When I'd first started this story, I'd intended it to be much shorter,
probably about half the length it ended up as. But when I began writing,
my muse insisted that I go at a slower pace.
Mother's Milk
By Morpheus
I leaned back in my comfortable recliner, oblivious to nearly everything
except for the book in my hands. I was completely engrossed in the tale
of Allan Quatermain and his trek across the untamed wilds of Africa.
Somehow the fact that I was reading an old hard covered book almost made
it feel even more exciting, though I never truly understood that
difference between hard covered books and paperbacks, only that it was
so.
As I turned the page, I absently adjusted my glasses, which had begun
sliding down my nose. I took advantage of this brief pause in my
reading to take a sip from the cup of hot cocoa that sat on the stand
beside my chair. Hot cocoa, a comfortable chair, and a good book. The
only thing missing was a nice warm fire. It was a pity that we didn't
have a fireplace, and I had a feeling that my dad wasn't going to go
through the cost of having one installed just for my enjoyment.
"Maybe if I could come up with some kind of cost benefit analysis proving
that wood fire heating was cheaper than gas," I mused with a faint
chuckle.
I returned my full attention to the book, but only made it through another
page before I heard my dad calling my name. I paused, wondering if I
should respond or just pretend that I hadn't heard him. After a glance
back at my book, I decided to go with the latter.
Then my dad stepped into the family room and said, "Oscar, didn't you
hear me calling for you?"
I winced slightly as he called me by my name, wondering why he and mom
had saddled me with it, other than because it had also been my grandpa's
name. Since our last name was Mayer, he should have realized how many
hot dog jokes I'd have to deal with in school. I would have gone by my
middle name instead, but that was even worse. Oscar Zoroaster Mayer, a
name that nearly begged to be made fun of, which was why I usually just
asked people to call me OZ.
"Were you?" I asked my dad with a well-practiced look of innocence. "I
didn't hear you."
My dad gave me a skeptical look, but didn't bother to challenge me on my
lie. My dad was a lawyer and was used to clients lying to him, so he
didn't take it personally. I think he was more offended by a poor lie
that was easily disproven than by actually being lied to.
"I was just about to go see Mrs. Jonas," dad told me pleasantly. "I
wondered if you wanted to come along."
I hesitated a moment before responding, "Sure."
I carefully put a bookmarker into my book and set it aside, looking
forward to finishing it later. Then I slowly stood up and looked at my
dad, realizing that I should have already guessed he was going to see a
client. After all, he was currently wearing a gray suit like he usually
did when going out for work.
My dad and I were about the same height, with him being just one inch
taller than my six foot status. Of course since I was sixteen, I might
still have enough growth left in me to beat him out in a year or two. I
half hoped that this was the case and half hoped that it wasn't. It
might be nice being taller than my dad, but I was already pretty lanky
and feared that if I got much taller I might end up being compared to a
scarecrow.
"So, how is Mrs. Jonas?" I asked my dad curiously.
Mrs. Jonas was the only one of my dad's clients that I actually knew, and
for some reason, she'd taken a liking to me. Because of that, my dad
liked to bring me along when he went to go see her, saying that I put her
in a good mood and made her easier to deal with.
"She seems to be doing well," dad answered with a shrug. "You can ask
her yourself when we get there."
Just a short time later, dad and I were in his car making the drive to
Mrs. Jonas' house. It took well over a half hour to get there, so dad and
I talked while he drove. For the most part, I told him how school had
been, while he nodded and pretended to be listening. Then he'd tell me
about work, or at least what he could without violating the whole client
confidentiality thing, and I'd nod along and pretend to be listening to
him. Neither of us was fooled by this routine, but it was comfortable
and made us both feel as though we were really spending quality time
together.
"And how is that book report coming?" dad asked me.
"Just fine," I responded, deciding not to mention that the report had
been due last week. It had hardly been a problem since our teacher had
asked us to do the report on the Ray Bradbury story Fahrenheit 451...which
I'd already read on my own last year. "I do have a science project
coming up though."
"That's good," dad replied pleasantly. I was pretty sure he hadn't
really been paying attention until he added, "You might ask Mrs. Jonas
for some ideas."
I nodded at that, surprised not only that dad had been listening, but that
I hadn't thought of this myself. Mrs. Jonas' late husband had been some
sort of scientist before he died last year, and though she'd primarily
been in charge of the business and money aspect of his work, she'd also
been his lab assistant. That meant she would probably have some good
ideas that went beyond the classic baking soda volcano.
By the time we reached Mrs. Jonas' home and parked, I was feeling eager
to talk to her and see what she thought. I climbed out of the car and
looked at her house, though 'house' might be a bit of an understatement.
She actually lived by herself in small mansion, which she used to share
with her husband. With a grin I started for the front door, wondering
how I could go about bringing up the subject.
Mrs. Jonas answered the door herself, which was not surprising since she
didn't believe in permanent live-in servants, just people who'd come by
once a week to clean. She was a moderately attractive woman in her mid-
forties, though she was a little too plain and frumpy to be considered a
MILF. At the moment, her auburn hair that had a few streaks of gray was
pulled back into a bun and she stood at the door staring at us through
her glasses.
"Gary," Mrs. Jonas greeted my dad politely. Then she smiled when she saw
me and said, "I see you brought OZ."
I smiled faintly at that, liking Mrs. Jonas partly because she actually
called me OZ like I wanted. My own mom and dad always insisted on
calling me Oscar, with mom actually seeming offended that I didn't
appreciate being named after her dad. My grandpa Oscar might have been
perfectly happy with his name, but his last name wasn't Mayer.
"Mrs. Jonas," dad greeted her politely.
Mrs. Jonas just smiled and responded, "I told you to call me Ellen. Now
come on in and we can go over some of that paperwork..."
While dad and Mrs. Jonas were going over their paperwork, I went to the
library and looked around, just as I did every time I tagged along with
dad. I carefully picked out one old book and smiled, remembering the
first time I'd come here.
About a year ago, dad was giving me a ride home from school, but something
had come up and he'd had to come talk with Mrs. Jonas about her husband's
will. I'd come along, and when I saw the library, I had nearly drooled
in amazement. It wasn't as big as the public library or even the school
library, but all the books were hardbound and somehow seemed more
impressive. For a bookworm like me, this library was just a few steps
away from Heaven. When Mrs. Jonas realized that I liked reading, she'd
invited me to come back and even borrow some of the books.
I spent over half an hour slowly looking over the selection on the
shelves, trying to decide which one I might want to read next. I was
curious about one book until I looked closer and saw that it was a first
edition copy that had been signed by the author. I licked my lips at
that and then carefully put it back. That was a book that I'd love to
read, but I wasn't about to try taking that one out of this house...even if
Mrs. Jonas would let me. I didn't want to be responsible for it if
anything happened.
