Passenger Seat Sister
By Jena Corso
Edited By Angela Meyers
Chapter Nine
"To see if you can fix your lips after a blow job?" laughed his sister.
"I'm confident by now you can."
"You bitch!" Craig breathed a sigh of relief. "You wanted to see if I
really wanted to blow boys?"
"Well you were really adorable, but quite the brat today," laughed Tara.
"You passed, pumpkin patch girl."
"Oh my gawwdd I hate you," said Craig, shaking his head and folding down
the visor.
"No you don't." Tara drove as he was fixing his lips. "And your lips rock
in that color."
"They do, right? And I want to hate you," said Craig, loving the shimmer
from his lips and fussing with his hair in the mirror. "But I love my
hair too much like this, so I can't at least until I learn to do my hair
like this on my own."
"Yeah good luck with that, bitch," joked Tara as they were laughing all
the way.
It would be ten more minutes of teasing and giggling with each other
until finally Tara pulled over the car at the curb. She checked her text
messages before texting back and then looked up at Craig curiously.
"Ok, before I text back to confirm Ariana because I'm thinking today is
your lucky day girl," said Tara, getting excited and animated. "Please be
super honest sis, because I think this could be a score."
"Sure," nodded Craig.
"Ok, so you're still hot to get into a cheer outfit that I think you are
going to rock, then I can hook you up with the right one," said Tara.
"But I need to make sure that's what you really want?"
"You know those are my favorite," sighed Craig. "I've wanted that even
more than Batgirl!"
"Ok, I'm just making sure that's what you've really dreamed of being in,"
said Tara, texting before looking up at him. "And also not trying to just
look hot so my sexy my cheer sister can hook up with the wrong boy,
correct? Promise me?"
"Definitely not! Promise!" replied Craig confidently. "So you found a
costume place with much better ones than the ones you hated on me?"
"I didn't hate them, but if I'm taking you trick or treating like the
little sister I want," Tara said. "Well then I figure you should be the
cheerleader you want to be later, right?"
"Yes!!" nodded Craig, getting excited. "Yes! Please!"
"Fine, then get out and go break up with your boyfriend," said Tara. "I
want no loose ends, and I want to know you're doing this for yourself,
not some loser."
"I don't understand," said Craig. "You know I have no boyfriend, and are
you talking about Lucas?"
"Yup, puke boy himself," said Tara, texting on her phone. "There's ten
minutes left in his flag football game, so break up with him when it's
over and let's leave nothing to chance."
"But I'm not even dating him?" said Craig. "And at a football game?"
"It's flag football, not real football. He's a pussy. Girls play flag and
you deserve better," Tara explained. "Now after your stupid text reply,
what do you think he thinks?"
"Uuummm?" said Craig. "I'm not sure?"
"Of course you are? He sent you flowers and you led him on," said Tara,
digging through his pocketbook and taking out a case. "Now trust me I'm
an expert on boys and you know that. Now put these on, they look cute on
you and make you look smarter! Tougher! You still want to look hot, but
you don't want to look too hot. Now go do it."
"Shit!" Craig sighed as she slid on his glasses. "No doubt you're an
expert, but he can't think I'm his girlfriend? He puked his lungs out at
me?"
"And quickly got over that," said Tara, reaching over and opening the
door handle. "Now go fix it. Be quick, direct and an even a bitch if you
need to be, but don't leave any room for misunderstanding, because I'm
thinking if you don't then just maybe you're right about one thing?"
"Finally!" snarled Craig. "And what's that?"
"That if you don't, he might just come ringing the doorbell and then
you'll have a much bigger problem," laughed Tara before glancing down at
her phone. "Seven minutes! Now go stand there and cheer like a pretty
girlfriend and then dump his sorry ass. Now get out and I'll watch from
across the field out of sight, just in case but you won't need me!"
Out of the car they went walking into a small complex with a couple of
fields. He walked right down the middle, looking around and then easily
spotting Lucas catching a pass. He was clearly one of most athletic kids
on the field, making a few kids miss before they pulled off his flags as
Craig just stood there quietly watching.
When the play began, Lucas was sprinting his way towards the sideline and
something triggered his attention towards Craig as they made eye contact
before Craig lifted his hand, wiggling his fingers and delivering a girly
wave.
As the pass whistled past Lucas, just missing his face, Craig had to
duck, almost falling on his ass as they both barely picked up the ball in
the air, instead exchanging a relieved smile that they avoided some
embarrassment. They shared a single gasp without speaking as Craig
responded with a wink before wiggling his hips, straightening his skirt
as he knew now he had Lucas's attention.
For the last few minutes, Lucas was no factor in the game as his team
could muster no answer with their best player distracted. After
handshakes and some boys being boys, arguing and blaming each other,
Lucas raced over as Craig was waiting.
"Hey," said Lucas, catching his breath. "I had no idea you were coming?"
"Well kids like me love sports as you know already, and I'm the type
that's always full of surprises," said Craig, squishing his cheeks.
"Right?"
"Kinda," nodded Lucas, checking him out. "And I barely recognized you
with the glasses and your hair like that. It looks so..."
"Curly? I like to change it up a lot as you know," Craig replied,
standing there looking bored and twisting one of his curls. "Tough game
huhh?"
"Yeah," said Lucas. "We lost."
"I saw," said Craig, looking down, extending his nails and looking at his
fingers, "7 to 14, right?"
"Yup. That's out first loss," replied Lucas with a smirk. "And I thought
you knew football? I think you mean 14 -7."
"Yeah? Whatever? And you call that football?" said Craig, rolling his
eyes.
"Uuummm," Lucas stuttered, all insulted. "Well it's a little different
that regular football if that's what you mean?"
"Maybe? But at least the outfits are much cuter," smiled Craig, touching
Lucas's leg, momentarily feeling the material and then biting his finger.
"And you look really good in those tight pants. Isn't that what really
matters?"
"I'm thinking not, but I guess I'm glad you noticed, and thanks," Lucas
replied flattered.
"You're welcome, and I notice more than you think," said Craig, patting
his arm and glancing down. "But I didn't come just to see cute boys in
tight pants, and I needed to see you."
"Still mad?" asked Lucas.
"Wouldn't you be?" said Craig, putting his finger near his lips. "But
don't answer that! I wanted to thank you for the flowers. They're
beautiful."
Just as he finished that point, he leaned in, planting the softest kiss
on Lucas's face, making sure to deliver the most perfect mark on his
cheek. As he pulled back admiring the red stain, he reached down,
grabbing his hand and then peeked over, seeing his teammates watching
intently.
"You're welcome," said Lucas, feeling cool now.
"And I figured we could talk for a minute," said Craig, stepping back.
"You know face to face."
"Sure, and before you say anything, I wanted to thank you for coming?"
mumbled Lucas. "I've never had a girl come watch me before."
"And you still haven't though, have you?" said Craig, looking at him with
some attitude.
"Damn right I have, and please let me apologize for last night too," said
Lucas. "I was a jerk and you didn't deserve any of that. You just shocked
me and ...."
"And I need you to shut up and we'll put this to bed," said Craig,
putting his hands on his hips and then pointing his nail at him. "Damn
right you were a jerk, and I won't see you again. Now I wanted you to
hear it from my lips and not some impersonal text that could have been
misinterpreted."
"So like you're breaking up with me? That's why you came here?" said
Lucas, making a face. "We weren't even really going out?"
"No, and who's loss is that?" said Craig, shaking his head. You could
have had the perfect deal with a girlfriend who'd dress hot for you
without any of the drama bullshit, and no worries if you wanted to hang
out with the boys or play sports, but you fucked that up by making some
bad assumptions you know nothing about!"
"Wait? Assumptions?" gulped Lucas. "Don't walk away. Tell me more. Maybe
I did? That sounds amazing."
"Sorry," replied Craig, walking away and wiggling his ass.
"Please give me a second chance," said Lucas, racing in front of Craig,
stopping him and grabbing his hand.
"Ahhhh no," said Craig, pulling away his hand and walking around him.
"Come on," said Lucas, racing in front of him again and putting his hands
on Craig's shoulders to stop him. "You really are the hottest girl I've
ever seen. Please! One last shot!"
"Fuck up my curls and you'll see how really hot I can get," said Craig,
pushing his hands off his shoulder looking him in the eyes, noticing how
pale he was.
"Sorry," said Lucas, nervously looking at him. "What a dick I am? But
please.... how about one last hug?"
"Fine?" huffed Craig, feeling bad, rolling his eyes and stepping back
towards him.
Craig took a breath, reaching in, hugging him and then Lucas sighed,
loving the feeling and hugging him back. The little touches felt amazing
as Craig wanted to forgive him, but knew he shouldn't as his hands rode
up his back towards his hair. Lucas's fingertips beneath his curls
reminded him of their first cuddle as Harley's pigtails wiggled playfully
against his cheekbone, and his breath on Craig's neck invoked the
stimulating recollection of the night before' s love bite. When
goosebumps returned, he knew this was a bad idea and needed to push away
but instead he moved his lips towards his ear.
"So I still think you're an asshole, but if you promise not to ever send
shit to my house again, since my mother doesn't know about this side of
me, then maybe we can have a future conversation," whispered Craig into
his ear during the hug. "Maybe?"
"Really?" gulped Craig, "Then we're not broken up?"
"Oh we damn well are, but since I can feel how much you do really do like
me, then just maybe I'll text you to hook up at the Fright fest in a few
weeks when my mom is away again," whispered Craig into his ear again
before briefly stealing a nibble on his lobe and momentarily sticking his
tongue is his ear, kissing it before ending the hug. "Maybe?"
He pushed away now, not turning back and out the gate he went toward the
car. As he got there, his sister was already inside as he got in and
buckled up.
"So looks like you did it?" asked Tara, pulling away. "You ok?"
"Yeah," nodded Craig, looking ready to tear up. "That was a lot harder
than I thought!"
"Not as hard as it appears you left him." Tara reached over, grabbing his
hand.
"Please do not go there again," said Craig, almost laughing and crying at
the same time.
His emotions cracked up his sister even further as they laughed for a few
minutes and then he needed to blow his nose and wipe his tears. He looked
in the mirror, lifting his glasses wiping under his eyes and then reached
over, taking his sister's hand again.
"Nice touch at the end with the hug," said Tara.
"Thanks," nodded Craig. "Always leave them wanting more, right?"
"Absolutely!" smiled Tara, glancing over as she drove. "You did break up
with him though, right?"
"You saw me do it, didn't you?" sighed Craig.
"Yeah," nodded Tara. "But I also saw that hug lasted quite a while, and
I'm maybe thinking you might not be over him?"
"You saw me feeling bad," said Craig, looking out the window. "Now can we
please just go try on some cheer costumes like you promised? I want to
enjoy whatever time I have left today, please."
"As you wish, princess," joked Tara. "Cheer to cheer up my sister. I've
been on that shit like you can't imagine, and you are going to really owe
me this time."
"I owe you for everything," said Craig, turning towards her.
"You mean like for helping feel the way you've always wanted to, or for
fucking up your brain," teased Tara.
"Definitely both," laughed Craig. "Now stop getting me emotional or you
will be helping me redo my entire face."
"Like that should be an issue?" said Tara, parking the car. "But before
we go try some stuff on, we'll start by getting your contacts in, ok?"
"Cool," said Craig, turning towards him as she pulled out the solution.
"We're at the costume store already?"
"Not exactly," said Tara, putting the first one in for him. "But yeah?"
"You're not the Joker now, so stop with the riddles?" said Craig as in
went the next one. "Now please, I really want a costume like this even
more than any other."
"Yup, I know," said Tara, pulling back away from the curb and then
turning into a big athletic complex.
"Then why are we here?" Craig asked, looking around. "Isn't this where
mommy would drop you for cheer practice?"
"Yup, it's our Cheer Club's headquarters, and that my darling sister is
our practice field," said Tara, pulling into a spot.
