Phoenix
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By mid-afternoon, Becca, Tonya, and Lateef were listening intently to one of the surgeons explain, "Darren is still in surgery and will be for a few more hours. He has a broken nose, and four fractured teeth as well as a broken femur head and an eggshell fracture of the hip near the left socket. In addition, he has sustained multiple cuts, lacerations and contusions.
"The good news is the CAT scan showed no skull fractures, or bleeding into the cranial area. The bad news is the hip and femur. He is going to live but he will be in rough shape for a long time, recovery will be a long process. I am sorry I don't have any more information, but I must get ready to scrub for another trauma case. The Orthopedic and Primary Trauma surgeons will be down to talk to you as soon as they are finished."
Becca just sat and stared ahead, rocking back and forth as Tonya held her. All the pretty blond kept repeating was "Why?"
At eight-thirty that night Darren's parents, Paula and Thomas Courtier, arrived. Paula walked over to Becca and said, "Thank you for saving our son's life. Tonya told us you were the one who found him and called the ambulance. If you hadn't stopped by when you did, he might have died."
All Becca could do was nod, then both women burst into tears, falling into each others arms.
It was almost sixty hours after his surgery before Darren came out of
his medically induced fog. He was straining to see, but his eyes wouldn't open all the way. Hurting in an abstract way from head to toe, he attempted to shift a little to get slightly more comfortable, but the only result of his effort was a moan.
Darren was confused as to why he couldn't move his left leg when he heard someone say, "He's awake, I'll get the nurse."
Moments later a female voice said, "Darren, I'm Kelly, your nurse. Can you hear me?"
Wetting his lips and taking a deep breath he tried to speak. Darren decided it was too much effort and managed a weak nod instead.
He heard a chuckle, "Well you're alive and kicking... well, maybe not kicking. Otherwise we wouldn't be having this conversation.
Now here you go, sip slowly, it's water." A straw was put to his lips; Darren sipped the water to wet his parched throat. After a few sips Kelly continued, "Is your name Darren Courtier?"
With great effort, he nodded again.
"Any idea of what day it is?"
Darren thought, then slowly shook his head gently.
The nurse continued, "Okay, you're in the hospital. You were in some kind of fight and were pretty banged up. Besides a funny angle to your nose, you have several cuts, bruises, and two black eyes. For a while your movements are going to be very limited because you also have a broken hip and thigh bone.
"It's Thursday, about nine in the morning. Your mom and dad are here along with two very pretty young ladies named Tonya and Rebecca. They've been here almost constantly since you were first admitted. So take it easy on them if they are a little grouchy. I'll be back to talk to you in a few minutes and give you some more 'feel good' medicine. By the way if either one of these young ladies belongs to you, then you're an extremely lucky young man."
His mom and dad came up and talked to him, filling him in on most of what had happened and what little everyone knew. It made him feel good knowing they were there.
After Tonya gave him some sweet concerned grief, Becca came over to the bed and took his hand. Darren whispered, so Becca moved up close to his face to hear him moan, "Thank you."
She ran her thumb over the back of his hand as tears ran down her cheeks and replied, "For what?"
His voice was weak and scratchy, but he was finally able to say, "You were with me... I heard you... couldn't answer... but I heard you."
Noticing how much effort it was taking for him to speak, Becca said, "Darren we can talk later when you're stronger. I'll be here every free moment I have, so we will get to talk. Rest now baby, just rest and heal for all of us."
Darren shook his head 'no' then weakly rasped "The biggest mistake we made... ," he moistened his dry lips before he continued, "was not talking sooner... no more putting it off. We start talking now."
Becca softly laughed as tears of pain rolled down her cheeks. It was heart-rending and so romantically moving to watch his love for her struggle against all the pain he was suffering.
"Whatever you want, when you want, I love you Darren," was softly whispered in reply.
He nodded as he struggled to whisper back, "I know, I heard you."
The nurse returned with a cup of ice chips. Becca looked up with a pleading expression, her eyes darting repeatedly towards the cup.
The nurse smiled knowingly and handed Becca the cup, "Darren, I just gave the young lady some ice chips. I'm going to see if she can coerce you into chewing on a few while I get the pain meds for you. If she's successful, I may let her have the job permanently, okay? Oh, and Miss make sure he only chews on the left side of his mouth. Otherwise if the cold hits those fractured teeth, I guarantee you, he will come up out of that bed, cast and all, trust me."
