Prison Hormones free porn video

Most Convicts enjoy... secretly or otherwise... the occasional bitch... who gets sent to Colefax... or any other jailhouse... prison... or incarceration facility... who arrives already on hormones... halfway through her own sex change... or just before the final cut anyway... as you overhear the lewd commentary... and casual conversation... about sex... and what Most Men only talk about anyway... "hail... iffen uhh white bitch gonna go tuh awl dat trubble... jest tuh bee uhh bitch... den Ah'm gonna take whut Ahh kin git... it ain't lack Wee gotz enny othuh real bitches in dis place... tuh fuck... 'n suck Awl Are dicks in heah ennyway... buh-sides... doze civ'lian white bitches... bee harder tuh git intuh... den Fort Knox... so fo'git dem bitches... Ah'm gonna fuck dese white bitches in heah... cawse uhh bitch don't won't tuh bee uhh bitch ennyway... if shee ain't aw-reddy thankin' 'bout... gitting huh white ass fucked... o' suckin' black dick ennyway"... while others keep up the chatter... typical dick talk... "Ahh steel like Mah bitches... reg'lar bitches... full 'n plump... wif' big ol'... ovuh- sized white titties... dat spread out... awl ovuh huh chest... when shee lay down... 'n bee floppin' 'round unduh neaf'... when shee bee own huh hands 'n knees... wholl ahh bee fuckin' huh asshole... lack uhh bitch dog in heat"... while another Inmate.. sitting across from Him... interrupts... "yeah... wail Ahh lacks awl Mah muthafuckin' bitches... 'n gur'friendz... tuh bee somethin' 'tween uhh boi 'n uhh girl... yew know... dat fuckin' 'n'drogenous look... always sumthin' pecul'arl... 'n sexy 'bout uhh girl-boy lack dat"... "yeah... wail Ahh lacks Mah sluts 'n hoes... enny gotdam way Ahh kin git 'em... cawse Ah'm gonna fuck 'em awl ennyway"... as the Men just sat... and stood around... talking about girls... and indiscriminately... boys too... and ignoring the possible... or even the unlikelihood or possibility... of any unsolicited commentary from you... as if you're not even here... already and categorically... shifting your mindset... into a "me" and "Them" perspective... as another one cryptically quips... "Ahh lacks Mah bitches thin... flat chested... no titties... small nipples... 'n lookin' lack uhh adolescent school gurl... she don't e'en need no gotdam pussy... Ahh won't tuh feel awl duh white bones... in huh skinny liddle ribcage... when Ahh bee layin' down own on top uhh huh bitch ass... so... iffen yew gotz enny ideas... fo' duh nex' bitch in heah... den lemme fuck duh bitch senseless... befo' yew start pumpin' up awl doze titty hormones"... and your more than slightly racist... contemptuous attitude... reminds you... that these Men are juts assholes... and losers... and that most girls cry... when they finally realize... that no matter how good they will ever look... that they can never please men... not all of the time anyway... and it's no wonder... why They apparently... don't have any women... you should have also known something... that time last week... when you were puzzled... strangely embarrassed... and frightened on the second day... when you were on your way to the showers... naked underneath your flimsy towel... when one of the Inmates... a total stranger... came up to you... and firmly... yet none too gently... grabbed you by your left wrist... and slender forearm... and just stood there... so close to you... that you could smell Him... and His unmistakable... unwashed body odor... while you looked up at Him... your mouth opened in shock... and surprise... "whaa... what do You want?"... as He just stood there... saying nothing... and simply running the pad of his dirty... surprisingly soft thumb... almost suggestively... back and forth... across the sensitive part of your skin... just inside your elbow... the same kind of sensitivity... as you already know you have... on the insides... and backs of your knees... the insides... of your upper arms... and other places... and while the rude Inmate's creepy touch... and firm grip... only lasted for few seconds... it seemed almost an eternity... before He wordlessly... and without explanation to you... finally let go of your arm... as you watched Him walking quickly away... back to the dominoes table... to tell something... to The Others...and just before you turned away... you could only overhear a couple of words... that sounded to you then... although you couldn't be absolutely sure... that sounded like "pussy skin"... and you're finding out now... that it's rather uncommon... and rare... that a bitch just walks in here... already looking so soft... and feeling so smooth... and silky... especially... and even without... female hormones... Inmates simply can hardly wait... to turn out a clueless bitch... and make her into a real bitch... who apparently... has no inherently... or obvious visible flaws... except for those minor flaws... so easy to camouflage... with just a little imagination... makeup... to soften her features... bitch clothes... starting out... as just slightly... rather than exaggerated... over the top... feminine attire... and tiny alterations of certain... already present... unconscious mannerisms... and core body language... and at first... it all starts out... as simple trickery... as certain Men... pretending to be your Friends... not nice Men... since Nobody... except your Cellmate... is fucking you anyway... Nobody Else... except your Cellmate... is making you suck Their dicks... or drink Their cum... but These Men... are decidedly... and noticeably... slightly less cruel... than The Others... in Their interactions with you... going so far... as to start fixing things for you... and bringing things to you... simply... and even openly pretending... for your benefit... so much so... that you stupidly... in even your own... suspended disbelief... thinking that you've actually won a bet... or some other small favor... an uncharacteristic change... rather significant favors... and that for the next three weeks... They're All taking turns... making you a hot an piping... British style... cup of tea... every morning... every afternoon... and every evening... just before last count... and now... barely two weeks later... and because of the birth control pills... They've All been slipping to you... surreptitiously ground up... dissolved... and stirred into every single cup... of hot... and heavily sugar sweetened tea... has slowly started transforming you... in many subtle... but very noticeable ways... that even you... can both see... and feel... for yourself... softer skin than you had before... and pumper... almost kissable lips... and even you can see... the slight swelling... and feel the growing sensitivity... around your nipples... the plumpness... of your upper thighs... and your jiggling ass cheeks... starting to wobble... and still unbeknownst to you... caused only by the surreptitious feeding... of crushed birth control pills... for days and days... but you're so afraid... of the reality... or confirmations of any suspicions... that you don't wish to say anything... about your more than subtly changing appearance... and thereby bring any unwanted attention... to your concerns... to give Them any ideas... if there's even the slightest chance... that it's simply not true... or might not be true... and after the groundwork is already laid... and after three weeks... while still privately... and secretly sucking... on your Pimp's