Chatting with Darkside
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Oliver looked across the small but comfortable room as he sat at the end of one of the two twin-sized beds occupying the space, his fingers slowly drumming one of the thirty-or-so photographs scattered over his mattress. Looking the pictures over carefully, he selected one and held it up to the light.
"I like this one," he said before looking towards the other bed again.
"Of course you like that one," his brother answered, rolling hazel eyes that matched Oliver's. "It's got Frank in it."
"They've all got Frank," Oliver pointed out, frowning as if he thought he was being teased. "I just like this one 'cause he's on his bike... like in the one you took for me."
David smiled. "I'll take more for you soon."
"Oliver?" a curious female voice was heard before Jenny Woodmoore appeared in the opened doorway with her camera strap over her shoulder. "Are you talking to someone?"
Oliver looked towards the space where he'd pictured his brother a moment before, and then shook his head at Jenny. "Nope, Jenny. It's just me in here. See?"
She smiled at him, and moved to look over the pictures on the bed. "Did you pick one yet?" she asked.
Oliver nodded, smiling as he held up his chosen photograph. "I like this one," he told her.
Jenny looked thoughtful for a minute. "Yeah... it's a nice one. But how about one Frank'll like? Like this one?" she asked, selecting another from the pile. "It's got both of you in it."
Oliver looked at a picture he specifically remembered Jay taking when he'd followed Frank up a tree to see a bird's nest, and ultimately shook his head as he held the one of Frank on a bike higher, as if he didn't think Jenny had taken a good enough look. "This one."
Jenny laughed. "Okay," she agreed, taking it. "Let's go see how fast they can get it printed on a card."
"Okay, Jenny," Oliver replied, stepping into his shoes as he stood up. "Can we go now?"
"We'll have to if we don't want to be late. Jay should be here in just a minute."
"I should feed my chicken while we wait!" Oliver exclaimed, as if he'd just remembered.
"You know, I fed all the chickens this morning, Oliver," she pointed out.
"But this one's lucky, and she likes it outta my hand," Oliver objected.
Jenny sighed as she followed him out of the room, through the house and into the small backyard surrounded by a newly painted picket fence. She knew better than to argue. Oliver had made a lot of adjustments since moving in with her family over ten months ago, but he'd still been irritated that his chicken had to live in the backyard with the rest of the regular birds, and not in its special cage in the garage. She supposed that if feeding it separately made him feel better, she shouldn't argue. Besides, that chicken was the only thing he'd taken from his family's home besides a few old pictures his brother had taken, and her family wanted him to be as comfortable as possible. Even when he'd insisted on having two beds in his room.
Jenny watched as Oliver all but chased his chicken away from the others and picked up the kicking animal once it was cornered.
"So are you looking forward to today?" she asked him. "Still glad we're going?"
"Yeah," Oliver replied. "I'm gonna tell David about Frank's card. And on the phone, he told me he's got a surprise for Frank, too."
Jenny raised an eyebrow at that, but when Oliver looked back at her, she simply smiled. "Well, I guess we'd better hurry then, huh?" And she was grateful when she heard the old truck Jay had recently purchased from Mr. Dron pull into her driveway.
...
"That's enough... Mom, that's enough!" Frank insisted as he piled the rest of the mountain of sandwiches Jessica was putting together onto a piece of plastic wrap. "There's only gonna be four of us... and we'll only be thirty minutes away."
Jessica ignored him as she moved towards the refrigerator. "Are you sure there's no room in that cooler for cake?"
"Positive. We'll do cake when I get back, alright?"
"Alright. Help me clean this mess up before you go."
Frank looked at the meager amount of crumbs on the countertop and rolled his eyes, but still grabbed a rag. Cleaning. Always cleaning. It had been like that ever since they'd moved into the new house. It was actually located in town, had a real backyard, and his mother's favorite part--a new kitchen that always had to be clean.
Have you called your dad yet?" Jessica asked.
"No. Rudy said not to bother them."
Jessica turned from what she was doing and raised an eyebrow. "What?"
"I don't know what they're doing," Frank admitted. "Figured they probably want to have the party on the boat or something."
"There's not enough room on the boat!" Jessica objected.
Frank shrugged. "Tell Dad that." Not that it would work even if she did. His father was quite attached to the little houseboat he'd rented for summer. Frank hadn't taken up his dad's offer to spend the night on it yet, but then, apart from Oliver's little boat, he hadn't been very enthusiastic about boarding one. At least overnight. And besides, with his father making good on a promise to take time off during the summer to be closer to his kids, Frank found himself with plenty of opportunities to reconnect with his dad that didn't involve remembering the last time he woke up floating on the water.
