Discovering my sexuality
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My name is Mel, and as a k** I discovered my sexuality early before I was a teen. Back in the early to mid 80s, my parents purchased a satellite dish (the 10ft kind) because we got very little TV reception living in the mountains of VA. One summer day, while my parents and older sister were at work, I got on the satellite and started scanning channels. I sat there all day, clicking through 1,000s of channels looking for something to watch when I discovered a porn channel called the Canadian XXXtasy Channel! I was in complete shock! Up until this point in my life I knew about sex, but never seen it. I had no clue the varieites of sex people could have, from straight to lesbian porn! My dick was so hard, that I JO in the living room while watching it. I quickly became addicted to watching the XXXtasty channel. Everyday, I would wait for everyone to leave for work, I'd strip naked, watch porn, and JO. This went on for about a month, then one evening (after midnight) I was really horny in my room, so I got up out of bed, ensured everyone was asleep, and I snuck out into the living room to watch some porn. When I turned on the XXXtasty channel I was in complete SHOCK! They were showing GAY SEX! Apparently, between midnight to 5am, they show gay porn. I just stood there in amazement, being so young I had no clue men did this, as I watched men pleasing men. I couldn't stop watching, and my young dick was so stiff and twitching! I actually enjoyed watching men pleasuring each other, I saw men sucking cock, fucking each other in the ass, and eating cum. I cummed so hard (it felt so good) that evening, that I went to bed with so many gay images in my young mind. The next day when everyone left, I turned the TV to the XXXtasty channel and it was showing all straight porn. I was so intrigued about gay sex, I started sneaking into the living room in the middle of the night to watch gay porn, I was addicted! It was all I would think about during the day! About a week later after midnight, I snuck out into the living room, turned on the XXXtasty channel, but this time I saw SHEMALES!!! I was in complete shock again! Watching men dressed up as women pleasing men, sucking a lot of dick, eating cum and letting multiple men fuck them and I LOVED IT! I cummed so hard! I realized I enjoyed watching the CD/Shemale porn the most, but the XXXtasty channel didn’t show Shemales often. Shemales seemed to enjoy pleasing men more, compared to regular gay sex. A couple nights later, I then saw a movie of a guy who could suck his own dick, and eat his own cum. He did this by laying on his back, putting his legs over his head, and would suck himself off until he cummed in his own mouth. All the gay movies I had been watching showed men eating cum. but never their own. After seeing this, I knew I'd have to try it. The next day when everyone left for work, I stripped naked, started watching porn and then I attempted to do what saw the night before and suck my own dick. I laid on my back in the living room next to the couch, lifted my legs over my head and secured my feet under the couch. I was able to do this with ease, and to my surprise my dick was aligned perfectly over my face. My tongue easily could flick and lick my dick head, I then placed my hands on my asscheeks and pulled down bending my back, allowing half of my dick to enter my mouth. I was so excited, I actually had my own dick in my mouth, it felt so smooth as I licked, sucked, and stroked. I felt myself tense up and I started cumming, filling my mouth with cum and I swallowed it! It was an amazing feeling, but then I calmed down and felt so dirty afterwards. I guess it was my mind being confused about the gay sex and what I had just done. I started self-sucking regularly and eating my cum in my room. I was really flexible, I could get over half of my dick into my mouth while I sucked myself, imaging I was pleasing men in the videos like the Shemales would do. Another morning after everyone left, I went into my sisters room and I tried on her panties and skirts. It made me feel so sexy, a feeling I had never felt before. I’d get so horny while walking around the house, imagining I was one of those men dressed as a woman. This went on for about a year, until the following summer when I became a teen. That's when I started playing with my asshole. I figured if the men in the videos enjoyed it, then I want to try it. I started out by using my fingers, carrots, and then cucumbers. I do remember that it hurt so bad at first, but over time my asshole loosened up. I remember going out to the family garden after everyone left for work, looking for the thickest cucumbers to fuck myself with. I'd then strip naked, watch straight porn and fuck myself with cucumbers in front of a mirror. I was amazed how stretched out my asshole would get, totally gaped open. I remember going to play after a long fuck session, my asshole would be so sore as I rode my bike! I did this for the entire summer and my ass was so loose. Towards the end of that summer, I went and stayed with my Aunt & Uncle for a week, and they had one son named Tommy who was the same age as me. Their house was really cool, it was a two-story house with a furnished basement that they used as a TV/gameroom, my cousin room was also down there. My aunt and uncle would go to bed early upstairs since they had to work, while we would stay up late at night playing video