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Caitlin and James - Part nine - An awkward weekend period Chapter 26 - Friday evening I get in the lift and think about why Justine wanted to pash me, and hope it'll never happen again. In the lobby of the building are Kathy and Wanda from sales, along with Michelle, Kathy's girlfriend. I try to avoid them, but Michelle spots me and catches up with me. "Sweetie, what's happened? You look flustered," she says grabbing my arm. "I can't talk, I have to get home to Caitlin quickly," I say, trying not to cry. Kathy and Wanda catch up, and Kathy demands to know what happened, mentioning that my make up and lipstick are messed up. I sit down, still fighting back the tears and tell them about what happened with Justine, but not before making them promise they won't tell anyone - for now - it could just be an innocent misunderstanding, and if it is, I don't want to get Justine in trouble. I also plead with them not to tell Caitlin, I'll have to find out how to tell her myself. "I'm just worried about what will happen at work, I don't want to be sexually harassed by my boss," I say. "Don't worry, Kathy and I sit right near you, we'll keep an eye on things," Wanda says, trying to cheer me up. "That's right, we won't let her get away with anything," Kathy adds. Kathy then goes on to say that level eight is a high security area, because that's where the company's mainframe is. Justine might have access because she's the switchboard supervisor, but there are cameras and there will also be a log of Justine going up in the lift at that time. So it can easily be verified we were both up there when we had no reason to be up there. "And you should go to human resources to register this complaint, just in case. You can do that and instruct them to take no action, until further notice," Kathy adds. I nod, still trying not to cry. "C'mon Jamie, let's split a cab and go home, we live quite close to each other," Wanda says. "But not before you fix up your make up mister," Kathy says. They instruct me how to fix my smudged mascara and also tell me I need to fix up my lipstick, where Justine kissed me. Wanda and I then go and get a cab and go home. I get home and as I'm getting out of the cab I notice a lady opening the door of Caitlin's car that is parked on my front lawn. The woman is definitely attractive, she would be older than Caitlin, she's wearing a very sharp looking ladies black pantsuit, simple white blouse, red matte lipstick and large gold button earrings under her brunette bobbed hairdo with bangs. She definitely has striking looks. "Hello. Do you know Caitlin?" I say to her. She turns around and gives me a delightful smile. "Hello darling. Are you Jamie?" I nod. She walks up to me, takes hold of both of my hands and gives me an air kiss. "You look adorable. And so pretty! No wonder Ms Spencer is so in love with you. She's told me all about her feminine little toy boy, who prefers wearing women's clothes." she says looking me up and down. "My name is Felicity. I'm her executive assistant. I had to drive her home early from work because she's having tummy troubles, well ... it's related to a woman's time of the month. She needs you inside, Ms Spencer is in the bathroom. "I'd help her, but no pay check is large enough to do something like that." I nod again. "Run along. there's no time to waste." I trot along, as fast as my high heels will allow me. The bathroom door is slightly open, I hear a groan from Caitie, and then hear her say the f-word under her breath. I'm a little scared, she must be in a very bad mood, and when she is she has a terrible temper. I knock on the door: "Umm, Caitie? Are you in there?" "Of course it's me in there. Who else would it be?" She says angrily. There's a pause. I don't know what to say or do. I hear a sigh, and Caitlin tells me to come into the bathroom. She's sitting on the toilet only wearing her bra and an unbuttoned blouse, with her hair up in a bun. Her panties are on the floor with a blood stain on them, there's a wad of some type of material covered in blood also on the floor, it must be one of those women's pads. On the bathroom counter is some toilet tissue paper - it looks like it might be a used tampon rolled up in toilet tissue paper. "It doesn't look pretty does it? I told you it would be an ugly weekend," Caitlin says, noticing my shocked looked. Remembering my manners I say: "Good afternoon Caitie." I then go up to her and kiss her on the cheek, there's no reaction from her. I almost say, it's lovely to see her, but I quickly realise it would be a stupid thing to say. "Okay, okay ... are you going to be strong for me?" she says, obviously trying hard to hold back her moodiness. I don't know what to say. "Look darling, I know you get scared when I get crabby, and there's going to be a lot of that this weekend, but please know that I love you dearly. And despite being very feminine and submissive lady boy, deep down I know you're very brave and would do almost anything for me. Is that right?" "Of course. I'll try my hardest Caitie." "You can start with helping me get this fucking bra and top off." I go up to her while she is still sitting on the toilet and help her with her blouse and then reach around to undo the bra, I fumble it a couple of times, she gets impatient and tells me to hurry up. I finally get it undone and take it off her. I kiss her on the cheek a few times, tell her I love her, trying to calm her down. I go to kiss her on the breasts, but she grabs my chin and lifts it up, then we are face to face. She has an angry look. "Don't you dare get fresh with me! It's the worst time to be doing that," she says. "I'm just trying to calm you down Caitie," I say, my voice a little higher than it normally is. I need you to thoroughly wash your hands, and then go to the package on your makeup table. In it, among other things, is a packet of sanitary wipes, you'll need them to clean me. And also get a large tampon. I wash my hands under the gaze of Caitlin, but she says nothing, just sighs a couple of times. I get the wipes hoping they're the right ones, they're not called sanitary wipes, they're called feminine wipes. I also don't know at first which ones are the large tampons. I get back into the bathroom and Caitlin is standing in the bath completely naked, there's blood in her blonde pubic hair. Under her instructions, I clean her using the bath hose and then the sanitary wipes. I then give her a shower, spraying water all over her - except her hair on her head - using the bath hose. All this time Caitlin has been standing passively in the bath, she has been holding on to an overhead bar that I hang washing up on - it's very sturdy. I grab a towel and dry her off, she says nothing