"Oh gawwdd! I recognize the background and the turf," smiled Craig,
looking all around. "Another Pucciarelli memory! Don't tease me like
that, because I'd love to do some pictures there. Mom has so many of them
with you posing there."
"I know," said Tara. "This place brings back some of the best memories
for me. It was amazing, and I can't wait to take some of you there.
Ready?"
"Uuuum?" said Craig. "Don't we need to go get the costume first?"
"Well I thought since you loved mine so much," smiled Tara, softly
reaching over and touching his hand. "You'd rather take them as a Cheer
Elite girl like I did."
"Oh myyy gawwddd, you know I would!" squealed Craig, getting excited.
"I'm so happy you changed your mind about banning me from wear your
uniform. I love it so much."
"Yeah that's the thing," said Tara, handing him a form. "I didn't, so all
you need to do is take this in with you. I've got everything arranged."
"What the hell are you talking about?" Craig looked down. "This is a
cheer try out form. Are you telling me to go try out?"
"Not exactly, but kind of," said Tara. "Today is junior try outs for
seventh and eighth grade girls, and you're already all signed up. I
arranged everything with one of my old co-captains and one of my besties
Jennifer, so all you have to do is walk in and hand her the form."
"Jennifer Caruso?" gulped Craig. "But she knows me. She hangs out at our
house?"
"Exactly, so you have nothing to worry about," said Tara. "She's going to
take care of you and hook you up."
"I don't understand Tara?" Craig was confused. "I really don't want
anyone else knowing my business, and all I want is a cheer costume."
"Her older sister Carissa runs the salon where you got your haircut, and
believe me she knew I had no little sister but did anyone treat you
differently or spill the beans?" said Tara. "Did she?"
"Well no. That felt amazing," said Craig, feeling his hair. "But you're
saying she told her sister?"
"She thought you were adorable, and all she did was have Jen call me to
make sure we both knew they'd be there for us if we need anything,
figuring you're going through some things," said Tara. "I told her you
were fine, that this was more a Halloween thing and that we're doing a
bit of experimenting. Now lean forward."
"Well, that's kind of true?" Craig replied as his sister began gathering
some of his hair on top.
"Exactly," laughed Tara, winding in a band and pulling it up. "Your
business is safe with friends like them, and believe me I have more shit
on Jen than you can imagine, so trust me she's telling no one anything
anyway. She's a loyal friend."
"Actually I could use a few of those," said Craig as she tugged at the
ends, pulling it tightly. "But please tell me what's going on?"
"Just a little cheer hair," joked Tara. "No biggie, sis."
"Not what I meant, and you know it," moaned Craig. "Dance class was one
thing? Parties another. But you are seriously not asking me to try out
like a cheerleader? All I wanted was the outfit, and I think I've
experienced way more than enough this weekend. I know nothing about
cheer."
"Sweetie, this is the second round and I helped run these a million times
when I was there," laughed Tara, flicking her wrist. "Ninety percent of
the girls that are there unfortunately will be cut and so will you be
after Jen puts in that she evaluated you and it's a no. You go in, Jenn
is going to hook you up with the uniform and then you get dressed for
your eval, because that's what they do in this round. It's like a private
dress rehearsal that you actually won't be doing, and then out the back
door you'll go your own uniform."
"That's it?" smiled Craig. "But isn't that like I'm sneaking out stealing
one."
"No, actually I have to buy it because technically all the girls that
have made it this far are on the waiting list as reserves. If I could
have swiped one, we'd be done with this without all the fuss. These
freaking people treat these uniforms like gold, and it's not like Jen
will grade you high enough that you'd ever get called in as reserve,"
Tara handed him a check. "I'll tell mom I wanted the new uniform for the
alumni event, which is true, so maybe I might be wearing it in the
spring."
"Fine, I'll share?" laughed Craig, taking the check. "But you're really
sure about this?"
"You do what she says, there's a lot of waiting around doing nothing, and
then text me the minute they release you," replied Tara, reassuring him.
"It's just a time consuming process but I'm thinking you sitting around
in the outfit should work for you and then go right out the locker room
door when you're done. I'll pick you up in the back."
"That's it?" asked Craig. "Wait? In the back? You're not coming in with
me?"
"Can't. No parents or anyone but the girls," said Tara. "You'll be fine,
just like you've been without me at the scary shit or wherever else we've
been. So just go with whatever Jen says and the only thing that's given
you an issue won't be one in there? You know.... Boys?"
"Shut up, and I can't believe I'm doing this but....!" laughed Craig,
taking a breath and opening the door, getting out. "I love that costume."
"Uniform, and move your pretty ass, Ari," laughed his sister. "And trust
me, I'm happy you'll have your own."
Craig wanted to push up his middle finger as he just shook his head and
walked right in. There was a line of five girls before him as he looked
around at the scene, seeing two girls maybe a year or two older than him
at the check in area. They were doing nothing more than collecting
paperwork and updating fields on a laptop as a lobby of another half
dozen girls were watching some Cheer videos on a few big screens. He was
as calm as he'd ever been, comfortable knowing this should be fairly easy
as his excitement to score the outfit he loved that he could soon possess
on his own would shortly overshadow any anxiety.
"Hi, Ariana Pucciarelli," said Craig, handing in his paperwork to a girl
at the desk.
"Thanks, Ariana. I'm Carlie, and I'll take that," said the girl, taking
the form and handing another sheet to the girl next to her. "Sarah will
take the other forms. Take a seat over there and you'll be called
shortly."
"Wait?" said the girl next to her named Sarah. "You're not Tara's sister
are you?"
"Uuumm," nodded Craig. "Yes."
"Holy crap, you look just like her," said Sarah, getting excited. "Guys,
it's a Mini-Puch."
"No way," said another girl, coming over and hugging him. "I love your
sister, and I'm Brittany. I didn't even know there was another Puch?"
"Guess she's making the team?" whispered Carlie.
"Hey ssshhh," said Brittany. "You can't say shit like that. There's like
thirty girls here for like three spots."
"I know, but her sister is a freaking Gaaawwwwd here!" said Sarah. "We
miss her so much. Well at least most of us do?"
"Wow?" said Craig, surprised. "I knew she was good and a captain, but I
guess I didn't know she might be that good."
"She's amazing, and really schooled last year's rookies big time," said
Brittany, looking at them. "Now get back to work, girls."
"Wait?" said Carlie. "Please tell me you have a boyfriend, right?"
"Hopefully two?" said Sarah.
"Me?" said Craig, thinking how he should answer. "Well, not exactly."
"Oh gaawwddd," swallowed Carlie. "Please Ariana. I just got this
boyfriend, and I really like him."
"Shit!" said Sarah, covering her chest. "Me too! We just made six
months."
"Ok?" said Craig. "I'm happy for you girls I guess."
"No, seriously," said Carlie, getting panicky. "Please! I'll carry your
bags, ok?"
"You bitch!" said Sarah, elbowing Carlie. "I was going to do that! But
I'll teach you everything. I'm like the fastest girl here with our eye
makeup routine. It' complicated, but I'll do yours right up."
"Get back to work!" Brittany scolded her before looking at Craig. "But
they're kind of right? Jeez look at you? You're not exactly like Tara
right?"
"Schedules to keep here ladies, and I got this Brit," said Jennifer,
walking in, commanding the room and tapping Brittany before winking at
Craig. "Please be seated, miss. I need this place moving like clockwork,
girls."
Craig went over as a few waiting girls gave him a nasty look as he seemed
to have caused a minor stir witnessed by two or three girls behind him in
line. He could tell some of them must have been gossiping about him and
then he almost shit his pants, noticing a girl from his grammar school
had walked in, apparently also trying out.
He was happy to have a seat along the wall where she really had no eye
contact with him and then finally Brittany called his name to come
forward.
"Ok, Ariana," said Brittany, leading him to a room. "Be seated and Jen
will be in to interview you shortly."
He barely sat down when in came Jen closing the door and running over and
hugging him.
"Oh my gawwdddd Craig... uuumm I mean Ariana," said Jen, squeezing him
tight and then letting go, looking at him. "You look gorgeous in that
outfit."
"Thanks," said Craig turning beet red.
"Don't worry sweetie! For your sister I would do anything, and I am going
to hook you up big time," said Jen. "I heard you are looking to be a
cheerleader for Halloween, so I agree with Tara. Why not be the best! A
Cheer Elite girl, and damn! You already freaking pass with flying
colors!"
"Oh that's what she told you?" asked Craig.
"Yeah I heard my sister gave you a trim and that Tara's been working on
trying to help you to have fun like the little sister she never had,"
said Jen, flicking her wrist and folding over some pages. "Now stand
still, I'm going to size you."
"Oh sure," said Craig, getting excited as the tape went around his waist.
"Thank you so much!"
"Of course, doll! I hope you know she adores you, and I wish more guys
would want to know what it's like?" said Jen, writing down measurements.
"Even just for Halloween? All the shit we do to look good! I think that's
awesome, and don't get mad at me for saying this, but when you put on
that uniform, as pretty as you are already you may not want to take it
off."
"I'm flattered, Jen," smiled Craig. "But it's not like that?"
"You know I'm being polite this whole time right?" smiled Jen. "And me
and Tara are really tight, right?"
"Oh?" mumbled Craig mortified.
"Relax, honey," said Jen, handing him back a form. "It's cool no matter
what, and I wasn't being polite when I said you look beautiful. You do."
"Thank you," said Craig, embarrassed and looking down.
"And then you'll be even more beautiful when you strut you pretty ass out
of here in our new uniform," said Jen, tapping his arm. "It's so hot, and
guaranteed Tara will be jealous."
"That would be funny," perked up Craig, reading the paper. "But I think
I'm a size 2?"
"Maybe in Tara's clothes at home you are, but you measure a zero,
sweetie, and even as skinny as she is, she's got some hips that you
don't," said Jen, turning him and looking at the tag in his denim skirt.
"Yup, zero, and these uniforms are meant to be tight and stretchy for
girls with tight bodies, which you already have hon."
"Gee," smiled Craig, staring down at his measurements again. "Ok, and
good to know."
"Ok, so take this paper down the hall and they'll issue you your
uniform," said Jen, pointing. "Go into the locker room, change and then
put your stuff in a locker. Here's you locker number, lock and then just
go sit in the conference room with the other girls watching the routine
videos. When it's over, I'll call you in for your eval, which you'll
grade poorly on, and then eventually out with the cuts you will go, Miss
Pucciarelli."
"Thank you." Craig hugged her. "I can't thank you enough."
"Can't wait to see you in it, and make sure you read the papers," said
Jen, handing him an entire folder now and a small bag. "Basically no
phones, pocketbook or really anything out of the locker room once you
change, and then you change back, but take the uniform with you when you
leave. Got it?"
"Got it," said Craig, feeling his palms getting sweaty.
"Oh, and I discussed the undergarments with Tara," said Jen, handing him
a bag. "They'll issue you spanks like every other girl, which should
cover whatever you call what you've got holding you in, and in this bag
is what all of us use when we need a little boost. You, my dear, need a
bigger boost but not too big. You're thirteen, and won't be the only girl
in them, so these will do the trick. Peel, squeeze, stick and good luck
Ariana."
He stared down at the bag, dying to open it, yet almost felt faint. He
looked at the papers inside the folder, seeing all the notes and little
checked boxes on the uniform form as he was on pins and needles hurrying
down the hall. He had an onboarding folder just like the real girls, as
there was a waiver obviously signed by his sister, two pages front and
back of detailed hair and makeup instructions, and three pages of rules.
Right up to the window he went, trying to keep his trembling under
control. An older woman took his form, stamping it and then pointing out
a few items on the form she needed to review with him. He listened
intently, growing more excited by the second and once he acknowledged
them, it was like Christmas morning, as item after item began coming his
way. Clear plastic unopened packages were like a tease as he could see
the contents yet not touch them, and little by little turned to a stack.
