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‘Hard’ as opposed to soft. Think willies.
Every lad goes through puberty of course, but then life can take very different paths. I know from the blokes at school that relief was needed very frequently at that age, and that took the form of ‘up – down’. Many lads at school quickly graduated to ‘in – out’, but I didn’t, and never did or wanted to.
It’s a very long time ago and I can’t remember much in detail. Two things definitely did happen – I got a lot of pleasure looking at girls at school, and almost as much looking at girls posing in mags. Obviously I must have been as much in awe of girls back then as I am now, because I didn’t talk to girls – what would I say?? ‘You make me wank all the time’, or ‘you make me cum in my pants’??
What I remember feeling is very awkward in the presence of girls – it was a mixed school – never knowing what to say or do, and not wanting to be there, incapable of eye contact. But nevertheless I loved the feeling of guilt, shame and inadequacy seeing girls at school the next day that I’d been having a ‘wank orgy’ over the night before.
It was just a few years later that I was a confirmed ‘perv’, wanker, dirty old man, and not many years after that that I graduated to my ‘dirty raincoat’ and ‘wank trousers’ (holes in pockets, baggy to aid freedom of hand movement etc). Of course, massive collection of dirty mags, cuttings from anything with pics of girls in – lingerie catalogues, travel brochures, stolen from wherever I could find them, like dentist waiting room etc.
Later would come VHS tapes, recordings off TV, DVDs and movies online. Early in life mags were expensive, movies even more so but nowadays you can download masses of pics and videos for free. Heaven for a perv you might think but I’ve got so much I’m never gonna get through it all, not helped by the fact that with my favourite girls I can never manage more than 4 or 5 minutes of video, or that many photos, before She makes me cum in my pants.
Back in the 60s, mags were nothing like what they are now, or what you see online – films were only for the rich, you needed a projector, there was no video, no Internet. The lads at school passed around stuff like Harrison Marks or H&E, but all too bare for me, though I had to join in with the ‘wooarhs’ and ‘I’d give Her one’, out of fear everyone would discover I was a perv. (I never knew what the ‘one’ referred to, and always wondered why it was only ‘one’ he would give Her).
Thanks to Mr Marks, for years and years I thought that was what women looked like ‘down there’. When hair started to appear in my big tit mags in the 80s, I thought it was added in. I had to draw knickers onto my photos, and later just paste a bit of card over it so I could look at Her, the top half which I loved. Now it’s great with photo editors cause I can crop the bits I don’t want to see.
It seems now from the Internet that porn might have been around for a long time, but I remember in the 60s and 70s that stuff being i*****l. I had no interest in anything other than my own mags – Spick, Span, Spick & Span and Beautiful Britons and anything similar. On the odd occasions when I was exposed to anything like porn – lads at school with photos or mags maybe – I avoided looking at it and always thought it was some weird stuff made up, and that was why the lads all laughed when they were going through it.
It wasn’t until the late 80s, when I would have been in my 40s, that I was exposed to a sight in one of my dirty bookshops. VHS tapes were around then and I gather that that’s how people got porno tapes back then. A tape was playing in this shop and what it depicted had me instantly worried. I’d seen stuff on the news about assaults but of course details were never spelt out, and while normal people would know what the reports implied, I just had a vague idea about v******e and the sexual bit was I assumed the bloke getting pleasure out of it. I didn’t really understand it and I didn’t want to think about it.
Anyway, on this tape this bloke seems to be pressing himself against this girl and She is making noises like She’s in pain. They were both completely undressed which shocked me, because even at that time I didn’t think men ever saw women like that – in all the films when they go to bed they always had clothes on. (I hadn’t gone to any ‘adult’ cinemas at that time).
When I muttered to the lady in the shop about what seemed to be happening, She laughed out loud. I realised that I’d got the wrong end of the stick and made myself look a fool, but looking back that’s a lovely memory because the lady in the shop had seen me buy 1000s of mags over the years and already knew I was just a wanker.