"I already told him we were doing something here," Jessica continued, beginning to look suspicious. "Maybe they're hiding a present from you... but I'd know if they were, unless they're hiding it from me, too. You didn't ask for a dog, did you?"
Frank looked at his mom, and chose to smile instead of following the urge to roll his eyes. "With three cats in the house? No."
"Four cats," Jessica replied, and when Frank opened his mouth to respond she aimed a finger in his direction to silence him. "I know about the one you brought home last weekend. Don't bring home anymore, and let that poor thing out of your room already."
"Actually... it's in your room now. Ran under your bed this morning."
"Frank..."
"I think I hear Jay's truck," Frank conveniently interrupted as he grabbed the cooler and headed into the newly carpeted living room.
"You do not hear Jay's truck!" Jessica called, following him. But, a moment later she was ignoring Frank's dubious look as she heard the familiar sound of Jay's engine.
Frank grinned. "Gotta go. I'll be back before dark."
Jessica sighed and rushed to the door before Frank had a chance to open it, lifting her hand to his shoulder as a few lines of worry touched her forehead. "Are you sure this is how you want to spend your birthday?"
"It's fine, Mom," Frank insisted. "Besides, I promised Oliver, and it's not his fault David only gets to see visitors once a month. If we don't go today it's another thirty days, and it's already been over six months since..."
"Okay, okay," Jessica cut him off as she raised a hand in defeat. "I just want you to have a good day. Do you want me to go with you, just in case there are any problems?"
"There won't be. We already called ahead, and we both know you don't really wanna go."
"It's not that I don't want to..."
"Mom. It's fine. I gotta go, alright? See you tonight."
After leaving a quick kiss to her cheek Frank was outside, tossing the cooler into the bed of Jay's truck and moving through the passenger door to overcrowd the bench seat where Jay was at the wheel and Jenny and Oliver occupied the middle. It wasn't the most comfortable way to travel, but Frank was comfortable enough with his company not to mind.
Jay and Jenny had been good friends to Frank, even forgiving him when they discovered that he had no eye for photography whatsoever. Jay had once said it was nice to have a friend who didn't know everything about him down to the bad haircut he'd had when he was eight, and in him Frank had found the kind of person he could call up late on a Monday night just because he was too bored to come up with a good reason to sleep. It was something he'd missed after discovering that his friends back home were too interested in their own lives to care anything about his new one. Jay had also made his transition into a new school easer to tolerate, not to mention the events surrounding last summer had built an odd, but strong bond between them. Over the last year, Frank had even helped him coordinate a second funeral for Odetta Grover, where Jay was finally able to make certain everyone knew the mystery surrounding her death. The small town had been surprisingly accommodating, placing a memorial on the land Odetta had once lived on, right where the Seabergs' last house had once stood.
Frank had found that he liked Jenny, too. He'd been a little concerned when his mother had been less than enthusiastic about the idea of taking Oliver in, and he'd even admit to being annoyed when Jenny's family was quick to offer Oliver a home. But, Frank had to admit that it had worked out for the best. The Woodmoores had been able to provide things that Frank's couldn't. Like a stable roof over Oliver's head to begin with. The Seabergs had been in and out of tents, neighbors' houses, and even an old cabin behind Mr. Dron's house for over a month before they found a more permanent residence that qualified as suitable. Frank wouldn't have wanted that ordeal for Oliver on top of everything else.
And Jenny's family had also been able to provide Oliver with something that Frank would have had a hard time giving. Independence. It had been no smooth adjustment when the state had taken David. Oliver had been devastated, and Frank's instinct was to never allow him to feel like he was alone. But, Frank's own anger over David having to leave had turned his support for Oliver into something that managed to seem overbearing. He'd hardly wanted Oliver to speak with anyone else unless he was present. It was the Woodmoores who'd shown him that Oliver was stronger than that. He'd settled in with a family who'd been able to support him and reintroduce him to society. He was going to church, and school, and he'd even taken a part-time job where Jenny worked, something that had been his idea.
