Valentines Day paid up fuck fest
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Craig called on Saturday. We were on the phone for a couple hours. It was great.
He gave me a big smile when I saw him in school on Monday.
Monday, at lunch, I got a nice surprise. I had just started digging into the meal, when there appeared Angela. "Hi," she said.
"Hi," I responded tentatively.
"I owe you an apology," she said. "You were right."
"Thank goodness, I thought you would hate me forever."
"I was really mad at first," she said. "But my parents were a lot more understanding than I would've guessed. Very worried, but understanding. And Shannon really is great."
"That she is," I agreed.
We chatted a bit, and then we were invaded. Craig, Alex, Johanna, and Cap all came over to the table. I introduced them all to Angela. I thought she was going to freeze up, but she didn't. Well, mostly she didn't. She was all right. Craig helped--as did Johanna, who was sitting next to her and deliberately including her in the conversation. Including Angela Cressey in a conversation is no small feat, let me tell you, but Johanna was dogged. I threw her a smile of gratitude. Which she caught.
This kind of set the pattern for the week. We all ended up at lunch together. On Tuesday, a couple of Johanna's friends started joining us. Two of the types that I would've considered Princesses--these must've been the ones that didn't diss her when she started dating Alex--but they were actually very nice. Even to Angela.
Then came Thursday.
We were all at lunch. Angela, after watching us moon over each other for almost a week, finally got the gumption to ask Craig and I, "Are you guys dating?"
"Couldn't you tell?" Craig laughed.
"We just started, actually," I said. "This past weekend was our first date."
"And it feels like it was our millionth," Craig said, "and I mean that in a good way."
Oh, he was getting me all warm-and-fuzzy.
And then I blew it. "Yeah, for some reason Craig must have a thing for overbrained fat chicks." I said it as a joke.
Craig knew better. He knew that underneath the joke was, pretty much, how I felt. And he got mad. He turned to me with a look on his face I'd never seen before. "Oh, stop it," he said, loud enough to interrupt conversation at the whole table.
He grabbed my face and turned it towards his. "You listen to me," he said, luckily a bit softer--I think only Angela heard. "There's no such thing as overbrained. You're smart. That's a good thing. You should be happy about it. Stop apologizing for it."
I was stunned. And he wasn't done. "Furthermore, you are not fat." He put his hand on my stomach. "There's nothing wrong here. No, it's not sixpack abs, but who cares? It's not fat. It's just soft, and curvy. Girls are supposed to be soft and curvy." He then very obviously looked at my boobs. "Like those. Just perfect."
"Well," I said, trying to--I don't know what I was trying. To save face or something? Anyhow, I said, "It's mostly my hips. And my ass." I turned to poor Angela who was trying not to get involved. "My ass is so huge it stops weather systems."
Craig grabbed my face and turned it towards him again, and leaned in close. "You silly little fool," he hissed, low and soft, "how can somebody as smart as you be so damn stupid? Listen to me, Ginny Klusse, the only thing your ass stops is traffic!" And on that flabbergasting note, he very deliberately turned away, and very very deliberately started talking to Alex.
Poor Angela. She was staring at me after all this, desperately trying to think of something to say. And we all know that thinking of things to say isn't Angela's strong suit. I took her off the hook and changed the subject.
Craig studiously avoided me for the last fifteen minutes of lunch. But he wasn't done. As we were leaving the lunchroom, he grabbed my shoulder and pulled me over into a quiet part of the corridor.
"Ginny, this is the thing. I like you. I like you a whole hell of a lot. And I like you just the way you are. So when are you gonna start?" And then he walked away.
It's a good thing I can navigate my classes on autopilot--because, for the rest of the afternoon, I had no choice.
I had group after school. I kind of wished I'd had my private with Shannon, but today was group. I did tell everyone I'd gone on my first date--and gotten my first kiss--which they all were happy about. I didn't tell anyone what had happened today, though.
After supper, I was in my room, and the phone rang. It was Craig. "Look, Ginny, I'm sorry. I don't know what got into me. I was way, way too hard on you."
"I don't know if that's true," I said.
"It is. I was," he insisted. I heard him sigh from the other end of the line. "I'm sorry. This is harder than I thought it was going to be."
"What is?"
"Look, I knew I liked you. I liked you last year, I told you that. I wouldn't have asked you out if I didn't like you. I guess it kind of hit me suddenly on Friday night exactly how much."
"Oh," I said, thrilled, and scared out of my mind, all at the same time.
"That wasn't my first kiss. I haven't done much more than that, mind you, but I have kissed, and I've made out with girls. A number of times." He took another breath. "But never, ever like that."
"Oh, God, I thought it was just me," I said with a nervous little chortle.
"Not hardly," he said, and I could almost hear the smile over the phone. "Not even a little bit. It took my breath away."
"Mine, too, but my mother said that's because I need to learn how to breathe through my nose."
He lost it. "You're something else," he said when he stopped laughing. "By the way, I can breathe through my nose just fine and I still almost passed out on your porch."
"Oh," I laughed.
"Anyhow, it's quick. Quicker than I thought. I really do like you a lot."
"I feel the same way," I said softly.
"Good." His voice got a little strained. "But it's hard. And sometimes you don't make it easier. When you were running yourself down at lunch, it kind of hit me. I'm rapidly becoming crazy about a girl who, not so long ago, tried to kill herself. If I told you that that didn't scare the living shit out of me, I'd be lying."
"Oh. Damn, Craig, I don't know what to say."
"I want you to promise me something."
Oh, God, I thought, don't. I can't promise that. I can't. Not yet. "What?" I asked him hesitantly.
"I want you to promise me that, if you feel that way again, you'll call me. Just call. Give me a chance to talk to you about it. Please, just promise me you'll do that."
My heart went right into my throat. "Yes. I can do that. I promise to do that."
"Good," he said with a huge sigh of relief. No bigger than mine! He asked me something I was capable of--that came as a great relief. "And Ginny? Stop running yourself down."
