Going Deeper - Part 4
Authors Note - Thank you for your patience. Thank you to all of those
who have read the first three instalments, I do appreciate you sticking
with this story and I'm grateful to all those who have taken the time to
leave feedback - I do read it all! If you're wondering just where this
story is going, or what might be in store for our hapless protagonist,
then welcome to Chrissie's world and allow yourselves to fall with 'her'
into the unknown! Inevitably this story now comes with an 'X' rating and
for that I make no apologies. I do write for my own pleasure and it's
difficult to know if that works for other people. With luck there won't
be too many typos and I hopefully you'll enjoy the story.
As I slipped into my bed, still with the dressing gown around me, I
opened the folder and read aloud: - 'Maids Duties - Day 1'
From upstairs, out of my sight and out of my earshot, Sarah watching on
via her laptop suddenly moaned and gasped loudly as she brought herself
off to a staggering orgasm. An orgasm that took her by surprise as her
eyes rolled back and closed, her laptop slid off to one side as she
quivered uncontrollably and stupendously, losing all control!
Yet, she was in control. Perhaps not at that moment as her body gave
way.
But she was totally in control and what's more, she had plenty more in
store for me!
The story continues...
As I slowly woke to the sound of an unfamiliar alarm clock, I twisted
and turned initially feeling very tired with a strong sense of wanting
to just curl up and fall back to sleep. Even though only still half
awake, I instantly felt the unmistakable hold and tug on my shoulders of
my bra straps. They bit into my flesh, not painfully but just enough to
make me aware of their presence. At the same time I quickly sensed my
silicone fillers that had long since warmed and almost 'melded' into my
chest, they weren't particularly big, but they filled my 36c cups
perfectly giving me noticeable but sensible sized breasts!
With my eyes still closed, I stretched again fighting tiredness and
knowing that I must have had a fitful night's sleep. As I lay there I
tried to take on board all of the events of the previous day and evening
and slowly they came back into focus. I could feel the silkiness of my
long flowing black satin night dress that had clearly ridden up during
the night. Now bunched up, presumably untidily around my waist. One of
the thin spaghetti shoulder straps had partially slipped down my upper
right arm, pulling and stretching slightly irritatingly as I moved under
my covers.
This had not been a dream!
Twisting again I could feel the snug hold of my nylon, satin and lace
encrusted panties hold me firmly down below along with the instant
attempt at my morning erection! But as I turned slightly onto my front,
the reminder of the slightly unfamiliar new hardness of my cage came
back to me. My erection could go no further. Within an instant my
swelling had been blocked by an unyielding metallic wall - the new solid
looking and digitally locked Cell Mate chastity cage that Sarah had
placed on me!
My eyes opened fully and quickly took in the unfamiliar surroundings of
a bedroom. Fuck, I was in Sarah's house! I wasn't even in my own home!
Well technically I guessed that I was in the 'maid's bedroom' and in
theory I was meant to be the maid!
This couldn't be real, could it? Everything seemed surreal.
Laying there under the duvet I became unbelievably turned on as my caged
sex now strained relentlessly against its confines. It was a feeling I'd
experienced many a times before, but of course this was no longer my
cage, or at least not the one I'd been used to and of course I was used
to holding the key. The reality and gravity of my situation was dawning
on me and not only was I locked into this cage, but I'd presumably
committed myself to being Chrissie for very possibly the next four days
without a break!
I was here, but in truth at that point I didn't even know where here
was! Having arrived at Sarah's house at night time and on top of that
I'd been made to wear those darkened glasses and more alarmingly, I also
knew that I didn't have a stitch of male clothing even to hand!
Rolling fully onto my front now I automatically pushed my groin
downwards into the soft but firm mattress, letting out an audible gasp
of pleasure. Fear could so easily be pushed aside by sexual
gratification and I simply couldn't deny that weakness!
But as lovely as that feeling was, all it did was cause me yet further
frustration as I strained and swelled even harder to no avail. Knowing
that there would be no 'release', my animal instinct and arousal took
over as I began to gently rock slightly back and forth to create as much
friction as possible.
With my cage being held within knickers, I soon found myself jerking
back and forth with increasing speed. Now moaning with abandon, each
push down created a stronger urge of desire as I effectively attempted
to 'hump' the bed! I was grateful that no one was living below this room
as I'm sure the floor would have begun to thud and any ceiling light
fittings would have been visibly shaking!
Yet despite the glorious sensations I was getting, I knew from own
cb6000 cage that I could never achieve ejaculation and this new Cell
Mate cage made my own device seem distinctly amateur!
Also despite experiencing several 'anal ejaculations' from my vibrating
plug the previous evening, which were staggering in themselves, the
desire to ejaculate 'normally' was all that I craved at that point and I
knew it wouldn't come!
Suddenly the alarm sounded again on its 'snooze' setting and my eyes
took in the time to be 6.09 am. Taking the pace down a little, my mind
cast back to the folder and my instructions for the morning. Oh shit, I
was supposed to be fully dressed in my 'day' maids' uniform and serving
Sarah a cup of coffee in her bedroom at 7.30am on the dot!
I was actually going to be a maid and not just one dressing up at home
on my own. I now had a Mistress to serve! But the question kept going
through my mind, could I really do this?
A 'real' girl could no doubt get up, shower and be dressed in a fraction
of the time, but I knew my transformation would take longer, it took
effort; taking this slowly wasn't going to be an option for me today. My
arousal, although still very present took a back seat as I tried to
bring myself back down. I knew that I had to focus on my task ahead.
Yet I kept coming back to the question, was this really real? I knew I
was there and what had so far happened, but was this just a game? The
build up, the interview, the wait yesterday afternoon and of course that
amazingly scarily experience in the pub - I mean perhaps that was all
this really was?
Surely at some point this morning, even Sarah would be having the same
thoughts? Would Sarah really want to go ahead with all that had been
planned, what with the alcohol, the sexual tension, the power play
coupled with a degree of excited bravado from the both of us? I mean
we'd probably just laugh it all off and I'd be back home within an hour
or two, wouldn't I?
But of course I had no actual idea if Sarah would see it that way? After
all, she had gone to some considerable effort, from bringing me into her
house which was could have been a risk in itself, though somehow that
risk felt greater to me! Right down to the folder in my room with
detailed instructions and just the whole build up over the last few days
- it was all pretty elaborate and seemingly well thought out!
It hit me again that I had no male clothing at all with me. My mobile
phone, wallet and house keys were presumably held by her and yes, I'd
willingly handed them over, but what if I simply told her I wanted them
back? Surely if we just chatted about this and were honest with each
other, even if she felt a little annoyed, she'd hardly kidnap me, would
she?
Yet in the very next thought I asked myself did I really want out of
this, to call it off and simply go home, I mean this is what I wanted,
wasn't it?
Somehow I didn't even want to ask that question of myself and amazingly
convinced myself to play along and see what happened. After all, what
harm could there be in that and as Sarah had said, we are two consenting
adults, why not let it all happen and enjoy it!
With the alarm clock sounding a third time and despite any conflicting
thoughts, I jumped out of bed and headed to the bathroom. My position
was soon starkly brought back to me as I desperately needed to urinate
and remembered, as always when wearing a chastity cage that I would have
to sit like a 'girl' to take a simple pee!
Now wide awake and moving quickly, I found my wash kit, filled the sink
and took a close shave, being very careful not to cut myself. Somehow I
avoided looking into my own eyes in the mirror, maybe out of disbelief
or even more possibly out of a degree of shame, I didn't know? But I was
now of the mentality of getting on with my task ahead.
I slightly hated that 'in-between bit' of my transformation. My first
love to appear fully feminine and although I wasn't necessarily unhappy
looking male, looking half and half never seemed right and it somehow
allowed me to have an 'opt out', which I didn't want.
