Chapter 1
I cycled steadily in Si?n's slipstream. I felt the warm, balmy summer
air pressing on my face and blowing the few strands of my chestnut brown
hair not contained in the cycle helmet. I felt a little trickle of sweat
roll down my back. Once again the UK summer was following its
predictable pattern, hot weather at the same time as end of school
exams.
Si?n upped his pace a little as we swept round the last long corner of
the minor road before the final short stretch to my house. I quickened
my pedalling. I knew that he was glancing at me waiting for my move as
usual confident that his greater strength would enable him to run down
any brief advantage I took by sprinting past. Although it was still a
quarter of a mile to the slight dip in the road which was the normal
place to begin the race for home.
A green pickup overtook us and buffeted us momentarily. Without thinking
of the implications and to Si?n's complete surprise I slipped my bike
past his and into the vehicle's slipstream. I sprinted as hard as I
could taking advantage of the momentary lull in wind resistance. I was
50 metres down the road before Si?n looked up and noticed that I was
somehow in front rather than behind of him.
"Hey you cheat, I'll get you for that!" he shouted after me as he stood
up in his saddle and started sprinting after me.
"Have to catch me first"?, I muttered to myself as I redoubled my
efforts to try and make it to the house gate first.
The house gate rushed up towards me while I heard the sound of Si?n's
heavy breathing and bike noise getting nearer as his greater strength
had its effect. He was just about to pass me when with a final extra
effort I sped forward and through the gate breaking to a stop 20 metres
up the drive.
"Don't know how you do it nearly every time, Celyn," he replied,
laughing. "You know I'm going to miss these races next year. Are you
sure you won't come back to school in the autumn? We're going to miss
you on the football* and cricket teams"?
"Sorry, you know I prefer the courses at the local college to do my 'A'
Levels"?**
"Yes I know, it's a shame though. Better go I guess, 'rents will want to
organise some sort of celebration for the end of the exams. See you
Sunday?"?
"Sure, the weather looks good for a 50k"?
Si?n looked at me and made a slight movement towards me, I felt myself
wanting to move towards him as if we were about to hug. He stopped
himself and shook his head as if to doubt his actions. With a final wave
he mounted his bike, rode out of the gate and resumed his journey along
the road.
I locked my bike away on its stand in the garage, took the key from my
bike bag and opened the side door to the house. I picked up the post
that had arrived after everyone had left the house that morning, and,
after checking that there was nothing for me, put it on the small side
table.
I saw that the answer phone light was flashing. I pressed the switch to
retrieve the messages. There were two, one from my sister to say that
she couldn't come down from university this evening for the meal my
parents had arranged for my end of exam celebration, I was a little
disappointed, but not surprised given her hectic social life. The other
was a brief one from Mum to remind me to wear the new clothes we had
bought last weekend. I smiled.
I walked up to my room and deposited my bike/school bag with a tinge of
regret. The college was too far to be able to cycle there so that was
the end of an era.
I collected two clean bath towels from the cupboard. I was just about to
walk out through my bedroom door to the bathroom when I noticed the
calendar and in particular a red ring around today's date.
"Damn," I thought to myself, "one of THOSE Fridays"?.
I put one of my towels on the bed and prepared for my biweekly chore.
I peeled my cycling top and shorts off and put them in the dirty clothes
basket, next my T-shirt and underpants. I took the tub of lube and
rubbed some around the edge of my vagina as I slowly, painfully, eased
the prosthetic penis out and pulled down the straps that held it in
place. Something I wouldn't miss having to do in the future. I unzipped
the super support sports bra.
I massaged my breasts, sore after being constricted for most of the day.
As a caressed my nipples I suddenly had an image of Si?n and I felt them
enlarge. I stopped in shock.
I lay down on the towel took out my next to largest stent and dilated
myself with that one and then the largest one for the next half hour. I
felt myself thinking about Si?n again and soon I was playing with my
breasts and getting aroused.
I removed the stent and reached over to my bedside drawers for my
vibrator. Very soon I felt a powerful wave of pleasure come over me.
In the shower a little later I pondered the strangeness of masturbating
thinking about Si?n. He was my best friend and now I was having sexual
feelings about him.
I dried, powdered and sprayed and then put my new bra and panty set on.
The bra was underwired and made my average sized breasts look quite
large, it frightened me really. I wasn't keen about how the bra seemed
to make them stand out so much.
I put my pink dressing gown on and did my makeup, I had received plenty
of lessons from my Mum and my sister over the last year and a half and
could do a pretty good job of it now, even though this was something
else I wasn't at all keen on. Breasts and makeup I would do without if I
had the choice which, I reflected, I didn't really have.
The phone rang.
I rushed downstairs to hear the answer phone clicking in and my mother
speaking.
"Sorry Celyn something major has come up at work and your Dad and myself
will have to stay late to finish it off. But we will have a lot more
time on the weekend now and we'll have our celebration tomorrow. See you
later"?
I cursed, all this effort of dressing up and now I would have to do it
again tomorrow.
The doorbell rang.
I wandered over to the door still lost in my frustration at the evening
being altered and all this pointless preparation. I opened the door
absentmindedly.
Si?n stood there, still in his cycling kit. He was looking at the
garden.
"Hi Celyn my Dad is not well so I am free and wondered if you wanted
to.............................."?
He stopped talking and stared at me with my made up face, and obvious
curves under the dressing gown.
"Why are you dressed as a girl? What's this all about?" He asked in a
strange, slightly angry tone.
I dropped my dressing gown and looked at Si?n in the eye, waiting a
moment to catch his gaze as his eyes wandered over my body.
"I've got breasts and no penis so I must BE a girl!" I said loudly, as
I gestured at my bra and panties.
He stood there and stared at me in utter shock.
*(soccer)
**('A' Levels = advanced level courses done at 18)
Chapter 2
I kicked the ball past the last defender on the right of the field and
moved with it, at top speed, towards the goal. For, what felt like, the
twentieth time in the game I was tackled illegally from behind by the
other, bulky defender. The small crowd of our supporters roared 'foul!'
The referee blew his whistle and called for a free kick.
Si?n helped me up and asked me if I felt OK to take the kick. I rubbed
the latest bruise on my leg and nodded. I wasn't going to miss this for
the world. I placed the ball on the ground. Our opponents were wasting
as much time as possible on setting up the defensive wall. They didn't
want to concede a goal now as a drawn game would give them the league
title. Eventually all was set.
I looked at all the players' positions and knew that my kick would have
to be perfect to be successful. I ran up and kicked the ball with the
inside of my boot, the vicious swerve I gave it took it round the
defensive wall and past the despairing reach of the goalkeeper into the
top corner. Goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I turned round to look at Si?n, but strangely instead of Si?n the face
of Ryan Giggs beamed back at me and the small crowd in the sports field
had turned into 70,000 in Old Trafford. I basked in the adulation but
the cheers somehow turned into jeers and the shout of 'Celyn's a girl'
started to ring through the crowd.