"That's going to be harder. Uhm, do you really think my ass could stop traffic?"
He laughed. "Ginny, I like to think I'm a gentleman. I try to be, anyhow. If I weren't I think I would've left handprints."
"Oh, God," I croaked through the giggles. "That sounds, er, intriguing."
"Uh-huh."
TwelveI vowed to try. If this guy liked me, there was a reason, right? Maybe I'd figure it out.
We went out that weekend--in fact, we went out twice, both nights. Friday we went to the movies. Saturday we went out dancing, to a teen dance club nearby. I am an absolutely horrible dancer, but I went. It was even fun.
"I know you don't like me running myself down," I said to Craig during a break, "but let's face it--I suck at this."
"But you're having fun. That's what counts."
"It is fun. As long as I don't think about what I look like!"
He didn't say anything until we got back on the dance floor. When there, he steered me to a mirror on the wall. "Look. What do you see in there?" he said.
I looked. I actually looked half-decent tonight. Mom had helped me with the makeup and it looked good. My hair--which was reddish-brown and straight--was in a ponytail. First time for that in years. I'd been in the habit of hacking it off to get it out of my damn face, but I hadn't cut it since before the hospital. I had to admit, it looked better longer. I was wearing a nice blouse, and a knee-length skirt that at least made my ass look like it was in a single zip code instead of three.
"What do you see in there?" Craig repeated. "I'll tell you what I see. I see a pretty girl having a good time. For one thing, she's a lot prettier than she thinks she is--and she's having fun, which makes her absolutely beautiful. So what if she's not going to be winning any dance contests any time soon. She can keep up with the beat, she's not embarrassing herself, and she's having fun. In fact, to me, she looks happy." He spun me away from the mirror to look at him. "Ginny," he smiled, "happy is good. Go with it."
"OK," I smiled back--and we started dancing again.
God, he was right. I was happy.
How the hell did that happen?
I got even happier when we got to my house. We went out back of my house, where there was one of those big porch swings--though we had it on the lawn and not on a porch. We sat there for a while, making out.
After a while, he said, "I need to ask you something and I'm not asking it to piss you off. I'm asking because I need to know, OK?"
"OK," I said, curious.
"Do you like me because you like me or because I was the first one to ask you out?"
I grinned at him. "What are you grinning at?" he asked, obviously a bit confused at my reaction.
"Nice to know I'm not the only insecure person in this swing."
"No, you're not," he laughed.
"Good. As for your question--I'll be honest. I've thought about it. I'm pretty vulnerable to any kind of sweet-talking and I know it."
"Did I sweet-talk?" he chuckled.
"More like actions than talk in your case. Anyway. I thought about it. And I guess I realized something. I never would've been able to admit it, not even to myself, because I buried that kind of shit back then--but I liked you last year, too."
"You did?"
"Yeah."
"Oh," he said, looking insufferably pleased. I couldn't complain--I was, too. "You mean before I dissed you with my birthday party."
"Yeah, before that," I laughed.
"Don't worry, you're invited this year. It's in February."
"I'll mark my calendar," I deadpanned. "Oh, and I hope you like older women. Mine's New Year's Eve."
"I think I can live with that," he laughed. "Anyhow, you're sure?"
"I'm sure," I said. I looked at him. "You really are insecure. You spend so much time pumping me up I didn't realise."
"Part of it is because this is really quick." I nodded agreement--it was, but it felt right. "The other thing is, well, I know I'm nowhere in your league." I looked at him blankly. "I mean, I'm not a dummy, but you..."
I interrupted him by pointing at my scarred wrist. "I should be living vivid proof that brains are not all they're cracked up to be."
"I understand that part, but that's not what I meant."
"OK, let me explain to you what a high IQ is. Did you ever hear the polite euphemism for kids that are lower-than-average?" He looked at me blankly. "It's slow. I mean, you've heard that. 'So-and-so is a little slow, ' right?"
"Yeah," he said.
"It's accurate. And I say that because I am fast. Look, I understand different people have different talents, but I'm going to speak in generalities here. There is not a thing that I am capable of learning that you are not. Anything I can learn, you can too. Almost everyone can, speaking again in generalities.
"What the difference is, is this. If it takes you an hour to learn something, I can do it in twelve minutes. I won't learn it any better than you. Just faster."
"I see," he said. "Of course, where the difficulties come in is that while I'm taking the extra forty-eight minutes to learn Task One, you've moved on to Two, Three, and Four. And I'll never be able to catch up."
"Oh, I'm not nearly that diligent," I laughed. "While you're taking the extra time, I'm not learning Two and so on, I'm wasting time playing The Sims." He chuckled at that. "There are things I'm interested in. And there's things I'm not. That is a little easier, because I can get history studying over with quickly. And since I hate history, the less time spent, the better. That's an advantage. Things I like, especially if they're not the same as the things you like, I'll stay ahead of you. But if you like history, you'll pass me in no time."
"Not particularly," he grimaced. "What do you like?"
"Two things, and I'm eventually going to have to pick one. High-level math and physics and that sort of thing. That's like breathing to me. Pre-calculus is like second nature. The other one is languages."
"You mean like spoken languages?"
"Yeah. I'm reasonably fluent in five."
"FIVE?!?!?!?"
"Yeah," I laughed, "but that counts English. The others are German, Russian, Spanish, and Japanese. I'm probably best at Spanish, I started learning that when I was like three. German is the least fluent, because that's the one I'm taking in school."
"School really slows you down, doesn't it."
"Yeah, and that's what makes me stick out like a sore thumb more than anything."
"I can see that." He thought for a minute. "Five freakin' languages. Jesus."
"That kind of stuff I'm incredibly fast at."
"Is that what you want to do?"
"I was leaning more towards the other thing. I think I want to do something with science. Engineering or something. Or maybe even theoretical physics or the like."
"Yeah," he said. "And in this whole global economy, speaking all those languages can only help you. Even if you go into research in something like theoretical physics, you'd be communicating around the world."