while I dry her. I finish, and she tells me to put the tampon in. I'm shocked, I walk backward a couple of steps, and cover my mouth with my hand. She sighs, obviously trying to calm down. "Darling I need you to insert the tampon, I'm too tired," Caitlin says, sighing again. "C'mon. Do it now!" I nervously pick it up and go to insert it. "TAKE THE FUCKING WRAPPING OFF, YOU IDIOT!" I'm sorry darling, I'm sorry for making you nervous, you obviously need to take the wrapping off or it can't absorb anything," Caitlin says, trying to calm down. I unwrap it and have some trouble finding where to insert it. "Oh, for fuck?s sake! You have no trouble knowing where to insert your cock! Why are you having so much trouble with a tampon?" I start tearing up. Caitlin tells me to stand up then gives me a kiss and cuddles me for a few minutes. "I love you more than anything else in the world," she says gently. "I don?t know of any other guy who would do this for his girlfriend. I cheer up. Wipe the tears, and mascara away from my eyes, and Caitie tells me to take three deep breaths. After I do so, I crouch down and insert the tampon first go. I then stand up and Caitie smiles, puts her hand on my cheek and tells me to go into our bedroom and get a larger pair of her panties and an extra thick pad. I have a bit of trouble finding them, when I do find them I hear Caitie quietly say the f-word a few times. As I?m leaving the bedroom I grab another tampon - I don?t know why - I just did. I go into the bathroom, Caitie is still standing in the bath. This time with a wry smile over her face. "I?m sorry sweetie, you?re going to have to do it all over again," she says gently. "This is what happens when you?re not fast enough." I put a spare hand towel on the bathroom counter, because the surface is filthy, and I don?t want to get the pad or the panties dirty. "You?ll need to wash your hands again darling," Caitlin says. I do so, and as I dry off she tells me to take the tampon out. I baulk, and Caitie gives me an impatient look. I crouch down, find the little string, and pull it out. It?s very bloody, and I can?t help but give a strange look, but I resist the urge to say ?yuck? or ?eww?. Caitie chuckles, and says: "Wait till you have yours." Huh! What was that? I know I dress like a girl, but I have boy bits, not girl bits. I wrap the bloodied tampon in toilet tissue paper. I clean her and insert another, this time first go, and then Caitie tells me to hold out her panties and give her the pad. She places the pad in the panties, telling me what she is doing and where she is placing the pad. She then steps out of the bath and into the panties and we gently pull them up, being careful to keep the pad in place. "That?s so much easier when I have some help. Thank you my darling Jamie." Caitlin says before giving me a lingering kiss on the lips. I escort her into our bedroom, and as we?re in the hallway, I hear the kettle whistle. "I think you should check on Felicity," Caitlin says to me. I go into the kitchen, and Felicity is standing at the counter reading a magazine. She looks up and says: "I hope you don?t mind sweetie, I was going to get myself get a cup of tea." "There?s wine and other stuff if you want something stronger," I reply. She thinks for a bit, and says a wine would be nice. I show her the chardonnay and shiraz cabernet in the fridge, and Felicity complements me on not being a snob about refrigerating red wine, after she says she?ll have the red. "It suits northern Europe and the colder parts of North America, but not here," she says. Felicity then compliments me on my wide selection of women?s magazines that any girl would be proud of. "It?s been a long time since I read Dolly." "Anyhow I?d better get back to Caitie," I say. "Are you alright honey? I heard her yelling. Remember, her bark is much worse than her bite, and that she loves you very much," Felicity says as she puts both her hands on my shoulders. I nod and say I?m more worried about Caitlin. I head back to the bedroom and Caitie is sitting there only in her panties. "You need to put something on Caitie. You look cold," I say. "I need a nightie, one that?s a bit large for me, and nothing new or fancy - I wouldn?t want to ruin it," Caitie says. I pull out an old blue winter nightie that has always been a bit big for me. I tell Caitie to hold up her arms and I put it on her. I give her a hug and try to warm her up, she must have been in that bathroom, naked or near naked for a while. I put her in bed and give her a kiss. "There?s a smaller package from the pharmacy for you darling. Ask Felicity where it is, and bring it to me," Caitlin says to me. Felicity is sitting on the lounge room couch sipping wine and flipping through one of my old Dolly magazines. She picks up the package on the coffee table when I ask about it. I put it on the kitchen counter, and Felicity says with a smirk if I?m going to see what is in it. "They?re all for you sweetie." I go into the laundry and get a hot water bottle, come back and start filling it with hot water from the kettle. Felicity says it?s the same colour as her own hot water bottle. I go back to the bedroom, and Caitie says she hasn?t seen a hot water bottle since she was a kid. I lift up the covers and put it on Caitlin?s abdomen. Caitlin moans in relief. "How did you know this would work Jamie?" "I sometimes looked after Tara, and my girlfriend at the time, Fiona, when they started having their periods, when we were at high school," I reply. "Just the hot water bottle and some massages, not the other stuff." "Well it definitely works!? Caitlin says. "Do you know what?s in the package?" I shake my head. "Well, I?ve decided that if I?m having a period, you?re having a period," Caitlin says with a smile. "You want to show empathy with me do you? Well, in that bag are tampons, wipes and pads just for you." I?m at a loss for words. I mean, where am I supposed to put a tampon? "The nice thing to say darling is: ?Thank you Caitlin. How thoughtful of you Caitlin,?" she says. "Now take off your skirt, your panties, and fish out a tampon from the bag, and bend over and put it up your butt." "Oh, and remember to unwrap it, if not, it could be very uncomfortable," she said with a smirk. I do as I?m instructed, but but have some trouble inserting the tampon up my backside, it seems almost too big for my backside, but I manage to do it with some difficulty. Caitie then shows me how to place the sanitary pad in my panties, I do so and get dressed. "Umm, Caitie? I think the tampon is too big." "Yes, I imagine it is. You had a bit of trouble getting it in, didn?t you? Caitlin says. I nod. Caitlin smiles - I don?t know if that?s a sympathetic smile or a ?tough luck? smile. "Get dressed darling and go and fetch