I had originally planned on writing a different Legacy story next, but
my muse kept turning to this one so I wrote it out of the order I'd
previously intended.
This is the twenty-first story in my Legacy Universe, but like the
others, it can be read on its own. A complete list of the Legacy
stories will be provided at the end of the story as well as the order in
which they were written.
Harbinger
By Morpheus
The burning sun beat down on me, baking me alive and making me think
that this is what it must feel like in hell. I was sweating so much
that my uniform was soaked through, or at least it would have been if it
the sweat didn't evaporate almost instantly. Add that to the fact that
I'd somehow gotten sand in my ass crack and I was extremely
uncomfortable.
At the moment, I was in an undisclosed location in the Middle-East,
being cooked alive under the desert sun and remaining absolutely still
in spite of my discomfort. I was currently on top of a ridge, laying on
the ground and staring through my scope at the terrorist compound below
me.
The compound wasn't much as far as terrorist bases went, being neither
hidden in a cave or in the middle of a civilian populace. In fact our
intel suggested that this was just a temporary base that hadn't been
intended for long term use. It was out in the open and its security was
a joke, consisting of a single watch tower and constantina wire that had
been run around the buildings. However I knew that this wasn't going to
be an easy location to take. After all they didn't need much security
since some of those inside were classified as extremely dangerous.
My crosshairs were currently locked on a specific figure, a man who
stood just under seven feet tall and who had muscles like a bodybuilder.
He was dressed in a tan covered jumpsuit that looked more like my desert
fatigues than what the other people in that compound wore. Of course he
wasn't actually part of this particular group...at least not
ideologically. This target was an Italian mercenary who'd been hired to
help the terrorists out, probably from the unknown party who was using
the terrorists as pawns in some game.
"Harbinger," a voice said in my ear. I perked up at the sound of my
call sign. "We're in position."
"Roger," I responded over the radio, bracing myself for the attack.
My name is Roland Gettz and I was a Staff Sergeant in the US Army,
assigned to the 3rd ADU...Anti-Developed Unit. We were a special unit
that was specifically tasked with fighting developed threats...like the
one in front of me.
Our current mission was to recover a container of an extremely dangerous
mutagen that was capable of causing people to develop powers. From what
my briefing said, you were far more likely to die from exposure than to
become developed, but there were always people who were willing to take
that kind of risk for the chance of gaining powers.
An unknown party had somehow acquired the mutagen and then gave it to
these terrorists, perhaps so they could remain in the shadows while
these terrorists took the blame for using it, or perhaps because they
didn't want to risk their own people. What I did know was that the
mutagen was in the compound in front of me.
Intelligence said that these terrorists had exposed more than two dozen
volunteers and that they'd gained two developed of their own as a
result. Both of those developed were present, along with the Italian
mercenary. That meant we would have to go through three developed in
order to complete our mission.
"We are a go," our unit leader, Captain Burke called over the radio,
just a moment before the rest of my unit began their attack.
The 3rd ADU was relatively small, consisting of only eight highly
trained members. Seven of them were attacking the compound directly
while I stayed back in sniper position. Normally I'd have my spotter
Mike here to help me gauge wind speed and direction, but Captain Burke
wanted the extra fire power up close for this operation. Fortunately I
was only about a hundred and fifty yards out and could handle this
without help.
My unit launched several RPGs...rocket propelled grenades at the
compound, taking out several people in the initial volley. The people
in the compound returned fire, with one of them suddenly flying into the
air and floating above the compound. I just kept my crosshairs locked
on the big guy, though I didn't pull the trigger. Intel said that he
was bulletproof so I didn't want to waste any shots. That would have
been unprofessional at best.
The flying man fired blasts of green energy from his hands, but my team
took cover from that as they would any other attack. The third
developed appeared at this time, running out of the compound at super
speed and going straight towards several of my teammates. He was moving
fast enough that he could probably slit their throats before they even
realized he was there, except that he ran straight into the nest of
claymores that we'd set up in preparation for him. Even moving at that
speed, he couldn't escape the explosions and shrapnel which came at him
from every direction at once.
I was tempted to take out the flyer, but that wasn't the plan. I kept
my crosshairs on the big guy, waiting for my opportunity. He charged
towards Mike, who only pointed towards me. The large man paused to look
in my direction and I smiled, pulling the trigger and sending a depleted
uranium round right through his eye. His skin might be bulletproof, but
there were ways to get around that with either the right ammo or the
right aim. I'd used both. The bulletproof developed collapsed to the
ground dead.
To my surprise, the flying man was still active and firing blasts of
energy. The plan had been for Splatterhouse and Chuckwagon to focus on
him once he appeared and take him out. Then as I watched, one of his
blasts destroyed the boulder that Chuckwagon had been using as cover,
killing my teammate and friend in the process.
"Chuck," Mike called out over the radio.
"What's the situation on flyboy?" I asked over the radio, keeping my
voice calm and professional.
"Some kind of force field we didn't count on," Mike responded.
"Everything we throw at him bounces off."
I turned my scope and my attention to the flying target, letting the
rest of my team deal with the few remaining non-developed threats. As I
watched him through my scope, I noticed a flicker in the air around him,
a flicker that faded away whenever he was actually firing one of his
energy blasts. That was his weakness, the moment when the energies were
redirected away from his defense in order to power his offense. I
waited until he fired another blast and then pulled my trigger. His
head exploded and a moment later, his body fell from the air.
"The harbinger of death does it again," Mike called out cheerfully over
the radio.
"Keep a watch Harbinger," I heard from my radio. "We're going in to
secure the site."
I remained where I was, looking out for any remaining hostiles while the
rest of my unit overtook the compound and secured it. It was only when
they called out an all clear that I allowed myself to relax at all. But
even then I continued to keep a close watch for any threats that might
jump up and bite us in the ass.
I thought about the mutagen that was the target of our mission,
considering just how much damage it could cause in the wrong hands. I
was just thankful that we were able to stop this group from being able
to create their own army of developed soldiers. I'd lost friends to
roadside bombs and could only imagine how much more damage they could
have done with super powers.
Of course as dangerous as developed could be, they could still be
stopped...as I'd just proven. For the most part, I didn't see much
difference between some guy with a rifle and one who could shoot laser
beams from his eyes, except perhaps for the fact that the laser beams
are easier to conceal. Most developed could still be killed with a
bullet to the head, and those who couldn't merely needed better weapons
or more careful planning. But in spite of that, I wouldn't want to put
developed powers into the hands of an enemy any more than I'd want to
give them a 50 cal.
"We found the target," Bugs announced on the radio, sounding a little
worried. "It looks like they wired it in to some kind of bomb..."
