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THE PERFECT SOLUTION
by CutePatti (3/2018)
Author's Intro: First let me tell you about my life. I'm an older
lifelong sissy/crossdresser who has been married for the last 4 years to
a non-op MTF transgender. She is much younger than me but we have a
great marriage and I have a companion/wife/lover/best friend who accepts
me as I am. She passes as a female with no problem because she looks and
acts like a female and she has felt this way since she was a young
child. Nobody suspects that she is anything but a female and only a few
close friends and her family know of her being transgender. This is my
2nd marriage as my first wife died 10 years ago after a long marriage.
She, too, was a wonderful companion for me and we had a great marriage,
except she did not want to be part of my crossdressing activities...so I
kept that part of me in the closet. With the freedom to find another
companion, I knew I wanted to try to find a transgender as my next wife
for many reasons. So I now have more freedom to be ME without having to
hide anything. And she knows all of my desires/fantasies/fetishes which
go beyond just being a sissy/crossdresser. I'm telling you this so you
will understand how the following true story was able to happen. And SHE
was the one who made it happen. So, read on and enjoy!
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Every word of what I'm about to write is true (except names) and it is
exciting for me to be able to share this unexpected and exciting event
that I feel many of you can relate to...and perhaps wish it would happen
for you too. As a sissy crossdresser it is like a fantasy or dream come
true but in a way I never could have imagined. This happened in
2017...from early July until late September.
I've been fascinated with breastfeeding and lactation for a long time as
a curiosity bordering on a fantasy/fetish I suppose. Perhaps due to my
having a sissy personna and the need to be nurtured and cared
for/mothered? My wife Julie, who is much younger than me, knows this and
I've often told her I wish she could induce lactation so I could
actually experience it with her, but it's not happened. Because she is a
MTF transgender with natural breasts it is possible, but not at all easy
since she is on a very strong mix of hormones for her transition which
would interfere with lactation. She has no problem with me telling her
whatever I want to and understands why I would be interested in this
since she knows all about me being a crossdresser and a sissy and that I
have a fascination for many related things. She even buys me cute girly
clothes at times.
My health has not been very good for quite some time and is bad enough
that I mostly just stay home. I'm not bedridden or anything horrible
like that, but I am most comfortable being at home. Frustrating for me
but I just have to deal with it. Enough about that. Not looking for
sympathy...only giving you some background which is important for the
start of this story.
Julie has a group of friends who get together often for going out to
eat, birthday parties, shopping, etc. I am acquainted with most of her
friends but don't get to spend much time with them and they are all
aware of my health situation. Her friend Michelle, age 27, was pregnant
and close to giving birth when we went on a vacation in June. Baby Susan
was born while we were away.
Michelle is one of the sweetest people I know and has always been
concerned with my health and prays for me and always asks about me and
is happy to see me when she can. And she is a major player in my story.
But Julie is the one who made this happen and was very creative in how
she did it. And what she did and how she did it was a total surprise to
me.
One evening a few days after we returned from our vacation, Julie's
friend Joyce picked her up here at our house and they went shopping .
While they were there Michelle texted Julie and said she had missed her
so much and wanted to come join them. So they met and then went out to
dinner. Michelle had Susan with her as well as her 4 year old daughter
Tiffany. Julie was so happy to get to see Susan for the first time. She
was about 3 weeks old by then.
Of course they talked about a lot of stuff since they hadn't seen each
other in about a month. And they always can discuss whatever is on their
minds and have a lot of fun. They even talk about their sex lives or
whatever, although Julie has kept it a secret about my crossdressing.
There are few secrets between them because the three of them are really
close friends and they know of Julie being transgendered.
While they were out I texted Julie and asked if they were having fun. We
text a lot when she goes out so I can sort of feel like I'm there too.
She texted 'having fun and i may have found milk for you'. I was
confused and texted 'huh? what?' She said 'will tell you later'. I again
texted her 'what are you talking about?' She said 'it's ok so don't
worry now. but it's maybe a solution to a problem michelle is having and
will make you very happy'.