But, even though Frank was no longer Oliver Martin's only friend, there were still things that he only shared with Frank. It was only on occasion that Oliver mentioned his parents. He'd once asked Frank if it was wrong to be sad about what had happened to them, since no one else seemed to have a good thing to say about his mother or his father; and only Frank knew that Oliver stalked the old women after church, listening to their rumors regarding his family only to mull over it over later, hiding his hurt behind a crooked smile when he saw those same ladies around town. But the hardest for Oliver, and Frank thought for himself, too, had been David's absence. He'd been gone for almost a year. At first they'd been told that there was a chance David would be charged with murdering his father, but with all witnesses insisting that there was some sort of self-defense involved, the notion was soon dismissed. But even then, David's troubles were just beginning, and no one had been able to do anything about it when it was decided that he'd be held in a hospital until a more "suitable" arrangement could be made, even after the Woodmoores offered to take him in along with Oliver.
Matters didn't improve when David attacked a nurse two weeks later, and didn't bother to deny it. Frank didn't know the particulars, but during one of the few phone calls David was allowed to make to Oliver, he'd told his brother that the woman had reminded him of their mother. Over the next months, he'd undergone evaluation after evaluation, held in juvenile detention centers and inpatient mental facilities. Jessica had repeatedly insisted that David was getting the help that he needed, but while Frank could admit that David probably needed help, he had ultimately dubbed the entire situation as just plain unfair.
David Martin wasn't the way he was because he wanted to be. He'd become exactly what he was made to be, and as a result people were afraid of him. He didn't belong in a school with kids his own age, or out walking the streets with Frank and his friends. He was unpredictable and bad-tempered, and he wasn't afraid to act out negatively towards any adult figure who attempted to control him. At least, that had been David Martin until two months ago.
The Woodmoores had called to announce that David was being transferred to yet another private hospital. But, this one didn't have bars on the windows, and while his contact with the outside world still had to be limited, Frank had learned that David was making progress and there was talk that he'd eventually be released. Although, no one seemed to know if that day would come before the twins' eighteenth birthday.
The facility was only a half hour down the interstate, and when David did see visitors, it wouldn't be through a glass window. Although, for this first visit his doctors had requested that only family speak with him. Frank had been disappointed when Oliver had mentioned this, but at least Oliver would get to see his brother. And in a way, Frank thought, he wouldn't be going alone. Especially after Jay, Jenny and he flooded Oliver's ears for thirty minutes with well wishes for David.
...
"Why d'you keep asking me the same question? You already know what I'm gonna say."
Dr. Grant Devling looked past his spectacles at the young patient sitting across from his desk. Just a boy. Dark hair, hazel eyes that sparked with intelligence, and a lopsided smile that appeared every time Dr. Devling looked at him as if reading a book.
"Just in case you decide to change your answer... and because I think you want to. Sooner or later, David, I'm pretty sure you will."
David looked thoughtful for a moment. Maybe he would change his answer if he thought it would get him out of there sooner. But then, he knew better than to say so. Hospitals were strange places. And doctors. Doctors just like Dr. Devling, who insisted that he wanted to help David get out even as he came up with reason after reason why David shouldn't. And if David said he wanted out-- because god help him, who wouldn't?-- it was like a sign to his captors that he needed to stay longer. Made no sense.
"I don't think so," David replied. "It's been the same the last sixty-one times you've asked, and I think it'll be the same the next sixty-one."
"Sixty-one? Really?" Dr. Devling replied with mild interest.
David nodded. "Yep. Been here sixty-seven days, came to see you sixty-two of 'em, and including today, you've asked me sixty-one times. Check if you want," he added when Dr. Devling looked surprised. He knew he was right. David had developed a strange habit of counting days. He felt trapped when he didn't. "I'm not sorry my parents are dead, and if you ask tomorrow, I won't be then, either. And I'm still not sorry I helped one of 'em get that way... so what d'you think? Am I still broke in the head?"
David wasn't being a smartass. It was a real question that he expected a real answer to. All these doctors, they seemed so interested in fixing him. And maybe, he sometimes thought, he needed fixing. But other times, times like this day, he'd sit in Dr. Delving's office thinking that he was the only one around there who made any sense. After all, he was telling the truth--something the doctors obviously didn't like to hear, knowing that if he lied... they wouldn't want to hear that, either.
"You're not broken, David," Dr. Devling replied as he wrote something down on his clipboard, and David resisted the urge to roll his eyes. If Dr. Devling really believed that, David thought, he wouldn't be stuck in the man's office. "But, we'll talk more on this tomorrow."
"My hour's not up yet," David pointed out, wondering what Dr. Devling had in mind for the next fifteen minutes, since there was no way he was going to let David leave early.
"You have a visitor coming today."
"I know that."
"Are you excited?"
David shrugged. "Guess so. Haven't seen him in a while."
"Are you close to your brother, David?"
"Says so there in my file."
