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Maybe things could have been different, I don’t know, but I found myself
in a taxi on the way to Samui airport. I was struggling to come to terms
with what had happened and I felt physically sick at what I had heard. I
had to get the taxi driver to stop so I could retch at the side of the
road.

I managed to buy a ticket on the next flight to Bangkok and by mid
afternoon I was back in the city. I booked into a hotel close to Nana
Plaza and sent a couple of hours stewing in my room, drinking the gut
rot scotch from the mini bar. I was raging at Alex, at Kritsada and
above all at me for allowing myself to be dragged into this tragicomedy.

My head was throbbing from the effects of this morning’s argument and
the increasing volume of scotch I was drinking. It wasn’t a recipe for
clear thinking and the cheap whisky quickly exacerbated my already
dangerous mood. By early evening I had sunk into a foul combination of
anger and self pity at which point I decided that all I needed was to
get out and have some more drink. I made my erratic way to the Nana
Plaza complex which is a centre for Bangkok’s red-light industry. It has
a host of bars and go-go clubs and a few Kathoey bars. I was already
pretty loaded with the hotel scotch by the time I got there and started
in with a few beers at one of the bars.

I had now d***k myself into a mood where self pity had degenerated into
self loathing and I decided that I needed some company and headed up to
one of the Kathoey bars. I think it was Cascades I found my way into but
to be honest it could have been any of them, I wasn’t really seeing
straight. I sat down and several of the girls came over, breasts barely
contained by their bikini tops and bottoms that clearly showed what
customers were looking for. I motioned to one to sit with me and she
wiggled her way across and sat down on my lap.

‘You buy me drink? What your name?’

‘James and yeah I’ll buy you a drink, why not?’

‘I Ting, pleased to meet you.’

Ting ordered the drinks and before they had even arrived she had her
hands inside my shirt and was vigorously wiggling her bum against my
cock which, of course, having a mind of its own, began to respond.

‘What you wan do, James? You like cock or pussy?’ asked Ting, her mouth
close to my ear which she then started to nibble. She slid my hand into
her lap and I could feel her cock through her bikini. I left me hand
there and started to squeeze it gently which only made her squirm around
on my already excited cock some more.

‘I want to watch the show first,’ I said, looking at her and finding it
difficult to focus. The noise and the light show in the bar were numbing
my brain, already overloaded with alcohol. The girls were all on the
multi level stage that was at the centre of the bar. I know I was d***k
but even in my state they looked fabulous. They all wore identical
bikinis with numbers so clients could pick a particular girl they liked.
Dancing and throwing shapes on the stage, these girls would have given
the Sphinx an erection.

‘OK,’ Ting said cheerfully, ‘then we go short time maybe?’ I thought
‘why the hell not’. I had nothing to lose. It wasn’t only Alex who could
go whoring in Bangkok, I thought coldly.

‘OK,’ I said, but let’s have another drink first.’ Ting gave me a hug
and continued to kiss and nibble my ear and slide her bum over my
growing cock. My arm was around Ting and my fingers strayed under her
bikini top and I started to rub her breasts.

She was completely unmoved by this and even lent over to talk to one of
the bar girls sitting next to us. She swayed back onto my lap and
whispered in my ear.

‘You wan two girl, short time?’

By this time the drink had taken away my foul mood and left me with that
dangerous alcohol high that not only wipes away inhibition but also robs
you of any sense whatsoever.

‘Sure,’ I shouted, ‘why bl**dy not, find me a friend.’

‘My fren Bell, she like you,’

‘Bell and Ting, that sounds great,’ I said, ‘we could start a group.’
She looked at me as if I was mad.

‘You wan go short time now?’

‘Yeah, let’s go Ting, and Bell, where’s Bell? Bell and Ting, I love it.’

Ting grabbed the girl who had been sitting next to us and after I had
unsteadily paid for the drinks and the bar fine, we headed upstairs.
Ting was tall and slender, long dark lustrous hair down to the middle of
her back and a wiggle that could hypnotize. She put her arm through mine
and was happily chatting away to Bell.

If I had been capable of any sensible thought I might have remembered
the night I met Pao at Cockatoo and had been so scared I had literally
run out of the bar. How times and I had changed.

On top of Nana Plaza there are short time rooms that can be rented by
the hour, and that’s where we headed. Ting asked me for the money to
rent the room and Bell grabbed my hand and pulled me over to one of the
rooms. I got a good look at her for the first time and I dimly realised
she was pretty with a round girlish face, nice big breasts and a cute
bum. She smiled all the time, and giggled as I sat down heavily on the
bed. She came and sat astride my lap and unbuttoned my shirt and began
to kiss me.

Ludicrously, my arms got caught in my shirt sleeves and I fell backwards
on to the bed. I lay there giggling as Ting arrived who managed to pull
my shirt off. Bell now took off my shoes while Ting unbuckled my belt
and unzipped my trousers. I was still laying on my back with my legs
over the edge of the bed. Ting stood up and in one practised move the
bikini top came off and the bottoms pushed down. I could see even from
my prone position on the bed that she had beautiful breasts and a tiny
little cock. How sweet, I thought in my d***ken state. She dropped to
her knees and started to lap my cock which despite the amount I had
d***k was already hard. She really knew how to suck cock and she was
lapping, licking and sucking with her tongue as well as her hands to get
me very excited. Bell had climbed onto the bed and said, ‘You wan suck
cock?’

I had one small moment of doubt and then the alcoholic bravado kicked in
and I said ‘Yes.’

Bell knelt at 90 degrees to my head and fell forwards on her hands so
that her cock dangled just above my lips. I reached up and with my hand
pulled her down towards me. I felt her cock slide in through my lips and
I could feel it was a much bigger cock that Ting’s had looked. She
started to slip it in and out through my lips and I began to use my
tongue to lick as she moved up and down. It began to grow and I thought
I would choke at one point but she eased up and although I gagged a
couple of times I found I could cope.

Ting meanwhile was still rocking my cock and I could feel myself getting
harder now. She felt me getting close and stopped sucking and suddenly I
could feel her roll a condom over my erect cock. I couldn’t see a thing
because Bell was still driving her cock into my mouth. I reached up to
fondle Bell’s breasts and she pulled her cock out of my mouth as I felt
Ting lower herself onto my cock. She bounced gently once or twice as my
cock started to penetrate her and then suddenly she pushed down and I
was inside her.