The ringing increased in volume as my dream faded away, I opened an eye
and looked at my CD/alarm clock. I reached over and fumbled with the
music off switch. By the time I had managed to locate it, well hidden on
the clock's side, I had been forced to open a second eye and all hopes
of returning to my dream of sporting achievement had disappeared. I
cursed the clock manufacturers for their cunning design, which had once
again succeeded.
The clock read 8am. I lay on my back and thought back to that fateful
game and remembered how the joy of the final result had so soon after
turned into the pain and anguish that had started me on my unexpected
journey.
I sat up in my bed and the jiggle of my breasts at this sudden movement
reminded me of where I had come so far in my journey while the cool
morning air on my bare legs reminded me of my mother's wish to clothe me
in completely female clothing. I would have to persuade her that girls
could wear PJ's as well as nightdresses. I grabbed my dressing gown and
after locating my (pink!) slippers walked downstairs to the kitchen for
some breakfast.
I sat at the table eating my cornflakes and glanced at the main stories
in the newspaper. I thought back to the night before and sitting in the
same chair opposite Si?n at the breakfast table. It had taken almost an
hour, after his initial shock at seeing my female form, to explain
everything to him.
In the end he told me that he thought I was very brave and that he would
like to help in any way possible. I had then put on a blouse and skirt,
the only type of casual clothes that I possessed, and we'd played Wii
Sports. When my parents had finally arrived, my father had taken Si?n
and bike home while I had had to explain to my Mum how I was wearing
these clothes in the company of Si?n. Somehow or other we had ended up
watching Titanic for the nth time on cable sharing a box of paper
tissues between us - female hormones!
The phone rang.
"You ready?" was Si?n's first sentence.
"And good morning to you Si?n," I replied in a jokey, sarcastic voice
"Are you ready?" he repeated, with a little more urgency.
"I think the job of Polly Parrot has now been filled. Ready for what
Si?n?"
"Are you ready to go?"
"You've lost me completely Si?n, ready to go where?"
"To the game! The final of the youth cricket cup, we promised we'd play
now that our exams are over," he replied with a tone of frustration.
"Oh ssuuuuugggggaaaarrrr! What time do we have to be there?"
"25 minutes, I'm leaving now I'll be with you in 10"
I ran upstairs, zipped myself into my super flat sports bra, then the
addition of a tight T-shirt and loose cricket sweater concealed my upper
half. I pulled my jock strap on and stuffed the prosthetic inside, no
time to put it on properly. Hair into an untidy male pony tail and
having put on my cricket trousers, socks and shoes in record time I made
it to the door just as Si?n knocked.
"Hi," I said slightly out of breath from the rush downstairs.
"Nail Varnish!!"
"Do you want some nail varnish Si?n, you surprise me"
"No you dipstick," said Si?n in exasperation, "you are still wearing it
from yesterday and as you hopefully realise it's not the usual Aberllwyd
youth cricket team kit"
I ran back into my bedroom and in record time had removed the bulk of
the offending colour, well at least enough to pass anything but the
closest inspection.
We arrived at the ground, via various bike short cuts, just as the coach
was finishing his team talk.
"Thought you two were not honouring us with your presence," he commented
acidly despite our fulsome apologies
Neither of us had played for weeks because of our school exams. This was
the final game of the youth season, the team for 16-17 year olds. If we
could beat the team from Cwm Gwyddon then we would win the youth title,
the first time for many years.
The game ebbed and flowed. First our opening batsmen started brightly
scoring well but then the two big, clearly overage players in my
opinion, players started bowling fast, hard and dirty. We quickly lost
wickets and the scoring rate slowed. Si?n revived our scoring for a
while before he was hit in the chest by a vicious delivery by one of the
overage players.
Soon it was my turn to bat and there were only 3 of us left to try and
achieve a reasonable score. The bowler looked at me in contempt as I
walked to face his bowling. I was by 3-4 inches shorter than everyone
else on the pitch. He thundered down to bowl and sent down one to hit me
in the head.
He was about to yell in triumph until, at the last moment, I stepped
inside the flight and steered the ball over the boundary for a score of
6. That enraged him and then followed a series of powerful deliveries
that I either blocked, if they were on target, or used the pace he had
put on the ball to steer to scoring shots.
Our final team score of 165 was respectable and I was happy with my
personal mark of 55.
Our opponents got off to a good start scoring quickly, with the two
overage players laying waste to our bowling. In desperation our team
captain handed me the ball.
"See what you can do Celyn," he said.
The confident opening batsmen looked at my small stature and grinned at
each other. They were expecting some big hits from my bowling. I ran in
gently and tossed a ball up high, inviting a big hit. The batsman swung
mightily and only succeeded in moving a mass of air as the furious
backspin I had put on the ball caused it to swerve past his bat and to
gently knock over one of his stumps.
He gave me a look of utter disgust and stomped off. After his dismissal
our bowlers regained confidence so that with one over left they needed 7
runs but were down to their last pair of batsmen. First ball, Si?n, our
fastest bowler, steamed in and almost hit the wicket but the delivery
was too fast for our wicket keeper and we conceded 4 runs as the ball
ran all the way to the boundary. I walked over to where Si?n was waiting
to bowl his next ball.
"A slower one, leg side, try it Si?n," I whispered.
He looked at me and nodded. He waited until I had taken an unusual field
position. He thundered in and appeared to put a huge effort in his
delivery but at the last moment he slightly slowed his arm movement and
the ball was slower. The batsman took a might swipe at what appeared an
inviting ball but only succeeded in hitting it high in the air in the
direction where I had been waiting.
I looked up in the sky at the hard cricket ball plummeting towards me.
Disaster as I steadied my feet, to receive the little cherry coloured
bomb, a loose stud on my right boot snapped off and I stumbled and then
landed on my back.
The ball hurtled towards me oblivious of my misfortune. With exquisite
timing the ball slammed into my groin area just as my bum hit the grass.
The sound of two impacts merged. I felt pain in my posterior and also a
brief sharp pain in my groin area, but luckily the prosthetic had taken
most of the impact.
"Howzat?" I shouted in cricket lingo, grabbing the cricket ball from my
groin and holding it aloft. I heard other teammates repeating the
refrain. I beamed at them all. Something about their expression
surprised me. Reality dawned. I took the only action possible, grabbed
my groin and began to writhe on the floor, moaning in apparent pain. It
was an Oscar winning performance.
Later after my apparent discomfort had been eased we had our raucous
victory celebrations.
"Well done Celyn," the coach effused while the two of us were collecting
our food from the buffet.
"55 runs, 5 wickets and the winning catch, you must have a tough jock
strap though."
He grinned at me.
"I've been thinking, I know that you should have another year with the
youth team but I would really like you to train with the seniors next
year. What do you think?"
