I just thought to write about how certain events can change our lives.
Haven't seen many stories of how life began. Hope you enjoy. Please
note: this is a work of fiction.
The Beginning
Sarah, my close friend, and I let the valet park our car. The new
building had two floors. It was new and very modern. The discreet sign
outside the door said "The Switch." Today was the opening night of this
new club. It looked discreet and catering to upmarket individuals. The
doorman opened the doors for us with a big smile and "Good evening,
ladies."
This new club was going to be the hit in the neighborhood. Nothing
existed like this. The new strip mall was more elegant than many of the
older ones in town and had higher end salons and coffee shops indicating
that our little town was growing.
Inside was all dark wood, discreet lighting and glass and chrome. One
wall behind the bar appeared to have a thousand bottles of all different
liquors. There was a stage to the back with a small dance floor in
front. Smaller tables with discreet lighting formed the main area. The
decorations were tastefully done with muted colors, and some distinctive
modern art on the walls. Upstairs there appeared to be a lounge area
with a full bar and lounge seating. There was a sprinkling of people
there already. I noticed that all the waitresses were tall, wearing long
dresses split to stocking tops and wearing very tall hells. As they
walked across to the tables I noticed how feminine they were with
perfect makeup. Certainly, a high class place to relax and enjoy. All
the waitresses too were not what they appeared. They were stunning
female forms with immaculate make up and full, firm breasts. But they
were all men walking comfortably on skyscraper heels.
As we entered two people rushed up to us. The tall hostess hugged me
silently. "Thanks for coming," she said. She looked like a page out of
Vanity Fair. Her long sequin studded evening dress was split to her
upper thigh showing shapely legs. Shimmering stockings were visible
through the slits. The stilettos must have been at least 5" high and
glittered with silver sequins. The low cut dress showed a magnificent
pair of milky white breasts. There didn't appear to be a bra supporting
those globes. The face was flawless: dark smoky eyes, heavy false lashes
with many applications of mascara, a mouth with fire engine red lipstick
in a perfect cupid bow shape and layers of gloss completed her makeup.
Blonde ringlets were piled high on her head with a clean neckline made
her appear even taller. The long dangling earrings sparkled as they
caught the light. She was breathtakingly beautiful and the co-owner of
this new bar. Her name was Lucy but beneath all that powder and paint,
sequins and silicone was my son Luke, now called Lucy, and a mere
twenty-three years old.
The person hugging Sarah was taller, darker in color showing his African
American roots with his curly afro hair cropped to medium length and
slicked down. He wore a tuxedo with long tails and a bow tie and was the
height of masculine elegance. He came over and hugged me with the same
words. "Thanks for coming." He was the perfect companion and contrast to
the blonde next to him. A perfect couple, elegantly attired and waiting
to greet their guests. This handsome young man was Letty, previously
Sarah's daughter Leticia, and now Lucy's business partner.
It was a long story. As Sarah and I were shown to a table with a bottle
of chilling champagne, I looked around and saw the result of
determination, hard work and creativity. This had all happened within
the last five years, difficult tears for Sarah and me. But the result
was a successful business, a very happy partnership in business and
private and two very beautiful people. I had also found a close friend
in Sarah where we shared many things.
This was opening night of the club and the culmination of all our hopes
and dreams
***\
I don't know how this all started. It was probably five years ago. I was
a single woman in my mid-thirties then with a teenage son, He was
seventeen turning to eighteen soon, I had done my best to bring up Luke
as best I could. I had worked hard in my government job and whilst the
pay was not great, it was very stable and paid the bills. We live in a
small town not far from the big city, but have no occasion to go out
much. Apart from lack of funds, we didn't need much.
I had chosen an apartment near a good public school. Luke was an average
student and struggled with most subjects. But he worked hard and we were
lucky to have a teacher in our apartment block that helped. He passed,
but barely. Because he was my only focus, I spent as much time with him
as possible. He had few friends at school and seemed to be a loner
spending time on his Xbox or browsing the Internet. He also needed the
computer for his school work and spent many hours browsing unsupervised.
We had cable and watched many movies, sitting on our couch side by side;
Luke and I were very close and discussed many things. The only thing he
avoided was anything about his father. I had married at the age of
eighteen to the boy that made me pregnant. At that time, I didn't know
much about life, boys or sex and paid the price. Anyway, a few years
after Luke was born, his dad disappeared. He had gone into the army or
something and forgot us. It was a struggle but I managed and we built a
fair and steady life. Luke and I often watched TV together, either the
news or movies. We both loved sitting close on the sofa and watching any
movie that appeared.
"Mum, what is a transvestite?" Luke asked me one day. We were watching
the news and there had been news of a transvestite being beaten up late
one night outside a club.
"Well, son, these are men who dress as women, or actually also women who
dress as men" I really wasn't sure how to explain this subject. It
wasn't taboo but I was queasy about discussing sex and other teenage
themes with my son.
"But why do they do that?" Luke seemed interested in the subject.
I looked at him, unsure how to explain this phenomenon. "Well, some men
like to dress as women and you see many women wear pants and jackets. So
gender barriers are narrowing." I restricted this to dress code only.
The discussion stopped but he seemed to have a curiosity he was not
comfortable discussing with me. I thought he might find answers on the
Internet or in school. I was sure he didn't have any teenage friends
with whom he could discuss this. No further questions came. But I
discovered an open website discussing transvestite and transgender
themes when I was cleaning his room. It seemed the theme was still in
his mind. I wasn't certain if I should open the discussion or leave him
to ask questions.
Not long after that we were watching TV and the Robin Williams film
"Mrs. Doubtfire was on. Luke and I watched, laughing at Robin's antics
as a cross dressed nanny. "Mum, is Robin Williams a transvestite?"
"No, son, I don't think so. He is just playing a role on screen. He will
dress normally after the film is shot."
The summer was warm and balmy; So Luke spent a lot of time at home. I
used my flexi time to be home early. I thought I would take Luke out for
a burger and the movies. It was quiet when I got home so I went
upstairs. Luke's door was open and I wondered where he was. Had he gone
out? He'd be seventeen soon so could take of himself. I was sure he
wasn't far as I went to change. I opened the door to my bedroom and got
the shock of my life. There was Luke wearing my clothes, in heels and
with a lot of makeup on his face. He was admiring himself in the mirror.
"Luke," I asked watching him preen, "what's the meaning of this? Why are
you dressed like this in my clothes?"
Luke looked at me surprised, and just broke down in tears. I rushed to
him and hugged him tightly. He was sobbing uncontrollably.
"It's ok, baby, it's OK. I am not upset. You just surprised me." I
rubbed his back and hugged him. I wanted him to be able to share with me
and I thought that any recrimination would lead to other problems. I
wanted him to be happy and whilst unusual, there was no harm done. We
hugged a while in silence and I was desperately thinking of what I
should do. To be honest I didn't understand this. I knew as much as any
layperson. But I also knew that gender issues were more in the public
eye and that many musicians and other stars dressed in the outfits of
the opposite gender. Men also wore makeup in the 70's and I had seen the
pictures. It was different to see the pictures and read the stories, but
something else to be confronted like this. I guess we were both equally
shocked.