"They've weaponized it," Splatterhouse exclaimed, sounding eve more
worried than Bugs. "There's a timer... Fuck..."
Mike's voice came next, yelling, "RUN. They set the damn thing to go
off in case we took them..."
I stared through my scope, watching my team run from the shelters on the
compound as fast as they could. Suddenly the small building they'd
just come out of exploded in a massive blast that caught Bugs and
Splatterhouse. But as bad as that was, a thick ground cloud of green
smoke was coming from the ruins and spreading out. I jumped to my feet,
hearing my friends scream as the gas caught them.
"Eyes," I called out Mike's call sign. "Mike..."
The radio went dead though I continued calling out for the rest of my
team, getting no response. They'd been caught in an explosion and then
in the gas. If they were still alive, they weren't in any condition to
respond. It took me a few more seconds to realize that the green cloud
was coming towards me. I'd positioned myself downwind from the compound
in case they had any dogs or developed with an enhanced sense of smell,
but now that very precaution put me directly in the path of the green
cloud.
Even though I was worried about the rest of my team, I had to focus on
saving my own ass. I covered my nose and mouth with a cloth, wishing
that I'd had my gas mask and hoping that this would do the trick long
enough for me to get away. I tried moving as fast as I could but the
cloud had already surrounded me and I could feel the burning in my lungs
and on my skin. I staggered, trying to keep going but after only a few
yards, I fell face first into the sand and lost consciousness.
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I was in a dark haze, feeling a burning pain through my entire body yet
a strange numbness at the same time. Images flashed through my mind,
memories of Chuck getting hit by the flying developed, of the explosion
that killed Frank and Leon...and of the green cloud enveloping me.
Flashes of scrambled memories continued to come in no particular order
before eventually settling down. A part of me knew that I was dreaming,
but I couldn't quite remember how I got here or why.
I found myself stepping into a dive of a bar, one located just off base.
For some reason, I couldn't remember which base...not that it mattered.
One dive bar was pretty much like another. There was the dingy feel,
the smell of stale cigarettes and old beer, and of course the pool
tables that had seen better days.
Leon, known as Bugs due to his fondness for snacking on carrots, was
busy trying to hustle Chuck over a game of pool. Chuck usually acted a
bit slow, but that was only because he liked to think about what he was
going to say before he said it. Most people mistook that for his not
being very bright, though the truth was quite the opposite. As I
watched the game, I would have put down a twenty that Chuck was the one
playing Leon.
Frank was sitting at the bar by himself, drinking a beer and not looking
at anyone else. He was a skinny guy who'd earned the call sign of
Splatterhouse due to his love of gory movies. The fact that he always
rooted for the psycho killers...and that he just happened to be an
asshole, often made it difficult for even his friends to tolerate him
for very long.
Then I looked at Mike, my spotter and best friend, standing at the bar
about halfway down from Frank. He was lean and wiry, with dark skin and
the most diverse ethnic background of anyone I'd ever met. He proudly
boasted that he had family roots on four continents. At the moment, he
was deep in conversation to the new guy on our team.
The new guy was a kid named Kyle who'd only been on our team for one
mission so far and had yet to be given a nickname or a call sign. But
as I approached and overheard their conversation, I realized that this
was what they were talking about.
"And that's how Chuck learned the name Chuckwagon," Mike told Kyle,
taking a puff on one of those thin cigars he liked to smoke.
"Jack and Coke," I told the bartender, then looked to my friend.
"And Roland here is Harbinger," Mike told Kyle as he gestured to me.
"The harbinger of death," Kyle said, giving me a respectful look. "I'd
heard. They said you've killed more developed than anyone else in the
unit."
"Most of them never see it coming," Mike agreed with a grin. "Roland
here is death from on high."
I just grunted at that, then took a sip from my drink as it was placed
in front of me. It always annoyed me when Mike talked about me like
that, which of course is one of the reasons he did it. Sure, I was good
at killing...damn good. I wasn't ashamed of that...but I wasn't proud
of it either. It was just something that sometimes had to be done...and
something that I didn't want to dwell on afterwards.
"So," Kyle asked, gesturing to the tattoo of a wolf that was prominently
shown on Mike's upper arm. It was the unit tattoo that we each had.
"When will I be able to earn the right to wear the tat?"
"Three missions," Mike told him with a chuckle. He took a drag on his
cigar and said, "Your ass has to survive three missions."
"You did good on your first one," I told Kyle approving.
He'd been assigned a support role, but when the mission turned south, he
stepped up and went at the developed soldiers we were fighting as though
he'd done that kind of thing before. He was fast, decisive, and almost
seemed to act as though it was old hat. It was pretty impressive since
most people had a natural fear of fighting anyone with developed powers.
"I think we need to get you a call sign," I said to which Mike nodded
agreement.
Kyle grinned at that, looking quite pleased. "If I have any choice in
it...I'd like to be called Charger. It was a nickname from my...
football team back in high school. I'm used to answering to it."
"I was thinking more in the line of Pansyass," Mike joked while I
chuckled.
Kyle gave him a faint smile, saying, "As an old buddy of mine would
say... you're an asshat."
Mike and I both chuckled at that. Then Mike looked to me and admitted,
"Well, he definitely charged in..."
I just nodded at that and took a sip of my drink before responding,
"That he did. Lucky he didn't get his ass shot off."
"We'll have to run it by the others," Mike told him, "but you just might
be able to keep it..."
A few minutes later, the new kid was starting a pool game with Chuck,
who'd soundly beaten Leon, while Mike and I remained at the bar. We
drank in silence for a few minutes before Mike finally broke the
silence.
"I'm gonna ask her," Mike told me. "I'm gonna ask Sheila to marry me."
I gave my friend a speculative look and raised an eyebrow. "Our line of
work isn't exactly good for relationships."
Of course that was actually something of an understatement. We were all
on call and could be sent anywhere in the world without warning at any
time. We usually didn't know how long we'd be gone and weren't allowed
to say even if we did. Afterwards, we weren't allowed to talk about
where we were or what we'd done. That kind of thing was extremely hard
on a relationship and most marriages couldn't survive our line of work
for more than a year or two.
"I know," Mike agreed with a sigh. He took a drink of his beer and
didn't look at me as he added, "I'm thinking of dropping out...of taking
a position as a trainer." Then he finally looked at me and added, "I
was hoping you'd be my best man."
"Of course," I responded with a grin. "I'd be honored."
"All right," Leon exclaimed with a grin of his own as he came over to
join us. "That means a bachelor party..."
Just then another voice called out, "That sounds fine and dandy...but
right now, we have work to do."