Becca gave Darren a few ice chips at a time; he chewed them dutifully until the nurse came back in.
"Darren I am going to put some medicine in your IV. It will help you relax and go to sleep, Ok Hon?"
He managed a weak, "Yeah," as a slight warmth invaded his body just before his world faded to black.
Becca had made sure she thoroughly understood everything the professors told her was important for Darren to pass his finals in order to graduate. She sat patiently waiting for him to review the material until he was ready for her to explain the rest.
'Four weeks. Has it really been four weeks since the attack?' Becca thought to herself. 'Now that the bruising and swelling have subsided it's amazing how good he looks after all the damage and corrective surgery.
'Unfortunately his hip and leg aren't doing too well. The senior doctor in Orthopedics explained that the hip was going to take years to recover, if it recovered at all.
'There is severe nerve damage and it doesn't have a great prognosis for healing. Darren didn't take that news well. He liked running and hiking, but at least for the time being those activities are going to be off limits to him.'
Becca looked up at Darren, his nose still in his study material. Her thoughts returned to their relationship or non-relationship. 'I still need to talk to him about the rape and the night of the attack, but every time I have tried to bring it up he says 'not now.'
'After his finals tomorrow we are going to talk. I know we both feel the underlying tension and need to get this out in the open.
Her own frustration with the Police investigation's inability to identify an attacker was wearing on her patience. She knew it must be driving Darren wacky.
'He's sticking to his story that he didn't know the girl's name he had been with the night of the attack. If that's true, I can't figure out why she was with him or why they kissed each other. You don't kiss a girl you don't know. The two police officers seemed kind of befuddled too.'
In spite of the mystery woman's reason for being with Darren that night, Becca did have the comfort of the letters he had written to her. Recalling what she had read caused her to stop and ponder, 'After reading Darren's letters, his actions that night don't make any sense. His letters plainly state he loves me, and wants to work this mess out.
'I know he's telling everyone he really can't remember a lot from the time I saw him outside his classroom till he woke up. But by his own admission he is getting little disjointed memory flashes.
'The only thing that seems to be sticking in his memory is my signal with the water bottle, whatever the hell that means. Also he thinks the girl's name was funny sounding, maybe a nickname. I can tell he is confused over the whole thing too.'
One big help for Becca was her Dad, Phil Anderton, who had been down to see her three times since that night. Her dad wasn't an imposing man physically, but had a heart of gold. This was the third time he came to see her.
He simply asked her as they sat in Gwen's apartment, "Ok, you have a lot on your plate with all Darren's been through. But I want to know what it is that has been bothering you ever since you came home for Spring Break."
Becca felt like a damn burst inside her as she told her dad about the drugging and rape Hayden Olsson had perpetrated. She could tell her dad was angry, the veins in his forehead were sticking out and his ears were bright red.
"Why didn't you go to the hospital and to the police," he asked with gentleness, even though there was steel behind his voice.
She responded, but very meekly as if the memories of that wound were still too fresh to bear. "Dad I didn't have any proof except the situation I woke up to. Well, that and Hayden's conceited knowing smile whenever I've run into him since.
"Plus I was confused, hurt and not thinking, but it would have made no difference. He evidently used a condom and without a witness, even if my blood had shown drugs, how was I going to prove who gave them to me.
"There was a ton of kids at the club that night, it could have been any of them, although I know better. I'm sorry Daddy."
Phil took his baby girl into his arms as she sobbed gently on his shoulder, "It's ok baby, the important thing is to get both of you past this and on with your lives." Now he understood the meaning of powerless, he wanted to help his daughter so bad, but could provide little more than comfort.
Darren's parents must be experiencing the same thing. At that moment, Phil had never felt so helpless and he was not the type of man who liked, or would even accept that feeling.
Some time later that evening, after Becca and her dad had time to deal with their emotions. Her dad asked, "Does Darren know?"
Becca sighed, "No... that was one of the things I was going to discuss with him that night."
While looking at his daughter, Phil replied, "Please be careful when you tell him. From what Paula and Tom have told me, the doctors are trying not to add to Darren's stress level right now."
Becca acknowledged what her dad said with a nod while thinking, 'Yes, he's stressed but I've got to talk to him. I have to tell him what happened and try to find out what occurred that evening just before the attack.' "
When she arrived at the hospital the following afternoon, Becca ran into Mitchell and Larabee, the two police detectives who had been working on Darren's case. They were coming out of Darren's room as she approached.
