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Chapter 11. I woke up with an urge to pee. I went to the bathroom and stood in front of the toilet! I lifted the toilet lid and seat and then looked for my penis. I couldn't find it! 'Wait a second! Where is it!? Oh Shit!'. Then I remembered. Perforce, I put down the toilet's seat and sat and peed! While washing my face, I saw myself inside the nightie Cindy gave me last night. It felt very wrong and embarrassing. Immediately, I removed the nightie and also my panty. I would have looked like a skinny boy with female traits, if I had a penis. But without one, I looked like neither a boy nor a girl. My body lacked certain curves to be considered female. I felt the need to take a shower and clear my mind. In the shower, I noticed that my body felt very smooth and sensitive, especially around my nipples. I ran my hand along my thighs and it felt also so soft. 'holy shit' I whispered to myself. After the shower, I toweled myself and entered my room. I searched my limited wardrobe and chose to wear the white panty and the pajama from the day before. Those were the least feminine items. Once dressed and dried, I went downstairs and found Cindy and Ben in the kitchen. "Hey! Here is our Emma, the messy-hair celebrity!" Cindy said joyfully and teasingly. "Hi!" I said and then looked at Ben. "... Em.. Morning Ben!" Cindy came to me and dragged me towards my room and said, "Let's do something about this messy head of yours," while referring to my hair. "It's fine Cindy," I protested. As she was dragging me, Ben shouted. "And maybe wear something more appropriate. Maybe one of the outfits my men brought yesterday?" I froze and yelled, "I am comfortable in my pajama! Nobody is going to see me since I stay inside!" "It's not about being comfortable, Emma," he said. "I don't want to scare you, but we never know what could happen. You have to be ready to leave the house at any moment and as fast as possible. So, it is a good idea to dress properly during the day. You don't need to sleep fully dressed but make sure that you have a bag with all essentials including proper clothes always ready." "You mean they can find me here?!" I said terrified. "Don't worry Emma. It's possibility is really low. But we have to be prepared for anything," he said. "Don't worry Ben, I make sure she is appropriately dressed," Cindy said with a funny vicious smile and then she dragged me again. Once in my room, she made me wear the outfit I tried the day before: the slim jean and the top with floral prints. Then she styled my hair as much as she could. "You need a proper haircut honey. You have a pretty hair, but you need a haircut," she said while combing my hair. "It's so good that you wore your hair long. Let me see... It's about five to six inches already." "I didn't have time to visit a barber recently!" I said. I remembered that Luis had made a similar remark about my hair in the hospital a few days earlier. The difference was that Luis was joking about my hair when I was still fully male whereas Cindy was completely serious and I was female practically speaking. Strangely enough, I could see her point, that is: 'the longer my hair becomes, the more female I will look and as a result the lower the chance of getting identified.' "Maybe a pixie style?!" she asked. I looked at her confused. She was asking my opinion about something I never heard of. "I guess it suits your blonde hair," she said. "The question is if we can bring a hair-dresser here! [pause] I will ask Ben." And that was decided. Once more Cindy decided for me and I was getting used to that. When she was done with my hair, we went back to the kitchen. Ben was still there. "Wow Emma! You look beautiful," he said and that made me red [embarrassed] "You certainly pass as a girl." We ate breakfast together and Cindy asked if Ben could bring a hairdresser to do my hair in the house. Ben replied "That could be a bit difficult! I will see what I can do! But if it works, you must make sure that he or she doesn't suspect anything." After breakfast Ben explained to us the details of the events of the day before including my death and what was in the agenda for the following days. Then he brought a folder including a number of documents and cards. "Emma, in this folder you can find your ID card, passport, driver license, medical and educational certificates and so on." He handed a folder to me. I opened the folder and found my ID card. The picture on the card was certainly me but more feminized. It read: Emma Green Sex: F Born: 1 Aug 1991. ... "Emma Green!?.... Am I suddenly 27 again? ," I asked surprised. "You look even younger honey," Cindy said. "The picture doesn't look like me!" I said. "This is good enough for the moment. Once your transformation is complete we will take new pictures and will make new cards for you." I looked at the other documents in the folder. I found a manufactured Resume. I browsed it and found that my cover had a bachelor in organizational studies with average GAP and had worked as an administrative assistant (aka. Secretary) for a real estate company for 3 years. "Seriously, Ben? I have a PhD in computer science!" I said annoyed. "Lucas had a PhD. You need to have a low profile. And a profile as different as Lucas's," he said. "We don't want to draw attention. " I was not satisfied with the answer. He noticed my annoyed face and added, "Remember! This is temporary." After a quarter of an hour, Ben left and I was again alone together with Cindy. She did my injections. After the injection I felt tired again and went asleep. In the afternoon, she tried to put makeup on me but I resisted and she didn't insist. We watched the news and talked about different stuff during the remainder of the day. The evening was eventless and boring. Before I went to bed, she made sure that I put my nightie again and then left my room. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- We didn't have any visitors the next day (Sunday, 20th January) and it was even more boring. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The day after was a Monday, 21st January. I woke up and took a shower and went to find Cindy in the kitchen. She was super early. "Hey there! Why are you still in your nightie honey!?" she asked. "My jeans doesn't fit anymore," I replied. "oh!"... 'Does my voice sound different?' I thought. "Really?" Her eyes fixed on my hip and then she said, "Aha, Lena had told me that you would grow around your hip. Let's go to your room and see if I can find something for you to wear." We went to my room and there she asked me to take my nightie off. "Wow Emma! You are almost an A-cup!" she said looking at my chest! She was right. I had already noticed that when I was showering that morning. I had also noticed that my nipples were now more sensitive and my skin were more smooth. However, I decided to ignore them. After all, I couldn't prevent those changes. "Let me find you something!" She went to her room and brought a small piece of clothing and showed it to me with a big smile. It was a bra! "NO! NO! There is no way I wear that! Don't even try," I said. She seemed disappointed but didn't insist! "OK, as you wish!" She went to find something for me to wear. She returned empty handed and said, "I cannot find anything your size. I guess your hip will grow even more and it will be stupid if we buy anything with this size." "I can wear my pajama. It will fit!" "That is not an option. But don't worry! I have a solution." She went to her room and came back with a few items. "Try these!" She gave me the items. I browse them. "They are dresses!" I exclaimed looking at her. She was smiling. "I cannot wear them," I said in a low voice. I was on the verge of crying. "Honey! You will look beautiful in them. I am sure," she said enthusiastically. I sat on my bed while still holding the dresses. I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I sobbed very loud. Cindy rushed towards me and hugged me hard. "Oh! Honey! I am sorry! I am sorry!" I cried while being hugged by her for around 5 minutes. Finally, my