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"That's Jay," Frank insisted, still staring at Oliver. "I've met Jeremy."
"No," Oliver said, shaking his head as he took another retreating step back. "Jeremy."
Jay cleared his throat intentionally, dusting himself off as he stood up off the ground. "Jeremy," he agreed, not bothering to look at Oliver or Frank as he checked to see that his camera wasn't damaged. "That was Jeremy Hill you met. We're in the same class; he's older, so I got the nickname. Everyone's been calling me Jay since second grade."
Frank looked at the panicked look on Oliver's face, the disgustingly calm one on Jay's, and realized that it didn't matter what name should be used as he suddenly lunged forward, grabbing Jay by the shirt and shaking him. "Why the fuck were you spying on us?" he demanded.
"Hey, watch it!" Jay retorted, shaking Frank off and shoving him away.
"Answer me!" Frank ordered.
"Oh, fuck you!" Jay snapped, then suddenly glared at Oliver. "And you too, you retarded-ass freak!"
Frank stepped in front of Oliver quickly, his temper nearly breaking over Jay's insulting words. But, he managed to hold it in check long enough to look back at Oliver, who was clearly shaken by the encounter. "Oliver," he said quietly. "Go home."
"Frank..."
"I'll be right behind you," Frank said. "I promise."
Oliver frowned, looking torn. It was obvious he didn't want to be anywhere near Jay--or Jeremy--but he didn't want to leave Frank, either. "Right behind me, Frank?" he asked.
"I promise," Frank said again; and then quickly added, "Don't tell your mom about this, Oliver."
Frank was looking at Jay again as he heard Oliver's footsteps fade away somewhere behind him, not liking the way that Jay seemed to be watching Oliver go with some obvious contempt. "Why are you spying on us?" Frank repeated, drawing Jay's attention back to himself.
Curiously, when Jay looked at Frank he didn't appear nearly as hostile as he seemed when it came to Oliver. "I saw you heading over here a while ago. Thought I'd see what you were up to."
Frank's shoulder's stiffened as he took a threatening step towards Jay. He was in no mood for games, but it seemed that Jay was determined to make things hard for him as he straightened and smirked, subtly reminding Frank that they were evenly enough matched, and Jay didn't find him intimidating at all.
"Hiding in the bushes with a camera?" Frank demanded, eyeing the piece of equipment. "What's on the film?"
Frank reached for the camera, but Jay held it back. "Hey, hands off!"
"Fine," Frank retorted. "I'll just let the cops take it after I tell them where to find pictures of my little sister!"
"Hey!" Jay said, looking offended. "You've got it wrong, Frank."
"You were outside my house," Frank stated. "My twelve-year-old sister's window!"
"Yes," Jay said flatly, but then spoke quickly when the look on Frank's face turned murderous. "But I didn't know it was her window. I saw someone moving inside, and snapped the picture. She was never supposed to see me, and I'm sorry if I scared her."
"What were you doing there in the first place?"
"I was curious."
"You attacked us!"
"Only because I was cornered."
"No," Frank said, shaking his head. "You weren't cornered. We were about to walk away!"
"I didn't attack you!" Jay retorted, beginning to sound irritated.
"No. You went straight for Oliver!" Frank snapped. David was right. It was Oliver who Jay had been there spying on; Oliver who Jay had attacked. Frank just happened to have gotten in the way.
"So the fuck what?" Jay finally snapped.
"So the fuck what?" Frank angrily moved forward, giving Jay a hard shove to the chest that failed to knock him down. "Oliver wouldn't hurt anyone! Why would you want to hurt him!" At the moment, it didn't matter to Frank that he knew there was a side to Oliver that perhaps did deserve a good beating. All that mattered was that Oliver was innocent. He didn't deserve any of this, and it infuriated him. "What the hell's the matter with you? I swear to god, if you don't stay away from him..."
"Hey, that was the first time I ever came close to hurting him!" Jay responded, sounding as if he knew it was wrong, but had no apologies for it.
"But you've been watching him!"
"Yeah. All of them... and you, because you keep hanging out with him! Do you even have any idea what you're doing?"
"I'm more worried about what you're doing! Where I come from there's a word for it, asshole: stalking!"
Jay had the nerve to look offended over that, too. "There's a difference!"
"Why?"
"Because I'm waiting for someone in that house to fuck up!" he shouted, suddenly breathing heavily as he looked through the woods, towards the Martin house. "There's something off in that house, Frank... something isn't right with that family. I can't prove it yet, but when I do..."