Devling smiled tiredly. "You must be looking forward to talking to him. You know, most people here see up to four people at the same time and don't get as much out of their visits. I think it was smart to ask to only see your brother. I think catching up with him will be good for you."
"Him, too," David replied. "Can I go now? I wanna get a shower before he comes."
"In a few minutes. Do you have your journal?"
David sighed, and lifted the folded notebook he'd been holding in his lap. Like every day, he dutifully opened it and read aloud the carefully written detached, impersonal words that he'd written down five minutes before his appointment with Dr. Devling.
"This morning I woke up at six thirty when the man-nurse knocked on my door, real loud. I thought that was rude. I laid in bed for seven minutes and thought about what breakfast was going to be. I hoped it was gonna be French toast and not that oatmeal stuff. When I got up I brushed my teeth first, and..."
"Did you write about your brother coming?" Devling asked.
David frowned at the interruption, shaking his head. "Why would I? It hasn't happened yet."
"Yes, but I'm sure you've been thinking about it. How are you feeling, David? It's been quite a while since you've seen him, aren't you nervous?"
"What for?"
"Well, according to quite a few police reports your brother was very upset about what had happened to your parents. Are you worried that he blames you for your father's death?"
"I'm the one who shot him, ain't I?" David remarked. "Credit's mine. Oliver knows it."
"The credit? Is that how you think of it?"
David thought about it for a minute. "I don't know. Sounds better than blame, I guess. I don't think there is a right word. It just happened, and if I had to go back, it would happen again. I ain't sorry that he's gone, and neither is Oliver."
"Are you sure about that?"
David narrowed his eyes, and held a burst of temper in check. He didn't like when Dr. Devling used an argumentative tone. David was damn sure that the man did it on purpose just to push him, and when David got pushed, something always happened that made someone decide he needed to be locked up by himself for a while. And he didn't even want to think about the drugs, especially today.
"The only thing Oliver's upset about is that we're not together," David said, finding a smile. "But when I see him, I'm gonna tell him not to worry, cause that's all gonna change."
"What do you mean it's going to change?"
"We'll be together again."
"David... you do realize that Oliver will only be visiting today? No one's coming to take you home."
"I didn't say today, did I? But I'll be with my brother again, Doctor. He needs me."
"Oliver is living with a good family right now," Devling said as he flipped through his notes. "He's made progress with them. You don't think he's better off right where he is?"
"He needs me," David repeated. "And someday, we'll have our own life. The right way this time. It'll take time to get there, is all. I'm not stupid, you know."
"No, you aren't. I'd like you to start setting some goals for yourself, think about what you want to do when you get out of here."
"I got goals."
"Can you give me an example?"
David shrugged. "That's easy enough. First I gotta walk out the front doors of this place with you waving goodbye... then I gotta be on my own for a while. I'll get Oliver when it's time."
"Alright... what about school? Your tutor tells me you make a good student."
"Maybe. But she don't teach me nothin' I don't already know. That's what books are for."
Devling smiled. "Then maybe it's time to introduce you to some advanced classes. It'll keep you from getting bored."
"Oh, I'm not bored," David insisted, tapping his temple with his index finger. "I'm always busy up here. I don't need a teacher to tell me what to learn."
"You know... there's nothing wrong with getting a little help sometimes, David."
"I get that. Like you're helpin' me get ready for being out there again. But... it's just... a man should always help himself, too. I mean, in the end, that's all you've really got to count on."
A frown creased Dr. Devling's brow, but instead of responding, he momentarily looked away from David as the phone on his desk started ringing. "I want you to write about that in your journal. Explain it. We'll go over it tomorrow, alright?"
"If you say so," David replied as he stood up. "But, I don't think I'll feel like talking about that tomorrow."
Dr. Delving lifted the phone receiver as he watched David head for the door, and then politely put his caller on hold.
"David?" Devling called curiously. "What do you want to talk about tomorrow?"
David smiled. "Frank. You should ask me about Frank."
...
It wasn't what Frank had expected. The facility was gated and guarded, but driving in was more like entering a modest retirement home than a prison full of legally insane inmates.
"We can walk in with you, Oliver," Frank insisted. "Maybe they have a waiting room or something."
"I can do it myself," Oliver replied, his focus on the building in front of him as he took a few steps away from Frank, Jenny and Jay. But, he suddenly stopped and turned back to smile at Frank Seaberg. "I wish you could come with me, Frank."
"Me too," Frank replied. "When you get in there... maybe find out when David can have more visitors, alright? We'll come back when we can... and have a good time. With your brother, you know?"
"Okay, Frank," Oliver replied, and then reached into his back pocket, smiling sheepishly when Jenny opened her mouth to object to what he had.
