In, Feet First
It was a bright February morning, he had been out of bed since six
preparing his body and hair, and it was now ten o'clock as he sat at the
desk in the cramped flat, his freshly manicured hands, with the bright
red extended nails, trembled as they broke the seal on the new pack of
10 denier tights. Carefully he pulled them from the pack and doughnutted
each leg up to the panty, slowly and deliberately, removing the foam toe
separators, placing each of his feet with their newly painted, and now
dry, nails in the feet of the tights, he stood and let the satin
dressing gown slip to the floor. He patiently worked the tights up his
now hairless legs until the waistline enclosed the flesh coloured
control panty which enclosed his now engorged member which he could feel
was dampening the gusset of the body-shaping garment. He was thrilled
how they felt and looked, delighted with the shade and marvelled at the
feminine appearance the combination of toenail colour and hairless legs
gave him, sitting again, he absent-mindedly drew his hands along each
thigh, his eyes half closing and his lips parting releasing a near
silent sigh as, he languished in and savoured the feel of the nylon
against his hairless legs. Of course he had done this before, after all
he was approaching his twentieth birthday, but this was a day of firsts,
it was the first time he'd worn a brand new pair of tights, the first
time that he'd worn his own tights and not his mother's retrieved from
the laundry hamper, the first time in many years his body was free of
hair, the first time he'd painted his toe nails and extended his finger
nails, the first time he would wear all his own female garments, the
first time he had estrogens coursing through his veins.
Nick had always presented as an effeminate boy, he was slight in build
and had taken all the bullying at school meted out to those considered
sissies, but latterly had become determined that he was not just
effeminate or a sissy but wanted to be female, was female, he was a
transsexual, and he was sure. He had dressed many times in items of his
mother's, pilfered from the laundry hamper, but he had never before worn
an unused garment or prepared his body in the way a female of his age
might do.
He had moved into the flat six weeks before, immediately after the New
Year and he had spent much of his spare time, since moving, combing the
internet and shopping for all of the items he was now trying for the
first time. Before his move Nick had lived with his widowed mother just
three miles away, but he had flown the nest, claiming he needed his
independence, much to his mother's chagrin, but in truth it had all been
so he could fulfil his long felt desire to do what he was doing at this
very moment.
The rest of the clothing he was to wear today was neatly laid out on the
bed, he turned and picked up the matching grey silk French knickers and
bra set, he effortlessly pulled on the knickers until the waist band met
with the waistbands of the tights and control panty. He took the bra and
clipped the hooks and eyes together just above his now constrained
waistline, he purposefully worked the fastening round to his back until
the bra cups lay flat and inverted just below his pecs. Reaching out
across the bed he found the box containing his brand new breast forms,
he picked out the form marked L and placed it in the left bra cup, with
his left thumb hooked under the left strap, simultaneously with his
right hand he pulled the loose flesh of his left pec upwards and deftly
with his left hand placed the strap over his shoulder, he repeated the
procedure for the right breast. He played with the strap adjusters and
smiled to himself as a small but definite cleavage formed at the centre
of his chest.
He returned to the chair of his desk were all manner of makeup items
were neatly laid out, he first took a pair of tweezers and picked up his
shaving mirror and started to pluck the underside of his eyebrows, he
spent nearly twenty minutes on each brow, he removed just enough to
define the lower curve of the brows but not too much as to thin them
drastically. Generally pleased with the resulting shape, but not the
redness the plucking had caused he put down the mirror and tweezers.
Picking up the small circular sponge and bottle of foundation, he
carefully applied the flesh toned mask lightly to his face and blending
the solution down his neck. Once satisfied the foundation was applied
evenly he continued to paint his face using the combination of pencils
and powders available to him. He then removed a false eyelash from its
case, with an unexpected difficulty due to the unfamiliar nail length,
applied a thin line of glue before clumsily attaching the lash to his
upper lid. Once satisfied he repeated the process before outlining his
lips and filling the outline with the new creamy lipstick which matched
his nail colour; finally he pumped the mascara wand in its tube and with
mouth open and the other eye closed applied the waterproof cosmetic
generously to each eye.
"Voila" he said to himself, as he admired his reflection in the mirror,
he smiled as he realised that he had achieved his most convincing female
look yet, he was unsure why, whether it was that he had used his own
cosmetics rather than his mother's or that he had reshaped his brows or
just the false eyelashes which seemed to accentuate his bright green
eyes. Just looking at his face the casual observer would undoubtedly see
the face of an attractive, but not pretty, woman, that was enough for
him, he was happy with that. Carefully he removed the large rollers from
his washed and conditioned shoulder length mousy brown hair, which now
was almost dry, brushing and combing the hair whilst blow drying, he
very nearly achieved the look which he had sought, the technique being
learnt from U-Tube. He was delighted and could not stop smiling at his
mirror image; effortlessly he removed the gold sleepers from his ears
and replaced them with a pair of pearl drop earrings. A final spritz of
perfume and his conversion for today was almost complete.
Nick stood and sashayed across to the full length mirror on the back of
the wardrobe door and stood admiring his image for a full ten minutes,
twisting and turning to take a critical look from every available
perspective. He was thin, but too thin, his refection was that of a
young woman or older teenage girl, with a boyish shape, the waist may
have been a little thick and the hips could do to be larger. His faux
breasts and the convincingly created cleavage along with the flattish V
at his crotch ensured the image he now presented looked sufficiently
female to bring a smile to his coloured lips. He was so pleased that his
member was now rock hard, he quickly turned and headed to the bathroom
where he lowered his pants and tights, releasing the engorged but still
small rod from its confines, it only took a few rapid strokes before he
orgasmed with greater than normal ferocity. After clearing up and
carefully readjusting his clothing he returned to the bedroom.
Walking over to the bed he picked up the grey blouse, carefully pulling
the translucent garment over his head so as not to disturbed his hair or
make up, adjusting the sleeves which came loosely to the elbow, after
tying the bow fastening at the rear of the round neck. He stooped and
picked up the black floral lace pencil skirt, undoing the side zip he
pooled the skirt in front of him and stepped in, he struggled to fully
close the zip, but eventually managed. He then sat at the desk and
picked up the new pair of black patent court shoes with a mid height
heel, one at a time he raised his legs off the floor and carefully
placed his toes in each of the shoes, standing he rose to stand 5 feet 9
inches in his heels. He wiggled over to the mirror and started a self
critical review of his appearance for the second time in less than half
an hour. His overall impression of himself was pleasing, his waist may
be a little wide and his hips a little narrow but that apart he was
confident that he could venture out into the big wide world and not be
read by many people, but this was not his plan for this weekend, he was
going to spend time in his flat continuing practising feminine gestures
and mannerisms, along with the vocal coaching that he had spent the
evenings and weekends for last four weeks trying to master, he had come
a long way and could now find an acceptable tone and timbre but he knew
he needed further practice.