dick... hoping against hope.... That you're actually helping Him... to keep both yours and His dirty secret... so that No One Else... finds out about it... and that He won't tell Anybody... your hopes are dashed... when you suddenly find out... today... that last night... just before last count... lights out... and then lockdown... He's has already told The Others... that you've been willingly... sucking His dick... five and six times a day... and that He's nicknamed you... Texas "T"... for the time being at least... just another transvestite... from Texas... even though you had never dressed in girls clothes before... until you were put in this fucking Place... Colefax... a Male prison... and predominantly black... and only after He bought you a pair of girls panties... from the commissary... and made you wear them... I private... and ostensibly... just for Him... every single time... you sucked His dick... just to keep up appearances He said... so that you could make Him cum quicker... and hurry it up... and get it over with... as quickly as possible... before Anybody Else found out about your "arrangement"... but now He's standing here... right in front of you... just after breakfast... and while you're still trying to wipe off the gunk... from his last orgasm... with His hard and hurting... cruel hand... now between your trembling thighs... literally crushing... and mauling... your withered... and hormone shrinking testicles... and twisting your shriveled penis... and now you know why... He's jokingly referred to... by the rest of the Inmates... by His nickname... "Cruel Hand Luke"... "mebbee Ahh shood jest go' head... 'n twist awf... awl dis useless junk yew steel got... 'tween yo' skinny matchstick laigs... yew ain't gonna bee needin' it no mo' ennyway"... as He gives your genitals... another vicious... and brutal squeeze... "ohhh... please... don't.... my Wife... She won't understand... and She... She'll be expecting to see it... when I get out... I... I mean... excuse me... if I get out"... "boo shit muthafuckuh... dat white bitch gonna bee jest lack yew... She ain't gonna bee 'spectin' tuh see nuttin' 'tween yo' matchstick laigs... 'n ass cheeks... 'cept Mah muthafuckin' black Johnson... 'tween huh laigs tew... 'n buhsides... duh las' thang yew don't bee 'spectin... tuh bee usin' dis useless junk fo'... is fuckin' yo' wife ennyway... now... suck Mah gotdam dick ag'in...'n git it hard... so's Ahh kin tap dat white ass sum mo'... 'n den Ah'm steel gonna sell out yo' nekkid white ass ennyway... 'n rat quick... dere aw- reddy bee uhh market fo' yew... yeah... yew gonna bee Mah muthafuckin' money makuh... tuh keep Mee in cigs... cokes... candy... 'n commissary... now suck it ag'in... white bitch... cawse aftuh ah'm don wid' yew... yew ain't nevuh gonna bee able... tuh pass ez uhh boi ennyway... evuh ag'in... muthafuckuh"... as he explains to you... condescendingly... all about "whoremones"... a perverted play on the word... "hormones"... where prison bitches are frequently threatened... with forced injections... of female hormones... if they refuse to moan... and squeal like whores... (hence, "bitch moans")... squealing... and moaning... in the ways that Men like... while she's getting fucked... and all bitches... no matter how cooperative... and fearful... are eventually... forced into female hormones anyway... even as they try to stave off the inevitable... by learning to properly moan... and sigh like little girls... just to make the Men happy... "anuthuh week... bitch... tuh learn how tuh whimper 'n moan... befo' Ahh strang yew out... on bitchmones"... and already... just the sight... of your helpless predicament... along with your naked white ass... isn't lost on you... since in spite of your best efforts... you're still being reminded... several times a day... and now punctuated... with several loads of cum... from the Rest of The Inmates... after you've been casually introduced... by your Pimp... to the General Population... and that for as long as you're going to be in This Place... for at least... three more years... that you will no longer be coerced... tricked... or cajoled... but you will be forced... and beaten... into willingly accepting... huge amounts... and overdoses... of female birth control pills... tablets... capsules... and other various... literally black market concoctions... horrible... experimental mixtures... of other underground... prison female hormones... and plausibly derivative... tried and true potions... from rather obscure... old wives... and now new wives formulas... home remedies... and other combinations... called prescription compounding... from legitimate medications... that you will be forced to chew up... swallow... and then you will also even beg... for more pills... and other bitter... unidentifiable liquids... to drink... right along with a constant deluge... and copious pints... of hot white... Nigger cum... with each "prescription"... shooting from the ends of Their large black dicks... and in extremely high... indiscriminate dosages... for both... pills and cum... and none of that fucking bullshit... from sophisticated... and decidedly... lukewarm... gratuitous... and obligatorily... highbrow fairytale stories... relating the delicate... sensible and professional qualifications... of impeccably degreed... sterile white lab coated... qualified doctors... and other so-called... medical experts... and endocrinology specialists... with inexplicable... and farfetched... fantasy literature... as to just why they would even volunteer in the first place... to meticulously calculate... and try to figure out... and determine for you... an individualized workup... custom designed... for your particular body frame... body weight... and endocrinology profile... for the precise dosage... and milligram... of every tiny little pill... or every trace amount... of every milliliter... or deciliter... of IV solutions... general or local anesthetics... or any of the above... fuck all the timewasting bullshit... and simple fodder... for useless and wasted text... in other type delicate... and sensitive fantasy stories... because as long as you have at least one... or two... or sometimes three... bitch pills a day... birth control pills every day... then in a few weeks... the accelerated effects... of such high... and indiscriminate... frequent dosages... will quickly thin you out... and still plump you up... in all the right places... with your erect nipples... aside from just the hormones... are stiffening even more... from the fear... of your own transformation... with a pair of very noticeable... and now more squeezable... and growing breasts... that are rapidly... becoming more and more plump... by the fucking day... so that your soon to be... high and rounded... fat... jiggling... white... softly powdered... and bouncing ass cheeks... will soon be trembling... and jiggling... every fucking time... you even move... and while you're simply struggling... and undulating... with your legs... kicking... and scissoring... back and forth... high in the air... with a black Man's hands... and coarse... and dirty fingers... wrapped tightly... all the way around your throat... or when you're helplessly writhing beneath Them... twisting.... And gyrating... around Their black cocks... shoved to the balls... swinging... and loudly slapping... between your legs... with two and three pills day... at least... your naked body will jiggle