I hadn't noticed Mrs. Jonas coming into the library until she asked, "So,
how is King Solomon's Mines coming?"
"It's pretty good," I told her honesty. "But a little slower than I'd
expected. I'm about three quarters of the way through."
"That's good," Mrs. Jonas responded, looking at some of the books on the
shelf as she talked. "Have you thought about what you want to read
next?"
"A little," I admitted with a shrug. I adjusted my glasses and added, "I
still haven't decided though."
"How about the Sea Wolf?" Mrs. Jonas asked. "I think a boy your age
might enjoy that one..."
I shook my head at that, though I grinned as I remembered the story. "I
read it a few months ago."
Mrs. Jonas pulled one book off the shelf and asked, "How about something
by Jane Austen...?"
I shuddered at that. I might like classic books, but I'd never had any
interest in reading Jane Austen. My tastes ran more towards adventure
and I especially liked the works of Mark Twain, Jules Verne, and Edgar
Rice Burroughs. "No thanks."
Then Mrs. Jonas looked at the book in her hand and asked, "How about this
one?" She held the book so I could see that it was an old copy of the
Wonderful Wizard of Oz.
"That's a good one," I told Mrs. Jonas with a grin, having a special
fondness for that book due to my chosen name. "I've read that one twice.
I'm not a big fan of the later books though."
"My mother used to read this one to me when I was a little girl," she
said with a sigh and then shook her head, seeming to be talking more to
herself than me. "Sometimes I miss those days, back when I was a child
with my whole future ahead of me, knowing that my mother would take care
of everything..." I watched silently as Mrs. Jonas flipped through the
book, looking at the illustrations and smiling faintly. "I used to wish
I had my own daughter to read this to and share the experience, but
sadly, Henry and I were unable to have children."
I just nodded at that, feeling a little uncomfortable with her talking to
me about such personal things. Then she gently closed the book and put
it away, apparently breaking out of those thoughts.
"I was wondering," I started, remembering what dad and I had talked about
in the car and happily taking the opportunity to change the subject. "I
have to come up with a science project for school and was hoping you
might have an idea for something interesting."
Mrs. Jonas paused with a thoughtful look before musing, "Well, I can't
really think of anything off the top of my head. But Henry kept his lab
in the basement, so maybe you can get some inspiration there."
"Really?" I asked in surprise. "Thanks."
Mrs. Jonas led me to a very sturdy door that was sealed shut with a
combination lock, similar to the one on my gym locker at school. After
she unlocked the door, she apologized, "I've only been down here a couple
times since Henry passed away. I may have helped him with his work, but
this was always his place."
"I'll be careful," I told her, hearing the unspoken warning not to mess
with anything.
"Thank you, OZ," she said, turning on the lights and leading me down the
stairs.
The basement wasn't at all as I'd expected, either as a basement or as a
laboratory. It wasn't cold and damp and it didn't even look all that
sterile. Instead, it looked almost warm and inviting.
One half of the basement had been set up as the lab, having wood floors
that looked well taken care of as well as a few throw rugs. There were
four wooden tables set up against the walls, looking like they had been
regular household furniture that had been converted to this use rather
than something you'd normally find in a lab. The tables were covered
with various instruments and things that looked like they belonged in a
lab such as microscopes and bottles full of various colored liquids, but
a painting on the wall of dogs playing poker definitely did not.
The other half of the basement had a very large and slightly worn out rug
which covered most of the wooden floor. There was an old fashioned
writing desk, a comfortable looking recliner, a fully loaded bookshelf,
and even a lava lamp in the corner. After taking a look at the basement,
I had the impression that this was a man cave that just happened to
double as a lab.
"Henry used to spend most of his time down here," Mrs. Jonas said with a
light chuckle. "He sometimes had other researches come here to help him
with a project, or at least that was what he told me. He always thought
I didn't know they were really down here playing poker." Then she
snorted and added, "As if I couldn't smell the scotch and cigar smoke on
him afterwards."
I couldn't resist grinning at that and thinking that her husband sounded
like a bit of a character. Of course the poster of Albert Einstein with
a clown nose would have given me a clue as well.
"Not quite Frankenstein," I mused aloud as we walked over to the lab
section.
Mrs. Jonas chuckled at that. "Not quite," she admitted. Then more
seriously, she said, "But Henry was extremely dedicated to his own
interests." At my curious look, she explained, "He was a viral
researcher...someone who developed vaccines and looked for cures."
"That's cool," I said, wondering if I could somehow use something like
that in my school project. "Somehow I don't think my teacher would
appreciate me doing any science project involving viruses...especially if I
had to bring some in to school."
"Probably not," Mrs. Jonas agreed with a chuckle. "But Henry's real
interest wasn't curing viruses. It was trying to make them useful."
I blinked at that and asked, "Trying to make them useful? How can a cold
be useful?"
"Well," Mrs. Jonas told me thoughtfully. "Henry spent several years
trying to create a virus that would attack cancer cells but leave healthy
ones alone."
"A cure for cancer?" I asked in surprise.
Mrs. Jonas nodded and shook her head sadly. "Henry was close to
succeeding, but the company he worked for shut his project down and
confiscated all of his work. Since he'd done this as an employee,
everything he did belonged to them. Unfortunately they decided that
they made more money selling drugs to treat cancer than they would by
curing it."
"Ouch," I responded, not sure what else I could possibly say to that.
The idea that there might have been a cure for cancer but some company
stopped it was absolutely horrible. I could only imagine how bad it
would have been for her husband to have that work taken away from him
before he could even finish it.
"Henry changed employers after that," Mrs. Jonas told me as she walked
over to the lab section of the basement. "And afterwards, he kept those
kinds of projects secret and only worked on them here at home. He spent
nearly two decades trying to create a virus that would improve your
health rather than harm it."
"That would be kind of cool," I said, thinking about catching a cold but
feeling better instead of worse.
"Henry certainly thought so," Mrs. Jonas told me. "He thought he was
close but he couldn't get it to work on any of the test animals. Their
immune systems kept shutting it down before it could even take hold.
Henry even tried experimenting with several variants, trying to target
the virus to create only a single biological change but that didn't work
either." She paused and shook her head sadly before gesturing to the
sealed vials of liquid on one table and adding, "This was Henry's life
work and he died before he could finish it."
"I'm sorry," I told her sincerely. It did seem a real tragedy that her
husband had spent so many years working on this but had never been able
to see it completed.
"Well, that's all history now," Mrs. Jonas told me, gesturing around the
lab. "Feel free to look around but don't touch anything." She gestured
to the glass containers on the one table and added, "Henry's virus
samples never worked and should have died off a long time ago since he
intentionally designed them not to last. But best not to mess with them
anyway."
