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"This was a good start," Dr. Zaaijer thought. At their next session, Jack would be hooked up to the machine again, but this time he would be subjected to sounds instead of sights. Then smells and tastes and finally being touched and touching other people. When Dr. Zaaijer was done after a few sessions, all of Jack's brain would be perfectly mapped. During one of Mikie's sessions, out of the blue Mikie told Dr. Zaaijer, "It's funny how people see situations differently to each other. The world is full of people who think they are perfect, flawless, blameless and that no matter what they do, no matter how terrible it is, no matter what responsibilities they always try to turn it around onto other people." "What do you mean?" "I have made a point of always trying to own up to my own mistakes. I know I hate it, so blaming others for my wrongs would make me a hypocrite right?" Dr. Zaaijer liked where this was going. It proved that Mikie had an inner strength that Dr. Zaaijer could exploit later. "Well it seems that my father is one of those people. I know their fights are mostly my fault. I try to do the right thing everyday but no matter how angelic I am he finds something to get angry at me about, something to take out on me. .Mom and Dad's fight are like guerrilla warfare. They are my fault. I know I'm putting a strain on their marriage. But despite my best efforts, Dad still try to fight with me. It's like he wants unhappiness and unrest. I wonder if they would be happier if I wasn't there or would they fall apart even more? It is quite pathetic that he blames all of his wrongs on his child. How can I respect him and do what he says when all he does is sit on his fucking ass and order me about. Who can respect that? I try so hard but Mum wouldn't know because I've given up by the time she gets home. If only he weren't here. I know this may make me come across as some moody, dramatic teenager who will regret saying this later, but I honestly and truly feel hatred for him in every ounce of my body. I loathe him. I do not love him." "Well, I have been talking with your dad for a while now, and I can see what you mean. If you were to have a perfect dad how would he be?" Dr. Zaaijer asked. Dr. Zaaijer wanted to know Mikie's answer because in the end whatever Mikie said would be how Mikie herself would end up." "Well my dad should be a strong person and I don't mean just physically, but psychologically too. He should be a man who lives for his family. He should be a man who can take the weight of the world on his shoulders to spare his family. He should be selfless, putting his family's needs before his own." Dr. Zaaijer thought that Mikie described a good man. In the end, Mikie would become that type of man. When it was Jack's turn in Dr. Zaaijer's office, this time Dr. Zaaijer tried to map Jack's brain through the use of smells. There were lots of smells to try. Colognes and perfumes of course. But also things like the taste of lipstick, the sweat of a male locker room, ordinary things like the smells of fruits and flowers. Even the less pleasant smells of farts and pee. But included were also the more intimate smells and tastes of men and women. But besides Dr. Zaaijer mapping of Jack's brain, Dr. Zaaijer decided to make a 'small' change in Jack's behavior. Something both small and profound. After leaving the meeting with Dr. Zaaijer, Jack would always do the family laundry. Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to become more intimately acquainted with the apparel of his family, especially the bras and panties which he will hand wash. He will also fold the clothing and return it to the appropriate drawers. Jack won't realize how much he is learning about women's apparel. At the next session at Dr. Zaaijer office Mikie was more contemplative than usual. "It's funny how moments of taking first getting steps define our childhood. " "What do you mean?" "Like first steps, first haircut, riding with the training wheels off, getting your first bra, period, driver's license, etc." "You have a driver's license?" "No of course not but it will really awesome when it arrives." "OK." "This year for everyone around me we have had a lot of firsts and lasts. Take my friend Courtney's sister for example, she has had of the biggest transitions that life has this year. She graduated, completed her 100 hours, had her first drink, the list goes on. Then there was my first time singing in front of an audience. Mom and Dad have had huge struggles and have learned to acclimatize and adapt." "OK, what do you really want to say?" "I have had first this year too. My first heartbreak, first year as a teenager, my first kiss. Yesterday I used a tampon! That was something I never thought I could do but I did and now I can swim all summer long," Mikie said with a broad smile. There was still chaos in Mikie's house, but using a tampon for the first time was making her smile. Dr. Zaaijer thought about this. Dr. Zaaijer had to smile too, soon, it'll be Jack who is using a tampon. In Jack's sessions, Dr. Zaaijer was discovering how hearing and touching things was making Jack feel. Jack would hear words just like his name and the names of his family. He would also hear sounds of ecstasy, a baby crying or cooing, to see how he reacted. After this session, Jack's mind was completely mapped. Dr. Zaaijer also put more suggestions into his mind. Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to do more and more of the housework. He was supposed to do them anyway, it was his 'job' as a house-husband but he rarely did them, preferring to drink. But Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to cut back. Soon, Dr. Zaaijer would be ready to put his plan into action in a major way. Alisa would have to be called down to the office for a private meeting first. Christmas and New Years are about to arrive in New Zealand. This is the summer time in the Southern Hemisphere. With Jack drinking less and being occupied more Mikie was in good spirits. At this session Mikie started to talk about things that were important to her for the coming year. Dr. Zaaijer enjoyed these conversations, they would be something to strive for for Jack. "I just want to mention that I have come to terms with the fact that I think about boys WAY too much. I don't need a boyfriend right now. My time will come. They are too much hard work and I'm too picky. I need to learn to be myself around guys before I jump into any thing. I also want a cute guy best friend as well." Then after some coaxing, Mikie listed her new years resolutions. "1. Exercise daily. 2. Become more confident with boys. 3. Work on my leadership qualities. 4. Have an amazing party. 5. Try and get some sort of job. 6. Be what I promised to be the girl I am when I'm singing, I want to be the girl who doesn't care about what people think, especially boys." Dr. Zaaijer decided that except for number 3, (Dr. Zaaijer didn't want the 'new Mikie' to have leadership qualities) it would be Jack who would follow Mikie's resolutions, especially number 6. Dr. Zaaijer wondered if Jack could sing. Dr. Zaaijer summoned Alisa. A few hours later, Jack and Mikie got the news. Alisa had died of a heart attack. Alisa's life would never be the same, in actuality and Alisa would never be seen again at least no one would be able to recognize her., but she was not dead. Although Jack and Mikie would think she was. Jack returned to the bottle more when he thought that Alisa had died. Mikie went into a depression. Not long after the funeral, Jack and Mikie had an appointment with Dr. Zaaijer but they never made it. Neither knew what had happened after leaving for the doctor's office. They woke up in a hospital totally covered in bandages. Dr. Zaaijer explained what had happened. "Both of you are lucky to be alive. You were in a car accident, the car broke into flames and so in addition to having a broken bones and internal injuries, your bodies are severely burned. You both breathing in a lot of smoke so you can't talk. You are going to be spending a lot of time in the hospital. You will both need many surgeries before getting out. Not only to mend your bones, but skin graphs and reconstructive surgeries. I suspect you will spend most of you time here asleep while your bodies recuperate." Neither Jack nor Mikie remembered anything about a car accident. Both as stated were covered in bandages. Mikie's bandages were all uniform all over her body. Her arms were covered but she could still move them. Her face was covers such that you could only see holes for her eyes, nose and mouth. Her chest was tightly wrapped and the lower parts of her body were also wrapped. The bandages over her crotch stuck out a little bit because of a small plastic tube that was placed there. Mikie didn't notice, but if she did they would tell her it was from her catheter. Jack was wrapped in a slightly different way. Jacks arms were the most obvious, his arms were bent at a ninety degree angle and his hands were forced to dangle loosely from the end of the his forearms. His face was also covered the same as Mikie's. Jack didn't know that under his bandages on his chest area were two mounds that made his chest stick out. The bandages around his waist were tight, but those around his hips and butt were very loose. Both were hooked up to IV bottles as was expected. Jack's IV contained estrogen and other female hormones. Mikie's IV contained male