Alexa Chapter 8: Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?
The next few weeks saw me adapt to more of the role of Alexa. I started
to dress more androgynously in public. Slowly bringing Alexa to the
forefront. And it didn't go unnoticed. Not only did both Jenny and
Katie make comment on it, but so did the two idiots Brandon and Steve.
Walking down the hall one day wearing a pair of skinny jeans and a semi
crop top I ran into the two meatheads coming back from class. "Nice
look Quinn. What time are you meeting your boyfriend?" Brandon cracked.
Alex would have put his head down and ran to get away from these two
bigots. Instead the Alexa side came out.
"Sorry no boyfriend. I don't think Jenny would like that very much," I
told Brandon and headed out the door. As I walked away, I turned around
so I could check out the expression on his face. In my mind, I could
hear Morgan Freeman saying "Priceless"
While the dipshits down the hall like to bring me down, Katie and
especially Jenny were highly supportive of my change. The two of them
were always trying to find new things for me to wear to help me feel
better about myself. It wasn't just the clothes; they were constantly
trying to reinforce what a better person I seemed to be when I was
Alexa. And it wasn't only the girls who have been supportive on this
journey. Dr. Burke had been a huge help. I saw her about twice a week.
The first time I saw her after our coffee klatch, I showed up as Alexa.
She was somewhat surprised that I did.
"So what made you come as Alexa today?" Debbie inquired.
"A couple of things," I responded. "I feel better about myself when I
am like this. I noticed it the other day when I had lunch with Jenny
and my mother. I was dressed as Alex and towards the end I felt like I
was having an out of body experience. I was literally shaking as we sat
in the restaurant. I was able to snap out of it and told my mom it was
nothing, but I scarred Jenny. She had seen the aftermath of my little
episode the other day and came prepared. She helped me be Alexa again
after my mother left. As soon as that happened I felt more at ease,"
Debbie continued to quiz me a little about what exactly happened. And
each time I answered her, I seemed to mention Jenny and the support she
had given me.
"Jenny is the girl you were with on Thursday correct? Katie's
Roommate?" I nodded at the question from my counselor. "Have you been
spending lots of time with her?" I blushed a little and hung my head as
I nodded a reply. Dr. Burke just scribbled in her notebook before
continuing. "Are you two seeing each other?" With the same blush and
head still drooped, I nod again but after I come up with a grin on my
face. I think that surprised the doctor a little. "How did this come
about?" she asked and I explained the events after we saw her and the
talks Jenny and I had about me. Just like Katie, Dr. Burke warned to be
careful, that relationships when you are in the state of mind I am in
can be difficult.
Like the advice I had gotten from Katie, I listened to the words Debbie
was saying but pretty much ignored them. I was completely whipped over
Jenny. And strangely enough, she was too. There were very few times
that we were apart. We slept together almost every night and except for
work and classes we were together. Sometimes I think it bothered Katie.
I think she felt a little left out, but we tried to include her in
almost everything. Most Saturday nights became girl's night in. We
usually hang out and watch movies, whether it be ones we rented or ones
on TV. Sure, there were nights when we went out, but I tried to limit
those as I was nervous as to how I would be received. One thing we did
start doing every Saturday was cooking a big dinner. It was almost like
an old-fashioned family dinner. I also used the time to teach the girls
how to cook. Katie was a great student, Jenny on the other hand needed
work. The lessons usually devolved into food fights and massive bouts
of laughter. And I wouldn't have changed it for anything.
The rest of my life seemed to stabilize as I devoted more of my time to
being Alexa. The time as Alex was becoming less and less. Basically,
the only time Alex saw the light of day was either for class or work and
even then, I looked a little closer to Alexa than Alex. It made for
some interesting moments. Professors and some the people in my classes
gave me odd looks the first few times I showed up in my new attire, but
then moved on from it. This was a college campus after all. Unique
looking people were part of the everyday scenery. Work was a little
different story. My manager, Cade, did not say anything but I could
tell he wasn't a fan of the new "Alex" but most of my co-workers were
supportive. One girl I worked with, Dannii, was very kind and seemed
very interested in the changes I was making, almost too interested. The
tolerance attitude she had always displayed to me changed overnight.
She was constantly trying to talk with me and it seemed like she was
always watching me. I felt a little creeped out by it. Two of my co-
workers, Rob and Marta, were quite put off by the whole deal. It took a
reprimand from Cade to get Rob to knock off the snide comments. Marta
never seemed to stop. The whole job thing drove Jenny crazy. She
wanted me to sue for sexual harassment over the way I had been treated
and wanted me to quit.
For the most part life was good. I enjoyed my time as Alexa and started
to feel that this is truly who I was. The good feelings were about to
change. A few weeks after the lunch date with Mom, my phone rang again
with that distinctive ringtone indicating it was my parents' home line
calling. Jenny and I were studying away and I rose to grab the phone
off the counter. As usual I answered with, "Hi, Mom." However, this
time I was completely wrong.
"Alex, this is your father," came over the ear piece and the shaking
began. Jenny looked up and saw the situation I was in. She came over
towards me.
Ah, hi Dad. How are you?" I say. I watch as Jenny gets closer and I
watch her eyes go wide at the mention of my father. She comes behind me
and wraps her arms around me.
"Good. Say your mother and I are going to the Gopher game on Saturday,
and we were wondering if you and your new girlfriend want to go for
dinner?" my father says. The question confuses me a little. Not only
had my Dad just spoken politely to me, he was trying to be nice. I am
at loss for what to say. I scramble for a reply.
"Dad, why don't you and mom come to my apartment and I will make the two
of you dinner? I can get a nice roast and do the works. What do you
think?" As the words come out of my mouth, I wonder why I had just said
them. Was I really going to have them over to my apartment? I hear a
little hemming and hawing over the phone line. Eventually an answer
came back.
"That will work. Kick-off is at 1:00, so I figure we will be over about
4:30 or 5. That work for you?"
Stammering I reply, "Sure Dad."
"OK, see you Saturday." And then click. I realize that I have never
heard my father say the words "Good Bye" to any member of my family
during a phone call. I hit the end button on my phone and just stand
there staring off into space, barely acknowledging the presence of Jenny
behind me. I reach over with my right arm and grab her hand that is
wrapped around my chest.
"You OK?" Jenny asks. As shaken as I feel right now, I don't know how I
would have done without Jenny being there to support me. I drop my head
trying to grasp what I had done. Eventually I turn around and face my
girlfriend. Sure, this is a new relationship, but every time I look
into her beautiful blue eyes I just melt. I whisper a thanks to her and
drop my head on her shoulder. Jenny doesn't say anything, just holds me.
Finally, I lift my head and look at her.
"Guess who's coming to dinner?" I say with a slight grin the belies my
true feelings.
"I heard. I was standing right there. Why?" she asked.