Frank swallowed hard, wiping the sudden outbreak of sweat away from his top lip. His nerves were causing him to feel nauseous, and for a long, suffocating moment, he tried to figure out what Jay was talking about. Oliver. If he'd been watching, then Jay knew something was wrong with him. Maybe he'd seen David do something--something terrible--that would cause him to hate Oliver so much. But then, Jay wouldn't know that it hadn't been Oliver. He'd be out to hurt him, anyway, and if he acquired proof of David doing something else... Oliver could be punished. Oliver would be the one who suffered, and faced with this, Frank decided that he'd do anything to stop it from happening. The Martins were right. David had to go. And at the moment, so did Jeremy "Jay" Flaskis.
"Listen to me, Jay," Frank said, attempting to sound reasonable. "You don't know what you're doing. You've gotta leave them alone. I don't know what you think the Martins are capable of... but you've got it wrong. They just wanna be left alone. That's it."
Jay regarded Frank as if he were speaking another language. "I can't," he finally said, and then let out a breath as he met Frank's eyes. "Not until I find the truth. Can you give me that, Frank?"
Frank stared at Jay for a hard moment before he shook his head. "No... but I can give you one hell of a hard time if I catch you sneaking around again."
Jay actually smiled at that. "We'll see." He looked down at his camera, fidgeted with it for a moment, and then slid it into his pocket before he suddenly turned and started walking away. But, he didn't go before he turned to look back at Frank. "You don't seem like a bad guy, Frank. You don't belong being mixed up with those people... Just don't forget I tried to warn you."
Frank would have been unable to explain why he felt it was urgent to get back to Oliver. It wasn't as if Jay had headed back towards the Martin house; he'd gone in the opposite direction. But Frank still ran, not sure if he felt better or worse about learning the identity of the person doing the spying. He didn't even know if he felt better learning that it wasn't his family who was drawing unwanted attention. All he knew was that he was worried, and had no idea where to go from here.
Involving the local law had been an empty threat when he'd attempted to warn Jay off. He doubted that Howard Crook could help him in any way, and unfortunately, Frank was pretty sure that Jay knew that, too, which is why he didn't seem to care what Frank did in that area. In fact, Jay didn't seem very concerned with a lot of things... except perhaps discovering the Martins' secrets. That's the part that worried Frank. He wasn't sure exactly when it had happened, but it came to mind that he'd made himself responsible for Oliver--for protecting Oliver. He didn't know if it was due to his feelings for the boy, or against Oliver's parents. Perhaps it was a little of both. But either way, Frank didn't like the threat that Jay presented, and he felt like he was on his own to stop it. For the briefest moment he'd entertained the idea of warning the Martins about Jay. But, something in his gut warned him against it--something that he couldn't explain, but became more disturbing each time he thought of Mary and Brian Martin.
Frank wondered if he should warn Oliver when he got back to him. He felt like he should say something, even if Oliver wouldn't provide any insight into the situation. That was the most frustrating thing to Frank. He knew that Oliver wasn't telling him everything that he knew. He just wished that he knew if that was because Oliver didn't want to, or if he couldn't.
"Frank!"
The Martin house hadn't even come into sight before Frank stopped abruptly, turning in circles as he sought out the voice that had called his name. "Oliver?"
"I'm right here, Frank," Oliver said, and when Frank turned again, he nearly stumbled backwards Oliver was so close.
"I told you to go home!" Frank snapped, annoyed even though he had to admit that it was probably good that Oliver didn't. Once inside his house, Frank wasn't sure he'd be able to get Oliver away from Mary again.
Oliver crossed his arms, frowning. "I didn't want to go home," he said defiantly, and then looked worried. "Did you tell him, Frank? Did you tell him it wasn't me that hurt his dog?"
Frank frowned, not sure how to respond to that. If anything had happened with Jay's dog, he had a feeling that Jay was almost right to threaten Oliver over it, especially if Jay didn't know about David.
"We didn't talk about the dog," Frank said. "Look... Oliver, have you noticed Jay--Jeremy; have you noticed Jeremy around here before? Anywhere near you?"
Oliver cocked his head. "I see him sometimes, Frank... but then I don't let him see me. He gets mad when he sees me."
True, Frank agreed, but obviously Jay had more control than that. "He said he'd been watching you. You, and your family." Frank looked up to meet Oliver's eyes, wishing that he could see something other than confusion there. "He knows you have secrets, Oliver... he could find out about David. If he does that."
"He can't do that," Oliver suddenly said, his serious tone surprising Frank. "He can't do that, Frank."
Frank stared at Oliver for a long moment, deciding that Oliver didn't mean it was impossible. He just meant it would be a seriously bad thing if it happened. Frank took a step closer to him. "So you do understand," Frank said, more to himself than to Oliver. He felt like he'd just discovered something important, but it was short-lived as he was distracted by the way Oliver suddenly grabbed his head, as if he were in pain.