I looked up now that Bell had moved and I could see Ting’s back as she
rose and fell on my cock. I could feel myself tight within her as she
moved her hips from side to side as well as up and down. Bell had moved
to the other side and lay on her side on the bed and I turned my head
and she fed her cock once more into my mouth. I felt my inevitable
climax growing and suddenly my hips twitched and I exploded into Ting.
She kept bouncing for a couple of times and then eased herself off my
cock, slid the condom off my cock and threw it in a waste bin.
Meanwhile, Bell was still face fucking me and I signalled for her to
stop.

‘Turn over,’ she said, ‘I wan fuck you, big boy.’

I was sobering up now but even so I did as she said and I got down on my
hands and knees as she moved behind me. I could see Ting moving around
the bed and she climbed up in front of me and pushed her little cock
into my mouth. At this moment I felt Bell put lube around and in my hole
and she pushed her cock straight into me. I shouted as the pain flared
and she smacked me on the bum as if to say shut up. The sting of the
slap momentarily took away the pain as she started to drive in and out
of my hole.

I could feel she was big and I could feel her getting larger as she
drove her cock into me. I was rocking forward when she thrust into me
which drove me onto Ting’s cock. I thought ‘I’m being screwed at both
ends’ and started to giggle, but stopped as Bell gave me an extra hard
thrust. The pain had started to ease now and I tried to move backwards
in time with Bell’s forward movement. She slapped my bum again as if I
was a horse and she started to quicken her thrusts. I lost all hope of
keeping up with her and she kept pushing hard and then moaned once, and
I could feel her cock move inside me as she came. Ting was still pushing
her cock inside my mouth, but a stunning flash of clarity exploded
through my addled brain and I thought, ‘You bl**dy fool, what the hell
are you doing? You should be with Alex’.

Bell pulled out of me with a plop and I felt her move away. I moved back
from Ting and I started to cry. Tears flowed down my cheeks and I felt
so lost and lonely. All the anger and frustration from today that had
been dulled by the alcohol and the sex just burst out and I sat there on
the bed between the two Kathoeys, bawling my eyes out like a c***d.

Bell and Ting were a little scared by my outburst and I tried to tell
them that everything was OK, that it was just too much drink. I think
they believed me, and I gave them a generous tip. I just wanted to get
away and as I sobered up I began to feel shame at what I had done. I
left as quickly as I could and found my way back to the hotel. I sat on
the edge of the bed with tears rolling down my face again as I began to
realise what I had done. The alcohol was now bringing me down as it
always does and wave after wave of guilt and shame washed over me. I
dimly realised that by fucking Ting and Bell I was seeking vengeance on
Alex for what I believed was her betrayal of me. How stupid can a man
be?

For the first time in my life I cried myself to sl**p.

I woke up the next morning with a hangover, a mouth like the bottom of a
parrot’s cage and the biggest case of guilt I had ever felt. The first
two could be sorted out with aspirin and lots of water, the guilt would
take a lot more than that to expunge.

I looked at the clock, 9 o’clock. I groaned as the headache kicked in
hard, drumming across the back of my eyes. I needed water, painkillers
and coffee, in that order. Possibly a priest too, I thought grimly. I
needed to talk to somebody and I knew of only one person I could call. I
dialled Sam’s number hoping she would pick up but it went to voicemail
so I left a message asking her to call me back. I dragged myself out of
bed, tried to throw up and failed. My hands were shaking but I managed
to shower and shave and got my body at least in presentable condition, I
wish I could have cleaned up my mood as easily.

Sam called back and we agreed to meet in the hotel lobby for coffee. She
arrived, kissed me and then took a long look at me.

‘James, you look like shit.’

‘Thanks, Sam, that’s good, because I feel much, much worse.’

She raised her eyebrows in enquiry, but I shook my head and said,
‘Later.’

I asked her to fill me on what’s happened with the company and then I
faithfully promised I would tell her about me. I poured us both a coffee
and she brought me up to date. The press story had broken in the UK and
she said that the company had been trying to get hold of me and had told
her that as soon as she saw me, she was to tell me to take the next
plane back to London. They were running around like headless chickens,
she said. She also said that as far as she was concerned, she hadn’t
seen me and didn’t know where I was. I thanked her and thought that was
the act of a friend.

She asked me what had happened and that one simple question burst the
dam gates. I took a deep breath and spilled my guts out to her. I told
her the whole story of the argument with Alex, Kritsada’s involvement
and how we ended up fighting like c***dren, Alex’s ultimatum to me and
then me storming off back to Bangkok. I left out the events of last
night. I didn’t think she needed to know that.

‘Sorry, Sam, I appreciate you listening, I just had to tell someone.’

‘Don’t worry mate, happy to lend you an ear. What will you do?’

‘I wish I knew, Sam.’

‘James, look, tell me to back off if you want, but do you love Alex?’

I took a big gulp of coffee and thought for a moment before replying,
‘Sam, I have never felt anything like the way she makes me feel. When
I’m with her I feel more alive than I can believe. Being with her is
like a ride on a roller coaster, half the time you don’t know if you’re
upside down or going to plunge to the ground, but she’s like speed in my
veins. I felt like my life was running at half speed until I met her,
and when we were apart I just couldn’t stop thinking about her. She
takes my breath away.’

‘On a scale of 1 to 10, I’d say that’s a 10, James,’ Sam said softly.

It was this short talk with Sam that fully opened up my eyes to what I
had done. I flopped back in the chair and realised that I had thought
only of myself and not about Alex. I was supposed to love her and yet
all I had done was to think about what it meant for me. I felt shame
burning my face as I realised she was the real victim here, not me. She
was tied into this foul contract and I had totally ignored what she was
going through and how she must be feeling. She had tried to protect me
and like an idiot I had accused her of having an affair with Kritsada.
The memory of my words to her scorched like sulphur in my brain.

I loved Alex and had been a colossal fool to react and behave as I did.
I started to feel sick again but this time for a different reason.
Kritsada’s words about courage being the ability to make the right
decision under pressure came flooding back to me. I had flunked that
test this time. Had I just thrown away the most important thing I had
ever had in my life?

‘I know I love her, Sam, but I don’t know if I can handle this thing
with Kritsada, and she doesn’t want to see me again.’