emotions subsided a bit and I could stop crying. I wiped my tears and said, "Why me? I cannot take it anymore!" Cindy who didn't know what to say just remained silent and kept hugging me. But after a while she said, "If you don't want to wear these, we can figure out something else." She sounded very calm and sympathetic. "But, honey, you are a girl, a very beautiful one and girls wear dresses." "I don't want to be a girl," I said with a cracked voice. "I know honey. But you have to at this moment. When you pass this period, you are free to be whoever you want to be. Now, you need to be a girl. I know you can do it!" She paused a bit looking into my eyes. "And I think, you take it very hard on yourself! You should take it easy and perhaps you will enjoy it! Think of it as a prank!" She was right! The whole cover thing was temporary and my life depended on it. I didn't have to take it so hard on myself. I looked at her and then looked at the dresses. I browsed them; there were three dresses: one was a very short black dress, one was a stripped black and white dress and the last one was a more decent green dress. I picked the green one and I said, "I wear this one." A very big smile formed on Cindy's mouth. She helped me wear the dress and then dragged me to the mirror. When I saw myself in the mirror, my jaw dropped. "Is that me?" I pointed to the girl in green dress in the other side of the mirror. "Yes honey! You are beautiful!" she said. "But something is missing. [pause] your nipples are visible honey. You need a bra!" I pouted. I could see my nipples as well and she was right. She handed the bra again. I took a deep breath and removed my dress. She helped me with the bra and then helped me wear the dress again. Surprisingly, my nipples weren't sensitive anymore against the fabric of the dress. It felt good. "Now, let's go and eat breakfast!" she said with a big smile. It was a weird feeling to walk while wearing a dress. I was feeling naked and vulnerable. After breakfast, Cindy said, "Tomorrow, a hairdresser will visit us and will cut your hair." I didn't comment on that. What could get worse? I was wearing a dress! The remainder of that day went uneventful except that I had really weird feeling wearing a dress and there were moments where Cindy had to remind me that I was wearing a dress. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- In the next morning, I woke up early. While taking a shower, I noticed that I literally have boobs. They were bigger than yesterday. Besides that, my hip was also wider. Again, I decided to ignore the changes. After the shower, I wore my green dress and went downstairs. Cindy and I had breakfast and talked about different but general topics. After breakfast, Cindy told me that the hairdresser will be there in half an hour. Half an hour later, as I was watching the news [which was mostly about Lucas, PMDS and ZIS in general], I heard someone knocking. It was the hairdresser. Cindy opened the door. "Hi, you must be the hairdresser! Come in!" she greeted her inside. "Hi, I am Amanda," the hairdresser said. She was around 40. "I am Cindy." Cindy said and then she looked at me and introduced me "And here is Emma whose hair need to be stylized." "Hello Emma!" She approached me and said, "Wow, you are beautiful! Your hair is also beautiful! We will make you even more beautiful today!" I felt awkward again. My face became red again. I have never been the center of attention this much. "Thanks!" I said shyly. "Oh, how cute! She is also shy! Do you have a date sweetheart!?" Amanda asked. Cindy immediately giggled. "No! I don't have a date!" I kind of protested. Then we all went to Cindy's room. There was a makeup desk there. They made me sit there. "Do you have anything in mind honey?!" Amanda asked. I looked at Cindy confused. "Anything that suits her works... girly but not too feminine..." Cindy said giggling. "Her boyfriend visits us soon. I want him stunned when he sees her." I looked daggers at Cindy. She giggled again. She obviously enjoyed the fact that I couldn't complain in front of Amanda. "I'll make sure she will be stunning for her boyfriend." Amanda said smiling. She start working her magic on my hair during which she asked a number of questions: Amanda: "What is his name?" Cindy: "Nick." Amanda: "He must be handsome to have such a beauty as his girlfriend!" Cindy: "He is super handsome. Around 6'4," with super build body!" Amanda: "Wow! You are a lucky girl!... What does he do?" Cindy: "I don't know!" Me: "He works as a researcher... er... but he want to quit and start his own business." Amanda: "here you go. She also speaks!" ..... When she finished working on my hair, I looked completely like a girl. I couldn't see Lucas anymore. Everything about me was Emma. And that scared me a lot. "Wow! You look adorable!" Cindy said to me cheerfully. "I told you she will be stunning," Amanda said. Amanda left half an hour later. The rest of the morning was ordinary except I kept getting shocked whenever I looked at the mirror. In the afternoon [around 4pm] when Cindy and I were watching TV, a car parked in the front yard. Cindy jumped and checked through the window. "Who is it?" I asked nervously. "Guests," she said smiling. I thought 'She obviously likes whoever the guest are! That means it is safe!' "Ben?" I asked. "Ben and... the Mr. boyfriend," she said. I jumped out of my chair with the news! "Nick?! No! No! He cannot see me like this! Not like this!" I said panicked. I started to flee to my room. "No!" She blocked my way and said, "You don't go anywhere!" My heart was about to burst. I felt like it would explode. I couldn't move! I just froze there. A few seconds later Ben and Nick entered. Ben greeted Cindy and looked at me super-shocked! Nick greeted Cindy and then came towards me. "Hi, I am Nick... er... Nice to meet you!" He stuck out his hand for a hand shake. I couldn't flee anymore. I was frozen like a statue. I shook his hand. "Hi!" I said looking down. He wondered a bit about my awkward way of greeting but eventually he ignored it. Then he suddenly turned back to Cindy and said. "Where is Lu... er... Emma?" Chapter 12. 'Oh! He didn't recognize me! Seriously!?' I thought. 'Maybe, that is a good thing! Maybe I can change to something else!' I was shaking my head signaling to Cindy and pleading her not to reveal my identity. I hoped that I could get back to my room and change back to something less feminine. But my efforts were in vain. Cindy giggled and decided to ignore me. She then pointed at me with her head and said, "You just met her!" Nick turned to me again. This time, he looked deeper in my eyes and studied my face more carefully! I wanted to curl up and die. "MAN! This is you Lu... er.... This is you Emma!" he said loud and obviously shocked. "You look like a real girl!" "Where are your manners Nick! She looks stunning!" Cindy said, "and of course, she is a real girl!" Cindy's comment made me way more embarrassed! She should have been awarded a PhD in 'making me embarrassed'. "Eeeem... I mean... she is very.. beautiful!" Nick stuttered while he was checking me out heat to toe! Although I had already wore a dress for a day, I never felt that naked until that very moment. I would give everything to just disappear! "It's an improvement Nick! But you could improve!" she said. Ben, who was silently watching us since he arrived, looked at me and said, "You have improved Emma. I must confess, I never thought you would look this convincing this fast. And I am very happy. You know, you made my job easier now!" and then he added "Let's have a coffee and talk about the plan." Cindy asked Ben. "Have you bought what I asked you?" "Yes... they are in the trunk," he replied. "Yeeeey! I cannot wait to see them! Give me the keys," she asked ben. Ben gave her the keys. I was still frozen and Nick was distracted by Ben and Cindy's conversation. I wanted to flee before they could bring the attention to me again so I said, "I go make some coffee," and left towards the kitchen. Ben and Nick went to the living area and sat on the couches in front of the TV. Once I was in the kitchen, I sat on a chair and thought a bit! 