Joan the thieving little cunt gets punished
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December 9, 1991, Chicago, Illinois
“What do you think of the ‘Commonwealth of Independent States’?” Elyse asked at breakfast.
“It’s about what I expected. A security, currency, and trade union with relatively open borders. Right now, it’s just Russia, Ukraine, and Belarus. We’ll see what happens in the long run. I don’t know if the Muslim republics will join. If they do, it’ll work, at least for a time. But in the long run, I expect it will fizzle. The key is, no broad civil war.”
“What about another coup?”
“Maybe. But the military seems to have figured out that they’re on the side of Russia, and the KGB is gone as an organization. Something might replace it, but it’ll be Russia-focused, not Soviet-focused.”
“This is good for your friends, right?”
“I’d say so. I can’t imagine how this could be bad for them.”
“Ready to leave?”
“Yes. Let me go find Kara and kiss her, and then say goodbye to the kids.”
Ten minutes later we left for the office. Jamie called about 8:30am with some news.
“BLS agreed to dismiss us from the case, in exchange for us dropping our lawsuit, with one condition.”
“Which is?”
“That both sides agree to not file suit against each other, or their employees, and submit to binding arbitration in the future. Their suit against Nolan would continue, and they offered a settlement to Nolan, but one I think is too large for Nolan to agree to.”
“They’re afraid, Jamie!” I said.
“I agree. But what I don’t know is why.”
A terrible thought came to mind. One that made perfect sense. And one that could potentially be devastating.
“I’ll bet I know,” I sighed.
“What?”
“I suspect Jefferson took copies of at least some of our source code with him. They don’t want us to find out. I can’t imagine any other reason.”
“That thieving bastard! I’ll kill him!” Penny exclaimed from her workstation. “I’ll fly to Boston and kill that little shit! My code?! He’s dead! DEAD!”
I covered the mouthpiece and chuckled, “Relax Penny. I’m on it.”
“How badly would that hurt you?” Jamie asked.
“I guess it depends on what he took. But we don’t limit access to source code except by project. He wouldn’t have access to the medical software, or the stuff we’re doing for Dante, or anything like that. But he’d have full access to the legal software. Son of a bitch! What can we do?”
“Would you have any way of proving it?”
“The change logs and server logs. If he didn’t change anything, we’d still see from the logs that he copied files to his workstation. If he did that without reserving them for changes, and did it right before he left, that would be a good indication. It’s something we should have fucking checked before. Damn it!”
“Relax, Steve. This is a whole new area of law. And a whole new thing for you. But I bet you’ll put new procedures in place now.”
“Absolutely. I’m thinking right off the bat a program to analyze the log files and flag any suspicious activity. It’s pretty simple to do that. And maybe more granularity for access to the source code, but that’s more difficult at this point. I’ve read some articles on the topic, but nobody has really solved the problem very well at this point.”
“Get those things in place as best you can. And let me know right away if you find anything in the logs. We can use that to turn the tables on BLS.”
“I wish I’d thought of this months ago,” I sighed. “They’ve had six months or so to analyze our code!”
“If you can prove it, you’ll own BLS before we’re finished.”
“What?”
“We’ll ask for damages in excess of their capitalization.”
“Their stuff is shit, Jamie. I like having a competitor I can use as a whipping boy. The guys in Dallas, Lone Star Systems, are the real competition.”
“So what do you want to do?”
I chuckled, “Licensing. We won’t sue them if they pay us a license fee for every copy of their upcoming Windows version. Say, $200 per copy per year.”
By Cindi’s competitive estimates, that would work out to more than $40,000 per year.
“Don’t you want more?”
“No. It’s about making a point. I have the stick if I need to use it. Show them the carrot. Oh, and we have the first right of refusal to buy them out if they try to get sneaky and sell the company.”
“Get your proof, and I’ll see what I can do!”
I hung up and dialed Sam’s extension and asked her to come in. When she did, I had her shut the door.
“I need you to do something that takes priority over everything. I’ll clear it with Dave.”
“What?”
“Write a program to analyze the server logs and change logs. I want it to spit out any anomalies, like someone copying the entire source code directory to their PC, or files they wouldn’t normally work on.”
“That’s a bit tougher, because most people work on everything. What about them copying more than normal? Develop some sort of baseline and then compare it backwards. And spit out that report every morning.”