"I don't know. I wasn't thinking. Actually, I was. He and my mom are
going to the football game Saturday and then wanted to take us out to
dinner. I really am not up to being in public with him. Plus, I
figured if I cook, we can have Katie there as well," I state. "What do
you think? Work for you?"
"Of course. I'll be there for you and you know it," Jenny assures me and
seals it with a kiss. A kiss that slowly evolved into a little more
until we are interrupted by Katie's arrival home from work.
"I'm going to start caring buckets of water around to throw on you two,"
Katie says as she enters the kitchen. She could tell something was up.
"What's going on? Did I miss something?" Katie asks.
I look at Katie. "What are you doing Saturday? You up for a Quinn
family meal?" I ask.
"Dick and Char are coming? Oh, happy, happy, joy, joy! What does Dick-
head want?" Katie says sarcastically as she drops her purse on the table
and moves towards the fridge for a bottle of water.
"I don't know," I say. Then I think about it a little more. What does
my father want? In all the times over the last two and a half years
that he has come to campus, he has only come to where I was living once,
and that was to help move me into this building. He's up to something,
but the reason is beyond my grasp.
Not being able to study now that King Richard has entered my mind, I
move to the couch. I try and drag Jenny with me, but she says she has
some studying she wants to finish. I plop down next to Katie. I look
at her and ask her what she thinks my father is up to. Katie finishes
checking her email and puts down her laptop. "I don't know, but he is
up to something," she says as she leans back and takes on the look of
someone of pondering a difficult math problem. After a minute or two
she screams out, "I got it!"
"Got what, herpes?" Jenny jokes from the table.
"No, shut up Jenny," Katie replies as she sticks her tongue out her
roommate. "I figured out what Dick is up to. He wants to check you out
Jenny."
I come up with a real insightful question to Katie's revelation. "Huh?"
"Dick doesn't believe Char's description of Jenny. He has to see for
himself. Going to the game is probably just an excuse to come here and
see if you really landed the rich, funny looking blonde chick," Katie
grins.
Jenny begins to protest Katie's description of her. I simply sit back
and let what Katie just said sink in. That does make sense. The Dick
would never believe what my mother's description of Jenny might be so he
needs to check it out for himself. "Katie's right. My dad is coming
here to check you out Jenny. Mothers will either go on and on about a
girlfriend or rip them to shreds. I'm guessing Mom went and did the
first. My Dad would never believe I could get a girl as beautiful as
you," This comment earns me a smile and an air kiss from my girlfriend.
"Well we have to do something to really impress him and show him that
it's all true," Katie says.
"I suppose I could jump Lex and do her on the couch," Jenny says.
"So it would be a typical Saturday night," Katie says. This comment
causes a pen to be launched at her from the kitchen table.
"I know," Jenny says. "I will not be there right away. Give your
parents a little time to settle in and then I will make a grand
entrance. I will come in and give you a big kiss right there. Then
maybe I'll jump you."
"I think that will work. But we might have to hold on to the couch
jumping until later. Shit, that also means I have to clean up my
apartment. And I work tomorrow until 8. And we will have to go
shopping for something to feed them," I say as I try to figure out how
we are going to pull all of this off in the next few days.
Jenny gets up from the table and comes over and sits down next to me.
Cuddling up into me she assures me not to worry. "We will worry about
it Friday. I have class until 10:30. I will come back and help you
clean the apartment," This comment was completely out character for
Jenny. She was not exactly the domestic type. Katie is always on her
for helping clean around their apartment and Jenny usually pouts. Her
response causes Katie and I to stare at her with open mouths. "What?"
Jenny says. I can't say anything; however, Katie didn't have that
problem.
"Okay who are you and what did you do with Jenny?"
Jenny just simply replies. "I will do anything for Alexa, even clean her
apartment," And cuddles into me more and raises her head up gives me a
kiss. Of course, I reciprocate which just earns a groan form Katie. We
break our kiss and just giggle at each other. The three of us spend the
rest of night planning our attack for Saturday.
When I awoke on Friday, I was a little nervous about the next few days.
I showered and dressed and joined Katie in the kitchen for a cup of
coffee before she headed off to class. Katie laughed at how I was
dressed. I hadn?t paid much attention to it, but I was sitting there in
a pair of black leggings and an oversized Gopher sweatshirt. ?Alexa you
look like half the girls will in my class today. You really are getting
into this?? At first I was somewhat insulted by what Katie said, but
realized she was just adjusting to the new me,
?Is it weird?? I asked. I must have had a sad or scared expression on
my face because the look on Katie?s face turned to one of sympathy.
Reaching over she took my hand and began to speak.
?Oh god. I?m so sorry Alexa. I didn?t mean anything by that, it?s just
the change seems like it is almost natural. Don?t take this wrong way,
but did you have to take time to figure out what to wear today?? I shook
my head at Katie?s question. ?You just went into auto mode then?? I
nodded at this. ?What you did was dress as any normal girl would.
Well, at least girls not named Jenny," she said with a wicked grin.
?It just felt right as I was getting ready this morning. I feel like a
girl, even though it is neutral looking. I do like how they feel.
Plus, if I have to clean all day, I want to feel comfortable. Speaking
of cleaning, what kind of help can I expect from Jenny?? I ask my
?sister?.
A huge laugh escapes Katie?s mouth. ?You are in for adventure. If you
have been frustrated by the cooking lessons you have been attempting
with her, just wait for cleaning day. You will be stuck with the
bathroom, that?s for sure. Just be gentile with her. Living a ?normal?
life is completely new to her. But if you love her, you have to accept
her flaws," Katie says before realizing what she said. ?I mean if you
like her.. I mean if you love being around her.?
?I do love her," I say in whisper stopping Katie from her backtracking.
As Katie gets up from the table. She wraps her arms around me and gives
me a sisterly hug. ?I know. I think she does too. Two years ago, I
never could have pictured you two together. Now I can?t imagine you
without each other," Katie gives me light kiss on the cheek before
heading off to get ready for her class. I let her words sink in and
develop a warm glow from it. She loves me? That would be beyond my
wildest dreams. But for now, I don?t want to push anything. I just
want to enjoy the moment.
Enjoyment was not a feeling I was going to have now. Over the last few
weeks, I had not been to my apartment for more than grabbing some
clothes or something I needed for school. Today will be the longest I
will have spent in my apartment since the infamous Tuesday night. I
open the door and was immediately hit with the smell of musty locked up
place. Before I could even go any farther, I went back to the girls?
apartment and grabbed as many candles as I could find hoping that they
would take away the smell. I lit them and dove into the work at hand.
Taking Katie?s advice, I began in the bathroom and gave the place a
thorough cleaning. That wasn?t too bad an experience. After completing
that, I moved to the kitchen where most the smell was emanating from.