'Why did I let her dress me like this? Why did I let her... What will he think about me? He will never think the same anymore!.... FUCK... '. I bended my neck and lowered my head, then held my head with my both hands and continued thinking 'We used to played soccer together. We used to hit on girls together!... '. I might have got crazy if I had continued thinking about Nick and the messy situation! I decided to ignore the bad thoughts and busied myself with making the coffee. "There are so many bags!" I heard Cindy yell from outside. "I didn't know which one would fit, so I bought one from each size!" Ben yelled back. 'What did they buy this time?' I thought 'I bet, they are for me!' and I shook my hand as a sign for my disapproval. But nobody was in the kitchen to see that. "Wow, they are beautiful," I heard Cindy say. "Choose those which fits her and she likes. The rest must be returned before tomorrow." Ben said. "I am so jealous!" she said, pouting. "Don't make that look! You can choose one or two pairs for yourself!" Ben said. "Yeeeey!" Cindy screamed and jump up and down a few times. 'He must have bought me some pairs of shoes! I guess I cannot use my old ones!' I thought. Cindy's scream made me curious and I wanted to go out and see the new items. But I didn't dare to confront Nick again! "Emma! Where did you go? Come SEE these!" she yelled. "I am making coffee!" I yelled back. A few seconds later she came in the kitchen and dragged me outside. "Coffee can wait!" she said. Nick stood up and said, "I'll take care of the coffee, Emma." Then he went to kitchen. "Thanks," I said shyly. "Come look at these beauties." She showed me the pile of around 30 pairs of women shoes: heels, sneakers, loafers.... She then made me sit on a chair and forced me to try each one of them. I first tried the sneakers and the loafers and separated those that fitted me. Each time I tried a pair of shoes, she asked me to walk a bit to see if it's comfortable. It was unbelievable how much she enjoyed the show. I was her living doll! While I was trying different shoes, Nick came back. Ben and Nick watched TV and drank coffee but sometimes made some comments about the shoes I was trying. I was still extremely uncomfortable in my dress but I couldn't do anything about that. After I tried all sneakers and loafers, she gave me a pair of black 3," high heels and asked me to try them. I protested "I cannot wear them Cindy!" "Why not? They go with your dress honey!" she said. "I will fall," I reasoned. "That is not an excuse sweetie. I will help," she insisted. I pleaded her with my eyes. I didn't want to embarrass myself more. In reaction, she looked at Ben and Nick "What do you think guys... Should she wear these?" she held the pair in the air in front of her. Ben was indifferent. He just shrugged. Nick, on the other hand, looked at the pair and then at me and said, "I think you should wear them, Emma." "Nick!" I yelled. "Which side are you?" "Er.... Your side!" He upspoke. He paused and said, "I think you will look beautiful in those!" "The boyfriend approves. You have to wear it now!" Cindy said cheerfully. "But..." I wanted to protest. "No but! You heard him!" she said. I was cornered again. Defeated, I sat on the chair and wore the heels. They fitted perfectly. When I stood up, I almost lost my balanced, but Cindy helped me keep my balance. We went to my room where I practiced walking in heels. I was relieved that she didn't make me to practice in front of Ben and Nick. Once I learned how to keep my balance in heels, she made me walk all around the house in my heels for around half an hour. "Wow! you are a fast learner, Emma! You walk perfectly in those heels now!" she said. Suddenly ben called us. "Cindy, Emma, would you please come here!" We join them a few seconds later. I was still in my heels. Although I had already walked for half an hour in heels, I could still hear the click-clack of my heels as I walked. Ben who saw us approaching the couches, pointed to the empty couch and said. "Would you please sit for a moment! We need to discuss something!" I felt something must be wrong. That idea made me terrified. "Is something wrong?" I said terrified. "No! everything is fine!" Nick, who saw my freighted face, immediately replied. "Everything is fine!" Ben said. "Something came up though and we must change part of our plan." "Change?!" I asked curiously. "Which part?!" "Nick just received a call from the owner of the new house!" Ben explained. "He decided that he is willing to rent out his apartment and have you as tenants. However, he needs to see both of you in person to finalize the contract. Apparently he is a very strict person who only accepts decent couples and families as tenants. [pause] Nick agreed that you two visit him around 6pm in the new house." "But you said I cannot leave the house!" I said. "I said when you were Lucas!" he said. "Now, you are clearly Emma. No one will doubt for even a second!" "It is too dangerous!" I said. "What if somebody recognize me! What if one of those groups kidnap me!" "Nobody will recognize you honey!" Cindy said. "Even Nick couldn't!" I was not ready for this. I was not ready to go out. I got terrified. "I cannot be out there all alone!" I said trembling. "Relax, Honey! Nothing will happen! Nick is with you!" Cindy said while holding my hand. "Why can't we go tomorrow?" I asked desperately. "Because, the owner didn't have time tomorrow and the day after tomorrow is already very late! We need some buffer in case it doesn't work at the end! I need to find a new place and that will take a while!" Ben said. "Your meeting with the owner will probably take 15 minutes and then you are free to do whatever you wish!" "Where should we go afterwards? Do we come back here?" Nick asked curiously. "You can take her to a date! A fancy dinner and perhaps a fancy dance!" Cindy teased. I immediately stared at her with a very serious threatening look. "Yes! You have to come back here!" replied Ben. "OK!" Nick said. "You have to leave now!" Ben said. "Otherwise, you will be late... " "But she is not ready yet!" Cindy complained. "She looks ready! She needs a coat though. It might be chilly outside." Ben said. "Wait a second!" Cindy said and ran to her room. Nick and Ben stood up and went towards the entrance door. I was terrified and still seated on the couch. Cindy came back to me with a coat and a purse. "Let me help you wear this," she said. I stood up and she helped me with the coat. I would let her do anything in that moment since I was completely occupied with my paranoid delusions. She also gave me a purse. I said, "What is this?" "Your purse!" she said. "I don't need one!" I said. "Every lady needs one. Besides I had to put your injections somewhere," she said "I don't need them with me! I will come back in an hour or two!" I said. "Ben said, your injections should be always with you," she said, "Just in case... " "Ok!" I took the purse from her. Once in front of the door Nick opened the door for me and said, "Ladies first!" That was strange. I didn't know if he was serious or he was joking. I stared at him a few seconds but I couldn't read his mind. Anyhow, I went out first! We both went towards the car and I saw him get in the car before me. 