Alexa Chapter 14: Families
The next few weeks following our trip to Como Park saw our lives settle
back into more of a routine. Classes had started backup, which began
taking up most of our time. I went to all my classes as Alexa. Alex
was becoming more of a memory. While many of my professors and
classmates said nothing, there were still a few that found my change
disgusting. A heated discussion in a class one day brought a fellow
student named Ericka to an open display of hatred. Her downfall in all
of this was based on religious reasons. If there is one thing you do
not bring up as an argument at a liberal public university, it is
religion. Ericka was quickly shot down by the professor as she saw the
treatment I was receiving and threatened Ericka with being presented
before the Office of Equal Opportunity and Affirmative Action. Ericka
quickly dropped her protests. If anything was learned from the recent
scandal around the football team was the EOAA had a lot of power and
Ericka quickly backed off her protests.
One thing that did not change was the lawsuit with the coffee shop over
my job. John Lee and his partners were trying to play hardball, but Mr.
Hamilton got involved and started leaning on the group pretty heavy.
They had retreated and nothing had been heard from them since a couple
of days after the first meeting. The silence was killing both me and
Jenny, but surprisingly Kate said nothing. When this all started Jenny
and I were successful in keeping Katie from beginning a social media
blitz. We did see one sign hanging on the student bulletin board at
Coffman Union ripping the Java Express for their employment practices.
We kind of blew it off, but Jenny and I were curious as to where the
information came from. We tried to ask Katie if she knew anything about
it, but she denied any involvement. Walking by the shop one day, I
noticed that business seemed a little slow. Maybe something was brewing
beside my situation and maybe if the coffee shop's bottom line was
affected by a ground swell from someone outside our group,
An event that had nothing to do with the lawsuit started giving me
thoughts for a harder push about a week and a half after that first
meeting. Katie was once again off on a Friday, so she could go on a
date with Wyatt. They had planned to have dinner at our apartment and
then head out to a movie. Jenny and I were so happy, we volunteered to
help Katie and be long gone before Wyatt showed up. I volunteered to
make dinner for them and Jenny helped Katie straighten up and get ready.
I made a lasagna and threw it in the oven and prepared a quick salad and
gave Katie instructions on what to do. This was a big step for Katie
and her nerves were a little frayed. Jenny and I wished her well and
went to grab a bite at a nearby soup and salad place and planned on
hanging out until about 7:30. We waited long enough and returned to the
apartment. What we found there broke our heart. There was Katie
slumped over on the couch crying her eyes out. An untouched lasagna sat
on the table along with the unused place settings. Instantly Jenny and
I flanked Katie.
"What happened?" I asked as Jenny pulled Katie in and I attempted to
comfort her from the other side. Through the tears all Katie would say
was that they had a fight and Wyatt stormed out saying it was over
between the two of them. Katie's crying became even harder and we both
tried to console her and get more information out of her. Katie refused
to give anything up. Jenny and I just looked at each other and knew
that there was something she wasn't saying. Jenny and I had begun
moving to a closeness in our relationship that words did not need to be
spoken, and after a moment Jenny just looked at me again and I excused
myself from the situation and went to the kitchen to put away the food
and clean up the kitchen
A few minutes later a loud scream from Jenny emanated from the living
room. "He said what!" By the volume and the sound of anger in the
voice I knew what ever Katie had said hit Jenny the wrong way I came
around the corner to find Jenny standing looking down at Katie with fire
in her eyes. "Well fuck him! That is no reason to stop seeing you!"
Katie just sat there still weeping. Jenny looked up to see me standing
there and her mood instantly changed. The fire was snuffed out and a
look of sympathy washed over Jenny. She waved me over to join her.
Katie looked up and saw me standing there, again I was confused as to
what was happening. She stood up and hugged me. And not just our
typical family hug but one much deeper. I could hear Katie whisper that
she was sorry. My confusion became deeper. I just tried to hold Katie
because I realized that is what she needed. I looked over at Jenny, who
just flashed me a sympathetic smile. I eased Katie back down to the
couch and asked her what had happened.
For her part, Katie didn't let go of me as she tried to gain a little
composure. In all the years, I had known Katie, I had never seen her
like this, let alone over some guy. She looked up at me with tear
streaked eyes and started to explain what happened. "Wyatt called me
because he was running late and I thought everything was fine, but when
he got here he was mad as hell. He asked me if I was some she-male. I
instantly said no. When I asked him where that came from he told me two
guys down in the lobby asked him if he was here to see the 'he-she' in
310. I tried to tell him about you but he didn't want to hear. He told
me I was just as sick as you. I lost it. And I couldn't even defend
you. Hell of a big sister I turned out to be." Katie laughed at her own
comment. I was in shock, but knew what I had to do. I decided that if
nothing was accomplished soon, I was going to have to go public. But
now was not the time to discuss it with the two people I care about the
most.
"Katie the guy is a prick, if he can't keep dating you for who your
friends are you don't need him. I should be the one who is sorry for
messing this up for you." I say. It wasn't how I truly felt but I
thought it was the right thing to say.
Katie's mood changed a little. She looked up at me. "Shut up Alexa."
A smile came across her face. "You were right on the first part, but
completely wrong on the second part. You didn't mess anything up. You
are my sister. If some dumb boy can't accept that, fuck him." Katie
was back. The three of us decided it was a night for a pajama party.
Eat ice cream and watch Netflix. We got off the couch and went to
change into our pajamas. When we got into our room, Jenny wrapped her
arms around me and gave me a kiss. "You know for a girl that was a
pretty good act of chivalry out there. I knew there was a reason I love
you so much." Jenny told me as we started to kiss a little more. A
warning to knock it off came from the hallway causing Jenny and I to
giggle and stop our kissing. Jenny walked over and grabbed our Gopher
Jersey's for the night and a couple of blankets. When we made out to
the living room, we found Katie standing there in her very own Marron
Gopher hockey jersey.
"I figured if you can't beat 'em, join em," Katie said as she modeled
her jersey. Jenny and I cheered Katie for her selection. Jenny even
told her she looked hot. Jenny went to the freezer and pulled out a
couple of pints of ice cream while I got Netflix set up. After a
lengthy argument over what to watch, we decided on the Hitchcock classic
"Rear Window," and the three of us settled back into the couch to enjoy
the movie, with me cuddled up with my very own Grace Kelly.
The next morning Katie was all amped up. "Let's go do something fun. I
don't want to sit around here all day and I can't go shopping anymore
with you two." I pointed at Jenny, indicating she was the troublemaker
when it came to shopping. Katie just laughed it off. "Alexa, the one
bad thing that has happened as you have gone along, you hooked up with a
shopaholic. You are just as bad as her." I tried to fake innocence
until I got a 'love tap' to the back of the head from my girlfriend.