"Okay," I told Mrs. Jonas before she turned and left the basement to
return to my dad.
Once Mrs. Jonas was gone, I adjusted my glasses and then began to slowly
walk around the lab, looking at absolutely everything. I had no idea if
anything in here would spark some inspiration for my science project, and
I no longer really cared. It was interesting just to look at this stuff
and know that it had once been used by a real research scientist.
Some of the equipment looked high tech and very expensive, and I had
absolutely no idea what most of it even did. There was one box that had
me guessing for several seconds until I realized that it was just a
microwave oven.
When I was done looking over the lab area, I went to the other side of
the basement, more out of curiosity than anything else. I sat down in
the recliner for a minute and thought that it would be a great place to
read a book. There was even a lamp right beside it which suggested that
it was probably used for that very purpose.
With that in mind, I went and looked at the book shelf, though I was
disappointed to see that these were all technical books relating to
biology and viruses. None of them were the kind of book that I really
liked to read. Fortunately, there were plenty of those in the library
upstairs.
"Maybe I should borrow Frankenstein," I mused to myself, suddenly
thinking that it would be an appropriate book to read about now.
Then as I continued snooping, I opened a desk drawer and was both
surprised and delighted at what I found. There was a small stack of
dirty magazines, which only confirmed my earlier suspicions about this
being Dr. Jonas' man cave.
"Not bad," I mused, looking at the very busty model which decorated the
cover of one magazine.
I flipped through several of the magazines, grinning as I did so. Then I
hesitated for a moment, wondering if I should take these with me when I
left. After all, it wasn't like Dr. Jonas would mind. Then again, that
would also mean having to sneak them out past both Mrs. Jonas and my dad.
With a sigh, I put the magazines back where I found them.
"Back to my science project," I told myself firmly, going back to the lab
and looking it over again. I still needed to find some idea of what kind
of project I could do and I wouldn't get another opportunity like this.
In spite of what Mrs. Jonas told me, I began to fiddle with a microscope
and soon began to pick things up from the tables to look at more closely.
I looked at a couple of empty beakers and even a strange machine that
looked like it was designed to hold test tubes inside of it. Of course I
had absolutely no idea of what it or half the other things in here were
for.
On one table, there was a large plastic jug that said 'sterile water'. I
picked it up and removed the cap, sniffing at it cautiously at first. I
didn't smell anything weird and guessed it really was water.
"With what I've seen about this guy," I mused, glancing back to the other
end of the basement. "I wouldn't have been surprised if he'd been hiding
vodka in here or something."
I was about to put the jug back but it slipped from my hands and hit the
floor, bursting open and leaving water all over. I muttered a few
profanities and bent over to pick up the now half empty jug, only my foot
slipped on the wet spot and shot out from underneath me. Out of pure
instinct, I grabbed out to the nearest table to try catching my balance,
but instead, I accidentally pulled the table over with me.
Everything on that table crashed onto the ground beside me, including
several glass bottles that were filled with liquid. They shattered,
splattering the liquid everywhere, including on me.
"Shit," I exclaimed in frustration.
I scrambled to get back to my feet, but in the process, my hand caught
one of the shards of glass on the floor and I cut myself. I grimaced,
getting the rest of the way up and looking at my hand in worry. I was
bleeding, though the cut didn't look too bad. It was only about an inch
long and didn't appear to be very deep.
For a moment, I stared at my hand and then at the knocked over table,
realizing that this was the table that this was the table that Mrs. Jonas
had pointed out as holding the virus samples. My eyes went to the
shattered bottles on the floor and I gulped in realization.
"I am in so much trouble," I exclaimed.
Not only had I touched things after specifically being warned not to, I'd
made a huge mess of it all as well. But of course, even worse than that
was the fact that I'd just been splattered with bottles of what might
have been some sort of virus.
I immediately rushed back upsustairs where I found Mrs. Jonas and my dad
talking. "I had an accident," I blurted out, holding my hand and
cringing as they both looked at me. "I slipped and when I tried grabbing
a table to stop from falling, it fell over on me..."
"Oh dear," Mrs. Jonas exclaimed.
"I think it was the one you warned me about too," I told her with a
grimace. "The one with the virus samples..." I gestured to the wet spots
on my clothes.
"Are you okay?" dad asked. Then he looked at Mrs. Jonas and demanded,
"What virus samples?"
"Something Henry had been working on," Mrs. Jonas explained, giving me a
slightly worried look though not as much as I would have expected. "The
virus should be completely dead by now, and even if it wasn't, it
wouldn't be anything to worry about. Not only was it harmless, but Henry
had never been able to fully infect any of the test animals. Their
immune systems fought it off before it could take hold."
"What does that mean?" I asked nervously.
"It means you should take a shower and get some clean clothes on," Mrs.
Jonas told me. "You should be perfectly fine."
I let out a sigh of relief at that. Just a few minutes later, I had a
large band-aid on my hand and was in the shower, scrubbing at my skin and
making sure that I didn't have any trace of that stuff left on me. When I
was done, Mrs. Jonas had left some of her husband's clothes for me to
wear.
"Now she'll never let me look at that lab again," I muttered to myself as
I got dressed. "I'll be lucky if she even trusts me in the library from
now on."
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"Make your move," I said, staring across the chess board to my best
friend Austin.
Austin just started down at his pieces, trying to decide which move he
wanted to make. A few seconds later, he moved his knight and took out
one of my pawns. Of course with his knight no longer where it had been,
that opened a path for one of my bishops to take his rook.
I was only a casual chess player, playing a game every month or two at
most, but I was still better than Austin. My dad had taught me how to
play a couple years ago, though he rarely had time to actually play with
me now. That was why I'd begun teaching Austin. This way I'd at least
have someone to play against.
"I think I prefer Halo," Austin muttered after I beat him a short time
later. He gave me a dirty look and added, "Or at least Monopoly."
I just laughed at that. "Yeah, but telling people that you play chess
makes you sound smarter."
"True," Austin agreed with an easy grin.
Austin thought of himself as a bit of a jock though he didn't actually
play any school sports. He used to play on a soccer team that had made
it to the state championships, though he left the team last year after he
broke his leg and he hadn't gone back to playing since.
"How about we go outside and kick a ball around?" Austin asked. Though
he didn't play real soccer anymore, the two of us frequently played
around with a soccer ball out in the back yard.
"Sure," I responded with a shrug. "Just give me a minute..."
I began putting the chess set away, glancing at Austin as I did so. He
was a couple inches shorter than me, with the reddish color of hair that
some people called ginger.
A moment later, a voice called out from the door to the family room,
"Hey OZ. Weasley."