I also recall seeing odd sights on the covers of some mags in my regular trips to Soho, but they were usually partially obscured by the magazine wrapper – so they could be displayed I supposed – and I couldn’t make out what was being shown, and didn’t try to. I was aware though that there were whole aspects to life that I knew nothing or very little about, but I was happy to live my life of ‘girl worship’.
As we moved closer to the Internet in the late 90s, all that was inevitably going to change. By then I’d stopped buying mags because they were becoming too explicit – though nothing like what appears on the Net these days – and I was fortunate that the Net also brought back the style of photos that I loved – Spick & Span. As I spent time online I found it was possible to exchange emails with some of the girls who had sites online, and started ‘worship from afar’. One of those girls was to become the love of my life – all completely one-way of course, ‘perv love’ is not at all like romantic love, it’s never reciprocated and consummation for me was cumming in my pants in Her presence, as She poses or shows.
It was because I was so dedicated and spellbound by Her that I was shocked but also excited to make several discoveries about Her over those early years of worship. In Spick & Span posing, girls usually remain fully-dressed, and raise their skirts or sit to show stocking-tops and if you’re lucky knickers. Sometimes they pose in just underwear, maybe even topless, and you also get bikinis, which I love.
So I’d only ever seen Her fully-dressed, and it was a real shock to discover earlier photos of Her where She’s completely undressed. It gradually became obvious that early in Her career She’d spent a lot of time in front of cameras both still and movie without any clothes on. She’d even done posing for amateurs – several at a time – for which She was only partially dressed, and then apparently removed what She was wearing to pose without anything on.
Because it was Her, I could look at those photos and videos, though not to take sexual pleasure, it was just the excitement of seeing Her show to other men, lots of men, which is something I love to see. More was to cum though. One of the great things about the Net is the forums, not just for photos but to learn about things I didn’t know about. Over the years I’d seen lots of words that I vaguely associated with sexual matters but didn’t have any interest in and didn’t explore.
However, one of the things I’d done, in terms of taking advantage of the Net, was to look up Miss Melanie, who I’d worshipping in the 80s, and sure enough, She had a site. (Unfortunately apart from a couple of responses She never stayed in touch). Seeing Her ads on Her site, one of which said ‘O without’, I googled that, intrigued because it was Her and anything She did fascinated me.
All I could discover was that ‘O’ stood for ‘oral’. That meant nothing to me, and there was no explanation of ‘without’. What could be the point of something ‘without’? Nowadays that might have been described as ‘blowjob’ but back then I don’t think any online dictionary would have used that word. So when the word ‘blowjob’ was mentioned about the love of my life, I had to learn more. Given the forum where I’d read it, and the context of the thread, I gathered it was something sexual, though I couldn’t imagine what – what was it that was blown on and why would anyone be interested in that?
Like all the girls I worshipped, I didn’t believe She had anything to do with men, She was pure like all my Goddesses. I wasn’t therefore expecting there to be any credibility to what this bloke had said. Even when I saw the thumbnails on the site I’d been directed to, I didn’t believe it was Her, but I became more suspicious as I saw more thumbnails, and in the end I had to buy the movie to download it.
As the scene opened, oh yes it was Her. I immediately felt a whole variety of strong emotions – was I disappointed, shocked, jealous, or excited? I didn’t know what to think, and then I realised She was completely undressed and lying on a bed, and there was a man, you could only see his bottom half and he had no trousers or pants on. She looked young then, possibly 19 or 20 and I was very concerned that She’d been conned or coerced into this.
I was stunned to see Her take hold of the man’s penis, and start to rub it. That seemed the oddest thing – I mean, I’ve done that to mine 1000s of times and I couldn’t work out why he wasn’t doing it, and She’d been conned into doing it – maybe the director of the film had told Her to, and She was doing what She was told without knowing why.