There were so many more pieces than he expected, but when finally a shoe
box was placed down last and he almost couldn't breathe as for the first
time, he signed his name as Ariana Lynne Pucciarelli in script.
With his arms filled, he could barely see, not even feeling his feet feel
the ground as he hurried through the room to find his locker. He ripped
through the packages like a tornado, finding a sports bra, top, cheer
spanks and a skirt. He stuffed his pocketbook and flats into his locker
before sliding on the little ankle socks and racing over to the handicap
stall to get changed.
He could barely get his clothes off fast enough as he ripped open the
underwear, pulling off his panties and stepping into the stretchy spanks,
feeling great that they covered his make shift gaff, holding everything
in place. It took a minute to figure out how to use the jiggly silicon
additions, reading the instructions twice and testing where they should
be as he pulled on the sports bra. When he thought he had it right, it
felt weird to push them against his flat chest after peeling the sticky
backs, but then it was like they lifted right up when he pinched them in
towards the middle, fastening the clasp. Down came his sports bra, back
over them as it was instantly one of the most exciting moments of his
life. With them fastened together and adhered in place, he for the first
time in his life felt the weight of jiggly boobs.
He could not pull the stretchy Cheer top on fast enough now as he pulled
it over his head and slid his arms inside the long sleeves. When he
straightened it and yanked it down as far as he could, he instantly knew
why she measured him everywhere and even decided his cup size. On a
bustier girl, half his bra would be showing in the short cheer top, but
his was ever so perfect, as being thin and fit was paramount to the
outfit.
He next stepped into the tiny skirt and just zipping it up sent his head
into a spin. He'd done it with little issue just as his sister promised,
never more elated as he'd dressed himself in a girls' locker room as a
cheerleader.
Out he came, proud of himself, skipping and the sliding on the vinyl tile
gliding over to his locker, dying to put on his sneakers. When he opened
the shoe box, it was not at all what he expected, as instead of white
Reeboks, he gasped, seeing a snow white boot. He could not zip them on
fast enough and then needed a minute to breath before opening the plastic
packaging that contained his cheer bow.
He touched it and then placed it down on the bench, almost admiring it's
grandeur for a minute as he closed up his locker. He'd been in more bows
than he could imagine this weekend, yet little ribbons his sister tied in
or Dorothy's looped bows or even this morning's precious orange
decorative pieces would be nothing like this.
He was nervous just touching it as he picked it up, seeing some glitter
stick to his fingers, turning his hands over gently and making sure not a
sequin could be dislodged by his nails. Over to the mirror he walked,
holding it resting atop both palms like it was fine piece of china, and
then slid it off his hands ever so slowly onto the counter.
If his sister hadn't put his hair up in a top half pony, he would have
had a stroke just having to brush out part of his curls to create a spot
to get it in. He could neither ruin any spirals nor wait any longer to
get it atop his head, but luckily she set the stage as he was dying
inside to see the full picture of himself as a Cheer Elite girl. He bit
his lip, unable to control his smile as he bowed his head forward,
closing his eyes and grabbing ahold of the base of his top pony, sliding
his hair through the bows attached stretchy band.
Around once, then again went the band as he stretched it with his fingers
until his most girly instincts took over and he wound it in a few more
ties until it was taut.
When he flipped back his head now and tugged at the ends of his hair
before straightening the bow, he could barely believe where he was or
what he'd done. He stepped back, turning to one side and then the other
with his hands on his hips, as all he could think about was that whatever
angst there was in coming inside to the try outs was now all worth it.
Before long, two more girls had made their way to the lockers and then he
knew he should leave as they began stripping down.
He went into the conference room, sitting quietly, watching instructional
videos with the other girls there as he could see how serious some of
them were watching. For a minute it was almost like he was one of them as
they discussed some routines and memorized cheers, yet he could see how
they glared at each other as competition.
Just being at the table with no one paying him any mind that he wasn't
one to the girls was kind of fun, until the tensions grew deeper, as one
by one girls were called out for their evaluations. As each one would
come back, there seemed to be a mix of emotions from confident to freaked
out, yet he was neither, just relaxed. He sprung from the chair when ten
minutes later Jen called him, and followed her right into the room with a
swagger in his step.
"Oh myy gawwddd, Miss Ariana," said Jen, sitting down. "You look amazing
in that! Your sister will freak the fuck out when she sees you in this
outfit?"
"I know she will, and thank you," said Craig proudly. "I can't wait to
put it on again later for her. It's going to be a really fun Halloween
thanks to you, Jen."
"My pleasure, girl," said Jen, writing on the form. "Ok, so you'll go
back in one more minute, then I'll turn in your form. In ten more
minutes, everyone will be done and then twenty girls will be gone. The
rest will be sent back to the lobby and be the final alternates, of which
you will be one of them."
"Really?" asked Craig confused.
"It's nothing, and you're Tara's sister, which means even without seeing
you, girls think you're good," said Jen, flicking her wrist. "Consider it
a gift because of who you, are and all that does is put you on the short
list which means you get a warm up, cheer bag, sneakers and our road
uniform at no cost. I figured you'd appreciate the apparel."
"Shut up! All that?"! squealed Craig, jumping up from the chair. "As if!"
"Yes," smiled Jen. "Would I b.s you, girl?"
"That's so cool," sighed Craig. "I mean thanks."
"It's ok, and for you, anything! Now you'll get called to my desk for
profile questions, and then after that you just have to sit around until
they do the final cuts, which is sometimes slow," said Jen. "I'm going to
sneak into the locker and steal my phone out for a second to text your
sister so she knows what's happening. See you in a bit."
Craig was on cloud nine, feeling incredible in his outfit and then even
more excited he'd be getting the entire kit. He walked back into the room
without a care in the world, as girls were in anguish, pulling their hair
out.
It was tough to watch though, as so many were sobbing as they were turned
away and then he walked back to the lobby area with the mostly cocky
remaining ten girls.
When his turn came, he went up to the desk with Jen and some others,
answering basic questions. It was really no big deal, already being
coached by Jen on the answers, and then he went to sit back down.
He watched them debate and then he was one of the first girls called back
up and given the bad news.
"Thank you, Miss Pucciarelli," said Jen, handing him a slip of paper and
delivering a wink. "You did well, but unfortunately you'll be an
alternate on our waiting list should something change. Take this to the
uniform window, collect you gear and hopefully you'll be hearing from
us."
He was practically skipping as he walked with a small group of girls who
were emotional wrecks towards the locker room and waited in line for
their gear. After he got his stuff and walked towards his locker to
change, a woman interrupted him as soon as he opened it.
"I do see the resemblance in you, Pucciarelli," said a woman, maybe his
mother's age. "Are you anything like that sister of yours?"
"Thank you," answered Craig politely. "A little bit I guess."
"Hopefully the little is the skilled pretty side of her, and not the
wild, obnoxious side," said the woman.
"No definitely not that side," laughed Craig.
"Well then the rest might be enough," said the woman. "Put your other
stuff in the locker and follow me please, Ariana."
"Follow you?" asked Craig concerned.
"See, there we go! That didn't take long," said the woman, pushing his
stuff in the locker and slamming it. "Simple command, Pucciarelli. Put
your shit in the locker and follow me. Is there a problem already, young
lady?"
"No," gulped Craig.
"Good, because I'm Mrs. Jones, and I run the school in case you didn't
know," said the woman. "Now move your ass, and do you think I didn't
realize why your sister must have brought you here and snuck you in,
princess."
"Oh crap," mumbled Craig.
He looked at the back door, thinking he should make a B-line for the
exit, pretty sure he was outed and then she turned, sternly looking at
him.
"See when I say move your pretty little ass, I mean move it," scolded
Mrs. Jones, opening a door with a key as he now had to walk right through
it.
"Yes ma'am," said Craig, petrified as it closed behind them.
"So do I start by stripping off that uniform and calling your mother, or
should I expect to have your full cooperation," said Ms. Jones, tapping
her nails on the wall.
"Full cooperation," Craig replied.
"Good, then I damn well better get it, and your sister should have known
I would have remembered passing a Pucciarelli through to the second
round," said Mrs. Jones, folding her arms. "I of course know you weren't
here and have no cheer experience whatsoever, dear. I'm not a fucking
fool, and obviously I know exactly why you're here."
"You do?" sighed Craig, ready to piss himself.
"Oh please," scolded Mrs. Jones. "Like I don't know exactly why that
bitch of a sister you have snuck you in?"
"I'm sorry," said Craig. "Don't blame her, blame me. It was her idea, but
I'm the one that wanted to be in this uniform. It's my fault. I'm the one
that would sneak into her room and into her uniform, wanting to know what
it would be like."
"Jeez, brutally honest?" laughed Mrs. Jones. "The apple really doesn't
fall far from the bitch of a tree!"
"Probably not?" said Craig, bowing his head.
"Alright?" nodded Mrs. Jones. "I'm going to make like that bitch didn't
set up any of this, but you will do exactly as I say, no questions asked,
and not even make a peep. Do you understand me, princess?"
"Thank you," said Craig, unable to even look at her. "You'll get no
trouble from me, Mrs. Jones"
"I fucking better not! Get inside, and right now. I don't have all
fucking night," said Mrs. Jones, unlocking another door and grabbing his
arm, pulling him in.
Asked Craig, stunned, seeing half-dressed cheerleaders everywhere getting
ready and people helping them.
"My war room, darling! Kimberly, Candice, over here at once!" said Mrs.
Jones, holding him by the elbow. "Ladies, snap to it. I need her in basin
two, and all hands on deck. She is not the only newbie, and obviously you
started the others, but she's now behind schedule so move it!"
Before he knew what hit him, two women scrambled over and Kimberly was
snapping a cape around his neck, covering his uniform while Candice was
leading him across the room towards a series of red chairs. He was in
their huge makeup room with girls everywhere doing their faces at a long
mirrored counter, while others were doing their hair.
Three or four dozen girls at various stages of being ready were
overwhelmingly distracting, as the next thing he knew, they had seated
him in one of the red chairs and turned on the water.
"What's happening here! Ouucchhh!" moaned Craig as Kimberly pulled out
his bow and then back went his chair. "Isn't this all for girls that made
the team?"
"You're in hair and makeup," said Mrs. Jones as they began saturating his
head. "And you've made nothing. Consider this a trial, as I'd like to get
a better look at you fully put together."
"Really, so you're doing my hair and makeup like the actual team," Craig
asked as they were lathering him up. "And so I'm not in trouble anymore?"
"Kimberly, give me as many shades as you can in twenty minutes please,
and get me a nail tech plus a brow girl here while she tones," said Mrs.
Jones, looking at her watch and then down at him. "Well let's say you'll
be in some hot water for a while, young , and I told you, you damn well
better give me no trouble if you intend to get out of it. Now shut that
Pucciarelli motor mouth, listen and maybe you'll learn something."
When Mrs. Jones spoke, everyone jumped, as quickly a girl rolled over a
table and sat, taking his hand and began working on his nails. Exactly
what they'd be doing to them he had no idea as he stared up at the
ceiling as older woman now appeared, looking down at him and touching his
forehead.
If anyone would be talking to him, he'd have to read lips as Mrs. Jones
pushed some wireless ear buds into his ears and then suddenly on came
some sort of instructional audio.
Above his face she raised what looked like a plastic stencil and pressed
it over his right brow. With a brush she seemed to fill in the stencil
and then quickly flipped it to the other brow. This was quick and
painless, but that was short lived as she lifted it away before he
noticed this long stick with something that looked gooey on the end
approaching him.
With her fingers she pressed his eyes closed, sending his nerves into
shambles inside, instantly worried that they'd reshape them to something
he couldn't conceal, and then before he could even object, felt a warm
stickiness across the bridge of his nose. Moments later, she pressed
down, applying some light compression and then he squirmed in the chair,
feeling some hairs being ripped out.