She thumped me hard on the arm and said, ‘That’s just miserable self
pity. Snap out of it. I can guarantee that if she loves you there will
be a way to get her to see you again. Is there anything that can be done
with Kritsada?’

‘I’ve met him and by what I’ve heard he isn’t going to budge. He’s a
thug and he holds people to a deal.’ I thought of Alex and what she had
said about a pound of flesh. That made me feel worse as I realised just
how unhappy Alex was. That was the reason she behaved as she did around
him. I put my head in my hands and moaned with guilt and self
recrimination. Then I remembered the dream she’d had, that must have
been about her trying to break free from Kritsada. I felt my heart break
as I thought about what she must have gone through in Bangkok. I had to
get her back somehow.

‘So you won’t even try?’ said Sam sarcastically, ‘Why not go to see him.
Surely there’s something

you can say to him?’

An idea flashed into my head, maybe after all there was something I
could do. ‘Sam,’ I cried, ‘you are a genius and I love you.’

‘Thanks, but what for?’

I kissed her and said, ‘If what I’m thinking of works, I’ll know
tomorrow afternoon and I’ll tell you then.’ l kissed her once more and
spent the rest of the day planning what I would have to do the following
day.

I felt elated, because I had an idea that could work and scared to death
because if it went wrong I would need to go and find a small hole
somewhere in the world and crawl into it.

I went to bed that night as nervous as a kitten, woke early the next
day, made two appointments for later in the day and then booked the
earliest flight out to Samui the next day. For the first time in a very
long time I prayed to whichever God would listen to me that my plan
would work. I set out from the hotel to my first appointment of the day.

That evening I took Sam out to dinner and told her my plan and what had
happened during the day. She was apprehensive about it and wished me
luck but I knew this was the best chance I had to put things right. I
had to get it right the next day or everything would crumble around my
ears.

15

I caught the first flight out to Samui and as soon as I landed I rang
Areeya on her mobile. She picked up but didn’t say anything, she must
have recognised my number.

I said quickly, ‘Areeya please don’t hang up. I need your help.’

There was silence but at least she didn’t hang up.

‘Areeya, I need to see Alex. I know you probably don’t think very much
of me right now but you know I am honest and I really need to see Alex.’

‘She doesn’t want to see you, James.’

At least she was talking to me now.

‘I know that, and I can understand why, Areeya, but I have to see her,
and I promise I won’t hurt her again.’

‘You’ve hurt her more than enough already James, why should I help you?’

‘Because I did something wrong and I want to set things straight. You
know me and if you have any feelings left for me, please help me to see
her. I give you my word I will not hurt her again. I cannot undo what I
have done, but if I can talk to her, I can make some amends, Areeya.
Please?’

Silence again.

‘How can I tell that you won’t hurt her again?’

Still talking, that’s good I thought.

‘Areeya, You have my word that I have something to say to her that will
go some way to making up for what I did. The worst that will happen is
that I will go away and never return.’

‘And what would be the best?’ Areeya asked.

Good girl, I thought, she’s at least considering it.

‘Areeya, it may still mean I have to go away, but at least I may have a
chance to set things right.’

Silence again.

‘Where are you James?’

‘Samui airport’

‘What? You’re here?’

‘Yes, I just have to see her, Areeya.’

‘I will call you back.’ The line dropped and so did my hopes. I walked
around and bought a beer and a sandwich. There wasn’t anything else to
do there. An hour later, the phone rang and I grabbed it. It was Areeya.

‘James, I am trusting you with my life here. If this goes wrong and you
let me down, Alex will never forgive me and I will find you and hurt you
very badly.’

‘Areeya, you are an angel and you won’t regret it.’

She snorted at that, but went on, ‘Come straight to the flat. I have
told her there is a journalist who wants to write a story on the
restaurant.’

‘OK, OK and thank you, Areeya.’ The line dropped and I ran for a taxi.
For the first time ever I wished that a Thai taxi driver would drive
faster.

My heart was pounding as I reached Koh Samui Blue. I had bet the farm on
this move and if it went wrong I would lose everything. I walked slowly
and deliberately up the steps to the flat and could see Alex sitting
with her back to me and Areeya looking nervous.

I drew a deep breath counted to ten and walked in the door. Alex stood
up and turned towards me smiling until she realised who it was. Her
smile froze as she saw me and the bl**d drained from her face.

‘What the fuck is this?’ she screamed, ‘Areeya, what the fuck have you
done? I don’t want to see this bastard. Nor you if you helped set this
up.’ Areeya’s face went white and I jumped in, ‘Don’t blame Areeya, this
was my doing. I need to speak to you.’

Alex interrupted and yelled, ‘I will blame whoever I fucking well like
and I don’t need to listen or talk to you. You had your chance, now just
fuck off.’

I hoped that once she had blown up she would calm down, but the odds on
that didn’t look good right now.

Areeya said, ‘Alex. I think you should give him one last chance. If he
isn’t worth it I will personally throw him down the stairs.’

Alex looked furiously at Areeya, then at me and back to Areeya. She
seemed to be making a decision on which one of us to go for first.

‘You have five minutes and then you can piss off back to where you came
from.’ At least she had stopped saying Fuck, which might be a good
thing.

Alex sat in one of the chairs around the dining table. Her body was
turned away from me and she had her arms folded across her chest. Areeya
was beside her and looked anxiously from me to Alex, desperately hoping
she had done the right thing. I sat down opposite them and began to
speak.

‘Alex, I am truly sorry for what I said and the way I left and I will be
sorry until my dying day. I thought only of myself and that is
unforgivable. I should have thought of what you were going through and I
failed you at the moment you most needed me. However much I wish I
could, I cannot undo what I said and did then. However, I want to see if
I can make some amends for what I did. I just want you to listen for
five minutes and then if you want I will leave and you will never see me
again.’

‘This had better be good,’ she hissed, still not looking at me.

‘I made two appointments in Bangkok yesterday. The first was to hand in
my resignation to my company with immediate effect. I am no longer have
a job.’

Alex turned even further away from me and said, ‘And I suppose you’re
here to tell us you’re going back to England. Well you could have saved
the fare.’

I took a deep breath and went on, ‘I told you that I had made two
appointments yesterday, resigning was the first, the second was with
Kritsada.’

Areeya’s mouth opened wide and Alex froze in her chair.

Areeya said, ‘My father? Why?’