What worried me even more was that She was lying halfway down the bed so the penis was near Her face, in fact near Her mouth as She rubbed it and and then licked it as it was close to Her mouth. She obviously had no idea what might happen if She kept rubbing and licking it like that and it was so close to Her mouth, well I dread to think what might happen soon, and in horrified fascination I continued to watch. Maybe it was so She could blow on it when it got a bit hot from all the rubbing, that’s what ‘blowjob’ meant?
Minutes came and went and I started to relax, thinking this was all some sort of weird show, then suddenly a big spurt of cum came out the tip and onto Her face and into Her mouth. I gasped in shock, expecting Her to recoil in horror, but no, She kept rubbing and licking it, even wiping the spunking helmet right round Her face. At one point She pursed Her lips and you could see how much cum was in Her mouth. I was utterly stunned, not sure what to make of it, but at the end She looked up at the camera with spunk all over Her face and gave a dirty smile.
I was relieved that She appeared to be ok with what happened, and not guilty now that I’d cum in my pants watching – maybe She’d thought it was going to be a lot worse than that, but as it turned out all She had to do I expect was go and have a good wash and brush Her teeth. What surprised me though was how exciting I’d found it, that the Goddess I worshipped could be so dirty with a man. I had to see more.
The next movie had obviously been filmed around the same time, but there were two girls this time, both with no clothes on, and there on the bed was the same bloke without his trousers and pants. Both girls looked very glamorous with hair piled up, earrings and make-up. I was trying to work out why the other girl was there, and realised I must be watching the films out of order – this was the first movie and She was there to show my Goddess what to do. But then I thought how does She know?
Both girls have got the penis close to their faces and mouths, and they both take turns to rub it and lick it. I can’t get used to the idea of a penis being in a girl’s hand, let alone Her tongue on it, I’ve never seen anything so odd. This film director’s got a lot to answer for if he’s conning or forcing girls into performing these weird acts against their will. Yet again they keep playing with it, obviously the director’s telling them to keep going, and suddenly a shot of spunk goes into the other girl’s eye.
Both girls keep rubbing and licking it even as the spunk is all cumming out, and I’m guessing the director’s not giving them any choice. At the end the spunk-covered girls don’t look at the camera and now I’m guilty that I’ve cum in my pants, getting pleasure from something She hated doing.
A few days later, and I’m ready to look at the third movie. It’s about 10 years later and again there’s two girls there and they have both taken all their clothes off. I can’t get my head round them doing that when there’s a man there, but then I know my Goddess spent quite a bit of time without anything on for the amateurs to take photos of – I often wondered if She knew what they’d do with them. It also is very odd that this bloke has been there with girls undressed and didn’t seem to look at them once.
I now have to admit that maybe my Goddess is not as innocent as I thought, because the girls seem to be having fun with the penis, smiling at each other as they take it in turns to lick and rub it. In fact the way my Goddess slides Her lips down it, almost to his balls, and then back again, then down again, Her lips tight, suggests actually She might have done this a few times, and maybe She wasn’t as inexperienced as I’d thought when I saw the first two movies.
Now they’re rubbing it very fast and tonguing the helmet but ages pass and nothing is happening, then a big shot of spunk, the other girl gets a load on Her face and in Her mouth and they both continue to lick the helmet. At one point a stream of cum runs out the tip and down my Goddess’s hand, but rather than stop and wipe Herself clean, She carries on licking and rubbing. At the end they both look at the camera and give a big smile and I’m feeling the lovely warm feeling of wet spunk-filled underpants.
I wonder now if my Goddess just wipes Herself clean or does She go for a thorough wash and mouthwash to get rid of the stickiness and taste of cum. One thing I know is that I love the thought of Her doing stuff with men now, and I scour the Net for more, but find nothing.
Other guys on the forums are asking where Her ‘boy/girl’ movies are (see I’m up with all the lingo now) but there doesn’t seem to be any. Then I find a drama movie where She’s with Her boyfriend or husband in a hotel bedroom. So it’s not porn but it is a sex scene with a man.