I was completely speechless. I had never heard of a sixteen year old
being asked to train with the adults. What an honour. His next sentence
punctured my dream.
"By next year you will surely have bulked up and with your skills, would
have a good chance of making the team"
I fought to hold the tears back as he mentioned the impossible scenario.
I muttered something about having to rush home, jumped on my bike and
rode home in dejection.
My mother was sorting through some clothes when I got home.
"Hi Mum had a good day? What are you doing?" I asked
"Hi Celyn," my Mum enthused, "Dad and I have booked a 2 week holiday in
Cyprus for us 3 and I'm packing the new summer dresses and bikinis I've
bought for you"
I looked at her in disgust, my feelings of dejection at my situation
deepened.
"It's not a holiday for me to spend two weeks in summer dresses and
bikinis!" I yelled at my mother.
Chapter 3
There was a gentle knock on the door.
I ignored it, feeling sorry for myself wasn't the mood to be interested
in someone knocking on the door. I lay on my back on the bed and stared
at the ceiling. I noticed that there was the slightest hairline crack in
the ceiling plaster. I stared at it trying to resolve its randomness
into something with form and pattern.
There was another, slightly harder knock.
I still ignored it, hoping that whoever was there would go away.
There was a series of knocks and then an unexpected voice.
"Celyn are you awake? I have something for you," spoke Si?n quietly.
There was a pause as I considered whether to respond.
"It's really nice, well worth having, you left without receiving it"
"What is it?" I asked.
"If you let me in I can show you," was his riposte.
"OK then," I reluctantly agreed and stood up to unlock the door.
Si?n walked in and sat in my armchair near the window he had showered
and changed and looked and smelled good, unlike me who was still in
sweaty cricket kit.
"Wow, your room looks a lot different to the last time I was here," he
said as he took in the pastel shades in the decorations and furniture.
"I understand now why we have always met at my place or downstairs for
the last year or so"
I shrugged my shoulders. "It was the easy thing to do, you would have
found it all a bit strange before yesterday"
"I am still finding it difficult to understand the whole thing to be
honest. I mean, yesterday evening and then today at the cricket, it's
almost like you're two completely separate people apart from the gender
difference"
I could sense that he wanted to have a further discussion about my
various issues but there is only so much trauma that I could take in a
day.
"Anyway this thing you have for me, what is it?" I asked to change the
subject.
He looked at me, in surprise, for a moment and then reached into the
pocket of his denim jacket and took out a small box and a folded
envelope.
"What are they?"
"Open them and see," said Si?n.
I opened the box and took out the small statuette inside, a bronze
figurine taking a shot with a cricket bat. Underneath was an inscription
-'Youth Player of the Season - Celyn Morus'. I felt a strange mixture of
emotions, mostly pride at my achievement but also a little sadness; I
felt a tear begin to form in my eye.
I looked at Si?n, open-mouthed. He smiled and pointed at the envelope. I
opened it, not knowing what to expect, inside were two pieces of card. I
pulled them out and read them, 'Lord's Cricket Ground, One Day
International, India v West Indies, August 14, Private Box 6'. The
annual club trip!
Si?n and I plunged into animated conversations about the trip and the
best players of the respective sides as I forgot about my dejection of
earlier. Our conversation soon turned to the exciting moments of that
afternoon's game and he had me in tears of laughter describing some of
the other players' comments on my 'catch in the goolies', as one of them
had described it.
Before we knew it an hour had passed and my mother was at my bedroom
door telling me it was time to get ready for the evening. Si?n reminded
me of our planned cycle up to Brecon and promised to meet me at 9.
An hour and a half later, a lot of it spent with me disagreeing with my
Mother about what to wear and with my Dad trying to smooth things and at
the same time hurry us up, we exited our driveway for the short trip to
the Tamarind, the best Indian restaurant in the whole of South East
Wales. In the end I had compromised and had worn the skimpy dress that
she had bought for me without a bra underneath as she had insisted was
necessary for the 'look', but I was wearing a thin cardigan on top.
My Mother, who still was a very attractive woman in her early forties,
looked very smart in her above the knee skirt and blouse and matching
jacket. My Father, who was a year older than my Mother, looked smart and
handsome in his loose shirt and jacket.
We were sat at our table, in a secluded corner and spent an enjoyable
few minutes trying to decide which of the impressive array of delicious
items on the menu to choose. The drinks came. My Dad held up his red
wine.
"Here's to you then Celyn, let's hope your hard work is rewarded when
the results come"
"Yes well done on all your efforts and everything else, honey, we are
really proud of you," added my Mother.
"To the future, whatever it may bring, to all of us," was my toast.
We all clinked glasses, their red wines and my lime and soda.
The conversation flowed with the drinks as we discussed my future
college courses, their Internet business, my sister's university
exploits, well at least the ones we knew about. The food came and soon I
was really enjoying the conviviality of the whole evening.
The restaurant filled up. I began to feel a little hot. I took off my
cardigan and carefully arranged it on the back of the chair, I was so
glad to feel some cooler air on my skin although my low cut, strappy
dress didn't leave a lot to the imagination and I felt somewhat exposed.
I turned back to continue talking to my parents and then I noticed that
my father's gaze seemed to have shifted. He no longer had eye contact
with either my mum or me. With a shock I suddenly realised what had
caught his attention.
"Dad you're staring at my boobs!" I said quite a bit louder than I had
intended. I saw some heads at nearby tables turn towards us.
My Dad went traffic light red in embarrassment.
"I'm really sorry son................um I mean Celyn," he struggled with
the words. "Sometimes it's hard to get used to, you know, all these
changes"
"You could try daughter or honey, Gareth," admonished my mother
"Yes I know," he replied, "I really am trying my best"
After that little exchange things went a bit flat and the rest of the
meal was mostly low-key chitchat between my parents. I answered a few
questions put directly to me but mostly I ate in silence and pondered my
parents differing viewpoints. On the one hand my Father had difficulty
accepting the changes while my Mother had embraced it all with almost a
passion. One seemed to feel that he had lost a son while the other was
pleased to have gained a daughter.
We paid the bill and walked to the car.
"I am so looking forward to the holiday," said my Mother. "It's going to
be so nice being away from the pressures of work and it will be fun to
spend some time together. Don't worry Celyn you won't be forced to be
with adults all the time."
"Why is that Mum?" I asked.
"Didn't your Mum tell you," said my Dad.
"Tell me what?" I asked.
"Sorry it slipped my mind honey," she replied. "We are sharing the villa
in Cyprus with the Jones's from the Swansea branch, they are bringing
their son, Carwyn, he's 17, so you two can spend time together"
"Why is he coming, why do I want to spend time with a strange boy, when
I will be a girl for the whole time?"