I looked at Captain Burke, our team leader, who'd come in without anyone
noticing. He was a short and stocky black man who could burn with an
intensity that drew all attention to him, or as he usually did in the
field, he'd seem to fade into the background so that you didn't notice
him. He was so good at this that there was even a rumor among the unit
that he had some low level developed ability.
"Okay men," Captain Burke announced, looking at each of us with a steady
look. "We have a mission. Dress for warm weather."
With that the dream began to fade away until I once again found myself
in darkness. This time, there were no dreams or flashes of imagery,
only the peaceful nothing.
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I awoke to a faint but steady beeping sound, one which had gotten into
my dreams and had finally drawn me out of them. When I opened my eyes,
I saw the white tiled ceiling and smelled the antiseptic scent that told
me I was in a hospital. The fact that I was in a hospital bed and had
some sort of medical equipment hooked up to me only confirmed that.
I closed my eyes again, taking several deep breaths as I tried to steady
myself. I remembered the mission and the disastrous way it had ended.
I was obviously still alive, which is more than I'd hoped for before I
lost consciousness. However I had no idea of my physical condition.
Taking inventory of myself, I noted that my eyes, ears, and sense of
smell all seemed to be working fine. I could wiggle my fingers and toes
without effort, which I took as a good sign. At the same time, my
entire body ached, which could merely be an indication of massive
bruising, though it could also be an indication of something worse. For
now, I could only wait and try not to let my imagination get the best of
me.
A nurse arrived a short time later and then almost immediately left to
get a doctor. When the doctor came in a few minutes later, he stood
back and looked me over for a moment before he actually approached me.
I noticed how slow he was moving, how hesitant he seemed. He was afraid
of me...or at least very nervous.
"Where am I?" I asked, my voice sounding rough and shaky.
"Landstuhl Germany," he answered me with an obviously forced smile.
"You arrived yesterday."
"Did anyone else arrive with me?" I asked. The truth is, I wanted to
know if anyone else in my unit survived, but I had to be careful not to
give away any potentially classified information.
"No," he admitted, losing the fake smile. "You were the only patient to
arrive."
I scowled at that, feeling a surge of grief and anger at the loss of my
friends, though I quickly compartmentalized the emotions as I'd been
trained. It was premature to grieve for them when I didn't know for
certain that they were dead. And at the moment, I also had other things
I needed to focus on.
"What's my situation?" I asked the doctor grimly.
The doctor hesitated a moment and looked away from me. Then he took a
break and carefully answered, "You were exposed to some kind of toxic
chemical that is playing havoc with your systems. It doesn't seem to be
killing you, but..." He paused and shook his head. Then he sighed and
told me, "I'm afraid that I can't tell you anything more. I was given
orders to contact someone else once you woke up."
I stared at the doctor for a moment before nodding my understanding.
The stuff my team had been sent after was classified so I could see how
even the doctors would be kept out of the loop. However I knew what
that stuff did, which meant that I had plenty of fuel for my
imagination.
After the doctor left, I sat up in bed, finding that in spite of the
heavy aches in my body, I could still move without problem. I had a
momentary impulse to look for some clothes so I could haul ass out of
here, though I knew that wouldn't be a good idea. I hated hospitals,
having spent more than enough time in one after being shot nearly two
years ago. In spite of my desire to leave, I forced myself to be
patient and wait. Patience is a virtue that every sniper learned.
Eventually the door to my room opened again and this time the man in
full service uniform who entered was someone I recognized. He was tall
and solidly built, with dark hair that was starting to gray and eyes
that looked as hard as iron. Captain Burke had been the team leader of
my unit, but Colonel Ryley was our commander and the one whom Captain
Burke took orders from.
"Sir," I greeted him grimly.
"At ease, soldier," Colonel Ryley said, staring at me with a dark look.
I braced myself and then asked, "How many others made it, sir?"
"Besides yourself?" he responded, his expression not revealing anything.
"None."
I winced at that, shaken by the news that my team was dead...that my
best friend was dead. Of course I'd known that they probably were the
moment they were hit with the green cloud. I'd survived and had hoped
that they had as well. I was disappointed by this confirmation but not
surprised. I took several deep breaths, trying to control the emotions
that burned inside me. This certainly wasn't the first time I'd had
friends die and I doubted it would be the last...not unless I went
first.
"This isn't my preferred place for a debriefing," Colonel Ryley told me,
sounding almost sympathetic. Almost. "But I need you to tell me
everything that happened."
In spite of what I was feeling, I kept my emotions locked as tightly as
I could and tried to remain as calm and profession as possible. I
described our mission and everything that had happened in as much detail
as I could. The Colonel let me finish my story before he began asking
questions.
Once Colonel Ryley finished questioning me, he said, "They weaponized
it. Intelligence only now found out what they were really up to..." He
paused at that, scowling intensely as he stared off to the side with a
thoughtful look in his eyes. "We'd assumed they were going to use the
mutagen to try creating an army of developed. They were, but not like
we'd expected. They'd decided it was too dangerous to risk so many of
their own."
I considered this, realizing that the mutagen would make a very
dangerous weapon, though normal chemical attacks would have been just as
effective and far more efficient. The very fact that any survivors
might develop powers and then come in search of revenge would be a good
motivation not to use the mutagen in that fashion. But from what the
Colonel said, they may have weaponized it, but they still intended to
use it to create developed.
"They intended to disperse the stuff," I thought aloud, considering why
they would have used the mutagen with a bomb. "They wanted to expose as
many people as they could without warning..."
Colonel Ryley nodded. "That's what intelligence thinks. They believe
the terrorists were going to foment a large anti-American protest, then
release it. Hundreds would have died, perhaps thousands. Any survivors
would blame us for the attack...for the deaths of their friends and
family members. They would likely gain powers and have more than enough
motive to turn that power against us."
"And whoever was behind this?" I asked, hoping that we had more intel on
whoever it was who'd given the mutagen to the terrorists.
"Nothing," Colonel Ryley responded with a grim look. "We still haven't
found anything on who it could be. It could be a foreign power or even
one of those so called super villains. The only thing we know for
certain is that they were interested enough in how the terrorists used
it that they sent a developed to guard the mutagen for them."
Since we'd already covered all the business related to the actual
mission, I decided that it was time to focus on the subject that was of
immediate interest to me. "What about me? About my situation?"
It had been taking nearly all the willpower I possessed to remain as
calm and professional as I have been. But with every minute, the mask
was getting harder to keep in place. It was all I could do not to start
yelling.
Colonel Ryley stared at me for a moment before answering. "You received
a much smaller exposure to the mutagen than the rest of your team...
which may be why you survived. According to the doctor, your body is in
the process of changing, though we don't know how. What we do know is
that you've lost body mass...and were measured as being five foot
eleven."
