A Well Lived Life Book 9 AnalaChapter 75 Callie
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October 31, 1988, Chicago, Illinois
“There was no race yesterday?” Kara asked while I was showering after my run with Jacquelyn.
“No. There’s one next week. We didn’t watch last week’s race because I was so preoccupied. I saw the results in the paper. Rusty Wallace won again, but Bill finished fourth and Earnhardt fifth. Bill has a 79 point lead on Wallace and a 198 point lead on Earnhardt. With two races to go, Labonte is out of it because he’s 508 points back. They race in Phoenix next week, then two weeks later in Atlanta to end the season. Two top-fives will lock it up for Bill.”
“You just don’t seem excited by that right now.”
“No. I know it’s important because of Stephie, but with Jess gone, I just can’t get excited about much of anything. I’m just barely keeping it together. For once I’m glad that I’m so busy that I don’t have time to think. But even then, she creeps into my thoughts when I’m busy and it makes it hard to focus.”
“Is Gwen going to call you after the deposition today?”
“Yes. I think Bethany has the strategy pegged. It’s all about trying to get more money from me.”
“Could that be what this is about? Just money?”
“But that would make no sense. A DNA test with both the father and the mother’s DNA is conclusive. It CAN’T be a shakedown. If it was, they would have folded as soon as I demanded the DNA test. Carla has to believe it’s true. And if she does, I can’t see how it can’t be.”
“You don’t think there could have been another guy?”
“Possible, but not likely. It makes no sense for there to have been another guy. Bethany agrees with me on that. Remember, she talked to Carla about her issues.”
I finished my shower, dressed, kissed Kara and Birgit and headed to the office. I couldn’t work with Jeri because I had conversion work to do. I’d also miss working with her on Tuesday, as I had to go up to Milwaukee to Belarus. Jeri and I were making good progress, and we felt we’d finish for a mid-January demo that would actually work, though not be feature complete. And I was on my best behavior, and careful not to say or do anything to upset her. The last thing I needed was another talk with Dave, or worse, with the Board of Directors. I’d gotten some time from Jack to do a bit of QA on what Jeri and I had completed so far and he’d given us some advice on minor changes to make.
Gwen called at 3:20pm, just after I’d returned from IIT, to report on the deposition.
“I think Bethany is right about their strategy. I should have guessed that myself. Based on what I heard today, I don’t think they’ll win the motion on Wednesday, and I wouldn’t be surprised if they simply withdraw it tomorrow. Their emergency appeal of the dismissal of the separate maintenance claim was rejected. They can proceed with that only after the case is completely resolved.”
“Interesting,” I said. “So it wasn’t ruled on?”
“No. It was what’s called an ‘interlocutory appeal’. Those don’t often succeed. Basically, they have to wait for the entire case to be decided then they can appeal everything. It’s about judicial economy - one visit to the Court of Appeals versus several. It’s going to come down to the DNA test. Once those results are in, we’ll worry about the child support amount and custody and visitation.”
“So you think I’m the father?”
“After the deposition, I can’t see how you aren’t. She claims that she only had sex once before the baby was born, and it was with you. She also said that from the time you first went out until the baby was born; she never even kissed another guy. I feel that she was telling the truth. That’s pretty damning by itself, and if it is true, then we both know what the DNA test is going to show.”
“Does she have a boyfriend or husband?” I asked.
“She’s engaged. That may be part of the reason for the sole custody claim. She may want her future husband to adopt Rachel.”
“I am NOT going to give up my parental rights without a fight,” I said.
“I know. I’ve put her attorney on notice of that fact. One thing that works in your favor, and this is a bit cynical, is that you have a lot more money than she does. You can afford to fight longer - a lot longer. She’ll try to recover her attorney fees, but we’ll argue that she didn’t give you a chance to accept paternity and agree to child support in advance of her suit, and because of that, she’s not entitled to recover the fees.”
“What a mess,” I sighed.
“Yes. But so far, it’s gone about as well as can be expected. I’ll let you know what happens with the hearing on the restraining order.”
“Thanks, Gwen,” I said.
