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The Changing if my life Part 4
THURSDAY.
Well it was now Thursday, only 5 more days and my life as a man would be
over forever, not that it wasn't now.
Ever since the party last night, what Miss Lucy told everyone was still
sinking in. I was to be fully feminised, made a complete girl in every
way, and then I was going to marry Miss Lucy and be her wife and maid
forever.
She said to me this morning, when I was pouring her tea, "Well Pansy, I
might as well tell you now what has happened to 'John', He seems to have
run off with another woman, and sadly they were both involved in a fatal
accident, somewhere abroad, and that makes me a widow. So, I can marry
again if I want to, isn't that good news for us."
She carried on, "It's funny really, because of John dying, it makes you,
a non-person, you don't exist, you have no bank details, no driving
licence in fact there is nothing to say who you are, nothing at all,
anywhere." To me that sounded like a subtly threat. She carried on." But
don't worry over little things like that, because Miss Lucy can help
you." She had such a smile on her face; it was like the cat that got the
cream. She had somehow made John disappear forever, so that he could
never return, and left me totally helpless, like putty in her hands. She
could do anything she wanted to me now, and since I no longer existed,
there was nothing I could do about it.
Now I was Pansy, and as from next week, I would not even be a man any
more.
After she had told me all this, my mind was reeling with a thousand
questions, but I knew that I would not be allowed to ask them.
Pansy was now in total control of all my feelings and emotions, I had
taken so many hormone pills and other things, I had become totally
compliant to Miss Lucy, whatever she said, was right and correct, I had
no say in anything, like a good girl and a wife that I was to become.
"I am going out today Pansy, and I will be gone most of the day. I want
all of you chores finished by the time I come back. Is that understood"?
I replied, "Yes Miss."
I carried on that day in a haze, cleaning, doing the washing, ironing,
making lunch.
The doorbell rang, without even thinking I answered it, it was one of
Miss Lucy's friends, Miss Joan, "Ah Pansy is your mistress in," I
replied, "No Miss she is out at the moment, would you like to come in and
wait, or leave a message for her." She smiled and said, "I will come in
for a few minutes, and you can make me a cup of tea as well Pansy." She
went into the lounge and sat down, while I did the tea, after I served it
to her, she looked straight at me and said."Well Pansy how do you like
being a girl? I must say you make a very good maid,
Moreover, your manners for a maid are impeccable; I must tell your
mistress." This was the second time that I heard Miss Lucy being called
my mistress, thinking about it I suppose she was now, since I did not
exist.
After Miss Joan had finished her tea and I had taken the cup from her,
she said, "Well Pansy only another 5 days and you can become a real
woman, I hope you are looking forward to it, I feel so excited for you, a
real woman at last." She then got up, and I went to open the door for
her, she smiled and said, "You will make a wonderful wife and maid to
Lucy; I hope you realise how lucky you are young woman." I replied with a
curtsy and a, "Yes Miss Joan."
When Miss Lucy came back, I told her Miss Joan had come around and I had
made her a cup of tea. She replied," Yes I know, I ran into her in the
shop, and she was so pleased how you acted, just like a proper old
fashioned maid, complete with curtsy. She said she was going to buy you
a gift for after next Wednesday, when you take the final step to become
the woman you almost are now," I smiled and asked her to Thank Miss Joan
for me.
FRIDAY.
Miss came down for her breakfast about 9.30am. By that time I had got up
dressed in my working maids clothes, which now consisted of, Black bra, a
black under bust girdle which held my black seamed stockings up, black
frilly panties, black petticoat, my maids uniform plus hat and my 4"
heeled shoes.
Miss Lucy sat down for her breakfast, and as I served her she said, "By
the way Pansy I've bought you some books for you to read when you are in
bed, they are not to be read during the day, as you have work to do."
"Thank you Miss Lucy," I replied.
She carried on, "I have spoken to the doctor about Wednesday, and he said
that by Monday you should be fit enough for work. So as from next Monday
you will be coming to the office with me in the morning, and start your
new job as my secretary, and woe betide you if you make any mistakes,
first day or not." I gulped the operation Wednesday, my new job as Miss
Lucy's secretary Monday, would I be able to do it, will I even be in any
state to do anything at all.
"When you are at work, you will still call me Miss Lucy, and do exactly
as I tell you to do. Do you understand Pansy?" "Yes Miss Lucy."
Miss Lucy had no guests that night so I finished clearing dinner and
washing up quite early, the time was about 10.15 pm. So I asked if it
would be alright to go to bed, providing Miss did not require anything
else.
