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A Happy Ending I had gotten into trouble with a school bully; a mean cuss who had beaten me and nearly raped me during my last day at high school. This bully, Jake, and his friends had made my last year of school miserable, always taunting me and calling me names like 'fag', 'sissy' and worse. That last day at school I was in the restroom when he came in with a buddy of his. I had just finished my business and Jake thought it would be a fitting end to the school year if I gave him a blow job. I avoided his cock in my mouth as he pushed me down. I tried to defend myself and managed to keep my mouth closed. He finally gave up and beat me senseless. To add to my troubles he had stomped on my groin crushing my testicles. I passed out. Some other boys found me in the toilet bruised and bleeding and I was rushed to hospital but the damage was done. The ball sac had to be removed. I retained my penis but would never father kids. I was a scrawny 18 year old, thin and just five foot six inches. I had longish brown hair. This was a bad period in my life. I had moved in with my only close relative, Aunt Kate, after the death of my parents in a car crash some nine months earlier. She was divorced and had a modest income. My parents left me some money and she was given an allowance for my upkeep. Her step-daughter Annie and I had spent time together in earlier years as we lived not far from each other. Annie was two years older and had left for college about the same time my parents were killed. I hadn't seen her for some months but had spoked to her sporadically. I moved into Annie's room. Moving in with my aunt also allowed me to stay in the same school. Aunt Kate consoled me through the messy problems after mum and dad died as best she could. I was never great at school and the death of my parents and the trauma that ensued almost guaranteed I wouldn't graduate. Frank Garner, who lived in the same apartment block as I, heard about my problem from my Aunt Kate. He was about five years older and a big guy, over six foot tall and 220 lbs. I was surprised that Frank had visited me in hospital with Aunt Kate. Having heard my story, he went back and found Jake, my bully. I don't think Frank did it for me but it gave him an excuse to beat Jake up rather badly. It seems they were part of rival gangs. Jake had broken teeth and ribs apparently. He threatened that if Jake would ever utter a word to anyone or complain to the police that this would be his last act. Frank's friends would see to it that Jake would be in some serious trouble. The reputation of Frank & his cronies was enough to keep Jake quiet. Although Frank lived in the same apartment block I only knew him briefly. I had seen him always roaring around in his monster truck but I had no real contact with him. Aunt Kate appeared to know him quite well. He was big, gruff and hung out with guys like himself. I was surprised he had visited me in hospital with Aunt Kate and sought out Jake as he had no reason to do it for me. After over a painful month in the hospital, I was still traumatized. I had been heavily sedated for some time. The removal of my testicles left me in a deep funk. I was just beginning to be interested in girls although I didn't know any girl outside my class and had never been out with one. Sad to say therefore that I had not had any sexual relations with a girl either. I only knew my hands for sexual pleasure. Added to that, my aunt was grateful to Frank for having dealt with my aggressor as she continuously reminded me. I shouldn't be surprised. My Aunt Kate was easily influenced and now that Frank had revenged her nephew, she was under his spell and considered Frank a hero and somebody I should respect. And that included having a chat with me about my future with Frank present. Frank was a rough kid and always was seen with a group of similar looking friends both male and female. Frank didn't have anyone who showed him kindness so had taken to Aunt Kate who had apparently helped him with some money when his father threw him out. He had beaten up some kid badly. This was the rumor in the apartment building. In all the months I lived with Aunt Kate I hardly saw Frank. He never visited us in the apartment. Aunt Kate must have shared my plight with him as he wouldn't know or take care of Jake otherwise. It was the last day of high school when this happened. I was looking for a job but had no luck finding anything in an office. My grades and graduation prospects didn't look good. Since the death of my parents I had a difficult time in concentrating. Aunt Kate didn't push me and I just drifted facing an uncertain future. My parents had some money and I would have access to this at the age of twenty-one, three years from now. Aunt Kate gave me an allowance every month but it was not enough to live on independently. I couldn't live with her forever. After I left the hospital, Frank visited with me a few times in the apartment. He never stayed more than a few minutes. Although it appeared Aunt Kate was nervous around him, I think she also liked that was big and acted like the son she never had. One day Frank and Aunt Kate arrived home together. They had bought some Chinese food and some beer. I could hardly eat but they guzzled it down. After dinner had been cleared up, Aunt Kate told me to sit with them as they had some ideas for my future. Alarm bells should have rung, but I was still in shock over my state. "Gerry, I am sorry for the pain and the problems. Really, I am truly sorry to see this has spoiled your life." Aunt Kate was tearing now and dabbed at her eyes. "I think we need to discuss your future." I was wondering about that myself. Would I ever be able to work? What kind of job could I get? I was interested in art and books so librarian was good. But without graduation it would be impossible. My small family inheritance would help but I had to work. Although fit, I couldn't carry weights and needed to take it easy for some time. I was also useless as a man and would never have a normal relationship with a woman. At least not one that wanted normal sexual relations and kids. I didn't even know if my penis would get a firm erection. I could pass water now but was still sore. Aunt Kate looked at me and started, "Frank and I have been talking. He has a Doctor friend and we think there may be a solution. We think you should perhaps undergo an operation to make you into a full female so that you can live a normal life although you couldn't bear kids. Surgery is great these days and with your small figure, you can get away with it. Frank would employ you as a receptionist in his shop," Frank's father had owned an auto repair shop and he was going to retire and let Frank be the new manager. I wasn't sure that he had even graduated, but he would take over the business shortly. And I owed him for dealing with Jake. "What do you mean?" I asked incredulously. "That's a stupid idea I don't want to be a woman and besides I'd look awful. I can work in Frank's shop as a male, right?" I began to get a panic attack. "Gerry, I know," Aunt Kate said. "But to be honest with you, given your size and current situation, as a female you are more likely to be attractive to a man who will support you. I am not sure you have the ability to support a family or even yourself as you are now. You didn't graduate and college is out. Your mother and father are no longer alive and you have no siblings." I was left to the care of Aunt Kate, my mother's sister, after my parents were killed. Frank was smiling. "My Doctor friend has done some of this kind of surgery. I know him and he owes me some favors. May have to do this in parts though. Look, Gerry, I feel sorry for you. I can use you in the office and also as my assistant when you have recovered. Not so bad, eh?" Aunt Kate grabbed my hand. "Listen, remember that Halloween some years ago where we dressed you up as a girl. Nobody could figure