"Honey we just want you to broaden your experiences as a girl before you
face the big wide world. It will be good experience for you in a safe
environment. You two will be able to go places together" she said
sweetly
"I don't need a bloody boyfriend!," I screamed at my mother. "Why are
you doing this to me?"
"Don't talk to your mother like that, Celyn!," commanded my father,
"Come on Haf it's time to get in the car and go home," he said to my
mother.
"You need to face up to reality now," said my mother, a little more
tetchily, "you are a beautiful girl and when you go to college you will
have to deal with the attention from boys that you will get"
I looked at her and almost spat out the words.
"Maybe I will be a lesbian then! That will deal with it"
I turned away from their shocked faces and started walking home.
Chapter 4
I switched to a lower gear as I approached the climb up to Cwmdu. I had
been cycling for an hour and it was still only 8am. The rhythm of my
body movement and breathing, the wind on my face, the sights, sounds and
smells had created an inner feeling of well-being. There was nothing
like an endorphin high.
About another 15 minutes and I would be meeting up with Si?n. I had sent
him a text at 7, when I had got up, to change our meeting arrangements.
I had avoided my parents last night after our argument, making my way
back home via narrow lanes. I had slipped out of our house this morning
after sending Si?n the message.
I took some water from my water bottle as I approached our rendezvous.
A flash of red in a field of maturing yellow oil seed rape caught my
attention. It was an ancient rusting tractor that had obviously been
rusting away for a long time, dumped in a boggy corner of the farmer's
field. Suddenly a memory of myself and Si?n stopping to look at the
tractor 2 summers before came to mind. We had been on a similar Sunday
morning ride and had been intrigued by the slowly decaying machine. I
probably still a few photos that I had taken that day on my PC.
A long and hot summer that I had spent a lot of time cycling the roads
and lanes of North Gwent/South Powys with Si?n. But there had also been
the time in town with the rest of my school mates who lived locally, the
Aberllwyd crew, as we had innocently named ourselves, without a thought
of the inner city mayhem that some gangs were causing. Recently I had
tended to keep away from them outside school time.
Of course there had been no inkling then of the dramatic changes to my
life that would be caused by a visit to the doctor a few months later.
Then the difficult and painful decisions that had had to be made
quickly, even though there had been little real choice. The last 18
months of hiding the surgical and subsequent hormonal changes had been
increasingly stressful. Had it been a price worth paying for the general
uncertainty and confusion that I felt at the moment? The alternative
would have been simpler.
My reverie was disturbed by the sound of Si?n shouting to attract my
attention from the bench by the village green where he had propped his
bike up.
"Hey Celyn! Wow new cycle kit! Very nice but pink?"
I laughed
"This girls' kit is the only kit that really fits me properly, the boys'
kits are a size too large to cover things up obviously, no choice in the
colour, Mum buys my clothes at the moment," I replied a little out of
breath as I brought my bike to a halt.
"So why the change of plans today?" Si?n asked.
I described the previous evening's events. Si?n raised his eyebrows.
"You said that! Oh my goodness no wonder you want to avoid them. Did you
sort of mean it? I mean are you serious about being, you know what?," he
asked uncertainly.
"No idea, it was a heat of the moment thing, I've not considered what I
might do with whom, we shall have to see, maybe I'll become a nun...," I
replied, smiling. "Come on let's get going, last one to Goytre wharf
buys breakfast!"
We set off on the 25-mile ride to the canal wharf. We took it in turns
to take the lead, swapping every couple of miles. A rest and pleasant
breakfast at the cafe followed and a chance to stock up on sandwiches
for lunch from the little cafe shop and we were away again. We had
decided to turn off the main road at Penperllenni and ride round the
countryside near the historic Llanover estate before making our way back
via Y Fenni.
By midday it had got pretty hot and we had begun to look for a shady
spot to rest and have lunch. Si?n spotted a promising little grassy path
off the minor road we had been cycling on.
"What about this way?"
We made our way along the path for about half a kilometre until suddenly
it opened out into a beautiful forest glade next to a large natural pool
fed by a small stream.
We propped our bikes against some large oak trees and lay down on the
sweet smelling, soft grass.
"Wow what a place," I remarked, "This was a good find, well spotted"
"It is a hot day today, must be the hottest so far this month," Si?n
said as he took off his cycle jersey and then with a quick glance at me
and a little hesitation removed his T-shirt.
I took my own cycle jersey off but hesitated about my own pastel pink
cami top.
"Aren't you hot?," Si?n asked.
"Probably hotter than you, girl's bodies have more body fat, which you
may remember from our science exam is an insulator," I replied.
"Take your top off then, remember I've already seen you in your bra and
panties"
"That's true," I replied as I turned away and took my cami off. I lay
there enjoying the cooling breeze from the pool.
"Wow Pink bra, your mother really seems to be going overboard on the
girly training," said Si?n, chuckling.
"You're telling me, it's as if now that I am going to be a girl full-
time she has decided that I need a super girly image to make sure no-one
ever makes a mistake about my gender. This is the only normal bra that I
have that doesn't enhance my breasts. I really need some plain sports
bras."
"What's it like, you know, having them?" he asked tentatively.
"A pain a lot of the time. They get in the way, you can't sleep on your
front, you have to wear a bra, which is not the most comfortable of
clothing items, and running is painful unless you have good support for
them"
That shut Si?n up for a little while and we ate our lunch in silence,
while around us the birds chirped in the trees and the warm summer
breeze rustled the abundant foliage everywhere. Si?n walked over to the
pool and splashed water onto his face and head.
"You know this water looks very inviting," he called out.
I walked over and splashed water over head and face, it was refreshingly
cool.
"We haven't got towels and besides, well you know, things are different
now," I said with some hesitation.
"We have our T shirts, we don't need to wear them going back. As to the
other thing, you don't have to if you don't want to but I really fancy a
nice cool splash. You don't have to look if it would embarrass you"
"OK, I'll think about it, you go ahead. I'm not embarrassed to look at
you, just embarrassed about you looking at me," I replied.
Si?n quickly took his socks, cycling shoes, shorts and underpants off
and carefully walked over the stones down into the pool. He winced as he
lowered himself into the cold water but soon was swimming slowly round
in a circle.
"It's fantastic," he shouted out from the middle of the pool. "You're
missing out"
I came to a quick decision and sat down to take off my socks and shoes
and then stood to take off my shorts, bra and panties. I stepped
gingerly over the rocks into the water acutely aware of the gentle sway
and jiggle of my breasts with every movement. I glanced up to see Si?n
staring at them.
"Stop ogling me, you"
His response was to throw handfuls of water over me. It was cold!
"I'll get you for that," I yelled and threw myself into the water
swimming over to him and pushing him under.
We splashed and swam for a good while before we both began to feel the
cold of the water getting too much. We dried ourselves as well as
possible in our tops and then lay down on the grass to dry out in the
sun.