As I had done every day since Jess had left, I went to the hospital to wait outside. And as had happened nearly every day, Alicia came out and told me that Jess had left the hospital via the garage. I’d been tempted to try to confront her in the hospital, but the last thing I wanted to do was cause trouble. I thanked Alicia, and went inside and went up to Doctor Barton’s office. After a five minute wait, I was shown in.
“I was going to call you,” he said. “Jessica has a disciplinary hearing Thursday at 1:00pm.”
“Medical or behavioral?” I asked.
“Behavioral. She got into a shouting match with a medical student this morning. The Chief Resident wanted to suspend her on the spot, but I talked him out of it and he requested the hearing.”
“Oh, God damn,” I sighed.
“Nobody can talk to her, Steve. I’m at my wits end, as I’m sure you are.”
“What’s going to happen?” I asked.
“It all depends on how she handles herself at the hearing. I thought about asking you to be there to speak for her, but I’m concerned that that might set her off.”
“You think she’s going to be suspended, don’t you,” I said as a statement, not a question.
“Yes.”
“Then I’m going to be there. I don’t care if she hates me at this point, I can’t let her throw away her medical career.”
“You’re a good man, Steve. Maybe a suspension is what she needs, but I agree, we can’t let that happen without a fight. Come to my office on Thursday at about 12:45pm and we’ll go to the hearing together. I’ll let the hospital administrator know that you’re going to speak, but I won’t tell anyone else in advance.”
“Thanks, Al,” I said.
We shook hands and I headed home.
“Jess is in real trouble,” I told Kara when she got home. “She’s probably going to be suspended. She’s been acting out at work.”
“Acting out? Like a little kid?”
“I don’t know what else to call it,” I said. “There’s a hearing on Thursday. I talked to Al Barton, and I’m going to speak for her. I don’t care if she hates my guts, I can’t let her ruin her career.”
“I’m coming too! What time?”
“I’m supposed to meet Al at his office at 12:45,” I said.
“I’ll end my office hours early,” Kara said. “I’ll be there. I’ll make sure Veronica can stay with the kids. What happened with the deposition?”
“Nothing good,” I said. “Gwen is convinced that Carla is telling the truth that I’m the only guy she was with before the baby was born. The custody stuff is probably a combination of what Bethany thought plus the fact that Carla is engaged and likely wants her new husband to adopt Rachel.”
“Can they do that?”
“Only if they terminate my parental rights, and that’s not likely. I’ll fight tooth and nail to prevent that. You know me and my kids.”
“I do. You’ve never even seen this little girl and you’re already fiercely protective of her.”
“If she’s mine, and I am sure that she is, you can be damned sure I’m going to be part of her life!”
November 1, 1988, Milwaukee, Wisconsin and Chicago, Illinois
“Do you think you’ll be done before lunch?” Chris Gibson asked with a smirk.
“Yes, but I’m not going to be good company,” I warned.
“What’s wrong? Did I do something?”
I shook my head, “No. Let me get to work, please.”
“OK,” she said, sounding sad.
I went to the empty office next to hers and logged into the computer and started to work. My drive up had been agonizing because I hadn’t been able to get Jessica’s situation off my mind. I badly wanted her back, but even more I wanted her to be a doctor. She was, without question, going to be a fantastic trauma surgeon who would potentially save many lives. But first, Doctor Barton and I had to try to convince her to save her career.
I finished the work that Chris had for me at 12:30pm and she practically begged me to take her to lunch. I refused several times, before finally relenting, and agreeing to go to Waukesha for Ponza Rottas. We took both cars, and parked side-by-side in the lot, and went into the restaurant.
“What’s bothering you?” Chris asked after we ordered.
“Just some stuff at home,” I said.
“Did you get in trouble for what we did last time you were here?”
I shook my head, “No. That was NOT the issue. And before you ask the next question, yes, I very much enjoyed it.”
“But you aren’t interested now?”
“No,” I said. “And please don’t think it has anything to do with you. Let me work out my issues, and then you can ask again. I can’t promise for the future, but for now I have to say ‘no’.”
“OK. I just thought maybe I could cheer you up and make you feel really good.”
“Oh, you could make me feel really good, but nobody can cheer me up right now.”
“Will you tell me what’s going on?”
“It’s complicated,” I sighed.
“Everything with you is complicated!”
“Sorry, I guess I overuse that word. The biggest issue right now is that my wife might be suspended from her medical Residency program. I can’t give you any details, but she has a hearing on Thursday.”