"Oliver," she hissed. "That was for later."
"I wanna give it to Frank now," Oliver insisted, presenting his friend with the birthday card Jenny had helped him with. The picture of Frank on the front of it didn't look as good as the real thing to Oliver, but it would do, and he felt good when Frank smiled. "Happy birthday, Frank."
"It's really great, Oliver," Frank said. "Thank you."
"You didn't open it yet," Oliver pointed out.
Sensing Jenny and Jay looking over his shoulder, Frank opened the card slowly, and laughed at the real picture that Oliver had slipped inside. It had been one of Frank's own attempts at a self-portrait. He'd held up a camera and managed to get one of his eyes, his nose, and the bottom half of Oliver's face. Sliding the picture aside, Frank found pencilled-in smiley faces next to Oliver's handwriting. "Happy birthday, Frank," Frank read aloud. "I love you, from Oliver. P.S. Your real present is a hat to wear when you're fishing. I hid it under Jenny's bed."
"You're not supposed to tell him..." Jenny started, only to have a laughing Jay pull her back.
Ignoring the bickering couple behind him, Frank pulled Oliver in for a quick hug. "Thanks for the hat. You can show me when we get back... I think we're gonna eat while we're waiting for you. Should I save you a sandwich?"
"Okay, Frank."
"Good luck, Oliver," Jay said as he pulled down his tailgate, his words prompting Oliver to head towards the building once again, stopping twice to wave to his friends.
Oliver wanted to see his brother. He'd said so plenty of times. Wished for it. Been sad when it didn't happen. And, every one of the few phone calls he'd been allowed to have with David had left him feeling empty afterwards. Alone. And as he walked through the front door of the hospital and found a nurse behind a glass wall talking to an older man in a white coat instead of his brother, Oliver felt disappointed, and perhaps a little cheated.
Walking right up to the glass, he startled them both when he lifted his hand to knock on it.
"Where's David?" he demanded in the same, firm tone that Jenny always used to get her way with Jay.
The nurse looked at him curiously, obviously at a loss for how to respond, and the man in the white coat looked bewildered before realization suddenly touched his features, and he actually laughed.
"Oliver? Right," he remarked. "You couldn't be anyone else. I'm Dr. Devling, your brother's my patient. Why don't we get you signed in and I'll take you to him myself."
...
"This is bullshit," Frank remarked, looking across the parking lot at the doors that Oliver had disappeared into. He sat at the end of the tailgate, opposite to Jenny, who was on the other side of Jay. His feet dangled above the ground and he'd mindlessly just picked all of the meat out of the sandwich in his hands, tossing it to the ground until only bread was left.
"Okay," Jay said irritably as he took the remains of Frank's sandwich and tossed them over his shoulder. "Next time, you stay home."
Frank sighed. "Sorry. I mean, I know Oliver needs this time with his brother, but seeing how he's all the family David has..."
"Frank," Jay cut him off, "why do you wanna see David, anyway? You really don't even know him... you told me that even before..."
"I just think it sucks he's being treated like a criminal. It's like they'll never let him out."
"I agree," Jenny said quietly. "It's not fair."
"Hey! Hello," Jay remarked. "He is a criminal."
"Jay, that's not..." Jenny started.
"Look," Jay cut her off. "I know I didn't like the guy for a long time, and I thought he was... well, you know what I thought. But this isn't about that. I get it was his dad that killed Odetta, but..."
"But what?" Frank demanded, sounding defensive. "Oliver and David are innocent; after everything they've gone through..."
"Oliver is innocent," Jay said. "David shot his own father."
"I was there," Frank retorted, "and trust me..."
"It doesn't matter if Brian Martin deserved to die," Jay said. "It wasn't for David to decide. What he did..."
"If he hadn't done it, I don't think I'd be here talking to you right now!" Frank snapped. "And you can't look me in the eye and tell me you wouldn't have done the same thing in his place, so I don't wanna hear it from you."
"It's not the same thing, and I'm not so sure I would have," Jay replied. "And, even if David did have another choice about it..."
"What?" Frank demanded.
"I'm not so sure he wouldn't have pulled the trigger, anyway."
"Okay!" Jenny shouted, moving off the tailgate long enough to force her way back up again, this time between them. "You've both made your points. Can we stop now?"
Jay frowned, glancing past his girlfriend to eye Frank. "Look, Frank... I'm sorry, but I think the guy needs to be here. I know you feel like you owe him something... but would you really feel safe with him free out here, maybe sleeping in the room down the hall from your little sister? There's something about David... it's just not right. I can feel it... and what about Oliver? I know Oliver wants his brother back, but do you really think that's what he needs?"
