Visiting the cats of my 22 year old niece Part 1
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Catherine sat in the bath and watched as the last of the bubbles flattened in the lukewarm water. She lost track of how long she had been in there, but no one had come for her yet. Judging from the darkening of light filtering through the bathroom window, it wouldn’t be long until someone knocked on the door.
She urged herself to get up but she couldn’t find the energy. She couldn’t summon the energy to do much lately. It was happening again, one of her “fits” or “tantrums”, as Mother liked to say, as if Catherine were an impossible child fretting because she had been denied ice cream. No one understood her dark moods, not even her dearest friend, Franny. When Catherine found herself being taken over by one, she found it best to retreat into her bedroom until it passed or until she was forced back out into society.
Mother, especially, couldn’t understand the all-encompassing sadness that gripped and suffocated Catherine until she felt less than human, until she felt like a broken shell that could any moment turn into dust. Their world was filled with money and parties and glamor, and the years after the war—or “that rather grim affair,” as Catherine’s father called it, as if it were a toothache—had been kind to her family. They had always been wealthy and influential, but they found themselves to be even more so as New York in general seemed to swell with fortune and excess.
There was also the matter of Edward, a serious man of twenty-five who had recently become convinced that Catherine should be his wife. He should be enough, her mother said, to haul her back from her manufactured despair. Mother was beyond taken with him, and frequently invited him over for torturous dinners in which he said perhaps five words and stared at Catherine with something like distaste. If she didn’t receive awkward love letters from him weekly, she would be convinced he loathed her. He had black curly hair that he sometimes forgot to smooth down, and brutally black eyes that constantly assessed his surroundings. Catherine couldn’t imagine ever being happy with him, but happiness didn’t seem to be something guaranteed to anyone.
The only thing that sometimes helped was writing, but she couldn’t think of anything worthy to say. She had spent hours scratching needy and hopeless words on paper, dreaming they would be the key to making her feel like part of everything again—part of the pulsing, breathing, hoping city in which she lived. She had yet to dream up something that could do such a neat trick.
The door to the bathroom pushed open and Franny rushed into the room, a garment bag grasped in one dainty hand. Her face, beautiful but overdone with makeup, was scrunched with annoyance. She wore an ivory dress that barely hit her knees, and her flame-colored hair had been styled in careful waves that elegantly framed her face. Pearls she’d borrowed from Catherine and had never returned swayed from her neck. She looked every bit like the heartbreaker she was, and Catherine thought, not for the first time, how much she wished she could emulate her style.
“I just had the honor of running into your mother. I thought she was out of town this week.”
Catherine shifted in the cool water and rested against the back of the tub. “Next week.”
Franny scowled. “I made plans for us tonight.”
“We can still keep them. My father has been drinking all day; he won’t make it to dinner.”
“And your mother?”
“Mother and I got into an argument before. I am sure she’ll be relieved that I’m out.” Catherine glanced at the garment bag. “What do you have there?”
Franny’s expression transformed from put-upon to thrilled. Her red lips stretched into one of her breathtaking grins as she unzipped the bag. “Only the most fabulous dress in New York!” A silky pale green dress with delicate beading emerged from the bag. Catherine could tell that the neckline was even lower than Franny’s. “Bee’s knees, no?”
“Very pretty.”
“It’s for you,” Franny said. “It doesn’t fit me right. Richard said I could give it to you.”
Richard was Franny’s husband. He was friends with Edward and almost as severe, but Catherine had spied him smile a few times at the prettier servants. He was exactly the type of husband Franny wanted; he turned his head as easily as she did, and their arrangement served them well.
Catherine smiled, knowing that Franny was likely lying and had intentionally purchased the dress for her. “Thank you. Could you hand me that towel?”
They chatted about gossip while Catherine readied herself. Franny typically knew the extra good news because of her status as a married woman, and she enjoyed shocking Catherine with the stories she collected. She enjoyed shocking Catherine, in general.
“And Dorothy’s husband walked in on them?” Catherine asked after one particularly torrid story. She slipped on the dress and looked for heels to match.
“Threatened to kill them both!” Franny shrugged. “She’s just a quiff, anyway. A boring one, at that. This is the most interesting thing that ever happened to her.”
“So she’s running off to Paris with her man?”
“No. Her husband is moving out to California with her. Thinks that’ll make her a good girl.”
Catherine grinned and shook her head. “Dorothy was never a good girl.”
“She used to go with Edward.” Franny watched for Catherine’s reaction and rolled her eyes when Catherine remained calm. “I don’t know why you’re so cool about Edward. If he had even sniffed in my direction back in the day, I would have snatched him up and made him mine.”
“He’s so ... stiff.”
Franny raised her eyebrows. “Are you speaking from experience?”
“Behave,” Catherine laughed.
