"Please honey, you know it will make me and my mother both very happy.
She needs someone to help her and you are the perfect choice."
"I know she needs someone to help, but I always get the feeling she
doesn't approve of me. Like she thinks you could have done better for a
husband."
"Oh that's silly. She likes you and knows I love you. That is why we
got married. Besides, it was her idea for the care-giver to be a family
member during the surgery recovery. You are perfect for it. First, she
knows you and she wouldn't be embarrassed by you seeing her in a
helpless condition. Second, you do all of our household chores and are
an excellent cook, thus you can provide for her since she won't be able
to do those things for a few weeks and would feel uncomfortable with
her usual maid service. Third, you know I'm scheduled to go to the
Middle East for two months as my company's representative, so you will
be alone. She can set up the surgery while I'm gone so it won't impact
our time together either. Finally, you work from home so you can
continue your work from her house as easily as ours. So, please say
yes? It would mean everything to mother and me."
Ever since Nadia told me her mother, Isabella, was going to need some
minor surgery, I had a foreboding feeling that I was going to be asked
to take care of her. My mother-in-law and I got along okay, but I
always had this uncomfortable feeling when I was near her. She
projected a grandness and aloof attitude that made me feel like I was a
second class citizen. She spoke with an Italian accent that that
complimented her exotic style. It didn't help that her husband, Nadia's
dad, was a member of the Jordan Royal family, a real prince. Isabella
had met and married him in Rome her birth place and fit easily into the
affluent life style. However since his death, she had left the
Mediterranean to raise Nadia in America while her two older sons stayed
with her husband's brother in Jordan.
Nadia had been given the best her whole life, including a top notch
education at Princeton. She was well trained in both engineering and
business and had become highly successful in the oil business. She was
a perfect representative for her company in its business with the
Middle Eastern countries, since she had the education, was fluent in
Arabic, and her older brothers worked with the Jordan government. It
always amazed me that she had noticed me and then was attracted to me
in business graduate school. I was bright enough but not driven like
her, nor was I as physically attractive as her. She was dark haired
with riveting blue eyes, her skin a constant golden brown color, and
her body shaped like a classic Italian sculpture with broad hips and a
full bust. I was floored when I first saw her but somehow managed to
get on her study team and we became good friends. When she pressed for
our relationship to change from platonic to romantic, I was stunned,
overjoyed, but still stunned; every day since I had considered myself
to be the luckiest man alive. Not that I didn't think I had some good
points. I always considered myself to be attractive, with a strong
Irish heritage. I had fine facial features featuring a small straight
nose, full lips, and green eyes. Matched with pale skin dusted by light
freckles and light red wavy hair that I wore longer than most men, I
had a certain unique style. But I wasn't big, being only 5'7" and trim,
as I made it a habitat to swim laps almost every morning. There were
other guys, taller, more muscular, and more outgoing that talked with
her or asked her out. But she wanted me and it made me willing to do
whatever I needed to make her happy. That's how we wound up in our
current situation. She went for a demanding, high-paying job with lots
of traveling and wanted me to focus more on keeping our home together.
By concentrating on her work, she could maximize her potential. I was
just as happy being a low pressure, online business consultant for
small innovative firms. I worked just enough to keep busy, a part-time
role that fit well with my house husband status.
So as with everything else, I agreed to take care of Isabella while she
was gone on business. Nadia was pleased, and we had a long full evening
of sex as a reward for my decision. I had always focused on pleasing
her with my oral skills, as my penis was not quite average in size. So
after giving her the usual three orgasms with my tongue and lips, she
rolled me over and slid her wet pussy over my hard cock. She liked
being astride me when we fucked and she did a great job of controlling
our actions. To be honest, she never really came that way but she did
enjoy it and loved to see me squirm below her before I came; as always,
we cuddled tightly afterwards before falling asleep. The next day I
went to see Isabella about her plans. She laid them out with a minimum
of detail. After Nadia left for the Middle East, I was to move in with
her. I could stay in her daughter's old room and use my laptop to do my
work. I would do all the household chores and cooking for two weeks
prior to the surgery. That would give us time to adjust to each other
before the operation. After she recovered if necessary in the hospital,
she would come home where I could be her nurse and continue my domestic
responsibilities until she was back on her feet. The entire time
Isabella discussed my role, she had a slight grin almost a smirk on her
face. She made it a point to emphasize that my duties would be to
cover for her maid service, whose random assigned workers she didn't
feel comfortable with while she recovered. I realized that Isabella
knew I did all the household work for Nadia and me, but the way she
described it she reduced me to domestic servant more than a family
member. She made it clear that she didn't quite understand why a man
would want to do such menial tasks, but if I was content to be the
domestic in my marriage then she would be happy to utilize my weakness.
It didn't help matters that Isabella was as strikingly beautiful as her
daughter and only 20 years older. She had all the sexual attractiveness
she possessed when she was younger, but with the air and authority of
an older woman. I could tell the next couple of months would be trying
for me, but resigned myself to making it through this test.
It was finally time to begin; I kissed Nadia an emotional good-bye at
the airport gate before she left on her flight. I had packed a small
bag with what I needed for a week's stay with Isabella. We only lived
20 miles away, so I knew I could bring more over when I needed it.
Knocking on my mother-in-law's door, I felt like I was beginning a test
of my patience and ability to withstand what I expected to be a
humiliating situation. As she opened the door, Isabella smiled and let
out a small chuckle.
"Come on in Brandon, I am so happy you could help me in my time of
need. It's not many mothers-in-law that have a son-in-law that could
serve them as a nurse and maid. Nadia has always been so complimentary
of your household skills; I know I will be pleased as well. You can
stay in her room. I moved some of her old things to make it more
suitable for you. Also, I felt guilty asking you to do my household
chores and the last thing I want is you to ruin any of your clothes
waiting on me. So I asked Nadia for your sizes and bought you some
clothes to wear while you take care of me, nothing extreme, just some
simple black pants and white shirts. They're hanging in the closet; I
assume you do have some black shoes that will match. But there is one
request that I have to make before we start. I admit I feel awkward
having you around me in what will be some close and sometimes intimate
situations. As a man, I know you have certain uncontrollable reactions
when near a pretty, sexy woman. I've seen that reaction from you
before; I think you know what I am referring to."
I immediately began to blush; I did know what she was talking about.
The first time I came to visit Nadia at her home, we were to swim
together in her mom's pool. I had changed and went outside while Nadia
finished dressing. Isabella was already in the pool and was wearing a
very small bikini that featured a lot of cleavage. As she exited the
pool, the wet fabric of her swimsuit clung to her curves and her
nipples and labia were obvious through the thin material of her suit.
