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Thine Own Tattoo
A Collection of Written Thought
by Hugo Carlos Arreola
Copyright 2018
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Thine Own Tattoo
(fictional, sequel to my novella, 'walking with scars')
…and then, it happened
Lucy woke up on Monday
after the night she had had celebrating
the new year
she should have been hungover and
generally feeling shitty all over
but
for whateverthegodfuck reason
she felt fine
in fact
Lucy, felt insanely well
as though on a cloud somewhere
between eight and ten
she might as well been on meth
or some other nonsense
but
she
was not
she simply, felt great
good thing
as she was scheduled for work today
of all days
she was a trauma surgeon
working at the same hospital as her
mother, a nurse -
the emergency department
her mother was found dead many years
earlier
under suspicious circumstances
the death was ruled
an accident
though it appeared to be a suicide
it did have the underpinnings of a
homicide
the case was never solved
unfortunate
she had plenty of time
and was feeling no pressure
whatsoever
...and then, it happened
Lucy got out of the shower and while
brushing those
near perfect teeth
she was proud of them
a perfectionist as was her mother
she then, looked down and noticed it
a tattoo
fuck me
she thought
she began to panic
ape shit nearly
what, the fuck else
did she get up to last night
she simply could not
remember
as though
a certain darkness clouded her memory
nothing
Lucy could remember
nothing
she collected herself
no big deal she thought
the tattoo itself was strange
for sure
no doubt
it was there
yet
she, felt no pain or soreness
above her right knee
its location
she stood there looking at it
naked
it was a line of text
it was upside down
as though
it was meant so
she
could easily read it when
sitting
it read, simply
plain as day
'your father was a r****t'
what
the
fuck
she never met her father
he too
was found dead many years ago
that, for sure
was homicide
two bullets
her father was never discussed
good or bad
she only knew she had a father
growing up
for whatever reason
she was never curious
Lucy was a c***d
loved by all
she grew up
happy and worry-free
today
she felt something new
anxiety
what
the
fuck
her focus, had always been
school
she was atypically smart
high functioning
though by no means autistic
she was simply
driven
now
thrown sideways
completely
off her axis
furthermore moreover
the tattoo did not seem to be ink
for a brief moment
solace
she figured it was some
sick disgusting joke
elation
then after
a frantic thirty minutes
trying everything
she could muster
the tattoo
was there to stay
fuck me
she thought, again
she looked up at the clock
fuck
she was going to be late for work
not a per usual
that entire day
while at work
she was somehow just
somewhat off her game
she called her grandmother
to simply say hello
a subconscious cry for help
Lucy had always been strong
she naturally told her granny
nothing
in denial, obviously
she thought of having it professionally
removed
but
she
was focused on her reputation
worried about what others
may say do or even think
of her
she decided to put it aside
in her
mind
it was just
a tattoo
who would know
she was single
and was sure she’d figure something out
everything
would be okay
blankets and cake
blankets and cake,
she told herself
...and then, it happened
the following day
feeling rested
refreshed
ready to tackle the day
the tattoo was already a distant memory
before getting in the shower
as she sat on the toilet
she looked down
and there it was
another tattoo
located on her other leg
exactly opposite her first tattoo
it read
'your mother was a r****t'
she read it
struck numb
Lucy hurled vomit all over herself
without warning
was she losing her mind?
