Bunny Boy, Betsy Boss, and the Butch and Bitch Bistro
By
Pamela
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It's pretty funny but my three best friends, who I've grown up with since
childhood are named Tom, Dick, and Harry. We've had a lot of laughs over
the years because of that. A funny coincidence. The four of us are now in
our twenties, still single, still living in the same town and we're
getting on with our lives. My name is Blake and I share a two-bedroom
apartment with Harry while Tom and Dick share their own apartment. We're
always dating women. Relationships coming and going all the time. It just
so happens that right now, the four of us are between girlfriends and
over beers one night in our favorite tavern, Tom said that he had seen an
ad for a "Ladies Club" that was hiring new male "Dancers."
"By dancers they mean strippers, right?" Harry said.
"For sure."
"What are you suggesting?" Dick said.
"That the four of us apply for jobs there. We'd be up on the stage doing
pole dances, flexing our muscles, and surrounded by women screaming and
stuffing money into our speedos. That seems like a great new experience.
Doesn't it?"
Dick, Harry, and I laughed at how preposterous the idea sounded. "Imagine
us like Chippendales in a strip club," I said.
"I'm serious," Tom said. "The money is fantastic."
"What kind of men are they looking for?" Dick said.
"The ad says no experience is necessary. They'll train us to fit into
their clientele. Once you make it past a probationary period, you can
make big bucks and develop a following of women who seek you out."
"Well, I think we should do it," Dick said. "I'm in!"
Tom and Harry agreed also and then I really had no choice except to say
that I'm also in. My hesitancy came from the fact that I have no interest
in flexing muscles and acting like I'm some sort of hunk. Of course, I'm
not a hunk. It's actually pretty hard to see my bicep when I flex my arm
and if anything, I have "Girl arms," according to some of the women that
I've dated in the past.
Tom, Dick, and Harry in contrast to me are pretty muscular. The three of
them, way more than me, work out in the local gym and have discernable
abs and noticeable arm muscles. Their thighs and calves are also pretty
strong. Me on the other hand am slender and kind of graceful, perhaps a
little underweight. The guys have never teased me about my not being
quite as masculine as they are because they're nice guys and just not
into that kind of bullshit. I'd say Tom is the most muscular, then Dick
and then Harry and then, of course, me.
I've kept a secret from Tom, Dick, and Harry for as long as I've known
them. When we were little boys, I'd go outside and play ball or tag or
any other games with them. But I would also, when the opportunity
presented itself, dress myself up in my mom's clothes. I loved her
underwear and her dresses and makeup. I loved lying on her bed wearing
her bra and girdle and getting lost in a fantasy where I was her
daughter. It was a lot of fun.
When I crossed into puberty, my now functioning sexual penis became an
additional part of my dressing up days. Lying on the bed dressed in my
mom's clothes, I'd switch my mind to a fantasy where I was a girl and
then my hand would find my penis and after some artful maneuvering I'd
squirt into a paper-towel. I felt some guilt, but as much as I loved
these kind of dalliances, I was also quite willing and happy to hang out
with Tom, Dick, and Harry and we spent a lot of time doing what teenage
boys do together.
I'm not bad looking and I never had too much trouble finding girls
willing to date me, though I do think my lack of obvious masculinity has
had a negative effect on being able to keep my relationships going. I've
never been aggressive in initiating sex with girls. I've actually always
sort of waited for them to take the lead. I've always been too afraid to
initiate a kiss or reach out to touch a breast lest I find that they
don't want me to touch them. Let them begin kissing me and then I'm happy
to let them bring me in closer and touch them. Of course, on those
occasions where I might be allowed to pet them, I'd be hard put to say
which I liked more: getting to feel their breasts or getting to touch
their bra.
***
Tom contacted the club and arranged an interview for the four of us on a
Friday afternoon. When we entered the club, we looked around and saw the
layout. A large hall with many tables and in the center a raised stage
with several silver poles coming down from the ceiling to the floor. To
one side there was swinging doors leading to another room with a large
lit-up sign saying, "Butch and Bitch Bistro." A woman walked up to us
saying she was the manager, "Bonnie," that Tom had spoken to on the
phone. She had blonde hair piled up on her head, long dangly earrings and
a no-nonsense manner which was reflected in her somewhat stocky and firm
build. She did not seem like the type of woman that one would want to get
in a conflict with.
Bonnie looked us over casually and said, "Okay, you're all decent
specimens." She handed us each a speedo and directed us to a changing
room where we were to take off our clothes and put on our speedos. "When
you're dressed come out here and let us look you over."
In the locker room Harry said, "This is so funny. I can't imagine that
we're all doing this."
"Wearing speedos in front of the ladies!" Tom said laughing.
Tom, Dick, and Harry quickly took off their clothes and for the first
time since high school locker room I saw their penises. Their cocks had
certainly matured a bit since then and as far as that goes they were each
pretty well endowed. I had seen them at the beach not too long ago, so I
was familiar with their muscular physiques and their very typical amounts
of chest, leg, and arm hair.
For myself, I think it's safe to say that my penis is as big as theirs
but my physique is neither muscular nor hairy in any sense. I do have a
little patch of hair in the center of my chest and some leg hair. I put
on my speedo like Tom, Dick, and Harry were doing and then we filed out
of the room. Each of us was a bit self-conscious and used our hands to
sort of hide the bulging fronts of our speedos. It was kind of amazing
how it seemed like our penises were made very obvious by wearing nothing
but a speedo.
Bonnie came over to us and we saw that she was now accompanied by a half-
dozen women. They were each in their own way intimidating. They wore sexy
tight outfits that showed off their breasts and rear-ends and they were
definitely attractive, though the kind of women that none of us tended to
date because they were obviously much cooler than we were. The women eyed
us carefully. Each one of them gazed at our faces and then their eyes
lowered down slowly and stopped at our speedos and then moved down to our
feet. I felt like I was a chicken hanging in a butcher shop. My speedo
was all the defense I had from the women knowing me in an intimate way.
Bonnie came up to Tom and said, "Who are you?"
"I'm Tom."
The women gathered around Tom and Bonnie said, "Make a muscle."
Tom flexed his biceps which popped out forming an impressive show of
strength. "Try some different poses." Tom went from pose to pose showing
off his body while the women felt his muscles and poked at him. "That's
enough," Bonnie said. She tapped on the bump formed by his penis in his
speedo and said to the women, "Decent, don't you think?"
One by one the women examined the front of his speedo. A couple of the
women tapped on his cock the way that Bonnie had done. One of the women
said, "It could be a bit bigger."
"He could always stuff it," Bonnie said. "Tom, I've got to check your
balls . Hold steady."
Bonnie pulled Tom's speedo down and then lifted up his cock so she could
see his balls. One of the women put her hand underneath his balls and
lifted them up and down as if weighing them.
"Decent heft and size. They're nice balls."
"Good," Bonnie said. "Now turn around, Tom."
Tom turned around and the women examined his naked butt. They took turns
spanking it lightly. "Nice feel to it," one of the women said. Bonnie
pulled Tom's speedo back up and they looked at the butt some more.
"Okay, Tom, thanks." Bonnie now turned to Dick and she and the other
women did the same inspection of him that they had done to Tom. In his
case they took an inordinate amount of time discussing the bulge in his
speedo which was somewhat bigger than Tom's. Apparently, if I understood
the conversation, they were considering ways of putting it in the
spotlight during shows. When they were done with Dick they turned their
attention to Harry and in his case they seemed very much smitten with his
butt. They had him bend over with his hands on the ground and they pulled
down his speedo and rubbed his butt cheeks. The women had him stand with
his legs wide apart and told him to swing his penis and balls like a
pendulum. Harry did what they asked and the ladies watched as his member
swung back and forth and then around in circles and then front and back.
Bonnie then reached down and held Dick's balls and said, "I consider
these to be big balls ." The other girls came and held them one by one
and as they did so, Tom, Dick and I could see that Harry's dick was
slowly becoming a boner. Bonnie noticed it and she held his cock up which
we could see was lengthening as she spoke. "Look ladies, he's got quite a
nice boner. This is an attractive dick. Nice girth and length. Balls are
big and well situated." I'm sure I've never seen Harry with such a big
smile on his face. Bonnie then pulled up the speedo so it captured
Harry's penis. It looked like the fabric was being tortured as it
stretched out to cover his member. She said, "Now that's the kind of
tenting action that riles up the ladies. Thanks, Harry, All good."
Harry rejoined Tom and Dick with his boner still popping out the front of
his speedo. I had to admit it was quite an impressive display for women
who liked that sort of thing. The women now turned to look at me. There
was some discussion and Bonnie said, "Make a muscle."
I raised my arms up and squeezed my hands toward my shoulders trying to
get my bicep to pop up like the way that the other guys had done. I stood
like that and Bonnie repeated herself, "Okay Blake, you can start flexing
your bicep."
"I am flexing it," I said.
One of the women came next to me and said, "Can't you make a muscle? Do
you know how to make a muscle?" She flexed her arm and a bicep showed up
that was as big as Harry's.
"I'm really trying," I said.
The woman used her hand to squeeze my bicep and said to Bonnie, "It's
soft. I don't think he even has a muscle there."
"I'm sure I can get a muscle," I said, sounding kind of desperate.
"It's okay," Bonnie said. "Don't feel bad. Forget about it." She pulled
down my speedo and looked at my dick. "Impressive. You also have quite a
nice-looking dick. You're going to fit in really well in the B and B
Bistro. Exactly the kind of guy we're looking for there. But before we
get you men situated, I want to show the girls something important."
Bonnie directed Tom, Dick, and Harry to line up in a row, pull their
speedo's down to their knees and flex their biceps. Harry's boner had
disappeared while the ladies had been considering me. When the three men
were standing together in a line, Bonnie said to the other women, "These
three are a perfect example of what I've been saying for a long time.
Notice that as their biceps get smaller going from Tom to Dick to Harry,
at the same time their cocks are getting bigger! It seems to be almost
always true that the bigger the muscles a guy has the smaller his cock
is. It's as if his body can either put all its energy into his muscles or
into his cock, but not both. I wish I knew why that was true - it seems
so counter intuitive."