"It's amazing how much your body has changed," he commented after a
while turning to look at me, "a couple of years ago we looked almost
identical, although I've always been a little bigger"
"Hormones are powerful things, especially for people our age with our
bodies still growing," I replied.
Si?n said nothing. I turned to see him gazing at me.
"You want to touch them, don't you?," I inquired.
"What?!" he exclaimed.
"You want to touch my boobs don't you?" I asked looking directly at his
face.
"What do you mean..I.didn't do..say say anything," he spluttered.
"I would if I were you, that's why," I laughed.
I took his left hand and placed it on my right breast. He squeezed me
gently and gently fingered my nipple. Little waves of pleasure radiated
out.
"How does that feel?," I asked a little breathily.
"Totally weird........," he said, "I mean, look, less than two days ago,
as far as I knew, you were my best MALE friend," he emphasized. "and now
I don't know what to think about you, it's nice though. How does it feel
for you"
"The same for the same reasons, nice," I replied, moving my fingers in a
caress along the forearm of the hand touching me.
At that moment a cloud passed over the afternoon sun and the temperature
dropped. I shivered. I looked at my watch.
"Shit it's almost 3, we'd better go it's over 30 miles back, I'll miss
the evening meal if we stay longer.
We reluctantly separated and dressed and within a few minutes we were on
our way again. The cycling was the same pattern as before, taking in
turns to lead and to follow. We were both a bit out of condition so the
journey back took longer than we had expected and it was getting near to
6 when we finally pulled into the drive of my house. I put my bike away
on the rack and turned to say goodbye.
"I'll see you in two weeks then Si?n," I said before I stumbled on a
loose bit of gravel, Si?n caught me and somehow we ended in a hug.
We held each other and he gently ruffled my hair, it felt so comforting.
"Celyn, are you back, I thought I saw your bike....oh hello Si?n," said
my Mother with a emphasis on the 'hello Si?n'.
We separated as if an electric charge had passed between us.
"Hello Mrs Morus, I was just going. Bye then Celyn, have a good holiday,
look after yourself," he turned and got on his bike and began to pedal
out of the drive.
"I'll send you a postcard," I shouted after him. He turned round and
gave me a smile and a wave and then was gone, back on the main road.
"Well that explains one thing, young lady," said my Mother with a smirk.
"Yes, why I need to wash this," as I took the very bedraggled looking
cami out of pocket.
My Mother's look was priceless and I just made it to the bathroom before
before the need to laugh overcame me.
Chapter 5
Top of Form
"Fasten your seatbelts," flashed on the notice above the door in the
corridor on the Air Tours 767 as we began the descent down to Paphos
airport in Cyprus after our uneventful 3 hour flight. I looked across
the rest of my fellow travellers, my Mum and Dad, the Oaf (as I
christened Carwyn - my erstwhile holiday 'friend') and his parents, Mr
and Mrs Thomas. It had been a huge shock when we had met up with our
holiday companions. I had recognised Carwyn immediately as the defender
who had hacked me for the whole 90 minutes of the game in which my team
had won the league title, two years before, with my final minute free-
kick.
I had done my best to suppress any sense of recognition when I had
greeted him and he didn't seem to have noticed anything familiar about
me. To be honest he was too busy trying to look down my dress to bother
with my face. We had chatted casually for a short while before boarding
the plane. Well mostly him telling me how wonderful he was at
everything, especially sport. By the time it came to sit down in the
plane, luckily I was on the opposite side of the seating to him, I had
caught him out in so many obvious lies and distortions about match
results and scorers that I had resolved to have as little to do with him
as possible during the fortnight.
"Wow this is amazing," said my Dad, as we walked into the white walled
villa an hour later after our airport transfer had dropped us off.
"What a view," said Mr Thomas. We all looked at him and then followed
his line of sight down towards the harbour and Paphos bay packed with
small ships with small flags and bunting flapping in the light breeze.
The pale blue waters of the Mediterranean shimmered in the evening
light. It was a breath-taking sight.
Half an hour later, after depositing our luggage in our respective
rooms, we were sitting on the veranda drinking wine and soft drinks. I
had made sure my room was as far away from the Oaf as possible, I
noticed disapprovingly that his parents indulged him in a few glasses of
wine, which he gulped like it was a soft drink.
After a pleasant evening meal I excused myself to walk over down to the
harbour to take in the atmosphere of hustle and bustle but also the
centuries old buildings and monuments. I noticed that the Oaf had got up
soon after me so I quickened my pace away from the villa and took a few
random side streets to get away from him. I was looking up at Paphos
fort and not completely looking where I was going when I bumped into
someone.
"Oh excuse me, I wasn't watching where I was going," I apologised to a
pretty Asian girl about my height and age.
"It's ok," she replied in a London accent, "my fault too. This place is
really amazing don't you think? Are you on holiday?"
"Yes I agree it is amazing and I am on holiday, what about you?"
She replied that she had arrived two days earlier for a fortnight, that
she was with her Mum and Dad and her 10-year-old twin brothers, that her
name was Amarjit and that she lived in Southall. I gave her the same
information about myself and we chatted and wandered about the shops and
sights of the old town for a while. The sun settled towards the horizon
and it began to get dark.
"I'd better get back to my folks they will be wondering where I am,"
said Amarjit.
"Me too," I said.
"Been nice to meet you Celyn," she added, "do you want to get together
again on the holidays?"
"Sure that would be fun, what about tomorrow?" I asked
We arranged to meet the next morning near the beaches and exchanged
mobile numbers.
I made it back to villa uneventfully and came across my parents still
sitting at the veranda. I told them where I had been and about my new
friend. My mother smiled.
"That should be fine, my dear, we had all arranged to go to the beach
tomorrow, maybe you, Carwyn and your new friend can spend some time
together," she said.
"Yes Mum that would be great," I answered diplomatically, knowing that I
would do everything possible to avoid that.
The next morning I managed to slip away from the party, after they had
found a nice place to camp on the beach, by suggesting that I had left
something back in the villa. I met up with Amarjit and steered her
towards a different part of the beach.
"That's a lovely dress you have on, Celyn," she commented, "I wish I
could wear something like that," she continued wistfully.
"I prefer your shorts and T myself. Why can't you wear a skimpy summer
dress like this?" I asked.
"My father feels that girls my age shouldn't expose their shoulders and
boobs, we should keep those parts of our body private, except for our
husbands and family," she replied.
"What do you think about it?" I asked.
"I think he's a bit old fashioned."
Suddenly I had an idea.
"Hey, you know, we could swap! I'm sure we're almost the same size," I
said.
We looked around and found a public toilet. We both squeezed into a
cubicle and proceeded to change clothes. It felt strange, but nice to be
pressed up against another young girl. I couldn't help noticing how
attractive she was, I felt my nipples begin to show a little arousal. I
felt embarrassed and dressed as quickly as possible to get away from
this strange situation.