"Luke," I said quietly, "I don't know the reasons behind this, but I do
know that many do it, I am not angry or upset. I was surprised, that's
all. Why don't you go wash up and we'll have dinner and talk about it. I
was going to take you fora burger and movie. Do you still want to do
that?"
Luke had stopped to cry and sat on the bed clutching me tightly. He just
nodded and said "OK" in a whisper. He released himself and still in
heels and dress walked to his room. He was comfortable in my 3" heels as
I was, although I had been wearing them for years. I wasn't sure how to
move forward but if I didn't support him perhaps he would be driven to
hide this and who knew where that would lead.
I heard the shower and got myself changed into comfortable jeans. I
rearranged the items he had pulled out and closed the lids n the
lipsticks and make up he had used. I wondered what had driven him to
this. I fully recalled his questions and perhaps I had not responded
correctly. Had I promoted this curiosity? Should I feel guilty? Whatever
the cause, at his age he was able to think for himself. He would work
things out and I needed to support him. Curiosity was natural as he also
explored his sexuality.
Luke appeared in T shirt and jeans. There were still smudged lines of
make up on his face, I called him over and with some cleansing milk
wiped off all that I could. He looked fine. "Ready?" I asked.
We drove to a large mall that had a large variety of vendors at a food
court. Besides shops there was also a film complex and some mid-level
restaurants. We walked around the mall and found the food court. Luke
chose a burger and I a salad. We found a quiet table and started on the
food. Luke was looking at me intently and I guess he was wondering how
to start the conversation. He started to take a bite, deep in thought,
and staring at me. He was making up his mind about something I think. He
continued to eat slowly.
"Mum, I'm sorry," he said slowly.
"It's OK son," I said, "I want you to be able to talk to me and share
everything. I promise I won't be upset, it's more worrying when I don't
know and am surprised. But tell me what you were thinking,"
"I don't know. But I have looked at those transvestites and some of them
look so good mum, just like you do."
"Well, Luke, thanks I guess, but you do know what these men dress up
for... for some it is a role, for others it is fun and other things.
They take a lot of time and trouble to look convincing."
"I guess, but I think they look great. Do you think I could look like
that?" It was a loaded question but he still had that look of innocence.
"Yes, Luke they sure look good. If you took the time and the trouble,
you would look very good. But are you sure about this? What if your
friends saw?" I wasn't sure how to react to this request.
"I don't Havre any friends, mum, and I don't care. I want to look like
you and be pretty." It was true he had not made many friends and there
were nobody of either sex that he hung out with.
"What do you have in mind? It is one thing to dress up for fun - like
Halloween - something else to dress up and go out. Have you thought
about that?"
"No mum," Luke shook his head. "I just want to see how I look, Halloween
isn't for months yet and I never get invited anyway." He wasn't
pretending. It was true; he was getting too old for trick or treating.
Many of his school friends held parties but he never wanted to go. I
thought that this would change over time.
"So do you want to try some of my old stuff? When do you want to try
it?" I wasn't sure how to point out the dangerous path he was on, He
might be put off or he might like it and end up with many issues. But he
appeared determined to try and I didn't want him to hide it from me.
"We can try later if you want. We don't have to go to the movies." Luke
was looking at me as if to discover any sign of disapproval. I couldn't
afford to screw this up. He nodded.
"Well, great," I said. "Let's see what we can do".
"I'm sorry mum; I don't know what I was thinking." He was looking at his
food not at me. He raised his face to see the reaction.
"It's OK, son. I told you. It was the surprise. But I understand and you
have to experiment and find your own way. We can try some things when we
get back as I said." I tried to be calm and collected but was very
confused internally.
"It's Ok..." Luke began," I'm not..." as a voice interrupted
"Hi Luke, how are you?" A tall African American girl, carrying a tray
and accompanied by an equally beautiful but older lady around my age,
was smiling at Luke.
"Hi Letty," Luke answered shyly. "I'm ok. You?" Letty was beaming at
Luke and I felt compelled to ask them to join us.
"Luke and I are in the same English class, Mrs. Kendall," Letty
explained. "Actually, we share several classes."
We chatted about school, life in our small community and the lack of
things to do for young people. They were very well spoken and Letty was
very animated explaining how Luke had helped her out with class work a
few times. I knew nothing of this, but was very pleased that he had some
friends, and especially female friends. Letty was talking about a
variety of subjects and Luke was looking at her with awe. It seemed they
were both into video games and I was pleased with this unexpected turn
of events. Letty's mother was quiet, just like me, and we let our kids
do the talking, well, Letty mainly. The mother was very pleasant and we
appeared to have a lot in common: single parents, stable but modestly
paid jobs. I liked her.
By this time, we were too late to watch the movie. So I said to Luke, "I
think we missed the movie, so let's head home."
"What movie were you going to?" Letty asked.
"Well we were going to see what's playing and decide," I said.
"I wanted to see the Mission Impossible movie but mum doesn't want to
go. Want to come?" Letty didn't miss a breath. "Luke?"
"OK.... When?" he was a little hesitant
"How about I pick you up tomorrow around 6? Mum, can I borrow the car?"
It seems Letty was not shy and appeared to be in control. Luke had not
yet got around to getting his driving license.
"Sure, Letty, if it's after work. I have no plans tomorrow evening," her
mum replied.
We left them talking about the shops in the mall and Luke and I headed
home. Luke was silent but there appeared to be a lot on his mind. "Letty
is nice," I said. "You have never mentioned her before."
"Yeah, she's cool. We help each other with homework and stuff..."
"Well, perhaps you should invite her over sometime to chat or watch
movies or play games." I was hoping to distract Luke and bring him out
of his shell. No dress up games that night.
"Yeah, OK," was his non-committal reply.
The next day, Letty did arrive on time in her mum's Honda and they set
off. I was very pleased that Luke had a friend and that she was female
and apparently interested in Luke. Letty was taller than Luke by several
inches and had a well-developed body. She had curves with a bulging
bosom and she didn't appear to want to hide it. She was outgoing and
smart and I hoped Luke could remain good friends with her. Did I mention
that she was beautiful?
They returned before ten pm and Luke entered the house with a big smile
on his face. I was happy to see him so happy. I was very glad that I
knew the mother and had a good impression of a close family unit. Luke
didn't elaborate on the evening but he seemed happy. He told me that he
had invited Letty on Friday evening to play games and even watch a movie
on Netflix. I was happy about the evolving situation. It seemed they
liked each other and over the next few weeks spend two or three evenings
a week in each other's company. No more talk of dressing and I hoped it
would fade from his interests.
Some days later Luke asked me if he could go to a party with Letty. I
asked him what kind of party and he explained that some of the people in
his class were getting together at one of the girl's houses. Their
parents would order in pizza. I readily agreed. I was glad Luke was
being more sociable, I think Letty was a positive influence in his life.