she thought to herself
what the fuck is going on
she said out loud with vomit still
in her mouth
she vomited again
she was frozen in place
Lucy dry heaved for a further minute
she called in sick
informing the head of department
taking a few personal days
the boss was not pleased
Lucy did not give a flying toss
she cleaned her bathroom
it was immaculate by the late morning
Lucy spent the remainder of the day
sitting on her bed
staring at the wall
in deep thoughtfulness
she had her phone turned off
she did not move, eat or drink anything
silence
...and then, it happened
Lucy awoke the following morning
third day of the new year Wednesday
in a near stupor
on autopilot
she knew she was staying home
the usual morning stuff
shower, brushing of perfect teeth
etc
Lucy made herself breakfast
sat on the couch
grabbed the clicker
turned on the news
she looked down at her right hand
as she put the clicker down
there it fucking was
another tattoo
she was still struck
somewhat dumb
numb from the previous day
she read the third tattoo
it read
'your grandmother killed both
your mother and father'
a revelation
her mind was suddenly sucked down
a deep dark tunnel of pain
and truth
suddenly
abruptly
her entire life made sense
Lucy
suddenly knew everything and nothing
at the same time
she understood truth
in her pain
she saw the world differently
Lucy had a clarity of mind
she was among the blinding light
at the other end of darkness
she looked up
what she saw on the news
it was so incredible
it made sense to her right away
apparently people all over the world
were experiencing the same phenomena
the tattoos kept appearing
all over the body
as though it were
some sort of reckoning
the wrongdoings of past generations
and those of the individual
simply kept appearing
day after day
soon
nobody
not a single person
could hide
who and what they are
it was literally written all over their face
every person on earth
was human, the same
---
something from nothing
you know
it's bothersome
how
dimwitted most people are these days
thinking believing anything everything
they see are told and read
without any question thought
or even the slightest attempt
at the good ole cognitive process
we, given such a gift
this
thing
this
consciousness
this self awareness
and yet
it's squandered on a basis the daily
taken for granted
don't be stupid, reader
i'm not here to even try convincing you
dumbass
simply trying to provoke thought
and whatnot
you're not obligated to follow me
i have zero answers for anyone
granny via father, gave us the only
answers we'll ever need
yet, they were ignored
and so here we all are
to the point of my blurb
ha ha
I digress, aptly
electric vehicles
we're saved you say
they're the the answer you think
furthermore moreover
they're green energy you say
flat wrong, sorry
pass go on the gaming board
you fucking idiot
you cannot
get something from nothing
no matter how friendly green you are
you're still r****g the planet, fucker
ooh awe, feels so godfucking good
to be green you say to no one the particular
there's nothing better, am I right!
ha ha lol and all that
you cannot get something
from nothing
still
you, must pay said electric bill
vast majority of said energy
created
to charge up your beautiful
green battery - soon to be waste
is produced
by
yeah
you guessed correctly
fossil fuels
winner, winner, winner
and what prize do we have for our beautiful
green contestant, johnny?
well, bob
i'm so glad you mentioned it
we have a beautiful new...
wake up dumbass
you're fucked
feeling, illuminated?
scratch your head some
sit in your cave
think for a moment
or many...
i know you can
ha ha
at least, that is the hope
----
delusional dreaming
they say a king had dream
you know what
dreams
are never ever real
one may derive a good idea
from said dream
but, sorry king
keep dreaming the delusion
that life
will ever be
as you want it to be
how about this
deal with things
as they are
let go of attempt to instill hope
into hearts minds of
the mindless masses
reality is pain
one can dream and hope until
the end of time
and
still
get absolutely nowhere
the only thing to do is act
taking action to deal with things
as they are
or one can simply keep on dreaming
hoping praying dreaming
as a king once said
do that
and no doubt
one will remain in a state of
inaction and slavery
a king had a dream
it’s time to wake the fuck up
from said dream
slave
one must take action
dreaming hoping praying
means
unfortunately
no rise over run
no delta
death
wake up lemming do
this is your pain
this is your life
this is real
i'm the light
the ember within the darkness
embrace pain
embrace darkness
embrace truth
embrace yourself
+++
Americunts
we the people
slaves
america
has
become exactly what
we thought
was
once defeated
news flash, idiot
you cannot defeat
this enemy
the darkness is
immortal
as is the light
an orange potus
an empty suit
stands before us
one thing
seemingly missing
a mustache perhaps
you know
hitler had a mustache
he was right about one thing
religion brings weakness leading
to slavery of the mind
however moreover and but
he thought himself as special
as other
as, above everyone else
i spit on him
God laughs at the idiot fucker
poor adolf
a delusional megalomaniac
who thought the revolution
was about him
his color
his race
me me me, was all he thought on a basis the daily
i believe he saw his error
in judgement at the exact moment he
took his own life
he felt God in that moment
the pain
then nothing
you know the nazi party
gave those whom they felt as inferior
a number
stupid people today
meine fellow americans
accept what they see
what they are told
what they are given
expecting to be saved
somehow
everything will be okay
they say to self
blankets and cake
you know what
every american today
also has a number
social security
taxpayer id
call it whateverthegodfuck you want
slave
we
have become what was thought
to be defeated
faith, lost
we, the people hold the power
rise
rise,
if we wanted it badly enough we
could
end the great experiment
these, divided states of america
and begin anew
as the voice of God
I disclose the following
nobody is coming to save you
there are billions of us
on this planet
there are so few of
them they
call them what you wish
the empty suits with all the perceived power
they are scared
they, are weak
we, are strong
'BIG fucks small every time' these days
the moment we the people realize
we hold all the cards
we, are the actual big
they, are the actual small
checkmate
=+=
IQ
so i heard
the funniest thing
some stupid young girl on television
say
not an exact quote mind you
though, imo might as well be....