nicely... for Them All... every time you even shiver... just from the goose bumping frigid cold... from the air conditioner... or simply from your own indescribable... abject fear... another side effect... from female hormones... your legs kicking... and your naked inner thighs... softly swishing... caressing themselves... lewdly pantomiming...and seemingly slick legging yourself... sliding your inner thighs... back and forth... against each other... as you helplessly... scissor your white legs... back and forth... back and forth... and back forth... trying desperately... to hide the embarrassing... and humiliating sight... of your weakened... and shrunken... shriveled genitals... from the Men... and actually squeezing your sensitive testicles... and withered... useless clit... so hard... and painfully... between your upper thighs... that you unintentionally... create a deep vertical cleft... just above the juncture... between your thighs... where your clit... and testicles... are pulled down... between your legs... making you look as though... you have a sweetly... and freshly shaved... and even hairless... little girl... virgin pussy... and now... you don't even know anymore... which is worse... being brutally raped... as a "gurl"... being indiscriminately... and brutally ravaged... or even worse... sex tortured... more cruelly... by a horny Man... after a brief period... of unintended teasing... on your part... listening to you pleading... and begging... to suck His cock... and even begging... and pleading... for another ass fuck... sounding so convincing.... That He'll simply... just rip all of your clothes... to see for Himself... that you're not a "gurl"... but actually... just a fucking weak white male... and a cocksucker... who needs to be dominated... by a Man anyway... what a fucking... sleazy whore... as your small... and formerly flat chested... bare breasts... start growing bigger... albeit... almost imperceptibly... yet still noticeably... every single day... from all the hormones... estrogen... and birth control pills... so that your titties... will soon begin to bounce... up and down... on your gleaming white... and now sweating... perspiring torso... rivulets... of your own "gurl" sweat... hot flashes... or cold flashes... or whatever... ot simply sweating out of fear... and the self-humiliation... at what you must look like now... to Him... with your own sweat... always running down... your delicate flanks... and thin little ribcage... to your hips... and disappearing... between your legs... into your crotch... and after only a few days... barely even a week... Men are noticing already... "bitch bee sayin'... dat shee don't lack fried eggs... wail... look et dem fine ass... muthafuckin'... bitch fried egg tits shee got now... frum awl dem gotdamn burf control pills"... and They keep feeding you... making plenty of sport... out of you... by slipping a pill... underneath the hoods... of Their uncircumcised dicks... slipping little bitch pills... between Their foreskins... and the head of Their dick... so that you have to beg Each Man... to let you suck His dick... to try and find it... to get down on your fucking knees... open His pants... pull down His rasping zipper... simply help Him shuck down... His boxers... or sweatpants... or basketball shorts... to His ankles... and search it out... with the delicate tip... of your pointed... dainty little tongue... slipping your tongue... between His loose... and floppy... dirty foreskin... and the sensitive head of His dick... and then immediately gagging... when you detect the horrible stench... and taste... and feel... of dirty head cheese... gritty dick cheese... residing underneath Their foreskins... especially when you find the BC pill... that you're seeking... but still having to chew up the gritty... almost crunchy... stale... and stagnant... head cheese... right along with your pill... and almost vomiting up... your most recent load of cum... that you swallowed... and your desperate licking... and tonguing... and cleaning... meticulously... beneath Their hoods... stimulates Them All...and never fails to raise up... yet another black hardon... to shoot into your mouth... down your throat... and all over your upturned white face... and hair anyway... and of course... you're hoping... that He's the One... that He has the pill... that you're seeking... so that you can hurry up... and wash it down... with His load of cum... helpfully flood the pill... down your throat... and into your queasy stomach... and of course... if He doesn't have the pill hidden anyway... underneath His foreskin... then you still have to finish... what you fucking started... and suck Him off... right along with the rest of Them... and swallow His cum... and then sweetly ask His permission... to be on your fucking way... to search out your next fix... and making it even worse... is that some of the helpful Volunteers... have really tight foreskins... stretching over the gnarled heads... of Their penises... even with soft... and flaccid dicks... foreskins so tight... that you have to look up at a Man... from the floor... on your knees... and peek up along the endless... ghastly length... of His Nigger shaft... and peeking demurely... around the sides of His thick meat... hanging in your face... and begging Him... nicely... and in your very best... fake British diction... asking His permission... to please... please let you skin it back... with your hand... so that you can expose the leaking... and drooling head of His dick... and determine more quickly... and once and for all... for yourself... if He's the one... Who has the desired pill... that you need... and crave... multicolored variations... either light pink... or blue... or gray pills... but certainly... and conspicuously absent... are any white pills... no fucking white pills for you... because there will not ever... be skipping days... with fucking placebo white pills... because no one in this Place... Nobody here in Colefax... is ever... going to let you forget... to take your goddam pills... bitch... and so far... the birth control pills... are causing you to lose whatever.. now dubious remnants... of male muscle tone... that you might have come in here with... the birth control pills already giving you... though somewhat still enticingly small... a rather cute... bubble butt... and after several more days... the very beginnings... of a pair... of single digit cup sized titties... barely more than the size... of a couple of raw... unfried eggs... still loose... and only barely jiggling... somewhere between A... and B cups... you've already gained noticeably silkier skin... becoming hairless in some places on your body... and even finer... and softer hair... is starting to grow in a triangle... just above your clit... and clear up to you belly button... as the birth control pills... leave the rest of you looking downright skinny... in some places... your ribcage... and upper arms... your calves... and weak looking... more delicate... fragile... and vulnerable... that certain peculiar... and perfectly particular combination... of something just short... of not yet absolute... feminine helplessness... and weakness... especially with the myriad... of inexplicable... and undefinable... changeling expressions.. floating all over your face... especially during the times They're taking turns... molesting you... but... in Colefax... Men are in such a fucking hurry... because