My first mistake was opening the refrigerator where a lot of old food
and spoiled milk sat producing some of the foulest odors I have ever
dealt with. Grabbing the food and milk, I shoved it into the garbage
can. Grabbing the pizza boxes and fast food bags, I practically ran
down the hall to the garbage room. Thankfully our apartment had a trash
shoot and soon the smells had vacated the third floor of our building.
As I returned to my apartment, Jenny came out of her apartment. I
couldn?t help but laugh at her attire. She was wearing a pair of faded
jeans rolled part way up her calves, a blue and yellow checkered shirt
that was tied just above the waist over a white tank top. The look was
completed by a pair of white sneakers and a bandana that matched her
shirt, wrapped around her head. She looked like a stereotypical soccer
mom. ?What she asked?? I tried to apologize for laughing, but I could
see her beginning to pout a little. I walked up to her a gave her a
huge kiss right there in the hall way and commented on her look.
?You look gorgeous. It is definitely a MILF slash soccer mom look. I
just want to know where the minivan is parked," This started her
giggling and earned me a slap on the arm. As much as I joked about her
appearance, she looked beautiful. But then again in my mind she could
wear a garbage bag and look beautiful. I once again thanked divine
providence for allowing me to be with her. We moved into her apartment
and began working away and trying to make my apartment presentable to
the King and my mom. We were almost finished when Katie showed up. Her
reaction to Jenny?s attire was very similar to mine. Not able to
contain herself, she spoke up.
?Jenny, the school just called. Alex junior has detention again. You
can?t pick him up until 4:00," Katie said laughingly. This earned her
a wet sponge being tossed in her direction. Katie could not stop
laughing at Jenny and got me laughing too. Eventually Jenny found the
humor and joined us. Soon my apartment was cleaner than when I moved
in. The three of us crashed on the couch, proud of the work we had
done. I thanked the girls for all their help and the two of the assured
me it was no problem. It didn?t take long for Jenny to cuddle up to me
as we sat there enjoying me clean, but spartan apartment. It wasn?t
long before our quiet rest was interrupted by my phone ringing.
I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Dr. Burke. Crap, I forgot
I had an appointment today. I quickly answered. ?Hello Dr. Burke, how
are you today??
?Just fine," I heard from the other end of the line. ?I was wondering
if you would be able to move up your appointment today??
?Sure. What time?? I ask.
?Is 1:30 OK? I am trying to head out early for the week end, but I
don?t want to miss our time," Debbie responded.
I agreed to the time and soon ended the conversation. I looked at the
girls sitting on the couch. I knew that they were going to help me
spruce up my apartment a little more so it was presentable. I almost
felt bad felt bad about abandoning them, but they were very
understanding and almost pushing me out the door. They did decide I
need to improve my look a little and soon the ratty sweatshirt was
replaced with a hooded maroon sweatshirt with the University?s huge
block M on the front and my beat-up Nike running shoes were replaced
with a pair of black boots with a flat sole. Jenny worked on my face
and hair a little and Katie ran over to their apartment and returned
with her black North Face vest. When the two of them were done, the led
me to the mirror in the bathroom. Starring back at me in the mirror was
a typical female student here at the University of Minnesota. A smile
grew across my face as I took in the view.
?Just remember you are all mine Lex. Don?t go running off with any guy
that starts hitting on you," Jenny warned me before leaning in and
giving me a kiss. Katie also commented on how ?normal? I looked.
?Say aren?t you in my women?s studies class?? Katie said laughingly. I
just smiled at Katie and then flipped her the bird. I moved off to the
door to leave for my appointment with Debbie, but realized that I was
being followed by the girls. When I asked where they were going, Katie
piped up that they were just going to run to Target and grab a few
things to ?brighten up the place?. I cautiously nodded my head and the
three of us headed out of the building.
I made it over to Dr. Burke?s office with no problem, even though I was
constantly nervous that I was going to be pulled over and I was going to
have to explain why I was dressed the way I was. As has been the case
my meeting with Debbie made me feel much better about myself. She was
always so friendly and seemed to know the right things to help lift my
spirits. I felt very lucky that I got her as my counselor. She did
express concern over my the ?dinner party? I was having tomorrow. She
was worried that I would have another episode like I did when I had
lunch with my mother. ?You had a difficult time when you met with your
mother, and from what you have told me about your father he is very
critical of you already. I am nervous that an episode like you had with
your mother will be much more pronounced. How are you planning on
dealing with this??
?I am hoping that he won?t notice. But I think being on home turf will
help me plus the fact that both Jenny and Katie will be there to keep an
eye on me has boosted my confidence a little." I purposely neglected
telling Debbie about our little plan for my dad?s introduction to Jenny.
I thought it would be better to ask forgiveness than to ask permission.
While I don?t think I allayed Dr. Burke?s concerns, I think I was able
to convince her that I would be OK with the help of the girls. She did
make me promise to come in Monday and go over everything with her which
I readily agreed to. And with that I left Debbie to get on with her big
week end plans. As I walked out I feel like that Debbie has become my
guardian Angel. To have someone who is practically a stranger be that
concerned about me made me feel even more energized. A plan to thank
her already began forming in my head.
Soon I was home. I walked into the girls? apartment out of habit and
found it empty. I thought I saw Jenny?s car parked out front. It was
then I realized that they were probably across the hall in my apartment.
This made me nervous. I had left these two alone for almost two hours.
I can?t imagine what they did to my apartment. I slowly opened the door
to my apartment and looked around. While they had not completely turned
it in to a girl?s apartment, I could recognize that a woman?s touch had
been added. It was just odd things. The first thing I noticed were
some orange, yellow and white throw pillows added to my drab brown faux
leather couch. I also noticed a lamp and end table now between the
chair and couch with a couple of candles put on it. The book shelf that
had only been used to hold my CD?s and movies had been organized, books
added as well as couple of framed pictures. I noticed one of the
pictures as that of Katie and I at prom. Why would they put that up?
The family picture that had sat in my room had been added, but the
picture that sat at the top of the book shelf was the one that caught my
attention the most. It was of me and Jenny that Katie took of us last
weekend at Minnehaha Falls. The picture looked like that of a typical
couple both wearing sunglasses and enjoying the day. But if you looked
real close you could see I was wearing makeup. And if the picture
showed a full shot it would show me in a pair women?s stretch jeans and
the ankle boots with a wedge heel that I had bought a few weeks back. I
really liked this picture and couldn?t believe the girls had taken the
time to blow it up.