The whole scene overwhelmed my senses and was very erotic; my natural
reaction was an erection. Unfortunately Isabella noted the tent in my
swimsuit before I could cover up and it caused us both a few
uncomfortable moments before I could dive in the pool to cool off my
urges. Although she never directly referred to it, my reaction had
always made me a bit differential around her, particularly when we were
alone. Now the embarrassment I felt that day was again sweeping over
me. Isabella after a short pause continued her introductory speech.
"Well to avoid such a, I'll just say a prominent, problem I would
prefer if you would wear something that would prevent you from
displaying your male lust for me. I put a couple pairs of elastic
shaping underwear in the top drawer of the dresser. If you wear that
under the uniform I bought for you, then I won't have any embarrassing
surprises poking out at me. If you really want to be sure that you
don't get out of line, then tucking your offending member back between
your legs would also be a smart idea. I need to feel like I can relax
around you, without being surprised, as we will likely be in some close
quarters. Do you have a problem with that? If not, why don't you go to
your new room and get changed."
My face was flushing red and I began to shake my head in agreement with
her plan. I softly replied that it sounded like a reasonable idea. To
avoid any further embarrassment I made a bee line to my new room. I
could immediately tell it had been Nadia's bedroom. It was decorated in
pastel colors, primarily pink, with lots of floral and lace details.
The bed was a canopy style, and the furniture included a mirrored
vanity and a tall lingerie chest. I began to put away my things and set
my laptop on the vanity. I saw the clothes Isabella had bought for me
in the closet and I looked around till I found the underwear she had
mentioned in the top drawer of the lingerie chest. Slipping off my
clothes, I pulled one of them onto my legs. The material was clingy,
but not overly tight, in a plain black fabric. They looked much like a
pair of biking shorts, with legs that went down my thighs, a high
waist, and a back seam that separated my cheeks. As I pulled them on, I
remembered her request, and positioned my cock back between my legs. As
I adjusted them, the fabric pressed upward and my balls retreated into
my body. It felt odd but not uncomfortable. The pants were next. They
were shiny, stretchy material with a narrow leg profile, no pockets,
and sat higher on my waist than my regular pants while at the same time
only going down my leg to mid-calf. Again they fit tightly, but the
stretch material gave them some flexibility. The shirt was an oxford-
style made from a soft material with pearled buttons and a short square
hem, obviously made to be worn outside the pants. The sleeves were a
bit short for me, and it buttoned opposite from what I was used to.
Looking over the styles, it was apparent that both pants and shirt were
women's clothes. Knowing that the shaper was a woman's as well, made me
blush and quietly curse my situation. I had been at her home less than
20 minutes and already Isabella had made me feel less of man than I had
in years. And of course, I had brought neither a pair of black shoes or
socks, as I normally wore sneakers and athletic socks. Not knowing what
else to do, I put on the sneakers and went out to the living room.
Looking at me, Isabella seemed generally pleased, but told me my shoes
would not do. Asking my size, she smiled when I told her I wore a man's
seven and told me I was lucky to have such small delicate feet. She
could loan me a pair of her shoes, a ballet flat with intricate silver
embroidery across the vamp. Returning from her bedroom she carried the
shoes and pair of sheer black trouser socks. She watched as I changed
into them. Satisfied with my appearance, we began to tour her home and
she described what she needed done, how often, and showed me where her
regular maids kept their supplies. Although they had lived in a
suburban house when I first started dating Nadia, they had moved into
the city before we married and Isabella's current home was a spacious
condominium that occupied one of the upper floors of a tall downtown
building. It had three bedrooms, a large living room, dining room, and
a library, all with large windows and unique built-in features. There
were a variety of support rooms including three baths, kitchen,
laundry, sewing nook, and a large walk-in pantry. She suggested I start
by vacuuming the house and then wiping down the kitchen. But before I
started she had a request.
"Brandon I know you will obey my wishes, as Nadia has told me you are
well behaved, but I must be sure you are wearing my special
requirement. So, please unzip your pants and show me the top of your
new shaper."
Blushing again, I followed her instructions and her broad smile and
thank you made me feel a bit better. It was awkward, but knowing that
she felt more at ease did help. I started doing her work and as I
immersed myself into the cleaning, I began to feel more comfortable.
When I finished these initial chores, I met with her to discuss menus
and what foods she liked. We worked out a suite of meals although she
was going out to eat tonight with some friends. To help prepare for
that, she asked me to iron her dress and polish her shoes while she
took a bath. I could see this was a test for me, as she wanted to see
if I could handle all the chores she might throw at me. The dress was
done quickly, and I was kneeling by the bed polishing her pumps when
she came out of the bathroom. Dressed only in a short clingy robe, it
was clear that she still had the body to excite any man. She sat down
at her vanity and smiling asked me to help her prepare for her evening.
I followed her directions and got a very sheer pair of pantyhose, white
lace bra and panties from her dresser along with a matching slip. Going
through her jewelry chest, I retrieved the items she specified and put
everything on her bed. She sat there regally, combing her hair,
watching me work behind her reflected in the mirror. As I completed her
requests, she turned toward me.
"Very good Brandon, I had a feeling you would be more than capable for
my needs; I trusted that Nadia had taken the time to train you
properly. I think it might help us become more comfortable with closer
contact for our roles as nurse and patient after surgery, if I allow
you to do some minor beauty tasks now. For example, I normally apply
some lotion to my legs and feet after a bath, but delayed it now.
Please take this bottle and apply some for me"
I immediately felt nervous, but did as she asked, pouring some into my
hand and kneeling on the floor in front of her. I gently began rubbing
it into her legs and feet using a light massaging touch, something I
had often done for Nadia. As I worked upwards on her leg, she lifted
it, pointing the toe toward me. That forced my gaze upward and the
short hem of her robe was pulled back a bit. I was now very nervous, as
my eyes were drawn toward her pussy. It took all the control I had to
keep my view focused solely on her thigh. Finally, I just had to close
my eyes. As my hands approached the hem of her robe, she dropped her
leg and raised the other one, indicating I was to work on it. I
repeated the process, only this time, the robe was pushed back even
more and I felt beads of sweat pop out on my upper lip. My cock was
straining between my legs as it reacted to her sexy appearance. Just as
my hands reached her upper thigh, I heard a soft chuckle.
