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The Bet by Karen Singer Chapter 55 (Thursday - week 8) Back... and forth... and back... and forth. In his dreams, he was once again dressed as a baby... a baby girl of course. Naturally, he was thickly diapered and sucking on a pacifier - mimicking his situation in real life. But that of course wasn't what his dream was about. He was wearing a little-girl style dress - all pink and white lace with ribbons and bows everywhere. The short skirt was puffed out very wide by all the petticoats underneath, displaying his diapers and plastic panties below. And on his feet were lacy little girl socks and Mary- Jane shoes. A little girl... with overly thick diapers under her dress that did nothing to hide them. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. He tried to remove the dress, but it was somehow locked onto him. He tried to bend over to remove his shoes, the delicious petticoats hampering his efforts... but the shoes were locked on too. He put his hands on the waist of his plastic panties and found them locked on as well. Trapped! In Everything! Back... and forth... and back... and forth. People kept coming by and pointing at him... and laughing at him. Back... and forth... He loved the humiliation! He hated the humiliation! But the humiliation was strongly fueling his sexual fantasies. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. But it wasn't just the dress and the fact that others were laughing at him that was stimulating his sexual excitement so much... Back... and forth... It was something his mind was feeling in his backside. Something that felt like it was stuck up inside of him - stimulating that now sensitive area that was trapped underneath all the layers of his thick wet diapers. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. As his dream continued, he wasn't even aware that he was doing it, but his body was pressing his backside down against his blowup mattress, trying to grab more stimulation from the pressure that translated to the imaginary something that his dream thought was inside of him. Back... and forth. His hips pushed forward, but not to try to give any sexual stimulation to his completely encased penis on his front side. No, it was only because his mind was trying to gain the stimulation from the toy his dreams had imagined was buried in his rear end. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Dressed as a silly sissy baby. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Trapped in all his clothes. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Such wonderful humiliation. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Sweet stimulation from the something buried up inside of him under his diapers. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. He could feel it somehow moving in and out as his dream-self waddled and paraded helplessly in front of so many people. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. As the stimulation seemed to grow, so did his awareness and the details of the clothes he was wearing. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. All of it sending him further and further toward his ultimate humiliation - that obviously was going to take place right in front of all those people! Back... and forth... and back... and forth. His excitement grew as his hands played with his frilly dress. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. It grew more as he thought about the sissy shoes stuck on his feet. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. He could feel it passing the point of no return as his dream mind was aware of everyone watching him so closely. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Faster now. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. And faster. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. Whatever his mind had conjured up to fill his back end with was suddenly more real... more solid. He felt the stimulation much stronger. Instead of moving in and out of him, it almost seemed to be going only out instead - and for a very long time. He felt his front side peeing uncontrollably in response. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. His real-life body arched its back as his dream body whimpered in ecstasy. Back... and forth... and back... and forth. And he climaxed in his dream... right in front of all those people! How humiliating! He climaxed too in real-life. But locked in his deliciously humiliating dream, he would never know that. As the climax in his dream started to fade, his mind did everything it could to hold onto it as long as possible. The most humiliating dreams and thoughts he had ever had were pulled desperately into his dream... just to prolong the already lost feeling just a little longer. But as all dreams go, this one too faded into nothingness. And when it was done, his body and mind both slept calmly for the rest of the night. Until... The awful blaring music erupted from his pink clock radio pulling him viciously out of his sound slumber. If it wasn't so loud and annoying, he might have laid there for a moment to collect his wits before turning it off. But the sound was so annoying that even thinking about doing so was out of the question. He desperately rolled off his blow- up mattress onto the floor, scattering the usual collection of empty baby bottles in the process. A moment later, his bedroom was again returned to blissful silence, even though a memory of the irritating loud music seemed to haunt the air. He breathed with his eyes closed for just a moment, pretending he could go back to sleep just as he was... on his knees. But as usual, that was out of the question. He opened his eyes and saw the clock radio in front of him... it was set a half hour earlier than it had been yesterday... which had been a full hour earlier than usual! No wonder he still felt so tired! Why had Mel gotten him up so early? With a sigh, he forced himself to climb to his feet, his overly saturated and bloated diapers hindering him in the process. Yes, they were heavy again, very heavy. The thick cloth diapers seemed to get even heavier and more bloated than layers of disposable ones. As he took his first waddling steps away from his blow-up mattress bed on the floor, he scratched for a moment at his bra that supported his glued on breast forms. But he didn't give that any other thought. His mind felt extra foggy in the extra early morning as he stumbled wide-leggedly through the darkness and into his kitchen. He fumbled along the wall to find the light switch and flipped it on. Brightness assaulted him. As soon as he could see clearly again, his eyes automatically focused on the short note she had left there... his first instructions for the day. Sissy, Don't forget your usual three bottles first. After that, get cleaned up and diapered for work - only one disposable today. Do your hair, but don't do your makeup. Wear your diaper and a bra and nothing else when you come here - early! The later you get here, the less you're going to like it! He had to be dreaming! The note made no sense! How about getting dressed for work? And what was the business about getting there early? How early? She hadn't set an exact time for him to get there... just... early! And of course, she had shown how serious she was about him being early by threatening him like she did at the end. Early? Why? Not for any reason he knew of. And only one diaper? This was a work day! Bowing to the inevitable, he removed the pacifier from his mouth and grabbed the usual three bottles of her lousy tea from his refrigerator. He carried them to his one and only piece of real furniture - his tired old chair facing his wall of shaming pictures. But once again he didn't see the pictures, especially since he closed his still sleepy eyes the moment he put his first bottle to his lips and started