We walked along the top of the beach. I was glad to be wearing the
shorts. Although I appreciated the coolness of the dress in the hot
weather in Cyprus and I understood my Mother's wish for me to get used
to wearing them in public, something that I had not had a lot of
opportunity to do at home, I still felt more comfortable being outside
in a familiar item of clothing. Although the colour, pastel orange, was
not one that I'd worn before.
A football came flying towards me
"Hey love can you chuck the ball back?" came a shout from one of about a
dozen boys standing on a reduced size football pitch marked in the sand.
I trapped the ball in the air with my right foot, transferred it between
my knees, head, shoulders and left foot before flicking it up with my
left foot and hitting on the volley towards the goal, about 25 metres
away. The goalie shaped to catch it but the curve I had put on the ball
took it past him into the back of the net.
"Great shot, love." said the boy who had asked for the ball back, "Want
to join our game?"
"Sorry I can't now, maybe tomorrow," I called back, and continued
walking on with Amarjit.
There was silence. I turned towards my new friend. She was staring at me
with a strange expression on her face.
"What's wrong?" I asked a little concerned.
"Wow that was amazing. I've never seen a girl, well really never seen
anyone do that trick before. Were did you learn that?"
"I play a bit of football," I replied, "it was luck really, half of the
time I misjudge the distance or swerve."
At that moment we went past a little shop selling trinkets and came
across a crowd of people congregating around a small area of sand where
2 pairs of guys were standing either side of a high net.
"Hey Beach volleyball," I said, "Let's take a look."
We watched the fast and furious game proceed. The crowd roared on their
chosen team. Eventually the pair wearing the black bathing shorts was
victorious over the pair in blue shorts.
"And it's a victory for John and Michael. Well done both teams for a
well fought final," came the voice of the announcer. "Remember everyone
tomorrow's tournament will start at the usual time of 10am. Only ten
euros per team and competitions at youth and adult level. "
I looked at Amarjit.
"I would love to play beach volleyball. Have you ever played?" I asked.
"Yes a few times, but I don't have a bikini to wear," she replied a
little sadly.
"I can help you out on that one. My Mother brought three months supply
for me."
We agreed to meet the next day and after swapping clothes we parted. I
made my way at a leisurely pace back to the villa.
The Oaf stood partly blocking the front door. As I pushed past him he
pressed his body into mine, casually squeezing my bum. He lowered his
head towards me and I smelt the beer on his breath.
"I know your secret girly-boy," he whispered into my ear as his fetid
breath washed over my face. I walked a metre away, turned around, looked
at him and assumed an angry posture.
"What are you talking about?" I demanded
"I saw you kick the ball on the beach. I have only ever seen one person
a BOY; do that sort of trick before. I can see quite a likeness, so I
don't know what sort of trick you're pulling. I like the goods on offer
though," he replied with a bit of a drunken slur in his voice.
I dodged the hand trying to grope me and stepped towards him.
"For your information GIRLS play football too!" I said sarcastically,
"and one other thing."
"What?" he asked vacantly
In the quiet and stillness of our villa the 'crack' of my hand hitting
the Oaf's face was frighteningly loud.
"Don't ever molest me again!"
I walked away trying to look more confident and assured than I felt. How
could my Mother's plan for me to be 'stealth' as a girl, as she had
described it, succeed if I could be outed this easily. I turned the
corner and ran into my parents' room. My Mother had just finished
changing.
"Oh Mum, he knows, he knows all about me. What am I going to do?"
Chapter 6
The mid morning sun blazed in the clear, blue sky. I was grateful for
the wide brimmed sun hat and the cool yellow summer dress I was wearing
as I walked with Amarjit along a quiet stretch of coastline. We had just
been to visit the 'Tombs of the Kings', a series of incredible tombs cut
out of the rock, for the third time in the week that we had known each
other and had decided to explore the surrounding area.
I glanced at my beautiful Asian friend walking next to me and felt so
happy to be in her company. Since we had met, seven days previously, I
had spent many hours of each day with her and her family. I felt so
relaxed and happy being with her, we seemed to be on such a wavelength.
I had another reason to spend a lot of time with her, as since the
incident with the Oaf, when my Mother had reassured me that there was no
reason to fear exposure since he was just guessing, I had ensured that
the only time I came across him was either in my parents' company or
with Amarjit.
As the warm breeze made the skirt of my light dress flutter a little I
reflected on how much more comfortable I now felt wearing girls'
clothes, looking like a girl and being constantly treated as a girl. It
was such a relief to no longer have to conceal my real gender because of
people knowing me before as a boy. I was also such a joy to have made a
friend who only knew me as a girl and treated me accordingly. It was
also the most time I had spent with any girl, since apart from the girls
in our local 'gang', I had mostly with boys in the various sports' teams
I had been involved with.
"This way Celyn," Amarjit indicated, pointing to a narrow path that
seemed to lead down to the shore.
We made our way carefully down the steep slope until, with a sudden turn
of the path, we descended into a little inlet, with a narrow area of
sand/shingle, bounded on three sides by high rock walls.
"Wow," we said as a chorus and looked at each other.
"What an amazing little place," I said.
"Yes I hoped there might be somewhere like this here," said Amarjit,
"It's perfect".
It was indeed perfect for our other reason for walking along the coast.
I took out the two bikinis from my bag. We had been hoping to use them
to play beach volley ball but Amarjit had said that it was impossible
for her to wear one while her family might come across her. Her parents
would have gone ballistic to see her in one, she had told me. Luckily
our present location meant that there was no chance of accidental
discovery.
"Which one do you want to wear?," I asked, "the pink one
or..............the pink one?"
"Hard choice," she replied laughingly, "what about the..........pink
one?" She knew my Mother's taste.
I handed Amarjit the yellow trimmed one and took the blue trimmed pink
bikini out of my bag with my beach towel.
Within a few minutes we stood assessing ourselves in our beachwear. The
yellow and pink matched Amarjit's golden brown skin and black hair
almost perfectly.
"You are really beautiful Amarjit," I said, looking at her in
admiration.
"Not as much as you," she replied returning my gaze.
I felt embarrassed so quickly changing the atmosphere, I ran towards the
sea.
"Last one in is a ..............," I yelled
She ran after me, calling, "is a what?"
"A Londoner!," I replied, as I reached the water and carried on running,
holding my arms across my insanely bouncing breasts, up until my thighs
were submerged.
Amarjit splashed after me and threw handfuls of water at my back, "I am
a Londoner, you crazy Welsh girl"
I turned and splashed water at her, "That must be why you were last in
then," I replied.
She shook her head and laughed and then it was time to enjoy swimming in
the warm clear Mediterranean waters.
We swam around for quite a while, looking at the little fish moving in
complex zigzags, the colourful underwater plants and the abstract rock
formations. Eventually hunger pangs reminded us that it was nearly mid-
day so we walked out of the water. The experience of walking out of the
sea with my wet bikini clinging tightly to my body, and my wet hair
dripping down on my bare shoulders was very new.