'Thanks god! He didn't open the door of the car for me!' I thought. As I sat, I smoothed the back of my dress and positioned its hem. Cindy had taught me how to sit in a dress the day before. The drive to the new house was eventless and rather silent. Gradually, my fears has subsided and I was more relaxed. During the drive, I asked Nick if he had contact with my parents but he said he didn't. Once Nick parked in front of the new house, my fears returned. I was about to be seen in public in a dress and most importantly, I was about to be seen in public after Lucas's disappearance. I was scared again. "Nick! Can we go back please?" I said in a low voice. "NO!" said Nick. "Nothing will happen! You worry too much!" "Please!" I said trembling. Nick took my hand in his hands and looked at my eyes but I was looking down. "Emma," he said, "Look into my eyes." I looked at his eyes as instructed. Then he said, "I will never let anybody hurt you. Don't worry! It will be fine! Now, Let's go!" I knew, if we got attacked, he probably couldn't do much either. But magically and strangely, his words kind of made me feel safer. As we were passing the street, Nick held my hand in his hand and walked beside me. When we arrived in front of the door, I took a deep breath and rang the bell. A old guy opened the door. He looked at Nick. "Hi Nick, nice to see you again!" and then he looked at me and said, "and this very beautiful lady must be...." "Emma, my girlfriend," Nick introduced me. I got red. I couldn't distinguish if I blushed or I got embarrassed. It was a mixed feeling. "Nice to meet you Emma. Please come in," he invited us inside. Once inside, he asked me. "Emma, Nick has already seen the house. But I wish to show everything to you as well." I was confused. I looked at Nick. "She has seen some pictures!" Nick said and then looked at me and said, "Go honey! See if you like the place!" "What!? I am a 'honey' now?!" I whispered. He smiled. I joined the owner and visited every room in the house: the kitchen, the two bedrooms, the living room, the bathroom, the toilet and the dining room. At the end, the owner said: "I really liked the two of you! We can sign the rental contract the day after tomorrow! Does 4pm suit you?" "It is fine with me!" Nick replied. Visiting the owner didn't take long. Around 6:30pm, we headed back to our safe house. When Nick's cellphone rang, he was driving. He handed his phone to me. "Would you please check who is it?" He asked. I grabbed his phone and said, "It is a private number!" "It must be Ben!" he said. "Answer it please!" "Hello?!" I said. "Emma, would you give the cell phone to Nick!" Ben said over the phone. "I cannot! He is driving!" I said. "It is important! I don't know! Ask him to stop the car if necessary!" Ben shouted. "Ok!" I said to Ben. Then I looked at Nick "It is Ben! He wants to talk to you. He says it is important!" Nick immediately reduced his speed and drove to the side of the street where he could park the car. I gave him the cell phone and he started to talk to Ben. Only Ben talked during the conversation because Nick didn't say anything except a very few words like: 'WOW! Really?!', 'OK!', 'No!', 'Yes, I know where it is!', 'Is she...' 'OK!' 'OK!', 'Yes!', 'OK, take care!'. After three to four minutes, he ended the call. His face looked shocked. "Is something wrong?!" I asked curiously. He looked at the streets around us and also in the mirror and then said, "I will explain later. We have to stay in a Hotel tonight!" "What?! What happened?!" I said surprised. I was starting to get scared. "I will explain in the hotel. I know a nice hotel close by! Let's go there!" Nick said. I knew something is really wrong because he was behaving very strange. We drove towards the hotel. I was dying out of stress and fear! "Nick!... Did they find us?" I said terrified. Nick replied "No Emma! Nobody found us! I am just cautious!" That was not a good explanation. I knew something was wrong! I asked again. "What did Ben said!?" "I said I will explain in the Hotel. Let's get to the Hotel as soon as possible!" Ben said, annoyed. Five minutes later, he parked in front of a Hotel. We went inside and directly towards the receptionist. "Good evening. We would like to book a room!" Nick said politely. "Welcome!.. em.. Right away! Can I see your ID?" Nick showed his ID. Then she asked "Alright! Would you like a double- bed room?" "No.." I wanted to say. 'NO!' but get interrupted by Nick. "Yes, a double bed would be the best," Nick said, smiling. I looked daggers at Nick and mouthed 'What the fuck!?' A minutes later, the receptionist lady gave us the digital keys to our room and asked a janitor to show us our room. "Follow me, please," said the janitor. The room looked very fancy and clean! "Why the hell didn't you ask for a twin-bed room?" I asked angrily. "Let me tell you what Ben said over the phone," he said that a group attacked the safe house!" he said in a very serious tone. "What!?" I suddenly totally ignored the twin-bed vs. double-bed discussion. "They managed to flee but...." he said. "But what?! How?" "But [pause] apparently Cindy has got shot!" he said with a deep sadness! I got shocked with the news! Uncontrollably I sat on the double bed and asked, "Is she dead?!" "No! but she is in a serious condition! Hopefully, she will recover." The news was very sad and shocking! I knew the only reason that she got shot was because she was nursing me. Although she often made me embarrass during the last few days, but I knew she was trying to protect my cover. Moreover, she was always super kind and I liked her so much. Sad emotions overwhelmed me and I started to cry very loud. A few seconds later Nick came and sat beside me and I felt his huge arm hugging me tightly. I would have pushed him away but I was too much overwhelmed by the sad news that I simply couldn't react. Instead, I buried my face into his shoulder and cried louder. He didn't say anything, he just held me tight. Being hugged for a few minutes, I felt much better. I looked up and said to him, "It is my fault!" and then cried again! "Hey! It is not your fault! You didn't want any of this!" he said. I knew that I needed to break our hug, but it did feel really nice to be held like that! I just ignored the dilemma and stayed in his arms! I didn't want to think about it since I had bigger issues to resolve at that very moment. Two weeks ago, in any circumstances, I would had never let myself cry in front of Nick. Two weeks ago, I would had never let any other man hug me that way! Two weeks ago, I would had never been so vulnerable. I asked "How did they find the house?!" "Ben said that they probably had followed me!" he replied. Without breaking our hug, I rose my head out of shock and asked, "That means they are following us now?" "No, I don't think so! They certainly saw us leaving the house. And the fact that we haven't been attacked yet confirms that they haven't suspected us... they haven't yet! But, we have to be careful! At least for a few days! That is why I had to reserve a double-bed room!" 'Oh! Yeah! Double-bed! I had forgotten about that!' I thought. "What should we do now?! Can Ben provide us another safe house?! Who are these people?!" "Whoever they are, they haven't bought the story that Lucas is actually dead. Maybe now that they have attacked the house and have found nothing, they believe the story! maybe not! According to Ben, there is a very little possibility that they have actually found out about you since you look so female. That means our cover is most likely not yet blown and so our only chance is to continue with the original plan. But we will not see Ben anymore. It's not safe anymore to be in contact with anyone. From now on, it is just you and me." "I am scared!" I muttered. "I know honey!" 'What?! he said honey?... This is going too far!' I thought. Despite the nice feeling of being held, I ended our hug, created a small distance between us and yelled "I am not your 'Honey'!" My annoyance somehow made him a bit amused. He wanted to laugh but resisted. "The irony is that you must be! You don't have a choice!" he said teasing. I looked daggers at him. But that made him more amused and he chuckled. When he couldn't control anymore, he started to laugh. "This is all your plan to make me your girlfriend! Also, the double-bed is a part of your plan!" I said, "You cannot stay here tonight!" He was still laughing. A few seconds later, he stopped laughing and said in a serious tone, "Ok! I leave if you wish!" And then he went towards the door! Chapter 13. Nick left the room. At first, I thought that he was joking. I wouldn't think he would leave me alone. But after a few minutes when he didn't come back, I started to doubt, a kind of doubt which brought an immense feeling of terror. "Where did he go!?" I murmured. Then I wend and looked through peephole and inspected the corridor. No one was there. I started to feel alone and certainly not safe. Following the earlier events, I was afraid that the gangsters or other hunters were after me or Nick. "What am I going to do now!" I said. "I can't believe he just left me alone!" After a minute of dilemma, I finally mustered enough courage to open the door and check the corridor. As I expected earlier, he was not in the corridor. I returned quickly to the room and locked the door. I was trembling out of fear. He was gone and I was all alone. What should I do now? Then I thought, 'He will be back. He will not just leave me here!'