I glanced up at my sister Caitlyn, who was a year older than me. Her
natural hair color was the same dark blonde as my own, and though Austin
said she was really pretty, I didn't see it. As far as I was concerned,
Caitlyn was just my sister.
Then I looked past Caitlyn to her best friend Krystal, a very pretty
looking brunet. She was friendly enough, but I wasn't really her type.
She only liked girls. If it wasn't for the fact that Caitlyn was
straight, I might have thought they had something going on.
"You two are leaving?" Caitlyn asked me.
"Yeah," I agreed. "The room is all yours."
"Cool," Caitlyn exclaimed, immediately taking over the game table that
Austin and I had just vacated.
Krystal joined Caitlyn and they spread several containers of beads over
the table. The two of them were into making their own jewelry and selling
it online.
"Hey Weasley, you want to help?" Caitlyn teased Austin as she always did.
After I'd read the Harry Potter books, I'd once made a joke about how
with Austin's red hair, he could have been a member of the Weasley
family. Caitlyn had thought it was hilarious and had called him Weasley
ever since.
Caitlyn knew that Austin had a bit of a crush on her which was one of the
reasons she enjoyed teasing him. As far as I knew, she had absolutely no
interest in Austin, which was why she felt daring enough to mess with him.
"Come on," I told Austin, pulling him out of the room. Once we were away,
I asked him, "Don't you ever get tired of her calling you Weasley?"
Austin just grinned. "I don't really care what she calls me...as long as
she's talking to me." Then he his grin widened even more and he said,
"Now come on Harry Potter. We have quidditch practice."
"Don't call me that," I responded in mock offense. "I may have the
glasses, but I don't have the scar."
"Would you prefer I call you Hermione?" he asked with a snicker, earning
a glare.
Austin and I went out to the back yard and kicked a soccer ball back and
forth while simultaneously talking about anything that came to mind, from
girls we liked to problems at school.
"So, how is your science project coming?" Austin asked me as he kicked me
the ball.
I scowled at that, not saying a word as I kicked the ball back. I was
still a little sensitive about that subject after what had happened at
Mrs. Jonas' house a few days ago. I'd made wreck of the lab and had been
forced to leave, not only without an idea for my project, but also
without a new book from the library.
"Not good," I answered finally. "I had a great idea for something with
viruses, but I can't really do any experiments with those."
"Good point," Austin agreed. "I think you get an automatic F if you give
smallpox to the whole class."
We continued playing for a little longer but I was beginning to feel a
little nauseous and tired. We called the game quits and went back
inside, but I could feel myself getting worse.
"Just great," I joked weakly. "After all that talk about giving everyone
smallpox, I think I'm catching a cold."
It was at that point that my mom came into the room and overheard. "Are
you feeling sick?" She hurried over and put a hand on my forehead for a
few seconds before pronouncing, "You feel like you have a fever..."
"I'm fine," I lied, only to get a skeptical look from my mom.
I watched my mom nervously, hoping that she wasn't about to get too
'motherly'. My mom was a real estate agent rather than a home maker, and
it was a family joke that she let the dust bunnies run wild and could
barely boil water. As a result, whenever she tried getting all
'motherly', the results were often mixed. In fact, the last time I was
sick, she got distracted by a phone call from a client and ended up
serving me chicken soup straight out of the can...without bothering to heat
it.
"Let me know if you do start feeling sick," mom said, glancing at her
cell phone and then walking away while making a call.
"My mom would have shoved me in bed at the first sneeze," Austin
commented with a chuckle. "And chained me there."
"Yeah, but my mom knows I'm smart enough to come inside out of the rain,"
I teased Austin. "Yours still thinks you need more potty training."
"True," Austin replied with a grin. "Mine can be a little overprotective
at times."
Austin and I went back to the family room but saw that Caitlyn and
Krystal were still working on their home made jewelry and talking about
people they liked. I stayed just outside the door long enough to
eavesdrop and hear Caitlyn mention a football player at school while
Krystal admitted that she liked one of the cheerleaders.
"She's got good taste," I mused, picturing the cheerleader Krystal had
mentioned. Then I grinned and went to my room with Austin.
Over the next hour, my flu symptoms quickly worsened and I soon found
myself with stuffed sinuses and a nasty cough. I became sick to my
stomach and even began to feel cold and uncomfortable. At that point, I
finally gave up on pretending to be all right. Austin went home and I
climbed into bed, dreading my mom's awkward attempts to make me feel
better which were sure to come.
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I was curled up in my favorite recliner with a blanket wrapped around me
and a new book in hand. I took a sip of cocoa and glanced across the
room at Caitlyn who was similarly curled up in the other recliner with
her own book. Neither of us said a word as we read and we both pretended
the other wasn't there.
I slowly looked around the family room and my eyes settled on the book
shelf that was nearly overflowing. Everyone in my family loved to read
so I'd come by it naturally. Dad liked historical non-fiction and
autobiographies, mom was into murder mysteries, and Caitlyn was usually
into whatever was popular at the time, whether it was Harry Potter,
Hunger Games, or Percy Jackson. She'd recently started reading the
Twilight books so as a form of protest, I'd begun to read a real vampire
book. I currently had Dracula open in front of me.
For most of the last week, I'd been sick with the flu and stuck in bed.
I was thankful that it was finally over, but unfortunately, that meant I
was able to return to school. Today had been my first day going back in
nearly a week, but of course, it hadn't improved any. I was just glad
when the school day was over and I was able to get back to doing what I
wanted to do instead.
As I sat there staring at the book in my hands without actually reading
it, I thought about the coincidence of getting sick just a few days after
being exposed to the virus in Mrs. Jonas' basement. Of course I wasn't
stupid and had thought about that more than a few times over the last
week. I still didn't know if I might actually have caught something
there or if the timing was just coincidence.
Mrs. Jonas had seemed pretty confident that the virus samples were
completely harmless and that they couldn't have done anything to me.
According to her, these viruses have some sort of self-destruct and
should have stopped working by now. She'd also said that even when the
virus was fresh, it had been a failure that hadn't it been able to take
hold in any of the test animals. And of course she'd said that the
virus was supposed to make people healthier rather than sick.
Mrs. Jonas had said a lot about how the virus 'should' behave, but I
couldn't help remembering something that my dad liked to say. 'Should'
and 'is' are two different things and they don't usually intersect.
"But I am better now," I reminded myself, afraid that I was worrying over
nothing. After all, I'd recovered from the flu and felt perfectly fine.
Even if I had caught something from that lab, it looks like my immune
system had fought it off.
With that, I turned my attention back to my book, musing aloud, "Wow,
what do you know... Real vampires don't sparkle."