uh yeah so like i have
an IQ almost as high as Albert Einstein
i nearly coughed up a lung laughing
you can be the fucking smartest person
on earth
and
still
be dumb as dirt
i ask the following
girl,
what
are
you
going to
do with all them smarts n 'shit
most probably nothing
either
cure the incurable diseases
invent cold fusion, free energy
for all
end world hunger by yourself
otherwise moreover
etc
shut the fuck up
action, is the
only
thing to do
everything else
is
meaningless
---
huh!
the duality
dichotomy
that is our lives
love
hate
peace
war
and
every fucking
shaded gradient in between
i understand it all
i know everything and nothing
in singularity
yet am not able to
explain
or even convince another
of such a thing
nor do i fucking want to
i am who i say
what is
is
There is only
ONE
God
and
it is not me
God is Pain
if you feel it
then so
you are,
alive
none of us
are even really here
not exactly anyway
this has all...
out there among
this reality
is an entire planet
made of diamond
everything
is possible though
not always probable
----
quick ladyballs
for the stupid
some complex thoughts
some simple bits
translated
there are only two possible sexes
in this shitpile
the masculine
and
the feminine
no más
no more
sure
shaded gradients aplenty
^^^^^^
cancer
is simply an extension
of humanity
unchecked growth
humanity is a biological weapon
in and of itself
cancer is the natural course
of evolution
humanity itself a viral contagion
attacking an enemy
it cannot hope defeating
the planet
and so a message
to
the person unknown
who may read this
in search
searching...
are you this person
with a greater
book intelligence than me
i have an idea to share
what if
the key
a cure for cancer and the
other many incurables
is to simply
find a way to turn off the
genetic switch
remember, there is no box
stem cells switched off
at the proper time
would mean a great deal
to many
are you out there
take my idea
run with it
take action
+++
===
virgin girl self-help
girls of any age can bring themselves pleasure without
the need or help of a man
it is never wrong to touch your own body
at the top of your vagina there is a small bump
this is your clitoris
rub this
long and hard enough and you may bring yourself to orgasm
afterwards, you may notice you are sore
this is completely normal and natural
be warned, once you do this
your brain will be forever changed
this cannot be undone
===
Random sane thoughts for the insane
on the problem of global overpopulation
yeah, we're fucked
too many idiot baby factories
by stupid, i mean -
sure we all know we can make babies
no one in their wrong small mind will ever ask
if, we should?
said small mind is 'in the shit' and so
simply, cannot -
ask
...waiting to be saved
lol
ideally,
old women ought to be teaching young boys
about the art of love
by fucking them day and night
moreover,
old wealthy men ought to be given the right
to fuck all the young girls
as they can afford to raise offspring
this is the ideal
conversely, as far from what, is
hence therefore we have our current reality
a bunch of idiots breeding little idiots
we have humanity
a blight on a marble
six billion people, trying each
his her they fucking best
to have it all
side note,
a toll must be paid
in blood
the earth must be fed
unfortunately, due to stupidity and religion
we'll fuck that up as well
vast majority believe in burial
and zoom
poof, off to that better place
fucking hilarious
once dead we must return to the earth
to our origin
instead of giving the earth its
nutrients
we only take from it
encasing ourselves in little boxes
and so sickness arises
however, this is only a slight digression
delaying our return to said origin
is just that
a delay
decomposition of metal takes a long time
in the end
naturally
we're all fucked
we all die
from death, comes life
pressure & time
full circle
oh well
we reap...
imbalance aplenty
----
America,
home of the slave
current size,
of contagion
three hundred plus million
believing ourselves to be great,
it is just not so
we are a collective of consumers
in debt and delusional
china owns most of it
oh we're living the dream
freedom etc and whatnot
dreams are never ever real
given a number at birth
for our security
bullshit
our lives regulated
rules a plenty
fighting over scraps
we want to believe
in near sickly desperation
we are earning a wage
when in fact
we are nothing more than
law abiding god fearing whore slaves
waiting...