We lay in the sun to dry out and ate our sandwiches slowly. After ten
minutes or so I felt dry on my back and knew it was time to renew the
sunscreen.
"Do you want me to do that," Amarjit asked when she saw me with the
bottle of sunscreen in my hand.
"Sure," I said, "that would be nice". I handed the bottle to her,
removed my bikini top and lay on my front, exposing my back. She spread
the oily sunscreen on her hands and started rubbing it in.
She knelt at the base of my towel and began rubbing it in my legs, with
a firm, smooth action. She moved up the towel as her hands glided up
over my thighs, my lower back and then finally my shoulders and arms. It
was so relaxing and very pleasant. She paused with her hands gently
touching my neck then I felt Amarjit's soft, oiled hand slowly trace the
outline of my shoulders and gently, caressingly, move down my spine. Her
hands continued their tender, exploration of my back as she massaged the
oil into me. She then completed her circuit and I felt tingles of
pleasure as she slowly moved her fingers up my side, with the lightest
of touches.
"How does that feel?," she asked
"Mmmmm......Wonderful," I replied.
"Do you want me to do your front too?," she asked a little tentatively.
"Oh..yes..please," I replied, smiling at her.
I turned over onto my back. She repeated the process starting at my
feet, which she spent a while massaging. She slowly worked her way up my
legs, spending time caressing the sensitive, inside of my thighs. I felt
little waves of pleasure radiating through my body, I felt my nipples
engorge with arousal.
"Can I ask you something?," she said
"Yes, anything," I replied
Her hands had reached my tummy and she was rubbing the oil into me while
caressing me gently. Her gentle touch on the sides of my body sent
little electric jolts through me.
"Have you ever kissed a girl?"
Her magical hands were now gently rubbing and squeezing my breasts. I
shivered a little with the pleasure. She gently fingered my nipples.
"I've never kissed anyone," I replied.
"Really...that is surprising," she said.
Her hands were slowly caressing the top of my breasts and my shoulders
"Would you like me to kiss you?," she asked suggestively.
I nodded my head, finding it hard to speak.
Amarjit gently kissed me on my cheek and then on my lips. I responded
hungrily and pulled her down to me. I reached up and began caressing her
breasts. Our bodies seemed to merge into one beautiful experience of
loving, mutual pleasure, joy and ecstasy.
Eventually, our passions sated, we lay together, gently caressing each
others' naked bodies.
"Was that your first time?," Amarjit asked, tenderly.
"Yes," I replied almost in a whisper
"Oh sweetie, that is so lovely"
"What about you?" I asked.
She told me that she had only had one previous lover, whom she had met
in a cafe in Southall. Amy, was a 19 year old student from Australia.
She told me about their furtive meetings, since she had had to be
completely secretive because her family would have been very angry and
her life would be extremely difficult if they knew she was a lesbian.
"But I don't understand how you could never even have kissed anyone
before," she said,"it doesn't make sense, someone as beautiful as you
should be turning the girls, or the boys?, down"
I felt a familiar churning in my stomach as a little of the old despair
returned. I stood up and dressed quickly.
"What are you doing?"
"Amarjit, I think I'm in love with you but there's something I have to
tell you and I'm afraid that you might be angry with me and want me to
leave," I said as tears began to well in my eyes
"I can't imagine anything that you could say that could make me angry,"
she said with a hurt look in her eyes "but if that is what you want...,"
she handed me the bikini and dressed in her own clothes.
We sat down on our own towels, facing each other.
"So what is it?," she asked, "what on earth could be so momentous to
make you behave like this?"
I was unsure how to explain but in the end the only way was to come
straight to the point.
"I used to be a boy," I said with in a clear measured tone
She looked at me in complete disbelief, she laughed
"This is one of your windups, very funny.....no, you are serious?," she
asked with surprise in her voice, "No way were you ever a boy!"
I slowly explained how events almost two years before had lead to the
choice, that had been no choice, which had lead me to where I was now.
She moved over to me and took me in her arms. I sobbed quietly on her
shoulder.
"It's all right my darling. Whatever you might have once been, you are
now completely a girl. A beautiful, talented, funny and 100% girl."
Bottom of Form
Chapter 7
"Goalllllllllll!," shouted the miniature footballer as the ball flew
past Amarjit, the goalkeeper, and into the back of the net.
"23 - 18, still time for you to equalise before tea time," I said to the
celebrating scorer as he high fived his team mate.
"Only Ten minutes before it's time to wash and change, children," came
the melodious voice of Mrs Patel, the super striker's mother, from the
kitchen from where the aromatic smells of a delicious meal, in
preparation, wafted
"Sorry, boys, looks like you're going to run out of time to win the
cup," I said with a chuckle.
It was Amarjit and her family's last afternoon on their Cyprus holiday.
Like many previous afternoons I was helping her look after her 10 year
old twin brothers, Sathia and Nish, while her parents had gone off to
spend time together. They had so appreciated my help that they had been
happy for me to stay over, with my parents' grateful permission, and for
Amarjit to share her bed with me , unaware of the deeper, physical
attraction between us.
"Awww," said Nish
Is this the last time you can show us football tricks?," asked Sathia
"I 'm afraid so," I replied, "Do you want me to show you some step overs
again?"
"Oh yes please," they chorused
After a few more minutes of football tricks the two boys were shepherded
away to clean up and change.
"We're very grateful to you for the help you have given Amarjit in
looking after the twins. We have two surprises for you. I think if you
go with Amarjit she will show you the first one"
Amarjit smiled at me and beckoned. I followed her to her bedroom. There
lying on the bed was one of the most the most beautiful sari's I had
ever seen. An intoxicating mixture of embroidered patterns on the
delicate silk material fashioned in beautiful shades of orange and
brown.
"It is beautiful, really beautiful," I said
"I'm glad you like it, it's a present for you. I hope you like it. It's
one of mine so the choli should fit you; we're about the same size on
top."
"What! It's much too much," I exclaimed!
"But you want to try it on, I'm sure"
"YES PLEASE"
"Come on then, let me give you the whole works," Amarjit said, as she
lead me towards the bathroom.
Locking the door behind us, she began taking her clothes off.
"What are we doing here?," I asked
"Well we both need to wash and get ready before getting dressed so I
thought we could save water, do a little for the environment and have a
shower......together," she replied with a sensuous smile.
"But there are people around?," I questioned.
"It's OK," she reassured, "Mum will be busy with the twins and then
getting the meal ready and Dad has gone somewhere....and the sound of
the shower will cover any other sounds.........."
There was something so sensual and arousing about two soft, wet, soapy
bodies close together under a hot watery caress. We kissed passionately,
caressed lovingly, touched inquiringly, slid together and fingered each
other to a beautiful climax.