“Oh, wow! That’s harsh. I guess I can see why having sex isn’t on the top of your list of things to do right now.”
“Exactly,” I said.
We had our lunch and when we finished, Chris gave me a kiss on the cheek, told me she hoped everything worked out, and I headed back to Chicago. I got home just in time to walk to the hospital to sit in my usual spot.
“You heard?” Alicia said when she came out.
“I did,” I sighed. “Have you talked to her?”
“I don’t even try any more. Nobody does. Everyone pretty much hates her at this point - the nurses, the Residents, the medical students. She’s a pariah in the ER. They’ll be thrilled if she’s suspended.”
“Fuck,” I said.
“She doesn’t care,” Alicia said. “In fact, at this point, I don’t think she cares about anything at all.”
“Shit,” I said. “I guess I’ll go back to my office,” I said.
“Walk me to my car?” she asked.
“Sure, I guess,” I said.
We walked down the sidewalk, and turned towards the parking lot. It was more or less on the way back to the office, so it wasn’t out of my way. She walked up to a VW bug.
“This is me. Thanks. I’m sorry for everything that’s going on.”
“Me too,” I said.
“If you want some cheering up, or just want to forget, I have a bottle of Jack Daniel’s at home. We can order some pizza and get obliterated.”
“I’m not sure that’s the best plan for either of us. You have a shift early tomorrow and I don’t drink to get drunk.”
“Then have some pizza, a drink, and some good company.”
She was cute, had a nice body, and was clearly available. But I wasn’t interested in blowing apart even what I considered was a slim chance of reconciliation with Jessica.
“I’m flattered, but no. Now is not the time to do something like that.”
“She doesn’t care about you anymore,” Alicia said.
“I know,” I sighed. “But I still care about her.”
Alicia got into her car and I walked back to the office to put the finishing touches on a proposal, then went home and spent the evening cooped up in the bedroom with Kara, just cuddling and taking comfort in the love of my remaining wife and my daughter.
November 2, 1988, Chicago, Illinois
“What’s going on?” Elyse asked as I pounded away furiously on the keyboard of my Unix server.
“I’m talking to some people about some sort of e-mail worm that’s spreading rapidly around ARPAnet. It’s taken down a bunch of systems. It seems to affect the Digital VAX and Sun systems. I tried to send electronic mail to Scott but I haven’t heard back from him. I’m not sure if he got it or not.”
“Worm?”
“Some kind of self-replicating code that’s taking down computers. Mine can’t be affected because it doesn’t spread via UUCP - the protocol my modem uses.”
“Who did it? The Russians?”
“What?” I chuckled. “In retaliation for Reagan ordering the new American Embassy in Moscow to be torn down because it was riddled with bugs?”
Elyse laughed, “I still don’t see how that happened.”
“Why? They had to use Soviet contractors. Who do you think THEY work for?”
“Uh, yeah. Never mind. Duh!”
“Exactly. Sure, this could be them, but it could also be something that got away from some college kid or researcher at one of the companies on ARPAnet. It’ll take some time to sort out.”
“So you aren’t trying to solve the problem?”
“Nope. I’m just a spectator!”
November 3, 1988, Chicago, Illinois
“Hi Steve,” Al said. “Kara, I didn’t expect you to be here.”
“I had to come, Doctor Barton,” Kara said. “I can’t let Steve or Jessica go through this alone.”
“Any update on the paternity suit?” he asked.
“No. They lost their attempt to get a restraining order and their interlocutory appeal. I have the DNA swab and blood draw on Friday at the lab. Carla and Rachel will have theirs next week. We should have a definitive answer the first or second week of December, but I have to tell you, that after Monday’s deposition, we’re all convinced that I’m the father.”
“Let’s worry about that after Jessica’s hearing. You’ll have up to five minutes. Focus on what you know about her. Her dedication. Her love of medicine. Her abilities. Acknowledge that she’s been under stress. Don’t give any details, but you can say that you’re part of it or responsible for it. Bringing up the separation is dicey. It could go either way.”
“What do you mean?”
“It could reinforce her erratic behavior or it could be seen as a cause of the stress. I can’t say for sure how it will be taken.”
“Who makes the decision?”