Felicity," Caitlin says. I get Felicity and they have a discussion about different tampon sizes. The upshot is that after driving Felicity home I have to go to the pharmacy and buy some junior tampons. "And you?re going to be honest with the shop assistants and tell them they?re for you," Caitlin says. "But the people there know me, they know I?m a guy - this will be so embarrassing," I say, a little nervously. "And not just tampons, little girl tampons." "Well you?ve got a choice sweetie, wear a regular sized tampon for the next few days, which I know are very uncomfortable, or bite the bullet and get some smaller tampons," Caitlin says with a smile that suggests she?s enjoying my physical and mental discomfort. "Why are you doing this to me? Why are you being so mean to me?" I say. I don?t want to argue with Caitie because I love her very much, and I especially don?t want to do it in front of another person, but I feel safer with Felicity around if I?m going to raise this. "I want you to walk a mile in my shoes, or for that matter, any woman?s shoes," Caitlin says. "You love being all girly and dressing up all girly, which I imagine is the fun part. I want you to experience the downside of being a woman." "But I?m not a woman, I?m a guy, admittedly a very feminine guy, but I?m definitely male," I protest. "Look at him, stamping his high-heeled shoes, in his skirt, blouse, lipstick, and big earrings, trying to cling onto his white male privilege," Caitlin says to Felicity, who smiles. "If you love me you will do this for me. "Felicity and I have some work matters to discuss," Caitlin says to me, almost ordering me out of my own bedroom "I go to tidy up the bathroom, which is a mess, touch up my make up, then I go and get half a glass of wine to settle my nerves. I try to think how I?ll get those tampons. I consider going to another shop where the people don?t know me, but I decide it?ll be safer to go to the local pharmacy where I usually buy my cosmetics. The people there know me and are always very nice, at another place they?re likely to be less sympathetic, and I would need to explain my whole situation - about being a boy, dressed like a girl. I also consider just outright refusing to do this for Caitlin, but I decide to wait until her period is over and she?s moved into her beachfront flat, and find a calm, quiet time to discuss this. I suddenly realise in all the commotion I?ve forgotten to light Auntie Mary?s candle. In her bedroom I have a collection of pictures and the candle near it is lit whenever I?m at home. It?s also where I pray to Auntie, as well as God. Just as I?m thinking that, Felicity walks in the room. "If you?re driving, you shouldn?t be drinking," she says. "It?s only half a glass of wine. I?ve got something important to do," I say walking past her. The candle on your little shrine has been lit," Felicity says. "Well I just need a few moments, I?ll drive you home, but I just need a little bit of time." I go to Auntie Mary?s bedroom, and check on the candle and look at the pictures, and pray and ask Auntie Mary for advice. The feeling I get is that Auntie would think it would be a good idea to go along and keep the peace for now and discuss it at a time when Caitlin is not so stressed. I then suddenly remember something that Auntie said a few times when she was alive. That men have no idea what women have to go through in many aspects of life. Maybe I should go along with this period thing to show my love to Caitlin, to be empathetic to her, and all women. I sure hope the junior tampons are much smaller, this regular one is making my backside very sore. I go and get Caitlin a bottle of water and a bottle of sports drink. I?m not sure if the sports drink will help, but it can?t hurt, I know it?s good for hangovers, and well when I?m on one of my long bike rides. I put it on the bedside table and give Caitlin a hug and thank her for lighting Auntie?s candle. Caitie tells me Felicity suggested it, and she said okay. "Well it means a lot to me Caitie. Thank you," I say as I sit on the side on the bed. Caitie, nods and smiles. "Would you like, some chicken and noodle soup for dinner" Will that be enough? I imagine you may not have much of an appetite." Caitie quietly says yes, while brushing my hair out of my face with her hand. I kiss her again and tell her I?m about to take Felicity home. Before we leave the house, I give Felicity a hug and thank her for lighting the candle and tell her how much Auntie Mary means to me. We go to my car in the garage and I?m a little surprised when Felicity held the driver?s side door open for me, closed it, and moved to the passenger side, and got in. Is that what I have to face for the rest of my life? Women being chivalrous to me - acting like gentlemen and treating me like a lady? Auntie Mary did it, Caitlin did it from the very beginning. Now women at work are doing it. Where?s it going to end? I try not to be offended by it, but it?s an insult to my male ego - what little is left of it. It?s only a short drive to Felicity?s place and she tells me along the way that she used to be a model when she was much younger and met my Auntie a few times. We talk about Auntie a bit. And Felicity says Mary was probably the first of the super models. We agree that this is quite a co-incidence, that we both knew her. "I never knew she had such a sweet, feminine, and very pretty nephew. We?ll have to talk more about her some time - I reckon it wasn?t just me that wanted to be like her?" She asks. I nod and say that she was my role model as well. We get to her place and she kisses me goodbye. I consider not going to the pharmacy, but the tampon up my backside is getting more sore especially when I sit down. When I get to the pharmacy it?s almost empty. I notice Natalie, one of the shop assistants standing at the counter. I breathe a sigh of relief, Natalie has always been very nice and understanding to me. She greets me warmly, and I tell her what?s going on. "Is you girlfriend a tall blonde woman? And does she have an assistant who is a brunette with a bobbed hairdo?" I tell her yes. "They were in here earlier, and she, not quietly, said she has to get some tampons for her boyfriend as well, adding that if she?s having a period, he?s having a period," Natalie says with a straight face. "I?m sorry Jamie, everyone who heard had a little giggle. One older customer said she should have done that to her husband decades ago." She shows me where the junior tampons are and goes to help another customer. I go to the counter, and there?s another shop assistant there, who I don?t know. She asks me my age, I tell her 22. "You?ve got the wrong size sweetie, these aren?t regular," she says. This is soooo embarrassing. I tell her it?s the right