"You are no less innocent than Charles Manson," Miss Thompson informed
me. That began a minor skirmish that led us to the couch where Jenny
wound up on top. She raised her arms in triumph. "Still the Couch
Wrestling Champion," she exclaimed which led to a giggle fit between the
two of us and a groan from our roommate.
"Can't you two control yourselves for 5 minutes?" an exasperated Katie
says "I want to get out of here and do something different." We begin
going through our options. Jenny brings up the idea of going ice
skating, to which Katie responds that Jenny just wants to get me into a
skater dress. Jenny stuck her tongue out at Katie while I remind the
two of them I still don't have women's skate's. It was little too cold
out today to go tubing or skiing. Katie says bowling, but Jenny says
no. "It will ruin our nails," she says which gets her a pillow tossed
in her direction by Katie. I say we could go to Nickelodeon Universe at
the Mall of America and go on rides. "No way," Katie says, "I am not
going to a Mall with you two, too much temptation." Jenny and I look at
each other and shrug our shoulders. Jenny smiles at me "You tried
babe."
"I got it!" Katie states. "Let's go roller skating like we used to when
we were kids. Remember going to Skate-O-Rama Lex?" I nod and remember
all those silly Saturday afternoons in middle school trying to impress
girls. I agree we should do it, but it takes a little convincing from
Katie and I to get Jenny to go. She tried everything to dodge going.
She claimed injury, claimed that we would get hurt and claimed that
there wasn't one around. All those ideas were shot down by my sister
and me. Katie even found one that had a free skate beginning in an
hour. "It's Skateville, down in Burnsville. I know where that's at!"
Katie exclaimed but Jenny was still trying to squash the idea. I
finally asked her what was up.
"I've never roller skated before," Jenny said, blushing and trying not
to make eye contact. I instantly pulled her into me. "Don't worry
babe. I'll teach you." I say as I give her a kiss on the cheek. She
turns and smiles at me and in a whisper, agrees to go. The next half
hour is a flurry of activity as the three of us get ready to go. As a
bit of a joke and a nod to Jenny's other wishes, I put on a black
pleated skater skirt with a pair a of black tights and a multi-colored
striped sweater. Jenny came over and started to feel me up a little,
telling me how sexy I looked. At first I gave her a coy little smile as
I blushed before slapping her hand away. "You can have all you want
latter, but this is for Katie. So, let's go." I tell Jen and soon the
three of us are on our way 'South of the River.'
Teaching Jenny to skate was almost as much torture as cooking and just
as fun. At first Katie and I had to hold her as we made our way around
the polished, oval shaped floor. We only fell a couple of times, each
time filled with the three of us giggling away. But I will give Jenny
credit she never gave up and it wasn't long before she was making her
way around on her own. That didn't stop the falling and giggling. We
took a little bit of a break and went to get something to drink. As we
sat there, the lights dimmed and a couple's skate was announced. Katie
looked at me 'Do you remember how to waltz?' She asked.
"I think so," I say, instantly knowing where this was going. I looked
over at Jenny who just smiled and said "Go for it." With that blessing,
Katie and I made our way to the rink and began to remember how to waltz
on roller skates. It took a little bit, but soon it came back to us.
It was fun too and I could see that Katie was having fun. We did
receive a few snickers from some of the kids who were there as they
watched two girls skating together. I did break it off a little early
though and skated over to Jenny and led her out on to the rink and did a
classic old couples skate with me skating backwards.
"I am so learning how to do that." Jenny informed me. When I asked why,
she told me. "Two reasons. One, it looks like fun and secondly, I was
getting a little jealous of you two." she said with a bit of grin.
"Just remember who you came here with."
"I will never forget that one. Don't worry about that. Skating with
Katie was fun but you are the one I would rather skate with. 6 times a
week and twice on Sundays," I say. Jenny answers we with an "Aww." And
pulls me in to give me a kiss. Every middle school kid in the place
giggled and whispered even more, but I didn't care. And either did
Jenny.
It wasn't long before the session was over and the three of us were
tired. As we were walking out of Skateville, Katie announced. That was
fun, but I am"
Jenny and I instantly spoke up and finished Katie's sentence "HUNGRY!"
we yelled out. Katie simply replied 'So, I am. Where should we go?"
"I know a place over by the mall that's pretty good. Red's. Great
burgers. Let's go." I say.
Katie instantly agreed. 'I remember that place. It is good. Plus, it
is by Target. I need to go there." The three of us pile into Jenny's
car and head a little farther south. Being that it is Noon, we decide
to hit Target first before getting something to eat. We head for the
Health and Beauty section and get a few every day items that we needed.
Jenny excused herself to use the bathroom as Katie and I continue
strolling through the aisles. As we get to the deodorant we bump into
someone we had not expected. Katie and I stood there, our eyes locked
with the older woman standing there. The woman was the first to speak.
"Katie?" the woman stated. Katie answered instantly.
"Mom?" Katie's mom turned to me.
"Alex?"
"It's Alexa, Barb.: I inform Katie's mother and soon we are getting a
hug from Katie's mother.
'It's good to see you two. I've missed both of you, especially you,
Kathleen Elizabeth." Katie's mother says, with a tone that notes that
Barb is a little upset with her daughter. "You look very nice, um,
Alexa. I am kind of surprised. Where's Jenny?"
'Right here Barb." We hear from behind as I see my girlfriend come into
sight. She shares a quick hug with Mrs. Fahey and then slides up next
to me.
'So, what have you three been up to today? I can say I am a little
surprised to see you three down here." Barb says.
"We went roller skating!" Katie says. Barb laughs at that. "You three
must have been quite a sight."
'It was fun." Jenny says with a huge smile on her face. "I had never
been, but these two talked me into it. I want to learn to skate like
these two. They were really good on the couple's skate." Barb looked a
little uneasy at that comment until Katie told her mother to get over
it. It had just been Barb and Katie for so many years there was a
different relationship between the two than what I or Jenny had with our
parents.
"Oh, get over it mom," Katie says. "So, I skated with Alexa. Big deal.
You need to relax."
Barb gives her daughter a look that told her to settle down. "It's no
big deal if you skated Couples with Alexa. I just want to know who
lead?" Laughter followed that comment. The laughter grew as Katie
informed her mother that she had. My protest went nowhere but the
laughter continued. We headed towards the checkout with Barb continuing
to ask about the roller skating adventure. As we are getting ready to
part ways, Jenny speaks up and invites Barb to join us for lunch. "I
haven't been there in years! Sounds like fun. Katie why don't you ride
with over me," Barb tells her daughter, which causes Katie to slump a
little bit. Of course, I break out into giggles because I knew Katie
was going to get a little more personal questioning. Of course my
laughter earns me an elbow to the ribs from Katie. Barb sees this and
laughs. "At least through all the changes, that hasn't changed," which
causes all of us to laugh again. We head to the cars and make the short
drive.
