Culture Clash
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July 6, 1997, Chicago, Illinois
“Happy Birthday, Albert!” I said to him when I walked into the house on Sunday afternoon.
“Thanks! My friends just left!”
“We’re having another celebration tonight with the whole family, but right now, Dad needs a nap.”
“OK! I’ll show you my presents later, OK?”
“Absolutely.”
Kara came to the stairs and walked up to our room with me. She shut the door behind us, and I stripped down to get into bed.
“She wore you out?” Kara asked.
“You have no idea!” I grinned.
“Well, if I could only have you for one day, I think I’d do the same thing! Are you both happy?”
“Yes. Wake me in time to get Jess, please.”
“I will.”
We kissed and I slipped into bed, and was asleep before I heard the door close. I slept soundly, and Kara woke me at 5:40pm, which gave me enough time to wake up and quickly dress so we could leave to get Jessica. We walked quickly to the hospital, only to have to wait until about 6:20pm for Jessica to come out due to a major trauma which had come in about an hour-and-a-half earlier.
“You look frazzled,” I said.
“A five-car pileup on the Dan Ryan. We got them all because, well, who the heck knows? Dad got called in because he was close. I kept an eye on him.”
I laughed, “I’ll be sure to let him know the next time I have lunch with him!”
“I’m TEASING, Tiger!” Jessica protested.
“And so am I!” I replied. “But in all seriousness, you gave him the less critical cases, didn’t you?”
“Yes. But that was mostly because we couldn’t exactly leave them to bleed to death or become paralyzed or whatever while we waited for him! The people called in usually get the less serious cases just because of triage.”
“Tom was working today, right?”
“Yes. I didn’t even have time to talk to him other than get vitals for a six-year-old whose head hit the side window. Skull fracture and blood loss.”
“What the heck?”
“One of the nurses talked to one of the firemen. A semi lost control and flipped, and cars slammed on their brakes and lost control trying to avoid it. A couple of them spun and this one got t-boned.”
“Sounds similar to the wreck in Georgia when I had my first concussion,” I replied. “I stopped but the guy behind me slammed into my Trans Am. Did they all make it?”
“Except for the truck driver, but I’ll wager anything you care to that he had a heart attack. He was in full arrest when they brought him in and we never got so much as a beep on the machine that goes ‘ping’!”
“Only you could make a Monty Python joke in this situation!”
“Tiger, you know we have to joke or we’ll all go batshit crazy!”
“Uhm, go?” I asked with a grin.
She smacked my shoulder hard, but both she and Kara were laughing with me.
“How was your date?”
“She wore him out!” Kara said. “He came home and went straight to bed!”
“Then I suppose it’s a good thing it’s the little girl’s turn tonight!” Jessica teased. “He couldn’t handle us!”
“I got four hours of sleep,” I said. “Tiger is ready to roar if you need him to!”
“Unfortunately, it’s Albert’s birthday and Dad and Belinda will be at the house by now. Tomorrow night!”
“As you wish!”
When we arrived home, Jessica showered and dressed, while I spent time talking to Al Barton, who gave me a better picture of just how crazy the ER had been with thirteen victims, not counting the DOA trucker. He agreed with Jessica’s theory that a massive heart attack had killed the trucker, but also agreed they wouldn’t know until the autopsy was complete.
“Albert is very happy to have his grandpa here for his birthday,” I said.
“And I’m very happy to be able to spoil him and exact revenge at the same time! The drum set will be delivered tomorrow!”
“Revenge for WHAT? You can’t take revenge for Gerry!”
“Says who?” Al grinned. “He doesn’t have kids yet, and Fawn was always VERY well behaved!”
“So I suffer?”
“Ignore him, Steve,” Belinda said. “He didn’t get him a drum set.”
“The attic room is well insulated,” I replied. “So it wouldn’t have been a big deal. What did you get him, if I may ask?”
“A remote-controlled airplane. We should be able to fly it in Washington Park, but if not, I’ll take him to an area near the golf course with lots of open land.”
“Are you TRYING to annoy your daughter?” I asked.