size and we get into a bit of an argument, with her saying if I?m 22, then it?s not my first period. I then feel a hand on my back, it?s Natalie. She tells the woman that she?ll explain this to her later. I buy them and get out of the shop. I get home and Caitlin is asleep. I notice she has drunk half the bottle of sports drink - I certainly hope that helped her. I get the soup, which I made a couple of weeks ago and then froze, and I now defrost it so it?s ready for when Caitie wakes up. I tidy up a bit and as I move around I really notice the tampon up my backside. I go to compare the sizes looking at how big the regular ones are with how big the junior tampons are. The juniors should be much more comfortable. I want to change it but I think it?s better to wait to check with Caitlin. It?s been a big day, so I go to get a glass of wine, but instead decide on making a martini. I also get some chips, and turn on YouTube to watch some US late night comedy clips. I?m watching for quite a few minutes, then as I?m chuckling at a monologue I feel a hand on my shoulder. It?s Caitlin. "Hello Darling," she says as she moves to sit on the couch next to me and rests her head on my other shoulder. The clip finishes and I get dinner, and both of us a glass of wine. Caitlin is very quiet while we?re having dinner and goes straight to bed. I wash up and rush into the bedroom, the blouse I?m wearing has buttons on the back and I can?t undo them myself or pull it off over my head. Caitie hesitates, asking me if I?m going straight to bed, because if I?m not she wants me to stay dressed this way for as long as possible. "You look so cute in that outfit," she says. I say it?s been a very eventful day, and I?d be quite happy to go to bed early. She undoes my blouse and watches me closely as I get undressed, which I find a little intrusive. "You weren?t wearing pantyhose this morning Jamie. What happened?" She asks. I tell her about how the office air conditioning gets very cold in the afternoon and that Justine lent me a pair of pantyhose that she bought to help keep my legs warm. "I suppose I?d better buy her a brand new pair and keep these ones," I add. "Looks like you?re truly becoming one of the girls at work Jamie - that?s wonderful," Caitlin says with a smile. I?m down to my panties and I get my nightie from under my pillow, and ask Caitie if it?s okay to change my tampon to one of the junior ones. There?s no answer, I look over and Caitlin is looking agitated. She gets out of bed and says: "C?mon." I go to put on my nightie, but she takes it out of my hands and drags me to the bathroom, she stands in the bath and tells me to get the package from the bedroom and keep it in the bathroom. I do that and she?s stands in the bath holding her nightie above her panties. "C?mon Jamie, I need it changed." I wash my hands, and pull down Caitie?s panties a little bit. "All the way off Jamie," she says. The tampon is very bloody and there?s some blood on the pad. I find the little string, and pull it out, clean her off, replace the tampon and the pad in the panties and add them to the paper bag we?re keeping the used sanitary products in, and wash my hands again. "Now it?s your turn, go get your package Jamie." I go get them and when I get back Caitlin is washing her hands, takes the package out of my hand and arranges her?s and mine on an empty shelf in the bathroom. "His and her tampons," she says with a giggle. "Now bend over the sink Jamie, and spread your legs." "I can do it myself Caitie, you should go back to bed." "I insist Jamie. You did it for me, I should return the favour." I shake my head, I really don?t like people touching me in intimate areas unnecessarily. Caitlin undoes the packet of junior tampons and takes one out and then grabs me and forcibly bends me over the sink, pulls down my panties to the floor and, with some difficulty, pulls the tampon out. She wipes me off back there and inserts the new one up my backside. I really don?t like any of this. Can?t I just do it myself. The worst of it is my pee pee is very erect. She tells me to go into the bedroom and get a fresh pair of panties. I really don?t like running around naked, but I think it would be a bad idea to argue with her right now. I must look ridiculous running around naked, with my hair perfectly done, make up still on, still wearing my large silver hoop earrings, watch and bangles, with a little piece of string dangling out between my butt cheeks, and a big erection. I carefully place a new pad in the fresh panties and I?m about to put them on when Caitlin walks in. "What are you doing? I said to bring the fresh panties into the bathroom. I was going to help you." "I?m fine Caitie, I can do it myself." She doesn?t say a word, rips the panties out of my hands, grabs me and spanks me on my bare bottom three times. It doesn?t really hurt, but it?s humiliating to be spanked. Caitie then strokes my still-erect penis. "We?re going to have to do something about this ... in the future," I think about what that could possibly mean. She then sits on the bed and lifts me onto her lap. We sit there silently for a few minutes. Caitlin knows I don?t like being naked, or even almost naked, and she has a bit of a kinky thing about keeping me naked for as long as possible when I?m naked. I?ve heard that women having a period can?t, or shouldn?t have sex. At the very least it would be messy. I suppose that means I shouldn?t be having sex either - seeing I?m supposed to be menstrual. Despite that, Caitlin starts stroking my penis and kissing me on the neck. I don?t know if this is a test or not. I just sit there on her lap and let her do what ever she wants. She?s got both of her arms around my arms so there?s not much I can do. I could struggle free, but Caitlin is stronger than me, so it would be a waste of time. She keeps playing with it for a few more minutes, then digs a fingernail into the shaft of my penis. I let out a yelp, but the erection is now going down. "You?re going to have blue balls tomorrow Darling, at least that will feel a little like having a period," Caitlin says. She stands me up, and before I know it, she?s holding my scrotum. She gives it a big squeeze, and I squeal in pain. Still squeezing, she says: "Your first period cramp, I?m so proud of you darling." After a few minutes Caitlin lets go, and I?m still in pain and a little angry at her. She leaves the room and I put on my panties and nightie. I don?t care what she said, I?m a little cold and I don?t want to be naked anymore. I?ll play her little games, but purposely hurting someone is wrong. I?m removing my makeup, and I hear the kettle whistle, Caitie must be making a cup of tea. I?m miffed she didn?t offer me one. She?s then in the room holding the hot