"We can't let him do that, Frank!"
"Then help me!" Frank stated, grabbing Oliver's shoulders, shaking him until Oliver looked him in the eyes again. "I think David knew what Jay was doing. He knew something. Oliver, I think David did something... I don't know if it was to Jeremy's dog, or something else, but he isn't going to let this go, and I think David knew it."
"I know," Oliver whispered.
"What? What do you mean?" Frank demanded. "You know what Frank did, or you know he knew about Jeremy?"
"Frank..." Oliver suddenly frowned, pulling away, but Frank was quick to catch his hand and pull him back.
"Talk to me."
"He wanted Jeremy to know. He wanted everyone to know. But he can't, because it makes my parents mad, Frank. That's why they made him go away, Frank," Oliver said, dropping his voice into a secretive whisper. "He can't tell. No one can. There are things you're not supposed to see, Frank. No one can see."
"Like what? What did David want Jeremy to know?"
Oliver took in a deep breath as his eyes darted anywhere but towards Frank's face, and his red eyes began to water as he shook his head. "The bad things."
Frank felt a chill work up his spine. He almost didn't want to ask his next question. David could be violent. He already knew that. What he didn't want to know, was that David was dangerous. He really didn't want to know that Jay could be right, that he had a real reason for his apparent disdain for the Martins. "The things that David did?" Frank knew the answer as soon as he asked the question; it was written all over Oliver's face. But he wasn't sure he understood. David wanted to tell. He wanted to be caught. It didn't make sense to Frank. But then again, nothing made much sense to Frank anymore. Perhaps David thought that telling someone of his wrongdoings was what he wanted because it would make him real. Maybe he wanted people to know he existed--the Martins were doing everything they could to make him disappear. Maybe telling would be his way of winning. To hurt them.
"No one can know, Frank," Oliver said quietly. "If he tells, he'll get in trouble. I don't want him to get in trouble, Frank. He's not bad."
Frank closed his eyes for a moment, unable to face the desperation Oliver was directing at him. It was as if he needed Frank to agree with him. Frank almost wanted to, because in a sense, if Frank said that David wasn't bad, then he was saying that Oliver wasn't bad. He wondered if that was what Oliver was thinking. Oliver had always referred to David as a different person. Frank believed that he saw David as a different person. But, Frank was beginning to wonder if deep down, Oliver understood what he was. Maybe he simply wanted David to exist as much as David did. But, Frank couldn't tell him it was okay. Instead, he reached out and pulled Oliver to him, wrapping his arms around his neck, allowing Oliver to lean on him as he considered what he should do.
The bad things. Those words could have meant anything, but in David's case, they frightened Frank. He didn't want to know. He wanted to forget about David. David hadn't made an appearance since Frank had discovered the truth, and Frank wanted it to stay that way. The problem was, Frank didn't know how long that would last. And he had to know. He needed to know what he was dealing with because the questions were becoming too much, and if he didn't find answers soon, he was afraid that the only place he'd have left to go would be crazy.
Frank took in a breath against Oliver's neck, inhaling the scent of lemons as he held the other boy tighter. "You're right," he said firmly. "We can't let David tell, Oliver." His fingers moved through Oliver's hair for a moment, feeling the scars before he pushed him back to see his face. "I want to tell him that, Oliver. I want to make him understand why he can't tell. We don't want him to get in trouble, right?" He was being manipulative, but Frank wasn't about to apologize for it. His last attempt to talk to David had failed miserably, but this time, Oliver was actually regarding him thoughtfully. Perhaps a little cautiously, too, but he was at least thinking about it.
"Maybe he won't listen, Frank," Oliver finally said.
Frank frowned. "But maybe he will... Does he listen to you, Oliver?"
Oliver frowned as he took one of Frank's hands in both of his and stared down at it for a long moment.
"I'm not supposed to talk to David anymore, Frank. I have to wait."
"Until it's safe?" Frank asked, remembering the conversation that Oliver had had with the David he couldn't see in his own bedroom.
Oliver nodded.
"You know you're safe with me, don't you?" Frank asked.
Oliver looked around them as he used his free hand to wipe his remaining tears away. "Not here, Frank," he whispered. "We have to go to the place."
"What place?" Frank asked. But, once again, he didn't get a straight answer.
"It's a secret, right Frank? You have to promise."
"I promise," Frank said, and then fell nervously silent as Oliver started walking, leading him by the hand. Frank wanted to know where they were going, or why they had to go anywhere at all, but he didn't dare ask. He didn't ask anything, fearing that Oliver would change his mind.
