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Not Female, Male, Not Quite Part 2
By: Ms. Jenny Ann
This story was written by me, it may be downloaded or shared at free
sites only. The main character is based on me and I started smoking
cigarettes at the age of 13, just had my 65th birthday, still a smoker;
therefore, Jimmy smokes. You are forewarned not to read if smoking
bothers you!
Chapter 3 The Answer: Is Why
Jimmy reached into the pocket of his tee-shirt, grabbed the pack of
cigarettes, got one out and saw there were only 2 left. He thought,
cross the parking lot and buy a pack at a higher price, the smoke shop 3
blocks past the apartment and the cost was lower, he lit the cigarette,
decided smoke shop.
He got to the smoke shop, entered and went to the counter and the clerk
said, "What can I do for you Miss?"
He thought to himself fine, if he thinks that I am a woman, then I will
buy a brand of cigarettes that are predominantly bought by women. He saw
the display behind the clerk, it read 'Buy 1, get 1 free, offer good for
Eve Menthol 120's only.' He asked the clerk, "50% off, if I wanted to
buy a carton of Eve Menthol 120's, would I get 50% off that price or do I
need to buy 5 packs and get the free 5 packs?"
The clerk looked at the cash register and said, "I do not see a 50% off
button, so I had better do the 5-pack deal."
"Well, I will take the 5-pack deal," he said adding, "a lighter, also."
He handed the clerk a twenty-dollar bill and said, "Thank you," to the
clerk as he got his change.
The clerk gently placed his left hand under Jimmy's outstretched hand and
placed his change into it, and said, "You are very welcome, Miss."
Jimmy felt he had to smile and put the change into the bag with the 10
packs of cigarettes and free lighter, almost running he left the smoke
shop.
His mind was racing, what just happened, had the clerk been flirting with
him--maybe, then why did he feel the need to smile. It was this thought
that was playing itself as if his mind could not get passed it, as he got
to the front door his roommate Scott and his girlfriend were leaving, he
thought he was thinking to himself; however, he said out loud, "That must
be part of the answer."
Scott asked, "What is the question, maybe I can help?"
Jimmy said, "I did tell you Jane wants me to get some help, I am having
to do a mental inquiry of my thoughts for my next appointment."
Scott said, "I remember, how is it going?"
Jimmy thought and said, "Jane does not want to see me, until my hair
grows back, we can talk later."
Scott could tell I did not want to go into it right then, so he said,
"Shannon and I are going to a movie, see you later."
Jimmy went up the stairs into the apartment, to his room and tossed the
bag with the cigarettes onto the bed. He grabbed a pack and the lighter
and went to the kitchen, he had quite a lot to think about and knew that
he could relax have a cup of coffee and smoke one of the new brand of
cigarettes. He made a cup of instant coffee, he used hot water from the
faucet, no need to boil water it was summer after all. He opened the
pack of Eve Menthol 120's, took one of the cigarettes out of the pack and
said, "My god, these things are long." He lit the cigarette and took
along pull on it drawing the smoke into his lungs exhaled watching the
smoke produce a cloud, he liked the flavor of this cigarette, he was glad
of that as he had 9 more packs; however, he looked like a woman smoking a
woman's style of cigarette.
Mystification, he was a man, but he could not deny the facts: 1st fact
he looked like a woman, 2nd fact he was male and the 3rd fact not female;
however, not a man, I was somewhere in-between, but what is between male
and female.
Chapter 4 Not Now, Before
He needed more coffee, he drank the last to fast, boil water it might
take longer to drink, he put a pot on the stove and headed to the
bedroom.
He saw his one and only dress hanging in the closet and knew he was going
to get dressed. He opened the top right drawer and got out the black 36-
B bra with matching panties and pantyhose as well as the hand-sized
water-balloons that he used for breasts; he liked the way they would
bounce. He put the bra and panties on, tucking his maleness in-between
his thighs, telling it not right now. As he was putting on the
pantyhose, he noticed a small run starting just above the left ankle, he
remembered that a drop of nail polish could stop a run, although he did
not have any clear polish the Burgundy Frosted polish would do, as he was
not going out in public in a dress. He got into the dress, he liked it,
it buttoned up the front. The dress had short sleeves and was black with
flowers all over, he thought he was pretty when he wore it. He put on
the 3 and ? inch high heels that he had gotten when a girl he knew could
not pay back a loan, they fit his feet, he had always thought that he was
lucky or he may have given them back to the girl at a loss. He grabbed a
pair of earrings, Jane did not like it when he wore the heels and
earrings, she would say, "are you trying to look like a woman?"
