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If you're like me, darling, you enjoy giving hawt, newd blow jobs in some dirty sweaty adult arcade video booth, using LOTS of tongue and saliva! HA HA HA! Naked Caucasian wimp, cowering at the feet of his negro mastah. A lewd and completely newd bareback blowjob! To be performed in the dayroom, In front of all the other inmates! Ha ha ha! Denewda! Little Caucasian sissy takes orders from his big Negro Bull! I love being with Negro men!! BORN THAT WAY! BORN SISSY! Ha ha ! I KNOW that I was born sissy. When a male is born physically and psychologically like a female - he WILL be another man's "woman" someday!
Keven, a young blonde caucasian sissy: Violent Negro pimp - no freedom - 30 men a night - indebted - enslaved. That's the life of a prison faggot!
My big Negro boyfriend has a hard cock that curves up, like a horn!
The average person finds it hard to believe, but we in the sissy community have known forever that hetero men love feminine white boys - especially us crossdressing lady boys! They are attracted to dainty white effeminate queens like me. I guess it's because we embody the feminine ideal; because we are male, we understand what real men desire, and more - we wholeheartedly provide it to them. An example of the feminine ideal is a hyper sexualized female, whose only desire in life is to please men sexually - to do things the average wife or girlfriend would either flat out not do, or do reluctantly as a device to secure a man, and once having done so will cease these activities. A porno woman is a good example of a hyper sexualized woman. I want him to pound me! I want to be roughed up!
Rough sex with a big tough Negro bull. I’ve always had the reputation of being a homosexual! Even though I got married!! It didn’t stop, like I thought it would. You CAN'T cure homosexuality! And you simply CANNOT conceal your homosexuality from others, it ALWAYS gets out!
Some hard black men in County barebacked me! They ganged up on me. I heard them say that they had my ass on LOCKDOWN!! I heard them say that "she" has skills, when it come to suckin hard black cock! BAREBACK him, sissy! Go ahead! I'm proud of myself!
I got turned out as a queer in the county jail.. Those men turned me into a cocksucker and there wasn't a THING I could do about it. And after awhile, I didn't WANT to do anything about it! I learned to give blow jobs better than any woman could. All the guys said that I gave the best blow jobs! And yes - hearing them say that made me feel SO proud!! My man, the Negro who owned me, renamed me Pretty Pinky, and told everyone: "She gots SKILLS - Finesse!" be havin' SKILLS!", about my blow jobs. White women and white homosexuals LOVE black men!
God! I am SUCH a homosexual! I encouraged my beautiful Filipina wife to go out and have sex with other men! I LOVE men! Oh I love them SO much! feeling a guy’s hairy chest! Pressing my face up against his buff chest, feeling the rough mat of hair next to my face. I love to feel of a man’s big hairy forearms! Being held in those big strong arms and making out with him, his rough sandpapery jaw, nuzzling the soft flesh of my bare tits! Daniella married SUCH a faggot! It's her own fault though, because she read the stuff I wrote about being a sissy wanting so BADLY to have sex with real men, and still didn't dump me!
I love to get a leather strap laid across my bare ass! I was blowing this grown up in the hotel room, and suddenly I crawled to the chair where his pants were. I pulled his leather belt off his pants and crawled back to him on my knees. "I need a beating," I begged him. And he laid that strap HARD on my ass!
Keven Jeanne knelt at his negro boyfriend’s feet, his dainty hands fumbling at JJ’s belt buckle. Keven Jeanne was thinking about what Dani would be feeling - if she could see her husband on his knees, completely nude except for lipstick and high heels, submissive before a REAL man. Once the buckle was unfastened and JJ’s trousers fell to the floor, Keven Jeanne hooked his thumbs in the waistband of JJ’s jockey shorts and eased the jockeys down, freeing his big cock – which sprang up, brushing the sissy’s pouty mouth. Keven Jeanne ran his fruity little hands allover JJ’s big muscley legs! Keven Jeanne knew that the big negro was gonna fist fuck him in his little pink fuck hole, and the thought made him tremble with fear and anticipation – just thinking about JJ’s big knuckley balled up fist in his anus!