"Exactly. I'm going to do Chinese in college because that's going to be an important language. Anyhow, what do you want to do?"
He smiled at me. "Well, we sort of share an affinity for math, but not the same type of math. For me, it's figures. I'm taking accounting this year and I love it and I'm good at it."
"So, you're thinking along those lines?"
"Yeah."
"That's cool."
"Look, I know this is quick," he said.
"We already decided that," I laughed.
"Yes, but I'm about to get quicker. I was wondering if, you know, you'd like to make this a steady thing. You know, us. Exclusive."
"Craig Tolland, are you asking me to be your girlfriend?"
"Well, yes," he grinned.
"Then, yes," I grinned back, and leaned over and kissed him. "Was there every any doubt?"
"There's always doubt."
"Not in this case." Then I realised something. "What I promised you Thursday meant a lot to you."
"Yes, it did."
"Good. Look, I would never ever put the burden on your head of saving my life or anything stupid like that. I'd never do that to you. It wouldn't be fair." I took a breath. "But you help, OK?"
"Good," he said. "And I mean it."
"God, I really am crazy about you, Lyubovnik."
"Same goes," he said. "Lyu-what?"
"Lyubovnik. It's Russian. It's your new pet nickname. If we're going out, we have to have pet nicknames for one another, right?"
He looked at me and cracked up. "God. Remember when you were in the hospital and I told you that last year I thought you were part 16 years old and part 30?" I nodded. "Well, apparently I missed the part that was, you know, ten."
"Oh, her. I had her locked up. She's just escaped recently."
"Good, she needed to," he said. "So, what's that thing mean, anyway?"
"Lyubovnik? Hmm. Maybe someday I'll tell you," I smirked.
"Oh, jeez. Forget engineering, you should go into the CIA. International Woman of Mystery."
"Klusse--Ginny Klusse," I deadpanned, then cracked up. "Doesn't quite roll off the tongue like 'Bond--James Bond', does it?"
We snuggled and kissed and cuddled for a while after that, until it was time for him to go. He walked me to my door and kissed me again. I watched him go back down the walk.
When I went in the house, Mom and Dad were sitting there, watching a movie on TV. "So, how was your date?" Mom asked.
I couldn't help it--I screamed it. "GINNY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!"
ThirteenShannon was ecstatic for me in our session on Tuesday. Then came group on Thursday. That was interesting.
One of the things Shannon always had us discuss was our successes and setbacks. So, of course, Ginny having a boyfriend came up.
They were all happy for me. Of course, Zoe had to say something. It'd come up in previous sessions that Zoe was no virgin. "Good, maybe now you'll get laid," Zoe said.
"Well, not right now," I laughed. "I'm going to have to play a little bit hard to get. But I'm looking forward to it."
"Sex isn't all it's cracked up to be," Karen said.
"How would you know?" I asked her. "You've never had sex." She looked at me incredulously. "You haven't. I might not be a shrink, but I know enough to know that rape is not sex."
"I tell her that all the time," Shannon said.
"But, it's different," Karen said. "I mean, I responded. A couple of times I came!"
"Oh, that don't mean shit," Zoe said. "All that is is physical. It's a part of your body that responds to stimulation getting it. That's all it is. Look, if you rub my clittie a certain way, I'm gonna have an orgasm, and whatever else is going on is irrelevant."
"That can't be true," Karen said.
"It is. Look, one of my many talents is that I give an absolutely hellacious blowjob," Zoe said, cracking us all up. "It's true. I'll make you forget your damn name.
"Anyhow, Seth is gay. Not attracted to girls at all. I'm guessing that if I stripped naked right now, Seth's Little Head wouldn't even twitch, am I right?" Seth laughed and nodded agreement.
"Right. But if I ripped his pants down and got my mouth on him, I guarantee it would twitch. It'd be like steel in a second, and I'd having him cumming his brains out before he could say 'Wait, I'm gay!' Absolutely guarantee it. Because it'd all be a physical sensation."
"Don't you think sex is mental?" Shannon asked.
"Sometimes. Not always." Her voice dropped a bit. "Look, I can tell you guys this. When my brain was more haywire, I slept around. And I mean a lot. I'm not even sixteen years old, and I'm over 50. Guys, I mean." She took a breath. "Sex shut up the voices. The ones in my head, I mean. If I was having an orgasm, they weren't there.
"Anyhow, I have, a couple of times, slept with guys I absolutely could not stand because I'd heard they knew their way around a girl. At least twice I had to do it with my eyes closed so I could ignore who I was with. But I came. It was all physical. I've also slept with older guys--in some cases, the proverbial old enough to be my daddy. And I'm not particularly attracted to older guys. But they're experienced and usually good. Hey, I slept with a balding pudgy guy in his forties. He wasn't attractive at all, and he was a little too enthusiastic about bedding a fifteen year old, if you know what I mean. It was disgusting, if you think about it. He was a fat old pervert. All of which doesn't change the fact that he made me cum so hard I saw stars. "
"It's better when there's emotions involved," Shannon said.
"I have no doubt about that," Zoe agreed, "though I can't quite say I have any experience in it. I've had sex with friends, and friends is better than, you know, pickups--but I've never been in love. I'm pretty sure I wasn't capable of love up until recently anyway, not that kind of love.
"But my point is you can get off without emotion. I mean, is there anyone here that doesn't play with themselves?"
"I used to... before... but I haven't in a while," Karen said.
"Yeah, but you used to. So you know what it is. And it's completely physical. I'm not having an emotional relationship with my right hand, right?" We all cracked up at that. "It's the physical stimulation of a pleasure center. Yeah, I know, fantasizing can help get you off a bit quicker. But it's still almost all physical." Zoe looked right at Karen. "And that's all it was with you, too."
Karen looked positively grateful. Damn, Zoe was cool.
"Zoe, does it now bother you?" Shannon asked. "Being that active, I mean, and with so many partners."
"Somewhat. Because I'm past it, but that's my reputation, you know? Now that I'm feeling more like an actual human being, I want what Ginny has. But at school I'm the Designated Slut and the crazy chick that tried to off herself."