"But what about, Blake?" one of the women said. "He's got no muscles, but
his cock is about the same size as Dick or Harry's."
"You're right. It's not an exact rule, but it's pretty much true. Lots of
luck finding me a muscle-bound guy with a big dick.. Anyway, you three
men, Tom, Dick, and Harry, have muscles we can live with and dicks we can
live with. So I'll be sending the three of you to work with Becca over
here." Becca raised her hand so they could see who she was. "She's in
charge of training you for the main hall. She and a few other ladies will
be your coaches. They'll show you how to make your bodies presentable.
They'll teach you how to move on the platform and interact with the
customers. They'll teach you how to strip down to your speedos."
"What about Blake?" Tom said.
"Your friend here is a good fit for the Butch and Bitch Bistro. He won't
do well on the main stage where the ladies are turned on by guys with
nice muscles. Masculine men. Lucky for Blake, not all women are turned on
by real men. Many women don't dig high testosterone guys. They're looking
for a different kind of man. While they want the guy to have a dick they
otherwise don't want him to be masculine. They'd rather take on the male
role themselves. They want to be the ones with the muscles and they want
the guy to be submissive and feminine. They like having power over a guy
with a dick. The weaker the guy the better. As we all have seen, Blake is
delightfully weak. Just look at his girl arms. There's not a muscle to be
seen in them. He's in many ways more feminine than masculine. By the time
we're done getting him ready to perform, he'll be a girl with a dick. His
own mother will think that she has a daughter."
"I can't believe you'd talk to our buddy like that!" Tom said. "Come on,
Blake, I think we've heard enough."
"I value loyalty to one's friends," Bonnie said. "but there's nothing I
said that is untrue. Ask Blake what he thinks."
I had been mesmerized by Bonnie's description of me. The thought that a
nice strong women would take on the man's role with me was exciting to
hear. But when Bonnie indicated that I'd get to be the girl in the
relationship I could barely reign in my delight. Everyone was looking at
me and I said, "You guys are great. You're the best friends a guy has
ever had, but look at me. I don't think my bicep is even visible, just
like Bonnie says. If they think that I can make good money taking the
part of a girl, well, it's just acting, isn't it? I won't really be a
girl, will I?"
"I suppose not," Tom said.
"I don't think we should miss out on this opportunity. All Bonnie is
saying is that I have to dress like a girl to be in the B and B Bistro.
It's a costume, right? I can deal with it. It doesn't freak me out."
"You also have to act like a girl," Dick said.
"It's acting. Lots of men take on the parts of women. In Shakespeare many
did."
The four of us guys huddled together and I swore up and down to Tom,
Dick, and Harry that we would all be foolish to give up this great
opportunity because Bonnie thought I had to work in the B and B Bistro.
We went back to Bonnie and said, "Okay. The four of us are in."
"You're not making a mistake," Bonnie said. "We'll take good care of your
little Blake and we'll make sure that he prospers in the B and B Bistro.
Now, however, I need the four of you to sign our standard contract.
You'll be paid $500 a week during training for three weeks and then you
get a 50-50 cut with the house on tips which can be ten times that on a
good night."
The four of us went to the office and signed the contracts. After we
signed we went our different ways. I walked over to the Butch and Bitch
Bistro and entered through the swinging door. Five ladies were waiting
for me. Three of them I recognized from the group that had been examining
us previously.
I felt somewhat intimidated by the women since they were sexier and
prettier and more self-assured than the women I more typically hung out
with. A couple of them were quite buxom and I felt the same stab of
jealousy that I always felt around such women. For as long as I can
remember, the moment I see a buxom woman I envy her. I think how much
nicer life would be if I had breasts like hers to carry around with me.
Having them nestled in a pretty bra would be the be all and end all of
happiness and contentment. Unlike my usual frustration, this time, if
Bonnie was telling me the truth, I felt hopeful that I might actually get
my own breasts as part of my make over to look like a girl. If they were
going to do that to me, then there was a chance they would give me
substantial breasts. Well, if the truth be told, any breasts would be
okay. Going from no breasts to having breasts was more important than the
actual size of the breasts that I had.
The women were looking me over and I was mindful of the fact that I was
almost naked in my speedo. By some process, these women were going to
make me look like a girl, possibly like one of them. They were wearing
sexy dresses, any one of which I would have liked to wear. I stared at
them carefully taking in the details of their clothing and appearance.
The thought that I might end up looking like a girl in the same way that
they looked like girls caused me to feel like I was dreaming. Life could
never be this good, could it? Would I be wearing a bra? Would they put me
in a dress? What about stockings and a garter belt and panties? Oh my God
I thought - lipstick also. And I'll get my hair done. What about jewelry
and high heels? I'm sure that I've never been this excited in my entire
life. I felt like I might faint and a surge of desire to be a girl like
them enveloped my mind. I prayed that nothing would intervene to prevent
the girls from turning me into one of them. I felt my heart pounding in
my chest when one of the women said, "I'm Brenda and I'll be in charge of
your makeover."
"Really? You're really going to make me over?"
She looked at me oddly. "You're sure you want to go through with this?"
"Oh, yeah, sure."
"No qualms. No regrets. No fears?"
"What do you mean?"
"Many of the men that we train for the B and B Bistro are not too happy
about having to dress like girls. They're embarrassed about their
feminization and they really never come to like it very much. Guys like
that don't last very long in the B and B Bistro."
"I don't think I'm going to be embarrassed."
"Good. Very good. First thing is I'll leave you with Barbara who will
take care of your mani-pedi needs."
Barbara introduced herself to me and said she'd be working on my finger
and toenails. I sat down facing her and she had me prop my feet up on a
small table. "You're shaking like a leaf," Barbara said.
"I am?"
"Why are you so nervous?"
"I'm not nervous. I don't think I'm nervous."
"There's nothing to worry about. I trim and buff your nails and then
apply polish. So relax."
"I'm sorry."
"No need to apologize."
I watched as Barbara worked on getting my toenails ready to apply nail
polish. When she was done she said, "Now we need to pick out a shade of
polish for your finger and toenails. Any ideas?" She pointed to a tray
containing many vials of nail polish in different colors.
A bottle of pink polish leapt out at me and I knew that was the one I
wanted. I blushed intensely and said, "I guess the pink polish?"
Barbara laughed. "The most girly of the shades. That's fine with me. So
that's the kind of girl you want to be? Very girly?"
"Very girly?"
"You know. Sort of like a Barbie doll. A girl who likes to be pretty and
feminine."
I hesitated afraid that Barbara would make fun of me and she said, "Look
Blake. I've seen all kinds of guys work in the B and B Bistro. If you
want to be girly, I won't be criticizing you."
"Okay, I guess you're right. I'm probably always going to pick the most
girly option if you give me a choice."
"Fine, Blake. I'll let the other girls know your preference."
My imagination started running away with me. What ways could I choose to
make myself look more like the pretty girl I craved to be in my mind?
Living with Harry had put a major dent in opportunities to lie about
pretending I was a girl. I did have a bra and panty safely hidden away
that I had taken from the lost and found bin in a laundromat, but my main
opportunity to dress up came on my infrequent trips to visit my mom. My
dad had passed away a few years ago and my mom had moved to Florida. When
I visited her, at least one night during my stay with her she would go
off to play bridge at a friend's apartment. As soon as I was alone I'd
play my dress up game with her clothing. I was particularly happy that
she had never gotten rid of her girdles which had over the years become
classic vintage styles that were no longer for sale. I loved wearing
these old-fashioned bras and girdles and lying on her bed imagining that
I was a real girl. And now, the club was making me over into a pretty
girl and even paying me for the chance to do so. Even better, Tom, Dick,
and Harry would only think I was dressing like a girl because the club
wanted me to. I could have my cake and eat it too!
When Barbara was done with my toenails, she buffed up and cleaned my
fingernails. She attached long faux fingernails to my fingers which she
then painted the same pink color as my toenails. I suddenly now had
girls' toenails and long exotic fingernails. "Eventually your fingernails
will grow out and the faux nails will become optional."
"Not all girls have such long fingernails," I said.
"Right, but we give you long fingernails so that you're now immediately
confronted with having to move your hands the way a girl does. With those
fingernails you can't grasp and hold things like a man. It just won't
work. So you have to move your arms and hands much more delicately and
gracefully - like the same way a girl does. I want you to be self-aware
at all times that you have girl fingernails - so move your hands
accordingly."
"I'll try." I brought my hand to my head to adjust my hair and found that
if I didn't consciously think about how my hand was moving, I would poke
my scalp with a nail and it hurt.
"Now I'm going to pass you off to Betty who's going to take care of that
hair of yours."
Barbara introduced me to Betty. "Blake wants to be girly," Barbara said.
"I think I can arrange that," Betty said. Barbara left and Betty put me
in a tub of soapy, bubbly water after she told me to remove my speedo.
Then she shaved off all my hair from the neck down. Most especially, she
shaved my underarms, chest, leg, and pubic hair. I was amazed the way
that Betty tenderly moved my penis and balls into different positions so
that she could shave around them. The end result was weird since my penis
lacked its usual island of pubic hair. When she was done, Betty dried my
hair and then fit me with a magnificent wig that framed my face with long
strands of a pretty light brown hair with some blonde streaks. "This is a
very pretty look for you, Blake." She held up a mirror for me to see my
face framed by the hair. "When your own hair grows out, you won't need
the wig and we can revisit getting you a girly haircut."
Betty passed me on to Brittany who was a genius at applying makeup. She
studied my face for a few minutes and then expertly applied makeup that
feminized my face and even made me look pretty. "For the first few weeks,
I'll have to intervene with your makeup until you get the hang of it. It
will take you some time to understand how to do it correctly, but I'm
sure that eventually it'll become second nature to you." Brittany put
together a collection of makeup in a cloth case with a zipper and said,
"Everything you need is in here. Bring it with you each time you come to
the club."