Once inside the old bar/restaurant the four of us look for a table. A
few of the older men sitting at the bar, who looked like they would be
friends with Dick-head, eye us up as we go to one of the booths along
the wall. It was the first time since I had begun transitioning, that I
had been eyed up like a piece of meat. The stares that the men gave the
four of us gave me the creeps and the three others noticed my
discomfort, especially Jenny. As we went to sit down in the booth, I
stepped aside to let Jenny sit first. Somethings from my male
upbringing were ingrained in my head, but Jenny pushed me into the booth
first. I was startled by the reaction of my girlfriend, until I
realized exactly what she was doing. She was trying to protect me from
the guys at the bar drooling over us. Barb wound up sitting across from
me and caught my eye as she noticed my discomfort.
"That's one bad part of being a woman Alexa. Drunk guys think you are
fair game. I know one guy who sits down at the bar and hits on
everything that moves." As soon as the words came out of Barb's mouth,
she gasped. She knew she had revealed too much about something I wasn't
supposed to know about. But I had heard the rumors for years. My
father would sit and eye up drunk women and drag them out to his pick up
and have some fun. To me it was just another sign of betrayal. I had
even once heard that Barb had been one of my father's conquests. I
didn't really want to know details, but I did want to confirm the
rumors.
"You mean Dick-head?" I said to Barb. She instantly began to giggle.
It was a nervous giggle, but she saw the humor and disgust in my
question.
"I call him Dick-less," Barb said with school girl like giggle that the
four of us quickly shared. I tried to communicate with Barb that I
didn't want to know any more and I think she picked up on it because her
demeanor quickly relaxed. The waitress came over and took our order.
We all ordered cheeseburgers, even Jenny. When the waitress asked me if
I want onions I froze for a second. One other vestige from my male life
I would never give up was the love of a good Cheeseburger with fried
onions. However, the look Jenny gave me changed my order quickly. When
I said no, Jenny gave me a quick smile and rubbed my thigh discreetly
under the booth. Barb took all of this in and when the waitress left,
she looked at Jenny and I and asked, "Do you two talk?" she said with a
grin. Before either Jenny or I could answer, Katie answered her
mother's question. "Only if they can get off each other for a couple of
minutes."
Jenny and I instantly blushed, and while it was embarrassing it was kind
of the truth. Barb just shook her head and made a comment about too
much information for her. Barb started to fill Katie and I in about
events back home. The typical local gossip that drove conversation in
small towns that we had not really missed. After we enjoyed our lunch,
Barb looked at me funny. I asked her what was up. I had known Barb for
a long time, and had always considered her the cool mom. The comments
that came out of her mouth were empowering.
"Alexa, as I sit here with you I realized, you haven't changed. Sure,
you are dressing different. I might add you do look very nice, but you
are still the same kid who started hanging around my house years ago."
"Geez, mom, what do you expect," Katie said in questioning her mother.
"I don't know, smart ass," Barb said to her daughter. "Maybe I was
expecting some camp over the top drag queen. But you are far from it.
You seem like a normal young woman. Unlike your sister over here."
Barb says which earns her a 'Whatever," from Katie. Barb's words really
meant a lot to me, and let I her know that.
"I just wished my own family would see it was true." When I said this,
Barb told me she had seen my mother at the grocery store the other day.
Barb said that my mother couldn't or wouldn't look at her. "I am sure
she knows I know everything that is going on and she is embarrassed.
The question is over what. Hopefully it is her actions towards you and
not that piece of crap she calls a husband." I just nod as I listen to
Barb's words about my family and I begin to feel sad. Jenny can see
this and grabs my hand and gives me the sympathetic look that always
seems to help me. Barb also senses that something is amiss, so she
announces that she should get going.
After paying the bill, we head out to the parking lot where we take
leave of Barb. She gives Jenny a quick hug and then calls me over.
"Alexa, I didn't mean to make you feel bad back there. I truly didn't.
If I would have had another child, I would hope they would be just like
you. I would be proud to call you my daughter," All of us get a little
teary eyed over Barb's comments. Katie walks up and Barb takes both of
our hands and just smiles at the two of us before she motions Jenny to
join in. "My three daughters. You three take care of each other. I
will see you guys soon," Barb says as she exchanges a long hug with
Katie and quickly ducks into her car. She turns back and waves at us
and I can see a little tear in the corner of her eye as she pulls out of
the parking lot. The three of us just stood there holding each other
and waving. "Well, I guess mom likes you," Katie said trying to hold
back her own tears. The two of us turn and give each other a hug. It
was at the point I realized once again how truly lucky I was. I thank
Katie again for being the best big sister in the world. Katie breaks
the hug and turns away, trying to hide the tears I could feel on my
cheek just a second before. "Yeah, yeah," Katie says. I turn over and
look at Jenny, who is a blubbering mess at that point. Jenny however is
not one to shy away from those feelings and pulls me in for a long hug.
We release each other and once again pull Katie in, who begins crying a
little more earnestly and openly. I realize I don't need Dick and Char
or Adam and Danny at that point. My family is with me here right now.
The next few days follow back into the normal pattern. Katie seemed to
be getting over the loss of Wyatt and Jenny and I were still playing our
silly little games that drove Katie nuts, but now Katie seemed a little
more accepting of them, though she would at times get irritated when we
were getting a little 'too Jexy' for her liking. It was kind of good to
get back into the routine of school, it took away a lot of looking for
things to keep me occupied. And it was nice not having to go to work as
well, even though nothing had been agreed upon yet between the lawyers.
As I got a little lower on funds, Jenny and I worked out a deal for me
to borrow money. This became a semi major argument between us. Jenny
kept saying it wasn't a big deal, but as I had told her several times,
it was a pride thing for me. It wasn't that I didn't appreciate her
help, it was I wanted to do it on my own. Jenny just thought that was
crazy and voiced that thought rather forcefully. It wasn't until Katie
interjected herself into the situation that Jenny could agree upon a
payment plan. I did feel bad I had gone against Jenny on this and I
tried to make it up to her.
One day when she came home from class late, Jenny found me standing by
the door with a stereotypical 50's housewife dress on, complete with
crinolines. I was holding a glass of wine for her. "Good evening
dear," I said in the sappiest voice I could muster. "How was your day?"
I leaned in and gave the laughing girl a kiss on the cheek. Staying in
character "dinner will be ready shortly. Why don't you go relax and
watch the news or something?" With that, I turned and went into the
kitchen, turning around once to watch Jenny try and catch her breath. I
hung out in the kitchen for a minute and brought a small plate of Hors
d'oeuvres out and placed them on the coffee table in front of her.
