imagined that I could do this for my baby sister." I sat there and took all of this in. Obviously they were becoming very excited at the prospects of getting me prepared for my big day. As I started to think about all of it I could feel butterflies starting to move around in my stomach. I think that mom must have noticed the change of expression on my face as she looked over the menu. "Charlotte I know that this must be a little overwhelming right now, but always keep in mind that your sister and I are here to help you in any way that we possibly can. We are just as excited about all the changes as you are and you will find that a girl will come to depend on her mom, sister and her friends whenever she needs someone to talk with." I looked up at my mom and Rachel and smiled. "Thank you both for being here for me. I am so looking forward to getting any advice from you in helping me to become a better woman and a good wife. I know that both of you will really like Ken. He is one of the most kindhearted guys I have ever met and I look forward to spending the rest of my life with him." We made more small talk for the rest of our time in the restaurant and as we finished up our meals we decided to go the following week and start to try on some wedding gowns and to select what they were going to wear also. I told them that Ken and I decided to have a small wedding with some friends and family members there. As we walked out of the restaurant my mom interlocked her arm in mine and, pulling me closer to her, said "I am so proud of you honey. You have followed your dreams and now you are on your own path to getting what every woman dreams of having. The wedding that you might not have grown up thinking about as all little girls do, but you will be able to have one imagined later in life. You also have a lot of growing to do as all of your female thoughts and feelings rise. You will get used to all of your attributes and how people, both male and female will view you differently. But remember, you are a Keen woman and we want to make sure that you do not forget it." As I got back to the apartment I thought about what mom told me and it made me feel so much better about myself. It actually made me feel more closer to my mom and my sister than I ever felt. It's not that I wasn't close to them before. After my dad died we all watched out for each other. It was a very different feeling now, one that I was totally enjoying. After hanging up my coat and making a cup of tea, I walked into the bedroom to change my clothes and get ready to see Ken tonight. As I walked over to the vanity I stopped and looked at myself, standing there in my bra and panties. I think to myself mom is right. I can see that my shape and bust size looks like it matches both her and Rachel. I feel like I am in a dream state as I run my hands over my bra and make my hands rotate around my nipples. I can feel myself starting to get a little excited as my fingers work a little magic and the nipples are sending a tingling feeling through my body. As this is happening my mind starts to think about my vagina and my left hand slowly starts to work down my stomach and into my panties. On getting really excited I go into my drawer and pull out the dildos that I got from the hospital and look for the thickest one now. I have done my exercises getting my muscles a good workout and now I use these for my own enjoyment. I lay down on the bed and after stripping off my panties slowly start to massage my clit and I can feel some wetness becoming evident. I take my favorite toy and after making sure it is lubed up I start to work it around my waiting vagina. After a few moments of this I start to glide it in with a very slow and purposeful motion. As I start to work it in and out I bring my hips up to meet the downward thrust of my hand as they both work in tandem to bring me to a roaring climax. I let out a scream and afterwards hope that no one heard me. I think to myself this is just the way I want to feel on my wedding night when I finally take my husband with my newly formed womanhood. I lay back on the pillow and dream very pleasant thoughts. * * * * * * * * Mom, Rachel and I decided to meet early in the morning to have a little breakfast and then head over to the bridal shop. I had been looking over a lot of bridal magazines that I bought and that Rachel got for me. I was just amazed at all of the choices that were available. Every designer had their own thoughts on how the bride should look on her special day and all of the pictures that I looked at made me dream of how it would look. I had somewhat of an idea of what I wanted to look for but it was nice to have mom and sis with me to give me some extra guidance. After all, they had been through it before and I was just a novice. As we sat eating our muffins and drinking our coffee and tea I was getting more excited about what we would find in the store. Our appointment was at 10 and the way it was set up we had a good amount of time to look and try things on. Mom and Rachel were also going to look for a dress for themselves and we all were looking for a bridesmaids dress for Kelly. We sat and talked about what seemed like everything under the sun. When the subject of sex came up I kind of blushed as mom asked me if Ken and I had been intimate. "I have made him as happy as I could, mom. What I really wanted to wait for, and Ken agreed, was to save my new parts until the wedding night." "So I take it you have given him a bj then honey?" "Mom!", I said getting a little embarrassed at