drinking. Early? What did early mean? And more importantly... why? And... did he dare let himself fall asleep in his chair as he drank? Better not! Mel forced herself out of bed with an audible groan. It was too early! Way too early! But early was the only way. The only solution she had come up with. She made it out of her bedroom with no trouble, but entering her living room, her hand had to swipe at the light switch on the wall since the sun was just now starting to come up. The harsh light forced her to squint and blink until she got to the more dimly lit kitchen - where she purposely didn't turn on another light. She didn't really need it, the light filtering in from the living room was more than enough. She prepared her coffee maker and turned it on... and closed her eyes as she stood sleepily right in front of it. Early... too early! She could easily fall asleep again on her feet. She had stayed up too late last night trying to read that infernal contract! Damn the thing! It was interfering too much into her life right now. She had other things she needed to be concentrating on instead - like winning the bet with Sissy. She had even cleared most of her schedule next week just for that purpose. But the damn contract... And you don't say no to Mr. Feinbaum. Besides, it was a boatload of money. Two boatloads! She pulled her cup out of the cabinet before the coffee was ready in hopes that somehow the action of having the cup ready would hurry the coffee-maker's progress. It didn't. The darn thing seemed to take twice as long instead, irritating her slightly. But the moment she was able to sip at the hot liquid from the freshly made coffee, a small sense of bliss seemed to wash over her. She took a deep breath holding the steaming coffee right under her nose so she could enjoy its aroma... before taking another much needed sip. Instead of carrying the cup out to her living room to sit with it as she usually did, she carried it into her bedroom instead, where she forced herself to dress in a t-shirt and a pair of shorts. Her coffee cup was mostly empty by the time she headed back out to the kitchen feeling much more awake and with-it. She refilled the cup and grabbed one of her pots out of the bottom cabinet before reaching into the top cabinet to pull out a box of baby cereal. Five minutes later, she was humming softly to herself as she stirred the mixture in her pot. Chad had no idea what was going on. None! After wearing three diapers every day for a while now, getting ready for work with only one diaper felt strange... and a whole lot less secure. Her note had said get diapered for work, so she must have meant that he would be wearing only the one diaper when he left. But was it a mistake? Somehow, he didn't think so. He had done his hair as required. But no makeup? And worst of all, no clothes? Why? What did Mel have planned? And the only thing his still sleepy brain could come up with was that it was going to be something humiliating. But then, his whole life was humiliating. Nonstop! With nothing more to check, he grabbed his plastic bag full of empty baby bottles, along with his purse and his diaper bag. He was glad it was so early since he would be going outside wearing only his diapers - one of the most humiliating things for him to wear out in public. But at least it was only to go next door to Mel's apartment. With nothing more to delay him, he went out his door and locked it behind him. He silently braced himself for something humiliating as he knocked at her door. After a moment he got no answer. Was she even up yet at this hour? He knocked again, and was rewarded when she opened it immediately. He curtseyed. "Good mowning Mithdweth," he said in his stupid lisping sissy voice before curtseying again. Mel smiled. "Good morning Sissy," she replied as she stood back out of the way. She took the bag of empty bottles from him as he walked in. There was nothing much for her to inspect about him this morning so she waited for him to put his things under her little table before saying, "I've got your breakfast all ready. You can get into your chair now." Chad curtseyed again and headed for the kitchen... and his humiliating highchair that he always ate from whenever he was in her apartment. Two minutes later, he was locked into the chair wearing just his one diaper and a bra. The bib that Mel tied around his neck actually made him feel less like a baby - surprisingly. He waited as Mel brought his breakfast of baby cereal over to him and set it on his tray along with another baby bottle and a tiny baby spoon. He grabbed the spoon in his left fist like he always did now and started eating, doing his best to not spill any of the cereal and make himself look even more infantile than he already did. Would she tell him now why she had gotten him up so early? Why he wasn't dressed for work? His eyes continued to watch her as he spooned the awful mush into his mouth. They watched her as she grabbed his diaper bag and carried it over to her refrigerator where she removed the empty bottles and replaced them with fresh ones. He watched her as she carried the bag out to the living room again where she was gone for a few minutes before coming back. He watched her as she grabbed her coffee cup and refilled it and took a sip. He watched her as she leaned back against the counter like she often did when she watched him eating... or to talk to him. Now? Was she going to tell him what was going on now? But she just stood there and watched him eating... perhaps with more amusement on her face than he had seen for a while. Why was it so early? Why wasn't she telling him? He finished his cereal... and she still hadn't told him anything. He grabbed what was left of his bottle and put that to his lips as well, watching her the whole time, waiting for her to speak. But she just stood there and drank her coffee... and watched him back. Why? And as soon as his bottle was done, she was immediately there to take it from him, wiping his face and hands with his bib and releasing him from the confines of his silly chair. Would she tell him now? But instead she headed back out to the living room. He followed her and found her grabbing her purse. "Okay Sissy," she said as she headed for the door. "Let's go." Go? Nervously, Chad grabbed his purse and the now heavier diaper bag, and still wearing only his diaper and bra, followed her outside, fearing that she intended on taking him to work dressed like he was... in only one diaper and a bra. They were certainly heading the right direction since the stairs down to their cars was straight ahead. He was hugely relieved when she stopped at his apartment door instead and fished her key out of her purse. She opened the door and he followed her inside. She wasn't going to send him to work dressed in just his diaper - hopefully. But why didn't she just tell him what she wanted him to wear earlier? And why was it so darn early? "This way Sissy," she said as she headed for his bathroom. He dropped his bags on the floor near the door and followed her. "I want to do your makeup first," she told him. Why hadn't she had him do his own makeup this morning? She had him sit down on the toilet while she studied his face for a moment before attacking it with the makeup. Although it seemed like she wasn't using nearly as much today as he usually did every morning. Why? When she was done, he followed her into his bedroom where he expected her to tell him to get into his usual waist cincher and all-in-one girdle. But she went straight back to his closet instead. He watched as she looked inside at all his clothes for several moments before pouncing on something and proclaiming, "Aha!" And Chad's knees went weak as she turned around. "Oh no! No Mistress! Please! I can't wear that to work. Not to work!" "Yes you can... and you will!" Mel replied forcefully as she ran her hand briefly