Bless me Father
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In collaboration with Whatdreamsmaycome
I hear the drums echoing tonight
But she hears only whispers of some quiet conversation
She’s coming in, 12:30 flight
The moonlit wings reflect the stars that guide me towards salvation
I stopped an old man along the way
Hoping to find some old forgotten words or ancient melodies
He turned to me as if to say, “Hurry boy, it’s waiting there for you”
It’s gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There’s nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do
I bless the rains down in Africa
Gonna take some time to do the things we never had.
Africa, by Toto
This was a situation Cabot never wanted to be in. There was a patrol off about five hundred yards to the south and he was hustling to put some distance between them. There were two more patrols that he was aware of between him and where he wanted to go. He didn’t have to worry about them for a couple of days, but it was going to be dicey, if he got back at all. They wouldn’t want him to bring out what he had. He had been looking for something he’d heard about over the border. He’d heard that the regime had camps they were taking children to and “training” them. The training consisted of turning the boys into ten-year old GI Joes and the girls into army sex slaves. It turned out it was true. He had spent two weeks finding the dirty little secret. He had the footage and it was going to ruffle some feathers at home.
He was pretty sure the Wall Street Journal wouldn’t want this stuff. Cabot knew the biggest problem with journalism was that a lot of the top brass were in bed with the politicians they were supposed to be keeping an eye on. There were going to be a lot of unhappy politicians when this came out. The regime was headed by a brutal dictator. Unfortunately, he was “our” brutal dictator. He was the enemy of some other brutal dictators and some other wannabe dictators from their own country that weren’t “ours.” So, the government was pumping money and arms into the country and they wouldn’t like hearing that human rights abuses were being funded with the money of the American taxpayer. Well, they wouldn’t especially mind, but the American taxpayer might object and that, they couldn’t risk. Even if he escaped the situation he was in, he wouldn’t exactly be welcomed with open arms at home, either. Right then, he just needed to put some distance between him and that patrol.
He would probably have been fine if he had just done what he came to do and slipped off into the night. He’d always hated bullies and this was the worst he’d ever seen. He decided to do his small part for justice and freedom and set the place on fire. It was hot and dry, and he got upwind and started the tall grass burning on the perimeter. The wind was strong and by the time they got the fire put out, most of the place was destroyed and the prisoners were fleeing through the trees. He was moving the other way and didn’t expect to see anyone. Evidently they suspected that the fire was no accident, and they were coming. Luckily, he was in good shape. He ran half-marathons and it came in handy. By the time the sun rose, he was ten miles away and still moving. He hadn’t run all the way, but there was no way the people behind him had made that kind of time. He could have run it, but he wouldn’t have been in any kind of shape to do much afterward. He finished twenty-ninth in the Boston Marathon a few years back, and it took him two weeks to recuperate.
It was getting very hot and he hunkered down in the shade by a small stream and rested. He chewed on some jerky and drank lots of water. The heat made him drowsy and he napped off and on until the sun started to go down. When he got up, he took a dip in the stream, boiled some water to restock his supply and put his boots back on. He started off and hadn’t gone a quarter of a mile before he had bad luck. He had just come out of a clearing and into the trees. It was very dark by then, and before he knew it, he ran into two people coming the other way. There was a jumble and they all took a fall. One of them fell into a shaft of moonlight and he could see army camo. His knife was out in a flash and he stuck that one like a pig. He gasped and went rigid. He wasn’t going to do anything for a while and then he was going to die. The other one got in a kick at his hand, and the knife went flying. He was pretty good on the ground, and in maybe two minutes he had a good rear choke hold and began to squeeze. He pulled and cranked at that choke and then her head rolled back so he could see her face. Yeah, it was a young woman and he was about to choke her out. She tried to bite and scratch but she didn’t have a chance. She went limp in his arms and he rolled her off and into the grass. ‘Jesus Christ!’ he thought, ‘Now what was I going to do with her?’
He got some rope, located his knife and tied her up. Maybe she had some information about what the two of them were doing there and if there were any more. He tied her to a tree and knelt in front of her. She was a tall girl, maybe about five ten; slender and very pretty. She was light skinned for a black girl; very light for an African, and he wondered if some of her ancestors might have been white. It wasn’t unusual back in the day for some horny white colonial to impregnate a bunch of the local girls. She started to stir a little and she looked up at him. The first thing she did was spit at him. He slapped the shit out of her and she spit on him again.
‘This wasn’t going well!’ he thought. Her mouth was bleeding a little and he got a towel out of his pack. He cut her pants off at mid-thigh and used the cloth to tie her head back to the tree. He got some water, wet the towel and cleaned up her mouth. She tried to bite him and spit again, but she couldn’t get much done with her head tied back.
“Do you speak English?” he asked her. “What’s your name?” She just glared at him.
“Wewe unaitwaje?” he tried Swahili.
“I speak English,” she said. “Go fuck yourself. You won’t get anything from me.”
“I think I’ll fuck you instead,” he told her. “I think I’m going to fuck you to death. I think you’ll be happy to tell me anything before I’m through with you.”
She tried to spit again. He moved the knife up to her chin and let it slide down to the top button of her shirt. He flicked it off and then the next two. Her shirt fell open and two sweet little brown tits were exposed. He let her feel the tip of the knife on one hard little nipple, and she shivered. He stood up and opened his pants, letting his cock flop out. She gasped when she saw it. He rubbed it against one of those little milk chocolate nipples and she gasped and shivered again as it grew hard.
“See, not everything you’ve heard about white men is true,” he told her.
“You’re pathetic,” she spat out. “Just another white man raping a black girl.”
“We’ll see,” he told her. He tucked himself back inside his pants and zipped up. He poked her with the knife again. “Maybe I’ll cut your nipples off first. No, that would get me bloody. We could just talk. We don’t have to be uncivilized.”
“What do you want to talk about?” she asked.
“Well, you could tell me what a nice girl like you is doing in a place like this.”
“I’m being raped,” she said.
“Not yet, you aren’t,” he told her. “I’m not usually a rapist.”
“What are you?” she asked.
“I’m a journalist,” he told her. “I write for a living.”
“You fight pretty well for a journalist. Is Franklin dead?”
“Yes,” he told her. “He may still be breathing, but he’s dead.”
“I’m going to kill you for that,” she promised.
“I’m the one with the knife,” he pointed out. “He was trying to kill me. So were you, for that matter. Why were you trying to kill me?”
“I wasn’t trying to kill you, in particular,” she said. “We heard someone destroyed the training camp and we were on patrol, so we tried to intercept you. I didn’t know who you were.”
“Do you know what was going on at that training camp?” he asked her.
“Yes, they were training recruits for the army.”
“You have a loose definition of ‘recruits’,” he told her.
“What are you talking about?” she asked.
“Your ‘recruits’ were kidnapped children. I doubt that any of them were over ten. Have you ever seen ten-year old girls being gang-raped? Have you ever heard ten-year old girls being gang raped?”
“You’re lying,” she said. “That’s what the rebels do. We don’t do things like that.”
“Rebels, loyalists, different tribes slaughtering each other, brutal dictators raping whole countries, colonialists oppressing natives, natives slaughtering the colonials, you’re all the same,” he told her. “You’re all a bunch of barbarians. Don’t pretend to be all righteous to me. I’ve got the video. Either you’re the one lying or you’re naive. Do you actually live here?”
“I don’t give a shit what you think,” she snarled. “I know who we’re fighting. I know we don’t use those tactics, and no; I’m from Kenya. I came here to join the cause for freedom.”
“Freedom for whom?” he asked. “Freedom from what? Do you imagine that ten-year old kidnap victims are free? Do you think thirteen-year old boys with guns or thirteen-year old camp whores are free? Tell me what you mean by free?”
“I mean free to determine who we have as our leaders. You don’t know shit.”
“You’re the one full of shit,” he told her. “Freedom means that you own yourself and nobody else gets to tell you what to do. That’s freedom. Fuck the ‘leaders.’ I don’t want to be led. I want to pick my own path. That’s freedom and it doesn’t exist in this shit-hole or anywhere else on the planet unless you’re very wealthy. Don’t tell me about freedom. You don’t know shit about it.”
She didn’t say anything for a while. “You’re not what I expected,” she finally said.
“What the fuck does that mean?” he asked her.
“I was told you were trying to overthrow the president,” she said. “We were told you were trying to spread lies about the freedom movement.”
“There is no fucking freedom movement,” he told her. “There are two sides; maybe half a dozen, I don’t know. Every one of them just wants power. They all want that. When they get it, they’ll suck all the wealth out of the country into their own pockets. They’ll kill everyone who opposes them in the most brutal way they can get away with. Then the next ‘freedom movement’ will overthrow the present ‘freedom movement’ and the cycle starts over again. It’s all just a blood bath, and you’re one of the butchers. Fuck you and your freedom movement. You want freedom? Buy yourself an island, or get onboard a spaceship. You ain’t going to find it here.”