"Well, I've got the latter, plus School Brain, and I found someone," I said.
"You got damn lucky. And don't you forget it," Zoe laughed.
"Just keep looking, girlfriend. Hey, Sam's available."
Zoe shot a speculative look at Sam. "Hmm. That's an idea. He's cute--and sweet, too."
Poor Sam just blushed crimson! Zoe wasn't done yet. "So, Sam. You want me to teach you what I know?"
"Uh, well, um..."
"Shit. This is the offer of a lifetime," Zoe teased. Poor Sam just squirmed!
FourteenIt was November now. The month passed normally.
Well, normally for me, anyhow. Which was more normal than I used to be but not quite, you know?
Craig and I just got closer and closer. We still hadn't done much physically, but that was OK. He'd confessed that making out was as far as he'd ever gotten--with the odd grab of a boob through a shirt and bra, but that was it. He was a virgin, too. I think that made me feel a little better. So, we were kind of working up to things. That was fine.
I did notice that we'd gone to a school dance in November and he kept playing grab-ass every time we slow danced! "OK, so you do have a thing about my ass," I said to him.
"Guilty," he grinned.
I was still in therapy, and still in group. And group was working out well, because I considered those people friends. Zoe really was a hot shit. We'd traded phone numbers and talked a couple times a week.
Then, after group one day, Seth came up to me and asked me to go get a cup of coffee. I did, and we were just chatting. In the course of the conversation, he mentioned a place.
"It's kind of a club, but it's not advertised. I just found out about it a couple months ago, and now I go there almost every weekend. It's for teenagers, no booze. There's a coffee bar and couches and tables and stuff in the front room, and a dance floor with a DJ in the back. So you can chat--or make out on a couch," he grinned, "or you can go dance."
"This is for gay kids I take it?" I asked.
"Mostly. What they call it is gay-friendly. In other words, straight kids are welcome as long as they're not going to have a problem with two guys or two girls making out in the corner or dancing with each other." He grinned. "You do see some stuff there, though."
"What do you mean?"
"One of my best friends in the world is a girl named Catherine. In fact, she's the one that told me about this place. I knew her from a camp a few years ago. We still talked, but she didn't know I was gay--she didn't find out until after my suicide attempt. That's when she told me about this club. I didn't know that she was bi.
"Anyhow, she's bi. She has a boyfriend Tom, and a girlfriend Stephie."
"That's gotta be confusing," I laughed.
"Oh, it gets better. Stephie is also bi and has a boyfriend, Rich. Tom and Rich are also bi. You can figure out the rest."
I cracked up. "I've heard of a love triangle, but a square?"
"That's pretty much how it is, though the two unconnected couples--that'd be Rich and Cath, and Tom and Stephie--aren't completely hands-off either. The love is along the square, as you called it, but the others really like one another. You see, the parents involved know about the hetero couplings. And are pretty cool with them. They have no problem with the two couples going off for a weekend or something. So there's been moments where all four have had the opportunity to be in the same place with some privacy. From what they tell me, it's basically your big pile of orgasming body parts."
"So it's like this big foursome?"
"Yeah. They quote double-date unquote," Seth laughed. "Evidently there was one night at the drive-in where it started with the two hetero couples making out, one in each seat--but it ended with guys in front, girls in back, making out."
"It's lucky it worked out, though. I mean how do you arrange something like that?"
"Very carefully," he deadpanned. "Seriously, it started with Cath and Stephie, they've been lovers since they were 12. They always knew they were bi, though, so guys were always an option. When Cath met Tom, they fell pretty quickly--and Cath felt she had to tell Tom about Stephie. Tom not only had no problem with it, but confessed he was also bi. They went actively looking for a guy to complete the square after that. They actually met Rich at the club. They noticed he was looking at Tom and Stephie. And Tom and Stephie were both checking him out. So they reeled him in."
"That's great," I laughed. Then I twigged onto it. "You're telling me all this because you want me to come to this club, aren't you?"
"Yeah. Look, Ginny, I consider you a friend. I like going out with my friends, and this is my favorite place. It's also safe--and that means for you, too. You know that gay and lesbian teenagers have a ridiculously high rate of suicide, or attempts, or suicidal thoughts." I nodded. "Well, the reasons might be different between a depressed gay person and a depressed brain like yourself, but the impulse is similar. The ostracism in school is similar, too. People there that see your wrists will commiserate, not judge. Karen and her boyfriend have actually come a couple of times. Karen loves it--and Aaron thinks it's cool as well."
"Karen and Aaron--I get a kick out of that, rhyming boyfriend and girlfriend" I laughed. "Anyhow, I think I'd like to. I have to convince Craig, though."
"I bet you you don't. I bet you all you have to do is ask him."
Seth was right. "Sure," Craig said the minute I asked him.
"You sure you won't feel uncomfortable?"
"No. I'm open minded. And I might feel uncomfortable if we just wandered in there out of the blue, but not if Seth is there to introduce us around."
"You've never met Seth," I laughed.
"But he's your friend, so you'll introduce him to me and then he'll introduce us around. I want to meet him, to tell you the truth. Karen, too."
"As long as you're sure."
"I'm sure, as long as you're not going there to satisfy your secret urge for girls," he laughed.
"Not hardly," I laughed back. "I'm completely straight."
"Good."
So we went, a couple Saturdays before Thanksgiving. Seth met us there and led us in.
It was as lot of fun, but it was also very very interesting. And educational. I learned a lot that night.
First of all, I found out that everybody likes Seth. He's the life of the party. Everybody came over sooner or later. Which was cool for Craig and I, being the newbies, because we got introduced to everyone. But Seth was in his element. He was a people person. It must be especially tough on a people person to be ostracized--here, he wasn't.
"This place must've been like a godsend to you," I said to him at one point.
"Yep," he agreed happily.
At one point, I saw him talking intently to a good-looking guy. He came back grinning and said, "That's Adam. We're doing The Dance at the moment."
