Lady GuinevereChapter 52
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Deacon looked at me. “Well, I guess that couldn’t have gone much better.”
“Which? Cleaning out the basement of the Slocum Joe’s, or dealing with Danse and Maxson?”
“Danse and Maxson. I didn’t have any doubts about getting or retrieving the prototype. I’ve seen you in action. I admit that watching you take down that second Behemoth was a thing of beauty, though. I don’t think there’s anyone else who’s actually ever done that.”
“I agree with Deacon,” Nick said. “I’ve seen a deathclaw and Behemoth go at it before and the Behemoth won. Not particularly something I care to witness again.”
“Well, at least we got even more parts so you can fix yourself up if need be, and more of those synth chips for Curie to play with,” I said.
“Oui, madam. While I lack the requisite electronic equipment for a full breakdown and schematic study, I have made several discoveries in the differences between the chips and components in fully robotic synths versus the one we removed from K1-98. There are some similarities to the Courser chips in some of the more advanced robotic synths.”
Nick replied, “So, call this my detective itch, Curie. What the Railroad is calling the Gen 1 synths, you’re calling robotic synths. They call Gen 2 synths a Gen 1 with coverings, and Gen 3 are effectively human. Where do I fit into this?”
“Ah, monsieur Nick, as you noted, you are a prototype. You do have a component in you that I have been able to detect, but it is much more primitive than any of the others. As for my nomenclature usage, the robotic synths are just that. Advanced robots with metallic physical components that emulate a human endoskeleton. It does not matter whether they are the Gen 1 or 2. They appear to be potentially as capable of autonomous functionality as Codsworth or myself, but are highly limited by their programming restrictions, although I suspect that the two of us are unique individuals, as we have been continuously in operation for more than two centuries”
“As for you, you are like Glory mentally in that you have the full human capacity for inspiration and everything that is human, while not having a human body. And then, of course, there are the Gen 3 synths. From my studies, they truly are unrelated to the Gen 1 or Gen 2 synths, simply because the Gen 1 and Gen 2 are not actually synthetic beings, simply humanoid robots.”
Deacon shook his head. “That’s going to irritate Glory, but will vindicate some of the rest of us at headquarters in our decisions. But what about some of the other robots, that have been operating for that long?”
I shook my head. “I suspect we’ll have to handle those on a case by case basis. Most of the military robots that we’ve encountered simply never had flexible programming in the first place. I think the reason General Atomics made Codsworth so flexible was because he went to my house, and they wanted to keep me happy since I was with RobCo.”
The vertibird had saved us a long walk, taking us directly from the airport to Lexington. Once done, we walked back to the Old North Church and heading down to the Railroad headquarters. First thing I did was toss a bundle to Carrington. “Here you go. One prototype recovered from a formerly secret headquarters.”
“Oh, um, thank you,” he said.
Desdemona was standing at her table, looking over a map of the Boston area. I could see the mirth in her eyes when I treated Carrington so casually. She stood up and lit a fresh cigarette. “So, congratulations on recovering that. I’m guessing it was difficult?”
“You should have seen it, Dez. She carried me out on her shoulder, shooting synths left and right, without hardly breaking a sweat,” Deacon exclaimed.
Piper coughed, with her voice remarkably sounding like, “Bullshit!”
Desdemona laughed. “Okay, I’ll take that comment with the usual grain of salt. But in all seriousness, what happened?”
I shook my head. “Not much, really. We went in through the backdoor tunnel, killed all the Gen 1 synths that were guarding things, and recovered the prototype. We were in and out in about three hours, total.”
She frowned. “So, what took you so long in coming back here?”
Piper laughed. “That was Tina doing what she does best. Better than shooting a feral ghoul. While we were on the way out, we found a Brotherhood of Steel outpost set up in the Cambridge Police Station. When we were on the way back, we escorted the leader to the airport, where their airship is moored.”
“We knew that it was there. You’d have to have been blind to miss it coming through. We’ve been watching them, since it appears they’re here to hunt for synths, which would make them our enemy.”
“Well, yes and no. They’re here to fight the Institute, but I think once their leader gets over the ass-chewing that Tina gave him, they’ll consider things regarding synths in a new light.”
“Really? What happened?” Desdemona sounded intrigued.
I smiled. “Law and history. I’ll fully explain later, but for now, we needed to drop the prototype off with Carrington before we head back into the Glowing Sea. You won’t have any problems with the Brotherhood. I’ve given them a mission that should take them at least a couple of weeks, and we’ll be back long before then.”
“You gave the Brotherhood a mission? And they agreed to do it? You’re damned right I want that explanation. But I won’t keep you for now. Good luck and good hunting.”
We left the church and headed straight for Goodneighbor. “You didn’t think I’d forget?”
“No, madam. It’s just ... I find myself with both elation at the prospect of being able to contribute more to science once I have a human brain, yet also fear that something will go wrong and everything will be lost.”
Nick chuckled. “Well, I think that pretty well settles the argument about whether robots or synths can become human. If that’s not a description of human emotions, then I don’t know what is.”
“Oh, Monsieur Nick, you are right. And in my confusion, trying to fit human emotions into my neural networks, I forgot to mention something I have discovered that may be important. When Madam was injured and I treated her wound, my sensors scanned her automatically as part of my research of human injuries. I have found a match.”
“Wait, what?” I asked. “A match between someone you’ve scanned and me?”
“Oui, madam. I did not want to mention this near the soldiers, but these are your friends. Your genome is a seventy percent match for all three of the synths that I have scanned.”
That stopped me in my tracks. I repeated myself. “Wait, what?”
“What the hell are you talking about, Curie?”, Piper squeaked, very upset.