“He’s swell, Catherine. All the girls think so. And you don’t have to like your husband, didn’t anyone ever tell you that? As a matter of fact, most women don’t.”
“You like Richard.”
Franny twisted her lips. “Only when he buys me things.”
Catherine laughed and grabbed her purse. They walked downstairs, their heels clicking on the stairs. Catherine’s mother appeared and frowned. Her eyes, a darker green than Catherine’s own, scanned Catherine’s dress and the frown deepened.
“Are you eating with Frances tonight?”
Catherine adjusted the clip in her hair and fought back a snarky response. “Yes, Mother. I won’t be back until late.”
Mother nodded. “Very well. Stay out of trouble, girls.”
Franny smiled sweetly, aware of Mother’s dislike of her. “We always do.”
Cheerful jazz greeted them when they pushed open the doors to their favorite secret little place. People packed together in happy little circles, clutching their forbidden liquor. Although it was only eight, it was clear that the majority of them had been there for hours already. The wood floor underneath their floors was slightly sticky from the overflowing drinks, and the air smelled like a strangely alluring combination of booze, perfume and sweat. The lights were so dim that one could hardly make out the features of a person just a few feet away, but the stage was bright and sharp around the musicians and the dancers moving dangerously close to the edge.
“Billy should have a table for us,” Franny shouted in Catherine’s ear.
The women moved through the crowd and found their friend sitting lazily in the corner. A small purple lamp sat in the middle of the table, illuminating his face. Billy was the best looking man Catherine had ever seen, with dark wavy hair and gray eyes that seemed to sizzle when they met your own. They had experimented with kissing when they had been younger. If Billy’s tastes didn’t lie elsewhere, he would have been an excellent match for Catherine. As it was, he wanted to remain unattached to pursue his illicit attractions and she respected that.
“You two look swell,” he said, a grin brightening his features. “Catherine, are those ... is that your bosom?” He smirked when she stopped and blushed, though it was too dark to make out the red on her cheeks. He knew the effect of his words, just as he knew the effect of his looks.
Franny dropped into a chair across from him. “Men can thank me for that tonight.”
“So charming,” Catherine murmured, uselessly pulling her dress up. The same amount of cleavage remained on display.
Billy’s careless eyes assessed her in the scant light. “You do look good, Kitty Cat. Eddie would be all over you like you were catnip.”
“She’s the cat’s meow,” Franny laughed. “Meow, Cat.” She beckoned a waiter over with a hand and asked for a bottle of champagne. When he went off to get it for them, she hunched over the table as if she were telling a secret. “I told Cat it was time to give poor Edward a break.”
Billy pulled out a few cigarettes and handed them to the women before lighting his own. “Does seem like the likely outcome.”
“If we could only talk about something interesting for a change,” Catherine said.
Her friends shared a smirk and blew out smoke.
Then a slower song began to play, one that Catherine recognized and loved. The notes were haunting and arresting. She froze in her seat, her eyes darting toward the stage.
A rather tall young man stood beneath one single halo of light. He had dirty blonde hair and eyes of an indeterminate color. She couldn’t completely make out his expression from where she sat, but Catherine felt certain he had a sad smile on his face. The rest of the sounds from the bar faded as if everything had been paused, just for this.
He opened his mouth and the sweetest voice filled the room. Everyone else was silent. Catherine startled when she heard her favorite song, the one she wished she had written.
And now the purple dusk of twilight time Steals across the meadows of my heart High up in the sky the little stars climb Always reminding me that we’re apart
You wander down the lane and far away Leaving me a song that will not die Love is now the stardust of yesterday The music of the years gone by
Sometimes I wonder why I spend The lonely night dreaming of a song The melody haunts my reverie And I am once again with you When our love was new And each kiss an inspiration But that was long ago Now my consolation Is in the stardust of a song
Beside a garden wall When stars are bright You are in my arms The nightingale tells his fairy tale A paradise where roses bloom Though I dream in vain In my heart it will remain My stardust melody The memory of love’s refrain
Applause erupted as soon as the last note played. The singer jumped off the stage and headed for the bar, stopping every now and then to receive praise. He had an air of indifference about him, even as he thanked everyone profusely for their compliments. Catherine had a strange desire to follow him.
A little while later, it was her turn to go to the bar. She noticed he was still standing there in a group of admirers. “I’ll get us more drinks.”
She ordered another bottle of champagne and casually leaned against the bar to wait. He stood in a crowd of people holding a large glass of amber liquor. His expression was curiously blank, which struck Catherine as odd, especially after such a performance. She tried to listen to snippets of his conversation, but a boisterous song began to play and the crowd grew rowdy. Finally, he broke from the others to order another glass.
She moved to his elbow and said, “‘Stardust’ is one of my favorite songs. Thank you for singing it.”