sleeping
humanity is a
cancer growing on a beautiful marble
unchecked growth
hey idiot
talking to you
nobody is coming to save you
America,
home of the slave
it matters not
your color
collectively working
together to serve our massa
the illusory machine
based on idiot rules and regulations
you can make a living this way
but not that way
all based on the moronic notion
that there is a certain meaning
to
it
all
....nope
sorry, try again
oops - lol -
jokes on you lemonade
life has no reset button
hilarious, eh?
cough cough
clear the throat
a secret,
money is paper
it is irrelevant
======
According to science
out there among the stars,
everything we think we know,
everything we are able to see, measure and weigh
all visual sign, light etc
accounts for only three percent of everything out there
what cannot not be seen, weighed or measured
accounts for the remaining ninety-seven percent
dark matter, what cannot be seen
this, is the point where faith and science converge
we cannot see this, darkness
but we know of its existence
because it has an effect on everything we can see
oh, i do so declare
we are so insignificant out amongst everything
======
mediocre oblivion
you know,
i once came across a ghetto fabulous teacher
oh, she exuded a certain stank of intelligence
i had the distinct impression she was anything but -
so i tested the notion with a seemingly innocuous question
‘how many stars are there in our solar system’
the answer was delivered in its usual pedantic manner
it amounted to
‘there are too many to count’
just as suspected, she was an idiot
rightly so, my retort put her in her place
there is only one star in our solar system
fucking hilarious, eh?
well, as it turns out
she was not done adding fuel to her pyre
‘my astronomy professor in college tells me otherwise’
she quipped
if you say so, moron
figured she’d continue digging her own grave
did not take the argument further
seed of doubt had been spewed into her mind
once shown a door
you alone, are responsible for walking through
=======
light in the darkness, dying flame
i shit on the Quran
i wipe my ass with Bible paper
religion, the great joke on humanity
Mohammed the prophet was a con artist
Moses was schizophrenic idiot
the Vatican is a clubhouse where r****ts dwell
so many divisions amongst us
all believe we are righteous
we all, are
while concurrently being all wrong
there are no wrong answers
only different points of perspective
murder **** v******e
these words are of little concern
what should worry you
is the seven billion people
each believing
he she they
are somehow special
somehow more deserving
than anyone else
the truly sad thing is the more a person accumulates
the more powerful they feel
money and wealth are illusory and transitory
we live during a time of spiritual warfare
meaningless words like family c***dren and hope
are tossed around in a vain effort to evoke
a certain attitude of the vast slave workforce
hoping to keep everyone in line
to continue sleeping out their lives
in sick desperation
wake work eat shit drink fuck sleep repeat
these days
certain words like darkness are thrown around
people often associate it with evil
small minds
the darkness includes the light
you simply cannot have one without the other
full circle to my point
regarding religion
humanity will drown under the guise
of religion
the light is often associated with goodness
people find comfort in it because
with the light they equate ideas such as safety
feeling unsafe in the anxiety-filled darkness is
therefore a bad thing
hence evil
we, as a species
must travel out into the darkness
there,
one may find possibilities outside of imagination
we must travel beyond the view of the dying flame
the world,
as it is,
is simply not working
we must be willing to let it all go
to evolve
9/11, the saying goes
never forget
well,
forget,
is exactly what we must do
we must, develop amnesia
forget the past
try something else
live in the now
we are all dirt
all the same
as mentioned,
insignificant out among the stars
-------------
lots of widgets and peeves
i hear of lots of things these days
if i told who, what i am
one would be most inclined to
disbelief
simply
not here to convince
nor influence
deliver a message
is all
flow flow muthafucka'
spit spit
blacks gotta kick that slavery chip
off them the shoulder
color last thing on the mind