“Yes! Remember, I’m with you on this one. She needs to lighten up a bit. Honestly, as much as I want to see Sweeney again, he shouldn’t have to fly here because of Jessica’s fears.”
“True, but he arranged it as a consultancy, so he’s counting it as some kind of training.”
“Yes. He’s working with Malik on a new technique for dealing with thromboses and reducing the risk of pulmonary embolism. Did you hear Malik is retiring from practice at the end of the year?”
“No! When did that happen?”
“Thursday. He’s developing arthritis, so he’s going to teach full time, and serve on the medical ethics board. Eventually, he’ll probably be Dean of the medical school. It’s not public just yet, but Jessica knows.”
“I’m sorry to see him leave active practice, but good for him.”
“He’ll still be able to consult; we do that with all of the teaching doctors who don’t actively practice.”
“I’ll call you for the intervention when Al faces the same issue,” Belinda said.
“And that is my cue to leave!” I chuckled. “I need to go check on dinner, anyway.”
“Coward!” Belinda teased.
“Self-preservation!” I replied.
I got up and went to the kitchen where Stephanie, Winter, Birgit, and Matthew were putting the finishing touches on dinner. I helped them carry everything to the dining room, and then we called the extended family together for our weekly meal. As we sat down, I wondered how long Samantha and Brian would continue to join us, as soon they’d have a small family of their own, but, as with my own kids, I knew it had to happen eventually.
We ate, then sang Happy Birthday to Albert, and he blew out the candles on his cake. Jessica surprised me with a special dessert which Alex had dropped off earlier in the day, while I’d been with Cindi. After dessert, Albert opened his gifts and the remote-controlled aircraft was by far and away the one he liked the most.
We had an enjoyable sauna, with ‘weekend’ rules, though I had to be honest with myself - I really wouldn’t have minded seeing Belinda naked, given that Fawn was a spitting image of her, albeit a few years younger. Later, after everyone had left and the kids had been put to bed, I joined Maria Cristina in her room.
“So, are you in charge of the gang now? Or is it still Birgit’s and you’re just another one of her posse?”
Maria Cristina laughed softly as she slipped out of her blouse and skirt.
“I’m the adult advisor, though sometimes I get to be a kid, too!”
I finished taking off my clothes and got into bed and watched as she removed her black satin bra and panties, and then climbed into bed and snuggled close.
“If it’s not prying, what’s up with that?” I asked.
“I never had a little sister, and Birgit and her friends, even though they’re way younger, are all more like I think a sixteen-year-old sister would be. It’s a really nice benefit of living here I didn’t really expect because the girls are chronologically so young.”
“I know they really like you, too, and I think they can learn from you.”
“I won’t replace Katy,” Maria Cristina said, “Birgit worships her!”
“I think you might be underestimating yourself. Not to mention, Tiffany and Rachel don’t have someone like Katy.”
“I hadn’t thought of it that way because Birgit is the ringleader.”
“And yet, she needs guidance from someone older and wiser.”
“That can’t be me!” Maria Cristina protested.
“Well, there are no telegram delivery boys about to join the Hitler Youth around!” I teased.
Maria Cristina laughed, “The Sound of Music! But she was Austrian, not Cuban!”
“I know. As for it being you, why not? You’ve been through many of the things Birgit and her friends are going to go through in the not too distant future. You’ve finished a year of college and by the time they’re fourteen or fifteen, you’ll be ready for medical school. The girls will be in High School and will be able to come to you for advice.”
“That’s just so weird. We have so little in common!”
“I think you’ll find that’s not true, because, in the end, people are the same everywhere - they simply have different cultures: Austrian, Cuban, American. Ultimately, though, we’re all human at heart, and we’ll always have that in common. We may do things differently, but we all love, we all procreate, and eventually we all die.”
“That’s a lot to think about.”
“It is.”
“Love me, please?”
I turned to her and we made slow, passionate love before falling asleep in each other’s arms.
July 7, 1997, Chicago, Illinois
“You can’t really talk to her,” Deborah said.