‘He said to me after the pirate attack that if there was anything that
he could do for me, I should not hesitate to ask. Well, I went to him
and asked for two things. The first was easy. I explained that I had
resigned and that if I wanted to stay in Thailand would he be able to
use his influence to help me find a new job. He said, of course, that
would not be a problem. He would be more than happy to help me.’

Areeya asked, ‘but you said ‘if you want to stay’?’

‘Yes, Areeya, if. Because that decision is not mine alone.’ I replied,
looking towards Alex.

She was still turned away from me but she was now definitely listening
to what I was saying.

‘I had gone to ask for two things from Kritsada. The second was much
more difficult for me to ask and for him to give. I told him that I knew
about the secret contract he had with Alex and that I thought he was
wrong to hold her to a deal that was so wrong. I told him I wanted him
to release Alex from that part of the contract and in a way that would
not affect the wider business relationship with you.’

I heard Alex suck her breath in and Areeya looked disbelieving, ‘But my
father would not break a contract willingly made, it would go against
everything he believes in.’

I saw Alex turn and stare straight at me.

I looked at Areeya and said as gently as I could, ‘Areeya, firstly, I am
sorry but I have to say that what your father did with Alex is
despicable, its little more than slavery.’

Alex immediately jumped down my throat, ‘Don’t you dare bring Areeya
into this, I made that deal on my own and she has tried everything she
can to change her fathers mind.’

I turned to Areeya and said, ‘Areeya, I don’t blame you in any way for
what your father did, I know you love Alex and you wouldn’t have been a
part in this, but I still think it was wrong.’

Areeya looked as is she was about to cry. ‘James, this had brought great
shame to me that I could not change my father’s mind over this.’ She
blinked away tears from her eyes.

I paused a moment and went on, ‘I was so angry at him that I wanted to
storm in and threaten him with exposing him for what he does.’

‘Fuck, tell me you didn’t do that,’ Alex looked aghast at what I had
said.

‘No, I’m not that stupid, I know that would have been worse than useless
with him. Areeya, I think you underestimate how much your father loves
you. Because of that I thought I might be able to use the debt he feels
he owes me to change his mind. I suspect there would be no other
circumstance in which he would agree to such a proposal, but in this
case I thought that whatever he feels me might outweigh everything else.
Your father, rightly or wrongly, feels I am responsible for saving your
life. He asked me to go away so he could think about it. He called me
yesterday afternoon and told me that he would do this for me and in
return that we should consider his debt to me to be repaid. I thanked
him, but explained that I needed to come and tell Alex this and to ask
what her decision would be, it was not a decision I could make for her.
I did tell him that whatever Alex’s answer would be, I would consider
any debt to be settled in full.’

Alex and Areeya were absolutely still, neither of them moved a muscle.

‘Kritsada did ask me why I was doing this and I told him that I thought
it was the honourable thing for him to do. I told him again that if Alex
had not done what she did when we were attacked then we all would have
died. I still believe that Alex was the most courageous of us all that
day. I don’t think he understands that at all, but he said he would
give his word that it would not affect the business relationship he has
with you. For him, I think it was a hard decision but in the end he
valued what I had done for Areeya above his deal with Alex. I have to
give him an answer tomorrow.’

There was absolute silence in the room, the only sounds were from the
sea in the background as the waves washed against the beach and a car
horn somewhere on the strip in Lamai.

‘Alex,’ I said, speaking to her directly for the first time. ‘It’s up to
you to decide whether to accept Kritsada’s offer. I will give your
response to him tomorrow and you know he is a man of his word. He will
honour the new arrangement.’

Alex spoke to me directly for the first time. ‘And you, what will you
do?’

I thought before speaking, ‘Alex, I have no job and I do not want to go
back to England. There is nothing there for me now. If Kritsada can help
me find a new job in Thailand, then I will stay here. If not, I will
have to start over again, something that would have terrified me a few
weeks ago, but now I would look forward to it. I need to do something
different. My time here has opened my eyes to a new life and I want to
embrace it.’

Alex said carefully, ‘And if I don’t accept the arrangement?’

‘Then I will tell Kritsada and I will leave Samui today and you won’t
see me again.’ I said.

‘And if I do accept?’ she said looking away again.

‘Then I would stay in Thailand for certain and ask you to forgive me for
walking out on you as I did and to take me back.’

She stood and walked over to the window and stared out into the
distance.

She turned and asked me, ‘what made you go to Kritsada?’

‘Honestly?’ I asked and she nodded. ‘Because I realised in Bangkok I had
thrown away the best thing that had ever happened to me in my whole
life. I said things to you that day that were unforgivable and I wanted
to try to make up for the hurt I had caused you. I know that I am a
better man than the one who sat here and said those things and come what
may, I wanted to give you the opportunity to live your life in freedom
without having that damned contract hanging over your head. And I
finally realised that if I loved you, nothing else should matter.’

Areeya sat there looking stunned and Alex moved away from the window and
stood somewhere behind me.

My heart was thumping like a jackhammer as I waited for Alex to say
something. I tried to read Areeya’s expression as she was looking
straight at Alex standing behind me but her face was a mask. I heard the
sound of Alex’s heels behind me and I could suddenly smell her perfume
as she moved closer.

She laid one hand on my shoulder and said, ’James, no one in my entire
life has done something like this for me.’ She sniffed and I think she
was in tears as she went on, ‘but if I accept this offer I am merely
swapping one debt for another. I will be in debt to you I instead of to
Kritsada.’

I wanted to turn around to look at her but her hand pressed down harder
on my shoulder and I stayed as I was. Something from a long ago bible
study class flashed into my mind.

‘Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one
another.’ That’s what the Bible says. You could not be in my debt as I
love you.’ I silently gave thanks for a Catholic education.

She was silent for a moment and her hand rubbed my shoulder more gently,
‘And what do you want out of this?’ she asked.

I put my hand over hers on my shoulder and said, ‘I deserve nothing in
return for this, Alex. What I would like is for you to give me another
chance.’

She was crying now as I could feel tears falling onto my hair.

‘James, I hated you, not so much for what you said, but for walking out
the way you did and I truly never wanted to see you again. I was in
pieces after you left and Areeya spent the entire night trying to stop
me crying. For the second time you had left me and this time I couldn’t
see any way back. When I turned round and saw you just now I could have
killed you. I can’t afford be hurt any more, James.’