He loved the clothes; the flimsy grey blouse with the three contrasting
silk black pleats, which ran down the front over his faux bosom, the
delicate lace detail on the skirt which was a reasonable fit considering
his lack of natural curves, the heels and the way they shaped his ankles
and legs in a very feminine manner, the tan tights however did not
please his ultra critical eye; he also noticed two small patches of hair
on his right leg and made a note that he would have to deal with them
later. He stepped out of the heels raised the skirt and pulled the
knickers and tights down with an ease belying the fact this was not his
normal attire. Almost without thinking he untangled the knickers from
the tights threw the knickers on the bed and opened the top drawer of
his dresser, balling the tights he placed them with care in the drawer
and shuffled the five packs of new tights until he found a nearly black
pair. With his long nails he sliced open the top of the plastic pack and
withdrew the tights, the cardboard stiffener falling to the floor as he
let the legs dangle from the waistband. He sat at the desk with the
skirt hitched to his new higher waist and slowly and meticulously
doughnutted the legs as he'd done previously with the tan pair. After
placing his toes in the reinforced ends of the tights he drew them
slowly up his legs savouring the embrace of the darker nylon, again they
were a fine denier and he revelled in adjusting them over the upper part
of his legs, without further ado he collected the knickers from the bed
and in no time had them on and the skirt readjusted, he wobbled slightly
as he stood into his shoes and walked towards the wardrobe mirror. He
stood entranced for fully thirty minutes. Swaying this way and that,
coquettishly appraising himself, he was happy oh so happy, but had
things to do so reluctantly he pulled himself away from the mirror and
decided to prepare himself some lunch. As he turned towards the kitchen
he noticed the errant cardboard stiffener and was about to bend at the
waist and pick it up, but caught himself, he bent at ankles and knees
lowering his bottom near the floor and retrieved the card, he struggled
to rise and made a note to himself he must practice that some more.
After a light lunch of a sandwich he washed his plate and walked into
the small but cosy lounge, his heels resonating on the laminate floor,
the noise in itself was pleasing to his ears. He made his way to the
corner of the lounge, where his laptop was set up on the small console
table, behind which on the wall hung yet another mirror. He sat brushing
his skirts underneath him and crossing his legs at the knee. He started
his laptop and located the female voice course he had downloaded a month
ago, with his smart phone set to Dictaphone mode, for the next hour and
a half, he followed the directions given on the course, he found the
female register without any difficulty and after an hour it was
beginning to feel natural, yet knew he had to continue to practice until
it did not break every five minutes or so. Whilst talking into his phone
during the periods of practice he would stand and walk to the bedroom,
he thought to practise walking and talking but subconsciously it was so
he could gaze at his reflection in the wardrobe mirror. Several times he
had to snap out of his reverie to gather his thoughts and recommence his
vocal practice.
At two thirty, just as he was practicing a tricky piece of inflection,
his mobile phone rang and the screen flashed the caller's name, he
almost dropped the phone but managed to slide the answer bar and put the
phone to his ear.
"He...Hello Mum," he chimed initially in the female register but he
quickly managed to retrieve the lower tones of his usual voice.
"Hello Nick, are you alright you sounded a bit croaky there?" his mother
fussed
"I'm fine, just a frog in the throat, how are you" he responded calmly,
his mind however was racing "what would she say if she could see me now?
She'd have a fit. I wish I had the balls to tell her - no strike that I
wish I'd never had balls, soon I won't if all goes well, maybe she'd
like to have a daughter - no she's such a prude, what would Mrs Brown
think?"
"I'm good," she said interrupting his drift. "I thought you could come
for Sunday roast tomorrow about two after all it's been a fortnight
since I've seen you."
"Hell I've got plans- I'm going to dress tomorrow- I'm going to-" "Sorry
Mum I'm going out into the country with some people from work."
"Oh well, that's nice, come when you get back and we'll have a late
dinne.r"
"Sorry Mum but we're not going to get back till late we're having dinner
in a pub and won't be back 'til 10 o'clock or so."
"Oh OK son maybe next week then."
"We'll see, I'll let you know," he replied.
"Well make sure you do," his mother grumbled.
They continued to chat for another for what seemed like an hour to Nick
but was in fact only about 10minutes, eventually they hung up and Nick,
continued with his vocal exercises for another half hour. He decided to
give it a rest a spent the rest of the afternoon browsing a ladies
fashion magazine, making mental notes of clothes and make up tips he
would add to his wish list. He sat on the sofa cross legged, carelessly
twisting the ends of his hair, at times, wishing he was the model in the
magazine, at others, imagining he was in the arms of a big hunky man,
succumbing delicately to his wily charms.
After preparing and eating his dinner he returned to the lounge and
rather than watch some mind numbing television decided to read Jane Eyre
aloud to his Dictaphone, feeling great empathy with the main character.
Playing back the Dictaphone he was extremely pleased that he could now
sound convincing for considerable periods without his voice breaking or
cracking, he felt his throat was a little sore so decided to give up and
go to bed.
He removed his clothes with care and folded each item or hung it in the
wardrobe as appropriate, from a dresser drawer he retrieved an ivory
silk full length nightdress, with spaghetti straps and lace appliqu? at
the bosom, sighing as the silk flowed down his naked body, the matching
panties barely able to hold his once more engorged cock. After cleansing
his face with makeup remover he moisturised, then remembered the
unwanted patches of hairs on his right leg and spent the half hour
before climbing under the duvet, sat on top of the bed, his legs raised
and given a going over with the battery powered epilator. As he climbed
under the duvet he grabbed the pills from the bedside cabinet and ended
the day as he had started swallowing the solid package of estrogen. Soon
he was blissfully asleep, knowing that today he had made huge strides to
his almost lifelong quest to be the girl he felt he was.
On Sunday he rose a bit later at 8o'clock, today was to be a repeat of
Saturday, but he had less preparation to take care of as his nails were
still painted and he had no hair below his chin, he showered using the
feminine shower gel and washed and conditioned his hair.
His preparations followed exactly the same routine as the previous day
except today, he wore a red peplum dress with a cowl neck and cap
sleeves, over a red silk French designed rose lace padded plunge bra
with matching mini Brazilian knickers, along with the same control panty
and tan coloured tights that he had worn yesterday. On his feet he wore
a pair of red peep toe bow high heel shoes, with a 31/2 inch heel. His
makeup was as understated today as it had been yesterday, the only
difference being he used a brown palette for his eye shadow, rather than
the blues of yesterday. His hair was curled under in the same style as
yesterday also, but today he had created a tighter curl, he bent over
his desk and replaced the pearl drop earrings with two single pearl
studs, struggling still with his long nails to fix the small fastener to
the back of each lobe.