“Cover up my tits,” she said.
“Why, I like them,” he said.
“Do I get to choose?” she asked. “Are you just feeding me a line, or do I own myself?”
“I own you,” he told her. “You tried to kill me; remember?”
“Cover me up and I won’t do it again,” she said.
“Bullshit,” he told her. “You trying to tell me you just got converted by my little speech?”
“No, but I want to see the tape,” she said. “Prove it.”
“Okay, I’ll play,” he told her. “You don’t have any buttons.”
“Just pull my shirt together. If I believe you, I’ll let you look.”
“I can look now and you can’t do shit about it,” he told her.
“You said you weren’t a rapist.”
“I’m not.”
“Prove it,” she said again.
He pulled her shirt together, reluctantly covering up those firm little tits. He went to his bag and got his camera. He had seven hours of footage and three hours of battery. He ran them down and when the screen went dark, she was shaking and sobbing. She had tried to get him to turn it off after the first ten minutes.
“I hate you,” she sobbed.
“Yes, I know. That’s why you tried to kill me.”
“No, I tried to kill you because you were my enemy. Now I really hate you,” she wept.
“Hey, I just did what you wanted me to do.”
“No you didn’t. You made me watch all that. You destroyed my life. You bastard, I tried to get you to stop, but you just kept making me watch. You just made me watch everything I believe in turn to dust. Oh, my God, oh my God,” she wept. “I’m such a fool.”
“I’m sorry. Life is brutal and sometimes you get caught up,” he told her. “You never told me your name. Do you mind?”
“It’s Akeela,” she said. “What’s yours?”
“Cabot,” he told her. “Cabot Preston. Akeela, I’m sorry to break the news to you, but most of the countries on this planet are violent and homicidal. The only way to get them to stop is to shine the light on them bright enough so that they’re afraid to do it. That’s what I do. I’m sorry to rain on your particular idealism, but pictures don’t lie. I couldn’t have edited them to make a fake. I don’t have the equipment. You saw exactly what they’re doing. The question is, what am I going to do with you?”
She looked at him and her big brown eyes were full of resentment. “Cut me loose. How long are you going to keep me tied up here?”
“Well, let’s see; how about until I know I can leave here alive?”
“I’m not a threat to you. I don’t know where my weapon is, I suppose you took it.”
“I didn’t. It’s a piece of shit. Mine is better. I’m going to break yours before I turn you lose.”
“Please, don’t do that,” she begged. “It’s the only way I have to protect myself. I can’t stay here now. I’m going to have to make a run for the border. I just hope I can get home alive.”
“Where’s home? he asked her.
“Katali, Kenya,” she said.
“So what are you going to do if I turn you loose?” he asked.
“I have no idea.”
“You’re going to have to do better than that,” he told her. “I’m going to leave you here tied up if you don’t convince me I should turn you loose.”
“I’ll die if you leave me here. Something will come along and eat me. What do you want me to do to convince you.”
“Let me look at your boobs,” he told her.
“What? What’s the matter with you? I’m not going to do that.”
“Then I’m leaving.” He turned away and started pulling together his gear. She sat there for a minute.
“Why do you want me to do that?”
“You told me if you believed me you would let me look.”
She laughed for a long time. “I was talking shit. I just wanted you to close my shirt.”
He kept packing.
“Jesus Christ! You can’t be serious!” she said.
He pulled his pack on and stood up.
“Okay, Okay, don’t leave me here. I’ll do it.”
He put down his pack. When he approached her, she looked up at him and if looks could kill he would have been writhing on the ground. He knelt and reached out to spread her shirt open. There they were; beautiful and firm, just like he remembered. They weren’t large, but they were beautiful. Her nipples were erect, whether from fear or being exposed or from his looking at them he didn’t know, but they were very cute. Little brown buttons, slightly darker than the areolas around them and just begging to be kissed. He slid his hand in and cupped one hard little mound. She arched her back and hissed.
“I didn’t say you could touch, just look.”
He took his hand away. “You’re a beautiful woman, Akeela. Here’s the deal. I’ll take you with me, but you can’t wear your shirt.”
“Things will bite me,” she objected. “Bugs and things will eat me up.”
“Okay, leave it open then. I have bug spray.”
“You’re really an asshole, you know that, Cabot?”
“I wasn’t the one trying to kill you. I’m not the terminally stupid person who was supporting a bunch of homicidal lunatics. I believe that would be you. Who’s the asshole?”
She turned her head away and he could tell she was furious with him. ‘Tough, she would just have to get over it,’ he thought.
“I’m going to cut your head loose,” he told her. “If you spit on me or try to bite me, I’m going to leave you here.”
He cut the material holding her head back. She rolled her head around on her shoulders. “My arms are killing me,” she complained. “I can’t feel my hands. If you don’t let me loose, my hands are going to fall off.”
“You can’t kill me as well with no hands,” he told her.
“Look, I’m sorry, okay? I was ignorant.”
“Well, that would have been a big comfort to me. ‘She killed him, but she did it because she was ignorant.’ I would have felt a lot better about that.”
“I made a mistake. Jesus, haven’t you ever made a mistake?”
“Yes, I got a 50 percent on a biology test because I went to a party instead of studying. I bought a car that had been wrecked, because I didn’t check it out well enough. I didn’t ask the right girl to the prom. I wrote a story and I said 95 percent when I should have said 92 percent. My mistakes don’t kill people. I try really hard not to make mistakes like that.”
“You killed Franklin over there.”
“That wasn’t a mistake. He was trying to kill me. He was supporting a bunch of psychopaths and trying to kill me to keep it secret that they’re gang raping ten-year old girls. He killed himself,” he told her. “You told me you were going to kill me because I killed him. Have you changed your mind?”
“Yes. I saw the video.”
“Prove it,” he echoed her words.
“What do you want me to do?”
“Walk in front of me with your shirt open. Keep it that way. Do everything I tell you instantly. Don’t make any noise or any sudden movements.”
“Okay, I’ll do all of that.”
He moved behind the tree and untied the rope, careful to stay out of the way. She scooted away from the tree and stood up. She started looking around in the grass.
“What are you looking for?” he asked.
“My gun,” she said. “We may need it.”
“Okay, I know where it is. You sit back down and I’ll get it.”
She sat down and he went and got it. It was some kind of AK knockoff. Simple, and cheap. He unloaded it and gave it to her.
“I may need it loaded,” she said.
“No, I’ll give you the clip, you put it in your pocket and you don’t get it out until I tell you to,” he said.
“How can I get you to trust me?” she asked.
“You can’t do anything,” he said. “Trust is earned and your credit limit has been exceeded.”
“This isn’t going to work,” she said. “We’re going to die here. We’re going to run into some situation and you’re going to be watching me to see if I’m going to shoot you and we’re going to die.”
“What do you suggest?” he asked.
“I don’t know. I understand why you don’t trust me, but you’re wrong. I need your help to get out of here.”
He sat down in front of her. He couldn’t help admiring her cute little tits. “How old are you, Akeela?” he asked.
“I’m twenty-four,” she said. “Why do you ask?”
“You just look very young,” he told her.
She saw the direction of his eyes and she blushed. She cocked her head to one side. “If I fuck you, will you trust me?”
“Would you do that?” he asked.
“No, well, maybe. I don’t know. Would you?”
“Maybe under other circumstances. You’re very cute. I’m afraid of you though. I’d always be looking for the knife.”
She laughed. “You’re good looking, Cabot. You’re white and that’s a problem for me, but I have an idea. Let’s walk together. I’ll keep the clip in my pocket for now. You put your arm around me. I’ll even let you feel me up. When we get comfortable with each other, maybe this will work. I have a secret though. I’m going to trust you.
“Thanks, but I don’t want to know,” he told her.
“We’re going to have a lot harder time getting out than you know,” she said.
“Well, that’s really mysterious. What’s the problem then?”
“We’re not alone,” she said. “There are three people hiding out there in the grass. We’re taking them with us.”
“No, we’re not,” he said. “If you’re not alone you can go with them. We part ways here.”
“We won’t make it,” she said. “Wasichana, kuja hapa,” she called. It meant, “girls, come here.”
He saw three little black heads pop up above the grass. Three slender girls stood up and made their way through the tall grass until they were standing in front of Akeela. They were young teenagers and they were gorgeous. They had on what had been brightly colored wraps, now very dirty and bedraggled. They were barefoot and their big, frightened brown eyes stared up at him. They looked like sisters. Akeela introduced them. Kira was the oldest at seventeen. She had on a red wrap and there were things going on under that wrap that told you immediately that she was becoming a woman. Jema was fifteen, just a bundle of beautiful coffee colored skin and black ringlets. Mora was fourteen and maybe the most beautiful of them all. She was going to be a heartbreaker in a few years. They all dipped their heads when Akeela introduced them.