"I shrunk two inches?" I asked in surprise, trying to clamp down on the
worry and compartmentalize it.
"They don't know what it's doing to you yet," he said carefully. "I
want to fly you back to the States. There are some experts that will
want to have a look at you. And if you see any signs of developing any
powers, let me know immediately."
Once Colonel Ryley left a few minutes later, I disconnected myself from
the machines and climbed out of my hospital bed. My body hurt, but I
saw absolutely no reason to remain stuck in the bed when I didn't have
to. Besides, I had to piss like a racehorse and wasn't about to use a
catheter or piss pan when I didn't have to.
I went to the tiny bathroom and did my business, then I looked into the
small mirror above the sink. I've been told I was decent looking, in a
rough sort of way. My nose showed the signs of having once been broken
and I had a two inch long scar along my jaw, but I'd never had much
problem with the ladies. But at the moment, I also looked like crap.
My eyes were sunken in a little and had dark circles under them.
Overall, I had the same look about me as I usually did when nursing a
bad hangover. I can't say that I actually felt much better either.
While I looked myself over, I was very aware of what Colonel Ryley had
told me about the way my body was changing. I couldn't really notice
the height loss yet, but I did somehow look smaller at the same time.
It was faint, but I was sure that I'd lost muscle mass. Of course the
Colonel had mentioned that I'd lost mass, but I'd just assumed it was
just the height loss. After a moment, I did notice one other thing that
struck me as odd. I hadn't shaved in several days, yet there wasn't a
trace of stubble on my face.
"Damn," I snarled, thinking of my lost team and my own traitorous body.
I wished I could go to the gym and work out some of my frustrations, or
better yet, the firing range. Instead I tried choking down the worry
and frustration again. After all I had a long trip to make.
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I scowled in annoyance as I waited for the doctor to arrive, thinking
that after all the traveling I did to get here, the doctor could at
least be on time. But since this doctor was supposedly some kind of
expert on developed physiology and might actually be able to help me, I
didn't want to start off on the wrong foot. I allowed my expression
relax so that I would appear calm and in control.
Colonel Ryley and I had left Germany late last night, catching a flight
out of Ramstein Air Force Base and spending most of the night crossing
the Atlantic. Military aircraft weren't known for luxury or comfort so
it had been a very long and uncomfortable flight. I'd caught a little
sleep, but not much.
Once we landed in the States, we were picked up by a car and were taken
to some kind of research facility. I was a little surprised that
Colonel Ryley had accompanied me, but he seemed to have taken a strong
interest in my situation.
The doctor finally arrived and was revealed to be a woman who appeared
to be in her fifties. She had hair that was brown but heavily streaked
with gray and was tied back into a bun. She even wore a lab coat as
though it was some kind of uniform. Maybe she considered it to be
exactly that.
"I am Doctor Alvere," she greeted me with a pleasant smile. "And you
are Sergeant Gettz?"
"Yes ma'am," I responded.
Dr. Alvere nodded at that and then asked me to come with her. When
Colonel Ryley started to follow, she gently told him, "Just the patient
please."
A minute later, we were in a room that looked like it was half doctor's
office and half mad-scientist's laboratory. Doctor Alvere asked me to
sit down on a stool, then she stared at me for a moment with a
thoughtful expression.
"I was told that you were exposed to a dangerous and unstable mutagen
that is altering your body," she finally said. At my nod, she asked,
"What symptoms have you seen so far?"
"I've been shrinking," I responded in a casual tone that concealed the
real worry I felt. "I've lost three inches of height...and some
muscle."
Colonel Ryley was normally only an inch taller than me, but on the trip
here I'd been very aware that he now seemed taller. My clothes had even
become a little more loose on me as I wore them. It was more than a
little disconcerting.
Dr. Alvere nodded and then went to a shelf and pulled out a syringe.
I'd been through enough medical exams that I knew what she was after and
rolled my sleeve up so she could take the blood sample.
After this, Dr. Alvere had me undress and then weight me, measured my
height, and even had me stand inside some type of X-ray machine that
looked a bit like an old fashioned phone booth.
When we were done with the exam and Doctor Alvere let me get dressed
again, she told me, "We'll need to do this all again, twice a day as
long as you continue to change."
"Do you think you can fix me?" I asked her grimly.
"I don't know yet," Dr. Alvere answered me honestly. Then she stared at
me for a moment before letting out a sigh. "But honestly...probably
not. Your body is changing in an unknown way. I can try to understand
how it's changing and perhaps halt the process, but biological mutations
are notoriously difficult to reverse."
I stared at her for a moment before nodding. "Thanks for being honest."
"You seem the type to prefer honesty," she admitted with a faint sigh.
Then she added, "We do have guest rooms in the building so you can stay
here. That will make it easier to study your changes and help you to
either halt or understand them."
After this, Dr. Alvere gave me a quick tour of the facility, which had
only a few other people present. I was a bit surprised to find a very
nice rec room as well as a fully stocked gym.
"And here is your room," she told me when we stopped at one door. There
was a tag on the door with the word 'Splash'. Dr. Alvere removed the
tag and said, "That belonged to the previous occupant. She and her
friends moved to a more secure facility."
Dr. Alvere excused herself at that, leaving me to check out my temporary
quarters. It was a relatively small room, but damn near a luxury suite
compared to some of the places I've stayed.
I plopped down on the edge of the bed and muttered, "Damn I could use a
drink..." In fact I could use a whole bottle of bourbon about now.
Unfortunately Dr. Alvere had warned me to stay away from alcohol while
my body was in the process of changing. If she hadn't, I'd be out
looking for a bar.
My whole body shook slightly as my emotions finally began to burst
forth, no longer needing to be contained for professionalisms sake. I'd
lost my whole unit. My best friend had died. And now, my entire body
was changing in ways that were freaking me out.
"Damn it," I screamed, letting the grief turn to rage. That was much
easier to deal with.
A few minutes later, I was back in the gym to burn of some of my anger.
I didn't trust myself the free weights or even any of the weight
machines, not with my body shrinking the way it was. However the
punching back was about perfect.
I pounded on the punching bag until I couldn't do it anymore. With my
body already hurting like hell, that didn't take nearly as long as I
would have liked. Fortunately there were other things to distract
myself with until it was time for my next exam.
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I was once again sitting on the stool in Dr. Alvere's examination room,
watching her with quiet scrutiny. We'd just finished with my fourth
examination since I'd come here yesterday, and I could tell from the
look on her face that she had some news.
I kept my face a mask of calm, though that didn't sooth the emotions I
actually felt inside. After all I was currently just under 5 foot 8.