I continue to survey the damage the girls have done. On the table is a
beautiful fall bouquet of autumn flowers. In the kitchen, I notice
silly little things like magnets on the refrigerator and a crock that is
holding all the utensils. I smile at the work Jenny and Katie have
done. It does look more ?homey? around here. The two of them do good
work. I continue down the hall and look at the bathroom. The first
thing I notice is a giant Viking head on the shower curtain. I had to
laugh, because this is not girly at all! It will be good cover for when
my dad comes plus it does look better than having a ?Holiday Inn? logo
like my old shower curtain did. The other thing I noticed was actual
hand towels, in purple of course. There was also a bottle of hand soap
at the sink. It was amazing that I had been missing all of these
things, but then again when you live by yourself, you don?t think about
these things
My exploration of my apartment leads me back into hallway. I notice
that the doors to the two empty bedrooms are closed. I poke my head in
and see that both are still in the same condition they had been in since
each of the former occupants vacated. I look down and see the door to
the last room, my room, closed. I move to it and slowly open it and
find Jenny, still in her ?housewife? outfit curled up on my bed taking a
nap. Underneath was a new comforter with orange, brown and yellow
stripes on it. I take a second and look at Jenny as she lies there she
looks so peaceful. She is just as beautiful sleeping as she is awake.
I can?t help but think how lucky I have been over the last few weeks.
Not only have I been able to express my true self as I became Alexa
more, I was able to connect with the beautiful woman laying before me.
I almost start to tear up as I look at Jenny. Silently as possible, I
step over to the side of the bed and give Jenny a light kiss on the
cheek. As I am backing away from the kiss, Jenny slowly opens her eyes
and whispers, ?Hi,? to me before starting to pull me back towards her
for a longer kiss that could only be shared by two people who care about
each other.
I soon join Jenny on the bed and we continue the kiss for a moment. A
moment I will never forget. If I thought that I was truly smitten by
this girl before, I now am in deep. Jenny releases the kiss and tilts
her head back enough to look at me. A smile slowly creeps across her
face. Not a smile of just happiness, but a smile of warmth and dare I
say love. She whispers ?I missed you? and I return the sentiment. Soon
the kiss has begun again and we settle back down deeper on the bed.
Even though the two of us have been intimate before, I don?t remember
the feeling of tenderness that we seem to be sharing. I am almost
scared to touch her. Jenny doesn?t seem to have the same issues as I
have and soon her hand is running across the back of my thighs and up
onto my rear end. Her touch is incredible and I find it hard not to
reciprocate the action. Slowly Jenny begins feeling up my sweat shirt
on to my silky tank top. Any normal guy would have torn off his clothes
and Jenny?s clothes and just tried to go at it. I however don?t want
this to end. I slowly begin untying Jenny?s checkered shirt and wrap my
arms around her, trying to pull her in even closer. Soon she is working
my sweatshirt up and gently pushes my back so she can complete the task.
After removing my sweatshirt, she begins to kiss my face and neck and
slowly kisses her way down my body. As wonderful as this feels, I long
to have Jenny back next to me so I can share more kisses with her. I
can only lay back and enjoy the sensual kisses. As she makes her way to
my stomach I feel her reach down and begin trying to work my boots of as
she continues to kiss my stomach and chest. I never had found the sound
of zipper being undone as being erotic, but the slow release of the
mechanical fastener gets my heart racing faster. Soon my boots are
gone. I realize that Jenny has kicked of her sneakers during all of
this and has started to kiss her way back up my body. As she reaches my
chest, she slowly places soft kisses all over and lightly bites each of
my nipples before continuing her ascent up my body. Soon we are back to
together, sharing the tender but passionate kisses that had started all
of this.
I begin to realize that it is now my chance to return the favor, and I
begin to mimic the kisses down Jenny?s body. I slowly slip the shirt
off her shoulder and stop for a brief moment at the cleft of her breasts
before continuing my trek down her torso. I am met with light moans
being elicited by my girlfriend as I make my way to her stomach. I
reach up and gently unsnap her jeans and try and emulate her sensuous
removal of my boots as I reach for the zipper of her jeans. The whole
time her hands massage my head as the moans become deeper as I slowly
remove her pants. I begin working my way back up her body and slowly
begin sliding her tank top up and unfasten her bra. As I free her
breasts I begin to lightly kiss each one before taking the right nipple
into my mouth and begin to lightly suckle on it. I am greeted by
slightly louder moans and increased breaths from Jenny. I slowly move
to the left breast and begin the same process. Both the moans and
breathing begin to increase and soon I feel my head being gently guided
up by Jenny as our lips meet once again in passion. As the kiss
continues I slowly move my hand back down her body where I slowly slide
my hand under the waist band of Jenny?s delicate panties. Slowly begin
rubbing her clitoris and gently guide my fingers into her.
Meanwhile I can feel Jenny?s hand slide up and down my back a few times
before reaching the waist band of my leggings where she begins to work
at sliding them down my legs. As she gets them to about my knees, can
feel her feet begin to assist her hands and soon she has them off and
her hands are gently caressing my exposed cheeks. She gently moves her
hand towards the front of me and slowly reaches under the waist band and
begins caressing my engorged member. It is now my turn to moan and
breathe heavily.
As I slowly begin working Jenny?s panties off her body, she does the
same with me. After they are off, she rolls me onto my back and
straddles me. She slowly lowers herself down onto me and the two of us
share a loud moan of pleasure. Our eyes never leave each other except
for the occasional closing of the eyes to acknowledge the sheer pleasure
we are feeling. Jenny continues to work herself down in an erotic
rhythm that I try and help with. Soon the two of us reach a climax that
I can only describe as earth shattering. Other than Jenny crying out
for the creator no other words are said. A smile crosses both of our
faces as we stare deep into each other?s eyes. Soon Jenny extracts
herself and lays her down next to me rests her head on my chest, but not
before another deep passionate kiss.
As I lay there in the afterglow of the most incredible, sensuous, loving
experience imaginable I can?t help to be in awe at where my life has
progressed to in the last few weeks. And the beautiful blonde next to
me is the main reason for that. I have been able to find myself as
Alexa partially thanks to her and I was lucky enough that this beautiful
angel didn?t care how I expressed myself. The fact that it went even
farther than that to the point we are at now was even beyond the wildest
fantasies that I had ever dreamed of. I can feel myself begin to tear
up a little. I was feeling more love than I had ever felt before from
another human being. I started to mentally kick myself for the tears,
but was interrupted by Jenny as she slowly raised her head up and looked
warmly at me.
?I love you Lex," Her voice said softly as she placed another loving
kiss on my lips. The smile that came across my face masked the tears I
was fighting back. For the first time in my life I truly felt wanted
and it was all because of this beautiful blonde that had just expressed
her deepest feelings towards me. I know I have said it before, but I
could have died right at this moment and would have had no regrets.
Finally, I can?t hold back the tears and let go. Jenny holds onto me
and lets me expend all the emotion that has built up.
When I am finally done, she looks at me again. ?I really do love you
Alexa. I know it has been a short time, but I can?t imagine being
without you.?