we all people hea'
it is most unfortunate
the vast sleeping slave workforce
living on an edge
somewhere between indecision and fear
all the same color in the darkness
must develop night vision
to see me
i simply cannot
will not
unsee what i have seen
the blinding light
at the other edge of darkness
it is all opportunity
not here for self
here for the species
there are no rules
lines
laws or regulation
simply follow one rule the golden
live present in the now
and all will be good
a death lottery needed
all must enter, no excuses - no passes
must take steps the drastic
to preserve humanity
we all must be willing to let it all go
from death, comes life
====
A Collection of Written Thought
by Hugo Carlos Arreola
Copyright 2018
---
---
Thine Own Tattoo
(fictional, sequel to my novella, 'walking with scars')
…and then, it happened
Lucy woke up on Monday
after the night she had had celebrating
the new year
she should have been hungover and
generally feeling shitty all over
but
for whateverthegodfuck reason
she felt fine
in fact
Lucy, felt insanely well
as though on a cloud somewhere
between eight and ten
she might as well been on meth
or some other nonsense
but
she
was not
she simply, felt great
good thing
as she was scheduled for work today
of all days
she was a trauma surgeon
working at the same hospital as her
mother, a nurse -
the emergency department
her mother was found dead many years
earlier
under suspicious circumstances
the death was ruled
an accident
though it appeared to be a suicide
it did have the underpinnings of a
homicide
the case was never solved
unfortunate
she had plenty of time
and was feeling no pressure
whatsoever
...and then, it happened
Lucy got out of the shower and while
brushing those
near perfect teeth
she was proud of them
a perfectionist as was her mother
she then, looked down and noticed it
a tattoo
fuck me
she thought
she began to panic
ape shit nearly
what, the fuck else
did she get up to last night
she simply could not
remember
as though
a certain darkness clouded her memory
nothing
Lucy could remember
nothing
she collected herself
no big deal she thought
the tattoo itself was strange
for sure
no doubt
it was there
yet
she, felt no pain or soreness
above her right knee
its location
she stood there looking at it
naked
it was a line of text
it was upside down
as though
it was meant so
she
could easily read it when
sitting
it read, simply
plain as day
'your father was a r****t'
what
the
fuck
she never met her father
he too
was found dead many years ago
that, for sure
was homicide
two bullets
her father was never discussed
good or bad
she only knew she had a father
growing up
for whatever reason
she was never curious
Lucy was a c***d
loved by all
she grew up
happy and worry-free
today
she felt something new
anxiety
what
the
fuck
her focus, had always been
school
she was atypically smart
high functioning
though by no means autistic
she was simply
driven
now
thrown sideways
completely
off her axis
furthermore moreover
the tattoo did not seem to be ink
for a brief moment
solace
she figured it was some
sick disgusting joke
elation
then after
a frantic thirty minutes
trying everything
she could muster
the tattoo
was there to stay
fuck me
she thought, again
she looked up at the clock
fuck
she was going to be late for work
not a per usual
that entire day
while at work
she was somehow just
somewhat off her game
she called her grandmother
to simply say hello
a subconscious cry for help
Lucy had always been strong
she naturally told her granny
nothing
in denial, obviously
she thought of having it professionally
removed
but
she
was focused on her reputation
worried about what others
may say do or even think
of her
she decided to put it aside
in her
mind
it was just
a tattoo
who would know
she was single
and was sure she’d figure something out
everything
would be okay
blankets and cake
blankets and cake,
she told herself
...and then, it happened
the following day
feeling rested
refreshed
ready to tackle the day
the tattoo was already a distant memory
before getting in the shower
as she sat on the toilet
she looked down
and there it was
another tattoo
located on her other leg
exactly opposite her first tattoo
it read
'your mother was a r****t'
she read it
struck numb
Lucy hurled vomit all over herself
without warning
was she losing her mind?