I'd lost five inches of height. I'd also lost most of my muscles,
leaving me with a build that looked more like that of a teenage boy than
of the soldier I was.
There were other changes to my body as well, ones that weren't quite as
drastic. I'd lost nearly all of my body hair, except for what was
between my legs. Even my face was as smooth as a baby's butt, even
though I hadn't shaved since before my last mission. And ironically,
while I'd lost all that hair, the hair on top of my head had actually
grown five inches. Dr. Alvere said that this was simply one of the ways
my body was trying to expel the mass I was losing.
In spite of all the ways my body was changing, I still hadn't seen any
signs of developing powers. If all the mutagen did was shrink people, I
would have been all in favor of letting those terrorists use it on
themselves.
"I'm afraid that I have some good news and some bad news," Dr. Alvere
told me with a professional look. She paused for several seconds before
adding, "The good news is that I've discovered more about how your body
is changing. The bad news is that you're not going to like it."
"What do you mean?" I asked with a scowl.
"Your body has begun to develop new sexual organs," Dr. Alvere explained
patiently. "And your Y chromosomes are being changed into X
chromosomes..."
"So I'm turning into a woman," I said grimly, keeping my voice calm and
steady.
Dr. Alvere looked at me in surprise, perhaps because she didn't expect
me to understand what that meant. It wasn't the first time I've had
people assume that because I was a soldier, that they had to spell
things out to me before I'd understand.
"It looks that way," Dr. Alvere said a moment later. "You wouldn't be
the first person to go through a sex change as part of being developed.
I've seen several cases with my own eyes and have heard of several
more."
I was a little startled at that. "Is that common?"
"Not common," Dr. Alvere said. "But certainly not unheard of either.
Oddly enough, every case I've heard of involved a male becoming female.
I have several theories on that..."
"Go on," I encouraged her, more to buy time to absorb this than because
I was really interested.
Dr. Alvere nodded, seeming pleased that I appeared interested. I'd
noticed a long time ago that they best way to distract someone was to
get them to talk about something they're interested in. It didn't
usually take much to get people started.
"I have a theory that your body may be misinterpreting the Y chromosome
as being a damaged X chromosome," Dr. Alvere explained almost
pleasantly. "As part of the process of becoming developed, your body may
simply be trying to heal what it mistakenly sees as damage. Another
possibility is that your body is trying to improve and evolve, and on
some level, it may see the chromosomal redundancy of a double X
chromosome as being more stable..."
I just sat there in silence, shaken by the idea that I seemed to be
turning into a woman. On one hand, there was a faint sense of relief
that I actually had an answer about what was happening to my body. But
on the other hand, I did NOT want to become a chick.
"Can you reverse it?" I asked Dr. Alvere. "Or at least stop it?"
"Now that I know what's happening," Dr. Alvere said carefully, "I could
probably halt your changes...but I wouldn't recommend it."
"Why not?" I asked.
"Your body is currently in a state of flux," she answered thoughtfully.
"Your bones, muscle, internal organs, and hormones are all unstable and
in the process of changing. I might be able to prevent them from
changing any further, but that wouldn't stabilize your body. Leaving
you halfway changed would have serious repercussions to your health and
might very well kill you in a short time. In fact I suspect that you'd
begin suffering rapid failure throughout your body within a month."
I stared at Dr. Alvere, taking in what she'd just said. Either I finish
changing, or I would get sick and probably die. I could only imagine
what it would be like, but I didn't think it would be pleasant.
I'd once served with a guy whose leg had been badly mangled, shattering
the bone and severely damaging the nerves. The doctors had told him
that they could save his leg, but it would be completely useless and
he'd never be able to stand on it again. In the end, he'd chosen to let
them amputate his leg so that he'd be able to use a prosthetic and
eventually walk again. I suddenly felt like I was being forced to make
the same decision.
"I...I need to think about this," I finally said.
I wondered what Colonel Ryley would say about this, but he'd taken off
yesterday while I was going through my first examination and I had no
idea when he was going to be back. Truthfully, I wasn't looking forward
to seeing him or anyone else since this whole situation was humiliating.
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My body was in motion, running on the treadmill as I had been doing for
the last fifteen minutes. Since my entire body hurt from the
transformation I was undergoing, I was already pushing my limits.
Suddenly my muscles all froze with cramps and I was thrown back off the
treadmill. I hit the ground hard and just curled up in pain, waiting
half a minute until it faded.
"Damn," I muttered, slowly sitting up and taking several deep breaths.
Ever since I'd woken up in that hospital in Landstuhl, my body has been
hurting like one solid bruise. But as if that wasn't bad enough, I kept
getting odd cramps and seizures that would hit me out of nowhere and
then fade away again less than a minute later.
I got back to my feet and then gave the treadmill a dirty look. With my
body behaving like this, it seemed that I couldn't trust myself with
this kind of exercise.
With a sigh I started back towards my room, wishing I'd taken Dr.
Alvere up on the chance to halt my changes. Of course when I'd gone back
to her to get more information, her description on what would probably
happen to my body had been enough to make me decide that it wasn't worth
it. I'd rather be turned into a chick than have my own body start
melting apart from the inside out.
When I reached my room, I tugged at my clothes which were now hanging
loosely from my body. They'd fit perfectly fine when Dr. Alvere had
given them to me yesterday and were yet another reminder of how much my
body was changing.
I removed my clothes and dropped them to the ground, thankful to be out
of them. They were soaked through with sweat from my brief workout, and
I'd even gotten a little vomit on my pants leg from an incident right
before my workout.
I closed my eyes and took several deep breaths, trying to remain calm
and steady. It was getting harder and harder to do this, to pretend to
be calm and in control. Not when my very body was betraying me so
drastically.
At the moment, I was only 5 foot 6. Even Dr. Alvere was taller than me
now. I was becoming increasingly aware of how much everything around me
seemed to be growing. My entire body was dwindling away and I couldn't
do a damn thing about it.
Most of my muscles were gone and I looked like a teenage boy...or even a
teenage girl now. My skin was becoming soft and smooth, with all of my
scars having already faded away. Even my unit tattoo was fading and was
barely even visible anymore. And then there was my hair. I'd cropped
it all off last night and it was already past shoulder length again.
I reached up and grabbed a handful of my black hair and then gave it a
gentle tug before releasing it. For someone who was used to being close
cropped, suddenly having that much hair was almost as odd the soft
puffiness that was starting to form on my chest. Almost.
Then I reached between my legs and winced. My balls had pulled up inside
my body and vanished completely while my dick had obviously shrunk. I'd
always thought of myself as being a little larger than average, and I
still was...for a toddler.