She drove over to pick him up and off they went. It wasn't a real date I
guess, but I was more comfortable Luke would be paying more attention to
being with girls than wanting to be one. By 11.30 I heard the car door
slam and Luke came in. I was raging with curiosity but I wanted him to
tell me in his own time. I was in bed and would have to wait till
morning.
After a restless night, I heard Luke moving around and the shower was
on. I was making breakfast when Luke came out of his room. He looked
cheery.
"So, how was it?" I couldn't wait any longer. "What did you guys do?"
"Nothing much," he replied in that curt manner of his. "We sat around
talking and then we had Pizza and Kristen had a DVD movie."
All safe and sound. He seemed still thoughtful whilst eating breakfast.
He had something on his mind. "Mum, can I go to a Halloween party next
Saturday?"
"Sure, honey, but you're a bit old for trick n treating aren't you? Is
Letty going with you?"
"Yes, we will all be having a party at Tom's house on Jackson St. His
father is a banker or something in finance. I think it is a party at the
house but we have to dress up."
"Really, that is so nice of Tom's parents. So what will your costume
be?" I was surprised how that one chance meeting at the mall had changed
Luke. He was much more interested in his friends and seemed even
enthusiastic.
"I don't know, but Letty said she would think of something." Luke didn't
seem to care. Letty was in charge and he seemed happy about it.
"That's nice," I said. "Do you know what she is planning? Does she need
my help? Money?"
"I don't know exactly as we talked about some stuff but I can ask her. "
That was the end of that conversation.
On Tuesday Letty visited us with a small suitcase. I greeted her at the
door with a hug. We were very friendly now and I was very grateful to
her.
"Hi, Mrs. Kendall, is Luke home?" She was beaming.
"Yes, he's in his room. Go on in and I'll bring some cookies and sodas
in a little while. I hear you're planning for the Halloween party." I
saw the medium sized suitcase in her hand.
"Yes, I got some things I wanted to try out with Luke. Is that OK?"
Letty asked the question but she wasn't waiting for an answer. She was
walking toward Luke's room.
"Of course," I said. "So, what are you planning?"
"Can it be a surprise? We could win a prize for the best costume. We'll
be out as soon as we get changed, ok?" It was hard to refuse that
enthusiasm and bright smile.
I watched TV, really not concentrating on what was going on in there. I
heard noises and laughter and I guess they were enjoying themselves. I
wasn't sure what was involved but it looked like they were having fun.
Quite a while later, the door opened and Letty paraded in. She was
dressed in a top hat and long coat with tails. Her figure was covered in
a tight corset worn over her blouse that made her breasts even more
prominent. She appeared to be bra-less. Her make-up was dramatic on her
dark face with bright pink lipstick, lots of mascara on what could only
be massive false eyelashes. She had on very high heels, thin stilettos,
which made her definitely almost 6 feet tall. I was speechless. She cut
a pretty imposing figure
"Wow, Letty, you look quite a figure." She looked dramatic and was sure
to stand out. I was waiting for my Luke.
"Mrs. Kendall, are you ready to meet Luke? He's a little shy but just
wait..." She went back into Luke's room and reentered holding someone by
the hand. It appeared to be her sister. Dressed in a lace corset over a
T shirt, big breasts, heels with patterned stockings and lots of bright
makeup. A curly black wig topped the head.
"L..L..Luke? "I was speechless. Here was my Luke dressed as a trashy
starlet with padding in all the right places, bright lipstick and
massive false eyelashes.
"Mrs. Kendall, meet my sister from Transylvania and the Rocky Horror
Show. Doesn't he look great? I told him not to worry that nobody would
recognize him." Letty was bubbling all over with her enthusiasm. I was
speechless, but Luke seemed comfortable and was smiling.
"Do you like it mum? Do you think we can win?" He was now gushing with
pride.
"Well, Luke, I didn't recognize you and I am your mum. You look
g..good." I didn't want to dampen his enthusiasm. The nightmare I had so
dreaded was now happening, with the unwitting help of a friend. I wanted
to be supportive, but seeing him like that only brought back the memory
of the night I first caught him dressed.
"We'll have to do a little better to win the prize but I think we have a
good chance, don't you Mrs. Kendall?" Letty was so proud of her
achievements. I wasn't sure who had the idea but that would come out in
time.
"Where do you plan to change?" I asked trying to be helpful. I needed to
keep my concerns to myself and not scare either of them. It was
Halloween after all. But I had to admit that Luke looked OK and with a
little help could actually be mistaken for a girl. He seemed to be OK on
heels and seemed to wiggle in the hips. There was more to this than I
had imagined.
"Is it ok if we change here?" Letty asked. "Luke, now Lucy, would
probably like and need your help. Is that OK?" how was I to answer a
question like that except with a yes.
"Of course you can change here," I said. "Why don't you keep Luke's
things here and we can make any adjustments." I smiled at them but if
only they could hear the beat of my heart.
They went back to Luke's room but Letty came out a few minutes later
with her case. "I can change at home," she said. "I'd like to show mum
our costumes but let's see what happens on Saturday.
Before I could think I blurted out "Why don't you come here with your
mum on Saturday and she can see you both. I'll be happy to drive her
back. I am assuming you are going to be responsible and not drink and
drive. If you do, call me and I'll come for you."
"Thanks Mrs. K," Letty said giving me a hug. "We'll see you then. I
won't be drinking alcohol"
Luke was still dressed and waiting for my reaction. What choice does a
mother have except to love her baby? I walked over to him and hugged him
tight, neither one said a word.
"Are you ok with this?" I asked. "Whose idea was this?"
"Mum, I think this is OK. It is Halloween and everybody dresses up. We
were watching the Rocky Horror Show that weekend and we liked the way
the man dressed as a woman was playing. We thought it would be fun when
Kirsten suggested that Letty and I dress like this. Letty grabbed the
idea. But I liked it too. Is that wrong?"
This was the longest speech that Luke had given in quite a while. I
wasn't sure if he was being set up by the girls or if it evolved
naturally. However, if he was going to dress like a girl, then Halloween
was a good opportunity to try it. Perhaps he would be turned off by the
reaction of the others.
"Luke, it's not wrong but you understand that this might be a reason for
others to make jokes, right? Especially the boys. I want you to do
what's right for you but want you to think about it a little. You look
great. You know that I love you and will support you in whatever you
want, right? I just want you to be aware of the consequences," I went
over to him and gave him a tight hug. He was my son, my life, how could
I not support him? He hugged me back and it was a great mother-son
moment.
"I know mum," Luke responded," I know, but Letty and all the people like
me now and it is fun, is that wrong?"
"I know, but Letty is your friend and supports you like me. But what
about the other boys and girls who may not be so supportive?" I was
trying to make him aware of the dangers without sounding disapproving.
"Why don't you change and have a shower. Scrub that make up off and use
cream on your face. Come and say goodnight then." I gave him a pat and
was left to my thoughts. Events had conspired to let him experiment and
if he wanted to dress, I was going to help him as much as I could.