“Perfect. But I also need you to review the logs for right before one of our former employees, Jefferson, left. See if he downloaded large portions of the code in the two months before he left.”
“You think he stole our source code? And gave it to our competitor?”
“It’s possible. BLS seems anxious to settle, and in a way that would limit our ability to go after them for anything. That makes me very suspicious.”
“I’ll need administrative access to the server. I don’t have that.”
I turned to my workstation and tapped on the keys.
“Done. You have the keys to the kingdom.”
“Take that away once I do this, please. It’s too risky for you or anyone but Julia, Dave, and Elyse to have that.”
“I will.”
“I’ll let you know this afternoon about the logs. The program will probably take a couple of days to write and test.”
“Whatever resources you need, Sam. Anything!”
“Got it!”
“Send Dave in, please.”
She left and Dave was at my door a minute later. I had him sit down, with the door shut, and I explained to him what I needed and why. Unsurprisingly, he reacted in almost the same way Penny had, though without the murder threat. We had a brief discussion and before he left, Sam was back at the door. I motioned for her to come in, and she did, closing the door behind her again.
“A complete copy of the legal software source code. The day before his last day here.”
“He’s fucking dead, Steve!” Penny swore.
“Let’s call Jamie,” I said. “And Penny, please be quiet.”
“But...”
“Penelope!” I said firmly.
“I’m going to fucking kill him,” she muttered under her breath, and went back to typing on her workstation.
I dialed Jamie’s number and was put right through.
“The entire source code,” I said. “On the last full day he worked before he turned in his notice.”
“DO NOT spread that knowledge around. You have to tell the Board, but keep it closely held until then. Who knows?”
“Sam, our new Principal Software Engineer, Dave, Penny, and me.”
“No more. Not even Julia or Elyse right now. Call each member of the Board individually and tell them. And tell your people to keep quiet. Preserve those logs!”
“They’re on backups, including the ones in your offices, as well as on the server. And I’ll tell them. Thanks, Jamie.”
We hung up and I admonished Dave, Sam, and Penny to not say a word to anyone. Dave and Sam left, and shut the door behind them. I made calls to my dad and Joyce who I got on the phone immediately, but had to leave messages for Karl, Al Barton, and Beth. They called back over the course of the afternoon. To a person, they were shocked, angry, and while not as vocal or violent about it as Penny, demanded immediate retribution. I explained what I’d asked Jamie to do and promised to get back to them.
I was pissed, mostly at Jefferson for the betrayal of trust, but also at myself for not thinking about it before the call with Jamie. I trusted every one of my employees implicitly. Now, I couldn’t. The question was, how far should I take the measures.
December 10, 1991, Chicago, Illinois
“I think I’ll head out today,” Aimee said at breakfast.
“A day early?” I asked.
“I did the sightseeing I wanted to, and your time is really limited because of work, so it makes sense. I got you Saturday and Sunday, and we did spend a bit of time together last night. I decided to head to Lansing, Michigan. I have a friend from the Academy who’s on leave. She has shore duty. Pearl Harbor.”
“Nice gig if you can get it!”
“Lots of guys; great weather; I could get a nice tan! But I’d rather be where I am. I’m pretty sure women are going to be assigned to combat ships soon, and I want to be there. I’m better than most of those idiot guys I graduated with, and it sure as hell doesn’t take a pair of testicles to give the order to fire cruise missiles! Or torpedoes for that matter. Subs are a bit more difficult than a carrier or a cruiser in terms of bunks and staterooms.”
“You’d serve on a sub?”
“I’d serve on the moon if it meant a combat command!”
“Moonraker aside, I don’t see THAT happening anytime soon! But I hope you get your wish. I also hope you never, ever have to give those orders except in training.”
“We’re on the same page. Peace is better. But if they want war? Fuck ‘em. They die. Fast. But it’s also about proving to all those little boys who think the uniform alone gives them the right to command and no women are allowed in their little club. Well, I got news for them, I’m BETTER than they are. Meaner. Tougher.”
“Damn, Aimee! What happened to that sweet, nice girl I met when she was seventeen?”
“She’s still here. But you hit on my hot issue. I know YOU think I’m fit. It’s the limp dicks in the Pentagon and Congress that don’t. Give me training in an F-14 and I’ll wax the ass of every ‘Top Gun’ qualified pilot in the fleet.”