Removing my bra, knickers and 'fillers', I jumped into the shower and
luxuriated for longer than perhaps I should have. Gently soothed my skin
with scented shower cr?me and it felt fantastic as I allowed the hot
steaming jets of water to pour and pulsate over me. As I lathered my
body I noticed the clear indentations still present in the flesh of my
torso from my corset boning. Although I'd released myself from its
confines some seven hours earlier, I had to remind myself that I'd been
tightly laced in for approximately seventeen hours the day before!
It looked as if I'd been 'branded' with a hot iron! Sarah knew my
interest in bondage and the wearing of a corset for me was like being
trussed up with unseen bindings all day long beneath my clothing and I
loved that sensation. It could be hard to endure, but I was prepared to
endure it!
I also knew that very shortly I would be lacing myself back into the
tight confines of that very same garment and quite possibly for a very
long day ahead of me! My cock swelled and strained at that thought
alone!
I soaped washed around my chastity cage, unable to remove it of course,
it did at least give me the first chance to really take a good look at
it. No keyhole! Metallic, sturdy, surprisingly slim and small, but
clearly built to a strong design. It certainly made my heart several
beats knowing that I truly was locked down there!
I reminded myself of the fact that Sarah had told me that even she
couldn't release it, at least not until it had reached the end of the
programmed duration and I could only presume that was indeed the case.
But what I didn't know was just how she had programmed it for? Fuck!
Once out of the shower I towelled myself down and I used a hair dryer to
carefully dry all around the cage, it was at least effective and would
avoid the risk of chaffing. Being frustrated down there was one thing,
but being sore down there was something I most definitely didn't want!
I realised the clock was ticking and despite my earlier questioning
thoughts on just what would happen today, I knew that if I was going to
present as Chrissie, then I wanted to present convincingly whilst
looking and feeling my very best.
With my bra back in place along with my fillers inserted, I then took a
deep breath before wrapping my corset back around body, attaching the
front metalled busk fastenings and then reaching round behind me to
begin the task of pulling my laces tight. I decided to retighten the
laces as I went on, knowing that was the best way to take it in just
that little bit extra each time.
Sitting gingerly due to the rigid hold of my corset, I carefully slid up
a freshly opened pair of black seamed sheer nylons up my smooth hairless
legs and no matter how many times I did this, every time it took my
breath away slightly.
For me, pulling sheer nylons on was one of the most sensual acts of my
dressing and I was determined to enjoy it. Standing up, I attached them
to the waiting six suspender straps, checking the straightness of the
seams as I smoothed them over my skin.
With my other underwear items laid out ready, my knickers, a glorious
black satin full slip, I knew that my plug and the harness had to come
next!
Knowing that this would possibly be secured up inside of me for
potentially the whole day, I nervously took it from its charging base,
threaded it into its leather harness and quickly smeared lube over the
semi firm shaft, as I tried to prepare myself mentally.
Lowering myself back onto my bed, again, not easy in my corset, I bent
my nylon clad knees upwards and taking slow breaths and I carefully
eased it inside and pushed it fully home. At the same time, I pulled the
four thin leather straps of the harness upwards to the waiting belt.
Gingerly standing up, I then secured the belt attachment tightly around
my waist and began pulling each of the four straps upwards. Sarah told
me that she would check, so to not incur any displeasure I decided that
I would do my best to pull my plug up as far as it would go.
Interchanging this action between fresh corset tightening and but plug
harness tugs, somehow I went as far with each as was possible. With my
panties on and my chastity cage pushed back as far as possible, took a
hold of the small padlock Sarah had supplied and locked the belt of my
butt plug harness shut at my lower back!
There was no time to ponder on that thought as I then stepped into my
glorious full slip. Finally my dress followed, made easy as the nylon
lining sliding effortlessly over my full satin slip below.
In reality, it was never actually a specified maid's dress. It was in
fact a beautifully cut very smart, just below the knee length dress from
Jaeger. Fully lined, with three quarter length sleeves and one simple
discrete zip up the back and a small kick vent allowed movement from its
somewhat straight cut lower half, but the simple addition of a white
satin half pinny, at least to my mind transformed it into an elegant
'domestic' style maid's uniform.
It was one of the 'uniforms' that Sarah had seen me wearing from my
profile photos, so I knew that it would be what she was expecting. My
'other' uniform, was of course a little more elaborate to say the least
and presumably if I was still here by the end of the day, then I would
serving fully dressed in that amazing outfit! That thought really did
make my heart skip several beats!!!
Amazingly I still had twenty minutes left, but still had a few more
important things to do. Stepping into my plain matt black three inch
court shoes, I then sat myself sown at the vanity table. For a second
gasping as the sheer presence of my plug made itself known, which at
that point wasn't even switched on!!!
Carefully working on my makeup, I knew that I had to work fast, but I
had to achieve the right tone for serving as a maid on duty! Not too
little, but most definitely not too much, though to be fair Sarah hadn't
given me any specific direction regarding makeup for my role as her
maid, but I applied what I thought was right and overall felt happy with
my appearance.
Next came my wig and finally my satin pinny as I stood in front of the
full length mirror. Tying and retying it several times around my tightly
nipped in waist, checking the bow and ties for neatness and equal
length. As I looked for what I thought was one last time, I suddenly
stopped and took in the sight before my own very eyes.
It was as if the very task of hurriedly preparing myself had almost made
me forget what I was about to do, which in all honesty probably wasn't a
bad thing. But now, there I was looking at myself dressed and ready (at
least in appearance) as a Maid!
At that very moment every sense and nerve ending seemed to tingle and
come alive. From the materials, to the sounds and even the smells. Every
inch of my body was now enveloped in femininity. The slight swish of my
slip against the underlining of my dress and my nylons always got me!
The pull on my suspender straps as I moved, the sudden restriction in my
gait, the unsteadiness of my heels and of ever binding grip of my corset
below was now all too apparent.
At no point could I or would I ever forget my plug and its accompanying
harness, even when not switched on and vibrating. Neither could I forget
my ever present chastity or the constant swelling within.
But then there were even the more subtle reminders, my nails, my light
spray of perfume, the stickiness of my lipstick (lightly applied being
on duty - of course), the hint of my fragranced shower gel and even the
occasional loose strand of hair from my wig tickling my face and neck.
All of it made me feel so wonderfully girly, pretty and feminine and I
loved it!
Glancing at the clock, I had amazingly had just over five minutes to go,
but I realised that I had to find the kitchen, make the coffee and to be
ready on time at Sarah's door.
Fuck, I was probably going to be late!
For another split second I gazed at my reflection in the mirror,
subconsciously biting my lower lip gently (something I nervously did)
without thinking seeing a maid looking back at me! I kept telling myself
that I looked ok, I could do this, I can do this and perhaps more
importantly, that I needed to do this.
But crikey, I was nervous beyond belief!
With no time to delay I soon found myself in Sarah's kitchen as I
quickly prepared her coffee. I'd remembered the instructions, filtered
coffee only, with a little milk and I found the tray to the side of the
kettle. As fussed around the kitchen my heels clicked as any women's
heels would click on the tiled flooring, again yet another sound that
served to remind me of what I was wearing.
With the coffee made, I looked at the kitchen clock and at my simple
ladies wrist watch to confirm that I had only moments to spare. My
initial attempt at picking up the tray caused me to place it back down
straight away. Fuck, I could barely stop trembling and could see half of
the coffee ending up sloshing around on the tray before I got anywhere
near her bedroom door!
Somehow stopping myself, I stood and took a deep breath. That in itself
was far from easy in my corset, but I had to focus and pull myself
together. With the second attempt, or maybe through holding my breath, I
carefully headed out of the kitchen and just hoped that I could remember
the correct route and even the correct door upstairs from her
instructions.
I passed a full length mirror in the hallway on route and momentarily
caught sight of myself. With no time to stop, the image of a maid going
about her duties was hammered home into my mind - that was me!
Somehow with careful steps, I reached the landing without a drop split.
This simple task now made all the more difficult by my choice of dress.