“Do you realize just how stupid this is?” I protested.
“I know, but Bob is right. I’m not saying she would do this, but if she filed a sexual harassment claim against you and NIKA, she’d very likely win. And if you talk to her now, it’s going to look like you’re pressuring her, even if you aren’t.”
“No good deed goes unpunished,” I replied. “And Jamie wins.”
“Don’t blame the messenger, please. I know you have issues with Jamie and Bob, at least with how they interpret employment law. The thing is, they’re right. What’s the ONE difference between those two and me?”
“Besides the fact that you’re female?”
Deborah rolled her eyes, “Yes, besides that.”
“Well ... they like girls; you like girls!”
“Yes, yes,” she replied somewhat impatiently.
“You’re all giving me the same basic advice, though with some nuances. The difference is, you start out by massaging me by telling me you agree with me. Melanie does the same thing, by the way.”
“In other words, we stroke you first!”
I chuckled, “It’s been a long time since Melanie stroked me! And I sure as heck don’t want Bob or Jamie to stroke me!”
“Your ego!” Deborah replied.
“You said it the way you did on purpose, Counselor!”
“Of course! And that’s actually another difference - I use humor similar to the way you do, which also makes you more receptive.”
“A seduction technique.”
“My job is to protect you, via the legal system, in exactly the same way Eve protects you with her gun.”
“And we all know that one lawyer with a briefcase can steal more than a hundred men with guns!”
“Use a gun to rob a bank and you’ll get maybe a few thousand dollars, a dye pack, and a world of hurt. Use a lawyer, and you can get millions, if not hundreds of millions, and walk away smelling like a rose!”
“So now we know why you went to law school!”
“I went to law school because I found the law intriguing. I read my first Supreme Court decision when I was about ten. I read Furman v. Georgia, the death penalty case.”
“I read that one as well. I remember writing to the Supreme Court to get a copy of the ruling when I was ten. That was right after it was published. It’s too bad that one didn’t stick.”
“You do realize that you have some pretty hard-core left-wing beliefs.”
“On the contrary, I object to giving the government the kind of power necessary to impose the death penalty. I believe in an extremely limited government. It wasn’t Jefferson, as many claim, but I absolutely agree with the idea that a government big enough to give you everything you want, is a government big enough to take away everything that you have. And that would include your life.
“My positions aren’t ‘progressive’ or ‘conservative’ or any other thing on the political spectrum. They rest on the foundational principles that all men are created equal, and have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. We institute governments to secure those rights, and when the government fails to do so, we have the right to replace it with another which we think will better guard our liberties. That’s not right, left, center, or any other thing - that’s American.”
“Those men believed in slavery and the death penalty!”
I nodded, “Indeed they did, but a misapplication of their own political theory shouldn’t cause us to reject the political theory.”
“They thought they were compatible!”
“Well, they were wrong, weren’t they?”
“I obviously think so.”
“So do I. Look, chattel slavery is an evil from the pit of hell, and many of them knew it. The compromise they adopted to allow the United States to form was a terrible one, and it led to the deadliest war in American history. You can pretty much draw a straight line from the compromises made to allow ratification of the Constitution to secession. But none of that should take away from the amazing strides that have been made.
“The problem, as I see it, is that people have a completely wrong view of the Constitution, and mostly because the Supreme Court has confused the situation. Most Americans think that we have rights because they are listed in the Constitution. That’s not true. The Constitution lists the rights we already had, and then, only some of them. There is no such thing as a ‘Constitutional right’, except in the sense that it states a right which the people already had. And this is obvious to anyone who has basic reading skills, as the Constitution expressly says it!”
“The Ninth Amendment?”
“Exactly. The courts have largely ignored it, but like the First, it is unequivocal - The enumeration in the Constitution, of certain rights, shall not be construed to deny or disparage others retained by the people.”
“Fundamentally, that’s a philosophical statement,” Deborah objected.