After Brittany, a woman named Bridgette took over. "I'm in charge of your
figure. Barbara says you prefer to look girly. I can do girly with a
small chest or girly with a large one. Which do you prefer?"
"You mean I could have large breasts or small breasts?"
"Yes, exactly. Which do you want?"
"Large breasts please."
"Are D cup breasts okay?"
"Yeah, but do you have any larger?"
"There's DD?"
"I'd love to be DD."
"Then DD it is." She took some measurements of me and went off someplace
and came back holding some lingerie and a box. "Here are our most girly
pink panties, a matching pink bra and matching pink garter belt. Lots of
lace, ruffles, and bows. Put on the panties and garter belt." I did as
she said and then she asked, "Do you need help with the bra?"
"No, I know how to do that."
"Most boys don't have a clue how to put on a bra. Have you been wearing
bras?"
I now realized that I should have been more circumspect. "Yeah, I guess
so."
"Your mom's?"
"How did you know?"
"You seem like the kind of boy that would be wearing their mom's or their
sister's clothes. You're envious of your mom getting to wear girls
clothes, aren't you?"
"Man, it's like you know me too well."
"Among the boys that Bonnie sends in here, I've seen a bunch over the
years that are like you. You're secretly happy that we're dressing you up
in girls clothes. Aren't you? It's so often the girly ones. You can't get
enough girly can you?"
"I guess not."
"The women in the B and B Bistro are going to go crazy over you. They
love girly boys. My advice to you is to behave as girly as you possibly
can. The more girly you are, the more women will shower you with money.
They love guys of your ilk. By being effeminate, you'll excite in them
their need to dominate men."
"Thanks, I'll keep that in mind."
I put on the bra and then Bridgette opened the box and took out a pair of
DD cup silicon breast forms. She applied some kind of glue and arranged
them carefully on my chest so they were then held nicely by the bra. She
was expert in using some makeup to make the breasts look natural where
they attached to my chest. Then she got some black stockings and helped
me on with those and attached them to the garter belt. "I'll bet that
you're in seventh heaven right now," Bridgette said. "All dressed up in
sexy lingerie and feeling like you have breasts. Is it your first time
with breasts?"
"Oh, yeah. I've never had breast forms. I'd sometimes stuff my mom's
panties in my bra cups."
Bridgette laughed. "You boys are a trip. Actually, I can see how boys can
get overwhelmed by their mom's sexuality. As a small kid you worship your
mom and then you become envious of their wearing bras and panties. Is
that how it goes?"
"Sort of. I just remember always wanting to be like my mom. She was sort
of like a hero to me. And then one day it occurred to me that if I wore
her clothes it would allow me to pretend that I was like her. It's so
great to feel like you're a girl."
"I'm a girl," Bridgette said, "but I don't feel like it's especially
wonderful. I like being a girl, but it's just who I am. Nothing to jump
up or down about."
"But what if you wanted to be a boy?"
"I can't imagine that. Carrying a dick around with me. Yuck. I like
dicks, but having one sticking out of me seems gross I'm sorry to say."
"To tell you the truth I sort of feel the same way as you do," I said.
"So you like dicks on other guys, and wish you didn't have one yourself?"
"I've actually never really thought about that."
"I'm just messing with you. You'll meet all kinds of women in the B and B
Bistro, maybe even some guys who're looking for a femme with a dick. Just
don't do anything you don't want to do and you'll be okay."
"Thanks Bridgette."
"Now Brenda will finish your girly look."
Bridgette escorted me back to Brenda, who said, "Nice girly underwear,
Blake. You feminize well. It's going to be crazy in the B and B Bistro
when you're first introduced. I don't think we've had a dancer as cute as
you are in quite a while."
"Thank you, Brenda."
"The last thing is I'll show you some dresses you can wear. Typically you
put on underwear such as you have on now, and then wear a dress. You also
might have gloves on, a hat and maybe a boa around your neck so that
you'll start your striptease by slowly removing these things and then
your dress. The idea is to tantalize the audience. Once you're down to
your heels, stockings, garter belt, panties, and bra, it's up to you what
happens next. We don't mind if you want to end up naked. It's all legal.
In case you're wondering, your breasts will stay on without your bra, so
when you're naked the ladies will still see you as a girl with a dick
which is what they want. Of course, don't show your whole dick too early.
You can let them see glimpses of just a part of it to help whoop them up.
Once your cock is totally visible, what else will you have to wow them
with? Stripping is an art form. You capture the imaginations of your
audience until they're more excited than they ever would have imagined
they would be. You can imitate the other strippers you see - that's one
way to learn quickly. But you should try and develop your own style. Find
out what makes the ladies scream loudest for you and work on that."
"I'll do my best. What kind of dress will I wear?"
"Let me take you to the wardrobe room. You can wear any dress you see, as
long as it fits you. We've got a lot of them." I followed Brenda into a
room and I looked around seeing many racks of dresses. One rack, in
particular, had what Brenda called the girly dresses and I gravitated
toward it. It contained the kinds of dresses that I had dreamed about for
years. Pastel shades of pink, blue, yellow, violet, and white. Wide
skirts. A whole collection of crinolines. "So you see, Blake, put on a
crinoline or two. Pick out a pretty dress. When you strut out onto the
stage you'll take off your dress and crinolines slowly and seductively.
So now go ahead and pick out an outfit."
I reached for an especially pretty pink dress with a full skirt and then
chose three crinolines to go with it. "Three crinolines?" Brenda said.
She helped me on with the dress and then I stepped into the crinolines.
My skirt was puffed out almost sideways over the crinolines.
I was on automatic pilot now. The intensity with which I was driven to
wear the pretty dress could no longer be contained. Everything about
being dressed up like a girl was landing exactly into a place that my
soul had been longing to visit for ages and ages. A surge of feminine
feelings overwhelmed me. I felt an insane desire to act like a girl and I
felt my muscles fade away and my body soften and relax until I was sure
that both inside and out I had become a girl. Brenda said, "You seem like
a fish returned to water. You're positively glowing with happiness and
femininity. If you can keep up this sweet, innocent, pretty girl act on
stage, you're going to be a mega-hit."
The five women who had helped my transformation came over to take a look
at the end result. Brenda got me some spike heels to wear and I put them
on. "I'm so shaky!" I said.
"You'll adjust to them pretty quickly. You're so cute like that anyway.
Isn't Blake darling?"
"She's very sexy! Bonnie is going to love her," Betty said.
"We haven't had a boy this pretty in quite a while. The butch girls are
going to eat him alive!" Barbara said.
I remembered that one wall of the B and B Bistro was covered in mirrors
and I walked out to it wobbling on my heels to take a look at myself.
When I saw my image I was overcome with excitement. The girl I had always
wanted to pretend to be was staring at myself in the mirror. I was
feminine and girly. The way the dress was all puffed up reminded me of a
princess in a Disney movie. I admired the cute shoes, my full and rounded
chest, and my luxurious hair. The women came up behind me to look and I
said, "What about jewelry. Can I have earrings and some bracelets?"
"Of course." Barbara went to fetch some from the wardrobe room and she
returned with several golden bands that I put on my wrist.
"The earrings are clip-ons. I assume your ears are not pierced."
"They aren't, but I'm going to have to get that done." I would definitely
get that done this coming week when I had a chance.
"The last thing is we have to give you a stage name. I'm thinking 'Bunny
Boy.'"
"Bunny Boy?"
"Yes. It's cute and I think it well describes who you are."
The other women agreed with Brenda and so I was to be officially known as
Bunny Boy in the Butch and Bitch Bistro.
"Let's show you off to everyone. Come with us," Brenda said. She and the
other women escorted me back to the main room in the club. I walked as
best I could on the heels. It hadn't occurred to me that Tom, Dick, and
Harry would see me, but the three of them, still dressed in speedos, were
up on the stage being instructed on how to swing on the poles. The women
working with them stopped what they were doing and they together with
Bonnie came over to look at me.
"Bonnie, meet Bunny Boy."
Bonnie laughed and said, " Bunny Boy? I love it! Oh my oh my, I've never
seen so many crinolines on a girl." She took one of my hands in hers.
"You have very pretty fingernails, a lovely shade of pink and your hands
and arms are so sweet and delicate." Her eyes took me in from head to
toe. She chuckled to herself and said, "A little extreme on the
crinolines, but I do love the look. I think you're the prettiest girl
we've ever had in the B and B Bistro. You have a sultry and sexy
presence. You look like that kind of delicate girl that men are very much
drawn to. A female presence which is completed by a manly man."
Tom, Dick, and Harry had stopped what they were doing to look at me.
"Don't tell me that that's Blake," Tom said.
I waved to them. They got off the stage and walked over to look me over.
Dick said, "Holy shit, Blake. They turned you into a girl!"
"Those fingernails are incredible," Harry said, "and your figure. They
give you those boobs?"
Instead of feeling embarrassed, I was so excited and happy about being a
girl that I was able to stay fully in the part of a beautiful girl. I
looked at Tom, Dick, and Harry, coyly and said in an imitation girl's
voice, "Yes. Brenda and the other ladies are so expert. They've made me
into a beauty!"
"It's amazing. This is what the women in the B and B Bistro like?" Harry
asked Bonnie.
"They sure do. Your friend here is going to become very popular among the
butch crowd."
Bonnie said, "You girls have done an amazing job on Blake."
While the women talked among themselves, I said to Tom, Dick, and Harry,
"What have you been learning?"
"So far mainly how to use the pole to swing around." Tom said.
"Let's show him the booty shake that they taught us," Dick said.
Tom, Dick, and Harry lined up facing away from me and then together they
shook their rear ends. It was a bizarre sight and I had to laugh. "Becca
says the ladies will go wild. Also we shake our hips and act like we're
tossing our junk around and the women will throw money at us."
"Besides looking like a girl, what are you supposed to do on the stage?"
Harry asked me.
"So far they only told me that I'm supposed to be a girl doing a
striptease."
"Do you know how to act like a girl?"