over the material of his blue sissy baby dress. He started to shake with fear as he stared at the garment she was holding in her hands. "It's so pretty!" Mel exclaimed as she fussed with the horrible garment. "But..." "No buts Sissy!" Mel proclaimed as she removed the dress from its hanger. "But I can't!" he argued. Mel smiled wickedly at him. "But you can!" she responded back, letting him know that there would be no getting out of it. A few seconds later, Chad shivered as the material encased his body... well, his upper body anyway. The pretty blue dress just barely hid his diaper underneath. How was he going to manage this today? He didn't have a clue! Five minutes later, he was also wearing the pretty white socks with all the blue lace on them and his blue Mary Jane shoes with the little colorful flowers that matched the dress. He watched as Mel found his white hair bow and only moments later, she fastened it into his hair. He mentally screamed with each new humiliating indignation that had been added to his body. He couldn't go to work like this! Mel looked him over and smiled delightfully. "I love it!" she declared. Chad didn't bother curtseying, he was too upset. "But how am I going to get through work like this?" he asked. "I can't!" Mel's face clouded as she shook her head. "First of all, I'm sure you'll manage... somehow. And secondly, last night you very well curtseying before you spoke? so what happened now? Do you need to be punished before I take you to work? We have plenty of time! But if I have to take that time, you might be less happy than you are now about going to work.? Chad quickly curtseyed. ?Sorry, Mistress,? he lisped. ?It?s just that I don?t know how I can do this?? Mel just smiled. ?Trust me, you will because you don?t have a choice.? She noticed one last thing that seemed to be missing. ?Where?s your pacifier?? Chad curtseyed before rushing out to the kitchen where he had dropped it earlier. He stuck it in his mouth and hurried back again? where he curtseyed. Mel smiled broadly, especially at his curtsey in the silly dress. Perfect! ?Much better!? she declared. ?Now, let?s get out of here before it gets any later.? Chad headed for the living room, not at all happy, but he suddenly realized something. He turned back towards Mel? and curtseyed and removed his pacifier. ?But Mistress, it?s too early to go to work.? Curtsey, pacifier back. Mel smiled with amusement at what he had just done. ?Would you rather wait around a while and go when there will be more people there to see you going in?? Chad nearly lost his pacifier as his jaw dropped open for a moment. That was why she had gotten him up so early. He had a chance! Not much of one, but it was a chance. But how about the rest of the day? Not wanting to delay any further, he quickly grabbed his purse and diaper bag. Mel watched him grabbing his things to go. But something suddenly struck her as out of place. ?Wait a minute, Sissy.? And then it hit her. ?That purse is no good with that dress. Where?s your new one, your little sissy purse?? A moment later, she watched as he transferred his cell phone, keys, and some of the things out of his wallet into his silly little girl purse. The stupid thing was so small that he couldn?t put much else into it. The handle on it was also so tiny that he couldn?t even carry it over his arm. But that was certainly no problem ? for her. The brightly colored purse didn?t really go with the dress he was wearing ? color wise, but the style certainly matched the silly childish style of the dress better. ?Now we can go,? she told him. Once again, Chad found himself outside of his apartment wearing one of his silly sissy dresses, only this time, he was going to work in it! ?My car,? Mel said as she closed Chad?s apartment door behind them. ?I?ll drive you today.? Chad realized that she was making sure he was going to get there. She wasn?t going to give him any way out at all. It was almost like the first time he had worn one of his sissy dresses out in public, so many weeks ago now ? the time she had driven him to work and threatened to make him go inside. They had gone to the gym instead where he was forced to make a total fool of himself ? as usual. But Mel had been threatening to send him to work in one of his sissy outfits ever since. And now it looked like that day had arrived. He was nervous to begin with, but surprisingly, getting into her car didn?t actually increase that nervousness at all. But pulling out onto the main road did. Sighting his company?s building as they were still driving toward it increased his nervousness as well. Pulling into the parking lot was much worse. And when Mel stopped her car at the curb near the door his stomach felt like it was on a wild rampage. ?What am I going to do?? he asked desperately, as much to himself as to Mel. ?You?re going to go in and go to work,? Mel replied with a grin on his face. ?No, I mean? how about the rest of the day?? Mel just smiled. She and Robin had discussed much of this in detail yesterday. Much of it though was going to be left up to Robin?s discretion. But she didn?t want Sissy to know any of that. ?You?ll just have to do the best you can. Now, since it?s so early, you have plenty of time to drink another bottle or two after you get inside. And you probably better. Robin is expecting to see you leaking by the time she arrives, so I suggest you work very hard on that.? Mel?s smile turned wicked. ?I?m sure she?ll probably check that first when you curtsey for her out in the hallway when she arrives. Wouldn?t it be fun if she had someone else there with her this morning to see you in your pretty dress?? No, it wouldn?t be fun! Chad knew that Mel had to be teasing about someone else seeing him? which was all too possible? especially out in the hallway. But he was still having a hard time coming to grips with the fact that now Robin was going to make sure he kept his diapers leaking as well! Now he knew why Mel had made him wear only the one diaper this morning. But with so much time still to go, he had no worries about leaking before Robin got there. ?Now it?s time?? Mel started to say. ?Wait!? Chad stopped her quickly as a car pulled into the parking lot and pulled into a space right near them. Chad could see two men in the front seat of the car. ?Can I at least wait till after they get into the building?? ?Sure, if you like,? Mel replied. They watched as two men got out of the car. Deep in conversation, the men barely gave Mel?s car a second glance as they walked slowly into the building. But they hadn?t even reached the door yet before another car pulled in. ?I can?t wait here forever, Sissy,? Mel said. ?Eventually, you?re going to have to go in. One way or another.? ?Just a little longer? please,? Chad begged. Mel said nothing. They just watched as the second car parked near the first car and the driver headed from his car toward the doors. This man wasn?t as distracted as the first men had been though and they saw him not only looking at Mel?s car, but he almost stopped for a closer look. Chad was cringing inside as he realized the man had seen the silly blue dress he was wearing. But he also realized that the man couldn?t see very much of it, so maybe he was okay. ?The later it gets, the more people are going to be around,? Mel reminded him. Knowing she was right, Chad knew he had to go? and go soon, not to mention fast. As soon as the man had entered the building, Chad got out of her car. He opened the back door and grabbed his diaper bag as fast as he could. Then, with his pacifier clamped between his teeth, at almost a dead run, his little girl purse seeming to fly around in his left hand, and his petticoats swishing all over the place, he ran for the cover of the building ahead. He couldn?t believe he was doing this! He couldn?t believe he was actually here? at work? wearing this dress! How was he going to