out that you were anything but a girl. In fact, you got hit on more than your cousin." Annie, Aunt Kate's step-daughter, and I had dressed as twin sisters for Halloween. Even though we didn't look alike, we managed to fool everyone and have fun. I was crying now. To dress as a girl for Halloween was different to being a girl for life. Yes, mum and Aunt Kate had persuaded me to dress up and go with Annie to a Halloween party. I had a great time but I could change in the morning. She had padded out a bra with some inserts giving me a massive bosom. A tight tank top, a short skirt, fishnet stockings with 4" heels, heavy makeup with large false eyelashes and a blonde wig and I was the belle of the ball. After some practice I could even dance in the heels. I had many guys hitting on me and I had a blast. I had even been kissed by a guy on the dance floor. Too frightened to admit I was anything but a girl, I had let him grope and kiss me. Annie had rescued me but she had watched me react and thought I was a pretty girl. Dressing up for one evening had been fun. But to be a girl, a woman, permanently was beyond anything I had thought of. However, I was no longer the man I then was. Whilst I had never thought of a family and kids, I now felt a total failure. No longer able to perform as a man. Tears came to me. What would become of me? "Look, Gerry, I really know it's tough." Aunt Kate was holding both my hands now. "I can understand how you feel. But whatever has happened we still love you. I know Frank will take good care of you. He's tough and you shouldn't cross him, but he will take care of you." Aunt Kate stroked my hand softly. She was also close to tears. She rose and hugged me tightly. "Think about it carefully. You know there is no going back." She smiled at me and gave my hand a squeeze and they left. "At least promise you will see the doctor and get his advice. We can then still talk about it." Aunt Kate was right. A visit to the doctor and a honest discussion would give me something to think about. I didn't need to decide yet. I hardly slept. A million thoughts were going through my mind. How would I look? What would family and friends think or say? Aunt Kate was the only family I had and she wanted me to do this, but it was so permanent. Did I really want this? Yet, what female would want to marry a scrawny male without all his parts and who couldn't please her in bed? Nor father her kids? My job prospects were low too. It was so confusing. I hardly noticed the time but it was light outside. My cell rang. It was Aunt Kate. She must have gone out early although she normally only worked in the afternoons. She wanted us to meet the Dr' and have him advise me directly. I agreed to meet him at 11. I took a shower and observed my thin body, penis hanging there almost obscenely without the testicles. I wondered if I could get an erection as I soaped myself. Yes, it seemed I could feel some blood flowing there but it was slight and that was a relief. I finished showering and changed into loose fitting clothes to meet Aunt Kate. The Dr.'s office was a small clinic in a very modest building. Inside was all white and sterile. Aunt Kate took me into the waiting area and helped me fill out a long questionnaire. After a short wait, we were ushered into Dr Master's office. It was a regular office with a couple of easy chairs and papers and books piled high. "So, Mr. Alten, I read your file and also had a call from Frank. Before we discuss, I would like to examine you." He buzzed a nurse in who led me away to a room from his office. She asked me to undress completely and put on a robe. The Dr came in and examined me from head to toe. He paid particular attention to my genitals and upper body. He also took some blood samples. After almost an hour he asked to change back and meet him in the office. I was nervous at what he might recommend as I went back to his office. Aunt Kate was outside it seemed. I went out to meet her and found her in a small courtyard smoking. I had never seen her do that before. "Sorry, Gerry, am nervous. Smoke?" she held out a pack. I had never smoked. Under the circumstances, I took one as Aunt Kate lit it for me. I could see her hands shaking. I inhaled slowly trying to calm down as I blew out smoke. We smoked for a few minutes in silence. "Let's not keep the Dr waiting," she said and led me back in. "Mr. Alten, it seems you have suffered the loss of your testicles but appear otherwise to be in reasonable shape. Whilst Frank and your aunt have suggested some changes, you will understand that you have just passed your 18th birthday and have to decide for yourself what you want." He was looking directly at me as he spoke. "What do you think Dr? Should I go for these changes?" I asked quietly. "Well, we can do any procedure you wish. However, I must tell you that there are many men that live quite comfortably without their testicles. They can't father children, but are able to get some kind of erection and live normal lives There are also many other ways to satisfy their partners. You have had some massive trauma there and only time will tell if there is any permanent damage to your penis. There are certain protocols and procedures for SRS and they take years. So this is also a consideration." After a short pause, the doctor continued, "So did you have any thoughts of a sex change prior to this event? Did you ever show interest in being female? Dress as one or have sexual relations as a female?" "No, doctor, I never thought about it. I haven't had any sexual relations with boys or girls. I only dressed as a girl once for Halloween with my cousin when I was sixteen." "Well," the doctor said, "then even more reason to consider your options carefully. This a big turn of events but there are many in your position who have lived happily as males." "Are any of these operations reversible?" I had to know. "Well, some are; others aren't. You can take hormones of course and up to a point, the effects will dissipate over time when you stop taking them. After that time, it will be more difficult. We can enhance the breasts and after some time remove the saline sacs. There may be loose skin, but that can be reversed. Facial structure probably not much. Once we remove the penis that is of course final. Although there are now substitutes that are used by female to male transsexuals. In any event, you should do these in stages allowing your body and mind plenty of time to adjust. "Can I think about this and let you know?" I asked quietly. I still wasn't sure what I wanted to do. It seemed so confusing, permanent. "Mr. Alten, these are not easy decisions and you are still very young. This event is also only a couple of months old and still fresh in your mind. So I suggest you think on this deeply, talk with your family and friends and get back to me. There is no hurry." The Dr closed his file. The interview was over. Aunt Kate and I left and found a coffee shop not far away. I was really depressed now. We found a corner table, ordered coffee and just looked at each other. Aunt Kate broke the silence. "Look, Gerry, I know it is tough but we have to face reality. It is a serious step I know. But, sorry to say, you weren't much of a guy anyway. You would start a new life, a new job and can find some friends. Frank has some friends that also may be able to offer you a job in their bar." I stared at her. It seems she and Frank had made up their minds. I was going to become a female. So many things were going through my mind but I never questioned their motivations. Was being a receptionist or bartender the only jobs I could get? I could do these jobs as a male, couldn't I? "Look Gerry, I have a suggestion. Let me dress you up with some nice clothes and all and then you can decide if you can want it permanently. What do you think?" Aunt Kate was all smiles now. She didn't suggest that I think about it. I nodded absently not really sure what I wanted. I had enjoyed dressing up