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This is my first attempt at erotic literature so.... it is what it is lol this is a story of sissification and cuckolding so if your not into that you have been warned Embarrassment and arousal... how and why those two things combine in me I dont exactly know, but I have spent many hours pondering the thought, and yearning for it. My current girl friend, my goddess, the one I am hoping is the one, she has obviously spent some time thinking about the same thing. I sit here right now watching as my goddess is about to take another lover, to pleasure her in ways I know I can not. The reason I speak of embarrassment you ask? beyond the acknowledgment that the love of my life needs more sexual pleasure than I can give her? Well currently I am bound to a slightly over size version of a 4 or 5 year old little girls rocking horse, I have been dressed in a very cute very pink satin little girls dress complete with light pink tights and all the trimmings. My hair is in pig tails complete with little pink bows, even my socks are trimmed with pink lace to remind me of my desires. Out of everything though I am most self conscious of the very pink princess disposable adult diaper that she introduced tonight, its new and it screams little girl, trapped under this ultra sissy garment is the pink stainless steel chastity cage she special ordered months ago... and the remote control vibrating but plug that was oh so sensually inserted during my diapering. Now you maybe understand how I could be a little embarrassed? I know deep down I am so in love and I am so turned on... but wait, hold on a minute, let me take you back to how I got myself into this predicament, a little history if you will. My girl friend Kathy and I found each other on a dating app, this dating app was not necessarily for kink but her profile did mentioned something, kind of tucked out of the way, about being dominant in relationships and being open minded. I have always been a closet sissy and crossdresser so I could not resist the urge to send her a message. We did not chat about sexual or kink related things at first, it was mostly just naturally flowing conversation about life, books, passions, documentaries, family, but after a week or so of chatting she eventually asked me if I noticed the dominant open minded part of her profile. I of course told her yes, from here I don't even remember the exact specifics but when she asked me about my kinks I clammed up and told her of my embarrassment. She was so reassuring and confident and open... I told her of my desire to be a sissy and told her of my loneliness and yearning for a Goddess that could understand me and love me. After I hit the send button I was just looking at my phone shaking, I knew I probably wasnt going to get a response. Instead I was astounded again when her response came fairly quickly and reassuringly informed me that she loved sissies and that if I did not want to talk about my perceived 'embarrassing' desires we didn't need to. I was also astounded to read that she did actually want to meet me before I told her... and that she still did! We arranged a coffee date at an upscale little diner that has good pastries and a good ambiance for about a week from then and continued to chat about different recipes we had enjoyed trying and failing to cook. Over the next week I was on cloud 9. We chatted via txt, I was dressing up in private before I started talking to her and that had not diminished any, and even though most of what we chatted about was not sexual she did ask me some questions and made hints about things. When I told her I liked to wear panties under my boy clothes some times, instead of telling me I should be ashamed she told me a good Sissy should want to be wearing panties all the time, she hinted that she hoped I would be brave enough to be wearing the proper underwear when we met. These thoughts kept me constantly thinking of her and I would soon come to realize that she loved the thought of me constantly thinking of her. We did meet, and I did wear my favorite pink panties, but it never came up. We just hit it off, conversation was natural. She was beautiful and smart, confident and humble, She was tall and had meat in all the right places, easily my match physically and I am just shy of 6 foot but I am slim. We instantly started seeing more of each other, started with dates of playing pool, having dinner, going for walks, all the normal stuff, and she could tell I was enchanted. We enjoyed spending time together so much she fairly quickly got comfortable with getting me to spend as much of my time as possible, after work and alike at her place, she lived alone in a 3 bedroom condo of some sort and loved the way I would spend all my time paying attention to her. She made no effort to hide the fact that she liked the submissive behavior and I was soon brought up to speed on all of her needs and desires. I loved cooking for her and with her as her helper