But Keven Jeanne knew what JJ wanted first – a hot slobbing knob job! He bowed his blonde head, flicking his tongue over the head of JJ’s big black cock head, before engulfing the entire head into his spit filled mouth. JJ groaned loudly in pleasure. His big hand reached out, cupping the back of the white sissy’s skull. Keven Jeanne went down deep on the black man, so deep he retched. This sound made JJ so HAWNY! He began roughly skull fucking his Caucasian punk – his yellow eyes all over his sissy’s sexy white buttocks. With his other hand, JJ reached down and began feeling Keven Jeanne’s naked buttocks. Suddenly he pulled his cock out of the Queen's faggot’s mouth. Keven Jeanne looked up at his black master – “Why, Daddy?” he whimpered. "Honey - I'm so HORNY!"
JJ took Keven Jeanne by the upper arm and pulled him to his feet. “Turn around, sissy!” he ordered. Keven Jeanne obeyed his man, pirouetting sexily. All Keven Jeanne had on was a pair of string panties, and high heel pumps – like a woman. “Do you like my legs, daddy?” he simpered.
“Oh yeah, baby”, Jose said, his big rough hands feeling Keven Jeanne’s silky feminine bare legs.
“Are they silky, daddy?” the Caucasian bitch pouted prettily. “Like a womman?”
"JUST like a womman, maricon", Jose said in his deep manly voice, his big, rough hands all over Keven Jeanne's silky feminine legs. He took hold of the strings and pulled the queen's bikaynie panties down And spread the Caucasian bitch's ass. Keven Jeanne whimpered as he felt one of his boyfriend's thick fingers poking his tight rectum. Jose reached in front and offered the finger at Keven Jeanne's lips. The horny queer eagerly took the Puerto Rican's finger into his mouth, sucking on it, coating it with saliva. Jose put the finger back into the homosexual's rectum, working it slowly in, until he was knuckle deep. Then he took it out and opened a tub of Vaseline, scooping out a healthy gob with 2 fingers.
Keven Jeanne shivered with anticipation, his mind racing. What if Dani could see him now, her husband, behaving like a submissive woman to this big black man??
Soon, his wife forgotten, Keven Jeanne was wiggling naked on Jose's thick fingers. Thick with grease, the big Puerto Rican black man now had 3 fingers knuckle deep into the pathetic faggot's ass hole. "Fuck me, Jose? PLEEZE, Papi?!!" the sissy begged the big rough man.
Jose pushed the sissy to the bed. Keven Jeanne knelt on the piss and cum stained bare mattress, facing the wall, as Jose mounted him from behind. Keven Jeanne felt Jose's hardon poking his ass, trying to find the hole. Keven Jeanne reached down between his legs with his fruity little hands, his fingers gripping the greasy erect cock, guiding it to the mouth of his swollen anus. He whimpered in pain as Jose's hard cock head ripped into his pink pussy. The huge negro had his white sissy in a headlock. Keven Jeanne tried to break the hold by putting his tiny hands up on Jose's hard knotty forearm. Meanwhile Jose began working his rigid black cock into the white puto's culo. The sissy was screaming and crying - like a bitch being raiped, but little by little the feel of his man's huge cock began to feel good inside of him. The negro muscleman relaxed the headlock and moved his hands to the white boys hips. The sissy responded by wiggling his buttocks to enhance his boyfriend's sexual pleasure.
WHAT IS A SHEPLACEMENT?
S)heplacement- Definition- Any sissy male that is willing to take the place, or replace any woman who is not properly taking care of their man inside or outside the bedroom... These gu(y)rls will make sure their makeup and lipstick is just right, their lingerie is matching, and that they are always in the tightest dresses and highest heels...These gurls will always be dressed to go...and will never say no... if you are gonna dress like a cocksucking bitch...then you better be prepared to act like one...! Now, say it! "I WANT COCK!" Say, "I want a real man's cock!" Say, "I LOVE your hard cock!" Say, "Let me taste your cock!" Beg him to fuck you - say, "Please fuck my ass!" Tell him, "I KNOW you want my ass - YOU know you want it, daddy!"
Cute blonde sissy is making that big black guy horny.She looks so sexy in her ripped short shorts and high heels! Look at her, wiggling her hips as she minces down the cell block! Head turning sissy boy! All the big buff convicts are pushing on their groins as she sashays past them. "Look at that blonde body!" One of the cons mutters
Keven Jeanne, the Caucasian bayot went desnuda in front of all the colored inmates in the prisuhan! I miss those days. The $10 was worth it. Anything goes in there. Handjob's and Bareback Blowjob's in the day room. Whispers, moans and groans emanating from the cells. sissies leaving the cells totally nude on their way to clean up, fresh cum dripping from their faces, noses and chins - followed by a customer with a relieved smile on his face.