bitches don't live... and survive in This Place... on just birth control pills alone... bitches are forced to be... in just as much of a hurry... as the Men... just to keep up... with Their demands... because to Them... and to you... time is pussy... it's Their time... along with yours... and it's your pussy... for Them... as you quickly learn... from your black Pimp... after lights out... while He's brutally fucking your upturned... white face... again... "yeah bitch... Ahh aw-reddy done decided... dat Ah'm gonna spay yo' purty white ass"... as He quickly dumps His fourth load of the day... down your fucking throat... as you go to sleep... snuggled with your back against Him... and wrapped up tight... in His strong black arms... for another fitfully dreaming... and nightmarish... sleepless night... wondering just what He means... by "spaying"... and when you wake up the next morning... with the head of His dick... forcing its way... again... into your still tight rectum... while He's crushing the breath out of you... in His blinding need to cum... first thing in the morning... just like He does every morning... He quickly cums... filling up your insides... again... as usual... and then pulling out... and slapping you... hard... against your jiggling ass cheeks... and naked hip... "go git Mee dem gotdam rubbuh bands... own top uhh Mah muthafuckin' locker... bitch... 'n Ah'm gonna show yo' teasin' nekkid ass... jest how Wee spay white bitches in heah"... and before it's over... before you've even had the time... to contemplate the horror... and get over the shock... of what He's actually done to you... it's all over... rather quickly... as you learn... that "spaying"... is an utterly depraved... and extremely perverted form... of live capital punishment... of sorts... because after this... your life... even a miserable whore's life... might as well be over anyway... because this is the only thing... just short of murder... and actual death... and this horror... is purely designed to hasten along... your torture... in one of the very first... for some... or very last stages... of your so-called "development"... as a fully functional... true prison bitch... They call it "spaying" in Here... or in more polite terms... a "sex change"... (a favorite "Colefax Prison" term)... because it's similar to "neutering"... except that "spaying"... is only reserved... for the lowest of gutter bitches in here... prison "gurls"... on her one-way... and final road to Hell... a very radical... and irreversible punishment... where she's slowly castrated... first... with several rubber bands... thick ones... snapped tightly... and wrapped around and around... the base of your balls... useless now anyway... for quite some time... and in much the same way... as farm animals are castrated... with rubber bands... and as the rubber bands... inexorably constrict... and eventually stop altogether... the last bit of blood flow... to the testicles... one to three days... depending on how tight the rubber bands are... but never more than three... agonizingly long days... except that the agony... is mostly from a bitch's frazzled mind... pure mental torture... and everything else... that the inevitable... and horrible result signifies... since the bitch... and now you... are already... and very quickly... becoming quite numb... and feeling no pain at all... between your legs... after just the first half hour or so... because of the lack of circulation... from the rubber bands anyway... as the Inmates... even the Ones who are just curious... and have no intention... or even perverted desire... of fucking you anyway... are walking out of Their cells... or the dayroom... or TV room... stepping right up to you... and reaching down... between your legs... and casually flicking Their index... and middle fingers... right up against your taut... paper thin... and translucent... skin tight scrotum... just to see for Themselves.... if They can even get a reaction... to confirm... the numbness... that you feel... or no longer feel... down there... between your legs... "do it hurt... white bitch?"... ridiculing you again... with Their constant stream... of fucking rhetorical... inquisitive joking... and of course... your hands are kept tied... completely behind your back... where you can't reach yourself... between your own legs... to even try and remove... the horrid rubber bands... as your black Pimp continues your indoctrination... while you still continue... to suck the black dicks... of Anyone... and Everyone... still interested... or now... even more interested... in your charms... while He's telling you... that after another day... the second day... tomorrow actually... or maybe as soon as tonight... after lights out... and another lockdown... He's going to snap several more rubber bands... very small ones this time... thin... regular rubber bands... wrapped just below the thicker rubber bands... cutting so tightly into the taut skin... of your scrotum... wrapped so tightly... that they'll break the skin... causing slight bleeding... after all... what difference will it make anyway... after your useless testicles... will have already turned blue anyway... followed by a deep... and dark... purplish black... with more swelling... and clearly visible throbbing... and pulsing blood vessels... and for the rest of the day... while still on your knees... and sucking dick... you're overhearing... lots and lots... of cruel and uncaring... detached... objectively rhetorical discussion... about the economic... and time saving benefits... of an even more hastened... bitch transformation... learning for yourself... and your own life lesson... and permanent education... that without testicles... and even though you... the bitch... still have a penis... such as it is... it will be even more useless... and actually... in real terms... nothing more than a "clit" anyway... and while you overhear some idle... and now meaningless speculation... that you might still be able... to have erections... of sorts... and possibly... still cum... simply because you still have your prostate... except for all the doses of pills... averaging out to at least... one birth control tablet... every twelve hours... and what used to be your dick... and now your clit... is continuously shrinking anyway... right along with your already quickly shrunken testicles... although both... at least before the rubber bands... had become super sensitized... which actually still allowed you... to have orgasms... of sorts... and spurting "clit" cream... and whatever still passed for cum... squirting it all over yourself... and for a short while... even quicker orgasms... and almost always... perfectly timed... with a black cock... touching your lips... or scrubbing your tonsils... and another one... slipping back and forth... inside your asshole... bludgeoning your prostate... and making you cum... even more quickly than before... until after a while... after just a few more weeks... it has now become difficult... and almost impossible... to even get an erection anymore... and you're only now able... to dribble out of your clit... just thin watery streams anyway... less and less each time... until they too... dissipate to nothing... and disappear altogether... because as a castrated bitch... you will be completely unable... to ever self-produce... any testosterone... or any other male hormones... and it's this... all of this... not just