"Ahh, Miss Anderton I'm glad we caught you," Detective Larabee said. "We have been able to verify your statements of the events you witnessed the night of the attack. In addition a witness, who saw three or four individuals exit Darren's house between nine-thirty and ten on the night of the attack, has come forward."
Becca excitedly asked, "Do you know who the individuals are?"
The two detectives, glanced at each other, then turned and headed towards the elevators. As they walked away, Detective Mitchell said over his shoulder, "Have a good day Miss."
The thought crossed Becca's frustrated mind, 'That was strange, but then again, so are they, ' as she watched them leave. 'One being tall and chubby, the other short and thin makes them look more like a comedy team instead of policemen.'
Becca walked into Darren's room and saw him looking at her intently. She smiled, "Hi! How are you doing today?"
The scowl on his face never changed, but he replied, "Actually decent, now that finals are over. Before I forget, thank you so much for working with my Professors to get me caught up and through my courses."
Becca came up next to him and kissed his cheek, "It was my pleasure."
He waited for her to get settled then said, "I don't know how to say this any other way Becca. That night in the commons... why were you trying to embarrass me?
"If you had just said, 'Go away, ' I would have. It would have hurt but I would have left you alone. Why did you want to do that to me?" The pain and frustration in his voice obvious as he tried to keep his voice under control it was already higher pitched than normal.
Becca sat dumbfounded, shaking her head, "What are you talking about? I was waiting for you in the commons." Doing her utmost not to shout, her knuckles turned white as they tightly gripped the arms of her chair. She loudly and forcefully proclaimed, "All I wanted was to get back with you."
"Oh sure! Now you can make believe it never happened. I was there Becca, I saw and heard it all, your new boyfriend, the water bottle signal that brought him running, everything." A spasm crossed his face as he clenched his jaw.
"Please explain, because I haven't had a boyfriend other than you since I came to this school." Becca's voice was strained as she continued sharply, "You can talk to Gwen or Tanya. Hell, you can talk to Elizabeth or Gabby from work, they are always asking me why I don't date..."
Becca stopped in mid sentence as she suddenly realized Darren's eyes indicated he wasn't listening to her anymore. In the middle of her response to his weird tirade his face suddenly showed a dawning realization to something she said.
Looking at Becca, Darren swallowed hard before he requested, "Say it again please."
Still reeling from the unexpected attack Becca fixed her eyes on Darren with a level stare. "Say what again... please?" Her voice tinged with agitation.
Darren was shaking when he repeated, "Say that girl's name again, the last one."
Becca looked at Darren; he was acting strangely. She replied questioningly, "Elizabeth?"
With his eyes haunted by some inner anxiety, Darren licked his lips, "No the last one... Ga..." The word seemed to be caught in his throat.
As Becca stared at Darren, she watched the color drain from his face when she questioned, "Gabby?"
Darren just nodded as he sat staring out the window. He began to sweat as he whispered, "Gabby, that's the name of the girl who was with me that night. I went to the commons to see you and saw your games." He swallowed hard as he tried to continue.
Becca was going to ask him to explain but decided against it, listening intently as he continued.
"I was hurt because of what I heard them say in the commons, so I went back to my car. A girl named Gabby came up asking me if I had an outline for the Art class we are in.
"After I took her to the house, I got sick remembering what I saw you do. Then I copied the outline for her and offered to take her home. She refused and kissed me at the door.
"Still reeling from the events at the commons, I went back in to sit down. I don't know how long I had been sitting there when the doorbell rang.
"Thinking it was Gabby and she'd probably changed her mind about the ride, I opened the door and..." Darren flinched and his hand moved up in front of his face as if to block an unseen blow.
"Someone hit you in the face," Becca answered.
Darren nodded but said nothing.
Becca came over to the bed and sat down, "Darren can you remember anything else?"
Darren squinted, his facial muscles twitched nervously as he nodded, "a voice saying 'his property'... then your voice talking to me, it seemed much later. You said you loved me."
He felt her hand on his chin as she tenderly moved his head to look him in the eyes. As her face came into focus he could see a small rivulet of tears on both cheeks.
As he looked at her mouth she said, "I have no idea what you heard or what you thought you saw me do, but yes Darren I meant what I said... I love you."