. Fifteen minutes after he left me, I was totally terrified. I didn't know where did he go. 'Perhaps he is booking another room in the hotel' I thought. So I picked the phone in the room and called the reception. "Hello!" I said. "Hi Miss! how can I help you?" the receptionist said over the phone. "I am Emma Green. We checked in a few minutes ago! I was wondering if you see N... er... my boyfriend around!" I said and immediately felt embarrassed. I rarely had to use that expression! 'my boyfriend'! "Oh! Yes, I saw him leaving the hotel ten minutes ago!" she said. 'Oh Shit! He left me!' I silently screamed! 'Why would he do that?!' Then I thought about what happened earlier: the attack and everything related to it. I thought 'Maybe he doesn't want to risk his life anymore! Well, if that is the reason, I would understand! But what should I do now?' "Miss!? Are you still there?" she said. "er... Ah! Yes!" I replied. "Anything else I could do for you?" she asked. "No thanks!" I hung up the phone. For the 15-20 minutes, I was just walking around the room non-stop. I didn't know what should I do. Any noise made me feel more terrified. I was reviewing my options. I had none. I was homeless, I was without money and I was insecure. I hadn't felt so vulnerable in my whole life. Suddenly, I heard something in the corridor. It was obvious someone was approaching. I assumed that it was a guy. He stopped on the other side of the door. 'Could it be Nick?' I hoped. I wanted to go and look though the whole again but didn't. Instead, I ran to the bathroom and hide there as if the bathroom is somehow safer!!! I thought, 'What if someone is here to kidnap me?' "Please be Nick, Please be Nick," I whispered as I was in the bathroom. I heard a knock on the door and but I remained silent with my hand closing my mouth to avoid any instinctive noisy reflex or scream. I was trembling like a little scared girl. Whoever was on the other side of the door also had keys. I could hear him open the door, enter the room and put down some stuff. Ten seconds later, he said, "Emma, where are you?!" 'Nick!!!! He is Nick!' I thought and suddenly I felt very safe and secure. I opened the door of the bathroom. And I saw Nick. I must have looked terrible because it ruined Nick's smile when he saw me. I cried "Nick!" and I ran to him and hugged him as strongly as I could. And then I cried and cried and cried. He didn't expect my sudden reaction. Nevertheless, he hugged me back. "Hey! What is wrong?! Did something happen when I was out?" He asked and he was worried as hell. I could sense that. I looked up to see him. "You left me alone!" I barely uttered as the tears streamed down my face. "No honey! I will never leave you alone!" he said. He called me 'honey' again. But other things were more important at the moment. He said with a concerned smile, "I had to buy some necessary stuff!" "Huh?!" I said. He ended our hug and picked up some items he bought. "Looked, I went to buy these." He showed me different kinds of items. Tooth brushes (an orange one and a blue one), pajamas (a white and pink hello kitty pajama and a black and white men pajama set), two sandwiches and some other preserved foods, and a baggage. I wasn't crying anymore. But I was feeling bad. I was feeling somehow annoyed. "But! Why did you leave like that? You said you were leaving me and then you disappeared!" I uttered. And then I punched him in his arm as strong as I could. It didn't hurt him at all and that made me feet weak, small and delicate. Comparing to me, he was super strong and very tall. A hour later, we had already changed to our pajamas. Obviously, I got the pajama with the hello kitty print and Nick got the other one. We had also eaten our sandwiches. I was checking different channels on the TV and Nick was trying to set up the new iPhones and iPad he had bought in his short shopping trip. Then we heard a knock on our door. Nick and I looked at each other! We didn't expect anyone at this hour! Nick went to open the door. He seemed to be a bit stressed. He looked through the peephole and then looked back to me with a relaxed face and said, "Emma, relax! It's the janitor who showed us the room!" Nick shouted at the door! "Who is it?" "I have a package for you, sir!" the janitor said. "From who?" Nick asked loud. "From a guy named Ben. he said, it is for you sir!" Nick immediately opened the door. It was a rather big package. Once the janitor left, I ran towards Nick. We inspected the package carefully and then opened it. The first thing drew our attention was a gun! Instantly, Nick tucked the gun in his waist band (in his back). There were also some other items. One was a pocket of documents including a new ID and credit cards for Nick: Nick Bowman, 30 years old, computer scientist. "Look, there is a letter!" I said while showing the letter to Nick. I opened the letter. It was from Ben. We read the letter together. "Dear Emma and Nick, I wanted to inform you that everybody is safe at this moment. We have increased the security of Emma's parent's house. Everyone is fine at this stage, except Cindy who got shot earlier today, but it seems that she will recover smoothly. After today's attack, I don't think it is a good idea that I contact you two anymore. Things are getting really complicated and scary... and I think many people in the government are also getting too much interested on Emma. That is why, I have to cut my connection with you. But I will monitor you from distance. But, don't be afraid. I strongly believe that nobody is suspicious on your identity at this moment. Otherwise, they would have already found you. As far as everyone is concerned, Emma is Nick's new girlfriend and I highly recommend you to keep that relationship intact. Together with this letter, you will find a gun and necessary documents for you to start a new life. My suggestion is that you travel to a different city and start over. Take care and good luck, Ben" I was afraid. I was very afraid. "What should we do Nick?" "I don't know, maybe we go to LA! I have some friends who can help us there," He replied. I could see that he was also worried. As I didn't have any better alternative, I agreed. "What do we do there?" I asked. "I will try to start a company there and you can look for jobs! We will find new friends!" he said. The rest of the evening went eventless. I watched a movie and Nick contacted his friends in LA and booked two plane tickets with our fake IDs for the next morning. The idea of actually using those fake IDs was terrifying but LA was too far away to just drive. Around midnight, we decided to sleep. However, I didn't like the idea of him sleeping with me in the same bed. But I also didn't want to force him to sleep on the sofa. I brushed my teeth and returned to the bed and saw that he was preparing the sofa for the night. That made me happy and relieved. "I am sleeping on the sofa!" he said. "Thank you!" I said smiling. Chapter 14. I woke up very early and saw Nick still sleeping on the sofa. I decided to take a shower before Nick wakes up. While in the shower, once again I became very aware of the extreme changes on my body: my breasts were somewhere between a A-cup and a B-cup, my waist was thinner than ever, I had lost a great amount of muscles in my arms and legs (which I had severely lacked in the first place), my skin felt really soft and smooth and so on. I looked down at my groin and inspected my healing new pussy and then washed it carefully. Getting aware of my body changes, I felt really petite and delicate. A strange feeling overwhelmed me: I felt weak and helpless and being aware of the fact that I was constantly in danger didn't help. I thought about how more terrifying the whole situation would had been if Nick had left me. I thought about how secure I had felt when he was holding me. The thoughts about having Nick around me continued until I started to think about how my body strength was nothing compared to his and how petite my body was compared to his unmistakably athletic and muscled body. Muscles! Yes, I was thinking about his muscles! I thought 'His arms are probably three to four times thicker than my arms! They are probably thicker than my thighs'. As I was thinking about Nick (more specifically his body), I was also gently washing myself. I was gently washing my breasts when another shocking fact hit me: my nipples were standing out and were extremely sensitive. 