As lovely as my dress was to wear, there was no doubt that a purpose
made domestic maids uniform would have allowed me more freedom of
movement!
Indeed, when I had considered buying a 'proper' domestic style uniform
some years ago, all of them did come styled with a 'A' line skirt half
and I'm sure for good reason. After all a 'real' maid would no doubt be
bending; stretching and kneeling and so on... to carry out her tasks
and her here I was prancing round in a dress that was perhaps more
suited if going to a nice restaurant or to a dinner party!
I'd chosen style and femininity over practicality! Dressing up at home
and 'playing' at being the maid had never put me to any real test and
now I was going to be well and truly tested in this glorious outfit that
with hindsight , was going to work against me. My own desire to feel and
look feminine was going to put me at a disadvantage!
But quietly I also knew that having such restriction tapped right into
my own deep desire for feeling helpless and stuck. Even to wearing my
corset. I mean how many real maids wore corsets under their uniforms,
yet alone sheer nylons and three inch heels!
But of course none of that of really mattered, or applied to my role as
a maid and just how hard would my tasks prove later on when Sarah would
want me in my French Maids uniform!
For better or for worse, this was my uniform and I was going to have to
wear it. Deep down I wanted to feel that constant restriction, whether
that be directly from my dress or my sexy underwear. The masochistic
side of me wanted didn't want any of this to be easy!
Such thoughts actually triggered a nervous arousal inside of me. I had
no intention to purposely displease, but if my tasks were made hard,
then there was surely a propensity to trip up and make an error? Errors
could only result in one thing - a punishment!
Or was that just my fantasy?
Just as I loved not having access to any male clothing (at least not
easily), knowing that even if I was allowed to change back or escape
that it couldn't be done quickly. I didn't want to be allowed any easy
way out and I guess that I didn't want my maid's duties to be made too
easy for me either.
From my underwear, to my outerwear and to my heels, my clothing would
all in their own way assist in trapping me. I had always had quiet
fantasies of being caught and exposed, though I'm sure the reality would
have been quite different. But the thought of being chased and being
overpowered easily in my heels and restrictive skirts played perfectly
into my 'damsel in distress' mentality that I quietly craved.
But this was suddenly now very real and I truly had no idea if Sarah
would push me beyond my limits? I didn't even know quite what my limits
would be and even if she did decide to punish me, would I truly want her
to? Would I like it, would I enjoy it, or would it actually hurt like
hell and scare the living daylights out of me? In truth my vision of a
punishment could have been a million miles away from hers!
She had hinted that a clearly different set of rules would be needed in
a 'Mistress / Maid' relationship during my interview, but eluded no
further. She in turn knew that I was deeply masochistic; she knew that I
quietly liked the idea of discipline and that I had strong desires to be
placed in bondage when feminised. But we hadn't discussed these things
in any detail and again, a fantasy was one thing!
Trying to push such exciting, but distracting thoughts from my mind, I
was suddenly outside her bedroom door. Only now to face another
challenge, with the tray in both of my hands and in three inch heels,
could I chance letting go with one hand to knock? Oh fuck. Bending down
carefully wasn't easy. My dress, corset and of course my plug made that
task tricky to say the least, but somehow I did it and standing back up
realising that time must have run out, I again took another deep breath
and with no time left, I knocked.
Stupidly I should have done so whilst crouching down, so yet again this
everyday task became my challenge. On hearing her say "Enter" I clumsily
managed to go through the door, having to repeat my actions yet again!
Unbeknown to me, just as in my maid's quarters, hidden cameras had
actually been placed all around her house and she was following my every
move, including my awkwardness outside her door - and she revelled in
every moment of it!
Watching me as I entered, she could barely contain her own enjoyment as
her maid stood there looking helplessly petrified holding a tray with
her morning coffee on it. Feigning sleepiness, she roused and greeted me
with a "Good morning Chrissie" as I 'dipped' into a light curtsey,
straining every muscle to hold the tray and coffee level. "Good morning
Mistress" was my response as I was simply instructed to place the tray
on her bedside table.
Stepping back a few feet, I then dipped again and stood with my hands
neatly clasped together against my half apron, my legs tightly clamped
together, with one knee ever so slightly cocked and bent, and my head
eyes lowered in what I could only hope was adequate deference. None of
this had been detailed, but it all just felt quite natural and right to
do so!
Sarah watched my every move unaware that my stomach was performing
somersaults out of fear and nervous anticipation. She realised that yes,
training would be needed and that she would relish in subjecting me to
that, but what she was seeing on that very first morning was nothing
short of natural subservience and submission!
She could tell that I wasn't just 'acting' the part with a naughty
little glint in my eye, as if trying to play at being some sort of
pantomime dame. She could see that I was clearly nervous and that her
role required her to take charge. Indeed, she couldn't quite believe
just how natural my movements and mannerisms were and she knew those
would be the hardest to teach!
Having woken up that morning and telling myself that all of this would
just be a bit of fun and nothing more than a nice game, I also realised
that even if she ultimately kept me here until the end of Tuesday in her
office, that despite my own fears I could do this. I could cope. It
would no doubt test me and by the end of it my feet would no doubt be
killing me, but what the hell, I could do this and more importantly - I
wanted to, even if it meant leaving behind all common sense!
After all, as she'd said, we were both here by choice. No one had made
me do this and at the moment I truly could and didn't want to think
beyond that!
Yet as she looked at me, Sarah was seeing and indeed planning a much
bigger picture! She as 'the Mistress, dominant and owner' and me as her
(if possible) permanent, long term, fully feminised maid, secretary and
fully indentured general factotum! Her 'muse' as it were, a project, but
not just a passing one.
Or at least in her head that was what she was rapidly planning on! She
had wanted to find a boy or a man for some time and her dream of being
able to turn him into a 'her' was now very possibly standing right in
front of her!
It may well have been her 'fantasy' just as I had mine, but suddenly she
could see real possibilities right before her. I had no idea just how or
what she might be capable of, or indeed just what I might either agree
to, or what I might simply be subjected to - that thought alone always
scared me!
Her next words were "Well, what a lovely wakeup call my dear..."she
smiled, "...you really do make such a delightful maid. Now turn for me
'girl'!" Fuck, she said 'girl'! Gosh it made my heart jump, but that's
what I was, or at least what I portrayed!!!
I loved the fact that I was being instructed. I was being told and not
asked - and I did it!
Slowly I turned and then instinctively dipped into a small curtsey
holding up the hem of my dress. "Delightful..." she exclaimed, "...and
what's more I even just caught a glimpse of the lace trim of your slip!"
she smiled, "Ever so feminine!" she laughed.
She watched me redden with embarrassment. "Oh don't worry Chrissie..."
she said, "...it's exactly how I want you..." She added, "...a hint of a
slip is so enchantingly feminine and looking at your reaction, I would
say you're just as enamoured about wearing not only your slip, but that
dress, the heels, those glorious stockings and of course everything else
on under there!"
She smiled heavily raising an eyebrow in question. "Would I be right
Chrissie darling?" She looked hard at me. "Yes Mistress," I said as I
dipped yet again. "It's lovely to wear..." I paused, before adding,
"...It's ALL so lovely to wear, thank you."
"And please tell me that you 'do' have everything else on under there?"
she said with a beaming, but inquisitive smile. Already knowing the
answer as she'd observed me through her cameras, she didn't want to let
on that she could spy on me as and when. Dutifully I told her that I was
which was, followed by another curtsey, to be met again with a simple
and excited "Good girl!"
Her broad smile continued as she spoke with a definite glint in her eye,
"Well I'm glad you like your uniform and I can assure you I'm very much
looking forward to seeing you in not only this uniform each day, but
that other delightful and rather sexy creation that you have waiting in
your room!"
Her comments weren't lost on me as she clearly indicated to me French
Maids uniform. I already knew myself that I could almost make myself cum
from just the thought wearing that dress and all of its paraphernalia,
though of course not when confined in my chastity! So if I was turned on
now, quite how I would cope later on would be quite some challenge!