before and had nothing better to do now. How many choices did I have? "Annie has left some stuff too that you could use. You seem to be similar in size. She won't mind." I nodded. I recalled dressing up the last time but that was for a totally different reason. As a sixteen year old, and with Annie at my side encouraging me, of course I was excited. My parents thought it would be a big laugh. "So, why don't you go home and relax. Have a good soak and remove all the hairs from your body and legs - everything below your eyebrows. Use the Nair in the bathroom. Don't get any on your head or eyebrows but get to all parts, between your cheeks also." I wasn't sure why between my cheeks was necessary but Aunt Kate was all business now. "I need to get some things and will see you in a couple of hours. I took the afternoon off." I sat there and watched her leave. She seemed quite determined to turn me into a fulltime woman. I was confused but curious at the same time. It could get me out of the funk I was in. And then there was Frank. I wasn't sure of his motivation either. I knew that whatever the past, I owed Frank something. I couldn't have taken Jake on. But there was something sinister in Frank and I was frightened of him. No telling what would happen if he was angry. I left the coffee shop and walked the 30 minutes to the apartment, trying to clear my head and focus my thoughts. I had a lot to do before Aunt Kate returned. I used the Nair all over as Aunt Kate suggested, including around my face and genitals. After a short time and shower I saw all my body hair disappear. I didn't have much but now had a smooth face and body. I had only started to shave recently and once or twice a week was enough. I moisturized and felt the silkiness of my skin. It felt good. I wore a T shirt and shorts. Aunt Kate arrived laden with bags. What had she bought and more interestingly where did she get the money? She worked part time and was comfortable but she always said she didn't have 'spare money.' She spread the bags over the bed. This was getting serious for a trial. Aunt Kate was opening the bags and spreading all the clothes and boxes on the bed. "OK, this is a little loan against your trust fund. Now strip." She was serious. I didn't even think how she had wanted to access my fund. I knew she got an allowance for my upkeep. I removed my T shirt but kept the shorts on. Aunt Kate had me turn around and inspected me from all angles to ensure I was hairless. Aunt Kate opened some boxes and showed me the two lifelike breast forms. "These are made of silicon and were quite expensive. I think we can glue them on to your chest. I also got a foam pair as you can't keep them glued on for many days at a time. The silicone ones are nicer of course." "This is just a trial. Why can't we put them into a bra?" I was getting anxious about Aunt Kate's enthusiasm to turn me into a girl quickly. "Well, if you are going to take a big decision that will affect the rest of your life, you had better know what the real thing might feel like. This is as close as we can get." I couldn't argue with her reasoning. "But first, put on these panties." She then asked me to remove my shorts, pull my "thing" between my legs and step into these panties. They were tight and showed no sign of a big bulge underneath. Without the ball sac it wasn't too uncomfortable. I wasn't big down there anyway. Aunt Kate then glued the two large rubber mounds onto my chest. They appeared large as I looked down but they also felt natural. The box kid had 38C written on a label. I could barely see the edges. Then came a bra which helped support the weight of those breasts. "We may need to get you something to nip in your waist," she said. "You're thin but you may want a better shape later." "Put these sandals on and sit down here." She showed me some open toe sandals with a 3" heel and back strap. They fit quite well. I remembered Annie had given me some of her stuff for that Halloween party. I slipped them on, found my balance and sat down in front of the mirror. "No, no," she said. "Turn around. I don't want you to see yourself until I am done." Aunt Kate began to apply stuff to my face. I felt color being applied to my eyelids, and a pencil darkening my brows. "We may have to thin your brows later," she said, applying rouge to my cheekbones and applying a liquid liner around my eyes. She outlined my lips and applied a brush with color to my lips. A couple of coats of gloss and she was done. "Now a few items more." She put a stocking like cap on my head and slipped a blonde wig on my head, pulling it tight over my scalp. My dark hair had grown since I had been in hospital and was now almost shoulder length but the wig cap compressed it all. She took my hands and glued on some nail extensions and painted then a dark red, the same color as my lips. After the makeover she held out a short sleeved white blouse which buttoned up tightly over my large breasts. The top buttons were undone. Then came a black skirt of some stretchy material. It was about 3" above my knees. "I don't think you need stockings today, but it is definitely something to have for the next time." I had just got dressed like this for the first time and she was already talking about the next time. "OK, you'll do." She turned me around and I sat staring at the doll in the mirror. A little tarty but clearly an attractive young female. I soon found her clipping some long dangling earrings to my ears. "You like this, don't you?" she asked. "You do make an attractive girl." I stared silently at the girl looking back. Was this my destiny? I certainly looked the part, but could I act the part? One things was sure: I made a better girl than a boy. I thought I would get attention. Aunt Kate had managed to create a passable girl. I recalled my Halloween makeup being heavy and overdone. This was totally different. So, Gerry," Aunt Kate emphasized the 'y', "what do you think? We'll call you 'Geri' when you are dressed like this." "I am not sure. I look good now but would I need to do this every day?" I started to tear. There was definitely a girl looking back at me, a quite pretty girl. But I had been Gerry for over eighteen years. This girl was just born. "Now, don't you dare spoil your makeup? Yes, you do look great but it will only get better with practice. Here grab this, let's go." "Wh..Where?" I asked. "I can't go out like this." "Sure you can and you will. After all the work I put into you, we're going out to meet Frank. He wants to see 'Geri' too. You look great and nobody will dream you're anything but a girl. Just speak softly." She threw me a purse. "Here, let's get you a few things and we can go." Aunt Kate gave me a small shoulder purse with a lipstick, small compact, tissues and some condoms and asked me for my wallet with ID and some cash. "What are those for?" I asked incredulously pointing to the condoms. What did she have in mind? "A girl has to be prepared," she said smiling. "The purse belonged to Annie. She was ready for anything I guess. You have to get used to being a girl." She had already made up her mind: I was a girl. But sex as a girl? I hadn't even had any experience with sex as a boy! I walked slowly on the heels but was soon striding comfortably. We grabbed a cab and Aunt Kate directed it to a bar I had never been to before. A few minutes later we got down in front of a nondescript door with a faded sign. We entered a dimly lit room with a huge bar at the far wall. There were not many people in there but Frank and a few of his friends were at one end. Aunt Kate headed straight to them. "Hi Frank," she said giving him a kiss on the cheek. "This is Geri." "Well, hellooo," Frank said and planted a kiss on my painted lips. I was so startled I just stood there with my mouth closed. Did he know who he had kissed? "Beautiful, just beautiful. Nice to meet you, Geri. Drink?" All came out as one sentence. I just nodded. "White wine for Geri and me," Aunt Kate interrupted. Aunt Kate dug in her bag and brought out a pack of cigarettes. She took out a lighter, lit a cigarette and then placed it in my mouth. I hesitated, frightened it would fall out of my mouth. I held it and then inhaled a little and blew out the smoke. Smoking would not allow me to chat. She then lit her own and inhaled deeply. I didn't know that Aunt Kate was a regular smoker. It seems there was a side to Aunt Kate I had not seen before. The wine arrived and I took a sip. It wasn't great wine but it gave me time to think. Frank turned to us and grabbed both Aunt Kate and me around the waist. "You both look great," he said. His grip was firm and I felt his hands rub my arse cheeks. 