"The Dance?" I asked him.
"Oh, you know--the little looks, the eye-lock, the shy little smile. All that shit you do right before you ask someone out."
"Go for it. He's cute," I said.
"I know," Seth agreed.
So, I liked seeing Seth here.
And then there was Karen. I think part of it was the place--she seemed very at ease and comfortable there. But that wasn't most of it. Most of it was Aaron.
I'd heard her talk about him, of course. And because of what she'd been through, the way she talked about him sounded almost like they were in a relationship between two scarred people that were hanging on by a thread and didn't know if they'd ever be able to get past the scars. But, damn, that's not what it looked like. It looked like two people so hopelessly in love with each other that they wouldn't notice if a bomb dropped on their heads.
It was very, very nice to see. In group, Karen is Miss Angst, even when she talks about Aaron. When she's with him? No angst at all. There was one point where we were on a couch. Seth was on a chair facing us, and we were talking, but the rest of us were on a couch. I was sitting, quite happily, on Craig's lap. But Karen and Aaron were completely curled up together in a little ball. Karen looked like a well-fed cat sunning herself--completely, utterly content. And Aaron just doted on her. I know the hell she'd been through had affected their relationship--but he was just a complete rock. I noticed it immediately. What I really noticed was the touching. Not sexual touching--just rubbing her shoulders or brushing her hair out of her face, stuff like that. Aaron did that constantly. Karen basked in it.
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It was very sad getting on the plane and even though Stan would be at home I know I would miss Sandy. I could almost feel tears in my eyes as I walked down the gangway to the airplane. My mother must have known how I felt seeing she put her arm around me and held me as we walked onto the plane. It wasn't until we were halfway home that I finally lifted myself out of my doldrums. Actually it wasn't until I thought about what I would wear over to Stan's that my spirits lifted. I...
I was awakened about 700 am the next day by a towel wrapped Maureen. She had just gotten out of the shower, was feeling better and she was HORNY. She told me she wanted eaten. Who am I to say no to hot clean pussy? I slid the covers down and revealed my rising tent and Maureen smiled as she dropped her towel, exposing her huge tits and hairy pussy. She got up on the bed and crawled up my legs, brushing her pussy against my hard cock on her way to my face. She got to my chest and sat back on her...
During the 1980’s, there were archaic laws pertaining to homosexuality in the country I live in. I won’t bore you with all the statutes, but having sex with a male under the age of nineteen was a very big ‘no-no,’ at that time. For my sins, I began a relationship with an eighteen year old named Leo. He was absolutely beautiful and quite a big lad, standing six feet tall. He wasn’t effeminate but definitely preferred playing the passive role in bed. I had always been versatile, and loved...
Gay MaleIntroduction: Family love Home Education by Lamia Fangs I return barely two weeks ago from my high school third grade English course exchange trip. This year, we organized a trip to the state of West Virginia in the United States. I must confess that I was not excited at all about the idea of spending two months on a farm in the middle of nowhere on the American prairies, surrounded by cows and horses, even if it was the U.S. of A. Finally, it came the holidays, I took my plane and after eight...
The visit to the hospital seemed to end a frantic first week of life after the announcement. Julio led us to the hospital's administration desk where he and Jason, supported by my mother in person and Jason's mother via a cellphone, worked out the terms of Leticia's remaining care and her discharge. Ashley and I spent the hour cuddled in a comfortable chair exchanging loving kisses. After that, Jason and Ashley had to return home, and Mom brought me home to face my brother's demands. The...
Pam finger-fucked her horny cunt furiously as, for the first time in her young life, she saw two adults fucking. It was easy for her to see-and understand-that her mom loved fucking. Ben Forbes detached himself from Anna's mouth and grip. He dragged his swollen cock all the way down her body, between her tits, along her writhing belly. He pressed the underside of his soaked cock against her moist pussy-hair and slowly inched down until his cock pressed against her wet cunt-slit. Anna felt...
The wind was howling and there is a light snow falling. School was out for the day and Alexis wouldn't drive in the snow, so the girls are spending the first "alone time" together in awhile. Amie and Alexis were sitting on Amie's (and her father's) bed looking through some picture albums together. They were dressed casually in panties with a top and nothing else. Amie's back was to her best friend who has her arms around her and her chin on Amie's shoulder trying to see over her...
Jiggs McDonald, NHL Hall of Fame broadcaster speaking in Ontario, says... "I am truly perplexed that so many of my friends are against another mosque being built in Toronto. I think it should be the goal of every Canadian to be tolerant regardless of their religious beliefs. Thus the mosque should be allowed, in an effort to promote tolerance. That is why I also propose that two nightclubs be opened next door to the mosque thereby promoting tolerance from within the mosque. We could call...
Dorothea finished typing a paragraph into her computer and sat back, looking at the screen with a frown. She shuffled through some of her notes and stared at a pile of books with torn paper bookmarks protruding at intervals. She sighed. “Nothing for it, gotta go back to the library.” She straightened up her desk and put on a jaunty yellow and blue hat.She was down the steps, across the walkway and out of the gate before the unseasonably warm spring weather distracted her from academic...
FemdomI Went Black and Loved It!By Missy12 My name is Missy, I’m a 30 year old bi sexual woman and have been having sex with black men since I was 19. I’m writing a true story about my first encounter in the world of interracial sex. I find men write a lot of stories and most are fictional; of course I enjoy these works, but I find the women always too big boobed innocent blondes. I am a big boobed blonde but anything but innocent. Just a little bit about me. Pussy, cunt, cock, dick, and even twat...
Amber stood at the top of the stairs, she'd done this many times in her twenty year marriage. It had become a part of there fantasy world. It had started about five years after they were married, Don had asked her to wear sexy outfits for him when they made love. Over the years this had moved on swiftly, to Don taking a few naughty digital photographs, for the first few months they were just like glamour shots showing stocking tops and flashes of her bra. Things started to change after he read...