I even started doing all the dishes, I would jump to get her a drink when she mentioned it, anything to make her happy. I knew in return I would be allowed to give her sensual messages and worship her body with sensual trembling little kisses, I knew she would dress me in a nightie and cuddle me and explore my body with her finger tips until I could not stand it anymore. That is when she suggested we try chastity play. I had fantasized about it for years but had no actual experience, needless to say I told her I would try anything for her. She had a pink stainless steel cage of some kind, already bought and ready, I don't even know what it is because I never seen a box but it fits well and has a slim profile making it fairly bearable under everyday clothes, it also had what looked to me like an extra little ball of metal molded to the cage on the bottom side of the penis tube, I couldnt see a function for it so I reasoned it was just a cosmetic of some sort and never really thought about it again. I was started on a strict regiment of locking myself up for her whenever I was around her and She began picking outfits for me to wear almost all the time we were alone. She also began to increase my chore list, I would complain but to be honest I love it, she taught me the proper way to help her bathe and wash and brush her hair, the proper routine for her essential oil messages and other beautifying rituals, I was aloud to help her pick outfits and watch her model them for me. As the chastity training went on I would spend longer and longer times locked up, as soon as she realized the device was not hurting me I went from locked around her to locked all the time with release on the weekends when she could monitor me properly, the promise that if I was good I would have fun before I got locked up again was enough to keep from trying anything. Her version of fun usually started with cuddles, then somehow I would end up worshiping her entire body with sensual touches and kisses and then spend as much time as she needed between her heavenly thighs consumed completely with trying to make her happy, when she was done she would end up holding me close with me as the little spoon and gently sensually stroke me to climax in a pair of very pink panties, she loved to tease me about having my little accidents in panties but was also constantly telling me how much she loved me. I would say it was about a month maybe 2 after she started keeping me in chastity I confessed to her that during one of our last cuddle sessions while I was in chastity I felt like I was on the verge of having a climax, She just giggled and with a smile reassured me that it was normal for sissies to have accidents. The next time she called me in from my chores to share some cuddle time there was a super absorbent Tena adult disposable diaper waiting for me all stretched out on the floor, she was squatted beside it with a cute smile and just said to me, "So you don't need to worry about having accidents anymore." After that night I was diapered more often, I think she liked my little side and how shy and cuddly I would get, I did not use them for there intended purpose often but every now and then when I would tell her I had to go she would just shush me with a pink adult pacci and tell me she was busy and that if I could not wait I could feel free to have an accident like any sissy would, I knew I would do anything for her the first time I peed myself as she looked on with a smile. She is always so sensual and reassuring when I have submitted to humiliation like this, she knows I love it and she loves being in control of it I think. She also seems to like playing with my chastity so I think she likes the chances to play and tease during diapering. I would mostly get to do my chores and daily stuff with out diapers though. It was during this time in our relationship that I learned my place sexually. We had been staying together for 3 months or longer, I still had my place but was spending absolutely no time there, all my free time was with her. It was while we where cuddling watching a movie together, I was of coarse in chastity and a nightie, I was so excited to be getting attention from her, she knew exactly how to touch and cuddle me exactly how to talk to me and i was puddy in her hands. And here I was, full on sissy getting cuddled and loved and I somehow felt the need to ask her when I was going to be able to make love to her. I remember the look in her eyes and on her face while she held me tightly and thought, I remember the look changing from one of surprise to one of concern then quickly to one of love and understanding and I remember feeling embarrassed before she even answered the question. In a soft reassuring tone she said, "Cutie pie I love you too pieces and its going to stay that way, your my cute little sissy baby, I love that you can be yourself with me, but honey... can you go from wetting a diaper and squirting in panties and being my little girl with a little