He clip-clopped to the wardrobe mirror the chunkier heels of these shoes
making a deeper but still distinctively female sound of walking compared
to the stilettos of yesterday. He looked down. He loved the patent red
with the thick fabric bow and peep-toe of his shoes, so definingly
female he thought, especially with the matching nail colour. He gasped
as he caught sight of his image, although he had made apparently few
changes to the overall scheme of his appearance, today it just shouted
woman, and no one could ever read him as a male in a dress. He dropped
to his knees
"Omigod I can really do this," he said aloud in a completely female
tone, a tear formed at the corner of each eye, he had never been
happier. He spent hours in front of the mirror walking and then sitting
and standing in a chair until he felt at ease doing each movement, all
the while still not believing how good he looked and felt.
After lunch he sat at his laptop, surfing the net window shopping for
clothes, he had four outfits in his bedroom but was not yet in hurry to
purchase any more, so he started reading stories on a trans-fiction
website, he was part way through a forced feminisation story of how a
cross dresser's wife had discovered his secret due to traces of make up,
when he suddenly stood, looking with horror at his hands.
"Oh No!" he cried. "Stupid stupid, stupid! I haven't got anything to
remove this nail polish and false nails! What'll I do? I can't go to
work like this tomorrow." He knew he could cut the nails down to their
normal length but it would take forever to scratch off the polish.
"Don't panic - think." He looked at the clock on his laptop, it was only
three thirty, the pharmacy about a mile and half away would be open for
another half an hour on a Sunday, he didn't have time to change into his
male stuff and anyway he'd look very strange with red nails, there was
nothing for it but to go en-femme, he quickly skipped to the bedroom and
located his wallet, he took out all the notes, about fifty pounds, found
his only handbag, black medium sized with shoulder strap threw in the
keys to his flat and his bright red Mini, adding the hairbrush and a few
cosmetics, after he'd checked and touched up his make up. He suddenly
thought why not and spritzed himself for the second time that day with
perfume, he crept to his front door, why he crept he didn't know he
realised, as he peered through the small spyhole in the centre of the
door. The corridor was clear. "If anyone sees me or challenges me I'll
just say I'm my own sister - no-one here knows me well enough to know I
don't have a sister." He cracked the door to check again that the coast
was clear, as he bent forward the handbag swung forwards slamming the
door shut. He repeated the door opening this time keeping a firm grip on
the bag, it was all clear so he opened the door fully and minced to the
lift, the journey down to the car park and his car was uneventful, he
struggled to get into the car but remembering all the stories he'd read
on line finally managed, albeit somewhat inelegantly he'd have to
remember to put his handbag in the car before trying at the pharmacy he
thought.
The drive to the pharmacy went without incident although he found he
could brake and change gear easier without his shoes, it was something
else he would have to practice. As the pharmacy came into view he was
relieved to see several vacant parking spaces outside, he naturally
picked the nearest to the door. He parked and managed to get out of the
car in a far better fashion than he had done getting in, he picked up
his handbag and although trembling from head to foot managed to remember
the mantra "small steps, one foot in front of the other, head up, chest
out" which he repeated to himself until he entered the store, once
inside the double doors he stood momentarily getting his bearings and
trying to locate the nail care section, he soon realised it was at the
rear of the store in the far right corner. He resumed his feminine gait
repeating his mantra, he reached the central cross aisle of the store
and was half way round the corner when he spotted Sheila, a colleague
from work, perusing nail polishes right by where he wanted to be, he
immediately turned left and started to pick up hair colouring and
pretended to be reading the label, but serruptiously keeping an eye on
Sheila, by chance he'd picked up a dark reddish brown a colour very
similar to that of Sheila's own colour. Just as he was about to replace
the box Sheila turned and strode quickly towards him, Nick froze, just
as Sheila reached the cross aisle she looked straight at him, her eyes
scanned him from top to bottom and with her eye finally fixed on the
hair product said,
"That's a lovely colour, I use it sometimes when I can't afford the
salon" she said nodding at the box he was almost crushing with fear.
"Oh Thank you," he managed to respond. "Is it easy to use?" he added as
an afterthought.
"Yes, if you follow the label," Sheila replied leaving Nick alone in the
right hand aisle.
He quickly composed himself. "Phew I don't think she recognised me,"
smiled to himself and moved down the aisle to the nail care products, he
quickly found the nail polish remover, but was then drawn to the
polishes themselves soon he was holding two new nail colours, the
remover and the hair colourant as he made his way to the tills in
somewhat of a daze repeating to himself, "Short steps......." He stood
in the short queue for one of the tills, not realising that Sheila was
opposite him in the queue to the other till, she was trying to place
where she knew the woman with the hair dye from, but she could not
figure it out, how was she to know that she worked with this woman but
when at work, this woman, was a man.
Having paid for his purchases, Nick turned towards the exit.
"That colour will suit you," Sheila announced as she walked out of the
store alongside Nick, adding, "Don't I know you?"
"I hope it does," replied Nick and, "No I don't think I know you, I'm
new here."
Adding "and thanks for the help" as he turned towards the opposite way
to his workmate. He was tempted to walk straight passed his car, but
turned to see where Sheila was, and found she was nowhere to be seen,
little realising that she had already joined her husband in the
passenger seat of their car. He walked to his car and placing his
handbag and new cosmetics on the passenger seat, smoothly and without
fuss entered his Mini. Nick pulled out of the parking space and headed
home oblivious to the fact that Sheila had spotted the mystery shopper
in the red dress drive passed in a red Mini. Sheila did not connect the
Mini, the woman in the red dress and shoes with Nick her team supervisor
at work, but still convinced she knew the woman, she soon stopped
troubling herself and thought no more of it that day.
Nick made it back to his flat without further incident, but on arriving
home breathed a deep sigh of relief, dropped his bags, kicked each of
his legs backwards and removed his heels, poured himself a stiff drink
and relaxed on the sofa, his legs folded under his bottom. He survived
his first excursion outside, although he had nagging doubts that his
meeting Sheila would come back and bite him somehow. He decided he would
clean off all his cosmetics in preparation for work tomorrow, however
after removing the nail polish to his hands and extensions to his nails
he relented and changed into his dressing gown, nightie and panties and
spent the rest of the evening mindlessly watching television. He cleaned
off his make up and went to bed exhausted setting his alarm for his
usual seven o'clock wake up.
At seven that Monday morning he showered as usual and dressed in his
normal casual work attire, the only vestiges of his fem weekend were his
now hairless body arms and legs and the bright red polish to his toes,
or so he thought.