“Oh, I am sorry. I have said things to upset you. I do not mean that Madam is a synth. I scanned her routinely when I treated her. She does not have a synth chip. What I meant is that each of the three synths that I have scanned share approximately sixty percent of the same genome, the same DNA. Of that sixty percent, approximately seventy percent matches hers.”
Deacon had a serious frown on his face. “We’re in a safe spot right now. Do Piper and I a favor, and take samples from both of us.”
“Of course, Monsieur.” She quickly did so. “Other than normal genetic markers, you each share less than one percent of DNA with any synth.”
I sat down, right there, in the rubble of a Boston street, my hands barely able to hold me up. I had never felt like this before. It was an empty feeling, like something had been ripped from my body and soul. It seemed from a distance that something was making noise, but I couldn’t make anything out. I felt like I was drowning in emotion. Then it felt like I was drowning for real when I inhaled a bunch of water.
I started coughing, spitting water out and shaking my head. “What the hell was that about?” I was irritated and rather wet.
“That was getting you out of the shock that had just hit your system,” Nick said, putting another bottle of water away now that it wasn’t needed. “I’ve seen it before. You went into an overload, your brain just about shut down because it didn’t want to recognize something.”
I wiped the water off my face. Deacon offered me a hand up, which I gratefully took. “Wow, um, sorry about that.”
Piper came up and wrapped her arms around me. “I love you, Tina. So does Gwen. We’ll help you through this.”
“Thanks, Piper.” I shook my head. “Fuck! This is ... fuck!”
Codsworth was concerned. “I’m sorry, mum. I know you’re upset, but I have to admit that I am puzzled about your reaction. I’m afraid I don’t understand.”
“It’s simple, Codsworth. Whatever it was that I saw in Kellogg’s memories was a lie.”
Piper gasped. “The Broken Mask incident! Oh, my god.”
Valentine said, “The synth that did that was still mostly metal and plastic inside. If I had to guess, I’d say he was a prototype like me, the carrying through of the next step. Reducing the number of artificial parts while encasing them in human flesh. But if that’s so, then that means we’re not hunting for a ten-year-old child anymore.”
Deacon shook his head. “That was just over sixty years ago. Is that even possible?”
“I’ve been out here on my own for a hundred years. So not only is it possible, it’s also probable,” Nick explained.
Codsworth was still a step behind. “My apologies, but I still don’t understand.”
Curie spun so all three of her eyes were on him. “My colleague, it is quite simple from a scientific perspective. I will scan the synth that will become my human body before the transfer is done, as I will no longer have access to certain rapid analysis afterwards. But with three positives so far, from different individuals, there is a near certainty that all synths will have the same results. The main biological source of DNA that was used to create them came from someone closely related to Madam.”
My voice was almost hollow. “Shaun.” I bent my head, closed my eyes and took deep breathes, several of them. Almost like a dog shaking himself after getting wet, I shook my head, then raised my head back up. “Come on. Let’s get to Goodneighbor. We’ve at least one more synth to meet up with, then a long walk back through the Glowing Sea.”
We had no trouble getting to Goodneighbor. While walking through town to get to the Memory Den, we saw two ghouls standing over a body. “Damn! He looked just like Sammy!”, one of them said.
The other said, “Yeah, but he didn’t act like him.”
“What’s going on here?”, I asked.
“We shot this synth that was trying to infiltrate things here,” the first one explained. I motioned, and Curie flew over to the corpse. “What’s she doing?”, he asked.
“Making sure he was a synth.” Curie rapidly worked, then was done. “Results?”
“Oui, madam. Synth component confirmed. And ... the same genetic results as well.”
“Thanks, Curie. Okay, guys, you shot him, you clean the mess up. And ... good work.”
Upon entering the Memory Den, Irma directed us all downstairs. I was rather surprised to see Glory talking to Doctor Amari. She turned to me. “Wait? You’re the one who wants to put a robot brain into G5-19? You know she’s a synth. We’re supposed to protect them.”
“You’re right, we are. But is G5-19 actually still in that body, or is she like someone from my time who is only being kept alive, on life support while their brain is dead?”
Amari said, “Glory, she wanted new memories. She knew her personality would be all but completely erased. There’s always a risk when we remove memories like this that something will go wrong. But now her body is dying, the life support was only keeping it alive. G5 herself is gone.”
Glory wasn’t convinced. “I don’t know, this still doesn’t feel right. She was tough, so tough. I remember her having to get her memories wiped time and time again by the SRB because she wouldn’t quit.”
“Glory, before we do this, if we do this, I need to have Curie do one quick check on G5, like we did with you. Please, it’s important, and ... I’ll explain afterwards,” I said.
“Fine. Do it. It can’t hurt her now.”
Doctor Amari raised the lid on the memory lounger where the synth woman lay still, barely breathing. G5 had a good-looking face, medium brown hair, and was of medium build. Curie took up her hand, gently, then removed the smallest amount of material needed to run her tests. She then gently placed the hand back down.
Piper stepped to one side so she could see better, then gasped when she actually saw the face of G5, looking first at G5, then to me. “Tina, I ... my god, if we needed more proof of what we thought...”
Deacon and Nick both joined Piper. Both of them agreed with her.
Curie finished her test. “The test is complete, madam. The percentage of DNA shared by all of the synths we’ve encountered, including G5, is the same. However, G5 shares ten percent more with you than any other so far, possibly due to gender.”
Amari closed the lounger again. “Well, Glory, what will it be?”
“What the hell is going on here, with that test and such?”
“You said G5 was tough, wouldn’t quit. I know where she got that trait. From me. Like you, she is my ... daughter.” I felt almost relieved to say that.
“What the fuck are you talking about? Come on! Deacon, what’s going on?” Glory was distraught.
“Do we have time for an explanation or not, Doc?”, Deacon asked. Amari shook her head. “Glory, you trust me, as much as anyone trusts me. Let the doc do the procedure and put Curie into her body. Curie has already made a huge discovery that will take more time than G5 has left to fully explain. If she’s allowed to become human, I can only imagine how many more she’ll make.”
