The Bet
by Karen Singer
Chapter 40 (Wednesday - week 6)
He tossed and turned on his blow-up mattress for hours, trying vainly
to fall asleep. At first he thought it was that he simply couldn't get
comfortable. His glued-on breast forms were bulky and uncomfortable,
his chastity device was irritating, and the pins from the earrings in
his ears kept sticking him. The only thing that he didn't consider as
bothersome was the bulk of his diapers, which ever so gradually grew
larger all night long.
He was just beginning to finally doze off when the damn suppository she
had stuck up inside of him suddenly went to work. He hadn't felt that
in quite a while now - not at night anyway. He hated the feeling so
much that he was actually glad he never felt it when he slept anymore.
After that, his bulky, and now messy diapers, did bother him. Why was
it that Mel had been so tired and drunk last night that she wanted to
go straight to bed, but not tired and drunk enough to skip putting the
stupid suppository up inside of him?
The oblivion of sleep just didn't seem to be possible for him. All
night long his mind kept going over and over what had happened at the
poker game. And one thought more than any other kept hammering at his
brain - he was going to have to go out on a date with Derek!
Something in his brain recognized the fact that he had consumed way too
much sugar and caffeine from all the Cokes he had been forced to drink
during the game - which also accounted for why he probably couldn't
sleep... not to mention why he also kept feeling himself peeing so much.
If he could just fall asleep, then he wouldn't have to worry about
anything! At least not for a little while. And he needed sleep! He
had to work tomorrow... or was it today?
Finally, without his conscious knowledge, he did drift off into a dream
filled slumber. Yet his dreams echoed the worries that were foremost
on his conscious mind. He saw himself wearing a tasteful feminine
dress. In fact his whole outfit appeared tasteful. He felt wonderful
in it - and very feminine. But the wonderful feelings of feeling
pretty and feminine were overpowered by other feelings - disturbing
feelings, feelings of awkwardness, feelings that everything was all
wrong, and mostly... feelings of fear! Because in his dream, he was
walking hand in hand with Derek, and he could feel the wrongness in the
very pit of his stomach!
The wrongness grew as his dream progressed to an intimate dinner with
Derek. It grew much worse as he dreamed of dancing with Derek. And
then he was sitting in Derek's lap, looking up at his face, looking up
at his lips... knowing that a passionate kiss was coming.
Part of him actually wanted that kiss... yearned for it... wanted to
experience it! Yet at the same time, the greater part of him was
horrified by the thought. The feeling of wrongness became like a black
undeniable cancer that ate threw him - even though that tiny piece of
him still wanted to feel the softness of Derek's lips touching his own
feminine lips.
He wanted that kiss, yet he wanted to run... to get away. Derek's lips
slowly drew nearer, closer to his own. And the closer their lips came,
the more he could sense how Derek's lips would feel touching his own.
Slowly the distance closed, until his whole world was Derek's lips
coming at him. The more they moved closer, the more he wanted that
kiss... and at the same time, the more the feeling of wrongness and
horror grew.
It was a nightmare! It was the most intimate pleasure! Both - all
rolled up in one! He wanted to melt into the kiss, yet he wanted to
scream in distress! And the moment Derek's lips did finally touch his
own... and he felt that soft pleasure... and he felt the overwhelming
wrongness of it all boil over to where his body could no longer contain
it... he screamed! Loudly! He screamed with every ounce of breath that
his body could hold!
He woke up as his scream in the real world was still dying... still
escaping his physical lungs. Yet as his breath ran out and the scream
died, the sound of it still seemed to linger around him, then it seemed
to change. As he panted, trying to catch his breath, he realized that
the sound now surrounding him was the sound of the rock music being
blared out by his pink clock radio. It was morning already. Ugh!
He felt like he hadn't slept a wink! He struggled off of his blow-up
mattress and killed the sound coming from the radio. For once, the
sudden silence that filled the room wasn't much better. Still trying
to gather his wits, he stumbled and waddled out of his bedroom toward
his kitchen - even as remnants of his dream still played thorough his
head. He hated nights when he couldn't sleep. He hated the mornings
after even more. Fortunately, he was usually a very sound sleeper so
it didn't happen often.
As he entered the kitchen, he began looking on the counter for her
note... but he didn't see one. Had she left one? She always left one!
She always came in while he was sleeping and left him a note with
instructions for the morning! But even though he looked all around, he
didn't see one. Had she forgotten him? Abandoned him? More likely,
she had just been too damn drunk to remember!
Well, there was rarely anything new in her notes anyway. His routine
was supposed to be pretty much the same - he supposed. He went to his
refrigerator and pulled out three baby bottles - two of her lousy green
tea and one of apple juice. He headed for his lonely, solitary chair -
the only piece of furniture he really owned - and he collapsed down
onto it. He put the first bottle of tea to his mouth and began
drinking. He barely saw the childish pictures on the wall in front of
his eyes, instead, images and feelings of dread from his dream played
across his mind.
He had to go out on a date with Derek. She was going to make him go
out on a date with Derek. And it was sooooo wrong!
Mel groaned as she pulled her pillow tighter against her head. She
felt sick! Her mouth tasted rancid! Okay, it was only four beers - or
five... she thought. But it felt like she had drunk a whole keg because
the aches and pains from her period only made things that much worse.
Her clock radio had gone off a few minutes earlier and she had already
turned it off and tried to go back to sleep. But now she had to pee so
badly it was beginning to hurt! Why had she drunk so much last night?
Hadn't she promised herself before that she'd never touch another
alcoholic drink again? Why the hell hadn't she kept that promise?
Between the beer and the queasiness in her stomach from her period, she
felt nauseous! She rolled out of bed and hurried to the bathroom -
bent nearly in two. Peeing helped, but not a lot. Her pad was a mess.
She considered not changing it since she would be getting a shower
soon, but the idea that a fresh pad might help her feel better won out.
After that, she brushed her teeth - thoroughly! But she could still
taste all the beer she swilled last night - and it didn't taste good!
Yuck!
She went back to her bedroom and grabbed her robe - not for warmth, but
hoping it would provide her with at least a bit of comfort. It worked
- sort of. Then she headed slowly out toward her kitchen, realizing as
she went that her head felt wooly and stuffy. She promised herself yet
again that she'd never touch another drop to drink as long as she
lived! Unless it was coffee!
Making the coffee was automatic - she didn't even have to think about
it. Waiting for it to perk though was bothersome. As she waited, her
head cleared enough to start remembering things from last night. Not
all at once, but little scenes at a time. She remembered getting Sissy
ready - and the outrageous outfit that she had made him wear. She
almost laughed over it - even now, as bad as she felt. She remembered
playing cards. She remembered making him go into George's bathroom to
clean it. She remembered the trouble he was having with his skirt
continually riding up, exposing a piece of his ever growing diapers
underneath - again she almost laughed. It seemed that just thinking
about Sissy was making her feel better.