“Exactly! And it says that all those ‘common law’ rights we had and have didn’t disappear into statutory law. Sadly, we’ve come to a place where we rely on statutory law, and worse, we rely on it to tell us what is legal and what our rights are. That’s how things got so fucked up! Tell me, Counselor, what do the words ‘Congress shall make no law’ mean?”
Deborah smiled, but shook her head, “A week-long debate in my ConLaw class! There was a guy who took your extreme position on that. Eventually the professor simply ended the discussion.”
I grinned, “Because there is no possible way to define ‘no law’ that permits laws to be made, without making the First Amendment a dead letter. Once you start down the slippery slope of saying ‘you can ban THAT speech because people object to it’, you’ve lost every protection the Amendment was supposed to provide!”
“Conspiracy to commit murder?”
“What’s the ‘felony murder rule’ in Illinois?”
“That if you commit a predicate crime, you can be charged with murder, even if you aren’t the person who pulls the trigger, or even if you didn’t intend to kill.”
“So let’s say you and I talk about committing a murder, but neither of us actually takes ANY action towards doing so. That’s not a crime. The minute one of us takes action, you have attempted murder and you charge the other person as an accomplice. That’s not splitting hairs and that’s not criminalizing mere speech.”
“You do a better job than the kid in my ConLaw class, and I really don’t want to go too deep into this, but yelling ‘Fire’ in a crowded movie theater?”
“Simple - it’s a tort. The theater owner has a tort for loss of revenue and any damages caused, and the patrons have a tort for loss of the ticket price and any injuries.”
“But that’s very inefficient.”
“So? The Constitution doesn’t say that rights go out the window because it’s inefficient to handle most things as torts! I shouldn’t be charged with a crime because it’s inconvenient for the legal system to have people sue me! And, if we go back to the ideas of the Founding Fathers, restitution and reform were the main goals of the legal system in most non-capital cases. Yes, there were far too many things which were considered worthy of chopping off someone’s head, but we’re at a point now where even petty crime is treated as a ‘Scarlet Letter’, branding the person a criminal for life and rejecting the idea of reform.”
“There’s that progressive thinking again!” Deborah smirked.
“Actually, it’s traditional Christian thinking,” I replied. “Repentance, in the sense of turning away from the sin, and living a proper life. They didn’t name them ‘penitentiaries’ because they liked that word! Incarceration was about doing penance. A crime which was considered so heinous that society couldn’t take a risk in releasing the individual was usually ‘capital’.”
“You should run for office.”
I shook my head, “I’d never get anywhere because people are losing sight of the foundational principle of America. We’re losing the «kami» of the Founders, and once we do, the country is going to come apart at the seams. It can’t survive.”
“That’s a depressing thought.”
“I know. And in OTHER depressing thoughts, what do I do about Claire Colson?”
“Because she comes to the Rap Sessions you hold?”
“Exactly. I’ve known her for seven years. She was my sister’s roommate at UofC for a time. She’s attended the Rap Sessions for years. And there’s Jodie Billings, too, who I mentored for four years and promised her parents I’d watch out for her, which I’ve done. Bob probably would have objected to the situation with John Kyle in Pittsburgh, but he’s ‘management’ now.”
“You always paid him for the tickets, right?”
“Always. But Bob’s ‘anti-fraternization’ policy would go so far as to prohibit that, if Mario hadn’t promoted John. Jamie raised the issues of the Rap Sessions some time ago, and we’re at a point where most staff no longer attend, mainly because they moved, like Kajri, or have started families, or just lost interest. And you know my take on business and friendships.”
“I do. And I think the situation with Claire is manageable. And so is the one with Jodie. I think what you’re actually worried about is hiring someone you consider a close friend in the future to a role which isn’t classified as management.”
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March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
It was a crisp autumn afternoon. The leaves falling from the trees planted between blocks of cement had finally fallen, and made a crunching sound beneath the soles of her black shoes. The sky had a darkening tone to it; grey clouds were billowing in the sky, speaking of rain. She had just made it up under the arch of the museum as the droplets began to splash upon the earth. The museum added a chill to her flesh, the air conditioning drafting overhead. She had already covered up to the third...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...