After drying Amarjit did my make with a look appropriate for the
clothes, she pinned back my hair and decorated it with some beautiful
flowers. Finally she helped me to put the sari on. It looked a very
complicated process but once she had shown me how to fold the material I
knew that I would be able to do it for myself in the future.
"How do I look?," I asked, as I did a twirl.
"Fantastic, have a look for yourself, there's a full length mirror in
the hall."
I was stunned with the image in the mirror. The clothes, hair and make
up had given me the look of a sophisticated young woman, maybe in her
early 20's. Time seemed to stop as I stared at this unbelievable
transformation trying hard to see anything of the former male me. I was
interrupted by the image of a similar stunningly attractive person as
Amarjit stood next to me in pink and gold sari that contrasted so well
with her black hair.
"Wow, you are so beautiful," I said and turned to hug and kiss her.
She gently held me a little apart
"Plenty of time for this later, my sweet, we don't want to spoil our
makeup"
We walk in, arm in arm, into the dining room and I almost recoiled in
shock to see my parents sitting at the table with the Patel family.
"Hello darling," said my Mother smiling the broadest of smiles, "This
was the Patel's second surprise for you and don't you look beautiful!"
"You look very pretty, Celyn," added my Dad, smiling cheerfully.
We all took photos of each other in various group scenes and then
settled down for one of the most pleasant and appetising meals that I
had eaten in a long time
I sat down next to Amarjit on the bench. My parents had left after the
meal as I had wanted to say a personal farewell to Amarjit. We had
talked about the future and whether we might meet again. Amarjit had
gently reminded me of our ages and the different directions our life was
going. We had promised to keep in touch via Bebo and Myspace. I wished
Amarjit's parents, goodnight and then walked arm in arm with my love to
the end of the street. A gentle breeze swirled the light silk of my
beautiful sari. I reached out for her hand and grasped it tenderly.
"Amarjit, this has been the best 10 days of my life". I said.
"And for me too," she replied.
Our lips met for a sweet and gentle kiss that became a passionate
embrace.
"I love you," I whispered in her ear.
"I love you too," she whispered back.
We disentangled with promises of the final farewell at the airport and
with a final goodnight greeting I walked towards the town.
I slowly walked along the sea front in bit of a daydream. I thought of
all the wonderful moments that had happened. I felt a sadness that such
a lovely experience was ending. These feelings and these strong emotions
focused on one another person, who miraculously felt the same, was so
new and so powerful and so wonderful. But now it was ending so soon.
It was a dark evening with a moonless sky. On a whim I walked down some
steps to the beach and slowly walked along the beach wall, brushing my
right hand lightly along the rough, ancient stone wall. I felt the warm
sea breeze fresh on my face, fluttering the light fabric of my sari and
blowing some stray stands of my hair across my face. I reflected on how
many things had changed for me during this holiday.
I was roughly and painfully grabbed on my left upper arm and pushed with
a thud against the sea wall. Pain shot from my back and head with the
impact. Another hand grabbed me on my right shoulder and then my arms
were forced up above my head as my assailant pressed his body hard
against me to prevent me moving my legs.
"Hello sexy, what a surprise meeting you here, and alone for once.,"
said the Oaf in a slightly slurring drunken voice.
The smell of his putrid, beery breath on my face was disgusting. He
crushed his body into me and tried to kiss me, I instinctively turned my
head away. I felt weak and vulnerable for the first time in my life. My
mind raced through some frightening scenarios. The Oaf was about 5
inches taller, about one and a half times heavier and quite a bit
stronger. He pushed his body into mine and pressed his lips towards me,
I turned my head away again. The smell of his fetid and sweaty body was
making me feel nauseous.
"Come on sexy, don't be shy," he slobbered over my face , "now what
about if I have a sample of the goods".
He pushed my hands together to hold me back with one hand while with his
other, freed hand, he pulled my sari away, ripped my choli and began to
very roughly paw at my breasts. I felt totally, physically defenceless
to his assault and felt any resolve to resist slowly dissipate as a
general feeling of despondency slowly seeped into my soul.
"Nice pair, doll. You couldn't have ever have been much of a boy to have
tits like these. Wait till I tell my team mates that I fucked
Aberllwyd's wonder player," he sneered at me.
My head cleared in a moment as his threatened further humiliation
reminded me of the other reality of the situation . He may have all the
physical advantages but I was many times cleverer than him. I considered
my options and formulated a plan. I turned my head towards him and
quickly kissed him on the lips, turning away quickly before my heaving
stomach, relieved itself of its contents.
"Oh big boy," I said in my sexiest voice, "How did you know that I like
my men to be strong and tough. It's taken you a long time to make your
move"
He looked at me in surprise but before his addled brain could make sense
of this turnaround I continued my charm offensive.
"I bet your dick is nice and thick. I just love having big ones stuffed
inside me" I rubbed my groin up against his penis and felt it harden.
"I want to see what you've got, you handsome beast, Drop your trousers
to show me," I said with as much authority as possible, being very
deliberate in my choice of words.
With his drunken sexual arousal overwhelming his last shreds of common
sense he took his hands off me to obey my implicit command and moved
back a little to drop his trousers and underpants. He held his erect
penis in his hand , like a little boy showing off a fish he had just
caught, and looked up towards me with an expression of pride spreading
across his face.
My vicious kick caught him square on his testicles. As if in slow motion
the Oaf's facial expression changed from one of pride to one of surprise
and then finally to one shock and pain as he doubled up and brought both
hands to hold his groin.
"You Bitch!," he shouted between groans.
I kicked his legs backward and pushed him on his face, quickly grabbed
his trousers and underpants and then stepping a few metres away took out
my camera from my shoulder bag and snapped a rapid series of flash
pictures of him.
"You stupid idiot! No way you are going to humiliate me for the rest of
my life.," I yelled at him, " If you try to say anything to insult me
then these pictures will be up on your team's Facebook page,"
"And by the way, I wouldn't try and walk through the town without any
trousers on, the police crack down hard on streakers here"
I turned and ran in the direction of the town where there would be
people and light and relative safety. The Oaf's cursing and moaning
rapidly disappeared into the distance. I came across a group of
overflowing community rubbish containers and spent a few seconds pushing
the Oaf's clothes far down into the dirtiest, and smelliest one.
I reached some well lit streets and started walking as quickly as
possible in a direction away from the place of assault. I held my
damaged clothes together and was able to walk fairly well. I noticed a
policeman walking towards me on the other side of the road. A sudden
icing on the cake addition to my escape plan sprang to mind. I crossed
over to speak to him.
"Excuse me officer," I said to attract his attention.
He looked at me all over, registered the ripped clothes and a slightly
dishevelled look.
"Are you all right, young lady," he said in heavily accented English.
"Yes sir, it's only a slight tear in my top," I reassured him "But there
is a drunken man on the beach with no trousers on who is attacking
girls".
I pointed him in the right direction and after t