What Nick did not realise there were still discernible remains of his
feminine weekend, far more than he imagined, the curve of his eyebrows
was sharper than those that left work on Friday, remnants of nail colour
remained at the sides of some of his fingernails, faint traces of his
expensive perfume surrounded his presence, his usual straight ponytail
had just that bit more curl and body than his pre-weekend style.
His week started at work with him giving his normal team talk to the
seven girls in his call-centre team, he gave his team talk on the
targets for the week and outlined a new technique to seal a deal passed
down to him by the management team. All the while he gave his
presentation, Sheila observed him in microscopic detail, unsure what was
troubling her, some others in the team also observed him with more than
the usual interest, they all sensed something was innately different
about Nick but couldn't figure out what.
The rest of the day passed as usual as far as Nick was concerned,
however he didn't realise that he was the topic of much conjecture when
four of his team Sheila, Sue, Anne, and Marie lunched together, they all
said there was something different about Nick but couldn't place what
that was, they agreed to watch him carefully to try and figure it out.
Because he was always somewhat effeminate and not particularly macho,
they all thought he was gay anyway, so never had fancied him, and
therefore had not particularly analysed his appearance in any depth
before, he was just Nick their supervisor who did them no harm and was
always pleasant enough but never figured in any of the girls fantasies',
unlike some members of the senior management team.
The girls worked in their cubicles for the rest of the day, Nick visited
them at their work stations occasionally, especially when they indicated
on the system that they had a problem with a particular caller, so it
was only on these occasions that they could observe him closely. It
turned out that only Anne identified anything strange, she caught a
faint whiff of the Chanel perfume he had worn the previous day, and she
recognised it immediately as she used it herself.
The rest of the week passed without anything of particular note
happening, Anne of course reported her discovery at the girls Tuesday
lunchtime meeting, but naturally as time passed, the traces of Nick's
feminine weekend had lessened, but the girls agreed to try and spot
anything else of note. Nick spent the evenings practising the female
vocal course, he wore the dressing gown, nightie and pants, and on some
evenings he also wore makeup, he also took his double dose of estrogen,
but nothing that reinforced the tell tale signs of his feminine
experience. Buoyed by the trip to the pharmacy he decided, during a
quiet period that Thursday at work, that he would go shopping en femme
at the weekend, he needed a coat, as winter was here, but was
particularly mild at the moment, and that could change soon. Fridays
shift could not end quickly enough, the moment he got home, he would
transform into his female persona, for the whole weekend once again.
As soon as he arrived home on the Friday evening, he stripped and
depilated, as his legs had the first signs of stubble, after
moisturising, he pulled on his control panty and sat at the desk which
doubled as his dressing table, picking up the shaving mirror and
tweezers he looked for any stragglers, but on impulse decided to thin
his brows at little further, without really considering the consequences
for his return to male mode, his brows ended up only marginally thinner
but with a definite feminine arch. Once again the skin was red and
puffy, he rose and went to the bathroom and closely shaved his face, in
preparation to put on his makeup, he realised as he foamed his chin that
his brows could no longer be described as male or even unisex, they had
the shape that defined a female. He shrugged his shoulders and thought
"what the hell I can't undo what I've done I'll have to think up some
excuse, I know ..got drunk...passed out...friends shaved them" an hour
or so later he was standing admiring his reflection in the wardrobe
mirror, he was fully made up, his hair curled under framing his now
almost pretty face, the brows had lifted the look and seemed now to make
his eyes larger than he had achieved last weekend, the pearl studs
glinted. He wore a slash neck animal print dress tan tights and his
black patent court shoes, with a three inch stiletto, he was delighted
with the look, although his was a little critical about his lack of
hips. Under the dress he wore the same lingerie as he had worn the
previous Saturday, he cocked his right leg at the knee and placed his
left hand on his waist and air kissed his reflection, he was in love
with himself like this, he scurried to the bathroom and frantically
removed his underwear as far as his knees and with barely a couple of
strokes, came in several mammoth spurts. He cleaned up, made himself a
salad and spent the evening in front of the television, which he didn't
really watch, he was too busy writing a supermarket shopping list, and
extending and painting his fingernails, he used the metallic bronze
polish, bought on Sunday, which went well with the dress he wore and
would wear tomorrow for his shopping expeditions.
Once his nails had dried he made his way to bed, carefully removing his
clothes and makeup before luxuriating in his silk nightie, he popped an
estrogen pill and was soon fast asleep. He woke with a start, it was
just past seven, and he was nervously excited as he jumped into action,
popping his morning pill, as he rose, in just over an hour he was ready
dressed again in the animal print dress, tan hose and black stilettos,
his makeup was flawless and not a hair out of place he was once again
absorbing and loving his reflection in the wardrobe mirror "a little
over the top for the supermarket but what the heck" he thought.
Luckily it was warm for the time of year so no need for a coat and just
after nine, he was clip-clopping across the concrete floor of the
underground car park to his Mini, he remembered the lessons learned last
weekend and swung his handbag onto the passenger seat before making a
far more elegant entry than his previous attempts. He was more nervous
than his first venture out, that was driven by the need to get the
polish remover, but this trip was by choice, he drove round the block of
the supermarket three times before he summoned the courage to go in.
Although feeling extremely nervous indeed he was trembling as other
customers checked out the "woman in the animal print dress" the
supermarket trip went without incident. An hour and a half later he
steered the red Mini out of the underground car park for the second time
that morning, this time turning left and heading for the main shopping
area.
Growing in confidence he strolled through the shopping area,
occasionally stopping and admiring the displays in the womenswear shops
and for the first time in his life being able to linger without
embarrassment. At the fourth women's clothes shop he spotted a
decorative embroidered tunic dress, a beautiful LBD which he just had to
have, he walked inside and cruised the aisle, his gait and posture gave
no hint that he was not a woman. Just as he found the rack holding the
LBD in the window an assistant approached,
"Hello. Can I help miss?" she sang.
"Oh, yes the black dress in the window, do you have it in a size 12?"
Nick responded in his light feminine tones.
"I think we still have one, let me see," the assistant said as she
rattled the hangers, locating a 12 and removing it with a flourish from
the rail, she held it up towards Nick. "Here we are, would you like to
try it on? The dressing rooms are over here." She turned without waiting
for a response and motioned for Nick to follow her, somewhat
flabbergasted Nick followed her, as he had intended to just buy the
dress without trying it on. The assistant fully opened the partly open
curtain of a cubicle, hung the dress on a hook and motioned to Nick to
enter, which he did, adding, "Thank You" as the assistant swished the
curtain shut.
Standing with his back to the curtain, Nick undid the back zip of his
dress, removed his arms from the sleeves and allowed the dress to pool
on the floor, stepping out he bent elegantly at the knee, picked it up
and hung it on a spare hook. Taking the new dress off the hanger he
undid the rear button at the keyhole feature, he stepped in and just as
he was about to do up the button, the curtain swished open,
"How are we doing? Here let me help" the effusive assistant called as
she reached out and deftly closed the button.