Keeping up the act I looked at Jenny and said "I thought you might like
something to nibble on while you wait." That was enough for Jenny to
pull me down to the couch with her. Looking up at Jenny, "I'm sorry for
being such a bitch about the money thing," Jenny just pulled me in
closer and gave me a hug.
"I'm sorry too babe. Sometimes I have to remember I can't have
everything my way," And soon we were kissing each other deeply, making
up for the argument over the last few days. "I do like the outfit June
Cleaver! Where did you find that?" I explained to Jenny how I had gone
back to Ragstock on a mission. "These crinolines though are the worst!
I just wanted you to know how sorry I was," Looking down at my costume I
started laughing, "I guess you are rubbing off on me," Jenny laughed
too, the laughing stopped when I told her she had to wear it next.
After we ate, I wanted to change out of the silly costume, but Jenny
wouldn't let me. Soon we were back in our room where the thought of
studying was soon forgotten.
The following day, I think Jenny came home expecting me to be in the
same outfit from the night before. I happened to be by the door when
she came in and the look of disappointment that spread across her face
did make me feel a little bad, but I simply motioned to the coach to
where Katie was sitting Jenny understood why there was no 'dress-up'
tonight. Katie just happened to turn around at the very moment that
Jenny's smile faded. "Sorry Jenny, no dress up games tonight for you
two."
"We don't play games every night," Jenny tried to say defensively.
'Just when you're not home," Which made me think for a second, Jenny's
comment was too far from the truth. We did do something a little crazy
when Katie wasn't around. Katie just shook her head and made a vomiting
noise over Jenny's comment which got Jenny and I laughing. Jenny gave
me a big kiss anyway, but I could tell there was a reason other than the
usual for the kiss. My radar instantly went active because I knew
something was up. Jenny looked at me coyly as we walked to the dining
area. "So, what are you doing Saturday night?" Jenny's tone was a
giveaway that she needed me for something. I wouldn't say I got
defensive, maybe guarded was the right word. I had a feeling that it
wasn't going to be a fun night come Saturday.
"Why? I replied with a drawn-out answer trying to mimic Jenny.
"Well, we are going to my parents for dinner. They invited me, but I am
dragging you along. Is that OK?" I knew I couldn't say no, but I also
wasn't going to just give in. If I had learned one thing from Grandma
Mary, and from my own dealings with Jenny, teasing her is a lot of fun.
'Oh, darn I can't," I say which earns me a frown from Jenny. "I gotta
see that guy about that thing. Geez I wish I could but you know I gotta
see that guy."
My smart alek comment earns a playful punch and a sarcastic "Ha Ha,"
from Jenny. "Seriously, I know you don't want to go but I need you
there. I don't want to face Marty and Marilyn alone. Is it OK?" The
hug I gave Jenny pretty much answered the questions. It did make me a
little nervous though and the question was asked immediately.
"AM I going as me or him?"
"You are going as Alexa," Was the answer I received. It was as if there
would be no questions asked. I asked her if she was sure. "You are
Alexa, not Alex. You wear a dress or a skirt or whatever you want. I
will not have you hiding yourself from my parents. This is who you
are!"
I felt better about that. I really didn't want to go as Alex. While I
didn't question Jenny's love for me or her Grandmother's acceptance of
me, I was nervous about going to her parents. I had only met them
twice, and both times it was as Alex. The first time was at
Thanksgiving, and the second time had been a brief get together with
them one evening before they went to a play. While they were aware of
the changes, I still wanted to make a good impression on them. There
was little problem I had, and I knew the perfect person to help. I
looked at Jenny and bashfully said "I don't have anything to wear," The
giggles from Jenny were expected. So was the groan from the couch.
'God, you two, is there ever not an excuse for you two to go shopping."
Katie stood up and looked at us. Katie was taking on the big sister
role and admonishes Jenny and me. "The two of you have two closets full
of clothes, plus those three racks sitting in Jenny's room. No
shopping."
I try the little girl pout that Jenny uses on me, on Katie. She just
laughed at me as Jenny giggles away. 'Nice try sis. It may work on
blondie over there, but it doesn't work on me," Jenny gives me a gentle
hug. "You tried babe. And the pout is getting better. Maybe we can
sneak out when she is working Friday night," This earned another
reprimand from Katie, and her claiming she was going to take our credit
cards. Finally, she gave in and laughed. "I will never be able to
control you two, will I?" She asked. We just proudly shook our heads
with gigantic smiles on or faces.
The rest of the evening went the typical way. All three of us studying,
with Jenny and I taking the occasional break. It was a little before
10:00 PM when I finally decided I had enough of Colonial and Post-
Colonial Literary discourse. It was some of the most mind numbing stuff
I had ever read, but I had chosen the class, so I couldn't complain too
much. Jenny had removed herself from the living room area about an hour
previously as she tried to read about Applied Social Psychology and felt
I was too much of a distraction. Katie had decided to call it a night,
as she had an 8 AM class. I kicked back on the couch to watch the news,
mostly just to watch the weather to hear about the winter storm that was
supposedly headed our way. I watched the first few stories that were
typical of the news. A murder in North Minneapolis, the ongoing battles
between the state legislature and the governor, a national story about
the new President and his cabinet nominations and a few other national
stories. It was as they were going to the commercial break that got my
attention. The channel was teasing a story about a college business
that was under fire. On the screen was a picture of Java Express!
"Jenny! Katie! Get out here NOW!" I scream as I can begin to feel a
slight tremble in my body. Jenny comes running out and asks what was
going on with Katie close behind her with a toothbrush hanging out of
her mouth. I couldn't speak and just pointed at the TV. I was shaking
even harder now as I awaited my fate on the Channel 5 news. When the
broadcast came back the two anchors sat there with a serious look
"College campuses are known to be hot beds for liberal thought, and no
place has had as liberal reputation as or own University of Minnesota,"
Valerie Collins stated with her fake smile. Her co-anchor Tom Rose took
over at that point. "But one business that had always advertised itself
as a Pro-LGBTQ business has recently come under fire for its employment
practices. Our own Megan Walker did some digging and has come up with a
startling story. Megan"
I sat there shaking even more as the blonde reporter began her report.
"That's right Tom. Over the past few weeks there has been a growing
buzz around Dinkytown over Java Express and their employment practices.
We have heard stories over the refusal to hire gay and lesbian
employees, harassment of their employees who are gay and even the firing
of an employee who is the process of transitioning from a man to woman,"
Jenny let out a loud gasp, but interestingly Katie just stood there. "We
interviewed two former employees who discussed the workplace
environment," The next shot was of a guy I knew who had worked over at
the location in Stadium Village. He talked about how he was gay and he
talked about the harassment, not only from co-workers but also from
management. A shot of John Lee was shown on the screen. I looked at
Jenny in shock. She had a similar expression, but not Katie. I leaned
into Jenny as fear started to course through me as another employee,
this one female who I did not recognize told her story. When her brief
interview was over, they went back to the reporter who then held up a
stack of papers. "After some research, we dug up a recently filled
federal lawsuit by an unnamed employee who is the process of
transitioning from a man to a woman. It lists the grievances against
Java Express and asks for damages of nearly One million dollars. We
contacted the lawyer for the plaintiff, who did not want to go on TV,
and we will not name the plaintiff." The fear subsided, a little in me
at that comment. "When we contacted the ownership group for Java
Express they indicated they would not discuss any pending litigation.