steroids and human growth hormone. With both Jack and Mikie all bandaged up, Dr. Zaaijer could do anything he wanted to them without them knowing what was happening. Both would go through radical reconstructive surgeries in the coming weeks or months. Most of the time while they were unconscious, both Jack and Mikie would be subjected to Dr. Zaaijer's intense mental manipulations. By the time they got out of the hospital, they would be not only physically, but mentally, emotionally and psychologically different people. Both Jack and Mikie started their treatment with Dr. Zaaijer's mental manipulation. To both father and daughter, their bandages seemed normal, but in the back of their bandages were zippers to remove the bandages quickly. There was nothing physically wrong with them anyway. Jack and Mikie were put to sleep and mental probes were attached to their heads. Jack saw in his mind pretty women and sexy women. Sometimes from a distance, some times up close, sometime actually touching him in some very intimate ways. Dr. Zaaijer knew exactly what Jack liked in women and what he wanted them to do to him. His mind acted as and adult man (with Jack's sexual preferences) would react to these situations . There were of course the usual physical responses too. Dr. Zaaijer had to break Jack of these feelings. But Dr. Zaaijer couldn't just wave a wand and make all those feelings go away. Sexuality is involved in almost every area of a persons personality, especially that of men. It would take time for Jack's sexual preferences to change. Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to feel like a young virgin girl who hadn't had her first kiss from a boy yet, but was still very attracted to them. But the first thing that Dr. Zaaijer had to do was to lessen his sexual desires for women. Dr. Zaaijer started with the picture of a gorgeous woman. The woman was obviously very pretty, but she wasn't wearing anything unusually sexy. She was dressed normally in pretty clothes. But Jack recognized the beauty of the woman and was having the usual sexual responses a man has when he sees a pretty woman. The responses of a man who recognizes a woman's beauty, but isn't going to act upon it. The actions of a married man. What Dr. Zaaijer did was to include in Jack's mine was a slight bit of appreciation for the woman's apparel. He recognized what she was wearing some of the clothing that Alisa used to wear and he remembered washing clothing just like it. This was a small start, but an important one. For the rest of this session, Jack would see all sorts of pretty women and along with his usual sexual reaction he would also notice how nice the clothing the woman was wearing in a non-sexual way. Mikie's treatment was easier. Dr. Zaaijer wanted Mikie to become a strong person. Mikie in a way wanted this too. She didn't want to be dependent on anyone. Dr. Zaaijer would use this desire and intensify it. Dr. Zaaijer would start by simply encouraging Mikie to start working out. When Mikie starts physical therapy she would take to it with abandon, especially when weights were involved. This all started with something simple. Mikie kept hearing over and over, "I'm strong, I'm strong." All the while the parts of Mikie's brain that deal with wants and needs were being stimulated. On the next session, Jack continued to have his sexual preferences exploited. But also intermixed at random times was the words, "It's all my fault. I have to change. I wish someone would take care of me." These were small suggestions hidden behind his sexual excitement. Jack's mind tried to reject these ideas. But somewhere in his brain he knew that if he got into an accident, he must have been drunk and it was his fault. Dr. Zaaijer looked through Jack's mind to find the places to encourage these thoughts. For Jack's third session, More pictures of sexy women, but while showing them the connections in Jack's mind of having sex with actual women he knew was being severed. He was losing without him noticing all of his sexual experiences. As the pictures of the women got younger and younger, Dr. Zaaijer increased the feelings of appreciation for the woman's clothing. This worked out as Jack wanted to feel aroused by women who are of legal age so as the women got younger he didn't want to have sexual feeling for jail bait, but regardless all men do. Soon, to protect himself as the women became girls of sixteen or seventeen, Jack preferred to simply appreciate what they wore. He didn't want to think of himself as a pedophile. As the girls got younger and younger it was easier to just see them as normal girls not sexy women. But then, along with appreciation, slight amounts of envy was added to Jack's feelings when he saw prettily