Adding, "There's a mirror here," as Nick turned.
He stepped out of the cubicle and admired himself in the mirror.
"It gorgeous, I love it" Nick enthused, as he felt his member stiffen in
its confines, he did in truth look gorgeous, not a hint of masculinity
to be seen he was enthralled, the sheer sleeves adding to the femininity
of the whole vision. He swayed and twisted admiring his femininity, he
felt totally immersed in the feminine, he was delighted that he could
carry this off, his confidence grew by leaps and bounds especially as
the assistant said
"Oh that's beautiful, it looks better on you than any of the others I've
sold."
"Thank you," he said blushing. "It is wonderful isn't it?"
"I'll take it" as he stepped back into the cubicle. He closed the
curtain and quickly changed, placing his new purchase on the hanger he
hurried to the till, followed by the eager assistant, at the till she
scanned the dress and with a practised ease folded the garment and slid
it into the store's stiff paper bag
"?49.50 please," she said standing the carrier bag on the counter
Nick fumbled in his handbag and thoughtlessly produced his credit card
which he proffered to the assistant. "I'll have to get a purse," he
thought.
The assistant fed the card into the machine, she raised an eyebrow as
she read the name on the card Mr Nicholas Webb, but not wanting to lose
her commission stayed mum and handed Nick the card reader.
Nick entered the PIN, whilst the assistant scrutinised him, she'd served
trannies before but she could not discern any maleness in the woman
standing before her,
"I'll pop the receipt in the bag" as she handed Nick the bag in on hand
and returned his card with the other.
Nick turned to leave "Thank you, and bye," he trilled.
"Bye and I'm sure he'll like it."
"Sorry?" Nick responded.
"Your husband or whoever's card it is."
"Of course, I'm sure he will" Nick beamed and was still smiling to
himself as he entered the store next door, he found himself with a new
found confidence, he hadn't been read, by someone who would know, he
happily browsed the rails like all the other women in this new store
when he found it, an angora belted coat trench with notch lapel, in a
pale camel colour. He quickly sorted out a size 12 and removed it from
the hanger, he put down his newly purchased dress and handbag and
shrugged himself into the coat, he thoughtlessly wrapped the left side
over the right, as a man would, but suddenly realised his error and
quickly corrected himself fastening the concealed button and then the
belt round his now higher faux waist, the coat fell to just above the
knee, he walked over to a mirror revelling in the comfort of the coat,
he tilted his head to one side and admired himself, and his soon to be
new coat. He loved the way it fitted and even liked the fact that the
hem of his animal print dress showed a couple of inches below the coat,
he marvelled at his legs. "You don't have a bad pair of pins -even
though I say so myself" he mused, and it was true many a woman would be
jealous of his legs. Once again his reverie was broken by an
enthusiastic salesperson who quickly sealed the deal, no comment was
made as he added nearly ?250 to his credit card, he had asked to wear
the coat out, he was feeling the chill as the temperature was dropping
nearer to the norm for February and the assistant obliged by cutting of
the price tags and other labels, he walked out of the store brimming
with happiness and joy. His next store to call was across the road from
where he exited wearing his camel coat, he carefully made his way across
and started perusing the long boots, after trying on several pairs he
tried on a brown knee high pair with side zip fastening mid block heel,
buckle and strap feature with a round toe, he felt sure the male
assistant was feeling him up as he helped Nick pull on the boots, Nick
smiled to himself and thought, "If only you knew what I'm hiding in my
panties matey, I think you might have quite a surprise." He smiled
generously at the pervy lad and after doing the usual walk to and from
the mirror, returned to the seat and replaced his courts on his nylon
clad and now achy feet.
After buying the boots he continued shopping until nearly 5pm, laden
with purchases he wearily made his way home, with a contented smile. He
made his way into his bedroom and dumped the bags on the bed, he'd spent
far more than intended but he was delighted, apart from the purchases
already mentioned he'd spent nearly a ?1000, his buying had included a
purse and matching brown designer handbag, some new earrings and other
jewellery, more undies including camis, a garter belt and seamed
stockings, makeup items, a couple of blouses and a skirt. He sat on the
bed removed his heels and rubbed his weary toes, in the same way he'd
seen his mother do many times, which suddenly reminded him "Shit" he
thought "I haven't rung Mum about lunch tomorrow" . He walked out to the
kitchen poured himself a white wine and picked up the phone.
He didn't want to go, he decided to ring Jenny, his lifelong friend who
lived next door but two when they were growing up, Jenny stilled lived
with her parents, they had been very close and still met occasionally
when Jen wasn't chasing boys.
In his male register he coughed. "Hi, is Jen there? Its Nick," he
replied as Jen's Dad had answered the phone, a moment later Jen was on
the phone.
They tittle-tattled for several minutes, before Jen asked what he'd been
up to today.
"Oh just shopping" he quickly responded.
"Yes, what did you buy?" she inquired.
"A lovely coat" he replied without thinking.
"Lovely?" Jen mused. "Odd, strange word for Nick to use."
"Tell me, what's it like?" she asked.
"Better than that, how about I show you?" he proffered.
"That'd be good, when, where?"
"How about Starbuck's tomorrow 4o'clock, then maybe we can come back
here, I've got quite a bit of new stuff I'd like your opinion on" he
ventured
"That'd be great" she enthused.
"OK done, just one thing, I've changed my look quite a bit, so try and
keep calm."
Jenny tried for a full 5 minutes to get to the meaning of this but Nick
refused to say anymore, teasing Jen he knew she was intrigued and would
not be able to contain herself until she had. Eventually they hung up
agreeing to meet as arranged.
Nick then called his mother and gently let her down regarding Sunday
lunch, but agreed that he would definitely come the next Sunday.
Nick spent the rest of the evening unpacking his purchases, finishing
the bottle of wine as he did, he was tempted to try much of it on again,
but resisted the temptation, making do with holding his LBD, skirts and
blouses to his body and admiring himself in the mirror, finally hanging
them in the wardrobe and carefully folding those items which he would
keep in drawers.
He got ready for bed, popping his estrogen, as had become routine, he
slept till 12 the next day, waking with a start, he slowly rose, the
wine hangover kicking in. After several strong coffees the clock was
approaching two, he ran a sweetly perfumed bubble bath, he luxuriated in
the hot bath until it started to cool and after patting himself dry and
wrapping a towel round his wet hair turban style.
