The Ship, the Oasis, the Book, the Slave, Part III.
By Geneva.
The former corsair Rami, now the woman Nesrine, makes a life for
herself and her family in Marseille. Unexpectedly, she come into
possession of magic book and uses it to save a family member and
destroy an enemy.
This story is a continuation of my earlier stories, 'The Ship, the
Oasis, the Book, the Slave', and its sequal, 'The Ship, the Oasis, the
Book, the Slave, part II'.
This story can stand on its own, but it might be better to read the
earlier stories.
START
It was a pleasant morning and I felt lazy. Yann had gone to the
warehouse and I just felt like sitting down to enjoy the spring sun,
but there were household errands to be done. Still, I took my time,
loving the warmth on my face as I ambled down past the wharves, on my
way to the fish market to get something for our supper that evening,
and a few other errands. I noticed that there were some new ships at
the wharves and I stopped to admire their lines and take in the sounds
and smells of the harbor and the sea. They reminded me of my past life.
Another ship was approaching the harbor entrance and as it drew nearer
I recognized the flag at its mast, a white cross on a red background.
Maltese ships were not uncommon, but the usual trading vessels and
other ships in Marseille came from the nearer ports along the coasts of
France, Italy and Spain.
I strolled on a little way further to a better vantage point of the
ship as it furled its mainsails, passed through the harbor entrance and
made for the docks. It must have touched the wharf with barely a bump
and two sailors jumped to the shore to secure it to the bollards. I
nodded approvingly. I saw its name was the Katerina.
It gave me more than a momentary twinge of nostalgia as I watched it.
In my past life, I had been a man, and a captain, in command of such a
good ship and crew and I flattered myself that now, even with my
drastically changed present life, I was a good judge of how a ship
should be handled. However, in that past life, I would have been very
wary of a ship with such a flag, that of the Knights of St. John. I had
sailed out of Tunis as a corsair, an enemy.
I sat down on a rock and thought back on my past life. In these days I
had been a powerful and skilled captain, a slave trader and a merchant.
I had commanded a fast tough xebec and braved the seas, even the wild
and cold North Atlantic. I had raided the coast of Iberia, France, and
the Northern islands, taking European slaves to be sold in the North
African markets. These lands would have feared me. Now that was utterly
gone. I was a woman, and now wife to a merchant's assistant in
Marseille.
My ambition had been too great and, through a series of badly-
calculated plans, I had overreached myself. I had tried to swindle
Walid, my partner in a slave trading business.
At first we had cooperated to our mutual profit. I, a seafarer and
raider, captured young men and women from the coasts of Europe and
transported them in the holds of slave ships to Walid's oasis in North
Africa. There, his wife Amira used an old magic spell book to change
them all, both men and women, into beautiful young women, prime harem
material that we could sell in Alexandria. Walid's exacting training
made our slaves obedient, well-trained goods and eagerly sought after
in the slave markets. A very profitable business for both of us!
Once again I cursed the greed that had made me try to get the business
all to myself, Helped by my treacherous uncle Youssef, Walid had laid a
trap for me. When my force attacked his oasis, we had all been
captured, and as a punishment, Amira, using the magic book, had changed
me into a beautiful young woman. Just as I had earlier enslaved
captives from the coasts of Europe, they had enslaved me and my force,
Then, like all the other young females the spell had produced, I too
was eminently suitable for the harem, and so I had been treated. With
the other unfortunates of my crew I had been rigorously trained as a
harem slave over several months in Walid's compound in the desert
oasis.
Youssef's part in the scheme had given him my profitable business. I,
the true owner, had become only an owned slave.
Then, in a violent storm at the oasis, helped by a freshly captured
young Breton fisherman called Yann, I had been able to escape from
Walid's slave compound. But I had found myself in a dreadful quandary.
I was not ready to accept my female body and I needed a reverse spell
in the book if I wanted to change back. But Walid had the book. So, I
had hesitated, and been recaptured and punished by the whip while Yann
had managed to escape. At least, on my way to the slave market of
Alexandria, I had been able to take revenge on my uncle. At Alexandria
I had been sold and was on my way to another slave dealer when the ship
carrying me had been captured by a vessel owned by the Knights of St
John from Malta.
In Malta I was told that Walid's oasis had been destroyed in a raid by
what appeared to be desert tribesmen. It was devastating news. With the
destruction, the book containing the magic spell that could have
changed me back would have been destroyed too. Thus, I was stuck as a
woman. By then, it had been some months since Amira had used the spell
on me and I had to finally accept my new female body. It had seemed
there would be no way I could ever change back. My later capture by the
knights was not really a total escape from my slavery. One of the
knights had tried to take me as his mistress but after he suddenly died
I found myself in Marseille as a free woman, even with a small amount
of money so that I was not destitute.
I sighed and shook my head thinking about it. That was another life. It
would do me no good to think of past days. I now had a new life as a
woman and I was determined to build it with Yann.
In Marseille I had met Yann again, totally unexpectedly. He was
employed in a merchant and trading company owned by a merchant called
Robert Huguet. He told me that after his escape from Walid he had found
his way to Marseille where he had taken work with Huguet, at first to
get enough money to get back to Brittany. Then, as Robert needed help
build his expanding trading company and had taken a liking to Yann, he
had persuaded him to stay.
My shock at meeting Yann again had been great, but I could not believe
how happy I was to find him. By then, as Walid had suggested I would
become after I was changed, I had totally accepted my role as a woman.
I was carried along by Yann's enthusiasm and our mutual attraction, but
I wanted to be sure before I tied myself to the man.
At first I lived at an inn near the harbor, and I worked there for some
weeks helping to clean rooms and serve meals. In return they fed me and
supplied me with a cot in a small room with another maid. Later I got
to help prepare some meals. I was more and more aware that I desired
Yann and in a few weeks we knew we were meant for each other. Still,
although I accepted Yann's offer of marriage, I gently turned away his
more intimate caresses when we were alone. The more we behaved
decorously before our marriage and I looked like a respectable citizen,
the better I would be accepted.
I had been raised as a Muslim, but that was impossible here in France,
a Christian nation that suffered from the North African corsair raids,
and to mollify the priest at our marriage I had pretended that I had
been born a Christian in Spain. I said that although I had been of
Moorish background, my family had been converted to Christianity after
the conquest of Granada. Then, when I was young, I had been captured by
Barbary corsairs and raised as a slave.
I knew he and others would look suspiciously at my North African name,
Nesrine, Besides, it had been given to me as a slave and as I was no
longer a slave. I now called myself Nerine. It was fancier than the
usual female names here in Marseille, but it was accepted.
The little church where we were married two months later was well
decorated, but, as soon as the ceremony was over, Yann hurried me to
the cottage he had rented for us. Now that it was to be my home I
looked around it more critically and sighed. It was small, and dirty, a
great change from the opulent surroundings I had been used to in Tunis.