dressed women. This marked a turning point in Jack's sexual behavior. Dr. Zaaijer would keep coming back to this theme. Jack was learning the sexy girls are pretty and he started to be jealous he wasn't like them. Jack was also getting stronger and stronger thoughts about the accident was his fault and he started to wish that he didn't have as much responsibility as he had. He was starting to feel that he wished he could be like those little teen-aged girls. They didn't have any real responsibility. They couldn't drive and get people hurt. If he was like them, then it wouldn't be his fault. As he started to believe that he would rather be a young girl, it was easy to start aging the women shown to Jack's mind as older teens and then women and even though the women were older, Jack was starting to feel envy for these women instead of lust. It was during this time, without Jack knowing that he had his first surgery. Dr. Zaaijer tightened Jack's vocal cords. Jack was then allowed to start 'talking.' As he healed he was allowed to talk in his sleep as he dreamed about pretty women and what he would do to them. It was difficult at first to form words, but as he healed more and more, the pitch of his voice shined through. The new pitch of his voice was that of a girl or maybe a young woman. Jack's return of voice was so gradual that he didn't notice that his voice had changed. Dr. Zaaijer also encouraged the pleasure centers of his brain that his voice was coming back. He also removed the connections in Jack's voice telling him what his voice should sound like. It took many sessions but by the time Dr. Zaaijer had returned to showing Jack sexy women his own age, Jack no longer felt any sexual feelings about any of them. He was more interested in the way they dressed and what they liked to do and he wished he could be just like them. All of Jack's sexual experiences had been removed from his mind by this point. Also during this time, Jack's bandages were removed so that Dr. Zaaijer could could use electrolysis to slowly remove his body hair. He also used creams and ointments to soften Jack's skin. Jack also regained a bit of his youthful appearance just because he had stopped drinking. He wasn't allowed any alcohol in the hospital and Dr. Zaaijer's mind control techniques made Jake equate drinking with repulsion. As Jack's sexual transition was happening, Mikie was given more and more of her suggestions that she wanted to be strong. This was true even before she met Dr. Zaaijer. But since she was stuck in bed, Dr. Zaaijer manipulated her into her wanting to be strong emotionally. Mikie's mother had just died, she didn't want to be sad. Mikie's mother was all that stood for her in the world, especially since her father was an abusive alcoholic. Mikie had to be strong for herself, so she had to be emotionally strong or so she thought. Emotions of weakness had to be suppressed. She couldn't let sadness or fear control her. She had to be strong. But not only 'sadness' or ' fear' a whole host of emotions had to be controlled. She couldn't let anything make her cry. She had to be strong for the people around her. In many ways it was easier to make Mikie release her 'girlie' emotions and become a stoic. But on the other hand, this wasn't just base sexual feelings, this was her entire emotional make up. Mikie's change was much more profound than Jack's. Jack wouldn't be losing his sexual desires, they would just be eventually channeled differently. Jack still had sexual feelings, but he wasn't using them since he was 'sick in a hospital bed,' but when Dr. Zaaijer was through with him, he would be boy crazy. Both Jack and Mikie were on their way. During this time, Jack's voice began to return. It was much higher in pitch than it was before. Jack was allowed to be awake for longer periods at this time. He began speech therapy. The therapist taught Jack how to use his new voice. She told him, that of course it should sound different, but it'll be back to normal soon. After the therapist was through, Jack had a much high pitched like that of a teenaged girl but had a quieter voice. His voice also took on a lyrical tone that was pleasing to the ear. The therapist also had a tendency to use slang that a teenager would use, such as OMG and 'like'. Jack started to pick up these verbal traits. Dr. Zaaijer addressed Jack first. This was the first time he was truly conscious in a long while. Up until this point he was mostly always in a semi-conscious state. Even during speech therapy. Jack didn't know how much time had passed. "Jack," Dr. Zaaijer stated, "it is time for your first surgery. You broke your hip in the accident," Dr. Zaaijer continued. We thought it would heel by itself, but it obviously hasn't. We