At the dinner that evening they were talking about how Michelle at first
had been breastfeeding Susan. She said when Susan nursed on her she
sucked so hard that it was really hurting her nipples a lot. So she had
started pumping her breasts and was now just feeding her with her pumped
milk. She also said the pumping was causing her to produce a lot of
milk, much more than Susan needed, and that she was even having problems
with leaking much of the time. Seems a lot of her milk was just going
down the drain. She even started to leak during the dinner.
Now for the 'Perfect Solution' part. Julie somehow had a spontaneous
'ah-ha' moment and casually said, "well maybe you could give Pat (that's
me) some of it." Of course both Michelle and Joyce were surprised and
didn't understand. So Julie said, "Pat's doctor just had a baby a few
months ago and has been breastfeeding her. She's also my doctor and I
was in the room when this was being discussed. We both really like Dr. R
so it was not surprising that we were asking about her baby, etc. Of
course Dr. R knows about how much Pat has been through with his health
problems...going to many specialists, having countless diagnostic tests,
trying many different medications. And nothing was really helping him.
She sort of jokingly said that maybe he should try breastmilk because of
it's nutritional value. We thought she was just kidding but she said,
well nothing else has worked and you never know."
What is true about what Julie told them is that Dr. R did have a baby
girl a few months before Michelle gave birth to Susan and she was
breastfeeding her, but the rest of the story Julie just made up. Wow!
Unreal that Julie came up with that story as quickly as she did. And
even more unreal to me is that she actually told that to Michelle &
Joyce. Anyway, Michelle just took it in stride and said, "Well I've got
lots of milk so that will not be a problem. And if I can help Pat I will
do it." She didn't think it weird or strange although Joyce thought it a
little unusual. But Michelle is a sweet person and was going to do it as
a gesture of her caring so much for me.
That was early in July and I started drinking Michelle's breast milk
regularly for about 3 months. She pumped her milk directly into milk
storage bags, for me, and bottles for Susan. She put mine in storage
bags that she could freeze since she wasn't able to get it to me
quickly. Of course I didn't get as much as Susan but it was quite an
experience for me. Not sure it helped my physical health, but it allowed
me to live out what I've been curious about for a long time. And it was
delicious as well!
She usually pumped the storage bags almost full, which is about 8
ounces. I got 3 or 4 bags a week and usually drank 4-5 ounces everyday
at lunch. While the milk is actually sort of watery in texture, it is
very sweet, rich and nutricious, and 4-5 ounces is quite filling. No
wonder 'us' babies grow up so fast when breastfed. I was so surprised
how just a few ounces of the milk actually made me feel full. And
knowing I was drinking milk that Michelle had purposely pumped for me
made the whole experience almost surreal.
I texted Michelle a few times when this was going on because it was
easier than talking to her about it in person. And I did ask her a lot
of questions. Once when I texted Michelle to thank her for doing this,
she texted back (exact words): 'Too bad we aren't neighbors because then
it would be so easy for you to get my milk fresh everyday.' Whew, when I
read that I almost fainted realizing that she would have supplied me
with 'fresh' milk rather then frozen if she could have.
I've often thought about her saying that...wondering what her actual
feelings were. I'm quite sure she did this as a friend and because she
cares for me that much, but I suppose my fantasy side wonders if maybe
she was also getting a sort of sensual thrill doing it. She has never
given me any reason to think such a thing, but still it is a thrill for
me wondering about the possibility that this might have been a turn-on
for her as well as for me.
Her husband, who I've never met, did often breastfeed from her during
sex because Michelle told everyone that he did. Like I said...they have
few secrets. So I also wondered what he thought about this since he knew
Michelle was pumping milk for me. Could it have been a turn-on for him
maybe...drinking her milk and knowing I was drinking it too? I certainly
envied him because if I could have had Michelle actually breastfeed me
would have been the ultimate fantasy fulfilled!
She would often deliver the milk right to our house when she was out on
other errands and that was quite a thrill having her hand me those
frozen milk-filled bags. It was never awkward for either of us, but I
always told her how much I appreciated it and gave her big hugs. And
would feel her huge swollen breasts pressing into my chest, knowing what
was stored in them. Often Susan would be with her strapped in her car-
seat, and sometimes she would be sucking/drinking from a bottle of that
delicious milk that we shared. Unreal.