They’re acting supposedly, and at one point you can see they are in bed with apparently no clothes on at all. For a long time I thought couples kept their clothes or some clothes on in bed, even if they were ‘doing stuff’. But of course now I knew they usually didn’t.
But this was a film so weren’t actors supposed to keep something on round their ‘parts’, even if the audience wasn’t supposed to see it? But there’s this scene there where my Goddess has Her legs wide open and Her knees right up and you can see this bloke’s bare arse in between Her thighs. Again She’s quite young when this film was made, and I wonder why She’s doing that with Her legs, lifting them right up and almost grabbing his torso with them.
Does She actually know what it’s like to be ‘eff you cee kayed’, so She does what She does when that’s happening? Surely She wouldn’t want the director and crew to know She’d been ‘eff you cee kayed’? Maybe the director told Her what to do with Her legs, because She wouldn’t have known otherwise, not having ever let a man do this to Her for real. Maybe She DID know but was playing dumb so no-one there would know She let men ‘eff you cee kay’ Her.
I couldn’t work it out, and you see the bloke’s arse move in and out and She pretends, acts, like She’s enjoying it. She doesn’t pull faces or make painful noises which I saw sometimes when I was unwillingly exposed to people ‘at it’ in the early days of VHS tapes and then the Net. I couldn’t understand why girls let men get so close to them with their penises if it was so painful that they pulled that expression and moaned like they were in pain. But I was glad my Goddess didn’t seem to have those problems, and I assumed because it wasn’t really being done to Her.
Perhaps She’s acted that scene in other movies, though I never found any more. I still can’t be sure whether She was directed as to what to do, where to put Her legs and so on, or whether men have been allowed to ‘eff you cee kay’ Her for real, even though She was only in Her early 20s at that time, so probably still too young to have any real experience of men doing stuff to Her. It’s just that, if She runs around in movies when She’s in Her early 20s without any clothes on, or poses in magazines after completely undressing, then surely any men around would want to put their penises against Her, so would She have been able to avoid that? (Yes, I know now there was more to it than that....)
Every lad goes through puberty of course, but then life can take very different paths. I know from the blokes at school that relief was needed very frequently at that age, and that took the form of ‘up – down’. Many lads at school quickly graduated to ‘in – out’, but I didn’t, and never did or wanted to.
It’s a very long time ago and I can’t remember much in detail. Two things definitely did happen – I got a lot of pleasure looking at girls at school, and almost as much looking at girls posing in mags. Obviously I must have been as much in awe of girls back then as I am now, because I didn’t talk to girls – what would I say?? ‘You make me wank all the time’, or ‘you make me cum in my pants’??
What I remember feeling is very awkward in the presence of girls – it was a mixed school – never knowing what to say or do, and not wanting to be there, incapable of eye contact. But nevertheless I loved the feeling of guilt, shame and inadequacy seeing girls at school the next day that I’d been having a ‘wank orgy’ over the night before.
It was just a few years later that I was a confirmed ‘perv’, wanker, dirty old man, and not many years after that that I graduated to my ‘dirty raincoat’ and ‘wank trousers’ (holes in pockets, baggy to aid freedom of hand movement etc). Of course, massive collection of dirty mags, cuttings from anything with pics of girls in – lingerie catalogues, travel brochures, stolen from wherever I could find them, like dentist waiting room etc.
Later would come VHS tapes, recordings off TV, DVDs and movies online. Early in life mags were expensive, movies even more so but nowadays you can download masses of pics and videos for free. Heaven for a perv you might think but I’ve got so much I’m never gonna get through it all, not helped by the fact that with my favourite girls I can never manage more than 4 or 5 minutes of video, or that many photos, before She makes me cum in my pants.
Back in the 60s, mags were nothing like what they are now, or what you see online – films were only for the rich, you needed a projector, there was no video, no Internet. The lads at school passed around stuff like Harrison Marks or H&E, but all too bare for me, though I had to join in with the ‘wooarhs’ and ‘I’d give Her one’, out of fear everyone would discover I was a perv. (I never knew what the ‘one’ referred to, and always wondered why it was only ‘one’ he would give Her).