huge dosages... of birth control pills... to try and overcome any physical... male characteristics... but eliminating any male hormones altogether... which further maximizes... and multiplies the effectiveness... of either fewer,... or the same number of birth control pills... being hopelessly castrated... like this... will make the pills work even quicker... with even fewer pills... and less time needed... so that you will more quickly... become softer... and more feminine... in your voice... in your physical features... and other characteristics... in weeks... instead of months... or longer... to make you even more appealing to Men... a surrogate bitch... while also ensuring... that you will never... ever... be able to function as a male... ever again... and forcing you... both physically... and mentally... to accept your permanent fate... and whore status... and becoming... like a bitch is supposed to anyway... more compliant... subservient... and obedient... where you will no longer have any choice... or any other options... Everyone's waiting... by the second day... and certainly before the third day's even over... even more Men... are crowding you... waiting for the inevitable... while you're still on your fucking knees... still sucking dick... taking bets... and making book... on just when your fucking testicles... either individually... singly... and one by one... or both together... at the same time... will simply fall off... down between your legs... sliding down the insides... of your soft and already... pleasingly plump... naked inner thighs... and then splatting obscenely... down onto the dirty linoleum... or concrete floor... or wherever you are... your fucking useless testicles... falling off of you... from between your legs... and landing so fittingly... at Their feet... and your Pimp... is now telling you... that you're lucky... because for those other bitches... taken down for revenge... who will never even be "gurl" material anyway... because he's simply too ugly... to look like a "gurl" anyway... and without any expectations... or the slightest consideration... or special treatment... in being treated like a "gurl"... they simply call the same process... "neutering"... instead of "spaying"... "neutering"... is for prison slave boys... who will only get fucked as "bois"... instead of "gurls"... so... for both "bois"... and "gurls"... and just short of full surgery... rubber band castration... is as close as They will ever get... at least in Colefax Prison anyway... and in the end... and for newcomers... leaving the casual observer... always wondering... just why certain bitches in This Place... look so damned feminine... and it's primarily because... she just doesn't have any balls... not anymore... and the fact that you no longer... have your own testicles anymore... it makes it even easier... for Them... and then you... to pull your bitch clit back... between your legs... and literally stuff your own clit... all the way up inside yourself... what Everyone amusingly... and jokingly... calls real "tucking"... with your pitiful clit... stuffed all the way up... inside your own asshole... "bend ovuh... bitch... 'n show 'Em awl yo' pussy"... as the Men stare... down between your legs... at the lewd sight... of the last remaining... and hardly recognizable piece... of your miserable white flesh... your fucking clit... squeezed right in between... your snow white... and freshly powdered ass cheeks... however... your transformation... into a bitch... a decidedly perverted... transgender metamorphosis... still doesn't end here... as though castration isn't already the end... of whore road... because castration... is also followed by something else... with a pair of fully functional... in every way... lactating... milky white tits... because a bitch isn't really a complete bitch... until she can squirt milk... into her Man's coffee... or tea... or cereal... and now you're learning... that there's more than one way... to force lactation... from a castrated bitch's... puffy... swollen nipples... starting out with the fact that... both men and women... have mammary glands anyway... and when mammary glands mature fully in females... during their puberty... their breasts quickly develop... into a state where all it takes... is a hormonal spike... of prolactin... after puberty... and immediately... following pregnancy... to easily induce lactation... while for males... mammary glands... because of testosterone... generally don't mature to the same level... however... and for the desired effect... it's merely a rather unique combination... of a certain kind of organically... naturally occurring... or chemically... and artificially induced... pituitary tumor... along with a sharp... also chemically induced... hormone spike... involving prolactin... the singular hormone necessary... to stimulate the production... of milk... much easier in women... with just a simple injection... but just as easily... forcing spontaneous lactation... out of castrated bitches too... more easily in some... than others... but easily enough... for most... and sometimes... for difficult cases... the antipsychotic drug... Thorazine... is used to organically impact... a castrated bitch's pituitary gland... the pea- sized endocrine gland... located near the base of the brain... and the Thorazine... causing the pituitary... to overproduce prolactin... and if prolactin levels are kept high enough... then milk always follows... every fucking time... also certain kinds of liver cirrhosis... and other health issues... that affect the hypothalamus... will force lactation... by disrupting the liver's normal... hormone-metabolizing function... and lactation is also another side effect... of Digoxin... a heart medication... and all of these remedies... along with the constant irritation... tweaking... pinching... sucking... fondling... squeezing... pulling... manual nipple stimulation... and over- self- stimulation of your bitch nipples... also releases the prolactin hormone... and the combinations... are seemingly endless... when you also learn... that when a person is malnourished... usually from not getting enough food... semi-starvation... from living primarily... on a steady diet... of semen... and more than a little piss... that even though the pituitary gland... which produces prolactin... is somewhat impeded... by the lack of proper nutrition... it's the liver... that's even more impeded... simply because the liver is unable to metabolize... inhibit the release of Prolactin... absorbing or destroying unnaturally high levels of Prolactin... flowing through the bloodstream... and... as you're kept starved... for a period of time... a few weeks... or a couple of months... after your castration... then when proper nourishment is finally provided... then your pituitary gland... as well as your other endocrine glands... will rebound... and recover far more quickly... and much more quickly than the liver anyway... which will cause your Prolactin hormone levels... to literally skyrocket... soaring unchecked... and spiking through the roof... and making you.. whether you like it... or not... to leak milk... and spontaneously lactate... and if you need it... even after all of this... then Prolactin hormone injections... long with the birth control pills... and other concoctions... of female hormones... will help you along your way... at first you say... "but that's... those are prescriptions... and that... that has to be illegal"... as He's now reaching out... to pinch a nipple... and bringing a gasp... and that familiar... whimpering moan... from your cocksuckers lips... "silly cunt... iffen Wee we kin aw-reddy git... awl deze othuh Schedule drugs... 