the conversation. "Don't worry sweetie, us girls can talk about these things and maybe even pass on some helpful hints to make the pleasure even more enjoyable. Isn't that right Rachel?" "Mom, I am sure that Charlotte has been doing all the right things. You have to admit she must have heard some of our conversations while growing up and wondered what it would be like." I was kind of glad that the time was coming that we had to get going to the shop. I paid for the breakfasts and we walked the next block down to The Bridal Boutique. As we walked in the place just oozed femininity. There was lace all over the place and the smell of perfume was abundant. We were only there for a few minutes before Valerie, our own consultant, came out and greeted us. "Good Morning ladies and welcome to the Bridal Boutique. My name is Valerie and I hope that I can make this trip through our store be as relaxing and as enjoyable as I possibly can." Then she turned to me and said, "I am guessing that you are Charlotte, the bride-to-be? You have that look of joy and excitement on your face." My mom spoke up and said, "You are so right Connie. She is just full of excitement and she has been really looking forward to being here for as long as she has been a girl, right dear?" With that she brought a smile to mine and Rachel's face. "Thank you Connie. The store looks wonderful and you have so many things to see." "Well, we are here to make sure that you look the part on your very special day. Would you like to browse through our catalogues first or just look at some of the mannequins on display?" I said that I would like to look through the catalogues with my mom and sister first. So she brought out a few of their booklets and sat us down at a table so we could look through and see what we could try on. "I will be right back. If you would like some coffee or tea please help yourself." After we got our cups of tea and coffee, we sat down at the table with the catalogues lying in the middle. Before we started to look through them mom looked over at me and said, "Honey do you have an idea of what you would like to look at and try on?" "Well, I kind of have some ideas, but I was also hoping that you and Rachel would be able to help me sort through some of them. What I was looking at in the magazines I had at home was something sleeveless and strapless, with possibly a bodice back to tie up. Also I would definitely like a veil to drape down the back." Mom smiled and looked over at me. "That is a great starting point Charlotte. I am so happy that you have put some thought into this. I know you have not had as much time to think about this as most young girls do, but you have obviously been doing your homework and this will be a great place to start. Let's each take one book and look through and see what catches our eye." We looked through the book for about 15 minutes before Valerie came back over to us. "Well Charlotte, I hope there were a few things that caught your eye. What I would like to do first of all is to walk around and look as some of the mannequins that are here so you can see how some of our dresses will look on a body. And then once we get a good idea of what you would like to try on we will take it from there. And we will let mom and your sister look around also so if there is anything they would like to try on they can do that also." So Valerie and I walked around the shop and looked at the dresses on the mannequins as we discussed things like what lingerie to wear underneath the dress, what to look for in the fitting and what to do the morning of the wedding. There is a lot more involved than just getting dressed and making it to the chapel. I listened to everything that she was telling me and making as many mental notes as I could. "So I think it's time we tried a few dresses on and see how the fit and feel. Are you ready?" I looked over at mom and smiled as I told Valerie that I was all set to go. I tried on a wide variety of styles and material, with each one looking better than the last. As I walked out of the dressing room with each one on I heard mom comment on how beautiful each one was and asked how they all felt. I liked the way they looked but in the back of my mind I knew that there was one dress I saw that I thought would be the one. Wouldn't you know it that it was the last dress that I was trying on. It was a sleeveless gown made of satin material with bead inlays around the chest area, with hooks in the back that made it look and feel like a corset but with lace in the back to cover up the hooks. As I stepped out of the dressing room and walked out into the seating area I heard my mom gasp as she saw me in that dress. "Charlotte that is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. You are just so stunning in that. I think that you have found the one you were looking for." I looked in the mirror after hearing mom's comments and a bright smile came over my face. Staring back at me was the most beautiful dress I have ever seen. I looked and felt like a princess. All of those days dressing up in my mom's and sisters clothes have brought me to this. And I almost felt like I was ready to cry as I have never felt more like the woman I knew I was always meant to be. This was definitely the dress for me. Valerie came over as I was standing in front of the mirror and brought over 2 different veils to go with the dress. Both veils draped over the back of my head and were attached to my hair with plastic hair bands. I decided on the longer one since the train on the dress was a