He looked over his shoulder at her. His eyes were hazel, she realized, and not particularly friendly. “Is that so.”
The bartender handed her a new bottle of champagne. “You sang it beautifully.”
His drink arrived. He took hold of it gently, but he didn’t take a sip. He leaned with his back against the bar and regarded Catherine with a look that might have earned him a slap if she didn’t notice the lack of heat in his eyes. If anything, he looked bored. She decided not to take it to heart. “Every time I sing that song, a girl like you comes up to me to tell me how much she enjoyed it. How boring.”
Catherine smiled and shrugged a shoulder. “Then maybe you should sing another song.”
“Everyone wants to hear ‘Stardust’.” He downed his drink and dropped the glass down onto the bar with a thud. “What else would I sing? Any other favorites?”
“I’m sure you could think of something.” Catherine tilted her head. “I’ve never seen you here before.”
“I’ll be here more often,” he said. “I’m due to sing again in a few more minutes, actually. Any requests?”
“Ask one of the other girls you complained about.”
His mouth considered a smile. “What’s your name?”
“Catherine.”
“Are you a Cathy?”
“I’m a Cat, sometimes.”
He played with his empty glass and his expression turned thoughtful. “Cat? Hmm. That gives me an idea, actually.”
“Well, I’m glad I wasn’t so boring, then.” Catherine grabbed the bottle of champagne and ignored his narrowed eyes. “Good luck.”
She rushed back to the table without looking back, no matter how desperately she wished to see if his eyes followed. Franny watched her take a seat with wide eyes.
“Were you ... flirting?”
“No. I just told him that I thought he did a good job.”
Billy lit another cigarette and shook his head. “That man is no good.”
“How do you know?” Catherine asked, keeping her eyes on the bubbles of champagne.
“Heard about him from the others. Left a girl brokenhearted back in Chicago, they say.”
Franny stole his cigarette. “Knocked up?”
“I’m not sure about that,” Billy said carefully. His eyes swung back to Catherine. “I just wouldn’t be getting any romantic ideas.”
“I never have romantic ideas,” Catherine replied in a distracted tone. She watched as the man climbed the stage again. “What’s his name?”
Billy sighed. “Henry.”
Henry leaned over the band and said something, then approached the microphone with a grin. “This is dedicated to Catherine. I hope you enjoy it.”
The music started playing “Daddy Wouldn’t Buy Me a Bow Wow” and Catherine found herself giggling for the first time in ages.
And when Henry sang, Daddy wouldn’t buy me a bow wow! Bow wow! I’ve got a little cat, and I’m very fond of that,” Catherine was sure he was looking straight at her.
Franny brought her over a dress the color of wine the next week. She didn’t comment on Catherine’s sudden eagerness to get to the joint, nor did she relentlessly warn her against charming singers, as Billy had tried to do after Henry’s last song the week before. She did, however, watch Catherine with a somber steadiness that made her look much older than she was.
“Stop looking at me like that,” Catherine eventually said, wrapping her hair into a twist.
Franny tensed. “Like what?”
“Like I am on my deathbed.” She smoothed down the dress and admired the way her gold hair contrasted with its dark color. “It ages you, by the way.”
“I’m ageless, dear.” Franny snuck a peek of herself in the mirror. “Besides, I’m not your mother. I have no wisdom to bestow upon you.”
Catherine’s eyebrows rose. “You think my mother has any wisdom?”
“She married a rich man,” Franny said seriously. She picked at a thread on her dress, this week an eggplant color that didn’t suit her as well as the paler ones she normally wore. “She lives in one of the grandest apartments in Manhattan. She gets her meat from the best butcher in town. She bakes her own bread. She detests me. Yes, I think she’s very wise.”
“I think she’s very silly.” Catherine turned to Franny and shook her head. “She only sees the world in absolutes.”
“Black and white, you mean? Well, I might agree with her. If I had any sense.”
“You have plenty of sense. Please don’t talk about yourself that way.” She picked up her coat and shrugged it on.
Franny studied her for a moment and then let the matter drop. “Billy might not join us tonight.”
“What else could he possibly be doing?”
A grin crept across Fanny’s face. “He might be doing someone, rather than something.”
“How crass,” Catherine said, but she laughed afterward. “Does he have somebody special? I always hope he does.”
“He’s going out to Long Island. Some mysterious man is hosting grand parties and Billy wants in on the fun. He said we could tag along but I’d rather not leave the city.” Franny tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and grew serious. “I worry about him, you know.”
“I always worry about Billy, much to his displeasure,” Catherine said.
Franny bumped her shoulder against Catherine’s, and then the two headed out into the winter night.