"Bite me," Caitlyn responded from her side of the room, not even
bothering to look at me. "On second thought, I'd rather Edward bit me..."
Caitlyn and I sat there for another half hour, reading our books and
occasionally making a snipe at each other's book choices. Eventually
though, I was forced to put down my book and turn my attention to
something that I'd been dreading...the stack of homework that had built up
over the last week. I had a lot of catching up to do in class and that
meant a lot of work to do tonight.
I worked on my homework until it was time for bed. I was disappointed
because I still hadn't caught up and would probably be working on it
tomorrow night too.
After I got undressed and ready to climb into bed, I absently scratched
at my chest which felt just a little itchy. To my surprise, my chest felt
strangely soft and sort of puffy.
"Must be an allergic reaction or something," I mused. Then I shrugged,
deciding that it might just be my imagination. I didn't think any more
about it as I turned off the light and then curled up to go to sleep.
When I woke in the morning, I absently scratched at my chest again, only
to find that it was still soft and puffy. I sat up in bed, remembering
my thoughts from the night before and feeling a moment of worry.
"What the...?" I started, poking at my chest and noticing that it was
visibly puffy on both sides. In fact, even my nipples looked a little
odd. They seemed a little larger.
This was a little freaky, but I didn't have time to worry about this right
now. I still had to get ready for school. So with a grumble, I quickly
got ready and then ran down to the kitchen to grab some breakfast before
taking off. As strange as this was, getting to school on time was more
important.
I got to school on time and met up with Austin as I did every morning. I
didn't mention my swollen chest, thinking that it might be a little
embarrassing, though it didn't leave my thoughts for long either.
Throughout the day, I kept scratching at my chest, but instead of getting
better, it only seemed to feel more swollen. By the time I got home that
afternoon, it was so noticeable that I that I could sort of see the
swollen bumps through my shirt.
I stepped through the door of the house and stared down at myself, poking
at my chest through my shirt. Not only was my chest all swollen but now
my nipples were feeling tended as well.
"What's wrong with me?" I demanded, feeling afraid and confused. I'd
been holding off on these feelings while at school, but now that I was
home it all threatened to burst out in a surge of panic.
I found my mom in the living room, sitting back on the couch while
writing something on her laptop. I was relieved to see her here since I
never knew if she'd be here when I got home from school or not.
"There's something wrong with me," I blurted out.
"What?" mom responded, not even glancing up from her laptop at first.
When she did, it was to give me a look of faint annoyance at interrupting
her and to ask, "Are you feeling sick again?"
"It's not the flu," I told her, then paused to grimace. "At least I don't
think it is..." I took a deep breath and said, "I've got some kind of
allergic reaction or something. I'm getting swollen..."
"You don't look swollen," mom responded, standing up and coming over to
give me a quick look over. She was staring at my face rather than where
my symptoms were showing.
"No," I nearly snapped, tearing off my shirt so she could get a good look
at my chest. "Here."
Mom stared at my chest with her eyes going wide. "You've...you've got
breasts," she exclaimed in shock.
"Breasts?" I asked, staring down at myself and then gasping when I
realized she was right. My chest had swollen out on both sides so that
it almost looked like I had a pair of small breasts, just like a girl. My
nipples had gotten bigger and were sticking out which only added to that
impression. "No way..."
While I was trying to absorb the fact that I seemed to have breasts, mom
reached for them and gave them each a gentle squeeze. She had a
difficult to read expression as she felt me up, even toughing my nipples.
That touch made me gasp a little at the sensitivity.
"They're breasts," mom said in a carefully controlled voice, though I
could still hear the shaking in it. "How in the world is this even
possible?"
"Oh no," I whispered in realization. "Those viruses..."
"What viruses?" mom demanded, reminding me that I'd never told her about
my accident in Mrs. Jonas' basement. From her expression, it seemed that
dad hadn't told her either.
I let out a sigh and felt as though I was deflating. I cringed in
embarrassment and then reluctantly told my mom about the incident at Mrs.
Jonas' house.
When I was done, my mom looked angry, though someone who didn't know her
might not realize it. "And you didn't think to tell me about this when
you got sick?" There was a deceptively calm tone of her voice and a
similarly misleading expression. "Your father and I are going to be
having words when he gets home..."
I had a feeling that my mom had a lot more to say, but right then the
door opened and Caitlyn came into the room with Krystal right behind her.
Both girls stopped and stared at me since I was standing there without a
shirt on.
"Um...why does your brother have tits?" Krystal asked, staring at me with a
slightly confused expression.
I instantly turned bright red, grabbed my shirt, and rushed out of the
living room as fast as I could. When I got to the safety of my bedroom,
I locked the door behind me and let out a sigh of relief.
"I've got breasts," I said, still not believing it. I felt them in my
hands, thinking that they definitely looked like small breasts. "Oh God,
please let this swelling go down soon..."
Then I suddenly thought about how Austin or any of the guys at school
would react if they saw me like this. I shuddered at that thought,
realizing that I'd never live this down.
A short time later, there was a knock on my door. I hesitated a moment,
trying to decide to answer it when Caitlyn's voice called out, "Come on
out OZ. I wanna see your breasts..."
"Forget it," I snapped angrily. I'd been worried about what Austin and
my other friends would say. I'd forgotten the fact that my sister could
be even worse.
"You can borrow one of my old bras if you need to," Caitlyn teased,
obviously having fun with the whole situation.
Once I thought Caitlyn was gone, I left my room, though I had put my
shirt back on. I was relieved that she hadn't been standing out in the
hall, waiting in ambush.
However a moment later I saw Krystal further down the hall. She saw me
and cautiously came towards me. She stood back and stared at me, her
eyes locked on my chest as she tried making out my lumps through the
shirt.
"Wow," Krystal said a little awkwardly. "Your mom told us that you
caught some sort of weird virus..."
"Yeah," I responded self-consciously. "At least, I think that's what did
this..."
"Well, I hope you get better soon," she told me with a wry smile. "I can
imagine this can't be very easy for a guy."
"Yeah," I admitted. "It's pretty embarrassing."
Krystal just gave me a wry smile and added, "I'll try getting Caitlyn to
lay off a little," before she turned and walked away.
I watched Krystal walk down the hall and then shook my head, knowing that
I shouldn't get any ideas just because she was talking with me. Still,
she was very pretty and I didn't get the pretty girls talking to me like
that very often.
My stomach suddenly growled, reminding me that I was hungry. I was a
little hungrier than I usually was when I first got home from school, and
unfortunately, I still had to wait an hour or two for dinner. Whenever
dad got home, we'd either go out somewhere, get delivery, or mom would
throw something in the microwave. If we were really lucky, dad would
actually feel like cooking. He was a pretty good cook and Caitlyn wasn't
bad either...when she could be talked into doing so.