He came to see me in his pjs. He was scrubbed clean but I could see the
dark outline of the dark plum lipstick. Faint touches of eyeliner could
also be seen but it was ok. He hugged and said "thanks mum," and went to
bed. I had a restless night struggling with my feelings. I realized that
Luke was happy to be dressing like that but I was the one with the hang-
up. I would need to accept him if I wanted to keep the close
relationship.
The next day I tried to get a sense of Luke's outfit. The corset was a
little frayed at the corners but wouldn't be noticed much. I wondered
where Letty had gotten it. The bra part was large and empty and I would
need to pad it out. The fishnet stockings and heels were ok. The only
missing item appeared to be panties, but that alone would not hide
Luke's boy parts. I had an idea but needed him or his sizes. I would
need to do some shopping. When he came home from school he seemed in a
good mood. I took his measurements.
"So what about panties?" I asked him. "How were you planning to hide
your bits?"
"I asked Letty and she said she'd find something. I can wear some
underpants, I guess." Luke seemed relaxed about it.
"I don't think that would look good. I'll get you something," I said and
left the house. I wanted him to be the best girl he could be. I still
had over an hour before the malls would close.
I entered the mall and found the mass merchants that I wanted. I got the
things I was looking for also some other bits and pieces I thought Luke
would need to dress the part. A 3-pack of panties and also some regular
hose. I was still racked by guilt that I was helping him adopt the
lifestyle. On the other hand I thought that by ignoring this side of
Luke, I would drive him away to others who had no such limitations.
Letty and his new friends did not appear to have a problem with his
dressing or crossing the gender line. Perhaps I was young in age but
too old in my mind and limited by experience. All I wanted was for him
to be happy.
This year Halloween was on the Friday. I left work a little earlier as I
wanted to help Luke get ready. He was in his room playing on his
computer.
"Hi baby, ready for your first party?" I gave him a hug from behind as
he sat at the computer.
"Yeah," said. "Letty and her mum will be here by 7.00 and the party
starts around 8.00."
"That only gives a couple of hours so why don't you go take a shower?" I
felt his face. It was smooth. I knew he didn't have to shave often.
"Just come back with the towel wrapped around your waist. I'll get your
things ready."
I laid out his things on the bed and also the items I had purchased.
Some of the makeup items I added to Letty's collection on the dresser.
I inspected his young body. There was no hair on his upper body. "Ok,
let's try this. Ready?"
Luke nodded. I wrapped the black bra around him and tightened the
straps. It fit fine but needed padding. I had purchased a large bag of
cotton wool and now used this to pad out the cups. The cups filled out
bigger than normal, probably a 'B' cup. The bra looked large on his thin
frame.
"Ok, now step into this one leg at a time." I held out the panties, also
in black, from behind him. The towel was still stretched around him. I
pulled up the panties as high as it would go and un-wrapped the towel.
Luke turned around. My boy was slowly becoming a girl. The black bra and
panties were a stark contrast to his pale body color. The only thing out
of place was the bulge in his panties. It was a sizeable lump.
"Hm, Luke," I said, "that bulge won't do." It appeared to be growing. I
had never discussed sex education with Luke expecting his school to do
what I could not or would not.
"You can't go around with that poking out. Letty will be here soon so
seeing what you can do." I pointed him in the direction of our bathroom.
I was embarrassed but I didn't know how to help him. He came back a few
minutes with the same stiffie. He was tense, I guess
"Let's see now," I began and pulled down his panties. I had hardly
tugged on his panties when he erupted into the panties, a dazed look on
his face, eyes closed.
"Oh baby, better go and clean up quickly. Put the soiled panty in the
dirty clothes bin." I was glad to past this point. He returned quietly.
I gave him another set of panties and was grateful for the 3-pack. He
drew them up tightly and it appeared flat in front.
He had hardly any hair on his legs but I thought that wearing a regular
pair on panty hose under those fishnets would be better. After he had
both pairs on I thought it looked better.
I had bought him a pale beige chemise to go under corset. That didn't
look too good over the bra. So we undid the bra and removed the chemise.
Then I re-stripped the bra filling it out with the cotton wool, tightly
packed. I had to make sure the edges were flat against his chest so as
not to let the wool peek out. The bra looked quite big on his slender
frame but this was the look he and Letty wanted.
During my shopping trip is had seen some black hot pants. I had his
measurements so guessed his size quite well. As is did up the button I
was quite pleased at my choice. It covered the panties and fit snugly
over the pantyhose.
The shoes came next. He slipped them on easily and seemed to walk very
comfortably in them. I didn't ask any questions as much as they were on
my mind. The wiggle appeared to come naturally too.
As he stood comfortably on his heels I positioned the corset at his
waist and pulled the laces tight. They fit under the bra well and gave
him a slim shape accentuating the bust.
"Sit Luke and we'll try the makeup." I pointed to the computer chair.
"Mum, Letty calls me Lucy when I am dressed," Luke said without guile.
"Ok, Luk.,.Lucy, sit." I wondered how often they had done this. It could
have only happened at Letty's house and they hadn't met that often.
Another question in my mind.
I did not personally use a lot of makeup but had experimented with it. I
knew his skin tone so applied foundation over his face and neck. I knew
it needed to be heavy but did not want to make him look trashy. I had
checked out some pictures on the Internet. He wasn't trying to pass but
it still had to look good. I had a momentary lapse as to what kind of
mother was I to help my son look like a girl. This was what he wanted
and I'd rather help than be the obstacle.
I applied a dark grey shadow to his lids and outlined his eyes with
heavy liquid liner. I had to struggle to keep my hands steady. But I
managed. I darkened his eyebrows and extended them a little. I pasted
on the large false eyelashes and ensured they were firmly in place. More
mascara and he looked up at me so gratefully that is had to stop and
give him a tight hug in silence.
I rouged his cheeks heavily. I then outlined his lips in an exaggerated
cupids bow. Instead of the dark plum I used a deep crimson. Several
coats and equal layers of gloss later, I felt he was ready.
"Don't look yet please, stay there whilst I brush....," is started to
say when is heard the doorbell. Must be Letty. "Don't peek baby I'll be
right back."
I opened the door. Letty and her mum entered. Letty was wearing a long
coat and high heels. She hadn't any makeup on. Her mum was smiling and
I asked them in.
"Luke, sorry Lucy, is almost ready. Why don't you take Luke's room to
get ready? He'll be ready soon. Hi", I said to his mum, "I am Jenny."
"I remember from the mall, I am Sarah." She said with a big smile. She
was tall and slim with beautiful features. "We won't be long," she said.
Letty and her mum went into his room.
When I returned I saw Luke's painted face. He would make a great girl
under different circumstances. Today he was a parody but nonetheless he
was proud of his looks.
"Did you look?" I asked with a smile. I wondered if he could resist the
temptation.