little longer. "I'm so happy that you chose this dress," Valerie said. "From the moment you walked in to our shop I could see you looking at this particular dress and I could tell that something felt just right with it. Let's go and get all of your measurements so we can get this dress fitted perfectly and then you will be ready to go." So we went back into the dressing room so that Valerie could get all the necessary measurements to get my dress fitted. As we did this my mom and sis picked out their dresses for the ceremony along with a nice dress for my one attendant Kelly. As all of this was finished mom, who had a grin from ear to ear, said, "I think it's time for us girls to get a mani-pedi. My treat." So off we went to the nail salon to celebrate getting all of our dresses for my special day, and to also discuss what I wanted to do about a bridal shower. I wondered how weird it would be to invite a few of our relatives who haven't seen me for a while and would be quite surprised as to my appearance now. Mom said that I would be pleasantly surprised at their reactions, since she had told everyone about her new daughter and the upcoming nuptials. I had a lovely day spent with my mom and sister. They treated me as if I had been their daughter and sister all along, but they probably had already thought that way since they knew about my sneaking into their rooms and trying on their clothes. It was now time to start to plan and get ready for my bridal shower and making the arrangements for the wedding. * * * * * * * * Since I had never been to an actual bridal shower I did not know what to expect. Rachel had explained to me some things that will go on there, like games and eating and opening up gifts with a lot of teasing during the festivities. I was excited but a little bit scared as no one else in my family had seen me since becoming Charlotte. I could tell right off that I need not have been worried. What few cousins and Aunts that I did have were all happy to see me and to see that I was happy being the new me. I tried to chat with all of them and let them know that I was glad to see them and looking forward to the wedding. After a few games were played and lunch was served it was time to get to all the gifts that everyone had bought me. There were some nice things for the apartment and some new linens and things, but the greatest amount of teasing that I got was when the lingerie was revealed. Rachel had bought me what I was to wear on my wedding night and I have to admit that it was the sexiest thing I have ever seen. It was a white satin baby doll nightie with a matching thong bikini bottom. I took one look at it and my heart melted. I could hear a lot of hoots and "Oh My's" as I stood up and held the top up in front of me. One of my cousins yelled out "I can't see that lasting too long on your body on your wedding night." That brought a lot of laughter and a lot of agreements. I did have a lot of advise passed on to me by my aunts and cousins as I have since learned that is more or less a ritual at bridal showers. One generation passing on their wisdom and experiences to the next. I thanked everyone for being so thoughtful and kind to me as I embark on a whole new chapter in my life. One that I am sure that Charlie never imagined would happen to him but one that I know that I wouldn't have wanted any other way. My bachelorette party was another wild affair. Mom even joined Rachel, Kelly and a few of the girls from my office who I have got to know in a whole new light as a woman. They took me to a strip club where there were a few male dancers entertaining us. It was hilarious watching mom stuff dollar bills down one of the dancers g-string as he paraded around our table. A few drinks and some crazy giggling and some screaming of "take it off" and we were ready to head home. If I had felt a bit awkward in my new femininity at first all of it came more and more natural to me as my girlfriends made me feel that I had been one of them all my life. ** * * * * * * * I woke up the day of my wedding with butterflies in my stomach but feeling very anxious to get the ceremony started and have all the activity take place. Getting out of bed I could feel that I had a smile on my face that stretched from ear to ear as I got ready to take a shower. As I stood there with the water running over me I started to imagine how my life was going to be. I began to say to myself "Hello, my name is Mrs. Ken Burns" and "I am Charlotte Burns." As I thought about my soon to be husband I started to feel a little bit of tingling in my vagina as I soaped up my breasts and my nipples felt very electric. Once I got dressed I knew that Rachel was about to come over to get me and take me to the beauty parlor to get my make-up done and my hair styled. All of this pampering for my special day was something that I was looking forward to, since Rachel had told me what to expect and how I would feel. Figuring that should dress pretty casual for my appointment I brought out a pair of gray slacks and a simple white blouse. Feeling a little sexy I put on a sheer pink bra and panty set, making sure to cover up with a cami. (I really have to give thanks to Kelly for giving me some helpful pointers on what to wear on different occasions) One thing I did do before she got here was to paint my nails a stand out color of red. Everything was dry and I was ready to go when Rachel got here. We headed on to my new found sanctuary, which is the Sandstone Spa and Salon, where Ken had taken me to get my first feel for being