They'd been walking for about five minutes when Oliver abruptly dropped Frank's hand and Frank looked at him, feeling on edge. He almost expected to see some sort of transformation: David's cold stare, or condescending smirk. But the wide eyes and searching glances were still Oliver. The fear was Oliver, and Frank took notice.
"What's wrong?" Frank asked.
"Will you be there again, Frank?" Oliver asked. "If they put me in the dark?"
Frank felt his stomach knot. "No one's putting you in the dark, Oliver... I thought you said you don't remember how you get there. Do you now?"
Oliver's brow knotted, and he looked ahead. "I don't know if David will talk to you, Frank," Oliver said, and Frank raised an eyebrow over the obvious subject change.
"I'm patient," Frank replied shortly. "But I'm confused, Oliver. About the things you can't remember... Do you forget after bad things happen? Is that why you can't remember? Because you don't want to?"
Oliver heaved a breath, as if Frank was the one exasperating him. "My head doesn't work right sometimes, Frank. "There are things, Frank. The things we're not supposed to see."
Frank walked faster, to keep pace with Oliver's agitated one. Those words seemed to be becoming a theme. "Who told you that?" Frank asked.
Oliver glanced at Frank sidelong for a brief moment, his eyes seeming cautious. "David did."
Samuel Seaberg stood in front of what he refrained from calling the ruins his children lived in, watching his youngest splash around waist deep with her friend. She seemed happy enough. But then, Rudy had always been able to find something to be cheerful about. Frank used to be like that, Sam thought bitterly. And it wasn't Frank who he was bitter towards. The situation, himself... that sounded about right. Of course, it wasn't necessary for Sam to remind himself that it was his own fault Frank had become so insufferable towards him. He had his ex-wife on standby to remind him of that, and everything else he'd done wrong, it seemed. Not that he didn't deserve it. He definitely had it coming after the first thing he did upon his arrival was criticize her and the way she was living. It had been a defense mechanism. To make himself feel better about his wrongs, he'd tried to point out all of hers. But apparently, Sam had been away from Jessica for too long, because he'd foolishly forgotten that she could see right through all of that, and now he'd unfortunately managed to get on her bad side.
But, it seemed that Jessica's opinion of him wasn't as important to Sam as Frank's was, and he'd completely underestimated how well his son could hold a grudge. All things considered, Sam should have seen this coming. It wasn't as if Frank had given him any hint that he'd be happy to see him. Hell, he'd downright refused to speak to him on the phone, and it seemed that now, every minute that Sam was present, Frank made sure that he was not. Or at least, he was making sure that he didn't have to endure a moment alone with his father, and it was making it rather difficult for the two to have a conversation, Sam noticed.
"I want to take Frank on a little road trip tomorrow... or something like that. I want to get him away from here, where he has fewer places to run away to," Sam said ten minutes later as he walked into his ex-wife's bedroom as she finished tying back her curtains to better keep an eye on Rudy.
Jessica frowned as she faced him, but it wasn't just because of what he was saying. Sam had made himself at home in her house since he'd arrived, despite his initial criticisms of it, something she wasn't so sure how she felt about yet. But one thing was certain: entering her bedroom was crossing the line.
"Well that's something you're going to have to talk to Frank about," she responded as she advanced in a way that forced him to backpedal until he was standing in the hall.
"I want you to talk to him about it," Sam said. "He'll listen to you."
Jessica's mouth curled into a humorless smile. "Not about this, he won't. I can talk to him, but I won't force him, Sam... besides, I'm not the one he needs to talk to. You broke it, you fix it."
Sam sighed as Jessica passed him, and he followed her to the living room. "I'm trying."
"I know you are."
"But it's not working."
"That's because you came here assuming a few apologies would make up for everything else," Jessica said simply.
"Because he's angry," Sam said, frowning; and then in poor taste, added, "I see he's developed your temper."
Jessica turned to face him sternly. "He's hurt, Sam. You're upset that you can't get him to talk to you, but don't forget that you're the one who stopped talking to Frank first. He doesn't trust you anymore, and it's not something you can change overnight. That's something you have to earn back, and I'll tell you right now that me talking to Frank won't make a difference in whether or not he forgives you. Talk to him yourself."
"Well that's not exactly easy to do when he's never here!" Sam said hotly, but then released a breath and calmed his tone. "I don't want to leave things the way they are now, Jess. I know I've made mistakes, and I'll probably never stop being sorry for them, but... I need to make things right with the kids again. I miss them."
Jessica frowned. "I believe you, Sam... but you're saying it to the wrong person. Listen, all of this is going to take time, especially with Frank. If you don't have that... This just isn't something you can do over a weekend, Sam. These are children--your children! If you want it to work, you'll have to make a commitment to them, and not one that expires as soon as you decide they're an inconvenience!"