'Where was he going with this?' I wondered. He knew who I was underneath the paint and clothes. He didn't introduce us to his friends. "Well now, ladies, hungry? Let's go eat?" He didn't want our answer. Still with us on each arm we left the bar to his pickup. It was barely six pm. I had a struggle climbing up, but managed with Aunt Kate's help. Frank's choice of fine dining was a burger joint, as run down as the dive bar we had been in. Food was greasy, unappetizing. Not a place to linger. Frank wolfed down his burger whilst Aunt Kate & I opted for salads. Except that the contents on the plate were green in color, they bore little resemblance to a salad. There wasn't much talk and I was grateful for that. We were done in a hour. Frank had some other appointment tonight so Aunt Kate and I took a cab home. It was just before 8 pm. We watched TV for a little before I decided to go to bed. It would take me a little to get ready. "Auntie, can I get that solvent for my breast forms?" I asked. Whilst I liked the way they made my body feminine and desirable, I was also conflicted with a boy having large breasts requiring a bra. "Why don't you sleep in them and we can remove them in the morning," Aunt Kate suggested. "I can give you one of Annie's nightdresses and you can see how it feels." Again the power of suggestion, but I was curious how they would feel. "OK," I said. I felt my breasts in their supporting bra cups. "I can wait till tomorrow I guess." I was given a long pink nightie. I removed the outer appearances of Geri and took off the wig and all traces of makeup. It would take me time every day to apply all of this and also take it off. There was some part of me that had enjoyed this afternoon's transformation from nondescript boy to attractive girl and now the reverse process. There was another blank canvas to paint on tomorrow. But did I want to do that every day? I tossed and turned in bed. My breasts felt nice and I ran my hand over them many times during the night. Would I like them attached always? I got no reaction from the nipples but if they were implants I imagined I could get some sensation. As I got up and sat on the edge of the bed I knew I had to decide. Would I be a girl today or a boy? I still didn't have an answer to that final question: full feminization or not. It was not an easy decision. I was also not sure why I needed to decide this in a hurry. Aunt Kate and Frank seemed to think this was the way forward for me. The doctor had indicated I could live quite well as a man with some limitations. I wouldn't know the truth until I had decided and then lived out my life... Then it may be too late. But I did like the breasts and somewhere deep in my brain the thought occurred that as a girl, I could attract any man, even a Frank. As a boy, what kind of girl would I be able to get when she knew of my lack of manhood? I decided to be Geri for one more day. What could it hurt? I had no job or appointment today so it was just lounging around. I said as much to my aunt. It wasn't enough that I would wear a bright colored dress, borrowed from Annie, but she went through an elaborate process of makeup, paining my toenails and fingers, and pulling my now long hair into a high ponytail. I must admit, I looked normal and would pass in any place. I didn't like the blonde wig. Aunty Kate had to go to work in the afternoon and I just hung around the apartment. She had suggested I call Frank and meet him for a coffee. But I preferred to lounge around the apartment, and come to terms with my decision. I could argue for, I could argue against. When Aunt Kate retuned around 5.30 I was horrified to see she was not alone. Frank was with her. "Hello, Geri," he said with a big grin. "You look great." He stretched out the great to emphasize. He gave me a hug and kissed my cheek. Unlike yesterday, he didn't try for my lips. Aunt Kate brought out some beer and gave Frank the bottle. I declined the beer and was happy to take some water. "Frank was asking how you were doing and if you had taken a decision." "I am still thinking about it," I said. "It's a big decision and I am not sure. The doctor said there was no reason to rush." "You make a lovely girl," Frank said taking a gulp of beer. "I prefer Geri to Gerry. But who wouldn't?" A big smile appeared. "Let me show you. Let's go for a drink. We'll be back soon." "That's a good idea, Geri," Aunt Kate chipped in. "You'll see how people react to Geri and gain confidence." I knew what decision she wanted me to take. I just didn't know why she was pushing this direction on me. "I don't know." I said. "I really don't know." "OK," Frankl said. "We'll go out for an hour. If you are not happy, I'll drop you back. Fair?" I could hardly say 'no' given all that Frank had done for me. "Give me ten minutes," I said. "Just need to get ready." I went into my room and heard Aunt Kate following me in. I wasn't to get any peace. "I'm not sure where you will go but I think your dress is fine. Perhaps some stocking and a change of shoes?" She was smiling, happy with my decision. Again I felt her pushing me in this direction and also toward Frank. Following meekly I found Aunt Kate with a pair of tan pantyhose and some matching shoes. I stepped into the bathroom and pulled up the pantyhose. I came back out and slipped on the shoes. My makeup needed a touch up. I added the earrings from yesterday and was as ready as I would ever be. "Why don't you just brush your hair out? It is long enough I think," Aunty Kate said and moved toward me with a brush. We drove in his monster truck. I needed help to climb in with my heels. It wasn't far and we arrived in a strip mall. I stepped out carefully and we entered a bar at one end. It seemed Frank was well known here and several guys came up to him to ask 'who the doll was?' These appeared to be all big guys, leather jackets, unshaven and whose bodies probably had not seen a shower for some days. There were also some leather clad ladies, some heavily made up and others without any trace. Some appeared to be the same size as their male friends. Frankie lit a cigarette and handed it to me. I didn't like smoking but didn't think it wise to annoy Frank in front of his friends. To all intents and purposes they all ignored me. I smoked in silence. I knew Frank was in a gang of some sort and assumed these were his gang mates. I was bored with just sitting on a barstool. I was given a beer in the bottle. Somehow it didn't seem ladylike to drink out of the bottle. I helped myself to another cigarette from the pack Frank left on the counter so as to pass the time. The bartender gave me a light. I was ignored. My fingers were kept busy as I observed the gang. There were three big guys and two girls. The girls too were dressed in leather and showed off a lot of breast. Some were heavily made up and seemed to drink the beer and chasers just like the boys. I couldn't figure out who was with whom. I was certainly out of place. One of the girls came up to me. "So what's your name, doll?" She was short, with long black hair and heavy eye make-up. Her lips were either black or dark plum. A cigarette was dangling from her mouth and she spoke with it in her mouth. She held a bottle of beer in one hand. "Geri," I said softly. I didn't want to draw