manage this today? As he opened the door, he heard something and turned around. Mel was driving off ? stranding him here, leaving him no way to leave. He shivered at the thought. Then, because he knew things could only get worse the longer he delayed, he hurried though the empty hallways all the way to his desk. Whew! Now he just had to get through the rest of the day. And what about breaks? Not to mentions lunch? and going home? Things did not look good! Robin was a few minutes early, but only a few. She had hurried to work today only because she couldn?t wait to see what Sissy would be wearing. Mel had told her she would put him in something ?more interesting,? but she hadn?t said exactly what. And Robin had assured her that she would ?manage? a few of Mel?s concerns in return. She entered the building, saying hello to several women she knew, then traversed the hallways toward her desk. What would he be wearing? She really couldn?t wait to see. She finally turned into the hallway where their cubicles were located? where Sissy should be waiting out in the middle of the hallway to curtsey and greet her. Except that the hallway was vacant. No Sissy. Where was he? A head briefly popped out sideways from behind Sissy?s cubicle wall. The white bow on top of the head grabbed most of her attention. There he was! But before she had a chance to even think anything else ? like why wasn?t he already standing out in the hall waiting for her ? he quickly came into view? and all ability to actually think left her as she stopped dead still where she was. She stared, not really sure she was seeing what her eyes told her they saw. And then, despite herself, she squealed with delight and nearly ran the rest of the way toward him. Chad nervously curtseyed as Robin got close. He removed his pacifier. ?Good morning, Robin,? he lisped in his sissy voice. Then he curtseyed again as he was required to do with her and stuck his pacifier back in his mouth. But Robin barely noticed anything of what he had just done, she was too intent on examining his dress in minute detail. ?Oh God! It?s gorgeous!? she gasped as she walked all the way around him. Chad just wanted to get out of the hallway. The longer he stood there, the more chance there was that someone else might notice him. Besides, he had another problem that needed dealing with. Robin didn?t bother taking her bag to her desk, she simply set it down on the hallway floor off to the side before taking yet another tour all the way around him. ?Gorgeous!? her awed voice gasped once again as she got back to his front. ?And the shoes? they?re darling!? she added. ?They absolutely make the outfit!? She stepped back away from him so she could see all of him better. In that mockery of a childish little-girl outfit, there was no way she could ever see him as being anything but a sissy. Mel had certainly come through with her promise to dress him in something more interesting! ?Is that the outfit you wore to the gym that day?? she asked, remembering what she had found out from her questions when she had first joined the gym. She was still going to the gym twice a week. She would be going tonight as well. She just never asked about Sissy anymore. What would be the use? Chad removed his pacifier from his mouth and curtseyed. ?No,? he replied, ?That was a different dress? a pink one.? He curtseyed again before sticking the pacifier back in his mouth. In the stupid outfit he was wearing, having to suck the pacifier seemed almost normal. Of course, with Robin, she usually had him sucking his thumb instead, but surprisingly, he thought he preferred the pacifier. Now if she would just let him out of the hallway! ?Uh oh!? Sissy suddenly grunted, not bothering to curtsey. Like it or not, he ran back to his cubicle. Surprised and mystified Robin watched as he quickly grabbed a baby wipe that had been laying on his desk. She nearly laughed as he bent down and wiped a line of pee that had descended most of the way down his left leg. Then he fought with his underskirts a bit so he could wipe a little bit of his right leg as well up close to his diaper. ?I take it you?re leaking,? Robin said with some amusement as she came into his cubicle. Chad didn?t feel like an answer was needed, but he set the wipe he had just used on his desk again and curtseyed. Removing the pacifier he said, ?I really need a diaper change,? then he curtseyed again, and stuck his pacifier back in his mouth. ?Yes, I can see that,? she told him. ?Mel told me you could manage it yourself. Can you? Or do you need my help?? ?I can do it,? Chad replied in the middle of his annoying curtsey routine. He paused for a moment to see if Robin would leave him to do it privately, but she didn?t. She just stayed right there with him. Since he needed a change and she wasn?t going to leave, he reached into his diaper bag and grabbed a fresh diaper ? along with another baby wipe. He tried to pull his petticoats out of the way, but that didn?t work very well. Having to do it by feel alone, he worked his way past the netting and carefully peeled open the tapes holding his soggy diaper in place. Once the diaper was loose enough, he let the weight of it pull it slowly down his legs where he stepped out of it on the floor. He reached over to his desk where he grabbed the baby wipe and wiped himself and his chastity device clean. Because of all the netting under his skirt, he couldn?t really see what he was doing and he realized that there seemed to be one added advantage to all that netting, it was providing him with a tiny bit of modesty as he changed himself. Then he grabbed the fresh diaper. He heard a small giggle out of Robin as he was turning back again. He had no doubt she was amused by all of this. But when he looked at her, she was staring down at the floor. ?Damn!? he muttered softly to himself. Robin only noticed it because she had been watching that part of him so intently as he went about trying to diaper himself with his dress still on. She was amazed he had managed to do what he did. But when she suddenly saw the weak spurt of pee come out of him to land on the tile floor, she couldn?t help giggling. And his reaction made it obvious that he didn?t even know he had done it. And he still thought he was going to win this bet? Not as far as she could tell. She watched as he opened the diaper and, still standing, pulled it through his legs and up into his crotch. But once again the skirts he was wearing were getting in his way. ?Here, let me help,? she said as she moved forward and grabbed some of his dress, gathering the skirt and netting and pulling one side of it up and out of the way. ?Thanks,? Sissy replied through the pacifier in his mouth as he quickly fastened the tapes on that side of his diaper. Robin pulled the other side of his dress out of the way and he fastened the other side. She noticed that he did his best to pull the thing as tight as possible so it wouldn?t fall off. She dropped his skirts. ?You did that pretty well,? she said approvingly. Chad was about to speak without curtseying, but figured that maybe he better ? just in case. Curtsey. Pacifier. ?I?ve had lots of practice,? he replied. Pacifier. Curtsey. ?Yes, I?m sure you have,? Robin replied. She took a moment to glance through his diaper bag. The usual six bottles and more diapers than usual. That was good. She pulled one of the bottles out of his bag and handed it to him before picking up his entire diaper bag. ?My place,? she said as she walked out. She grabbed her own bag from the hallway before entering her cubicle. Chad was cautious enough to stick his head out to see if anyone was coming before quickly following her into her cubicle, where he soon found himself on her floor drinking yet another baby bottle of Mel?s lousy green tea. ?According to Mel,? Robin told him, ?you now have an hour and forty five minutes to be leaking again. So