Her coffee finished enough that she could pour herself a cup. Mmmm!
She breathed in deeply and closed her eyes. She would live -
hopefully! Coffee, the elixir of life! Still thinking about the card
game last night, she carried her cup out to the living room where she
sat down in one of her softer chairs.
She remembered talking to the guys last night about Sissy's voice - now
his "girly" voice. She didn't like it as much as his sissy voice, but
sometimes compromises had to be tolerated. Her eyes opened a bit wider
as she remembered asking all the guys to pass the word around where he
worked to keep reminding Sissy to use only his girly voice -
effectively blocking him from ever using his male voice! And something
within her cheered! She had done it! She had finally found a way to
deprive him of yet another male trait! He could no longer speak in his
male voice - or very soon he wouldn't be able to... because she fully
intended on following up on that little piece of work today - as soon
as possible!
Despite the queasiness in her stomach, and despite the aches from her
period and despite the wooliness in her head, she was starting to feel
much better now. She was starting to feel positively great!
Relatively speaking that is. It seemed that coffee combined with
thoughts of Sissy were very affective in curing all her ills. Now if
they could just cure her periods!
As she took another sip of her coffee, she remembered one more thing
from last night. She had set up a double date with Sissy's friends Ray
and Derek! Okay, they were both hunks, but she seemed to remember that
she liked Derek more because Ray was a lying womanizing sleaze! But
had she really been that drunk? And somehow, since Derek was going to
be "technically" out with Sissy, she almost felt like Sissy was the
lucky one! Why couldn't Derek have won last night instead of Ray? She
stopped to think about that for a moment. Okay, she was still a bit
out of sorts here this morning - for various reasons. But... was she
actually jealous? Of Sissy? Impossible!
Not being able to stand that thought any longer, she quickly downed the
rest of her coffee and headed straight for the shower to soak, and
hopefully clear her stupid head.
Chad stared at his image in the mirror and tried desperately to take a
mental inventory to make sure he had everything correct. He was so
tired that he felt groggy and dimwitted. Two diapers - check. Plastic
panties - check. Waist cincher - check. Overly tight all-in-one
girdle over his diapers, waist cincher and supporting his glued on
breasts - check. Pantyhose - check. Colorful dress - check. Strappy
high heeled shoes - check. Woman's watch - check. Wooden bracelet on
his other wrist - check. Two of the three wooden necklaces around his
neck - check. The clear earrings in his ears - check. The pink ring
on his finger - check. Hair curled - check. Makeup right - check.
And one other little item that came to mind... chastity device - also
check - unfortunately. Since it was locked on, he really didn't have
to think about that one. Did he have everything? He hoped so, because
his brain didn't want to function enough to think of anything else.
You'd think that dressing like a woman wouldn't be so involved - so
much work! He knew better now.
Still wishing for more sleep, he grabbed his purse, his freshly stocked
diaper bag, and the plastic bag containing the six empty baby bottles -
three that he had finished last night before trying to go to sleep,
along with another three he had just finished this morning. With a
deep breath for courage and to try to wake himself up a bit more, he
went out his door and headed to Mel's apartment next door.
Mel half-heartedly stirred at the baby cereal in the pot on her stove.
The doorbell rang and she looked up at the clock. He was right on time
- darn it for once! She tried to pull herself together and gain a bit
more enthusiasm as she headed to open her front door. She pulled it
open and there he was - colorful this morning - in all his splendor...
while she felt like shit! She watched his usual greeting and noted
that it still sent waves of pleasure throughout her. Then she noticed
the smile on his face. Shit. Obviously he felt better than she did...
of that she was definitely jealous! "Hi Sissy," she managed to get out
pleasantly as she stood back out of the way to let him in.
She waited until he had set his purse and diaper bag down on the floor
under her table by the door. She looked him over carefully. The
colorful dress again today. Yes he did look good in it - don't be
jealous Mel, he doesn't look that good! "I see you're wearing the
clear earrings today," she noted out loud.
"I haven't worn them yet so I thought I'd try them. I hope they're
okay."
She nodded. "They're fine. The colorful ones would have gone better
with your dress, but those are just fine." She really didn't want to
see any more. "Get yourself into the kitchen and up into your
highchair. I've got your breakfast almost ready."
A few minutes later, Chad sat, locked into his highchair, bib around
his neck, eating baby cereal while he held the tiny baby spoon in his
left fist. He was hoping that maybe eating something might wake him up
more, but so far...
"How are you feeling today?" Mel asked as she leaned back with another
cup of coffee against her counter.
Chad looked up at her and shook his head. "Lousy! I don't think I got
any sleep at all last night!"
Mel silently cheered. She wasn't the only one feeling bad today. "Why
not? You didn't have any beer last night."
Chad just shrugged. "I don't know. Too hyped up I guess."
"Over what?"
"Having to go out with Derek!"
Mel was surprised. "You're looking forward to it that much?"
"No! I'm dreading it that much! Do you have any idea how wrong that
is? And did it have to be Derek for heaven's sake? I mean... he's my
friend! One of my best friends!"
Mel smiled. "Would you rather that it was Ray you were going with?"
"No!" Then he quickly changed his mind. "Yes! At least then it
wouldn't be with my best friend."
Mel almost found it amusing that they were each going with the wrong
guy. She'd rather be going with Derek, and he would be more
comfortable with Ray. The luck of the cards... that's all there was to
it.
Robin moved stiffly as she walked past Chad's cubicle. All the
exercise she had put her body through last night was making itself
known this morning. "Hi Sissy," she called as she walked past. As she
got to her desk, she heard him returning the greeting back over the
wall. She gratefully set her things down on her desk and stretched her
hands and arms to relieve them. Exercise! Who needs it! She sighed -
she did! Without bothering to check her face or hair in her mirror,
she walked next door to his cubicle. "How'd it go?" she asked the
moment she walked in. His back was to her as he was checking the email
on his machine. She noticed he was wearing that gorgeous colorful
dress again.
Chad turned in his seat. "Hi Robin," he replied, ignoring her question
and trying to sound cheerful - unsuccessfully.
Robin leaned up against his desk. "I love that dress on you," she
exclaimed.
Chad looked briefly down at his dress. "Thanks."
"So how did it go last night?" she asked again.
"You mean the game?"
"Of course, you idiot! What else?"
He shrugged. "Okay, I guess."
"That's it? Just okay?"
"Why not? It was okay. I didn't win if that's what you mean."
Robin just shook her head. "So what did you wind up wearing?" She
noticed his eyes going wide and the brief look of fright that suddenly
crossed his face. She saw him actually shake his head for a moment
before he finally answered.
"Just a skirt and blouse."
Robin had the funny feeling that there might be more to it than that.