water bottle. "Get in bed Jamie, I?ll put this on your tummy." I take my watch off and go to take off my jewellery. "In bed now Jamie." "But I don?t wear earrings in bed Caitie." She grabs my arm and drags me to the bed and I get in, lying on my back. She then lifts up my nightie and puts the hot water bottle on my abdomen. Turns the light out and gets in her side of the bed. "Is everything all locked up?" "Yes Darling, I checked everything while the kettle was boiling," Caitie says turning over and resting her head on my shoulder. Caitlin goes to sleep almost right away, but I lie there for almost two hours, my testicles and abdomen still sore. In a couple weeks time - after this period stuff has ended and Caitlin has moved into her beachside flat - I?m going to have a serious discussion about what?s going on here. I was tired, but I?m not anymore. I don?t care what Caitlin thinks, this is my bed, my house, I?ll do what I want. I get up gently, and make a sandwich, and drink a couple glasses of wine while watching some TV. I leave the hot water bottle next to the kettle in the kitchen, just in case Caitie needs it in the morning. Chapter 27 - A messy (and extra crabby) Saturday Saturday was the worst day ever! Caitlin is so beautiful and lovely, but if she?s going to be this mean and crabby every time she has a period I?m going to have to split up with her. I?m sorry, I just don?t think I could deal with this stress every month. It started with me being woken by Caitlin?s grumbling and groaning as she gets out of bed. I pretend to stay asleep. Surely she can look after herself at least once? A few minutes later something soft hits my head. "Get in the bathroom now Jamie!" Caitie yells at me. I hear her swearing under her breath. Auntie Mary forbade swearing in her house, I?m going to have to have words with Caitlin about this. "Please Darling, get out of bed and help me," she says more gently. I slowly get out of bed, and realise it was an extra thick pad still in it?s individual packaging that hit my head. The bathroom is almost as messy as it was when I got home yesterday. Caitlin is struggling to get the nightie off. I help her and do everything I she wants me to do. I?m really looking forward to her changing tampons and pads herself. Not one word from her, not even a thank you. I get her some toast, a cup of tea, and some tomato juice, which I know she likes. I sit there drinking coffee, and she doesn?t say one thing as she has her breakfast. I go to clean up the bathroom. As I?m finishing I look up and she?s waiting at the door. She stands aside as I leave the bathroom, then enters the bathroom, giving the door a bit of a slam. About 10 minutes later I check on her and she?s sound asleep in bed. I grab a dress and some underwear, and shower and get dressed in Auntie?s ensuite and bedroom, remembering to change my tampon and pad. A couple of hours later I?m in the study working on an essay for university, and I hear Caitlin go to the bathroom, then the kitchen. I hear her stomping around then she appears in the doorway of the study. "Where?s the isotonic?" she says. "What?" "The bloody sports drink." "Bottom shelf of the fridge door." We stare at each other. I love her and I?m very tempted to rush to get it for her but I think it would be a good idea to show her some tough love. Surely she can do something as simple as getting a drink out of the fridge. She stomps out to the kitchen, I hear her quietly swear again, then there?s a loud groan. That shocks me. I?m a little stunned. There?s another quieter groan. I rush to the kitchen thinking she?s in trouble, but when I get there she?s okay. She?s acting like a diva or a drama queen making out how tough it is to bend or crouch down get a drink out of the fridge. I don?t think she knows I?m standing a few metres behind her. She then crouches down with a very loud groan, and gets the drink. She turns around and gives me and angry look. "Why aren?t you helping me?" She snarls. She shoves me out of the way, goes to the bedroom and slams the door. Around midday, Tara comes over after having brunch with Tom. She?s meant to be here to help me with my assignment, but Tara ends up gossiping about Tom. As we?re giggling I see Caitlin in the door way briefly. Then I hear her in the bathroom. Tom had to go and play a touch football game after brunch. Tara wanted to go but she wanted to keep her commitment to me. I tell she should go, we can do this on Sunday. Tara has a quick read through what I?ve written of my essay, makes some suggestions on how to rephrase some paragraphs, then gets ready to leave. She kisses and cuddles me, thanking me for being understanding. "What the fuck is going on?" It?s Caitlin in the doorway. "What the fuck are you doing here?" Tara says she?s helping me with my uni assignment. "Doesn?t fucking sound like it. All I hears is giggling and whispers. Now you?re kissing and cuddling my boyfriend, on the lips, right under my nose. The only fucking person who is allowed to kiss him on the lips and cuddle him is me!" Caitlin says as she advances on Tara. Tara, probably feeling a little threatened, stands up. "We were gossiping about Tom, and Jamie said I should go to his touch footy match, and help him with this tomorrow. So I was thanking him with a cuddle and some kisses," Tara says, trying to stay calm. I stand up and say: "Tara and I have know each other for a very long time, we?ve always been affectionate with each other, it doesn?t mean anything. Caitlin gives me a mean look, then turns to Tara. "You?ve had your chance with him! You?ve had your chance to date him your whole life and suddenly it?s now suddenly you?re interested in him? Caitlin says through gritted teeth, obviously quite angry - and jealous. "In case it?s escaped yours and his flirty little minds, I?m a fucking lawyer, any help I give him with his university work will be far superior to anything you can do," "And don?t you dare bother coming back tomorrow. "Now piss off." Tara with a shocked but determined look on her face grabs her handbag. "Would you like to come to the match Jamie? At least you?ll get away from dragon lady for a couple of hours." Caitlin snaps, and starts yelling very loudly, grabs Tara?s arm and starts to drag her out of the room, but Tara resists and calmly asks me again. "He?s not going anywhere!" Caitlin yells. Caitlin shoves Tara down the hall and out the front door and tells her to never come back here again. I sit there, absolutely terrified. Caitlin has totally snapped, and I?m afraid she?ll beat me up. She?s taller and stronger than me, and I don?t think I would stand much chance of defending myself in a fight with her. I sit there for about 10 to 15 minutes, not sure what to do, then I hear her call me. She?s sitting