As he popped his eyes open ready to freak out, the woman just gently
pushed them closed again, continuing her work, touching beneath his left
brow now with the applicator stick. It was already too late to object, as
speedily she worked at the top of his left lid beneath his brow, ripping
off the next strip as he just hoped this wasn't as bad as it possibly
could be.
He tried not to focus on what was now occurring, instead listening to the
instructional audio, which was all about body movements for cheer
routines. As little hairs were being waxed from his brows, he was stuck
there, engrossed in learning positions and then hearing them being tied
to actual cheers.
There was so much going on now when finally the ripping seemed to end at
his brows that even popping his eyes open and seeing the little tweezers
as she looked down on him was barely registering.
In another few minutes, the plucking would soon stop though, as it really
felt soothing to have a moisturizer briefly massaged into his face before
oddly when she finished, his chair began to rise.
After a few inches the rising stopped, as he saw a plastic cap being held
open between Kimberly's fingers and then quickly the elastic would be
snapping over his forehead. When she finished tucking his hair inside, up
rose the chair now to a fully elevated position like how he started, and
then over his left shoulder he watched the big bonnet dryer being rolled
behind him.
Down it came and within seconds on went the heat as he looked around,
still seeing girls everywhere scurrying to get ready. Away walked the
hair and brow ladies over to other girls now, and then he looked down,
seeing his nails being completely re-done.
It was certainly just another distraction, yet not as big a diversion as
seeing gorgeous cheerleader after cheerleader helping each other. He was
watching intently at how they curled their hair or put on makeup, as for
the first time in his life, he could actually stare without being worried
about being glared at like he was a creep.
He loved to glance at his sister getting ready, but that could only be
from afar and for brief periods without being caught. He loved poking his
head in and asking questions about meaningless things when she'd be
getting ready, like he needed her help when of course he didn't, so
typically she would answer him and then send him away or close the door,
annoyed he had disturbed her.
That he no longer had to do now with his dressing secret a thing of the
past, and if Tara thought about all that now she must have known of
course what was happening previously.
Ten minutes under the dryer until the timer went off felt like ten
seconds, as he was never more captivated by women in various stages of
preparation, but that was over now as away rolled the dryer and back went
his chair.
"Eyes closed," Candice stood over him with the metallic gun.
Across his face now blew the soft air, as the motor kicked in and he
relished the sensation of a lightweight foundation being airbrushed on.
When finally it went off and he popped open his eyes while she applied
some concealer, he was getting his first taste of significant bronzer,
with fluffy powder brush with a rounded top.
Across his forehead, cheeks, jawline and then finally his neck went a
color a few shades darker than his skin, as this was nothing like being a
pasty Harley or the bare complexion of an ordinary everyday girl.
Once she'd blended and finally added his blush, on went the water again
as Kimberly had jumped back to his hair. Scrubbing and hosing carefully
now to avoid water in his face was a brief process, and then in went the
conditioner as Candice held a false lash up above his face.
He always wanted to try one as he felt anxious yet excited as it down it
came as she measured it against his. Like a tease, she tried three or
four different ones until she pulled them away and then they were gone
from his line of sight.
It was completely disappointing when instead he saw the colorful pallet
in her hand and then in went her brush as she worked on his eyes. Back
and forth she went as he peeked every chance he got, amazed by the
variety of her selections. Bright colors and shimmery shadows would never
be more exciting, being part of the blend that would touch down on his
eyes, as never more did he want to see the result.
He loved having his sister do his face more than anything, but having
real makeup artists' work on him made it twice as exhilarating. Pencils
on his waterlines, fine brushes at every crease and liquid liner were
like juicy appetizers, before finally he looked up, seeing some glue
squirt across the edge of the long false lashes. When the first one
pressed down and they were rinsing conditioner from his hair, he could
feel a chill in his bones when Candice lifted away her hand.
It was like the most beautiful black monarch butterfly was now fluttering
beneath his brow as he blinked continually while she pressed down the
other one. Back and forth she annoyingly pressed on their edges, until
they were adhered to her liking and then he couldn't help but feel warm
inside, knowing they were bonded to him.
From eye to eye she jumped, carefully combing through his lashes with her
lash brush, blending them together before eventually coating them with
mascara. A black pencil making some fine adjustments to his liner and
then a red one outlining his lips made him her willing human canvas.
Coloring inside the lines with a lip brush after it was dipped into a
bright pallet would bring her canvas to life as it took every muscle in
his face to hold in his smile.
"Mind your nails, Ariana," Kimberly ordered as she raised his chair and
then tapped him to follow, as he knew he was made up just like the other
girls.
With his fingers extended at each side, he followed her to a chair where
she had a series of hair tools like a regular hairdresser and then sat,
never more excited as he caught a glimpse of himself.
It was quick but just as electrifying, as bright lips and bold shimmery
shadows popped off his face, yet only a momentary preview of what would
come as she stepped into his way before pulling the towel off his head.
Into his face dropped some of his wet locks, as instantly what was
previously thrilling became extremely alarming. He knew well the color of
his lifelong dirty blonde hair when wet, except now a more yellow tone
hung as a stringy mess damply against his face.
On went her hairdryer as she brushed and blew it away from his face, as
all he could hope was his eyes had deceived him or they'd done something
temporary like his sister had previously. This though was no chalk or
spray on after the fact treatment, as instead his mind wandered, knowing
he'd sat under the dryer with chemicals on his head under a plastic cap.
She pressed on a pedal, spinning his chair as she dried the left side and
then blew through the back. It was almost better he couldn't see, as she
moved to the right and then finally put down her dryer. She brushed away
from his face and then took the point of her rat-tailed comb, carving a
straight line down the left temple and then the right before twisting the
selection atop his head, then squeezing down a clip.
With the top out of the way, she again dug the point midway through all
his remaining hair on the left atop his ear and began to braid. He
immediately knew the feeling of little braids being tightly woven away
from his left temple and then slightly bending upward towards the crown
of his head. Once the first one was tied off with a small clear band, she
began weaving another from the front just above his ear before tying it
off around the same place. Over to the right she jumped, matching her
work on the left and then both sides of his head sat in symmetry.
His real heart attack came next as she unsnapped the clip atop his head
and then golden locks that were no longer his natural color tumbled down
in his face. She took a minute brushing through it all, and then at the
middle of his head, he felt her scrape across, sectioning. With most of
it still in his face, she held the small section she was working on
straight up tautly and then began backcombing down towards his crown. Up
came her big aerosol can now from her vanity before she flipped back the
section and pulled taut on the next.
"Huhh!" Craig gasped, completely terrified at what he would see when he
really would soon get a good look at the color, yet he was dying to see
the result.
His eagerness would have to wait until she tugged, teased and flipped
back four distinct sections as finally there would be no more hair
sitting in front of his eyes.
Quick douses of hairspray would be followed by the softest strokes of her
comb through all of it now and accompanied by her hands patting down on
her work. Blonde bobbi pins and another clear band would be added to hold
her creation and then a much bigger douse of spray would finish his
front.
When she stepped behind him now and spun his chair back to a mirror into
a locking position, his jaw would be equally locked as he sighed in
shock.
"I'm so screwed," mumbled Craig, seeing the golden blonde locks in a hill
like pouf from temple to temple.
The huge cheer bump just like his sister had always worn now mushroomed
from his head as he gasped at its grandeur and color. He was dying to
reach up and touch it, but his vision was quickly interrupted as she
pressed his head down a bit, brushing from the nape up, gathering the
back of his hair.
Stroke after stoke into her hand was of course a quite familiar feeling,
and then she pulled his head back upright again as behind his puff sat a
high pony. It could not have been more thrilling as she pulled out little
sections, teasing and then spraying them like crazy before she stretched
them between her fingers, winding in her spiral iron.
When the first one came out and she prepared for the next, it was sheer
bliss like he could have never imagined. Perfect spiral curl slightly
smaller than the ones he had earlier from the curlformers now were being
tossed one after the other at each side of his bump. What started the day
as pretty thick ringlets on his shoulders was now becoming a mass of
gorgeous corkscrew spirals, no longer sitting loosely in a curly every
day style, but instead hanging from the pinnacle of his head.
When finally every dangling strand had been twisted and a good three
dozen spiral sprungs had been created, she oddly collapsed all the curls
in her hand, sliding on the band of the bow to the base of his high pony.
He could feel himself getting emotional now as she stretched the attached
band around for the third time, and then it snapped down tightly as there
it was again atop his head.
"Please, Ari," said Kimberly, straightening his face as he was twisting
his neck a little, amazed how this time the bow was centered behind his
huge cheer pouf. "It's getting late, and I need to finish."
"Sorry," said Craig, as his eyes grew wide as up came this very long
curled weft.
It was almost a perfect match to his new hair color, yet was so much
longer than his natural hair. From her vanity now she grabbed a few pins,
stuffing some into her teeth and then held one end of the extension at
the base of his pony.
Never at all did he expect this, as she pinned the end against the knot
of his scrunchie and then began tightly winding it around his curls.
It went around four times in all before she added pin after pin and then
another clear scrunchie to help secure it. From her vanity she took one
more single blonde, straight strand, pinning it to the nub of the pony
and then wrapped it around the trunk, covering the entire base in hair.
When she finished, it looked like his hair itself was the scrunchie, and
then she lifted a scissor from the counter. Out she stretched a few
sections on top, and then stunned him further as curls began flying to
the floor.
"Don't fidget, or I could cut your own hair by accident," said Kimberly
,stopping and straightening his face. "It's just layering to make it look
right, as the extensions are all one length when we wrap them around.
Just know you need to pin it on the same way starting at the top when you
use it again and it'll be perfect, honey."
He almost couldn't believe this mass of curls was now blended with his,
as she layered the extensions above and below his own hair, sculpting a
spiral mane. When finally snippets of blonde twirls had been tossed to
the floor, she stepped back in front of him one last time, lifting and
teasing his hair. The front of the extension behind the bow and his own
hair were no longer distinguishable from each other, as she sectioned and
picked, expanding them exponentially. Every tug of the weft tugged pins
tightly bound and hidden atop his head, yet he didn't mind any pinches at
this point, just anxiously awaiting the result.
She'd fold his hair forward, teasing vigorously above at the roots and
every so often slow down the process, redoing curls from the teased
section down. A few more minutes of this intensity would be nerve
racking, as he was dying to see the result and then after more hairspray
than the rest of his weekend combined rained down on him, she finally
tenderly patted his hair, moving out of his line of sight.
"Holy shit," sighed Craig, in awe of himself.
"So please give me back my ear buds, Miss Pucciarelli, and let's hope you
learned something while you listened to them, missy," said Mrs. Jones,
walking up behind him, slapping away his hands, and taking out his air
buds herself. "Always ask if your nails are dry first, young lady! You
blondes are all the same."
"Uumm yes, Mrs. Jones," replied Craig, marveling at himself in the mirror
as Kimberly pulled off the cape. "But I've never been this blonde."
"Well now you really do look like your sister," said Mrs. Jones, touching
his shoulder and then looking at his fingers. "And they are dry, so get
up, but carefully before you chip them. Two more minutes and you'd be
holding me up, Ariana."
"You're right? This does look like the color she dyed her hair last
year," gulped Craig."This is not washing out, is it?"
"Why would we want that, and it was a dirty mousey blonde without any
pizzazz," said Mrs. Jones, shaking her head. "Plus Tara was a bit more
platinum last year, but how much do you think we can do in a day? You'll
get there eventually, and you think you're in a position to make demands
already, princess?"
"No," said Craig, backing down. "I wasn't making any?"
"Damn right you're not! You haven't even done a single cheer yet," said
Mrs. Jones, slapping her hands. "Ok get all your pretty asses on the bus,
girls. Chop chop ladies!"