In spite of being hungry, I was hesitant to go to the kitchen to get a
snack. I didn't want to deal with Caitlyn at the moment, especially when
I knew that she would tease me mercilessly about my chest being so
swollen it looked like I had breasts. After hesitating a moment, I
decided to go take a shower instead. No...a bath. A shower was for
getting clean, but a bath was for letting the muscles soak and relax. At
the moment, that was what I really needed, other than food that is.
I went to the bathroom and undressed and then looked myself over in the
mirror. I scowled at the sight, seeing that it really did look like I
had breasts. They weren't really all that big, but they looked like they
definitely belonged on a girl. I shuddered at the sight, tearing my
attention away from the mirror.
"Please go away," I muttered to myself. "I mean, it's really just
swelling and swelling goes down."
A minute later, I climbed into the bath tub and stretched out, thankful
that we had such a large tub. I normally wasn't big on baths because a
shower was a lot quicker, but there were times when it was nice to just
sit back and soak away your sore muscles. Some of the guys at school
said that baths were only for kids and girls, but I thought that was only
true for bubble baths. As long as I didn't pour any of Caitlyn's bubble
bath into the water, I could feel secure in my masculinity.
I took my time with my bath, spending most of it with my eyes closed and
just absorbing the warmth. I tried not to think about my embarrassing
situation, and when I washed myself and had no choice, I did so as
quickly as I could. When I was done, I drained the water and dried
myself off with a towel, still feeling worried but not quite as much.
"Much better," I said, feeling much more relaxed.
When I finished drying myself off, I glanced to the tub and was startled
to see a lot of small hairs all over the bottom of it. I blinked at
that, feeling a little confused. Then I looked at the towel in my hand,
noticing that there were small hairs all over that as well. It took me a
few more seconds to realize where all this hair had come from. I'd never
been particularly hairy, but now all the hair on my arms and legs was
gone. In fact, a quick look revealed that all of my hair except what was
on my head had vanished...had fallen out.
"Oh no," I whispered, running a hand down my smooth and hairless arm.
Whatever was happening to my body, it obviously wasn't limited to my
chest getting swollen. Suddenly all the worry came back much stronger
and I muttered, "I have a VERY bad feeling about this..."
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The living room in Mrs. Jonas' house was very nice and done up in
Victorian era style, though I knew that the furniture was all replicas
rather than real antiques. I'd seen this room a few times before and
knew that she often used it when trying to impress visitors. There was
another living room in the house that was done up in a much more modern
style, and which I thought of as being much more comfortable.
I sat in a chair, feeling awkward and self-conscious as Mrs. Jonas stared
at me. My mom and dad were both present as well though neither of them
was happy in the least. Of course none of them could be as unhappy about
this situation as I was.
Dad had been a bit shocked when he came home last night and found that I
had grown breasts, but he thought we should see if the swelling would go
down on its own. However that hadn't been the case at all. Instead my
symptoms had only grown more noticeable.
I now possessed what appeared to be a pair of perfectly shaped C cup
breasts, ones which were far too noticeable for my tastes. Caitlyn was
jealous that I was actually bigger than she was and my mom had forced me
to wear one of her bras for 'modesty'. That only made this whole
situation even more humiliating than it already was.
Of course my new breasts weren't the only symptoms of what was wrong with
me. My body hair had all fallen out as well, including the peach fuzz on
my lip that I had to shave off every few days. My skin was all soft and
smooth now with even my scars all having faded away. I only had one scar
left, a long and deep one on my leg from a childhood accident. That one
had been fading away as well and was now barely visible anymore. By the
time I went to bed tonight, it would probably be completely gone as well.
I sighed and turned my attention to Mrs. Jonas, who was still a bit
shocked. "I don't know what to say," she said, giving me a sympathetic
look. "I'm so sorry OZ... I had no idea that anything like this could
possibly happen. Henry was certain he was close but he'd thought those
viruses were a failure."
"Where are the virus samples?" dad asked, his voice calm and controlled,
but I could tell he was worried and angry. "Maybe someone can use those
to find a cure..."
"After the accident," Mrs. Jonas said, giving me a quick look, "I
cleaned the lab and washed everything down with bleach. Everything that
was left was sterilized and destroyed."
I saw the grim look on dad's face and suddenly wondered if he was
planning to sue Mrs. Jonas. I also wondered how that would work since he
was her lawyer.
"Henry's work wasn't meant to do this," Mrs. Jonas said, giving me
another concerned look. "His virus was meant to destroy cancer cells and
other viruses...to encourage the body to repair itself more efficiently.
It was meant to make you healthier and reduce...or even stop the effects of
aging." She gave a self-conscious smile at that.
"Stop aging?" mom gasped, suddenly going from angry to amazed.
"Henry was nearly twenty years older than me," Mrs. Jonas admitted. "He
was becoming concerned with his age and saw his work as a way help with
that." Then she shook her head sadly. "Henry died of severe pneumonia,
but I've always wondered if maybe he'd accidentally caught something he
was working with. Or even..." She looked away and quietly added, "Or
maybe he was testing it on himself."
"But what about THIS?" mom demanded, pointing right at my chest. "This
doesn't look anything like becoming healthier...at least not for a boy."
"I don't know," Mrs. Jonas admitted. "I don't know how any of this could
be happening but..." Then she paused with a thoughtful look on her face.
"But what?" dad asked with a scowl.
"Henry's main work was a virus that would improve your health," Mrs.
Jonas explained. "But he was working on other experiments too. He was
also working on modified versions of his virus to see if he could
actually change a few things about the body instead of just keeping it
from deteriorating. One of the things he was working on was a version
that would stimulate breast growth and lactation." She gave a faint
smile and continued, "He said it was to help produce healthier milk for
babies."
"I'll bet," I muttered sarcastically, thinking about the stack of dirty
magazines I'd found in the basement. All the magazines had been for very
busty models with one of them even being for lactating women. I looked
straight at Mrs. Jonas and quietly added, "I don't think that one was
meant for moms..."
"OZ may have been accidentally infected with that one," Mrs. Jonas said,
completely unaware of what I'd been saying to myself. "Or possibly even
several versions of the virus. All of Henry's samples had been on the
table that spilled and there's no telling how many may have still been
viable." She shook her head and admitted, "I just don't know."
I felt a cold dread in my stomach as I considered that I might not have
been infected with just one experimental virus but several different
ones. I just hoped that her husband hadn't been doing any Doctor Moreau
type experiments too because I did NOT want to turn into some kind of
animal. Just growing breasts was already far more than enough.
"I just don't understand," Mrs. Jonas repeated again, shaking her head
with a confused look. "Henry hadn't been able to get these to work on
any of his subjects. These viruses just weren't strong enough to get
past the immune systems..."