"Nno," he said hesitantly. He was dying to see how he looked but I
guessed he waited. He looked up at me with those massive lashes, and his
bright lips broke into a smile.
I brushed out the wig and pulled it over his head. He sat still. It was
startling to see the transformation. I tugged it into place. It would do
for this occasion.
From my purchased collection I clipped on some long, sparkling clip on
earrings. They jingled as he moved his head.
"Baby Monday is a school day so I didn't know if you wanted me to paint
your nails or add false nails. The color I had chosen was dark plum.
"I don't mind mum. Whatever you think." He said it innocently trusting
me. It was what I wanted although I still had serious doubts about his
idea to dress.
"Ok, let's paint them. The press ons are longer and may fall off." I
took his hands and began applying the nail color. "Keep your fingers
apart till they dry."
I inspected his face and touched up a few spots. He looked great but he
would never look bad in my eyes.
We were done so I helped him up. "Ready to see how you look?" I had
kept the closet door open so he couldn't peek. I saw him look at the
mirror with admiration. I noticed that he touched his breasts with both
hands admiring the protuberances.
"Well, is this what you imagined?" As usual Luke was sparse with his
words but the look on his face said more than any words he would use.
He turned to me still quite confident on the heels. He took the few
steps to me and hugged me tightly for a long moment. "Thanks," he
whispered and kissed me on the cheek. I had tears in my eyes as he
continued his tight embrace.
"Now don't spoil your makeup and have a great time," I whispered into
his ear. "I do love you Luke and Lucy so enjoy and we'll talk tomorrow.
I have a small shoulder purse and have put in some cosmetics, tissues
and some money." I hugged him tight and let him go. "Let's go see how
Letty is doing." I took his hand and led him into the living room.
Letty and her mum were not there. Lucy was stroking her outfit and
smiling. Whilst I have no real experience with makeup like this, I think
I did a competent job.
Letty came out with her mum and shrieked "Wow," and rushed over and gave
him a huge hug. Her mum and I looked as they complimented each other.
"Lucy you look fabulous. We ARE going to win the prize." Letty rushed
over and crushed Lucy.
Letty was a little more daring exposing her large bosom. Her makeup was
dramatic to contrast with darker skin. They both had equal length
eyelashes and contrasted nicely with each other.
Letty's mum had a small camera and was taking many pictures. I took some
with my iPhone.
"Guys, I am happy to drop you guys off and pick you up. You are both
underage to drink."
Letty's mum nodded in agreement. "I agree. Letty calls us when you are
ready and we'll drive over. You both have lots of fun and we'll be there
at midnight. If you want to call earlier, no problem. Let's go."
Letty and Lucy had their purses, linked arms and stepped out into the
foyer. Their attire didn't bother them one bit. And they chattered
incessantly who was going to be there and in what costume. They had no
doubt who would be the winners. We admonished against getting into
trouble. Letty assured us she would take good care of Lucy, I believed
it.
We dropped them at the front hate and watched our "babies" knock.
Someone opened the door and we heard shrieks of laughter. They were
greeted by big hugs and we drove away.
"I never had so much fun at Halloween" I said to Letty's mum. "I'm so
glad Luke has such a good friend in Letty. He never spoke about her
before."
"Yes, neither did she. They appear to enjoy each other's company."
"How about a quiet Italian dinner?" I asked wanting to get to know this
person better.
"Sounds good," she said and I drove us there in silence.
We found a quiet table and ordered a half bottle of wine. We talked
about our lives, the breakup of marriages and of course our children.
Sandra and Letty had only been in that area a few months but had soon
found friends.
Letty was very outgoing and even somewhat tomboyish. She was a great
personality and had a lot of people hanging around her. She had a soft
spot for Luke and liked hanging out with him.
We talked about a range of subjects and I found myself warming up to
Sarah. I could use a good friend.
"Letty is quite forceful," Sarah said. "I was surprised when she
persuaded Luke to dress like that. But I can see that Luke is enjoying
it. I hope you don't mind."
"Well, I am surprised too. I can see he likes it too. He seems quite
appreciative but am concerned his friends might mock him." I was glad to
have the subject in the open.
"Don't worry. Letty won't let him come to any harm. She likes him a lot.
Besides, it is Halloween and it seems that gender lines are moving. Look
at the movies and rock stars. Let Luke develop at his own pace." She
patted my hand to assure me all was well.
"True," I said. "I am not sure there's anything wrong with it. I never
expected him to want to dress up. But as he told me he likes the feel of
the clothes and makeup."
"Don't worry," Sarah said. "If he feels uncomfortable, he would stop
doing it. In reality there is no way to force him to take a decision
which he might resent. Our kids are all we have and we need to support
them."
I knew the truth of that. We talked more and returned to our apartment.
We watched some TV and headed out to pick up our kids. They were ready
and jumped in full if smiles and comments. They had won the 1st prize -
a $25 coupon for pizza. They obviously had enjoyed themselves. I
observed Lucy in the rear mirror. Her eyes were shining and she was
smiling. I believe they were holding hands too. Letty was full of Lucy's
praises and how everybody admired her.
I dropped them off at their car and they promised to meet up tomorrow.
I saw Letty plant a big kiss on Lucy's lips as she jumped out of the
car. We waved goodbye and I grabbed Lucy's arm as we rode up the
elevator. He certainly seemed very steady on heels.
"Mum, it was fantastic." Lucy was gushing looking up at me with those
shiny red lips and massive eyelashes. "Everybody liked me and I made a
lot of friends. The girls and Letty have invited me to hang out with
them at the mall tomorrow. Letty said she would bring some stuff for
me."
"So you mean you are going to dress up tomorrow? Is that what you want?
Don't let anyone push you into anything." I felt my heart pounding. Luke
seemed to have friends who wanted him to dress. He seemed so keen that I
couldn't find the words to spoil it for him.
"No, mum, I enjoy dressing and love to be with my friends." It all
seemed such innocent fun.
"Ok, make sure you take off your lashes and use that makeup remover I
bought. Scrub your face clean and go to bed. I'm glad you had a good
time."
I saw him disappear into the bathroom on his heels and would have sworn
there was a feminine wiggle to his gait.
It was late and a lazy Sunday beckoned. Luke didn't stir till 11.30 or
so. He appeared in T-shirt and shorts for breakfast. He talked about
all the crazy costumes and how Letty and he won the first prize. I
notice he still had the nail varnish on but didn't mention anything. We
had our cereal at a leisurely pace. I saw him stare at his colored
fingertips.
"When is Letty coming by?" I asked casually.
"Probably around 2," Luke answered absent mindedly. I didn't mention the
dress up.
Sure enough Letty arrived around 2 with a small case. Luke got a big
hug and a kiss on the lips. He didn't appear worried about kissing Letty
in front of me. She gave me a big hug too and mentioned what a great
time they had had the previous night. She repeated how many of their
friends liked their costumes and Lucy was a big hit with everybody.
They disappeared into Luke's room. I heard laughter and let them alone.