Meanwhile form what we understand there is a growing movement to boycott
all six Java Express locations. This is a story we will be keeping an
eye. Valerie back to you."
Nothing was said. Nothing need to be said by anyone. I slumped back
into Jenny's arms. It was out. The mini bubble I had lived in for the
last few weeks had been burst. It wouldn't take long for people to
figure out who they were talking about. I buried my head deeper into
Jenny and began to weep. Not that the truth was out there, but that I
was now exposing Jenny and Katie to ridicule and mockery. Again, Katie
seemed non-pulsed by the story and left to finish brushing her teeth. I
sat up and looked at Jenny. "It's out. Are you ready for this?" I
asked my girlfriend. While I had seen her in action and was convinced
of her love for me, this was a whole new level of scrutiny we would have
to go through. Jenny gently placed her hands on either side of my face
and looked me directly in the eyes.
"I'm ready. I am with you 110%. Are you ready?" I nodded as best I
could as I looked into Jenny's eyes. There was sympathy but something
else, strength. It made me feel better. Jenny stood up and reached out
for my hand. We changed and got ready for bed. We held each other
close as we tried to drift off. I just starred at ceiling wondering
what the world would be like the awaited me in the morning. I also
began wondering about Katie. She barely reacted to the story. As mad
as she had been over the whole incident as any of us, but when the story
ran she just stood there and starred. Why?
I was awoken as Jenny's alarm went off at 7:30 AM. While I had slept, I
did not feel rested. I gently pushed Jenny to get her to shut off her
phone as I tried to get out of bed. She pulled me back into bed.
"Don't go away just yet," she whispered and pulled me close. The pillar
of strength I was, I tumbled back down. "Don't worry about today," she
said. "It might be tough out there, but hold your head high. Prove to
any doubters who you are. You are a beautiful confident woman. Remember
that, OK?" I agreed with her and she spoke again. "And remember I love
you and I am at your side no matter what." The smile that exuded her
love was almost magical. I gave her a long deep kiss, but told her I
had to get ready and I headed to the bathroom. A few minutes later
Jenny was pushing past me and getting into the shower. I headed out to
the kitchen to get some coffee going, but found that I had been beaten
to the task by Katie, who was seated at the table eating a bowl of
cereal. Grabbing a mug, I sat down at the table with her.
"You Ok?" she asked me. I nodded and attempted to apologize to her for
anything that may happen today. She dropped her spoon in her bowl and
just stared at me. 'What's the name Jenny uses when you are being a
ditz? Ally? Well Aly, you don't have to apologize for anything. You
are family. As the line goes, 'Forget about me. I love you. That's
Family.' And that's what you are. We will all get through this. Who
knows, this might speed things up," It was then that I put two and two
together.
"You set this up, didn't you?" I asked my sister. She didn't say
anything and picked up her bowl and put it in the sink. I knew she did
it, and she knew I knew she had. Katie just smiled and said, "I don't
know what you are talking about. Gotta go, got a class." And with that
Katie was out the door. I was pissed! Katie had started all of this.
Why was she going behind my back? I didn't want all this! I just
wanted it settled and left alone. Then it hit me. Katie wanted it over
and was trying to help. She was trying to push Java Express' hand. I
remember we had to talk her into taking down the Tweet. I grabbed my
phone and went to Katie's profile. I noticed that a couple of her
friends from her classes had started posting tweets earlier in the week
ripping Java Express. I then noticed several of them had been re-
Tweeted. Damn her I thought. But slowly a smile came across my face.
Jenny came out and saw me sitting there, smiling and staring at the
door.
'What's got you so happy?"
"Katie. She started the whole thing." I looked up at Jenny. "Glad she
is on our side," I said.
The day did prove to be a little crazy, but not as bad as I thought it
may be. I talked with Paul Edwards to check if he had seen the report
and he told me he had. He also told me that a meeting was set for
Monday morning. I was not needed, but that this could all be over soon.
I thanked him and went about my day. I was approached by a reporter
from the Minnesota Daily, the student newspaper, to see if he could get
a comment from me about the news story. I declined of course and but
then was curious if I should say anything. When I got home, I waited
for Jenny to ask her if she had any thoughts. She told me it was my
call, but she thought it may be a good idea, but I should talk to my
lawyer and Debbie. I called Debbie and explained what had happened. She
seemed a little weary of me coming out so publicly. I stated that it
would give me some control of it rather than having it thrown out there
with no control over it. Once again Debbie voiced her concerns over it,
but saw my logic. She asked if I wanted her there and I told her I
would be fine, I had Jenny. That earned me a chuckle from my counselor.
"You seem on top of it Alexa. Just watch out OK? I will have my phone
with me at all times. If you need ANYTHING call me immediately," I
thanked Debbie for her concern and that I would call her if needed.
I next called Mr. Edwards and told him about the Daily reporter
approaching me. He seemed encouraged by the thought of going public,
and not just with the student newspaper. He said if really wanted to
make some waves. I should not only sit down with the Daily, but maybe
someone from the StarTribune. He said he would set it up and call me
back. After I hung up with him, I asked Jenny what she thought about
going even more public. She seemed OK with it, enough that she asked
what time we were meeting with them. It wasn't long before I heard back
from Paul who had set up a meeting for 9:00 Saturday morning. I told
him we would be there, which caused Jenny to smile. I thanked him again
and went about with the rest of the day. The one last memorable event
of the day is when I met up with Katie. I gave her a hug and a kiss on
the cheek. I whispered in her ear 'Thanks, but you do know that
paybacks are a bitch," She just smiled and asked again what I was
talking about. Her involvement was never mentioned again.
When Saturday rolled around, I was a nervous wreck. I had a busy day
ahead of me. Not only was I going to meet with the reporters, but I was
also going to be meeting my girlfriend's parents for the first time as
Alexa. After taking my shower I was nervously digging through our many
closets looking for the right thing to wear. I wanted to look good for
this. Paul had called yesterday and said he had invited Channel 5 to
come as well. So not only would I be meeting with two newspaper
reporters, I was going to be on TV as well! The nerves must have been
showing because Jenny had me sit down and told me to relax, but I
couldn't. She assured me we would find something and that I shouldn't
worry about the interview, she was going to be there the whole time.