"I...I think I know," I said, earning surprised looks from all the adults,
though the looks were also skeptical. I suddenly felt even more self-
conscious than before. I adjusted my glasses and then carefully said,
"My cold..."
"What about it?" mom asked me, obviously wondering what my point was or
if I even had one.
I took a deep breath and asked, "What if it really was just the flu?"
"I think we're past that being a normal cold," dad pointed out in a tone
of voice that suggested he thought I was being silly.
"No," I snapped in annoyance. "I mean, if I had the flu, wouldn't it
have stressed my immune system trying to take care of that? That might
have left it weak enough for this stuff to take hold..."
"That does make sense," Mrs. Jonas responded. "If he was already sick,
then maybe the virus took advantage of that. And once it established
itself, it may have become too strong for his immune system to remove."
Then she paused to admit, "Of course I may be familiar with some of
Henry's work but I'm not expert enough to know for certain. There is one
thing I can do though and that's test for the virus..."
Two minutes later, Mrs. Jonas led us all down to the basement lab, though
my mom and dad were both very nervous about going down there after my
accident. When we reached the bottom, I was immediately struck by the
strong smell of bleach and cleaners. Mrs. Jonas had said she'd cleaned
and sterilized down here and the strong smell certainly seemed to confirm
it.
I looked around the basement and saw that the mess I'd left behind had
been cleaned up. All the shattered glass and liquid on the floor was
gone with no sign of it having been there while the table and put back up
where I'd first seen it. There were no longer any bottles of liquid on
that table or any of the others.
"I'm not a virologist," Mrs. Jonas said as she went and pulled some
equipment from a drawer, "but I did assist Henry enough over to the
years to have picked a few things up."
Mrs. Jonas revealed a syringe which she then used to take a sample of
blood from my arm. She put a drop on a slide and then put it under a
microscope and put a little more into a small machine. She looked at the
microscope and some kind of display on the machine, going back and forth
several times.
"I have no way of knowing which strains that you're infected with," Mrs.
Jonas finally told me, giving me a steady look before adding, "other than
the obvious. But you definitely have a high count of Henry's virus in
your system." She looked back at the lab and equipment and sighed.
"Henry wasn't able to fully infect a lab rat no matter how hard he
tried...and now you get infected purely by accident. The irony..."
"But how do we cure Oscar?" dad demanded, giving Mrs. Jonas a steady
look. "Will his immune system fight it off normally?"
"I don't know," Mrs. Jonas admitted quietly.
"We'll take him to a doctor," mom announced firmly, as though it was
fully decided. "A specialist."
"Henry was THE specialist," Mrs. Jonas responded with a bitter chuckle.
"He always said that no one else came close to what he was doing. And
unfortunately, Henry's notes wouldn't do much good for anyone else. He
became paranoid after his previous work had been stolen, so he always
wrote his notes in his own personal code and never put everything down on
paper. He always kept some key details in his own head and nowhere
else."
We were all silent as we absorbed this information and I realized that no
normal doctor would be able to do much good. Scientists had been
studying AIDS for a long time and still hadn't found a cure for that.
How long would it take to find a cure for some virus that they'd never
even heard of before?
"There is one person who might be able to help," Mrs. Jonas finally said
with a thoughtful expression. "One of Henry's friends. The two of them
used to talk about Henry's work so he might be the only person able to
make real sense of the virus. He retired a few years ago, but I think
he'll be willing to help."
We were all relieved to hear that, especially me. Mrs. Jonas told us
that she'd try reaching this scientist and getting him to come over as
soon as possible, but of course, she couldn't promise that he'd agree or
even that he'd be able to do anything.
When we returned home a short time later, Caitlyn met us at the door and
gave me a look of concern. She'd teased me about my condition yesterday,
but once she realized how serious this was her attitude had changed.
"Any good news?" Caitlyn asked.
"We confirmed that I've got that weird virus inside me," I told her
wryly. "And Mrs. Jonas knows someone who might be able to help."
"Are you going to be okay?" Caitlyn asked me cautiously.
I hesitated a moment before answering honestly. "I have no idea." My
voice shook as I said it.
Caitlyn gave me a concerned look and then weakly joked, "At least now you
can't tease me about having to wear a bra."
"At least something good came out of this," I responded with a roll of my
eyes.
I left Caitlyn with mom and dad while they filled her in on what we'd
learned...and what we hadn't. I went to the bathroom and stared at myself
in the mirror, still stunned by the twin mounds on my chest. I shook my
head, looking over the rest of my reflection as well and not being happy
about it in the least.
Thanks to my breasts and my softer smoother skin, it made me look just a
little girly. I scowled at that, staring at my face and having the
feeling that something else was wrong as well. It took me several
seconds to realize what it was. My hair. I normally kept my hair fairly
short and well-trimmed, and I'd even had it cut only two weeks ago. But
now, it was looking just as shaggy as before my cut if not even more so.
"So I lose the rest of my hair but this grows faster," I mutter. At
least this side effect of the virus wasn't a bad one. All it meant was
that I'd need to get a haircut a little sooner.
After this I went back to my bedroom and sat down on my bed, thinking
about what was happening to my body some more. However I didn't want to
think about this anymore. It was just too freaky and frightening. So I
did what I always did when I wanted to distract myself from something. I
picked up a book and began to read, throwing myself into that world
instead. It said something that I found the world of a blood sucking
monster to be more soothing than my own at the moment.
I hadn't been reading for very long when there was a hesitant knock on my
bedroom door. Seconds later, my mom's voice came through the door.
"Oscar? Austin is here but I didn't know if you wanted to see him right
now..."
I hesitated for a moment, my first impulse being to turn Austin away. I
glanced down at my breasts and gulped, feeling incredibly embarrassed and
not wanting anyone to see me like this...especially not my friends. But on
the other hand, Caitlyn's best friend had already seen me like this and
could I trust my own any less?
"Send him in," I told my mom through the door.
Austin came into my room half a minute later, asking, "What's up with
your mom? She's acting kind of weird."
"It's not my mom that has something wrong with her," I responded with a
sigh and then a wry smile. "At least not any more than usual."
Austin stopped at the door and stared at my chest for a moment before he
burst out laughing. "What are you doing...trying out a Halloween costume?
Because if you've decided to start wearing a padded bra just because...I
might get a little worried."
I grimaced at that, turning bright red. At the moment, I just wanted to
hide, maybe dive under the covers of my bed and demand that Austin leave.
I knew that it would be embarrassing to show Austin but I wasn't about to
back out now. Instead I removed my shirt and gave him a good look. His
eyes went wide and his mouth dropped open.