Thanks to Mr Marks, for years and years I thought that was what women looked like ‘down there’. When hair started to appear in my big tit mags in the 80s, I thought it was added in. I had to draw knickers onto my photos, and later just paste a bit of card over it so I could look at Her, the top half which I loved. Now it’s great with photo editors cause I can crop the bits I don’t want to see.
It seems now from the Internet that porn might have been around for a long time, but I remember in the 60s and 70s that stuff being i*****l. I had no interest in anything other than my own mags – Spick, Span, Spick & Span and Beautiful Britons and anything similar. On the odd occasions when I was exposed to anything like porn – lads at school with photos or mags maybe – I avoided looking at it and always thought it was some weird stuff made up, and that was why the lads all laughed when they were going through it.
It wasn’t until the late 80s, when I would have been in my 40s, that I was exposed to a sight in one of my dirty bookshops. VHS tapes were around then and I gather that that’s how people got porno tapes back then. A tape was playing in this shop and what it depicted had me instantly worried. I’d seen stuff on the news about assaults but of course details were never spelt out, and while normal people would know what the reports implied, I just had a vague idea about v******e and the sexual bit was I assumed the bloke getting pleasure out of it. I didn’t really understand it and I didn’t want to think about it.
Anyway, on this tape this bloke seems to be pressing himself against this girl and She is making noises like She’s in pain. They were both completely undressed which shocked me, because even at that time I didn’t think men ever saw women like that – in all the films when they go to bed they always had clothes on. (I hadn’t gone to any ‘adult’ cinemas at that time).
When I muttered to the lady in the shop about what seemed to be happening, She laughed out loud. I realised that I’d got the wrong end of the stick and made myself look a fool, but looking back that’s a lovely memory because the lady in the shop had seen me buy 1000s of mags over the years and already knew I was just a wanker.
I also recall seeing odd sights on the covers of some mags in my regular trips to Soho, but they were usually partially obscured by the magazine wrapper – so they could be displayed I supposed – and I couldn’t make out what was being shown, and didn’t try to. I was aware though that there were whole aspects to life that I knew nothing or very little about, but I was happy to live my life of ‘girl worship’.
As we moved closer to the Internet in the late 90s, all that was inevitably going to change. By then I’d stopped buying mags because they were becoming too explicit – though nothing like what appears on the Net these days – and I was fortunate that the Net also brought back the style of photos that I loved – Spick & Span. As I spent time online I found it was possible to exchange emails with some of the girls who had sites online, and started ‘worship from afar’. One of those girls was to become the love of my life – all completely one-way of course, ‘perv love’ is not at all like romantic love, it’s never reciprocated and consummation for me was cumming in my pants in Her presence, as She poses or shows.
It was because I was so dedicated and spellbound by Her that I was shocked but also excited to make several discoveries about Her over those early years of worship. In Spick & Span posing, girls usually remain fully-dressed, and raise their skirts or sit to show stocking-tops and if you’re lucky knickers. Sometimes they pose in just underwear, maybe even topless, and you also get bikinis, which I love.
So I’d only ever seen Her fully-dressed, and it was a real shock to discover earlier photos of Her where She’s completely undressed. It gradually became obvious that early in Her career She’d spent a lot of time in front of cameras both still and movie without any clothes on. She’d even done posing for amateurs – several at a time – for which She was only partially dressed, and then apparently removed what She was wearing to pose without anything on.
Because it was Her, I could look at those photos and videos, though not to take sexual pleasure, it was just the excitement of seeing Her show to other men, lots of men, which is something I love to see. More was to cum though. One of the great things about the Net is the forums, not just for photos but to learn about things I didn’t know about. Over the years I’d seen lots of words that I vaguely associated with sexual matters but didn’t have any interest in and didn’t explore.