After much searching and tossing, I settled on a black A-Line skirt and
matched it with a silk long sleeved green silk blouse with black flowers
printed on it. I finished it off with black tights and black ankle
boots. Jenny told me I looked sexy and it put me into s spin again and
I started to dig through the closets again. Jenny stopped me, laughing
away. "You have truly become a woman. Relax. You look great. It will
look fine. You have to remember I am biased in how you look." I was
shooed away and I went and sat and waited nervously for Jenny to appear.
When she did she was wearing a black quilted leather skirt matched with
a black crew neck sweater, opaque black nylons and knee length boots.
She walked over to me and gave me another light kiss and told me to turn
around and I felt her fasten something around my neck. I looked down
and saw she had attached my 'AJ' necklace around my neck. I turned and
noticed she was wearing hers as well. "Now we're ready. Grab you purse
and let's go."
Paul greeted us in the lobby of Hamilton, Larson and Rosburg and started
leading us back to the conference room. I didn't get very far when I
began to hyperventilate. A concerned look came over Jenny's face as she
led me over to one of the posh chairs in the lobby. She looked at me
and began talking to me. "It's OK Lex, we don't have to do this if you
don't want to. I am sure they would understand," I just sat there
staring into Jenny's eyes. Mr. Edwards returned with a bottle of water
and asked if I was ready. Surprisingly, fire came to Jenny's eyes as
she turned and looked at our attorney. She practically growled at him
"Will you give her a second! She is about to come out to the whole f-
ing world!" I think Jenny realized how she was acting and apologized.
"I'm sorry, it's just that this is a HUGE step for her. Please just
give us a minute OK?" I slowly get me breathing under control, aided by
the loving touch and eyes of my roommate, lover but most importantly my
soul mate. That was a new one I thought to myself, but it was the
truth. Just thinking about something else allowed me to regain my
composure a bit. A clearly docile Paul led us back to the conference
room, apologizing the whole time.
When the three of us entered the large conference room overlooking
downtown, not only were the three reporters there, but they were being
entertained by Mr. Larson! Jenny and I turned and looked at each other
and giggled. Jenny leaned into me and whispered "Do you think Grandma
called him and told him he had to be here?" That shared joke helped me
relax a little more. Surprisingly, Mr. Larson began introducing me and
Jenny. We shook hands with Matt Johnson form the Daily, Sydney Hartly
for the StarTribune as well as Megan Walker form Channel 5. I tried to
lighten the mood a little by asking Sydney if she ever got grief over
her name. She laughed and said all the time. Sid Hartman was a
legendary sports columnist for the StarTribune who had been around
forever and the closeness of the names had to be difficult. It did help
get the interview off on the right foot. Soon I was being asked more
questions I could have ever imagined about myself. I relayed the events
that had happened and what I thought about it. I told them about my
transition and told them how lucky I was to have such great support from
Jenny and our roommate Katie. Jenny was also asked some questions about
our relationship and she proudly answered all questions and once again
expressed her love and support for me. Of course, there were questions
about how my family was handling my transition and I did not hold back.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I thought maybe this would guilt my
father into accepting me, but I doubted it. Finally, I was interviewed
in front of the camera where most of the same questions were asked and
they even had a few questions on camera with Jenny and me. After about
two hours, we were finished. Matt told us the Daily article would run
on Monday, and asked if he could set up a follow up interview after the
lawsuit was settled and we agreed and exchanged numbers. Sydney
informed us the article would run in the Sunday paper and thanked us
again. Megan told us the plan was to run the story tomorrow night on
the 10:00 news. She handed us her business card and told us if we had
any concerns to give her a call.
As we left, both Jenny and I felt good about how things had gone. The
nerves were now slowly shifting to the evening's dinner with her
parents. We headed home where we filled Katie in on the interviews and
when we would see the television reports and articles. The three of us
speculated as to what the reaction of various parties would be. Chief
amongst them was the partners of Java Express. We were all convinced
that they would settle but we all differed on the amount. Jenny shot
for the highest at $100,000 while I went low at around $50,000. Katie
split the difference. We were kind of amazed that it would be that
much. We also discussed how other students would react. Brandon and
Steve would probably be pissed. Even though we didn't name them
specifically, both Jenny and I talked about how some of the residents of
our apartment building had been harassing us a bit. Lastly the parents'
reaction came up. I couldn't speak as to how my mother would react, but
I knew Dick would go ballistic. How ballistic was the question. We
knew Barb would be fine with everything. Jenny's parents were a
mystery. We decided we would give them a heads up that night.
It wasn't that long before Jenny and I decided we would head out to Lake
Minnetonka for the dinner with her parents. I said I wanted to change,
but Jenny wouldn't let me. I wanted to wear something a little more
conservative but Jenny told me I was fine. "Let them see you who you
truly are, not some covered up version," I reluctantly agreed and soon
we are out the door, wishing Katie a good night at work and letting her
know we would see her later. The drive has always seemed like a trip
into another world. As soon as your turn off Highway 12, you go from
typical suburbia to a land focused around the Lake. All kinds of homes
dot the lake shore, older homes that were probably once summer cabins,
shiny new McMansions squeezed on to postage stamp sized lots and
glorious older homes. Further along as you get closer to Thompson's,
you begin to see the old-school mansions of the Dayton's and Pillsbury's
and finally the Thompsons. The house looked like a French chateau
sitting along the shores of the lake. The circular drive in front was
large enough to allow plenty of parking and the wings of each side gave
the Center common area lots of scale. Jenny did not go to the front
door, instead parked her car in the garage, like she probably has
several times in her life. As we entered, rather than proceed into the
main house, she took a quick right and led me into the kitchen. I had
noticed this was her preferred way of entering the house, rather than
through the front door. When I had mentioned this to Katie in the past,
she was shocked. "The only time we went through the kitchen, was the
last time I was there right before Halloween," Katie told me. I thought
about it a bit and it was just another little change I had seen in Jenny
over the last few months. Other than the obvious relationship things,
Jenny had become more 'normal' more playful. She was no longer the
snooty, rich girl I had met so long ago.
Jenny said a quick high to the cook, Martha, and tried to check out what
was for dinner before she was shooed out of the kitchen by the family
cook. Jenny just giggled and led me out into the dining room. We
stopped and she took a deep breath. Looking my way, she said "Relax.
Just be yourself remember I am here with you. But do me one favor," I
looked at her and told her of course, anything. "Keep an eye an eye on
me. My mother has been particularly bitchy since Christmas. I might
wind up getting into it with her." I rubbed her back and told her not
to worry. that I was always there for her. We exchange a quick hug
before we make our way into the large sitting room. We find Jenny's day
standing there with a drink in his hand looking out at the lake. All
the lights, except for two lamps near a couch are off, and those two
lights are rather dim. Much of the light came from the roaring fire in
the fire place. Jenny's father turned as we came into the room.