“This is Kira and her sister Mora, and their cousin Jema,” Akeela said. “They were in a camp like the one you burned down; only that one was run by the rebels. Franklin and I rescued them, and we can’t leave them behind.”
“Rescued them from what?” Cabot asked.
“Probably what you showed me on that video,” she said. “It looks like everyone here uses the same tactics. You have to believe I didn’t know, Cabot.”
He did believe her. The reaction she’d had while viewing what he had on his camera couldn’t be faked. He’d watched as her world collapsed around her. All that misplaced idealism had run out of her in a flood of tears and destroyed dreams.
“Shit!” Cabot said, “Tanzania is around 100 miles and it’s not exactly a walk in the park, not to mention the patrols...
“Well, we’d best beat feet out of here while we still have daylight, find a place to camp for the night, and try to scrounge up some food.”
“What about Franklin?” Akeela asked, “We can’t just leave him there for the jackals and hyenas!”
“We don’t have time for the niceties; besides, I’d rather have them feeding on him than hunting us.”
Akeela shivered. “You’re a cold hard man, Cabot.”
“Maybe, but that’s what will hopefully keep us alive.”
Akeela felt devastated. She had believed so strongly in what she’d been told by people she trusted. Joseph, especially, had convinced her they were fighting for a righteous cause. He had to have known, she now realized. He had been playing her for a fool, taking advantage of her naiveté. How could she have been so stupid? Akeela’s vision of herself had changed, forced through the sieve of that awful video, and there was nothing left. Her life had become a nightmarish lie, and there was no possibility of rebuilding it here. The best she could hope for was survival.
She looked up at this white man who seemed to be her only way out. He was very good looking, she decided, a rugged self-reliant confidence exuding from his demeanor. She hated him, of course. He had destroyed everything she had believed all her adult life in the short time since they’d met, but now, she was entirely dependent on his good will. If she could get her gun back, her odds improved, as long as it was loaded, of course, but the likelihood of her getting out alive, especially with the girls in tow, was slim to none.
Her thoughts were interrupted. “Je, ni sisi kufanya? Hii ni nini mtu kwenda kufanya sisi?” It was Jema, voicing the thought that must have been running through the heads of all three girls.
“Do they speak any English?” Cabot asked. “I understand Swahili, but I understand more than I speak.”
“Yes, they know some,” Akeela answered. “They are like you; they understand more than they speak.”
Cabot turned to the girls. “I’m not going to do anything to you,” he said. “If you mean will I hurt you, I’m not going to do that. As for what we’re doing, we need to be getting the hell out of here. We’ll do that together, okay?”
“Yes, but we are very thirsty, sir,” Jema spoke. Her accent was delightful, and Cabot wanted to hear her speak more.
“Sir, we are also very hungry.” It was Mora, this time. “Do you have any water, or food?”
Cabot began to realize they were in trouble. He had definitely not come equipped for five people. Water shouldn’t be a problem, as they would cross streams, he had plenty of purification tablets and they could boil water, but food was going to be a problem.
What he had in his pack might last them three days. After that, they would need to forage. It might be possible to get food from some village they passed, but that was sketchy. He sighed, put his pack down and opened it.
Handing one of his canteens to each girl, he got out four of his MRE’s. “How far to water?” he asked.
Kira pointed off through the trees in the direction he’d been going when he encountered Akeela. “Hour’s walk, sir,” she said.
“Drink as much as you can hold, then,” he said. “We’ll fill up there. Wait, don’t drink yet. Do you like lemon-lime?”
It was obvious that none of the girls had any idea what he was talking about. He looked at Akeela for help. “Chokaa,” she said. The girls nodded their heads vigorously.
Cabot handed a MRE to each girl. Akeela knew what to do, but the younger girls were lost again. “I hope you like cheese tortellini,” he said.
He knew they had no idea what he was saying, and he laughed at the expression on their faces. He and Akeela opened the MRE’s, showing them how the heaters worked. Cabot put one of the packets of lemon-lime powder into a canteen and shook it, mixing the contents. The three girls each took a cautious sip and broke out into beautiful smiles, holding their canteens out for some of the powder. They ate the peanut butter and crackers that are in every MRE while their dinners were heating, and by the time they were warm, they had their spoons ready.
Akeela showed them how to tear the tops off their meals and they dug in. The smiles on their faces would have made a chef at a four-star restaurant proud. Hunger and thirst satisfied, the little troupe started out.
The three girls were familiar with the area, and Cabot let them lead as they walked, winding through trees, avoiding thorns and chattering together in Swahili. It wasn’t long before they came to a small stream. They stopped to refill their canteen and Cabot dropped a purification tablet into each. An hour later, Mora, who was walking ahead and leading them began to seem uncertain.
“Everything okay?” Cabot asked.
The girls conferred, and Mora spoke up. “Don’t know this place, sir. We have never come this far.” He looked at Akeela, who just shrugged.
“Don’t ask me,” she said. “Franklin was the local.”
Cabot got out his GPS unit and turned it on, briefly. After orienting, he took the lead, turning the GPS off to conserve the battery. He had a solar charger, and would use it while they were resting the next day.
They pushed on through the evening and into the night until the girls were stumbling in exhaustion and Akeela called a halt.
“Cabot, stop. We need to rest. The girls can’t take this.”
He felt an immediate pang of guilt as he looked down at three drawn faces. They looked ready to drop, and he kicked himself for pushing them so hard. They found a group of trees growing close together and he got them seated in the middle. He took his machete and cut many of the smaller acacia, quickly forming a thorny barrier.
He thought they could risk a small fire, and the girls showed that they had been paying attention to learning how to prepare the MRE’s. They had beef stew this time, and Cabot unpacked his ground sheet, spreading it out so that there would be room for them all if they didn’t mind a little crowding. He was a bit surprised when the girls removed the top part of their wraps, using them for pillows. His head was leaning against his pack, but Akeela had no such luxury.
She scooted up beside Cabot. “If you touch me I’ll kill you in your sleep,” she said.
He laughed. “Well, I think we have too much company for romance. I’m going to touch you in your sleep, though, and you’ll never know. She glowered at him, but when he awoke the next morning, there was a firm little body pressed up against him and his left arm was over Akeela.
He eased it back and she stirred, her arms moved over his, holding his hand pressed up against the warmth of her bare belly, under her shirt where it had ridden up. He froze, then relaxed.
Akeela was very much awake. She had been for some time and had gradually become aware that she had moved against him during the night. She felt his arm, heavy across her body, and she realized that she liked the way it felt. Her feelings were very conflicted, and she was having trouble reconciling them with her entire life up to that point. She felt him start to withdraw his arm and she moved, preventing him from moving. She just dozed for a while, soaking in the morning sun. The sound of soft whispers and giggles slowly made her aware that the girls were awake. She rolled toward them, Cabot’s arm slipping away, and she sat up.
This was a situation Cabot never wanted to be in. There was a patrol off about five hundred yards to the south and he was hustling to put some distance between them. There were two more patrols that he was aware of between him and where he wanted to go. He didn’t have to worry about them for a couple of days, but it was going to be dicey, if he got back at all. They wouldn’t want him to bring out what he had. He had been looking for something he’d heard about over the border. He’d heard that the regime had camps they were taking children to and “training” them. The training consisted of turning the boys into ten-year old GI Joes and the girls into army sex slaves. It turned out it was true. He had spent two weeks finding the dirty little secret. He had the footage and it was going to ruffle some feathers at home.
He was pretty sure the Wall Street Journal wouldn’t want this stuff. Cabot knew the biggest problem with journalism was that a lot of the top brass were in bed with the politicians they were supposed to be keeping an eye on. There were going to be a lot of unhappy politicians when this came out. The regime was headed by a brutal dictator. Unfortunately, he was “our” brutal dictator. He was the enemy of some other brutal dictators and some other wannabe dictators from their own country that weren’t “ours.” So, the government was pumping money and arms into the country and they wouldn’t like hearing that human rights abuses were being funded with the money of the American taxpayer. Well, they wouldn’t especially mind, but the American taxpayer might object and that, they couldn’t risk. Even if he escaped the situation he was in, he wouldn’t exactly be welcomed with open arms at home, either. Right then, he just needed to put some distance between him and that patrol.
He would probably have been fine if he had just done what he came to do and slipped off into the night. He’d always hated bullies and this was the worst he’d ever seen. He decided to do his small part for justice and freedom and set the place on fire. It was hot and dry, and he got upwind and started the tall grass burning on the perimeter. The wind was strong and by the time they got the fire put out, most of the place was destroyed and the prisoners were fleeing through the trees. He was moving the other way and didn’t expect to see anyone. Evidently they suspected that the fire was no accident, and they were coming. Luckily, he was in good shape. He ran half-marathons and it came in handy. By the time the sun rose, he was ten miles away and still moving. He hadn’t run all the way, but there was no way the people behind him had made that kind of time. He could have run it, but he wouldn’t have been in any kind of shape to do much afterward. He finished twenty-ninth in the Boston Marathon a few years back, and it took him two weeks to recuperate.