are going to give you a replacement hip." Jack murmured a little concern. "Don't worry about it, people get artificial hips all the time, you will be fine. Once you have your hip in place then you can start rehab." After the alleged hip surgery, Jack's catheter was removed. When Jack needed to go to the restroom an attendant would help him. Jack couldn't stand and so he began sitting down to urinate exclusively when he went to the restroom. With some subconscious coaching, Jack never returned to standing when having to relieve himself. It was impossible now anyway since even though Jack didn't notice he no longer had a penis to pee through. Dr. Zaaijer gave Mikie the same story, although she had started rehab much earlier. Mikie had never walked since entering the hospital, but she had started strength training for her upper arms. It started small, but as the time passed, Dr. Zaaijer made sure that the weights that Mikie used were getting progressively heavier. No matter how heavy the weight got, Mikie didn't notice a difference. Due to the training and of course the steroids and other male hormones, Mikie was developing strong biceps, triceps and pictorial muscles. Her shoulders were thickening and her voice was naturally becoming deeper. Also due to the human growth hormone she was getting taller. In the end, she would be taller than her father. After the surgery, both Jack and Mikie were in their respective rooms. Each thought they had a hip replacement, but in fact they had had a genital transplant. Jack had Mikie's vagina (and the rest of her internal sexual organs) and Mikie had Jack's penis and testicles. Both would now get their sexual hormones naturally although Mikie IV would still contain steroids. Once the transplant had started to heal, both Jack and Mikie began physical therapy. The physical therapist, Isabella, chosen by Dr Zaaijer was a very affectionate woman. She liked to encourage by touching and hugging her patients. She always kept a hand on Jack's back to 'steady' him. Any small bit of progress was greeted with an encouraging touch to Jack's hand or a hug. Jack tolerated this intimacy at first. This woman was there to help him and physical contact was important in physical therapy. But while Jack was unconscious, Dr Zaaijer would manipulate Jack's mind to not only make these touches seem perfectly normal but he would enjoy the intimacy without feeling any sexual feeling. Dr Zaaijer even made Jack look to the day when his arms were free and he could return the hugs and touches. "It's time for your healing to begin." Isabella said cheerfully. "You mean I like get to finally get out of this room?" Jack said. His voice was low and sweet. He had gotten used to it. He knew his voice was different than what it had been before, but he was just happy to be able to speak that it didn't bother him. "You make it sound like we have been keep you as a prisoner. Well it's not true. Today we are going to start your physical therapy. We are going to get you back to walking again." "Great." "OK, but first we have to put these on you." Isabella was holding a pair of Hanes Alive Full Support Control Top Pantyhose. "I can't like wear that." "Why not?" "They are pantyhose." "No they are not, they are support hose. They will support your legs while you are learning to walk. They aren't pantyhose." "They look like pantyhose to me." "Well they are not," Isabella lied. Jack didn't need these, but Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to wear pantyhose. Jack would be further shocked to know that underneath the bandages which still covered his crotch, he was actually wearing a pair of bikini nylon panties. On his chest, underneath his bandages supporting his burgeoning breasts was a matching bra. Placated, Jack finally agreed. It was better to wear these than to not leave this room at all. Isabella rolled up the hose on her finger preparing to put up Jack's legs. Jack's legs were softer than they had ever been. There was still some sparse hair on his legs. Dr. Zaaijer could have removed all of Jack's hair through electrolysis if he wanted. But Dr. Zaaijer liked the idea of Jack having some hair. Dr. Zaaijer liked the idea of Jack shaving if off whatever hair he had left like any other girl would. Jack's arms were still bandaged. His elbows were held at a ninety degree angle and his hands left to hand loosely from his wrists. Since Jack couldn't take his natural strides with his arms the way they were, he had to take smaller steps and try and walk with one foot almost in front of the other. That was the explanation Jack was told by the physical therapist who taught him how to walk. Dr. Zaaijer wanted Jack to walk like a girl not like a bimbo or the exaggerated walk of a