I do know that I was born to love cock. To bow naked to men and serve them sexually. I believe that I was chosen very young - perhaps even when I was still in the womb - selected to become a servant of flesh - to worship flesh. To become a slave to men. To bow my head and kneel at a real man's feet. We who are chosen are all female spirits. But some of us are put in male bodies - the way I was. I think that it happens because nostra Numi purposely want to offend god by perverting his creation. But when that happens it's never a good fit, because as female souls we rebel against such an injustice, and we force our bodies to conform to our innate femininity. Because part of us IS masculine - the body, that part also sometimes rebels and makes attempts to stifle our female desires. But these attempts ALWAYS end in failure - ha ha ha! Yeah, some of us even marry women to try and cover up. In my case I married a very sexy woman and tried to live vicariously though her. That meant years of grooming to get her to where she would fuck other men and then tell me about it. Eventually it just isn't enough and one night, when your wife is out all night with her boyfriend, you find yourself in an adult arcade preview booth, naked, on your knees, giving blowjobs to strange men! On my first night I went from only having dreamed of sucking cock, to blowing and swallowing 9 guys cum. In one night! After that - sorry - but there's just NO going back!
The next day I could think of nothing else! My thoughts were preoccupied and I knew I would be going back to the adult arcade again. And that night a guy fucked me in the ass! That's right - that fuckin' night I got my cherry popped by a cute black man. He had about 10 inches and was VERY hard! I was completely nude on my knees blowing him and I worked up the courage to ask him to fuck me. I had brought condoms and lube, and a tube of Anal-Eze, to ease the pain of hot rectal sex. At first he refused. He kept saying that all he wanted was a blowjob. But mi Numi whispered, urging me to be persistent. So I kept begging him, until finally he gave in. He agreed to fuck me, so I squeezed out some of the Anal-Eze and applied it to my bare rectum. Then I knelt on the bench and waited nervously as the man mounted me from behind. I had made up my mind that I was gonna bear the pain, no matter how badly it hurt. I could feel his huge hands on my bare buttocks, then the head of his penis at the mouth of my anus. He began working that hard snake into me. "Oh! Oh - easy, baby," I said. "Go slow, honey - please?" I had used a lot of grease and a lot of Anal-Eze. Just when I didn't think I was gonna be able to take it, mi Numi came through for me, and that hard thick boner suddenly slid deep into my bowels! I remember gasping loudly in breathless surprise when I realized he was all the way inside of me, followed by a feeling of such - such PRIDE, as it began to sink into me that this was the moment I had been BORN for!
He began fucking me with long, slow strokes, his big hands moving up my belly and he grabbed my bare tits. He was kissing on my neck and back. We were close, his buff chest up against my bare back. He was moving faster now, his big powerful thighs thrusting his cock deeply, in an out of my pink puki. I was reveling in the moment - my first fuck! I felt so fucking FEMININE!
Suddenly he relaxed and I felt his cock slide out of my raw fuck hole. He grabbed me by the ear and pulled me down off the bench and pushed me to my knees, his cock inches from my face. Then he shot his load all over my upturned face! Just like in a porno movie! I felt the warm spurts - one, two three hot slops of cum splashed against my hot face! I was fuckin' PASTED!
The guy quickly dressed and walked out of the booth without saying a word, leaving me there on the dirty floor, naked, my face slopped, his cum hanging like tinsel from my nose and chin. I had never felt so SEXY in my life! I had just been fucked by a totally cute, totally masculine, brutal black MAN, and now I was squatting completely naked, his semen dripping from my face, ALMOST in public! A guy walked past, stopped and looked. I smiled at him and twinkled my fingers. God! I was so PROUD! I will never forget both the afternoon I sucked my first cock, and the night soon after that I got my cherry popped.
After that night I began to lead a truly double life. Because I was obsessed with black and Latino men, I began going to other video stores - all in ghetto areas, like, Cory's Adult Books on Telegraph in Oakland, SECRETS in Jack London Square, also in Oakland. Part of me, the male part, had always been ashamed of the female-like tits that I'd had since I developed them in puberty. That's why I never went swimming or took my shirt off in front of people. But the fact is I had been cursed - or BLESSED - as I now saw it, with a nice set of tits. They weren't "mantits", or "moobs", because I had never been fat. I actually had a very nice looking feminine body - there was absolutely nothing masculine about it. I was small boned and delicately built. I remember how embarrassed I had been when I was 18, and a girl I liked suddenly noticed my hands. her eyes had widened and she had said: "Oh my God! Your hands look like a girl's!"