'n control' substances... smack... weed... uppers... downers.. speed... 'phetamines.. end enny othuh street drugs... 'n contr'band... den how yew thank wee cain't git somethin' ez simple... ex bitch hormones... Wee ain't got no pro'lem... gittin' uhh gotdam supply... uhh m uthafuckin' burf control pills... frum duh womens side... when dey gits uhh scrip... fo' dere so cawled cramps ennyway"... as He finally lets go of your nipple... so that you can contemplate His soliloquy... and He's right... after all... if Prisoners can already... and easily get street drugs... and other contraband in Here... then how difficult will it be... to get something as seemingly benign... and useless to Men... as Prolactin filled syringes anyway... and after all... why the fuck were you still born... and until now... and in your immediate future... with useless bitch nipples anyway... and after the castration... that horrible castration... and birth control pills... and all the female hormones... and literally black market... of other underground drug... and bitch hormone concoctions... along with the Prolactin... that He's been pumping into you... for days... after the castration... you're now cursed... with a pair of overly sensitive breasts... with your bitch nipples... now swollen... and tender from the female hormones... so that they're now... actually producing milk... without you even having the dignity... of getting pregnant... and you're mewling... and whining... begging Him... piteously... begging Each Man... to simply let go of your breasts... and of course... He merely smiles at you... a horrifying sight in itself... as He releases His deathly grip... on your pliable tits... to only then... start pinching... both of your nipples... and corkscrewing them both... between His fingers... until you start screaming again... while you spray milk... all over the place... all over Him... and all over yourself... and for Those Who occasionally... want even bigger tits... you won't even need any more hormones... because if They want bigger tits on a bitch... even a boi bitch like you... They will force you to use your newfound talents... by constructing your own... custom fitting breast forms... almost comical caricatures... of exaggerated tits... fashioned from surgical latex gloves... with the fingers cut off... and then the hand portions resealed... after being filled with warm water... both tits... somewhat tastefully... though still artificially colored... in flesh tones... complete with realistic shadowing... and adorned with prominent... even puffier... and stiffer nipples... with sticky... lipstick painted areolas... and even less contrived... in being kept naturally warm... by your own body heat... underneath... wearing another pair... of larger... and even more visually mismatched tits... bouncing and swinging... back and forth... from side to side... underneath... your nearly transparent blouse... or see through tee shirt... larger... uneven breasts... resting on top of your own... since real breasts... are never uniform... and almost always different sized anyway... and giving the Inmates something nice... to reach down and squeeze... and besides... and the point is... that no matter the size... of a pair of natural bitch tits... like Men Everywhere... you can't please Everybody anyway... while you're on your knees... crying in humiliation... and desperately... sucking on Their dicks... and playing with their balls... and kissing their legs... and trying to make Them all cum... and now... after it's done... weeks after it's done... you're now left... with a completely... hairless... and ivory white... naked body... oversized in some places... and almost flabby... jiggling ass cheeks... with rounded hips... and helplessly quivering... upper inner thighs... smooth and silky... inner arms... and even softer... silkier hands... along with your delicately caressing... and trembling fingers... smooth... white alabaster skin... even more sensitive... and enough to leave lasting hand prints... wherever They pinch... slap... and spank you... silky smooth shoulders... and accentuating even more... what you were born with... a delicate ribcage... still slender ankles... and less than knobby knees... and tiny girl wrists... which are smaller around... than the thickness... of most Men's dicks... along with your now... perpetually frightened facial expressions... and big doe eyes... over everything that's happened to you... a frightened and soft... whimpering and moaning voice... soft and wet... red lipstick smeared mouth... always half open... and drooling clear... sparkling spit... down over your chin... and crying and whimpering... into Their mouths... as They brutally kiss you... while They're fucking you... and listening to you... obligingly begging... for All Their cocks... and gulping down Their hot... slick sperm loads... with thick... coarse... and soaking wet... crinkly black pubic hairs... plastered everywhere... all over your poor white face... and all around your mouth... with your very own... salty sweet tears... along with Their slug like trails... of grayish... white... and yellowish semen... coursing down your face... and off the end of the ski slope... formed by the tip of your nose... and slinging off the ends of your hair... running down your torso... between your tits... and down between your legs.. clear to your ankles... while relentlessly... squeezing your now... very deep... and exquisitely clutching fuck hole... massaging... and gently sucking... up and down... from tip to root... and all around Their black cocks... as They keep fucking you... with you continuously... keeping Their dicks... perpetually... and almost constantly rock hard... seemingly... and teasingly... coaxing the cum from Their balls... slapping rudely... up between your parted legs... on all fours... on your hands and knees... or bent over the edge of their bunks... or Their hairy testicles... slapping down... even more loudly... between your splayed ass cheeks... while you're on your stomach... as though you're the one... who's trying to make it last... and not Them... and with your improved looks... and unmistakably feminine appearance... after the hormones... and castration... followed by still more... and even heavier doses of hormones... and prolactin... with continued bitch lessons... and daily... all day practicing... in how to better comport yourself... in just sitting down... in front of Men... with your legs crossed... and both hands... demurely folded... and clasped together... in your lap... mostly... to stop the trembling... or standing... and walking like a bitch... and with every single step... each foot is deliberately... and carefully placed... in front of the other... and walking with both of your silky palms... placed rather tastefully... though not so exaggeratedly flatly... against the fronts of your thighs... or along the sides of your now more flaring hips... and walking with your shoulders... rolled slightly forward... just to diminish the appearance... of any unnecessary width... and even out on the fucking track... in the yard... jogging... and running... with your jiggling white ass... both