"That's it? You can't describe it any better than that? What skirt
and blouse? What did they look like? Were they ones I've seen
before?" She shook her head. "You've really got a long way to go!"
Chad just shrugged. He didn't want to tell her any more than that -
for sure! "No, they weren't ones you've seen before."
"That's it? You're not going to tell me anything more?"
He just shook his head. "Not today."
Robin suddenly noticed something else about him. "Hey, are you feeling
alright? You look kind of... not yourself."
"I didn't get much sleep last night," Chad admitted.
"Why not?"
Chad shrugged his shoulders again. "Things on my mind, I guess."
"Geez! Getting information out of you is practically impossible!
You're being very irritating again! So what things were keeping you up
all night? Obviously it had to be problems."
He was irritating? What did she think she was? "Yeah, you could say
that. Definitely problems. Actually, one big problem."
"For heaven's sake, stop being so secretive and tell me what it is!"
Chad looked down at the floor, wondering if he should really tell her
or not. "It's just... the poker game," he finally said.
"The game? What happened?" A big possibility suddenly leapt to her
mind. "You didn't lose too much money, did you?"
Chad shook his head. "No, actually I didn't lose all that much. It
was... something else."
Robin tried to think what could possibly have been so bad. "The guys
didn't treat you bad, did they?"
Chad shook his head. "No, actually, they were very understanding... too
understanding!"
Robin tried to figure out what he might have meant by that. "What do
you mean... too understanding? How can that be a problem?"
Chad looked up at her. "You don't understand!"
"Of course not! You won't explain it to me!"
Ugh! He looked back down at the floor again - away from her. "At the
game..." he began, speaking fairly softly. "Uh..." He took a big breath,
trying to figure out what to say. "At the end..." He paused once again.
Should he really tell her? "They kind of made a bet."
Robin shook her head, not understanding the problem at all. "Isn't
that what they usually do at those games?"
"Yeah, but... not like this." He finally looked up at her. "The last
hand pretty much came down to Ray and Derek. They were really going at
it, each one really trying to win."
"So how is that a problem for you?"
"Well... at the end... Mel kind of upped the stakes a bit."
Robin just waited, knowing... or hoping... that the full story was about to
finally spill out.
Chad resumed his tale. "She suggested... that the winner would get the
chance to take her out on a date. But..." Could he really say this? He
really didn't believe it himself! "But the loser would have to date
me!" There! He had said it! "Kind of a double date!"
Robin's eyes went wide with surprise... and delight! "Sissy! You've got
a date?"
Chad only nodded - miserably.
"So who won?"
"Ray!"
"So that means..." Robin's delight grew even more. She actually started
laughing. "So you really are going out with Derek! And you've been
telling me all along that you weren't!" She laughed at her own
teasing. "I can't imagine why you would feel so down about it. I
mean... Geez! The guy's a hunk! Every woman in the company would love
to have a date with him... myself included!" She paused to think for a
minute. "I really need that gym more than I thought! You've been
dressing like a woman for only a few weeks and you've already got a
date with the hottest bachelor in the company! Okay, so I'm married...
but still!"
"Robin! You don't know how sick I am about it! And I'm pretty sure he
feels the same way!"
But Robin only laughed. "I can't wait to tell everybody!"
Mel stared at the little business card in her hand... Derek's card.
Okay, so the date Sunday night was going to be a double date - where it
probably wouldn't matter who was technically out with who. But still...
yeah, she would much rather that her date was with Derek. She was
about to pick up the phone to call him when she heard Andrea knocking
on her door. "Come on in."
Andrea walked in with an arm full of file folders. "I've got
everything you need to look at and sign this morning ready for you.
There's probably going to be a few more later today, but this is the
bulk of it."
"Thanks, Andrea," Mel said as she set Derek's business card down on her
desk.
"So how was the poker game last night? Did you ever figure out why you
wanted to be there?"
Mel smiled wickedly. "I'll say! You were right! I really did need to
be there! I managed to set up something very sweet for Sissy...
something that I really need to follow up on now and set in motion."
"Do I dare ask what?"
"His voice! If everything goes like I hope it does, he won't be using
his male voice at work - or anywhere else anymore."
"You said you were trying to do that. So how did you manage it?"
Mel just smiled wickedly. "Just watch!" She picked up the business
card again to place her call to Derek, then she paused. "Would you
believe Sissy and I actually have dates this weekend?"
Andrea was shocked. "You do? Both of you?"
Mel nodded. "A double date. I was really... blitzed last night."
"You must have been."
"I kind of set things up so that the winner of the last hand gets to
take me out on a date and the loser has to date Sissy."
"So how bad is the guy you're going out with? Should I be sorry for
you, or envious?"
Mel suddenly remembered the pictures she had taken just before they
left last night. "Here," she said as she quickly grabbed her purse.
"I can show you." She dug her phone out and pulled up the picture of
Ray and her together.
"Wow! Hunky!"
"Yeah, but unfortunately, he's a womanizing scum-bucket."
"So? If he looks that good, let him tumble your bones anyway. I
would!"
Mel laughed. "Maybe. But wait till you see the guy that Sissy is
dating. He's actually one of Sissy's best friends." She pulled up the
other picture.
Andrea meant to look at the guy in the picture, but she couldn't get
past the way that Sissy was dressed. "Oh my God!"
"Yeah, he's a hunk too. And a much nicer guy."
"No. I mean Sissy. Look at the way he's dressed!"
Mel smiled. "Yeah, I kind of had some fun with him last night." She
had a sudden thought. "Here, let me transfer it to my computer so you
can see it better." A minute later, Andrea was staring at a full-
screen sized picture that showed everything in minute detail. "God!"
she exclaimed once again. "I'd be so embarrassed!"
Mel only nodded. "He certainly was."
Andrea noticed something odd in the picture. She pointed to a tiny
white patch just below Sissy's skirt. "What's that, something on his
skirt or a bad place in the picture?"
Mel looked at what Andrea had pointed at, then looked closer... and
smiled. "No, that's his diapers bulging down below the hem of his
skirt!"
Derek didn't spend a lot of time at his desk, so when he did, he tried
to make the most of it... the paperwork really did pile up! He was still
a bit annoyed over losing that last hand last night... and especially
about having to date - Sissy! Ugh! So when his phone suddenly rang,
he was more annoyed at the interruption than ever. "Hello?"
"Hi Derek. This is Mel... from the game last night?"
"Oh yeah. How are you?"
"A bit groggy still. But listen, I wanted to follow up on something
from last night that I was hoping you'd do for me."
"What's that?"
"Kind of pass it around the company there for everyone to remind Sissy
to use her 'girly' voice only."
"Oh yeah. I had forgotten."
"That's why I called. It's kind of important to me... and I guess to
her... although she doesn't see it that way - yet."
"Oh yeah," Derek said again. "I remember. Look, I'll make a few
calls, but that's about all I can do right now. I'm really busy
today."