"Jenny, Alexa please come have a drink." It was a warmer greeting than
I had expected, but I could see that Mr. Thompson was attempting to put
up a front. He walked over to a serving cart littered with a couple of
bottles. Jenny went over and gave her father a quick kiss "Hi daddy.
Where's mom?" Jenny asked her father as I followed closely behind
shaking a little as I waited for a comment from Mr. Thompson, but
nothing was said. Mr. Thompson asked us what we wanted and poured us
each the requested Vodka with a twist. As he handed us each our drinks,
I detected a sadness in his eyes, not unlike the one I used to see in my
girlfriend's.
Mr. Thompson released a long sigh. "Your mother is, ah, still getting
dressed. She will be down in a moment," Mr. Thompson led us over to the
seating area where Jenny and I sat down on the couch and Mr. Thompson
took a seat in adjacent chair. There was a moment of silence where Mr.
Thompson just kind of stared off for a moment. I looked again at his
eyes and not only was there sadness there, but also a look of
resignation. He was the first to speak. "So, Jenny how is school?"
The forced nature covered the fact that he had other things on his mind.
Jenny put on the upbeat persona and answered that it was going fine,
before silence once again feel on the room. I sat there staring into my
drink, trying to avoid any eye contact with Jenny's father. Jenny asked
her dad about how work was. He went on for a moment into how he had
been busy and was getting ready to head to London in the next few days.
Once again silence took over the room. I looked up to see Mr. Thompson
staring into his drink. Deciding that someone had to lighten the mood I
spoke up.
"So, Mr. Thompson," I began, "who do you think is more nervous right
now, you or me?" That brought a chuckle to his face and the mood seemed
to lighten a little. "I'm not sure Alexa and please call me Marty. I
will admit I am extremely nervous. There are so many things I want to
ask you, both of you I don't know where to begin. I don't think I have
been this nervous since I told my parents I didn't want to go to Law
School," Mr. Thompson admitted in a moment of reflection.
"I never had the privilege of meeting your father, but I have meet your
mother. I could see how that could be nerve wracking," I said with a
smile. Mr. Thompson just looked at me with a grin on his face, he
seemed to become more relaxed as the smile broadened. Jenny turned and
looked at me with a big smile acknowledging that I was doing well. Mr.
Thompson sat back and began speaking. "My mother is a unique individual
that is certain," He looked directly at Jenny as he spoke the next
sentence. 'I understand she was able to help you with the lawsuit
issue. She can be a feisty one," Jenny knew exactly what her father was
saying and she looked down. "Sorry daddy. But Lex needed help. I
didn't know how you would react."
Mr. Thompson sat silently for another moment, as if to formulate the
right thing to say. Unfortunately, he was never able to respond,
because from behind us there was a commotion as if someone had run into
something. From out of an archway appeared Jenny's mother who was
holding a Martini glass and followed by a young woman. "Jennifer my
baby," Mrs. Thompson said with slurred speech. I happened to look over
at Marty who had put his head into his hands at the appearance of his
wife. The woman was obviously inebriated. She finished of the last
half of her drink and handed it to the young woman. 'Make me another
Denise," she instructed before giving Jenny a fake hug and air kiss. As
the two women broke the embrace, Mrs. Thompson looked at me with minimal
acknowledgement, "Alexa," she slurred at me as the fake smile left her
face. Jenny turned towards me with sadness in her eyes over her mother.
Denise soon appeared with another drink for Marilyn and the three of us
sat down on the couch. Marilyn babbled on over the gossip of the elite
and how much she missed Florida. Jenny and I had the same reaction as
we watched Mrs. Thompson. We placed our drinks on the table, not to be
touched. Mr. Thompson at one point excused himself, and by his
reaction as he got up, I could tell he was not happy. I guess I
wouldn't either if my spouse was acting the way she was.
As we sat there, just Jenny, her mother and I, I could feel that
disapproval from Mrs. Thompson. Every time I said something or Jenny
shared something that involved the two of us, a look of disdain came
across Mrs. Thompson?s face. She obviously did not care for my
presence. I knew I needed to get out of there, even for a moment. I
stood and asked Jenny where the powder room was. Jenny saw this as an
opportunity to get away from her mother as well. I heard Mrs. Thompson
mumble something as Jenny led me away. Thankfully the powder room was
secluded from the larger room. Jenny quickly pulled me into her arms
and hugged me ?I?m so sorry Lex. I had no idea she would be like this.
Are you OK?? I looked at my girlfriend, who I think thought I would be
an emotional mess. Instead she found me in a very angry neutral stance.
If anything, the last month has taught me, it was to ignore the hatters.
I looked my girlfriend in the eye ?I don?t think your mother approves of
me, but screw her. Like you told me the other day, this is who I am. I
just needed to get away before I caused an incident." Jenny looked at
me like a proud parent and pulled me in for another hug. I excused
myself and ducked in to the powder room. To my surprise, Jenny was
there waiting for me. ?It?s time we show them,? was all she said.
Taking my hand, she led me back to the living room where Mr. Thompson
was standing looking down on his wife, his face red as if the two had
been arguing. He straightened himself up and gave us a smile. Jenny?s
eyes and mine both followed his as he looked down at Jenny and I holding
hands. He cleared his throat in an act of confusion. Jenny led me
again to the couch where we sat down, still holding hands. Mrs.
Thompson said nothing, but the look of disgust on her face was quite
evident. Before anything could be said, it was announced that dinner
was served. Mr. Thompson helped his wife up off the couch. She wiggled
free saying she could do it herself and marched off to the dining room.
The three of us stood there for a moment before following.
The meal was unremarkable, but the conversations was not. I kept
wondering what Mrs. Thompson was aware of. She was aware of when I made
a comment to Marty about the Citrus business he was discussing, saying
how I had always wanted to go to an orange grove. Mrs. Thompson quickly
corrected me, "That is Mr. Thompson. Where did you get to be so
informal?? Jenny looked over at her father who shook Jenny of with his
eyes. I just looked down at my plate and attempted not to say anything
else. Mrs. Thompson tried to quiz Jenny about school and her other
activities. Jenny told her how we had been all over. Visiting Como
Park, tubing at Hyland and going roller skating. I could tell by Mrs.
Thompson reaction she didn?t think very highly of that, making some
comment under her breath. Jenny than got excited as she told her mother
about me teaching her to cook. ?It?s a lot of fun. I can?t believe I
never learned," Mrs. Thompson emotions were no longer in check. She
dropped her fork on her plate and looked at Jenny ?We have people to
cook," Turning to me she could barely control herself. ?If you want to
be a common housewife fine, but leave my daughter out of this," Her
aloofness shone right through her drunkenness.
Jenny instantly jumped to my defense. ?Why do you treat my girlfriend
that way! She has been nothing but polite, but you have to go out of
your way to demean her. I think you owe Alexa an apology.?