lower cheeks... hanging out of the bottoms... with your hips and ass... thrusting backwards a little... and your upper body leaning forward... just so the Men... Inmates... and prison staff alike... both Male and Female staff... can stare at the dick hardening sight... as They all watch you jiggle... and bounce around the circuit... the running... and exercise... isn't to try and get you into shape... because already... you're the size and shape... that They all want... and need anyway... and They only want to keep you just fit enough... to maintain your current feminine shape... and tone... while keeping your naked ass... and hips... and inner thighs... just flabby enough... to jiggle... and bounce... easily... up and down... in their black hands... or jiggling nicely... under their cruelly lashing belts... while They're All taking turns... fucking you... and even though you once thought... that you might have been tougher... and then more resignedly resilient... when you were first put in here... with all of the hormones... birth control pills... and black cock lessons that you've been receiving... over the past several weeks... and now months... you're also finding out... that because of the rising and falling levels... and unpredictable spiking... of all these fucking hormones... and in spite of the frequency... and all the black cock... and loads of cum that you're constantly getting... and as accepting as you try to be... to the point of simple resignation... that there are some days... when you really don't feel like... and can't stand... getting close to a dick... any dick... and on particular days... you certainly don't feel like... getting fucked that day... and it doesn't has nothing to do... with anything else... except the bitch hormones... since always had a sex drive... as a male... but never any bitch 'mones... to interfere with a sex drive... before now... it's almost a pseudo period... and tie of the month... when a girl just doesn't want to have sex... or suck... or even see a fucking dick... and especially feel... smell.. or taste a Man's load... so in the end..... for you... and All of These Bastards... it's all the same anyway... and makes you even more... the bitch... as They occasionally slap you around... at certain... unpredictable times of the month... for being your goddam period... "fuck yew... white bitch... 'n suck dis gotdam dick... befo' Ahh take Mah Pimp stick to yo' lily ass... ag'in"... and also after the castration... you quickly find out too... that these Bastards... even go so far... as threatening... to send out a picture... a clear and utterly convincing photograph... in all of its stark... and brightly contrasting colors... to your white Wife... with your bleached out... and long... now silky blonde hair... and showing off... your nakedly exposed... soft and tiny titties... and soon to be... even larger... even if They have to go so far as... synthetic... mock breasts... with lots and lots... of no longer pretend cleavage... and your hormone fed... jiggling white ass... and rounded hips... already looking.. at the very least... even by the most discriminating of standards... somewhat attractive... to the Men... in a perverted sort of way... in your makeshift... and see through dress... and He's even written a note... on the back of a Polaroid... to be sent to your wife... if you don't cooperate... and act accordingly... and enthusiastically... to Their cruel demands... a note... already written out... and telling her... that your new name... is Bambi... a typical white girl's name... at least for now... until Someone Else... decides to change it later... to something else... more suitable... and to Their liking... or even if He somehow... just casually forgets... what to call you... and simply calls you "bitch"... and that your black Pimp... is forever inviting... lots and lots of His Friends over... for free blowjobs... from you... as you have now... and very quickly... become very popular... with All the Inmates... and after all of this... you're perverted concerns... are more immediate... when you're contemplating... what the prison Staff will think of you... when They too... see you like this... as your Pimp... constantly updates you... with the bad news... "yew thank dat yo' purty Wife... gurlfrien'... o' enny othuh self- r'specting white bitch... wood evuh won't yew now?... yew thank enny bitch in huh rat mind... won'ts anuthuh liddle cunt lack yew... who bee moanin' lack uhh common tramp... lack uhh street hoe... wholl shee bee gittin huh white ass fucked... by Awl dese Nigguh Inmates... 'n hood rats... 'n yew 'bout tuh bee turn't out... tew duh rest uhh duh gen'ral pop'lation... stoopid white bitch?"... "c'mere... yew big titty bitch... yo' black Pimp done pumped yew up... full uhh bitch hormones... so's Wee kin awl have uhh big pair of titties tuh play wif'... 'n chew own... wholl Wee fuckin' yo' white ass"... and with double handfuls... of your still blatantly exposed... and white naked flesh... your first Customer... is immediately... dragging you alongside Him... and then sitting Himself down... in one of those fucking plastic chairs... in the dayroom again... in public... and right in front of the Other Inmates... and pulling you back... into His lap... snuggling with you... your back and shoulders... intimately resting... against His chest... and facing away from Him... as he unceremoniously... and brutally impales you... to the balls... all the way down... onto His long black cock... spreading your weak legs... really wide... across His bare thighs... and holding you with two hands... the fingers of one hand... sinking painfully... into the fat oozing flesh... of one of your naked tits... bigger tits now... that are still filling out... from the continued dosages... of bitch hormones... "now yo' white titties bee nice 'n big... nice 'n round... bitch... Ahh lacks duh way dey bee bouncin' awl ovuh deze birdcage ribs yew got... now fuck Mee back... wid y' ass... butch... 'n make Mee cum... muthafuckuh"... and His other hard and hurting black hand... gripping you on top of one of your upper thighs... his fingers sinking even deeper... into your plump thigh... and feeling up both titties... with His other hand... and commenting further... about how large they are... since They started pumping you full... of bitch hormones... as He continues... bouncing you up and down... in His lap... and then rather quickly... after several more minutes... He's noe too soon... and copiously shooting... another hot load... of His Nigger jizz... deep up inside your rectum... before He's then rudely... shoving you off His lap... and back down... onto the floor... with His cum... literally pouring out of your asshole... with ropes of the slimy white substance... literally rolling down the backs... and insides of your thighs... and between your legs... to your knees... as you automatically... and almost mindlessly... but still with a purpose... start crawling... over to the next... and nearest... impatiently waiting black Customer... already fondling... His rapidly swelling penis... waiting... for you to suck it... as you reach for it... to fondle His testicles... as He orders up from you... another custom mouth job... "jest use yo' squirmy lips... 'n kiss it... werk yo' way up tew duh muthafuckin' black tip... 