games downstairs. On the second night Tommy asked me if I ever seen porn before? I acted shocked, but said I have and that I love to watch it. He told me he found my uncles porn stash and watches them a lot. I then told him about how I watch a porno channel on my satellite. We started watching the movies for about an hour and our dicks were rock hard in our pajama shorts, that’s when Tommy asked me if I JO? I immediately replied with "yes all the time", he said he did too, so we both agreed to JO together watching the movie. We both quickly stood up, took our shorts off, and sat back on the couch watching the movie. I would glance over and watch him jack off, that’s when I noticed him watching me too. I then heard him starting to grunt, so I turned and watched him shoot his cum into a tissue. It was so hot seeing him cum, I stood up telling Tommy “I’m cumming” while I shot my cum all over the floor as he watched. When I calmed down, I looked over at Tommy as he smiled at me saying “You shot your cum really far”, I smiled and replied “I know”. Having him smile and watching me turned me on so much, we both laughed and went to bed. The next evening after everyone went to bed, we again put a movie in, stripped naked and sat on the floor leaning against the couch. It was AMAZING to watch each other JO, totally naked. I was so turned on that the more I watched Tommy, the more I wanted to suck his dick! I then told him “let’s see how far we can shoot our cum”, so we both sat up on our knees and cummed, shooting our cum across the floor. I was so kinky watching each other’s dicks shoot cum just like the movies. On the third night everything changed, I knew after watching Tommy for the past couple days, that I wanted to taste his dick (like the men do in the gay videos I had been watching). So, I put in a blow job video, stripped down, and we sat back on the couch together. As the movie played of men getting their dicks sucked by women, I could tell Tommy was enjoying the movie that I stopped and just stared at him Jacking off next to me. Watching him jackoff I craved him so much that I took a huge risk by reaching over and placed my hand on his thigh. Tommy stopped jacking off, moved his hand, and stared directly into my eyes as I slid my hand up his thigh grabbing his hard dick. Tommy gave me no resistance, so I slowly started to jack him off while he went back to watching the movie and what I was doing. After watching gay movies for the whole summer and eating my own cum, I knew I wanted to taste Tommy’s dick. While Tommy obviously enjoyed me jacking-him-off, I waited for a good “dick sucking scene” to show on the movie. When it did, I took a deep breath, leaned over, and opened my mouth sliding Tommy’s dick all the way into my mouth hearing him moan. Tommy continued to moan while I sucked and licked his dick. I was so turned on knowing I was pleasing him like the movies that he told me he was going to cum. I never wanted anything more in my life, so I sucked on his dick harder and he said “I’m cumming” as he raised his hips off the couch, shoving his dick hard into my throat. I could feel his dick twitching as he filled my mouth with his cum. The taste of his cum was different than mine, but I swallowed all of him as he watched me smiling. As I released his dick from my mouth, I sat up I asked him did he like that? Tommy responded with “Oh my god yes” and asked me how did I know how to do that? I then explained to him the how I watch the gay movies at night time on my satellite. He then said, “maybe I can come and stay with you next summer” as we both laughed and went to bed. The next morning (my last day there) when we both woke up, Tommy and I started talking about gay sex. He was very curious and wanted to know details about the movies I watch. As I explained to him how men have sex together, I noticed his dick getting hard in his shorts. Seeing him hard, I stopped talking, stood up from the bed, and removed my clothes. As he stared at me, I said to him “why don’t you take off your clothes” and he quickly did while I laid down next to him on the bed. As we laid next to each other, I reached over and stroked Tommy asking him “would you want to such each other off at the same time”? He quickly answered “yes”, so I had him stand up next to the bed while I repositioned myself with my head hanging off. All I did was open my mouth and he stepped forward sliding his dick into my mouth. Tommy instantly started to fuck my mouth, while I reached behind him grabbing his asscheeks, pulling him forward into the 69 position. He was now face to face with my dick, I felt him grab it, lick it, and then the feeling of his hot mouth sliding down my dick. It felt so amazing receiving my first blow job, while I had his dick in my mouth. Tommy continued to fuck my mouth in rhythm while I spread his asscheeks to see his asshole. He continued to suck and stroke me at the same time, his quickened and I knew he was close to cumming, so I sucked harder. I then felt him tense up, and grunt while he shoved his dick as far into my mouth as it could go, filling my mouth with cum. I too started cumming, shooting my cum into his mouth. I swallowed all his cum until he went limp in my mouth and climbed off. Afterwards, we both talked about how enjoyable it was and agreed we had a lot of fun this week. I went home that afternoon, but before I left, Tommy I hugged giving each other a devilish smile
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