Some other friends also knew this was happening because one night when
many of them were together at Michelle's house for someone's birthday,
as Julie was getting ready to leave Michelle yelled at her, "Oh, don't
forget Pat's milk!" And she handed 3 full storage bags to Julie right in
front of everyone. Julie said those that didn't know had such a shocked
look on their faces and a couple of them even asked, "Why is Pat getting
your milk?" That was a little embarrassing for Julie but Michelle just
told them that it was for my health. OMG! So there are a lot of people
who knew about this. But that sort of makes it even more of a turn-on
for me. Wondering what everyone really thought about it.
Another thing Michelle told me in a text was that she fed Susan approx.
every 3 hours and Susan drank about 4 ounces of milk at each feeding. So
that was a quart per day for Susan. And I was getting about 4-5 ounces
per day. So that would be almost a quart per week for me. So, all in
all, Michelle was pumping at least 2 gallons of milk per week from her
breasts for her 2 'babies'...and breastfeeding who knows how much to her
husband. Pretty amazing. And a sweet deal for me, hubby and Susan!
Michelle's maternity leave was over in late September and she started
back to work. Because of that she was not able to drink as much liquids
as she was before. So she was not producing as much milk. Takes drinking
a LOT of water to keep milk production high. Also, pumping at work is
not so easy or convenient. So she really needed to slow her production.
And baby Susan was still being only fed breastmilk and needed all of it,
so not as much was available for me. So I had to be weaned off it. I was
sad when it stopped for obvious reasons, but I knew it was for a short
period from the start. But it was an amazing experience that I'll never
forget and will always be thankful to Michelle, and Julie of course, for
making it happen. And the way it happened was very unique, I'm sure.
Every time I see Susan now, who also has since been weaned and is on a
formula, I feel sorry for her, and me for no longer getting that
nourishing/delicious milk.
I must admit that it has also had a very stimulating effect on me as
well. After all, this was a fantasy come true for me and it was with
someone that I know very well. I, like most of you I'm sure, am addicted
to not only reading stories about
shemales/transgenders/crossdressers/ladyboys but also watching videos of
them on the internet and that has not stopped even with me now being
married to a TG. I thought once I married her I would no longer need TG
material to masturbate to, but I guess once you are addicted to
something it doesn't just magically stop...even if you marry someone who
represents much of what has been your fantasy world. She even knows I do
this and is amused by it and even encourages me to do it if it makes me
happy. She often texts me from her work saying stuff like, 'stop
masturbating'. haha I'm a lucky guy, huh?
Anyway, I have also started watching lactating/breastfeeding videos
which now turn me on so much. As I watch them, I imagine it is
Michelle's face & engorged breasts that are being squeezed by
her...shooting streams of milk out of her enlarged nipples right at me.
Or as she attaches the electric breast pump to her breasts and the pump
starts suctioning non-stop...and I see her nipples being sucked in and
out with her milk squirting into the suction cups...and dripping into
the bottles...slowly filling the bottles ounce by ounce.
She may even occasionally stop to self-suck her own milk...her breasts
being so large that she can easily bring the nipples to her own mouth
and start sucking her own milk....swallowing some and letting some
dribble out of the corners of her mouth. She looks at me and says, "Wish
you were here to share this with me." Wow...what a fantasy. Did she
maybe actually do this...drink her own milk? Of course I'll never know.
Maybe I should have asked her in one of my texts to her? She was so open
and honest with me maybe she would have answered?
I have had many great orgasms while watching these videos...remembering
that she really did pump her milk for me makes my additional fantasies
via these videos so exciting! I see Michelle often and she has regained
her before-pregnancy figure and her breasts have reduced from what they
were when she was lactating. And our friendship remains as it always has
been with no more spoken about the milk. But I do wonder if it had some
kind of lasting effect on her? If she has any suspicions of what my real
feelings were...actually still are? I'll never know, but still I
wonder................
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