But I was determined to get it tidier with some of the housekeeping I
had learned at the tavern. So, I pretended that I was pleased with it.
I embraced him and had the satisfaction of seeing him blush slightly. I
felt a bulge beneath his breeches.
That evening we ate at the tavern then later, my heart pounding, I lay
in our new bed and waited for him, a little apprehensive that I had
committed myself to be his wife. I still wondered if I could love him
and accept him as a woman should. I forced away the memory of my past
history as a man, changed by magic into a female. Yet, this man had
tried to rescue me from the oasis. He would protect me and I had given
my word. I wiped a small tear. I hoped I could be responsive to him. I
wondered nervously about what would happen. I was still a virgin, at
least as a female. I hoped I would not find his lovemaking painful or
unwelcome.
During the hard months at Walid's compound I had been well trained in
the skills of a harem slave, although never penetrated. That way Walid
made sure I would be a virgin when sold, to his greater profit. Even
after I had been sold I had remained a virgin through two other owners.
I knew what was supposed to happen in the marriage bed, especially my
part in it, yet I was strangely reticent. This man loved me, and I
loved him. My own response and what would happen to me would be as a
free woman, not a slave.
Yann obviously had no such reticence and, climbing into the bed,
immediately took me in his arms and pulled me to him, almost crushing
me in his strong arms. He pressed his lips to mine and nuzzled at my
neck, then stroked my back all the way down to my buttocks and up again
to my neck. His hands were warm and slightly rough. I began to relax.
Strange sensations were growing in me, and I sought his lips again with
my own. His mustache and beard tickled slightly but I did not mind. Now
he kissed my lips softly, and, as strange feelings rose further inside
me, I kissed him back tenderly, then more eagerly, putting my arms
around him.
I shifted to allow him to lift the hem of my nightdress over my belly,
chest and shoulders, then over my head so that I was totally exposed to
him. When I viewed my pale body in the filtered moonlight through the
window I knew I was proud of its female shape, with its complex
swellings, curves and hollows flowing harmoniously into each other. I
hoped that he would like my body too. I felt my nipples harden. "So
beautiful," he breathed. He kissed up and down my body then brushed my
neck with his lips briefly and cupped my breasts with his hands, his
fingers rolling and teasing my nipples, making them hard. He sucked on
both of them making little shivers run up and down my body.
He had pulled off his shirt and was completely naked too. I thrilled
with the sight of his male body, his wide shoulders, and slim hips, but
most of all his readiness. I ran my hands through the hair on his chest
and, needing him, pulled his lips to mine. My nipples and areolas were
tingling and I felt a strange tension building in my belly and at my
groin. We embraced tightly again, his arms crushed me to him and his
strong hands stroked me up and down. He kissed and sucked on my nipples
again, making strange wanton sensations course from my breasts, to my
belly and my groin. He ran his tongue down my belly to my female mount,
still bare from its drastic waxing in Walid's compound, then back again
to my nipples, kissing and sucking at me until I gasped and squirmed in
pleasure.
I felt wetness between my legs and I knew I was ready for him as a
woman should be. I had wondered about this moment. At the oasis I had
been trained to give a man pleasure but through circumstances I was
still a virgin. Now I was thrilled that my body was responding as it
should to him. I reached to his manhood and, spreading my legs, guided
him easily into me. I gasped a little at the sharp pain as my female
lips parted, and then I was joyously filled with him. I could not
believe the pleasure when he began to move in me.
He was desperate for me and thrust increasingly harder and deeper,
sending increasing waves of thrill through me until I was oblivious to
all but the feeling of him inside me. I was impaled on him, held by
him, but it was an ecstatic capture. I gasped with each thrust, giving
little cries and whimpers of pleasure as he moved back and forward
inside me. I pulled him to me fiercely, my nails digging into his back.
Then my head was back, my neck stretched out and I was panting and
moaning as I felt my climax building. I was uttering little cries. We
crested simultaneously with his deep indrawn breaths and my own slight
scream and I felt my own rhythm as his manhood pulsed inside me.
Afterwards, I lay in his arms. I could not believe the pleasure that a
man could give a woman. Even the training in the slave compound had not
prepared me for this. If I had any doubts of my new role they were
dispelled. The spell that had made me into a woman had worked its magic
on my mind and emotions as Walid and Amira had said it would. I could
barely imagine now or remember what it was like to be a man. Perhaps my
rigorous training at Walid's oasis had changed me, but I doubted that
it was the only reason.
That was several months previously. More and more I had put the memory
of my past life into a small corner of my mind and taken on the role of
a respectable wife. I had worked hard at my little cottage and it had
become a pleasant home.
I was now completely used to it and accepted that I had a pretty face
and figure. I knew that I attracted men's notice in the marketplace and
in the streets. I was pleased by their attention, but my heart belonged
to Yann.
A seagull made a screech near me and with a start I came out of my
reverie. I had undergone several bleeding spells, but now I had not
bled for two months. I put my hands over my belly and smiled. I was now
pregnant. I watched the docking procedure for a little longer as the
ship tied up and began to unload its cargo. I saw it had berthed near
Yann's warehouse. Perhaps at supper I could ask him what news the ship
had brought from Malta.
I made my way round the stalls selling vegetables and bread, and after
exchanging greetings with some women I had come to know, I walked over
to my favorite fish seller. I was a regular customer and after some
half hearted and good natured bargaining I had some mullet for our
supper.
After a few more purchases, I made my way home. The afternoon sun was
now quite hot and I thought I would have a rest before I had to prepare
our supper. I still felt a little tired, but my neighbor Claire assured
me that tiredness was to be expected in the first months of my
pregnancy. She said I would get more energy in the coming weeks.
Our small cottage was close to the waterfront. Actually I was well off
compared to many. This house even had sleeping quarters separate from
the main living area. Still, it was a poor dwelling compared to the
large house that my father had owned in Tunis and that I should have
owned. He had been a prosperous merchant until his death and I was his
heir. Now all of that was gone.
I wondered how the rest of my family were managing. My mother would
have suffered greatly. First, my father had been killed on a raid. Then
I had vanished into the desert. Finally, her brother Youssef had
disappeared on a voyage. He was treacherous, but she would not have
known that.
Fortunately Monsieur Huguet's trading business was becoming more
prosperous and Yann and I had a good and steadily improving life. With
the knowledge and experience from my past life as a merchant and
trader, I discreetly tried to advise Yann and Monsieur Huguet on the
business and after some mild amusement at my female suggestions they
had accepted my knowledge and often took my advice. Of course, Yann
knew nothing of my past life as a corsair and my activities. He did not
know about the magic book either and I did not dare tell him about it.