make sure you drink as much as you need to. Don?t wait for me to tell you to get one of your bottles, just do it. And don?t worry about running out. I?ll make sure you get all the bottles you want. I?ll even refill them myself for you. Now won?t that be a big help?? Chad was actually surprised and? somewhat grateful. Somewhat. He didn?t say it, but since she was going to be refilling them, what was she going to be filling them with? The parking lot looked a lot different now since it was packed with cars as Mel once again pulled up to the curb near the door where Sissy had entered. She pulled out her cell phone and called Robin?s number. ?I?m right outside,? she said before hanging up again. She had been busy since she had left Sissy off earlier. She had gone home and gotten dressed for work. Then she had gone into Chad?s apartment and grabbed a few things for him. And finally, as per one of Robin?s requests, she had stopped at the grocery store and bought a few things. Now she just needed to hand it all off to Robin so she could get to work herself. Robin smiled as she set her phone down again. Sissy was working at his desk so he might never even see her leaving ? not that it really mattered. She got up from her chair and walked out, glancing at him as she passed. His back was to her and he appeared to be working intently ? in that ridiculous blue dress. He never even turned around. She spotted Mel?s car through the glass walls long before she got to the door. Mel herself got out of her car the moment she got outside. As she approached, she saw Mel open the back door to her car and pull out a small travel bag. Mel smiled broadly as Robin approached. ?How?s it going?? she asked. Robin nearly laughed. ?I can?t believe that outfit!? ?You like it?? ?I love it!? Robin proclaimed. ?It?s? beautiful! And on him? I nearly died when I saw it.? ?Any problems yet?? Mel asked. ?None. But then the day?s just started. As long as he stays at his desk, there isn?t a huge chance that someone else will see him. But? like I said yesterday, I can?t guarantee that nobody is going to stop by sometime. It does happen from time to time, just not very often. I?m more worried about it happening this morning rather than later in the day.? ?That?s what you said yesterday,? Mel replied. ?If it happens, then it happens. It?s just one more thing that he?s going to have to deal with.? ?Yeah,? Robin replied. ?But that dress? To be honest, I?m still thinking about taking him to the break room that way. The others would just die!? ?Not to mention Sissy. But then, as much as he would hate it, I have no doubt that he?d love the humiliation just as much? if not more.? ?Yeah,? Robin replied, ?so you?ve explained. I just have to make sure that I don?t get in any trouble. Speaking of which, you got everything?? ?Right here,? Mel replied before reaching back into her car and pulling out a heavy plastic bag from the grocery store. She handed it over to Robin who grabbed it along with the travel bag Mel had already set on the sidewalk. ?Call me later,? Mel said as she got back into her car. ?Thanks,? Robin replied before starting to lug the heavy bags into the building. The one from the grocery store was particularly heavy. She had to stop for a moment part of the way back to her desk to rest her hand. As she passed Sissy?s cubicle one more time, she glanced in again. His back was still to her and he was still working. Good! Chad heard someone passing by out in the hallway and he panicked for a moment. But when he turned around, there was nobody there. He was fairly sure he had heard Robin leaving a few minutes earlier though so it must have been her returning ? probably from the ladies room ? the one place in the building he had no need of anymore? at least until the bet was done with ? and then he would need the men?s room instead. But the idea was the same. Sure that it had been Robin, he turned back to his work. Robin finally was able to set everything down on the floor to her cubicle. The travel bag she left on the floor. The grocery bag she set on top of her desk and looked inside. It looked like Mel had gotten her everything she asked for? and maybe a few other things as well. Good! She picked up the travel bag and set it on her chair to check the contents. A few of the items on top she removed immediately and set on her desk. Then she closed the bag and put it on the floor under her desk where it would be out of the way. She checked the bottles in his diaper bag. Of the six, three were still full, so there was really no need for her to refill any of them yet. But? She pulled out one of the empty ones and looked at it. There was still a tiny bit of liquid in the bottom that he probably hadn?t been able to get from his drinking. She knew from lots of experience with her son that you could never get it all out. Knowing it needed to be rinsed, she grabbed the other two empty bottles as well and carried them all down to the ladies room to clean them. Once inside, she started taking them all apart and cleaning them. Another woman entered as she was doing it. ?Hi Robin,? she said cheerily as she noticed what Robin was doing. ?I see you?ve got the same problem I often have.? Robin wasn?t sure what she was talking about. ?What?s that?? The woman laughed, ?Finding used bottles in places you forgot you put them.? Robin laughed. ?Yeah, something like that.? ?Are you coming to break in a little while?? the woman asked. ?Of course,? Robin replied. She expected her friend to go straight into one of the stalls, but she didn?t, she came over closer to talk instead. ?So what?s Sissy wearing today?? she asked. ?I know we?ll see him later, but I was just wondering. I mean, after his weird outfit on Tuesday, I just had to wonder if it was something more interesting again. Although, after Tuesday, I guess he?s going to go real conservative now and wear something we?ve all seen again.? Her voice seemed to hold a touch of disappointment. ?You know, for a while there, he was always wearing something different every day. But I guess he?s not shopping as much anymore since he has more women?s clothes now. So? is he wearing something we?ve seen already?? Robin couldn?t help but laugh a bit ? which was exactly what she shouldn?t have done. The woman smiled. ?I can see from you face that he must be wearing something different,? she said, the excitement obviously showing. ?Is it something pretty?? Robin nodded. ?Oh, I think it?s pretty. Very pretty.? ?Oh good! I can?t wait to see it!? ?Um? I?m not sure yet if he?s going to be at break this morning though,? Robin told her quickly. ?He?s got a lot of work to do, and you know he?s going to be off all next week so it has to get done.? The woman?s face clouded. ?He won?t be there?? Robin shook her head. ?Probably not.? ?Maybe you can convince him to come... at least for a few minutes.? ?Uh? I?ll certainly try,? Robin promised. And she knew she would bring it up with Sissy. Just as she knew he was going to turn down the opportunity to go. But later, for the afternoon break? well, that was a different story. She hadn?t made up her mind about that one yet. When she got back to her cubicle, she pulled a large can out of the grocery bag and opened it. Using his tiny infant spoon that she had pulled out of the travel bag earlier, she started adding spoonful after spoonful of the powder to the bottle. She had done this many times for her son, but for her son?s bottles, she had been able to use a bigger spoon. She pulled one of the large bottles of water that Mel had bought for her out of the bag next and carefully filled the baby bottle. After screwing the nipple back on, she plugged the nipple with her finger and shook the contents vigorously. There, one bottle filled with infant formula was done. Two more to go? for now. She knew there would be many more later. Once she was done with all of them, she called over