"I think..." Frank said quietly, "... that David deserves a second chance. He's lived in prisons his whole life. He'll never get the chance to change what that made him if he doesn't get out."
"Maybe," Jay agreed. "But I'm more worried about what happens if they let him loose and he doesn't wanna change."
...
When Oliver Martin hugged his brother, the only sound made was the whoosh of air as it escaped David's lungs.
David didn't hug him back, but neither brother had really expected him to. David wasn't big on hugs, and he would have been the first to admit that he wasn't very good at them. But Oliver didn't mind as much as David didn't mind his brother wanting to be close. This was the way they were, and instead of returning such a display of affection, David simply stood there and took in old familiarities, like the lemon fragrance coming from his brother's hair, and to notice a few changes, such as the way he'd either gained a few pounds, or perhaps Oliver had lost a few.
Glancing towards the door that locked on him every night at eight o'clock, David found Dr. Devling watching them, looking at them the same way people used to years before when they'd been allowed to go to town with their parents. Something about seeing two of them invited people to stare, to look for differences, to wonder... it had made David uncomfortable at one time, but now, he let the doctor look on curiously, all the while staring him down until the older man figured out that he was intruding and cleared his throat uncomfortably.
"David, just make sure to stay in the visiting areas with your brother if you leave your room, and don't forget your meds are coming at two o'clock."
"Sure," David said blandly. "Make sure you let 'em know I want some of those little yellow happy pills."
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When the car with Jake in it became a dot on the horizon, Thea turned to go back in the house. Suddenly Floyd appeared. “Mrs. Thea, how you be?” Smiling, she knew immediately what he wanted. He had that look and a glance at his crotch confirmed it. The imprint of his cock was prominent as it pushed against the material. “Looks like everyone is gone.” Floyd said. His eyes looking out over the farm. “Yes, I am by myself for at least the next few days.” She replied in an...
“Well, hell,” Thea said as she wiped the beads of perspiration from her face. “I guess ‘spring’ is here, huh?” “Yeah. It’s supposed to be cooler at higher elevation,” I replied. We took a few minutes in the shade by the rocks before rejoining our boyfriends. The four of us had driven up into the pass to hike. According to the weather report, the last coolness of a fading winter was supposed to continue through mid-week, but they were wrong. Actually, from our view from Eagle Point, where we’d...
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The FappeningThis is the second part of a story The Book Store was part one. This tells the story from the other view point. Hopefully, I will be able to continue this story line about Ted and his mom. Stacy entered the empty closet stall next to the bathroom. Locking the door she quickly began undressing down to her panties. She always stripped before kneeling on her clothes as padding. A habit from when she and her late husband, Ted, had come here together. Stacy is pretty woman, 42 years old with auburn...
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After tea on the Friday evening Thelma stopped me as I was going into upstairs to my room. Her eyes looked wild and her breathing was heavy. “I’m going to a party,” She said in a low voice, “do you want to watch me getting undressed?” I nodded like a puppet. “Wait in my room…I’ll be up in five minutes.” I skipped up the stairs two at a time! I nervously let myself into my sister’s bedroom. I’d been in many times before – borrowing her dirty knickers and stuff to use...
Harry and Rob sat in the local pub in their usual spot in the corner by themselves. They were having a discussion about what to do with Ethel. Rob has been adamant that he wants to hang Ethel by her ankles and butcher her. Harry strongly disagrees with him. Harry is convinced that if he talks to Ethel he can persuade her not to go to the authorities and they will be able to use her the same way the other men. Rob agrees to try Harry's way first but he says" if she wants to argue I'm going to...
kEthel sat with her tits nailed to the work table. Her tits were swollen to twice their normal size from the beating they had received from Harry and Rob and the axe handle. Ethel sobbed both from the pain and the feeling of despair and hopelessness. She knew she would not be able to sweet talk the men into letting her go without anymore abuse. Harry and Rob arrived and again Ethel begged and pleaded with them to let her go. The men laughed and told her they still had a few more things they...
Note : This story is completely fictional!In nineteen forty six Thelma Lou Anderson was married with three kids. Linda was the oldest. She was sixteen. Guy and George was ten and Guy seven. Thelma owned a beauty shop in Kansas City. She suspected her husband Lawerance was cheating on her again. She followed him one day when he thought she was at work and saw him go into a house. A woman opened the door and he went in. That was all the proof she needed. She went home and packed her suitcase and...