at the dining table, drinking scotch, when she sees me she asks for some chips. I put some in a bowl and bring them to her. "When was the last time you changed your tampon Jamie?" "Just over two hours ago, before Tara came over." "Well its time to change it again, remember, like me, you?re having a heavy period," she says "Grab a new one, some tissue paper to wrap the old one in and bring them here." I go to the bathroom, thinking this pretend period I?m supposed to be having is ridiculous. I go back to the dining room, and go to change them, but Caitlin tells me to turn around so she can have a clear look at what I?m doing. I change them and she asks if there?s any blood on my pad. I say no (obviously), and she says she finds that hard to believe (WTF!), and tells me to change the pad in front of her. She tells me to get her another strong scotch and to sit down opposite her. "How are you feeling Jamie?" "To be honest, I?m terrified you might hit me. Please don?t do that." "Okay Jamie, lets say it?s December, and we?re at your office Christmas party next week, and Tom and Tara come over to say hello, and Tom grabs me and hugs and kisses me for several minutes. How would you feel, and how would you react?" I think for a bit and then say I would be upset, confused and threatened. But I add that this scenario would be different. Tom and Caitlin barely know each other, but Tara and I have known each other since we were little kids and have always been close friends, and physically intimate, even though we?ve never had a romantic relationship. "Friends with benefits? Caitlin asks. "NO! I protest. "So, no sexual relations, of any type?" "No, the most we?ve done is kiss and cuddle. When we were in out early teens, we practiced French kissing on each other, and there was a time she wanted to have a good look at my penis, and how to make it erect, but nothing like that since our mid teens - it was just a little experimenting," I say, finding Caitlin surprisingly calm. "We?ve never dated, and we never went to a school dance together." Sounds like you were her little sissy plaything, who she would experiment on," Caitlin says with a sarcastic smile. "Probably, but Tara protected me a lot at school - I couldn?t stick up for myself, and she?s been very protective since." Okay, here?s the deal," Caitlin say. "I imagine that Tara is not the only one who is touchy feely with you, mainly because women would find you sweet, feminine, adorable - which you are - and not at all threatening, - and want to have some fun with you. "But that ends now. "From now on people who are not your girlfriend, fiancee, or wife are only allowed to touch you on the hand, forearm, shoulder, and upper back. Hugging is only acceptable on very special occasions, and a brief peck on the cheek to say hello or goodbye is only acceptable from close female friends - I say female because I know one from a guy would sicken you," she explains. "As a lawyer, I?ve covered a lot of sexual harassment cases and that is an acceptable standard, so it is not unusual, or unreasonable to expect those type of standards from other people. "And if you don?t want a particular person touching you or standing too close to you, because they?re creepy, or for whatever any other reason, you have every right to say ?no? or ?back off?. "But what about Tara and I, we?re BFF?s. Surely she?s different?" I protest. "There?s no exceptions, when you two were much younger it would have been very sweet and innocent thing for you two to do those things, but as adults in relationships with others, it?s strange, creepy and offensive to Tom an I," Caitlin says. I protest, and say she doesn?t know what she?s talking about. "Okay, go get your phone and bring it to me, give me Tom?s number and I?ll tell him what I witnessed today," Caitin says. "Do you think he?d be cool with that? Or do you think he?d be angry and want to beat you up." I sit there, knowing she would normally be making a good point, but also thinking she is being mean, and doesn?t understand how close Tara and I are. "I don?t object to you and Tara being friends, but there has to be boundaries." I smile a little bit, I was afraid we weren?t allowed to be friends anymore. "If you disagree with me then you have a task. When you see Tom and Tara together again, I want you to greet her with a hug and kisses that lasts several minutes. I?m sure you?ll find my objections are not unique. I try to imagine Tom?s reaction. At minimum he would try to physically separate us and yell at me a bit. At worse he could get very angry and hit me. I nod and tell Caitlin she?s right. "Will you tell Tara the new standards, or will I?" Caitlin asks. I say I?ll do it. "Do it on Monday at work. I?ll be asking, and you?d better do it," Caitlin says sternly. "And she?s not allowed over here until I get a genuine, unconditional, and sincere apology about the dragon lady remark. For your sake I?m trying very hard to stay very calm about that. And make sure you emphasise it has to be a genuine, unconditional, and sincere apology. I nod, and Caitlin says she?s going back to bed for a few hours, and that I should wake her for dinner. Later in the evening while we are having dinner, Tara calls to make sure I?m okay, she was very surprised that Caitlin hasn?t yelled at me, or threatened me. "She?s sitting right there isn?t she. You can tell me at lunch on Monday," Tara says over the phone. "Lunch on Monday would be great, because there?s some stuff I need to speak to you about," I tell her. Caitlin interrupts and tries to tell me something. "It?s about setting some boundaries about us touching and kissing each other so we don?t offend Tom or Caitlin. Caitlin doesn?t understand how close we are, and if Tom saw you and I kissing and cuddling for several minutes he?d be offended. Tara says we?ll talk about it on Monday. "That?s not what I was trying to tell you," Caitlin says after I hang up. "I want a two-week moratorium on her touching you at all. Not even a handshake. I believe she has to go cold turkey." I nod, and sit there trying not to cry. "Tara won?t like that." "Tough," Caitlin says. We finish our dinner and she doesn?t say another word, except when we kiss each other good night. Chapter 28 - A lot calmer on Sunday I choose to sleep on the couch in the lounge room on Saturday night, I could have used the fold out couch in the study but I would have to move some stuff. The couch is very comfortable for me to sleep on, and I won?t be woken by Caitlin?s groaning and moaning. She must have changed her pads and tampons herself at least a couple of times by now. I?m very happy about that, I want to help her, but it?s a very strange thing to help someone with. During the night I heard Caitlin come into the lounge room, she