"Very good Brandon, you have a light soothing touch, and as much I
would love to have more help dressing, I think it would be best if you
leave me now. While I'm out, please clean all of the windows before you
take a break for dinner. There should be enough ingredients in the
refrigerator for you to make a nice salad. Of course tomorrow you will
need to go to the store to get food for my menus. Tonight, I will be
out late with my friends, so you can go ahead and go to bed. Just be up
by 9, as I like coffee, fruit and a croissant for breakfast. By the
way, I took the liberty of buying you a nice pair of pajamas and a robe
for you to wear while here; you'll find it in your lingerie chest.
Nadia told me you normally sleep in the nude, and given our history I
felt it would be best that you wear a bit more while you are here.
Thanks again, and I'll ring if I need anything before I go. Oh, and one
last request. It may seem a bit strange, but it will help me feel more
comfortable with you helping me out. Please refer to me as Ms.
Isabella. I know we are family, but since you are to be my nurse, as
well as replacing my maid and will be doing menial tasks for me I'll
find it easier to ask you to do things for me if you show me the
respect my other domestic help has shown. Plus a bit of formality will
help us avoid any unfortunate incidents from you becoming so familiar
with me in intimate situations."
The conversation clearly set the tone for our relationship; she was
expecting me to fill her servant role almost exclusively. She also was
going to take advantage of my previous indiscretion towards her to
emphasize how I needed to be controlled. I don't think she really felt
offended by what had happened, it just made an easy leverage point for
getting me to do as she said. As I left her room, I inwardly thanked
her for insisting I wear the shaper; otherwise we would have had a
repeat of the swimming incident. After she left for her evening, I
finished the windows and ate a light dinner while I made my grocery
list for tomorrow. I knew she would want me in her uniform, but figured
I could change before I went out. Along with the food, I would take the
time to go by my house and pick up a couple of pairs of black dress
shoes, socks and some of my own black pants and white shirts. That way
I could jettison the sheer knee highs, ornate slippers, and other
women's clothes she had provided me. Although I realized I needed to
follow most of her requests, I needed to show some resistance or risk
falling too far below her which would carry over when I returned to
just being her son-in-law. I had suitable clothes that would work and I
could easily convince her that it made more sense for me to use my own
for my uniform.
Once I was done with my dinner, I realized how tiring the day had been
emotionally and decided an early evening would be a good idea. In my
new bedroom, I searched through the lingerie chest for the night
clothes Isabella had purchased. The first time I saw them I passed them
by, rationalizing the outfit as something Nadia left behind. But when I
found no other suitable candidates, I realized what Isabella had chosen
for me. The shirt-like top was acceptable enough, having long sleeves,
typical button front and long enough to drop past my waist. The top was
a light champagne color, with darker contrasting lapels and cuffs of
satin, and made of a soft, silky material. The bottoms were a problem
however, being shorts rather than pants. They were extremely short,
with only a 2 or 3 inch inseam, with dark satin stripes down the side,
and a pull-on elastic waist. Luckily they had a built-in panty liner
that kept my cock from being exposed. The matching robe was semi-sheer
with a single button at the waist and darker satin cuffs, lapels, and
hem. It was very obvious that the outfit was again a woman's style and
I was offended by Isabella's choices for me. This would be something
else I would replace when I went out tomorrow. Buoyed by my plan for
the next day, I put on the night clothes and crawled into bed. I had
just about fallen asleep when I heard the door, indicating Isabella's
return. Her footsteps sounded down the hall, followed by a light
tapping on my bedroom door.
"Brandon, are you still awake? I need your help. I have an emergency.
Hello, hello, can you hear me?"
I jumped up, pulled on my robe and went to the door, imaging all kinds
of bad things that could have happened. I opened the door and Isabella
stood in the hall with a worried look on her face.
"What happened? Are you okay? How can I help?"
"Oh Brandon, I am so glad you are here. During dinner one of my friends
clumsily spilled some red wine on my dress. I went to the ladies room
and dabbed off as much of it as I could, but it still is stained. Can
you remove the rest? This is one of my favorite dresses and I would be
heartbroken if it is ruined."
I was about to get mad at how she had portrayed this problem as an
emergency, but then realized it would not be smart. Checking the stain
I could see it was still wet which made it easier to deal with.
"I should be able to get your dress clean, Ms. Isabella, but I will
need to work on it right now while it is wet."
"Of course Brandon, you are such a dear; just help me with my zipper."
She turned and allowed me to pull down her zipper. Stepping out of the
dress, she turned to face me again. Her slip was molded tightly to her
body and I was immediately glad that the pajama shorts had the built-in
panty or I would be tenting them. Isabella realized of course that she
would have that effect on me, and smiled as if she had caught me doing
something wrong.
"Sweetie, thanks for wearing your pajamas, otherwise this could have
been real awkward. They look divine on you by the way. I guess I had
forgotten what nice legs you have. But I did buy a pair of matching
slippers for the outfit, they're in the closet. "
I wanted to say no thanks, but decided to just go along tonight.
Looking in the closet, I cringed when I saw them. They were a matching
satin champagne color, with about a one-inch wedge heel and a large bow
on the band. I slid my feet into them and was surprised again at how
they fit. Like the black slippers they seemed to be just the right
size. The wedge heel felt a little strange, but they were not high
enough to make walking difficult. As I walked back to the hall,
Isabella reached out and stroked my hair. Normally I wear it in a
ponytail, but I had left it untied for bed. My long hair rested on my
shoulders and she looked it over intently.
"Brandon your hair is gorgeous. I've never seen a man with such pretty
flowing locks. I don't know why you don't wear it this way more often,
it gives you a whole different look than when it is in a ponytail. It
looks so much softer and sensual. The way it frames your face
highlights your delicate features. Nadia must love taking advantage of
you when you look this way; definitely desirable yet vulnerable."
I didn't know what to say, so I just whispered a soft thank you and
indicated I needed to get to work on the stain. As I began to walk down
the hall to the laundry room, I heard Isabella chuckle. Glancing over
my shoulder I saw my reflection in the hallway mirror, and felt my face
flush, as I could see my ass wiggle as a result of the heels and tight
shorts. I hurried on to get the club soda to remove the stain.
"Thanks again Brandon. See you in the morning."
Cleaning the stain didn't take long, but it took me forever to fall
asleep. I kept replaying Isabella's comments about my appearance. I
knew I was not manly in the typical way, but she seemed to feel my
appearance meant I was submissive and feminine. I knew in her culture
and the culture of her late husband, my appearance could be seen as
soft, maybe even demure, but that was not me at all. I had always seen
myself as fully masculine in my interactions with my wife, despite any
role reversal we might have in our marriage. Following Isabella's
comments this self-assurance was a bit damaged. I knew now, it was more
important than ever that I regain control of how I would help her out
during this process.