FetishWhen I was fifteen or sixteen I got a job working at the country club near our house. There were three other girls working there that I was friends with, they were in my class. Linda, a blond, Lisa, a brunette, and Tammy, brown hair. Now we had a lot of fun working. We got to mow the grass, do painting, and all kinds of maintenance. And while we did our duties we always took time to flirt. We would give beaver shots, boob shots and many other things. The old men at the club could not keep their...
She had felt "the need" so strongly today. She had felt it deeply and heavily and in every part of her: body, heart, and mind. She hoped he did too as she unlocked the door and entered.There, on the table next to the door was her answer: the handcuffs and a note with just a time written on it. She smiled and grabbed the cuffs. She checked her watch, saw that she had over an hour to get ready, and took her time getting ready. She was in position and perfectly prepared at the appointed time.He...
BDSMLaps needed to be occupied to accommodate the numbers filling the Ambassador's limo when we escaped the Pereire's after-show party. Consuela squirmed in mine while Angelique used Lindy's and of course Michiko had Bob. The only lap of a person not bigger than its occupier, and in fact a tad smaller, was Christa's. Maria sat there, and beside me. "So you met the old patriarch of the family?" I asked her. "You mean Simon?" she responded. "More an honored visitor I think. The Pereires...
A little after my first visit to the gloryholes I was still hungry for some more new stuff, so I decided to do a little web browsing and stumbled into a "gay sauna". I didn't quite know what was it about, but since the great surprise I got at the gloryholes, I decided not to read about it and just go.At the entrance a small booth with a guy charging for the ticket. I paid and received a bracelet with a key, he told it was for the lockers and also handed me a towel.I went in and first thing I...
Crescent City 3 The Slaver By The Professor "More wine, Cassie?" I nervously swallowed the bite of pecan-encrusted fish I had been slowly working on and managed to reply, "No thanks... Oliver." As a young man I had considered myself a competent wine drinker, able to sip champagne with hors d'oeuvres, ample quantities of fine wines with my meal, and still have the ability to finish off my meal with a glass of 20 year-old tawny port. But I wasn't a young man anymore; I was a young...
The next morning, I could hardly walk. When I awoke it was morning, and bright sunshine had replaced the moonlight. The windows were open, and a pleasant breeze was blowing throughout the house. I staggered out of bed, and headed for the kitchen. Somehow, we had forgotten all about food last night, and I was starving! My girls were out by the pool, slathered in coconut oil and glistening slick and shiny. They lay in the morning sun, side by side and head to toe, so that each could stroke the...
She Stole My Body! I knew they'd be around to check on me. I'd run afoul of the witches council too often for them not to keep an eye on me. So when their investigator came sniffing around and spoke to me I was ready. I pretended not to know her which got her curiosity aroused but I knew the first thing she'd notice was the absence of magic. When she asked in a roundabout way about my magic I had the perfect story ready. "You know about magic? Finally someone that will believe...
When Jenny returned from lunch, she was still excited. Her pussy was throbbing, her own juice keeping the crotch of her panties wet. She needed to get fucked she thought. She picked up the phone and called Rick and asked if he was free again tonight. As always Rick said he would cancel his plans. Good old dependable Rick. Jenny was waiting in the living room in a short silky Japanese robe at 7 p.m. when the doorbell rang. She opened it to see her smiling friend. As soon as Rick stepped into...
I was struggling through one of the darkest times of my life. The tragic death of my lover and sexual mentor Bill had left me devastated. This sexy older man had taken me to incredible erotic heights in our brief time together, showing me how to enjoy being the horny slut that he had revealed me to be. In the months since Bill’s passing, I had avoided relationships altogether. I wasn’t lacking physical desire. It just seemed to me that no one could possibly satisfy me the way that Bill...
Group Sex????? BOND OF DESTINY??????????? by YamiNoHikari written: April 17th 2006 Genre: RPGFrom : Crossover Anime-Game DICLAIMER: I don't have anything to do when using the characters from animes and games. I do have all the original characters, but the anime-game characters belong to their respective owners. updates for chapter 05:- new original characters Miscellanious Things 1. Original Characters ????? a. Hikaru -Original-????? S/he is a human with two forms, one as a male and another as a...
We spent a long night out in the garden fucking and sucking each other, but by far the sexiest moments were those when I watched mum and Ginny trying to out do each other in turning me on, it was late when we staggered up to bed, but even then they hadn't finished with me. Mum reached for me and rolled on top of me whilst Ginny inserted my shaft into mum's warm sex and when I came for the last time that night, mum squatted on her face and allowed my creamy cum to trickle out into her...
It was a long day for Jonathan as he just spent half of the day at best friend Charlie's wedding. After the wedding him and Charlie spent time alone with each other at the bar, while Charlie's wife was with her friends. "You and Mary have been together for years now, does it ever get hard on you? Things with you and Mary seem so perfect." Jonathan laughed and replied, "Well sometimes it does get a little hard but all the years me and Mary have been together we haven't had any serious...
Ah Spring... Considering that winter lasts forever and spring is about a week, Helsinki does spring with a vengeance. The temp might be in the mid fifties but it's shorts and picnic weather this far north. While folks in midwestern US are still bundled to the ears, Finland is celebrating the rebirth of their world. I passed my class on larger boats. I could now legally captain any of the family and company Swans and ... much to my disgust ... any power ship up to nine hundred ninety nine...
Hi Friends. I am a regular reader of ISS. Reading erotic stories from other readers has prompted me to post my experiences. Presently I am 35, live in Ahmedabad. I am 6 Ft tall, athletic body and good looking guy. I am a sportsman. I used to play volleyball from Gujarat team till my age of 25 and later I offered my services as a coach to the state team. This story is of age 30 my mine. We were having a volleyball camp for girls and boys selected for state at rajkot for 15 days. I was coach of...