Glory closed her eyes. I could see she was in pain, but I dare not comfort her. Not yet. After several moments that seemed much longer, she said, “Fine. Do it.”
Amari sighed with relief. “Quickly, now. Curie, you go here. Let me hook these up to you. Good, just like that. Remain still now. Terminate all non-essential functions.” Amari turned back to her console, began flipping switches and typing commands. “Connection complete. I have access to your friend’s memories. And ... now!”
At exactly the same moment, the robot body that was Curie fell to the floor, the human body that was now Curie suddenly took a deep breath. “Oh, I feel so strange. What is this? I ... my chest. What is happening?”
Doctor Amari said, “Just breathe. It’s an autonomic function. Just let your body do what it must. Listen to me. Can you hear me? What is your name?” She flipped a switch, causing the lid over the memory lounger to open.
Curie said, “My designation is Contagions Vulnerability Robotic Infirmary Engineer, or Curie.” Shakily, she started to get up. Glory and I both helped her stand. “Oh, that is so much better.”
Amari smiled. “Good, very good. Now, let’s test some cognitive functions. What is one plus two?”
“Three.”
“What would you do if I threw a baseball at your head?”
“Uh, move.”
“Think of a strong memory. The first that comes to mind. Tell me about it.”
Curie sighed. “Doctor Burrow was very old. He was the last living scientist in my section of Vault 81. He was on his bed. Very weak. He said to me, ‘Curie, you must... ‘ and he died before he finished the sentence. Oh, my insides feel peculiar. What is that?”
I smiled. “You might be feeling grief. For a friend.”
She frowned. “But this unit has no friends. Wait. There, my chest is tightening when I think of poor Doctor Burrow. And ... I feel ... you have called me your friend before. I feel, something else inside when I think of that. Something different, warm.”
Piper said, “Welcome to being human, Curie.”
Glory stepped back. “Okay, now that we’ve got that out of the way, what the hell were you talking about before?”
Deacon said, “I don’t know if you ever gave it a thought before, Glory, but synths are effectively fully human, just instead of having mechanical parts like the chip in your head, everything else is human. Bones, blood, skin, everything.”
She frowned. “Of course, I know that. I’ve been beat up enough to know that if you hit me in the face I’m going to bleed.”
“But where did you come from? They had to have had some way to create you, to create all the synths. And to do that, they had to have something ... someone ... human to use for their pattern,” he explained. “Bullseye was alive before the war.”
“I know,” Glory interrupted. “I heard this discussion back at HQ about how she was frozen for a couple of centuries. So?”
“So was my family. My husband, my baby son. I woke up once, thawed out, saw my husband murdered, my son taken, by Kellogg. Then I was frozen again. I had no idea how much time had gone by while I was in stasis. When I woke up again, three weeks ago, I first thought that it had only been a few days since my son had been taken. When I looked through Kellogg’s memories here with Doctor Amari, it appeared that it was about ten years ago.”
“You saw how we found out that all synths share a common DNA structure, that they all have quite a bit of DNA in common with each other, about sixty percent. The only way that’s possible is if they used the same person as the basis for whatever process they use to grow you. And of that sixty percent that is the same person, about seventy percent of that matches my DNA. Since we know they didn’t use me as a basis for growing you and all synths, they had to use someone descended from me. Which means that not only is my son in the hands of the Institute, but he’s been used to make synths. That’s why I said what I did earlier. I’m effectively your grandmother.”
“Not only that, but ... Glory, come here, stand next to me,” Piper insisted. “Now, look at Tina and Curie, standing side by side. That’s what I noticed before.”
“But ... G5-19 was my friend for a long time. How is it that she looks like Bullseye?”
Doctor Amari exclaimed, “My God, you’re right. I didn’t notice it myself. What was it you said before, Curie? That G5 had ten percent more than others? You almost look enough like each other to be twins. There’s enough difference to be able to easily tell you apart, but your relationship is obvious.”
Curie was apologetic. “I did not know any of this when I made the request to become human. I am sorry that I have caused such a problem.”
Surprisingly, Glory was the one who responded first. “I’ve always been the tough one with the Railroad. But G5 was tougher than I ever was in the Institute. I can see where she got that, now. This will probably be one of the few times that I’ll ever admit that I was wrong, but I was wrong. Welcome to the world, Curie.”
She turned and looked at Deacon. “Don’t think I’m going all soft here, either. I’ll still kick your ass between your ears if I need to. I’ll ... I’ll see you all back at HQ at some point. Good luck.” With that, she left the basement.
Doctor Amari asked, “So, how is it possible that when you went into Kellogg’s memory that he had a young Shaun with him? Didn’t Mister Valentine have recent records that it wasn’t that long ago they were in Diamond City together?”
“I was wondering that myself,” Nick said. “Those were recent memories. But the first incident with a synth with human characteristics was right at sixty years ago.”
“It’s obvious that they’re using DNA from Shaun to make synths. Otherwise I wouldn’t be so close a match. One thing I considered, but not very likely, was that it wasn’t ten years ago they killed Nate and stole Shaun, but a long time before then. At this point I don’t know how to reconcile what we know with the evidence. This just means I need to get back to Virgil, and quickly.”
Amari asked, “What will you do then?”
“Whatever I have to. Thanks for this, doc. Um, how much do you want for doing this?”
She replied, “Actually, I have a question for Curie.”
“Oui, madam?”
“This is a rather delicate question, but ... your robot body. What were you planning on doing with it?”
“Ah, I see.” She looked at her old form, now completely lifeless in a heap. “I have noticed that humans have a habit of having different exterior coverings, depending upon what they are doing. Since I am now human myself, I consider it to be ... clothing I will never need again. You may do with it as you wish.”