I don't remember when I fell asleep, but the alarm indicating it was
time to get up startled me. A quick shower and shave, and I began to
get dressed. I seriously considered wearing my own clothes, but didn't
want to directly challenge her request, without having a suitable
replacement in hand. I felt good knowing my plan for the rest of the
day would get me back on more comfortable footing. The only consolation
I might make would be to wear the shaper. So far, it had saved me a
couple of times from an embarrassing situation. I quickly put on her
uniform but pulled my hair back in its normal ponytail. Working in the
kitchen, I assembled her breakfast while drinking a cup of coffee and
having a slice of toast. I had just finished putting my cup in the
dishwasher, when I heard her enter the kitchen. Turning around I was
expecting to see her in a robe, I assumed she was a late starter and
was startled to see her fully dressed. She was wearing a tight fitting
silvery gray jacket and pants with darker gray pumps. She was fully
made up and had pulled her hair up on her head. She presented a very
smart looking image. Smiling, she sat at the table as I laid her
breakfast in front of her.
"Good morning Brandon, I see you have what I asked. I'll have to make
quick work of this, as I have lots of errands to run this morning. I
want you to go ahead and do your grocery shopping as well so you can
still have sufficient time this afternoon to do some more chores."
"Sounds good to me, I can leave anytime, just let me know where the
store is that you usually shop at so I can drive there. I have my list
and should be back in short order. I won't get in your way to do your
errands, and I can be back easily by noon."
"Well you won't need to drive; I go right by the store and can drop you
off. I have two portable carts for my maids to use to bring back the
groceries, as the store is just four blocks away. I noticed last night
that you had parked your car in my guest spot in the parking garage.
Since you will be here so long, taking my only extra spot would be
inconvenient. So I called my auto service and they should have towed
your vehicle back to your house by now. While you are here, I can
either give you a ride or you can take a taxi. The good thing is so
much of your shopping is in walking distance that you can do most of
your errands on foot. So, that is settled. The only other thing I need
to check this morning is your shaper - I think you know the drill."
I was stunned. I had counted on having my car and thought immediately
about what I would have to do to go to my house and retrieve my clothes
to make my version of her uniform. I was so focused on this rapid
change of events that I stood there frozen for a second. Seeing no
response, Isabella's face changed to a more commanding look.
"Don't dawdle Brandon, please unzip you pants and let me confirm that
you are being polite."
Embarrassed that she had to call me out again, I quickly compiled and
in my haste pulled them down so the waist of the pants was at my
thighs. I heard the soft chuckle from her that indicated I had done
something amusing again.
"Very good Brandon, I also see you took my advice on tucking yourself.
Although I don't think it is necessary to show me you are obeying me to
that degree. I do wish you would reconsider always putting your hair in
a ponytail. With a little help, it would look very nice and although
unusual for a man, I think it fits you perfectly. You can zip up now
and put away these dishes. I think we are ready to go."
I pulled up my pants and fastened them. It struck me then that I was
going out in the women's clothes she had provided me. I started to
panic, thinking about how I could get changed. Then it hit me.
"Isabella, I'll need to change before we go out. The uniform you
provided me is good to work in, but it doesn't have any pockets for my
wallet or keys. It will just take me a moment to change."
"Oh Brandon, I thought of that. I have one of my smaller purses you can
use. I put an extra door key in it, as well as the pass key for the
building entrance. It is in a nice black color with a longer strap that
will fit over your shoulder. While you were doing chores yesterday I
transferred what you would need from your wallet to a woman's wallet
that matches the purse. I also put a credit card in it that I have
available for my maids. When you go to the grocery, just let them know
you are my maid and they can verify you have permission to charge on my
account. So, there is no point in you wasting time changing in and out
of the clothes I provided you. They fit you nicely, and I think are
appropriate with your role for me. I do concede that they might need
some adjustment, but I'll work that out. So if you are ready, let's
go."
It struck me then, how controlling Isabella really was. She was
determined to keep me under her thumb while I was helping her and with
Nadia overseas I had no one to turn to for help. I helplessly followed
her out of the condo and down to her car. The quick trip to the store
gave me little time to prepare for my public debut. Pulling the two
portable shopping carts into the store, I felt like I was being thrown
to the lions. As I started to shop for the items on my list, I soon
realized that a fair number of the shoppers were other maids; most
dressed in plain black or gray uniforms. They were easily identified by
the type of cart they used, just like mine. I just focused on my list,
trying not to admit how I must look to other shoppers. The checkout was
equally embarrassing; as I had to tell the clerk that I was helping Ms.
Isabella Asem and should be on her account. She smiled and said no
problem, lots of maids shopped there. The walk back to the condo went
quickly but I tried not to look around. Once I was back inside, I put
away the groceries and decided just to start the list of cleaning
chores she had left for me. The entire time I thought about how I could
get back to my house to retrieve more clothes. By the time I had
finished, I just decided I would wear what I had on hand and tell
Isabella the truth, that I was uncomfortable in her uniform. I was a
family member, not a domestic servant. As I reached that conclusion,
Isabella returned, beaming. She walked into the kitchen holding several
shopping bags, one of which she put on the table in front of me.
"Brandon, I have been so pleased with how things are going so far. You
are a wonderful housekeeper and make a nice companion. The way you have
adjusted to my schedule and requirements has given me a whole other
perspective on your personality. But one problem about our arrangement
so far has bothered me. I really appreciate you being willing to wear
the shapers I gave you to avoid any embarrassing situations, but it
bothered me to have to ask you to unzip your pants and pull them down
for inspection. That was just too awkward in many ways. But I think I
have a solution. I was looking for a nice suit, when I saw this cute
black skirt. It just dawned on me. If you wore a skirt rather than
pants when you were here, then all you would need to do is flip it up
to show me the shaper legs. That way I could confirm your compliance
without having to make you partially undress. So I picked this up. It
should fit, so go try it on for me."
She stood there with a big smile as if she had just solved the largest
problem in the world. I was flabbergasted. I decided it was time to
make a stand. So rather than take the bag, I stood up to let her know
what I had in mind.
"Isabella, we need to talk. I agreed to help you with your pending
surgery and have no problems doing the chores or duties that you have
asked me. However, the manner in which you want me to help you is
pushing the limit. For example, your offer to provide me a uniform was
nice, but not necessary. Now it is becoming ridiculous; the clothes are
obviously a females and I don't think appropriate for me. Similarly,
you removing my car and changing my wallet contents to a purse are just
over the line. So, I think rather than go try on this skirt that I'll
just change into my own clothes and for that matter, I want to go
retrieve my car so that I may come and go as I please."