?I love you too Jenny," I respond and give her another huge kiss. We
don?t leave the bedroom for a couple of hours and make love to each
other several more times. I know I should be off shopping for dinner
tomorrow night, but here was no way I was leaving this bed and this
girl. I can go in the morning. Eventually the two of us lay exhausted
from the energy we have expended during this love making session.
After a moment, Jenny asks if I am thirsty and I just nod. She gets out
of bed and walks over to my closet. She pulls out my Gopher hockey
jersey and slips it on. Even though it is big on her, it still barely
covers her rear end. She looks damn sexy in it. ?I don?t think anyone
has ever looked better in a hockey jersey in my life? I tell her. She
does a little pose and then comes over and gives me a long kiss. I try
pulling her back in bed with me but she playfully chastises me before
heading out to the kitchen. At least I thought. A second after she
left the bedroom I hear the main apartment door slam shut. I can?t help
but wonder what she is up to.
My questions are answered a few minutes later as I hear the door to the
apartment open again and I hear the pitter patter of Jenny?s feel coming
down the hall. Jenny enters the room carrying two bottles of waters, a
bowl of various fruit and what appears to be my new royal blue robe. It
was the whole set, tap pants, camisole and robe. ?If I?m going to dress
to turn you on, you have to do the same? she informs me. We both share
a giggle as I slip on the tap pants and camisole and cuddle up with
Jenny. We begin feeding each other grapes, raspberries and
strawberries. At least we attempt to. It soon turns into a little bit
of mini food fight with various fruits being thrown at each other or one
of us ?force? feeding the other. There is also lots of hugging and
kissing during this and at one point the bowl winds up on the floor with
several pieces of fruit that had found their way to the floor earlier as
we continue the love making session. Eventually we find ourselves
cuddled up again, a layer of glistening sweat covering our bodies and
smiles covering our faces.
We both don our discarded clothing and head out into the kitchen to look
for something more substantial to eat. ?Hey look,? Jenny says. ?It?s
dark outside. How long were we in there??
?Not long enough? I say as I grab her from behind and begin to nuzzle
her neck. At first I am greeted by a low moan that appreciates what I
am doing and then she wrestles away from me.
?Knock that off or we will never eat anything," Jenny says as she
seductively moves away from me towards the kitchen, flashing a little of
her derriere as she kicks a leg up playfully. That was all the
motivation I need as I come up behind her and resume the nuzzling. Our
play time is soon interrupted as Katie comes through the door as she
busts us standing in front of an open fridge.
?I can see a lot got done around here after I left for work," Katie
states as she walks through the door carrying a bag and sits down at my
kitchen table.
?Don?t you knock?? I say as I give Jenny another quick kiss before
letting her go and dragging her to the table with me as I can smell
food. I look at Katie as we approach the table. ?So sis, what you
bring us to eat?? I say as I take a seat and pull Jenny on to my lap.
?Nothing," she says with a smug smile. ?I tried texting you two to see
if I should bring anything home, but no one answered so I just worried
about myself," Katie says as she pulls out a box and opens it revealing
a juicy steak. Jenny and I both begin reaching for it only to get our
hands slapped by Katie. ?You didn?t answer so you get nothing," Jenny
and I begin to give pouty looks and start playfully whimpering as Katie
heads to the kitchen to grab some silverware. As she comes back, I get a
playful slap on the back of the head as I am reaching for the steak and
potatoes.
?Ow! What was that for??
?For being naughty girls. Both you," Katie says as she takes her seat.
Looking at us she just sighs and shakes her head. She reaches into the
bag and produces another box. You would have thought that Jenny and I
had not eaten in weeks by the expression of our faces as we grab the
box, and begin feeding each other. ?You two are out of control," Katie
chastises us. ?I suppose you two have been in the bedroom all night.?
?Not all night," Jenny answers sheepishly.
?Yeah," I say trying to act tough. ?We came out, ah 5 minutes ago.?
?Just what I thought,? Katie says with a shaking of her head and then a
smile begins forming. ?You two better get it out of your system
tonight. You can?t act like a couple of rabbits tomorrow in front of
Dick and Char. Char will wear the beads out if she sees you two." I
chuckle at that but can see Jenny is a little shaken by Katie?s
comments. I wrap my arms around Jenny and try and comfort her. Katie
speaks up as well. ?Don?t worry Jen. You have nothing to be scared of
tomorrow. Alexa though is up against it." I think that this calms
Jenny down, but I am still not sure she is handling the idea of tomorrow
night very well.
After we finish our food, we begin trying to lay out a plan for tomorrow
on the shopping trip that Jenny and I blew off tonight. We make plans
to go to Byerly?s bright and early and Jenny and I wish Katie a good
night. ?I get it. You two want to be alone. I can take a hint," Katie
says as she gets up to head back to the girls? apartment. As she
reaches the door, she turns and looks at us. ?Two things before I
leave. Try and get some sleep tonight. Tomorrow is going to be a long
day. And Jenny, next time you wear that jersey, please wear some
panties," Katie says and heads out the door laughing away. Jenny and I
just cuddle up to each other again and share another kiss before Jenny
stands and reaches out for my hand and leads me back to the bedroom
where begin where we left off before dozing off to sleep.
The alarm goes off way too early for the little the two of us have
slept. I reach for my phone and shut off the alarm and as I do I am
greeted with a kiss on my bare chest from Jenny. Of course, this leads
to some continued kissing and heavy petting. However, before we can
continue to more exciting endeavors we are interrupted by my ?sister?
calling out from the living room ?We have to start locking that door?
Jenny states causing me to laugh. Reluctantly the two of us get out of
bed and don the jersey and sleepwear we had each warn yesterday and
moved out to the living room. We can hear Katie making noise from the
kitchen as we enter in to the living space of the apartment.
Jenny and I enter the main part of the apartment and turn the corner
into the small, secluded kitchen and find Katie fighting with my coffee
maker. As she gets the coffee brewing, she turns and looks at the two
of us. ?Good morning lovebirds, I hope the two of you got some sleep
last night and weren?t being naughty," Katie seems with a smirk. I
continue into the kitchen and reach for some cups, gently shoving Katie
as I pass her. ?Hey chicky, watch it,? she replies as she playfully
punches me in the arm. ?Are you two ready to go grocery shopping??
?I guess. I can?t remember, did we make a list last night?? I look at
both girls and they shake their head no. I ask Jenny to grab a piece of
paper out of my back pack and I begin looking through the cupboards,
shouting out needed items as we wait for the coffee to brew. Satisfied
I have remembered everything I move back to the kitchen table and join
the girls to enjoy the morning coffee.
Katie goes back to giving us orders. ?Ok you two need to shower and get
dressed. It?s 7:30 now, do you think you can be ready to go in a half
hour? Jenny and I look at each other and smile a knowing smile as if we
had other ideas. ?Hey you two, knock it off,? Jenny admonishes us.
?You will each take showers in your own apartments. And get ready
there. You are not allowed to see each other until it is time to leave.