model. He needed to sway his hips to keep balance while he walked. Jack didn't realized he was being taught to walk like a girl. He assumed that as he got stronger he would return to a more normal stride, but in his sleep he was being told that he had always walked like this. Mikie's bandages between her legs were thickened. This made it impossible to sway her hips and walk with her feet close together. She was taught to take long lumbering steps. Also as part of her rehab, she would use gym equipment to strengthen her legs. The muscles in her legs thickened just has he arms had. She was also starting to develop hair all over her arms and legs. Due to Dr. Zaaijer's mental manipulations, Mikie at first thought it was just normal. She hadn't shaved because she was sick, but in time, it became completely normal to her as if she had always had thick hairs on her arms and legs. But just because the more physical aspects of Jack's treatment had begun, that didn't mean his mental training was suspended. Jack's sex drive hadn't been lessened although it wasn't focus on anyone now. Dr. Zaaijer would return to building sexual desires for Jack when he thought of himself more as a girl than a man. Until then, his mind would reject those thoughts as the sick thoughts of a pedophile. But for now, Dr. Zaaijer wanted to build a more feminine persona. He started with memories of Jack doing the housework. Dr. Zaaijer enhanced these memories. Dr. Zaaijer made Jack find pride in having a clean house and a nice appearance. Jack would start to even enjoy cleaning up both the house and himself. Dr. Zaaijer would propel Jack and Mikie on two different tracks. Jack would be, some say encouraged, others would say forced to think of his entire life was a failure that everything was his fault. (This wasn't altogether not true) He would want to be better, but he would know he couldn't be a man in what he thought was the typical sense. He wasn't strong enough, he needed to have someone support him. If he couldn't be a man, then he would have to be a woman. But he didn't know how to be a woman so he would have to be a girl. Once convinced that he was a girl at heart, Dr. Zaaijer would make him into Mikie. Of course, Dr. Zaaijer would make sure that Jack was an even more feminine girlie version of Mikie. Dr. Zaaijer decided that by the time Jack returned to a 'normal' life he would think that even the name 'Mikie' was too masculine for him and he would insist on being called Michaelina from then on. Mikie would follow the opposite path. She would want to be strong in all things., She wouldn't want to be girlie in any way. Her body will be strong, her mind will be strong and her personality will be strong and her emotions will be strong. To do this, she'll be a man's man. She'll be the strong silent type who takes care of her family the best she could. Mikie was already starting to be strong in a physical sense, but now it was time to make her want to be a man. She now had a penis and that was the first place for Dr. Zaaijer to start. While under Dr. Zaaijer's hypnotic control, Mikie was shown pictures of sexy and sensual adult women. All the while, her penis would be stimulated. She couldn't help but to get hard. Scene and scene of sexual encounters would be thrust upon Mikie's brain until she climaxed. Then she would return to sleep until her body recovered enough to be able to do it again. She did this time after time. Each time with different sexy women and different sexual scenarios. Dr. Zaaijer also stimulated to greater degrees than normal pleasure centers of Mikie's brain. Mikie had never even been kissed by a boy yet, so these virtual sexual experiences overwhelmed her burgeoning sexual orientation. Later when Mikie started to think of herself as a man, Dr. Zaaijer would seal her sexual orientation by inducing shame and revulsion when thinking of anything sexual with a man and especially under-aged boys. Physically, Jack and Mikie were well on their way to their new lives. Jack's diet along with female hormones had lowered Jack's weight and reduced his muscles. The creams and ointments and electrolysis were making his skin silky smooth. He already had Mikie's vagina and was developing a narrowing waist, rounder hips, a bigger butt and the beginnings of breasts. The physical therapy was making his movements refined and graceful. All he needed was facial reconstructive surgery and breast enhancement surgery and he would look like a teen girl, much like Mikie. Dr. Zaaijer couldn't make Jack look exactly like Mikie, they weren't biologically family, but it would be close enough given the explanation of the car accident. Mikie was getting bigger and stronger every day. She was developing hair everywhere and was much