Areeya brushed a tear from her eye and she started to cry.

This time I did turn round, stood up and put my arms around Alex.

‘Alex, if you will have me back, it will be for good. I don’t know what
I would do without you. I love you.’

She put her hands up to my face and looked me in the eye for a heartbeat
and then kissed me. I felt her arms go round me and pulled me in tight.
Tears were now splashing onto my cheek and she said, ‘James, I accept
the offer and I want you to stay, will you stay?’

‘Alex, there’s nothing in this world I want more.’

Areeya stood and came to join us. Soon all three of us were crying and
laughing together.

Areeya pulled back and said with a straight face, ‘James, if you ever,
ever hurt Alex in the future I swear I will hunt you down and cut off
your cock, am I clear?’

Alex laughed and said, ‘No need, Areeya, It will already be in my
purse.’

Our hugging became more intense, hands began to infiltrate clothes and I
turned to Alex and began to kiss her. Almost immediately I felt her hand
on my cock. I looked down and she had one hand on my cock and the other
was under Areeya’s short dress and rubbing her pussy through her
knickers. In one elegant move Areeya lifted her dress up and over her
head to reveal those wonderful breasts and I watched as Alex’s hand
disappeared down the front of Areeya’s knickers. Areeya moaned and
arched her back as she felt Alex’s fingers invade her pussy.

I took one of Areeya’s breasts in my mouth and began sucking on her
nipple. It responded instantly, the nipple hard as my tongue swirled
around it. Alex, one hand still in Areeya’s pussy dropped to her knees
and unzipped me with the other. She pulled me out and engulfed my cock
with her mouth. I was still sucking on Areeya when Alex pulled her head
back, stood up and said with a mischievous smile, ‘Let’s take this
outside.’

Areeya giggled and grabbed my cock and began to pull me towards the door
to the balcony.

‘We can’t,’ I said, ‘people might see us,’

Alex laughed, ‘so what?’

Areeya was literally dragging me by my cock and Alex was pushing me from
behind and we stumbled through the door onto the balcony. The balcony
wasn’t visible from below but there were buildings on either side from
which it could be seen. I looked around nervously but there didn’t seem
to be anyone I could see.

‘Are you sure?’ I said.

‘Fuckin’ positive. Stop being so English,’ growled Alex.

She once again slid to her knees and this time unbuckled my belt and
pulled my trousers and boxers to the floor. My cock had shrivelled by
this time and she started to work on it with her hands and tongue.
Areeya meanwhile stood directly behind me with her arms around me and
she began to undo the buttons on my shirt and pulled it off. In a few
seconds the two girls had stripped me naked. Areeya’s hands were all
over my chest and nipples from behind and I could feel her breasts and
hard nipples pressing on my back as she nibbled my ear lobe.

Alex’s attention had got my cock hard again and she let me fall from her
mouth, grabbed Areeya from behind me and began lapping at her pussy. I
watched in awe as Alex tongued Areeya and her hand reached out for my
cock and began to stroke it. I turned Areeya’s head towards me and we
began to kiss, our tongues fighting as Alex worked on both of us.

There’s something special about making love outside, feeling the sun on
your skin and the breeze tickling you as it swirls around your body.
There’s a different intensity because of the risk of being caught and it
ramps up the excitement to a fever pitch.

Alex suddenly stood up and pulled us all over to the sun beds. She
pushed me onto one of the beds and down onto my hands and knees in front
of her. She had been the only one of us with clothes left on and she now
reached around and unzipped the dress and let it slide to the floor. She
only had knickers on underneath and these too soon joined the pile of
clothes on the floor. Her cock was already pointing to the sky as she
stood in front of me and taking it in her hand she rubbed it across my
lips a couple of times before pushing it into my mouth.

My tongue started to lick and bathe the head of her cock and I could see
her hands pulling and tugging her breasts. I felt my own cock being
engulfed and I realised that Areeya had slipped underneath me on her
back and taken my cock into her mouth. She reached up and played with my
balls which just made me harder. Alex was now pushing her cock deep into
my mouth and I gagged a few times but managed to keep sucking.

The sensation of sucking Alex and Areeya sucking me was taking me up to
the edge. Alex was breathing heavily and moaning as she ground her cock
into me. Areeya had now moved her fingers from my cock to my hole and
was slipping a finger inside which was making me rock forwards onto
Alex. I was overwhelmed as the assault from both ends continued.

I knew I couldn’t last much longer and just at the moment Alex moved
away and pushed me aside. Areeya lay down on the bed face down and Alex
pushed me on top of her. Areeya pushed her bum in the air and I slid my
cock into her pussy. I felt Alex stand on the bed behind me and she
quickly lubed me, opened my cheeks with her hands and drove her cock
into my hole.

Oh my God, I was fucking Areeya and Alex was fucking me. My mind just
didn’t know what was happening, my cock was tight into Areeya and Alex
was pushing hard into me. Every time Alex pushed into me it pushed me
onto Areeya. She was moaning loudly now as she felt me crashing into her
pussy and I was grunting as Alex was shoving her cock into me. I felt my
head was about to explode and I just couldn’t hold back any more, I
shouted ‘Fuuuuck’ and came deep inside Areeya but I was still being
driven into her by Alex who now felt huge inside me. Just as she was
about to come she pulled out and I felt her hot cum splash onto my back.

Alex quickly jumped off the bed and stood back in front of me. I rolled
off Areeya onto my back and Alex pushed her still erect cock back into
my mouth to clean it off. I sucked the head and tasted the cum still
oozing from her. I flopped back on the bed to see Alex grinning down at
me and Areeya.

‘Now, that’s what I call makeup sex,’ she said.

I was startled to hear someone starting to clap slowly, then more
clapping and someone cheered. I looked towards the sound and over on the
building to our right there were people standing on their balcony and
applauding. I went bright red and ran for the door. Areeya waved
gracefully to the watchers and casually strolled after me and Alex just
stood there, took a deep bow, blew them a kiss and walked slowly through
the door. The clapping and cheers rose to a crescendo.

16

We decided to have a celebration dinner tonight downstairs and Alex
disappeared to the restaurant to organise the dinner. Areeya had to go
down to Cockatoo to sort out some issues they were having and so I was
left to my own devices for a while. We agreed we would all get together
at Cockatoo for a drink before dinner.