"That's all I ask," Mel replied brightly. "Oh, and Derek, just so you
know... I really wish you had won that hand last night instead."
Derek paused, more than a bit surprised. She had seemed so cold last
night. "So does that mean you might go out with me sometime?"
"I don't know. I'm pretty busy."
"So am I."
"They why don't you call me sometime when you're not so busy."
Had she really said that? "You can count on it!" he replied with more
enthusiasm than he had felt all day.
"Oh... say... while I've got you on the phone..." Mel said. She was mentally
holding her breath - Operation Robin was about to start - right now!
"Is there any way you can get me... what's her name... Robin's phone
number?"
"Robin! I don't know. Tell you what, I'll ask her for you and pass it
on if she says yes."
"That would be great!" Mel replied. "I'd really appreciate it. And
you can ask her to remind Sissy about using her voice at the same
time."
"You don't want to tell her yourself?"
"I can... but I'm pretty busy here today. I really just wanted to follow
up with her later."
"Okay," Derek replied. "I'll call her and let you know."
"Thanks," Mel replied.
"And maybe we can have lunch together sometime!"
Mel was caught off guard. It sounded so tempting. "Just not today,"
she finally replied.
Robin wasn't really working when her phone rang. She was just surfing
through the internet looking at the clothes that some of her favorite
stores were offering. "Hello," she said, trying to sound busy.
"Hi Robin. This is Derek... from upstairs."
"Derek!" She almost screamed! "Are you really going out with Sissy?"
She couldn't wait to ask that one.
"Uh... man word gets around fast! Unfortunately, it looks that way."
"I think it's fabulous!" Robin replied excitedly.
"Um... we may have differing opinions about that one!"
Robin didn't really care in the least. "So what can I do for you?"
"Look, I don't really know how to ask this. I'm really just passing on
a request from Sissy's friend Mel. I don't know if you know her or
not, but she was at the game last night with Sissy."
"I don't know her, but I've heard a little about her," Robin replied.
"What does she want?"
"I know this sounds silly, but the way she put it at the game made
perfect sense. She wants everybody to keep on Sissy's case about using
his 'girly' voice all the time, as she put it. To not use his male
voice at all. She seems to think that using his male voice is like a
crutch and he won't ever develop his female voice if he keeps using it...
I think... or something like that. Anyway, there was also some bit about
how bad it is if he looks like a woman and sounds like a man."
Robin paused to take that in. "No, it does kind of make sense. His...
'girly' voice? That's a new one on me! But I'll ask him about it."
"And pass it on to everyone else too, if you would. I've really got
too much to do here to make a lot of phone calls."
"Oh, you can bet I will!" Robin replied.
"Thanks Robin. I appreciate it. Oh! And by the way, Mel wants to
know if she can have your phone number. She said she wants to follow
up with you about this later."
"She... wants my phone number? Sure you can give it to her. Say... you
wouldn't be willing to pass along her number to me in return would
you?"
Derek considered that for only a moment. "I don't see why not." He
gave her the number from the business card he had gotten from Mel last
night. "Thanks Robin. I really appreciate it."
Robin hung up her phone. That was interesting - very interesting! Mel
wanted her number? The very person who probably could answer all her
questions about Chad... or rather... Sissy? She definitely wanted to talk
to Mel! And then there was the other very interesting part - the part
about his voice! Yes, that was very interesting too! There was no way
she was going to stay at her own desk now - she had dirt to dig!
Chad was just finishing up a small project when he noticed an email
coming in - from Mel. Fearing what she might want now - while at the
same time being grateful that she hadn't called him on the phone - he
opened it right away.
Sissy,
I just thought you'd like to see this so you can dream a bit. He is a
hunk, isn't he!
Just below that was a huge picture - the picture of him and Derek
together after the poker game. He stared at the picture - horrified.
And that feeling of dread and horror again rose up to an unbelievable
level.
"Holy crap!" Robin's voice exclaimed from the entrance to his cubicle.
Horrified, embarrassed, and panicked, Chad quickly closed the email.
"No! Don't you dare!" Robin cried as she hurried up right behind him.
"Open that thing back up again!"
"Uh... I'd rather not."
"Like hell!" Robin exclaimed. "Here, give me that," she said as she
took the mouse right out of his hand. Finding the right email was easy
since it was already highlighted. The picture loaded instantly. Robin
stared, not believing what she was seeing.
Chad wanted to fall right through that hole in the floor that never
seemed to appear.
"Geezez! I can't believe it," Robin said again. "No wonder you didn't
want to talk about what you were wearing! Whatever possessed you to
dress like... that?"
Chad was just barely able to squeak out his answer. "It wasn't my
idea."
"But you wore it! Didn't you?"
Chad couldn't really deny that. The proof was right in front of them.
"I can't believe it!" Robin said once again as she stared at the
picture. "So... did you enjoy it?"
"Um... not really." Chad admitted. "It was very embarrassing."
"I'm sure of that!" Robin replied. Then she quickly looked straight at
him as something else occurred to her. "Wait a minute! I just got a
call from Derek asking me to pass along a reminder for you to use your
'girly' voice as he put it."
Chad was totally shocked! He couldn't believe it! He desperately
wanted to crawl under his desk and hide.
"So what's that all about?" Robin asked - or demanded.
Chad just shook his head, totally panicked. He still couldn't believe
that Derek had called... Robin of all people! "I... can't!"
Robin just looked at him for a second, and something clicked in her
brain. "Hey, this isn't by any chance that thing that you were so
upset about a few days ago, is it? I seem to remember it was something
that Mel wanted you to do."
Chad's eyes opened wide with further surprise. She had figured it out!
"So it is!" Robin declared.
Chad could only stare down at the floor and nod briefly. He was so
embarrassed.
"So let me hear it."
He looked up quickly. "What?"
"Let me hear your 'girly' voice, as he put it."
"It sounds stupid!"
"Oh come on! It can't be that bad!"
Chad shook his head. "It is!"
"So let me be the judge!"
Chad could see that she wasn't going to back down until she had heard
it. "I don't know what to say," she said in his girly voice.
Robin stared for a moment then burst out laughing. "You're right! It
is that bad! But I'm betting that Mel figures it won't get any better
unless you practice."
Chad looked down at the floor again. "Something like that."
"So maybe she has a point. You should use it all the time."
Chad shook his head. "I can't!" he protested again.
"Say that again - in your other voice!"
Chad wanted to die. "I can't," he said softly - in his high-pitched
voice.
Robin merely smiled. "You do need practice. And I promise to help!"
That was the last thing that Chad wanted!
Suddenly, Robin noticed something on his computer screen she hadn't
thought about before. Before he could stop her, Robin grabbed his
mouse again and hit the print button, sending the picture to the
printer.
"No!" Chad cried in terror.
Laughing, Robin was off like a flash, running for the printer to get
it.