"That's hard to say. Brenda said they're going to train me to act like a
girl. They gave me these fingernails because they make me move my hands
the way a girl does." I demonstrated how I had been learning to very
gently touch things so as not to scratch them.
"They gave you an unbelievable chest."
"Yeah, DD cup breasts."
"You're wearing a bra?"
I nodded my head. Tom said, "There's no way I'd ever wear a bra. That's
way too much out there for me."
"Me too," Dick and Harry said.
"I don't know what to say," I said, feeling like I had gone too far.
"Don't take it that way. We're probably a lot less secure in our
masculinity than you are. You can wear a bra and not be weirded out
because you're confident in your being a boy."
"Yeah, that must be it," I said, though I knew that that wasn't quite the
truth. The fact was that I wasn't bothered by wearing a bra because I was
confident of my femininity. It was a way of proving to myself that I was
a girl.
"You'll probably make more money than we do," Tom said, "so you're lucky
that you get to be in the B and B Bistro."
"Well, I hope I do make some good money."
***
Two hours later I was nervously waiting in the wings with Brenda. When
the stripper ahead of me was done, I watched as Brenda walked out onto
the stage. "Hello ladies! This is a very special night for the Butch and
Bitch Bistro! We have a brand-new bitch for you! She's the prettiest boy
that we've seen here in years. I also have heard from a reliable source
that there are some amazing goods hidden inside her pretty little dress -
that just might come out if you're nice! So lick your lips ladies, and
give a rooty toot toot Butch and Bitch welcome to Bunny Boy!"
Brenda waved for me to join her on the stage. I slowly walked out on my
stiletto heels with my arms resting lightly on my voluminous skirts. I
saw that the stage was surrounded on three sides with some of the
toughest and most imposing women I had ever seen. The lights focused on
the stage were bright enough for me to see their faces. I felt like I
must be chocolate cake to them - the intensity with which their
expressions suggested that they hungered for me. Catcalls filled the air
and when I got to Brenda she held my hand. She used her open other hand
in a sweeping gesture to indicate me as if I were a prized animal. I
looked down at one imposing woman and I saw her mouthing the words "I
love you," over and over again. "What did I tell you ladies!" Brenda
continued. "Have you ever seen a boy fill out a bra, a dress and
crinolines with such beauty and sex appeal?"
The crowd roared in agreement with Brenda and then she let go of my hand
and she slowly walked off the stage leaving me by myself. I don't know
why I didn't notice it before, but a combo was playing on a little stage
across the room from me. They now started up a jazzy piece that was
obviously meant to get me moving. I felt helpless since I had no idea as
to how I should move. All Brenda had suggested was that since this was a
strip club, I needed to strip.
I walked a little one way, turned around, walked back. I held onto my
skirts and swished them back and forth and up and down. I shook my rear
end causing my dress to sway. A cacophony of women calling out to me
accompanied everything I did. The way they were hooting at me had the
effect of amplifying the degree to which I was seeing myself as a girl.
All these butch women surrounding me, any one of which would be too
strong for me to resist, and I could see that I was the pretty girl that
they craved. They wanted to be up inside my dress and into my panties.
They wanted to feel my breasts in my bra. They wanted to own me as their
girlfriend. The pretty lady on their arm.
I shimmied so my breasts shook. I gathered up my skirt and crinolines and
hugged them. I bent over and lifted up my skirt to show off my butt. I
got more and more comfortable in the heels and began to strut like a
woman, hips swaying, across the stage. Finally, I reached inside my skirt
and took off one of my crinolines and walked around the stage holding it
up high and enticing the audience with it. A chant went up in the crowd,
"More!, More!, More!" and I then took off a second crinoline and held it
and the other one aloft. The chanting increased in volume and I took off
the third crinoline. Now all I had over my underwear was my dress. I
raised my skirt so the crowd could see my panties and the tops of my
stockings and the garter belt. Brenda had zipped me in the dress and I
reached behind me and felt for the zipper. If I pulled it down then my
dress would soon come off and I'd be in my underwear. I don't know what
came over me but I suddenly felt desperate to have the ladies see me in
my bra and panties as if it would prove to them that I really was a girl.
I undid the zipper and the crowd chanted, "Take if off! Take if off!" I
lifted my dress off over my head until I was now standing in front of the
women in my stiletto heels and wearing just my pink lacy underwear
including stockings. I felt vulnerable and exposed in a way that I had
never felt before. The customers were clothed and I was in my underwear.
There was no place to hide. My breasts projected out in my bra for all
the world to see that I was a girl.
A woman standing next to the stage put a five-dollar bill in the front of
my panties. When I leaned over some women placed bills in my bra cups.
Other women put money in the back of my panties. I walked to another part
of the stage and the women there did the same. I stood center stage and
unhooked my stockings from my garters and took them off, which was not
easy with my long fingernails. Then I unhooked by garter belt so that I
was just in my bra, panties, and heels. The women were cheering me on
every step of the way.
I wasn't sure what I ought to do next. Take off my panties or my bra? At
that moment Brenda came out onto the stage with a microphone and
announced "Let's have a big hand for Bunny Boy. She'll be back again
tomorrow and Sunday." Brenda took me by the hand and led me off the stage
to the dressing room.
I collapsed into a chair to catch my breath and let my excited emotions
run their course. "Very good, Bunny Boy," Brenda said. "A good first
effort. You'll improve with time. You have a natural talent for acting
like a girl. Specifically you come across with a delicate, helpless
female persona. You seem like an old-fashioned, deferential, and meek
girl." Brenda went on to give me some pointers on how I could structure
my appearance to that it was less disjointed. She also thought that
letting one of the women pull down my panties would be a great way to
close the act. "I'm scheduling you for tomorrow night and the day after.
We'll put you out a few times each night. You can either change back to
Blake now or you can borrow a dress to go home in as Bunny Boy. You know
where the wardrobe room is. I leave it up to you."
"Thank you, Brenda."
When she left I contemplated whether or not I should wear a dress home.
If I was going to go back to being Blake, then I needed to do something
about my nails. The faux nails were glued on, and I'd have to get them
taken off and then put back on tomorrow. That seemed like a great hassle.
It would be a lot easier to just stay as a girl for the night. In reality
I knew that there was only one reason why I didn't immediately decide to
stay as Bunny Boy and that was fear that Tom, Dick, and Harry would dump
me as their friend. Especially, Harry might be repulsed at sharing the
apartment with a guy dressed like a girl.
After more thought I decided that I owed it to myself to find out if the
guys objected to me being a girl. If they didn't, then my worrying was
for nothing. If they did, then I'd immediately change back to Blake. I
put back on my garter belt and stockings and looked through the wardrobe
until I found a light blue sheath dress that fit me well. Then I gathered
up the boy clothes out of my locker and went out to the main room to see
if Tom, Dick, and Harry were done performing.
I found the three guys still on the stage and having stripped down to
their speedos. They were falling all over each other and swinging on the
poles like monkeys. The women in the audience were doubled over in
laughter watching their antics. I was amazed at the spectacle in front of
me. The guys had a talent for silliness that I had never seen before and
I'm sure the three of them had no idea they possessed it. I guessed that
being thrust out onto a stage to strip down was so bizarre that it tapped
into a heretofore hidden talent for inanity. I saw Becca walk out on
stage to call an end to their performance. Tom was lying on his back with
his feet hanging off the stage and women were one by one stuffing bills
into the front of his speedo. Dick and Harry ran over to Becca and she
chased them around the stage until they finally left. Then she came
running out and grabbed Tom by his neck and he jumped up and ran off the
stage as well.
I joined my friends in their dressing room where Becca was congratulating
them on coming up with such a unique act. "My god, the three of you are
hysterical. It's such a refreshing change from the same old same old guys
coming out and stripping. You made a pile of cash tonight."
"I don't know where it came from," Tom said. "I watched Dick and Harry
trying to be sexy and it was so funny that the next thing I knew we were
all clowning around."
"Well, Bonnie wants you guys to know that she's very pleased with you.
We'll see you tomorrow night."
When Becca left, Dick said to me, "What's with you?"
"I'm still in my costume."
"Are you going home like that?"
"I have to work tomorrow so I thought it would be easier to stay in
costume than switch back and forth. A big problem is taking off these
fingernails and then putting them back on again. Do any of you mind?"
Harry laughed, "The neighbors are going to think that you're my
girlfriend."
"They would, except you've never been out with a girl that pretty," Tom
said.
It was true. Judging from what I'd seen of myself in the mirror, I was
prettier and sexier and definitely better built than any girlfriend Harry
had ever had.
"Well, I don't care, Blake. Knock yourself out."
"Yeah," Tom said. "This day has been so topsy turvy and weird that we
should just go with the flow."
"Before today," Dick added, "we were just four average Joes in dead end
jobs and dead-end lives. Now we're stars! Woo hoo!"
When they were dressed I walked with them to Tom's car and he drove Harry
and I back to our apartment building. I felt like I was a lady out with
three gentlemen. Getting in the car in the dark I took the liberty of
sitting down as if I were a real girl. It was a delicious feeling. When I
entered the apartment with Harry I felt like I was his wife or
girlfriend. I was dressed like any woman might be who had been out for
the evening. I especially loved that I had breasts and long feminine hair
and that Harry didn't. It made me feel like I truly was on the other side
of the male/female divide.
We sat down with glasses of wine to unwind before turning in. I sat on
the opposite end of the sofa from Harry, and while I've always been
turned on by women and have loved looking at their bodies and wishing I
could have sex with them, right now this evening, if Harry had made a
move on me, I don't think I would have resisted. I was so totally imbued
with my feeling of womanhood that I saw Harry's manly body as being sexy.
His muscles and the mystery of his penis had an allure that I had never
felt before. The only explanation I could come up for these new feelings
was that they were the natural result of how deeply my mind had accepted
the fact that I was a girl.