Do you two understand?? Jenny and I just nod at Katie?s maternal
lecture and we can?t let it slide by unacknowledged.
?Yes Mom!? Jenny and I say in unison, casing Katie to laugh. Jenny
stands and gives me a long kiss and heads to her apartment, leaving
Katie and I alone. I kind of feel like a little kid as I sit there with
Katie just staring at me. I can tell she has something on her mind and
I ask her that very question.
With a sigh, Katie asks, ?Are you ready for this little dinner tonight??
The concern Katie shows has me worrying.
?I don?t know. This will definitely be a reality check," I acknowledge
the concern Katie has.
?Don?t let him get to you OK? Remember both Jenny and I will be here
for you. I know the man is a prick but he is your father and Jenny has
never met him. Try and be nice to him. But don?t let him push you
around. You have come a long way in a short period, let Alexa?s
personality come out, just not her clothes OK?? As always the advice my
?sister? gives me gives a little boost of confidence and I thank her.
The next advice she gives energizes me even more ?I think Alexa needs to
be the one shopping today, not Alex. What do you think?? I nod my head
eagerly. ?Would you mind if I pick out your clothes for the day?? I nod
at that as Katie pushes me towards the bathroom where I shower and
completely shave. When finished, I return to my room and I smile as I
see the attire laid on the bed before me. I slip on the black thong and
bra set and insert the breast forms. I grab the stretch jeans left for
me and pull them on. I can already feel how they lift and form my butt
and get a wicked smile. I pull the navy sweater on and head to the
bathroom to put on the makeup Katie had brought over. Satisfied with
the look I return to my room don my wig and black wedge ankle boots.
Even though I has been growing my hair out, I still need the wig. I
wrap the multicolored scarf around my neck and stop in the bathroom to
take one more look. I do look good. The next thought that comes to my
mind is I hope Jenny likes how I look.
My question is answered as I enter the living room at about the same
time the girls walk in. Jenny says nothing but comes over to me with a
lecherous smile on her face and gives me a long kiss. As her tongue
enters my mouth, I can feel her hand reach around and start grabbing my
ass. ?God you are hot Lex." I just moan as we continue to tongue
wrestle for a moment before we are admonished by Katie.
?Enough you two. Let?s GO!? Katie says holding the door open for us.
Jenny heads out first followed by my passing through the door that Katie
has held open. As I walk by my sister, she stops me and says ?Jenny?s
right. You do look hot. I have pretty good taste, don?t I?? I giggle
at Katie?s confidence and head out the door and slide up next to my
girlfriend and grab her hand. As we head towards the car, I can?t help
like I have everything that I need right here with me. Soon we are on
our way to Byerly?s.
Once inside the store, I take control. I give Jenny and Katie each a
task to go and get certain items as I head to the meat counter to pick
out a nice roast. I tell the older gentleman behind the counter how
many I am feeding and ask for his advice, the whole time just beaming as
I think about the last twenty-four hours of my life, not realizing that
I might be projecting something else. I flash a smile and thank the man
for all his help and turn to put the roast in my cart. Jenny is
standing there with a frown on her face. She looks at me and says,
?Were you just flirting with him?? The question stops me in my tacks.
Was Jenny jealous of me? Did she think I was going to runoff on her? I
walk over to her and pull her into my arms for a long hug.
?God no! Jenny, one I would never want some guy and most importantly, I
love you more than anything. I just can?t stop thinking about us, so
maybe I am giving off some sort of vibe. I?m sorry, I?m all yours, you
have nothing to worry about," I try and explain to my girlfriend. To
try and allay these feelings I give her a long kiss right there, not
caring who may see us. Luckily it went unnoticed by those around us.
Unfortunately, it did not go unnoticed by a returning Katie.
?Geez you two. Even here in the store? Knock it off before we give
some soccer mom a fit," Jenny and I giggle as we let go of each other,
except we do keep holding hands as we continue to shop. I do notice
that occasionally, I can see Jenny looking over at me with various
looks. Sometimes there a look of questioning, sometime s it is a look
of pride and others it is almost like a look of animal lust. One thing
the little event at the meat counter teaches is me is that there is a
touch of jealousy in Jenny. That incident will always serve as two
reminders to me. One she does love me and two not to mess with her.
The trek through the grocery store continues as we continue to get items
that will be perfect to serve to my parents. I decide besides the roast
beef I will go with a simple menu of oven browned potatoes and steamed
green beans as well. My dad is a strictly meat and potatoes kind of
guy, but I do know my mother will appreciate the green beans at least.
Desert then becomes the all-consuming item. Buying a pie is one
thought, but everything here is so expensive. As we look through the
bakery at the various items, I get sticker shock. It was then I decide
I would make a nice apple crisp. I instruct Katie to go get a couple of
different apples as I drag Jenny with me to get the few other items I
need. As Katie leaves I stop and look at Jenny. ?Are you all right?? I
ask.
A blush come over Jenny?s face. ?I?m sorry,? she says. ?I do get a
little jealous. You have to remember I am the little rich girl who gets
everything she wants,? she continues on with a little smirk on her face.
?It just seemed like you were flirting with him and I got scarred.
Scarred that I wasn?t going to be enough. That as Alexa comes out more
you would want something more." Tears started to come to her eyes.
Looking around, I see that no one will notice us, I pull her in. I
whisper into her ear. ?Jennifer Ann Thompson. I have loved you since
freshman year and I NEVER, EVER would do anything to jeopardize this. I
have been living on Cloud 9 for the last few weeks since this all began.
You will never have to worry about me? and I gently bend down and give
her a long kiss. A kiss that I hope will take away some of the fear she
has. I do also know that the two of us are going to have a long talk
tonight. We release our clinch and continue on our way to get the last
of our needed ingredients. And make our way to the check lanes and out
the door headed for my apartment.
When we return to my apartment, I realize we forgot to go to the liquor
store. I found this to be the perfect opportunity to try and get rid of
Katie for a little while and spend some time with Jenny. I think Katie
knew something was up when I practically begged her to go and even
offered up the use of my car. With a slight wink to Jenny, I handed
over my keys to my sister and gave her a detailed list of what I needed.
Soon she was out the door and I was alone with Jenny. I turned and
looked at my girlfriend in the kitchen putting away the groceries. I
was almost feeling bad at how I might have made her feel. I walked into
the kitchen and she flashed me a warm smile. Without even saying a word
I walked up to her and planted a huge kiss on her lips. This slowly
evolved into some heavy groping through our clothes. Suddenly Jenny
stopped and considered my eyes. ?I?m sorry? she whispered and buried her
head into my chest. I was at lost for what to say. What is she sorry
about? Rather than argue with her I simply took her by the hand and led
her to the couch.
?I?m the one who should be sorry," I say. ?I didn?t realize I was
flirting with him?