But before I could think any further on that, she added, "In this house
Chrissie, at my office or indeed wherever we are, you will be my 'girl'
and a very feminine girl at that..." she said "...and so far you're not
disappointing me!" she smiled, pausing before continuing. "You'll need
to know that the 'other you' as far as I'm concerned does not exist from
now on..." she said, "...at least in my mind!"
She watched me carefully before saying, "Understood?"
"Yes Mistress," I replied, though her words made me feel utterly
lightheaded and without any instruction I simply 'dipped' into yet
another small curtsey as I said "Yes Mistress, thank you Mistress, I
truly only want you to see me as your girl!" as my words petered off. I
was scaring myself at what I was saying, but I'd dreamt of such a
situation for so many years and here I was! I wanted this, I wanted this
desperately!
"You're learning fast young lady!" she said, clearly seeing the unease
in my face. Unwittingly I was acquiescing by the second and my own
ability to maybe say 'no' was fast diminishing.
Unbeknown to me, Sarah had studied and read enough books to know about
the psychology of the 'dominant and submissive' relationship and she
wasn't unwise to signs, signals, body language and or the 'types' that
met the perfect criteria for feminisation. Whether that be enforced
feminisation, or feminisation on a voluntary basis, indeed often the two
were needed to be combined!
From our early exchanges via email, our telephone chats and our initial
meetings, Sarah was confident that my personality, my traits and what
appeared to be my 'natural' willingness to submit particularly when en
femme made me the perfect 'type', or at least for her specific needs!
This search for hers had been long in the waiting and she'd learnt
enough to see that my natural deference was simply coming to the
surface. Encouragement and of course firm direction from a strong woman
(herself) would still be needed, but at this stage she could see no
major issues in subjugating me to her complete will.
The key to her controlling me was to slowly manipulate and manoeuvre me
further and further into her web, initially through my own voluntary
feminisation, but then with her slowly enforcing it to a point of no
return!
To be fair it was a half won battle already as I was of course there by
choice, but equally she knew enough to know that if not handled
carefully I could slip from her fingers. The right balance was needed.
If she was too full on I could run, but if her dominance was too little,
my mind would have time to think and dissatisfaction and even shame
could set in.
Ultimately she would use my sense of shame, but in a positive way. She
had to show my 'worth' and my 'value', but only as Chrissie the maid,
the secretary, the servant and the submissive. It was the 'other me'
that had to be shamed and that would be her aim.
She was also realised that I had to kept sexually aroused on a permanent
basis. My feminisation was the first key to that and the easiest. It cut
to the very core of what I was. She needed to keep me dressed as sexily
and as feminine as possible and ideally at all times!
Secondly, I needed to be constantly 'edged 'and turned on. This would be
handled through enforced chastity and by the use of my plug and then
finally by using me for her own sexual pleasure.
Of course there would be challenges. But all of these thoughts and ideas
had been there ready. Her job was to now put them all into action and
somehow try to keep them in place!
Either way, she held more of the cards as it were than me. She had time
and she was determined to do her level best to win this game. Our two
minds couldn't have been in more different places if we'd tried as I
stood there almost numbed and lost like a lamb. I was effectively a lump
of potter's clay and she was the potter and I was about to be made into
whatever she wanted!
Little did I know just how strong her desire was to mould and shape me
and at that point in time, me not knowing was probably a good thing.
All of these thoughts and possibilities made her juices flow all the
more and she had to fight off the urge to masturbate herself there and
then a she observed me! But despite the tingles of lust and wanting, she
also knew that she had to maintain her position and mine within this new
and exciting dynamic. The 'Mistress / Maid' role would be unleashed and
without further ado!
Just as I needed to be controlled, she needed to control!
Her words were soft, but clear as my next instructions quickly followed.
"You may go now and prepare my breakfast Chrissie; you will find a red
folder on the kitchen table detailing clear and precise instructions for
you. I will be down shortly. The newspaper should be delivered soon, get
everything prepared and be ready to serve me!"
I curtseyed with a quick, "Yes Mistress," to be met with a simple, yet
another heart lifting response - "Good girl!" Lost for a split second I
stood there somehow pausing, she added laughing, "As delightful as you
are to look at young Lady, you have jobs to do. Now Shoo!"
I had simply been dismissed!
I felt nervous beyond belief, yet also incredibly proud!
Back downstairs and in the kitchen I busied myself carefully following
her written instructions. Despite trying to concentrate, with every move
I could feel my dress and slip slide over my sheer nylon encased legs
and that ever present 'rasp' of my stockings as they brushed against
each other. That brought a smile to my face as she been keen to mention
during yesterday's interview that that very noise would please her
greatly.
My heels merrily 'clicked' away and the occasional strand of hair from
my wig fell across my face as I tucked it behind my ear in such a
naturally feminine way and all the time my caged sex swelled against its
confines.
Gosh, everything felt so amazing! Remembering the newspaper, I quickly
placed that next to her glass of orange juice and fussed with every last
detail in an attempt to impress. With fresh coffee ready and yoghurt,
melon and muesli at hand, I waited nervously for my Mistress to appear!
'My Mistress'!!!! I could barely believe that I had just thought that!
On entering, I executed another curtsey and then I stood dutifully to
one side, pouring and clearing as and when. I'd genuinely never done
this before, but somehow I knew what and when to do it, or at least I'd
hoped I was ticking all of the right boxes!
As a child I had watched 'Upstairs Downstairs' a popular tv series and
with or without knowing, I had be transfixed by the 'pecking orders' and
hierarchy between the masters / the mistress and their servants. I had
always quite naturally been drawn the serving role and more
specifically, the female serving role!
And here I was finally doing it - I WAS the serving girl!
It dawned on me quickly as I stood there passively, trying not to
fidget, sway or move as she ate and read her newspaper, that I was
effectively being ignored and rightly so. This was at least for today,
my new station in life!
Unbeknown to me, ignoring me was actually hard for her, but she was
determined to play her role properly and subsequently, my role was to be
seen and not heard. I was simply her maid, a visual treat, her servant
and hers to use.
She also knew that I had to be taught patience and making me wait would
be a regularly used tool of hers!
Some forty five minutes later she simply instructed me to go upstairs
and prepare her scented bath. Once it was run, I was to report back to
her. I was then dismissed to my task. It was a relief to at least move
as I soon found standing perfectly still in my three inch heels was
beginning to take its toll on me.
I knew that I couldn't complain and I was only too aware that at some
point later on in that day I would be stepping out of these particular
heels and into my four inch lockable ones! Presuming of course that I
would no doubt be serving her at some point in my French maid's apparel?
With the bath prepared, I was soon back at her side as she finished the
last of her coffee. Thanking me I was relieved that I'd done well, only
to be given more instructions! "You may clear away now Chrissie..." she
said, "...there's a small piece of melon and yoghurt in the fridge,
remember, just a glass of water..." She smiled, adding, "...then back
upstairs to my bathroom in 15 minutes sharp!"
Upping and leaving me, I had to work quickly! Hurriedly I cleared the
table and loading the dishwasher, eating only a mouthful of melon and a
small pot of yoghurt and sipping some water, which was all I had time
for. Her timings were doable, but they were clearly designed to keep me
on my toes and dead on 15 minutes later I nervously knocked on the
bathroom door.
Summoned in, I was faced with the more intimate role of being a 'ladies
maid'. With her soaking in bubbles, I was then instructed to move next
to the bath and told to sponge and wash her body! I hadn't expected to
be allowed such intimacy so early on, but then all of this was a day of
'firsts' for me now and I felt so privileged and grateful!
Explaining, that one of my roles would be to take care of such tasks as
and when, saying "We're all girls after all..." she giggled, adding
"...you poor 'girl', here you are washing my body, touching me and I
can't help but wonder what that's doing to you!"