Sometime later they appeared. Lucy was now in a short black skirt, pink
blouse and appeared to have quite a big bosom. Just eyeliner and bright
lipstick adorned her face. Pair of open toed wedge sandals was on his
feet. He wore the same wig as yesterday. I marveled that Lucy looked
like any seventeen year old girl. I was even more surprised that Letty
didn't mind his dress and even promoted it. I am not sure how I would
have dealt with a boyfriend that liked to dress as a girl.
They left arm in arm like any two girlfriends. Lucy seemed quite
comfortable in the heeled sandals.
I tidied up and watched TV. They came back around 6 pm talking
animatedly. They obviously had enjoyed themselves. They disappeared into
Luke's room to play computer games.
It was quiet in there and I wondered about dinner. Perhaps I could order
pizza or go get some burgers. I knocked on the door and asked. They
thought burgers and fries. There was no delivery here and I would need
to go out. It wasn't far.
I got the burgers and drove back. The apartment was quiet. I arranged
the burgers on plates and knocked softly on Luke's door. No answer. I
knocked again and slowly opened the door. Perhaps they were immersed in
a game.
I saw Luke / Lucy on his knees, his face buried in Letty's crotch. I saw
his head bob. Neither saw me. They were both in another world. I slowly
closed the door. Shock, surprise, even horror as I pictured them in
this intimate position.
Of course I knew what they were doing. Doug, my then boyfriend and
future husband, had forced me into oral when I was around the same age.
I was a naive simple girl with no idea of sexual activity. I clung to
the old notions of kissing and the ultimate act. I had no idea that you
could use your mouth to give pleasure. I didn't know any better except
that when I refused him penetration, Doug wanted me to perform oral on
him in his truck. I had no idea of this type of activity till he pushed
my head down choking me on his cock and forcing me to swallow his juice.
I did it regularly after that of course just to please him. I hated it
but I had to keep my man. He hardly reciprocated. I did not enjoy it
then and now seventeen years later I accepted that this form of sex was
quite normal. But that was another part of my life. Seeing Lucy like
that on her knees reminded me of what I had done. Except Luke was
playing the girl now and pleasuring another girl. I closed the door and
went back to TV, but my mind was not on the program.
It was some time later they joined me in the living room. I noticed Lucy
had fresh lipstick. They talked about things normally whilst my mind was
on what I had seen earlier. I was reminded that I had been through the
same thing at the same age. I wondered if Letty did the same for Luke. I
hoped so.
Life returned to normal for some weeks after Halloween. Letty and Luke
did meet but no other signs of dressing. I did find a dildo in Luke's
sock drawer with lipstick marks. I hoped they were Letty's lipstick
marks but I knew in my heart that the lipstick color was Lucy's. I had
no idea where he had got this and if Letty was involved. I tried to
block the images from my mind but was quite sure it was Lucy. I had no
idea of what was going on and had nobody to talk to. Perhaps Sarah would
be a help but how to approach her? It was complicated but I had to
understand more.
It was leading up to the holidays. I knew that there was talk of another
party at Kristen's house. I invited Sarah for dinner and offered to
cook. She accepted gladly.
I remained silent but very curious about the party. Letty would drop
her mum off and pick up Luke. The day of the party I was busy with
shopping and making dinner.
Luke was in his room playing computer games. I then heard the shower go.
All was well, I thought.
"Mum, "Luke called out. "Can you help me?"
He was trying to pull a dress over his head and the bra underneath was
all twisted. I was surprised. He hadn't said anything before and neither
had I seen the dress before. I removed the dress, adjusted his bra and
noticed he was wearing panties. I adjusted the padding in the bra
trying to act as if this normal. I pulled the dress over his head and it
hugged his shape giving prominence to the large bust.
"Where did you get the dress?" I asked casually.
"Kirsten thought I would look good in it. She was right. It's nice isn't
it?" He was asking so normally I had difficulty not to break down.
"It's beautiful, baby," I said. It did look good on him. "Take good care
of it so we can return it in one piece."
"Don't worry, mum. Kirsten said I can keep the dress." Luke was
smoothing the dress and admiring his curves.
"I didn't know you were dressing today?" I tried to sound normal.
"Well, it's a party and everybody will be dressed nicely. Everybody
thought this dress would suit me. And it does. Don't you like it?" Luke
looked at me.
"Yes, it does look good but don't you want to wear some nice boy
things?" I wanted to remind him if his true gender. "Don't the others
boys think your dressing like a girl is funny?"
"No, mum, even the boys like it when I dress like this. The girls too.
Why can't I dress like this? All my friends seem to like it too and
don't care. Letty likes it too."
"Sorry, Luke, I am still trying to get used to see you dressed like
this." I hugged him tight. "I love you however you dress. You know that,
right?"
"I'm Lucy tonight mum. And nobody thinks it's strange when I dress like
this. I think they all prefer me like this. I like it too. I feel good."
We hugged a moment longer and I let him finish up. He came out with
makeup, quite well done and a purse. He had brushed the wig and I could
see steady lines around his eyes. His lashes appeared to have heavy
coats of mascara. His eyeshadow was subtle with darkened brows. He wore
his hallmark fire engine red lipstick. He had painted a beautiful
Cupid's bow mouth. He did look like a beautiful girl. Where had he
learned all of this and from whom? Which parent wouldn't be proud of
such a daughter? Except Luke was a boy.
Letty and her mum turned up. They greeted us warmly and I saw Letty kiss
Lucy on the mouth lightly.
"Beautiful," was all Letty said as they left arm in arm.
Sarah and I shared some wine and we chatted about things in our life and
work. We had a second glass and I served the Lasagna. It was perfect
and we were both beginning to enjoy each other's company. I served the
chocolate mousse and the mood was set.
"Sarah, I need to talk to someone," I said.
"Of course, Hun. What is it?" Sarah was concerned now.
"It's Luke. I am so happy he has a true friend in Letty and they seem to
be very close. It's just that his dressing up worries me. Even his
friends - male and female - seem to encourage this. Ever since Doug, my
ex, left there has not been a man in my or our life. What am I doing
wrong?" I was almost in tears.
Sarah came over and hugged me silently. "Oh, Hun, I understand. But it
seems that life is so different nowadays. Yes, I can see that Luke is
different. Letty loves him and is very protective of him. She has taken
some of my stuff for them to dress. I don't mind at all. And truly he
looks great as a girl. He may just be going through a phase and will
grow out of it."
"I hope so but he even mentioned that the boys liked him as Lucy."
"Well, which boy wouldn't like a girlfriend like Lucy? Don't worry, Hun,
even the boys know Luke's true gender. It seems like they have a close
circle of boys and girls. In any case, it seems Luke or Lucy likes
dressing, has friends and is very close to Letty. Have you noticed how
they greet each other? I don't know how far they have developed but they
are seventeen now. I was dating seriously - and having sex - at that
age."
I nodded. "I know. I was the same age when I had a regular boyfriend
and...." I left the intimacy unsaid.