Snow had recently fallen, but it had been driven over a million times, causing the edges of white sidewalks to become flattened and dirty. The crowd bustled by at their usual pace, even if one or two people occasionally slipped on a wayward piece of ice. The weather could never get the city down; people continued in their rush to get nowhere at all.
They arrived a little past nine. Franny decided she wanted something other than champagne, so the women ordered vodka drinks that had them buzzing much faster than usual. They sat at their usual table in the corner, making conversation with their neighbors. One man in particular, a sturdy man of around thirty-five with black hair and a mustache, took interest in Franny and joined their table. The two quickly got on, and Catherine figured she would be making her own way back home that night.
Then Henry came out, dressed the same as last time. He made a few pleasant comments to the crowd, although Catherine couldn’t help but notice the hint of sarcasm in his tone, and then sang a couple of pleasant songs. He eventually sang “Stardust” again before taking a break.
“You going to meet him at the bar again?” Franny asked, taking a break from her intense conversation with her new man.
Catherine glanced down at their empty glasses and shrugged. “Might as well get us more drinks.”
He was ordering a drink when she approached, but he turned when she moved beside him. “‘Stardust’ girl!”
“Is that my nickname now? I thought you had girls coming up to you on the regular to tell you how much they loved that song.”
He sipped his drink before answering, never taking his eyes off of her. “True, but you’ll always be ‘Stardust’ girl to me.”
“I’m honored.”
He leaned closer. “You should be.”
“Are you one of those men who call women nicknames so you never have to remember their real names?”
He laughed and it was a beautiful thing. She wished he would smile more; he was severe in a different way from the way Edward was severe. He pulled a cigarette out and lit it. He seemed to contemplate it for a moment before speaking. “Perhaps. I move around a lot. I’m not good with names.”
“I know your name.”
He exhaled a cloud of smoke and his lips twisted into a smile. “Everyone knows my name.”
There was a silence that wasn’t exactly comfortable, at least on Catherine’s part. She longed for something else to say, something that might make him laugh again, but she was conscious of the fact that they might not find the same topics interesting. He appeared to be the type who was perpetually bored, and she could just imagine his reaction if she started chattering about the latest societal gossip. Then she thought about why she even wanted to talk to the strange man in the first place. The best answer she could come up with was that he was an interesting distraction, a fanciful idea that shook her from the overwhelming apathy that sometimes ruled her days.
She watched him silently, trying to figure him out. He tapped a beat on the bar with long slender fingers. He looked artificially calm to her; she could see the tense lines of his shoulders, the way his body was poised to move quickly and without warning if need be.
His eyes met hers after a few moments. “Cat got your tongue, Cat?”
She peered down at her drink and hoped that the darkness hid her blush. So, he had remembered her name. “I was wondering what you’d sing next,” she lied.
“Ah. Well, nothing. I’m not singing again tonight. Saturdays and Sundays will be my nights, moving forward, so you’ll just have to wait until then.”
“I usually only come here on Fridays,” she said.
He finished his drink and signaled for another. “It seems we’ll be doomed to miss each other, then.”
She took a deep breath. “I heard you’re from Chicago.”
“You heard correctly.” He looked around the bar.
“Why move to New York?”
He slid a glance in her direction. “A new opportunity.”
“I’ve never been to Chicago. I’ve always wanted to visit.”
Henry’s expression became amused, but she noticed he still didn’t truly smile. “Is this really what you want to talk about?”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve never entertained such a long-winded proposition before.”
Catherine’s heart stuttered. “I don’t—I’m not ... This isn’t a proposition.”
He lifted his eyebrows. “Oh? So you like to make small talk with singers about their hometowns, then? Do you do it often? What if they come from someplace in Idaho? Do you tell them you wish you could visit there, too?”
Lord. Maybe Franny was right when she called her lonely. Maybe her mother was right when she said she should be married to Edward and tucked away in a townhouse somewhere. She suddenly felt incredibly ridiculous. She had absolutely nothing in common with Henry, and as such, they had nothing to discuss. Still, she wanted to maintain a little of her dignity.
“I didn’t realize it was so dull.”
“Very dull,” he said immediately, his intense eyes bouncing around the bar again. It was almost as if he were waiting for something.
“Well, pardon me. It’s a hard job entertaining the entertainment.”
He looked back at her. “It is, indeed.”
“Probably a job for someone far nobler than I am.”
He smiled then, but Catherine could tell it wasn’t genuine, not that she’d seen a real smile from him. “You’re right. Excuse me.”
He walked away and approached an exquisitely dressed woman that Catherine realized must have been watching them. He stood close to her, and it was obvious they knew each other intimately. Catherine cursed herself as being all kinds of foolish and took the drinks back to her table.
Franny was already on the man’s lap, but she paused in nuzzling into his jaw to send Catherine a questioning glance. “You’re back?”