"Jesus!" Sam cursed, dropping onto the sofa behind him.
Jessica frowned. She hadn't meant for this conversation to turn into a lecture. Although, she did think it was called for. She didn't like that Frank felt driven away from his own home, and she didn't like that Frank had a point when it came to staying away. He didn't want to get hurt again, and the simple fact was, Jessica didn't want to see him hurt again. "I'm sorry, Sam, but if you ever hurt one of my kids again..."
"I was a father once," he suddenly cut her off. "I mean... I was really their father. Wasn't I?"
Jessica sighed and took a seat on a chair across from him. "Not a half bad one, either," she reluctantly admitted. "But you walked out on them, Sam, not the other way around. It's going to be up to Frank, whether or not he forgives you for that... and you'd better make him want to, Sam, because the thing is, he needs you. Both of them do... but right now, especially Frank."
Sam sat back on the couch and studied Jessica for a long moment before he asked the question he should have been asking all along. "How is he, Jessica... I mean, when I'm not around making him like this?"
She smiled. "He's growing up a little too fast. Ever since we got here... well, I think he's trying to be the man of the house, you know? Looking after his sister... trying to look after me... But I'm worried about him, Sam. I knew he wasn't happy, especially about moving, but you know Frank. He's a survivor, and I really thought that once we settled in, he'd be alright. I wanted to give him and Rudy a chance to start over..."
"But?" Sam asked.
"I think trying to grow up too fast has been pretty hard for him. He doesn't talk to me the way he used to talk to you, and I think he's had trouble making friends."
Sam snorted. "No, Frank's never had trouble with that. He had the kid spending the night..."
Jessica nodded. "Oliver... a neighbor." She paused for a moment, and decided not to mention Frank's paranoid behavior when it came to the Martin family. "But, that's the thing, Oliver's his only friend."
"Well, maybe he likes the kid."
"You haven't really met Oliver," Jessica replied. "I'm not saying he's bad for Frank, it's just... he's a little strange, and I think it would be best if Frank made some other friends. He shouldn't be spending all of his time with one person, anyway."
"Well, if you think me telling Frank to stop hanging around his only friend is going to help..."
"No, that's not what I'm saying, Sam. But if you talked to him... or if you can get him talking to you... He needs to talk to someone, Sam. Even if it's you."
Frank felt too tired to even scratch his head as he watched Oliver duck down as he cautiously made his way through the terrain ahead of him. Feeling mentally drained, and not in the mood for games, Frank walked along normally behind him, looking through the scattered trees casting thin, long shadows over the ground.
"I thought you said we were almost there," Frank complained.
Oliver looked over his shoulder, appearing outraged when he saw that Frank wasn't following his instructions to be careful, and yanked him down by the wrist. "Shh, Frank!"
Groaning, Frank stayed down as he allowed Oliver to lead the way. "What are we doing, Oliver?" he whispered.
Oliver looked back again. "You said you wanted to tell David not to tell," Oliver reminded him.
"Yeah, but can't I do that now?" Frank asked.
Oliver only frowned, and pulled him along another five feet before he came to an abrupt halt, and Frank suddenly found himself flat on the ground, his elbows scraped, and his temper flaring. "What the..." he started, but when Oliver, still looking straight ahead, slapped a hand over Frank's mouth, Frank took a curious moment to pay more attention to his surroundings.
He heard the footsteps before he saw the person making them, and Frank found himself holding his breath as he shifted closer to Oliver and watched Mary Martin pass right by them. Her eyes were focused straight ahead, her pace was brisk; she was a woman who knew exactly where she was going. After a moment of thinking about it, it occurred to Frank that they weren't very far from the Martins' house at all, and he wondered if she'd been out looking for Oliver. But then, he didn't see why she'd do that with an empty laundry basket under her arm.
"We have to hurry, Frank," Oliver said as soon as Mary had passed, and instinct forced Frank to agree as helped Oliver to his feet and they abandoned sneaking through the trees to running through them, Oliver easily taking the lead as if there was no doubt when it came to which way he needed to go.
Frank kept up easily, until Oliver passed under a hanging rope, where Frank paused and stared for a moment. The frayed end of the old rope was dangling from a tall tree, as if waiting for something to be connected to it. At one time, something likely was, he decided, realizing that there was something about the spot that suggested at one time, it had been frequently visited. He looked past the rope to Oliver, wondering if they were headed to one of the spots the other boy frequently visited, and Frank couldn't help wondering why he chose this one as his safe place to talk to David, when it was obviously visited by more than just Oliver.