As far as he knew when he first saw me at the slave compound at Walid's
oasis, I had been born a female and at some time enslaved.
I began to prepare the fish and vegetables for our meal. Yann would be
home in the early evening and I would take a chance to wash before he
arrived, perhaps even rest a bit. Perhaps later we might make love. I
wondered how it would be as my pregnancy developed.
I was in the last stages of getting the fish ready when I heard voices,
one of them Yann's. He must have brought company home earlier than he
usually finished. I listened carefully to the voices and breathed
easier when I heard only one other voice. I did a quick calculation.
The large piece of fish I had bought would serve three easily, but I
would have to cook more rice, and if necessary, there was still some
spiced bean mixture left from a previous meal.
In all of my previous life I had never had to prepare food. Growing up,
that had been the responsibility of servants in my father's house. At
sea, on the raiding ships, a lesser crew member prepared simple meals.
As a slave in Walid's compound, it had been his servants who prepared
meals. After all, a harem slave really had other things to attend to
instead of cooking. Now that I was free and had my own house, I quickly
learned. I smiled to myself. Yann had been very tolerant of my early
efforts, but in his Breton fishing village, he had not been exposed to
much fancy food either. I was improving.
I paused to tidy my hair, wipe my hands on my apron and went to the
door. The sight of my husband never failed to stir my heart.
"Ah, Nerine," Yann cried. "I hope you don't mind, I have brought
someone for supper. This is Morvan. He is a sailor on that ship, the
Katerina, that arrived from Malta today. Did you see it in the harbor?
I got speaking to him at the warehouse and found he is from the
neighboring village to mine in Brittany. Can you imagine that? I
invited him for supper and Monsieur Huguet allowed me to leave early.
Morvan and I will have a chance to talk about home."
Morvan gave a slight bow. "It is a pleasure to meet you, Madame
Caradoc."
"Welcome, Morvan, Yann will enjoy talking to you, but please call me
Nerine" I said. I smiled to myself. Yann talked often about Brittanny,
as 'home' and of going back there, but I knew it was only a dream. Here
in Marseille as an assistant to an increasingly successful merchant, he
was far better off than he would have been as a simple fisherman in a
mean wind- and sea-swept Breton village. And I certainly did not want
to go and live there. Marseille's mixture of races from around the
Mediterranean made it cosmopolitan enough that my own olive skin, dark
hair and brown eyes were almost unnoticed. It would be a far different
story in Brittany.
Morvan was almost as fair as Yann, with just a touch more red in his
hair and beard. Like Yann's, his eyes were a grayish blue. He was a
little taller than my husband, but probably not as muscled. His face
was weatherbeaten with his life at sea, while Yann had now lost much of
the look of a seafarer. Yann's face was now less tanned too and in his
domesticity he had gained enough weight to counter the lean, almost
scrawny look of a sailor.
The meal went well, and Morvan dutifully complimented me on the fish
and flavored rice. I was not a great cook, but I was learning. At least
my supper would be a better meal than he would have had on board a ship
and the fare in the Breton village. I smiled, reproaching myself, only
half -heartedly, for my somewhat petty thoughts.
We had some more wine and after I had cleaned the dishes I joined the
men, sitting outside our door, overlooking the harbor. In the growing
gloom I could see some laborers still working in the docks by the light
of some torches and I heard their shouts. Some disjointed singing and
mandolin music drifted across from a harbor tavern.
Morvan and Yann had moved on from talking about their Brittany villages
to Valetta and Malta.
"Do you sail much in the knights' ships?" I asked, "or do you have
other work?"
"I used to, but I have been with the Katerina for two years now."
"What kind of work does the Katerina do?"
"Oh, mostly trading along the Italian coast, but occasional raiding too
along the North African coast. The Algerians and Tunisians raid our
shipping, we raid theirs. Whenever we meet them, we fight."
"Be careful that you are not captured," said Yann. "That was how I came
to be here in the Mediterranean. A corsair ship raided my village in
Britanny and I was caught."
"Obviously you managed to survive, I see, and escape. Not many escape,"
said Morvan.
Yann spat into the dust. "Yes, it was hell under the decks, with the
stench and the crowding. Some died, one a close friend. I was lucky and
survived. It was a bad time and I was in despair. Then I was shipped to
an oasis in the desert, somewhere west of Alexandria. I think it was
for some training before I was to be sold in some market along that
coast. I heard Alexandria mentioned. Then, that very day, an enormous
sandstorm blew up. It blew down the fence round the compound and some
slave huts and I managed to escape in the confusion."
He beamed at me. "And that was when I first met Nerine, She was trying
to escape too!" he said proudly, leaning over and squeezing my hand.
"She had been a slave there and escaped with me." He grinned at me. "We
made our way to the coast, found a small boat in a ship wrecked and
beached in the storm and eventually I got to Marseille. Unfortunately
the slave dealer recaptured her but eventually she escaped too."
I was uncomfortable with hearing about my past life. I had been
responsible for many of these slave raids. "That is a long story. The
slaver was called Walid, and his wife was Amira," I said, hoping to cut
it short. "But please, it was an unhappy time in my life and I do not
want to talk about it."
But Morvan had more to say. "You were both at a slave compound in an
oasis, and west of Alexandria? I wonder if that was the one that I
saw?"
I was jolted his comment and at the memory of the painful events at the
oasis and only just managed not to show my reaction, but my husband was
more visibly startled and sat back. "How do you mean," Yann gasped.
"Oh, one of the commanders at Malta discovered that his wife had
perished on a shipwreck on the African coast and sent an expedition to
recover her body. I was on that expedition."
"You know," said Yann, waving his arms in excitement. "That must have
been the wrecked ship I saw, Nerine too. We found the ship and an
injured woman in it. Poor thing! She died just as we found her and
Nerine persuaded me to help her bury the woman. So you were in the
expedition to get her remains back?"
I put aside my misgivings about talk of the oasis. "You know, when I
was later taken to Malta, I was the one who told the knights about the
woman, " I said. "And I later heard they had sent an expedition to get
the body. That would have been the one you were on. What a coincidence!
But you said you saw the oasis?"
Morvan nodded. "Yes, when we has recovered the woman's body and we were
about ready to leave, we saw clouds of black smoke away to the south.
As we had assumed there was nothing there but bare desert my leader was
curious and asked for volunteers to go and investigate."
He grinned. "Yes, I know it was taking a risk to go further inland from
the coast and our boat, but I was younger and braver at the time, maybe
even foolhardy, and I volunteered to go. There were about a dozen of us
went off to see what was making the smoke. It took some hours to get
there. Hot too, in the blazing sun! But we found an oasis, or at least
what was left of it."
"How do you mean?" asked Yann.