She had quite literally subjugated me to the level of a chaste 'female'
maid and I adored it! At that moment I desired her, I wanted her and yet
she was right. Sexually I was a captive, or at least for now and I had
no idea when my cage might be released. I was utterly dependent on her
as to what pleasure I might or might not receive!
It also scared me as to just what I might agree to do to be allowed such
a treat!
Somehow I focussed on my task despite my frustrated urges and I managed
to keep my uniform dress and sleeves dry. As she finally stepped out of
the bath I was then given the task of drying her off with a large soft
bath towel. I had never felt so 'unlike a man' in my life.
I wasn't gay, in fact I was very drawn to her sexually, yet I was there
solely to be a subservient 'girl' and I loved it - I had allowed myself
to be transformed into some sort of eunuch!
Purely to serve and take care of her and it all felt just so right!
Eventually I was instructed me to clean the bath and tidy everything as
she disappeared back into her bedroom to dress.
She reappeared in pair of stylish designer jeans, some flats and a
cashmere sweater as she watched me tidying up, saying "I will have you
dress me on other occasions Chrissie and I'll teach you to comb my hair
and you may even get to put on and remove my underwear, but I appreciate
everything is so new for you today. This is day one after all!" she
smiled. Making me wonder 'day one of how many'?
Oh my gosh! The thought of dressing and undressing her, even handling
her underwear! But although part of me wanted to see her dressed right
there and then in a nice dress or skirt and looking wonderfully feminine
herself, yet again as with the office she was the one in trousers, flat
shoes and practical, comfortable clothing! Feminine without a doubt, but
the contrast with my own attire hit home!
All logic should have made me hate this surely? Being used, being a
servant. But it didn't, in fact I loved it and I craved it and the more
I did it the more it turned me on! I remember thanking her and dipping
into yet another automatic curtsey much to her joy. Simply smiling at me
and saying, "Meet me in the kitchen in 10 minutes!"
The morning basically continued with one job after another, nothing too
arduous, but barely allowing me time to really think about my situation.
My tasks ranged from putting some washing on, to cleaning the hall
floors, emptying the dishwasher and some light dusting and vacuuming.
Although not standing over me, she was clearly never far and she watched
me closely.
At times I was left alone, but of course she could go to her lap top or
mobile and monitor my movements at will. I equally would catch
occasional glimpses of myself working away in the various mirrors around
the house, a vision that would literally catch my breath - that was me,
a serving uniformed Maid!!!
Twice the plug buzzed into life up inside me and both times it took me
by surprise! I had to work hard to concentrate as the vibrations varied
from light to full on teasing my inner glands beyond all measure. I
served her a mid morning coffee during one such vibrating session. She
simply smiled at me as I poured her coffee whilst clearly struggling to
maintain my composure!
The truth was I was happy! In fact I felt amazing. Yes, still nervous
and a little scared, but overjoyed at my situation, my attire and my
position as her maid!
Eventually I prepared a light sandwich for her and a smaller one for me,
mine to be eaten separately, the Mistress / Maid rules still applied!
She took this opportunity to remind me that I would be required to
'watch' my diet, saying, "It's important for a pretty girl to remain
petite and feminine, whether you are serving me in your uniforms or
dressed as my secretary at the office!"
Such comments made my head swoon as it reinforced the image of me being
in her 'girl', to being feminine and to being 'pretty' and quietly I
loved hearing it. It also reminded me that on Monday morning I'd be
faced with spending the day as her secretary in my lovely office style
attire!
With my brief lunch completed, my duties carried on and after hanging
some washing out in her kitchen out house I was called into the dining
room and summoned to stand before her.
Telling me that she was giving me a few moments 'out' she thankfully
offered me a seat, which I gladly accepted as my feet were by now on
fire. She wanted to know just how I felt and was quite keen to know if I
felt she was being a 'fair' Mistress?
The truth was - I felt amazing and I told her! I told her that she had
been wonderfully kind and considerate to me and that although I was
still a little worried and nervous still, all I wanted more than
anything was to please her. Telling her that I just hoped that I hadn't
failed or disappointed her in any way.
She listen carefully somewhat shocked herself that I was this happy and
content! I was the gift that just kept on giving for her which simply
gave her the impetus and the drive to push me on further and further.
I even mentioned my aching feet, though quickly adding that I wasn't
complaining, which was promptly met with a, "I should think not!"
delivered with a slight smile adding, "They may be my rules, but they
were guided by your own choices young lady!"
Watching me she continued, "You know it's not uncommon for 'girls' like
you to exaggerate and perhaps talk up their experience in heels and even
their actual dressing..." She smiled, adding, "...would that be fair
Chrissie?"
I didn't verbalise an answer, but she clearly knew and my eyes gave me
away. "And that's fine, by the way..." she said, "...after all..." she
smiled "...your discomfort doesn't affect me; you're the one who has to
cope with your clothing and your footwear..." She smiled, adding "...and
you will!"
She paused, reflecting as she spoke, "I once had a boy who absolutely
insisted that he loved wearing a tight corset and when I finally laced
him into one, he promptly fainted" she smiled, "You on the other hand
clearly have more experience Chrissie, but playing at being 'the maid'
at home and telling me that you've worn heels for hours on end is one
thing..." her eyes caught mine, as she added, "...Doing it is another!"
She smiled "You agreed to my requirement for heel height and indeed many
other things, all of which are non negotiable!" She went on, "As I said
Chrissie, I'm a 'visual person' and I will want you to be visually
pleasing for me at all times and does include me seeing you in a certain
height of heel. Don't misunderstand..." she said, "...I wouldn't want
you in agony, but your occasional discomfort can be seen as a 'positive'
for me as it shows a true willingness and desire to please me..." She
smiled, adding "...and you do want to please me don't you Chrissie?"
"Yes Mistress, I do," was of course the only answer I could give.
"Good!" she said. "Then we'll hear no more on the subject!"
I genuinely wasn't complaining, but that one simple response clearly
closed the matter down and my Mistress had simply decided! Again,
although that worried me, her no nonsense control excited me. Likewise,
she smiled to herself with a growing confidence that she could simply
make any and all decisions for me. She was quite simply beginning to
relish her power and that excited her!
"I think you have real promise Chrissie..." she said as my eyes
momentarily caught hers. Quickly averting mine she carried on, "...But
it's clear to me that you require close supervision and direction and I
intend to give that to you." Oh shit, I heard every word, but could
barely believe my ears. "You clearly don't want choice..." she added.
"...And taking away your choice, takes away your own guilt and shame of
wanting to dress as a girl!"
"I will tell you now..." she said, reeling me in with every sentence,
"...having seen you fully feminised, you are truly far better suited as
a 'girl'!" She smiled, continuing, "...but more importantly..." she said
"...a submissive 'girl'!"
She went on "And please don't think that submission is a weakness, in
fact I view it as the complete opposite!" she said. "Handing over
control takes courage!"
"I don't know whether you know it..." she continued, "...but you are
also far more attractive as a 'girl' and I whole heartedly believe that
you're happier..." She paused, leaving just enough time before adding,
"...maybe happier than you've ever been?"
"In fact..." she said, "...I'm confident that dressing and submitting go
hand in hand for you!"
Crikey! If you could hit the nail on the head, she was not only hitting
it, but driving it home!
She must have switched on her mobile as my plug buzzed back into life!
Letting out an audible 'Arrrrgh' she smiled heavily to herself whilst
watching my every facial expression. This was all part of her plan, her
psychology and her control over me and she was winning!
For me, with the plug buzzing away inside of me, it meant that any
chance of debate or argument simply fell away. Sitting on the firm
upright chair just as last night in the pub, served to push my plug up
even further and as the vibrations increased, my eyes slowly began to
glaze over!
Smiling as she watched me slowly succumb, she said, "That's it, just
enjoy it." As she paused, continuing, "You need never feel shame or
guilt, because I believe that you're now simply allowing yourself to
emerge and be the 'real' you..." She watched me. "...And the 'real' you
is a submissive 'girl' who wants to serve and submit." Although my eyes
were now closed, I heard her every word.