It was getting very hot and he hunkered down in the shade by a small stream and rested. He chewed on some jerky and drank lots of water. The heat made him drowsy and he napped off and on until the sun started to go down. When he got up, he took a dip in the stream, boiled some water to restock his supply and put his boots back on. He started off and hadn’t gone a quarter of a mile before he had bad luck. He had just come out of a clearing and into the trees. It was very dark by then, and before he knew it, he ran into two people coming the other way. There was a jumble and they all took a fall. One of them fell into a shaft of moonlight and he could see army camo. His knife was out in a flash and he stuck that one like a pig. He gasped and went rigid. He wasn’t going to do anything for a while and then he was going to die. The other one got in a kick at his hand, and the knife went flying. He was pretty good on the ground, and in maybe two minutes he had a good rear choke hold and began to squeeze. He pulled and cranked at that choke and then her head rolled back so he could see her face. Yeah, it was a young woman and he was about to choke her out. She tried to bite and scratch but she didn’t have a chance. She went limp in his arms and he rolled her off and into the grass. ‘Jesus Christ!’ he thought, ‘Now what was I going to do with her?’
He got some rope, located his knife and tied her up. Maybe she had some information about what the two of them were doing there and if there were any more. He tied her to a tree and knelt in front of her. She was a tall girl, maybe about five ten; slender and very pretty. She was light skinned for a black girl; very light for an African, and he wondered if some of her ancestors might have been white. It wasn’t unusual back in the day for some horny white colonial to impregnate a bunch of the local girls. She started to stir a little and she looked up at him. The first thing she did was spit at him. He slapped the shit out of her and she spit on him again.
‘This wasn’t going well!’ he thought. Her mouth was bleeding a little and he got a towel out of his pack. He cut her pants off at mid-thigh and used the cloth to tie her head back to the tree. He got some water, wet the towel and cleaned up her mouth. She tried to bite him and spit again, but she couldn’t get much done with her head tied back.
“Do you speak English?” he asked her. “What’s your name?” She just glared at him.
“Wewe unaitwaje?” he tried Swahili.
“I speak English,” she said. “Go fuck yourself. You won’t get anything from me.”
“I think I’ll fuck you instead,” he told her. “I think I’m going to fuck you to death. I think you’ll be happy to tell me anything before I’m through with you.”
She tried to spit again. He moved the knife up to her chin and let it slide down to the top button of her shirt. He flicked it off and then the next two. Her shirt fell open and two sweet little brown tits were exposed. He let her feel the tip of the knife on one hard little nipple, and she shivered. He stood up and opened his pants, letting his cock flop out. She gasped when she saw it. He rubbed it against one of those little milk chocolate nipples and she gasped and shivered again as it grew hard.
“See, not everything you’ve heard about white men is true,” he told her.
“You’re pathetic,” she spat out. “Just another white man raping a black girl.”
“We’ll see,” he told her. He tucked himself back inside his pants and zipped up. He poked her with the knife again. “Maybe I’ll cut your nipples off first. No, that would get me bloody. We could just talk. We don’t have to be uncivilized.”
“What do you want to talk about?” she asked.
“Well, you could tell me what a nice girl like you is doing in a place like this.”
“I’m being raped,” she said.
“Not yet, you aren’t,” he told her. “I’m not usually a rapist.”
“What are you?” she asked.
“I’m a journalist,” he told her. “I write for a living.”
“You fight pretty well for a journalist. Is Franklin dead?”
“Yes,” he told her. “He may still be breathing, but he’s dead.”
“I’m going to kill you for that,” she promised.
“I’m the one with the knife,” he pointed out. “He was trying to kill me. So were you, for that matter. Why were you trying to kill me?”
“I wasn’t trying to kill you, in particular,” she said. “We heard someone destroyed the training camp and we were on patrol, so we tried to intercept you. I didn’t know who you were.”
“Do you know what was going on at that training camp?” he asked her.
“Yes, they were training recruits for the army.”
“You have a loose definition of ‘recruits’,” he told her.
“What are you talking about?” she asked.
“Your ‘recruits’ were kidnapped children. I doubt that any of them were over ten. Have you ever seen ten-year old girls being gang-raped? Have you ever heard ten-year old girls being gang raped?”
“You’re lying,” she said. “That’s what the rebels do. We don’t do things like that.”
“Rebels, loyalists, different tribes slaughtering each other, brutal dictators raping whole countries, colonialists oppressing natives, natives slaughtering the colonials, you’re all the same,” he told her. “You’re all a bunch of barbarians. Don’t pretend to be all righteous to me. I’ve got the video. Either you’re the one lying or you’re naive. Do you actually live here?”
“I don’t give a shit what you think,” she snarled. “I know who we’re fighting. I know we don’t use those tactics, and no; I’m from Kenya. I came here to join the cause for freedom.”
“Freedom for whom?” he asked. “Freedom from what? Do you imagine that ten-year old kidnap victims are free? Do you think thirteen-year old boys with guns or thirteen-year old camp whores are free? Tell me what you mean by free?”
“I mean free to determine who we have as our leaders. You don’t know shit.”
“You’re the one full of shit,” he told her. “Freedom means that you own yourself and nobody else gets to tell you what to do. That’s freedom. Fuck the ‘leaders.’ I don’t want to be led. I want to pick my own path. That’s freedom and it doesn’t exist in this shit-hole or anywhere else on the planet unless you’re very wealthy. Don’t tell me about freedom. You don’t know shit about it.”
She didn’t say anything for a while. “You’re not what I expected,” she finally said.
“What the fuck does that mean?” he asked her.
“I was told you were trying to overthrow the president,” she said. “We were told you were trying to spread lies about the freedom movement.”
“There is no fucking freedom movement,” he told her. “There are two sides; maybe half a dozen, I don’t know. Every one of them just wants power. They all want that. When they get it, they’ll suck all the wealth out of the country into their own pockets. They’ll kill everyone who opposes them in the most brutal way they can get away with. Then the next ‘freedom movement’ will overthrow the present ‘freedom movement’ and the cycle starts over again. It’s all just a blood bath, and you’re one of the butchers. Fuck you and your freedom movement. You want freedom? Buy yourself an island, or get onboard a spaceship. You ain’t going to find it here.”
“Cover up my tits,” she said.
“Why, I like them,” he said.
“Do I get to choose?” she asked. “Are you just feeding me a line, or do I own myself?”
“I own you,” he told her. “You tried to kill me; remember?”
“Cover me up and I won’t do it again,” she said.
“Bullshit,” he told her. “You trying to tell me you just got converted by my little speech?”
“No, but I want to see the tape,” she said. “Prove it.”
“Okay, I’ll play,” he told her. “You don’t have any buttons.”
“Just pull my shirt together. If I believe you, I’ll let you look.”
“I can look now and you can’t do shit about it,” he told her.
“You said you weren’t a rapist.”
“I’m not.”
“Prove it,” she said again.
He pulled her shirt together, reluctantly covering up those firm little tits. He went to his bag and got his camera. He had seven hours of footage and three hours of battery. He ran them down and when the screen went dark, she was shaking and sobbing. She had tried to get him to turn it off after the first ten minutes.
“I hate you,” she sobbed.
“Yes, I know. That’s why you tried to kill me.”
“No, I tried to kill you because you were my enemy. Now I really hate you,” she wept.
“Hey, I just did what you wanted me to do.”
“No you didn’t. You made me watch all that. You destroyed my life. You bastard, I tried to get you to stop, but you just kept making me watch. You just made me watch everything I believe in turn to dust. Oh, my God, oh my God,” she wept. “I’m such a fool.”
“I’m sorry. Life is brutal and sometimes you get caught up,” he told her. “You never told me your name. Do you mind?”
“It’s Akeela,” she said. “What’s yours?”
“Cabot,” he told her. “Cabot Preston. Akeela, I’m sorry to break the news to you, but most of the countries on this planet are violent and homicidal. The only way to get them to stop is to shine the light on them bright enough so that they’re afraid to do it. That’s what I do. I’m sorry to rain on your particular idealism, but pictures don’t lie. I couldn’t have edited them to make a fake. I don’t have the equipment. You saw exactly what they’re doing. The question is, what am I going to do with you?”
She looked at him and her big brown eyes were full of resentment. “Cut me loose. How long are you going to keep me tied up here?”
“Well, let’s see; how about until I know I can leave here alive?”
“I’m not a threat to you. I don’t know where my weapon is, I suppose you took it.”
“I didn’t. It’s a piece of shit. Mine is better. I’m going to break yours before I turn you lose.”
“Please, don’t do that,” she begged. “It’s the only way I have to protect myself. I can’t stay here now. I’m going to have to make a run for the border. I just hope I can get home alive.”
“Where’s home? he asked her.
“Katali, Kenya,” she said.