'Am I aroused?' I thought! Immediately, I was aware of other things. I felt the moist inside my vagina! I didn't know what should I do! I just froze there under the running water for a few moments and then I shouted, "No! this is not happening!" By 'this', I meant 'getting aroused whiling thinking about my best friend'. I needed my aroused body to return to its normal state as soon as possible. So, I tried to think about other stuff but it didn't help a lot. After the shower, I put my panties, bra and pajamas on. I noticed that I seriously need to go shopping. 'I need a few panties, bras and less revealing outfits,' I thought. When I left the bathroom, I saw Nick waiting for me. I immediately felt awkward as I remembered myself horny in the shower. Hopefully, I hid my awkward feelings pretty well. "Finally! Can I use the bathroom now?" he complained. "Morning Nick! How long have you been waiting for me?" I asked. "About half an hour!" he said as if it is apparent. He rushed into the bathroom and said. "Get ready, we have only two hours!" and then he closed the door. A few minutes later I heard the water running in the shower. Then he was singing. 'Oh my god! He is terrible at singing!' I thought. Meanwhile, I was drying my hair and getting ready. By the time Nick left the bathroom with the towel wrapped around his waist, I was ready in my green dress and black heels (I didn't have any other options). "Wow! You look stunning." he said with a genuine smile. "I will be ready in a few minutes!" And he left to wear his cloths. He first wore his khaki pants and then his white shirt. "Nick!" I called him. He looked back at me. "I need some stuff to buy!" I said. "What kind of stuff?" he asked. "Well... mostly cloths. Most of my things were in the safe house." I said. Somehow my answer made me embarrassed. Somehow, I knew, 'I need cloths' means 'I need female cloths' and that thought made me embarrassed in front of my best friend. "We don't have time now. Once we are in LA, you girls can go shopping as much as you want!" he said, kindly smiling. But there was one piece of information in his answer that made me confused! 'You Girls!' I repeated silently with myself. There were two problems. One, he was thinking of me as a girl now! And Two, who are the other girls? "Girls?! I am a girl now?!" I asked. He hesitated a bit to reply but finally he made serious look and said, "Yes, you are EMMA!". Obviously, he was not happy that I was not taking my role seriously. In part, he was right: one mistake could have cost our lives. I could see his point. "Who are the other girls?" "Which girls?" He was confused. ".. that I go shopping with," I said with a lower voice. Again, I felt embarrassed. Somehow the idea of going shopping with other girls made me aware of my forced femininity! "Aha!" He laughed (but I couldn't guess why!?) "you know her! Jenny!" Jenny is Nick's younger sister who lives in LA. She visited Nick many times during the last few years. Once she stayed longer for a couple of months. I used to hang out a lot with her during that period. I can even say that I kind of liked her but I never asked her out for many obvious reasons! Maybe, not too obvious! "Jenny! Your sister?!" I asked shocked. "Yes! My father and she will pick us up in the airport!" he said very calm. "Your father?!" I asked even more shocked now! "Do they know about what happened to me?!" "Yes, my father like everyone else in the country knows what happened to Lucas. But he doesn't know anything about Emma!" "Why did you tell them that we are going to LA?" I asked still in a low voice but I was certainly annoyed! "You put everyone in danger!" "Last night, I thought a lot about what Ben said yesterday. Nobody knows that you were Lucas, otherwise we would have been captured by now. So, I thought you can just be a random girl, who is called Emma and happens to be my girlfriend. This WAS and IS the plan. Right? So, I thought, if this plan should work, everything should be as natural as possible. And therefore, if after a long time I visit my parents for the first time, they will come and pick me up in the airport. This is just natural. Also, I didn't use the fake ID to book the flight! Because, that could raise more suspicious!" 'What! He didn't use the fake ID?' I thought. My head of spinning. I sat on the bed and then looked at him! I was angry! "How can he be so careless?! They will follow you! They will find me!" I shouted very loud. My voice had developed a way higher pitch during the last week so it looked like that I was screaming. "Don't worry!" he came towards me and sat in front of me looking directly into my eyes. "Try to be calm Emma! I know! They may be monitoring us at this very moment. They probably hope that I contact Lucas, which I haven't as far as they are concerned. The fact that we are not captured yet says a lot." he said in a calm tone. "You are saying that they have probably found us but they think I am your girlfriend?!" I asked calmer. Although, I was calmer but hormones work in strange ways. I was all choked up. He nodded with a very kind smile. "How can you be so sure?!" I asked as I was fighting back my tears. I think he somehow felt my insecurity because he decided to sit beside me and hugged me firmly. As a result, I silently started to cry. "I am not honey." he said. "But, I think this is our best chance. You know that I would never do anything to harm you." I wanted to shout back at him, "Don't call me 'Honey'," but it somehow felt so good to be held like that and to hear that I am not alone in this and how much he cares about me. So I stayed silent. As he was holding me He continued "If I use my fake ID, it will raise suspicions soon or later. If I use my own ID, they don't have any reason to be suspicious." "But what if [sniff] someone recognizes me?" I asked with teary eyes. "God [was he getting tired of my insecurity?]! Emma! Even I haven't recognized you the first time I saw you as Emma!" he said. A minute later, I was not longer crying. I freed myself from his tight hug and looked at him and said, "Thanks for taking so much risk for me!" I said and formed a smile. "I would do anything!" he said while smiling back at me "Besides, I get to be with the MOST beautiful girl in the world," he joked. I didn't liked his joke and I hit him on his arm. I don't know if I can consider that as hitting! There was no way I could hurt him; he was simply way stronger that me and I knew it. He had been already way stronger even when I was Lucas. He didn't retaliate, which made both of us chuckle. Before leaving the room, Nick did my injection and the we headed to the lobby. After we checked out and when we were waiting for the taxi in front of the hotel, Nick surprised me by saying, "I meant it!" "You meant what?" I asked confused. "That you are REALLY beautiful!" he replied. It felt strange, being complemented like that by my best friend who made my new feminine body aroused during the morning shower. The complement brought a mixture of feelings. On the one hand, the complement reminded me of my new femininity and that was very embarrassing. On the