locked up clitty and then all of a sudden be my man and sexually please me like such? and why would you even want to, I don't want you to feel like you need to try, I love you as you." Her words had me racing with a million thoughts and revelations and I was unsure of how to feel. After a few moments of trembling and thought, I asked her meekly, "Does that mean we will never make love?" She responded fairly quickly and again was nothing but calm and reassuring maybe even a little seductive, "Honey we make love all the time, it means we may never have vanilla style sex, you never know though, but let me ask you... if I told you that we were never going to have sex and to never ask again would you leave me?" I knew I was hers and I knew I wanted nothing more in my entire life when I told her that I would not, that I would do anything to be with her. She held me by the chin and looked straight into my eyes and very softly said " don't worry so much kitten, just trust me and enjoy the ride" and she smiled and gave me a very passionate kiss. I still didn't know exactly how to feel but I was tingling all over and loved her so much and I remember a little bit of relief in the realization that she would love me and stay with me even though I could not please her that way. I will always remember that conversation as one of the turning points of our relationship. after this revelation I just kind of slid into the role, I would get home from work before her and instantly shower and shave, My goddess would usually have an outfit picked out for me and ready in the bedroom. By the time I am dressed and ready for her she is usually home and in the shower and I wait patiently at the bathroom door for my goddess and her attention. It would be the same and different every night, some nights I would help her get ready for some function with friends and then do chores while I waited for her to come home, some nights we would spend the whole night just relaxing and enjoying each other, some nights we would role play scenes, always I was dressed and expected to do my chores and consider her wants in the moment as priority, but I would have done that anyway, it didn't matter what we were doing as far as I was concerned... we were in love. Here we are now, in the present, about 6 months into this relationship. I have just finished my after work shower and I go to the bed room to find my outfit, I am amazed to see a new dress. I do love it when she gets me new things, this one though is unlike most of my dresses, it is very baby pink, mostly in satin and is trimmed with a lot of white lace. I also notice the matching accessories, pink bows for my hair, thin pink tights, ruffled ankle socks, a cute pair of plain pink panties, and a matching rhumba panty for the dress. I was a little surprised, I was accustomed to being her baby girl and had some dresses and costume dresses and skirt and shirt outfits but this was bonified sissy, everything about it screamed 3 year old little girl at a party or pageant. I went to work dressing myself starting with the plain panties and was instantly rewarded with a stirring from my caged clitty, I have been caged now for 2 weeks solid without release and it is the longest I have went, when I asked her about release last weekend she just smiled and said she wanted to see how it would make me feel to double the time from now on. I agreed to try like I always do of coarse. Once I get the panties and tights on I again marvel at the rhumba pantie, so many rows of lace and such a soft pink, and on they go. With that done its the socks and dress and I'm ready to do my hair, as I look in the mirror and brush out my hair into two pig tails and expertly install the bows I realize just how sissy I really am and just how lucky I am to have a goddess like Kathy to guide and love me and again my caged clitty strains itself in desire that can only be released by her. By now she is getting done her shower and as I help her dry off, she beams at my appearance and tells me how wonderful I am for being her sissy, this only causes my desire to go wild and me to blush of coarse. As She continues to get ready she tells me that tonight she is going for drinks with some of the ladies at work but she wont be out late and that she wants me feeling extra cute and excited when she gets home so she has another surprise for me. At this point I am so excited, I have already got a new outfit what else could she have for me. We finished getting her ready for her evening out and she had me sit down on the bed as she handed me two wrapped gifts, she instructed me to open the big one first. I tore open the wrapping and inside was a box of pink princess disposable diapers for adults, these were way thicker and more toddler looking then the Tena I was accustomed to. I blushed 3 shades of red when she asked me if I liked them and I just nodded and looked at them. Open up the next one cutie she told me as I sat there feeling silly, I did as she asked and inside was a but