After we had talked awhile, we sat in silence. I felt Harry's eyes on me
and it made sense. He could not help but see me as a very hot girl, just
as the ladies at the club had seen me the same way. My arms were thin and
graceful like a woman's and with DD breast forms I could easily imagine
Harry hungering after them. Even knowing that I had a penis between my
legs wouldn't stop Harry from wanting to feel up my breasts in my bra. He
would find it alluring to see my legs in the stockings and my high heels
and the hem of my skirt drawn across my thighs. I felt a tension in the
room and I could imagine Harry getting up and moving closer to me and
putting his arm over my shoulders and perhaps feeling me up. The moment
passed and I got up and so did Harry and we went to our separate
bedrooms. I'm sure we both thought that it was for the best that we do
not take this step. The next day would be our triumphal return to the
club to bask in the devotion of a multitude of horny women.
***
The next evening when Brenda put me on the stage I felt more confident
than I had on my first day. I was getting pretty good with the high heels
and could walk gracefully in them the same way that women did. My
striptease went well and was rewarded by many bills thrust into my
underwear. I enjoyed being "Eye candy" for the women in the audience. As
a man, women had never found me exceptionally sexy, but now as a girl, I
saw a hundred women undressing me in their minds and hoping they could
get their hands on me.
Since Tom, Dick, and Harry did not seem to mind if I stayed in my girl
costume overnight, I once again did not transform back to being Blake.
The next night was Sunday and after that I had several days off. That
would then become for me a fork in the road. I could either permanently
stay as Bunny Boy or I could switch back to being Blake. I was now pretty
sure that Tom, Dick, and Harry didn't really care one way or the other.
In that case, I would never change back to Blake again, which meant that
I had to start thinking about getting some of my own panties, bras,
dresses, and everything else a woman needs. That thought was beyond
exciting.
When we were leaving the club on Sunday night, Harry volunteered without
my asking him, "If you want to be a full-time girl Blake, go ahead. At
the club Tom, Dick, and I have seen so many unbelievable women, some of
which probably are guys, that it doesn't seem fair for us to judge you or
anyone else. Everybody on the planet has the same right to be themselves
so long as they don't trample on the lives of others. So be as much of a
girl as you want to be!"
"We feel the same way," Tom and Dick said.
"God, I love you guys," I said, unable to stop my tears.
"And we love you," Tom said.
"Group hug!" Dick said, and the four of us formed a huddle and hugged
each other.
***
When Harry and I entered our apartment we sat down again on the sofa to
unwind. The girl part of me would have loved Harry to put his arm around
me and hold me like I was his girlfriend. If he had wanted to seduce me
or had the nerve to do so I know that I wouldn't have been able to resist
his advances. I was feeling so feminine I could barely stand it. I saw
Harry looking at me and there was definitely lust in his eyes. If he had
asked me to give him a blow job at that moment I'm sure that I would
have. It would have felt as normal as any woman performing the act. On
the other hand, if I myself had had more nerve then I very well might
have gotten to the floor at his feet and undone his belt buckle, undone
his pants button, pulled down his zipper and forced his cock into view
and sucked on it. But for whatever reason Harry and I remained apart and
the moment passed yet again. Maybe some other day, who knew? I think what
we were both thinking was what would happen after it was over? Neither of
us could guarantee that we'd be glad we'd done it. It was risky to give
into passion without regard for the aftermath. The nice thing as far as I
was concerned was that I shared the same kind of passion that I imagined
some women had, and that made me feel good.
***
In the coming month or two I fell comfortably into my new role in the
lives of Tom, Dick, and Harry as their girlfriend. There was frequently
flirting in the air when we were together, but all of us had enough self-
control to look for other outlets for our passion. In particular, the
three guys had gone on some dates with women they met at the club and
while these were not leading to long term relationships, they were quite
a bit of fun. The guys especially enjoyed the fact that the women saw
them as sexy and were eager to have sex with them.
For myself, I had gotten more and more in touch with my inner girl to the
point that I now felt comfortable shopping for women's clothing. I had
assembled a decent collection of basics, though I was still catching up
to speed with typical women who knew what their favorite bra and panty
styles were and which foundation garments, dresses, shoes, jewelry, and
everything else they preferred. I was still in a process of discovery of
all the different choices that women could make in outfitting themselves.
When it was three months into my new career at the B and B Bistro, my
fingernails were now long enough for Barbara to shape and harden and
polish them so I no longer needed the artificial nails. In the same vein,
my hair had grown out enough that Betty was able to style it similarly to
the wig I had been wearing. As my hair continued to grow it would look
prettier and prettier.
It was about this time that coming back to the dressing room after
performing, I was greeted by a dozen red roses waiting for me. Attached
to them was a card that said, "You're pretty and lovely!" and was signed
by Betsy Boss.
"Who is she?" I asked Brenda.
"I suppose technically speaking Betsy is a 'she,' just the way you're a
'he." But she's one powerful woman and no one messes with her, I'll tell
you that much. It's common knowledge that Betsy Boss heads up the largest
crime syndicate in the area, so I guess one could say that she's a woman
gangster. The police have never been able to pin a crime on her and she's
loaded with money. She makes huge donations to every charity in town, so
I suppose the average citizen has a love/hate relationship with her. She
often comes to the B and B Bistro, but she's been away for a while in
Europe, I heard. In fact, she owns a castle there. She likes pretty boys
- often she can be seen with one on each arm -when she travels around.
She always has a few bodyguards with her."
"I vaguely remember hearing about her."
"She was here last night. We had a special table for her and her retinue,
perhaps you noticed them?"
"I guess I didn't."
"Well, I can't say I'm surprised that she's heard about you and the fact
that you intrigue her. I wouldn't be surprised if she invites you to her
table one of these nights."
Brenda was right, because the following week I was in my dressing room
after my performance when a big, tall, guy entered and told me that Betsy
Boss would love my company at her table. After checking my makeup and my
outfit I followed him to Betsy. She was sitting in a booth by herself and
she got up to greet me.
Betsy was a tad taller than me, with somewhat unusually broad shoulders
for a woman, and wearing black leather pants, a skintight black top
showing off her small breasts and men's leather boots. Her raven black
hair was combed into a masculine style, and while her face was
attractive, there was an element of toughness and masculinity to it. This
was a person who was used to being in charge. "I'm, Betsy. I'm glad you
can join me. Come sit."
She directed me to squeeze into the booth. With my skirts and crinolines
it took some care that they didn't end up on top of the table. Betsy slid
into the booth from the other side and turned to face me.
"You're even more beautiful in person than on the stage, if that's
possible," Betsy said.
I blushed crimson and said, "Thank you."
"I like boys that are pretty, and you're the prettiest boy I've ever
seen."
"You're making me blush. Thank you for the pretty roses."
"Tell me about yourself," Betsy said.
I told Betsy a bit about my history and how I had come to the B and B
Bistro and that I really enjoyed the work and especially entertaining
women by being a desirable girl. She listened attentively, but when I was
done and asked her to tell me about herself, she deflected my question by
telling me that she was a businesswoman and described a bit about her
company. She imported electronics and children's clothes from Asia and
had been very successful. If she was a crime boss, she mentioned nothing
of it.
Later she said to me, "You have the soul of a girl and I really like
that. Moreover, I love your feminine vulnerability and how pretty you
are. You're the kind of girl who needs to be adored, even worshiped for
your beauty."
"That's so sweet, Betsy. Do you plan on adoring me?"
"I already adore you. I want to take you out. When are you free?"
There was no denying that Betsy Boss was direct and assertive. "I've been
working Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights."
"Then I'll see you Tuesday night for dinner. Do you have a nice evening
dress?"
"What do you mean by nice?"
"If you have to ask then the answer is no." Betsy took out a wad of money
from her pocket and counted out ten one-hundred dollar bills on to the
table in front of me. "Get yourself a pretty frock to wear and matching
shoes." She counted out another four hundred dollars, "And use this this
to get a matching purse. Make yourself glamourous. We're going to a 5-
star restaurant."
"Thank you, you're so generous, but I don't know if I can accept this."
"Of course you can, Bunny."
"Okay, Betsy," I said, amazed at how she took chutzpah to a whole new
level. On the other hand, I enjoyed the way that she took control of the
situation. There was something about her directness that excited me and
made me curious as to what else she was capable of doing. I gave Betsy my
address and phone number and she told me that she'd be by on Tuesday at 8
PM. I excused myself to get ready for my next show.
***
Driving back home with the guys I told them what had happened. Dick said,
"Oh my god, Bunny, you're becoming Betsy Boss's girlfriend. She's a mob
boss and you're going to be owned by her."
"Owned?"
"Damn straight. She gave you over a thousand dollars to buy clothes. Man,
she bought you. If you try to get away from her, you're going to regret
it!"
"But she's been so nice to me."
"Yeah. As long as you do whatever she wants you to do, she'll be nice to
you. She owns you."
"You mean the rest of my life I'm going to be owned by her?"
"No. She'll dump you for a prettier and younger girl when she gets tired
of you."
"When will that be?"
"Who's to say. Could be a month, could be a year, could be ten years."
"Ten years as her girl friend?"
"Maybe."
"If she throws any great parties, you need to invite us."
"Yeah, I'll see what I can do. But right now I have to go buy a dress
that she'll be happy with."
"Go to Saks Fifth Avenue and find a saleswoman and get her to dress you
up."
"That's a great idea."
***
On Monday morning I went to Saks Fifth Avenue and found a saleswoman in
the dress department. "My boyfriend gave me a thousand dollars and told
me to get a nice dress I could wear to a fancy restaurant. Can you help
me?"
"What an incredible boyfriend! Sure, we'll find you the perfect outfit."
"I also need a matching purse. He gave me four-hundred dollars just for
that."
"We can find you a very pretty dress and purse and you can probably throw
in also some new underwear, stockings and shoes."