I stopped at this point to see what her reaction was. I wanted to be
strong willed about this, but I was a bit more forceful than I
intended. Overall I thought I had delivered my position. Now I had to
see how she felt. Looking up I didn't see the expected anger on her
face; she looked crest fallen as if I had told her I hated her. She
glanced down at the table that held the shopping bag with the skirt and
then back up at me. Finally, with a look that conveyed utter
disappointment she responded.
"Brandon I'm shocked at your outburst. Whatever I have done, I did only
with the intent to make this situation easier. I know I am asking a lot
of you, but Nadia convinced me that you wanted to help in any way you
could. She promised me that you were not only willing but excited about
the opportunity to get to know me better. But I am a private person and
to allow someone as close to me as you will need to be is very
difficult. Looking at the situation I decided it would be easier if I
formalized our relationship; thus the need for uniforms and a more
structured interaction. I could see how I could make it work if you
were like a maid; I have managed such situations before. But hiding
underneath it all, was the knowledge of how you had lusted for me
before. I never told Nadia about your reaction, so I couldn't ask her
advice, but I knew I had to take steps to keep it in order. Are you
denying that the proximity we have shared so far would not have caused
you to become erect, if I had not put you in a woman's control
garment?"
Her response had caught me totally off guard and I could not answer her
question immediately. I sputtered a second, my face flushing red and
hot, and then mumbled out a no.
"So you agree that you need your lust to be controlled or would you
rather I tell Nadia the reason why you wouldn't help me?"
"No I don't want you to tell Nadia and yes, I guess it does make it
easier to be so close."
"Well that is how I feel about your uniform; it allows me to be closer
to you physically without the embarrassment I normally would
experience. I admit your clothes are women's styles, but I bet few
people noticed the differences and with minor changes I think we can
avoid any awkward encounters. Are you not willing to work with me to
make this situation better?"
Again, I felt a wave of guilt sweep over me. Had I been that
insensitive to Isabella? Was she really that shy that my presence could
cause her problems? I knew I had to make this work, if for anything to
keep my promise to Nadia.
"I am willing to work with you Isabella, but I didn't see your side of
it I guess."
"I admit I didn't totally consider your side either Brandon. So let's
start over. The first step for me, now that I know you agree you need
help controlling your lust, is to minimize the difficulty in how I
confirm your participation. I think that means wearing a skirt when you
are here with me, unless you have a better option?"
I was totally confused now. I had started out feeling confident in how
I explained my position. Now I had been talked into going further by
wearing a skirt. I felt defeated but not having a better suggestion, I
reached over and picked up the bag. A smile returned to her face and
Isabella patted me on the back.
"That's much better Brandon. I do promise that I will look at this
setup to see how I might improve things so you are not embarrassed by
what you are doing. Also, I should have given you more warning before
setting you up with a purse and moving your car. I'll see what I can do
about that."
Nodding my head, I did feel a little better about her last statements.
I went back to the bedroom and took the skirt out of the bag. It was
rather plain, black with a side zipper and not particularly long. I
slid off my pants and then worked the skirt up my legs and fastened it
at the waist. As with the other clothes, Isabella had hit my size
perfectly. The length of the skirt just covered the legs of my shaper,
but I did look odd with my sheer knee-his and slipper shoes. But I
returned to the kitchen so Isabella could see.
"Oh Brandon, that is much better. It isn't that radical a change, at
least for inside my home. I certainly won't look at you negatively for
wearing what I asked you to. Let me see if you are following my decency
rule."
I knew what she meant, so I lifted up the hem of the skirt. She smiled,
nodded her approval, and then launched into a list of what cleaning she
needed done this afternoon. The rest of the day was uneventful, except
for a minor correction when I forgot to call her Ms. Isabella. Working
in a skirt was not that hard, especially after she showed me the proper
way to smooth it down before I sat and other tricks like how to bend at
the knees to pick up something from the floor, or how to keep my knees
together to avoid showing off my underwear. While I was working she
spent a lot of time on the phone, and I could tell she was intent on
solving our remaining conflicts. That evening, after we had a nice
dinner, she asked me to sit with her in the living room for a
discussion.
"Brandon I want to compliment you on how well you worked with me today.
I knew once we talked out our differences that we could come up with a
solution. I really liked how the skirt worked for me. You seem to take
to it naturally, so I decided to get you a few accessories to make it
more complete. Also, wearing a skirt or even a dress for that matter
requires certain grooming requirements, so I made arrangements to take
care of that for you. Once I looked at your experience today at the
store from your point of view, I could see how it would be awkward even
embarrassing for you. I had not even considered how going somewhere in
women's clothes looking like you do would be a problem. But I think the
steps I have lined up for tomorrow should remove any of that potential
humiliation. So work with me on this, and we will have all the kinks
smoothed out by the time of the surgery. Also, I called the car service
company and arranged for a driver and car to be available for you
whenever you need; they guaranteed a response time within 15 minutes,
so hopefully that will off-set not having your own car handy. Finally,
I want to complement you again on your domestic skills; my home
practically sparkles and your dinner was divine. I completely
understand now why Nadia was so eager to turn over those
responsibilities to you rather than any other maid."
Although she felt like she was laying out a positive plan, all I saw
was potential red flags. I was worried about tomorrow, but knew at this
point I had to try it before I could complain again. Even her attempts
at compliments seem back-handed. Maybe she was just awkward at close
personal interactions and didn't know how to talk with someone without
making it seem like she was a control freak. At least she was back to a
good mood and seemed satisfied with my efforts. I guess I'd deal with
tomorrow when it comes.
The following morning I took a long luxurious shower, washed my hair,
and shaved before getting dressed. Isabella told me I would be going
out first thing today and could dress in my own clothes. It felt good
to slip into my comfortable jeans, t-shirt and sandals. She said I
could skip my shaper, so it was my usual boxers. I had breakfast ready
when she got up, but this time she was in a robe and night-gown. She
explained that she had lined up the car service for me and all I had to
do was go where they took me. Although it was not quite the freedom of
my own car, it was pretty close. I felt a little better about how our
talk went yesterday and how I had stood up for my rights. The driver
was right on-time and as we headed out, I felt good. The first stop was
at a salon; it looked to be high dollar and I was a bit puzzled by why
we were stopping here, but the driver showed me his instructions and it
was clearly listed. Entering the salon, I told the receptionist my
name and after checking her register, she called someone up front to
meet me. Looking around, I saw nothing but women customers, and the
place had all the accoutrements you'd associate with a ladies' spa.