"I know, Hun, I think it is quite normal nowadays. And even though Luke
likes to dress, I think he and Letty are very close. I know Letty is
quite knowledgeable and we have talked openly about protection, disease
etc." Sarah didn't complete the sentence. I could imagine what she
meant.
I nodded. "I really have not talked about that stuff to Luke," I said.
"I don't know how to even start the conversation."
"Well they have sex-ed in school, and I am sure they talk amongst
themselves." Sarah seemed not to worry too much. I remembered that my
parents too never mentioned sex to me. I learned all I know from Doug
and that wasn't much. Except for a brief fling some years ago, that part
of me had not seen any action. I was content. I had Luke.
"I feel guilty about Luke. I wish I could explain these things...you
know...I found a dildo hidden in his drawer. It kind of shocked me."
There I said it
"A dildo? What color was it if I may ask?" Sarah was curious.
"It was flesh colored...and I think I saw lipstick marks the color Lucy
uses..." I was embarrassed.
"You don't have to be shy," Sarah said softly. "I think that's mine. I
was looking for it recently." Sarah looked at me with a smile. "I do
miss it. It's not the same as the real thing, but it is innocent and
safe enough." Sarah was quite matter of fact. I wish I didn't have such
hang ups.
"I'll talk to Letty. I didn't think she should have taken it. She knows
I have it. May be Letty and Lucy were playing....."
"Do you think Letty was teaching him...?" I couldn't explain it.
"I have no idea," Sarah interrupted. "It's possible Letty was showing
Lucy how girls please their men.....She knows about oral sex. We have
discussed it."
"But that means Lucy might be tempted to...,you know, try the real
thing." I was horrified at what that meant.
"Now, let's not jump to conclusions. Didn't you try things out at
seventeen? May be they are experimenting. I would know if Letty and
Lucy were fooling around with other boys and girls. I think Letty would
talk to me. Besides, Letty and Lucy may be fooling around but I don't
think others are involved."
I knew I was not very experienced at seventeen and not much wiser now.
But Luke was my life and I wanted him to be happy. I could see he was
happier now with more friends except his dress style was something I
wasn't comfortable with. Letty had certainly brought him out of his
shell.
"I guess. This is all so new to me." I really was confused for Luke and
also myself. The root was that perhaps Luke liked boys more than girls.
Yet, Letty was his only true friend - boy or girl. And there was no
doubt Letty was all girl. Maybe Luke wanted to be like Letty.
"Hey, stop worrying. Things are different than when we were seventeen.
Give Luke a Chance to be who he wants. I am sure things will be fine.
Relax." Sarah was trying to quieten me. In some ways she was right. I
couldn't force Luke to be like I wanted. He needed to be himself. I had
to leave it at that.
Letty and Lucy returned as arranged. They obviously had a great time.
Luke was laughing and seemed so happy I wondered at my misgivings. Letty
kissed him on the mouth in front of us and left with Sarah. Lucy looked
radiant.
"Did you have a good time, honey?" I asked quietly.
"Great mum. I really had a good time. We were all dancing and the music
was fantastic." I am not sure what else I expected him to say.
The weeks passed and one day I received a call from Sarah. She had
spoken to Letty. Yes she had taken Sarah's plastic piece. They were
fooling around and Letty was showing Lucy how girls used their mouths.
Of course Lucy had tried it but there didn't appear to be any
interaction with other boys. Letty and Lucy had not had full sex but
had tried oral a few times. I was pleased that it was only Letty
involved but was still concerned at Luke's direction. I couldn't be as
casual as Sarah.
The weeks went by and it was coming up to Letty's 18th birthday. She was
some months older than Luke. She didn't want any big party but would be
a celebration with her closest friends. Since her birthday fell on a
weekday, she wanted two celebrations. One with the four us on the day,
she, her mother, Luke and I and then another party at the weekend for
her closest friends. So Luke was a very special friend and I was glad he
had found Letty or vice versa.
We decided to dine at a very nice Italian restaurant that Letty liked.
She had invited Luke to spend the afternoon with her. I thought they
might want some private time together and I was getting used to the idea
that they were an item. I was secretly hoping that Luke's hormones would
kick in and overwhelm his other interests. Letty was a terrific, sexy
and somewhat mature girl and I was glad she had taken to Luke.
I gave Luke money to buy Letty a nice present. He didn't know what she
wanted but would get her something as they walked the mall.
I didn't see Luke on Wednesday as he had arranged to meet Letty at
school. They both finished class around 1 pm on Wednesdays. Dinner was
scheduled for 7 pm. I got back from work around 5 pm and got ready.
Luke wasn't back yet. I knew his casual style and it wouldn't take long
for him to change.
At around 5.30 pm Sarah called. Could I pick her up as Letty and Luke
were still at the mall and would come there directly? I agreed of
course. Letty and Luke didn't care about dress codes. Anyway it was
Letty's party.
I picked Sarah up and drive to the restaurant. I got lucky with parking
and we were at our table on time. The kids weren't there yet. We
ordered drinks and sipped slowly talking about general things. Sarah
didn't seem worried. Kids don't care for time.
There was a small commotion at the entrance as two gorgeous models
entered the dining area. Heads turned at their entrance. I wasn't
surprised at the commotion as the two girls were stunners and they were
walking to our table. Oh my God. It was Letty and Luke or Lucy.
They both had really short mini-dresses in contrasting colors, high
heels and with very dramatic makeup. The darker Letty contrasted with
the fairer Lucy. Large matching earrings hung down and it looked like
Lucy had had her ears pierced. Her bosom too stood out proudly just like
Letty's. I stared in silent shock. I had seen Lucy before in a dress but
this was so well done that I would not have recognized her as my own
son.
Letty was bubbling. "Hey mum, Jenny, how do you like our makeovers?"
Sarah and I sat there mouths open looking at these two models. "Wow,"
we both said in unison.
I stared at Lucy. She looked fabulous but she was also my son in drag.
"Mum, the new studio called Glam in the mall was doing demos and they
made us up and gave us these clothes. Don't we look beautiful? Look at
us we look like models. Letty thought that that we would look great with
matching makeovers."
"Yes, but didn't you have to pay? All this can't be for free." Sarah was
right, this can't have been free.
Letty was clear: "No mum everything was cheap as it was their opening
day. We spent less than $ 100 for both of us. . They just wanted our
pictures for their makeover album. Isn't it great? I can't believe how
beautiful my Lucy looks. Let's eat. We're hungry." They both sat down
totally oblivious to the stares we were getting. Two beautiful models
that were the attention of the whole restaurant sitting down with their
dowdy, plain looking mothers.
In spite of my shock I stared at my Luke. He was gorgeous. His face was
that of a model. Thin eyebrows tapering high, large heavy lashes, the
most exquisite set of cupid bow lips, Lucy was a doll. His earrings
dangled as he shook his head. Her hair had been set with lots of gel and
swept back with a part standing tall. I stared at his prominent bust.