attention to myself. "How sweet." She was feeling my top and I was worried she might notice my fake boobs. "Nice," she said, "welcome to the family." I admired the way the cigarette never fell out of her mouth. "Dixie, you be nice to Geri now," Frank said coming up behind Dixie. "Don't scare her off, I have plans for her." The guys all laughed loudly. "Make sure she gets it down her throat like you enjoy," Dixie said. How did she know what Frank liked? They assumed I was Frank's girlfriend and that he and I would be sexual partners tonight. If only they knew what was between my legs, they would certainly use me and Frank would have a difficult time too. "OK doll, time to take off." Frankie must have sensed my discomfort and helped me off the stool slowly. I didn't want to fall and have them help me. There were no goodbyes. Frank helped me into the truck and we headed back. "So did you make a decision? They all accepted you as Geri," he asked looking at me. "Not yet," I said slowly. "It seems such a big step." Why were they rushing me into a decision? "Understand. But the sooner you go through with it the more comfortable you will be. I also want you to work in the shop and the sooner you can start the better." This wasn't a discussion; Frank too was pushing me into this change. I would then be able to get a job in his office as a female. I didn't understand why I couldn't do the job as Gerry. It was just an office job. But the tone of Frank's voice did not suggest that he wanted to talk about it. He just wanted me to say yes. He parked near our apartment block. He lived in the other block just fifty yards away. He helped me down, leant into me and crushed his lips to mine. He was forceful trying to thrust his tongue deep into my mouth. I could taste the beer and smoke but couldn't fight him off. After a long kiss he released me and walked me to the door on my building. "I'll see you tomorrow. You decide and we can go to the doc's together with your Aunt." It didn't seem like I had much to decide. Aunt Kate and Frank had already decided for me and just wanted my acquiescence. Why did he want to be in on the doctor visit? I rode up the elevator with my mind churning. I could sense Frank's intentions. He needed and wanted a girlfriend. He had already introduced me to his friends. Why couldn't he have a genetic girl as his girlfriend? Would I be in danger if I said 'no'? Did I want him as a boyfriend with all that entailed? As a girl I would hope for a boyfriend but that meant doing what Dixie had suggested and more. Did I want that? Could I do that? It was so confusing. Aunt Kate was up. It was barely ten o'clock. "So how did it go? Did you meet Frank's friends?" "Yes," I said quietly. I couldn't tell her what had happened downstairs. "See, I told you. They all accepted you as Geri. So what is the problem to decide?" I couldn't take all these questions and wanted to escape to my room. Perhaps she was being kind but both Aunt Kate and Frank were pushing m in the direction of womanhood. "I don't know. It seems such a big decision to rush into." I was being honest. I knew I couldn't go on like this. I needed to get my life back as a male or female. As a female I would have the support of Frank and Aunt Kate. I would have a job and a roof over my head. But how long would that last and what would I have to endure for it? My hands felt the contours of my breasts and I tweaked the nipples. I felt nothing. I hadn't expected to. My hands went down to my cock. I wondered if I could get an erection. I had masturbated many times of course and knew what it felt like. Now without a ball sac, I was having difficulty in getting a firm erection. I thought of girls, their boobs, them swallowing my cock, but although it grew larger in my hands, it didn't get as stiff and hard as before. How could I ever satisfy a woman? Was it restricted to being a tool to piss with? I removed my makeup and wore the nightie. Again I fell into a restless sleep. I woke up in despair. I didn't feel I had much choice. The events of last night had pushed me into a decision. Aunt Kate helped with the removal of my glued on mammaries. I supposed that soon I could have natural ones. I didn't tell Aunt Kate of my decision and neither did she push me. I was given a bright sundress with bra but the cups were empty. I lounged around restlessly. Aunt Kate went to work at noon. I undressed completely wore a flimsy robe of Annie's and sat at the mirror. I tried to imagine myself with natural boobs and perhaps no cock. My hair had grown long now and fell just below my shoulders. I brushed and brushed till they shone. I tried various partings till I found a style I liked. I suspected that Frank would come around again. I wondered about his kiss. Did he find me attractive? Did I find him attractive? I wasn't sure. He of all people knew who I was beneath the make-up and glued on breasts. And still he found me attractive. If I was honest, seeing Geri last night through the eyes of the male Gerry, I could understand the attraction. It was sad but I made a better female than male. I knew then what I wanted to do. In the bathroom I took a shower with shower cap on. I took the razor and trimmed my pubic hair a little and closely shaved my face although it didn't need it. My body appeared still to be hairless after that application of Nair just a few days ago. I sat at the vanity and touched up the nail color. My nails were not well shaped but that could be done later by professionals I gave my finger and toe nails several coats of bright red color. I admired them as they dried. I dressed in the bra and inserted the foam forms. I didn't want to glue the silicone forms back so soon. I combed through Annie's clothes and found a short green dress with a v slit in front. I put it on the bed. I couldn't find stockings so I put on some pantyhose, nude colored, which shimmered. Black panties were next. I pulled the dress over my head and settled it down over my now female form. All this was done in slow deliberate movements. I would have to get used to this for a long time if not for the rest of my life. I found some matching shoes and slipped them on. They were a low heel, probably around 2" and I was grateful that my feet were not big. The shoes were tight but bearable. I spent a long time on my makeup. I wanted it to be right. I would have to maintain this look for some time too. I applied some light foundation, blending it down to my cleavage, applied some light green shadow matching my dress, applied a liner pencil around my eyes and darkened my eyebrows. There were no half measures. I glued on the large eyelashes and applied several coats of mascara. It was a little overdone but this was the new Geri. I used the brightest red lipstick I could find. I could see Geri appearing in the mirror. I brushed my hair again until it fell naturally to my shoulders. I couldn't find matching earrings but found a pair of dangling gold clip-ons. I needed to thank Annie for her wondrous collection of stuff. I wondered why Annie had moved out. It was just before I arrived. "She's going to college," is all Aunt Kate said. There was more to the story as she never spoke about Annie nor did I hear them speak. Geri was ready to face the new world. I wanted to show Aunt Kate and Frank that I had a mind of my own and could use it. Yes, I was not entirely happy about this but I felt I should decide rather than let others decide for me. I felt more confident as I looked in the mirror and saw Geri ready for the first time through my own hands. I did like how I looked but knew I could mature somewhat with help. It was almost time for Aunt Kate to return. I walked on those heels into the living room and put my purse down on the side table. In the kitchen I found a bottle of white wine which I opened. I laid out three glasses and poured myself a glass. I took a rather large sip watching the red mark it left on the glass. It was erotic. I moved into the living room, put