When the stylist came out front, the receptionist gave her a note, I
assume indicating why I was here, and we headed down a nicely decorated
hallway to a small room.
"Good morning, I hope you are doing well. My name is Maxine and I'll be
in charge of your experience today at Ladies Choice. We like to assign
each customer a representative when they come to us, so all your needs
will be met. I think it is even more important for you, as we don't
generally get many male customers. But Ms. Asem was very explicit on
what she wanted done for you today, so I think we shouldn't have any
problems. The first thing on her list was waxing services; she said
your new uniform was going to feature skirts and it would be better if
you had smooth legs. So go ahead and slip out of your clothes; you can
keep your panties on at this point."
Smiling she indicated where I could put my clothes. I was caught
totally off-guard by this development and all I could think to do was
blurt out that I wasn't wearing panties. But as I said it, I included
today. Immediately, I began to blush and tried to stammer out a
correction, but the girl just smiled and said no problem. As I was
undressing, another woman came in the room. She was dressed in a white
smock and had rubber gloves on her hands. It was obvious that she would
be doing the waxing. Maxine talked to her briefly and left the
clipboard with my orders on it. As she was leaving Maxine asked if I
preferred honey or lemon in my tea; she would have some ready after I
was smooth. The technician seemed real friendly and asked questions or
made comments almost non-stop as she got down to work. She had me lay
down on my back and covered my torso with a sheet; I think for privacy
as much as warmth. She smiled when I said I had never been waxed before
and told me that it would be a little painful at first, but she assured
me that once I saw how nice I looked afterwards that I would be very
pleased. I was not so sure, and as she ripped off the first strip from
my calf, I let out a yelp. I could tell from her reaction that she was
surprised, so I made a concerted effort to hide my discomfort as she
proceeded. I gritted my teeth, but consoled myself that it would only
be a little while, as she made quick work of my legs, going up my
thighs and eventually pushing my boxers back so she could get almost to
my hips. Just as I was beginning to worry about exposing myself to her,
she declared she was done with my legs. But she immediately moved the
sheet down to cover my legs and acted as if she was going to do more
waxing.
"Miss, I think all I needed was my legs. You don't need to do any
more."
"Well that's not what's shown on your order sheet. Maxine said Ms. Asem
was very specific in her requests. She has you down for a complete body
waxing. If you want I can have Maxine call her, but Ms. Asem is a
regular customer and I'm sure we have it right. She might not
appreciate you questioning what she wanted."
I was a bit panicked now. I didn't want to lose any more body hair but
I also didn't want to be challenging Isabella at this stage. Not
knowing what else to do, I told her to proceed. She smiled and told me
to relax; I would look so cuter with a smooth body. She proceeded to
remove my chest, underarm and even my arm hair. Having me turn over,
she continued removing the small amount on my back. At this point I
hoped we were done, but I felt her move the sheet up on my back, as she
lightly grabbed the top of my boxers. Telling me to lift up a little,
she smoothly slipped them down and off my legs.
"I'm going to need your help with this part a bit more. Ms. Asem
ordered a Brazilian, which includes removing all the hair from your
derriere, your privates, in-between, and above. After I wax your
cheeks, I'm going to need you to get up on your knees and spread a bit
for me. Don't be embarrassed, I do this every day for girls. It will
feel a bit odd, but afterwards you'll wonder why you waited so long to
do it."
I couldn't believe it, but did as she asked when she was ready for it.
Kneeling, with my head on the table, I reached back and spread my
cheeks. The pain was nothing compared to the embarrassment. She worked
up to the base of my cock and balls and then asked me to turn over. As
I lay down on my back, she looked at my cock and a little giggle
escaped her lips. I looked at her a bit shocked and she immediately
responded.
"I'm not laughing at what you think; Ms. Asem just asked us to confirm
that you were indeed a real redhead. Your cute little bush, with the
red curly hair just made me think to myself that you can't get any more
real than that. Ms. Asem had mentioned that she loved your hair and
hoped it would be natural. If it was, then I am supposed to leave a
narrow, landing strip, so that means in will be a partial Brazilian;
just hold on, we are almost finished."
She smiled again and without delay began to remove my pubic hair, until
only a thin strip directly above my cock remained. Once that was
smooth, she started on my cock and ball sack. Again the position was
more embarrassing than what she was doing. I had to bend my knees back
and spread wide so that I was totally exposed. The only good thing was
that she worked quickly. Once she was satisfied, she told me to stand
up and look in the mirror. The image that I saw was strikingly
different than before. I was not extremely hairy, but the total absence
of hair gave me a younger, definitely more feminine appearance. The
little landing strip just screamed female, as did the absence of hair
under my arms and on my legs. After a quick look, I hurriedly got
dressed again. I wanted to keep this as private as possible from now
on, although the girl said I done really well for my first time and she
looked forward to me returning for maintenance waxing. She indicated
that would be much easier. It had taken over an hour for the waxing but
I was just glad it was done, as it was embarrassing the whole time.
The technician had left and Maxine came back in carrying a cup of hot
tea. She had me follow her to a comfortable chair where another girl
began to give me a pedicure. She soaked my feet, filed my nails, pushed
back the cuticles, and buffed off a few callouses on my feet. That was
much more soothing than the waxing experience and when I was done with
the tea; she proceeded to do the same with my fingernails. Once she
had them shaped properly, she started to apply some polish. I spoke up,
indicating I wasn't sure I wanted polish. Her response was the same as
the waxing tech that it was on the list provided by Ms. Asem, who had
even specified a nude shade of polish. At this point, Maxine returned
and confirmed that I was to get polish, but tried to minimize it by
saying the nude polish was such a neutral shade that it would go with
anything I wore. Like the waxing, it would just give me a more complete
look. Also, Ms. Asem had refused to do any nail extensions; she felt
that would get in the way of my domestic duties. Although Maxine
whispered that once Ms. Asem saw how my nails looked and as they
lengthened normally, that she was sure I could go with a longer style.
Maxine felt like a short extension tip would have enough strength to
handle any chores I needed to do, especially if I wore rubber gloves.
The nail work went fairly rapidly, and I was hoping that this was all
the embarrassment that Isabella had chosen for me, but no there was one
final step. Maxine came to see me, just as the nail tech finished. She
gently stroked my hair and pulled off my hair tie, letting my hair fall
to my shoulders. Fluffing it out, both women looked at it and smiled.