He smiled, "I love you too." Emotionally drained, he laid his head back onto his pillow, closed his eyes, and drifted off to sleep.
As she sat holding his hand, Becca said to herself, "We need to have just a little more discussion in order for me to figure out what Darren thought happened that night in the commons."
After mentally going over everything Darren had said, she thought, 'But I know one thing, as soon as Paula gets here, I'm going to go find a certain little girl named 'Gabby.' We're going to have our own heart to heart talk whether she's willing or not.'
Retrieving her cell phone Becca moved off the bed dialing as she went. After a few rings Tonya answered out of breath, "Yeah Girl, talk to me."
"Bad timing, huh?" Becca teased.
With a bit of irritation in her voice Tonya replied, "It will be if I can't get back to it soon!"
"Ok, I need to see you and Lateef as soon as possible. I think I know the name of the girl I saw at Darren's that night. We need to talk to her before the police." Her voice became higher pitched as the excitement of her discovery began to build.
Excitedly, Tonya asked "Do I know her?" No sooner had she inquired than Becca recognized that protective tone in her voice and realized she better not give Gabby's name to Tonya. Otherwise there might not be anything left for Becca or the police to interrogate.
"You've seen her around; we can talk more when you get here."
Becca had a strong premonition that the name 'Gabby' and the phrase 'his property' were closely related. The whole convoluted scene in the commons that night, the unexpected confrontation with Hayden, lots of things seemed to be falling into place.
Positive she knew how, now she needed to find out why. She was pretty sure she knew the answer to that also.
"God if I'm right, what am I going to do?" she whispered out loud.
The bile in her stomach churned at the mere thought of her rapist being involved. Confused and angry, she had to find Gabby to see if her hunch was correct.
Later that afternoon Becca was standing outside Gabby's dorm room and knocked softly. Moments later the door opened and Gabby stood blinking at Becca, a tall black girl and a really cute big black guy standing in her doorway.
With her lower lip quivering, Gabby half begged and half pleaded in a scared and tension laden voice, "What do you want?"
Becca said, "I think we need to talk Gabby."
Lateef punctuated Becca's comment by grabbing the door and pushing it open. With fear in her eyes, Gabby retreated into her room away from the door.
As all three visitors entered her room, they didn't have to say a word; Gabby knew why they were there. Her head bowed as she looked at the floor, she seemed defeated. It was plain to see she was about to dissolve into tears at any moment.
There was a hitch in her voice as she raised her head to look at Becca "I didn't know Becca. If I had, I would never have given him the address. I would never have gone with Darren that night."
Becca watched as the pretty young woman's body shook as she began to cry. They could see that she was guilt ridden and eager to confess.
Tonya took the girl in her arms to comfort her. Becca allowed herself a slight smile; Tonya had been holding onto a lot of emotionally distraught females lately.
"You have to believe me, I didn't know. I wouldn't have told him if I had known Darren would get hurt. I got really mad when I heard about the assault a couple of days later. He denied it until I said I was going to the police. He blew his top cussing at me, calling me all sorts of names, and telling me what happens to people who betray him, or mess with his property. I haven't seen him since. Yesterday I put in for a transfer to a college near my hometown for my senior year. I'm afraid to be anywhere near him."
Becca, who had been nodding her head as Gabby spoke, softly asked in a quivering voice, "Who is the guy who threatened you Gabby?"
"Hayden... Hayden Olsson!" Gabby fearfully muttered.
"Gabby, you have to go to the police with this. They need to know," Becca said sternly.
"I... I can't," Gabby pleaded, "He'll kill me."
"The reason you have to Gabby is because if you don't, he may kill you anyway," Becca cajoled. "Your only guarantee of safety is to put him away where he can't hurt anyone."
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‘How’d I get here?’ Béla asked, looking around her shared quarters. Then she understood. ‘You’re dream-walking!’ Béla exclaimed. ‘I’m still asleep outside the farmhouse!’ ‘What farmhouse?’ Elaine asked. Béla slid off the bed and held out her hand to Elaine. As Elaine reached for her sister’s hand, she found herself standing next to Béla’s sleeping body outside a farmhouse. She looked around, her eyes wide with wonder. ‘This is incredible!’ Elaine exclaimed. ‘Just trying to see the...