He spent a full five minutes considering the contents of his wardrobe,
before deciding on what to wear for his coffee shop meeting. He decided
on the animal print dress and accessories he had worn for his shopping
expedition, but half way through applying his makeup he sprang up re-
hung the animal print and replaced it with the red peplum dress, his new
boots instead of the black courts. Once he had nearly finished his
makeup, and styling his hair which now had an even tighter under curl
than yesterday, he slid in his pearl stud earrings.
He selected his newly purchased white silk teddy, with underwired cups,
with lace decoration, it took him some time to get into the garment and
correctly positioning his breastforms and form his small cleavage, he
rolled on the tan tights before doing the poppers at the teddy's gusset,
as he moved to pick up the red dress he marvelled at the way the silk
undergarment caressed different parts of his body.
Soon he applied the finishing touch to his makeup, a russet red
lipstick, which went well with his bronze nails. At every makeup session
he was becoming more adept and achieving a softer look, his hair was
developing a healthier sheen, though he barely realised this, he did
revel in the look he was achieving more and more.
He looked across at the clock, it was 3.50pm, he was going to be late,
but "that was OK girls were always late, it's allowed" he mused,
cracking a smile and remembering the many times Jen had used that
excuse. Hid slid the delicate gold chain, around his slender neck,
fiddling with the clasp until it locked into place, he completed his
look with a large silk scarf, in autumnal colours, doubled over and tied
in a loose knot, so the chain could still be seen, a quick spritz of
perfume he was good to go. After transferring his makeup, money, phone
and other bits to the small brown designer handbag, he shrugged on his
coat, adjusted the collar and bent his head as he donned the bag
bandolier style across his front, he made his way to the front door,
momentarily checking his appearance at the hall mirror and shushing his
hair, he walked confidently out of his flat and made his way to
Starbuck's, what a difference a week had made, he was no longer
terrified to venture out en femme.
It was just gone 4.10 when Jen, who had been sipping coffee for twenty
minutes, called Nick on her mobile for the second time, just as the
voicemail message cut in, Nick's Mini appeared, she looked down at her
phone and switched it off placed it her bag on the bar in the window
where she sat on a high stool, as she looked up her jaw dropped, a
woman, not Nick, had elegantly climbed out of the driver's seat and was
making her way stylishly across the road. As she carefully mounted the
pavement, the woman rippled her fingers in feminine wave in the
direction of Jen, who the woman had spotted in the window seat. "oooooh
myyy God its Nick" Jen thought with shocked recognition. The woman
entered the coffee house, thanking and smiling at the departing male
customer who held the door for her; she made her way directly to Jen.
"Hi, Jen let's sit over there in that booth, it's a little more
private," in a quiet delicate register, she had said as she had
delicately caught Jen by the upper arms and air kissed her on both
cheeks, Jen's jaw had dropped even further as she heard her companion's
voice. In a daze Jen stood and turned to the indicated booth, Nick
picked up Jen's bag and ushered her into the new seat,
"Latte Jen?" Nick asked, Jen nodded, as Nick carefully lifted her chin,
and smiled, he had rarely if ever seen Jen speechless.
Jen was still barely able to speak as Nick returned with two lattes
"Well?" he enquired. "You haven't said a word."
"Your coat is gorgeous," Jen spluttered as she brushed the angora
sleeve. "And you, you look absolutely amazing."
"Thank you, you're looking good too." Then added in a whisper, "Call me
Angela by the way."
Soon they were deep in conversation, Angela doing most of the talking,
explaining to her life time friend how Nick had become Angela, Jen
occasionally interjecting with questions like; Had she told her mother?
How did she change her voice? Was she full time?
As they both drained the last of their lattes, they agreed to go back to
Angela's, so Jen could see her wardrobe and show Angela a few makeup
tips and styles she could manage with her hair without looking femme at
work, Jen worked in a nearby beauty salon as a hairstylist.
As Angela drove back to her flat, she explained to her passenger, how
she had been so jealous whenever Jen had got new clothes or hairstyles
as they grew through their teenage years.
At the flat they both spent the next hour or so having a private fashion
show, sipping white wine and generally giggling like a pair of thirteen
year old schoolgirls. Jen had for the first time ever stripped to her
bra and panties in front of her lifelong pal, after an hour she even
shrugged of her white bra totally without embarrassment, to change into
Angela's black silk balcony bra, in order to try on the LBD, Angela had
no sexual stirring at the first time sight of her friend's pert breasts,
just a pang of jealousy wishing her breasts were as full and perky.
"This bra is divine," Jen enthused as she stepped into the LBD, which
fitted her perfectly. She gushed about the LBD and enquired where Angela
had bought the two black items, she loved them. After changing back into
her own clothes, Jen spent much of the rest of the evening showing
Angela makeup and hair tips, Angela revelled in the new found
information.
Shortly before eleven and a bottle of wine each, Jen made her excuses to
leave; Angela ordered a taxi for her, within five minutes the intercom
buzzed, Jen gathered her coat and made for the door, as Angela opened
the door to her flat she said,
"Thanks for being so understanding and I'll see you soon I hope."
"That's what friends are for, and of course you will silly, and don't
forget when you go full time I want to do your hair, and thanks for a
lovely evening."
Surprising Angela, Jen planted a kiss full on her friend's lips and
slipped into the corridor.
Angela was soon in bed, after tidying up the carnage of the dress up
session and removing her makeup, popped her pill and asleep as soon as
her head hit the pillow.
Nick woke with a start the next day; it was nearly eight, he was late
and had a thumping headache. He rushed to get ready for work, he didn't
have time for a shower, ten minutes later he was dashing out of his
flat, having quickly but carelessly cleaning his nails and removing the
extensions, splashing his face with cold water and gathering his hair in
a low male ponytail.
For the second Monday running his week started at work with him giving
his normal team talk to the girls in his call-centre team, Sheila this
week did not have to scrutinise him in microscopic detail, to see what
was troubling her, it screamed out at her! Nick had definitely had his
brows shaped in a feminine manner, the faint whiff of expensive perfume
had caught her nostrils as he had walked by, the ponytail had definite
body and curl, and there was clear evidence of bronze nail polish on his
nails as he pointed out details on the whiteboard presentation, but the
absolute confirmation was the pearl stud earring in each ear. It
suddenly hit her and she could not help but giggling loudly, she
recalled the familiar looking woman at the pharmacy in the red dress,
who drove a red Mini, who'd bought hair dye and a bronze nail polish, it
was Nick he was a tranny.
The others all looked at Sheila, in an attempt to see what she found so
funny, Nick broke from his talk.
"What's so funny Sheila?" he grumpily enquired.
"Oh nothing, just something that happened at the weekend," she tittered.
"You had to be there," she added with sarcasm, and covertly nodding her
head at her three lunch mates.