?You weren?t. I was just being a jealous bitch. Can you forgive me??
Jenny says looking up at with those beautiful blue eyes that seemed to
slowly be moving back to the unhappy look. I felt small at that point.
She wanted to be forgiven for her actions. This is so different than
the girl I had met two years ago who I do not believe had ever said the
words I?m sorry. I mumbled to her that there was nothing to be sorry
about and continued our kissing. It soon evolved into much more and we
found ourselves racing to the bedroom. The love making was much more
passionate and animalistic but still more loving than anything. As we
lay on my bed trying to catch our breath we hear the front door open.
?Get out here you two,? Katie yells. ?I knew there was reason you let
me use your car and sent me to Haskell?s. Get dressed. Now.? Giggling
Jenny and I share one more kiss and get dressed, sort of. I pull on my
old robe, while Jenny pulls on the Gopher Jersey, ignoring her
roommate?s earlier tip. Entering the living room, we are met by a harsh
stare from my ?sister? as she stands there with two bottles of wine and
a 12 pack of Grain Bet Premium. ?You two better get control of your
hormones. We still have a lot to do," Feeling like little kids, Jenny
and I move to the kitchen and begin making the Apple Crisp. Mostly I
began making it and teaching Jenny what I am doing. I will admit it was
a little hard trying to cook with Jenny hanging on my arm most of the
time but I didn?t care.
Soon the Apple Crisp was done and everything else was prepped ready for
cooking. The three of us sit around in the living room waiting for the
final stretch. It was at his point Katie speaks up once again. ?It?s
quarter of three and there are still some things we need to finish and
you two need to get change. Jenny go make the bed. And then go get
changed. Alexa, you need to wash up and bring Alex back for a while. I
think Dick would notice if you walked around with your forms on. Now
get to it!?
Soon it was 4:00 and I turned on the TV to check on both the score and
the time left in the game. 4:37 left in the 4th quarter and the Gophers
were beating Illinois. Well at least that will put Dick-head in a good
mood. I inform the girls that we have about a half an hour until they
will be here. It was time. I give Jenny a kiss and tell her she better
head out if she wants to make her grand entrance and I grab Katie
telling her I need her help. I have Katie begin cutting and cooking
some bacon while I brown the outside of the roast as well as the
potatoes in oil. Soon the roast and potatoes are in the oven and we
await my parents for show time.
Our wait is not long as there is knock on the door. I give Katie a
nervous look as I go and answer the door. I check through the peephole
and verify that it?s my parents. I open it and welcome them. First I
receive a hug from my mother and then a hand shake from my father. Both
my parents look around and kind of check out things. Neither has been
here since I moved in, so it is somewhat foreign. Trying to relax them,
I ask ?Can I get you anything to drink, I have Diet coke, wine, Beer,"
My mother asks for a glass of wine. The next question is one I prepared
for.
?I?ll take a beer. So, where is this girlfriend I keep hearing about,"
At that point Katie came from around the wall that divides the kitchen
from the living room. "So is this.? My father stops his inquiry. ?Oh
it?s just you Fahey. How you doing Katie?? I laugh at the first shot at
my father by the three of us as I can see the disappointment on face
?Hello Mr. Quinn. Good to see you," Katie says before she moves over to
my mother. ?Hello Charlotte,? Katie says to my mother as she gives her
a hug. ?It?s been too long. Sorry I couldn?t make it to lunch and you
got stuck with the two love birds.?
?It?s good to see you too Katie. How?s your mother?? my mother inquires
as the two women move off to the couch.
My father, obviously annoyed by the ?woman talk? looks at me. ?You said
something about a beer? It better not be any of that fruity microbrew
crap.?
Laughing inside my head while also cringing at my father?s comment ?No
Dad, Grain Belt Premium. Do you think I would forget that?? I ask as I
move to the kitchen and grab a beer for my father and three glasses of
wine. I return to the living room and hand my dad the beer and place
two of the glasses of wine on the table in front of Katie and my Mom and
keep the third glass for myself. ?So how was the game? I didn?t catch
much. I saw they won," I say to my dad trying to make some small talk.
My father paces around looking at various things. He spots the pictures
on the book shelf. He takes a long look at the one of Jenny and I then
picks up the family picture that sits on a lower shelf. ?They got damn
lucky. The Illini have a pretty shitty defense or they would have
gotten killed. I tell you that Taylor kid is a horseshit quarterback.
I said that when he was at Burnsville and he hasn?t gotten any better,"
My dad shakes his head and grimaces as he looks at the picture. I
wonder if he is having regrets at how close we were or sorrow as he
thought how life could have been if I had been just like my brothers.
As he is putting the picture back, the door to the apartment opens and
in walks Jenny. She looks gorgeous in the same shirt dress I wore a few
weeks ago on that fateful day. However rather than a belt like I had
worn, it is held by a red sash. As always she looked stunning. Jenny
confidently walked into the room and greeted my mother with a hug before
walking over to me and giving me a big kiss on the lips.
Looking at my father as he stood there with his mouth agape, I could
tell he was in shock over how beautiful Jenny was. I can only and sit
here and smirk as I begin my introduction. ?Dad, I would like to
introduce you to my girlfriend Jenny Thompson. Jenny this is my father,
Dick Quinn.?
Jenny quickly sticks out her hand. "It?s a pleasure to meet you Mr.
Quinn," my father just mumbles under his breath as he tries to come up
with something to say.
?It?s nice to meet you as well," my dad says taking the offered hand
while trying not to act so flustered. I couldn?t be happier that my
dad is in shock over Jenny and I. My father had always derided me over
my lack of luck with women when compared to my brothers. But now here I
was standing in front of him with a woman that blew away any of their
girlfriends. Jenny gave me another kiss on the cheek and moved to the
couch. My dad looked at me as I watched Jenny walk away. ?How the hell
did you pull that off?? My dad asked me.
Feeling a little bold I just looked at him and said, ?I don?t know. Ask
her. She made the first move." And I walked away announcing to the
room that I was going to check on dinner and asking them if they needed
anything. Getting a no from everyone, I head to the kitchen to check
on things. The roast and potatoes look like they will be done soon and
I start calculating how much time that I will need to cook the beans
when I hear from my left.
?Do you need some help??
I turn to see Jenny standing there giggling holding open her dress and
displaying a beautiful Purple bra and panty set trimmed with white lace
and flashing a seductive smile. ?God yes, but my folks are out there,"
Jenny quickly closes the dress back up giggling away. I walk over to
her and give her a long kiss. ?Can I get your help later?? I ask as we
continue to kiss away. At that point, my father rounds the corner. I
look up to see him standing there with another stunned look on his face.
Jenny attempted to bury her head in my chest as my dad asked if there
was more beer. I gently slide Jenny to one side and open the fridge and
grab a beer out of the fridge. He thanks me and heads back to the
living room. Jenny and I break out into giggles as we try to deal with
being busted by my dad. Soon Katie enters the kitchen. She begins to
ask how everything was going but sees the two of us giggling away.