"It was totally wrecked. All the buildings had been burned, and there
were many unburied bodies lying in the sand, the vultures picking at
them already. Even the palm trees were cut down. Someone must have been
feeling very vindictive, or ruthless to cut down the palm trees."
I remembered that Walid had been called 'the sly'. Some other enemy or
enemies must have wanted great revenge on him. Their attack had been
more successful than mine had been, I thought ruefully.
"Yes, I was imprisoned in a fenced compound there," said Yann. "Nerine
too. Thank goodness it will no longer be a base for these scum of slave
dealers."
Morvan nodded. " I saw the compound too, or its remains. It was all
wrecked too and the fence broken down."
"So, nothing left," I commented. I wondered how this enemy of Walid had
been more successful than I had. Obviously Amira had not had a chance
to use her magic book that had foiled my attempt to capture the oasis.
"Yes, just about all gone. There were hoof marks and footsteps leading
to the southeast but we did not follow. That would have been too
dangerous. Besides we had only enough drinking water to get back to the
ship. The wells in the oasis had been poisoned, bodies dumped in them."
I was curious. "The owner of the slave compound used to keep a lot of
slaves there. Any sign of them?"
Morvan shrugged. "Slaves? None there, or alive anyway, but I had a look
at the footsteps leading away. Some were wearing sandals, and some were
barefoot. Maybe the footprints were from slaves being driven off to
another owner. I saw only bodies and debris left behind, and a lot of
litter scattered around. Almost all of the building and their contents
had been burned. There was just one part of the main building had not
burned and some of us poked around in it to see if there was anything
worth taking. It was a pity. The furnishings in it had been nice, but
just about everything was ripped or broken. The raiders, whoever they
were had left nothing. Oh, I picked up a little book that was in a
smashed box lying just outside. Looks like a horse or camel had
trampled on the box. A pity, as it had been a fancy little box, nicely
made. Sandalwood too, I think."
My blood suddenly ran cold! Was that the book of spells, containing the
one that had changed me? I had thought it would have been destroyed in
the pillage of the oasis and Walid's operation. That book was supposed
to have spell that would reverse the effect of the first. With it I
could change back to a man. And if I returned to Tunis I could become
head of my household again, a rich, influential citizen, with
warehouses, men and ships at my disposal. My old life could be
restored!
I tried to keep my voice calm. "A little book? Oh well, some stuff for
you to read!"
Morvan laughed. "No, I can't read. That's not for a sailor like me. I
thought of throwing it away but I gave it to the captain, old Pirera,
when we got back to the ship, as a souvenir. Funnily, it didn't look
like the usual Arabic writing. I can't read anyway so it made no
difference to me. Pirera can read a little, but I don't know what he
did with it after that. Probably stuck it on a shelf in the Katerina as
a souvenir. But that is a coincidence! Imagine that you both knew the
place! That you were captives there! You were very lucky to escape!
That had been a high fence round the slave compound."
I thought back to being penned in the compound, the slave huts and the
girls in them being rigorously trained or waiting for their sale. "Is
Pirera captain of your ship now?" I tried to ask casually.
"No, Pirera got sick, and the knights appointed another captain. That's
Valenzin. Actually he was on the raid too."
That night, as we lay in bed, Yann put his arm around me. I stroked it,
feeling the springy hair on his arms. "Something the matter, Nesrine?"
He often used my old North African slave name when we were by
ourselves. So Yann had picked up on my feelings. Once again I felt
guilty that I had not told him my complete history. As far as he knew.
I was just another female slave when he met me. I had told him that I
really was the daughter of a Tunis merchant who had fallen on hard
times and through a series of misfortunes I had been enslaved.
"No, it's just the memories of old times."
He put his hand on my thighs and pushed my nightgown up to my belly. He
rubbed his rough hand on my belly. "You are barely showing yet," he
commented.
I put my hand over his. "Just wait a few more months and it will be
different story. I will be as large as a whale!" I laughed.
"What do you think it will be?"
"I have no way of telling, but for you, I hope a boy, but we shall
see."
His hand found my breasts and fondled them. They were slightly tender
from my pregnancy, but soon I was ready and we made love. After, I
stroked his cheek and gave a small laugh. "I think it will start to get
awkward that way. Maybe we will have to try some different positions."
Yann soon fell asleep, and, when his arm slid off me, I turned onto my
back and lay thinking. The book was actually near, that could reverse
the spell, but I loved my husband. I was thrilled that I was bearing a
child that was the product of our union. Although my life was nowhere
as well off as it had been, we looked forward to a bright future. With
hard work and good fortune we would make it happen. I would not attempt
to get the book again.
We had finished breakfast the next morning and I embraced Yann as he
was getting ready to go the warehouse. "So you are off to work again.
The business is doing well?"
Yann put his arms around me and nuzzled my neck. "Yes, fairly well. I
seem to be taking over more of the work as Robert is often not well and
is feeling his age. He tells me he relies on me greatly. But last
night, Nesrine, you seemed very interested in what Morvan said about
the oasis. I am interested too. Would you like me to invite Valenzin
and Morvan over again to hear what they say. We were lucky to escape
from that oasis and I'd like to hear more."
"I am not so sure. It was a painful time in my life. But yes, I suppose
I should hear what he has to say."
That evening I cooked a bouillabaisse. The men complimented me on it
and after I had cleared away the dishes I went to sit with them as they
described what they had found at the destroyed oasis buildings.
Eventually the conversation got round to the book that Morvan had
found.
"Have you read the book?" I asked casually. "I suppose it was some
ledger of the slaver Walid's."
Valenzin shook his head. "Well, if it is, it's not in Arabic. Its got
Roman letters but I can't read much at all. Even Maltese, I can only
read a few words of it, but someone told me the book is in Spanish, and
it's about medical treatments." He shrugged ruefully. " I even tried to
read a part but it was too difficult. There is a lot of stuff too that
is just gibberish. It's in a different language, not Spanish or any
language anyone I asked had seen. Mind you, that's not saying much." He
grinned." I have a smattering of French and Catalan, but just enough
for a sailor like me to help in trading. Anyhow, Morvan mentioned you
were interested in the book and I brought it along." He reached into
his deep pocket and pulled it out.
I just about fell off the chair in shock. It was indeed the book. It
had the same faded yellow cover that I remembered, that I had last seen
in the hands of Walid's accursed wife Amira. She had told me it was
covered in human skin, needed for the spells to work. I could hardly
control my trembling. To see it in front of me again!
Valenzin held it out to me. "Here, Nerine! You want to have it? It's no
use to me. It would be a memory for you, of the slave compound where
you suffered so much. You will be pleased that it is totally destroyed.
All that was left was this book. Or maybe I should just throw it away?
I see you are a bit upset by it. I am sorry to remind you of it."