"Like you..." she continued, "...I'm also emerging and it feels good, in
fact it feels very good!" she said. "Every now and again certain paths
cross our lives that we can chose to walk away if we want..." she said,
"...or we can grasp and embrace them. Sometimes they can be once in a
lifetime opportunities!"
"You don't need to answer, in fact..." she said, "...I honestly don't
believe that you will want to answer that." My legs clamped tightly
together as my hands clenched my skirted thighs feeling the suspender
straps below. Gasping again and leaning slightly forward, my body
contorted slightly to the unseen vibration inside of me. Whether Sarah
turned the device off, or whether the random setting simply allowed me a
break, just as quickly the torment ended - but fuck, I felt so aroused
and turned on I wanted to cry.
"We'll talk more..." Sarah said, "...but I am glad that you're happy and
wanting to please me..." She smiled, adding, "...a Mistress couldn't
want more from her maid!"
"However" her voice suddenly changed and became a little firmer, as she
caused me to focus. "As we're here and in a suitable location..." she
said, "...there is an issue that I do need to raise with you young
lady!"
"Please stand up and leave the chair in the middle of the room."
As I stood now a little more nervously, I failed to notice the leather
strap to her left on a small table.
"On the subject of giving you close supervision and direction, I
inspected your bedroom mid morning and I've got be honest, I wasn't best
pleased!" She walked around me. Before I could even try to think about
what I might have done or not done, she carried on, "I expect your room
to be immaculate and it was not!"
I quickly tried to utter a, "Sorry Mistress," but was cut off. "The
duvet was not neatly put back, your nightdress was left dishevelled and
towels weren't hung up neatly..." she said, adding, "...These may seem
minor infractions Chrissie, but you had an alarm clock and you had time
this morning and if a maid can't keep her own bedroom tidy, then what
hope is there for the rest of the house?" she said. Adding "And I would
be amiss if I let that pass!"
"Now," she stopped. "I know all of this is new and you might think I'm
picking holes, but you do need to know that failings will have
consequences!" Without a pause she quickly added "Pull your dress and
slip up and bend over the back of the chair, legs neatly and tightly
together and I want your hands holding onto the seat," she said as my
eyes caught hers, instantly I realised that was wrong of me as her face
became stern. "Do it NOW girl and don't ever even question me with your
eyes!"
I truly wasn't questioning, I think I was just shocked. But in truth
reasoning didn't matter.
Shit, somehow I did as she said; only now with me very visibly shaking.
Watching me carefully, she also knew that I couldn't be pushed too far
just yet, but clearly this was a test that she had to subject me to and
she had been desperate all morning to punish me. Her own desire could
barely be contained a moment longer!
Moving behind me with the leather strap in her right hand she knew not
to rush this. Every second meant anticipation and fear and they were key
ingredients in her control and my submission. I was a grown (in theory
free thinking man) albeit dressed and serving as a submissive female
maid and now I was about to allow a dominant lady punish me!
To anyone watching on, this whole scenario, these last two days, the
whole build up over the last few weeks would simply be absurd!
But to the two of us, it made perfect sense, even if I couldn't put it
into words. Sometimes words simply weren't needed. It was going to
happen. It had to happen and that was all!
"As it's you first infraction Chrissie..." she said, "...I shall be kind
and only give you 10 strokes of the strap..." She paused, making me jump
as she touched and ran her fingers across the tight sheer satin of my
panties. "...and on this occasion, I shall do this through your pretty
knickers!"
I jumped again as she stroked me once more, only this time I got a sharp
"Don't flinch 'girl'!" she said, adding, "I don't play at this and these
won't be gentle taps young lady, but I do expect you to take them!"
Oh shit. I had no idea just what was going through my mind, but I sensed
her positioning and steadying herself behind me. "I also don't want a
sound from you until I've finished..." adding, "...and if need be I will
gag you and we will start all over!" She paused, before adding, "Only
when I've finished will you stand up, curtsey, thank me and apologise!"
She paused. "Do you understand me 'girl'?"
Just as I gave an affirmative, "Yes Mistress," with the first stroke
making contact a second later - Fuck!
It was bearable, but I did hurt and it certainly wasn't gentle! For the
next few moments and in an alternating, steady rhythm, she struck each
cheek through my panties. I was thankful that the blows struck my
buttocks and not the base of my plug. That thought alone was
incomprehensible! But each strike caused me to jerk and gasp slightly
and before I knew it, it was over.
On hearing her place the strap down, I quickly straightened myself up
and turned and dipped into a deep curtsey, apologising profusely and
thanking her! As I stood back up, it was only then that the heat and a
stinging pain began to emerge. I knew I was flushed, not at the point of
tears, but I felt out of breath and quite chastised!
Quietly she'd hoped I would cry, but told herself that that could wait
for another day. It was a good first time gauge, though more force and
more spanks were clearly needed! I was then instructed to lower my
dress, as I sexily wiggled my slip and dress down, quickly sorting
myself out as best I could a she watched on.
Had I looked her in her eyes, I would have seen that she was somewhat
flushed as well. What I didn't know was that, on the final spank she had
experienced one of the most powerful orgasms of her life and was still
feeling the ripples of that!!!
I had no idea, but deep down she desperately wanted to do it all again,
harder and faster! Her mind was filling with thoughts of bondage, whips,
gags, chains and hard rampant sex! Given the chance, she could get
carried away, but she knew that controlling her own desires was vital.
More could and would come, but not now, she had to show restraint - even
smiling to herself for thinking that that very word - 'restraint'. It
just inflamed her passion even more!
The sensation for me, although painful in a stinging way, very quickly
moved its way round to my groin, both amazingly arousing me beyond
belief, but also resulting in making feel like I was going to wet
myself! Not that I was 'into' wetting myself, but I was massively
aroused and turned on.
The atmosphere in that room was now very highly charged and alive with
eroticism!
Trying to stand still, elegantly and submissively took all of my focus.
I actually felt like a little girl, an extremely subjugated little girl!
The dynamic had changed once again and the shift in power felt very
real. What I also didn't know, as with all of her rooms, was that once
again everything had been captured on film!
Finally she spoke, saying, "I won't say that I didn't enjoy that
Chrissie..." she said, suppressing her own smile, "...and although I
won't actively seek to punish you, I will as and when I feel it
necessary..." she added. "...I won't always need a reason and of course
you will not be permitted to question. But I will find it quietly
satisfying to correct any failings or shortcomings with you my 'girl'!"
"As it is your first day..." she said, "...I've even let you off for
arriving at my bedroom door late this morning!" she said. Oh shit, I
nearly looked up but thought the better of it. "Oh yes, it wasn't missed
young lady and to be fair you were no more than a minute late..." she
said, adding, "...but can I be confident that won't happen again
tomorrow morning?"
Dipping into another curtsey, I gave a quick, "No Mistress," and telling
myself that I would definitely get moving tomorrow morning no matter how
tired I was!
She went on. "As my Maid, you effectively bypass 'normal' employment
rules. But under my rules you effectively become my property and I see
it as my right to administer discipline!" She raised an eyebrow to me to
see my reaction. "Tell me Chrissie..." she said, "...how does that make
you feel?" she said, adding, "Do you feel hurt and angry, unjustly
treated..." she said, "...or do you feel glad and grateful that I'm
prepared to take the time to correct you and teach you? "Mmmm?"
Shit, by now, yes I felt levels of heat and pain from my rear, but I was
also so amazingly charged and aroused to almost bursting point!
Curtseying again, I told her so, I told how scared I was and yes how it
hurt, but that it felt right and that YES, YES, YES, she should and must
correct and punish me whenever necessary!
But when I'd finished, followed by yet another curtsey, she looked upon
me with a huge smile! "Oh my..." she said, "...you really are quite a
find my darling..." She smiled, saying, "...and yes, you will be
punished my 'girl', make no mistake..." She laughed. "...but I will tell
you that you are pleasing me by the minute, very much so!"