'n purtend dat Mah dick... b'lawngs tuh yo' gotdam boi friend... dat yew wuz suckin' own in county... befo' yew got heah... o' yew kin purtend dat it's yo' wife's fuckin' clit... o' won uhh huh fat swolled up nipples..." as you're now placing your mouth... and gently parted lips... so sweetly... and obediently... right up between the Bastard's widely spread legs... up underneath His huge dangling... sweaty balls... kissing the underside... of His huge and thick... anaconda snake... for several... several humiliating minutes... and then you lift yourself higher and higher... on your knees... up between His legs... along with your upturned... and blanching white face... all the way up... along His thick meaty shaft... and looking into His eyes... with abject fear... one last time... looking for mercy... completely absent... from His expression... and then whimpering in resignation... as you lick... kiss... and literally pay homage... to the very tip... of your whore Master's... uncircumcised... and hooded... drooling black penis... literally filled with dick cheese... blowing on it... and feeling utterly humiliated... while you're gently kissing away... the leaking precum... and smooching your way... all the way up the underside... of His penis... with long and lingering kisses... while trying desperately... to disappear... and sink back into your private... and no longer secret world... by actually fantasizing... that you are indeed... and pervertedly... still sucking... on your wife's... thick and puffy... swollen nipples... or juicy clit... instead of this black Man's... horrid black penis... Other Men are taking full advantage... of your tits... as They crudely tie up... both of your soft breasts... before they rape you... tying your breasts together... on top of your chest... and then pulling tight... squeezing them together... into twin... heavy... soft mounds of fleshy tit meat... oozing out from the makeshift ropes... or between the lops of Their leather belts... wrapped around your naked chest... with your nipples... pale... at first... and then turning embarrassingly pink... and quickly turning a bright shade of red... and then a deep bruising purple shade... as They're leaning down over you... and biting deeply... like vipers... sinking Their sharp teeth... deep into your nipples... sucking on them... as well as the surrounding tit flesh... between Their thick Nigger lips... with both of your nipples... poking high in the air... as you lay on your back... both hands tied behind you... again... to thrust out your ribcage... helplessly... and teasingly offering them up... to your abusive sexual partners... for even more punishment... and torture... as Many of Them... All take turns... climbing up onto your delicate... and fragile... bone creaking chest... literally crushing the breath out of you... with Their heavy thug weight... while They're fucking you... between your titties... over and over... growing red... and then swelling up... hard... from the constricted blood flow... to almost twice... their normal size... and even whe They free your hands and feet... They still leave your big tits tied... with the ropes... and leather belts... still wrapped around your naked tits... keeping them hard... red... and painfully sore... and swollen... and even in your whores sleep... you quickly realize... in your daymares... and fitful... sleepless... waking nightmares... just as whores dream... your dreams even more frequent now... and even during your afternoon naps... or usually... when you're just passed out... and unconscious... while desperately trying to breathe... around yet another black Man's dick... or while you're being cruelly choked out... behind a black Man's dirty palm... and hard squeezing fingers... wrapped so tightly... around your scrawny neck... that this is how Men see you anyway... as a perverted form... and ethereal shape... of a real girl anyway... and only slightly imaginary... in His own mind... which between a bitch... like you... and a ma... His is the only mind that counts anyway... contrasting with your own... bimbo status... with the added visual... of you in front of Him.. or on top of Him... or underneath Him... between His legs... with soft and silky... wobbling tits... gently falling down... and bouncing... and swaying... back and forth... right into His dirty hands... while He's leisurely raping you... His balls... rising and falling... underneath you... while He's taking His fucking time... literally... and enjoying Himself... completely... it's an almost out of body experience... a sort of mind and body transference... and the lines of your own sanity... like your now unfamiliar shape... and decidedly softened... and feminine curves... certainly no longer masculine... in any way... those lines... both physical and mental... as well as emotional... are now blurred... as you can feel the little bitch... your old and new personas... and identity... blending inside you... into someone else... into something else... but still you... squeezing her... and your... hot and tight little rectum... up and down... with your asshole... or pussy... lewdly rippling... and clenching... and fluttering around... thick black cock... after thick black cock... occupying... and completely filling up... your own white body... and your Pimp... is now forcing you... to lie in His arms... in His bunk... every day... and stare up the stainless steel mirror that He's fastened... underneath the bottom of the top bunk... to constantly check out how you now look... even if just as a hormone fed bitch... from one day to the next, pointing out to your Pimp... and benefactor... any minute... or visible changes... that you notice... even keeping a fucking logbook... with your daily measurements... slightly fluctuating weight... and other physical changes... more from the humiliation factor... than from any real scientific interest on His part... as your Owner... and Overseer... also quickly reminds you... and impresses upon your psyche... that you'd better start acting more enthusiastic... of your whore status... and especially... your looks... because if He ever becomes tired of you... and loses interest... followed by the Rest of The Inmates... also losing interest... then He's have no further use for you... and you'll be transferred to Whore Row... with the rest of the other cunts to be chosen by any man who wants you for any price... or for nothing... and even for free... if a new bitch comes in... there's always a new bitch... just like you are now... and He'll her too... just like He has with you... and from this day forward... if you ever forget... and even try to act out... by resisting any unwanted advances... feigning disinterest in sex... or speaking to Him... or Any Man... with the slightest hint of bass in your voice.... or feinting the least bit aggressive action... and especially with the 'clit' you've still got dangling between your legs... then He'll make sure... that you'll live out the rest of your days... as a pale and stark and alabaster white... ultraviolet light starved... sunlight deprived... lifelong... albino toothless whore... in solitary confinement... with a lifer... who will never too... ever see the light of day either... with your then to be husband's... large and black... priapic and perpetually hard dick... permanently holstered... all the way to His balls... and up your pussy hole... and His choking hands... wrapped around your neck... for every waking moment... for the rest... and hopeless remainder... of your fucking life...