"The next two beauty treatments Ms. Asem asked us to do was to add some
style to your hair and face. She loved the length, color, and natural
wave of your hair, but felt you weren't taking full advantage of its
potential. Mindy told me you were indeed a natural redhead and I agree
with Ms. Asem. It is gorgeous. You have such nice color and natural
high-lights to boot, so we won't need to adjust your color. Looking at
it, you just need a little trim to get rid of some split-ends, but that
won't shorten it much. I think if we just set it and style to give you
more volume and a few soft curls to compliment your natural waves, then
I think Ms. Asem will be happy. As far as your face, you are very
lucky to have such a nice complexion and smooth skin. It doesn't look
like you have much of a beard, so that shouldn't be an issue. What I'll
have our makeup specialist do, is use a very light foundation, just
enough to soften your cute freckles. Because this is a daytime style,
we will go with minimal blush, light mascara and eye liner, and a nude
style lipstick. What I want to emphasize are your beautiful green eyes.
A bit of eye liner and a green palate of eye shadows that will make
your eyes pop. I think that is just what Ms. Asem is after. She doesn't
want you to look overdone, but just to highlight your best features.
Although this may sound like a lot, I think once you see how natural it
looks you will admit that it improves your overall appearance."
With that she took me by the hand and led me to the hair stylist. The
next hour I spent getting my hair washed, trimmed, rolled, and dried.
Once that was done, I was fussed over by the makeup artist. She worked
quickly, chatting the whole time about how delicate my features were.
She loved my eyes and lips, telling me that she could spin a whole
range of looks for me, if I wanted to be more dramatic for evenings out
or special occasions. Once she was done, the hair stylist unrolled my
hair, combed it out and set the style with hair spray. They had refused
to let me see the result in a mirror, until Maxine returned. Turning me
around, they let experience my new look. All of the women were almost
glowing, proud of the improvements that they had done for me. As I took
in all the changes, I was speechless and a little scared. With my
delicate facial features the makeup gave me a woman's face while the
volume and waves in my hair framed it perfectly. The only thing that
kept me from passing completely was my male clothing.
Once the ladies were done, Maxine gave me a satchel with my makeup and
hair styling products and told me my driver was waiting outside, that
he knew where I needed to go next. As much as I felt uncomfortable in
the salon, leaving and getting into the limo was really embarrassing,
especially since the driver opened the door for me and called me miss.
He knew what I looked like when I went in but now, I guess he felt that
title suited me best. The drive was short and he was soon opening the
door for me at what appeared to be a high-end women's clothing shop. As
I entered, another cheerful saleslady greeted me. I guess from the
contrast between my male clothes and female face, hair and nails, she
figured I had to be Ms. Asem's guest.
"We have everything boxed up that Ms. Asem ordered but she wanted you
to try on one of your outfits just to be sure. You go ahead into this
change room, and I'll bring it in."
The blush that had just begun to recede as I rode in the limo, now
returned in force. The clerk brought me the items just as I had removed
my shirt and sandals. I stopped undressing to allow her to leave, but
she stayed put, gathering up my clothes as she stood by.
"Don't mind me; I'm just here to be sure there are no fit problems.
I'll put these clothes in a bag for you. Assuming the sizes are
correct, Ms. Asem wanted you to wear your new outfit home."
Not knowing what else to do, I just slid off my pants. The cool breeze
on my newly waxed body and the embarrassment of standing in front of a
cute stranger made goose bumps ripple across my skin. I glanced at the
pile of clothes and as I feared, sitting on top was a pair of lace
panties. Knowing I would have to do it eventually, I slipped off my
boxers and as I picked up the panties, I heard a muffled chuckle from
the clerk. Looking at her in the eyes, she just mouthed the words:
sorry, but you just look so cute! I pulled the panties up my legs, but
turned away a bit so I could tuck myself. Not looking at her I quickly
put on the shaper. It was a brief style that had four short garters.
Next on the pile of clothes was a pair of dark tan, sheer stockings. As
I had seen Nadia wear these before, I balled them up and slid them up
my legs to attach the darker welt to each garter. The feeling as the
silky nylon stretched up my now smooth leg was very sensual and almost
made me not regret having them waxed. As I finished with the second
stocking, I saw what looked like a camisole. Again I was puzzled by
this, and looked at the clerk. Realizing my confusion, she merely said
that the top was listed by Ms. Asem and was in fact part of a matching
set that included the shaper and the panties. I did notice that they
all had the same lace pattern. Nodding my head, I pulled the camisole
over my head and down my body. It fit snuggly around my torso and the
spaghetti straps positioned the cups high on my chest. Seeing this, the
clerk quickly adjusted the strap length so the cups fit over my breasts
as if I were a woman. The cups were slightly padded which gave me
somewhat of a bust. The remaining clothes included the same style skirt
I had already worn, only in dark khaki and a semi-sheer cr?me blouse
with lace accents at the collar. The final touch was a pair of nude
open-toe, sling-back shoes with a moderate heel. Looking at myself in
the mirror, I could see the camisole slightly through the blouse, but
the nude color of the lingerie made it mostly invisible. Overall my
appearance was now highly feminine, with my makeup, hair, and clothes
all coordinated. I was both embarrassed and angry. Embarrassed both
because I now looked so feminine and how it was quite easy to achieve
that look. Angry because Isabella had taken the liberties of arranging
this transformation for me so that I now looked like a girl. The
reflection in the mirror showed how the flared skirt, narrow waist, and
padded bust gave me a demure hourglass figure. The hair and makeup
complimented a feminine style while the heels, sheer stockings, and
subtly polished nails completed the overall look. Seeing myself as a
woman, I was reminded that Isabella had promised me she would remove
any potential humiliation my appearance would make when I went out to
run her errands. I had erroneously assumed that meant a more masculine
uniform, but I saw now what she meant. I had to admit there was no way
anyone would I was assume I was not what I appeared to be, a cute well-
dressed woman. Confirming that everything fit comfortably, the clerk
took my old clothes and had the driver come in to pick up the packages.
I caught his eye as he saw me standing at the counter, signing the slip
for the purchases; he glanced up and down my figure taking in my new
appearance before smiling slightly and winking. I had seen that kind of
look before and had even given that type of look to women I was
admiring myself. As I followed him out the door to the limo, the pull
of the taut garter straps against my nylons, the click of my heels on
the floor, the slight swaying of the hem on my skirt, the light
pressure of the camisole straps on my shoulders, the bounce of my
curled hair on my sheer lace collar, the taste of the lipstick on my
lips, and the thick dark eyelashes at the edge of my vision, all
reminded me of my new look. I was a woman through and through. Even the
tight pressure of the shaper against my cock tucked snuggly between my
legs made it clear that I had abandoned my masculinity and submitted to
Isabella's complete feminization. I demurely allowed the driver to open
the limo door for me. As I moved to get in, I smoothed the back of my
skirt out as I sat down and swung my legs into the car held tightly
together so as to not flash my underwear to him. The motions were
overtly feminine and I had done them instinctively. I cringed as I he
shut the door, knowing how that simple move only reinforced his view of
me as a feminized man. The ride back to the condominium went silently
and as I disembarked at the front entrance, the driver offered to take
the packages up to my apartment for me. I politely declined, but he did
tell me if I needed a driver again, to be sure to ask for him, as he
thoroughly enjoyed the experience. Blushing I went inside and up to
Isabella's condominium.