plug but according to the box it was a vibrator and could be remote controlled by a phone app... again I was blushing furiously. She had me lay back on the bed and flipped my dress out of the way before removing my panties and rolling the tights down to my ankles. I could see the excitement in her eyes as she lubed up the plug and started playing with my hole, she made a sensual game of sliding almost all the way in and then letting it pop back out a few times before she settled it home. With a look of satisfaction and a smile she began to open the package of diapers and soon I was sitting there with a princess diaper taped snuggly around my waist, She made sure it was all snug and fit, playing with my chastity lightly through its bulk. She giggled and told me she loved me before snaking the tights back up my legs and over my diaper. My next surprise was when she had me step back into the rhumba panty, she had me pull them into position as she walked behind me, I felt her lift the back of my dress and the waist of the panties get tighter and then I felt a click and I knew she had just locked me in my panties and diaper. Within seconds I also felt her fiddle at the back of my neck and felt another click, I was totally locked in sissy bondage my little clitty was going crazy in its cage. She didn't give me much time to contemplate my situation either as within seconds of having me dressed and locked she was on her phone to test the remote control app and instantly my insides where humming with vibration, at first soft but then the intensity grew and grew, then it started pulsating and pulses would periodically change. I realized that Kathy was in complete control of the vibrator and it had many different settings, she was smiling like the Cheshire cat. After she was done playing and making me squirm and to be honest bringing me far closer to climax then I would care to admit, she gave me a chore list and told me that I was to be at the door on my knees with my chores done when I heard the car enter the driveway. I got a wonderful sensual full on kiss and she was heading for the door, as she left the room she looked back and giggled saying, "No accidents before I get home cutie," and she was gone. I instantly got to work with my chores, I was in heaven dancing around thinking about my goddess doing the dishes, dusting the book shelves, sweeping the kitchen, and i wasn't even 10 minutes in before the buzzing started. Kathy must have had some pre programmed settings on that remote cause it was going on and off and changing its pulses and intensity seemingly at random, by the time I heard the car enter the driveway I was going out of my mind, I thought my clitty was going to burst through its cage. I pretty much ran to my spot on the edge of the sitting room by the door and dropped to my knees. I was so excited and embarrassed I was looking at the ground when my goddess came in, the vibrating plug was now reaching an intensity twice what it had reached so far since being in me, I was absolutely going crazy, as I hear her step in and close the door I look up and stare directly into the eyes of my girlfriends best friend Mellissa, and she is grinning ear to ear, followed by Kathy who is also all smiles. Both women looked amazing, dressed to impress but maturely and both beautiful, Mellissa was heavier set than Kathy and a little younger but she was always nice to me. I knew Kathy talked to Mellissa about things and even a little bit about our relationship but I never knew how much, guess I know now. At that moment, I didn't know what to do, my heart was racing, my insides where vibrating with pleasure, my thoughts were going a million miles an hour, I just stood there on my knees staring while they giggled. Mellissa broke the silence, "Aww aren't you the cutest little sissy I have ever seen." I couldn't even respond I stammered some under the breathe, "Um high Mellissa good to see you," as my cheeks went even more red and she laughed. Kathy then took back control and in a kind voice said, "Sweety, aren't you supposed to be doing something when I come home? Hmm? Just because there are two of us doesn't mean that changes." And she smiled and raised her eyebrow a little. This re-centered me to a degree and I jumped up to remove and hang their coats and started to untie and remove there boots. I followed them into the living room as they chatted about how cute I was and I was directed to go make drinks and bring them to the living room. I decided on making whiskey sours for the women and poured myself one in the sippy cup I knew Kathy would want me to use. I brought the drinks out on a little tray and gave them to the girls and was told to have a seat at their feet in front of the couch and enjoy mine while they chatted. I sat there cross legged on the carpet in front of these two beautiful goddesses drinking from a sippy cup and just gazed at my Goddess, they completely ignored me as if I was a baby as they chatted about various sexual interests and