“I always intended on coming back,” Catherine said, ignoring the reckless beating of her heart.
“Oh, no,” Franny groaned. “He was a disappointment?”
“Who was?” the man asked. The women ignored him.
Catherine took a deep breath and let it out before answering. “I wanted to come back to the table, that’s all.”
Thankfully, Franny didn’t press. The rest of the night passed by without incident, and Catherine fought every impulse to glance over at Henry. She lost her battle shortly after when she noticed him leave, the woman closely following him out.
The following week, Catherine found herself sitting next to Edward and across from Richard and Franny at one of the most exclusive restaurants in Manhattan. It was time, Franny had said, for her to make another public appearance with her husband, but she hadn’t wanted to go alone. She left out that she had invited Edward to come along as well. Catherine wondered why she was surprised.
Richard kept murmuring things in Franny’s ear; she would blush and bite down on her lower lip, then whisper something back. Catherine never truly understood how their marriage worked, but she remembered Franny saying that making love with her husband was pleasurable, if not always desired, like a doctor’s visit or a trip to the mechanic—something occasionally necessary and for their own good. The thought of it depressed Catherine a little, but it seemed to benefit them just fine.
“Your mother invited me over for Christmas,” Edward said eventually.
“She said she might.” Catherine sipped from her wine glass. Her eyes lifted and met Edward’s. He was as impassive as ever, but there was a sharpness in his eyes that wasn’t typically present. “Will you be joining us?”
“Yes.” He waited for a reaction. When he didn’t get one, he continued. “That is, if it’s all right with you. My parents will be in Italy.”
“Of course.”
He shifted in his seat, looking almost uncomfortable. “I realize that you ... I have been interested in you for nearly two years now.” His eyes ran over her face, cataloguing her features as if he were ascribing monetary value to them. She hated when he did that.
She toyed with her fork and tried to calm her nerves. He didn’t ordinarily say much in her presence, but now and then he would offer a speech with his intentions. She wasn’t sure she could bear one now. “Edward.”
“I know you have your ... anxieties. That’s normal.” She opened her mouth to respond, but Edward touched her hand to stop her. “I just want you to think about it.”
“I have been thinking about it.”
The hand on hers tensed. “I mean really think about it, not think about it theoretically like one might think what life would be like if the sun suddenly dropped from the sky.”
A smile flashed across Catherine’s face. “Are you making a joke? I think that might be the first time you ever made a joke.”
“I’m not joking,” Edward said. “I want to settle down. With you. Soon. What can I do to make that happen? Money, I have plenty of. Patience, you’ve always had from me. I’m not great with words, but I can try. Same with affection. The only thing I don’t have a lot of is time because I’ve given it to you already. I don’t have much more left.”
A great weight pressed on her chest. She knew she was being unfair to him, but she had told him multiple times she wasn’t sure she would ever want to marry him. He chose to hang around, and perhaps unfairly, she thought he always would. If she didn’t accept his offer, what others would she receive? She wasn’t hideous, but she wasn’t beautiful. She wasn’t impossible to deal with, but she wasn’t easy, either. She was moody, fickle and judgmental, and she knew how to hurt another person almost as well as she could hurt herself. Edward knew all of this and somehow still wanted to give her the comfort and protection of his name. She was being a fool for giving him a hard time about it.
“I know,” Catherine whispered. “I just need a little bit more time.”
Edward sighed and looked away. “You have it.”
The four eventually finished and walked back into the winter night. Franny huddled close to Richard, drunk and unusually chipper to be by his side. Edward reverted back to his quiet self, not saying much but keeping a guiding hand on her back. The two couples parted ways and Edward accompanied Catherine home. Snow lazily drifted from the sky and Catherine thought she had never been so lonely before.
Edward walked her up the stoop but called her name softly before she could push open the door. She turned and waited for him to speak, shivering from the cold and something else, something blacker and colder than any December night. Flakes landed and then melted on his face while he found the words he wanted to say.
Then he stepped closer and Catherine realized he wasn’t looking for words at all. It wasn’t the first time they kissed, but it had been a long time. There was no spark, just the push and pull of wet tongue and pliant lips. Catherine couldn’t feel her body anymore. He backed away after a few long moments and slowly opened his eyes.
“We’ll be together one day,” he vowed.
To Catherine, it sounded like a curse.
Franny rang the next day to tell her she had a dreadful headache and didn’t think she would be by for their usual Friday night fun.
Catherine wrapped a finger around the phone’s cord. “It’ll be good for me to rest, too.”
“You’ll miss your lover.”
“He wouldn’t be there, anyway. I told you that he performs on Saturdays and Sundays.”
“Well, that’s perfect. We’ll go out dancing tomorrow night.” Franny let out a faint laugh. “I’m determined for you to have a winter affair.”