“The Chief ER Resident, Chief Surgical Resident, an Attending from each service, and the hospital administrator. I’d normally fill one of the slots, but I’m speaking for her so I’m not allowed to. I had to weigh that as well. I don’t think one vote will matter. It’s going to be 5-0 one way or the other. It’s our job to convince them to not suspend her. I’m warning you that it’s a tough row to hoe. If she does get suspended, we want it to be for as short a time as possible. And we do that by showing that she’s been under intense stress.”
“Damn,” I said.
“This is very serious. I hear Alicia talked to you yesterday, and what she told you is true. Jessica is not liked at all at the moment. I don’t know that everyone hates her, but it’s close.”
“OK. Let’s do this,” I said firmly.
We followed Doctor Barton to a conference room which had rows of chairs, plus a table in front with five chairs. There were several doctors and nurses sitting in the chairs, but nobody at the table. Jessica wasn’t in the room. We sat down in the third row, and waited as doctors and nurses filed in, and the front table filled up. About one minute before the hearing was to start, Jessica came in. She saw us and I smiled, but she just glared at me.
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January 17, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “What time do you have to leave this morning?” Kara asked as we showered together on Tuesday morning. “About 8:30am,” I said. “I’m driving over to get Jeri, then heading to O’Hare. We have an 11:00am flight. Assuming all goes well, we’ll be in the office by 3:00pm Pacific time. We’ll spend a couple hours going over the software then go to dinner. The demo is tomorrow. Our flight back on Thursday leaves LA at 11:00am, so we’ll be home by 8:00pm, I...
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March 4, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “Thanks for calling back,” I said when Keri put Dante’s call through to my phone. “Is there a problem with the project?” he asked. “From a technical standpoint, everything is fine. I’ll be blunt, because that’s how we deal with each other. I need you to stop hitting on my female staff members. And I need you to stop right now.” “Who complained?” “Does it matter? It’s not the first time. I’ve heard it from more than one of my female staff members over the...
July 22, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Albert, do you have everything packed?” Mom asked. “Yes, Mom!” I replied, rolling my eyes because she’d asked before I went to bed. “He’ll be fine, Babe,” Dad said. “Let’s walk to the hospital.” I usually didn’t get up early, but Dad had suggested it would help Mom if I walked to the hospital with her because I was leaving to see Jane for three weeks. Mom, Dad, Aunt Kara and I left the house and headed down the sidewalk towards the hospital where Mom and...
It had not been my intention to see Janet and Berry off. I didn't think I could bear to see them leave. But as the hour of their departure approached, Ruth must have seen me keeping an eye on the clock. At first, I declined her offer to let me take a few minutes off. I argued that it was the middle of our rush hour. She whispered something to Ben, and he ordered me to get out of his kitchen, adding that he was concerned that in my present state of mind, I was an accident waiting to...
October 26, 1987, Chicago, Illinois The call I was expecting came just before 3:00pm on Monday afternoon. “You’re killing me!” Dante Puccini screamed into the phone. “Dante, could you please not scream into the phone,” I said, trying to sound as calm as I possibly could. “Hey, if somebody tried to stick it up your ass you’d scream!” I suppressed a chuckle. Elyse HAD done that, and a whole lot more, and I hadn’t screamed. “Dante, you asked us to solve a problem that every single vendor...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
May 14, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Start talking!” Melanie demanded when I sat down in her office about an hour later. “There isn’t much to say. Katya found the information for me when I asked her to look into several things about Brandon Littleton, Kevin Lomax, and John Milton.” “Do you know more about him?” “A LOT more. I don’t think you want to know.” “Probably not, but I’m your criminal defense attorney, and even though San Antonio doesn’t have you involved in this, you know the CPD...
“So, how should we do these Stone’s songs?” Phil asked at our rehearsal session. “I think we all know the music, we just need to come up with a pretty awesome arrangement; we don’t want to sound like yet another cheap cover band.” “I had some ideas, if it’s okay for me to make some suggestions,” Allison said. “Of course it is,” Phil said. “Everyone can have a say, there’s no rule that says you can’t participate in the discussion.” “Thanks, Phil, I guess being the newest here, I’m a bit...