how they have always wanted to be together and they started making out right in front of me while I was watching from the floor in a diaper. I was so confused but also so turned on and didn't know what to do. I carefully and lightly started to stroke Kathy's leg and pull at her skirt trying to get her attention even though it was fairly obvious someone else had it for the moment. After letting me paw at her and whimper lightly for a moment she seemed to take notice, but instead of stopping and talking to me, she just slid her waist forward on the couch and parted her legs, she didn't even stop kissing Mellissa. I already knew what I had to do and went straight to work on my Goddess trying to add as much enjoyment to her night as I possibly could, the entire time the plug was doing its random on off and up down rhythm, I was so on the edge and she knew it and she was so wet I could tell she was looking forward to a passionate night. After a while I heard the two of them talking from my spot between Kathy's legs and I was soon pushed away and told to go clean myself up. As I was washing my face and re-doing my pig tails I heard the two of them moving around and someone go out of the house and come back in, I didn't know what they were up to and they would only tell me if they wanted to so I didn't pay much attention. When I made it back to the living room I was asked if I would make drinks again, after making and serving drinks I was again told to sit in front of them but this time my Goddess was looking at me, when she began to speak I was again reminded of our conversation months ago and had an idea what was coming, I may have been more embarrassed or worried about it but Kathy had expertly planned this out, my plug was again pulsating and making it incredibly hard to think about anything else except pleasing my goddess whom held all the keys to my love and desires... literally! She spoke soft and kind she said, "Sweety, me and Aunty Mellissa are going to have some grown up fun together, I love you and will never hurt you but you know I need this." At this point Mellissa started speaking, "I think your so cute sweetie and I've always thought you and your Mommy have a special relationship, I dont want to take her from you. I brought you a present to play with while me and your Mommy have grown up time." She smiled and stroked the side of my face as she said this. Kathy was again looking straight into my eyes, she spoke again but it seemed like a dream she said, "I want to hear you say it sweety, I want to hear you say Mommy I am so happy being your sissy baby, its all I want to be and of coarse its ok for you to have grown up time. please say that for me... please." By this time I was a mouse in a trap, my caged clitty was going crazy, my bum was humming with sensation, looking into her beautiful eyes, the smell of her perfume and the feel of her hand on my chin, it was overwhelming. I was so humiliated at the prospect of repeating Kathy's words but I would have done anything she asked just to keep her happy and keep feeling her love for me... so I repeated her words, she made me speak up and say it again with sissy conviction as she put it and I felt the humiliation surge as Mellissa giggled and patted my head telling me how much of a darling little sissy I was, lots of sissy time in store for this one she giggled. Both women then stood and embraced each other for a moment, they towered over me sitting on the floor I felt so small. Once they where done with there kiss, they looked down at me and reached for my hands, I was brought to the master bedroom on shaky legs with no idea what was in store for me. As we entered the bedroom I noticed two things, first, on the bed were 2 harnesses with massive and very real looking rubber cocks, these symbols of masculine sexuality left me with no doubt that I never had a chance of pleasing this Goddess as a man, as far as dildos go I don't even think these were extremely big or anything but they definitely made my throbbing hard four and a half inches look cute, not manly. The second thing I noticed was a slightly oversized pink rocking horse that looked like it was for a toddler except for the visible bondage straps in various locations and the slightly larger size. They started to lead me over to the corner with the rocking horse and a small whimper of embarrassment escaped my lips, I was also giving some involuntary resistance to be lead over to this ultimate sissy toy. Both the girls giggled and Kathy looked at me and teasingly said, "Now baby, we are going to let you play with your new toy while we have grown up time, now I know how much you love being my sissy so you go ahead and have fun over here playing with your horsey and watching your Mommy have fun, and no fussing." As she said this last part Mellissa seemingly out of nowhere had produced a pacifier gag with a penis shaped head and was already pressing it past my lips and into my waiting mouth, all I could do was explore the life like head