He would always respond, "No, the heels are just shoes, you just do not
like that they make me taller than you and my ears have been pierced for
quite some time and I do not do these things to upset you, you read too
much into it."
He grabbed the nail polish, stopped to apply lipstick same color as the
nail polish and went into the kitchen, the water was ready, he made his
coffee. He sat at the kitchen table placed the cup of coffee down and
proceeded to light a cigarette, he looked at the lip print left by the
lipstick he was wearing, he liked the way it looked, a reminder I am
wearing lipstick and it always made him feel good. He started to paint
his fingernails with the Burgundy Frosted polish, he really liked to wear
a brightly colored nail polish on his fingernails, a girl in his junior
English class painted his fingernails for fun, a lark, he just did not
have the chance to paint them. He waved his nails to dry them and very
carefully lit another one of the Eve Menthol 120's and it looked right
with his fingernails displaying the brightly colored nail polish with the
print left by the lipstick he was wearing. It appeared that a woman was
smoking a cigarette; therefore, he should be a woman since he was the one
smoking the cigarette. He was a male, not a man right, he just looked
like a woman.
Chapter 5 Cannot Find the Forest for the Trees
The clues were there he did not see them or did not want to see them. He
did not need to engage in self-gratification when he was dressed as a
woman, Scott had seen him while dressed, quite by accident. One Saturday
morning shortly after he had moved into be his roommate, he had just
opened his door and there he was dressed as a woman, Scott had asked, "Do
you want a cup of coffee?" His eyes got wide he was shocked he said,
"Sorry," quickly closed the door and went to the kitchen.
Jimmy knew if he did not try to explain, then he would have to move back
to his Dad's and that would mean he would lose the chance of dressing up,
he grabbed his cigarettes and went to the kitchen, still dressed. He sat
down and said, "I will take that cup of coffee, I have done this off and
on for the last 6 years, do not know why I do it I just know that I like
to do it."
Scott said, "Sorry I was so rude and slammed your door, I was shocked to
see you like that, this oh, you know what I mean. You not into men are
you, I could not deal with that."
I said, "Scott, I have a girlfriend. I am not into men, never have
been."
Scott said, "As long as you do not try to put the moves on me, you can
stay."
I felt like giving him a hug, but he might think I was put the moves on
him, I said, "I thought I would be packing getting ready to move out."
Scott said, "We're friends, you are just a different type of friend, a
friend and roommate, nothing more." He stuck out his hand. "Deal."
Jimmy shook the offered hand.
He thought, will not find it sitting at this table, he grabbed the pack
of cigarettes and went to his bedroom. He looked at the face in the
mirror and did a touch-up on his lipstick. He lit a cigarette and said
to himself, "What do you see?" A woman smoking a cigarette. "How do you
feel about this woman?" I like her, she is pretty. "How do you feel,
not what do you see?"
He turned away, put the cigarette butt out. The answer was in the
reflection, tied to it somehow, he could not see right now, but it was
there. Okay, if not now, then when. The fog in his mind was beginning
to lift, one by one the mental roadblocks were bringing him closer. The
answer to how he felt was tied to why he first dressed as a girl.
He turned back to the mirror his eyes were starting to well up and he
said, "I am sorry, I did not want to see; however, I now know why and how
I feel about you. You are the teenaged girl, all grown up, Dad
discovered me dressed as a girl, hiding under my Step-aunt's bed. She
asked me did I want to grow up and be a man or a woman, I lied to her and
said, "A man." Tears where now running down his cheeks, he had been
lying to everyone, but mostly to himself and he knew the answer to the
question, he felt like a woman in a dress, not a man wearing a dress. He
wondered what the psychiatrist would say about that.
End Part 2
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