Scared but overjoyed, I was then told to attend to some cleaning of the
drinking glasses in the kitchen and dispatched with yet another deep
curtsey!
She had apparently gone back upstairs as she threw herself down onto her
bad and reached for her iPad. Keeping one image on me in the kitchen,
she quickly found the footage from my punishment session and played it
back as she brought herself 'off' to yet another powerful orgasm! Only
now even more determined to propel my feminisation and service beyond
even her original dreams and it was then that she made a telephone call!
Half an hour later I was told to go to my room and tidy up correctly,
before she appeared telling me that she was going to go off out for a
while and that I was to be given some rest time. This was a nice
surprise and very gratefully received. However, it wasn't quite what I
was expecting!
She then advised me to use the toilet which I did, only to return to
find her clutching what appeared to be several black leather belts. They
seemed to be approximately three quarters of an inch in width and maybe
a couple of feet in length.
She could see that my eyes were now nervously transfixed by them and
knew that she was going to enjoy this next stage in my development.
Wasting no time she then explained that I was to be tied up securely and
left whilst she went out! This would explain the encouragement to
relieve myself and for that I was at least grateful.
My body began to tremble as I was simply told to stand straight and
place my hands behind my back. "Just relax" she said as she could see my
obvious shaking as she set to work binding my wrists tightly, but not
too tight to prevent circulation.
Oh my gosh, bondage was a passion for me, but in truth I'd only ever
practised self bondage on myself and now here I was about to be tied up
for real! "I know you like bondage..." she said as she then placed a
further strap from behind me, running just under my breasts and round my
whole torso. The result was to pin my arms into my sides and it did so
very effectively. I could feel her fuss and tug firmly on the strap,
securing it somewhere in the middle of my back.
Her movements were quick and efficient and I got the impression that
this wasn't her first attempt at tying someone up!
I was then instructed to position myself onto the bed, face down. This
wasn't easy as she watched me struggle somewhat in my heels and now
unbalanced with my top half bound. Finally kneeling up on the bed, she
laughed telling me that it was only a duvet and mattress and that I was
to fall face down into a laying position and to place my legs neatly
together.
Once done, she clambered on the bed next to me and swiftly began
securing my ankles tightly together with a second binding just above my
knees and below my dress hemline. Despite my excitement and fear, I
simply allowed her to tie me up and not once did I question or resist!
Then after fussing at my ankle bindings, my feet were raised up and
pushed towards my bottom and tied hands. Some more fussing followed with
further bindings and I soon found myself in an extremely firm and
reasonably tight 'hog tie'! In less than five minutes, I had been
rendered completely bound and totally helpless!
Sitting herself down close to me on the bed, she then quickly checked
every strap checking for any slackness or looseness, saying "There, all
nice and secure..." She laughed, adding, "...a pretty little maid all
tied up!"
I jumped slightly as she gently stroked the back of my sheer stocking
covered legs as she spoke, "Now I know you've already told me on several
occasions about your desire to be tied up young lady..." She paused.
"...but wanting to be tied up and experiencing it are two different
things..." she said "...but just like the analogy of 'playing at being
the maid' and getting used to your heels. Real bondage is a little
different than what you might have done on your own, or indeed with what
you might get visiting some 'pay by the half hour' mistresses out
there!"
"There's no reason why you would have known this..." she went on,
"...but yes I've done this before and on top of that I was also quite a
keen amateur wall climbing enthusiast some years ago, so I do know my
knots and I know how to tie things quite securely..." sShe laughed,
tugging at my bindings, adding, "...ok, strictly these aren't knots, but
I think you get my drift!" "And I'll also tell you that I've quite an
imagination when it comes to bondage and all that it can entail!"
She paused letting that sink in, before addingm "So let's just say, that
this little display is a simple precursor to I suspect much more to come
and I will look forward to exploring that with you!"
Oh fuck! I heard every word and the thought of much more to come and her
potentially limitless imagination for such left me utterly dry mouthed
with nervous anticipation.
Either way, lying bound as I was I could tell that I was certainly well
and truly secured. These may have been simple bindings and it may have
only taken five minutes, but there was no way I could wriggle free or
escape!
Watching me closely, she then moved her hand up and over my thighs and
over my dress and slip, when I was subjected to two sharp pinches on
each buttock, though my dress, slip and knickers. But with my recent
spanking downstairs I yelped out and flinched as she achieved the
desired effect from me, much to her obvious amusement! Laughing aloud
she saidm "It does make one feel somewhat vulnerable, doesn't it!" as I
managed to reply with a, "Yes Mistress, thank you Mistress."
As she continued to touch, stoke and toy with my bound feminised form,
the realisation of her own power and control was becoming gloriously
apparent. She had experienced tying subs up before, but this somehow
felt different. Normally her dominance only lasted for an hour or two at
most, with never any real 'connection' between her and the sub.
But this was different; this was taking over her every thought and she
was loving it. The sheer sense of real potential ownership and control
was now very much at the forefront of her mind!
And looking down at me, I was ticking every box for her and more! She
had wanted that helpless 'she-male heroine' for so long and now tied up
before her was just possibly the one who could fulfil that role!
Biting her own lower lip to try to suppress her lust, she felt yet
another surge of desire between her legs once again. It was intoxicating
and she knew that also had to be careful, it would be all too easy to go
too far and abuse me beyond safe limits and she recognised that
responsibility. But the thought of just having that power turned her on
just as my own subjugation and surrender turned me on!
I wasn't gagged but I knew that I should somehow remain quiet as she
spoke whilst all the while touching, fussing and stroking me "Now you've
got a busy evening ahead of you my darling, so I'm going to leave you to
have a little rest, but also to give you a chance to take on board
everything that has happened, yesterday, last night and today and over
the last few weeks" she said.
"I'm going to be gone for a couple of hours..." she said, "...I'm not
going to gag you for safety reasons and I've allowed for circulation, so
I promise you you'll be quite safe." She smiled to herself adding, "Do
feel free to wriggle around if you like..." she said, having watched me
hump my bed that morning, adding, "...I have a sneaky feeling that
you'll like the sensations you get from that" she laughed.
Suddenly she moved closer and pushed both hands around and underneath my
skirted waist into my groin. Finding their goal, my cage through my
satin apron, dress, slip and panties, she again giggled as she blatantly
manipulated my cage from side to side quite vigorously.
This was the first time she'd actually used her own hand and tied as I
was there was nothing I could do to stop her! I gave an audible
'Arrrgghhh' as I tried to wriggle away, but to no avail. She watched me
closely as she simply 'edged me' through my chastity and my dress. I
could hear her own breathing getting deeper as she worked away on me
clearly becoming excited herself.
"Oooooh..." she cooed, "...I bet that feels so nice Chrissie, but so
terribly frustrating, Mmmm?" "Yes..." she said, "...seeing you so girly,
so feminine and so helpless!" as I moaned openly to her touch. "That's
it darling..." she said, "...hump the bed for me" she laughed letting go
and watching my own sex driven compulsion to somehow obtain enough
friction from within my cage to take me over that edge - but I couldn't.
Just as in my bed that morning, no matter how hard I pushed and bucked,
the sensations, although high, remained just that!
I must have pleaded with her a verbal 'please', but to no avail as she
moved off the bed and surveyed the staggering sight before her own eyes.
Trying to contain her laughter and joy, she simply said, "Oooh
Chrissie..." she with clear excitement in her own voice, "...I'm going
to have fun with you!" she said.
Out of breath myself and utterly lost in my own desire and yearning, I
heard her quickly say "But later..." she laughed, "...bye for now and
enjoy yourself my darling!" reaching the door with me still helplessly
trying to hump the duvet, she added "I'd suggest you stay central and
don't fall off of the bed, otherwise you really will be uncomfortable."