We went into a dressing room where the saleswoman checked the sizes of my
panties and bra and figured out my dress size. Then we went on a trip
through the lingerie department, various dress departments and finally
shoes, picking out parts of a total ensemble that the saleswoman conjured
up for me. She then ushered me into the dressing room again and I put on
the new clothes. Looking in the mirror, I admired my sexy figure in the
tight-fitting light blue dress with a design of yellow streaks that the
saleswoman and I had chosen. It was nice to have on a brand-new bra,
panties, and a light support pull-on girdle with attached garters. I
thought my matching handbag was beautiful and it had great symbolic
meaning for me. It was the lynchpin that tied together my whole new life
as a girl.
This adventure in couture was perhaps just a taste of what Betsy would
provide for me if she really wanted to continue to see me. The more I
thought about it the more I had to agree with the guys: by accepting the
money and spending it on an outfit, I had sold myself to Betsy. No doubt
this was just the tip of the iceberg. Against this backdrop of my moral
turpitude was the absolute delight I felt in feeling pretty in a brand-
new outfit. It was almost as if losing my freedom was a small price to
pay for having such lovely clothes. In any event, I could see that it was
pointless to spend my time thinking about such issues. The only really
important thing was to be pretty for Betsy Boss in my new dress and I was
sure that I was going to be successful on that front.
***
Betsy Boss came in her chauffeured limo to pick me up at the apartment.
She was polite to Harry and somewhat amused by the humble surroundings.
When I came out of my bedroom dressed in the new clothes, Betsy Boss was
blown away. "What a beautiful dress you found. I love the whole look."
Betsy was wearing a tailored man's suit and black shoes. She escorted me
to the car and we went to the restaurant. The ma?tre d' and the waiters
seemed to know Betsy Boss and the chef even came out of the kitchen to
say hello. Betsy and I dined together at a table in a quiet corner of the
restaurant. A couple of times during the dinner, Betsy's henchmen came up
to her and whispered something in her ear, and she then whispered
something in their ears. I supposed it was business of some sort. I
didn't want to think that these conversations had to do with anything
nefarious. Luckily, Betsy intended to keep me entirely cutoff from
whatever her business interests were.
After the dinner Betsy took me home and before leaving she turned toward
me in the back seat of the limo and gave me a kiss. "I want to see you
again," she said.
"And I want to see you again," I said.
"Good."
Betsy escorted me to my door and gave me another nice kiss. I was
thrilled that she was such a gentlemen and didn't take advantage of me.
***
Our next date was a few days later when we went to a local park and had
coffee at a caf?. I wore a simple cotton dress and Betsy wore work jeans
and a tailored man's shirt. I thought it was pretty funny the way her
bodyguards kept their distance from us, but I could also get glimpses of
them from time to time. I wondered who Betsy might be afraid of. A rival
gang? The police? I had no idea and I wasn't going to bring up the
subject.
I had a lot of fun walking and talking with Betsy. She was interesting
and always had a lot to say. For our third date she invited me to come to
her house for dinner. While our relationship was just a bit less than two
weeks old, I didn't think that Betsy was rushing things, and I gladly
accepted the invitation.
***
Betsy sent the limo to fetch me to her house which turned out to be an
ultra-modern swanky residence in the most exclusive area of the town. I
wore the pretty dress that Betsy had bought me and she was pleased that I
did. She gave me a tour of the place and when we entered the master
bedroom, which was easily the size of my apartment with Harry, Betsy
pointed to a pretty pink nightie lying on the bed and she said that it
was a present for me. I held it up against me and admired how pretty it
was. It was made of a remarkably soft material and had an inner skirt and
a see-through outer skirt with little flowers. Around the chest area and
covering the breasts, there were several layers of pleated material.
"Thank you Betsy. How did you know that I'd love such a pretty nightgown?
You have such great taste!"
It was clear that Betsy was intending that I spend the night with her. It
didn't seem to be a question of her asking me what I wanted. Before I
could think if I should allow Betsy to take such liberties with me, she
sat me down on a sofa in the living room and she fetched me a martini.
Then she said, "You've probably figured out by now that I like you. Well,
I do. You've got the kind of sexy girl-next-door pretty look that I love.
I realize that I'm bossy and I haven't even asked you whether or not you
wanted to get the new dress or even spend the night here. But I figured
that you should first see what your life will be like with me before you
have to decide if you like it or not. So, now that you've seen some of
how I live, I want you to feel that you're free to walk out that door and
leave. If you do, I'll never bother you again."
Betsy's candor completely charmed me and whatever misgivings I might have
had about her dominant personality instantly evaporated. Now that I
understood that she was entirely self-aware, it drew me in even closer to
her. "Oh, I don't want to leave, Betsy. I'm loving my time with you!" I
said. "Just hearing you say that I'm free to go is so cute. You've got to
know that you're the kind of woman that I would never want to leave. You
appreciate how pretty I've become and that means everything to me."
We sipped our martini's and Betsy said, "You're a remarkable girl, Bunny.
I can do so many things for you."
"I'm going to let you," I said, and then we both laughed.
We had dinner and afterwards both Betsy and I could feel the nervous
energy crackling between us. This time when Betsy sat me on the sofa, she
poured us each a small, elegant glass of Grand Marnier, and sat very
close to me. We sipped our drinks and she put an arm across my back and
held me and then moved in and kissed me. At first tenderly just brushing
my lips softly with hers, but then as her passion began to rise she gave
me more profound and deeper kisses. She was an amazingly good kisser and
if she were hoping to fully seduce me so she could have sex with me that
night, she was more than successful. At the end of an especially
delightful kiss while her tongue was exploring my tonsils, I said to her,
"Oh my, Betsy. I might swoon from joy. I could kiss you forever."
I heard her put down her drink and a moment later I felt her free hand
resting on my thigh. I couldn't help but notice the large bulge of her
bicep as she held me. I started to get goose bumps with the thrill of her
seduction and then she moved her lips into mine and initiated another
long, powerful kiss. Her strong arm held me in a way that let me know
that I would not be going anywhere until she would let me. I was under
her power and enjoying it. Her hand slowly moved up my thigh, under my
dress and onto the soft warm flesh just above my stockings. A moment
later her hand had found the bulge residing in my panties. "You're so
bloody hot," Betsy said catching her breath. Her hand reached inside my
panties, encircled my rising penis, and pulled it outside the panty
through the leg opening. I thought I was going to faint from excitement.
Betsy then carefully coaxed my balls out underneath my cock so that now
her hand could fondle the whole package. "Oh yes! I like that," Betsy
said. "You've got a nice stiff cock now. So perfectly thick. I love a
thick dick." Her hand had now encircled my penis and now as she kissed me
and her tongue found its way around my mouth, her hand began sliding a
bit up and down my cock. She collected some of the precum and used that
for lubrication. The more she slid her hand, the more precum came out and
then the wetter my cock. By this process her hand was now making its slow
and delightful way from tip to base and back again with an ever-
escalating sensation of pleasure in my penis. There was no doubt that
Betsy Boss was very good at what she was doing.
Being held so firmly and powerfully by Betsy Boss while she kissed me so
deliciously and stroked my penis was far and away the most delightful
sexual experience I had ever had. Of course, it didn't take long until I
shot off into Betsy's hand. She laughed and gripped my shoulders tightly
while I came. It was a generous act of devotion on her part. "Thank you,
Betsy, that was very nice."
"Now shower up my pet. You've got your nightie. I'll meet you in the
bedroom. First I've got some business to take care of."
Betsy Boss left and I went into the enormous master bedroom suite and
found the shower. When I was done I dried myself on a thick pink towel
that were hanging next to a blue towel. I figured that this was the way
it was going to be from now on. I was Betsy's lady and she would provide
for me everything I might need. I put on the nightie and waited in bed
for her to return.
An hour later Betsy Boss came back and she apologized for leaving me
alone. "Let me see you in the nightie," she said, and I got up and stood
in front of her. The pink nightie came with matching panties that I was
wearing. The retro styling made me look like I was within a pink cloud of
gauzy fabric. "You're giving me a boner," Betsy Boss said, laughing. "I
love your big tits," she added and caressed them and lifted them and gave
them a good squeeze. She took off her jacket, shirt and slacks and I saw
to my surprise that she was wearing boy's underwear and no bra. She
pulled down her underpants and took off her undershirt and I saw that she
had muscular thighs and calves besides her strong upper body and arms.
Her musculature reminded me of Tom's body. Certainly, many men would be
jealous of her body. I, on the other hand, was mesmerized by her
strength. It motivated me to want to take care of her, to provide a soft
feminine presence in her life. To be as pretty as I could be so that
she'd be happy with me. I was terribly attracted to her strength and
control over me. It was fun having her direct me to do what she wanted. I
loved how she was in the driver's seat.
I sat on the edge of the bed next to her, waiting for her to tell me what
to do. My eyes fixated on her legs and then on her vagina. I glanced up
and saw that her breasts were much smaller than mine. She might be an A
cup or best a B cup. Suddenly I felt an intolerable passion and I slid
onto the carpet next to her feet and used my hands to gently glide over
Betsy's calf muscles. I looked up at her and said, "Your calves are like
iron. You're so powerful and strong." My hand circulated around her lower
legs and gently felt the muscles. Then they slowly glided up to feel her
thighs. "Oh my God, Betsy you're a superman. Your thighs are like steel.
I love your strong muscles."
Betsy raised her arms up and flexed her biceps and then her triceps. I
felt her rippling muscles as they formed into knots and released. "God,
you turn me on. I worship your strength." Betsy lay down on the bed and I
lay on top of her in a 69 position and I eagerly let her guide my head to
a position that allowed my tongue to fondle the most vital center of her
vagina. I licked and sucked it with a desperate need to make her feel
good. Since my penis was pressed against Betsy's lips, she opened her
mouth and took it in. My cock was still in a recovery mode from having
recently cum, but it didn't stop Betsy from gently sucking on it. I, on
the other hand, was determined to make a good impression on her pussy and
I made an earnest attempt to find out what parts of its real estate she
most liked to have licked or nibbled on. I think Betsy must be an
unusually sensual woman because I did seem to find a path for her to
achieve orgasm via my ardent licking and once she came, it set up a chain
of cummings until her great lust was sated. I then flipped myself around,
lay next to her resting my head on her chest and she put her arm around
me and held me. We lay like that feeling the special after glow that
people feel when they've had a fulfilling sexual experience with someone
they love or are falling in love with.