Robin desperately watched the clock - waiting for break time. She had
made two or three... okay, four phone calls to some of her friends
telling them about Sissy's date with Derek and about getting him to
speak in his 'girly' voice. She laughed at that. Girly? Ridiculous
was more like it! And beyond that, she had one more juicy bit for all
of them!
She watched the seconds ticking down, but she was up and out of her
seat thirty seconds early. She went directly to Chad's cubicle, where
she saw him with his head down in his arms on his desk, facing away
from her. "Sissy! What are you doing? Come on, it's break time!"
Chad felt awful! He was so tired he didn't want to move. He was also
so depressed over everything that it made matters even worse. "No," he
moaned without moving his head.
Robin walked in and grabbed his arm and pulled. "Come on. There's no
way I'm going to let you not go to break today!"
Chad sat up and looked at her, but he didn't get up. "I can't!" he
moaned. "Everybody is just going to make fun of me."
"Maybe," Robin admitted. "Okay, definitely. But they've done that
before, so why should this be so different? Now get up from there
before I pick you up and carry you!"
"You would, wouldn't you!"
"I'd certainly give it my best try. Of course, if that fails, then I
have no doubt that once I start talking to the girls I can easily
convince them to all come down here to finish their break."
Chad groaned aloud. "You would too!"
"You bet I would! Now get up and let's go!"
"This is not a good idea!" Chad said as he got to his feet.
"Say that again in your 'girly' voice." She giggled as she pulled him
out of his cubicle. She laughed - girly voice? "And for the record.
It's a perfectly good idea!"
Chad only groaned a bit more as he followed her down the hallway.
While Robin wanted to hurry, he wanted to move slowly - very slowly -
or not go at all. Unfortunately, they did arrive at their destination
and Robin made sure that he did go inside.
Despite Chad dragging his feet, they were among the first to arrive.
"Hey look!" Robin exclaimed as they approached the coffee pot,
"doughnuts again!" She looked back at Sissy. "Maybe you better have
two!"
Actually two would have been great. He was hungry. And he could
actually chew a doughnut. He walked past the coffee pot and grabbed a
doughnut - just to make sure he wouldn't miss out on any - even though
he was one of the first ones there. The moment he picked it up, he
took a bite and closed his eyes in pleasure. Chewing! And food!
Robin finished pouring her coffee and grabbed a doughnut herself while
she watched Chad pouring his own coffee. "I'll let you have mine... if
you're good," she giggled. "I really shouldn't be eating them anyway."
There were only two other women at the table as they approached, but
the women were anxious to see both Robin and Sissy. Chad noticed that
the bulk of the people were just now coming through the door. At least
he had gotten one of the doughnuts. Small compensation for what he was
sure was going to be a very embarrassing break period.
"Sissy!" one of the two women exclaimed excitedly. "You've got a date
with Derek?"
Chad looked at Robin. "Word sure does get around fast!" Robin only
smiled mischievously.
"So when's it going to be?" the other woman asked.
"Sunday," Chad replied.
"Wait a minute!" Robin said. "We keep forgetting! Girly voice! Use
your girly voice!"
Chad rolled his eyes. This wasn't going to be good!
"Now say it again - like you're supposed to!" Robin added.
"Do I have to?" he asked. "This is stupid!"
"You're not going to learn if you don't get used to doing it! And
you're not going to get any better either - which really needs to
happen! Now say it again!"
"Say what again?"
"Girly voice!" Robin almost yelled. "You're not supposed to say
anything unless it's in your girly voice!"
"Girly voice?" one of the women who was just sitting down asked. "What
the heck is going on?"
"Sissy is supposed to be practicing using his female voice instead of
his male voice, but he won't do it! His friend Mel thinks he's using
his old male voice as a crutch all the time. And his female voice
needs a lot of work! So she wants us to help make sure he doesn't use
his male voice at all so he can practice using his female voice - or
his girly voice as I heard it."
"Is that right?" the woman asked Sissy.
He just nodded.
"Come on, Sugar. You can answer better than that! Say something out
loud so we can all hear it."
The table was filling up fast, and every one of the women already there
was waiting breathlessly for him to answer - in his stupid "girly"
voice. And he really didn't have a way out of it. "I think it's
stupid!" he said in his high-pitched voice. There was an immediate
round of laughter from everyone.
"You're right, it does need work!" the woman finally exclaimed amid her
laughter.
"So Sissy," another woman suddenly asked. "Are you really dating
Derek?"
"Wait? He's dating Derek?" another woman asked, totally surprised. "I
thought we went over this yesterday and he said he wasn't!"
"Well he is!" Robin asked. "As of last night anyway. He and Derek are
going out on a date together."
"Sunday!" another woman threw into the mix.
"It's not really a date!" Chad argued.
"Uh uh! Girly voice!" Robin warned.
Chad rolled his eyes. "It's not really a date!" he repeated - in his
girly voice. "It's just dinner and a movie... and it's a double date!"
At least he didn't have to use his sissy voice, that would have been
twice as bad. He just had to make sure he didn't slip up!
"Dinner and a movie? And you don't call that a date?" The woman
looked incredulously around at everyone else. "I'd call that a date!"
There was total agreement among all of them.
Chad was beside himself. He wasn't happy about this at all. "Okay,
maybe it is a date. But Derek lost the last hand last night and they
had this bet going that the loser had to date me... while the winner got
to date Mel. We're going together."
"Who won?" Someone asked.
"Ray."
"Ray? Do you have any idea how many times he's asked me out?"
"And did you ever go?" another woman asked.
The first woman smiled. "You bet! He was great!" The table erupted
in a huge chorus of giggles.
As the giggling finally died down, Robin almost proudly announced.
"There's more!"
"More?" someone asked.
Chad was suddenly very worried. He wasn't sure what she was going to
add next.
Robin just nodded her head and repeated, "More!" She looked directly
at Sissy for a moment with a very mischievous smile on her face before
she turned back to everyone else at the table. Then very slowly and
teasingly, she reached her hand inside the neckline of her top and into
her bra. Then, just as slowly, she started to pull it out.
"Oh no!" Chad groaned the moment he saw the edge of the white piece of
paper. He really wanted to run - anywhere!
Robin withdrew the folded up paper that she had pulled off of the
printer earlier. The entire table was silent as they watched her
slowly begin to unfold it. When there was only one fold left in the
paper, she finally laid it flat on the table and pushed it out more
towards the middle where everyone could see it better. Then, she undid
the final fold - fully revealing the picture of Sissy and Derek
together last night.
The table stayed silent for almost five seconds as everyone realized
what they were seeing. Then, little gasps and soft "Oh's!" started to
sound. Then louder ones. Then louder exclamations of surprise. Then
outright laughter!
"I don't believe it! You actually wore... that?" One of the women asked
incredulously.
"He sure did!" Robin replied for him. "There's the proof - right
there!"