“I don’t believe I’m his type.”
“Just you wait. I have a blue dress that’ll look marvelous on you. You’ll be his type.”
Catherine hung up and drifted through the house, listless and aching for something she couldn’t put a name to. Edward’s kiss hadn’t been earth-shattering, but it had overturned a stone inside of her that she thought she had hidden. Now it felt like armies of nasty insects were swarming and buzzing and bursting from the exposed space and she didn’t know how to contain them.
She found her father in the study, a glass of whiskey poured in front of him. He glanced up when he heard her steps and his lips twitched in what could possibly be pleasure or annoyance. It all depended on how many glasses of whiskey had been poured already.
“Little lamb,” he said, and she instantly relaxed. She hadn’t even realized how tensed she’d become. She had learned many years before when and how to approach her father. “Come here.”
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A long weekend, a beautiful wife with a marriage still working, two loving cats, a giant bed with luxurious sheets ... what could be better? Gabriella had ideas about that. She pointed to her tablet, and told me, “I’ve got a playlist for background, and lots of porn for the big screen.” She pointed at our little bedroom refrigerator. “Lots of finger food in there, so we can be in bed most of the time. Sushi and Jewish deli. I’d have to go to the kitchen for ice cream, but I’ve got ice cream and...
I walked into the kitchen, turned off the gas and opened some kitchen doors to see where the tea pot, the tea and the cups were. I was hot and realized that it was good that the kettle disturbed us. Behind me I heard the door to the bathroom open and close again. While I was preparing the tea, something rubbed against my leg, I looked down and saw the two cats hoping to score some food. I opened a bag of food which I brought and gave the cats something to eat. Then I went into the the living...
The Cats TabooLast year I wrote of the initiation of The Cat from quiet divorced housewife and mother to a wonderful bisexual slut. I continue now with just a few of the more extreme tales of my life with The Cat for the last fifteen years. She’s been and still is my closest friend, confidante, lover and inexhaustible playmate.She’s a tall (almost 6 feet) statuesque blond (sometimes) who is a striking and handsome woman with a strong muscular physique – a result of her active participation in...
In the morning Sharesh awoke with the smell of cooked sausage and barely cooked beef assailing her nostrils. She opened her emerald eyes to see the smiling and lovely face of Vannah gazing at her form across the platter which laid over her lap. "Good morning, M'lady." Vannah said, smiling with morning sunshine. She was uncovering various carnivorous delicacies on the tray. "Vannah," She said, "good morrow to you." She replied sitting up slightly and looking at the mouth watering...
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong?”Anthea looked up at her mum as she sat down at the dining table. “Nothing is wrong,” Anthea responded watching as her mum hurriedly dried her hands with a tea towel.“Is the baby okay? Are you okay? Is Jack okay?” she asked as her husband came into the room and pulled up a seat at the table.“We’re all fine Mum,” she responded exasperated with her mum’s anxiety. “I have something to tell you.”“Sit down Helen,” her dad snapped. “Give the lass a chance to speak.”Anthea...
PART TWO: An All-New Black Beauty This was almost the final straw for my overtaxed brain, and I believe I did start making somewhat foolish and helpless noises as I tried to deal with this extra twist in the day’s already twisted events. While I stood there and gibbered uselessly, the woman smiled in a benevolent, amused fashion, and then she suddenly rolled in the bed as though I had temporarily ceased to exist, running her hands over her ebony-dark skin and making noises of deep and intense...
CHAPTER Eleven: Cats and Dogs Roommates Mark and Jay have become closer, and partner swapping had become a routine. Mark's experience as a psych subject led him to new experiences. I got invited to my first “cat dinner” party. It was in an upperclassmen women’s dorm, so the senior resident had to invite the guys. Out of our dorm Jay, I, Drew, Jack and a couple of other guys were invited. We figured out the thing we had in common was having been trained in cunnilingus by Helen. We were told...
BisexualUther By Ellie Dauber (c) 2006 Introduction According to the legends of King Arthur, Merlin changed Uther Pendragon into a double for Duke Gorlois, so he could spend the night with Ygraine, the Duke's wife. Ygraine and Gorlois had three daughters: Elaine, Morgause, and Morgan le Faye. During their time together, Ygraine became pregnant with the child who was to become King Arthur. Uther's men killed Gorlois that same night. This is my TG (of course) version of what...
The queens in your clan gather around your small body as you slowly blink your eyes open for the first time. The dull light shining in through the den hurts your eyes and you turn your face into the fur of a she-cat laying beside you, letting her block the light from your face. You purr at her familiar, comforting scent, and you know this is your mother. Then you hear another cat enter the small den, but this one has a different scent than the warm smell of the nursing she-cats. You slowly...