"Not much longer," I said, running my hands over my chest and then
shaking my head in disgust. "Shit, at the rate I'm going, I'm going to
be a damn midget."
With that I went and took a quick shower, then got dressed in another
suit of clothes that Dr. Alvere had left for me. A smaller set that was
actually a better fit for my current body. Of course I wouldn't be
wearing them long since I had another examination coming up soon.
An hour later, I went to my next examination with Dr. Alvere. By now, I
was more than a little familiar with the whole process, from getting my
blood drawn to going through the fancy X-ray machine.
When we were finished, Dr. Alvere told me, "You are now five foot
five... I wasn't expecting you to reach that height for another few
hours, so it looks like your rate of transformation may be increasing."
"Eight inches," I said grimly, letting some of my frustration through.
"I've lost eight inches."
Dr. Alvere gave me a sympathetic look before adding, "If it's any
consolation, I believe your transformation should be finished sometime
tomorrow."
"It isn't," I told her honestly. "Not in the least."
Dr. Alvere nodded at that. "Your eyes appear to be changing as well.
Your irises have changed into a golden color and it appears that
something is happening with your sclera...the whites."
I felt a surge of worry at hearing that my eyes were changing. "What
does that mean for my vision?" I demanded urgently.
I couldn't help but feeling extremely concerned at the thought of losing
my vision. Among other things, I was a shooter which meant that I was
completely reliant on having good vision. If my vision began to fail,
then what good was I?
"I don't know yet," Dr. Alvere admitted, giving me a curious look.
"Have you noticed any difference in your vision?" When I shook my head,
she told me, "Keep me updated if anything changes."
After a little more discussion on how my changes were progressing, I
left Dr. Alvere and went to go look for something to keep me occupied.
Normally, I was very good at being patient and waiting, but for some
reason this was different.
Of course I was trained to face death, knowing that every fight could
potentially be my last. This was a risk that I understood and was
prepared to face. Unfortunately nothing had prepared me for what I was
dealing with now.
A short time later, Colonel Ryley returned to check up on me. When I
saw him, I nearly gasped in surprise. He seemed huge, as if he'd grown
a lot taller. It clearly showed just how much I'd shrunk.
"Sergeant Gettz," he greeted me, staring down with a look of surprise at
how much I'd changed. The attention made me very uncomfortable, though
I did my best not to show it and to just act nonchalant.
"Any chance I can get back into the field soon?" I asked him.
"We'll have to see," Colonel Ryley told me, though from the tone of his
voice I didn't think he was expecting much. However he did give me a
sympathetic look which seemed completely out of character for the
hardened soldier I knew. "I hope you get well soon, Harbinger." Again,
his tone didn't contain much hope of that.
I carefully kept my expression calm as I told him, "Alvere doesn't think
that's likely. She says my changes are permanent."
"Any signs of developing a power yet?" he abruptly asked, giving me a
speculative look.
"No sir," I shook my head. If I was going to go through all of this, at
the very least, I could get some kind of impressive power. Unfortunately
that didn't appear to be happening.
Colonel Ryley didn't stick around long, just long enough to see me and
get a briefing on my status from Dr. Alvere. Once that was done, he was
gone again.
Once Colonel Ryley was gone, I went back to my room to hit the sack a
bit early. I removed my clothes, thinking that they were starting to
feel a little loose now too.
I felt my chest, which was now soft, smooth, and a bit swollen on both
sides. My nipples had gotten a little larger and were starting to feel
a bit sensitive.
"I've got tits," I spat out bitterly, even though they barely qualified
as such. Still, that was more than enough.
After this, I went to piss, finding that I had to sit down to do the
job. My dick had gotten so small that it was no longer up to the job of
standing up. I tried not to think of what that meant, or how little I
had left.
As I washed my hands in the sink, I looked up into the mirror and froze
at the sight that met me. I no longer looked anything like myself. My
features had softened and now looked not only younger, but female.
Then I saw my eyes. Dr. Alvere had pointed out that my irises had
become golden, and I now saw that she was right. However I was startled
to see that the whites of my eyes were no longer white. They were
black. My eyes now looked solid black, except for the golden rings of
my irises.
I turned away from the mirror with a cold knot in my stomach. I wanted
to rage or cry, to smash the mirror and scream out at what was happening
to me. But I was determined to stay professional. I might not have any
control over what was happening to my body, but that made it even more
important than before that I remain in control of how I acted.
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When I woke up, I immediately realized that my body no longer hurt as it
had been for the last few days. It still felt weird...wrong...but it
didn't hurt.
I climbed out of bed and began to look myself over. My chest had
continued swelling so that I now had a pair of tits. Actually I didn't
know if they were quite large enough to qualify as tits, though they
were definitely breasts. They were relatively small and perky. I
usually preferred my women with larger assets, but since they were on
me, I'd be satisfied keeping these ones small.
Then I checked out my crotch, finding that there was no trace my cock or
balls had even been there. Instead I had a pair of feminine lips, just
like every girlfriend I'd ever had. It was enough to send a cold chill
down my spine.
After taking several deep breaths, I forced myself to slip into my
mission mindset. I had to ignore unnecessary distractions and focus on
getting the job done. Right now, the job was getting dressed and ready,
then making it through my day without losing my cool.
I went to throw my clothes on, only to find that the clothes I'd been
wearing last night were definitely too large for me. I tried not to
think about what that meant as I dug through the other clothes Dr.
Alvere had left in my room, and was soon dressed and ready for
breakfast.
Every morning, Dr. Alvere and the few other people who were on her staff
all gathered to have breakfast together. When I walked into the
cafeteria this morning, they all stared at me, making me feel self-
conscious and fully aware that I was now the shortest person in the
room. However I refused to show any sign of discomfort and instead
grabbed a cup of coffee and sat down to eat.
While I sat at the table, I was suddenly aware of just how large the
table was compared to normal. I was so small that I nearly needed a
booster seat in order to eat. The cup and fork both felt too large in
my hands, and I couldn't escape the feeling that I was a little kid
sitting at the adult table. From the way everyone was staring at me, I
had a feeling that they probably had the same impression. This was
especially annoying since a week ago, I would have been the tallest
person in the room, not the shortest.
I took a sip of my coffee and looked to Dr. Alvere, commenting, "I think
my changes have finally finished."
"I don't see how you can act so calm about this," a woman blurted out.
"Who said I'm calm?" I responded almost pleasantly.
By the time I was finished with my breakfast, I'd discovered that the
one thing that hadn't gotten smaller was my appetite. I ate a plate
with the same amount of food on it that would have satisfied me before
my change, then I went back for seconds. Dr. Alvere said something
about my possibly having an enhanced metabolism now.