down my glass. I found the pack of cigarettes that Aunty Kate used. Strange, I never saw her smoke at home. I took one. On a whim I went back into Annie's room to the mirror. I placed the cigarette at different points in my mouth, still unlit. I wanted the sexiest look possible. Placing it at an angle and striking a pose reminded me of some of those wartime female stars in the black and white movies. Their poses and how they smoked added sex appeal to their images. I went back to the living room, took a sip of wine and lit my cigarette. I held it in my mouth and inhaled slowly. I don't want it to fall and burn the dress. My timing was great as I heard the key in the door and voices. As I had predicted, Aunt Kate walked in with Frank. Their jaws dropped at seeing me with legs crossed, glass of wine in hand and a cigarette smoldering in my mouth. "Geri, you look fabulous," Frank said. "Just fabulous. What a treat!" He rushed toward me and would have kissed me on the mouth probably if that cigarette had not been dangling here. Aunt Kate was still silent. "Well, well," she managed to say at last. "Seems like our Geri has come to a decision and wants to celebrate. Ami I right? She was smiling. She knew she was right. "Yes," I said. "Please take a glass and I will tell you all." Aunt Kate was in the kitchen in an instant and brought out the wine. She topped up my glass and took one for herself and Frank. "To Geri," she said. "So what have you decided?" I took a small drag of the cigarette, blew out smoke to the ceiling and took a sip of wine. I wanted to draw this out. "So," I started, "as you both know this has been very difficult for me. But you were both right. I have to move on. Not having graduated, my job prospects are not great. So this is the new Geri you see before you - at least for the time being. There will be some changes, but in small stages." I took another small drag. "First I want be Geri for a while, not sure how long. Then later, when I am sure, I'll get those breast implants. My penis stays - for now anyway. I think I could use some help with the cosmetics and forms etc. but I don't need any surgery for that. After some time, I can decide what looks Geri really wants. Also if I want to return to be Gerry again. Do you both agree?" I took a drag on my cigarette and stubbed it out. I looked at both of them who stared back, glasses in hand, speechless. "Yes, great," Frank said. "We can call Dr Masters tomorrow. You really look great." He was being honest as I saw lust in his eyes and his voice growing husky. I wondered how far he would go with Geri. How would that affect his image with the guys and gals he hung out with. I am sure he wouldn't have divulged my secret. That would have some impact on his image. I didn't care. I would show those guys that I was girl enough for all of them. "OK," I said. "But there are some things Geri needs before that. There is no reason to meet Dr Masters now. I'll call him when I am ready." "What do you mean, dear?" Aunt Kate was now trying to be my aunt. "Well, I want to make an appointment for a full makeover in a salon, nails, hair and everything. Then I need a few clothes of my own. Annie's are nice but she may not like me borrowing all of her stuff, including shoes. But you know I don't have the money for everything now." "Don't worry about Annie," Aunt Kate said. "She doesn't want any of that stuff." That was a strange comment and I wondered why. The silence between mother and daughter and now this comment hinted at some trouble between them. Frank had been silent for some time. He was still staring at me, my confidence growing. I didn't understand how macho Frank could like a girl like me. He had kissed me and if I had let him, he would have gone further. Not having any experience with sex I wasn't sure what to do. But I did feel his tongue in my mouth and him pushing against me. There was no doubt of his sexual attraction to me. It wasn't the Frank I expected meeting his friends. "I think I can help here," he said thoughtfully. "I can loan you a sum of money to get started. You can then start as my assistant and I will deduct some money each month until you pay me back. Fair?" "Oh great. Thanks Frank," Aunt Kate said. I was out of the picture. She was relieved she wouldn't have to finance me anymore. "Why don't you meet the doctor and discuss what you want? I do the work on his and his wife's car. I have found parts for his old roadster that is now running well. So he'll be fair." Frank was being very reasonable. Could I get involved with this guy? Is that what he wanted? Is that what I wanted? So many questions. I would only decide when I had the facts. I paused trying to gather my wits about me. Now that I had decided, I wanted to be sure they knew it was I that was in charge. "OK, as I said, there is no reason to meet the doctor anytime soon. You both should know that I am very grateful for your help and advice. But, I get to make the final decisions, right or wrong. Agreed?" "Yes," they both agreed slowly. That broke up the party and I went to my room. I undressed and removed all my makeup. I stood for a long time in front of the mirror. Would I ever be able to look like this again? Would I want to? I took my cock in my hand. The bright red nails contrasting to my pale cock. In a different setting, it could have been the hand of a girl pulling on my cock. I stroked it slowly trying to get it hard. I had no sac to grab and feel and felt a sense of loss. My cock increased a little but was a long way from being able to penetrate any girl's opening. I fantasized about being blown, being kissed and a girl's hand running all over my body. It grew but was a long way from what I knew would be hard. 'This is my life now,' I thought. 'What type of sex could I have? I could use my mouth and rear hole but I had no experience with either. It would be some time if ever that I could experience sex as a full woman. Until then I would always be on the receiving end, not able to give. But still I had lingering doubts. I needed to be very careful. The next day I woke up with some plans forming in my mind. I dressed casually and then decided to look at Annie's stock of things. Perhaps there would be somethings that I would like. I knew some of them fit me. I selected some outfits, some underwear and matching shoes. In the end I only selected three outfits with matching shoes. I then made out a list of small items I would like to have. I still had some money left and thought I could manage. There was something I needed to work out and a plan was forming. I surprised Aunt Kate and left the apartment with my list. I was dressed as Geri with my foam inserts, a blue T shirt and black skirt. My face only had a bright red lipstick. I wore a cap. I went to some Thrift stores, drug stores and collected some of the items I needed. I found a very nice leather miniskirt and matching leather vest. I also found some 4" heels and a corselet which appeared to be my size. I couldn't try it on, but it was cheap enough to take a risk. At a drugstore I also found some makeup items including false eyelashes, stick on nails, a couple of lipsticks and matching nail polish and some remover. I also stocked up on several pairs of stockings in several shades. When I got back Aunt Kate had left for work. I arranged the things I had purchased and luxuriated in a hot bath. I made sure that I had no hair growing in any noticeable place. My body was soft and silky from the bath oils. I shaved closely as the plan for the evening began to form in my mind. I still did not want to glue the breasts on and managed to insert the smaller foam ones into a bra. I thought of using the corselet but changed my mind. Frank's usual haunts didn't require fancy dress up. I wore a long sleeved white blouse leaving the top two buttons open. I put on the stockings and wished I had bought the garter belt, I had seen in the thrift store. I wanted to be a smart vixen tonight. I wore the