So, yes, there had been times that my feminine physique had betrayed me. But now I came to the full realization of what I was and how wise mi Numi had been - since they did put me in a male body - at least to have made that body as feminine as possible. I felt like the ugly duckling, who became a swan! Here at the age of 24, I had become a swan. I set my goal to become even more feminine. .
Keven, a young blonde caucasian sissy: Violent Negro pimp - no freedom - 30 men a night - indebted - enslaved. That's the life of a prison faggot!
My big Negro boyfriend has a hard cock that curves up, like a horn!
The average person finds it hard to believe, but we in the sissy community have known forever that hetero men love feminine white boys - especially us crossdressing lady boys! They are attracted to dainty white effeminate queens like me. I guess it's because we embody the feminine ideal; because we are male, we understand what real men desire, and more - we wholeheartedly provide it to them. An example of the feminine ideal is a hyper sexualized female, whose only desire in life is to please men sexually - to do things the average wife or girlfriend would either flat out not do, or do reluctantly as a device to secure a man, and once having done so will cease these activities. A porno woman is a good example of a hyper sexualized woman. I want him to pound me! I want to be roughed up!
Rough sex with a big tough Negro bull. I’ve always had the reputation of being a homosexual! Even though I got married!! It didn’t stop, like I thought it would. You CAN'T cure homosexuality! And you simply CANNOT conceal your homosexuality from others, it ALWAYS gets out!
Some hard black men in County barebacked me! They ganged up on me. I heard them say that they had my ass on LOCKDOWN!! I heard them say that "she" has skills, when it come to suckin hard black cock! BAREBACK him, sissy! Go ahead! I'm proud of myself!
I got turned out as a queer in the county jail.. Those men turned me into a cocksucker and there wasn't a THING I could do about it. And after awhile, I didn't WANT to do anything about it! I learned to give blow jobs better than any woman could. All the guys said that I gave the best blow jobs! And yes - hearing them say that made me feel SO proud!! My man, the Negro who owned me, renamed me Pretty Pinky, and told everyone: "She gots SKILLS - Finesse!" be havin' SKILLS!", about my blow jobs. White women and white homosexuals LOVE black men!
God! I am SUCH a homosexual! I encouraged my beautiful Filipina wife to go out and have sex with other men! I LOVE men! Oh I love them SO much! feeling a guy’s hairy chest! Pressing my face up against his buff chest, feeling the rough mat of hair next to my face. I love to feel of a man’s big hairy forearms! Being held in those big strong arms and making out with him, his rough sandpapery jaw, nuzzling the soft flesh of my bare tits! Daniella married SUCH a faggot! It's her own fault though, because she read the stuff I wrote about being a sissy wanting so BADLY to have sex with real men, and still didn't dump me!
I love to get a leather strap laid across my bare ass! I was blowing this grown up in the hotel room, and suddenly I crawled to the chair where his pants were. I pulled his leather belt off his pants and crawled back to him on my knees. "I need a beating," I begged him. And he laid that strap HARD on my ass!
Keven Jeanne knelt at his negro boyfriend’s feet, his dainty hands fumbling at JJ’s belt buckle. Keven Jeanne was thinking about what Dani would be feeling - if she could see her husband on his knees, completely nude except for lipstick and high heels, submissive before a REAL man. Once the buckle was unfastened and JJ’s trousers fell to the floor, Keven Jeanne hooked his thumbs in the waistband of JJ’s jockey shorts and eased the jockeys down, freeing his big cock – which sprang up, brushing the sissy’s pouty mouth. Keven Jeanne ran his fruity little hands allover JJ’s big muscley legs! Keven Jeanne knew that the big negro was gonna fist fuck him in his little pink fuck hole, and the thought made him tremble with fear and anticipation – just thinking about JJ’s big knuckley balled up fist in his anus!
But Keven Jeanne knew what JJ wanted first – a hot slobbing knob job! He bowed his blonde head, flicking his tongue over the head of JJ’s big black cock head, before engulfing the entire head into his spit filled mouth. JJ groaned loudly in pleasure. His big hand reached out, cupping the back of the white sissy’s skull. Keven Jeanne went down deep on the black man, so deep he retched. This sound made JJ so HAWNY! He began roughly skull fucking his Caucasian punk – his yellow eyes all over his sissy’s sexy white buttocks. With his other hand, JJ reached down and began feeling Keven Jeanne’s naked buttocks. Suddenly he pulled his cock out of the Queen's faggot’s mouth. Keven Jeanne looked up at his black master – “Why, Daddy?” he whimpered. "Honey - I'm so HORNY!"