Nick completed his team talk without further ado, his suspicions were
not raised, he had forgotten the accidental meeting that previous
Sunday, as the meeting broke up Sheila quickly appraised the other girls
of her realisation, they agreed with her hypothesis and the morning
soon became filled with a flurry of emails between Sheila, Sue, Anne,
and Marie. They formulated a plan which would be outlined to Nick at
lunch, Nick paled visibly as he read the email from Sheila, timed 12.33
"Nikki
You are cordially invited to join me, Sue, Anne, and Marie for lunch at
1pmin Kwik Bites, for a discussion on women's fashion.
The nail varnish you bought last Sunday (the 16th) goes well with your
colouring :)
Be there or be warned
Lol Sheils xx
Ps like the new earrings by the way"
He thought "Sheila knew, he did not need this, how did she know after a
week?" Then he saw his nails he had not done a good job of cleaning them
in his alcoholic daze that morning. He paled even further, as he read
the PS, his hand rose to his lobe, quickly he removed the jewellery and
popped them into his pocket. There was nothing for it he would have to
meet for lunch to see what they did or did not know and what they
wanted.
The four girls were sitting a table for six as Nick approached. "Hi
Nikki," they chimed in unison.
"Sit," Anne ordered patting the seat next to he.
"Well," started Sheila, "I suppose you're going to deny that it was you
I saw in the pharmacy the other Sunday."
"No," Nick curtly replied.
"Well you certainly had me confused, I knew, I knew that woman, so the
others here would like to see you as Nikki, I assume you have a little
black number?" Without awaiting a response she added, "As you know we
girls have a night out once a month, and we're inviting you, eight at
Carlo's Thursday night."
"And if I don't do it, then what?"
"If you don't come we'll put you all over Facebook, tell HR they employ
a pervy tranny, we can see they don't know yet as you've take your
earrings out. Then we'll even tell your mum" adding "Oh and to confirm
you'll be there just use that hair dye you bought, on Wednesday evening,
so Thursday morning we can confirm the table for five on in the evening,
that'll be all Nikki," pausing before adding, "for now!"
Nick rose in silence, a tear forming in the corner of his eye, the girls
quickly huddled together and were laughing heartily as he made his way
back to work. At work he sat numbed for fully an hour before he formed a
plan, he wasn't going down without a fight. He called Steve Macadam in
HR and booked Wednesday off, he then made three more appointments for
his day off.
He spent the rest of the day in something of a daze and ignored the four
women whenever they referred to him as Nikki.
It was 5 to 10 on Thursday morning when Angela made her way to Steve
Macadam's office, she wore the same red dress as when she had met Jen on
Sunday, only this time her hair had been coloured a rich almost red
chestnut, it had been trimmed into a sharp wedged bob and permed so the
ends curled under and forwards, framing her expertly made up face, the
now painfully thin brows arched over her green eyes with the
professionally applied lashes, her burgundy gelled finger nails sparkled
as she nervously clasped her brown bag with one hand and knocked on
Steve's door. She flushed slightly as he called come in, whether it was
the occasion or the strong dose of female hormones and anti-androgens
coursing through her veins, she wasn't sure.
Not looking up Steve requested take a seat, as she moved forward he
looked up and gasped, "Good grief" he thought "now I think I can see why
Nick's done this" admiring the female form in front of him. Angela had
called, yesterday, to set up this meeting as soon as she had left the
doctor's office, outlining why she had to see him. He had said he would
need to call Head Office and find out the company policy on
transgendered staff. Angela crossed right leg over her left with an
assured elegance, and started to nervously swing her right foot, in its
red peep toed shoe as she waited for Steve to speak.
"Well, Nick," Steve started, Angela reached into her bag and retrieved
two letters as she cut in, "Angela, I'd like to be called Angela from
now on."
"Well Angela, I called HQ and they have brought me up to speed on the
company policy regarding people in your situation, and it goes as
follows, you are able to maintain your position providing you do not
have face to face contact with the public and as they put it you don't
look like a lumberjack in a frock or dress in inappropriate fetish wear
or something, otherwise we may have had to reposition you in the
organisation," adding, "as neither of those apply to you, I'm happy to
say you can resume work immediately."
Angela proffered the two letters to Steve, he reached out asking, "And
these are?"
"One's a letter from my doctor confirming that I have started my real
life test and transitioning from male to female, the other is a letter
from my solicitor confirming my name will be changed to Angela Webb as
soon as the paperwork completes."
"Excellent, do you mind if I copy them?"
"Feel free."
Right let's get the new you introduced to your team, we'll do it in two
groups who shall we get first?"
"Mandy, Carol and Jackie please."
"OK," he said picked up the phone. "Ah Mandy, Steve Macadam, can you
Carol and Jackie come up to meeting room 2 please, right away."
Five minutes later the gaggle of three girls chirped into the meeting
room where Steve and a woman sat with her back to the door, the three
had been trying to guess what they were wanted for but had no clue, they
were obviously aware Nick was unusually absent and had thought he may be
ill or had an accident. As they sat they each considered the chestnut
haired woman who sat impassively, looking at Steve.
Steve started, "Thank you for coming so promptly ladies; I would like to
introduce you to Angela, your new team leader." The three gasped and
looked at each other surprised and confused, then at Angela, "What's
happened to Nick?" Jackie inquired, looking at Steve, Angela responded
in her female register, "I'm still here but would like to be known as
Angela from now on, my change shouldn't affect you in any way, except
now you can always ask me for a spare pair of tights should the need
arise!" The three girls gasped again, Steve outlined that Nick's change
to Angela and how it should not affect them in any way and that they
could return to their desks and send the other four up, but not to tell
them a thing. The three hurried out of the meeting room and could not
contain themselves as they furiously discussed the changes in Nick, they
all agreed he appeared to have, and wondered how; he had become a woman
almost overnight.
The four conspirators appeared shortly after, they were somewhat more
concerned that they may have broken some company rule in issuing their
ultimatum to Nick on Monday, and that he'd reported them; the meeting
followed the lines of the first meeting with his team but this time
Angela, cut in straight after Steve's introduction. "You all know who I
was, and that I was in touch with my feminine side, which I have now
decided to embrace, as you can see.... hopefully. Just let's say that
you can all work as well for me as Angela as you did for me as Nick,"
adding, "As I said to the others I may even be a useful source of spare
tights should you need them." With relief the four returned to their
desks, with less clamour than the first group, they did agree that
Angela's invite to dinner should still stand.
Angela made her way to her desk and after hanging her coat, sat at her
desk removing an unopened packet of tan tights and placing them in
drawer. She flinched slightly as she sat down, remembering the nurse's
words as she had injected her yesterday. "You'll feel a couple of pricks
and then it'll go cold." The high dose estrogen had caused him, at the
time, to think, "Well this is it - no going back now."