I am a bisexual, married white man in my 50s, and the following story occurred when I was in my 30s, and had my first, life-changing cock sucking experience. I was married to a lovely woman and had a decent sex life at home, with the only problem being that I have a smaller-than-average sized cock and I have always been self conscious about that. I normally could not bring my wife to orgasm from just fucking her with my small dick, and usually finished her off orally after I had cum in her. ...
*** WARNING Will Robinson - if you don't like a guy sticking his pecker up some other guys shitter don't read this! I sat in the back of the cab my head spinning. I didn’t realize I had drank that much – I always get so angry and horny when I drink. I would beat her and fuck her – that’s why you have a wife, there always there when you need a punching bag or wet hole. I noticed the man driving the cab was a big black nigger. The lazy bastard said nothing just drove in silence and smoked an...
BisexualThere were four or five famous faces outside the private room when we got back. Two were television actors I’d seen and two were girls that seemed to be famous for no apparent reason. The fifth was the girl I’d seen on stage earlier. I didn’t know her name but I did know her panties were striped. One of the women tried to get to Liz but Dom and Brian blocked her. She appeared offended. Liz tapped Dom on the shoulder and pointed to the private room. A member of the club’s security detail had...
Taking Out the Trash By Rosie Sarah took a big gulp from the pint her mother had placed before her. For a minute, she felt that the feel of the beer flowing down her throat had cooled her anger but after a while, it fueled it to even higher levels. She was determined, more than ever before, to go through with the plan she had devised for her husband, when he came back. "If he comes back, you mean," her mother interjected. "When he comes back," Sarah repeated with an eerie calmness...
"Next time, I want you to put it in me" All day, that phrase had been pushing itself to the front of my mind. And each time, I asked myself the same question: What did she mean by that? I had heard those words the night before at my neighbor Jenny's house. She had said it to me after a mutual masturbation session more exciting, more intensely satisfying, than I had ever dreamed possible. After our shuddering orgasms Jenny had used her fingers, still warm and wet from her vagina, to gather...
ExhibitionismCogito ergo sum. I think; therefore, I am. A well known latin phrase. But can we apply the concept in reverse- that is: I don't think, therefore I am not. That is, if a person doesn't think, do they exist at all? If a person doesn't exist, does the responsibility for their actions reasonably rest on their shoulder. Logically, if something doesn't exist, it can't be held responsible for actions occurring while it doesn't exist. So if a person doesn't think, and thus does not exist, does...
He grabbed her wrists as she tried to move away. "Be still, he commanded. She still struggled. Slap. He backhanded her. She caught her breath and paused for a second to measure in her mind his new aggression. "Let me go," she pleaded. "Be quiet and be still," he commanded again. "You will do as I say." She looked at him with contempt and then jerked again, hoping to free herself from his grip but without success. Slap. He slapped her again. She was startled by his violence. ...
BDSM“Daddy are you ready for the weekend?” she asked smiling up at me.It was Friday night I just got home from work to hear that my loving wife had booked a long weekend away at a country resort for my daughter and myself. It sounded like a relaxing weekend of spas and drinks, maybe the odd game of tennis; to get away from the city would be fabulous.“Of course, honey, your mother has put things in a bag for me, so I think we're ready,” I replied.A big smile appeared on Amy's face. “Can we get...
IncestI woke alone in my bed at the North mansion, feeling completely rested and relaxed. I was so comfortable and at ease that I just laid there completely nude on top of the covers, not wishing to disturb the perfect stillness and peace after having such a wonderful dream. My attention wandered around the room a bit, not really thinking of anything specific, just letting the objects in the room trigger whatever vague images and feelings they wished to give me. But when my eyes fell on the tux...
ACT OF CONTRITION O My Absolute Master, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee In thoughts, words, works and omissions. I haven't been a good servant, Deserving of Your Divine Grace And the fortune You have bestowed upon me By accepting my servitude. I detest all my sins because of Thy just punishments, but most of all because they offend Thee, my Lord, Who art all-good and deserving of all my love and submission. I firmly resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to sin no...
100% fiction! Mother was away visiting her dad & I to catch up on blokey things. Little did she know we were going to be fucking while dressed in her clothes. After catching dad in mums stockings a few weeks earlier, the 2 of us couldn't ignore our feelings. I first became curious about sex with other crossdressers after discovering dads large collection of transgender mags & dvds. The idea of having dads cock inside me drove me wild. When he asked if I wanted to have some kinky, harmless fun...
IncestI lay in a corner of the bed and tried to make sense. Claus was strange. I wanted to like him, and did when he wasn't under the influence of the colonel. He had an evil streak no different than the man who ironically rescued him from the brothel only to make him his private whore-boy that he discriminately loaned to other men that the colonel either wanted a favor from, or perhaps even to wage blackmail against. Claus had mentioned that so many men came to his bedroom that he would report...
I thought I'd introduce you to Mistress Kitty. She really is a very sweet submissive with the most caring loving Master. He has given her a gift. He wants her to learn to be a strong woman and know her self-worth. He can not be with her all the time and with this gift, she can do many things."Pet I've decided to allow you a plaything. Now I know you would prefer a nice little submissive pet like you are but where would the challenge be in that. Hmm, pet?""Yes, Master....as you wish."She is a...
BDSMJenny Edwards sat in at the small table in the little café sipping a soda and waiting. She brushed her light brown hair out of her blue eyes as she drummed her fingers on the table. This was a meeting she'd avoided for over five years, but now, she knew it was time to deal with this situation once and for all. A petite brunette with brown eyes walked up and said, "Jenny?" Jenny looked up and saw her ex-sister-in-law, Amy Taylor, the woman who broke her brother's heart and the reason he...
I went to bed that night and fucked Maria harder than I ever had before all the while wishing that it was Libby I was sinking my steel hard shaft into. Maria said what the hell has gotten into you are you trying to fuck a hole through me take it easy if you keep this up my pussy will be sore and we won’t be able to do this again for weeks. It was then I came back to my senses and said I’m sorry babe it’s just that your pussy feels so good I couldn’t help myself. Maria got on top of me and rode...