However, one of the things I’d done, in terms of taking advantage of the Net, was to look up Miss Melanie, who I’d worshipping in the 80s, and sure enough, She had a site. (Unfortunately apart from a couple of responses She never stayed in touch). Seeing Her ads on Her site, one of which said ‘O without’, I googled that, intrigued because it was Her and anything She did fascinated me.
All I could discover was that ‘O’ stood for ‘oral’. That meant nothing to me, and there was no explanation of ‘without’. What could be the point of something ‘without’? Nowadays that might have been described as ‘blowjob’ but back then I don’t think any online dictionary would have used that word. So when the word ‘blowjob’ was mentioned about the love of my life, I had to learn more. Given the forum where I’d read it, and the context of the thread, I gathered it was something sexual, though I couldn’t imagine what – what was it that was blown on and why would anyone be interested in that?
Like all the girls I worshipped, I didn’t believe She had anything to do with men, She was pure like all my Goddesses. I wasn’t therefore expecting there to be any credibility to what this bloke had said. Even when I saw the thumbnails on the site I’d been directed to, I didn’t believe it was Her, but I became more suspicious as I saw more thumbnails, and in the end I had to buy the movie to download it.
As the scene opened, oh yes it was Her. I immediately felt a whole variety of strong emotions – was I disappointed, shocked, jealous, or excited? I didn’t know what to think, and then I realised She was completely undressed and lying on a bed, and there was a man, you could only see his bottom half and he had no trousers or pants on. She looked young then, possibly 19 or 20 and I was very concerned that She’d been conned or coerced into this.
I was stunned to see Her take hold of the man’s penis, and start to rub it. That seemed the oddest thing – I mean, I’ve done that to mine 1000s of times and I couldn’t work out why he wasn’t doing it, and She’d been conned into doing it – maybe the director of the film had told Her to, and She was doing what She was told without knowing why.
What worried me even more was that She was lying halfway down the bed so the penis was near Her face, in fact near Her mouth as She rubbed it and and then licked it as it was close to Her mouth. She obviously had no idea what might happen if She kept rubbing and licking it like that and it was so close to Her mouth, well I dread to think what might happen soon, and in horrified fascination I continued to watch. Maybe it was so She could blow on it when it got a bit hot from all the rubbing, that’s what ‘blowjob’ meant?
Minutes came and went and I started to relax, thinking this was all some sort of weird show, then suddenly a big spurt of cum came out the tip and onto Her face and into Her mouth. I gasped in shock, expecting Her to recoil in horror, but no, She kept rubbing and licking it, even wiping the spunking helmet right round Her face. At one point She pursed Her lips and you could see how much cum was in Her mouth. I was utterly stunned, not sure what to make of it, but at the end She looked up at the camera with spunk all over Her face and gave a dirty smile.
I was relieved that She appeared to be ok with what happened, and not guilty now that I’d cum in my pants watching – maybe She’d thought it was going to be a lot worse than that, but as it turned out all She had to do I expect was go and have a good wash and brush Her teeth. What surprised me though was how exciting I’d found it, that the Goddess I worshipped could be so dirty with a man. I had to see more.
The next movie had obviously been filmed around the same time, but there were two girls this time, both with no clothes on, and there on the bed was the same bloke without his trousers and pants. Both girls looked very glamorous with hair piled up, earrings and make-up. I was trying to work out why the other girl was there, and realised I must be watching the films out of order – this was the first movie and She was there to show my Goddess what to do. But then I thought how does She know?
Both girls have got the penis close to their faces and mouths, and they both take turns to rub it and lick it. I can’t get used to the idea of a penis being in a girl’s hand, let alone Her tongue on it, I’ve never seen anything so odd. This film director’s got a lot to answer for if he’s conning or forcing girls into performing these weird acts against their will. Yet again they keep playing with it, obviously the director’s telling them to keep going, and suddenly a shot of spunk goes into the other girl’s eye.