bigger than Jack ever was. She was already the same height as Jack. Soon she would be even taller. She moves with strength and purpose now with the lumbering strides of a man and her arms forced away from her body by muscles. Mikie is also gaining confidence due to her stronger appearance. She still considers herself a girl, but she is becoming an intimidating sight. Mikie's chest is bigger that it had been before all this started, but she didn't need a bra at all. She didn't have breasts anymore either, they had been surgically removed without her knowing. As time went on, more therapies were added to Jack's regiment. All of the therapies were designed to make Jack move in more and more feminine ways. While Jack was unconscious, Dr. Zaaijer increased Jack's mental manipulation. Jack was made to realize how much of a failure he was. Whether his drinking was a symptom of his failure or the cause of it didn't matter. Now that Jack was sober, Jack could see the truth, he was a failure as a husband, a failure as a father and a failure as a man. He didn't have any job, his wife was dead, he caused injury to himself and his daughter because of his accident and in the light as day, he knew that his daughter hated him. That is why she hadn't seen him since they got to the hospital. "He hated his old life, but didn't think he was strong enough to be a man. He wished he was someone else." That was the thought that was being forced into his head. There was enough truth to it to allow Jack to believe it. Once Jack had accepted the blame a new thought was thrust upon his mind. Jack started to cry. All of Jack's emotional defenses were gone. The emotions just flew out of him like a damn that had broken. This was the turning point. "I wish I was a little girl so someone would take care of me, because I can't take care of myself," Jack thought while sobbing. Jack was actually sobbing physically even though he was still technically unconscious. Jack couldn't go on. He hated himself and everything about himself. Knowing the breakthrough was at hand Dr. Zaaijer woke Jack up. Now Dr. Zaaijer could point Jack into any direction he wished. He could make Jack into a woman his own age, or a teenaged girl or even a little baby girl if he wanted. Jack wasn't sobbing anymore, he was crying uncontrollably like a baby. "What is wrong?" Dr. Zaaijer asked seemingly concerned. "I'MMMM A A FAILURE.. I I I HATE MYSELF?" Jack said stuttering as he cried with big tears rolling down his face. "No you are not honey." "But I...I...I am. I...I can't do do anything right." "You are just upset." "I can't go on as a man anymore." "A man???" Dr. Zaaijer gave Jack a way out of his position. "Mikie, you are not a man." "I'm not Mikie, that is my daughter." Dr. Zaaijer who had been prepared for this scene,took Jack over to a mirror and removed all of his bandages, except those over his face and let Jack look at his body for the first time. He saw the body of a girl. He had developed breasts that was plain to see, but down below he obviously had the genitals of a woman along with the narrow waist and wide hips. His skin was soft and smooth. Noticing the sparse hair on his legs, he was slightly revolted and felt the need to shave it off. He couldn't be a man. He wasn't a man named Jack Morris. He... no she is Michaelina Morris who people most called Mikie. This was such a relief to Jack that his tears were replace with a big smile. He threw himself into Dr. Zaaijer's arms. "There, there Mikie. It'll be alright," Dr. Zaaijer soothed. There was no turning back from this point. Jack was now Mikie. The final physical step was the facial reconstructive surgery and then the new Michaelina would be complete (Dr. Zaaijer decided long ago that when Jack became his teenaged daughter, he would prefer to be called Michaelina instead of Mikie. He thought that Mikie was a much too masculine name for a girl.) There would be no resistance as 'Michaelina' relearned all the things she needed to be a girl. Once Michaelina admitted to herself who she really was, Dr. Zaaijer waited until she was asleep to probe her mind again. What he wanted to do was release all restraint on her emotions that she had built up while being a man. Michaelina was well on her way by her tears and the big smile. But that was under extraordinary circumstances. As Dr. Zaaijer decided when this whole thing started he wanted the new Michaelina to be very emotional. To be the type of girl who could laugh and cry at the drop of a hat. To be the type of girl who's emotions: love, hate, sympathy, empathy, warmth, etc. are shown regularly. The old Jack had emotions of course, but as a man he suppressed expressing them. From now on that suppression mechanism was gone from his brain.