A short time later, I was once again going through the familiar
examination process, though this time Dr. Alvere was even more thorough.
Some of the tests were pretty damn uncomfortable and even humiliating,
but I refused to complain or even show my discomfort. I've come face to
face with developed who had the power to melt the flesh from my bones,
so I sure as hell wasn't about to let some middle-aged doctor make me
squirm.
"It's official," Dr. Alvere told me with a sympathetic look. "You are
now one hundred percent female."
"I'd guessed that much," I responded wryly. And if my brief self-
exploration this morning hadn't already convinced me, the intrusive
gynecology exam that she'd just put me through certain had.
"You are currently five foot two," Dr. Alvere told me, nearly making me
wince at that even though I'd been expecting it. I'd lost nearly a foot
of height. "Fortunately your system is now stable so you shouldn't be
changing any further."
"At least there's that," I muttered.
Dr. Alvere acted as though she hadn't heard me and continued on, talking
about my weight and fast metabolism. "And your eyes have taken on a
very interesting configuration." I nodded at that, knowing exactly what
she meant. My eyes still looked exactly as they had last night before
bed, all black except for the golden irises. It had a somewhat odd
looking effect. "I'd like to actually test your vision next...and the
rest of your capabilities."
Dr. Alvere had me look at an eye chart and then some other things to
test my vision, and to my surprise, not only could I easily make out the
smallest writing, I could also see in the dark. She quickly followed
that up by testing the rest of my senses as well.
"It seems your concerns about losing your vision are unfounded," Dr.
Alvere told me afterwards, seeming almost amused. "Your vision is now
well beyond normal human standards and falls within developed levels.
The rest of your senses appear to push the edge of what might be
expected of a non-developed person."
I stared at Dr. Alvere and shook my head, unable to help but feeling
disappointed. "So I go through all this, and the only powers I develop
are enhanced vision..."
"We haven't tested everything yet," Dr. Alvere pointed out. "And now
that your body has stabilized, any special abilities you may have
developed should start appearing. Trust me, we've only begun to test."
There was an almost evil glee in her eyes as she said that last, giving
me the feeling that she was messing with me. Oddly enough, that
actually made me relax.
After this, Dr. Alvere attached some sensors to my skin and ran me
through a variety of different tests, starting off with having me
stretch and bend to see how flexible I was, then to testing my reflexes.
I was impressed by the results of both, finding that I was a lot more
flexible than I'd ever been in my life and that my reflexes had really
improved.
It was only after we were done with these light tests that we moved on
to testing how strong as I was. After I'd lost so much size and mass, I
was actually dreading this part since it would point out just how weak
I'd now become. But to my surprise, the results were the exact opposite
of what I'd expected. We started off light and just kept adding weight
until I was bench pressing just a little over half a ton. I was
absolutely stunned that a tiny little slip of a thing, like what I'd
become, could lift so much.
Eventually, Dr. Alvere had me running on a treadmill at a full sprint,
measuring my running speed and how I was handling it. I ran at a full
sprint for nearly an hour and wasn't even breathing hard when Dr. Alvere
finally asked me to stop. I stepped off the treadmill, shaking my head
in disbelief at how easily I'd handled that. I was used to a lot of
physical training and running, but this was in a different category
entirely.
"Impressive," was all Dr. Alvere said.
Colonel Ryley had arrived just a short time after I'd begun running and
he'd stood back watching me in silence the entire time. Now that I was
done, he was giving me a strange look that was difficult to read. I
carefully kept my expression blank as I looked up at him, feeling
dwarfed by our comparative heights. I didn't want him to see how
awkward I found this.
"Sergeant Gettz," he said carefully, revealing a look of sympathy before
he quickly covered it back up. "Doctor Alvere says that you've finished
changing...and that this is permanent."
"Yes sir," I responded, keeping my emotions from my face and voice.
Then I hopefully asked, "Will I be allowed back into the field?"
Colonel Ryley stared at me for a moment before commenting, "That run was
damn impressive, soldier."
"Thank you," I replied, feeling rather proud in spite of myself.
He looked to Dr. Alvere who nodded and then looked to me.
"Roland...Sergeant Gettz has been undergoing testing all morning.
He...she..." She paused at that, giving me a curious look as if unsure
of which pronoun to use.
I knew intellectually that I now fell under the category of 'she', but I
couldn't bring myself to admit it aloud. Instead I stood there,
impassively waiting for her to continue.
"And the results?" Colonel Ryley asked with a deceptively calm tone.
"In spite of her drastic physical transformation and new appearance,"
Dr. Alvere said carefully, keeping her own expression calm and
professional, "her physical abilities have all been enhanced. Her
senses are all at the peak of normal human levels, except for her vision
which is far better. Her strength, speed, endurance, and reflexes are
all heightened to above human standard for a woman of her size and
build." Then Dr. Alvere paused for a moment to glance at the computer
tablet in her hand before adding, "It also appears that she has an
enhanced healing ability."
"How enhanced?" I asked calmly, a little surprised because I hadn't seen
anything to suggest I could heal faster.
"You won't instantly recover from an injury," Dr. Alvere told me with a
faint smile, "but you should be able to heal broken bones within a few
days at most. From what I can tell without further testing, anything
that doesn't kill you should be able to eventually heal without even
leaving a scar."
I was a little impressed by that, as well as the list of all my apparent
enhancements. Since I'd lost so much of who I was, it was nice that I
was able to at least get something out of the deal. The fact that I
wasn't nearly as weak and helpless as I looked was actually a huge
relief.
Colonel Ryley scowled, not looking happy. "Then in your professional
opinion," he asked Dr. Alvere, "does Sergeant Gettz qualify as
developed?"
"Her enhancements would be considered low level by most developed," Dr.
Alvere explained thoughtfully. "However instead of having just one or
two large scale enhancements, she has wide spread enhancement of nearly
all her physical capabilities..." Then she paused, apparently realizing
that she was starting to drift. "Yes. She is definitely developed."
"Damn," Colonel Ryley said, surprising me with his displeasure.
I stared at Colonel Ryley for a moment, realizing that there was
something going on that I didn't know. Of course that wasn't unusual
since the higher ups usually kept a few facts close to the vest and only
dished them out on a need to know basis.
"What does this mean for me, sir?" I asked grimly. "What happens next?"
For a long moment, Colonel Ryley just stood there with a grim look on
his face. Then he finally said, "The third ADU is officially being
disbanded. After the loss of my unit, I'm being reassigned."
"Disbanded?" I asked in surprise.
Then again, I realized that there wasn't really anything left to
disband. Other then Colonel Ryley, I was the only survivor of the unit.