"And remember..." she added, "...try to get some rest whilst you enjoy
your predicament, because you'll be on duty later in that beautiful
French Maids uniform, all padlocked in, including those four inch heels
young lady. So I'll need you to be alert and on your toes!"
Leaving me with that thought did nothing to quell my urges and if
anything it inflamed more desire from me. Before I knew it, I heard her
leave the room closing the door behind her. I strained as I could just
hear what sounded like the front door slamming and possibly a car
pulling away some minutes later.
There really was no way I could escape. Though would I have wanted to?
None of that mattered; I was after all quite literally stuck!
It was at that point, the plug slowly came back into life! Oh fuck, I
hadn't forgotten that it was still in me, that was almost impossible,
but I had momentarily forgotten that she could activate from anywhere at
any time! Presuming it was on the random setting, the next two hours
were clearly going to test my resolve to the limits!
I almost instinctively found myself rocking furiously again back and
forth pushing my groin into the bed as my plug went up a notch or two.
Although the sensation was amazing, as hard as I pushed and pumped I was
incapable of taking anything to a conclusion at least from my penis!
Fuck I was turned on and yet could go no further than achieving a
glorious frustrated numbness at my caged sex, but I knew that my anal
orgasms could and no doubt would take over and rip through my satin and
silken helpless form and that was going to happen whether I wanted it or
not!
She did indeed check the cameras with her phone several times and more
than once caught me 'humping' the bed much to her glee. What I didn't
know as that she was actually off out to meet up with a very good
acquaintance by the name of Fiona.
Unbeknown to me, my role was about to take its first steps from being
solely exclusive!!!!!
With me now lost in my own haze of impending delirium, Sarah waited
patiently in a coffee shop for her friend, she pondered excitedly just
how quickly and how powerfully the events of yesterday and today had
gone. Her meeting Fiona today was originally just a thought, an idea at
the back of mind should possibilities look good in the future, but she
now needed to share this with someone urgently and more importantly with
someone who understood and who could even help!!!!
From her mobile app she could also tell that I'd already experienced the
first orgasm in my back passage as she quickly flicked over to the
camera image of me face down, writhing and twisting with nowhere to go.
Unconsciously her left hand dropped between her legs as she pushed
inwards and suppressed a gentle moan. She couldn't recall a time in her
life when she had felt so awakened sexually and she had no intention of
letting this slip away from her clutches.
Watching me from her phone, she knew that I wasn't truly a captive
despite being physically bound, but I was utterly in her control and she
needed some guidance herself. As her own fantasies were jumping ahead
almost too fast and she didn't want things spiralling into the abyss.
Her decision to tell Fiona might have seemed rash, but Fiona was cut
from the same ilk and even if it meant breaking a confidence with me,
she knew that was a risk worth taking.
Sarah had met Fiona a few years earlier in a bdsm club and had quickly
hit it off as good friends. They both had similar likes and tastes and
both were very clearly dominant. They had tried all manner of sexual
acts and even ventured into occasional lesbian scenarios together, but
slightly alarming for me, was that Fiona was the 'Alpha' of the two and
Sarah could and would slip into her own style of submission as and when
Fiona demanded!
However, one passion they both quickly recognised was their joint desire
to control and dominate men and boys through feminisation. Boys that
they could dress up and dominate became the primary prey!
Fiona was a five years older and she certainly had more experience with
various subs under her control, though to be fair, she was never lucky
enough to find what Sarah now thought she had found and Sarah couldn't
wait to spill the beans!
Not being privy to her meeting, lying there I was barely aware of
anything outside of my own little world of surrender and submission. My
feminised form continued to exhaust itself out of sheer wanton desire
and lust. Spasms jerked my tightly trussed body and glorious numbness
surrounded my cage as I simply gave in physically and mentally to my
incredible torments.
But it was just over two hours before my Mistress returned and in my
haze I vaguely remember hearing the door open as she stood there smiling
deeply to herself. I would have no idea of her plans until her web and
entrapment of me took new and gradual twists. But Sarah now had Fiona
fully onboard as a fellow conspirator and both would be working to put
bigger plans into action.
Suddenly Sarah ran her hand down my tied arm as she said "Hello my
darling..." she said, adding, "...you look a little hot and flustered,
but I do hope you've had fun?"
I hadn't noticed, but she had entered the room naked from the waist down
and before I could even begin to think, she grabbed me from the front
and under my tied back arms and in almost one movement, slid and spun me
right round 180 degrees.
The slightly silky duvet cover and my satin piny helping as she dragged
me still hog tied so that my head was now slightly over hanging the foot
end of the bed. Before I could really think, she positioned a chair
almost level with my face and sat down. Quickly her legs went up and
either side of my bound body as she manoeuvred herself forwards. My
wakeup call was to see her own 'sex' now being placed right in front of
and up against my face!!!
If I thought this morning's bathing was intimate, this upped the ante
beyond all belief. Then without a word she wriggled yet further forward
pushing her crotch into my nose and mouth! "I think you know what to do
young lady..." she said, "...now put your tongue to good use!"
Oh my fuck, I could barely believe this was real. But despite my aching
limbs and body I had no choice but to start. As I licked and sucked, she
pushed down harder into me which meant that I had to take much needed
breaths where possible. I had read stories of such acts, but until
you're actually forced to do this and in this particular position I was
laying in, I never realised how much strain it would take on my neck and
indeed my mouth!
It was hard and exhausting as I felt and heard her gasp at least twice
as she came against my face. During this onslaught, she took a hold of
my held and grinded my face into her juices. I'd never felt so utterly
used in my life and during this time, my plug came back into life just
to add more torment to tired and used body!
By the time she'd finished with me my face was damp and glistening with
her cum. For several moments she simply held me tight, clamping me in
there as she rocked and rubbed her vagina into my face. I could feel
further sudden pulses going through her as she screamed out as several
mini orgasms tore into her already pleasured body!
Then just as quickly her body sagged and at least my face had a degree
of space to fully breathe without struggling. Through her own laboured
breathing she said over and over, "Oh my, Oh my!"
At the same time Sarah's friend Fiona was watching on open mouthed from
her own laptop. Sarah had shared the access codes to her surveillance
cameras and Fiona could now watch on from her own house, or from
wherever she had a wi-fi connection!
Barely able to even begin to assimilate what had just happened, I saw my
Mistress slide her legs off and almost stumble as she tried to stand,
clearly flushed and still out of breath. Looking down at me and smiling,
she simply said, "Thank you Chrissie..." taking a further breath,
adding, "...that really was quite spectacular!"
I was thirsty by now anyway and the salty taste of her juices just added
to my dilemma. Crouching down and leaning close she smiled saying, "Such
a good girl..." as she stoked my hair, "...and you still haven't cum
yourself yet have you, well at least not properly!"
She smiled again saying, "But it feels so good though doesn't it
Chrissie..." She smiled. "...tell me it feels good Chrissie." Amazingly
and out of breath myself I told her it felt wonderful, that I felt
wonderful, all of this felt just so amazing! I couldn't believe what I
was hearing myself saying, but I said it!
Still stroking my hair almost like one would to a little child she
simply said, "I know it does, I know." Smiling she then added, "And it
feels pretty good for me as well!" She laughed.
Quickly moving behind me she unceremoniously dragged me backwards a
little on the bed so that my head was no longer hanging over the edge.
"Stay here..." she said, not that I could go anywhere anyway. "...I'm
going to run my own bath and sort myself out darling, but I'll be back
in a bit to untie you and it'll be your turn to strip off, shower and
change into your sexy 'black and whites' for your evening duties!"
Fuck. I was knackered and as my head slumped down, she took pity adding
"Don't worry, I'll give you a break and enough time to relax and
recover..." pausing slightly before laughing "...I think you've at least
earnt that!" she said before disappearing.
Left there, tired, shattered, exhausted and still bound head to toe, the
thought of an evening ahead serving in my French Maids uniform barely
registered at that point.
All of this just felt like a dream!