I forced myself to act calm and took the book in my hand, only just
keeping my trembling hands under control. "No, that's all right. Thank
you, Valenzin, for the book. It was a time of trial for me, but you
know, it was an important time too. That was where I met Yann. He tried
to rescue me but unfortunately I was recaptured. Then, by God's grace,
we were reunited and now we are married. I am proud to be Madame Yann
Caradoc."
Yann beamed at me.
My mind was racing. So finally the book had come to me! I knew its
power. And it had a reverse spell!
Morvan and Valenzin stayed an hour or two more, talking with Yann about
sailing, the shipping trade, and its hazards. Then the conversation got
more serious. They discussed measures against the Barbary Corsairs.
Morvan mentioned that the French fleet was mounting more protection of
trading vessels and the coastal villages and any corsairs captured were
to be executed. I tried to keep an impassive face. I had been one of
these, then through misfortunes I has been captured, changed by the
book into a beautiful young woman, enslaved and sold. Only by some
fortunate chances was I now free, and had become Yann's wife.
I barely could sleep that night, now tempted again by the power of the
book. I had thought it was utterly gone with the destruction of the
oasis. And now here it was in my hands!
When I was by myself the next morning I brought it out and stared at it
for some minutes, my heart pounding, then tentatively opened it. It had
useful healing spells, but it held the spell that had changed me, and
one to reverse the effect. It was then that a difficulty hit me. I had
picked up a reasonable amount of French and some local dialects, but I
recognized, that, as Valenzin had mentioned, much of the book was
Spanish. I would need to become fluent in Spanish to know what the
spells did!
Then an even more serious thought hit me. I had to sit down. I had now
been a female for over a year. I was married to Yann. In his bed I had
found pleasure, even ecstasy. If I used the reverse spell, I might get
back to my previous male body. I could make my way back to Tunis and
claim my rightful inheritance. But then I would lose my life with Yann,
the new life I had begun to build. I could get back all my power and
influence, but what would happen to the child growing in me if ever I
took the chance to change back? And how would Yann feel if I left him?
I looked at my small woman's hands, graceful and long fingered. I
looked into the mirror. I saw a slim dark haired beauty that would be
lost. I ran my hands down my body, my wide hips, my slim waist, only
now thickening with the child I was bearing. I held my hands under my
breasts, now slightly tender. I knew it gave Yann pleasure to caress
me. I found pleasure in his caresses and lovemaking. I would lose that.
And what about the child growing in me?
I broke down crying with the indecision.
That day, when Yann returned from the warehouse I knew that something
was troubling him. Fortunately he did not notice my own inner turmoil.
When I asked him about his day he would not talk at first, but finally
I persuaded him to tell me what had happened. "I had thought Monsieur
Huguet's business would be too small for them to bother, but I had a
visit today from two of a local criminal gang, they call it the Seguin
gang after the gang leader. They suggested that we needed some
security, as they called it." He smiled ruefully. "Monsieur Huguet
refused to pay them and drove them off the premises. But I am afraid
that will not be enough. I have heard bad things about them. They prey
on honest merchants. They will be back.
"Nesrine, The business is doing well. Since I started with Monsieur
Huguet our trade has almost doubled, but you see, this is a group of
criminals who prey on honest merchants. They demand money. If the
merchant or shopkeeper does not pay them, then there is damage to shops
and warehouses."
"Can't the city guard do anything? You should contact the magistrates!"
He shook his head. "Perhaps, but there are rumors that some of the
guard and even the magistrates are in the pay of the criminals."
"So what are you going to do?"
"That will depend on Monsieur Huguet. He was furious with the threat
and he has hired some guards for the warehouse."
I heard no more about it for some weeks. I was too busy with my own
dilemma. I still did not know what I would do, but to keep my options
open I needed to be able to read the spells. Fortunately, Claire told
me of an old widow who had spoken Spanish and I started to learn
Spanish from her. Her name was Marguerite, and she lived nearby. She
was illiterate, but was able to speak both Spanish and French. So, from
what I knew of French, I was able to work out most of the sounds that
corresponded to the alphabet letters and in two months I could read the
book, or at least the Spanish words in it, and I could tell what each
spell was supposed to do. I hoped I was doing it correctly as the
sounds and words of the actual spell corresponded to no language that I
knew.
Then one day, visiting Marguerite, I saw she was not well. She was
coughing and when I felt her brow it was hot. "Marguerite, you are not
well! You have a fever. Please, you should be resting." Ignoring her
objections, I helped her take off her outer clothes and put her into
bed.
The next day she was worse. She could barely move and I stayed with her
to give her water and some thin soup I had made. I thought of the book.
From my translations I knew it had a spell, supposedly effective
against fever, but I hesitated to use it. It could be be catastrophic
if I was wrong.
Next day she was even worse and I knew I had to help her or she would
likely die. That evening, when I went to see her, I brought the book
with me and turned to the page which contained a spell that was
supposed to heal fevers. She was almost unconscious and I read it
quietly so that she could hear it, but not any passers-by. I had closed
the door but I wanted to be careful.
It did not take long to read the spell. The style of the words reminded
me of some of those in the transformation spell. I had heard these
often enough, the last time to my great cost.
That was the first time I had used the book. I sat by Marguerite,
nervously pulling at my hair. A minute or two later I shook my head. It
seemed that the spell had not worked. I wondered if the book had lost
its effectiveness. Then she gave a sudden sharp cry. I wiped her brow.
I was almost in tears with worry. It looked like she was going to die.
But then, as I felt her, her brow seemed cooler and her hoarse breath
became more even. In five minutes her eyes flickered open, and she
grunted.
I gave her some water and she tried to sit up. "Marguerite," I said.
"Please you must rest," and she allowed me to push her back.
I was amazed. It looked like the spell had actually worked! I watched
her for an hour as she improved then I made her comfortable for the
night. Back home I put the book in its hiding place. I returned the
next morning with some more soup for her and watched as she slowly
supped it. "Oh, I feel much better!" Her voice sounded stronger.
"Nerine. I am grateful. I think I was about to die but your care has
made me better."
"I was glad to help, Marguerite."
We were interrupted by a knock at the door and before I could see to
it, it was pushed in by a dark featured, burly man. He glared at me.
"Who are you?"
"Marcel, it is a friend!" said Marguerite.
I ignored his rudeness. "My name is Nerine, Nerine Caradoc. I am a
friend of Marguerite. She has been very ill and I have tended her. I
think she is now much better."
His surly manner changed entirely. "You are the wife of Yann Caradoc?
Doesn't he work for Robert Huguet? Then I am grateful, Madame. She is
my sister. I had been away when I heard of her illness and I could not
get here sooner. She is my only living relative and I care for her very
much. She looked after me when our parents died. Oh, I am called
Marcel, Marcel Guiscart."
"Yes, Yann Caradoc is my husband. I have been learning Spanish from
Marguerite."