" Okay Pansy you can go to bed now, but don't forget to take one of the
books I bought you to bed with you, and read it, I might even ask you
some questions on it tomorrow," she said smiling at me, "sweet dreams"
This made me wonder what books she had bought me,.
I went upstairs had my wash, put my face cream on which was now part of
my normal routine, then changed into my red nightdress and panties and
got into bed.
I took the first book out to read, it read, 'What every woman should know
about her body and her sexual fulfilment in life'.
It stopped me dead in my tracks, I think I read the title several times,
before I opened the page, and looked at the index.
1 - The Vagina.
2 - The Breasts.
3 - Orgasm.
4 - How to please your man.
5 - How to pleasure yourself.
I did not know what to do, why had she given me this book?
Then it slowly dawned on me, I think I was still 95% sure of what was
going to happen to me next Wednesday, then like a slap in the face it hit
me, the realisation of it all, up to now I could still revert back to a
man, but after Wednesday that was it.
I was going to become a fully working woman in every way. There would be
no going back, for the rest of my life I would be a woman, wearing bras,
panties and dresses as the norm.
After the shock had hit me, I did what Miss Lucy had told me to do, I
read the book.
After a fitful sleep I got up at my usual time of 5.30am, washed dressed,
put my make-up on, thinking this is what I will still be doing in 30
years time.
I cooked Miss Lucy her breakfast and took it into her bedroom, she was
already awake," Good morning Miss Lucy," I said." Good morning Pansy, did
you have a good night after reading that book, did you learn a few
things, or lots of things on being a woman. Oh, I'm so excited, I can
hardly wait, you will become a fully fledged woman in every possible way,
I'm really looking forward to it for you, I no pretending anymore, are
you looking forward to it Pansy. I have spent a lot of my ex husbands
money on this for you. But you can pay me back a bit at a time out of you
wages, or anything extra you do." with this she smiled again.
That day after I had done the cleaning, washing and putting the dinner
on, Miss Lucy came up to me and said, "Well now Pansy, since you will be
working for me at my office with a few of the other girls, I think you
should at least learn to take shorthand and type, don't you? I mean what
will the other girls say or think if you can't do anything."
I thought, other girls, I didn't know there were any other girls there.
Miss Lucy added, "Don't worry Pansy, it will only be you girls together,
and you will have lots to talk about, I mean like clothes, make-up
boyfriends etc. that will be so lovely for you, won't it.
Oh! I forgot you still haven't been with a boy yet have you, never mind
there's still time" Miss Lucy burst out laughing, "You had better keep
reading those books Pansy, otherwise you won't know what to do when you
have one." She then burst out laughing again.
SATURDAY.
I was now not only doing the entire house work, I was learning to take
shorthand and type, I knew that I would be going to bed totally worn out
that night. But again Miss Lucy phoned, "Pansy I'm going to have a little
dinner party tonight for just six people, I will leave the menu up to
you, but make sure it's very good. And I want you to wear your pretty
flowered dress tonight the low cut one that shows off your breasts, also
your clear seamed stockings and your purple Basque, your 4 inch heels
will finish you off superbly, full make up as well. After you have
finished cooking you can change, I will be home at 7.30pm. Do you
understand Pansy." I replied "Yes Miss" "Good ", she said,
I finished cooking about 6pm, giving me a good hour and three quarters to
get ready. I showered, washed my now long hair, dried, and started
putting my clothed on first my Basque, then my clear seamed stockings,
being very careful not to catch them with my nails and ladder them, my
purple frilly panties, then a short light purple petticoat and then my
dress. I sat down at the mirror, dried my hair, and put it into a
ponytail. Next came my make-up, foundation, light powder mascara then
black eye liner, blusher and a soft red lipstick then a covering lip-
gloss. Last but least my 4 inch heeled shoes, my toenails were already
painted a soft red so I only had to file and shape my fingernails before
I painted them, a hint of perfume, and I was ready. It was now 7.20pm so
a quick look at the dinner then I was ready, or so I thought?
I heard the key in the door , so as normal I went to the door to take
everybody's coats etc. as I arrived I stopped in shock, It just wasn't
just Miss Lucy's girl friends there were two men as well, Miss Lucy
smiled at me saying, "Yes, this is Pansy my maid, doesn't she look
lovely, single as well." Miss Lucy's women friends looked at her then
looked at the men, whose eyes were on my breasts more than anywhere, I
blushed," Come now boys and girls, stop ogling Pansy breasts you're
making her embarrassed.