leather mini skirt and tightened the vest. They pushed my breast forms against my body. I looked smart and quite elegant I thought. I applied my makeup a little heavier than normal, and after several attempts managed to glue on the false eyelashes and apply many layers of mascara. Bright lipstick covered my lips. I pulled my hair into a tight bunch and made it into a high ponytail. Big earrings taken from Annie's collection completed my attire. I organized my purse and inserted the makeup, tissues and also two condoms. My ID and wallet were next. I was ready. Almost to the minute, I heard the key in the door and voices. I stayed in my room until they called me. I took a deep breath and walked out. Frank looked at me gob smacked. He stared at me. This was a different Geri from yesterday. I smiled at them both as naturally as I could. "Hello," I said in my best imitation of a female voice. Aunt Kate & Frank just stood there, mouths wide open and unable to speak for a moment. "Hello, Geri," Frank said, "you are certainly looking very good." "I feel good," I replied. "Geri would like to go out for a drink." I tried to show Frank some interest in a quiet drink with him. I hoped he would get the message and not invite Aunt Kate. "Absolutely," he said. "Let's go." He didn't ask where or what I wanted but certainly kept looking at me. Aunt Kate was excluded. "Oh yes, you two go along. It will boost Geri's confidence. I've got things I need to do." Aunt Kate was smiling now. Frank drove. As I expected it was to some dive bar where his gang hung out. I had difficulty getting out of his monster truck and not exposing my bits nor falling off those heels. We went in and the full gang was there. Most were dressed in leather vests exposing tattoos. I wondered if Frankie had a tattoo. Nobody asked what I wanted but a bottle of beer was placed in front of me. I was expected to slug it down like all of them. Everybody ignored me. I tapped Frankie on the shoulder and asked for a cigarette. He smiled broadly and handed me one. It was unfiltered and quite strong. Still it was something to occupy my hands whilst I was being ignored. It was hard to tell some of the girls from the boys: their dress, hairstyle and language didn't allow me to draw a sharp distinction. I drew on the cigarette slowly unable to inhale the strong tobacco. "So sugar, what you doin' tonight?" A leather clad girl, quite big in every respect was addressing me. She had a cigarette in her mouth and a bottle of beer in one hand. She wore a leather vest similar to mine except the two sides were held by a small chain. Her large breasts were unmistakable. She wore no bra and no makeup. Short hair with masses of gel formed a wave of peaks on her head. "Not sure what Frankie has planned," I said hoping she would get bored and move on. "Since when have you been with Frankie? Haven't seen you around here? His taste in chicks is a lot different to what I am seeing." Again the cigarette in her mouth bobbed up and down. I wondered how she would drink her beer. I had to think fast. I didn't want to annoy Frank and I could hardly tell the truth. "Well, I am from out of town. Just visiting my Aunt Kate. She lives in the same apartment block as Frankie." Not sure where the Frankie came from but it indicated a level of intimacy. "So how long are you staying?" The questions would trip me up. I had to be careful. "Not sure," I said. "My college doesn't start till later in the year." I was not happy with this questioning but Frankie was still ignoring me. "Well, if you are going to hanging around Frankie we need to start your initiation into the gang." She stubbed out her cigarette and took a big gulp. "Hey guys, this doll wants to be part of the gang and needs to be initiated." I had no idea what this meant but it couldn't be good for me. I prayed Frank would come to my rescue again. As the girl voiced her opinion, Frank turned. "BB, leave Geri be," he said grabbing me around the waist. I nearly fell off the barstool. "She's only here for a couple of months and then moving away." He was smiling but his tone had changed. I was sure he didn't want his gang to know he was cozying up to a boy-girl. "Spoilsport," BB said and came up to me quite close. Before I knew it her lips were on mine and her tongue thrusting into my mouth. She was strong and I resisted lamely hoping she would give up with a laugh. "Nice, very nice," she said as she broke off the kiss. "Maybe we can get together later. You passed the first test. Why should Frankie here have all the fun?" "BB, leave her alone. You'll scare her shitless." Frank grabbed me and helped me off the stool. "Think I'll show Geri here a good time without you guys." He grabbed me tight around my waist and we walked out of the bar. "Thanks," I said softly. "I wasn't sure how to handle it." "No worries, babe, Frank is here." He still kept his arm around my waist as we walked to the car. "What did she mean by initiation? Why did she kiss me?" I asked quietly. I was frightened and curious at the same time. "Well, we have a rule. To be a member of our gang, we have to be tested and prove ourselves." Frank loosened his grip on me. "Don't worry about it. She kissed you because she swings both ways. She also wanted to show you who's boss." Strange, I thought, Frank could also be accused of swinging both ways with me at his side. "But what did she mean?" I asked again. "Tell me." "Well, we all speak and suggest tests for the newcomer. The men have it tougher but BB is mean and would have hurt you. She nearly tore Amy up with a monster strap on in her arse." "Oh," I whispered. "Thanks for saving me." If she had tried her strap on with me I wondered how savagely she would have attacked if she saw my penis. "No worries babe," he said and helped me up into the truck. As he got in. I grabbed his shoulder and he turned to me. I kissed him. It was just an instinct but I felt so relieved at not having to endure BB's probing tongue. Frank didn't hesitate and kissed me back, his thick tongue deep in my mouth. My hands wandered to his chest. I rubbed his chest quite taken with the way his kisses were getting blood flowing to my penis. It was a long way from being hard but I knew Frank was turned on by the urgency of the kisses. My hand went to his crotch. His bulge was noticeable and felt big. I tried to fumble for his zipper but I didn't have good access. Frank broke off the kiss and swiftly unbuckled his large belt and lowered his pants. He was wearing boxers. His lips found mine again as my hand now released his cock through the slit in his boxers. I couldn't see it well but it felt big in my hands. It was already quite hard. I knew I had started this and wasn't sure how to continue. Would he be content with hands or did he want more? I was beginning to enjoy his kisses. They were hard and masculine. I knew the moment of truth was arriving. I broke off the kiss and looked at him. He was not at all the kind of guy I would have thought of as a friend or even a lover. This was all new to Geri. I wasn't a delicate flower but neither was I aware of how easily I had been aroused to the point of initiating kissing him. Now I was about to commit further. I lowered my head and kissed the tip of his cock. It was quite hard and had a taste of pre-cum. I took in the head into my mouth, savoring its texture and taste. I had always wished I would be the one whose cock was in some girl's mouth. Now it seemed I was acting naturally as a girl pleasing her boyfriend. I kissed his sac and sucked briefly on his balls. I would never experience that now. I moved to his cock and took him in deeper but couldn't manage more than halfway down his cock. I sucked as best I knew how, using my tongue and soon felt him thrust up and down. A warm liquid spurted into my mouth and I tried to swallow all. I didn't think to spit it out. I kept sucking, moving up and down even as his cock softened. I licked the tip clean and looked up at Frankie. His grin