JJ took Keven Jeanne by the upper arm and pulled him to his feet. “Turn around, sissy!” he ordered. Keven Jeanne obeyed his man, pirouetting sexily. All Keven Jeanne had on was a pair of string panties, and high heel pumps – like a woman. “Do you like my legs, daddy?” he simpered.
“Oh yeah, baby”, Jose said, his big rough hands feeling Keven Jeanne’s silky feminine bare legs.
“Are they silky, daddy?” the Caucasian bitch pouted prettily. “Like a womman?”
"JUST like a womman, maricon", Jose said in his deep manly voice, his big, rough hands all over Keven Jeanne's silky feminine legs. He took hold of the strings and pulled the queen's bikaynie panties down And spread the Caucasian bitch's ass. Keven Jeanne whimpered as he felt one of his boyfriend's thick fingers poking his tight rectum. Jose reached in front and offered the finger at Keven Jeanne's lips. The horny queer eagerly took the Puerto Rican's finger into his mouth, sucking on it, coating it with saliva. Jose put the finger back into the homosexual's rectum, working it slowly in, until he was knuckle deep. Then he took it out and opened a tub of Vaseline, scooping out a healthy gob with 2 fingers.
Keven Jeanne shivered with anticipation, his mind racing. What if Dani could see him now, her husband, behaving like a submissive woman to this big black man??
Soon, his wife forgotten, Keven Jeanne was wiggling naked on Jose's thick fingers. Thick with grease, the big Puerto Rican black man now had 3 fingers knuckle deep into the pathetic faggot's ass hole. "Fuck me, Jose? PLEEZE, Papi?!!" the sissy begged the big rough man.
Jose pushed the sissy to the bed. Keven Jeanne knelt on the piss and cum stained bare mattress, facing the wall, as Jose mounted him from behind. Keven Jeanne felt Jose's hardon poking his ass, trying to find the hole. Keven Jeanne reached down between his legs with his fruity little hands, his fingers gripping the greasy erect cock, guiding it to the mouth of his swollen anus. He whimpered in pain as Jose's hard cock head ripped into his pink pussy. The huge negro had his white sissy in a headlock. Keven Jeanne tried to break the hold by putting his tiny hands up on Jose's hard knotty forearm. Meanwhile Jose began working his rigid black cock into the white puto's culo. The sissy was screaming and crying - like a bitch being raiped, but little by little the feel of his man's huge cock began to feel good inside of him. The negro muscleman relaxed the headlock and moved his hands to the white boys hips. The sissy responded by wiggling his buttocks to enhance his boyfriend's sexual pleasure.
WHAT IS A SHEPLACEMENT?
S)heplacement- Definition- Any sissy male that is willing to take the place, or replace any woman who is not properly taking care of their man inside or outside the bedroom... These gu(y)rls will make sure their makeup and lipstick is just right, their lingerie is matching, and that they are always in the tightest dresses and highest heels...These gurls will always be dressed to go...and will never say no... if you are gonna dress like a cocksucking bitch...then you better be prepared to act like one...! Now, say it! "I WANT COCK!" Say, "I want a real man's cock!" Say, "I LOVE your hard cock!" Say, "Let me taste your cock!" Beg him to fuck you - say, "Please fuck my ass!" Tell him, "I KNOW you want my ass - YOU know you want it, daddy!"
Cute blonde sissy is making that big black guy horny.She looks so sexy in her ripped short shorts and high heels! Look at her, wiggling her hips as she minces down the cell block! Head turning sissy boy! All the big buff convicts are pushing on their groins as she sashays past them. "Look at that blonde body!" One of the cons mutters
Keven Jeanne, the Caucasian bayot went desnuda in front of all the colored inmates in the prisuhan! I miss those days. The $10 was worth it. Anything goes in there. Handjob's and Bareback Blowjob's in the day room. Whispers, moans and groans emanating from the cells. sissies leaving the cells totally nude on their way to clean up, fresh cum dripping from their faces, noses and chins - followed by a customer with a relieved smile on his face.