“So what are you going to do if I turn you loose?” he asked.
“I have no idea.”
“You’re going to have to do better than that,” he told her. “I’m going to leave you here tied up if you don’t convince me I should turn you loose.”
“I’ll die if you leave me here. Something will come along and eat me. What do you want me to do to convince you.”
“Let me look at your boobs,” he told her.
“What? What’s the matter with you? I’m not going to do that.”
“Then I’m leaving.” He turned away and started pulling together his gear. She sat there for a minute.
“Why do you want me to do that?”
“You told me if you believed me you would let me look.”
She laughed for a long time. “I was talking shit. I just wanted you to close my shirt.”
He kept packing.
“Jesus Christ! You can’t be serious!” she said.
He pulled his pack on and stood up.
“Okay, Okay, don’t leave me here. I’ll do it.”
He put down his pack. When he approached her, she looked up at him and if looks could kill he would have been writhing on the ground. He knelt and reached out to spread her shirt open. There they were; beautiful and firm, just like he remembered. They weren’t large, but they were beautiful. Her nipples were erect, whether from fear or being exposed or from his looking at them he didn’t know, but they were very cute. Little brown buttons, slightly darker than the areolas around them and just begging to be kissed. He slid his hand in and cupped one hard little mound. She arched her back and hissed.
“I didn’t say you could touch, just look.”
He took his hand away. “You’re a beautiful woman, Akeela. Here’s the deal. I’ll take you with me, but you can’t wear your shirt.”
“Things will bite me,” she objected. “Bugs and things will eat me up.”
“Okay, leave it open then. I have bug spray.”
“You’re really an asshole, you know that, Cabot?”
“I wasn’t the one trying to kill you. I’m not the terminally stupid person who was supporting a bunch of homicidal lunatics. I believe that would be you. Who’s the asshole?”
She turned her head away and he could tell she was furious with him. ‘Tough, she would just have to get over it,’ he thought.
“I’m going to cut your head loose,” he told her. “If you spit on me or try to bite me, I’m going to leave you here.”
He cut the material holding her head back. She rolled her head around on her shoulders. “My arms are killing me,” she complained. “I can’t feel my hands. If you don’t let me loose, my hands are going to fall off.”
“You can’t kill me as well with no hands,” he told her.
“Look, I’m sorry, okay? I was ignorant.”
“Well, that would have been a big comfort to me. ‘She killed him, but she did it because she was ignorant.’ I would have felt a lot better about that.”
“I made a mistake. Jesus, haven’t you ever made a mistake?”
“Yes, I got a 50 percent on a biology test because I went to a party instead of studying. I bought a car that had been wrecked, because I didn’t check it out well enough. I didn’t ask the right girl to the prom. I wrote a story and I said 95 percent when I should have said 92 percent. My mistakes don’t kill people. I try really hard not to make mistakes like that.”
“You killed Franklin over there.”
“That wasn’t a mistake. He was trying to kill me. He was supporting a bunch of psychopaths and trying to kill me to keep it secret that they’re gang raping ten-year old girls. He killed himself,” he told her. “You told me you were going to kill me because I killed him. Have you changed your mind?”
“Yes. I saw the video.”
“Prove it,” he echoed her words.
“What do you want me to do?”
“Walk in front of me with your shirt open. Keep it that way. Do everything I tell you instantly. Don’t make any noise or any sudden movements.”
“Okay, I’ll do all of that.”
He moved behind the tree and untied the rope, careful to stay out of the way. She scooted away from the tree and stood up. She started looking around in the grass.
“What are you looking for?” he asked.
“My gun,” she said. “We may need it.”
“Okay, I know where it is. You sit back down and I’ll get it.”
She sat down and he went and got it. It was some kind of AK knockoff. Simple, and cheap. He unloaded it and gave it to her.
“I may need it loaded,” she said.
“No, I’ll give you the clip, you put it in your pocket and you don’t get it out until I tell you to,” he said.
“How can I get you to trust me?” she asked.
“You can’t do anything,” he said. “Trust is earned and your credit limit has been exceeded.”
“This isn’t going to work,” she said. “We’re going to die here. We’re going to run into some situation and you’re going to be watching me to see if I’m going to shoot you and we’re going to die.”
“What do you suggest?” he asked.
“I don’t know. I understand why you don’t trust me, but you’re wrong. I need your help to get out of here.”
He sat down in front of her. He couldn’t help admiring her cute little tits. “How old are you, Akeela?” he asked.
“I’m twenty-four,” she said. “Why do you ask?”
“You just look very young,” he told her.
She saw the direction of his eyes and she blushed. She cocked her head to one side. “If I fuck you, will you trust me?”
“Would you do that?” he asked.
“No, well, maybe. I don’t know. Would you?”
“Maybe under other circumstances. You’re very cute. I’m afraid of you though. I’d always be looking for the knife.”
She laughed. “You’re good looking, Cabot. You’re white and that’s a problem for me, but I have an idea. Let’s walk together. I’ll keep the clip in my pocket for now. You put your arm around me. I’ll even let you feel me up. When we get comfortable with each other, maybe this will work. I have a secret though. I’m going to trust you.
“Thanks, but I don’t want to know,” he told her.
“We’re going to have a lot harder time getting out than you know,” she said.
“Well, that’s really mysterious. What’s the problem then?”
“We’re not alone,” she said. “There are three people hiding out there in the grass. We’re taking them with us.”
“No, we’re not,” he said. “If you’re not alone you can go with them. We part ways here.”
“We won’t make it,” she said. “Wasichana, kuja hapa,” she called. It meant, “girls, come here.”
He saw three little black heads pop up above the grass. Three slender girls stood up and made their way through the tall grass until they were standing in front of Akeela. They were young teenagers and they were gorgeous. They had on what had been brightly colored wraps, now very dirty and bedraggled. They were barefoot and their big, frightened brown eyes stared up at him. They looked like sisters. Akeela introduced them. Kira was the oldest at seventeen. She had on a red wrap and there were things going on under that wrap that told you immediately that she was becoming a woman. Jema was fifteen, just a bundle of beautiful coffee colored skin and black ringlets. Mora was fourteen and maybe the most beautiful of them all. She was going to be a heartbreaker in a few years. They all dipped their heads when Akeela introduced them.
“This is Kira and her sister Mora, and their cousin Jema,” Akeela said. “They were in a camp like the one you burned down; only that one was run by the rebels. Franklin and I rescued them, and we can’t leave them behind.”
“Rescued them from what?” Cabot asked.
“Probably what you showed me on that video,” she said. “It looks like everyone here uses the same tactics. You have to believe I didn’t know, Cabot.”
He did believe her. The reaction she’d had while viewing what he had on his camera couldn’t be faked. He’d watched as her world collapsed around her. All that misplaced idealism had run out of her in a flood of tears and destroyed dreams.
“Shit!” Cabot said, “Tanzania is around 100 miles and it’s not exactly a walk in the park, not to mention the patrols...
“Well, we’d best beat feet out of here while we still have daylight, find a place to camp for the night, and try to scrounge up some food.”
“What about Franklin?” Akeela asked, “We can’t just leave him there for the jackals and hyenas!”
“We don’t have time for the niceties; besides, I’d rather have them feeding on him than hunting us.”
Akeela shivered. “You’re a cold hard man, Cabot.”
“Maybe, but that’s what will hopefully keep us alive.”
Akeela felt devastated. She had believed so strongly in what she’d been told by people she trusted. Joseph, especially, had convinced her they were fighting for a righteous cause. He had to have known, she now realized. He had been playing her for a fool, taking advantage of her naiveté. How could she have been so stupid? Akeela’s vision of herself had changed, forced through the sieve of that awful video, and there was nothing left. Her life had become a nightmarish lie, and there was no possibility of rebuilding it here. The best she could hope for was survival.
She looked up at this white man who seemed to be her only way out. He was very good looking, she decided, a rugged self-reliant confidence exuding from his demeanor. She hated him, of course. He had destroyed everything she had believed all her adult life in the short time since they’d met, but now, she was entirely dependent on his good will. If she could get her gun back, her odds improved, as long as it was loaded, of course, but the likelihood of her getting out alive, especially with the girls in tow, was slim to none.
Her thoughts were interrupted. “Je, ni sisi kufanya? Hii ni nini mtu kwenda kufanya sisi?” It was Jema, voicing the thought that must have been running through the heads of all three girls.
“Do they speak any English?” Cabot asked. “I understand Swahili, but I understand more than I speak.”
“Yes, they know some,” Akeela answered. “They are like you; they understand more than they speak.”
Cabot turned to the girls. “I’m not going to do anything to you,” he said. “If you mean will I hurt you, I’m not going to do that. As for what we’re doing, we need to be getting the hell out of here. We’ll do that together, okay?”
“Yes, but we are very thirsty, sir,” Jema spoke. Her accent was delightful, and Cabot wanted to hear her speak more.