"Come on, Frank," Oliver insisted.
Nodding, Frank moved past the dangling line and followed Oliver through the brush, holding back a sneeze as random patches of wallflowers irritated his allergies. It seemed sunnier all of a sudden, and he could hear the sound of trickling water as he noticed the moisture somewhere beneath the tall grass he was walking through. Looking down, he wondered if it was completely necessary that his socks were becoming soggy and didn't notice that Oliver had stopped, until he practically ran into him under the shade of a thick tree.
"Is this it?" Frank asked as he looked around, noticing that the spot had definitely had some traffic. In fact, it looked like someone had been dumping just behind the tree as he noticed stacks of nail-ridden wooden posts and a cluttered stack of old boards that were likely infested with insects he'd rather not think about. Oliver only nodded, leaving Frank to stare at him expectantly. "Well? Can I talk to David now?"
Oliver shrugged, frowning. "I guess so, Frank."
Feeling self-conscious, and still frustrated, Frank looked around again. "Is he here?" he asked.
Oliver let out a breath, and sat on the stack of boards, not seeming to care that the wood was soaked through from the last storm. "He's here, Frank."
"Can you... see him?"
Oliver's eyes narrowed. "Can you?"
"No." Frank desperately wished that he knew how this was supposed to work. "So, how do I talk to him, Oliver?"
"I don't know. You just say somethin', I guess."
"Okay..." Frank said slowly, looking at Oliver. "Um... David? Can you hear me?" It seemed like the stupidest question, and Frank felt like a fool standing there asking it, but he supposed he was just following instructions, which is why he didn't at all expect the response he got.
"Not like that, Frank!" Oliver suddenly snapped, rising to his feet. You've gotta be louder! David! David! David!" Oliver passed Frank, red in the face as he shouted out the name, startling Frank so bad that he jumped before reaching out to grab Oliver's arm and pull him back.
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When the car with Jake in it became a dot on the horizon, Thea turned to go back in the house. Suddenly Floyd appeared. “Mrs. Thea, how you be?” Smiling, she knew immediately what he wanted. He had that look and a glance at his crotch confirmed it. The imprint of his cock was prominent as it pushed against the material. “Looks like everyone is gone.” Floyd said. His eyes looking out over the farm. “Yes, I am by myself for at least the next few days.” She replied in an...
“Well, hell,” Thea said as she wiped the beads of perspiration from her face. “I guess ‘spring’ is here, huh?” “Yeah. It’s supposed to be cooler at higher elevation,” I replied. We took a few minutes in the shade by the rocks before rejoining our boyfriends. The four of us had driven up into the pass to hike. According to the weather report, the last coolness of a fading winter was supposed to continue through mid-week, but they were wrong. Actually, from our view from Eagle Point, where we’d...
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The FappeningThis is the second part of a story The Book Store was part one. This tells the story from the other view point. Hopefully, I will be able to continue this story line about Ted and his mom. Stacy entered the empty closet stall next to the bathroom. Locking the door she quickly began undressing down to her panties. She always stripped before kneeling on her clothes as padding. A habit from when she and her late husband, Ted, had come here together. Stacy is pretty woman, 42 years old with auburn...
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After tea on the Friday evening Thelma stopped me as I was going into upstairs to my room. Her eyes looked wild and her breathing was heavy. “I’m going to a party,” She said in a low voice, “do you want to watch me getting undressed?” I nodded like a puppet. “Wait in my room…I’ll be up in five minutes.” I skipped up the stairs two at a time! I nervously let myself into my sister’s bedroom. I’d been in many times before – borrowing her dirty knickers and stuff to use...
Harry and Rob sat in the local pub in their usual spot in the corner by themselves. They were having a discussion about what to do with Ethel. Rob has been adamant that he wants to hang Ethel by her ankles and butcher her. Harry strongly disagrees with him. Harry is convinced that if he talks to Ethel he can persuade her not to go to the authorities and they will be able to use her the same way the other men. Rob agrees to try Harry's way first but he says" if she wants to argue I'm going to...
kEthel sat with her tits nailed to the work table. Her tits were swollen to twice their normal size from the beating they had received from Harry and Rob and the axe handle. Ethel sobbed both from the pain and the feeling of despair and hopelessness. She knew she would not be able to sweet talk the men into letting her go without anymore abuse. Harry and Rob arrived and again Ethel begged and pleaded with them to let her go. The men laughed and told her they still had a few more things they...