?Were you to making out in here?? Sheepishly we both nod our heads. ?I
knew it had to be something like that, because Dick came into the living
room acting like he saw a ghost or something. It was funny as hell, but
you two have to stop this for a little while OK." The two of us nod
shamefully but with big smiles on our face.
?Sorry MOM!? I say to Katie with Jenny again cuddling up to me once
again laughing into my chest trying to hide herself. The next thing I
know my mother has entered the kitchen.
?Did you say something dear?? my mom asks.
?No Char," Katie says turning to my mother. ?I realized that the two
love birds had disappeared so I thought I better check on them. When I
saw Dick come back with that look on his face I knew they were up to no
good.?
My mother lets out a little laugh. ?Dick does not do well with those
situations. I?m sure that he is quite off kilter with how pretty Jenny
is and that she is with Alex. I tried to tell him, but he wouldn?t
believe me. It?s good to shock his system occasionally. I better go
check on him. Why don?t you come with me Jenny? Let?s give him some
more shock treatment." My mother finishes giggling away as she leads my
girlfriend back to the living room to spend more time with my father. I
was surprised at how my mother had taken to Jenny and how much she had
just opened up. After my mother and Jenny left, Katie and I just stared
at each other in shock.
?Who was that woman?? I asked Katie which started her laughing. I had
Katie begin steaming the beans and I began making the gravy. Once the
beans were done I threw them in a pan of olive oil and the bacon and
added some lemon to give them a final touch Katie became my ?waitress?
and was moving the completed items of the meal to the table and soon
everything was on the table and ready to go. Katie announce that dinner
was served and soon we were all at the table. Of course, my mother
wouldn?t let us eat without saying grace. I could tell Jenny was a
little uncomfortable with this, but Katie had been around my family
enough to know Charlotte and her ways. Soon my father was carving the
beef and we were enjoying the meal. My mother was very complimentary of
it, as were Katie and Jenny. My father seemed to be tolerating the
green beans and but he was eating everything so I guess he liked the
rest. The only thing my dad did to get under my skin about the food is
when he asked for the ketchup. Why would anyone use ketchup on a nice
piece of beef was beyond belief.
However, it wasn?t my father?s use of condiments that was concerning me
the most as the meal when on. The first incident that started to make
me nervous was when I stood up to go to the kitchen and get more gravy.
?What the hell are those pants you?re wearing?? my father asked. I
looked down and froze. I was wearing my women?s stretch jeans and not
the skinny jeans. Thankfully Jenny was there to cover for me and
explain that they were some jeans that she had bought for me. She asked
my dad if they looked nice, and all he could do was grunt. ?I don?t get
you guys nowadays. Wearing these chick clothes. No offense Jenny, but
those seem a little tight," Jenny tried to persuade otherwise, but my
father would have none of it. ?All I am saying, is that in my day, men
wore Levi?s or Wrangler?s, not some fruity thing like Gloria
Vanderbilt?s," I signaled Jenny from the kitchen to drop the issue
The second event of the evening that got me just as concerned is when we
were having desert. My mother and the girls began talking about the
recent events of ?The Bachelor?. While never being a fan of reality TV,
I had started watching it with Jenny as another way to spend time
together. As we were talking about the actions of Rebecca on the show
and her attempts to gain the bachelor, Devan?s favor. I joined in and
did not realize how animated I had become during the conversation. I
realized I had made some hand gesture that was obviously very feminine
and hoped that my parents did not pick up it. My mother did not, at
least she made no comment on it. However, as I looked at the opposite
end of the table, I saw my father giving me an odd, questioning look. I
felt like I had been busted. With a touch of confusion in his voice, my
father asks me ?You are watching a chick show rather than Monday night
football? Jesus Christ! Is that how I raised you?? By the look on
Jenny?s face I could tell she was shocked by my father?s opinion.
Before I could say anything, my mother surprisingly chastised my father.
?Dick, let them be! If Alex wants to spend time with his girlfriend it
will not kill him," I was in shock that my mother spoke up against my
father, and I think my father was as well. The look on his face was one
of incomprehension. He just shook his head at the conversation and
returned to his apple crisp. As the conversation amongst the women and
I continued I could see his frustration build and he stood up from the
table. He walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer. He went to the
living room, plopped himself in a chair and turned on the TV. My
mother turned to me ?Go sit with your father. He seems a little upset,"
Nodding, I heed my mother?s request. I grab my glass and join my father
as he flips channels on the TV. I feel like I am back home as he barely
acknowledges my presence at first. Before turning to me and speaking.
?What the fuck is going on here? Are you completely pussy whipped?? my
father says to me with almost anger in his voice. ?Yeah she is a good-
looking girl, but grow some balls boy! You?re the man. Don?t sit and
watch some chick show with her, don?t let her buy you some fruity
clothes. Man up!? Outwardly I attempted to agree with my father, but
inwardly I was losing it. He will lose his mind if he finds out about
the changes I have begun to go through. I don?t care what he says about
me, but he needs to leave Jenny alone. Before I can say anything, Dick-
head begins spouting more advice to me. ?And do something about all the
crap you got laying around here. What is this candles, pictures of your
girlfriend and your family on shelves. A plant over there. If I didn?t
know any better, I?d say the only room you decorated here is the
bathroom!? The disgust on my father?s face said it all. His final
comment puts me over the edge as he whispers, ?She?s just some piece of
ass. They are a dime a dozen," I finally get the nerve to say
something.
?You leave Jenny alone. You can be a prick to me but you ever say
anything about Jenny again old man you are going to have to deal with
me." My father just eyes me up and laughs. "The arrogance that his man
displays is amazing.?
My dad looks over at my mother and says, ?Come on Char, I think it?s
time to head home and leave the girls alone." He emphasizes the word
girls and looks directly at me as he says it. For the first time in a
while I agree with something my dad says. I try and return his smile,
which surprisingly makes him flinch ever so slightly.
My mother gives me a sympathetic look as she gives me a hug and my dad
moves to the door. She turns and gives both the girls a hug telling
Katie to keep an eye on Jenny and I. She gives Jenny a hug and tells
her to watch me. She gives me another sympathetic look and mouths ?I?m
Sorry.?
This whole time my father is standing at the door getting anxious.
?Come on Char, let?s get a move on it! Jesus!? As final shot on the
way out the door, my dad yells see you girls and soon one of the worst
nights of my life is over.
As soon as the door closes I completely lose the temper I have held in
for the last few hours. ?Fuck you Asshole,? I scream. ?I hope you get
pulled over for a DWI on the way home then some guy tries to fuck you up
the ass when you?re in jail!? I continued screaming other profanities
at the top of my lungs. I don