"What were you thinking?" Someone else asked.
The picture was fairly grainy and not all that good since it came off
of the printer, but the detail was more than good enough for everyone
to see everything. Someone suddenly grabbed the picture from the
middle of the table and Chad saw it being passed around. He
desperately wanted the earth to swallow him up somehow!
"Love the shoes!" One of the women exclaimed. "Where'd you get them?"
"Hey, are you going to wear something like that for your date with
Derek?" another woman asked.
Chad just shook his head as the questions kept coming. A few he
reluctantly answered - in his girly voice, but most of them he left
alone. By the time their break ended. Chad felt even more miserable
than he had before the break. The only remotely good thing was that
Robin had saved her doughnut for him - which she handed to him as they
were finally leaving - and it tasted just as delicious as the first
one.
Cindy wasn't exactly pouting, but she wasn't all that happy either.
Cassie had said that she couldn't watch Sissy being changed again
today. That had been a real treat yesterday! She still couldn't
believe what she had seen - the stupid guy had been drinking from a
baby bottle! And then there was that plastic thing locked all around
his male part so that he couldn't use it. She remembered touching the
thing and even pulling on it - and how it had hurt him. That was when
Cassie had suggested that she leave. Next time, she promised herself,
she'd just watch - maybe then Cassie wouldn't chase her away. And
today, she couldn't go in at all! Was Cassie mad because she had hurt
him yesterday?
She saw his car pulling into the parking lot and her excitement grew -
despite the fact that she couldn't watch today. What could she say to
him? How could she tease him? She absolutely felt like she had to
tease him somehow. But how?
Chad paused a second before opening the door to the gym. Yesterday had
been horrible. And he was sure that today, when he felt so miserable,
things would probably be even worse. Was Cassie going to let the
receptionist watch - or help again? This time, was Cassie going to let
her see - everything? He certainly hoped not. If it wasn't for the
fact that he needed his diapers changed, and that Mel required him to
have Cassie do it for him every day, he would have avoided the gym
altogether. Plucking up his courage, he opened the door and went in.
"Hi Sissy!" the receptionist called excitedly.
Her excitement didn't bode as a good sign to Sissy. He knew he was
going to have to do it, so he didn't even bother waiting. He dropped
one of his sissy curtseys to her and said hello in his sissy voice.
"I just love seeing you do that every day," Cindy said. "It's so
sweet." Then she leaned across the counter a bit. "Would you like me
to feed you your bottle today?" She immediately went into a fit of
giggles.
"No thank you," Sissy replied. "Can you please get Cassie for me?"
Cindy desperately searched for some other way to tease him, but today
the ideas just weren't coming. And there was a bit of a look about him
that told her something was a bit off with him today. With a look of
frustration, she left him to search for Cassie. Chad was glad! He was
also glad that Cassie hadn't been very far away. A minute later, he
was following her back to their usual room.
"Is she going to be joining us again today?" Chad asked as he started
to get undressed.
"Not unless you want her to," Cassie replied. "Shall I get her?"
"No, please!" Chad replied quickly. He was glad that they would be
alone again. Yesterday had been - upsetting. And he was upset enough
as it was.
"You seem..." Cassie searched for a word, "tired today."
"I am. I got almost no sleep at all last night."
"Was Mel that rough on you?"
"Not... exactly."
"So how come?"
"Worries!" Chad finally replied.
Cassie could see that he didn't seem to want to talk about it. "Well
lay down on the floor and drink your bottle. Maybe it will help you
relax a bit." After she said it, she wasn't quite sure how much
relaxing he was actually going to get to do!
Chad put the bottle to his mouth and began nursing on it. Sucking on
it did bring him some measure of comfort - as it often did. Why, he
didn't know - or care. He did his best to ignore the feelings of
Cassie removing his soaked diapers and cleaning him up. Ignoring what
she was doing was actually very easy, he didn't hardly have to work at
it anymore. It was what she did to his other side that he couldn't
ignore very well - nor did he want to.
"Okay, roll over," Cassie finally said.
Chad put his bottle down and rolled over onto his stomach.
"I see the redness is all gone today," Cassie noted as she quickly
wiped off his backside.
"Fortunately," Chad mumbled. A moment later, he stiffened at the
freezing cold feeling of the lotion as Cassie started wiping it onto
him. The feeling of intense cold didn't last very long and soon gave
way to intense pleasure instead. Ahhhh! Without being told to for
once, he hiked his knees up under him, raising his backside up into the
air, making it a better target for what he hoped Cassie might do to it.
"Anxious today, huh?" Cassie said as she saw him get into position. "I
guess you want it then."
Chad said nothing, he was too interested in the feeling of Cassie's
finger as it played with the opening to his asshole. Yes he wanted it!
He wanted it very much!
Cassie watched him closely as she started pushing her finger into him,
then pulling it out again... over and over... further and further in. She
stopped when he started pushing and pulling against her finger himself.
She quickly got her ribbed toy and lubed it up, then set the tip of it
up against him. Ever so gently, she pushed on it until it started to
slip inside.
Chad was in ecstasy. He didn't know why he liked this so much, but he
did! He just wished that it could grant him the ultimate release he
craved so much. But evidently that was impossible. Still, it was just
about the best feeling he was capable of experiencing anymore. In and
out. In and out. Feeling the little ribs of her toy going past the
entrance to his anal opening, only to be followed quickly by the next
one. Delicious. He began gently rocking back and forth. As tired as
he was, he still found the energy to enjoy this most wonderful treat.
Back and forth, back and forth. In and out, in and out. He wasn't
going slower or faster today. Everything was staying at this one
steady pace, and he didn't really care. It just felt good!
Cassie watched him carefully as she held the toy in place, letting him
set the pace and intensity. He had been at it for quite a while now
and was usually fucking himself desperately on it by this point, but
today he was still going slowly. Perhaps it was because he was so
tired. She let him go on for a while more before she stopped him and
pulled it all the way out. "I've got to get back to work soon!" she
declared as she saw his head turn back towards her. She saw him just
nod his head a little - was that in despair?
She grabbed his jar of suppositories and opened the lid. "We can't
forget these little things," she said brightly. But he wasn't paying
the least bit of attention to her - as far as she could see. Since it
was Wednesday, one of the days when he wasn't supposed to actually get
one now, she only pretended to pull one of the pills out of the jar.
He never knew the difference when she stuck her finger way up inside of
him as if she were really putting it there. "Do these things still
work?" she asked. She saw his head turn back towards her. She also
saw the bit of annoyance on his face as he nodded. "Every day?" she
asked.
He nodded again. "Every damn day!"
"So did you talk to him yet?" Gloria asked as they waited for their
lunch to be delivered.
Mel shook her head. "Not yet. There was no time last night."
"But do things seem to be any better between you two?"
"As far as I can see."