IncestThelma was 22 and like all of the young women at that time was still living at home with me and our parents in rural Kent; even though she had a good job in local Department Store. I was 15 and had just left school. The summer of 1965 was particularly fine so it wasn’t uncommon for me to sit around our secluded garden reading a Detective novel when my parents were at work. The difference today was that Thelma was on the first day of her annual holidays and had joined me wearing a very...
Too much of a good thing can still be a good thing. I was only about five minutes into my workout when the knock came at the door of my hotel room. Isometrics, of course - these days nothing less than a loaded semi would offer enough resistance to count. I hadn't even broken much of a sweat. Turning, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I took no real pride in the dense, sculpted muscles I'd developed in the last year and a half, any more than a blind man took pride in the attention...
Ethel hung by her wrists while Harry and Rob left to get some rest. She nodded off from time to time but the fog of her mind cleared she realized that other than when they punched her she actually enjoyed the way they that fucked her so hard and so brutally. She enjoyed the helpless feeling as they ravaged her body. She believed that she could talk to the two men and they would release her without too much more abuse. She was wrong.As Harry and Rob drove back out to the warehouse they talked...
Ethel hated her name. She was born during the tenure of I Love Lucy. The beloved Ethel Mertz from the television show was the bane of the real life Ethel's existence. There were the jokes about her having to marry Fred. There was only one Fred in her high school class. He wasn't her type; not even if he was the last man on earth. Ethel was every bit the epitome of her name. At five feet even her looks, dress and vocabulary mimicked the character she despised. Although she fought to break the...
Ethel's Pa was telling a story. "A man comes into the garage wanting a new horn for his Dodge. The old bulb was torn. Well, we have horns; but they don't fit his brackets..." "What did he want with a horn?" Ma asked. "Dodge cars don't need them. They have 'Dodge, Brothers' written clearly on the front." "Oh, Nellie," Pa said, but -- at least -- he dropped the story. Ethel couldn't decide which was worse, Ma's jokes or Pa's stories. Pa was fascinated by anything mechanical,...
Damn Katherine and her classy fashion sense... Once again my Mother-in-law had a new skirt suit which would work for brunch, mother-of-the-bride or some other fancy occasion, it was simply lovely. Tonight was one of those other occasions. The suit was perfect for the work awards dinner that my wife Veronica has dragged me too. Katherine, on the other hand, who was looking just so, was all too happy to attend. Katherine's suit is simply irresistible to me. The color, the style,...
Let me say right up front that Gunther was definitely not a young man.I knew he had been around the Santa operation at the North Pole long before I arrived with my bright ideas for cost reduction. I was called in to promote increased toy production by the easily distracted Elves. Those little imps preferred being silly rather than busy little workers focused on their quotas like dedicated employees. As a small-sized human male, I was able to relate easily to the female Elves because they liked...
Fantasy & Sci-Fifrom my supernatural~romantic novel set in Regency England from the diary of Betsy Corning, Darlington, England, September 1815 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am undone! I have given into temptation and trod the left-hand path. I did not tarry there long, I yet have a semblance of a conscience. But little good will it do me – I will be punished for it sooner or later. But oh, should any ladies read this, perhaps you, at least, will understand what provocation I had endured and grant me some...
When we entered the dining salon, all conversation stopped. I had changed from my travel clothes earlier, but was still in black. Esther was in a peach colored evening gown. As I said before, she was ravishing. Martha and Hatty walked behind us in their evening gowns. It was plain that everyone wondered who this girl was with the Royal Executioner and the Guild Master for companions. Certainly most of the apprentices and the other Guild members had not met, or been introduced to Esther. None...
“Are the statements, that the Lord Executioner made, true?” the Village Chief demanded sternly. “Yes, Un ... Uncle,” the young man finally answered very quietly. “A week in the stocks,” the Village Chief pronounced, “and the same for those two friends of yours.” The Village Chief then turned to me to apologize. “I am sorry I doubted you, Lord Executioner. It would appear that I need to pay closer attention to what is going on with the workers in the fields.” “An excellent idea,” I replied,...
"Language Theresa!" "But Mrs. Bradshaw, I only said..." "Hush Theresa, I will not have such rude vernacular spoken in my boarding house! Also, kindly remove your elbows from the tabletop. More over, the fork was placed on the left side of your plate for a specific reason." Theresa blushed as she looked around at the other five girls, some of them putting on airs. "I never ate before with my left hand Mrs. Bradshaw." "You are a student now in the most prestigious Ladies College in...