other hand, the fact that he didn't disgusted me was nice and calming. Yet, I wanted to protest and thus I looked up at him (even in my 3-inch heels, I was around 3 to 4 inches shorter than Nick so I had to look up at him). He also looked down at me and for a few moments we both were speechless. I was speechless. I couldn't even breathe. Like magic!! Was it because of his eyes? I don't know! "Hey! Taxi has arrived!" Nick interrupted our long eye contact. "Oh!" I exclaimed. Nick walked a bit faster, opened the back door of the taxi and then held it open as I got in. The drive to the airport was very awkward, during which I said no word and mostly was looking down at and playing with the hem of my dress. We arrived at the airport one hour before the flight. Nick paid the taxi and we marched towards the entrance of the airport, hand in hand (I had to let Nick hold my hand! I had to play my role). While entering the airport, I noticed a few men looking at me. That made me extremely nervous. I separated my hand from Nick's. Instead I walked closer to him, held his left arm and whispered very nervously. "Nick, people are looking at me!" "Who?" he whispered back. "Those men on your left side!" I whispered. I was trying to hide myself behind Nick. Nick, made a quick glance and then whispered back, "They are not!" "They were looking! I swear!" I whispered. He chuckled. "Honey! Stop being paranoia! They were looking at a beautiful girl!" 'Honey' again! I wanted to protest, but I couldn't. I was terrified of being recognized. I had to play the boyfriend-girlfriend game and try to attract as little attention as possible! So I just made a fake smile. Once we got inside the plane, I was more relaxed. The flight was long and I felt tired as the result of the injection, so I decided to take a nap. Nick said he would stay awake and read some stuff related to his future career. A few minutes later, I was asleep. Chapter 15. I woke up a few hours later with the plane shaking as a result of turbulences. My head was resting on Nick's broad arms. I pictured myself in that position. A very attractive girl -in a pretty green dress and a matching purse on her lap- rested her head on her boyfriend's shoulder. It felt weird. So, I immediately took an upright position and that drew Nick's attention. "Hey there! You are awake!" he said joyfully. "I got so bored." "How long was I asleep?" I asked sheepishly. "About 4 hours!" he replied. "WOW!" I said, very surprised. "This drug makes me sleep all the time." Nick nodded. But then he joked, "It is actually turning you to a sleeping beauty!" Then he added, "And I am not complaining!" with a big grin. I have to admit, it was funny! So I giggled. But he made a serious face. For some strange reasons, I didn't protest to be called 'beautiful'. I reasoned, I could be called worse things like 'weirdo', 'freak', or even 'ugly bitch'! But the feeling was still as awkward as before. It was awkward that my best friend, with whom I used to go to bars, watch football, and hit on girls, was referring to me as 'beautiful'; not once, but multiple times. 'Does he really think of me as beautiful?' I thought. Generally speaking, it is extremely difficult to read Nick's mind. I can never know if he is serious or joking. About two hours later, the plane landed in LA. Before exiting the airport, in the corridor, we were walking hand in hand. Nick was walking with bigger steps and -since I was wearing 3-inch heels- it was really difficult for me to walk side by side with him. "Nick!" I said trying to catch my breath. "Could you please walk a bit slower!?" I asked. "Huh!" he exclaimed. He was comprehending for a few moments during which time he was looking at me head to toe. Once he noticed that I were wearing heels he said, "Of course, honey!" with a kind smile. A few minutes later, as we were exiting the baggage area and were entering the arrival area, I saw Nick's sister and dad were waiting for us (or only Nick). Once they noticed Nick, they waved at us and Nick waved back. A few seconds later, we joined them and they greeted Nick with hugs. Once Jenny hugged Nick, she said, "I am so sorry for what happened to Lucas." With a very sad look. He replied "It is fine sis!" I could see that she is surprised by Nick's indifferent reaction. Then, his dad looked at me with a mountain of curiosity. "Aaand, who is this beautiful lady?" Nick's dad asked while looking at me and then at Nick. "Aha, This is Emma!" Nick said. "Wow! You never mentioned you have a girlfriend!" Jenny asked surprised and enthusiastic. "Oh my god! You are so beautiful!" she was always so nice to people. 'She was very nice to me when I was Lucas.' 'WAS! Damn! The whole role play thing confused my mind as well! Do I think that I am no longer Lucas?!' I thought! The she approached me and introduced herself. Of course, I already knew her and her dad. I have attended Susan's [Susan was Nick's twin sister] funeral. "Let us leave already! Your mom couldn't just wait to see you!" said Nick's dad. "Where are your luggage?" "No luggage! Errrrr!" he looked at me. "A...Apparently they are lost! They will call us when they find them." Nick replied. "Really?! Shouldn't you submit a form?" said Jenny. "I have already...!" Nick started to say but then he paused. "Let's not wait here too long! I will explain everything when we get home! OK?! Let's go," Nick said and we went towards the car. In the car, Jenny who was sitting on the passenger seat turned back at Nick and me and said. "Nick, you didn't mention over the phone why you suddenly decided to visit us?" "I wanted to visit for a long time already! I needed a break!" he said. "You know! with my job -how I hated it- and with what happened to Lu... !" I looked at him very surprised. 'Is he going to tell them the truth?' I thought 'no he can't do that!' Hopefully Jenny interrupted him. "You did the right thing! We really missed you and we were really worried about you! Plus, now we get to know your lovely Emma!" Then she was smiling at me. I thought 'Oh, she thinks I am HIS Emma! Not just Emma!'. The thought made me blush (or just embarrassed [I couldn't differentiate]). Half an hour later we arrived at Nick's parents' house. It was a big house with many rooms. His mother was waiting for us in front of the door. She hugged Nick for a long time. While hugging him, she had a brief eye contact with me over his shoulders. "Hi!" I said very shyly. I had seen his mother during his sister's funeral and had talked to her many times during the period that Nick had a very difficult time! But now it was different. I should play Nick's girlfriend. "Hi," she said with a big smile and then she looked at Nick. I could see the sparkles in her eyes. She had told me [when I was Lucas] that she was so worried that Nick hadn't dated anyone after Susan's accident. Nick introduced me. She shook my hand and greeted me with some kisses. Then she welcomed everyone inside. When we were settled inside, Nick asked everyone's attention and said, "I have to tell you something and I am going to go straight to the point... I know you have followed the news and I also HAD TO lie to you when you called me during the last week... But Lucas is alive!" I didn't expect that! 'What is he doing?!' I thought. "WHAT?" Said Jenny as she leaned forward! His mom and dad were speechless and obviously shocked. "Well, it is a very long sto..." He was trying to continue where I interrupted him. "Nick, can we talk first?!" He looked down at me and said, "Don't worry honey!" and then he put his both hands on my feminine shoulders and said, "We have to tell them. We need their support and help. Do you trust me?" He was waiting for my reaction while I was looking up at him. I had confusing thoughts. If my identity was revealed to them, I could be Lucas around them. I wanted to be Lucas and be treated like a Lucas. But that was not guaranteed. I thought that they would probably hate me for being a freak! Plus, I didn't want to risk anything that could blow my cover because the thought of being kidnapped was extremely scary. After a few seconds, I shook my head but didn't say anything. "Wait a second!" Jenny said confused and very curious. "What does she have to do with Lucas?" Nick looked at me speechless! He was waiting for me to say something. Perhaps he was waiting for me to change my mind. "NO WAY! NO FUCKING WAY!" Jenny shouted. "You ARE Lucas!" I just froze. Jenny and I were having a very long eye contact. 