We made reservations at this gorgeous hotel in Phoenix, actually in Tempe. Its located at the top of a beautiful butte, and is very cut off from everyone. We arrive on a Monday and are leaving on Friday, hoping that it won’t be too busy during the week, and we’re right. We are immediately shown to our room upon arrival, but we then notice that they’re regular rooms are equivalent to luxurious suites. Looking around, we notice a large living area, complete with couch, love seat, and recliner, as...
We made reservations at this gorgeous hotel in Phoenix, actually in Tempe. Its located at the top of a beautiful butte, and is very cut off from everyone. We arrive on a Monday and are leaving on Friday, hoping that it won’t be too busy during the week, and we’re right. We are immediately shown to our room upon arrival, but we then notice that they’re regular rooms are equivalent to luxurious suites. Looking around, we notice a large living area, complete with couch, love seat, and recliner, as...
After high school I had a summer job that my uncle had arranged for me. It was in Phoenix, over a thousand miles away and in another state from home where no one knew me. I had just turned nineteen, was tall and slim and reasonably good looking. Back home, I’d been propositioned a few times by gay guys but always refused. I was afraid that someone would find out. But I always wondered what it would be like to have sex with a guy, but never had the nerve to say yes. Back then in Texas being gay...
Gay MaleI am a 32 year old married guy who happens to like wearing ladies' lingerie. My fondness for wearing lingerie goes back to my late teen years when I would wear my mother's clothes and underwear. I went on to wear my sister's undies and this continued into adult life where I have worn the undies of many ladies (without them knowing it). Until the time of this story, I never ventured out wearing women's clothes but on this particular night, I put on a pair of my wife's tights and a pair of red...
CrossdressingAh, Melissa. That’s a name that brings back fond memories of a time of passion and illicit romance. Even now, I can taste the hint of cinnamon on her lips and sense the subtle fragrance of an obscure flower that was the essence of the perfume she wore.Melissa and her husband, a stoic and foolish man whose unpronounceable name I have chosen to forget, lived in the same apartment complex as I. Even so, she might never have come to my attention if not for the fact that we did our laundry at the...
HardcoreLaney Travers walked down the ill-lit corridor and paused outside the doorway to her virtue's doom. Apartment twenty-nine again. Heaven help this well-raised girl. Well, maybe not Heaven ... Mike's voice sounded in her head: “News – real news – is what someone doesn’t want you to know, Laney sweetheart. The rest is fuckin’ propaganda. Keep searchin’ for truth among the bullshit. Rigour, determination, guts – that’s the only kinda newspaperman to be. Or newspaperwoman. Remember that.” He’d...
Hardcore“I’m Stacey, and I’m a sex addict.” I knew I wasn’t the only person in the room that was in denial over that statement even as it left my mouth. ‘Admit that you need help and recovery will come quicker and last longer’. I had to hold back my initial laughter as I’d read the mission statement that had been emblazoned on the front of our orientation binders at The Belleview Retreat for Sexual Health. My mind immediately substituted “cum” for “come” and… anyway, yeah I guess I was probably one of...
HardcoreI must have slept for fourteen hours that night. The week before was very tough and my schedule was completely out of whack. By the time Friday night rolled around all I wanted to do was sleep. It was 11:00 am Saturday morning by the time I woke. By then, I felt as fresh and rested as I had in weeks. It's amazing what a good night's sleep will do for a man.I rolled over onto my back, enjoying the morning sun that filtered through my blinds. I stretched out and before I consciously realized it,...
MasturbationMy heart was pounding in a symphonic surge as I lingered in front of the hotel room door. I checked and rechecked the metal plate bolted to the rich, dark oak. Number 2412. Yes, this was definitely the right room. The hallway corridor was empty. The dimly lit sconces glowed invitingly along the richly textured walls. They had led the way from the elevator of the lushly swank boutique hotel, The Hazelton, just like beacon lights leading me towards the precipice of a decision I still wasn’t sure...
ReluctanceIndru tamil kama kathaiyil ilamaiyaana magalum pinbu vithavai ammavaiyum eppadi usar seithu matter poten endru ungaluku solugiren. Suvarasiyam athigam irukum kama kathaikul selalam vaarungal, en peyar karthik. En veethiiyil oru pen ilamaiyaaga sexiyaaga irupaal, avalai thinamum sight adithu kondu irupen. Thinamum aval kalluri sendru varum pozhuthu iru velaiyilum sight adika arambithu viduven. Aval peyar nandhini vayathu 21 irukum, avaluku veetil aan thunai kidaiyaathu. Veetil oru amma iru...