"She lived in Barcelona briefly. Her first husband was a Spaniard."
"And your business, Monsieur Guiscart?"
He gave an apologetic look. "Uh, I am the public executioner for the
city. Do not look at me so, Madame. It is not a common profession, but
one that is necessary to protect the citizens. I do not relish killing
people, but these are criminals and malefactors. I carry out the
sentences prescribed by law. I had been out working in the province but
I have been called back to the city. It appears that I am to have some
business."
My heart was pounding. I had killed men in my past life, but to meet
someone who did this as his work? He said he had business here, but I
did not wish to ask him more about his trade.
"I am surprised, Monsieur Guiscart," I finally said. "You... you look
like an ordinary person."
He gave a faint smile. "Thank you, Madame Caradoc, But I am not an
ogre."
Marcel was still there the next day when I visited Marguerite. She was
much improved and actually moving about in her little house. Marcel
took me aside as I was about to leave. "Madame Caradoc, I am very
grateful. If it is in my power to help you anytime, please let me
know."
I shook my head and gave a faint smile. "I am sorry, Marcel. Or perhaps
I should be glad that I don't need an executioner."
He laughed and gave me a small bow. "Remember, any favor that I can do
for you."
I gave a small shudder. I hoped I would never need his help.
I had another look at the book when I got home. I was now able to
translate almost all of it except the actual words of the spells.
Actually the book contained many spells but near its end was the spell
that had changed me from a man, and right after that, was the spell
that would undo the first. That would be the one I would use if I
wanted to change back. I still did not know what I wanted to do, but I
had almost decided that I would not use it. To change back now would
cause too much difficulties. No, I shook my head. I loved Yann. I
wanted to stay as his wife.
Later that day at the market I heard a group talking excitedly. There
was a grim look in some faces but open exultation in others.
"What is the fuss?" I asked as I joined them.
"It was two Barbary corsair ships which were attempting to raid our
coast, but they were trapped in a bay by two French warships. One
corsair ship was sunk but the other was captured. The surviving crew
are to be tried down at the docks tomorrow."
I did not know what to think, but I pretended I was pleased. I had been
a corsair. Now it was different. I was part of a society that the
corsairs preyed on. Now I knew the business that had brought Marcel
back to the city.
Yann had heard too, and the next day suggested we go down to the docks.
The captain of the guard was there, the captains of the French ships,
the mayor and Mazarin, the chief magistrate, all sitting at a long
table. One by one the prisoners were led out onto the dock and made to
kneel in front of them. All were wearing leg irons and their arms were
bound behind their backs. There must have been two dozen or so
surviving corsairs.
I heard the magistrate read out the charges, of piracy. He could be
barely heard above the vehement screams of the crowd. They had lived in
fear of the corsairs for years. Now the corsairs were in their power
and they would take their revenge. I felt my face flush as I watched
the proceedings with some dismay. Some years ago I might have been one
of these men.
Then, as one turned, I felt a sudden horror. He was grown from when I
last had seen him, but there was no doubt! It was Khalid, one of my
younger brothers! He had been a boy when I had taken my last ill-fated
voyage. Even now he was barely a man. I could not keep my eyes off him.
Beneath his tanned face his face was drawn. He would know not to expect
mercy.
The verdict was not in doubt. It was no real trial at all. The men
could expect no mercy. A gallows had already been set up behind them
and from it dangled a dozen nooses. I saw Marcel standing at the
scaffold. His head was partly covered by a black hood but I knew him
from his build.
The short so-called trial over, the first ten men were dragged to the
gallows by the guards, stood on a high bench, and nooses pulled round
their necks. At a signal from Mazarin, Marcel pulled the bench from
under them and they dangled, wriggling and kicking as they choked.
The crowd cheered, but I felt sick. I could barely watch and it must
have been at least fifteen minutes before the last man became finally
still. Even so, the bodies were left hanging. They would remain on the
gallows overnight then the bodies would be set up on the foreshore or a
headland as a warning to others.
Mazarin looked quite jovial. "I am sorry," he called to the crowd. "We
have only enough room for ten. We will have to execute the others in
two days. More entertainment!" he announced to the cheers of the
watchers.
The rest of the corsairs, looking apprehensive at the sight of their
comrades hanging at the ends of the ropes, were driven back into the
cell. It would be their turn the next day. One of them was my brother
Khalid.
I just felt sick. To be true, public executions were common, and
pirates, as the corsairs were labeled, were given no more lenient
treatment than thieves and other criminals. As a corsair I might have
expected the same thing if ever I had been captured. But the effect on
my former family would be overwhelming. I had disappeared from my
family, after my father had been killed on a raid. My mother would not
have known of my uncle's treachery and he had disappeared too. Now yet
another of her sons would be lost. I wondered what had possessed Khalid
to take up a corsair's life.
"You look a little unhappy, Nesrine?" said Yann as I took his arm.
"Oh, it's just that I don't like to see men die."
"Good riddance," he snorted. " You are too soft. They prey on the poor
people of many countries. These were the type of people who tried to
enslave both of us. Don't tell me you have forgotten that! The world is
better without them. It's just a pity we couldn't have them all strung
up at the same time. But it will be the others' turn in a couple of
days. We can go to the jail later tonight and have a closer look at
them. Maybe there will be some of Walid's group there. I'd like to see
them especially swinging from ropes."
I shook my head. "I doubt it, Walid's men would have been all killed at
the oasis." But I had a sudden idea. "Yes, let's go there later."
I could barely wait to get home and when Yann was fully asleep that
night I eased out from the bed and quietly brought out the book from
its hiding place. I had practiced my Spanish and I had identified the
spell that made men into women. Its words were not in Spanish, but I
was now familiar with the sounds of the Roman alphabet and I thought I
could read one of the spells. I only hoped I could use it without being
noticed. I could not risk letting anyone see me use the spell, not even
Yann. I would not be able to save Khalid but after I read him the spell
he would fall deeply unconscious, one of the spell's first effects.
That would spare him at least the agonies of his hanging.
That evening we pushed our way through the crowd of citizens at the
jail. The crowd were sneering and jeering at the captives and throwing
rubbish at them. Marcel was standing in a corner, watching his next
victims through slitted dark eyes. I cringed when he gave me a nod and
a smile.
All of the captives were in an iron cage in a large cell and their
limbs chained but they were keeping as far from the bars as they could.
All were dirty and smeared with rotten fruit, vegetables and even
excrement. It took me a moment or two to find Khalid. He was sitting on
the floor, a blank look on his face, but every few seconds he swallowed
in fear. I dared not expose the book but I had memorized the sounds of
the transformation spell and held the book in my right hand, hidden
under my clothing. I especially watched Marcel, but he was preoccupied
in a conversation with a jailer.