“Sir, we are also very hungry.” It was Mora, this time. “Do you have any water, or food?”
Cabot began to realize they were in trouble. He had definitely not come equipped for five people. Water shouldn’t be a problem, as they would cross streams, he had plenty of purification tablets and they could boil water, but food was going to be a problem.
What he had in his pack might last them three days. After that, they would need to forage. It might be possible to get food from some village they passed, but that was sketchy. He sighed, put his pack down and opened it.
Handing one of his canteens to each girl, he got out four of his MRE’s. “How far to water?” he asked.
Kira pointed off through the trees in the direction he’d been going when he encountered Akeela. “Hour’s walk, sir,” she said.
“Drink as much as you can hold, then,” he said. “We’ll fill up there. Wait, don’t drink yet. Do you like lemon-lime?”
It was obvious that none of the girls had any idea what he was talking about. He looked at Akeela for help. “Chokaa,” she said. The girls nodded their heads vigorously.
Cabot handed a MRE to each girl. Akeela knew what to do, but the younger girls were lost again. “I hope you like cheese tortellini,” he said.
He knew they had no idea what he was saying, and he laughed at the expression on their faces. He and Akeela opened the MRE’s, showing them how the heaters worked. Cabot put one of the packets of lemon-lime powder into a canteen and shook it, mixing the contents. The three girls each took a cautious sip and broke out into beautiful smiles, holding their canteens out for some of the powder. They ate the peanut butter and crackers that are in every MRE while their dinners were heating, and by the time they were warm, they had their spoons ready.
Akeela showed them how to tear the tops off their meals and they dug in. The smiles on their faces would have made a chef at a four-star restaurant proud. Hunger and thirst satisfied, the little troupe started out.
The three girls were familiar with the area, and Cabot let them lead as they walked, winding through trees, avoiding thorns and chattering together in Swahili. It wasn’t long before they came to a small stream. They stopped to refill their canteen and Cabot dropped a purification tablet into each. An hour later, Mora, who was walking ahead and leading them began to seem uncertain.
“Everything okay?” Cabot asked.
The girls conferred, and Mora spoke up. “Don’t know this place, sir. We have never come this far.” He looked at Akeela, who just shrugged.
“Don’t ask me,” she said. “Franklin was the local.”
Cabot got out his GPS unit and turned it on, briefly. After orienting, he took the lead, turning the GPS off to conserve the battery. He had a solar charger, and would use it while they were resting the next day.
They pushed on through the evening and into the night until the girls were stumbling in exhaustion and Akeela called a halt.
“Cabot, stop. We need to rest. The girls can’t take this.”
He felt an immediate pang of guilt as he looked down at three drawn faces. They looked ready to drop, and he kicked himself for pushing them so hard. They found a group of trees growing close together and he got them seated in the middle. He took his machete and cut many of the smaller acacia, quickly forming a thorny barrier.
He thought they could risk a small fire, and the girls showed that they had been paying attention to learning how to prepare the MRE’s. They had beef stew this time, and Cabot unpacked his ground sheet, spreading it out so that there would be room for them all if they didn’t mind a little crowding. He was a bit surprised when the girls removed the top part of their wraps, using them for pillows. His head was leaning against his pack, but Akeela had no such luxury.
She scooted up beside Cabot. “If you touch me I’ll kill you in your sleep,” she said.
He laughed. “Well, I think we have too much company for romance. I’m going to touch you in your sleep, though, and you’ll never know. She glowered at him, but when he awoke the next morning, there was a firm little body pressed up against him and his left arm was over Akeela.
He eased it back and she stirred, her arms moved over his, holding his hand pressed up against the warmth of her bare belly, under her shirt where it had ridden up. He froze, then relaxed.
Akeela was very much awake. She had been for some time and had gradually become aware that she had moved against him during the night. She felt his arm, heavy across her body, and she realized that she liked the way it felt. Her feelings were very conflicted, and she was having trouble reconciling them with her entire life up to that point. She felt him start to withdraw his arm and she moved, preventing him from moving. She just dozed for a while, soaking in the morning sun. The sound of soft whispers and giggles slowly made her aware that the girls were awake. She rolled toward them, Cabot’s arm slipping away, and she sat up.
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Hi, it was a cloudy morning when i drive to my friends place, she was suppose to come with me to the hills station for a college get together. When i reached at her place i discovered that she had already left. Which made my mood bad but discovered that he sister was in the garden. I asked her if she want to come for a drive and she said yes but needs to take bath. I said she can have fun in rains. She agreed and we left for the drive. I took her on lonely highway. And it started to rain. She...
NOTE: This is a fictional erotica that contains strong themes of incest. Please close the window if you are uncomfortable. For suggestions, feedbacks, and requests, do shoot me a mail at The second week of November was extremely cold this year. The cyclone in Tamil Nadu had created a massive depression, throwing the weather off in most parts of South India. What should have been a pleasant pre-winter days and nights in Bangalore had turned into wet, cold shit storm that brewed all day and...
IncestThis is true story that dates back some 6 years ago. It is presented for friendly readers and becoming my friends to share personal experiences. Good girls and women are invited to share and write back to me at By the way I had great surprise this august visit to my native near Mumbai. I was to visit my old home place after a long but for just few hours only. But good , I was trapped in heavy rains and had to be there locked in the old family house for 3 days. I was greatly disappointed to...
Bless Me Father Part 1: Confession By Deane Christopher As much as Daniel Parker hated having to go to confession growing up as a young lad, he, as the priest he had become, hated hearing confessions even more. Like Jesus at the Garden of Gethsemane, every Saturday, during the celebration of the morning mass, Father Dan would beseech the Almighty to let this cup pass. However, though he did so grudgingly, each and every Saturday afternoon, Father Dan, following in the footsteps of the...
Hi, readers, I am Hardy from Mumbai, 21 years old Male. The heroine of this story is Trisha (name changed) 21 years old from Mumbai too. She is very fair and has an hourglass body, perfect for the best fuck of your life that any man could desire. So without wasting much of your time, let me get straight to the sex story to get your dicks hard and pussies wet. This incident happened to me last month, as you guys must have read in the news, Mumbai was surrounded by dark clouds and it was raining,...
Kathryn is a fascinating character. While she saved her virginity for marriage, that didn’t stop her from doing virtually anything else. She especially prided herself on her oral skills. I must confess that I must take her at her word, having never shared in that pleasure with her. At first we both work for an employer who forbade relationships between two people in the same location. Later, she was the person responsible for introducing me to my wife, so my loyalty to my wife and hers to her...
My last production was in my final year at college. Throughout my high school years I was taking drama as a subject. Our boys only school didn't have the numbers to offer it, so we took it at the exclusive girl's school in town. I landed several leading roles and built up some contacts, fell in love and just generally became well known to all the girls in the school. It was one of these connections that called me up offering me the lead role in a play. I was the only college student, the...
Indru tamil kama kathaiyil ilamaiyaana magalum pinbu vithavai ammavaiyum eppadi usar seithu matter poten endru ungaluku solugiren. Suvarasiyam athigam irukum kama kathaikul selalam vaarungal, en peyar karthik. En veethiiyil oru pen ilamaiyaaga sexiyaaga irupaal, avalai thinamum sight adithu kondu irupen. Thinamum aval kalluri sendru varum pozhuthu iru velaiyilum sight adika arambithu viduven. Aval peyar nandhini vayathu 21 irukum, avaluku veetil aan thunai kidaiyaathu. Veetil oru amma iru...
“Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been two years since my last confession.”Mary was a good Catholic girl. She was obedient to God and her parents, kept the Commandments, went to church regularly, followed the teachings of the Gospels, and was chaste; at least physically. Well, except for that one time two years ago, and then last night. Before last night she almost never needed to go to confession. But now …“Two years, child?” she heard the priest on the other side of the panel ask.“I...
TabooIt’s rare to find a woman, at least as upstanding and educated as I am, and a Black woman on top of that, who readily admits that she is a aroused by sexual variation and coloring outside the lines. I didn’t say it was rare to find a woman of my social and economic standing who is a pervert, I meet tons of them. We live in such a sexually repressed society, finding women who are sophisticated and conservative on the outside and horny and willing to push their limits when they let their hair...
I’m a pervert, and an unapologetic one at that. I’m so completely confident and comfortable with my sexuality that I refuse to compartmentalize it, lie about it, or be ashamed of it. I’m free from society’s pressure to conform and that is a joy most people will never experience. To most people in a sexually-repressed society, being unashamed of your sexuality translates to being a perv and trying to convince people that you never have any sexual thoughts whatsoever is considered normal. ...
Bless Me Father Part 2: Exodus By Deane Christopher Having just reconciled herself to the fact that she was no longer Father Dan, the new Karen Miller was keenly aware that she had some fast thinking to do. It was Sunday, and that meant that were she still the man and priest that she had been the night before, she would be in the church's sacristy shortly before nine, preparing herself to function as the celebrant of St. Catherine's nine o'clock services. Though there were only a...