She was so tight she made my loins ache. I wanted inside of her. The slutty little thing wore a shiny lick of a dress that reminded me of the black paint on my favorite ride. Now I wanted to ride her ass just like I ride my bikes, with a lot of speed. No brakes would be needed for that piece of tail; she wasn’t after safety. I could tell by the way all five-foot-nothing of her prowled the bar floor in those spiked stilettos. There was nothing passive or tentative about her. She had game, but...
Quickie SexZone Defense, written as Gavin E. BlackChapter OneNathan Kent wasn't thrilled with the idea of completing his final year of college at a completely different institution from where he'd started, but the opportunity to join one of the top varsity football teams had been too much of a temptation to pass up. The truth of the matter, Nathan was glad to have an excuse to move away. His last relationship had ended badly, and the thought of having to play a defensive position in conjunction with his...
Gay Male“I’m Brooklyn, and… whatever… I guess I’m a sex addict.” I glared at the group of pathetic faces in the circle surrounding me. This is so fucking lame. Why did I sign up for this? It was bad enough that I’d had to endure public humiliation when the scandal broke, but being away from the city in this touchy feely rehab centre set my nerves more on edge than they did to soothe them, which I’m sure was their original intention. From the moment I’d checked into The Belleview Retreat for Sexual...
AnalA truck was slightly hidden from above under a lush green canopy of live oak trees laden with hanging Spanish Moss. The light of a full moon found its way through, glistening off of three sweaty naked bodies, writhing in the bed of the old Ford pick-up truck. Moans of delight competed with the chirping frogs and singing katydids. The sounds of the swamp forest and drenching humidity of the south Georgia night did not seem to dampen the aroused spirits of the threesome as they continued their...
Hardcore“I’m Kylie, and I’m a sex addict.” I tried not to cry. It would have made things exponentially more embarrassing than just standing in front of the room telling a group of strangers that I was basically a sexual deviant. I bit down on my lower lip instead, producing just enough sharp discomfort to keep the girly tears back. I couldn’t believe I had really committed to this. Of course, I guess one could argue that I wasn’t very good with commitments, as it was. Ever since the depraved incident...
Group SexSo these won’t really be like stories. At least not yet since I don’t really know how to make up stuff like the writers on here. It will be more like a diary or a blog to tell you about the sex things and other things in my life. This first diary entry I’m gonna give you some background so you understand why I picked this guy for my first time. So this happened yesterday and I’m writing quite fast because I’m so excited so if I spell stuff wrong or whatever, hey it’s my first story ok? So...
First TimeThe first shot struck Jennifer under the chin. That one came from Lawrence. She was still yelping when Trent’s delivery took her full in the face, filling her mouth and blinding her in an explosion of thick white. She spat and wiped her eyes clear, then pursued her boyfriend, scooping snow as she ran. Trent taunted as he fled, but stumbled knee-deep in a drift. “Bastard!” She laughed as she pelted him, then pushed him over while he was still off-balance. He pulled her with him and they rolled...
Group SexShe needed to have her senses challenged, to feel nature close to her; she didn’t want to hug-a-tree, she wanted the trees to hug her. Feeling more at home sitting on the wooden staircase than anywhere else, she observed the door that lead out into the front of the property. She stared, admiring the beauty of the oak grain, before raising her head to look up to the small window above the door frame. Before she arrived at her new home in a new state with her family, watching wispy clouds drift...
MasturbationI escaped my fucked-up life into late-night erotic fantasies for years as waves crashed onto the sand beneath my balcony. I frequented my favorite site and started writing stories after becoming enamored with an author. Her stories had dirty, rough stuff I loved but also sensual and tender in a way I tried to emulate but couldn't master. I fantasized she spent hours getting aroused reading my words as I did hers. When she joined a new site, I quickly followed, seizing an opportunity to become...
Straight SexDamon: I’ll bet you’ll get up to some trouble in Cabo. I smirked at the text that flashed up on our chat-log from the computer screen. He was always teasing me. Ashleigh: No trouble. At least not the good kind of trouble. I’m going with my boyfriend don’t forget. There was a pause, and while I anticipated his next words, I took a sip of the vodka soda I was prone to drinking while I spent my online hours chatting with my favorite virtual stranger, DamonX. I leaned back in my computer chair and...