pampered. I really fell in love with the place and have gone there ever since for all of my salon needs and spa treatments. Sara has become more that just my beautician to me. She is now one of my best friends. We walked in and were greeted immediately by Rosalie. She saw us coming in the door and jumped up from behind the desk and came running over to me to give me a big hug. "Charlotte, it is great to see you. So, today is your big day? I know that Sara has been waiting for you to come in so I will take you and your sister back to see her." "Thanks Rosalie. Everything seems to be going by so quickly I don't have much time to think about it. Maybe that's a good thing." We walked back to the salon part of the operation where everyone we walk by is saying congratulations and wishing me good luck. I just love the feeling of coming in here and seeing so many people cheerful and women feeling good about themselves. As we round the corner I spot Sara standing there with a grin from ear to ear. "Here she is the blushing bride. Charlotte you look absolutely radiant today. Good thoughts must be filling you head because you look like you are on cloud nine!" "Everything is just going by so quickly Sara that I don't have time to think about much. So many new things have happened to me that I'm just trying to take it all in. I know that Ken must think I have gone a bit crazy but I'm just trying to enjoy this feeling." "Everything is going to work out just fine. I think we should get started with you and Rachel so no one is late to the ceremony. We'll take you in to get your hair washed and set first and then we will do your make-up. Are you ready?" I sighed and said, "Let's get started". After getting my hair washed and combed out, Sara started to do a little trim work before she put my hair in rollers and set me under the dryer where I joined my sister as I tried to relax by thumbing through a magazine. I think nervous energy got the better of me as I began to turn the pages very quickly. Luckily the set was done before I could think about it and Sara brought me back to her station to take the curlers out and started to put a style in my hair that after I saw it I almost started to cry again. "This looks beautiful Sara." She smiled and said we were now going to work on the make-up. Sara began by putting on a light Cover Girl liquid base. To make sure there was no shine she used some powder and then, using a rose colored blush, put a little highlight to my cheeks. Satisfied that it looked good she began to work on my eyes. The first thing she did was to use a black eyeliner pencil and did a little outline on the top and bottom of my eyes. To bring out the blue in my eyes she used a blend of light blue and gray eye shadow. Saying that we didn't need to put any false eyelashes on since my lashes were going to be long enough she used some L'Oreal Voluminous Mascara to lengthen and put more volume on them. Satisfied that they eyes were perfect she wanted to finish up on my lips. She used a pink wet lipstick to make them shimmer and as she put it, "Make them look very kissable". "Charlotte I think that you are going to be a gorgeous bride today. I want you to take a good look and tell me if there is anything that you want me to touch up or change while we still have some time." I looked in the mirror and staring back at me was someone I have always dreamed of becoming. There was a woman of style and who looked extremely happy. I told Sara that she did a wonderful job and I couldn't be any happier. As Rachel and I left the salon I told Sara that I would see her a little later at the wedding. Rosalie took one look at me and wished me well today. I thanked everyone for making me feel beautiful today as we walked out and got into the car to head back to the apartment to get ready for the ceremony. * * * * * * * * As my bridesmaid Kelly, Rachel, Mom and I got dressed I wanted to try and savor this moment forever. I got my new bridal lingerie out and, taking my time putting it on, slipped the panties up my legs and put the sheer strapless bra on that made my already ample breasts look another size bigger. Mom took one look and exclaimed that she knew that bra would not last long on me once Ken and I got to our honeymoon suite. Rachel and Kelly joined in trying to embarrass me as much as they could. Mom smiled and told me to be proud of my feminine ways and use them whenever I needed them. Taking the wedding dress off of the hanger I step into the dress and have my mom and Rachel help to pull the gown up and adjust everything. Luckily I decided to go on that little diet and to work out at the gym so the dress would fit like a glove. As I stand in front of the full length mirror they put all of the eyelets together in the back of the dress. I check the front of the dress to make sure that nothing is going to fall out as I walk around the room. I sit down on my little bench seat as I put on my white 3 inch heels. Everything just feels so wonderful on me as I get up and practice walking, trying to glide and to take short steps. After everyone else gets ready to go we head out into the limo that has arrived to take us to the chapel for my big day. Both Ken and I decided to make this a small affair with family and a few friends in attendance. We arrive by the side door as I slowly slide out and walk in as the Chaplin greets us and shows everyone where to go to get ready to begin. As I walk down the aisle to the strains of 'Here Comes the Bride" I can't help but feel that I just love who I am and that I want to