of the penis gag with my tongue as she fastened the straps at the back insuring it would not come out, and with that done I was guided on to the saddle of my new favorite toy as Mellissa had coined it. The feelings that washed over me as my little bum was guided on to the saddle where intense and indescribable, the thick diaper padding my bum, the plug pushing further into me as my weight settled on to the seat, the feeling of my tights against my hairless legs and the hem of my sissy dress brushing against them as I was sat down and positioned, and the feeling of being so small once I was sat on the infantile toy with two gorgeous goddesses towering over me fussing with my clothes and telling me how cute I was. My hands were fastened into small fuzzy cuffs at the horses neck making it impossible for me to move my arms away, once seated my feet were guided into cuffs that where slightly raised and behind me, this put me in a position where my knees where just off the ground and my feet hanging slightly above knee level and behind me making me feel like I was dangling my legs and couldn't touch the ground, it also made it impossible for me to get off the saddle and hard to even lift my bum and shift my wait, effectively making me feel like I was a toddler stuck on this horse with no way to get down until my Mommy wanted to get me. The humiliation was intense but I was so turned on from all the teasing of the last few weeks that I actually started giving little sighs of pleasure without even realizing it. Kathy and Mellissa stood beside me and towered over me and embraced again, Kathy had one hand on my head and was playing with my hair near my ear which she knows drives me crazy and Mellissa had started rocking the horse I was seated on gently with her free hand, when she stopped I just kept it going without even thinking about it. After a good sensual embrace that left me a little jealous and wondering why Kathy never seemed to kiss me that way, they stopped and both looked down at me and giggled, Kathy then gave me a peck on the cheek and playfully said " have fun honey" and they both retreated to the bed lost in each others embrace once again. So this is where the story started, history lesson over, and as I sit here strapped to my new toy, all dressed up, thick diaper and plugged, slowly rocking my horsey, I realize that I am very embarrassed by what is about to happen, by my new position in this relationship, at least it was new to me, but sitting here thinking about it I am sure this was always the destination, but I am also so turned on and I cant escape the thought that Kathy is really enjoying the night of passion she is getting. As the two of them get back to the bed Mellissa takes the dominant role and sensually pushes my Goddess backwards towards the bed, with Kathy on the bed taking up a seductive position, Mellissa turned her attention to the big black cock and the harness she was about to dawn. I was just sitting there gazing and rocking, feeling my pleasure mount, feeling totally humiliated by the fact that I would probably never get the chance to please my goddess as Mellissa was about to. I felt so small and wondered at what kind of male I was to be so aroused by what was unfolding, and just as I thought I could not get any more turned on or aroused my Goddess taught me just how wrong I was. With Mellissa dawning her tool and the lust between the two of them unmistakable, Mellissa started to get passionate and was making out like the horniest man I had ever seen, taking full control of their love making. The foreplay looked amazing as they passionately caressed and kissed each other like horny teens Mellissa's imposing tool swaying in front of her the entire time, she worked Kathy up as I imagined only the manliest Adonis could, probably a little bit for my benefit and humiliation. When she was finally satisfied that Kathy was dripping with lust and passion she positioned herself to enter my goddess and make love to her face to face. I felt very jealous and embarrassed that I would never be in that position, but my arousal was undeniable, made evident by the rocking I was still doing on my horsey, an attempt to get more pleasure from my plugged condition. It was at this time that Kathy turned and looked at me, she smiled and looked so happy, just as Mellissa was about to slide into her she locked eyes with me and I could see her mouth the words I love you, my heart sored to know she was thinking about me even in this position, she then reached over to the night stand and hit a button on her phone. At that moment I was no longer in control, my whole world turned into intense pleasure and visions of my Goddess making love. You see when she hit the button on her phone my plug instantly sprang to life sending shivers up and down my spine, what was alarming to me was that my groin had also slowly started to feel like it was buzzing with pleasure and the feeling was getting more and more intense. I sat there and helplessly