“Of that, I have no doubt. When will you be back Stateside?”
“Years, probably. I’ll keep in touch. If you ever make it to Japan, let me know.”
“Funny you should mention that, but I may well be visiting Japan this coming year or the one after it, to train with an 9th Dan master for a month.”
“Cool. Well, if you do, let me know in advance. If we’re in port, I’d love to get together.”
“I’ll give you a lift to Meigs. It’s silly for you to take a cab.”
“Thanks.”
Ninety minutes later, I watched as her Piper climbed away from Chicago, and turned out over Lake Michigan. When I lost sight of the plane, I got back into my car, drove home, and then walked to the office. As seemed to be the case just about every day, there was an issue waiting for me. A message to call the FBI. I shook my head, took a couple of deep breaths, the dialed Jack Switzer. He was in court, so I asked for him to call back and set the phone message aside to deal with when he returned.
I didn’t hear from him before lunch, so I asked Keri to have him call my mobile if he called while I was out, and went for my usual Tuesday lunch at the diner where Crystal worked.
“I decided,” she said with a smirk.
“Oh?”
“On how you can make it up to me.”
“I’m all ears,” I said.
“Oh, I hope not!” she cooed sexily.
“I know you better than that,” I said with a huge grin.
“Damn you!”
“Sorry, that was just too obvious after what you said last week.”
“And you couldn’t play along? Just for a bit?”
“I suppose I could have, but it’s kind of silly to try it now.”
“Because you’re a spoilsport!”
“So, how can I make it up to you?”
“Buy me a really nice dinner. The kind where you have to wear a suit and tie and I have to wear a dress.”
“I can do that,” I said. “It’s certainly a reasonable request from a friend. Did you have a place in mind?”
“There’s a really nice upscale place in Bucktown. Apparently the guy who owns it is a master chef and has the most amazing dishes.”
I suppressed my reaction. She was talking about Alex’s place. This could be LOADS of fun. I had to be careful not to do anything that would upset her, but I sure as heck could enlist some help from Alex.
“Do you know the name of the place?” I asked, feigning ignorance.
“Bucktown Bistro,” she said. “One of my friends went there with her boyfriend. I guess they do an amazing New Year’s Eve thing, too. But you have to be twenty-one.”
You didn’t, but Alex tried to limit the under twenty-one crowd. I knew he’d make an exception for me, but I had my own party to run that night.
“I’ll call for reservations. What night works for you?”
“How about Sunday?”
My anniversary? As understanding and accommodating as Jessica and Kara were, there was no way in HELL that was going to happen.
“That won’t work for me, sorry. The following Sunday, the 22nd should be OK.”
“No, I’m going home on that Saturday for Christmas break. Could you do this Friday? Do you think you could get reservations?”
Of course I could. Alex would do whatever I asked. I might owe him a favor, but it would be well worth it.
“All I can do is try. If I can’t, I suspect it will have to wait until you come back for the new quarter in January.”
“Let me know.”
“How?” I asked.
“Call my dorm. Let me give you the number.”
She wrote it down and then went to put in my lunch order. I ate, and then returned to the office.
“Steve, an Ensign Shaughnessy called and said she made it safely to Lansing.”
“Thanks, Keri. Did Jack call?”
“Not yet. When he does, I’ll put him right through.”
“I may be on the phone. If so, buzz Penny so I can take the call.”
“Will do.”
My phone was configured with ‘do not disturb’ when I was on a call, but we’d agreed on using Penny’s phone as a bypass to that if I asked for it in advance, or there was a true emergency. Usually, though, someone would come to the door and signal me if necessary. I went to my office, shut the door and called Alex’s private line.
“I need a favor,” I said.
“Anything. What can I do for you?”
“I need a reservation for two for Friday, at 8:00pm. The quietest, most romantic table you have.”
“Well, you don’t make simple requests! I’ll have to do some fancy footwork. You know we’re booked solid on Fridays.”
“I do, but I have my reasons for asking.”
“Which are?”
I explained and he was laughing hard by the end. So was Penny, who shook her head, rolled her eyes, and mouthed ‘another victim’. I’d deal with her later.
“I think we can have some real fun here. She’s just a friend?”
“Yes. Nothing romantic between us.”
“Speaking of romantic, I have everything set for you for Sunday.”