The first thing I did was to email Sam about how the plan had worked
out. I had an email back in seconds saying how pleased she was that
things had panned out for me. She told me that my resignation had made
the shit hit the fan in a big way back in Cambridge. There were rumours
that senior people felt there had been a panicky over reaction to the
press story and that it didn’t look good to clients that they had
handled my situation so badly. Even that they might offer me my job
back.

I laughed to myself at the thought of the bl**dletting that might be
going on back in Cambridge because of me. They had sought to make PR out
of my experience and then dropped me at the first sign of trouble. I
thought they could stuff their job right where the sun don’t shine. I
told Sam to pass on a message that I would not want my job back if it
was ever raised. I was well out of it.

There were also a load of messages from friends and acquaintances that
had read the story and wanted to know if it was true. I just told them
that as usual the press had got completely the wrong end of the stick
and they should disregard everything they read. I explained that I had
fallen in love with Thailand and would be staying out here. I didn’t
particularly care if they believed me or not, I had burnt my bridges
with the UK and there was now only a small number of people that I cared
about back there. I did hear from someone that my delightful ex was
telling the ever decreasing number of people who would listen to her
that she knew I had always been ‘that way inclined’, and that was why
she had left me.

One message did make me pay attention. It was from a good friend in the
firm back in Cambridge and whilst he was asking the usual questions
about the press story there was something he wrote that intrigued me. He
said he had heard a rumour that someone in the company had been leaking
stuff to the press about what was happening out in Thailand. He didn’t
have a name and he stressed that it was only a rumour. I sent him my
standard reply about the press story and assured him I was doing fine,
but I asked him to keep his ear to the ground and to let me know if he
heard anything more.

I sat back and thought about this. There had been a niggling thought in
my mind as to how the press had come by the information that had formed
the basis of their story. It had seemed to me surprising that they had
put together the story so accurately and quickly. OK, the words they
used were over the top press hyperbole, but the guts of the story, I had
to admit, were accurate. I had forgotten all about this niggle over the
past few days as I had been worrying about more important things. I
shook my head and dismissed it because it didn’t matter anymore.

Alex came up from the restaurant, plonked herself down on my lap for a
while, and we kissed and talked quietly about how sorry we both were and
how stupid we had both been. We soon found we could laugh with each
other again and swore that we should never let a fight like that happen
again. More kissing followed until it was time to head off to meet
Areeya and we walked hand in hand down to Cockatoo. It turned out to be
a busy night and the place was heaving. It was Full Moon Party time on
Koh Phangen, another island close to Samui, but there was always an
overspill to Samui. Pao spotted me, shrieked and ran over to jump on me,
her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. Alex stood back,
grinning all over her face as Pao said, ‘Welcome back, James, Pao missed
you.’

I looked over to Alex and raised my eyebrows in mock surprise.

Alex said, ‘Looks like you have a friend for life.’

I smiled at Pao for I was genuinely fond of her, and said, ‘I’ve missed
you too Pao, but can I put you down now please?’

She giggled and let go of my neck, kissed me and ran off.

We had a few drinks and a lot of laughs with both the bar girls and the
customers and I felt it was really like coming home. Areeya was bouncing
around because she had just heard Sam was flying down from Bangkok for
the weekend and they would be staying on the boat. I looked at Alex to
see how she felt about this and all I could see on her face was joy that
Areeya was so happy.

I shook my head and wondered just how big our hearts had to be in order
to make this arrangement work. Finally we decided it was time to head
back for dinner and the three of us walked back arm in arm, laughing and
joking to the restaurant where Alex had arranged a small private area
for us. The chef and the kitchen staff surpassed themselves with the
food they prepared and it was late by the time we finished and headed
back up to the flat. We sat out on the balcony with a drink, watching
the stars and listening to the music from the bars along the strip. We
were just far enough away for it not to be a real problem and we could
enjoy chilling out together.

Alex cuddled up to me on one side and Areeya on the other and I thought
about just how lucky I had been to have redeemed myself today, and what
an enormous fool I had been to put myself in such danger of losing Alex
and Areeya. I had been given something few people ever get: a second
chance at life after the pirate attack and yet I had been stupid enough
to so nearly throw that chance away through being so blind and pig
headed.

I had gone inside to fetch myself a scotch and some beers for the girls
when Alex asked me to sit down as she and Areeya wanted to talk to me
about something.

Alex started, ‘Firstly, do you have any plans about what you want to do
next?’

‘You sound like my mother,’ I said.

That earned me a thump on the arm from Alex and a stifled laugh from
Areeya. Alex thumped her for good measure as well.

‘No, I don’t. I’m going to call Kritsada tomorrow with your decision and
I will ask him then if he is still willing to help me. Your decision may
have changed his mind on that.’

Areeya jumped in, ‘No James, you are mistaken, my father, whatever his
other faults, will keep his word to you.’

I nodded to Areeya, I was sure she was right.

Alex went on, ‘Listen, we have an offer for you, no, two offers
actually, that we would like you to think about. The first is that we
need someone to help us with our technology for the business. We are
getting bigger and we need to invest in some technology to help us grow.
Ordering, stock control, invoicing, accounts, it’s all being done by
hand at the moment and we need to do something about it or it will swamp
us soon. Is that something you could help us with?’

I nodded, ‘Yes, that’s right up my street. I normally deal with bigger
companies but the system and process design is no different, the
solutions may be smaller but that’s just detail.’

Alex looked at Areeya and said, ‘Areeya said that would be the case, I
think she had a long talk with you one day?’

I remembered the conversation Areeya and I had the day before the boat
trip.

‘Yes, and I would be delighted to help you. It wouldn’t take too long to
design something that would be able to help you be more efficient,
reduce overhead and grow with your business.’

Alex shared a glance with Areeya and they both smiled. ‘Thank you James,
we had hoped you would say yes.’

I smiled back and said, ‘I’d be happy to help. What’s the second thing
you mentioned?’

I caught another glance between them, and I suddenly felt that this
would be more interesting than the first and was the one they really
wanted to talk about.

‘James,’ Alex began, ‘you remember we told you that we were planning a
new venture?’

‘Yes, you mentioned it the first night we met. You didn’t say what it
was, though.’