"What are you talking about?" asked Craig, hurrying over to her and
interrupting. "I can't get on any bus. I thought you were just evaluating
me, and my sister will be here to pick me up."
"I did, and you passed. If you have one tenth of the talent your sister
had in her pinkie, then you're worth training. Your sister was the
biggest pain in the ass I've ever had, but also the best cheerleader I've
ever had too," said Mrs. Jones, opening a door into the Captain's private
dressing room. "Captains get your asses in here and take a newbie,
please. We leave in thirty second, and they're all about to piss
themselves."
"Huuhh," sighed Craig, covering his nose and mouth, shivering at his
latest predicament.
He was in love with his image, but not what the image would need to do,
suddenly stuck as a blonde Cheer Elite cheerleader. It was all he could
do just to peel his square tipped French manicured nails from his face
and accept what he had allowed to be done to him, as he stared at his
hair a good four shades lighter and quite golden blonde now.
He stretched his fingers, trying to compose himself, amazed at how they
dressed up the pink French manicure with a small aqua and hot pink line
inside the tip, as every detail from head to toe would not be missed.
He was now made up exactly like the other girls, with bright hot pink
glossed lips, over blushed berry cheeks and shimmery cheekbones. Thick,
false curled lashes flickered inside his distinctly reshaped brows, and
thick liner defined his cat like eyes. Sparkly eye pink into soft blue
glitter, filled shadows with an aqua accent at the outer edges perfectly
accentuated his hot pink and aqua cheer outfit, as he stood there scared
stiff.
Atop his head sat a huge, hot pink and aqua glitter and sequin filled
cheer bow, which was positioned in a perfectly formed valley created by
his distinct cheer hairdo. From temple to temple now a golden cheer bump
towered above his forehead, and was framed on each side by two small
tight braids above each ear.
Each braid and the entire back of his hair were then pulled up behind the
bow into an enormous fountain style, high pony. The ultra-teased
collection of his own hair and pinned on extensions were flipped back in
a high teased wave shaped spout, before cascading down behind his head in
endless layers of golden spiral curls.
In his white cheer boots and hot pink, white and aqua cheer crop top and
skirt covered in stars, sequined trim and the Cheer Elite branding, he
was finally an all-star, yet this was no baseball pipe dream. Instead he
looked as he always dreamed he could in his sister's outfit, but
Halloween had come much too early.
Instead, his knees were knocking as he'd now need to do more than just
model the new Cheer Elite uniform for Halloween fun, as he stood there
terrified but drop dead gorgeous.
"Holy shit, Ariana," said Jen, hurrying over. "What were you thinking?
You're not supposed to be in here with these girls? I cut you, and sent
you away an hour ago?"
"I wasn't trying to be," replied Craig as Jen was shuttling him along
with her. "Somehow she roped me in?"
"Somehow?" said Jen, looking at him. "Somehow you got your makeup and
nails done! Your hair dyed and curled?"
"Yeah?" Craig answered confused. "Somehow?"
"Well Miss Somehow better focus on her routine on the bus, because your
part will be easy, but welcome to the team somehow, Ariana?" said Jen,
shaking her hand as suddenly they were out the back door. "Your sister is
going to kill me!"
"Oh gawwdddd," Craig sighed, seeing the squad loading onto the yellow
school bus. "I can't do this! You know I'm not really a girl Jen, and
this can't be happening?"
"Maybe you should have thought of that before you let them dye your hair
and bump it up huge? Or how about have you memorize cheers and dances in
your head phones for an hour?" said Jen, annoyed. "Did none of that seem
odd to you?"
"After the weekend I've had?" replied Craig, sighing. "I know this won't
make sense to you, but not exactly. Now my phone's in the locker, so
please text Tara for me."
"Every girl's phone's in the locker until we get back from the game,"
said Jen, rolling her eyes.
"Game?" gulped Craig.
"Yeah, we cheer at a big football game today, and I'll have to find a way
to get a message to her once we get to the high school," said Jen,
holding her head. "In the meantime we better walk through what you'll be
expected to do on the half hour ride."
Craig was beginning to shake as the bus began pulling away as Jen opened
her cheer bag, taking out some routine sheets. When the bus turned from
the back lot, he looked over, seeing his sister making out with a boy as
she was in the parking lot, leaning against her car and then yanked down
the window a crank, calling out to her.
"Heeyyyyy," yelled Craig in a whiny voice.
Her head popped up hearing his voice and looking around, yet she didn't
see him. As the boy leaned back in, she pushed him back alarmed that she
thought she heard him and then spun looking the other way. As the bus
turned, he pounded on the window and then she looked their way as he was
waving as their eyes met.
"Oh thank gawwd," said Craig, making eye contact.
"Oh MYY GAWWDD!" panicked his sister, seeing him all made up and on the
cheer bus.
"Is there a problem, Pucciarelli?" said Mrs. Jones, turning around.
"No ma'am," said Craig, turning right back to sitting forward at
attention.
"Good, then close the window before you destroy your hair or someone
else's," said Mrs. Jones, spinning around and then tapping her chin. "I
better not fucking regret this!"
"Don't worry," said Jen. "She saw you, and I'm guessing from the way she
dashed off she'll meet us there. Now let's just focus, ok Ariana?"
His sister scurried to her car as the bus pulled away and then Jen began
tutoring him about what would be expected. He was getting a crash course
on what the newbies would be doing, which really wasn't that much as
everything he heard on his headphones was beginning to now make sense.
He'd be mostly in the front of the older girls, doing simple four or five
step routines and then flipped around, doing limited flips and basic step
overs with their assistance.
As the bus pulled up at the stadium, he was stepping out as a Cheer Elite
girl and looked everywhere, yet Tara was nowhere in sight. He knew she
must have followed the bus, but maybe couldn't get in this area as
there'd be no instant escape he hoped for, so then followed in line as
instructed. Into the fancy high school stadium they ran as it was a
thrill just to be out on the turf as they waved and drew whistles from
the crowd.
It was mostly simple at first, as they lined up waving their pom poms as
the players ran out and then he followed along with a few simple cheers
in formation, lip synching to cheers he half knew.
Half time really tested his memory, as he could no longer complain about
his dance school, as his hand gestures certainly were improved, as was
his tap rhythm. The biggest impact though came from learning the most
basic rocks and pops from hip hop as suddenly he had confidence. When he
completed his longest routine and they guided him through his flips with
their hands as his guides, he stood soaking up the screaming crowd as a
Cheer Elite cheerleader with his hands in the air.
The third quarter and then surrounding all the boys, waving their pom
poms after they won was easy for him as he found himself excited to be
there and was no longer worried. When all was said and done, the girls
were hugging each other and even commending the newbies for a first job
well done, as some began making their way off the field towards the bus.
He looked up as he had done throughout the game, searching the crowd
everywhere for his sister, growing nervous when he couldn't find her yet,
figuring she may not have been able to get into the sold out game and was
waiting by the bus. Worst case he figured he'd be on that bus back with
the other girls and then no doubt he'd find her at the cheer
headquarters.
He starting following some cheerleaders away from midfield as girls were
everywhere talking to players and parents. He still looked everywhere as
he weaved through conversations and celebrations, still hopeful until
finally when he was near the tunnel he gave up hope.
"Hey, Ariana," said a voice touching his shoulder as he walked off with
the girls.
"Glen?" asked Craig surprised.
"Wow," said Glen smiling at him. "I didn't know you were a cheerleader."
"Yeah, me either," laughed Craig. "I mean well. I'm kind of new at it."
"Well you were amazing," said Glen, staring him up and down. "I couldn't
take my eyes off you."
"Oh I'm thinking you did," smiled Craig, flattered and tapping his arm.
"I watched the whole game you know."
"Cool," said Glen. "You think we could talk for a minute."
"Uuummm I guess?" replied Craig uncomfortably. "But I can't miss the
bus."
"You won't," said Glen. "Just a minute, ok?"
"Sure," said Craig. "And I didn't know you were a quarterback? Wow you
were amazing. That was so clutch. You won the game for your team."
"Oh thanks," said Glen humbly. "Just a lucky run I guess."
"You mean lucky to run over like three guys and faked out like four
more," Craig said. "That was incredible."
"Thanks again," said Glen. "But not exactly what I hoped we could talk
about?"
"Oh yeah," said Craig, looking down. "And about Friday night, before you
say anything. I kind of never got to apologize."
"For what?" asked Glen. "For not feeling well. No apology necessary."
"Well honestly it was more nerves," said Craig, a bit ashamed. "And I do
need to. You were a great guy and I really do need to. I'm sorry."
"Ok, if you feel that way but you shouldn't need to," said Glen.
"Honestly I really just want to see you again."
"And now you did," said Craig, turning away. "And I better go."
"Wait! Please," said Glen, stopping him. "Not what I meant! So I was
thinking maybe we could try again?"
"Try again?" Craig was shocked.
"Well, there's a costume party for couples, and I know you like dressing
up?" said Glen.
"Oh I don't know, Glen," said Craig, wanting to run off. "I've been
thinking I'll be taking a break from dressing up soon, and I better get
to the bus."
"You sure?" said Glen. "I have an amazing batman costume, and I know you
said you bought a batgirl outfit. Wouldn't that be fun?"
"Wow." Craig was loving the idea, but knew he couldn't. "But I don't
know."
"Well if not that, how about you go with me to the formal," said Glen.
"No costumes required for that."
"You want me to be your date to the formal?" asked Craig, dumbfounded.
"You mean like the big dance where girls wear these huge ballroom gowns."
"Definitely, I'd love to take you and I could use a date," said Glen,
turning red. "But honestly I'd just love to take you out anywhere again?
Anywhere you want, Ariana."
"Glen, I don't think you can count that as a date." Craig was trying to
come up with an excuse. "And I'm really flattered, but I'm still in
eighth grade you know. So even as naive as that sounds, I'd have to ask
my mother and I'm pretty sure I know what'd she say."
"Do you?" a familiar voice said behind him. "So then why don't you ask
me, because I heard the whole thing?"
"Holy!!" gulped Craig, spinning around like a top towards her. "Mom, I
can explain. And I thought you weren't coming back until the morning."
"I wasn't until I got a call from the ambulance that your sister totaled
the car," said his mother.
"Oh my gawwdddd is she alright?" panicked Craig.
"Yes honey, airbags are a wonderful thing and a car is only a
possession," said his mother, coming over and touching his shoulder,
looking him in the eye. "All I care about is my children, and we'll talk
later about so so much missy, but in the meantime there appears to be
something you wanted to ask me?"
"Oh uumm. Not right now I guess, and why don't you get back to Tara
and.... And... I think I need to get on a bus with the team and ....
And... I'll meet you at home," mumbled Craig, completely flustered. "I
just.. just...."
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Pucciarelli," interrupted Glen, stepping in. "I guess I
should be the one asking. Excuse my rudeness ma'am, and I should not have
put your wonderful daughter in a bad spot like that, so please accept my
apology, but I'd like your permission to take out your daughter."
"Glen, you do not know what you're asking here?" said Craig, flustered
and flush in the face. "Please, you're the nicest guy ever, but I do not
think you really want to get involved with me."
"Ariana, it's ok and I really do," said Glen, touching his arm and
lowering his voice. "I'm not sure there's an elegant way to say this, but
I know you're... you know? Something different than people think, or
maybe like born gender-wise not as you appear anyway."
"You do?" asked Craig stunned.
"Yes," nodded Glen before winking. "And I know you're the same
Pucciarelli I played little league against for two years. Which I'm
guessing you don't remember me from, but that's ok."
"But how?" said Craig miffed. "No one else has recognized me?"
Well I didn't at first, but you've got quite a unique swing that I saw
last night, Miss Quinn, and recognized right away," said Glen. "Plus I'm
the one that works in the back room at the optometrist office with my
brother and I processed the paperwork for Craig. I was only skeptical
Friday night when we met, but maybe I was blinded by your pretty eyes,
but by Saturday after that swin, ig put two and two together."