the wall, ?Sissy? If you?re not leaking before break time, I?m going to ask one of the other ladies at break to change your diaper for you.? Andrea grabbed all the mail from the stack on her desk that needed to go to Mel. The office was quiet again since she had cancelled all but a few clients that couldn?t be put on hold. She carried the mail to Mel?s office. The door was open as it had been for the last few days so that she could go in and out without disturbing her boss as much. As usual, Mel was deeply buried in the many pages of the contract. She entered quietly and set the stack of envelopes down on the corner of Mel?s desk, far enough away that it wouldn?t disturb her work. She glanced into Mel?s coffee cup and saw that it was getting low. She grabbed the cup and left with it to refill it. Mel barely glanced at Andrea as she came in and then left again ? with her coffee cup. Her eyes glanced briefly at the stack of mail Andrea had set on her desk, but she wasn?t overly worried about getting into it yet. She was making good headway on the contract in front of her and needed to keep at it. As her eyes started to leave the stack of mail, they noticed one odd envelope at the very bottom of the stack. It was on the bottom because it was the largest envelope there. She looked closer and saw that it was a manila packaging envelope. A package, not a regular piece of mail. Her brain quickly figured out what was most likely in it. With a smile, she reached for the envelope and pulled it out from under the other mail. She pulled her scissors out of her desk drawer and cut the top so she could look into the envelope. She smiled. She reached in and pulled the item out? and smiled broader as she held it up to examine it closer. Andrea came back with the full coffee cup and stopped in the doorway, her eyes fixed on the item in Mel?s hand. ?Oh!? she said, half giggling. ?It?s adorable!? ?It?s for his ballet performance on Saturday,? Mel replied. ?That?s? for his ballet?? she asked incredulously. ?Yup!? Mel replied as she turned the thing around in her hands one more time to see all of it. Andrea giggled as she set Mel?s coffee back on her desk. ?I can?t wait!? ?Yeah,? Mel replied happily. ?It should be a ton of fun.? Robin was again holding Chad?s skirts out of the way so he could change his soaked and leaking diaper. There was a baby bottle with a little bit of tea still in it sitting on her desk that he still needed to finish, but getting his leaking diaper changed had to be the priority before he dripped all over her floor. She watched as he taped the first side in place, then she grabbed his skirts on the opposite side so he could fasten the tapes there. ?Hurry up,? she complained. ?It?s almost break time and we don?t want to be late.? Chad?s knees nearly buckled. Break? Dressed like he was? There was no question of him even trying to curtsey while he was trying to change himself ? even though he probably wouldn?t have thought of it. ?Please!? he begged through the pacifier in his mouth. He couldn?t remove it because his hands were busy holding his diaper in place. ?Please! I can?t go dressed like this!? ?Why not?? Robin teased. ?You?re dressed perfectly presentable.? ?Please! Please!? Chad begged again. ?I can?t! I just can?t! Not dressed like this!? ?Would you rather take that dress off and just go in your diaper?? ?No! Not that!? He replied in total horror. ?Please, Robin. I can?t!? Robin smiled, but it was a mischievous smile. She nodded her head. ?Well? okay ? this time! But start bracing yourself for this afternoon. Because there?s a lot of ladies there who will be just dying to see that pretty dress of yours!? But Chad still couldn?t comprehend going anywhere dressed as he was. He shook his head in despair. ?I can?t!? he pleaded. ?Please. Not today. Please don?t make me go anywhere where someone might see me today. Please!? Robin shook her head. ?Personally, I think I?m being awfully lenient to allow you to stay here this time. Just think how much everybody looks forward to seeing you every day? twice a day!? Chad?s nerves were growing worse. ?We?ll discuss it later,? Robin told him. ?Now hurry up and finish with that diaper. Now I have to explain to everyone why you?re not going to be there this morning. Although, it won?t surprise me a bit if some of them want to stop by here after break? just to say hello.? Was she teasing? Chad couldn?t be sure. It didn?t sound like it, but it also sounded like she might be teasing. He simply wasn?t sure. He hurried to fasten the tapes on his diaper so as not to anger Robin and make her do something he really wouldn?t like. Robin dropped his skirts. ?After you get rid of that soggy diaper, you can finish your bottle.? She reached into his diaper bag and pulled out one of the bottles of formula she had made earlier. ?And then, since you won?t be getting a cup of coffee at break, you can drink this one too.? She set the bottle on her desk next to the other one. Chad noticed that the new bottle was white instead of containing the usual murky tea mixture. ?What?s that?? he asked, forgetting to curtsey. ?Infant formula of course. What did you expect?? Chad just stared at her with a shocked look of astonishment on his face. ?Now I have to go and figure out what to say to the ladies about why you?re not there this morning,? she told him as she headed out of her cubicle. She stopped at the entrance and turned back toward him. ?Is there anyone you?d like me to bring back with me?? she teased with a mischievous smile. Chad just looked at her with a horrified expression on his face as Robin disappeared. She wouldn?t really bring anyone back with her, would she? He simply didn?t know. On the one hand she might be just teasing. But on the other hand, he had seen her do all too many things to him that he simply couldn?t believe she would do? and many of those things had been right there in the break room ? in front of everybody else! He shuddered as he remembered accidently curtseying to Derek after bringing him his coffee yesterday. He grabbed the baby bottle, now filled with infant formula, and stuck it in his mouth as he unconsciously sank down into his usual spot on her cubicle floor to drink it. He drank, momentarily registering the strange new taste of the formula, but his mind was too occupied with worrying about all the many ways he could get caught throughout the day wearing the silly sissy dress he had on. How was he going to get through the day? It seemed impossible! And would Robin really force him to go to break like this later? He hoped not, but only time would tell. Robin poured her coffee and glanced momentarily at the doughnuts before turning toward the table where most of her friends already were. ?Where?s Sissy?? someone asked as she sat down. ?Working,? she replied simply. ?So he?s not coming at all?? ?Not this morning,? Robin replied. The woman who she had talked with in the ladies room asked, ?Did you ask him? You told me earlier that he would be busy, but he won?t come even for a few minutes?? ?Yeah, I did ask, but you know how men are, sometimes work is more important to them than people? and we all know that underneath his makeup and dresses that he?s still just a man.? She saw the disappointment and realization register on all their faces, but in her mind she was thinking just how little of a man he was. He wasn?t a man at all. Not really. He was? a sissy. A stupid sissy. Not a man. After a moment of disappointment, the same woman replied, ?But you said he was wearing something new today? and pretty. I was looking forward to seeing it.? Robin shrugged. ?I tried to convince him, but in a way he?s right, his work does have to come first, especially since he?s going to be gone all next week.? She was relieved to see a few heads nod in understanding agreement. One of the other women however had a different suggestion. ?Maybe you should