"Mel, you still really need to sit down and talk with him... seriously!"
Mel sighed. "I know. It's just not that easy! Are you still going to
hypnotize him tomorrow night?"
"You're changing the subject! But yes, I was still planning on it."
"Good! Because I've still got to know how long he's holding back now.
I'm seeing definite signs now of further lack of control."
"So you're winning?"
"I think so, but I'm just not sure! One minute I think I am, then... I
just don't know!"
Gloria nodded. "I guess I can ask that question again. No problem.
So how did the poker game go last night?" For the first time since
they sat down to lunch, Gloria saw Mel smile broadly.
Chad couldn't really hear anything at all coming from Robin's cubicle
next door. He knew she was there though because he had seen her going
in after lunch. He was fairly sure she was working, so he felt safe
enough to open the spreadsheet where he kept his progress for the bet.
He scrolled down to today's date. Twenty-three days to go now.
Getting smaller - but still a long way. He went up to yesterday's date
to fill in how long he had held back. He stopped to think about that a
bit. He had only managed to hold back for twelve minutes yesterday.
An improvement over the day before, but it was still an improvement.
But actually, it had been a few seconds more than twelve minutes.
Should he include that as well? No, just to be fair, he filled in
twelve minutes - one whole minute longer than the day before. He had
really been hoping for better yesterday, but it just didn't happen -
unfortunately. Still, it was progress.
Before he closed the spreadsheet, he again glanced at the column of
reasons why he wanted to win the bet. The first three items, self-
respect, friends, and a life still rang all too true. But after
starting to read the rest of the list, he quickly stopped and turned
his head away... not wanting to think about those things anymore. All
too quickly the images of the pictures that Sandy had done for
redecorating his apartment came to mind - not just the good picture,
but the pictures of what he would get if he lost instead. Troubled and
not wanting to think any more about it, he closed the spreadsheet and
went back to work again.
Robin's cell phone rang while she was finally getting some work done.
She really didn't mind the interruption though. Thinking that it was
probably her husband calling she answered it without looking to see who
was calling. "Hello?" she said as she was still looking at the work on
her computer monitor.
"Hello. Is this Robin?"
Robin was a bit startled to hear an unfamiliar voice. "Yes," she said
tentatively. "Who is this?"
"Hi. I'm Mel... Sissy's friend."
"Mel?" Robin exclaimed excitedly.
In the cubicle next door, Chad suddenly looked up. A feeling of horror
ran right through him as he desperately tried to listen for more.
"You don't know how much I've been wanting to talk to you!" Robin
continued.
Mel was more than sure of that. The damn woman probably wanted to fish
for ideas to turn Sissy away from her! "I'm sure," Mel replied nicely,
but she said it as if she was in a hurry. "Unfortunately, I've only
got a second before I have to be in court," she lied. She was really
sitting at her own desk in her own office. "Listen, I just wanted to
follow up on something I asked Derek to do for me - or rather to pass
along for me. That is about Sissy using her new voice all the time."
"Don't worry!" Robin replied. "He told me. And I guess I kind of
agree with you. If Sissy doesn't practice, then he'll never get it
right. And using his male voice isn't going to help matters at all."
Mel had heard what Robin said, but there was something else there that
bothered her. She just couldn't put her finger on it. "Great Robin.
Thanks. I'm glad you understand. So you'll keep after her then? And
maybe ask the others to do the same?"
"Yeah sure. We can do that. It's probably the best way we can really
help him with it."
Mel scowled, more likely... help him right into her arms! And that was
when the other little thing clicked for Mel that had just bothered her.
"Um... listen, Robin. There's something else too that I'd like you to do
for me. Would you try to refer to her in only the female sense all the
time? Stop referring to her as a him. If she's going to experience
what it's like to be a woman then I think that she should kind of get
used to being referred to in that sense too."
Robin thought about that for a moment. "I guess. I can try at least.
I don't think it will be that easy to do though since we're all kind of
used to him being - the other gender. You know?"
"Yeah, I know," Mel agreed. "I know it won't be easy, but I think it
will help."
"Hey Mel, while I've got you on the phone, can I ask you a question?"
That was exactly what Mel wanted to avoid right now. "Uh oh!" she
replied quickly. "They're calling us back. I've got to go. I'll call
you later when I've got more time. Okay?"
"Uh... okay," Robin replied. But by the time she finished saying it, the
line quickly went dead. Still... she had managed to make contact with
Mel. She had actually talked to her. And next time, she was sure she
could finally get some answers!
"Did I hear you say that was Mel?" Chad asked from the entrance to her
cubicle. Worry and panic had pulled him away from his own desk to try
to hear as much as possible - which was really nothing at all.
Robin hadn't even known that he was standing there. "Yeah. Would you
believe it, she actually called me!"
"What did she say?" Chad asked desperately.
"She said that we should all keep on your case about not using your
male voice - like right now!" She actually giggled a bit. "You've got
to stop talking like a man, Sissy. You're never going to learn to
speak better - or to even pass properly if you don't!"
Chad just looked embarrassed and stared down at the floor. "Thanks,"
he mumbled in his male voice as he turned away from her. He didn't
really want to contemplate having to talk in that silly voice all the
time.
"Say it right!" Robin called after him.
He turned back to her. "Say what right?" he asked in his usual male
voice.
"Everything!" Robin exclaimed.
Mel stared at the cell phone in her hand. Operation Robin had now
officially started. The silly slut was soon going to get her due! She
could just picture her with Sissy... bleached blonde, tiny waist -
probably a size zero... her hands all over Sissy's ass as they wandered
through the hallways of that building together. Oh how she hated her!
Okay, maybe Robin wasn't quite that bad, but it was fun to think of her
like that.
She attempted to put Robin on the back burner of her mind and think
about Sissy instead. Things sounded very good for him to now be denied
the use of his male voice. And what's more, something she hadn't
really thought about before, if all went well, he would also be denied
the right to be referred to as a male too. Okay, so maybe he wasn't
exactly a female, but the point was, nobody would be referring to him
as a male anymore either - she hoped.
One by one, she was slowly denying him all of his male traits, or
rights, or... whatever.
"Break time Sissy," Robin called cheerfully from the entrance to his
cubicle.
Chad had been staring mindlessly at his computer screen. He was so
tired that he wasn't even pretending to work. "Do I have to?" he
asked, and then immediately yawned.
"Female voice, Sissy! Or as Derek put it earlier, your 'girly' voice."
She giggled. "And yes, you have to."
"I'd rather take a nap."
Robin let out a frustrated grunt. "Don't use your male voice! Now say
it again!"
"I don't want to!" Chad said stubbornly - in his male voice.
"You can be so damn pig-headed!" An idea hit her. "Should I call Mel
and tell her you're refusing to cooperate - or even try?"
Horror hit Chad once again. "No!" he said quickly, clearly frightened
by the idea.