I’d never heard a robot gulp before. “Codsworth, are you alright?”
“Mum, please don’t take this the wrong way, but I have no desire to change clothes myself. I ... feel ... proper in this form.”
“Well, unless you wore a black suit and tie all day, you’d have a heck of a time being a proper English butler any other way. You’re fine, Codsworth,” I reassured him.
With that, we moved some things around, as the robot Curie had been carrying items we could sell or otherwise trade. It only took a few minutes and we were heading back out of Goodneighbor. We made it to Diamond City just before the markets closed. I was able to get more ammo from Arturo, along with a laser rifle for Curie.
“Is this really necessary, madam?”, she asked, holding the weapon in her arms.
“In an ideal world? No. In the one we find ourselves in? Oh, yes. I figure that with a laser, you won’t have to worry about recoil or windage. I don’t want you to take any risks if you can avoid them. There’s a reason I picked up an extra hazmat suit, I knew you would be human this trip. I just hope the critters we killed before haven’t been replaced by too many nasties.”
“Very well. Um, is there something wrong with me? I feel ... something from inside me.” About that time her stomach grumbled loudly.
Piper, Deacon and I laughed. “Let’s get you some noodles. Humans run on food, water, and require sleep. Piper, can we sleep in your office tonight? Nick, we’re going to run back to Sanctuary tomorrow morning, get a Vault suit fitted for Curie, and some armor. If you want to head back to your office and see if Ellie has any cases you need to work on, you can either stay here and do those, or meet us at the Somerville place in a couple of days. We’ll be following the same route in and out to the cave we used coming out the last time.”
“As long as you’re not trying to get rid of me, I’ll at least check in with Ellie. She can get worried about me for some reason. It’s not like I go missing all the time, right?” He chuckled, since that’s how we’d first met. With that, he left us.
“Don’t look at me, boss. I’m staying with you,” Deacon said.
“Wouldn’t dream of getting rid of you, Deacon. I think you’re actually starting to grow up,” I told him.
“Crap, don’t tell that to Dez. Look, we’ve been together a while. I ... well, you’ve done something that I didn’t think would really ever happen again. You’ve become someone I can trust. I’ve ... I’ve got a history, one that I’m not proud of, but I think it’s something you should know, all of you should know.”
I nodded. “We all have something in our past. Come on, let’s go get something to eat, more than just noodles, and you can tell us about it.”
We went to the Dugout Inn for dinner. Vadim was his usual obnoxious self, but at least the food was decent. And we were able to get some privacy, for Deacon to unload his soul to us.
“This is tough for me, because I’m so used to lying to everyone about my history. I take on all sort of different identities to gather information that I sometimes almost forget who I really am. I’ve told people I’m a synth, I’ve told people I’m the real head of the Railroad, I’ve made so much shit up that ... well, let’s just say that to get intelligence, I’ve pretty much done everything you could imagine. But when I was younger, I killed a man and ... I’ve been trying to make up for it ever since.”
He held up his hands to still our protests. “I was a rough kid. A gang member, part of the University Point Deathclaws. Terrible bigots, and I was one of the worst ones. We used to terrorize anyone that we thought might be a synth. Sometimes we were even right, which just made things worse. Well, we took it too far one time. There was a farmer someone accused of being a synth, so we took him out, beat him up, then in the heat of the moment, we lynched him. Except when I cut into his neck to pull out the synth component to show everyone, he didn’t have one. Turns out he was innocent, just someone had a grudge against, and used us to get even.”
“That ... that did it for me. I left the gang, swore them off, and decided that being a farmer was just fine for me. Met a girl, Barbara, and we fell in love. We had our own little farm, were a happy couple, and Barbara was trying to get pregnant. Only thing was, the Deathclaws had heard that Barbara was a synth. So, when I was out taking care of the crops, they came to the house. I heard her scream, but it was too late by the time I got back. She was dead, and they were celebrating that they’d killed a synth.” His voice got quiet, his eyes seeing something that wasn’t in the tavern.
“I went crazy, then. Killed all of them. Tracked down a couple of them that escaped and killed them, too. That brought me to the attention of the Railroad, and ... well, I’ve been with them ever since. They didn’t know I’d been in the gang once, just that I was fighting to help synths. I ... I know that if I told this to Glory, or Carrington, or even Dez, they’d think I was blowing smoke up their ass, because I’ve done that too many times to have credibility about myself with them. But ... I think I can open up to you and be honest, because you ... you know what it’s like to lose someone.”
“I like to think that I’ve got a pretty good bullshit detector, Deacon. Remember, I was a lawyer, and I’ve had to shovel it out myself in court a few times. So, you get the benefit of the doubt from me on this, because it rings true,” I said.
Piper had a frown on her face. “I hate to be the nosy one here, but it sort of comes with the territory of being a reporter. You said that Barbara was trying to get pregnant. This isn’t me trying to be perverted any more than I already am, but ... so far as you could tell, did she have regular human female sexual responses, orgasms and such? And ... did she have periods, like a regular woman?”
Deacon sat back in his chair. “I don’t see how that’s any of your ... oh, shit. I didn’t even think about this until just now. But you’re right. My apologies, Curie, I’m not used to thinking of you as a young woman yet.” His face turned red.
“Monsieur Deacon, are you feeling alright? Your skin tone has drastically changed.”
“I think he’ll be fine, Curie. The reason I asked is ... well, hell, you look like Tina here, and we all know how she and I feel about each other. Thing is, you’re not a robot now. You don’t just have a human body as a replacement for your robot body, you are human. That means as a female, you have to watch out for things like yeast infections, wiping from front to back, never from back to front, and all the hormonal imbalances that come with having monthly periods. That is, if synths have periods.”