The the wind howled around the quayside as I stepped onto terra firma for the first time in weeks, the wind threw sharp shards of ice to sting our faces as we looked up at the sails as they were finally furled and stowed as our captain grinned at our discomfiture, "Au revoir!" he joked as if he knew we should soon be recalled. Those such as were left, and we were few enough, I shuddered. My best uniform packed securely in my Valise, awaited me, and just a few more duties before I...
Do you know of the porn site Motherless.com? You should. I’ve reviewed it a few times on my site, The Porn Dude, although it was for different genres every time. This time around, I’m going back to this place and looking at a specific and niche little category many of you are just begging me to cover. We’re looking at vintage porn today. While it doesn’t have the same resolution and quality as the porn you can find today, it’s definitely a genre of porn that has a lot of personality to it and...
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Motherless. A one-word website title that says everything it needs to say. This is a site where the rules are, more or less, completely thrown out the window, morality means absolutely nothing, and there is nobody to save you from it. Hedonism is God here.The site likely is also called this due to the fact that the girls who end up on motherless.com likely have no positive female influence in their lives to keep them from it. Motherless is the place parents spend their whole lives fearing that...
Porn Pictures SitesCHAPTER Eleven: Cats and Dogs Roommates Mark and Jay have become closer, and partner swapping had become a routine. Mark’s experience as a psych subject led him to new experiences. I got invited to my first “cat dinner” party. It was in an upperclassmen women’s dorm, so the senior resident had to invite the guys. Out of our dorm Jay, I, Drew, Jack and a couple of other guys were invited. We figured out the thing we had in common was having been trained in cunnilingus by Helen. We were told...
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FantasyWoah, did Motherless.com get a facelift? I know I suggested it in my review, so I guess they listened to me! Well, I’m not going to brag too much about it, and instead, I’m going to focus on what I’ve set out to bring you today. We’re looking at an amateur website, and I just know that many of you are begging for amateur creampie content, so that’s what we’re looking at. I know how much you think Motherless can look sickening and pretty gruesome at times, but the creampie content can be quite...
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Incest Porn SitesWildcats: Terry's Spring Break The Wildcats came to Fictionmania one chapter at a time last year. The new novel, Wildcats, is a rewritten version that's 50% longer and much improved that has just been published on Amazon/Kindle. If you want to sample the story, there are a generous number of free chapters to read on Amazon. Wildcats: A Rock 'n' Roll...
CATS & DOGS (c) 2000, Pirategrrl 1. YOU SUBSTITUTE MOVEMENT FOR GROWTH Winston Bartlett enjoyed the Westminster Dog Show, the pre-eminent show in the world, held each year in New York's Madison Square Garden. He saw something that no one else seemed to appreciate. These canines were trained for the regimented world of dog shows, but within that tightly choreographed life they had an intelligence and freedom. Each dog had its own routine, and Bartlett saw the ballerina...
Stray Cats By Dimelza Cassidy Synopsis: Sometimes a wrench isn't needed to loosen a nut. "It's a start," I thought while hanging the "Help Wanted" sign on the community center's bulletin board. A disinterested party would be less prone to pass judgment when completing tasks on the three-acre plot that defined the ten-room Tudor house, three bay garage shop, and its upstairs loft that at one time my deceased wife and I had called a home. Despite the passage of three years it...
Thanks to my usual cast and crew of Editors and Advance Readers, most of whom prefer to pretend that they don’t know me and wisely wish to take no responsibility for any part of my addled writings... Il n’est rien de réel que le rêve et l’amour - Nothing is real but dreams and love (from Le Coeur innombrable, IV, Chanson du temps opportun by Anna de Noailles) She was my one true mistress and ever faithful lover, my Green Lady and guardian of my dreams and now that I was back home...
When the car with Jake in it became a dot on the horizon, Thea turned to go back in the house. Suddenly Floyd appeared. “Mrs. Thea, how you be?” Smiling, she knew immediately what he wanted. He had that look and a glance at his crotch confirmed it. The imprint of his cock was prominent as it pushed against the material. “Looks like everyone is gone.” Floyd said. His eyes looking out over the farm. “Yes, I am by myself for at least the next few days.” She replied in an...
“Well, hell,” Thea said as she wiped the beads of perspiration from her face. “I guess ‘spring’ is here, huh?” “Yeah. It’s supposed to be cooler at higher elevation,” I replied. We took a few minutes in the shade by the rocks before rejoining our boyfriends. The four of us had driven up into the pass to hike. According to the weather report, the last coolness of a fading winter was supposed to continue through mid-week, but they were wrong. Actually, from our view from Eagle Point, where we’d...