The place was empty as she had left earlier, but a note and a flat box
were sitting on the table. The note told me she hoped my new look
resolved any concerns I had about confusion with my appearance and that
she was sure that her efforts had produced a pretty solution. It also
complimented me again on my work and that she appreciated how willing I
was to accommodate her requests. As a reward, she had bought me a small
gift. I took that to mean the box and opened it. Inside were three
aprons and matching hairbands. They were a pure white half-apron style
with a wide ruffle around the hem. The hair bands were also white and
had a ruffle that stood up almost like a crown. I took the box and my
other packages back to my room and began to put them away. The other
uniforms were also color coordinated, with one set of a gray skirt and
silver blouse, and two others of black skirts with either a black or
white blouse. The uniforms were complimented by matching hosiery and
heels. There were multiple sets of panties, shapers, and either
camisoles or bras, so that I had one each of black, white, nude, and a
darker tan. I fumed even more when I saw the bras, as they were more
padded than the camisoles and were obviously a statement by Isabella
that she wanted me feminized and humiliated. Adding this to the so-
called gift of aprons made me want to leave or cry but I knew I
couldn't; one because I didn't want to fail my wife and the other
because I wasn't going to mess up my makeup and look even sillier. So I
bit my lip, and decided to just get on with it. Knowing she expected it
I put on the apron and worked the hairband into my coiffure and started
on my list of chores. I was fully engaged in dusting the living room
shelves when Isabella returned.
"Oh Brandon, you look darling. Turn around and let me see you. I knew
with the right touch, you would look gorgeous. Your hair is so luscious
and frames your face just as I imagined it. The waves give you just the
touch of style you needed. Also, the makeup gives your face the
finished look. I thought with your delicate features, it would only
take some light makeup to allow your inner girl to blossom. Your eyes
just sparkle now and your cute little mouth is so kissable with that
shade of lipstick. The finishing touch is how your legs look so
polished under your nylons. Knowing that you are smooth everywhere else
is comforting too. I knew getting you to the salon was just what we
needed to solve your identity crisis. I've got to call Maxine and
thank her; they did everything just as I asked. As far as your uniform,
I couldn't have hoped for a better look. You now have feminine flair
and I might add a sexy style that you don't often see in domestic help.
The best part is that now I know for sure you are wearing your shaper
as you must wear it to wear your stockings. I appreciate your
commitment to me; I know it had to be a challenge but I assume after
you saw how your new look is perfect to be my maid that you agree that
it was for the best. Also if you are honest with yourself you'll see
how emphasizing your feminine attributes is a good choice. I do hope
your appreciate my efforts; it was a real challenge to find a way to
avoid your silly fear of appearing feminine and meet my needs to ensure
your lust was under control. Plus, I've always required my other maids
to buy their own uniforms. I guess being part of the family does have
its perks. Given your excellent work so far, I might be a little
hesitant to give you back to Nadia when she returns."
She laughed with that last remark and came closer to examine me more.
She motioned for me to spin, which I did feeling my face flush with
embarrassment and I had to choke back some nasty comments regarding her
assessments. But, I decided I had to speak up to voice my displeasure
with the extent of this transformation.
"Ms. Isabella, I do appreciate all you want to do for me to make my
adjustment to this situation easier. But I never envisioned you asking
me to go this far in changing my look. I mean what man would agree to
appear as a woman, let alone a maid? You had good intentions I'm sure
but this is too far. I mean you bought me padded bras for goodness
sakes. I know the incident at your pool was a bit embarrassing for both
of us, however in some ways it was unavoidable as you are still a very
attractive woman. But to ask me to assume the role of a woman and to
appear fully as one to be your maid is too much."
When I finished I stood there trying to portray an image of strength,
with my arms crossed in front of my chest and my legs spread as far
apart as I could manage in my skirt. I wanted to show her I was not
intimidated by her and I felt my appearance did convey conviction, with
only a slight quivering of my lower lip and some tottering in my high
heels giving away my inner doubts about how easy my conversion to a
feminine image really spoke to my masculine shortcomings. Isabella did
not even seem fazed by my outburst this time, and her only reaction was
a snarky smirk. She stepped closer to me and ran her fingers first
lightly through my hair, and then traced a path down my body touching
my camisole strap through the blouse, the ruffled edge of my apron, and
ending by sliding them up my nylons to reach the garter strap. Tugging
lightly on the strap she looked me directly in the eye.
"Well I guess if we're being honest, I might as well tell you the truth
Brandon, or maybe I should say Brianna. No man would have gone as far
as you gone without secretly wanting to make this transition. I knew
when Nadia first introduced us, that you were presenting a tougher
front than was real. You had a certain softness that men don't have. As
we got closer I was sure you were more feminine than masculine. It
wasn't an accident that when you came over to swim that first time that
I was in such a tiny suit. I knew from your embarrassment to becoming
erect at a sexy woman that you were secretly shamed by your cock: both
its small size and how it signaled manliness. Despite my misgivings
about your masculinity I allowed Nadia to marry you. But when she came
to me crying about how you were not the man she expected, how what she
had seen as a quiet confidence was in reality shyness, and how she
missed being with a forceful confident lover, I knew I had to help.
With my guidance, she pushed you into managing her household, something
she had no interest in but for which you seemed a natural fit. Once I
convinced her to look at you as you really were, her unhappiness was
reduced. I suggested she continue to train you, this time to please her
orally. That you seemed to be the type of man that would not see
placing his face in her privates and using his tongue to provide her
orgasms as an act unworthy of his masculinity, but rather as a way to
compensate for his shortcomings. Once she was satisfied that she could
enjoy you in that way, I told her I would take you and transform you to
something she needed. Nadia didn't ask what that transformation would
be, trusting me to choose the right path. Perhaps she still thought you
a man, but I was intent on formalizing your domestic status and
releasing your inner girl. I called my contacts in Jordan and set up
the long business trip. I made up a ruse about needing surgery and
having you fill in as my nurse. Her eagerness to have you serve me gave
me the signal that she