“Ah, the human menstrual cycle. Peak fertility for the human female is typically half way between the time defined by the starting and stopping of this. Oh, does this mean I will experience personally the difficulties I’ve only studied?”, Curie asked.
“Probably, depending upon how Deacon answers once he figures out how to speak again. My cycle has been thrown off by being frozen. Today’s the 14th, I’d normally be just finishing up. Which, as messy as it sounds, is another good reason for wearing the Vault suits. You don’t have to worry as much about tampons or napkins, just cleaning the inside of the Vault suit, which is bad enough,” I explained.
Deacon closed his eyes. “God, this is the kind of conversation I never thought I’d be a part of, that’s for damned sure.” He shook his head. “Not exactly one of the topics we trained on, discussion of feminine hygiene. But, in answer to your question, Barbara and I were together for seven months. From a ... sexual ... perspective, she responded normally. As for periods ... I’m not saying this to piss you ladies off, but a joke among guys is how can something bleed that much and not die? Of course, she had periods.”
His face grew still. “All but the last one...”
I put my hand on his. “I’m so sorry, Deacon.”
“Thanks, boss. I appreciate it.”
We finished up in relative silence. At least until the end. The expression on Curie’s face changed into a frown. “Oh, my. I have eaten, and now I feel ... feel...” She cut loose with a tremendously loud belch. “What is that, that I just did?”
Once the rest of us quit laughing, Piper explained, “Yeah, we’ll have to watch you for the next few days. You eat too fast, like you did, and your body produces gas. It has to come out somewhere. And since you only have two exit points, it’s either going to come out as a belch, like that, or as a really stinky smell.”
“Oh, I am so sorry, I did not know this,” Curie said.
I patted her hand. “That’s okay. We’ll make sure that you get used to normal bodily functions. Unlike being a robot, you need to eat, drink, sleep, and of course, you’ll also have to pee and poop. Remember when we poked fun at Deacon in the Glowing Sea?”
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I wasn't all that interested in the movie and decided to have a little fun. I started to rub Brad's leg, slowly working my way from his knee to his crotch and back. Brad slipped the arm he had on my shoulders down, cupped my boob and began to massage it through my top. I slid my hand over his hard cock and squeezed it through his cotton shorts, moving my fingers along its length. "Are you playing with my brother's dick?" Kathy asked, giggling. "Yeah and he's playing with my tit," I...
You are sleeping in your bed, having a great dream about you and Angelina Jolie in a very swanky hotel in Venice, having wild sex on the balcony, overlooking the canals. The dream ends. You think you hear a tiny little voice say, "And sprinkle this one good. I think Peter and Wendy need something to break the logjam. This one will do nicely." In your sleep-stupor, you open one eye a bit and see a glowing moth hovering over your bed. The moth's body looks strangely like a person. Then you go...
The four of them had been inseparable, best friends since elementary school. Now, having just graduated from high school, it made perfect sense for them to get an apartment together in the city. On their first night in the apartment, Stace breaks open a bottle of champagne and calls for an apartment meeting. Stace was the ringleader of the group, she had the strongest personality and usually had set the tone for their activities together. She was a curvaceous brunette with a rockabilly style,...
Ah YES! The lands of Toril! What a place. A land of myth, and lore. A land where dangers, and adventure are around every corner. The infamous Spine of the World, Baldur's Gate, Helmsdeep, Waterdeep, the Underdark, Undrentide, Luskan, Amn, and Nevewinter city are just a few of the places any adventurer would seek. Some would go to these places to gain power, wealth, or even fame. Some go to these places to do villainous acts of evil, and some, heroic deeds of good. But for THESE 4 adventurers,...
FantasyA Wish the Heart Makes: Fornever in Blue Genes by Tigger Copyright 2000. All rights reserved. Fictionmania and Nifty may archive this story. Anyone else, ask me first. From Walt Disney's "Cinderella": "A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're fast asleep. In dreams you lose your heartaches Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams and someday Your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving If you keep on...
This is the twenty-second story in my Legacy Universe and was written as a serial over a several month period. Normally, this is where I'd point out that the story could be read on its own, but in this case, it helps to have read some of the previous Legacy stories. A complete list of the Legacy stories will be provided at the end of the story as well as the order in which they were written. The Return of Nevermore By Morpheus Part 1 It was early afternoon but Julie Matthews...
NeverWorld Chapter One Randy Butler curled up in a comfortable armchair in the corner of the Student Center. There were students all around him talking, eating, and working. Even though they were all strangers, he felt comfortable here in the large crowded hall. Randy was lonely. He hadn't made any new friends in the two weeks since college began. He had hoped to meet other freshmen taking classes at Philadelphia College, but it wasn't happening. He wasn't meeting anyone...
NeverWorld Chapter Two Althea Smallwood found herself drifting off as the lawyer representing the group of fairies would not stop lecturing her about his clients "God given rights". She wanted to close her eyes and put her head down. She even considered taking a recess but wanted to end this case now. She tried what the other justices had suggested. She had pinched herself, she had tried chewing gum, she had pushed her fingernails into the palm of her hand. Nothing was going to keep...
It wasn't going away. It had come before, and it had always gone away before, but this time seemed different somehow. This time it was heavier, lingering longer, filling up more of the empty spaces around her life. It was seeping through all of the uncaulked cracks in her psyche and was running down the walls of her brain. The cloud had taken on an almost physical form around her. It sat on her eyelids and made them heavy. It rested upon her shoulders and forced her to slump. Although she...
The sky looked like somebody had taken a white pebble board, masked it off, put some ultramarine blue in a thin wash, then dropped some Payne's grey into it. The close foreground of the sky was a dark and angry mixture of blue and grey; almost black, fading into a soft grey at the tops of the trees in the distant. The hunter green trees bled into the sky, creating an image of incoming rain in the distance. About a third of the way up from the bottom of the painting, silver over red greyhound...