she thought to herself
what the fuck is going on
she said out loud with vomit still
in her mouth
she vomited again
she was frozen in place
Lucy dry heaved for a further minute
she called in sick
informing the head of department
taking a few personal days
the boss was not pleased
Lucy did not give a flying toss
she cleaned her bathroom
it was immaculate by the late morning
Lucy spent the remainder of the day
sitting on her bed
staring at the wall
in deep thoughtfulness
she had her phone turned off
she did not move, eat or drink anything
silence
...and then, it happened
Lucy awoke the following morning
third day of the new year Wednesday
in a near stupor
on autopilot
she knew she was staying home
the usual morning stuff
shower, brushing of perfect teeth
etc
Lucy made herself breakfast
sat on the couch
grabbed the clicker
turned on the news
she looked down at her right hand
as she put the clicker down
there it fucking was
another tattoo
she was still struck
somewhat dumb
numb from the previous day
she read the third tattoo
it read
'your grandmother killed both
your mother and father'
a revelation
her mind was suddenly sucked down
a deep dark tunnel of pain
and truth
suddenly
abruptly
her entire life made sense
Lucy
suddenly knew everything and nothing
at the same time
she understood truth
in her pain
she saw the world differently
Lucy had a clarity of mind
she was among the blinding light
at the other end of darkness
she looked up
what she saw on the news
it was so incredible
it made sense to her right away
apparently people all over the world
were experiencing the same phenomena
the tattoos kept appearing
all over the body
as though it were
some sort of reckoning
the wrongdoings of past generations
and those of the individual
simply kept appearing
day after day
soon
nobody
not a single person
could hide
who and what they are
it was literally written all over their face
every person on earth
was human, the same
---
something from nothing
you know
it's bothersome
how
dimwitted most people are these days
thinking believing anything everything
they see are told and read
without any question thought
or even the slightest attempt
at the good ole cognitive process
we, given such a gift
this
thing
this
consciousness
this self awareness
and yet
it's squandered on a basis the daily
taken for granted
don't be stupid, reader
i'm not here to even try convincing you
dumbass
simply trying to provoke thought
and whatnot
you're not obligated to follow me
i have zero answers for anyone
granny via father, gave us the only
answers we'll ever need
yet, they were ignored
and so here we all are
to the point of my blurb
ha ha
I digress, aptly
electric vehicles
we're saved you say
they're the the answer you think
furthermore moreover
they're green energy you say
flat wrong, sorry
pass go on the gaming board
you fucking idiot
you cannot
get something from nothing
no matter how friendly green you are
you're still r****g the planet, fucker
ooh awe, feels so godfucking good
to be green you say to no one the particular
there's nothing better, am I right!
ha ha lol and all that
you cannot get something
from nothing
still
you, must pay said electric bill
vast majority of said energy
created
to charge up your beautiful
green battery - soon to be waste
is produced
by
yeah
you guessed correctly
fossil fuels
winner, winner, winner
and what prize do we have for our beautiful
green contestant, johnny?
well, bob
i'm so glad you mentioned it
we have a beautiful new...
wake up dumbass
you're fucked
feeling, illuminated?
scratch your head some
sit in your cave
think for a moment
or many...
i know you can
ha ha
at least, that is the hope
----
delusional dreaming
they say a king had dream
you know what
dreams
are never ever real
one may derive a good idea
from said dream
but, sorry king
keep dreaming the delusion
that life
will ever be
as you want it to be
how about this
deal with things
as they are
let go of attempt to instill hope
into hearts minds of
the mindless masses
reality is pain
one can dream and hope until
the end of time
and
still
get absolutely nowhere
the only thing to do is act
taking action to deal with things
as they are
or one can simply keep on dreaming
hoping praying dreaming
as a king once said
do that
and no doubt
one will remain in a state of
inaction and slavery
a king had a dream
it’s time to wake the fuck up
from said dream
slave
one must take action
dreaming hoping praying
means
unfortunately
no rise over run
no delta
death
wake up lemming do
this is your pain
this is your life
this is real
i'm the light
the ember within the darkness
embrace pain
embrace darkness
embrace truth
embrace yourself
+++
Americunts
we the people
slaves
america
has
become exactly what
we thought
was
once defeated
news flash, idiot
you cannot defeat
this enemy
the darkness is
immortal
as is the light
an orange potus
an empty suit
stands before us
one thing
seemingly missing
a mustache perhaps
you know
hitler had a mustache
he was right about one thing
religion brings weakness leading
to slavery of the mind
however moreover and but
he thought himself as special
as other
as, above everyone else
i spit on him
God laughs at the idiot fucker
poor adolf
a delusional megalomaniac
who thought the revolution
was about him
his color
his race
me me me, was all he thought on a basis the daily
i believe he saw his error
in judgement at the exact moment he
took his own life
he felt God in that moment
the pain
then nothing
you know the nazi party
gave those whom they felt as inferior
a number
stupid people today
meine fellow americans
accept what they see
what they are told
what they are given
expecting to be saved
somehow
everything will be okay
they say to self
blankets and cake
you know what
every american today
also has a number
social security
taxpayer id
call it whateverthegodfuck you want
slave
we
have become what was thought
to be defeated
faith, lost
we, the people hold the power
rise
rise,
if we wanted it badly enough we
could
end the great experiment
these, divided states of america
and begin anew
as the voice of God
I disclose the following
nobody is coming to save you
there are billions of us
on this planet
there are so few of
them they
call them what you wish
the empty suits with all the perceived power
they are scared
they, are weak
we, are strong
'BIG fucks small every time' these days
the moment we the people realize
we hold all the cards
we, are the actual big
they, are the actual small
checkmate
=+=
IQ
so i heard
the funniest thing
some stupid young girl on television
say
not an exact quote mind you
though, imo might as well be....