Both girls keep rubbing and licking it even as the spunk is all cumming out, and I’m guessing the director’s not giving them any choice. At the end the spunk-covered girls don’t look at the camera and now I’m guilty that I’ve cum in my pants, getting pleasure from something She hated doing.
A few days later, and I’m ready to look at the third movie. It’s about 10 years later and again there’s two girls there and they have both taken all their clothes off. I can’t get my head round them doing that when there’s a man there, but then I know my Goddess spent quite a bit of time without anything on for the amateurs to take photos of – I often wondered if She knew what they’d do with them. It also is very odd that this bloke has been there with girls undressed and didn’t seem to look at them once.
I now have to admit that maybe my Goddess is not as innocent as I thought, because the girls seem to be having fun with the penis, smiling at each other as they take it in turns to lick and rub it. In fact the way my Goddess slides Her lips down it, almost to his balls, and then back again, then down again, Her lips tight, suggests actually She might have done this a few times, and maybe She wasn’t as inexperienced as I’d thought when I saw the first two movies.
Now they’re rubbing it very fast and tonguing the helmet but ages pass and nothing is happening, then a big shot of spunk, the other girl gets a load on Her face and in Her mouth and they both continue to lick the helmet. At one point a stream of cum runs out the tip and down my Goddess’s hand, but rather than stop and wipe Herself clean, She carries on licking and rubbing. At the end they both look at the camera and give a big smile and I’m feeling the lovely warm feeling of wet spunk-filled underpants.
I wonder now if my Goddess just wipes Herself clean or does She go for a thorough wash and mouthwash to get rid of the stickiness and taste of cum. One thing I know is that I love the thought of Her doing stuff with men now, and I scour the Net for more, but find nothing.
Other guys on the forums are asking where Her ‘boy/girl’ movies are (see I’m up with all the lingo now) but there doesn’t seem to be any. Then I find a drama movie where She’s with Her boyfriend or husband in a hotel bedroom. So it’s not porn but it is a sex scene with a man.
They’re acting supposedly, and at one point you can see they are in bed with apparently no clothes on at all. For a long time I thought couples kept their clothes or some clothes on in bed, even if they were ‘doing stuff’. But of course now I knew they usually didn’t.
But this was a film so weren’t actors supposed to keep something on round their ‘parts’, even if the audience wasn’t supposed to see it? But there’s this scene there where my Goddess has Her legs wide open and Her knees right up and you can see this bloke’s bare arse in between Her thighs. Again She’s quite young when this film was made, and I wonder why She’s doing that with Her legs, lifting them right up and almost grabbing his torso with them.
Does She actually know what it’s like to be ‘eff you cee kayed’, so She does what She does when that’s happening? Surely She wouldn’t want the director and crew to know She’d been ‘eff you cee kayed’? Maybe the director told Her what to do with Her legs, because She wouldn’t have known otherwise, not having ever let a man do this to Her for real. Maybe She DID know but was playing dumb so no-one there would know She let men ‘eff you cee kay’ Her.
I couldn’t work it out, and you see the bloke’s arse move in and out and She pretends, acts, like She’s enjoying it. She doesn’t pull faces or make painful noises which I saw sometimes when I was unwillingly exposed to people ‘at it’ in the early days of VHS tapes and then the Net. I couldn’t understand why girls let men get so close to them with their penises if it was so painful that they pulled that expression and moaned like they were in pain. But I was glad my Goddess didn’t seem to have those problems, and I assumed because it wasn’t really being done to Her.
Perhaps She’s acted that scene in other movies, though I never found any more. I still can’t be sure whether She was directed as to what to do, where to put Her legs and so on, or whether men have been allowed to ‘eff you cee kay’ Her for real, even though She was only in Her early 20s at that time, so probably still too young to have any real experience of men doing stuff to Her. It’s just that, if She runs around in movies when She’s in Her early 20s without any clothes on, or poses in magazines after completely undressing, then surely any men around would want to put their penises against Her, so would She have been able to avoid that? (Yes, I know now there was more to it than that....)
Annalisa
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