Note : This story is completely fictional!In nineteen forty six Thelma Lou Anderson was married with three kids. Linda was the oldest. She was sixteen. Guy and George was ten and Guy seven. Thelma owned a beauty shop in Kansas City. She suspected her husband Lawerance was cheating on her again. She followed him one day when he thought she was at work and saw him go into a house. A woman opened the door and he went in. That was all the proof she needed. She went home and packed her suitcase and...
IncestThelma was 22 and like all of the young women at that time was still living at home with me and our parents in rural Kent; even though she had a good job in local Department Store. I was 15 and had just left school. The summer of 1965 was particularly fine so it wasn’t uncommon for me to sit around our secluded garden reading a Detective novel when my parents were at work. The difference today was that Thelma was on the first day of her annual holidays and had joined me wearing a very...
Too much of a good thing can still be a good thing. I was only about five minutes into my workout when the knock came at the door of my hotel room. Isometrics, of course - these days nothing less than a loaded semi would offer enough resistance to count. I hadn't even broken much of a sweat. Turning, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I took no real pride in the dense, sculpted muscles I'd developed in the last year and a half, any more than a blind man took pride in the attention...
Ethel hung by her wrists while Harry and Rob left to get some rest. She nodded off from time to time but the fog of her mind cleared she realized that other than when they punched her she actually enjoyed the way they that fucked her so hard and so brutally. She enjoyed the helpless feeling as they ravaged her body. She believed that she could talk to the two men and they would release her without too much more abuse. She was wrong.As Harry and Rob drove back out to the warehouse they talked...
Ethel hated her name. She was born during the tenure of I Love Lucy. The beloved Ethel Mertz from the television show was the bane of the real life Ethel's existence. There were the jokes about her having to marry Fred. There was only one Fred in her high school class. He wasn't her type; not even if he was the last man on earth. Ethel was every bit the epitome of her name. At five feet even her looks, dress and vocabulary mimicked the character she despised. Although she fought to break the...
Ethel's Pa was telling a story. "A man comes into the garage wanting a new horn for his Dodge. The old bulb was torn. Well, we have horns; but they don't fit his brackets..." "What did he want with a horn?" Ma asked. "Dodge cars don't need them. They have 'Dodge, Brothers' written clearly on the front." "Oh, Nellie," Pa said, but -- at least -- he dropped the story. Ethel couldn't decide which was worse, Ma's jokes or Pa's stories. Pa was fascinated by anything mechanical,...
Damn Katherine and her classy fashion sense... Once again my Mother-in-law had a new skirt suit which would work for brunch, mother-of-the-bride or some other fancy occasion, it was simply lovely. Tonight was one of those other occasions. The suit was perfect for the work awards dinner that my wife Veronica has dragged me too. Katherine, on the other hand, who was looking just so, was all too happy to attend. Katherine's suit is simply irresistible to me. The color, the style,...
Let me say right up front that Gunther was definitely not a young man.I knew he had been around the Santa operation at the North Pole long before I arrived with my bright ideas for cost reduction. I was called in to promote increased toy production by the easily distracted Elves. Those little imps preferred being silly rather than busy little workers focused on their quotas like dedicated employees. As a small-sized human male, I was able to relate easily to the female Elves because they liked...
Fantasy & Sci-Fifrom my supernatural~romantic novel set in Regency England from the diary of Betsy Corning, Darlington, England, September 1815 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am undone! I have given into temptation and trod the left-hand path. I did not tarry there long, I yet have a semblance of a conscience. But little good will it do me – I will be punished for it sooner or later. But oh, should any ladies read this, perhaps you, at least, will understand what provocation I had endured and grant me some...
When we entered the dining salon, all conversation stopped. I had changed from my travel clothes earlier, but was still in black. Esther was in a peach colored evening gown. As I said before, she was ravishing. Martha and Hatty walked behind us in their evening gowns. It was plain that everyone wondered who this girl was with the Royal Executioner and the Guild Master for companions. Certainly most of the apprentices and the other Guild members had not met, or been introduced to Esther. None...
“Are the statements, that the Lord Executioner made, true?” the Village Chief demanded sternly. “Yes, Un ... Uncle,” the young man finally answered very quietly. “A week in the stocks,” the Village Chief pronounced, “and the same for those two friends of yours.” The Village Chief then turned to me to apologize. “I am sorry I doubted you, Lord Executioner. It would appear that I need to pay closer attention to what is going on with the workers in the fields.” “An excellent idea,” I replied,...
"Language Theresa!" "But Mrs. Bradshaw, I only said..." "Hush Theresa, I will not have such rude vernacular spoken in my boarding house! Also, kindly remove your elbows from the tabletop. More over, the fork was placed on the left side of your plate for a specific reason." Theresa blushed as she looked around at the other five girls, some of them putting on airs. "I never ate before with my left hand Mrs. Bradshaw." "You are a student now in the most prestigious Ladies College in...