Mrs. Jackson’s pussy was a smoldering mess since her husband returned to England a few weeks ago. She paced around her bedroom and kept glancing at her phone. Last Saturday night Katie volunteered a shift at the soup kitchen. She was dressed in a pair of tight jeans and a blouse as the sexy mother fought the feelings erupting inside of her as multiple men stared at her. Some of the vagrants complimented her as they walked past her about how nice she looked that evening. Their admiration...
Getting dressed was harder than I expected, mostly because I was harder than expected. I’d never wondered before why so many young girls wore black tights for three solid months every winter, I’d just enjoyed it. But after squeezing into my smashing pair of forest-green leggings, I knew why. It was, by far, the most comfortable thing I’d ever put on. Sure, I’d needed to use an available pair of scissors to cut out a nice oval through which my unit could dangle, but aside from that, they were...
"Jenny; you need to call Tony Parmalee. Tell him we are taking him out to dinner tonight at Guinevere's." Jenny got out her cell phone, but wasn't at all happy at what she was being asked to do. Sammy had been a teammate of her husband's for several years. When Joe had retired, he was able to get a number of his ex-teammates retirement accounts. Tony had made a lot of money over the years and had a sizeable 401K worth several million dollars. Since her husband had been declared legally...
Sam had planted an idea. Vivie was fishin’ in a different kind of honey hole, and she wasn’t after fish. She and Jennifer were sitting on a bench in a park, each with a bag from Subway. They were dressed down in faded jeans, tee shirts, and worn sneakers. Helva’s drones had indicated that the park was frequented both by runaways and pimps on the hunt for those runaways. Jennifer had started training in martial arts the day after she became Vivie’s dependent, and now was Vivie’s preferred...
Love's Journey -------------------------- The flowers are in bloom In the early weeks of May The little boys chase frogs The girls just sing and play. Above a field of green Beneath a tree of pine Two friends sit side by side Two lovers intertwined Moral laws be damned Let only God lay blame Love shall rule the day Though chromosomes the same. Years and years as brothers Divide by hate and pain Wandering the desert Stuck out in the rain. Separate bearing...
This is the third and final part of my story about my unexpected love for my beautiful neighbour. Links to the other parts are available on my profile page as usual. Love's Awakening A warm wetness was working it's way up my legs. Although I knew I was dreaming, I savoured the sensation as it paused. Roughness followed on from the slippery heat and in my dream, my skin tingled. Again the wetness, higher this time it caressed my thighs both inner and outer. I could feel small fingers grasping...
Straight SexCopyright© 2004 Kyle was having a very sexy dream, one more exciting and vivid than he had ever imagined. Brianna was romping naked and dancing with him in passion and delight. The flashing curves of her breasts and legs, her joyful laugh and bright smiling eyes filled the dream. Kyle gasped as Brianna dominated him for coupling, gasped again as she rolled to let him mount her for a short while, gasped a third time as she turned and reclaimed the mount position. It all seemed so...
Disclaimer: This story is for adult entertainment! So, ensure you are 18 years of age. Author's Note: Once again, I've delved into the Spells R Us Universe..............it is my third story with this setting. (Lust Potion '69' & Womanizer, and now Lover's Desire) Anyway, this is a fantasy, and contains a lot of female-female......Enjoy! Oh Yeah: My new e-mail address (lower case): [email protected] "Lover's Desire" by J.R. Parz I. Jess Parker was browsing...
The six of us sat in the salon, reliving the events of the day. I snuggled against Brad's side and moved even closer when his arm went around me. Cindy and Kevin prattled non-stop about the fish they caught and the awards ceremony. Several times, they would be saying the same thing at the same time, making the rest of us laugh. As I watched Cindy and Kevin, I realized that their joy was as important as fishing the tournament and even winning. I glanced up at Brad, caught his eye and smiled...
The next three weeks were filled with our normal routine. Eddie and I ran each morning with Brad and Kathy. Cindy rode to and from school with the four of us, telling us about how much better things were now that her father was out the picture. One afternoon after school, Kathy, Cindy and I went to the mall to shop for clothes. After walking from shop to shop, we stopped in the food court to get a soda. "How is your mom doing, Cindy?" I asked. "Mom's doing great! We found out Dad had...
I was getting ready for bed when I heard a light knock on my door. I was naked, looking for a tee shirt to wear to bed. It didn't dawn on me that it might be someone other than my brother and I said, "Come in." Frank opened the door and gasped. I turned around, giggled and pulled my tee shirt on. "It seems like we keep meeting like this, Frank." "I'm sorry, Jen, you said come in." "I know, don't worry about it. What do you need?" "Can I talk to you for a few...
When I woke up the next morning, I dressed in one of my running outfits and went out to see if Eddie wanted to go with me. Frank was asleep on the roll-a-way, my brother on the folded out couch. I went over to the side of Eddie's bed and shook his shoulder. "Eddie; Eddie, do you want to run with me this morning?" Rolling on his back, Eddie looked up and nodded. "Get ready, I'll wait outside for you. I want to stretch and warm up." "Okay, I'll be out in a minute. Are Kathy and Brad...
The next morning was crazy around the house. My brother and Frank hadn't packed and were scrambling to stuff the things they wanted to take into duffel bags. I finished in the bathroom, sharing it with the two boys as they came in and out like I wasn't there. I laughed as I showered, thinking about how things would be on the boat. After putting the last of my toiletries in my bag, I took it out to the kitchen to be loaded in the van. Eddie and Frank were finally ready and took the things...
I woke to the feeling of Brad's hand between my legs. When I opened my eyes, I saw him smiling at me. "Morning, Little-bit." I squirmed against his fingers, moved closer and kissed him. "Morning." "Are you ready to get going?" "Mmmm, maybe in a minute." Brad slid a finger into me and moved it in and out. "Nothing like waking up to a nice finger fucking." I reached for Brad's cock and curled my fingers around his shaft. As we played with each other, I glanced over my shoulder...