rocked on my horsey while Mellissa made love to my goddess, the sounds they made and the way they changed tempo and position, the kissing and exploring each others body's, the way it seemed they wanted to go forever, it was all so hot and the way my plug was pulsating and changing beat was driving me to the edge, but also the new feeling, alot like the plug but on my cage and less intense. As there love making and tempo increased so did my rocking and quite moans of pleasure, I was transfixed and couldn't take my eyes off them, I already knew that my goddess had planned this all out, I was going to be driven over the edge and made to have an accident in my diaper while riding a rocking horse and watching my girl friend make love to her best friend. Kathy had saved the vibrator attachment on my chastity for this moment, had not used it or told me about it and she was well aware that I would not be able to fight it. The girls largely ignored me for what seemed like hours in my embarrassing position, my arousal growing with every passing second, I'm sure it was only a matter of minutes but time is skewed when your consumed with pleasure and confusion. As my pleasure mounted and I realized my climax was unavoidable I started to panic, I didn't want to lose total control in front of my Goddess and her Lover, as I struggled against my bonds and started to whimper Kathy looked at me and smiled, she whispered something I could not hear to Mellissa, they slowly unlocked from each other, kissed and then turned their attention back to me. They got up off the bed and started walking slowly my direction, I froze and couldn't take my eyes off my Goddess and her lover, and the big black cock slowly swaying in front of her. The two women approached me from either side, and Kathy bent down to look me in the eyes, in a tone reserved normally for toddlers she asked me, "Aww is my little girl ok? Is she just so excited to see her Mommy having Grown up time? Is she going to be my good little baby and make a little accident in her diaper? hmmmm?" She then started stroking my face sensually and whispered in my ear, "You are my Sissy now and Forever honey, don't fight it and just let it happen, all Sissy babies have accidents for their Mommy's." With that she straightened back up and pressed a button on her phone, my clitty cage came to life three fold and the two of them embraced right in front of and over top of me, their upper bodies pressed together, that black dildo that was doing the love making I so longed to do hanging in front of me. As they moaned with pleasure and Mellissa began rocking my horse again I was sent over the edge, I cant even explain the feelings as my locked clitty all of a sudden released a little shot of sissy cream into my waiting diaper, it was fast and unexpected and felt more like I was having an accident than an orgasm but the pleasure slowly moved up from my groin and into my tummy as my plug continued to vibrate and I felt a long slow orgasm that was different than any I had ever felt before, it was more soft and left me panting and trembling. My hands hands where still bound to my new toy and as my orgasm subsided I looked up to see both women smiling down at me, Kathy bent down and hugged me tight, told me what a good sissy I was and that she loved me, then she stood up and her and Mellissa went back to the bed kissing and playing, obviously getting prepared to continue their love making while I was still bound to my new favorite toy. I sat there, a complete mess, humiliated and spent, still bound and gagged, still diapered and plugged, shaking as I watched the scene unfold in front of me. Kathy had now donned her strap on and was giving Mellissa about the same treatment that she had received a short while before. As they explored each others bodies and picked up a steady rhythm of passionate sex, I became aware that my Goddess had yet another humiliation in store for me, wow had she ever planned this out, she was going to make sure I woke up the next morning with no doubt about my part in this relationship, with full acceptance of my sissified state. My clitty had calmed down for the moment as it always did for a short while after an orgasm but I was acutely aware all of a sudden that I had been locked in this diaper for what seemed like 3 or 4 hours now, I'm not really sure how long it was but my bladder was telling me it had been long enough. The thing is... Kathy knows that I almost always pee not to long after a climax, just a weird thing my body does I guess but I always need the bathroom when I get soft after an orgasm. As their love making went on for what seemed like forever my need grew increasingly worse, and I couldn't even really shift position for more comfort. I started to grow fidgety again as my need grew and started to whimper around my penis pacifier. This seemed only to heighten the arousal and passion of the two women as they seemed to get louder and more veracious. I knew in my heart that this was her plan