make my husband the happiest man in the world. Getting closer to the head of the chapel I see Ken standing there. He gives me a wink as I take his arm and walk to the Chaplin. The ceremony was over in a flash as we exchanged a few words that we had written ourselves to commemorate this day. When the Chaplin announced that we were husband and wife and that he may now kiss the bride I felt like I was going to melt. For all of the times we had kissed this one was the most memorable as we walked arm in arm down the aisle. We had a little reception for 40 people where we had dinner and some conversation. All of the time we sat there or when we wondered around thanking everyone for coming I could only think about what was ahead of us later that night. Finally we said our good-byes and headed out to our waiting car to take us to a surprise location that Ken selected. When we got to the hotel and Ken walked up to the desk and as for the reservation for Mr. and Mrs. Burns I realized that I was never happier than I was at that moment. When we got to the honeymoon suite he stopped and, picking me up, carried me across the threshold. As he put me down he looked me in the eye and said, "Hello Mrs. Burns, I hope these accommodations are ok." I grabbed him and after a long kiss I said "let me show you how appreciative I am. I need to get ready first. Would you please unbuckle my dress?" Ken had me turn around as he undid the laces in the back and unhooked the eyelets on my dress. As the dress slowly fell to the floor I turned to face Ken. He saw my bra and immediately reached behind me to unhook the snaps. Mom was right, I thought as he began to massage my nipples. I stepped back and told him to hold on as I would be right back. I went into the bathroom to take off my make-up and slip on the nightie that the girls had bought for me at my shower. As I looked in the mirror I couldn't help but think how hot I looked. I opened the door and stood in the doorway as Ken lay on the bed, patting the pillow to have me lay down beside him. I gave as good of a sexy walk as I possibly could and stood over the bed. Ken stood up and reached behind me to draw me towards him. We had a very long lingering kiss as out tongues explored each other's mouth. He reached down and pulled my nightie over my head. Tossing it to the floor he picked me up and gently put me down on the bed. I was already beginning to feel very wet as the anticipation of having that big cock was more than I could take. My hands ran down the side of him as I reached his crouch. Putting my hand inside his underwear I rolled them down his legs as I grabbed his member. While I slowly stroked it I began to kiss my way down his chest. When I reached his stomach I turned my body around so that we were in the 69 position. As I started to kiss his now enlarged cock, Ken began to use his tongue on my newly formed and a little wet vagina. This was the first time anyone besides myself had touch down there in a sexual manner and I was starting to feel waves of pleasure that I had never felt before. I ran my tongue up and down the shaft and kissed the head as a little bit of pre cum came out. As I licked at that I heard a low moan come from Ken as I started to squirm since his tongue was hitting all the right spots. Before I could get him off he picked himself off of me and, turning back around, starting to kiss and nibble at my nipples. I pushed them into his mouth to let him know that I wanted him to continue. He went from right to left as his hand began to work on my clit. The feeling was so overwhelming I just couldn't take it anymore. "Darling, I need you inside me," I squealed out as all my nerve endings seemed to be jumping. I grabbed at that now very excited tool and slowly began to guide it into my canal. The feeling I got was so much more intense that my dildos as he slowly slid in and out, all the while massaging my nipples that were now extremely hard. We started to get a good rhythm going as his thrusts were met by my body reaching out to meet him. I put my legs straight up in the air to get all of him inside me. As our bodies merged and our rhythm increased I couldn't help myself as I let out screams and moans and anything else that showed the pleasure I was enjoying now. I felt like I had at least 2 orgasms before Ken finally let loose and I could feel him filling me with waves of cum. It took a few minutes for me to finally calm down and begin to breathe normally again. I hugged him with everything I had and told him that he had made me the happiest woman in the world. * * * * * * * So that's how my story began as I became the woman I feel I was always meant to be. Ken and I have been happily married now for a few years and we even decided to adopt two children to make our family complete. We now have a daughter Heather who is 10 and a son who we named Charles who is now 8. I love being a mom and housewife and still able to run my company with the help of my very best friend Kelly and my new partner, my sister Rachel. I have become even more close to my mom and sister than I ever was, and we love to spend time together shopping and just being together. I love both of my children very much and I would not want to deprive them of anything if I can. And if Heather and I start to see that our son and brother is going after our clothes and experimenting on his own I hope that we will be like my mom and sister was to me. And if he comes to me expressing any desires about dressing and being like his mom I might have to let him "Listen to the music."