I stood as close to Khalid as I could and waited until Yann had moved
away from me to look at some other prisoners. As loudly as I dared, I
whispered the first few words to him. A citizen pushed beside me and I
had to stop until he had moved out of earshot and I could recite the
next few words. At one point Khalid looked at me in puzzlement but his
head sank to his chest again. It took two more minutes before I was
able to recite all of the spell and could move back. No one except
Khalid would have heard all of the words.
Finally Yann had had enough and motioned for me to go but I pretended
that I wanted to watch longer. At first I thought that the spell had
not worked, and I shook my head in disappointment. My poor brother! I
would not be able to save him the agonies! But then I saw him shake his
head, hunch over and shiver, in spite of the stifling heat in the cell.
Yann had had enough and began pulling me impatiently to go home when I
saw Khalid gave another shiver. I thought back to when I had seen the
spell used in Walid's compound on fresh captures, and I especially
remembered my own reaction when the spell had been used on me. The
shivering was the very first sign of the spell working. In a few
minutes he would be deeply unconscious. It was a small relief. He would
still die, but he would not suffer.
Khalid was now shaking violently and the other captives were looking at
him in contempt. I suppose they thought he was trembling in fear. He
had even attracted the attention of the jailer. It was time to leave.
I dared not go to the jail the next day, but when Yann came home that
evening he looked at me expectantly. "Ready?"
"For what?"
"To go and see the other executions. Tonight's entertainment!"
I had a momentary flash of resentment, and a more lingering
disappointment, that Yann would think the impending execution of Khalid
would be entertainment, but he was unaware of my relationship to him.
As for the other corsairs, I only felt passing sympathy for them.
I felt very nervous, but as Yann expected me to go with him, I took a
deep breath and readied myself to go out.
Khalid would now be unconscious but that would not spare him. I
expected Marcel would carry the unconscious body out to the scaffold
with the other condemned men and hang him just like them. We were held
back by the crush of the crowd and when we got there the corsairs were
already standing on the scaffold, the ropes already round their necks,
Marcel standing ready for the magistrate's signal. In dread, I looked
at them but I did not see Khalid.
Yann had noticed too. "Where is the other?" I heard him ask. "There
should be nine."
He pointed to a group of men over by the jail, agitatedly discussing
something. "Something strange, but I don't know what."
It looked like a serious discussion, but at length Mazarin and Dirac,
the captain of the guard, came over and looked at the condemned men. I
did not like the magistrate. He was a fat ugly man and it was rumored
that he was corrupt, but he had the King's authority. He held up his
hand for silence and the noise of the crowd subsided. Then, as he
nodded and jerked down with his hands the execution went on schedule
for the others. To the renewed jeering and cheering of the crowd,
Marcel pulled the support away and the men were left kicking at the
ends of the ropes. This time, in the cheering crowd, I had to turn my
eyes away.
Yann was cheering too. "Good riddance!" he said. After a few minutes
watching the men's dying struggles he went over to the head jailer. "I
thought there was another one? Did he die?"
The man shook his head and grimaced. "He is no longer there, but in his
place, chained, in his clothes, there is a girl."
I almost felt Yann's recoil. He shook his head in disbelief. "You mean
one of the corsairs was a woman?"
The jailer spread his hands. "It is a mystery. Yesterday I could have
sworn it was a man, but I assure you, this morning it is definitely a
woman, a pretty one too. Strangely, she is unconscious and all attempts
to wake her have failed. It is a mystery. Maybe it is witchcraft. The
priest should investigate it."
I had a sudden horrible feeling and I began to shake. If the priest
thought witchcraft was involved then Khalid might face burning at the
stake, an even worse death than hanging.
"Could she have been a young woman who had been captured by the
corsairs?" I asked. "Then she would be innocent."
"We will have to find that out. We will question her when she wakes up.
If she does wake up." He emphasized the 'if''. "She appears to be very
deeply unconscious. Maybe she will die."
I knew from past experience that the spell made men deeply unconscious.
I had seen its effects before and I had actually gone through them, as
if I would ever forget that trauma. Some older men died, but most young
healthy men awoke as girls and soon recovered their physical heath.
Their mental states took longer to adjust.
"Did the other captives see anything?" Yann asked.
The jailer grinned and pointed in the direction of the gallows at the
corsairs, now all hanging limply. "Well now, if these scum had seen
something, they are not in any condition to tell now, are they?
Besides, no doubt they all spoke Arabic and I don't know any and I
couldn't have understood them anyway."
During my time in Marseille I had tried to downplay anything about my
past, but to my horror, Yann interjected. "Nerine here, now she was a
slave in North Africa, taken by the corsairs. So was I, briefly, but
she was there longer and she knows some Arabic."
"I know a little. I am originally from Spain, but I was a captive in
North Africa," I lied, giving again the false background I had given
the priest. Mazarin had now come over to us and he looked me up and
down, suspicion oozing from his every greasy pore.
Yann shook his head and laughed. "Have no fear," he said. "We are good
French citizens and Christians."
"So we have a woman? I am tempted to execute her anyway. She was with
corsairs," said Mazarin.
"She may have been their prisoner, some innocent," I insisted.
To my relief this seemed to make Mazarin have second thoughts and I had
an idea. "Excellency, if the girl wakes, call me and I will see what I
can find out from her," I said.
"Yes, I suppose so," he grunted.
That night I barely slept. I would have to be very careful. I hoped I
had not taken too much of a risk. I dared not let any of my own past be
known, and the book would have to remain secret. Khalid had heard my
spell the day before, and would wake up as a woman very soon. I would
have to contact her immediately she woke up. I had to make plans.
The next morning a messenger came from Mazarin, to the effect that the
new woman appeared to be waking up and that they wanted me to act as an
interpreter.
"I had better come with you," said Yann.
By the time I got to the prison it was obvious that she had woken up.
Even outside I heard whimpers and screams from a cell, no doubt as she
discovered her new female body. She was huddled in a corner,
bedraggled, dirty and covered with perspiration. Her face was blotchy
and tear stained, but fortunately Khalid had been to young to grow a
beard. That would make the deception more believable.
"Please let me in the cell. I will talk to her. Yann, can you stay
outside? She is distraught and I can deal with her better."
"Are you sure? The girl looks like a wild animal."
"I will be safe. She is chained." I went into the cell and kneeled down
beside her. She smelled offensive but I had no choice. Without doubt
the figure below me was a woman. She had lost some height, and weight,
but beneath her dirty rags I detected breasts, a slim waist and broad
hips. She stared at me and began to scream again. I slapped her face
and she glared at me in fright and anger. At least she was not
screaming. "Look," I whispered in Arabic, "If you want to survive, you
must do exactly as I say. If not, you will die! Just like the others,
at the end of a rope.