'What should I say now? What is she thinking? How could she recognize me? How did she guess? Is it that obvious?' I thought. "She was Lucas! She is now Emma!" Said Nick. I looked daggers at him. I was furious. Very furious. I didn't see it coming. I was betrayed by my best friend and I felt strange [angry for sure; but also embarrassed or just uncomfortable; I cannot be sure] in front of his family. Nick's parents were so shocked! They were just looking. They didn't say anything. I thought 'They think I am a freak!' I couldn't hold myself anymore. I was very hormonal. I was on the verge of tears. I managed to excuse myself and left to the room Nick's mom had prepared for us. Once inside the room, I loudly shut the door. A few seconds later Nick knocked. "Emma, what happened? Are you ok?" "Go away!" I shouted. "Why? Can I come in?" he said. "I SAID go away!" I shouted louder. I could hear Jenny talking to Nick, "You need to let her be alone for a while!" And then they left me alone. For the next ten minutes, I was crying and crying until I heard another knock. Emma opened the door and said, "Emma! Can I come in?" She was always really nice to me and she didn't do anything wrong. I couldn't be possibly mad at her. Honestly, although I didn't want to confess, I needed someone to conform me. So, I nodded. She came inside and sit beside me. After an awkward moment of silence, she said. "I am so happy that you are alive." And then she hugged me. The hug made me cry again. She hugged me harder and her breasts met mine and that brought a strange feeling. The feeling was not sexual. It was rather feminine and comforting. A few minutes later, I was done crying. "Thanks," I murmured. "No problem, Honey!" she said. "Just tell me if you need anything! Ok?" Jenny also started to treat me like a girl or a child. I remained silent. To answer her question, I just nodded 'YES'. "Ok. You are not angry with us! Right?" she asked in a very calm and comforting tone. "No, not you! Only Nick!" I replied. "He always makes decisions for me!" "I know... Nick is often a bit bossy around people he cares a lot!" she said with a pout. "He just told us everything about your cover and also about the safe house and stuff. I think that it is a good idea that he shared this with us! We can help, honey!" "Look, he doesn't ask me! He just told you everything without asking me!" I said angry. "Wouldn't you want to share these with us!?" Jenny asked. "I don't want to put you in danger. The more you know, the more you are in danger," I replied. "But don't you think we would be in more danger if you haven't told us?" Jenny asked. She had a point but I was still angry with Nick. I put my hands on my face and said, "I don't know Jenny, I am still angry with him. I feel betrayed. I would probably agree if he had asked me, but he didn't!" "You are right! That is how Nick sometimes behaves!" she said. "He wants to protect you! "Protect me? I am not a child!" I said surprised. "I know honey! I think he just loves you so much! He cannot help it!" she said. I rolled my eyes. "WAIT? He Loves me?!" "I am not sure if he is IN LOVE with you honey!" said Jenny. "But he is obviously so crazy about you!" "He cannot love me! I am a boy!" I said. "Emma! Honey! I know you are confused a bit about your condition. But, you are certainly a girl. You look like a girl and you act like a girl. And there is nothing wrong with that." Said Jenny. I was feeling drained. I thought that I could be Lucas for Jenny and her parents at least for a while, but she already thought of me as Emma. Besides she was thinking that Nick might be in love with me. 'Nick can't be in love with me!' I thought 'He just plays his role!' Then she reached a bag on the floor and gave it to me. "Here are some more comfortable things for you to wear. I think they will fit." And then she looked at my outfit. "Or do you want to stay in that pretty dress of yours all the time?!" she teased. "Thanks," I said as she was handing me the bag. "I can't wait to get out of this dress and these shoes are killing me!" "Oh! I'll bring you some slippers!" she said and left the room. I looked into the bag. There were a pink (with white patterns) sleeping pajama set, a black leggings and a long white shirt with a red print on it. I didn't want to sleep yet, so I removed my dress and put the leggings and the white shirt on. It was way more comfortable. A minutes later, Jenny came back and brought me some pink slippers which I put on. "You look perfect," she said with a happy tone. "The dinner is almost ready. Let's go downstairs!" "Is Nick still there?!" I asked. She gave me a puzzled look! "Of course, he is there! Where can he go?" "I don't want to talk to him!" I said. "Just for dinner!" she pleaded. "Fine! I join!" I said. We went downstairs. Nick and his dad were watching some sport and Nick's mom were in the Kitchen. The dinner's table was not set yet. I didn't want to join Nick, so I just went to Kitchen together with Jenny. Nick's Mom [whose name is Michele], hadn't talked to me since she knew I was actually Lucas. I didn't know what she was thinking about me, so I was a bit nervous as I was entering the kitchen. All my worries subsided when she approached me and hugged me as hard as possible like a mother would hug her daughter. And then she cried. 'Why is she getting so emotional?' I thought. I was surprised by Nick's mom reaction! "She couldn't stop crying since she heard the news that you are dead!" Jenny explained. "You might not know it but you were kind of a part of our family since we met you! Nick was always talking about you! We all love you because the support you gave Nick!" It was really nice to receive such a positive emotional feedback specially when I expected it the least. I helped Jenny and Michele to set the table. And we chatted about different things. I was informed that I am almost the same size as Jenny and I could borrow cloths from her. Jenny and I even planned a few shopping trips and we talked about other arrangement. Once the table was set, Michele invited Nick and his father [Robert] to join us. I sat as far as possible from Nick. Nick smiled at me but I gave him a blank look. Before dinner when our wine glasses where full, Robert raised his glass and said. "To our beloved guest, Emma." Everyone did raise his/her glass and then he looked at me. "Emma, you are welcome here as long as you wish." I smiled and thanked their hospitality and kindness. The dinner went on smoothly. Jenny and Robert joked a bit about their jobs. Robert was an Surgeon and Jenny was a final-year medical student. Nick and I were silent. The silence between us was getting more and more awkward. Hopefully, the dinner finished soon enough. After dinner, I excused myself saying "I feel very tired, if you don't mind, I go to our room and rest a bit." As I left to my room, while I was on the stairs, I noticed that Nick was also following me. So I quickly ran to the room and closed the door. "Emma, I want to talk!" he said from the other side of the door. "Not now Nick, I am tired!" I said. I was less angry. Part of me even wanted to talk to him but I decided that the time hasn't arrived yet. "Where should I sleep?" he asked sounding annoyed. "I don't know! Not here!" I replied with an indifferent tone. Chapter 16. Hi guys, I must apologize for leaving this story for months. The problem was I became super busy for a while and didn't have time to write as much as I wish I could. Things will become less busy in the future, I hope. I try to write shorter chapters but I will definitely want to finish this story.
I hope that I receive many of your constructive remarks regarding the story, the plot and my language mistakes :) Enjoy :)