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Reddit NSFW ListEsther III ? by: TamarainRubber Even though we knew we were going to be late for Lisa's party, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. For the next hour or so we grabbed each other like wild cats in heat. Her breasts heaving and her lungs gasping for oxygen, Esther still found the energy to warn me not to cum. At some point she did pull my cock out from behind my rubber bloomers and shoved every inch into her mouth. The clothes she had dressed me in only made me harder and,...
The next day I was in full Katherine mode from the moment I unlocked her door. I greeted Sunshine just like Katherine did, using the same tone of voice and gestures. Of course Sunshine reacted just she would with her female owner. As soon as I took her for a short walk and fed her, I went straight to my bedroom, well after the prior day I felt so much more comfortable there, I wanted it to be my bedroom. I took a shower and shaved everything again. I didn't know how I was going to...
Hope you like Esther's latest installment! ESTHER FOUR By TamarainRubber I obediently followed Esther down the long narrow hallway that led into an enormous room filled with the sounds of clinking glasses, soft whispers and a bevy of leather-clad women and men dolled up as maids, rubber babies, and crossdressing sluts like me. Strangely enough (and very much to my pleasure), there was little if any evidence of the S&M parties I had only read about, but never...
The front door opened and again Frank came in, a little less dramatically than the day before but no less intimidating to me as I felt timid and weak dressed in my mother-in-laws things. Frank was half expecting me to be dressed as my normal slouchy male self, ready to put a stop to all this, but he was happy when he saw I didn't have the fortitude to do that. He actually smiled at me, "There's my little wife. That dress looks nice on you." I smiled back not knowing what to do, it...
Caroline dumped her books so loudly on the table that it caused Mike to look up momentarily from his laptop.“Hi, Caroline, I take it the tutorial didn’t go so well?”Caroline slumped onto the chair opposite him.“The pompous bitch basically told me to start again.”“Look I know nothing about art, I don’t even know what I like, but I do know that you know your stuff. Why don’t I get you a drink and we can talk about something else.”As Mike placed the two pints of beer down on the table, Caroline...
Fantasy & Sci-FiMy brothers house Donald Dentley 2017 When my twin brother goes on holiday I go to house sit for him. He has a fantastic house but I’m not going to describe that. It’s the garden that is important for this story. The place is situated halfway along a farm road. So pretty isolated. There is a another house almost opposite. Although he has a very small front yard the back garden is enormous and is surrounded by tall beach hedges. This means that the house, and especially the rear garden, are very...
I went to bed early that night which I generally did with the intention of having a long read. I devoured books at a rate of knots so was always in the library looking for more science fiction. A couple of hours immersed in a story and I would doze off as easy as pie. Tonight I found myself rereading the same line over and over as my concentration was way off. So, I gave in, put down the book and tried to go to sleep. My mother I had left downstairs watching the TV, my other, younger sisters...
Jenny was asleep in another room and the thought of her asleep in that very thin pajamas that I saw her put on after her shower was making my cock even harder and excited so then and there I decided ill go pay her a little visit. I didn’t go with anything in mind really but just wanted to see her body as she slept, we had a very full day before and very eventful night so I figured she would be asleep soundly and as I approached the doorway I could hear light snoring so I knew that she was....
This is the story of my sexlife with my Godmother/cousin. I say godmother/cousin because she is actually both as choosing a relative to be a God parent is common place in the Caribbean. Yes I am from the Caribbean and my name is Kenny, 32 yrs old, I’m 6’2” tall, a well built 250 lbs, educated and better looking than I am not. My god mother’s name is jenny (not real name) and she is 20 yrs older than me and was always a hot natural Caribbean woman about 5’5” light skinned ample 36c boobs, very...
{I love every one that reads this story:} ;}. =]. =/ My name is Jake, I was 14 when I had sex with my 16 year old brother Matt who is 5'5,has brown hair and eyes,well toned body, and good at sports. Me on the other hand I'm 5'1,long jet black hair,sliver eyes(every boy in school loved my eyes),perfect pale skin and kinda goth. One day I was in my room on my bed reading a book without my shirt and pants because it was summer and hot as hell. When I was...
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I was in the weight room at the sports complex on campus when I felt an insistent tap on my left shoulder. I turned to see who was tapping on me and there stood two guys, my Sister’s boyfriend Ryan, and one of his frat brothers, both of them dressed in suits and ties with their hair carefully combed – not like the sweaty mess I was at the moment. “Sigma Tau Sigma,” Ryan said, in a formal tone, “accept, or decline.” Joining a fraternity, I’d learned in my first year of college, was about more...
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