"No turning back," I whisper as the front of the bus comes into view. I wrap my arms around my waist cautiously as I approach, a frown forming on my lips as I see red and blue lights glisten on the side of the bus. "They didn't," I say in disbelief. But sure enough, two police cars are positioned behind the bus with three different officers surrounding the bus. "There she is!" I hear from inside the bus and I hang my head in guilt. I let out a sigh as I walk closer to the bus, my feet dragging...
Love StoriesMy family calls my van the Mom-Mobile because all I ever seemed to do is drive from one kid event to another. With two active boys, and lots of team events and practices, I used to live in my van. But now that the boys are in high school, they don't want to be seen having Mom drive them everywhere. Still, my van is a great car, especially if you want to have a nice quite drive in the country with your lover. My marriage was having a problems. We had both had affairs; however, I had known all...
Hi guys, let me tell you About me first. I am Mr.South bull aged 29. This happened after 3rd lockdown. I met this beautiful couple Mr. and Mrs. Sharma from Bangalore online and started to share the fantasy.Sharma is 38 and his wife is 32. I had been chatting with this new Indian couple here for almost two month now. We exchanged our pictures and it seemed that they both were eager to meet my 7-inch thick bull dick!My plan was to meet them for a coffee and then to go to their home as their guest...
Just to be clear this is a true story. (I was 21 and the other guy was 23 so it is legal)I have always considered myself straight and I still do. I was always the manly man in school: hot girlfriend, ripped, popular, football player type deal. And I am still straight, but sometimes sucking a dick is alright.So my very first time sucking a cock was New Years Eve a few years ago. I got home from work late and the house was empty. All of my friends were out partying and I was stuck home alone....
A night at the moviesDisclaimer: I would always be the one that went and get supplies, but for the purpose of this story, I have sent you..! You'll know what I mean later :)I pull into the cinema car park and find your car parked in the corner park, so I drive right up beside you and park it in next to yours, you smile when you see me and hop out of your car. I get out and walk over to you and take your hand. I can't help but take half a step back and admire your choice of outfit for this...
Have I told you that Danny boy has the sweetest young teenage ass I ever did molest? And I have fucked a lot of teen boy ass. But Danny?s is special. The pale smooth globes, the deep crack, the beautiful rosebud. So perfect, and a boy that young?well, he feels every humiliating inch fucking balls deep into him. I just love to fucking ruin that boy's hot little ass, and I have been working toward that goal. To totally ruin the ass! ass I ever did molest? And I have fucked a lot of teen...
Coming back to the story, after brilliant a fuck with my mom and bua, chachu left for his sasural, may be for fucking his mother-in-law or sister-in-law or someone else. Next night when chachu came back, our Kajal Bua was very anxiously waiting for him. My b*o Raj knew that chachu would definitely be fucking Bua and hence he hid behind a curtain. Thereafter chachu came and Raj saw about 2 hours wild love game of chachu with bua. Bua was wildly taken in every possible way by chachu and...
After working for one of LA’s biggest celebrity stylists, Avi has got tired for working for someone else and she starts her own company. One of her clients is a big time film producer and she knows that she may get to see some big names, but she doesn’t expect to see one of her biggest celebrity crushes on her first day and it blows her away. After the director offers her some big names to boost business, she knows this will come at a price. It seems it’s time to really take...
xmoviesforyouHello Friends, Main hu atul mehra..Meri age 20 hai..Aur main yamunanagar ka rehne wala hu…Mainiss ka regular reader hu pichle 2 saal se…Ye meri pehli story hai jise mai apke sath share kr rha hu…Agar apko meri story pasand aaye to plz feedback jrur dena taaki mai apne aur experience apkesath share kr saku..Meri e-mail id hai () Baat un dino ki hai jb mai 20 saal ka tha….Main kisi vajah se delhi gya hua tha….Mera pura din delhi mai apna kaamkhatam krne main lag gya….Is wajah se mai apne frnds se...
Good morning to the only woman to ever own me! I'm somewhere over Iowa right now and thinking of you. I have been flying for over two hours and I'm ready to start executing our plan. I'm sitting in a window seat, next to a very attractive man. He is probably in his early thirties, tall, with broad shoulders, muscular arms and excellent posture that exudes confidence. I bet he was a Marine in a past life. He has that chiseled face and tough-guy look. At that same time, he strikes me as an...
ExhibitionismHi this is the first story that I am writing in ISS. I am regular reader of ISS and daily I masturbate after reading at least one story and then only I sleep. This is my usual routine. coming to me I am doing my PG in Hyderabad now and am 5”7” tall not that fair and has a good body structure. My man hood is big with 7” and 3” diameter. Any girl who sees the dimensions will definitely fall for the tool. The incident that I am going to tell here has happened when i was in doing my Degree college...
The journey from Mum to Pune in AC Bus brought memories of a real experience. I had gone to a remote place in the Himalayas. Lone Bus that dropped me there at 12 noon was to go back to nearest small town at 3 pm. By the time I could visit my destination and return it was already 4 pm and the Bus had already left. There was no shelter there and the only alternative was to hitch a ride in a truck. The driver gave me the lift. I sat in middle and the cleaner on my left and driver naturally on the...
Bianca knelt on the padded floor, hands folded behind her back and head bowed in submission, waiting for her mistress. She shivered and licked her lips as she heard footsteps creaking on the stairs and the door to the playroom opened.Her mistress, Angelique, looked stunning as always, letting Bianca raise her head to appreciate her outfit before boring her head again. Angelique was in black lacy lingerie, trimmed with small purple bows, accompanied by black thigh highs and most noticeably, a...
A few minutes later Jenny and I were kissing tenderly on the bed while the shower came on in the bathroom. I looked into Jenny's blue eyes and she looked seductively back at me as we held each other. She was still wet with sweat from the exertions of Carlos' vigorous fucking, her dirty blonde hair sticking to her forehead, making her sexier. I was also flushed from the sexual exhilaration of what just happened."Did you like that baby," she asked, biting my nose and lower lip. "Wasn't that so...