"Girly voice," Robin taunted.
Chad was too tired to argue anymore. Had she been teasing about
calling Mel? "You wouldn't really call her, would you?" he asked - in
his girly voice.
Robin smiled. "I might. I do have her phone number now."
"You're joking!"
"Wait a minute!" Robin ran back to her desk and grabbed her cell phone
and brought it back to his cubicle. She quickly went to her phone list
and recited Mel's number that Derek had passed on to her. "That's it,
isn't it?"
Ugh! Chad laid his head back down in his arms on his desk again. She
had it. Mel had not only called her, but had actually given Robin her
number. And knowing Robin, it wouldn't be long until she knew all too
much!
"Now come on, let's go to break."
Chad didn't want to argue anymore. He was too tired and depressed.
This was turning out to be another very bad day.
"And remember, only your girly voice," Robin reminded him.
Ugh!
As they walked through the halls, Robin replayed a bit of what happened
in his cubicle through her mind. Was it her imagination, or when she
had threatened to call Mel on him, did he look scared. She knew he was
tired, very tired. That could have had something to do with it. But
really, she got the impression that there was more to it than that.
Chad looked around the break room for Derek, but he didn't see him
anywhere. He didn't know whether he was glad or sorry about that. On
the one hand, sitting with the women was going to be embarrassing for
sure, but on the other hand, he was not comfortable about sitting with
Derek either. Not to mention that all the women now seemed to think
that he and Derek had a thing going between them - which was definitely
not the case!
The table was fairly crowded when he and Robin sat down, and Chad was
pleased that he was not the center of attention - yet. He sipped his
coffee and half-listened to the inane conversation between the women.
One of them was complaining about the outfits her daughter wanted to
wear all the time.
"You should have seen it!" the woman continued. "She wanted to wear
the most ridiculous looking outfit you could imagine. She looked worse
than some of those girls you see in the rock videos on TV! Her skirt
had a hole in it so you couldn't miss seeing her panties right through
it! And her top was cut so low that her boobs were practically flying
out! And the heels she was wearing! Ugh! And you don't even want to
know about her makeup! I put a stop to that right away! No daughter
of mine is going out with a boy dressed like that!"
One of the women laughed a bit. "It sounds a little like the kind of
outfit that Sissy wore last night." There was a bit of laugher from
the women.
"Not quite like that," the first woman replied. "But the general idea
was certainly the same!"
"Sissy, is that what you were trying to do last night," one of the
women asked Chad, "look like one of those young girls in the rock
videos?"
"It wasn't really..." Chad started to say.
"Girly voice!" Robin quickly reminded him.
Chad gave her a rather exasperated look, then he repeated himself - in
his girly voice. "It wasn't really my idea," he replied again. "It
was something that Mel kind of came up with." He knew he had to
explain it better than that. "She seemed to think that it would be fun
for me."
"I'm betting it was!" another of the women replied.
"No doubt at all!" still another woman added.
"So what are you going to wear for your date? 'Cause what you wore
last night was certainly... interesting! Do you think that Derek will be
wanting you to wear something like that again?"
"That's a dumb question!" another of the women said before Chad could
even think of replying. "Derek is a man! All men like that kind of
stuff!"
"All too true, Honey," another woman agreed with a sigh. "All too
true!"
Chad finally spoke up - carefully using his girly voice. "I haven't
even thought about what I'm going to wear yet. And I don't think he
really wants to see me in anything like that again."
"You don't think? Honey, he's a man! All men have only one thing on
their little minds all the time - sex! And an outfit like that will
make sure that it stays on his mind. He may say he doesn't like it,
but trust me, he does! Hey, what the heck am I telling you for? You
should know better than any of us what a man thinks!"
The noise around the table was a mixture of agreements and laughter.
Chad actually felt embarrassed. "That's not quite true! There's more
to it than that," he started to say.
"Not much!" one of the women interrupted. There was a slight pause at
the table, then several of the women started laughing again.
Chad may have been tired, but he realized that any reply that he made
would have been useless, so he sat there silently embarrassed. A few
moments later, the conversation passed by him again and returned to the
women talking about their kids. He hated these breaks. He hated this
particular break even more when the stupid suppository that Cassie had
shoved up inside of him decided to do its thing while he was still
sitting at the break table. He squirmed in his seat as it happened,
all the while trying to make it look like nothing at all was happening
or even wrong. The only good thing about it was - if you could even
call it that - was that lately, he had been eating so very little, that
his messes were the same way - very little.
Mel glanced at the clock in her car as she drove home from work. It
was later than usual, much later. It had been over an hour since Sissy
had called to tell her she was putting her single diaper on. Now,
there was only about half an hour to go before she would have to be
leaking. Mel really hoped that Sissy would be good tonight. She
really wasn't in the mood to punish her at all. But she would if she
had to!
Dinner smelled good from the moment she walked through her door. Sissy
immediately came running to greet her with his usual curtsey. So nice!
She stared at him briefly, his maid's dress looked perfect - as it
should. "Are you leaking yet?" she asked, actually hoping that he
would be.
"Not yet, Mistress," he replied. "But I've still got some time."
"I certainly hope for your sake that you make it every time tonight!"
Mel replied. "I really don't want to have to punish you again."
Chad didn't want that either. "I'm trying," he replied.
Mel nodded, then quickly said, "Show me your diaper!"
Chad was caught off-guard by the sudden command and as fast as he
grabbed his skirt to pull it all the way up, he knew it wasn't fast
enough.
"Just hold it there!" Mel ordered sternly as she went to her corner
where she kept her yardstick. She came back with it and gave one smart
stroke to the back of his legs. "Faster next time!" she ordered. Only
then did she take the time to examine how wet his diaper was -
definitely getting there - fortunately.
The table was all set and dinner was basically ready. It was only
waiting for him to put it out on the plate for her. She sent Sissy to
dish out her food while she went into the bedroom to change into
something more comfortable.
Chad dished out her dinner and made sure that everything was perfect.
Then he grabbed his latest baby bottle to keep drinking - he was
determined to get his diaper leaking soon. But as he kept drinking, he
became aware of how long Mel was taking. He had heard her going into
the bathroom first and then into her bedroom to change, but it seemed
to be taking her longer tonight than usual. He began to worry that all
the food he had just put out might get cold.
Finally she came out and headed for the table. But just before she
could sit down, he felt his diaper leaking. Involuntarily, he let out
a small exclamation of surprise.
"What's wrong?" Mel asked as she took her seat.
"I just started leaking," Chad replied in his sissy voice.
"Good!" Mel said as she stuck her fork into the vegetables. Then she
looked up at him. "I guess that means we have to change you right
away, doesn't it!"
"But your dinner... it's already getting cold."
Mel conceded that he did have a point. But there was a further point
that had to be considered. "But, as of now, you're already on another
hour and forty-five minute deadline. So unless yo