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October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I went to my room, closed the door and dialed my old number in Milford and Stephanie answered. “Hi, Stephanie!” “Hey, Big Bro! How’s Chicago?” “Pretty good. A lot of stuff is happening. But I have a favor to ask. Well, really, it’s a favor from Ed. I’m coming home this weekend and I was wondering if I could borrow the keys to the apartment.” “You and Kara? On Saturday? I’m sure the answer is yes. Where are you staying?” “I was going to call Mrs. Spencer...
September 1982, Chicago, Illinois The weekend was quiet and besides homework, I worked on the program changes for Frank, called Karin, Tatyana, and Kara, and hung out with my usual study group. Monday was refreshingly normal. On Tuesday morning, I handed Katy my completed intake form. She put it in an envelope and stuck it in her bag. She said she’d let me know soon about the interview. On Tuesday afternoon, after having lunch with Stephie, I made my rounds and then I headed over to Sigma...
October 1982, Chicago, Illinois The drive back to Chicago was as uneventful as usual, and I arrived at the apartment just before 6:00pm. When I arrived, Elyse and Stephie were sitting on the couch and Jackie was sitting on the loveseat. Stephie hopped up as I opened the door and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. “Hi, Peaches!” I said. “Glad you’re home, Yankee!” “Hi, Steve,” Elyse and Jackie both said. “Hey,” I replied. “How was the weekend?” “Well, it was just Kurt with me, Stephie,...
September 4, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “These are really interesting pieces,” I said to Siobhán. Kimmy, Elyse, and I were reviewing the two completed pieces that she’d done as examples of what the series would look like. “You don’t like them?” Siobhán asked pensively. “No, I do! Why would you think I didn’t?” “Usually when someone says ‘interesting’ about abstract art it means they don’t like it.” “Sorry, in this case I meant it. Maybe ‘intriguing’ would have been a better word.” She...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
June 11, 1989, Chicago, Illinois It was just after 3:00am when I kissed Trish goodbye. She’d been an enthusiastic, energetic, and adventurous lover. We’d done just about anything either of us could think of, though her breasts weren’t large enough for a tit-fuck. The last time had been in the shower where we’d ostensibly gone to clean up afterwards, but instead I ended up taking her from behind as she leaned against the wall of the shower. “I think I’ll have you again, Steve Adams,” she...
May 1978 The first couple of weeks in May were busy with school, work, and friends. Except for Becky, I didn’t even have any dates. But I was OK with that. Well, almost OK. I wanted to see Anna, but it likely wasn’t going to happen until school was out. I had tutoring sessions with Melanie, but she still wouldn’t talk to me about anything other than Spanish. Barely a hello. I was grateful for the tutoring, but it was maddening seeing my friend this way. I hoped someday she could understand...
March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
August 15, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Whoa!” Cynthia declared, as she turned the pages in The New Joy of Sex. “All these positions! I want to try them!” She was paging through the section of the book which had lots of illustrations. “Wait!” she gasped, as she turned the page. “Bondage? Whoa! He has her tied to the bed!” “That might be fun,” I grinned. “And then I can tie YOU to the bed?” she asked with a silly smirk. “I suppose turn-about is fair play.” “And threesomes?” “That might not...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
I My name is Teddy Carlson. I’m twenty-two years old and I fucked my stepmother. Not just once in some momentary lapse of judgement. But again and again…and again. Before you judge me, there’s a few things you need to understand. First, Dad and I never exactly got on like a house on fire. He was the CIO of a large hedge fund which meant that he wasn’t around much. He travelled to Europe regularly and commuted during the week to Manhattan for meetings. When he was home, he was...
This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual or past events and individuals is entirely coincidental. All characters are 18 years of age or over.IMy name is Teddy Carlson. I’m twenty-two years old and I fucked my stepmother. Not just once in some momentary lapse of judgement. But again and again…and again. Before you judge me, there’s a few things you need to understand. First, Dad and I never exactly got on like a house on fire. He was the CIO of a large hedge fund which meant that he...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
February 16, 1997, Chicago, Illinois Our conversation during the Rap Session was about how to find ‘truth’ and both Elizabeth and I made a strong case for skepticism as the best approach to life. “But if you don’t believe anything is true, how can you decide what to do?” Brenna asked after a lengthy discussion about how to know what was true. “Remember what we said about listening carefully?” Elizabeth asked. “We operate as if the things we’ve come to believe actually are true, but always...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...