"You are turned into a woman. Do not ask how, just accept it!" I
commanded. "You must pretend that you have always been female. Insist
that you were captured and enslaved by the corsairs. If you do not, you
will you will probably be executed, just as your companions have been.
You dare not let them even think you were a man. That would be
witchcraft and you could even be burned at the stake. I will try to
help you, but you must work with me. Do all that I say! Do you
understand?"
I could not tell from her face. It held a mixture of terror, despair
and bewilderment, but then she finally nodded.
I then spoke louder, still in Arabic so the jailer could hear me. "Poor
thing, to be taken by these slavers and even dressed in men's clothing.
We will soon have you in proper female clothes."
She shook her head. "But how did I come to be changed to a woman?" she
muttered.
"I told you not to ask!" I hissed. I could not tell her about the book.
"Just count yourself lucky. You might just survive if you do as I tell
you. If anyone asks, say that you were Sicilian. Trust me!"
I rose and asked to be let out of the cell. The jailer and magistrate
looked at me expectantly.
"I don't know how it was thought she could ever have been a man.
Someone must have had really bad eyes. But she tells me that when a
child she was kidnapped by corsairs from her village in Sicily. She was
kept as a household slave until she was sold to the corsairs. She was
to be used to serve the men. So, actually when the corsair ship was
captured, you rescued her. She is grateful, but obviously apprehensive
of her future among strange people in a strange country. Unfortunately
she has forgotten all her native language and only knows Arabic now."
"I think this is all very strange," grumbled the magistrate. "I cannot
believe the crew of the vessel that captured the corsair failed to
recognize a woman."
"It may have been the men's clothes, and after all, France is an enemy
of the Barbary States. She was afraid of being raped by her French
rescuers and perhaps disguised herself."
I could barely stop trembling myself while Mazarin sat down, stroked
his beard and looked at me. "At least she is not a danger to us but
what now to do with her? If she was originally Sicilian and a captive
that makes things awkward."
"Please, I know her language. I could oversee her and teach her French.
And then she could find work."
The magistrate looked at me suspiciously and then relented. "Yes, I
suppose so. I do not want to have a girl executed, and she is no danger
to us anyway." He made a decision. "All right, I agree. But you must
bring her before me regularly so that I can check on her and make sure
she is learning to be French. And make sure it is done well. Your own
French is still too much accented. What is her name?"
"It was Nousa in Arabic, but I think she should be given a completely
French name. How about Jeanne?"
"Good choice! I agree." He turned from the jailer. "Bring out the girl
from the cell. And you, Madame Caradoc," he looked at me severely over
his glasses, "see that in the future she is dressed properly, like a
woman."
The jailer went into the cell and pulled on the girl's arm. Her feet
dragged a bit but allowed herself to be led out. The magistrate pointed
to her. " Tell her what has been decided."
In Arabic, I told the new Jeanne of what we had decided, warning her
with my eyes, and just to be sure, slipping in a warning to be
compliant.
Her eyes flickered when she heard her new name and I saw the beginning
of a tear at her eye.
"Thank you, sir," I said to the magistrate, bowing. "I will do as you
wish."
I led Jeanne out of the cell, again warning her of her danger. Yann
just stared at us and wrinkled his nose when I brought her to him. He
listened to me skeptically when I told him that the girl had been a
slave of the corsairs, that I had felt sorry for her because I had
experienced the same thing, and that I was going to help her adjust to
freedom. Yann looked at me, a slightly exasperated look on his face. He
shook his head slowly and sighed ruefully. "So now we even have a
servant. My household grows! A good thing my business is doing well."
He complained, but I knew he would not seriously object. I squeezed his
arm. "She will be a help when I have the baby," I said. "Besides, she
has been through the same trials as us. It is our duty to help her."
Yann put his arm around me. "Now, I suppose I have to get to work. I
will have to work even harder to support a servant," he grinned.
"You will come with me," I told Jeanne, and I led her back to our
house.
When we got into the house and out of anyone's hearing, I repeated what
I had told her, but she still protested. "But I was a man! What has
happened to me?"
She may have been devastated but I did not dare tell her the role of my
book. If she ever let slip that I had a magic book, her life, and my
own, would be in danger. "Your life as a man is over, gone. Accept it!"
I insisted. "I only see a woman before me and so will others, but if
you keep insisting, the magistrate may take you at your word and you
will join the others on the gallows." I pointed down to the harbor and
the corpses. I had the satisfaction of seeing her go white. 'Now,
first," I went to a cupboard and rummaged in it. "You can start with
women's clothes." I passed her a skirt, a blouse and a shawl." You will
strip, then wash yourself thoroughly and put these on!" She could go
barefoot until winter, as I did. My house had smooth flagstones for a
floor.
She hesitated, but at my stern look she took had second thoughts. I
watched her tremble as she removed the dirty ragged men's clothes she
was wearing.
I saw her squirming. "Ah yes, the needs of nature. You know how women
do it? There is a pot there, in that small room. You will have to sit
on it!" I watched her as she sat down on the pot. She was blushing but
she had no choice.
"Now stand up! Straight!" I examined her. The spell had run its effects
on her, as it had on so many. She was filthy and bedraggled, but she
was a real beauty. Her breasts were high and prettily shaped, and each
was set off with a prominent dark nipple and areola. Her waist was very
slim, contrasting with her wide hips. Her legs were long and nicely
shaped. Her face was blotchy, but when that wore off it would be a
pretty, beautiful face, with full lips, a small nose and deep-set eyes
under finely arched eyebrows. Her skin was a pale gold, just a shade
lighter than my own.
She did not like me studying her. "Please don't look at me."
"Why not? I am a woman. You are a woman. You should get use to your new
body. It is a beautiful one. You should welcome it. I am going to help
you." I thought back to when all of my men and I had been changed into
women. We had been kept naked to make us get used to our female bodies
that much quicker.
"Now, you are filthy," I scolded. "You should wash yourself. Your hair
too!" I passed her a basin of water and some soap and made sure she
washed all over her body. I saw her hesitate at her breasts but I was
adamant about washing them. It was the same with her groin and between
her legs. Her lips trembled and she frequently dissolved in tears as
her hands ran over her new unfamiliar body, but I had no pity. I had
had to go through the same experiences, and there had a whip to drive
me on. I passed her a cloth to dry herself and then a comb.
"Here, comb your hair. It is straggly, but you will have to let it
grow. You can wear a cap or kerchief until it does. Most women do that
anyway. Now, put on your new clothing!" I watched as she pulled on the
blouse and skirt.
She was miserable but now she looked reasonably presentable. The
blotchiness on her face was passing. "All right, now you must learn
woman's work. That is, looking after a house, the mending, baking and
cooking. You can start right away. I will show you how to make bread."
I was bullying her, but it was for her own survival, and Yann and I
could not afford to have someone laze a