was wide. "That was a thank you for saving me from BB," I said with a smile. Any reason would have been good enough. "If that is the way you say thanks, I may need to rescue you more often." He was tucking his cock back into his boxers and pulling up his jeans. Geri had moved one step nearer to being a girl. "You're sure you haven't done this before?" Frank asked. "Of course not. What would you have done if BB found out about me?" I asked Frank as I touched up my lipstick. It was all gone as I saw in the lit mirror of the cab. "Not sure," he said. "I'm glad she didn't as it could have gotten nasty for both of us. When we are with the gang you need to fit the role. Use the big breast forms, highest heels and be girly. That is what they expect. You appear to be too nice to be with me and are easy to pick on." I had enjoyed kissing him and sucking his cock. I didn't want to apply labels to what I had done but wondered if Frank would return the favor. He wanted me to dress as his busty bimbo girlfriend. I wasn't happy with that image. Did he consider me a girl and therefore it was a normal relationship? Did Frank have bi or gay tendencies? He was all macho in front of his friends and had certainly enjoyed all that I had done, as did I, but doubts lingered. Somehow, the roughnecks he kept company with would not understand his relationship with me. Sooner or later it would blow up. I also had to stay away from BB and his friends like her. This was not going to be an easy journey. At the door to the apartment Frank gave me another deep kiss and I went upstairs. Happy that I was beginning to enjoy being Geri but with doubts whether Frank could or would always protect me. There was one more thing I needed to know. The next morning I called the doctor and made an appointment for me only. I made it for an afternoon where Aunt Kate would be working. I was able to get an appointment for the next day. I dressed smartly for my appointment with the doctor. A simple skirt and blouse. I didn't think the doctor would like to examine the glued on forms so I inserted them into the cups of the bra. I made up my face nicely and clipped on the earrings. I took the bus to the doctor and nobody paid a second glance at the girl with high ponytail sitting by the doors. There was a black guy that looked at me and smiled at me with perfect gleaming white teeth. He sat there relaxed and legs outstretched. I assumed he would have a rather large package. Did he find me attractive? Why was I even thinking like this? But in my mind I had come to the conclusion that I needed to know if Geri could survive alone if Gerry were to disappear. I liked being Geri and getting attention but I also needed to be independent. I asked the doctor many questions. He had examined me again and I asked if he thought I could ever function as a man again. It depended on what I wanted and expected. The only certainty was I could not father children. A firm erection was possible but there were too many variables for him to offer a definite opinion. My own efforts at an erection were not successful. I began to have doubts. The last thing I wanted was to be an in-between. Could I live as a female with a penis? Was I really keen to be in a relationship with Frank or another man? Would Frank tire of me and dump me? The answer was: most likely. Till now I had been getting used to the thought of living as a female with penis. Now new doubts came into mind. If I decided to be Geri for longer, I had to move away from Frank. I thanked the doctor and told him I would contact him after I had decided and also consulted with Aunt Kate and Frank. I also told him to keep this conversation confidential. I exited the building confused and disheartened. There was nobody with whom I could share my inner feelings. I wondered if I should call Annie, Aunt Kate's step-daughter and who had first help me dress for Halloween. I had not spoken to her since my accident and wondered if she knew about my condition. I was sure there was some problem between her and Aunt Kate and so wasn't sure how she would react. I had nothing to lose and decided to call her. Annie wasn't much older than me. We had always got on well and shared many exploits as kids. We had seen a lot of each other growing up and we had bonded instantly. She knew I had enjoyed dressing with her and had encouraged me. But that was a temporary thing. Now I was faced with doing it full time and permanently. "Hi Annie," I said reaching Annie after numerous attempts. I tried to speak normally even after I had spent time practicing my voice as Geri. I was on my way from the doctors. "Gerry? Is that you?" Annie seemed excited to hear from me. "How are you? It's been ages." It was nice to hear a friendly voice. But she was talking to Geri now. "I am OK," I said softly. "How are you? How is college?" "College? Not yet. I got a little distracted. Where are you? Still with mum? Annie's voice lost a little enthusiasm. "Yes. But planning to move on. Where are you? Can I see you? Have something I need to discuss with you." I didn't want to sound over anxious but I am sure my voice gave me away. "Is everything ok?" Annie asked concerned. I am just a couple of hours away. What's the matter? Are you OK?" "Yes, I am OK now. When can I see you?" I asked "Well, why don't you come up Friday? I can meet you at the train station." She was getting her enthusiasm back. She told me the station and train line. "Great." It was nice she wanted to meet me. She would be very surprised to see Geri. "Annie," I started to say and then hesitated. "Yes, Gerry, what is it? Are you in trouble?" she asked. "You can talk to me, you know." "I'll tell you Friday. Please, please don't tell your mum I am meeting you - or anyone else." I said it out in one breath and I hoped she had understood me. "Haven't talked to Kate, I mean mum, in some time. We're not getting along. That's why I left home suddenly. We can catch up Friday." I hung up comforted that I would have a friend in Annie. But how would she react to see Geri? What excuse would I use to get away for the weekend? I needed to think this through quickly else Frank and Aunt Kate would cause problems. I needed to have a plan and decided on impulse to have a safety cushion. I went to the bank and withdrew cash from the ATM. If I had been Gerry, I could have taken out all. But as Geri, I was restricted to ATM limits. But it would be enough. I could get more tomorrow. I was back in the apartment a little later and hid the cash amongst Annie's clothes. I had a surprise call from Frank. He wanted to meet me that night and wanted me to dress as he had said. He needed to prove a point. I wasn't sure what point that was but there was no point to argue with him now. He would pick me up at 7 pm. Resigned, I got ready and picked some outfits that met Frank's description. I had a good soak and shaved all over again. I was going to be Frank's bimbo. I would look and act the part. I wore a short pink top with a rounded neckline. This exposed the milky globes of my bust. I was glad it was evening and in the dark bars would be less noticeable unless someone grabbed me. I had glued on the big forms after the bath. I wore a short black mini skirt over tight panties. My penis was pulled back tightly and I didn't want any bulge. I didn't wear stockings or hose. My legs were bare. Black 4" heels were next. It was tough to walk in them at first but I didn't think Frank was taking me for a long walk. Even after this short time I felt a lot more comfortable on those heels now and trying to swing my hips. I applied makeup heavily, with lots of mascara over large false lashes. Heavy black liner outlined my eyes. Bright red lipstick with many layers of gloss completed my outfit. Of course I completed this attire with earrings. I did look like a bimbo. I piled my somewhat long hair into a high ponytail. I was ready by the time Frank knocked. Aunt Kate was surprised to see me dressed and made up so when s