sat on the edge of the couch, she didn?t say anything, and I pretended to stay asleep. When I wake up on Sunday, I check on Caitlin who is sound asleep. I see in the dining room she must have had more scotch, as well as some cheese and crackers. I have my breakfast, shower, and put on my cycling outfit, and work on my good bicycle. I really want to go on a bike ride but won?t go until I know that Caitlin is okay. I notice its a lot more comfortable to sit down with the tampon up my backside, when I?m wearing the padded cycling shorts. While I?m working on my bike on the deck out the back, Tara calls again, I tell her Caitlin is still asleep, and confirm that Caitlin has been surprisingly calm. "But you?re not allowed over until you give her a sincere, genuine and unconditional apology for the dragon lady remark," I say. Tara talks some more and says she?s off to go to lunch with Tom at one of the five-star hotels. Very soon after I hang up with Tara, I feel Caitlin fondle one of my plaited pigtails. I?ve started wearing my hair like that when I go on long bike rides - it just seems easier. I turn around and see that she has a very serene smile on her face. She bends over and gives me a long lingering kiss. She must be all better! "Good morning Caitie, you?re looking well." "I am feeling a lot better sweetheart, but I reckon there?s still a couple days to go, but the worst is totally over," she says giving me another kiss. "And I?m so glad to see you in cute pigtails again, you should wear your hair like that more often, especially with a big pair of hoop earrings, you looked so adorable the day we first met. The only thing that was missing was a nice dress and heels ... and some lippy. "How?s your period going sweet heart?" I nod and agree that the worst is over for me as well. "That?s a nice bike darling. What colour is that?" Caitlin asks. "Bianchi green, also called Celeste, Bianchi bikes are only in Bianchi green, Ferrari red, or black. Bianchi is the oldest bike manufacturer ..." Caitlin interrupts me. "And why are you in your cycling outfit working on your very nice bike," Caitlin asks. "I was hoping to go on a bike ride," I say. "Well sweetie, you?re still having a heavy period, I don?t think that would be a good idea," Caitlin says. "Do you know if women go on bike rides while having a period, let alone a heavy period?" I shake my head. "Well you?ll have to ask around, because until we know for sure you won?t be allowed to go for a ride while having a period. "Don?t worry, women are much more open about discussing these things, I?m sure you?ll find out quite easy. "And ask them about wearing tampons and pads while riding." I sit there quite sad about not going for a ride. And embarrassed that I?ll have to ask people about it. Tara and Wanda and I usually go for rides together, so I suppose I can ask them - but it?ll still be embarrassing. Caitlin puts her hand on my shoulder, crouches down and kisses me. "After lunch I was hoping we?d go for a gentle walk around the park nearby," she says. "That?s more appropriate for two ladies recovering from heavy periods. "Put that bike away and get changed out of those bike clothes and into a nice dress." I put away my bike and then head back to my bedroom. When I get there Caitlin has put some dresses on the bed. "Oh Darling, I think the dress with red flowers looks best on you, but you'll need to wear some red nail polish on both your toes as well as your fingernails to make it work," she says. "Of course you can wear some white joggers with some short socks I wouldn't want to put you in high heels walking around the park. "If you don?t want to wear a dress, feel free to wear something else. I never want to force you to wear skirts and dresses, but one of the things I most love about you is that you?re so feminine and very pretty, especially when you wear a dress." I nod and say I'm happy to wear a dress. "Anything to look pretty for you Caitie." I expect Caitlin to go and have a shower but she stays in the bedroom, and watches me get changed. She then watches closely as I apply the red nail polish to my fingers and toes. I put in some thin but large gold hoop earrings to complete the look. They match well with my plated pigtails. Caitlin smiles, kisses me, and tells me I look adorable. Caitie goes to have a shower, and I go to get lunch. When lunch is almost made I hear Caitie get out of the shower, I walk into the bedroom and she's getting dressed. She's wearing jeans, a T-shirt, and on the bed is a white cotton sweater. She gets up to leave the bedroom but I stop her. "Hang on Caitie I need you to do something for me," I say, encouraging her do sit down at my make up table. I start to blow dry Caitlin's hair. I also use a curling iron to give her hair some body, and waves. She mentions that she used to use a curling iron when she was in high school and early university, but stopped once the curling iron stopped working. I finish off, and Caitlin seems very pleased with the job I did on her hair. She gets up to leave, but sits on the bed when I stop her. "Hang on Caitie there's one more thing I would like you to do." I start to put the large gold hoop earrings in her ears that Auntie Mary gave me when I was in my early teens ? the secret earrings. I remind her as I'm putting in the earrings, that these earrings are very special, not just to me, but also to Auntie Mary. "I believe that spiritually, if you wear these earrings for a bit you won?t just connect with me, but also with Auntie Mary ? and you know how special she is to me." Caitie smiles, and nods. I ask her how they feel and look. "I?m not used to wearing such large earrings, but they definitely look great!" Caitlin says, touching and playing with the earrings, and playing with her hair. When she finishes touching up her hair she had a very big smile on her face. She gives me a long lingering kiss, and thanks me for insisting that she wears them. We go and have lunch, and over lunch she asks me if I'm loaning her the earrings or they?re a gift. I say I no, it's not a gift, but it would be nice if she sometimes, or even occasionally wore them. "I?m sorry, Caitie they?re too special to me to give them away, but we can share them," I say reaching out to hold her hand. We get ready to go for a walk, and I put on some joggers, and get the nice hat that matches this dress. I have to be careful of my fair complexion out in the sun. I grab my handbag, and Caitie is waiting for me in the lounge room. "Why are you carrying a handbag Jamie?" She asks. "I?m wearing a dress, and it doesn?t have any pockets." "We?re just going for a walk darling. I?ve got the keys to your place and a wallet in case we want to stop for coffee or an ice cream," Caitlin explains. "It?s really no