uh yeah so like i have
an IQ almost as high as Albert Einstein
i nearly coughed up a lung laughing
you can be the fucking smartest person
on earth
and
still
be dumb as dirt
i ask the following
girl,
what
are
you
going to
do with all them smarts n 'shit
most probably nothing
either
cure the incurable diseases
invent cold fusion, free energy
for all
end world hunger by yourself
otherwise moreover
etc
shut the fuck up
action, is the
only
thing to do
everything else
is
meaningless
---
huh!
the duality
dichotomy
that is our lives
love
hate
peace
war
and
every fucking
shaded gradient in between
i understand it all
i know everything and nothing
in singularity
yet am not able to
explain
or even convince another
of such a thing
nor do i fucking want to
i am who i say
what is
is
There is only
ONE
God
and
it is not me
God is Pain
if you feel it
then so
you are,
alive
none of us
are even really here
not exactly anyway
this has all...
out there among
this reality
is an entire planet
made of diamond
everything
is possible though
not always probable
----
quick ladyballs
for the stupid
some complex thoughts
some simple bits
translated
there are only two possible sexes
in this shitpile
the masculine
and
the feminine
no más
no more
sure
shaded gradients aplenty
^^^^^^
cancer
is simply an extension
of humanity
unchecked growth
humanity is a biological weapon
in and of itself
cancer is the natural course
of evolution
humanity itself a viral contagion
attacking an enemy
it cannot hope defeating
the planet
and so a message
to
the person unknown
who may read this
in search
searching...
are you this person
with a greater
book intelligence than me
i have an idea to share
what if
the key
a cure for cancer and the
other many incurables
is to simply
find a way to turn off the
genetic switch
remember, there is no box
stem cells switched off
at the proper time
would mean a great deal
to many
are you out there
take my idea
run with it
take action
+++
===
virgin girl self-help
girls of any age can bring themselves pleasure without
the need or help of a man
it is never wrong to touch your own body
at the top of your vagina there is a small bump
this is your clitoris
rub this
long and hard enough and you may bring yourself to orgasm
afterwards, you may notice you are sore
this is completely normal and natural
be warned, once you do this
your brain will be forever changed
this cannot be undone
===
Random sane thoughts for the insane
on the problem of global overpopulation
yeah, we're fucked
too many idiot baby factories
by stupid, i mean -
sure we all know we can make babies
no one in their wrong small mind will ever ask
if, we should?
said small mind is 'in the shit' and so
simply, cannot -
ask
...waiting to be saved
lol
ideally,
old women ought to be teaching young boys
about the art of love
by fucking them day and night
moreover,
old wealthy men ought to be given the right
to fuck all the young girls
as they can afford to raise offspring
this is the ideal
conversely, as far from what, is
hence therefore we have our current reality
a bunch of idiots breeding little idiots
we have humanity
a blight on a marble
six billion people, trying each
his her they fucking best
to have it all
side note,
a toll must be paid
in blood
the earth must be fed
unfortunately, due to stupidity and religion
we'll fuck that up as well
vast majority believe in burial
and zoom
poof, off to that better place
fucking hilarious
once dead we must return to the earth
to our origin
instead of giving the earth its
nutrients
we only take from it
encasing ourselves in little boxes
and so sickness arises
however, this is only a slight digression
delaying our return to said origin
is just that
a delay
decomposition of metal takes a long time
in the end
naturally
we're all fucked
we all die
from death, comes life
pressure & time
full circle
oh well
we reap...
imbalance aplenty
----
America,
home of the slave
current size,
of contagion
three hundred plus million
believing ourselves to be great,
it is just not so
we are a collective of consumers
in debt and delusional
china owns most of it
oh we're living the dream
freedom etc and whatnot
dreams are never ever real
given a number at birth
for our security
bullshit
our lives regulated
rules a plenty
fighting over scraps
we want to believe
in near sickly desperation
we are earning a wage
when in fact
we are nothing more than
law abiding god fearing whore slaves
waiting...