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Reddit NSFW ListEsther III ? by: TamarainRubber Even though we knew we were going to be late for Lisa's party, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. For the next hour or so we grabbed each other like wild cats in heat. Her breasts heaving and her lungs gasping for oxygen, Esther still found the energy to warn me not to cum. At some point she did pull my cock out from behind my rubber bloomers and shoved every inch into her mouth. The clothes she had dressed me in only made me harder and,...
The next day I was in full Katherine mode from the moment I unlocked her door. I greeted Sunshine just like Katherine did, using the same tone of voice and gestures. Of course Sunshine reacted just she would with her female owner. As soon as I took her for a short walk and fed her, I went straight to my bedroom, well after the prior day I felt so much more comfortable there, I wanted it to be my bedroom. I took a shower and shaved everything again. I didn't know how I was going to...
Hope you like Esther's latest installment! ESTHER FOUR By TamarainRubber I obediently followed Esther down the long narrow hallway that led into an enormous room filled with the sounds of clinking glasses, soft whispers and a bevy of leather-clad women and men dolled up as maids, rubber babies, and crossdressing sluts like me. Strangely enough (and very much to my pleasure), there was little if any evidence of the S&M parties I had only read about, but never...
The front door opened and again Frank came in, a little less dramatically than the day before but no less intimidating to me as I felt timid and weak dressed in my mother-in-laws things. Frank was half expecting me to be dressed as my normal slouchy male self, ready to put a stop to all this, but he was happy when he saw I didn't have the fortitude to do that. He actually smiled at me, "There's my little wife. That dress looks nice on you." I smiled back not knowing what to do, it...
Caroline dumped her books so loudly on the table that it caused Mike to look up momentarily from his laptop.“Hi, Caroline, I take it the tutorial didn’t go so well?”Caroline slumped onto the chair opposite him.“The pompous bitch basically told me to start again.”“Look I know nothing about art, I don’t even know what I like, but I do know that you know your stuff. Why don’t I get you a drink and we can talk about something else.”As Mike placed the two pints of beer down on the table, Caroline...
Fantasy & Sci-FiMy brothers house Donald Dentley 2017 When my twin brother goes on holiday I go to house sit for him. He has a fantastic house but I’m not going to describe that. It’s the garden that is important for this story. The place is situated halfway along a farm road. So pretty isolated. There is a another house almost opposite. Although he has a very small front yard the back garden is enormous and is surrounded by tall beach hedges. This means that the house, and especially the rear garden, are very...
I went to bed early that night which I generally did with the intention of having a long read. I devoured books at a rate of knots so was always in the library looking for more science fiction. A couple of hours immersed in a story and I would doze off as easy as pie. Tonight I found myself rereading the same line over and over as my concentration was way off. So, I gave in, put down the book and tried to go to sleep. My mother I had left downstairs watching the TV, my other, younger sisters...
Jenny was asleep in another room and the thought of her asleep in that very thin pajamas that I saw her put on after her shower was making my cock even harder and excited so then and there I decided ill go pay her a little visit. I didn’t go with anything in mind really but just wanted to see her body as she slept, we had a very full day before and very eventful night so I figured she would be asleep soundly and as I approached the doorway I could hear light snoring so I knew that she was....
This is the story of my sexlife with my Godmother/cousin. I say godmother/cousin because she is actually both as choosing a relative to be a God parent is common place in the Caribbean. Yes I am from the Caribbean and my name is Kenny, 32 yrs old, I’m 6’2” tall, a well built 250 lbs, educated and better looking than I am not. My god mother’s name is jenny (not real name) and she is 20 yrs older than me and was always a hot natural Caribbean woman about 5’5” light skinned ample 36c boobs, very...
{I love every one that reads this story:} ;}. =]. =/ My name is Jake, I was 14 when I had sex with my 16 year old brother Matt who is 5'5,has brown hair and eyes,well toned body, and good at sports. Me on the other hand I'm 5'1,long jet black hair,sliver eyes(every boy in school loved my eyes),perfect pale skin and kinda goth. One day I was in my room on my bed reading a book without my shirt and pants because it was summer and hot as hell. When I was...
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I was in the weight room at the sports complex on campus when I felt an insistent tap on my left shoulder. I turned to see who was tapping on me and there stood two guys, my Sister’s boyfriend Ryan, and one of his frat brothers, both of them dressed in suits and ties with their hair carefully combed – not like the sweaty mess I was at the moment. “Sigma Tau Sigma,” Ryan said, in a formal tone, “accept, or decline.” Joining a fraternity, I’d learned in my first year of college, was about more...
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