I whispered in Betsy's ear, "I think you're as strong as superman."
Betsy laughed and she flexed her calf muscle which I happened to have
been touching and I felt myself getting a boner just from the incredible
feeling of her broad and iron-like calf. "Whoa, a real superman.
Mmmmmmm."
Betsy held me tighter and whispered to me, "And you have the prettiest
girl arms. No muscle anywhere. I like my girls to be beautiful. I like
them wanting to be beautiful. I like when their main interest is in being
beautiful."
I gave a silly and gay laugh and said, "I want to be pretty for you,
Betsy. That's the most important thing to me."
Betsy laughed and said, "I've never met a girl like you before. I don't
think I'll ever get over how pretty you are."
"What else about me is pretty?" I asked her. "I want to hear about all my
pretty parts."
"You have soft girl lips which I love to kiss. And you have the prettiest
eyes." I blushed and batted my eyes and Betsy laughed. "You have pretty
legs and thighs to die for and I adore your shapely ass."
"Betsy!" I said. This was so much fun and I felt drunk on Betsy's
flattery.
"I'm going to buy you all the pretty clothes you want."
"You're so sweet, Betsy." I knew I was living dangerously to get
entangled with Betsy, but she had ignited within me an unstoppable desire
to assume the role of the meek and devoted girl I always wanted to be. I
didn't want to be a man or manly. I didn't want to have to make decisions
about anything other than what outfit I wanted to wear or whether it was
time to go to the spa. I wanted to be a pretty ornament at Betsy's side.
I wanted to be admired for having a beautiful and sexy woman's body. Let
Betsy be the man. Let her be dominant. I trusted her and I loved how she
seemed to know exactly how to treat me so that I craved her more and
more..
"You're my girl now, Bunny. You understand?"
"Yes, Betsy."
***
A month later I was lying in bed with Betsy and she said, "I hope you
understand that I'm going to marry you." I responded by giving Betsy a
kiss on the lips. "I take that to mean that you accept."
"Of course, Betsy. I'd love to be your wife."
"You barely know me."
"You barely know me."
"You're everything I desire in a girl."
"You're everything I desire in a man."
"You'll have to sign a prenup."
"I'm happy to. I don't even need to read it. I trust you. And if one day
you get tired of me, then toss me aside. I don't want you to ever be
miserable because of me."
"You're a dream come true, Bunny."
"So are you."
"Just so you understand, I run a business and I like to keep that
separate from my wife."
"You can do your man's work and I'll worry about being pretty for you
every time you come home."
"They certainly don't make girls like you anymore!"
"I'm so happy that you appreciate me." After a pause I said, "What about
me working at the club?"
"Do you still want to work?"
"I like working there, but I would never want you to feel badly about
having other women ogling me."
Betsy laughed. "I'd feel a bit guilty not letting the rest of the world
have a view of my pretty girl. Besides that, I'm sure that you'll be
faithful to me. Am I right?"
I started to cry and through my tears said, "You have to believe I would
never be unfaithful to you. The thought horrifies me."
Betsy held me tightly and said, "I trust you my precious girl and I know
that I'll be the only one receiving the love you have to give."
"Thank you, Betsy, that makes me feel better."
***
When I told Brenda and Bonnie that I was going to marry Betsy, they were
very happy for me and even happier when I said that I'd still continue
stripping. Maybe not the same number of nights, but I'd try to have hours
every week. They also said that they hoped that I would be careful so I
wouldn't get my heart broken. "Women like Betsy are exciting and full of
life, but those qualities can lead to impulsive behavior that could rock
your marriage. She's been married twice before, and while nobody really
knows why those relationships went south, the rumor is that Betsy has a
wandering eye. But she's older and wiser now and we sense that you're a
very unique and special girl. Certainly, the prettiest girl we've seen
and likely Betsy knows that she could never do better than you. Anyway,
the third time is the charm, isn't it?
***
So I came to marry Betsy Boss and moved into her house. Betsy gave me a
beautiful engagement ring with a large diamond set among several smaller
diamonds. The girls of the B and B Bistro seemed almost as excited as I
was when I showed them the ring. Brenda insisted she throw me a bridal
shower where she had everyone bring me a favorite item of lingerie as a
gift. The girls gave me several different bras, panties, and garter
belts. But also I was given a couple of very pretty slips and teddies.
Several of the guests gave me beautiful stockings from Secrets in Lace.
Betsy had slipped in among the presents for me a magnificent white
nightie that I was to wear on our wedding night. I was genuinely moved by
the sincerity with which the women wished me well with Betsy. They also
thought that I was exactly the kind of girl that would end up being
happily married to Betsy.
The wedding was a modest affair and included Tom, Dick, and Harry. Betsy
thought that since it was her third wedding, we'd pass on the hoopla of a
really big wedding. We were married in the enormous living room of her
house with a string quartet and a pianist providing music. Betsy insisted
on buying me a magnificent wedding gown which was so beautiful I cried
like a baby in the bridal shop. I loved being a bride on my wedding day
and everything about it. Betsy Boss wore a beautiful tuxedo and I had
asked Harry if he would escort me down the aisle. We were roommates and
so he was special to me and he readily agreed. It was magical when the
quartet began playing the wedding march and I took a hold of Harry's arm
and marched down the aisle in my dress. The guests turned to look at me
and I'm sure that many of them were pretty much wowed by my beauty.
Standing in front of the minister was my incredibly handsome Betsy in her
elegant tuxedo. If the guests weren't present I would have begged Betsy
to have sex with me then and there on the altar. To one side were my
bridesmaids Brenda, Betty, Barbara, Bridgette, and Brittany who had been
delighted to serve in that capacity when I had asked them. They had been
with me helping me put on my dress and makeup and making sure my hair and
every other detail was perfect. On the other side of the altar were a few
of Betsy's top henchmen and what looked to be a couple of her bodyguards.
When I stood with Betsy at the altar we turned and faced the minister. I
was trembling with excitement and when the minister asked Betsy if she
would take me for her lawful wedded wife, she emphatically said, "I do."
Then the minister turned to me and asked me if I would take Betsy to be
my lawful wedded husband, I said, while overcome with tears of joy that I
was desperately tried to hold back, "I do," in a soft voice. In a blur
the minister said we were now husband and wife and the next thing I knew
I was being held in Betsy's strong arms and she was kissing me
passionately. Then we were walking down the aisle to meet and greet the
guests as Betsy and Bunny Boss.
A caterer converted the living room to accommodate a dozen tables and we
then had a marvelous wedding dinner. Shrimp and avocado salad for
appetizer. A choice of swordfish, filet mignon and vegan for the main
course. A space was left open for dancing and I don't think I've ever had
so much fun in my life as I did that evening. I did seem to notice that
Tom, Dick, and Harry left the party with three women that were somehow
related to Betsy. For myself, one of the nicest aspects of the evening
was I got to meet the wives of Betsy's henchmen. They were a very nice
group of women who took me in as one of their own and made me feel
completely comfortable with them.
That night when everyone had left Betsy and I retired up to her bedroom.
I took a glorious bubble bath and put on the white bridal nightie and
waited in the bed until Betsy joined me fresh from the shower. She
climbed on top of me and we made the most intense and tender love.
Despite all her great strength, Betsy was a gentle and considerate lover
and by the time we finally went to sleep, we each had the widest possible
grins from our recollections of the superb climaxes that we had
experienced that evening.
***
And so began my life with Betsy. I made a point of rising up a half-hour
before she did so I could attend to my makeup. I wanted to always be
pretty for her. I told her that whenever she wanted to make love to me, I
was available for her needs. I would always do whatever she wanted me to
do in bed. For her part, Betsy said that she often had business to attend
to at all kinds of hours. She might not be home for dinner and some
nights she might not be home at all. I told her not to be concerned and
that I would always strive to have myself available and waiting for her
when she did come back. I'd give her a massage if she wanted it. I'd take
care of any needs she had sexual or otherwise.
Betsy told me that one thing I had to do was get a complete wardrobe of
beautiful clothes. Many dresses and always the latest styles. I should
always pay attention to the latest fashion trends and have the
appropriate accessories whether shoes or purse or choice of makeup and
hairstyle. She gave me a couple of credit cards and told me not to be shy
about using them. If I ever spent too much, she'd let me know. Like a
child in a toy store or candy shop, I went to all the best ladies
clothing stores and bought many lovely dresses and shoes and handbags. I
also got many of the sexiest bras I could find.
On our first month anniversary as husband and wife, Betsy surprised me by
sending me to a plastic surgeon in Los Angeles to get me the highest
quality breast implants for sale. The plastic surgeon fixed me up with DD
sized breasts that appeared to be as natural as any woman's. He also put
me on a skin care regimen that gave my skin a ladylike glow and he began
implementing a plan to rid myself of facial hair, that I could complete
over the next year while at home. I had been away for two weeks and when
I came back I rushed into Betsy's arms and cried. "I missed you so much."
Betsy held me tight and told me how happy she was that I had returned.
Later she had me undress and she applauded me on my new breasts and my
beautiful skin. The truth is that had she wanted me to replace my penis
with a vagina, I wouldn't have hesitated for a second, but Betsy wants me
to have a cock. She likes the different ways she can use it and play with
it. As long as she thinks of me as her girl, my penis notwithstanding,
then that is what matters most to me.
***
When Betsy isn't otherwise engaged in running her business she and her
henchmen are prone to having get-togethers with their wives and or
girlfriends. It's practically a weekly occurrence that Betsy takes me to
a party or a dinner or we host a party or dinner where I spend a lot of
time with the other wives. It always goes the same way with the men
grouped around Betsy analyzing or plotting some business scheme of
theirs, and us wives and girlfriends congregating in the kitchen or
somewhere else away from the men. As women, we share the same stories of
our husbands being drawn away from bed at all hours of the night, of
sudden trips away, of emergency phone calls. There are even times when
police or the FBI knock on the door and ask for our husbands. Despite all
that, we wives always stick together and direct our attention away from
the men's business.