"It's no padded bra," I told him with a sigh.
"What..." Austin started, coming closer and then poking one of my
breasts with a finger to prove to himself that it was real. "What the
fuck?"
"It's a weird disease," I told Austin. Then I grinned evilly and added,
"And highly contagious."
Austin instantly jumped back and stared at the hand he'd touched me with
in fear. I just burst out laughing at that while he looked confused.
"Don't worry," I assured him. "I don't think it's contagious or everyone
in my family would have it too." Then I shook my head in disgust and put
my shirt back on again. "It was kind of a freak accident that I got it..."
"What the hell kind of disease gives you boobs?" Austin demanded,
absently wiping his hand on his pants and not looking all that comforted.
"You have to promise not to tell anyone," I insisted, knowing that I'd
die of embarrassment if anyone at school found out. Once Austin agreed,
I started, "You remember when I told you about that accident at Mrs.
Jonas'..."
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When I woke up in the morning, I was immediately aware of the weight on
my chest. Of course I'd been aware of my breasts for most of the night
as they made it uncomfortable and difficult to sleep. Nearly every time
I rolled over onto my stomach, I was awakened from the unfamiliar
pressure.
"It wasn't a dream," I said as I sat up in bed and cupped my breasts. Of
course I hadn't really thought it was for even a moment, but I had hoped.
By the time I'd gone to bed last night, my breasts had grown to about a D
cup, and now it appeared that they'd grown even more overnight. These
things felt enormous and seemed to stick out of my chest way too far. I
was mortified to realize that I was bigger than my mom, and she was
fairly generous.
Then I turned my attention from the size of my breasts to my nipples.
They had grown a bit more and had also become very sensitive. I gently
squeezed one and then gasped at the sensation.
"Is it like this for girls?" I asked quietly.
I hesitated a few seconds and then began to play with my nipples. It was
almost as though they had a direct line to my groin because little OZ
immediately began to respond.
"No," I muttered, tearing my hands away. I couldn't do that. It was
just too twisted.
I let out a sigh and then reached for my glasses which were sitting on my
night stand. But as I was about to put them on, it dawned on me that the
faint blurriness I usually saw in my vision wasn't there. I slowly
looked around my room, seeing everything in crystal clarity. From this
distance, I was normally unable to make out the writing on a poster on
the far wall, but now I could read it perfectly fine.
"My eyes," I whispered.
A moment later, I put my glasses back on the nightstand and scrambled out
of bed. I grabbed the book I was in the middle of reading and read
through a couple sentences, delighted at the fact that I didn't even need
to squint to make the words out.
"It fixed my eyes," I exclaimed in awe, thankful that at least something
good had come out of this whole mess. Of course I'd happily return to
needing glasses if it meant getting rid of these mounds and going back to
normal.
After a few minutes I got dressed, putting on a large sweater to cover
up my breasts and then going to the bathroom to relieve myself. I
finished my business as quickly as I could and then stared at my
reflection in the mirror above the sink while I washed my hands.
The thing I noticed first was that my hair was longer, having grown
around four inches since yesterday. It was getting long enough that it
was even starting to fall into my eyes, much to my annoyance. However I
could tell that something else had changed too, though I couldn't quite
determine what that was. After staring at myself for several minutes, I
decided that my face somehow looked softer...more feminine. That might
have been due to my losing every trace of my facial hair, but I suspected
that it was something more than that.
I grimaced and decided that I needed a better look. After taking a deep
breath, I removed the clothes I'd only put on a few minutes ago and
dropped them to the floor. I had already looked myself over in my room,
but now I did so in front of the mirror, carefully looking for any
further changes that I might have missed.
My first impression was that I was staring at a naked girl in the mirror,
an impression which was supported by my breasts and smooth hairless body.
Of course the junk between my legs told a different story. But as I
looked myself over, trying to ignore my smooth skin and breasts, as
difficult as that was, I realized that there were other things that
looked feminine as well.
It took a minute of just staring at my reflection before it dawned on me.
My entire body shape somehow seemed more feminine. My waist seemed just
a little thinner and my hips wider. If I didn't know they were attached
to me, I would have thought my legs belonged to a woman.
"Oh shit," I blurted, suddenly realizing what this all meant. I hadn't
just grown breasts. I was actually turning into a girl.
Now that I knew what to look for, I could see the signs over my entire
body. Most of the changes were more subtle than my breasts, but they
were still noticeable.
I turned away from the mirror, feeling a cold knot of dread in my
stomach...at least emotionally. Physically, I felt perfectly fine. Better
than fine. In spite of these weird changes in my body and the occasional
itching, I actually felt surprisingly good. With all this going on, I
would have expected more of the flu symptoms at the very least.
"Maybe that stuff is keeping me healthy like it was supposed to," I
thought aloud. Then I snorted. "Along with all this other stuff."
I turned away from the mirror and put my clothes back on, not wanting to
think about how I was changing but not having any choice. Still, in
spite of the horror of turning into a girl, I did have other things I
needed to take care of.
I left the bathroom and went to the kitchen, feeling pretty hungry and
eager for something to fill my stomach. Ever since I'd started changing,
I'd been getting hungry more often and eating more than normal. Dad
thought that it was because my body needed extra energy to fight off the
virus. I thought that the energy was probably being used to fuel my
changes.
"Do you want something to eat?" mom asked unnecessarily when she saw me.
She was dressed up in a nice outfit, which suggested that she was planning
on meeting clients or showing houses today. I might be staying home from
school because of my condition, but it appeared that she wasn't planning
to stay with me the whole day.
Mom heated up some microwavable waffles for me and I ate in silence while
she went to work on her laptop. While I ate, I continued to think about
my situation and wondered what I could possibly do.
Last night, I'd overheard my parents arguing about that as well. Mom
wanted to check me into a hospital, but dad argued that no doctors there
would be able to help me and that all it would do was make my situation
more public.
"The last thing we need is for the media to get wind of this," dad had
said firmly. "If this goes public, Oscar will never have a moment of
privacy in his life."
In the end, the decision was to do what we had already planned on doing.
We'd wait until after we talked with Mrs. Jonas' friend before we made
any real decisions. I just hoped that she'd be able to set up a meeting
soon...and that it wouldn't be a waste of time.
Once I was done eating, I finally told my mom what I'd figured out. "It's
not just giving me breasts," I said, my voice choking as I forced the
words out. "It's turning me into a girl..."
As I said the words, it was almost as though a dam suddenly broke and
tears began to pour down my cheeks. I tried wiping my tears away but
more kept coming.
"I'm sorry," mom told me sympathetically. She put her arms around me and
quietly promised, "Everything will be fine."
"Will it?" I demanded. "How is it going to be all right when I've got a
bigger chest then yo