‘Well, we weren’t absolutely sure that it would get approved but it has
just passed the final hurdle, or should I say we’ve just paid off the
last person we needed to.’ She looked at Areeya, who nodded
confirmation. Alex went straight on, ‘Western tourists, male and female,
have an insatiable curiosity for Ladyboys, for one reason or another.
Our idea is to bring a high quality Ladyboy cabaret show to Samui. There
are one or two small revues here in Chaweng but they aren’t very good
and we want to do a show that will have local performers as well as top
names from Bangkok.’

I nodded and said, ‘That sounds like a great idea, the shows I’ve seen
in Bangkok are fabulous, it would be great to have something here.’

It was true, some of the Ladyboy shows in Bangkok are big productions
and are packed out with mainly tourists drawn in by the Ladyboy
mystique. I had been taken to the Calypso cabaret at Asiatique on the
Chao Praya and it was a great show, with the beautiful Ladyboys lip
syncing and dancing to beautifully produced routines.

Alex went on, ‘I’m glad you say that because Areeya and I are fully
stretched with what we are running at the moment and we’re looking for
someone to help us run it.’

‘OK, and who do you have in mind?’ I asked, not seeing what was coming.

Alex looked at Areeya, who said, ‘It’s you, James.’

‘Me? Are you both mad? Why me?’ I was astounded.

‘Wait a bit and hear us out,’ said Alex.

‘But I don’t know anything about Ladyboys.’ I protested.

Alex paused and looked at me, ‘James, that’s not strictly true because
we know you have some personal experience in that area.’ She couldn’t
keep a straight face and broke into a laugh. I had the sudden and
uncomfortable feeling she somehow knew or guessed about what had
happened in Nana Plaza. I knew I would have to confess to that sooner or
later, but now didn’t seem the right moment.

‘Yes, well, alright, but that’s nothing to do with running Ladyboy
shows.’

Areeya smiled, ‘Yes, you’re right, but there’s nothing to say you can’t
learn. Besides it’s not that you would be on your own. The whole
operation is planned and almost ready to go. We need someone smart and
sharp to get it off the ground and to make sure it’s running smoothly.
Think of it as setting up a new system. How would handle a new project?
Analyse it, break it down into its component processes and make them
work together. It’s no different. We have someone in Bangkok to handle
that end of things and the venue here is sorted. The vital thing for us
is to have someone here who we can trust. There are too many people here
who would want to rip us off. We have a good lawyer but it’s someone on
the spot we need, a problem solver and fixer. We know you, James. You
can think on your feet, not many people would have been smart enough or
brave enough to take on my father in the way you did.’

Alex chipped in, ‘You said you wanted to do something different, have
new experiences, this would let you do that.’

I was speechless, I had never in my life expected to be asked to do this
kind of thing. The oddest thing was I began to think about how it might
work, and then of course, immediately why it wouldn’t work.

‘I don’t speak Thai,’ I said, that to me was a clincher.

Areeya replied, ‘No problem, we’ll get you an assistant who can
translate for you. In fact, I have the perfect person in mind.’

‘I don’t know,’ I stared to whine a little.

‘Look, we don’t expect you to answer today, think about it. We do need
an answer soon though, and if you have questions then we’ll be here to
answer them.’

I shook my head, I still couldn’t believe what they were offering me,
but there was one question I needed an answer to straight away.

‘Does Kritsada have any hand in this?’

‘Does it matter?’ said Alex warily and I knew the answer straightaway,
but I wanted them to tell me.

‘It matters to me and if I am going to be involved, then I need to know
everything.’

Alex and Areeya exchanged looks and there was an almost imperceptible
nod from Areeya to Alex.

‘Yes,’ said Alex, ‘Kritsada has some money in the venture, but it’s not
that much, we needed a top up over what we could get secured against the
two existing businesses.’

‘How much?’ I asked.

Areeya answered this time. ’It’s about 100,000 US dollars.’

‘Thank you for sharing that, and there are no other conditions in the
contract?’

Areeya and Alex both looked away, and Alex looked back first and said
softly, ‘No, there’s nothing else, James, that’s it.’

‘I’m sorry, I just had to ask,’ I said. Neither Alex nor Areeya
responded. ‘Look, let me think about it. It still sounds crazy to me but
you two seem to think I could do it, so I should consider it and give
you my answer in a couple of days.’

Alex said, ‘Ok and if it helps there are a couple of shows in Chaweng,
why don’t you go up there tomorrow night and have a look at the
competition.’

She went on, ‘There is one condition though, that you should be aware of
before you make your decision.’

I was puzzled, ‘What sort of condition?’

Alex put a small box on the table, opened the lid and took out a small
clear plastic device resembling a fat thumb which had what looked like a
padlock attached. She held it in her fingertips and said, ‘Do you know
what this is, James?’

I shook my head, ‘No. What is it?’

‘It’s called a chastity cage, and it’s fitted over a penis and locked
with a key so that it’s impossible for the wearer to have an erection.’
Alex spun the thing on her finger to demonstrate it.

‘Ugh, but why are you showing it to me?’

‘The condition for you taking the job is that if I catch you playing
around with any of the girls in the show I will lock your cock into it
and swallow the key, is that clear?’

I looked from her to Areeya and I couldn’t tell if Alex was joking. I
decided to play it safe, ‘Well that won’t be necessary as I wouldn’t be
doing anything with them at all.’

Alex smiled and said, ‘Good, that’s the right answer.’ She looked
thoughtful for a moment, spun the cage around on her fingers again,
‘Thinking about it though, it might be fun to make you wear it anyway.’

She saw the horrified look on my face and said, ‘Don’t wet yourself. I
would unlock it once a week,’ she paused, ‘if you’re good that is.’

Areeya could not keep a straight face any longer and burst out laughing.

Alex followed suit and through her laughter said, ‘You should have seen
your face, I have never seen anyone quite as scared as that in my whole
life.’

I scowled as I looked from one to the other, both now crying with
laughter. I grabbed it from Alex and had a good look at it and I
shuddered as I thought about having my cock locked into it. It truly
looked like an instrument of torture. Alex and Areeya were still howling
with laughter and eventually I couldn’t stop myself joining in. Funny
thing is, I wouldn’t put it past Alex to actually do it.

Eventually we all stopped laughing and Areeya said, ‘I’m off to my room.
I think you two need some time together tonight.’