point out to him what you just said about work being more important to men than women. Point out that since he?s trying to be a woman, then he needs to change his attitude just a bit about it. Work may be important, but people are important too!? There was a lot of agreement around the table. But Robin only nodded her agreement with them. ?I?m sure that if you point that out,? another woman added confidently, ?that he won?t dare miss break later this afternoon. And I?d like to see his new outfit too. Especially if it?s something pretty.? Robin nearly spit the sip of coffee she had just taken back into the cup. ?I?ll talk to him,? she promised. But the truth was, in what he was wearing, she still didn?t think it would be a good idea to bring him anywhere where someone might see him. As much fun as it would be. Chad finished his bottle of formula and went back to his desk. Since Robin was at break, he figured he would be alone for a few minutes. He opened the spreadsheet he kept for tracking his progress on the bet. Only? there wasn?t any progress anymore. There hadn?t been all week. He simply had no way of holding back anymore. Mel? and now Robin? were working all too hard to see to that. He stared at the column that tracked how many days were left. Eight. Just eight more days to go before he could prove what he still believed ? that he could get all his control back quickly. He knew it! It had to be true! And he knew his body all too well. Mel making him incontinent in just two months was totally impossible! Impossible! It couldn?t be done! He hoped. They would find out for sure in just eight more days. Just over a week. He thought again about his decision to enjoy everything as much as he could for the few days that remained. He smiled. As much as he hated to admit it, all the intense humiliation he was receiving was making him feel more alive than he had ever felt in his life. He was loving it? just as much as he was hating it. But in eight more days it would all be over with. So for eight more days he would extend his dream, endure whatever he had to, and find as much enjoyment in it as he could. Because in just a little more than a week? it would all be over. He briefly glanced at his reasons for wanting to win the bet. The physical items seemed stupid. A pool table? But yeah, if he won, he?d really like a pool table. But compared to his main reasons, everything else seemed to not matter much. Self-respect, friends, and a life. They were good reasons. They were important in life? any life! Even his! And they did matter? no matter how much it seemed otherwise sometimes. So all those reasons were still valid. Very valid! He had to win this bet and he would win it. He had no choice. Fortunately, he knew his body all too well and he knew for sure it couldn?t be done. He hoped. They would know soon enough. His testing would begin in just eight more days. Robin stared at her computer screen, but she wasn?t really seeing what was on it. She was torn. Should she really force Sissy to go to break later? She wanted to. Just like all the other women, she enjoyed seeing Sissy in the break room? although for her, she enjoyed it far more because she knew the truth about him. But if he showed up in that dress, she had no doubt at all that way too many questions would be asked. And very quickly most of the questions would start pointing at her and what she did with him. And that, she was sure, could possibly get her fired. And she didn?t need that at all. She didn?t have the ?protection? that Mel had arranged for Sissy, even though he didn?t know it. This was a business ? a place of work. It wasn?t a place where something like what she was doing with Sissy was supposed to take place. She was really amazed that everyone had been so understanding and accepting as it was. But then, part of her teasing with Sissy had unintentionally pointed everyone in the wrong direction as to what was really going on. They all thought that Sissy was in love with Derek. She almost laughed out loud at the thought. If everyone only knew the truth! But if Sissy showed up at break in today?s outfit, everyone would realize something else had to be going on instead. And as she had surmised before, all too many questions would be asked. So, unfortunately, she had to make sure he stayed out of sight. But? darn it? it would really be fun! Was there any way she could arrange it? There had to be! Besides, she still hadn?t found a way to make him kiss Derek in front of everyone else ? as unlikely as that possibility actually seemed. She smiled to herself as she thought how funny it would really be though. But Derek wouldn?t think it was funny ? that much she knew for a fact! She turned as she heard Sissy coming back into her cubicle. His stupid pacifier was still in his mouth ? oh how she loved seeing that. For some reason she was enjoying it more today than seeing his thumb there instead. Maybe it was the dress. She watched as he did a quick curtsey for her, then he went to his diaper bag and removed another bottle. He curtseyed again, and started to sink down to the floor? started, but he suddenly stopped and stared at the wall for a moment. She watched as he quickly set his bottle on the desk and started pawing furiously at the net skirts under his dress. Chad dropped his skirts and stood up straight. He removed his pacifier and dropped another quick curtsey. ?I?m leaking again,? he said with a bit of distress. Pacifier back. Curtsey. Robin again helped to hold his skirts out of the way as he changed. But this time, just as he finished wiping himself, just as had happened earlier in his own cubicle, she again noticed a tiny bit of pee dripping out of him? only this time on her cubicle floor instead of his. And again, he didn?t seem to notice it. Not at all. Not even when he pulled the new diaper into place and taped it up firmly. When he had finished, she pointed at the mess he had made on her floor. ?You better clean that up, before you do anything else.? Her suspicion that he hadn?t known he had done it was confirmed by the surprised look on his face. Chad curtseyed in shock and removed the pacifier from his mouth. ?Right away,? he agreed before putting his pacifier back and curtseying again. Darn! He hadn?t even known he had done it? again. It was awfully embarrassing, but at the same time, he was thrilled. His body really was acting like it was incontinent. Despite his embarrassment, he smiled at the thought. As Robin watched him cleaning up his mess, she had to wonder, how could he still think he could win his bet with Mel? As far as she could see, he had already lost! She watched as he grabbed his baby bottle full of infant formula, the only bottles he had left, and sank down to the floor. She watched as he put the stupid thing to his mouth and started drinking. He appeared so used to it that it looked like he was hardly giving what he was doing much thought. But then she realized he should be used to it, he had to drink an awful lot of those bottles every single day. And according to Mel, there were very few times anymore when he didn?t drink out of a baby bottle ? including in public restaurants! But the question still remained, how could he still think he could win? if he had already lost? Yesterday, Mel had asked her if she would be willing to be one of the judges for their bet ? if judges were needed. She had told Mel she didn?t know yet and would let her know later. After that, they had spent a lot of time discussing how to send Sissy to work wearing clothes that wouldn?t be so ?normal.? She had totally forgotten about Mel? and Sissy? wanting her to be one of the judges. But as far as she could see, the point was superfluous, he had already lost! She watched him drinking his bottle of formula. Ridiculous! And the words just seemed to pop out of her mouth. ?Did you know it when you peed on the floor a few minutes