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My Girly Crotch free porn video
I do not have the luxury of dressing up and wearing makeup. But I did
something else to emasculate myself.
I got up and walked to the restroom. My dick was tenting my jeans. The
people I passed didn't know that in a few minutes that would change. They
didn't know that my crotch would soon resemble that of the girl in the
corner who wears skirts and heels every day.
I couldn't bring myself to sway my hips, but I tried to line up my steps
as much as I could without drawing attention and laughs. I trembled with
anticipation as I entered the restroom. Maybe this is how a virgin bride
felt when entering the bedroom on her first night?
I entered the farthest stall and pulled down my jeans and underwear. I
tried to fold my hard dick between my legs. It wouldn't go down. So I
jacked off into the commode. It didn't take much time. Then I did it. I
put away my male parts between my legs. And I locked them there by pulling
my underwear up. My maleness was gone. The source of my manly pride had
disappeared. Only a flat triangle remained. And it was so smooth!
I am sure no one noticed me on the way back to my seat but it felt like
the whole world was staring at my crotch. It was hard to walk. My usual
long, confident strides were replaced by slow, tentative, and weird steps.
I hope no one thought that I had recently got my ass fucked. It was also
hard to sit. My clitty's (considering my state of mind, it shouldn't be
honored by the name dick) head pressed on the seat. It was really
uncomfortable. Until I figured out that crossing my legs in a girly
fashion made it easier.
I felt feminine enough alone but seeing other people was when I was really
pushed over the edge. I decided to eat alone and took the lift down.
Crotches were all I could see. I looked at all the men in the lift. All of
their pants bunched up in the front. They didn't care. They pushed their
crotches out into the world proudly. They chatted with the girls and
laughed with masculine grandness. I looked down at my own crotch and with
horror I realized that the difference was noticeable! I was filled with
fear, shame, and oddly, envy. Imagine, me, a male, having penis envy. In
my mind, I had no penis!
As I stood there exuding my sissiness, I wondered how many women noticed.
I have seen girls checking out men's crotches before. Had they checked out
mine? Did they notice how the area supposed to bulge had crumpled up like
a deflated balloon? Did they think I had a micro-dick? Did they see me
check out other men and mistake me for gay?
The lift doors opened on a floor and the girl I had been ogling her for
some time now walked in. I have been wanting to talk her for some time.
Men who were interested probably talked to her. Sissies like me silently
watched in awe. She was wearing brown trousers. I saw how smooth her
crotch was. How it curved and disappeared between her thick thighs. I have
fantasized about banging her before. But today all I could imagine was two
girls rubbing their flat crotches against each other. Absolutely no
penetration. It was so humiliating that even if I wanted to I couldn't
fuck her. So humiliating knowing that the appearance of my crotch was
closer to those of all the pretty girls I saw, than to any of the men,
irrespective of their sizes.
I was high on my sexual frenzy. I think I knocked some chairs when I
walked with my plate to a corner seat. I sat and watched all the women. My
thighs kept tightening and loosening their hold on my clitty. I felt some
smirk at me. I saw group of girls look at me. They whispered to each other
and giggled. And that's when I came.
Without a single stroke. Like a girl. I shivered. Like a girl. Fluids
pooled in the narrow bridge of my underwear. Like a girl.
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