"Great?" Craig frowned. "But I guess what's the difference, because
everyone thinks I swing like a girl anyway."
"I'd like to call it a unique swing for a unique girl, except now I'd
rather call it a beautiful swing which matches the beautiful girl you've
blossomed into," said Glen, taking his hand and looking into his eyes.
"And you know batman has always had a thing for Harley right?"
"That was you last night?" said Craig, looking up at him. "You were one
of the guys in a batman suit?"
"One of the many batman's there. Yes, and I'd love to take you to the
costume party as Batgirl, or be your prince and you could be my princess
or any couple thing you want," said Glen, smiling at him and rubbing his
fingers. "Now come on, it's crazy that we keep winding up in the same
places, and I doubt that can keep happening, so please Ariana? I just
want to see you if your mom will allow it."
"Excuse me for asking Glen, and ruining the mood, but you seem like a
wonderful young man and obviously as a football star you are opening up
yourself to quite the issues if you two are found out," said his mother.
"You sure this is what you want, even if I did allow this?"
"I'm the product of two moms Mrs. Pucciarelli, so I've grown up in a
gender neutral family with a transgender cousin, and I could care less
about what anyone thinks," said Glen, standing proud. "Really all they
care about is if I can score touchdowns, and all I care about is dating a
nice person. In fact a really nice person like your daughter."
"I can't believe you feel this way," said Craig floored. "But there are
plenty of nice girls like that Glen, and I may look like one of them
right now..... but unfortunately I'm really not one of them."
"Not in my eyes Ariana, and I'm not interested in any other girls," said
Glen. "And not when I look in yours, either."
"Oh gawwdd," gulped Craig, feeling a chill. "You just made me feel like
the most special girl in the world, but I'm also still thinking neither
one of us is gay, and tomorrow I'll need to be that kid with the bad
swing again and not what you see here now."
"Well sure I like pretty girls, so I feel like I'm not gay either, but
what's under Ariana's skirt doesn't matter to me. I'm comfortable with
who I am, and I like her regardless of what her birth gender was," said
Glen, standing tall. "Now no matter what you want to wear, I still want
to take you out, and to me you're as special and beautiful a girl as I've
ever laid eyes on. So if not today, then I'll ask some other time when
you're ready, or when Ariana can come out, but Mrs. Pucciarelli, I hope
you won't be upset but I'll certainly intend to ask again."
"Well the two of us have quite a bit to talk about, don't we dear, but
don't worry Glen, you seem like a gem and she obviously likes you, it's a
yes," said his mother, softly smiling as she nodded. "I'll allow her to
dress for the party and the formal, but we'll need to take this slow,
please."
"Thank you," said Glen relieved. "Of course! We can go at any pace you
want, and I'll do anything you ask, Mrs. Pucciarelli."
"Ok then! I'll be waiting in the car honey, and I told Mrs. Jones I'll be
taking you home so you don't need to worry about the bus," said Craig's
mother. "Now I'll give you two a minute, but please don't be too long."
"Thank you, Mrs. Pucciarelli," said Glen, all ecstatic. "I promise I'll
be the ultimate gentlemen."
"You're welcome, and that part I'm not too concerned about, but as pretty
as she looks, how could I be upset," said his mother, turning her back
before talking with her back to them. "Just make it a quick kiss, because
we've got to get back to the hospital, but who am I to deny her what I'm
thinking might be her first kiss."
"Is it?" asked Glen, swallowing hard.
"Yeah," nodded Craig, speaking softly.
"Well, I almost had mine in a movie recently, but I'm thinking this could
be so much better," smiled Glen.
"Me too almost, kinda?" smiled Craig, shrugging his shoulder and then
walking up close to Glen, wrapping his wrist over his shoulder pads. "But
I'm hoping this can be so much better, even if it's not exactly like I
dreamed it would be?"
"Really?" said Glen, looking into his eyes and putting his hands around
his waist. "Then let's make it that way? How you dreamed it should be?"
"Well that I'm thinking would not work out, because no chance are you
fitting in this outfit, since I always dreamed about being a quarterback
kissing the girl, but since that's not what's happening here... Then what
the hell?" said Craig, leaning in as they kissed softly.
It was tender and gentle, lasting maybe only fifteen seconds before Craig
smirked and then pulled back as they looked at each other.
"So obviously you just misunderstood it and didn't realize it was
supposed to be the other way around," said Glen smiling. "Because I'm
thinking that was a great first kiss, and for me as dreamy as it gets."
"Yes it was, and maybe you're right! But I'm still thinking you can do
better?" teased Craig, leaning back in and initiating a much deeper kiss.
This kiss lasted so much longer, their tongues entered their mouths and
they almost didn't want it to end. When finally it broke, they just
embraced for a moment and something felt so right before they just held
on, looking at each other.
"Wow!" sighed Craig, looking around. "So much better, but maybe we better
be more discrete, as aren't you not allowed to date cheerleaders?"
"What are they going to do, kick the best player off the team?" replied
Glen, kissing him again.
"Definitely not?" giggled Craig. "And I'm not even sure if I'm even on
the team, so if I am, the hell with it and if not all is good right?"
"No, all is amazing and trust me, if you want to be on that team, they're
not kicking you off. Glen said as they walked, holding hands. "I may
never wash these lips again, and thanks for being my girlfriend."
"Well it sounds crazy! Your girlfriend? Wow I guess I am, and it feels
amazing, except...?" Craig was thinking. "I'm not exactly sure when we
can go out again though, ok? I mean you heard my mom?"
"Halloween is good enough for me, and I'm fine waiting for whenever the
other times are," said Glen, stopping and kissing him again. "Text you
later, and you better get to your mom."
After their lips locked one last time, he relished his last bit of time
as Ariana, knowing his conversations with his mother would be quite
uncomfortable, and even doubting if he'd really be allowed out as her
again on Halloween.
He hurried to the car, seeing her sitting inside with the engine running
and then hopped inside, buckling his seatbelt and waiting for the
lecture. It was eerily quiet as she pulled from the parking lot not,
saying a word with the radio off and then he knew he better talk as the
silence was getting to him.
"So I guess you're waiting for me to explain?" asked Craig, looking down.
"Am I?" his mother said. "Not really?"
"You're not?" said Craig surprised.
"You mean about all this?" replied his mother. "No. I grilled Tara, and
she told me everything?"
"Really?" gulped Craig. "Everything?"
"Well everything she knew," said his mother. "It's funny how cooperative
girls can be when you grill them when they're scared. She folded like a
cheap suit."
"I feel terrible she was that scared," said Craig. "The accident must
have been horrific."
"It was, and I told you it was only a car," said his mother, reaching
over and grabbing his hand. "Sure she was scared, she was a little banged
up, but that's not what I meant. I meant she was scared that you were
scared. That she put her little sister in a spot without her there to
take care of her. In a spot that you might not be able to deal with
alone."
"Oh gwwwdddd! Mom, she's an amazing sister," sighed Craig. "And I'm sorry
about putting you or her through any of this. It's all my fault, and I'll
tell you everything else she didn't. Anything you want to know!"
"Honey, I want to know everything, but I won't rush you. For now, let's
just say I want to know anything you're willing to share, because I'm
your mother and I love you," said his mother, rubbing his fingers. "But
I've known for years."
"You're kidding?" said Craig.
"No sweetie. I'm not," sighed his mother. "In fact your father suspected
it first when you were little, but both of us have known you've liked to
dress up from pre-K."
"But I wasn't dressing in any of my sister's clothes back then?" said
Craig stunned. "I've only been doing it a few years."
"You just don't remember it," said his mother. "I cried when I looked at
your sister's phone and saw you as Dorothy. It brought back amazing
memories from when your father was alive."
"I miss him a lot," said Craig, almost tearing up "But why?"
"When you were in kindergarten, you used to wear your sister's ruby red
shoes everywhere. They were your favorite. I'd complain. He'd laugh and
just let you," explained his mother. "By the next year you grew out of
it, but every once and awhile, I found you in your sister's dress up
costumes. We never made a big deal about it because even back then
Halloween was your favorite holiday and one costume a year would never be
enough, so by second grade it was over once you started playing little
league."
"I used to love him at my games," said Craig as a tear flowed down his
cheek. "He's been gone three years mom and I still haven't gotten over
him not being with us anymore."
"None of us have, honey," said his mother, handing him a tissue. "And
just blot, or you'll ruin your makeup."
"Does it matter?" said Craig, sniffling and blotting. "I'm taking all of
this off as soon as we get home, aren't I?"
"To me you're beautiful with or without makeup, but I'm thinking seeing
you looking like that will cheer up Tara since she pulled a lot of favors
to hook you up with the uniform," said his mother. "So how about we keep
it together just a little longer for her sake, plus Kristie's at the
hospital too, and she'll be just as interested in seeing you like that."
"I'm so embarrassed," said Craig, beet red. "Tara's bad enough with the
teasing, but Kristie will never let me live this down. I'll be her little
sister forever."
"So that isn't what you want?" said his mother. "Because you just agreed
to date a boy, dyed your hair even blonder, and racked up quite the bill
for outfits on my credit cards."
"Mom, that all just happened too fast," Craig explained.
"Maybe?" nodded his mother. "Then you tell me exactly where we seem to be
headed with all this, Miss Pucciarelli?"
"Are you saying I should stay like this?" asked Craig, surprised.
"No, I'm saying you have your whole life ahead of you and I love you,"
said his mother. "And you're thirteen! Emotional! Hormonal! And your
sisters' love you too, so don't rush but be yourself without hiding shit
from us. We're your support system, like it or not."
"Ok," nodded Craig. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry, but is this dress up or do you really want to be a girl?
And do you really like boys and not girls?" quizzed his mother. "Or I'm
thinking maybe you're trying some things for the first time, because you
really don't know?"
"Well?" Craig began to say, as confused as ever. "Uuummm?"
"Honey, you don't need to answer that now, and let's go get your sister
released," said his mother, pulling up the car at the hospital and
hugging him. "I know you're exhausted and tomorrow's another day! And a
school day of which I'll call you in sick until we can get you looking
more like Craig for class again. Now come on."
Out of the car they went and inside the hospital. He was of course the
topic of discussion, as everything was out on the table with his sisters.
They cried and laughed together in the end, fussing over his hair, outfit
and needed every detail of his day. They had an hour of babbling until
finally Tara was released, lucky to just be battered and bruised without
broken bones, having dodged serious injuries, as out of the hospital they
went as a family. They stopped quickly at the cheer headquarters so Craig
could get his stuff and then headed home. Together they helped him out of
his outfit and off with his makeup as he was happy to be go to his own
bed.
In the morning, his mother woke him bright and early, shaking him awake.
"Rinse and shine," said his mother with her coffee. "I called you out
from school and made an appointment at the nail salon to get off those
nails, plus one with my colorist to see what she can do to get you back
to normal. I'd said wear something of Tara's that's very basic like jeans
and a simple top, because you'll be walking in girly but coming home not
so much. Breakfast in fifteen minutes, sweetie."
Craig wandered into the bathroom and then finally into Tara's room,
asking her what he could wear. There would be no sneaking around or her
dressing him, instead just a discussion as she handed him some clothes
and then ran downstairs to scoff down a muffin.
Fifteen minutes later, with his sisters at the table, his mother was
getting anxious and then yelled up to him.
"Sweetie, no need to fuss," yelled his mother. "Just get dressed, make a
pony and come eat something. I have to get you to your appointments, pick
up some things from my office in between, and we still have to drive
Kristie back to college. Now come on."
After she went back into the kitchen and sat down, she heard the bathroom
open then him hurrying down the stairs. She was curious what he'd look
like after dressing himself in his sister's clothes without any makeup,
but then even what she expected was quite the surprise.