Two people didn't make a unit, especially when one of them was a desk
jockey and the other was... The truth was, I didn't know where I stood
anymore.
Colonel Ryley nodded and then let out a sigh. "Unfortunately you're to
be discharged from the Army."
"What?" Dr. Alvere asked in surprise, giving Colonel Ryley an almost
dirty look. "Is this because she'd been turned into a woman?"
"No," I said in suddenly realization. "Because I'm developed." At her
questioning look, I added, "The Averton Accords."
Dr. Alvere's eyes widened slightly in understanding while Colonel Ryley
nodded agreement. The Averton Accords meant that there was no choice but
to discharge me.
The Averton Accords was an international arms treaty that had been put
into place nearly three decades ago and which strictly banned countries
from having developed in the military. This was the reaction to a
growing fear that a new arms race was about to start where the developed
would be the weapon of choice.
Of course most so called super-heroes were openly in favor of the
treaty, not wanting to risk the chance that they'd be drafted into the
military for the rest of their lives. A lot of people simply didn't
like the idea of relying on people we couldn't control for our national
defense. And of course everyone was concerned about what would happen
to the world if large scale armies of developed went at each other.
Ironically one of the biggest proponents of the treaty in the United
States had actually been the Pentagon itself. This was largely a matter
of pride as they insisted that they didn't need developed powers to
protect the country, and then there was the fear that allowing developed
into the military would make normal soldiers obsolete.
In the end, most developed countries signed the Averton Accords and
enforced them even more strictly than they did the Geneva Conventions.
And to deal with those who didn't, there was advanced weaponry and units
like the third ADU.
"I hate to lose you," Colonel Ryley told me with a shake of his head.
"You were a damn good soldier." I noticed that he used the past tense.
"That's it?" Dr. Alvere asked, looking offended. "She goes through all
this and you just kick her out?"
"Unfortunately I don't have a choice in the matter," Colonel Ryley
pointed out with a scowl. "You'll get a medical discharge with full
disability."
There was a certain irony in getting disability payments because I had
abilities that were too good. However I knew that this was the way that
the military had chosen to deal with people who developed powers while
serving. It got them out quietly, without making a big deal of it, and
it gave a bit of a payoff so that there wouldn't be as many hurt
feelings.
I felt as though the rug had just been yanked out from under me,
knocking me flat on my tight little ass. First I lost my team, then my
own body, and now I was losing my foundation. I was a soldier in the US
Army...a sniper. Without that, what was I?
"Soldier," Colonel Ryley said in a gentle voice, putting a hand on my
shoulder and shocking me as he did so. I'd never seem him act this
familiar with anyone. He'd always been hard and professional.
"Roland... The Army is going to miss you and your skills, and if it was
up to me, I'd find a way to keep you. Unfortunately I can't do
anything about that, but I still might be able to help you. I'll have to
make a few calls to see."
Colonel Ryley left a minute later and I was left trying to make sense of
his behavior. I wasn't sure whether to feel touched that he'd actually
tried being comforting, or offended that he was treating me like some
helpless girl instead of like the professional soldier I was.
"Are you okay?" Dr. Alvere asked me with a look of concern.
I took a deep breath and put my emotions on lockdown. "Of course," I
responded in a calm and even voice, even giving her a faint smile. "Why
wouldn't I be?"
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I was sitting on a bar stool, holding my drink in hand and marveling at
just how large the glass felt. It almost made me feel like I was
getting twice as much booze as what I was actually paying for. Then I
looked up, staring into the mirror behind the bar and at my still
unfamiliar reflection. I startled every time I happened to see that
girl reflected back at me from some mirror. She was very cute in a
petite sort of way. I hated that.
After I got the bad news yesterday that I was being unceremoniously
drop-kicked from the Army, I'd thrown myself into testing my new
abilities in an effort to distract myself. I spent the rest of the day
in the gym, but it hadn't been enough to take my mind off of everything
I'd lost. Now that my changes were finished and I knew what my
developed abilities were, I wasn't sure why I was still sticking around
that facility, other than the fact that I had absolutely nowhere else to
go.
A short time ago, I'd gone in search of the nearest bar so I could get a
stiff drink, only to find another problem with my new body. I looked
like I was a nineteen year old girl, and with very little effort, I
could pass for sixteen. Between my youthful looks and my lack of any
kind of ID, I had a hard time being let through the door. Fortunately
a hundred dollar bill can make people forget about pesky questions
involving age.
I finished my drink and ordered a third. "Jack and Coke," I told the
bartender, who gave me an odd look. "Hold the Jack."
When I got my new drink, I took a long sip and then let out a sigh.
With my smaller size and body mass, I'd assumed that I'd be able to get
drunk faster and for cheaper. Unfortunately it was looking like my
metabolism was really slowing things down. I was expecting to be half
plastered by this point, but I was barely beginning to feel a buzz.
"Damn," I muttered, realizing that my new bladder definitely couldn't
hold as much as I was used to. I had to piss like a racehorse.
Unfortunately I reminded myself with a bitter snort, from now on I'd be
pissing like a male rather than a stallion.
I left my seat and started for the bathroom, fully aware of the way that
several guys were watching me. I gave no indication that I noticed them
at all, knowing that even glancing in their direction would be
misconstrued as an invitation to approach me. These men had been
watching me almost from the moment that I'd entered the bar, and I
imagined that they were all wondering what a cute little thing like me
was doing all alone in a place like this.
I carefully made sure that I used the women's bathroom, not wanting to
accidentally walk into the men's room and then have to deal with the
awkwardness. I'd long ago learned that paying attention to your
surroundings and what you were doing was the best way to avoid potential
trouble. Of course I was kind of in the mood for trouble at the moment,
but I didn't want to deal that particular kind.
When I came out of the bathroom a few minutes later, one of the men
who'd been watching me had decided to make his move. He'd moved to a
different spot where he could 'accidentally' bump into me. I saw what
he was planning and began to take a different route instead.
Unfortunately he didn't give up quite that easily.
"What's a cute little thing like you doing in a place like this?" he
asked me.
I let out a faint sigh, wondering if I might have developed some kind of
telepathic power as well. However Dr. Alvere had tested for that kind
of thing and verified that all my abilities were physical. This was
merely the fact that I'd spent more than enough time being the guy with
the bad pickup lines.
I looked up at the man who seemed enormous to me, even though he was
only an inch or two taller than my old height. Thanks to my new height,
nearly every guy was huge in comparison and even most women were taller.
Still, in spite of the height difference, I didn't feel the least bit
intimidated. Instead I merely felt annoyed.
"Not interested," I told him flatly as I started back to my seat.
The man moved to block my path again, giving me