The sneer that came across Marilyn?s face encapsulated her thoughts. ?I
don?t owe her anything. He or she or whatever this is, is beneath me.
I don?t even understand why it is here. I want this thing out of my
house now," Jenny was now steaming mad and surprisingly so was Martin.
Jenny went on the offensive immediately. ?Fine then mother. We will be
leaving, and until you can learn to accept that I love Alexa I do not
want to hear from you again," Surprisingly Marty backed up his daughter.
Marilyn was in shock at her husband and daughter. As if they had the
nerve to question her views.
The two of them continued to stare her down. Abruptly Marilyn stood up.
?I do not have time for this. I will not be part of this charade.? With
that she grabbed her glass of wine and downed it in one long swig. He
looked at the three of us gave a snort of disgust and marched out of the
room. She wasn?t gone a second when we heard her yelling for Denise and
another drink. Jenny flashed me the look of sympathy, a look that had
become so common place that I barely noticed it half the time. It
however was the comment form Marty that shocked me. ?Alexa I would like
to apologize for my wife. But to be honest I have no control over that
woman. Please accept my apology for this family at least," I nodded but
still did not say anything. I was hurt but I was done shedding tear
because someone couldn?t accept me. Mr. Thompson looked over at his
daughter as she at first just stared at me and then slowly started to
smile. I think that Jenny knew I had turned a corner. The smile soon
grew larger and I could see a sense of pride come across her face.
Marty for his part just slumped back in his chair and took on the look
of a defeated man. He rested his forehead in his hand for moment.
Jenny spoke up, ?Daddy, what is her problem? She has been worse than
normal the last few months. Has it been the same for you?? Jenny
waited for an answer from the distinguished gentleman who looked like he
had just lost everything. ?I don?t know princess. It has been going on
longer than that. She has started drinking more. She is never around.
She has even stopped going to some of her charity functions. I can?t
control her anymore. That is one of the reasons I wanted you to come
tonight. I wanted you to see what is going on." Then looking over at
me with a slight smile on his face. ?And don?t take this the wrong way
Alexa. But your presence here didn?t help." I smiled at him because I
knew what he meant. ?I have been doing a lot thinking Jenny and that?s
what I wanted to talk to you about. I am thinking of divorcing your
mother." Jenny sat there for a second.
?Are you sure daddy?? Can?t you do something about it?? Jenny finally
asked her father.
?I don?t think so princess. The only thing that is stopping me is what
the settlement will be. I think I am going to start looking for a
lawyer. I just can?t take it anymore and some of her actions are
getting embarrassing. After you left you left at Thanksgiving she and
Maureen Stewart had a little tiff. Both were drunk, but Frank Sampson
told me this wasn?t their first run in. They had gotten into at the
club a few weeks before. I started asking around and I guess she had
been seen intoxicated several times and I have heard rumors about, about
her, infidelities." Mr. Thompson stopped speaking. The implication he
was making was quite clear. Mrs. Thompson had been fooling around on
him. Jenny got up from her seat and put her arm around her father. Mr.
Thompson looked at his daughter with a warm smile and patter her on the
forearm. He motioned Jenny to move back to her seat. Jenny just pulled
her chair over closer to him, attempting to comfort him. Mr. Thompson
gave a ?manly? snort, as if trying to fight back tears. I giggled a
little at it and he busted me. I blushed as he smiled at me.
Attempting to change the subject, he began speaking again.
?So, Alexa, your teaching my daughter how to cook? That must be an
adventure?? I laughed out loud at that and Jenny?s sympathy for her
father was broken for a moment as she reached for her napkin and threw
it across threw table at me. I giggled and agreed with Mr. Thompson.
He continued looking down at Jenny. ?I also heard that your grandmother
busted you cooking. I bet she said something like ?about time you
learned? or something like that," It was Jenny?s turn to laugh and agree
with her father. The rest of our short time turned onto a very pleasant
evening, he even gave us a little advice on the lawsuit. It was a very
comfortable evening. As we were getting ready to leave, Mr. Thompson
looked at me and started speaking. ?Alexa, I will admit I do not
understand all of this. It is very confusing to an old-timer like me."
The comment earned a snort of laughter from Jenny who was quickly
admonished. ?I don?t understand it. What made you want to become a
woman?? Then looking at Jenny ?And I don?t understand you being with
him, her. Have you always been a lesbian? Was Trey just a cover? I
just don?t understand all this.?
?Daddy, I am not, nor have I ever considered myself a lesbian. I hate
those labels. All they are is psychological ways to compartmentalize
our prejudices. It?s just that I found someone and at the same time
they began a journey of discovery. A discovery that led them to find
out who they really are and-? Jenny paused and looked at me flashing
her million watt smile ?and being with her has made me a happier person.
A better person. I was not a happy person and I hadn?t been for a long
time. I love the girl sitting across from me with all my heart, so you
will have to deal with it. And one other thing, don?t ever bring up
that bastard Trey again. Ever. He can rot in hell for all I care.? The
smile was still huge but the love seeped through even more as Jenny?s
gaze returned to me.
Mr. Thompson just sat there. I wish I knew what was going through his
mind. Jenny had just told him off, sort of, plus he told both us he was
thinking about getting a divorce. This has had to be difficult night
for him. He looked over at me, his chin cupped in his hand. He looked
at me as if he was evaluating me, I returned the look. His eyes got me.
He looked tired. From what I am not sure but it was understandable.
Finally he spoke. ?You know Alexa, I was warned to be nice to you by my
mother. She said if she got a bad report she might have to bring the
strap out of retirement." He smiled slightly as he told me this.
?Your mother is quite the person Mr. Thompson. I loved her from that
first time I met her on Thanksgiving," I said. Mr. Thompson laughed at
my comment.
?You only got to see the good side of her. She was something else
growing up with, but she made me, all of us kids better people. I see a
lot of her in my little girl here," Mr. Thompson gave Jenny a quick hug
and then stood up. ?Well you two,? he paused for a second and then
looked at Jenny and I ?girls have a fairly long drive ahead of you and
it?s getting late. Why don?t we call it a night?? Jenny took off to
get our coats, leaving me alone with her dad for a second. ?I thought I
was going to have this talk with some guy, but take care of my little
girl, will you??
?Of course I will." Jenny came back and looked at the two of standing
there and got a little nervous. ?What are you two up to?? Putting my
arm around her. ?Nothing babe. Just a nice little chat." Jenny eyed
both her father and me wearily as I put on my coat. Her dad just stood
there smiling. Taking my hand, Jenny lead me over to her father. She
reached up and gave her father a kiss on the cheek, which earned a hug
from him. ?Bye daddy. I love you,? he returned the sentiment to her.
Mr. Thompson and I sho