"Morning," said Craig, walking in like it was nothing and sitting down at
his place at the table.
"Whhoohhh?" said Kristie with a smirk. "You were right, he is really cute
in that and he does look a lot like I did?"
"Just blonder, and without a fat ass," joked Tara as there was her
brother in her uniform just as she had dressed him the first time in the
car.
Kristie laughed, giving her sister the finger and then their mother spun
around, not expecting him dressed like that.
"Oh boy," gulped their mother. "Honey, what are you telling me here?"
"Nothing actually, mom," replied Craig, sliding his hands down his high
pony. "Is this too wavy for a weekday? Should I have flat ironed it?"
"Not what I'm talking about, honey," said his mother, thinking he didn't
understand. "I'm saying wearing that you are looking like a girl who
should be in school, so people will think you're cutting class, and I was
hoping to draw less attention to you, not more?"
"Well that wasn't my intention at all, mom," said Craig, taking a breath.
"I thought a lot about this morning and really all night. So I was
thinking while you went to your office, you could drop me off at school
first if that's ok?"
"Are you telling me you want to go to school as a girl now!" asked his
mother, holding her chest. "Because I already called you in, and I'm
dealing with all this, but that I'm not exactly prepared for?"
"No, I decided I still want to go to school as a boy, but I made an
appointment with my councilor to talk," said Craig, looking away. "I
explained to her what's going on in my head, and she thought I should
come in like this once everyone else is in class so there would be no
stir, and then we could talk about the future for Ariana if there is one
at all."
"Oh," said his mother, sitting down. "So you're seeking out some help,
then?"
"Yes, mom," nodded Craig, stroking his high pony nervously.
"Not that I'm against that, but I'm here for you honey, and so are your
sisters," his mother said. "You know that right?"
"My support system here is the best and amazing, but I need to know more
about what's going on with me," said Craig, looking at her. "If you're
asking me what I want, it's to still be a boy yet I still love being a
girl too. It's really confusing."
"I bet," said his mother lovingly. "I'm just worried about taking you
there already like this, as kids in school if they saw, they could be
vicious"
"Well I know where to avoid kids, and I was thinking I could be a boy
most of the time, but maybe still make cheer practice three days a week
after school, plus the rest of the games," Craig said. "Maybe?"
"Wow?" said his mother, really taken aback. "Are you asking or telling
me, honey?"
"Asking? And just so you know, I loved it?" said Craig meekly. "And I'm
not even sure if that's even possible, but I know they have an open GLBT
policy, so if I needed to speak with Mrs. Jones about that, then in time
I would. If they'd even still want Ariana on the team?"
"Why wouldn't they," replied his mother, reaching out and grabbing his
hand. "But you really did do a lot of thinking then?"
"Yes, and I'd still like to play baseball too," said Craig, taking it.
"Lucas has been texting me, begging me to play and still wants to hang
out with me."
"Who's Lucas?" asked his mother, letting go and stepping back.
"The other boy I was telling you about mom, for the hayride stuff," said
Tara, flicking her wrist. "And she's not so into him. They already broke
up. He's cute, but not as cute as Glen."
"Broke up?" their mother asked, needing a second.
"He's just a boy from my baseball, mom, and I'm not dating him or trying
to date him or...." said Craig. "I mean I almost did, but I didn't and
I'm thinking we can talk more about that later, as its complicated."
"And the rest of this isn't?" giggled Kristie.
"Well maybe, but this part is about baseball," laughed Craig momentarily.
"Not that I don't know he still likes me, but that means he'll take good
care of me in the dugout, and he's encouraging me to play as Ariana.
Really I'm thinking I might, especially if things work out at cheer,
because then I'd have to go right from baseball to cheer on the
weekends."
"So like with this boy you'll tell the whole team?" questioned Kristie.
"And play as a girl?"
"Well, thing is I found out the way I throw, and with long hair, my team
doesn't, but all of the others think I'm a girl anyway," said Craig.
"Will they all be cool with it? I don't know but the team is always short
kids, so odds are they will. Plus mom taught me that when I started
something, I better finish it. Right mom?"
"I guess, and I'm almost not sure what I taught you anymore? And then
what about Glen?" said his mother, wiping her brow. "You still plan on
going out with him on Halloween, and to the formal?"
"Yes, and some dates if you'll let me," said Craig with some confidence.
"But I also want to ask out a girl in my class too. She's my best friend,
and the only person, besides of course you guys, I've ever confided in. I
think Glen will understand too, but there's a lot I need to know about
things and myself, so I'd like to see what having a girlfriend is like
for Craig too?"
"Oh my gawwdddd," cried his mother as they were all in tears. "I think
all that is amazing and scary and exciting! But I'm here for you baby,
and maybe you are more mature than I thought you were."
"Damn well better not be," Tara laughed. "I'm still dressing you up like
a little princess and taking you trick or treating. You will not take
that away from me after you almost killed me chasing the bus."
"Do not even joke about that Tara, and like you'd give me a choice,"
laughed Craig, swirling around his pony. "What would Halloween be with
you scaring the crap out of me and dressing me up?"
"Exactly, little sister," smirked Tara.
"Well obviously some things are going to change around here, and will
take some getting used to, but all I care is about is that your happy,
sweetie," said his mother, letting out a breath. "And since I imagine now
we'll be keeping that hair nice all the time, then don't play with it
like that at the table please."
"Sorry," said Craig, stopping to play with his pony. "Lot of nerves mom."
"I know, and did you want me to braid that for you like I always did your
sister's, Ariana?" asked his mother, getting up and walking over and
getting her brush from her pocketbook.
"Really?" gasped Craig, getting a bit emotional now too. "I'd love that."
"Me too," sighed his mother as she took a brush to his hair.
"And I noticed that's the first time you called me Ariana, mom?" said
Craig as she took a brush to his hair. "You don't have to and...."
"And not really, it's not," interrupted his mother. "I know you know that
was going to be your name if you were a girl, and honestly I'm beyond
flattered you took my name as your middle name."
"Well, I just thought it made for a beautiful name," replied Craig as she
began weaving. "Ariana Lynne Pucciarelli. It's a hell of a lot prettier
than Craig David."
"Ya think," laughed his mother, tightening as she braided. "I used to
call you that when you were in my belly, but who knew I ever would again,
except maybe your father."
"Oh you mean with the red ruby slippers," joked Craig. "Did he tease me,
calling me that back then?"
"No, and I guess since you've confessed everything, then I guess it's
time I do as well," said their mother, finishing the braid. "You know
that fancy red dress in my closet?"
"The scoop neck one, or the lacey one?"asked Craig.
"Neither, and I think you already know too much about fashion," laughed
his mother, shaking her head.
"Sorry?" Craig was turning red himself now.
"The satin off the shoulder dress that Tara wore to that charity ball
last year, and Kristie wore to her high school junior prom?" said their
mother. "You know that one? It almost looks like the red dress from the
movie Pretty Woman."
"Yeah?" said Craig, knowing exactly the one.
"I keep it preserved in plastic, but you've still had it on, haven't
you?" Hi smother questioned him.
"Well?" sighed Craig, even more embarrassed now. "Yeah... but I put it
back in neatly and only had it on for a second."
"It's ok. I can only imagine how hard that one would be to resist," said
his mother. "It's the fanciest dress I own and very special to me, so I
want you to have it now."
"Have it? Not that I don't want it, but I'd never want to take anything
special from you mom," smiled Craig. "But that dress I would love to wear
out sometime too."
"Well why shouldn't you? Stand up, honey?" said his mother, walking over
and beginning to unbutton his blouse. "Let's get this off. Go run up
quickly and put it on then hurry back down. I want to see you in it."
"Right now?" Craig asked, unbuttoning his blouse all the way.
"Yes, and hurry up! Five minutes in it and then I'll help you get re-
dressed for school," said his mother, looking at her watch and then
turning him, unzipping his skirt. "Just hurry up, take a pair of Tara's
pumps and get right back down here pronto, missy."
"I'll help her," said Tara as they raced up the stairs.
In seconds she was helping him dress in it and then zipped him up
carefully before he hurried back down in the fancy dress.
It was bizarre to hurry into his kitchen in heels and a restrictive tight
dress, as his mother looked ready to sob the second he stood awkwardly
modeling it for her. She walked over inspecting him carefully, and
turning him, wrapping his braid around in a circle before adding a pin to
it, creating a quickie bun.
She walked back to the table, just looking him up and down, needing a
moment as she sat down and then took a sip of water.
"You ok, mom?" Craig asked. "I know you said this was special and you
loved it on my sisters, so maybe I shouldn't be in this?"
"No you should sweetie, and I'm fine. It's gorgeous on you, and after
everything you just said and put us all through... Well I needed to see
you in it," said his mother, a bit choked up.
"I'm sorry about all that," sighed Craig. "And thank you. Should I go
change now?"
"In a minute and don't be sorry," said his mother, wiping under her eyes
and then pulling down the bun. "Seeing you in that touched my heart now
that everyone in the family has worn it."
"Wow, mine too," said Craig, touching his chest. "I'll obviously model
anything you want, and that's a bit overwhelming. I could have never
imagined you'd want to see me in something you've all been in for such
special occasions, and just thinking about all that makes this dress feel
even more special."
"What's special about it is that was you're father's favorite," said
their mother, undoing the braid. "And he may have never wanted you in it
as part of the tradition, but the way you look in that I'm sure he's
smiling down on us while he's seeing you in it right now."
"I miss him so much, and I could only hope he would be," said Craig as
all his hair was hanging loosely now. "You really think he wouldn't be
mad at me?"
"Well I doubt he'd be too pleased with this messy hairdo in his favorite
dress?" joked his mother, brushing it off his face with her fingers. "I
mean come on, where are all those pretty cheer curls now or at least the
ringlets you had in my favorite pumpkin patch dress?"
"Oh how embarrassing?" gulped Craig.
"Why?" said his mother. "I loved it almost as much as this."
"I'm glad I guess, but you know what I meant, mom?" said Craig, a bit sad
as she was softly playing with his hair. "He'd be mad about this,
wouldn't he?"
"Oh stop! Mad at what?" smiled his mother, hugging him and then letting
go, looking into his eyes. "For carrying on Pucciarelli tradition?
Especially the red dress tradition?"
"Who knew I'd ever be part of this type of tradition?" laughed Craig,
extending out his hands as she stepped away. "I didn't even know we had
such a tradition?"
"Well you do now! And about the red dress, none of you knew," said their
mother, walking to the table and sitting down. "And that tradition
started when your father was also a little boy who liked pretty things.
You see that dress and a part of my closet belonged to your father."
"You're kidding?" sighed Tara, almost knocking over her coffee.
"I'm not, and that dress was always his favorite," replied their mother,
taking a breath. "I wore it on our tenth anniversary, and he wore it on
our twentieth the year before he died."
"You're saying dad was a cross dresser?" asked Kristie stunned.
"Well, your father didn't believe in labeling, but technically yes," said
their mother. "He was the finest, most caring man I've ever met, and it
may sound odd but also in so many ways such a wonderful woman. Sure he'd
be upset at first that his son was cursed with the same desires he had,
but in the end all we can all hope for is that you honey will become half
the person you father was, regardless of what outfit he was in."
"Wow," gulped Craig as they were all in tears. "I don't know what to say,
mom."
"There's nothing else to say honey, except for you to be open and honest
with me so I can help you. Now let me help you out of that so your
counselor can help you as well," said his mother, unzipping the dress.
"Thanks mom," nodded Craig as he stepped out of it. "I know I never would
have known, but I would have loved to talk to him about all this stuff.
About our curse?"
"You still can. I'm sure he hears you and has been looking down on you
during all this, but don't misunderstand honey," said his mother, hanging
up the dress neatly on a hanger and hooking it to a high kitchen cabinet
handle temporarily. "He called it a curse, but not in a really bad way.