trouble for me to carry my handbag, I should at least take my phone and a handkerchief," I say. Caitlin approaches me and puts her hands on both of my shoulders, and tells me she?ll carry my phone for me. She then asks me for my handbag. Then she pulls out my hankie, and puts it under the strap of my camisole under my dress, then puts my phone in her back pocket. "Darling, in case you hadn?t noticed, the gender roles in this relationship are completely reversed, and it?s not an equal relationship by any measure," Caitlin says. "I?ll aways respect, you and listen to you, but I?m in charge and you take a very traditional submissive ladies role, and I want you to show that you can trust me and are willing to be dependent on me." "Are you happy with that?" I nod, and go to put my handbag somewhere safe in the bedroom, but I also apply some lipstick to match the flowers on the dress. I?m already wearing foundation that has an SPF 30 sunscreen in it. Caitlin compliments me on the lipstick, but say it?s a little dressy for a walk in the park. "Just wanted to look pretty for you." We go out the door and walk arm in arm with me clinging hold of her arm with both of my hands. I often look up at her. She is so beautiful, my tall blonde Goddess, especially wearing those hoops. It?s a nice combination - her casual outfit, the dressy earrings, and the elegant and classic long blonde hair. Not only is she smart, strong and assertive, but she is also so very beautiful. It?s a lovely sunny, mild afternoon. It?s such a simple thing going for a gentle walk, but it?s so romantic, even though we?re hardly speaking. I?ve heard that?s a sign that you know you?re a couple that?s comfortable with each other when you enjoy each other?s company, and don?t feel a need to fill silences with conversation. About halfway through the walk Caitie and I take off our cardigan and sweater and she insists on carrying both. I object a little but I eventually hand my cardigan to her, which she drapes over her forearm, along with her sweater. It?s very nice being looked after like this, I?ll have to learn to suppress my male ego and just enjoy being looked after. I definitely looked after her a lot this weekend and I think she likes to ?return the favour? as she likes to say. After walking a while longer she sits on a park bench, I go to sit next to her, but she grabs me and tries to lift me onto her lap. I struggle a little bit, but I end up sitting on her lap. "Why to do do that Jamie? What did I say before we left home? We?re going to have to get rid of that macho ego of yours," she says. "I?m sorry Caitie, it just that ..." "It?s just nothing, I love you and I want to cuddle you," she says in between kisses on my neck. "Everyone will think it strange that a guy would sit on his girlfriend?s lap," I say. "There?s no way anyone would think that you?re a guy in that dress, with those plaited pigtails and those big earrings," Caitlin say while playing with my hoops. "Anyway, I don?t care about what other people think of us." After a few minutes of silently snuggling, Caitlin apologises for being rude to me this weekend, and thanks me for my ?amazing help? over the weekend. "I?m not a total bitch every time I get the menses, but this one was the worst and heaviest period I?ve ever had." I say that?s reassuring to hear, and ask what does she thinks causes it, and should she see a doctor. "Stress is the most likely cause," she says. "With the move, the uncertainty over what condition my lovely beachside apartment is in, and a couple of complicated legal cases at work, it?s been rough. "And having a very heavy period, adds to the stress even further, sometimes I?ve been in tears, wondering when the bleeding will stop." "But you know it will stop, and if there?s serious complications and you look anaemic I?ll call a doctor or take you to the hospital," I says. "And anything to do with the move, I?m more than happy to help. Just say it and I?ll be there." "You wonderful sweet lady boy," Caitlin say, nuzzling my neck again. We walk home, Caitlin sits down and reads my university essay, that I have to hand in on Monday, even though the semester is over (because I got an extension). When she hands it back to me it?s covered in red pen, with grammar corrections, and suggestions for changes. She also suggested a stronger lead paragraph and sat next to me at my desk, and watched while I make the changes. We change places, and she sits in front of my laptop and does a final read though. I thank her profusely, with lots of kisses and cuddles - she has definitely improved my assignment, and it hardly took much time. She goes to lie down for a bit, and I go to get dinner. When I go into the bedroom she was still wearing her hoops, and doesn?t take them off until we go to bed. After dinner I nervously tell her the about the incident with Justine when she trapped me and pashed me on Friday. When I get to the bit about Justine tying my hands behind my back, I start crying. I go to get some tissues and when I get back Caitlin motions me to sit on her lap. As she cuddles me, I tell her the rest of the story, and mentioned she probably saved me when she called to get me home. "So you think this is just a misunderstanding, and she thought you?d be okay with having a little affair with her, even though she knows you?re with me now," Caitlin asks. I tell Caitlin that?s right, but add I would never dream of cheating on her. "I love being with you Caitie, I don?t want to do anything to ruin that," I say. "Does anyone else know about this," she asks. I tell her about the conversation in the lobby with Kathy, Michelle and Wanda. She tells me that Kathy is absolutely right that I should tell human resources. "It helps you if you later want to take action, and if she?s been sexually harassing others it starts a trail of evidence," Caitlin says. "And make sure you tell Justine that you?ve told me, and that you?ll take action if she ever tries something like that again. "Emphasise that the only reason you?re not taking action is that you think it was a terrible misunderstanding. "Can you do that sweetie?" I nod. "And you?ve got another conversation with Tara at lunch tomorrow, haven?t you?" "People with whom I?m not romantically attached are only allowed to touch my hands, forearms, shoulder and upper back, the only kisses are a peck on the cheek from very close friends, and hugs are only for special occasions," I say. "And she should apologise to you for being rude to you - you?re not a dragon lady." Caitlin compliments me on remembering all that and we cuddle for a quite a while more. "C?mon lets go to bed early, we?ve both had a stressful weekend, and we?ve both got big days tomorrow," she says. "But we?d better change our tampons first," I reply.