ago?? She watched as he removed the bottle from his mouth and got to his feet, fighting with all his underskirts for a moment. She got a thrill as she watched him curtsey before speaking. ?No,? he replied, ?I didn?t know it till you pointed it out to me. I pee so often now and in such tiny amounts that I usually don?t feel it anymore.? He curtseyed and sank back down to the floor where he put his bottle back to his mouth and started drinking again. ?So if you don?t know you?re doing it, which to me means you?re wetting yourself without knowing you?re doing it, then it sounds an awful lot to me like you?re already completely incontinent ? which if I remember correctly is the basis of your bet with Mel. So if you?re already incontinent, have you lost now?? Chad had to get up and go through his curtsey routine all over again. ?No,? he replied, ?I haven?t lost. That?s just it, at the end of the two months, in a little over a week, I still have two days to get all my control back again.? Curtsey, back to the floor, drink the bottle. ?And you think you can get it back in that two day period?? Talking with Robin was a lot of work ? especially when he was on the floor and had to get up again each time? then down again when he was finished speaking. ?I do,? he replied. ?I have no doubt about it.? Then he went through the second part of his routine getting back down to the floor again. ?Why?? Robin asked as soon as his bottle was in his mouth again. Chad was getting a bit frustrated with all he had to do when she had only asked a one word question. But at the same time, doing it was all part of who and what he was, so something inside of him enjoyed his situation at the same time? somewhat. As soon as he was able to reply, he said, ?Because I know that it can?t be done. Besides, I know my own body too well. I?ll probably get it all back again in a few hours at most.? Curtsey, back down, bottle. ?And you still believe that?? ?Yes,? Chad replied as soon as he was able? before going through everything to get back down with his bottle again. ?So you don?t really think that judges will be necessary for your bet.? Chad figured he was getting far more than his allotment of exercise for the day, just from trying to hold this conversation with Robin. ?Yes, I do,? he replied. But instead of just sinking back down to end his part of the conversation, he stayed up and searched for some way to explain. ?It?s just that? even though I?m sure it won?t happen? I mean? what if it does take longer? not that it?s likely to. But if that?s the case, then I want some way for us to decide the winner? fairly!? Only then did he curtsey and sink back down into his petticoats on the floor and put his bottle back to his mouth. Robin nodded thoughtfully. ?Okay,? she said still thinking about what he had said. ?I think I see.? Chad was glad, he was tired of getting up and down and having to curtsey so much, just to open his mouth and speak so little. Robin watched him drinking. He looked so childish in that dress with all the puffy skirts swirled out around him. Childish, but ridiculous? just like what she had enjoyed so much each time he had answered her questions a moment ago. Maybe it was all the up and down?s she made him do each time. Maybe it was the mass of petticoats he had to deal with ? not only getting up from the floor but also back down again ? not to mention when he curtseyed. Or maybe it was the silly, but pretty, childish dress he was wearing. In any case, she was absolutely loving watching him today. She might not be able to deal with him as an adult anymore, but she was certainly getting a lot of joy out of watching him behave as a sissy. More joy than she ever thought she would get. Who would have ever thought? This was certainly not like her old self? not that she had changed at all! While Sissy continued to drink his bottle behind her, she turned back to her computer screen. She tried to work, but her mind kept turning to the conversation? if you could call it that? that she had just had with him. He seemed to be awfully certain that he was going to win their bet ? despite the total lack of control he now seemed to have. So? what if? things really did get close? What if judges really were needed for the bet? Grabbing her cell phone, she got up from her seat. ?Make sure that bottle is totally finished before you get up from there,? she told him before she walked out of her cubicle and kept going down the hallway. She dialed as she turned the corner. Mel was a bit annoyed when Andrea announced that she had a phone call because she was almost to the end of the contract and didn?t really want to be disturbed. But Andrea wouldn?t put through any calls unless it was for something important? or from one of the people she had told Andrea she would accept calls from. ?Who is it?? she asked. ?Robin,? Andrea?s voice replied. Robin was on the list and because of Sissy, Robin was important! ?Hello?? she said as soon as she had pushed the right button. ?Hi Mel,? Robin replied. ?Sorry to bother you, but I remembered that yesterday you had asked me about judging your bet, and now I know for sure that I want to be a judge.? Another judge right now was the last thing that Mel really wanted because it would make four judges instead of three. Four judges meant that a possible tie could occur and they wouldn?t be able to render a verdict. But? ?Are you sure?? she asked. ?You know we need you to be totally honest and fair about it. No favorites.? ?I?m more than sure,? Robin replied. ?And I would definitely be fair about it ? no favorites as you said. Mel? I want to judge this? if it comes down to it.? Mel had to wonder what changed Robin?s mind so much to make her feel so strongly about it. ?Okay,? she replied. ?If we need you, consider yourself officially a judge.? ?Good,? Robin replied. ?Listen Mel, I was just talking to him, did you know that he still thinks he?s going to win your bet? He seems awfully sure of himself ? and that?s despite the fact that he peed on the floor twice this morning already!? Mel sighed a bit. The fact that he was so sure of himself was not something she wanted to hear just then. ?Yeah, I know,? she replied. ?I really wish he would just admit defeat and give up so we could get on with things, but he still thinks he?s going to win. And to tell the truth, I have no way of knowing that he won?t be able to control himself and win this bet.? ?So you think there really could be a chance that you two are going to need judges to help you decide the winner?? ?I hope not! But then, what I hope for is that I?m going to win this thing ? easily. But knowing him, by the second day, even if it looks like I?m winning, then he may insist on the judges anyway.? ?So there is a chance that I?ll be able to see exactly how this thing comes out?? Mel paused for a moment. Something in what Robin had just said clued her in as to Robin?s real motive ? she wanted to see exactly how everything went down as to deciding the outcome. ?Yeah,? Mel finally said cautiously. ?There is a chance? although as I said before, I?m still hoping that he?s going to just give up and admit defeat.? ?Thanks Mel,? Robin replied. ?I appreciate it.? ?Anytime, Robin.? Robin hung up her phone and stared out at the parking lot outside the plate glass wall. They both still thought they could win, but for some reason, she got the impression that Sissy was much more sure about it. Yet as far as she could tell, he had no control at all anymore. He didn?t even know when he was peeing ? which had to be most of the time now. So just who was going to win? She found herself very anxious to find out. But that event was still more than a week away. Tom Robinson was standing near the desk of one of the company employees while he waited for the guy?s computer to boot up. The process was taking much longer than usual ? part of the reason he was there in the first