For him it was more of a craving or fascination. Is that how it is for
you?"
"I think?" thought Craig as she and she helped him off with the heels.
"Well maybe not?.... But I'm not exactly sure yet?"
"How could you be?" said Kristie. "You just started experiencing things?"
"And just kissed your first boy as a girl?" interjected Tara. "Just that
alone would send anyone's head spinning."
"Can you even inherit stuff like this?" thought Craig. "These feelings?"
"Well I don't know if you did or you didn't?" giggled their mother,
slipping his arms into his blouse. "And there is no rush to understand
any of it, honey. Time and your heart will lead you as you grow and
mature. Your father and I talked a lot over the years about all this, but
you are not him, so you'll still need to find out things for yourself."
"That I do know," said Craig as she was buttoning it.
"Good, but what I can tell you for sure was what seemed to curse him and
you now, really for our relationship became a blessing," said their
mother, buttoning the sleeves now. "We struggled at first, but I think
without this side of him our marriage would have never made it. So
without him being who he was, none of you would be here today, which is
the ultimate blessing."
"I would have never guessed," said Kristie as Craig stepped into his
skirt. "He was an incredible dad, and did you always know mom?"
"No, not until we after we got married," said their mother, helping him
on with his shoes. "It was hard on both of us in the beginning, and back
then more difficult to deal with, but we managed. When you love someone
though girls, things always seem to have a way of working things out just
like they will for my new daughter if that's really what she wants."
"You really think they will, mom?" asked Craig nervously.
"That part is up to you honey, but I think you'd seem to have your head
on straight"replied his mother, taking a brush to Craig's hair. "Plus you
know how I always tell you to be positive and keep your chin up,
darling."
"Yes, and I will," sighed Craig.
"Good, and for what it's worth, I'm thinking you'd have made a wonderful
little daddy's girl," joked his mother, cracking them up. "So I'm French
braiding again, right?"
"Chin up, and yes, because if he's looking down on me then I'm proud to
be a little daddy's girl," sighed Craig, lifting his chin and smiling.
"Do it just like you always did for my sisters before school, please?"
"You mean like when they were little brats fighting me every morning,"
laughed his mother, brushing. "Kristie with her head full of knots or
Tara who needed her bangs just perfect every day."
"Well I witnessed it and secretly wished I could be part of it too," said
Craig with a big grin on his face.
"Really?" said his mother, gathering it in a high pony near the back of
his head. "You wanted in on all the turmoil and drama of getting the
brats ready every day."
"Maybe?" Craig smiled as she was lopping the scrunchie. "So at least for
today I finally get the chance."
"Fine?" laughed his mother, pulling out the band. "Then keep your chin up
and do not fight me for even a second young lady before you're late for
school? How's that? Make you feel like you're one of them?"
"Thanks," smirked Craig as she pulled at his hair a little behind his
head. "Oooucchhh!"
"Does sounds familiar," laughed Kristie as again she gathered the back.
"Oh my gawwd!" giggled Tara as in went the band, making a smaller top
pony. "It is like yesterday and she wanted to be little sister. Right,
Ari?"
"Yeah?" laughed Craig as his mother lifted the front, wetting it a bit.
"This is kind of cool honestly?"
"Is it? Not for me! You girls always stressed me out, but good or bad
memories, here we are back again?" said their mother, shaking her head,
brushing in front of his face now. "Plug in the flat iron Kristie, and
hand my scissors from the drawer like the old days, Tara."
"Scissors?" gulped Craig. "Mom what are you doing? I just got my hair
trimmed?"
"Exactly what you asked me to do, daddy's little girl," said his mother,
lifting his face with the scissor in her right hand while pulling his
hair in front between her index and middle fingers of her left hand.
"Chin up, eyes closed and don't move."
"Oh my gawwwdddd," gulped Craig, seeing the blade shear across the bridge
of his nose.
"Yup, that's how it felt sometimes," smirked Tara, making eye contact
with him now that his vision was clear. "I did always find that stressful
too, until I got to high school and grew them out."
"Yeah stressful for me, because if you cut them too short it's not like
you can fix them," said his mother, brushing and then repositioning her
scissor. "Be still, sweetie."
"I can't believe this just happened?" said Craig, closing his eyes as the
little shearings were sliced away as she made them straight.
"You mean this or all of it," said his mother, putting down her scissor,
moving his face and checking her work. "Now be still until I get them
straight, and you can gel them back for cheer or curl them right into the
bump."
"But not for trick or treating!" clapped Tara. "She will definitely pass
for even younger now, especially if I do some even tighter perm like
curls, and this opens up so many more cutsie things."
"And your eye sight, missy," said his mother, brushing and trimming. "No
more messiness in your face and be still I want to round the edges a
little."
"This is crazy! I can't believe I have bangs," said Craig as she made
some precise trims. "You sure I can get them back when I need to?"
"Easily, for boy stuff and cheer, but I'd leave them down for dance
classes," said Tara as Craig popped open his eyes, glaring at her. "She's
going to need to take as much dance as we can fit in, as she's got some
catching up to do to be able to stick in cheer mom."
"Yes, go online and book it, Tara," said their mother, returning to his
pony now brushing it. "Since this is what she wants, then I want her to
have the same experiences you girls had, and she's obviously way behind
most girls."
"Oh myyy gawwdd, yes," said Tara, typing on her phone. "I am so buying
her some gorgeous little outfits for class and dressing her up taking her
there! I am going to so freak out when she has her first recital?"
"Tara, slow down," gulped Craig, as his mother began braiding his pony
again. "You're going to freak out?"
"Like you haven't practically begged me all weekend to freak out and fuss
over you, Ariana?" said Tara, rolling her eyes. "I mean seriously, so
should I run up and get the romper with her looking so cute now mom, or
are we sticking with this eight grade silliness?"
"It's not silly, and it's school. We'll see about that soon anyway after
she meets with her counselor, and there's plenty of little sister time at
home to teach her what you need to or play dress up," replied their
mother.
"She is going to look so darling on Halloween," said Tara. "Mandy said
she'd be adorable with a Taylor Swift look and now that she has the
bangs, maybe a bob would be adorable, mom?"
"I was growing my hair out longer, not cutting it Tara," whined Craig.
"You're the one that said that."
"I know, but that was before I knew you'd be getting bangs," said Tara.
"I want the little sister thing to last as long as it can, don't you
Ari?"
"Slow down Tara, but hand me a navy bow from the drawer, Kristie," said
their mother, tying off the braid. "She loves bows from what I've seen,
and I think I have some smaller ones in there that will still work for a
girl her age."
"Guess you're not dying her hair back then so fast then mom, and now she
looks more like Tara when she was young," laughed Kristie, handing her
mother a bow.
"Well maybe not just yet, and really she looks like a combination of all
of us," said his mother, winding in the bow. "We all had these bangs, so
why should'nt she?"
"Because I was going to spend some of the time as a boy, mom?" said
Craig, a bit surprised, reaching up and touching his new bangs as she
straightened the bow atop his braid.
"Your father said that too before I cut some bangs on him before all of
you were born, and that didn't stop him from doing anything," said his
mother, pushing down his hand and then gliding the flat iron through his
bangs, making them perfectly straight. "Now stand, honey."
"Really? Nothing stopped him?" said Craig, astonished as she helped him
on with his school blazer. "Even back then?"
"Yes, even back then," smiled his mother, pushing the big round glasses
on his face. "Now let's get you to school and you look beyond adorable,
Ariana."
"Oh gawwdddd, I'm so scared," gulped Craig, standing up and looking at
his reflection in the toaster. "Maybe this wasn't the best idea?
Adorable?"
"Yes you do honey but remember Pucciarelli girls always do," smiled his
mother, softly touching his back. "Red dresses, beautiful hair and always
looking pretty. Regardless of what's under your skirt, it's a family
tradition."
"And so is being stuck with the nickname little sister, so forget whoever
that girl is you were wanting to date and look at your phone buzzing over
there," teased Tara. "Apparently that kiss yesterday went viral, and the
whole world knows you two are an item."
"Someone videoed that?" asked Craig mortified.
"Look at you, mini Puch the Smooch," laughed Kristie, scrolling and
watching. "The cheerleader making out with the hot quarterback! Who
woulda' thunk' it, Ariana?"
"No one but the original Puch the Smooch," said their mother, smacking
her forehead before grabbing her car keys and reaching out her hand,
taking Craig's. "Gone much too soon, but obviously his legacy lives on.
Let's go Miss Ariana Lynne. The world and more boys than I'm ready to
deal with, await you, princess."
Out the door he went with his mother and then the second Kristie heard
the car start, she turned to Tara.
"I hope you two are right, because that was just evil, Tara," said
Kristie with her back to Tara, pouring some coffee.
"You mean the video?" smiled Tara. "That wasn't me, and Glen is really
into her! That came from the cheer girls who were all over that?"
"I'm sure. The kid is pretty, but not what I mean and you know it?" said
Kristie, sitting down with her coffee.
"Yeah yeah! I know," giggled Tara. "But it had to be done, and you're
calling me the evil one?"
"So that was all bullshit then just because you and mom both think he'll
be better off as girl, don't you?" said Kristie, folding her arms. "I
mean it's all you two talked about last night once the poor kid went to
bed, and was it all really necessary?"
"It was just a healthy discussion," smiled Tara. "And after last night,
my lips are sealed on that topic, sis."
"Those lips closed?" joked Kristie. "That's a first."
"Like it matters?" said Tara, flicking her wrist. "He just needed the
push, and it didn't take much, did it?"
"You meant she needed the push," smiled Kristie. "And no, but the bangs
were a bit much."
"No, they're adorable," said Tara, playfully shoving her sister. "Better
that than him sneaking around in our clothes. It was freaking me out, and
I didn't start the kid dressing, but at least now he'll have at least
some of his own stuff, and wait until you see him in some of the pretty
dresses we just picked out?"
"I bet. There's no denying he's adorable," said Kristie. "And you may not
have started it, but I think you finished it and neither did dad, but
that was a nice touch."
"I didn't make up the dad stuff?" said Tara. "I just helped him be a girl
like he wanted to be."
"You think mom did?" said Kristie. "She hates doing boy stuff with him,
and no shot could dad could have fit in that dress, plus mom told me she
bought me that red dress when I was in seventh grade."
"You sure? He was a twig at times. And come to think of it? She told me
she bought me that dress too?" Thought Tara. "But like her fat ass would
have fit in it, even years ago. It's a size zero."
"She was really skinny a few years back Tara, and remember they both had
big weight shifts?" said Kristie. "Now I'm not sure of anything?"
"Me either?" Tara replied. "And maybe we're going too fast and he just
likes trying on pretty clothes?"
"Well even if he did like to just dress up?" said Kristie. "Cross
dressing isn't heredity is it?"
"You tell me? You're the college girl," laughed Tara. "I just know I love
dressing up myself, so I guess if I was a boy, I'd be a cross dresser
too?"
"Well you did have that bad boyish haircut when you were young, and
dressed like a tomboy," joked Kristie.
"I really don't remember it, but mom did say I went through a tomboy
stage but dad put a stop to it," said Tara. "I was little, and it's a
blur."
"Yeah, but that stopped after you had that..." said Kristie, before
stopping and covering her mouth.
"Had what?" asked Tara confused.
"That serious operation when you were little?" replied Kristie, tapping
her chin.
"And what's your point? Mom said I had had lots of issues with my
intestines and insides," said Tara. "You know I have to take all these
pills for the rest of my life because of it?"
"Well that I do, but come to think of it, after that you always wore
dresses," smiled Kristie.
"You're not saying?" gulped Tara horrified.
"No, I'm not," said Kristie, tapping her sister's arm. "But maybe ask mom
to see your birth certificate when she gets home."
"Blllaahhhhhh." Tara raced to the sink and vomited repeatedly.