They all went into the lounge, where I poured them drinks, Miss Lucy came
over to me and whispered, "Well Pansy, do you fancy any of those two men
yet, I see they all ready like your breasts, that's always a good start."
I blushed again.
Their drinking and conversation carried well on past their dinner, they
all relaxed in the lounge as I started to clear the table, the men
complemented me on my cooking saying, "If we decide to have a dinner
party, do you think Lucy would let you come over and cook for us?"
I replied, "You would have to ask Miss Lucy Sir."
As the evening went on and the drink flowed more and more, I started to
become more and more uncomfortable with the two gentleman who came with
the other woman. They seemed to be staring at me all the time, and if I
looked back at them they would just smile, one of those leering grins.
I started to become quite frightened and nervous with them.
When I saw Miss Lucy I asked if I could speak to her in private. "Well
what do you want Pansy," she said in a slurry voice.
I commented on the two gentleman, how they were always staring at me or
should I say my breasts, or making comments, some very near the knuckle.
Miss just laught. "Oh' Pansy what did you think the boys were going to
look at and comment on, your shoes. If I were you I would make sure you
don't get left alone with then, you may not know what could be in store
for you." She the giggled and drifted away.
It as quite later on that evening when Miss told me to collect all the
glasses from outside, I immediately went outside and started collecting
them, when I heard to my horror, "Well, hello Pansy." It was one of the
men. "I must say you look very stunning for a maid, ample cleavage for a
girl your age." Then out of the blue his friend was there," Well George,
what do you think," George replied, "I want to know what's she's wearing
underneath, let alone if her tit's are real, or just padding."
I stopped in horror, and started to back away, and then my heel caught in
a crack in the paving stones, causing me to lose balance and stumble. The
next moment they were both by my side.
"Well said George, what a good opportunity to find out, what we were
wondering." I started to shout, but Harry put his hand over my mouth,
whispering in my ear, Come on now Pansy, we just want a look and maybe a
little feel, there's no harm being done is there, and besides who would
believe you anyway, your only a maid!
One of them got behind me and slowly unzipped my dress, leaving me in
just my purple Basque stockings and panties, George who was in front of
me started running his hands over my body, slowly caressing my boobs then
running his hands down to my waist and stockings. Harry was behind me
kissing my neck and playing with my breasts and nipples squeezing them
and rubbing them. I was sandwiched between them both I couldn't move.
They were so close they started rubbing themselves up against me.
George suddenly said, "Guess what Harry? look at her nipples there
getting hard. All the time they were running their hands over me or
kissing my neck when George started kissing my breasts and biting my
nipples so they became really hard.
I so wanted them to stop, and yet I so wanted them to carry on, I did
know what to do? It felt so good my body started tingeing.
Then the word collapsed on me, I heard someone talking, and then
giggling. I looked around, and found all of Miss Lucy's guests watching
what was happening, the laughter just got louder and louder, I heard
comments of, "She was well up for it,"---"We should have let her go on
and see how far she would have gone."
Miss Lucy came up to me saying, "Well done Pansy, you didn't let me down
at all, I'm so proud of you, you made this evening's entertainment
fabulous. Also just to let you know, so you won't feel so bad, they all
know what you are, and we were taking bets on how far Harry and George
could get before you ran off screaming."
Every one clapped.
I picked up my dress and ran to my room, when I got there I just started
crying, what had I done, or should I say what would I have done, I just
buried my head in the pillow and cried. What were these feelings, I had
never had them before with men, and then I thought that since this all
had happened I had never been close to any man, at all, so apart from
everything else were my feelings changing as well?
SUNDAY
By the morning, I had composed myself a lot and was back to normal, I
think.
Miss Lucy came into my room and said to me," Well Pansy that was fun last
night wasn't it, I bet you thought you had your chips or something else,
I mean if they had gone down a bit farther than you Basque, well I wonder
what would have happened.
Nevertheless, I would never let any harm come to you, you will officially
become my wife and maid soon, and I will always do my best to protect you
like any husband would. Is that understood?"
I replied meekly, "Yes Miss Lucy."
"Good now go down and do my friends and myself our breakfast."
When I cooked and served breakfast not one of the people at breakfast
including Harry and George said anything at all, about what had happened
the previous night. However, as I was serving Harry he accidently brushed
my leg with his hand, and smiled at me.
The rest of the day went quite well, I managed to keep out of the men's
way, thus avoiding any more incidents.