Bless Me Father 9: Nuptials By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink To say that Karen was mad would have been the grossest of understatements. The former Catholic priest felt that two of the people that she cared for deeply had egregiously betrayed her trust. Both had duped her through a simple act of omission. Both had neglected to inform her of what Karen believed to be a very pertinent detail. Both had neglected to make mention of the fact that they were angels, and that...
For many people, a rainy day can be sad or depressing. To me, a rainy day always brings back a particular memory that was scorched into my brain many years ago. Maybe because the memory is so sweet... It was September 1992 and I was traveling on Route 70 somewhere between St. Charles Missouri and Kansas City... in an area called "Tornado Alley". It had been a glorious day, up to that point, with little sign of the storm clouds to come. As I sped down the highway, I didn't have a care in...
Bless Me Father 7: Narcissist By Deane Christopher One day, about five weeks after giving birth to a beautiful baby girl, the former Catholic priest got the second biggest surprise of her life. Stepping from the shower, Karen was rendered spellbound as she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. A proper diet and a good exercise routine had worked wonders on her. A second, more thorough inspection, quickly informed Karen that she wasn't just beautiful. She was absolutely...
Bless Me Father 5: Prodigal By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink "So, what gives? Have you had a change of heart?" Gabriella asked the former Catholic priest as the two of them went about the task of preparing dinner at the halfway house. "Have I had a change of heart about what?" Karen quizzically responded. "About informing the Millers that you're pregnant. I mean, even though you're only their daughter in a physical sense, there's no getting around the fact that...
Bless Me Father 3: Revelations By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink Dropping the dishrag she was using into the sink's soapy water, a clearly shaken Karen Miller frantically stammered, "Gabriella." Reaching over and turning off the hot water, the former Father Daniel Patrick Parker continued on to declare, "You and I really need to talk." "Look. Why don't you finish up drying that dish. Then, after you do that, why don't you have a seat at the table while I fix the two of us...
Bless Me Father 6: Rebirth By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink It was a beautiful night. It was crisp and clear, with just a sliver of a crescent moon riding low on the horizon. It was, as all the local meteorologists proclaimed, the perfect night for viewing the spectacular meteor shower that was scheduled to begin short after midnight. Gus, who was sitting in the driver's seat of his wife's Chevy Blazer, caught sight of several falling stars streaking across the sky...
I'm a pervert, and an unapologetic one at that. I'm so completely confident and comfortable with my sexuality that I refuse to compartmentalize it, lie about it, or be ashamed of it. I'm free from society's pressure to conform and that is a joy most people will never experience. To most people in a sexually-repressed society, being unashamed of your sexuality translates to being a perv and trying to convince people that you never have any sexual thoughts whatsoever is considered normal....
Bless Me Father 4: Tribulations By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink The virginity business troubled the former Catholic priest to no end. Being pregnant was one thing. Being told that her maidenhead was still intact by every one of the doctors who examined her was quite another. For all her faith, Karen did not like the implications of her being pregnant and a virgin all the same time. While Immaculate Conception was fine for Mary, Karen wanted no part of it. The...
Bless Me Father 8: Courtship By Deane Christopher Edited by Steve Zink Mickey De Angelo posed a real problem for Karen Miller. While the former Catholic priest liked Mickey as a friend, she was slowly but surely beginning to recognize the fact that she was starting to like him in ways that went way beyond the bounds of the platonic friendship they mutually agreed upon at the outset of their relationship. As much as it rankled the former Catholic priest to entertain such...
Note : This story is completely fictional!In nineteen forty six Thelma Lou Anderson was married with three kids. Linda was the oldest. She was sixteen. Guy and George was ten and Guy seven. Thelma owned a beauty shop in Kansas City. She suspected her husband Lawerance was cheating on her again. She followed him one day when he thought she was at work and saw him go into a house. A woman opened the door and he went in. That was all the proof she needed. She went home and packed her suitcase and...
IncestMother Ethel always enjoyed the short walk to the train station. It was beautiful Autumnal morning and Mother Ethel took the opportunity to walk to the train station as she knew that she had a very busy day ahead. Those that saw Mother Ethel along the way bowed reverently,they knew that Mother Ethel was a Nun of the Monastery of Repentance and when a Nun or a Monk walked past it was polite to bow, for many knew what the Nun's and Monk's of the Monastery were capable of. As Mother Ethel strolled...
Dot, Dorothea, and Dick Chapter One Dear sister: I found this letter among some others, scrolled up and tied with purple ribbon, in a chest belonging to our great grandfather. The name Charles has belonged to several in our family line, but I believe I know the one who received and saved this letter, and kept it preserved for so many years. I believe the letter speaks for itself, so I will now offer it up to you. Dearest Charles: I hope this missive finds you in such good...
Join us for further adventures in The Fire And The Storm, Book Two of The Nexus Of Kellaran, available now; wherein it is seen that things are not proceeding as well as they appear to be, and; Mark loses his temper. Feel free to write me at [email protected] about anything, or to be added to my mailing list to be informed when I release new books in the future. Or Connect with me at my website: http://wayneedwardclarke.jigsy.com/ or my FaceBook page. Appendices for Blessings Of A...
A childless Australian Indian visits her mom at Mumbai to perform a puja to become mother. Will she succeed? How ? read on That morning I was going to In orbit mall at Vashi from my mother’s apartment at CBD Belapur. Suddenly I could see lot of crowd almost blocking the road. I was cursing the Indian public who never bother to block roads for trivial causes. I badly wanted to return to Sydney where I lived with my husband. I had come to India to attend a marriage. I asked the driver to...
AffairOur Last Day of School. I can’t believe it. This is my last day of school, I thought, not sure how I felt now that the long awaited day was here. Stepping out into the beautiful sunny afternoon, heading toward the group of waiting yellow school buses I breathed a sigh of relief. I was glad school was finished. Throughout High School like a ship at sea, I had plotted my course, studying hard. However, the Scholarship that many felt I had rightfully won had somehow ended up going to one of...
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong?”Anthea looked up at her mum as she sat down at the dining table. “Nothing is wrong,” Anthea responded watching as her mum hurriedly dried her hands with a tea towel.“Is the baby okay? Are you okay? Is Jack okay?” she asked as her husband came into the room and pulled up a seat at the table.“We’re all fine Mum,” she responded exasperated with her mum’s anxiety. “I have something to tell you.”“Sit down Helen,” her dad snapped. “Give the lass a chance to speak.”Anthea...
My Golden Summer with Blythe – Part 2 Josh’s childhood dream girl visits him in San Francisco. The Return of Blythe Coming from a small farming community, San Francisco proved to be everything Josh had ever imagined – and then some. He loved the freewheeling atmosphere – the friendliness – in short, he fell in love with the city by the Bay. Because of early retirements, and dedication to his work, he had advanced much quicker than he had ever expected. Arriving at his chic little Apartment...
Uther By Ellie Dauber (c) 2006 Introduction According to the legends of King Arthur, Merlin changed Uther Pendragon into a double for Duke Gorlois, so he could spend the night with Ygraine, the Duke's wife. Ygraine and Gorlois had three daughters: Elaine, Morgause, and Morgan le Faye. During their time together, Ygraine became pregnant with the child who was to become King Arthur. Uther's men killed Gorlois that same night. This is my TG (of course) version of what...
Chapter 11: Althea, the School Girl The infernal screeching of the alarm clock awoke Cal from his reverie. He had been up for about a half-hour, but he had only been lying in bed next to the love of his life. Althea's arms were still clutched about him as he stealthily clicked the snooze button, assuming that it was six o' five in the morning, his usual waking time during the school week. He had been thinking long and hard about the previous two nights. Evan... what have you become? He...
edited by Master Ken Wednesday, September 4th, 2013 "Hi, I am Miss Blythe," I said to my class, writing my name on the whiteboard with a red dry-erase marker. "I will be your World History teacher." It was the first day of the new school year and, as I launched into the course syllabus, my thoughts kept drifting to that day in June at the end of the last term, when my Living God, the Holy Mark Glassner, walked into this very classroom and changed my very outlook on life. I didn't know...
The the wind howled around the quayside as I stepped onto terra firma for the first time in weeks, the wind threw sharp shards of ice to sting our faces as we looked up at the sails as they were finally furled and stowed as our captain grinned at our discomfiture, "Au revoir!" he joked as if he knew we should soon be recalled. Those such as were left, and we were few enough, I shuddered. My best uniform packed securely in my Valise, awaited me, and just a few more duties before I...
As he approached one of the hall's long mirrors he stopped to inspect himself. It was a familiar sight, the flowing, billowy French maid outfit surrounding his body. His arms and legs were outlined in silky, white stockings and arm-gloves. He wore pearl earrings and the lacy white collar around his neck was adorned with a beautiful pendant. It was a gift from mother that he wore every day, without fail. Jon's painted red lips and neatly applied eyeliner and blush were evidence that he was...