I woke up at four thirty, when the alarm went off. Brad's arms were around me and his firm dick was nested between the cheeks of my ass. The clock was close enough that I could turn it off without disturbing Brad. I took his arm, pulled it up to my boobs and held it under them. This was my favorite time. I loved the feeling of being naked and held in the morning. There were many times, when I was alone, I would hug my pillow and imagine it was Brad. Kathy and Eddie were sound asleep on the...
Every one of us must have been exhausted because we never woke up to go to dinner. The feeling of something between my legs woke me early the next morning. As I came out of my fog, I glanced down and saw the top of Erin's head. She was licking my pussy and pushing a finger in and out of me. When I groaned, she lifted her eyes to mine. I smiled at her and Erin sucked on my clit in acknowledgement. My legs opened wider and I settled back to enjoy her tongue. My climax came quickly and once...
"I think Erin should go first," Brad said. "Remember, the first four dares have to be between a boy and a girl." Erin thought for a moment and said, "I dare Brad to kiss Jenny's foot." Brad picked up my foot and began to kiss it. He took my big toe in his mouth and sucked it, causing me to squirm. I had never had my toes kissed and I loved it. After releasing my foot, Brad said, "I dare Jenny to kiss Frank on the mouth, with tongue." I knelt, put my arms around Frank's neck and...
I was stunned as I lay next to my brother trying to sort out what had happened. While I knew my parents knew Eddie and I had sex, I never really wanted to be caught doing it, especially with my brother. Once my heart stopped pounding, I rolled toward Eddie. "I think we're in deep shit, Eddie," I said. My brother always had the cooler head and this was no exception. "Maybe, but maybe not, Jen. I mean they know were not virgins. If you ask me, I think they already knew." "Do you think...
At school the next day, I talked with Cindy and told her about the conversation my brother and I had the night before. She was flabbergasted, but pressed me for every detail. When we were in PE, I listened very closely to Mary Jo and her friend talking. After school I told Cindy that I heard Mary Jo say that she was going to meet her boyfriend at the park that afternoon. "I wonder if she's going to give him a blow job." Cindy said. "I don't know. I don't really know what a blow job...
After tossing and turning for an hour or so, I got up to get a drink. I went to the kitchen, got a glass of water and headed back to my room. As I passed the glass doors that led to the patio, I looked outside and saw Mom and Dad in the pool. Most of the lights were out so I had trouble making them out, but when Mom stood up in the shallow end, I could see she was topless. I quickly ran back to my room, closed my door and stood against it for a moment. I went to my window, pulled back the...
When I woke up the next morning, my crotch was sore. I lay still and rethought the events of the night before, remembering what Mom and Dad had said. It finally dawned on me that Mom had started her sexual experiences at about the same age I was. I also began to wonder if I was normal. While I was curious about sex, I had no desire to do any more than what I had been doing. I found great satisfaction in exploring my body and really enjoyed the climaxes I could provide myself. I got up, went...
We had fun at Cindy's. We watched music videos on television, ate pizza and talked endlessly. At about ten, Cindy's mom told us she was going out for a while and we shouldn't stay up too late. We agreed and she left us alone in the house. "She always goes out when my dad's gone," Cindy told me. "He doesn't take her anywhere." I nodded and Cindy told me to follow her. We went out to the backyard and she led me to some bushes between her house and the neighbors. When I started to ask...
Over the next couple of days, I was in a quandary, at least mentally. I had a hard time sorting out my feelings about the things that Cindy and I had done together. I was also somewhat shocked by the things we saw Kathy and her brother doing, not so much what as who. For some reason, I felt that my sexual education was like a tornado, screaming along out of control and sucking everything in its path. My mind was in a state of overload and when my raging hormones were added to the mix, well,...
We arrived at the airport; Dad parked the van and we all went to meet Aunt Sally and Frank. We waited at the gate and when they came through the door, Mom rushed over and gave my aunt a big hug. My mom and aunt began to giggle like Cindy and I would, hugged a few more times and then let go of one another. Dad gave Aunt Sally a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek. He said hi to Frank and shook my cousin's hand. Aunt Sally came over to me, looked me up and down and told Mom how much I'd grown....
The last few days of my aunt and cousin's stay were fairly uneventful. We went to the beach to swim in the ocean on Monday and I was allowed to bring Cindy with me. She spent most of the day ogling my brother and cousin, making nasty little comments about what she'd like to do with them. I wore my yellow bikini and Frank kept his camera trained on me most of the day. I don't know how many pictures he took, but it was a lot. That night, after we dropped Cindy off at her house, we all hung...
School started in September and things were quickly back to normal. Cindy and I tried out for cheerleading, but neither of us made the squad. The main topic in the locker room was Mary Jo and her baby. I learned that her parents made her go to an all girl school. October rolled around and my parents told my brother and I that we could have a party if we wanted one. Eddie and I talked about it and decided it would be fun to have a few friends over. Mom and I planned the party, deciding on...
Christmas came on a Thursday that year, and on Christmas morning, we all sat around the tree in our living room. We opened packages and showed our gifts to one another. Most of my presents were clothes, including some items from the store where Mom worked. My brother also received new underwear, getting boxers instead of the white briefs he normally wore. After all of the gifts under the tree were opened, my dad got up and left the room. Dad returned carrying a box, placed it on the floor...
We found a place to stay for the night and Dad pressed a button on the dash to lower the anchor. Once the boat was secure, we went into the cabin and I helped my mom fix dinner. Eddie took one of the rods out of the locker and went out to the cockpit to fish. Dad had bought bait from the marina and put it into the live well. After dinner, we watched television for a while and then Mom said it was time for bed. We were going to start early the next morning and it had been a full day. Mom and...