There didn't appear to be a bra supporting those large mounds. The
sequin studded black dress hugged his narrow frame. His fingers sported
bright red nails matching the color of his lips. I couldn't believe that
this was my Luke. Any mother would be proud to have a daughter like
Lucy. But I knew that underneath all that powder and paint, beautiful as
she appeared, was my son. Letty looked equally beautiful. Her face was
made up with delicate gold and silver, her lips were full and dark red
and the white mini-dress showed off a very prominent bosom.
"We can order but then we want every detail. Letty, I don't want to
spoil your birthday but I am surprised and don't want any stories. Ok? I
need to know where those photos will be shown and what pictures they
took," Sarah was speaking for me too. All I could do was stare at Lucy.
I couldn't call that vision by his male name. How would he explain his
thin eyebrows at school? "I can't believe they did all of this for free
and gave you outfits too." Sarah had similar thoughts running through
her mind and I knew she realized Letty had instigated this.
We ordered our meals. The girls ordered some appetizers and diet drinks.
We sat there expectantly.
Letty began: "Mum, it's no big deal. We were in that new mall in
Springfield and they were just opening a new store for photoshoots,
called Glam They invited us to take a look and get some pics done. They
had makeup artists and also a small collection of clothes. They said we
could get a makeover if we would allow them to put our before and after
shots in their album. We only paid for the earrings for Lucy and some
accessories. So we took the chance and look at us now. I feel great."
Letty described this as an almost everyday event. But it wasn't.
"Lucy, are you happy with this? Did Letty force you into this? The truth
please." Sarah was staring directly at Luke. I just sat there mouth open
in disbelief.
"No, no she didn't." Lucy was quite sincere. "You know I like to dress
and when they said they could transform me, I jumped at the chance.
Don't I look good? The photographer even wanted a date with me." Lucy
looked at us as if to convince us that she looked every inch the female
diva.
"Did you agree?" I asked quietly finding my voice.
"Mum! Of course not. I am not like that. I only want to date Letty." He
was answering me but looking at Letty. I think they were holding hands
under the table.
"Letty, do you prefer Lucy dressed like this or as Luke? Sorry but I am
confused." I had to know. Sarah patted my hand in support.
"Mrs. K, Jenny, I like Lucy and also Luke. I like when she is dressed.
She's beautiful don't you think? Who wouldn't want to be with her? I
want to be with Lucy or Luke. I don't care, I like them both. Sometimes
I prefer Lucy like now. We are the center of attention." Letty leant
over and kissed Lucy lightly on the lips.
"I can't say I understand all of this. But I am glad that I see a happy
Luke and Letty. That is all I want." I was relieved that it was boy girl
relationship even if the boy looked like a beautiful girl.
. "Letty, get me the phone number of that store. I will call them in the
morning." Sarah said," You can keep the clothes if no strings are
attached but I don't want both your pics on advertising material and the
Internet. Clear?"
Letty nodded, "Yes mum."
Dinner continued with normal chatter. I could not keep my eyes away from
Lucy, so beautiful, poised and a picture of femininity. The meal ended
well in spite of the initial shock. Sarah and I looked positively plain
accompanying two beautiful girls. But I was happy that I had a great
son and even an occasional daughter. I had to take some photos and we
took several of us all individually and together at the entrance. The
Ma?tre D was pleased to take a group photo. Letty drove with Lucy and
Sarah and I drove back to our apartment.
"I didn't expect that," I said in all candor. "They looked beautiful but
Lucy has me worried."
"Don't worry, Jen," Sarah replied. "It seems Letty too is changing and I
am not sure what's happening. But, the good news is that they are happy
and seem absorbed in each other only. I like Luke and think he is a
great companion to Letty."
They left our apartment block and Lucy and I went back to the apartment
arm in arm. My thoughts were split: I had clear ideas about the normal
nature of Lucy and Letty's relationship. But this was more confusing as
Letty appeared to like Luke in dresses and looking beautiful. I knew
Letty had not started this but it seemed Letty really liked Lucy and
Luke equally. I didn't know how to handle it.
I asked Lucy about her breasts and she removed her dress carefully and
showed me two pert breasts. It seems they were made of foam and tucked
neatly into a demi-bra and gave the impression of realistic breasts.
That Saturday Lucy wore the same dress to Letty's party. Letty had come
over and they had gone for a coffee. Luke came back with a small bag.
How he managed with painted nails in the coffee shop, I didn't know.
Lucy looked gorgeous even without the professional makeover. For a
moment I thought she must have had instant breast implants. But I
learned they were glue on breast forms which needed a solvent to remove.
They looked amazingly real on Lucy's small frame. Apparently a friend of
Letty's in the store she worked on Saturdays had provided these forms.
They were more realistic than the ones provided by that store. That was
the reason Letty had come over earlier.
She had glued the breasts on by herself and went braless. Her makeup was
great. She had got the gel and I helped with the hair. It wasn't perfect
but she looked hot. Of course Letty picked her up, dressed as she had on
her birthday. They really made a curious and fabulous contrast to each
other.
They returned by 11.30 and I could see that Lucy had been crying. Letty
had her arms protectively around Lucy. Black streaks ran down her face,
a mixture of tears and mascara. I was alarmed the moment I saw them. I
ran to Lucy.
"What happened? Are you ok?" I had never seen Lucy so down when dressed.
"Yes, she's ok," Letty said. "One of the boys was trying to take
advantage of Lucy. I got there in time. I don't think he will be trying
anything on any girl."
"Don't hold back. I want to know what happened." I wasn't sure what had
transpired.
"Well, I went to get us both some soda. Lucy had some people around her.
There was a line so it took a few minutes. When I came back Lucy was
gone. Kristen said that Tom had pushed her outside. I went to the
balcony and found Tom trying to.... well force himself on Lucy into her
mouth. I pulled him off and kicked him in his crotch so hard he was
crying in pain." Letty took a deep breath and continued, "nothing
happened I swear. He was trying to.. you know, make Lucy do something
with her mouth. It was only seconds though and he will remember not to
do it again. I am really sorry. I would never let anything happen to
Lucy."
"Lucy, are you ok?" I held his hand and looked at him. Her lipstick was
a little smeared but seemed fine otherwise.
"Yes mum, I am ok. Letty helped me and Tom was crying after she kicked
him there. "A small smile appeared.
"Boys can be pigs and you need to know what they want. I am sorry it
scared you, babe, but I am so happy Letty took care of you." I turned
to Letty and hugged her. Her arm was still around Lucy.
I didn't want to make a scene. But I wasn't sure if Tom knew Lucy's true
gender or not. As if reading my mind Letty said "Tom doesn't know about
Lucy. He is a friend of Gina's who crashed our party. Lucy was a hit and
he thought he would try. Too bad for him. I don't think he wants to
hear that a girl kicked him in the balls so he'll be quiet. Sorry..."
My mind went back to that moment long ago when Doug had forced his cock
into my mouth. At least it seemed that it was fleeting for Lucy and she
was OK. I had been forced to endure his thrusts for many minutes and
swallow his juice. Perhaps it would scare Lu