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The FappeningAll good things come to an end and the six-week Reduced Operations Period at HMS Chelmsford ended on 15th January 1974. The Wrens and Leading Recruits were very busy as that day approached. The Depot needed to be de-winterised and preparations made for the return of the Ship’s Company, the other Recruits, and the Wrens from their leave. Even Petty Officer White sobered up for the last week to oversee things. Knocker was wary around Leading Recruit Jones and the other lads and ran things...
‘To me it’s not really a green. When I think green, I think of grass. That’s more like lemonade color.’ Erica’s nose was far too close to the glasses for my taste. Pouring the nearly clear absinthe over the rough-cut, cane-sugar cubes I favor, I tapped my spoon for a second to get her to back up. I wished I had my full setup here like I have at home, my Absinthe fountains water drippers are missed when I began to try and slowly pour water over the sugar cube. ‘Don’t you light it on fire?’ she...
Have you ever heard about a wonderful site called “Motherless”? I have a feeling that was a dumb question, of course, you fucking have. Well, I am here to talk about Motherless, but I shall also pay special attention to their Arab category. If you think Arabian sluts are hot, well you are in for a tasty treat, believe me.First, I should probably warn you that the name of this place comes from the fact that their content might be a bit too hardcore or questionable for some of you. Back in the...
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Fetish Porn SitesAbsinthe 2: The Absinthe of Malice By Morpheus The flight from Seattle to Boston had been extremely long and uncomfortable, even with the two hour delay in Chicago where I got to stretch my legs and change flights. My book had given me something to do during the countless hours in the air, though admittedly, Collin had been my largest savior from boredom. The two of us had ended up talking for over half the flight, and by the time we finally landed, I was even starting to consider...
After tea on the Friday evening Thelma stopped me as I was going into upstairs to my room. Her eyes looked wild and her breathing was heavy. “I’m going to a party,” She said in a low voice, “do you want to watch me getting undressed?” I nodded like a puppet. “Wait in my room…I’ll be up in five minutes.” I skipped up the stairs two at a time! I nervously let myself into my sister’s bedroom. I’d been in many times before – borrowing her dirty knickers and stuff to use...
Harry and Rob sat in the local pub in their usual spot in the corner by themselves. They were having a discussion about what to do with Ethel. Rob has been adamant that he wants to hang Ethel by her ankles and butcher her. Harry strongly disagrees with him. Harry is convinced that if he talks to Ethel he can persuade her not to go to the authorities and they will be able to use her the same way the other men. Rob agrees to try Harry's way first but he says" if she wants to argue I'm going to...
kEthel sat with her tits nailed to the work table. Her tits were swollen to twice their normal size from the beating they had received from Harry and Rob and the axe handle. Ethel sobbed both from the pain and the feeling of despair and hopelessness. She knew she would not be able to sweet talk the men into letting her go without anymore abuse. Harry and Rob arrived and again Ethel begged and pleaded with them to let her go. The men laughed and told her they still had a few more things they...
Note : This story is completely fictional!In nineteen forty six Thelma Lou Anderson was married with three kids. Linda was the oldest. She was sixteen. Guy and George was ten and Guy seven. Thelma owned a beauty shop in Kansas City. She suspected her husband Lawerance was cheating on her again. She followed him one day when he thought she was at work and saw him go into a house. A woman opened the door and he went in. That was all the proof she needed. She went home and packed her suitcase and...
IncestThelma was 22 and like all of the young women at that time was still living at home with me and our parents in rural Kent; even though she had a good job in local Department Store. I was 15 and had just left school. The summer of 1965 was particularly fine so it wasn’t uncommon for me to sit around our secluded garden reading a Detective novel when my parents were at work. The difference today was that Thelma was on the first day of her annual holidays and had joined me wearing a very...
Introduction: A quick and kinky animal sex fantasy! Authors Note 1: These short fantasies started off as weekly mini-stories for my readers, but the newsletter was shut down because autoresponders do not accept adult content. I thus decided to publish these fantasies for free for my readers to enjoy. It is meant to entertain, so please do not leave hateful comments if everything is not perfect. I am only human after all. Authors Note 2: Although this fantasy can be read independently, it was...
Ethel hung by her wrists while Harry and Rob left to get some rest. She nodded off from time to time but the fog of her mind cleared she realized that other than when they punched her she actually enjoyed the way they that fucked her so hard and so brutally. She enjoyed the helpless feeling as they ravaged her body. She believed that she could talk to the two men and they would release her without too much more abuse. She was wrong.As Harry and Rob drove back out to the warehouse they talked...
Ethel hated her name. She was born during the tenure of I Love Lucy. The beloved Ethel Mertz from the television show was the bane of the real life Ethel's existence. There were the jokes about her having to marry Fred. There was only one Fred in her high school class. He wasn't her type; not even if he was the last man on earth. Ethel was every bit the epitome of her name. At five feet even her looks, dress and vocabulary mimicked the character she despised. Although she fought to break the...