Once my Mom and Dad were gone, my brother and I decided to watch television. While Eddie searched for something to watch, I went to change. I looked through the things I had brought with me and wished I had packed something a little sexier. I decided on a pair of red lace panties and a blue satin pajama top. The top had three buttons down the front and if I sat just right, it gapped between them. When I went out to the salon, my brother was sitting on the end of the settee watching a movie...
Mom and Dad decided to take us out to dinner again. We all changed into clothing that was appropriate for a restaurant. I wore a skirt and a sleeveless top that buttoned up the front. My brother wore kaki shorts and a tee shirt. Mom wore a halter sundress and Dad had on slacks and a sports shirt. We picked a restaurant and were seated in a booth. Mom and I sat on one side across from my dad and brother. After the server gave us our menus and took our drink orders, we all started to make out...
I don't know what time my brother came into the room, but when I woke up in the morning, he was in the upper berth. I got up, went to the head and returned to the room. I crawled back into bed and lay there frustrated. I had wanted to fool around with my brother, but I must have fallen asleep before I could. Slipping my hand between my legs, I rubbed myself until I came. My moans must have woken my brother, because he asked if I was okay. "Yes, I'm fine," I said, my fingers still...
It was good to be home, even though the trip was great and I had a blast. I helped unload the van and then flopped on the couch to rest. The last two days had been long and I was very tired. I heard Mom in the kitchen, listening to the messages on the answering machine. There were four or five from Cindy, the last three sounded like she really wanted to talk to me. I really didn't want to call anybody right then. I went to my room, opened my notebook computer and turned it on. During the...
School started after the Christmas break and life got back to normal. My brother and I ran every morning, went to school and did our homework in the evening. On the weekends, we would all go to the boat. Most of the time we only spent Saturday or Sunday, but sometimes we spent the night. Eddie and I were getting pretty good at pulling the boat out of our slip and working our way through the marina. The first time I tried to back it into the slip, I almost crashed into the boat next to us. By...
"Wake up," I heard Eddie say as he shook my shoulder the next morning. "Time to go for our run." I groaned, sat up and saw my brother standing in my room, dressed to go running. I got up, grabbed my outfit and went into the bathroom. When I was finished, I came out with my running clothes on and tossed the things I wore to bed into my room. I hadn't said a word to Eddie and I just headed for the door. My brother followed me and we started our warm-ups and then began to run our...
The next morning I got up and went into the kitchen. Mom and Dad were just finishing their breakfast. I asked about my brother and Mom told me he had already left to go fishing. "Mom, you and Dad can go when you're ready, I'll cleanup the kitchen," I said. "Why thank you, Jen. That's very nice of you. What do you have planned for the day?" Mom said. "I don't know, I think I'll just stay by the pool and do some reading. Maybe I'll work on my tan too, my butt's getting white...
When I woke up early the next morning, I was lying on my side, facing my brother. Eddie was still sound asleep, the covers kicked off his body. I raised my head, propped it on my hand and gazed at his nakedness. Eddie's mouth was open slightly and I could hear his every breath. I looked down his body at his chest and watched it rise and fall. My brother's penis was erect, lying against his stomach and I took a deep breath as I stared at it. I thought about the previous night's activities...
My mom's voice woke me the next morning at five o'clock. I rolled over and pulled the sheet over my head, but she grabbed it and uncovered me. "Come on, Jenny, it's time to get going. Tom will be here in a half an hour and you need to be ready to go." "Okay, Mom, I'm getting up," I groaned as I sat up and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. "Where's Eddie?" "He's in the galley having breakfast, your brother has been up for a while. He's all excited to go fishing." I got...
The next couple of weeks were fun. Dad was able to take some time off work and we went fishing at every opportunity. We did pretty well all in all, but not as good as we did with Tom. One afternoon, after coming in, my brother and I were finishing up cleaning the boat when an older man came up to our boat. He waited near the stern, watching Eddie and I as we put away the mop and hose. "I heard you two kids like to fish," the man said, startling me. I looked the man over as I walked to...
Eddie woke me up and told me to follow him. He led me out to the salon and to the starboard settee. Kneeling, we looked out the window and watched our parents and the two couples on the boat next to ours. My brother slid the window open and we could hear what was being said. "You sure have great kids," Amanda said to Mom. "Thanks, we think so. They are the joy of our life," Mom replied proudly. "I don't think I've ever seen a brother and sister so close," Meg said. "If I didn't...
"Get up lazy," I giggled as I shook my sleeping brother. "I want to go running." "What time is it?" Eddie said as he stretched. "About six, it's beautiful outside. Come on, get up, I want to go." "Okay, okay, do I have time to take a piss?" "If you hurry." Eddie went to the head and I quickly changed, putting on my bikini, a pair of socks and my running shoes. When my brother got back to the room, he laughed at me. "Is that what you're going to wear?" "Yup, is it okay...
I was walking down the front walk when I heard my name being called. I turned around and saw Kathy standing on her porch waving at me. I walked over to her house and sat on the steps with her. "How are things going?" Kathy asked. "Okay, how about you?" "Just great, Jen, just great. Are you and your brother still, you know?" "Yeah." "Me too, Brad and I are really having a ball. We haven't fucked yet, but we keep talking about it." "The same with Eddie and I, but I really want...
It was still raining, but there was no lighting or thunder. We moved around the pool, coming together in waist deep water. Eddie put his arms around me and pulled me to his chest. As he kissed my lips, I gripped his butt and pulled his crotch to mine. "Is everything okay, Jen?" "Everything is just wonderful. I don't think I could be any better. How about you? Are you okay with what we did?" "I'm fine with it. I don't regret it, as long as you don't." "Eddie, the only thing I...