May 11, 1992, Chicago, Illinois Monday was turning out to be a LONG day. After my run and talk with Gina, and my talk with Elyse, I had a full day at the office scheduled. First was our leadership meeting in the morning, and then I had status meetings with each team. At lunch I’d gone to see Siobhán and explained that I was going to break off the sexual relationship, but that I wanted to remain friends. She was disappointed, but admitted that Thursday would have been the last time, since she...
January 19, 1989, En-Route from LAX to ORD When the engines of the plane started, Jeri reached over and took my hand. She held it while we pushed away from the gate, and taxied for takeoff. Her grip tightened a bit as we hurtled down the runway, but nothing like the death grip she’d had on my arm for the flight out. The plane roared its way into the air and once we leveled out, Jeri’s grip loosened but she didn’t let go of my hand. “How are you doing?” I asked with a touch of...
September 1982, Chicago, Illinois The weekend was quiet and besides homework, I worked on the program changes for Frank, called Karin, Tatyana, and Kara, and hung out with my usual study group. Monday was refreshingly normal. On Tuesday morning, I handed Katy my completed intake form. She put it in an envelope and stuck it in her bag. She said she’d let me know soon about the interview. On Tuesday afternoon, after having lunch with Stephie, I made my rounds and then I headed over to Sigma...
October 1982, Chicago, Illinois The drive back to Chicago was as uneventful as usual, and I arrived at the apartment just before 6:00pm. When I arrived, Elyse and Stephie were sitting on the couch and Jackie was sitting on the loveseat. Stephie hopped up as I opened the door and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. “Hi, Peaches!” I said. “Glad you’re home, Yankee!” “Hi, Steve,” Elyse and Jackie both said. “Hey,” I replied. “How was the weekend?” “Well, it was just Kurt with me, Stephie,...
June 11, 1989, Chicago, Illinois It was just after 3:00am when I kissed Trish goodbye. She’d been an enthusiastic, energetic, and adventurous lover. We’d done just about anything either of us could think of, though her breasts weren’t large enough for a tit-fuck. The last time had been in the shower where we’d ostensibly gone to clean up afterwards, but instead I ended up taking her from behind as she leaned against the wall of the shower. “I think I’ll have you again, Steve Adams,” she...
May 1978 The first couple of weeks in May were busy with school, work, and friends. Except for Becky, I didn’t even have any dates. But I was OK with that. Well, almost OK. I wanted to see Anna, but it likely wasn’t going to happen until school was out. I had tutoring sessions with Melanie, but she still wouldn’t talk to me about anything other than Spanish. Barely a hello. I was grateful for the tutoring, but it was maddening seeing my friend this way. I hoped someday she could understand...
March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
October 5, 1988, Chicago, Illinois “Remind me why we’re watching this?” I asked Elyse. “Because none of us know a thing about Dan Quayle and this debate with Senator Bentsen is probably the only time we’ll get to see much of him.” “Jess, didn’t you say he was pretty much a zero?” I asked. “He votes consistently with the Republicans, the way you would expect, did the usual ‘help the constituents’ thing, but otherwise, I can’t recall a single thing he did.” The debate proceeded along...
Halloween is a silly holiday. People dress up in silly outfits and beg for candy. We live in a spread-out neighborhood that is part up-scale homes and part farm homes. Any trick or treating to be done had to be done using transportation. Several of our neighbors had a golf cart that they used to haul garden stuff around their property, they didn’t make golf carts big enough for the Herd, so we used the 16-passenger van we had decided to buy, and we drove the Herd from house to house in...
As the plane touched down and motored over to where it could be serviced, we stood around less than five minutes waiting for the courtesy van to take us to long-term parking. We cruised the lot until we found the two Broncos next to my dad’s 1976 Cadillac Sedan Deville, I had keys to the blue Bronco, and so I unlocked the doors. We put all the luggage in my truck Pam and my ladies got in her truck, My parents and their ladies got in the Caddy; they let me drive my own truck Whoopee! We all...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
You know, when you read "The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" with a modern understanding of science, as a person who understands chemistry, biology, and psychology, the rational part of your mind will tell you it's not possible. That it makes for a fun story, but you could not drink a potion and transform either physically or mentally like the title character of that book. You can't change yourself like that. But the irrational part, oh it wishes you could. It looks at...