PREFACE:There are no sex acts in the story but the patient does have an orgasm as a result of the Ther****t’s physical examination. Part 1 is the Sex Therapy appointment from the patient’s point of view and part 2 is the same examination seen through the eyes of the Ther****t. I don’t think it matters which one you read first.I hope you enjoy it and will let me know what you think in any...
Katherine stepped into her elegant living room and took a book from the shelf. She sat in a plush lounge chair, specifically selecting a chair in the back corner of the room next to an old dumbwaiter that was once used to ferry delicious meals from the downstairs kitchen to the dining room table. She planned to read the book for a short while, but she already knew her attention would soon be diverted. Tonight the dumbwaiter would once again be placed into service, except this time it would be...
Do you know of the porn site Motherless.com? You should. I’ve reviewed it a few times on my site, The Porn Dude, although it was for different genres every time. This time around, I’m going back to this place and looking at a specific and niche little category many of you are just begging me to cover. We’re looking at vintage porn today. While it doesn’t have the same resolution and quality as the porn you can find today, it’s definitely a genre of porn that has a lot of personality to it and...
Vintage Porn SitesI should have known better. I should have remembered that old saying, "If it looks too good to be true, it is." I was in love. She was damned near all I thought about with the exception of my studies and it didn't make sense to me. I prided myself on my intellect and my ability to think logically, but there wasn't anything logical about the way I felt about Althea. She was beautiful, smart and very popular and I was not. I wasn't a bed looking guy, but I was nothing exceptional. I was...
Motherless. A one-word website title that says everything it needs to say. This is a site where the rules are, more or less, completely thrown out the window, morality means absolutely nothing, and there is nobody to save you from it. Hedonism is God here.The site likely is also called this due to the fact that the girls who end up on motherless.com likely have no positive female influence in their lives to keep them from it. Motherless is the place parents spend their whole lives fearing that...
Porn Pictures SitesI always considered Motherless the “4chan” of porn. Not only because Motherless was somewhat popularized there, but because Motherless also encourages users to share their own content in a very open way. This means minimal bullshit like moderation and censorship, and a strong “anything goes” attitude that leads to free and extreme content. It encourages people to create and upload their own homegrown content, like videos of their girlfriend pissing or spycam videos of their cousin....
Amateur Porn SitesWhat is it about Motherless that makes me fucking cum every time? Maybe it is how raw and amateur the porn on the site comes across as, or the content is just that fucking hot. Perhaps it is the fact that there is an astronomical amount of pornography just waiting for a dumb fuck like you to beat off to! I really don’t know, and frankly, I’m not going to pretend that I do.But what I do know is that if you love BBWs, the Motherless.com homepage will not be of much use! Preferably, head on over...
BBW Porn SitesHave you ever heard about a website called Motherless? Home to all kinds of kinky porn niches, with a side of the mainstream crap? If you are into some questionable fap content, you might want to check this website out. Plus, Motherless is a free porn website, so you can browse as much as you fucking want. Now, I am not really here to talk about the website in general… I am here to tell you about their amazing category, called voyeur porn.The world of voyeur fucking is a rather interesting one....
Voyeur Porn SitesClothesline[This story is part of the Leather in Lawnville series.] Clothesline By DuskPetersonYou can tell a lot about a guy from where he shops. Take my friends, who have specialized tastes. Some of them spend their time at the hardware store, while others take an interest in our town's fabric shop, which has needles and pins that make them drool. Still others hang out at the department store, eyeing the cutlery collection. Somehow all of us end up rubbing shoulders at the town's jacket...
The Five Kingdoms of Arstoria had been embroiled in the Great Ancient War for centuries. The war came to an end when Kalace, the Wizard King conquered the five lands and brought them under his rule. Kalace, the Wizard King of Arstoria, conquered all of his opponents who were unable to deal with his overpowering magic. When Kalace had united the five kingdoms, he brought peace to the warring kingdoms and was revered and celebrated by his later generation. Kalace, however, had a dark weakness in...
FantasyWoah, did Motherless.com get a facelift? I know I suggested it in my review, so I guess they listened to me! Well, I’m not going to brag too much about it, and instead, I’m going to focus on what I’ve set out to bring you today. We’re looking at an amateur website, and I just know that many of you are begging for amateur creampie content, so that’s what we’re looking at. I know how much you think Motherless can look sickening and pretty gruesome at times, but the creampie content can be quite...
Creampie Porn SitesNo matter what type of porn you may be in the market for, Motherless has an ample supply of it, and cucking is no different. Actually, this might help to explain how you ended up being such a pussy little cuck.The journey that brought you to my website reading cuck porn reviews started in your childhood. A fair portion of my readership is actually motherless. Why, you ask? Your guys' moms chose a life of cucking and riding cock instead of raising you fucks properly.Don't worry, gents. I'm in...
Cuckold Porn SitesI browsed the horror stash at Motherless all morning, and now I don’t know if I should jack off or go hide in the closet until the danger has passed. Then again, hiding out might give me the perfect opportunity to rub one out in the peace and safety of the dark. Who knows who—or what—might be peeping in the windows with nefarious intent if I sit at my desk and shake my dick at the screen. Just like when I masturbate at the local Starbucks, I’ve got to be sure to balance the potential pleasure...
Extreme Porn WebsitesIncest porn has been a staple of pornography since the very first incel caveman realized that he couldn’t find fresh pussy out and about. He resorted to sniffing a whiff of his mother’s loincloth when she wasn’t looking, and beating his old cave meat into a leather sock.Now personally I’m not into the whole mommy-son dynamic – I’m a classy guy. But it’s no secret people like to get freaky when the lights go out, and if you’ve got a stiffy in your hand and you’re on Motherless, you gotta go...
Incest Porn SitesBlessings of Ala I am Fumnanya. I am a woman of 24 cycles. Two months ago, I sinned. In panic, I stopped an eke, a python in common tongue, from consuming my baby sister, and in doing so, brought harm to one of Mother Ala's servants. In the Odinani teachings of our Igbo culture, Great Mother Ala is the most sacred of the Alusi after Creator Chukwu, she is the land and she judges we whom she allows to live upon her skin. Though I prayed forgiveness for many days at our ihu ala,...
Hi friends, indru tamil kama kathaiyil en sontha thangaiyai epadi oothen endra kudumba tamil kama kathaiyai ungal idam pagirugiren. Vaarungal tamil kama kathaikul selalam, en peyar prathap vayathu 28 aagugirathu. Enaku oru thangi irukiraal aval peyar mala vayathu 26 aagugirathu, avaluku innum thirumanam seiya vilai Avaluku thirumanam seithu vaikum alavirku engal idam ipozhuthu panam ilai, loan apply seithu atharkaaga kathukondu irukirom. Naan oru kama veriyan eppozhuthu pen kidaikum avargalai...
My name is Rebecca. Everyone calls me Becca. I entered the police department right out of college. I progressed rapidly, through different divisions and assignments. I always had my eyes set on Robbery-Homicide and after six years of hard word and dedication, I finally made it. At age thirty, I was youngest female in the division for such a coveted assignment, but I was superb at my job. I made it because of my skill not my gender. It was Saturday. Dispatch called our number just after we had...
TabooThanks to my usual cast and crew of Editors and Advance Readers, most of whom prefer to pretend that they don’t know me and wisely wish to take no responsibility for any part of my addled writings... Il n’est rien de réel que le rêve et l’amour - Nothing is real but dreams and love (from Le Coeur innombrable, IV, Chanson du temps opportun by Anna de Noailles) She was my one true mistress and ever faithful lover, my Green Lady and guardian of my dreams and now that I was back home...
Hi friends, indru kathaiyil en nanbanai kathal seithu emathiriya pennai ootha kathaiyai ungal idam pagirugiren. En tamil kathaiyai inaiya thalathil pathivu seithatharku nandri, en peyar pradeep vayathu 21 aagugirathu. En nanbanai oru pen kathal seithu matter mudinthathum kayati vitu vitaal, athanaal naan avalai usar seithu hardcore seiyanum endru mudithu seithen. En nanban enaku nanban endru kanbithukolamal aval idam muthal muthalil pesi pazhaga aarambithen. Aval pathini pola en idam nadika...
Hi friends, indru tamil kama kathaiyil en kanavanuku theriyamal ilamaiyaana kaal kathalanai eppadi love seithen endra kathaiyai ungal idam pagirugiren. Vaarungal tamil kama kathaikul selalam, enathu peyar jaya vayathu 36 agugirathu. Enaku thirumanam aagi oru paiyan irukiraan pinbu en kanavanuku vayathu 42 agugirathu. Naan santhoshamaaga thaan vaazhnthu vanthukondu irunthen, naan oru teacheraaga velai paarthu varugiren. Naan velai seiyum classku arugil oru veedu irukirathu, antha veetil oru...