Thursday continued without much incident, she was thrilled however each
time a caller referred to her as Miss, and noticed that all the girls of
her team queried some part of his appearance and where she had purchased
the item, where she had her hair done, where her nails where done and
were they gel or acrylics, she enjoyed herself enormously and more than
she had for some time at work. Towards the end of the shift Sheila came
across and confirmed Angela's invite to Carlo's still stood, she was
thrilled.
After work she called Jen to thank her once again and tell her all the
details of her day, she kept it relatively short as she had to get ready
to go out.
At just past eight, she stood in the foyer at Carlo's, holding her
handbag quickly switching hands as the Ma?tre D' helped her off with
her coat, he guided her to the table where two of his workmates sat,
they both assessed their new found colleague as she shimmied across the
room.
"She's got better legs than me the bitch," Marie joked to Anne.
"And Sue," Anne jokily added, Angela stooped and air kissed each girl on
both cheeks, they both complimented Angela on her look, in fact it was
tinged with an element of jealously, after all, how could what was
really still a man look so good in a dress. They were soon joined by the
other two and the air kiss ritual was repeated, once they were all
seated Angela led the proceedings by calling the waiter over and
ordering champagne, while they waited for the sparkly wine Angela, made
the only speech she had prepared.
"I'd like to thank you all for forcing me into this, but in truth you've
only hurried along what I was planning in any case, and I can tell you
that as yet I don't regret a thing, so thank you all once again, and
thanks for inviting me, and as my treat the sparkles is on me."
The waiter arrived, poured the champagne, Sheila raised her glass and
toasted. "To the girls.... new and old," looking first at Angela then
the others.
"Less of the old!" responded Sue, who was in fact the oldest there.
They all laughed at that and from then on the evening went well, Angela
having to field many questions on her change, sexuality and the like,
the only time Angela felt excluded was when the chat turned to the topic
of the friends' boyfriends, and she wondered what it would be like to
take a man the way a woman does.
She made her way home feeling that she indeed had forged four new
friendships, different in the way these relationships had been when
she'd been Nick, the girls also felt they had found a new friend, with
the exception of Anne who still had doubts as to what Nick was doing,
she was not easy with his change to Angela at all, it just wasn't
natural to her.
That Saturday at about eleven in the morning, just as Angela dropped her
supermarket shopping bags on the breakfast bar, the phone rang, without
thinking Angela picked and said,
"Hello, who is this?" in a sing-along feminine register.
"It's your mother, so it's true...... it's you is it Angela?" with
venomous emphasis on the Angela.
"When were you going to tell me?"
"Mum I'm sorry, tomorrow."
"Well it's too late, I know now."
"Who told you?"
"Nobody, a letter arrived from the hospital today, addressed to Ms
Angela Webb, well as she's never lived here I opened it, imagine my
surprise when I find an appointment with a psychiatrist specialising in
gender dysphoria, I had to look it up you know, also a load of bumf
about counselling and smoothing your transition to womanhood, what the
hell is going on?"
"I'm a girl mother," he replied bluntly, yet still femininely
"You're not! You're a boy, my son you're not a girl," she loudly
retorted.
"No you're so wrong, I've always known I am a girl," he trilled.
"What on earth have you done, your voice, what else" she bellowed "how
can you do this to me, what will the neighbours, the rest of the family
think?"
"I'm just realising what I've always wanted mum."
"Oh are you, well I don't want to know, call me when you're a man
again," and slammed the phone down.
"Fool," Angela thought. "The doctor changed my name on the records but I
didn't tell him I've moved damn, damn!" Shell shocked Angela slumped on
the sofa and sobbed uncontrollably for what seemed like hours, she ran a
bath and tried to soak away her sorrows, it didn't work so she applied
herself to depilating her legs arms and body using the electrical
epilator, she then moved on to her beard which had become noticeably
sparser and thinner since she had started using the pulsed light hair
remover, a month ago, whether it was due to this light or the hormones
or a combination she didn't know and didn't care, it was having the
desired effects. She had intended to use it all over, but found it was
too slow and wearisome using it on her legs arms and body and so had
bought the electrical epilator. As she was completing the work to her
top lip the phone startled her.
She jumped up.
"Hello?" she asked quietly.
"Its Mum, Angela, I think I may have been a little harsh earlier, I want
you to come to lunch, tomorrow at two o'clock, and come in at taxi, I
don't want the neighbours curtains twitching if you turn up in your
car." His mother had thought long and hard in the intervening hours, she
had lost Bob, her husband, Nick's dad only two years before and she did
not want to lose her child so soon after.
"Ok mom, and thanks for calling me Angela, I'll see you at two." A smile
crossed her face and she returned to her beard removal, she was tempted
to drive tomorrow but relented not wanting to upset her mother further,
she ordered a taxi for 1.45 the next day.
Suddenly panicked Angela thought about what she would wear to see her
mother for lunch she rooted through her wardrobe and decided that she
needed a new dress, returning from the shops 4hours later she had
purchased a green scoop neck dress with a shiny chevron detail to the
front and back, and a pair of white strappy sandals with a four inch
stiletto heel, carefully storing her new purchases in the wardrobe, she
realised that her male clothing was there also. After a quick bite to
eat, she resolved in removing all items of male clothing that she
possessed and gathering it all up and made three trips to the recycling
bins in the basement.
Once the clearance was complete, she spent the rest of the evening
sipping wine and cleaning the polish off her toes and reapplying three
coats of burgundy which nearly matched her fingernail gel, she showered
and once dry applied the fake tan, that Jen had recommended that
Wednesday evening at the salon, before mindlessly watching the TV and
sipping wine, tucked up on the sofa in her dressing gown and nightie,
her long browner legs tucked up beneath her. Just before eleven she
retired, her final action was to take her now prescription hormones and
anti androgen.
Rising the next day with the same pill routine, she leisurely had a
light breakfast, and then carefully applied her makeup, shading her eyes
in the same turquoise green as the dress she was to wear, once satisfied
and looking every inch a picture she changed her earrings to a small
diamond stud, which she matched with a necklace with a solitaire
diamond. She knew her mother better than her mother realised and knew
she would get an inquisition to match that of the Spanish, so she
decided to tuck and tape and forgo the usual control panty, as she drew
on the natural coloured body shaper with firm control, "designed to
flatten your tummy, lift your bottom and define your waist." She could
see immediately how it improved her feminine outline, after placing her
breast forms in the nude coloured cups of the shaping garment, she
pinched her flesh to produce the hint of cleavage, next she poppered the
gusset, and wiggled to get more comfortable, there was plenty of time to
spare so she wrapped herself in her floral pattern satin wrap dressing
gown, and spent the time reorganising her wardrobe and drawers, now that
the male attire had gone, when this was done to her evident s