The other women however were more intent on talking about what had
happened yesterday night. Miss Jones called me over, "Well Pansy did you
enjoy what was happening to you, we could see you were starting to get
excited." I started to say something, when she held up her hand to stop
me and carried on."Don't worry Pansy, we were all nervous the first time
a boy started to touch us, but it was worth the wait," All the women
giggled at this, "And after next week you can really start to enjoy
yourself, if Lucy allows you to. Well off you go Pansy I'm sure there are
lots of jobs for you to do before we all go?"
I replied, "Yes Miss Jones," curtsied and left.
That evening after everybody had gone, Miss Lucy said to me, "Well done
Pansy, you not only cooked a really good meal for us, but you gave us
some very interesting things to talk about after your dalliance with
Harry and George. I hoped you enjoyed your little play around." I
curtsied an said with a blush on my face, "Yes Miss Lucy."
"Well I think you deserve a early night, it's 11pm so you can go to bed
now, and finish up in the morning."
I thanked her, curtsied and went to bed, not forgetting to read another
book.
This one was entitled.
"How to know your place in the house and what is
Expected of you"
I began to read, it was like something out of the Victorian era. They had
things on.
When and how to curtsy.
Always be obedient to your Mistress.
What is expected of you from the gentlemen.
How to please you're Mistress, if she requires you to.
I duly read the book and went to sleep.
MONDAY.
"Today" Miss Lucy said, "since Mondays a quite day, I thought we would go
today to get all the things you will need for the hospital Wednesday. The
doctor has given me a list of thing you will need."
I said," Thank you" Miss Lucy. "So go upstairs and change out of your
maid's uniform, you can wear your pretty blue dress the one with the zip
at the back, your matching blue and white Basque, plain seamed stockings,
with a matching pair of frilly panties,
Full make up, as I think of it, I will expect you to wear full make-up
all of the time now, and your eyebrows need tiding up, pluck them before
tomorrow.
I think your 4-inch heel again, they give your hips a good sway as you
walk. Well off you go and get ready, I don't have all day
I came down a hour later. "Very good," said Miss Lucy, "you look quite
decent."
First, we went to the underwear shop and bought a dozen plain white
cotton panties, a white plain comfortable bra with no bones or uplift in
them, a long pretty pink cotton nightdress with a small white frill
around the sleeves, neck and bottom. This was followed by a trip to the
chemist for a dozen packets of thick cotton sanitary towels.
Miss Lucy explained to me in great detail, smiling of course, on what was
going to happen to me. How they were going to do it and that the cotton
panties and sanitary towels were for after the operation, as I was likely
to bleed for a little while, she laught and said," Well Pansy you could
call this your first ever period, that would show you to be a true
woman."
All I could do was reply, "Yes Miss Lucy."
For the rest of that day, I was in a dream, not a nice one neither, or
was I?
I kept thinking back to George and Harry and how I had felt when they
were touching me, the thrill and the excitement I felt, I was in a daze
with my emotions.
Miss Lucy noticed that I was thinking or dreaming, and said to me, "Well
Pansy, it looks as if you're in your own little dream world there, I hope
it's nice thoughts, I wonder if you were thinking about Harry or George."
I blushed, "That's all right Pansy all of us girls have fantasise over
men, it's quite normal." I could tell she was laughing as she said all
this.
She seemed to get so much pleasure out of humiliating me and I always let
her, I really was her maidservant.
TUESDAY.
My last day as a man, or the last chance to stop everything.
Did I really want to become a woman?
Did I want to spend the rest of my life as a maid/wife?
Did I really want all of this?
How had everything got to this stage?
Simple really.
I wanted it to, I was happy as a maid, I was happy that I was going to
marry Miss Lucy, I was happy to become a woman permanently.
To be honest I think deep down I have always wanted this.
Wednesday.
Well here we are, Miss Lucy drove me down to the private hospital and
came in with me. She said to the nurse, "This is Pansy, she has come in
for her surgery, to make her complete woman, look after her please." She
looked at me smiled and left.
The nurse took me to a private room, and I had to undress and put on this
white hospital gown, we waited for the doctor to come down and see me.
When he arrived he said, "Hello Pansy, well this is your big day, you
will going down to the theatre in about hour, so I will give you a
sedative now, to help you relax."
After about 5 minutes, I started to drift off, all I can remember is
being wheeled along a corridor with lights passing me by above, then
nothing.
When I awoke, Miss Lucy was there smiling, she simply said, "Welcome to
the woman's world Pansy."
As I started to drift off again!!!!
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