Since Betsy is top dog in the business, I have a fairly exalted status
among the women. They seem to always want to be solicitous to me. At the
beginning I did my best to make it clear that I felt honored to have them
as friends and that I hoped to not be treated any differently than the
others. I'm not so sure that the women have made that a guiding
principle, but I do my best to ignore any efforts to single me out for
special treatment.
The girls and I mostly talk about the latest news of their kids -many of
them have children -and about clothes and jewelry and makeup and
hairdressers. That kind of thing. They love my dresses, for sure and a
favorite topic of conversation of mine is about bras and panties and
foundation garments. The women are particularly interested in my new
breasts and when I came back from LA we even went into a bedroom and I
took off my blouse and bra and showed them my new boobs. They thought the
surgeon was a genius. A couple of the women were going to see if they
could also get new boobs from the same doctor.
Occasionally we all get together at barbeques in which those who have
children bring their families. I especially enjoy being with the mothers
and listening to them talk about the problems and joys of child raising.
After attending a number of these outings I began to feel a bit envious
of the women. There is a part of me that wants to be a mother. Maybe I
hadn't felt that way before, but seeing the women with their kids opened
up desires within me that I hadn't known were there.
At one of these barbeques I was surprised when two older women I hadn't
seen before showed up and Betsy made a beeline to them taking me with
her. "Bunny, let me introduce to you my exes, Bianca and Beverly. It's so
wonderful to see you ladies!"
Betsy kissed them both and after some small talk, left them with me. "Is
this awkward?" I asked.
"No, not at all. Beverly and I make a point of coming to at least one of
these parties each year so we can see what old Betsy is up to," Bianca
said.
"She's found herself quite a young beauty this time," Beverly said.
"You're not hurt or angry with Betsy?"
"Initially we were, sure. When she said she was moving on, I wept for a
few days. But she gave us each a beautiful house fully paid for and a
friend we can always go to for help, if we need it.
***
For our first wedding anniversary, Betsy arranged for us to go to a fancy
resort on a Caribbean Island, where we would be alone to just enjoy each
other. Of course, her bodyguards came also and were always nearby even if
hidden from view. Betsy had bought me a couple of very sexy bikinis which
I enjoyed wearing out on the private beach. I even took my top off to get
a uniform tan and I knew that was a real turn on for Betsy. For myself, I
loved looking at Betsy's beautiful muscles as she lay next to me in the
sand. I often couldn't resist running my fingers gently over her bulging
calf muscles and then on to her thighs with cords of muscle popping out.
Her biceps were a wonder to me. The perfect knots of muscle were as hard
as iron and I marveled at how she could have ever gotten arms like that.
It was during one of these days when we were lying on the beach together
and the waves were lapping at our legs that I said to Betsy, "Have you
ever thought of having a baby?"
"Sure. I think everyone thinks about that from time to time."
"Well, I mean that I would love to be the mother of your baby."
Betsy looked at me quizzically and said, "What brought that on?"
"I've gotten to know the other ladies in our group who have babies and I
realized that that is me too. I'd like to be a mommy, and especially a
mommy of your child."
I was a bit afraid of what Betsy might think of what I had said, but she
responded by saying, "That's sweet of you, and I wish I could give you a
baby, but you do know that I can't carry one. I mean I can, but I can't.
My business won't allow that sort of thing."
"Oh, no, my dear. I wasn't suggesting that you and I have a baby that
way. I was thinking that we could use a gestational surrogate. Our egg
and sperm but the pregnancy is done in someone else."
"Really? There is such a thing!"
"There is. Many couples have successfully had babies that way."
Betsy gathered me up in her arms and held me tightly, "I would love
nothing more than for you to be the mother of my children. So yes. Let's
find the best clinic in the country and get ourselves a baby."
"I love you so much, Betsy," I said, and tears came down my cheeks.
***
If Betsy is anything, she is a woman of action and before we knew it, we
had a surrogate mother, Beatrice, pregnant with our genetic baby. Skip
ahead nine months, and Betsy and I came home from the hospital with a
beautiful baby girl that we named Birdie. Birdie Blythe Boss, where
Blythe was the name of Betsy's favorite grandmother who is deceased. I
was in seventh heaven and besides myself with love for our child. Betsy
and I arranged to have Birdie Blythe Boss baptized. On a Sunday we
gathered our friends and family together in the local church. Besides
ourselves -Betsy and Bunny Boss -and the usual collection of henchmen and
bodyguards, were Bonnie, Becca, Barbara, Betty, Brittany, Bridgette, and
Brenda, from the Butch and Bitch Bistro, and Betsy's ex-brides, Bianca,
and Beverly, and finally Beatrice.
Betsy arranged for the surrogate mother to visit our house each day so
that our baby could feed on her breasts. She and I would sit together for
hours talking as she breast fed the baby. When the baby was full, then
I'd get a chance to have the baby suckle on my breasts for a little while
during which time I gently burped her and held her until she fell asleep.
I did one naughty thing with the surrogate Beatrice. Before she left each
evening, we needed to get a bottle of her milk and she'd hook herself up
to a breast pump in order to get it. One day we discovered the breast
pump was broken and Beatrice had to manually express milk to the bottle.
I could see how hard it was for her to get a full bottle this way so I
volunteered to squeeze her breasts and extract the milk. She was only too
happy to pass that chore on to me, so we got in comfortable positions and
I worked on her breasts for an hour or so until we had a bottle. It
turned out that it was a task that I really enjoyed doing, and Beatrice
admitted to me that she got a considerable amount of pleasure from it
herself. So we decided that we'd do it every night and it became a
delightful ritual for us. Over time I developed various ways of squeezing
her tits. I could use either one hand or two. I never tired of watching
the little multiple jets of milk exit from her nipples. If I got a good
squeeze, I could sustain the jets for quite a few seconds.
After about a year, Beatrice's milk began to slow down and she got
another gig as a surrogate. We had a tearful goodbye with each other and
then from that time on I gave the baby formula. I was an expert mom by
then and I loved taking Birdie out for walks in her stroller and then
having her play with other kids in the park. Betsy was a good father when
she was around. Having a baby didn't change the number of meetings and
other business that Betsy had to attend to. But when Betsy was home she'd
always head right to Birdie and give her a hug. Then she'd give me a hug.
I'd have to say that this was the happiest I'd ever been in my life.
Every day I could wake up and put on a pretty dress and attend to my baby
girl. I had gotten her the prettiest clothes also, so she and I spent
delightful days as mommy and her baby girl. Whenever daddy came home then
we were her loving two girls. After Birdie was asleep I had the greatest
thrill of all which was to make myself as pretty as I could for Betsy.
Seeing her tremble ever so slightly in anticipation of her feasting on
her beautiful wife made me happier than anything.
***
While Birdie was an infant I had taken a hiatus from the B and B Bistro
with a plan to return one day. But it never happened. It wasn't that
Betsy said I couldn't, it was just that I had moved on in my life and
there was no going back. It's true that the idea of taking off my dress
in front of a roomful of women and hearing them scream with desire for
me, still had its attractions, but I more preferred to have a domestic
life where I catered to the needs of Birdie and Betsy.
As it happens, Tom, Dick, and Harry had parlayed their careers in
stripping into marriages. They each now had children and were family men.
They had made enough from stripping that they had opened an eponymous
pizza parlor that was wildly popular in the region. My years as a wife
and mother had pulled me inevitably to a place where I now had much more
in common with their wives than I did my old friends, and when we were
together for a party, I preferred visiting with their wives and children
and letting Betsy socialize with Tom, Dick, and Harry.
***
As moms we're concerned about our children and especially connected with
the lives of our daughters. As Birdie grew up and really needed me to be
there for her as her mom, it became more and more obvious to me that
there would be occasions where I couldn't be myself with her. This
weighed on me to the point that Betsy noticed. "Something is bothering
you, my dear. You're not quite yourself," she said to me one day when I
was looking kind of blue.
"This is very difficult for me to say, Betsy. I've realized that I'm
caught between a rock and a hard place. Nothing means more to me than to
be available for your pleasure when and how you want it. But ..."
"But what, Bunny?"
"What if Birdie and I want to go shopping for panties together?"
"Oh, I see. I've always been wondering about that kind of thing. You'll
have to let me think about it."
"You're always so thoughtful. Thank you, my dear."
***
One month later on our seventh wedding anniversary, I was on a plane back
to LA to a surgeon who specializes in creating perfect vaginas. After
putting my sperm in a sperm bank, I was now going to finish the
transformation that had started with my beautiful breasts years ago.
Betsy assured me that as much as she would miss my faithful boners she
could also get into the opportunities for intimacy that would derive from
my new pussy. There was a whole technology of strap-ons that would allow
her to fill me with her penis while giving us both pleasure at the same
time. "I want you to be the perfect mom for Birdie, and as much as I've
loved the use of your little soldier standing at attention for me, now
I'll find just as much pleasure in you providing a home for my strap-on."
***
A couple of months later I could look in the mirror and admire the
perfect way my panties fit me. I also especially love how nicely I now
look in a bikini bottom. I'm relieved and delighted that there is now no
reason why Birdie and I cannot get dressed together as mother and
daughter. Perhaps my greatest pleasure now comes from the feeling of
surprise I get every time I realize that there is no manhood between my
legs. This surprise is followed by delight at the realization that I now
share the same feeling of absence that all women experience -whether they
know it or not. As much as I love my new body, however, Betsy has found
great pleasure in making love to me using her strap-on dildos or allowing
me to pleasure her in other ways that had not been possible before. It's
given her a whole new sense of domination and control, both in our
married life and in her business. Since nothing makes me happier than
pleasing Betsy, I'm thrilled with the way things have turned out. We've
been talking about maybe having another child. I know that Betsy would
find it neat to have a son. In any event, I look forward to raising
Birdie to be a young woman and growing old with Betsy.
The End