sleeping
humanity is a
cancer growing on a beautiful marble
unchecked growth
hey idiot
talking to you
nobody is coming to save you
America,
home of the slave
it matters not
your color
collectively working
together to serve our massa
the illusory machine
based on idiot rules and regulations
you can make a living this way
but not that way
all based on the moronic notion
that there is a certain meaning
to
it
all
....nope
sorry, try again
oops - lol -
jokes on you lemonade
life has no reset button
hilarious, eh?
cough cough
clear the throat
a secret,
money is paper
it is irrelevant
======
According to science
out there among the stars,
everything we think we know,
everything we are able to see, measure and weigh
all visual sign, light etc
accounts for only three percent of everything out there
what cannot not be seen, weighed or measured
accounts for the remaining ninety-seven percent
dark matter, what cannot be seen
this, is the point where faith and science converge
we cannot see this, darkness
but we know of its existence
because it has an effect on everything we can see
oh, i do so declare
we are so insignificant out amongst everything
======
mediocre oblivion
you know,
i once came across a ghetto fabulous teacher
oh, she exuded a certain stank of intelligence
i had the distinct impression she was anything but -
so i tested the notion with a seemingly innocuous question
‘how many stars are there in our solar system’
the answer was delivered in its usual pedantic manner
it amounted to
‘there are too many to count’
just as suspected, she was an idiot
rightly so, my retort put her in her place
there is only one star in our solar system
fucking hilarious, eh?
well, as it turns out
she was not done adding fuel to her pyre
‘my astronomy professor in college tells me otherwise’
she quipped
if you say so, moron
figured she’d continue digging her own grave
did not take the argument further
seed of doubt had been spewed into her mind
once shown a door
you alone, are responsible for walking through
=======
light in the darkness, dying flame
i shit on the Quran
i wipe my ass with Bible paper
religion, the great joke on humanity
Mohammed the prophet was a con artist
Moses was schizophrenic idiot
the Vatican is a clubhouse where r****ts dwell
so many divisions amongst us
all believe we are righteous
we all, are
while concurrently being all wrong
there are no wrong answers
only different points of perspective
murder **** v******e
these words are of little concern
what should worry you
is the seven billion people
each believing
he she they
are somehow special
somehow more deserving
than anyone else
the truly sad thing is the more a person accumulates
the more powerful they feel
money and wealth are illusory and transitory
we live during a time of spiritual warfare
meaningless words like family c***dren and hope
are tossed around in a vain effort to evoke
a certain attitude of the vast slave workforce
hoping to keep everyone in line
to continue sleeping out their lives
in sick desperation
wake work eat shit drink fuck sleep repeat
these days
certain words like darkness are thrown around
people often associate it with evil
small minds
the darkness includes the light
you simply cannot have one without the other
full circle to my point
regarding religion
humanity will drown under the guise
of religion
the light is often associated with goodness
people find comfort in it because
with the light they equate ideas such as safety
feeling unsafe in the anxiety-filled darkness is
therefore a bad thing
hence evil
we, as a species
must travel out into the darkness
there,
one may find possibilities outside of imagination
we must travel beyond the view of the dying flame
the world,
as it is,
is simply not working
we must be willing to let it all go
to evolve
9/11, the saying goes
never forget
well,
forget,
is exactly what we must do
we must, develop amnesia
forget the past
try something else
live in the now
we are all dirt
all the same
as mentioned,
insignificant out among the stars
-------------
lots of widgets and peeves
i hear of lots of things these days
if i told who, what i am
one would be most inclined to
disbelief
simply
not here to convince
nor influence
deliver a message
is all
flow flow muthafucka'
spit spit
blacks gotta kick that slavery chip
off them the shoulder
color last thing on the mind
we all people hea'
it is most unfortunate
the vast sleeping slave workforce
living on an edge
somewhere between indecision and fear
all the same color in the darkness
must develop night vision
to see me
i simply cannot
will not
unsee what i have seen
the blinding light
at the other edge of darkness
it is all opportunity
not here for self
here for the species
there are no rules
lines
laws or regulation
simply follow one rule the golden
live present in the now
and all will be good
a death lottery needed
all must enter, no excuses - no passes
must take steps the drastic
to preserve humanity
we all must be willing to let it all go
from death, comes life
====
Bree
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