and again I realized I was not in the least bit of control here, I couldn't even decide to get up and go to the bathroom. I thought about my Goddess and how much I loved her, I thought about how much I wanted to be a sissy when I was just day dreaming alone at home, I thought about my few failed relationships before Kathy and how I could never truly please them the way these two women were pleasing each other right now, I thought about how grateful and lucky I was to have the love of a goddess like her in my life and that if I had to be her Sissy to be with her I would choose to be the best Sissy I could be for her. With all these thoughts running through my mind, I stopped squirming and whimpering, looked down from my Goddess to my rocking horse and then further down to my little dress draped over my horsey's saddle and flowing out around and beside me and with one last thought about how much I loved my Goddess I let go of my resistance, I didnt even try to hold back I just released and let my bladder fill my waiting diaper. Kathy and Mellissa must have been paying some attention and when I stopped fidgeting and wimpering they must have stopped to watch me because as I was filling my diddees I heard Mellissa giggle and when I looked up they where both smiling ear to ear. Kathy looked at me from her spot over Mellissa and said, "Did my baby have another accident? Hmmm? I dont know sweet cakes but it seems like you really love being my Sissy, its ok sweety, you can have all the cuddles and little accidents you want and I will love you, and you will get to watch me and Mellissa have so much grown up fun too and I know you will love that." With that said she thrust into Mellissa a little deeper and as she moaned and responded by grinding hard against Kathy the two of them resumed their love making and once again ignored me. I sat there in my wet diaper for what seemed an eternity as the two of them went at each other, any misconceptions I had about my 5 minute efforts at making love and how pleasurable they may have been to my previous partners was shattered. I don't know why or how long it took but I found myself getting excited again and was rocking my horsey unconsciously again when they had finished. Mellissa noticed this and smiled while she said, "Wow someone sure does love her new favorite toy." And they both giggled at me. When they finally came and let me out of my binds I was spent, my legs were shaky, I was sweaty, and my clitty was still going crazy. They were both naked when they came to get me and they were both wearing their strapons, I was intimidated to say the least, they helped me to my feet and brought me shakily to the bed. I was worried at this point, I was so spent, I could hardly think let alone move, what happened next surprised me. Kathy had pulled out the pack of diapers and some wipes and was getting ready to clean me up and change my diaper right in front of Mellissa! I squirmed but at this point I was resistance free, I just fell into little space and got very shy and let my Goddess go about her work. Once she had my dress unlocked she slipped it over my head and off my arms, she then unlocked my rhumba panties and worked them and the tights down my legs. When she opened the diaper I felt the rush of cool air on my damp skin and gave a little gasp and as my caged member came into view I was rewarded with another round of chuckles from Mellissa as she told Kathy, "Such a cute little thing, I understand why you have it locked up though." I couldn't even look away from them, they were so intimidating and strong and I felt so small beneath them having my diaper changed. The plug was gently removed from me, Kathy slid a new pink diddee under me, brought it up snug and taped it shut, my favorite nighty was gently put over my head and my arms fed through, I loved the way this nighty felt as it was dropped gently down and around the rest of my body again bringing a tingle to my private area. I was quickly tucked in under the blankets and Kathy, my Goddess, my love, kissed me gently on the lips and looked into my eyes. "Me and Mellissa are going downstairs to have a couple more drinks sweetie, its time for you to go to sleepy though and leave the grown ups alone for a while, I love you honey you are the sweetest sissy around and its going to stay that way for a while." As the two of them turned out the light and left the room Mellissa turned and looked at me with a devious grin. "Have a good sleep cutie, and dont worry your little head, as long as I'm around you wont need to worry about pleasing your Mommy with sex, your free to just have your little accidents and let me worry about the grown up stuff, isn't that wonderful?" She gave me one last little smile and closed the door. I was left alone to think and dream of my new role, diapered and locked in chastity, freshly cucked and put to bed like a toddler, I could only imagine where we would be going from here... and I did just that as I drifted off to a deep sissy sleep.