TabooAnna had only been living with Lincoln for three months, one week and five days when he walked in on her masturbating. He’d originally left with an overnight bag swinging from his clenched fist and a casual comment thrown over his shoulder to let her know he'd be spending the weekend at a friend’s place. Ten minutes after he'd walked out the door she'd stripped down to her tank top and panties, feeling the urgent need to relieve some of the tension that being around him regularly caused. In...
Straight Sex“You’re such a whore, Shelby! But that’s still fucking hot…” Chelsie said as I briefly mentioned one particular aspect of my vacation to the Cayman Islands. “How were they? Big? Muscular? Come on, Shelby, details!” “Geez, let’s not be too demanding here. It was just sex on the beach with three incredibly hot guys! After all, I was on vacation…” I just stared at Chelsie, hoping she wouldn’t judge me for spilling the contents of my wild and dirty vacation. “Oh, please do tell! And you couldn’t...
Group SexChelsea was late, the victim of a failed alarm clock and cab shortage. She silently cursed her tight skirt and heels as she flew through the lobby, skidding across the polished marble floor just in time to catch the elevator. Breathless, she jumped in, glanced at her watch, and exhaled in relief. The button to the fifth floor was already glowing, pressed by the elevator’s only other occupant. When she turned to say good morning, the words stuck in her throat. It was Liam, the gorgeous new...
Group SexFor the first few weeks working at Joelle’s, my feet never really touched the floor. This was everything I had dreamed of, and more. In case you don’t know about her - though I’d be curious if you didn’t - Joelle’s the woman who turned makeup into a true art. Where others only “applied” lipstick, rouge and eye shadow, she painted with an artist’s skill and turned the plainest women into goddesses, into true artwork. Nobody knew her surname, and nobody needed to. All the big stars flocked to her...
SpankingAidan Black stared at the online text that flashed up onto the screen. ‘I luv ur stories!’ He yawned, and took another sip of his Jack Daniels. He quickly typed a reply and then leaned back in his chair. ‘What do you like about them?’ He smiled at the long pause. All these fans are the same, he thought to himself. Innocent young girls that dream of being treated like dirty sluts and too afraid to tell their college boyfriends that doggy-style after a long alcohol-fused pub crawl just wasn’t...
ReluctanceThe organ struck up "Here comes the Bride" and my daughter walked down the aisle on her father's arm, up to where the vicar, groom and best man were waiting. The best man smiled and winked at me as the vicar began to speak. I was sitting in the front pew, painfully aware that I was not wearing any knickers, that my vagina was very sore with the fucking that it had endured, that my nipples had been sucked raw, and that dried cum was splashed across my thighs and stocking tops. As well as that, I...
ReluctanceIt had been five years since my wife died. I was stuck in a rut. It was as if my life had stalled the day Gina passed away. I was as emotionally healed as I would ever be, yet I lacked the will to go out and start anew. I worked, I came home. I slept, and then I headed back to work again the very next day. My life became a cycle. Rinse and repeat, ad infinitum.Maybe that’s why I allowed Christie to get so close to me. I told myself I just needed the help, but had I thought it through, I would...
TabooKailee knew she shouldn’t be here. He warned her of what would happen if she came into his space alone again. Shane, her father in-law was a good man, but he liked things his way. He wanted everything run his way. When Kailee and his son had to move back in with him and his wife while their place was being finished, the rules had been simple. Stay out of his office. Last week Kailee had been wandering around the large house, bored and looking for something to do. She walked down the hall and...
TabooI watched his plane lift off and disappear into the eastern sky. As I slowly walked across the airport terminal to the parking lot, I tried to compose myself as I wiped the last few tears from my cheeks. I could still feel his lips on my lips and the lingering scent of his shaving soap was still with me, but both sensations were rapidly vanishing. As I climbed into the car, I leaned back one last time saying good-bye to the man I loved. The feeling of the strength of his arms around me in our...
VoyeurDedication: This story is just a bit of fun and is respectfully dedicated to all the tireless story checkers on Lush, whose hard work makes this site possible and who have to put with rubbish like this every day. Also, thanks must go to Fugly, whose story "Bag of Lush All Sorts" was the inspiration for this piece.I was in only my second month at Global Biofuels and still finding my way around the organisation. As the head of procurement in a modern, forward-thinking, ethical company, I had to...
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