She stood and kissed Alex and then me and headed off to her room leaving
Alex and I on the balcony. We lay together on one the loungers, Alex’s
head on my shoulder and I realised just how good that made me feel. We
talked quietly about how lucky we had been to meet again after all the
years apart and how none of us know what will be around the next corner.
We kissed softly and sweetly and I felt like I never wanted to leave her
side. We drifted off to sl**p holding each other in the warm night air.

I woke up a little later and thought we would be more comfortable in
bed. So I woke Alex and she went off to the bathroom and I decided that
I should unpack my suitcase at long last. I took out what few clothes I
had brought. I thought I do need to get myself some new stuff, although
shorts and t-shirts were pretty easy to come by. I found the Thai Boxing
shorts that Alex had bought me what seemed months ago, but was just a
couple of weeks. I held them up and they made me giggle and I thought,
why not? I’ll put them on tonight as a laugh for Alex, she did say wear
them to bed after all.

I put my feet into them and pulled them up my legs and found they were
probably a size too small for me which meant they cradled my cock and my
bum quite tightly. I was about to take them off when Alex walked back in
and said, ‘Ohhh, babe, you decided to wear them for me, you look so cute
in them.’

She ran her hand across my bum which felt very sensuous through the
material and she kissed me passionately at the same time. My cock
started to grow and poked Alex. She looked down and noticed it, grabbed
my cock through the shorts and started to rub it.

‘Mmm, looks like someone likes the feel of these shorts,’ she murmured
before kissing me again.

It was true, the touch of her fingers on my cock through the silky
material was extremely arousing. It seemed to add something to the
feeling of her playing with my cock. Alex had put on a short nightdress
and as we stood kissing I put my hands up inside the material and
stroked her breasts, the nipples already hard. Her fingers continued to
rub my cock and I was already tenting out the shorts.

I squeezed her nipples between my fingers and she moaned in her throat.
Still kissing she edged me backwards until the back of my legs touched
the bed and I fell on my back onto the bed. She stood by the bed and
hooked her hands beneath the nightdress and pulled it off over her head
to leave her clad only in a small pair of knickers. Her cock was already
poking up above the top of the knickers and I reached out and gently
traced its shape through the material.

Alex giggled and I just hooked the top of the knickers and slowly pulled
them down just enough to allow her cock to pop out. It stood straight
out and I don’t think I will ever get tired of looking at her, a
perfectly formed female form with a cock jutting out from her groin. I
found it hard to accept that this beautiful woman was in love with me.

I pulled her towards me and kissed the head of her cock, making it
twitch and jump. Caressing the tip with my tongue I then poked it into
the slit as I heard Alex moan quietly above me. She bent slightly and
put her hand down and rubbed my cock through the shorts, the eroticism
enhanced by the feel of the material. I instinctively started to move my
hips to increase the pressure from her fingers.

Pushing her cock up against her tummy I ran my tongue up her shaft from
her balls to the head and repeated this a few times. I heard her moan
again and her legs buckled a little. I looked up and saw her looking
down at me and I felt like I was being hypnotised by her eyes. I
couldn’t break my gaze away from hers and as I took her cock into my
mouth I felt calm and submissive to her. I felt my sole focus was her
pleasure and I would do anything to make sure she was being fulfilled.

I started to suck her deep into my mouth and I gagged a couple of times
but managed to keep going. Alex was still stroking me and I was getting
very excited by this time. Using my hand as well on Alex’s cock I felt
her grow even larger in my mouth. She said with her voice thick with
excitement, ‘Fuck, I’m getting close,’ and she pulled out of my mouth
and quickly lay down over me in a 69 position so that her cock was right
above my face.

As I took her cock into my mouth I felt her push down my shorts and her
soft, warm mouth enveloped my cock. We both began to suck hard on each
other’s cock, and Alex began to push hers deeper into my mouth. I felt
it hit the back of my throat and felt my reflex kick in and she eased
back a bit and then pushed again. This time I had it under control and
took her shaft all the way in. She was using her tongue around my cock,
driving me crazy as she took me deep into her throat and her hand was
busy stroking it as well to keep me in a total state of arousal.

I had no thought in my mind other than the feeling of her cock in my
mouth and I thought I would faint at one point. I felt her cock harden
as her climax quickly approached and with a muffled ‘UNNNPPPH’ she came
into my mouth. I took as much as I could but some splashed out around my
lips. Seconds after she came, my groin tightened and I exploded into her
mouth. I felt like I was high, so intense were the feelings in my groin
and my mouth, my mind just could not make sense of what was happening
and I fell back, exhausted onto the bed.

Alex pulled out of me and my cock felt cold as it slipped out of her
mouth. She switched position and lay down next to me and wiped away with
her finger the cum that had spilled out of my mouth. She offered it to
me and I sucked it holding her finger in my lips until it was all gone.

‘Holy mother, that was good,’ she said.

‘It was alright, I suppose,’ I said, deadpan.

Her head jerked up to look at me and a tiny smile creased my lips.

‘You are such a bastard James, and I will really get you for this.’ She
picked up a pillow and started beating me with it. I tried to grab her
and she screamed as I got my arms around her. Still trying to hit me
with the pillow we collapsed, giggling like k**s, back onto the bed. I
held her tight and we kissed, the taste of each other’s cum lingering on
our lips and tongue. We lay back and I put my arm around her shoulders
and she snuggled in close. Her hand stroked and played with my nipples
and I gently caressed her breast. I looked down and her cock was lying
across mine and that just felt so right and I kissed her and said, ‘I
love you Alex.’

She grinned and said, ‘Mmm, I’m not sure, I’ll need to think about it.’

I tweaked her nipple and she squealed, ‘Alright, if you insist, I love
you too.’ She leant over and kissed me deeply, her lips so soft and warm
I could have kissed her forever. Alex put her hand down and I felt her
take both our cocks in her hand and slowly stroked them together. It was
strangely calming to feel my cock alongside hers and I put my hand down
too and replaced her hand with mine for a while. Her cock I realised for
the first time was slightly bigger than mine and I felt a pang of
insecurity until Alex kissed me again and I forgot everything except the
feeling of her lips on mine.

We eventually broke the kiss and lay there listening to the sound of
our breathing and gradually fell asl**p. The last thing I could
remember hearing was Alex saying softly, ‘Those shorts made your bum
look very sexy.’

17

I woke early the next day, my mind already full of what I needed to do.
Alex had spooned up to my back during the night and she was snoring
gently, h