I do know that I was born to love cock. To bow naked to men and serve them sexually. I believe that I was chosen very young - perhaps even when I was still in the womb - selected to become a servant of flesh - to worship flesh. To become a slave to men. To bow my head and kneel at a real man's feet. We who are chosen are all female spirits. But some of us are put in male bodies - the way I was. I think that it happens because nostra Numi purposely want to offend god by perverting his creation. But when that happens it's never a good fit, because as female souls we rebel against such an injustice, and we force our bodies to conform to our innate femininity. Because part of us IS masculine - the body, that part also sometimes rebels and makes attempts to stifle our female desires. But these attempts ALWAYS end in failure - ha ha ha! Yeah, some of us even marry women to try and cover up. In my case I married a very sexy woman and tried to live vicariously though her. That meant years of grooming to get her to where she would fuck other men and then tell me about it. Eventually it just isn't enough and one night, when your wife is out all night with her boyfriend, you find yourself in an adult arcade preview booth, naked, on your knees, giving blowjobs to strange men! On my first night I went from only having dreamed of sucking cock, to blowing and swallowing 9 guys cum. In one night! After that - sorry - but there's just NO going back!
The next day I could think of nothing else! My thoughts were preoccupied and I knew I would be going back to the adult arcade again. And that night a guy fucked me in the ass! That's right - that fuckin' night I got my cherry popped by a cute black man. He had about 10 inches and was VERY hard! I was completely nude on my knees blowing him and I worked up the courage to ask him to fuck me. I had brought condoms and lube, and a tube of Anal-Eze, to ease the pain of hot rectal sex. At first he refused. He kept saying that all he wanted was a blowjob. But mi Numi whispered, urging me to be persistent. So I kept begging him, until finally he gave in. He agreed to fuck me, so I squeezed out some of the Anal-Eze and applied it to my bare rectum. Then I knelt on the bench and waited nervously as the man mounted me from behind. I had made up my mind that I was gonna bear the pain, no matter how badly it hurt. I could feel his huge hands on my bare buttocks, then the head of his penis at the mouth of my anus. He began working that hard snake into me. "Oh! Oh - easy, baby," I said. "Go slow, honey - please?" I had used a lot of grease and a lot of Anal-Eze. Just when I didn't think I was gonna be able to take it, mi Numi came through for me, and that hard thick boner suddenly slid deep into my bowels! I remember gasping loudly in breathless surprise when I realized he was all the way inside of me, followed by a feeling of such - such PRIDE, as it began to sink into me that this was the moment I had been BORN for!
He began fucking me with long, slow strokes, his big hands moving up my belly and he grabbed my bare tits. He was kissing on my neck and back. We were close, his buff chest up against my bare back. He was moving faster now, his big powerful thighs thrusting his cock deeply, in an out of my pink puki. I was reveling in the moment - my first fuck! I felt so fucking FEMININE!
Suddenly he relaxed and I felt his cock slide out of my raw fuck hole. He grabbed me by the ear and pulled me down off the bench and pushed me to my knees, his cock inches from my face. Then he shot his load all over my upturned face! Just like in a porno movie! I felt the warm spurts - one, two three hot slops of cum splashed against my hot face! I was fuckin' PASTED!
The guy quickly dressed and walked out of the booth without saying a word, leaving me there on the dirty floor, naked, my face slopped, his cum hanging like tinsel from my nose and chin. I had never felt so SEXY in my life! I had just been fucked by a totally cute, totally masculine, brutal black MAN, and now I was squatting completely naked, his semen dripping from my face, ALMOST in public! A guy walked past, stopped and looked. I smiled at him and twinkled my fingers. God! I was so PROUD! I will never forget both the afternoon I sucked my first cock, and the night soon after that I got my cherry popped.
After that night I began to lead a truly double life. Because I was obsessed with black and Latino men, I began going to other video stores - all in ghetto areas, like, Cory's Adult Books on Telegraph in Oakland, SECRETS in Jack London Square, also in Oakland. Part of me, the male part, had always been ashamed of the female-like tits that I'd had since I developed them in puberty. That's why I never went swimming or took my shirt off in front of people. But the fact is I had been cursed - or BLESSED - as I now saw it, with a nice set of tits. They weren't "mantits", or "moobs", because I had never been fat. I actually had a very nice looking feminine body - there was absolutely nothing masculine about it. I was small boned and delicately built. I remember how embarrassed I had been when I was 18, and a girl I liked suddenly noticed my hands. her eyes had widened and she had said: "Oh my God! Your hands look like a girl's!"
So, yes, there had been times that my feminine physique had betrayed me. But now I came to the full realization of what I was and how wise mi Numi had been - since they did put me in a male body - at least to have made that body as feminine as possible. I felt like the ugly duckling, who became a swan! Here at the age of 24, I had become a swan. I set my goal to become even more feminine. .
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